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| Really ELiTE Doodz Prezent : |
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| RED-xxx.TXT aka |
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| "Leper Messiahs Poetry Corner" |
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| By : Leper Messiah |
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: "Better Living Through Stupidity." :
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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For Now............
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Slowly the sun begins to set
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Darkness moves in and smothers the day's last breath
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until, finally, it has killed it off
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for now
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But alas, Darkness does not come alone
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for it brings fear and hatred with it
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a fear that is not easily overcome
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a hatred so great that day dares not shed it's light
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for now
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Darkness lives as daylight dies
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this ageless struggle never ceases
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light has once again lost to darkness
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for now......
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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He Above.....
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Shiftless, lying undaunted
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waiting for his prey
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The serenity of it all
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is what guides him through the day
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He sparks his flame
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hiding his grotesqueness from the light
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mutilated by the system
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what a horrid sight
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Struggling for control
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He gropes for a sense of reality
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making no sense what-so-ever
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his life is a mere parody
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Everyone's an opponent
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in this wicked game
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but he above, above the rest
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Leper Messiah is his name
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Amnesia..........
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Creeping, smothering Death unbeknownst
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The sudden changs shatters everything
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pictures of what was......what could have been
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Distant memories are all that are left
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insomnia, tossing, turning, begging for sleep
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the ease of that of which we take for granted is easily forgotten
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Darkness comes........eventually.......but not soon enough
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thoughts rampage like a herd trampling through your mind
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stumbling, clinging, grasping for reality
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or something like it
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Who are you? Who am I? pondering simple things
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Everyone has an answer but they always seem wrong
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Try again that was incorrect
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Suddenly a light........but as quickly as there was light
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darkness
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Somehow light forgot about you
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leaving you to deal with things still unknown.....
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Beyond.....
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forboding creatures wait for you
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beyond...
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travel carefully for "things" seek you
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pressure you from all sides
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some may attract you...
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same may entice you...
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DO NOT give in
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Temptation..........
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you'll go...
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beyond...
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you can't..
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you will..
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you want..
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but you CANNOT!!
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quick wit will not protect you
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for the beast has it's "ways"
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dare you travel beyond........
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beyond the gates of Terminal Countdown......
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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The Chosen.....
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Lead me to the land of wonders
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Allow me to fortify my boundaries
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Beckon me for now
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For I shall be the chosen
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Traveling on an endless journey
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Seems to me, quite uninhabitated
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Destroy me with your words no more
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For I know I"m the chosen
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Deliver yourself from the evils within
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Come and sell your soul
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Be admonished of your sins
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For I've become the chosen
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Death Bestows.....
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Death bestows
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eternal happiness, peace with myself
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I feel at ease, a calm
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a wonderful feeling like no other
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Death bestows
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Upon me, a pressureless void
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no needs or wants, not a desire
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a perfect nothing, deeper into nothingness
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Death bestows
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A feeling that I have live only to die
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leave a small impression on the world
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then transcend to another dimension
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Death bestows
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the way it is and always shall be
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the eternalness in the end
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shall never be surpassed
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Death bestows.........
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Disposable hero.....
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Society beckons him to no end
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they cause for him, remorse and pain
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as an everyday man, he is only a friend
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with no gratitude it's hard to sustain
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To them, he is recyclable
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Use it for a while then just toss him away
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Cool, calm, not too excitable
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His life is of service, and of that it will stay
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Unlike Clarke Kent, he has no Lois Lane
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He leads an everyday life, no abnormalities
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Basically a life of dread, constant disdain
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He's useful at time, certain informalities
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This is how he's dying
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He's dying to survive
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I don't know what he's made of
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I would like to be that way
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Most just beckon him for their needs or wants
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Then play him off as a zero
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He lives for danger, does his own stunts
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Leading the life of a disposable hero
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Disturbed.....
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Corruption
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mostly of the mind
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of course there's always "the system"
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Perseverance....to be the richest
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the smartest, even the most popular
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for what?
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what joy do you get?
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shouldn't we all just be happy with who we are?
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No! What the hell was I thinking?
