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November 12, 1990
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A Partial History of Experiments
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in Occultic Practices and Religious Belief Systems
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by Jerry W. Decker
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In my early teens, my family was Pentecost. As I became more
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exposed to literature, science and other belief systems, I found
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myself asking why were we not allowed to do some things. There was
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no logical reason presented.
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For instance, people were not allowed to dance, women were not
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allowed to wear makeup and all were forbidden from doing things
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which either beautified or gave great enjoyment.
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I then attended other churches, Baptist, Protestant, Catholic,
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Jehovah's Witnesses, Methodist, etc..and found similar but different
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prohibitions. Again, no congruency though many used the same bible
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as a source of guidance.
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Since the study of occultism seemed to be expressly forbidden by all
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of the versions of Christian faith into which I looked, it seemed
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that investigation into this area might shed some light.
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This all congealed between the ages of 11 to 13. From that point, I
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refused to attend church of any kind unless I so desired. It was a
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great problem at first, but eventually my family yielded to my
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refusals.
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My first field of study involved simple witchcraft. This included
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the verbalization of spells and chants, candle-burning for mental
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concentration and focalization of emotion. Then followed Voodoo,
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Romany/Gypsy magic and finally Ceremonial Magick.
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Of course, divination in the form of cartomancy (cards), scrying
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(crystal gazing), Tarot, Ouija, seances, amulets/talismans,
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hypnotism, Hexerei (Pennsylvania Dutch hexes), UFO's, telepathy,
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astral projection and other metaphysical or unexplained phenomena
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all came under investigation also.
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It might be of interest to recount some experiences which actually
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happened during the course of my investigations.
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On one occasion during my studies in hypnotism at about 14-15, a
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group of kids and I were at a friend's house. They knew of my
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interests and just thought them weird.
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Dirk Blacksher was the friend who allowed me to use him as a subject
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for hypnosis. He was not the only one, just the most spectacular. I
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brought him under and we tried various experiments.
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Page 1
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One suggestion informed him that he was in icy cold water at which
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his skin became cold, he evinced shivers and showed a mild version
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of chills.
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The next suggestion informed him that he was in a steamy hot area at
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which he began to sweat. This was followed by having him lift a
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"balsa-wood" desk with one hand. When he was conscious, he could
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only lift the desk with both hands and under some degree of effort,
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hypnotized, it was effortless.
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We also did the pin-prick test, to which he showed no pain or
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recognition on the insertion of the pin.
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His mother then called us downstairs to send him to the store. We
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all went down with Dirk still under. Of course, everyone told his
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mother (Jan) that he was hypnotized at which she simply laughed and
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began giving instructions as to what she wanted.
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When Dirk showed no recognition of her and she could not awaken him
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(his eyes were open), she became mildly hysterical, demanding that I
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bring him out of it.
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After failing to calm her, I brought Dirk out by a backwards
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countdown to wakefulness. He remembered nothing of the entire
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episode. My friends and I were elated with the experience but
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Dirk's mother had somewhat different feelings in the matter.
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She would not allow me to come to their house for almost 3 months.
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This included forbidding her two sons from talking or associating
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with me. We did so on the sly anyway.
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While studying Romany (Gypsy) magic at about 15, I found mention of
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a god known as Jandra - God of Fire. A friend, Randall Nail, had a
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reputation of being a major moocher. He would also say things about
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people behind their backs and deny them when confronted. Well, he
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did this to me one too many times.
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It just so happened that I found a spell calling upon Jandra to
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punish anyone who told lies behind your back. This punishment was
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to take the form of sickness, though not specified as to what kind
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of sickness.
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Randall had a brother, Wayne, who was also a friend of mine. I told
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him I was planning to teach Randall a lesson and test the Jandra
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spell at the same time.
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About 3 PM on a pleasant summer day, we went into an abandoned house
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and burned a newspaper in the kitchen sink. The fire was to invoke
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Jandra as a fire elemental who would then carry out the spell
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against the perpetrator of the lies.
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After we finished about 3:45, we wandered around the neighborhood
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and endedup at Wayne's house about 6:30 PM. We then sat with
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Wayne's family (mother, 2 brothers and a sister present) watching TV
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and talking. Wayne's mother asked what we had been doing and Wayne
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promptly told her about the casting of the spell.
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He then said that Randall was supposed to get sick if he told lies
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about someone. She laughed as did the rest of the family and they
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kidded us about believing such nonsense.
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Well, about 7:30, we heard a strange noise outside the garage of the
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darkened house. When it persisted, we turned on the porch light and
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found Randall leaning against the garage and throwing up. His face
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wa very pale and he said he felt terrible.
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Randall's mother then gave me a very mad look and told me to leave
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and not come back. I was banned from visiting or associating with
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them for over 2 months. At school, we found that Randall had been
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with one of our other mutual friends.
