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This was written during the entire experience. Names have been changed
for good measure... :)
[Post-trip comments are in brackets, like this sentence]
May 16, 1994
6:01pm Began ingesting 1.53 grams dried mixed with 1 can of tuna.
Ick! sand! [ Wash off better next time before drying]
Chewing pretty well.. would do better but the sand is annoying
Getting OJ to wash everything down with...
Put some Yes on, and finding a ds9 episode to watch.
6:14 Completed ingestion. Watching ds9.
Or not. recorded it wrong.
Drank a glass of OJ.
Put rock climbing on instead ;-)
6:20 Maybe +1. A couple alerts. Chill. Bzzt on left eye. A little
body effect.
6:25 A little buzzing in ears... some body energy perhaps.
6:28 Unignorable effect... buzzing, heavy limbs arms seem kinda
long... neat! Feeling some more body energy.. like restlessness....
6:32 Massive energy.... really rushy actually.
Realized I don't have to write EVERYTHING into here. this is
just a little log... I can go anywhere or do whatever, and it
won't show in this record....!
6:38 Played with the flashlight for a little while.
We're here! Seriously +2!!!!!
Fairly equivalent to HI... i think... but not sure.
Still seems to be building.
6:41 Urge to take a walk. Some nausea. But really zinging, all in all!
6:46 Wouldn't even thnk of driving at this point... thoughths are
lucoi but there is so much more stuff interesting than this
need to type....
6:49 Can't beleive how much energy,. neat idea for an sf story...
drug which makes the safety curcuit in your head go... so you
can get into infinite loops!!!
SO MUCH ENERGY.... A little interested in open eye visuals but
can't get them going CEVs are somewhat interesting...pink and
white brain coral things...
Called M and K.
(Post Call)
Okay to talk to but things are really moving faster and faster
right now... arms seems a zillion miles away. the keyboard is
so amazingly small, this is cool!
I wonder if my blood pressure is up, cuz I can see things
popping out on my hands a bit... interesting... should realy
have medical equipment so SOMEONE can figure out what this
does to your body... mind you, right now I don't mind what's
going on. But I can imagine being in a state where I WOULD!
7:12 ENERGY CITY!
Standing is fucking hilarious! I keep over amping my
motions.... like overcorrecting would casue a fall... this is
REALLY COOL.
7:28 +3!!!!! It's too much to do to keep typing!
7:44 Music is wonderful.. the energy is a pleasant if a little
demanding. The urge to let the mind wander into all sorts of
interesting places tends to be very strong but the urge to
write everythng down so I can look at it while I am striaght.
Also overwhelms I am aware of all the viens in my hands and
the speed with which I am tyyping is terribly intersting...
the veins are really wierd...
But the music and everything is the GREATEST... plus the
tenetion in my arms from the awkard way I am writing.
7:55 I can see how this can be overwhelming.. the energy is
amazing.. you just have to let it go, and hang with
evetything.... it's so pleasant. but you can't force it ...
just hang tight and enjoy the RIDE!!!!! wow.
[ Ate a chocolate truffle... Was very sensual. Drank some water.
Wandered around, petted the cat, etc. ]
8:34 REVELATION! I have many many expectations and aways of
looking at people which express the inherent negativity of the
situation. But, why don't I look at things instead with an air
of HOW MUCH THEIR CURENT SITUATION IS VIEWED BY THEM AS
PSOSITIVE.... AND PERHAPS BY LOOKING AT THINGS FROM THE
"THINGS ARE FINE" PERSPECTIVE, I CAN GET SOME INSIGHT INTO HOW
I MIGHT DIRECT MY OWN LIFE TOAWARD A SIT
Stop epecting everyone to share your perspectoive of how
miserable their existance is. Nah. its not that dramatic... but I
have a flair for the bold... huh. way from this... look at how
other perceive things as positive,... and stop epecting
everyone to share your perspectoive of how miserable their
existance is. Nah. its not that dramatic.,.. but
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