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I must be "disturbed"
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So I don't step on the people
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who helped make me what I am today
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Like you...
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SO I don't have the money
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to bribe my way into everything
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Like you...
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So what I don't lie, cheat and steal
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to get ahead in life
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Like you...
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And I'm the one you call disturbed?
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lm.eden.sabre
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Failure.....
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exile..
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exile from society
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nothing is all you have....
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all you are..
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yet there are certain things about it..
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something.....
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cool maybe.....
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nah that could never be it.
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how could it?
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is it possible?
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this be something that i can like...
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that i can respect?
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but i am so much better then this....
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damn. how can it be?
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nothing at all......
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thats all it ever will be.....
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nothing.......
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at all
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thats all you are..
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nothing..
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for gods sake
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look at it.....
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it's FAILURE!!!!!
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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I thought......
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I thought mothers were supposed to love
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I thought they were always supposed to be there
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I thought they were supposed to care....
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I guess I was wrong.
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What could be more important then their child?
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Their own flesh and blood.
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Nothing can be more important.
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I guess I was wrong.
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Nevermind the fact that a mother is the most impotant thing
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to a child.
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Shouldn't it be the same way in return?
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Love, flesh, blood, family....the most important things!!??
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I guess I was wrong.
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"Till death do us part..." is heard at weddings.
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How often do the children hear that?
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I always thought that as I grew older, they would care less
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I guess I was right
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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LOVE.
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(uh-oh here i go)
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Love is stupid
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sure, it's great in the beginning
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but it fucks you up the ass royally when it's over
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it sux dood, i was in love once.
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for three fucking years
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it was awesome, all that i ever wanted in life
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shit she treated me great.
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she looked fucking incredible
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she was sweet, a little shy and a virgin :)
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two months i waited for her to kiss me
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six months we waited to have sex
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and i was cool with that.
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shit before her, it was like a week, no sex, c-ya
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but i loved her
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how the fuck could i be in love? I was sixteen
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and i was engaged to this chick.....
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well anyway, after time went on, it got a little worse
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but it was still great. two years into this it was still OK
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but After that, i was to fucking "in LOVE" to let her go.
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shit she dogged me
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never wanted to see me
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never even called me
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but i couldn't break it off with her
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eventually i snagged her cheatin on me
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i dumped her
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i cried
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i fucking cried like a little baby
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why? SHE cheated on me.
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fuck man after it was over with her
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i thought about her everyday
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and I broke up with her
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i wanted her back everyday
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every girl i was with, i SAW tara (the three year relationship chick)
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I couldn't get "serious"
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I couldn't LOVE anyone the way i loved her
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I compared all the girls to her
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i completely dissed a good good friend of mine (female)
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she wanted to start a relationship with me
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i dissed her
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now, i regret it
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i lost LOVE
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i coulda had it but no.
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to this day, she still sorta has feelings (the second girl i mentioned)
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i have feelings to
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but she's in philly and i'm here
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shit now, i'm in LOVE and i can't have it
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LOVE sucks ass
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This wasn't meant to be a LiT at first. but when i posted this
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so many people responded to it, i decided to go back and cap.
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Mental Porn.....
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Psychadelic Fermentations
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dripping through the wells of my inner-self
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colors......WHOA man colors!!
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Hear the Pretty birdie?
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Just groovin in my mental state
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is it a panic?
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nah
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just hectic......a solo helter skelter
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buggin me out
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fidgety, itchy, paranoid..........did you hear that?
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What the fuck?
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Have I gone iNSANE
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or have i just degredated myself into this acidic trance
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Just Groovin in my mental state
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Anxiety, I hear it but you can't
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Turn yourself on to mental porn
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or is it just an acidic trance
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Just Groovin in my mental state
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Suicide Note.....
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Friendz, loverz, all who have cared
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I'd like to take this time to thank you
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thank you for when some of you actually were there
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for me
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thanx for the timez we spent, the laughter shared
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and conversationz we've had
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But after a while..............ya'll couldn't deal with the shit.....