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We asked that friend what had gone on and he told us the lie that
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Randall had spoken against me that afternoon after the spell had
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been cast. Coincidence? Maybe so, but a most gratifying
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experience, all in all.
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Another time, at about the age of 15, I was studying Voodoo. There
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was a man who I did not like at the time. I will not write his name
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or relationship as people still live who would be upset by this.
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The instructions called for a potato to be carved into the shape of
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a human body. A witness in the form of hair, spittle, sweat or
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other body material OR failing that, their signature or name written
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on a piece of paper OR a photograph.
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The term witness refers to a resonant link with the targeted object.
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I performed the ritual and consecrated the effigy (the potato) in
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the victims name. Pins were then stuck in the heart of the effigy.
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Up to this time, the targeted victim had no history of heart
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problems and was in the peak of health. I placed the effigy in the
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top of a darkened closet after completing the full ritual.
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No one was told of this at the time. About two weeks later, I
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answered the telephone and was told that this person had suffered a
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critical heart attack. He had mounted a horse and seconds later
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fell off. The doctor said he was dead before he hit the ground.
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I immediately ran to the closet and took down the effigy. All the
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pins were removed and the effigy was burned but of course, the
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damage was done. Needless to say, I was quite shaken.
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Later studies led to true Ceremonial Magic using geometric patterns
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and the Names of Power. Nothing astounding came from these
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experiments possibly because I could find no one to participate.
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Ceremonial Magic is difficult to perform alone, but I did manage to
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carry out a few experiments. The multiplication of psychic force
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comes from either blood sacrifice and/or the addition of focussed
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thoughts and emotions as clearly specified in the Bible.
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Hexerei involved the focussing of concentration on clouds for
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dispersion or accumulation. I found that I could make it rain or
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rain harder by intense concentration. My boss, Mr. Dabbs and I used
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to bet that the rain would not get worse. I won about 90% of the
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bets but sometimes at the expense of a headache. This was at the
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age of 12-14.
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Another odd thing happened which borders on the witch's concept of
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the "familiar." Familiars are spirits, elementals or demons who
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assist the witch to carry out their activities.
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Compensation comes from psychic energy or a direct drain of blood
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through an appendage known as a "witches tit". This tit is said to
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most commonly be located under the left armpit, although it can be
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anywhere on the body. The familiar suckles from the tit to absorb
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lifeforce in the form of blood.
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As a further point of interest, there is another type of demon,
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sometimes helpful, sometimes disastrous, known as the incubus or
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succubus. These creatures come in the night to absorb the lifeforce
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which is carried in sexual fluids.
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They intentionally excite the victim to the point of ejaculation. I
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have not personally experienced this particular type of entity. I
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believe incubi are male and succubi are female.
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Although I never had such an appendage as a witches tit, I did have
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a strange experience in the form of a crow as a pet. This animal
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might have been likened to a familiar though in truth, I don't think
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he was.
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My brother and I used to sell Christmas cards, magazine
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subscriptions and things of that nature door-to-door. About the age
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of 12, I went to the house of Mrs. Wallis and while talking with her
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I heard a strange noise. On inquiring what that was, she showed me
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a crow in a bird cage which she said had been stealing pecans from
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her pecan trees.
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One thing led to another and I convinced her to give him to me. I
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promptly clipped his wingtips and named him Bill. My brother and
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sister were interested but not as fascinated as I with the bird. He
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seemed to be extraordinarily intelligent and his eyes sparkled with
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mischief.
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Once he trusted me, I let his wings grow to their fullness and let
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him loose in the house. That was followed by a tether outside,
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which later was discarded.
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Bill stayed on top of my grandmother's house and would come when I
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called. He would be high in the sky and I could hold up my forearm,
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pat it and call "Come Bill" and he would swoop down and land on my
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arm.
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At that time, I was in the 5th and 6th grade and had bought a Vespa
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motorscooter from Sears. Bill would fly over me wherever I went in
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town or country. The neighborhood kids thought it wonderful and I
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enjoyed him immensely.
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We lived one half block from school and Bill would come to me,
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flying over the playground at recess. He then somehow located my
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classroom and would land on the sill and march back and forth
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wanting in.
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Mrs. Storm would finally ask me to please remove my pet, at which I
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had to go outside and explain to him that he must not disturb the
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class. He would not repeat this for some time after.
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The strange part about this crow was that he learned to talk! I did
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not believe it at first until the neighbor kids told me they had
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heard him talking.
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My brother and sister and friends used to sit on my grandmother's
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porch during the summer and eat watermelon and candy. Bill would
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sit on the fence and watch us.
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We would throw him a chunk of melon which he would catch and eat.
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Sometimes we would give him candy which he liked very much.
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One day we were eating candy in the form of a cinnamon cube on a
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stick and Bill was obviously wanting to try that. I broke off a
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small piece and gave it to him.
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He ate it and shook his head during the process. After he finished,
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I noticed blood in his mouth and around his beak.
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He then flew off and was gone for several days. When he returned,
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nothing appeared to be different and I inspected his mouth which was
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now perfectly healed.
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About two weeks later, my friends told me the bird could talk. This
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sounded too impossible, so I just laughed and said so.
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One Saturday morning the week after hearing this, I was sleeping
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late and heard someone outside call "Jerry, come out and play!"
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I thought it was one of the kids from the Wright family and stayed
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in bed. The neighborhood kids would say this phrase whenever they
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came over during the summer or the weekends during school.
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After hearing this several times, I noticed it sounded strange, kind
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of tinny or mechanical. I opened the door and no one was around.
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This time I clearly heard the mechanical voice say, "Jerry, come out
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and play!" and it came from the roof. I stepped outside and Bill
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peeked over the edge of the house.
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I then called him down and tried to coerce him to speak while I
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watched. To my knowledge, he never spoke when he knew someone was
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watching.
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The local vet told me that birds which don't normally talk could be
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made to do so by slitting their tongue. He said this is what must
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have happened with the sharp edge of the cinnamon candy.
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Needless to say, I gained somewhat of a reputation in my hometown
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during that time. The bird simply added to the mystique. Bill
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disappeared after about 2 years and was never seen again.
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My sister knew of my magical experiments and we talked about love
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potions, spells and philtres. She was interested in this one guy in
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school and he would not even pay her any attention. Well, I did a
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spell for her using candle-burning techniques.
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Within the next two weeks, she was dating the guy. I did this
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several times and was always amazed at the success of the ritual,
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particularly since it did not involve me getting emotionally worked
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up for the psychic discharge.
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I can only assume that it had something to do with elementals, since
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it used the flame of a colored candle (orange for love, not red for
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lust). The fire elemental was "emotionally flavored" by the color
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of the candle and the text content of the operational spell.
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Another quite interesting experience occurred while I worked as a
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cook at a truck stop on the night shift. This was after high school
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about the age of 21. I knew most of the waitresses quite well. One
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waitress named Maureen was desparately in love with a driver who
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lived in Fort Worth and came through about once per week.
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Maureen had suffered some problems and I liked her so several times,
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I would take them into the country for a rendousvous and pick them
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up later.
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The guy would not commit to marrying her even though he was free to
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do so. It was really hurting Maureen emotionally.
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Well, Maureen knew of my early experiments and had discussed some of
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the successes with my sister. She asked me to do a love spell for
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her and this guy.
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I informed her that I would rather teach her how to do it and let
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her own energies and obviously powerful emotional attachments be
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directed to accomplish her ends.
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Anyone who has looked into magical practices, either low or high
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magic, should be aware that your instruments are a psychic extension
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of yourself.
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Once they have been consecrated, they become attached to you as a
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wire to a power source. This warning is repeated over and over in
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authentic magical treatises. The idea is that you MUST NOT LOAN
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YOUR MAGICAL INSTRUMENTS TO ANOTHER. If you do so, then they have
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full control of your psychic energy with your full consent.
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Well, my instruments were consecrated and used ONLY by me over a
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period of several years and with modest success. Each use added to
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the overall psychic charge of the instruments as well as "tuned" the
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instruments to my energy field.
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Maureen did not have the money to buy her own and so coerced me into
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loaning her my instruments. Against my better judgement, I gave her
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written instructions and the instruments.
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I heard nothing from Maureen in the next few weeks. About one week
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after the loan of the instruments, I became extremely ill.
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I came down with a major fever, loss of appetite and energy and was
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TOTALLY BEDRIDDEN for almost seven days. During that period, I
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could only drink water and sleep. I went from 205 pounds to 180
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pounds! It was as close to DEATH as one could come.
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After the seven days, I began to be able to eat again, but had
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massive weakness due to the atrophying of muscles during the
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illness.
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One night about two to three weeks after the illness, I saw Maureen.
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She told me she had carried out the candle-burning ritual as I
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instructed and would return my instruments within the next few days.
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About a week after that, I got a phone call from Fort Worth, it was
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a very ecstatic Maureen. She told me she was now married to the guy
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and that my equipment was at her mother's house.
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ONLY THEN did I realize what had happened. Her successful use of my
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magically consecrated instruments had absorbed so much energy from
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my system that I became deathly ill.
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It could only be so, since I had ABSOLUTELY NO KNOWLEDGE that she
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had carried out the operation OR achieved such a resounding success
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at my expense.
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On retrieving the instruments, I destroyed them and performed a
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banishing ritual to dissolve any lingering patterns. I have not
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performed candle-burning since that time, though I would do so if I
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felt it necessary.