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the shit goin on in my head, heart and soul
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abandoned, I just felt so alone, solo
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stranded
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That'z what finally made me realize
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that life was no longer worth living
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I just don't care about anything anymore
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everything I've ever cared for is gone
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I'm empty...............just a shell
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there has got to be more to life then just that.....
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being just a shell.....but that'z all I am
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and all I'll ever be so just forget me
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It truly was a gift that I had what I had
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when I had it
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But it is all gone
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Vanished ¥ Poof ¥ C-ya ¥ Bu-bye
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So As my final request I as of you this........
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Please, do not mourn my loss
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but
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Mourn for what I have not yet given to the world
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I love you all
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May I forever rest in peace....
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Anarchy - 1a: absence of government <society finds its highest
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perfection in the union of order with ~ b: a state of lawlessness
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or political disorder, due to the absence of governmental authority.
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c: a utopian society having no gov't and made up of individuals who
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enjoy complete freedom 2a: absence or denial of any authority,
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established order, or ruling power. b: absence of order : CONFUSION
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c: anarchism
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persecution.....
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the filtering of the "elite"
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from the nothings....has beens...
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a perfect race......group.....society......
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equality
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new regimes....
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bigger....better....faster....
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choose your own destiny
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prepare yourself for what comes...
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streaking down upon you...
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merciless....
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unforgiving....
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the iron hand......
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the iron will.....
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there is no better time....
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the time is now.....
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now......
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New World Order
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Rasta Oh Rasta
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Rasta Mon
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Oh
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Rasta Mon
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Ye..who selleth me herb
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how art thou?
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yeah homeboy chop me two dimes
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I want to get blunted right now
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Rasta Mon
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Oh
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Rasta Mon
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Stand ye on yon corner
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keep your eye out for five-o
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Damn....Rasta got busted
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now where the hell am I gonna go?
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Rasta Mon
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Oh
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Rasta Mon
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With your big phat dreads
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I want to thank ye
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For all you have hooked me up with
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So lets smoke a doob to the head
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Rasta........Oh Rasta.........
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lm.eden.sabre
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¨199d5 lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Sketchy Thoughts.....
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Words, Freefalling, flowing
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like a waterfall
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Endless circles running through my mind
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Tr Tr Tr Tr Trails of nature overwhelming
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Is this a dream? This endless journey
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of shapes, colors and light
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Tr Tr Tr Tr Trails of nature overwhelming
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Put a pen to paper
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PEN TO PAPER
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Damnit
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It's just a dream I tell myself
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I'll wake up soon.
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But do I wanna awaken?
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Tr Tr Tr Tr Trails of nature overwhelming
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Knowledge escapes us
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At times we nuture it,
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like a mellow, groovy tune on the tip of our tongues..........
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Tr Tr Tr Tr Trails of nature overwhelming
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My inkwell has run dry
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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Type.....
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Tic Tic Tic Tic Tic Tic
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I sit here tapping away as I gaze into my mind
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I see hatred punishment (Tic Tic) anger
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and flowers
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I see a catepillar in a coccoon
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As it takes upon a new body I notice something different
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It turns...........turns into a dragon
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A dragon filled with hate, anger
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and shame
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I see a tiger recieving abuse she does not deserve
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For she is the sunlight that shines
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shines in the dragon's heart
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The dragon listens to nothing
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as it does as it pleases
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and will bring down anyone in it's path
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yet he has a feeling that this is not right
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still he continues on his warpath Tic Tic Tic Tic
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the tiger escapes from the pain
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and is tearing the dragon apart from the inside
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but he still fights, fights harder then ever
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as he leads himself away from his conscience
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and lets his anger free
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free to reek havoc on the land
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The dragon is growing Tic Tic Tic Tic
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his conscience tells him to get help
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but he ignores the cries of mercy
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for he is truly evil and should be killed Tic Tic
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To this day they still fight
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They fight within myself for I am the dragon........
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lm.eden.sabre.kgb
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¨ª lm.eden
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WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!WaReZ!
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! Copyright (c) Leper Messiah and ReaLLY 3LiT3 d00Dz! 1995 !
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! All rights reserved, but two wrongs don't make a right !
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