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After the Voodoo experience, I still tried minor experiments but
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nothing aimed at harming anyone. There is no doubt in my mind that
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there will be repercussions somewhere in my future experiences.
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The Law of Compensation (or Retribution) cannot be cancelled or
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ignored.
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Science fiction had also been of interest and it is here I came
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across the Hieronymous Box in a story by Campbell.
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Once I found that a picture could be taken of the person to be
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affected, placed in a machine and tuned to that person's body field
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to pick up or transmit patterns, I felt that was the best way.
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From there, science was the predominant ruler with a secondary
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interest in religion, magic and metaphysics. There are many
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relationships as one can see when studying multiple disciplines. I
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always remember that "Magic is Science of a very high order."
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In my studies, I found many things which Christians believe yet
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which have no basis in fact. Modern Christians are so polluted in
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thought that they can only resort to one source of information, the
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King James bible.
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I have found that particular version to be so corrupted through
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mistranslation, miscopyings and intentional distortions that anyone
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who uses it as the sole basis for discussion self-cancels their own
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"stated beliefs."
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NO ONE has the right to TELL YOU WHAT TO BELIEVE!
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NO ONE can tell you that you will "go to Hell" if you
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do not believe their particular ideology!
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ANYONE who tells you such things or forcibly attempts
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to coerce you by such threats is not worthy of your time.
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Walk away, dissociate!
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You must discover your own truth!
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I recommend that you consult the widest possible range of sources,
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collate what matches and that which you feel most comfortable with.
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Only after you have done all that you can to find the truth on your
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own, then ask for guidance.
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That guidance should come from within.
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The "tele-evangelists" are the most despiccable of the new
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preachers. They use the very powerful form of television to elicit
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funds for their own use. When one looks at any video screen, within
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a period of 30 seconds, the person enters a state of alpha -
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acceptance to input. This is how many people get "hooked" on this
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bullshit which these people flavor to their particular whims.
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People are allowing themselves to be subjected to mind control
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techniques which are further detailed in the MIND1 to 4 series on
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KeelyNet at 214-324-3501.
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In time, the simple Law of Compensation will pay back these people,
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but look at the damage they will inflict in the meantime. Look at
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what happened to Bakker, Roberts and Swaggart.
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The Catholic church uses the concept of guilt with the requirement
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that you MUST ask forgiveness in the form of intervention from a
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properly authorized human (priest).
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Of course, churches and priests must have support from the tithes.
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This is true for all organized Christian religions which I have
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encountered.
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In the first few hundred years of this millenia, Anno Domini, there
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were three truly advanced groups which the Catholic church
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completely destroyed. The Albigensians, the Cathars and the
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Gnostics.
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What was the primary "heresy" which these groups committed against
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the Church? The simple belief that prayer is something to be done
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in private. Communion with the EVER-LIVING is to be done by you and
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you alone, without the presence of others to see your belief.
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The best source for this guidance is from the book of Matthew as
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follows,
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How To Pray
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"And when you pray, do not follow the example of the
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hypocrites; for they delight to pray STANDING IN THE CROWDS
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and at the corners of the squares, SO THAT THEY MAY BE SEEN BY
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MEN.
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"I tell you, however, that they receive their wages. But when
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YOU pray, enter your chamber, and having shut your door, pray
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to your Father in that privacy; and your Father, seeing into
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that privacy, WILL RETURN TO YOU OPENLY.
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"But when praying, make use of NO BABBLE, like the heathen; for
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they imagine that they will be listened to because of their
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volubility (great flow of words).
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"Do not therefore imitate them; for your Father knows your
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necessities BEFORE YOU CAN ASK HIM.
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Being an AGNOSTIC (one who believes it impossible 'at present' to
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KNOW that GOD exists, the proof is not all in), I don't consider
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myself to be "religious".
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From the many things I have seen and experienced, there is without
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doubt some greater power and many lesser powers.
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The closest analogy I can find is that of the gestalt - a
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combination of smaller energies to yield a far greater, yet
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functioning as one, single energy. Therefore, we are all cells in
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the mind of GOD.
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To me, the closest thing to making sense is that of the Huna
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philosophy of the ancient Hawaiians. They follow a very simple
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teaching,
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"Hurt No One."
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For my own practices, I have modified that to
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"Hurt no one, WITH INTENT."
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This paper is being placed on KeelyNet for two purposes, to let
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people know that there is without doubt in my mind, MAGIC, and to
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show that there are other ways of acquiring information and
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understanding.
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Science can be "organic" and juicy, not dry and sterile. The files
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on KeelyNet show that there are EXCITING things coming. We have
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made many contacts with others who see the truth of this and share
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information as we do. Thank you for listening..........Jerry
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Quotes are taken from "The Holy Bible in Modern English" translated
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direct from the original Hebrew, Chaldee and Greek languages by
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Ferrar Fenton.
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