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SUBJECT: INTERACTION WITH THE PHENOMENA FILE: UFO2760
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PART 2
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This is part two. I decided to go ahead and reprint this file. Green
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Cloud: Later that summer I saw the Green cloud for the last time.(I
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think.) My younger brother,returning home in the eveing spotted the
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cloud once again in the braches of the silver Maple that was in our
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back yard. I don't remenber much about this except I am pretty sure
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that this time,I at least,walked down to get a closer look. I felt
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happy. I felt as if I were meeting up with an old friend. I had no
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doubt that this was the same cloud as before. I could "feel" it. I got
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the feeling that he had found his way back to his family and that all
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was well. It seems as if he was just passing by and wanted to let us
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know he was okay. He seemed a little older,like me and a little more
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sure of himself, again just like me. I didn't hear this in words. I
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felt it in my head. I felt it the same way you might feel that a
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certain number is the correct answer to a math problem. That is as
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close as I can get to describing that. I don't remenber saying good
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bye. I do remenber not feeling sad. I got the impression that we would
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meet again. I also knew I had a secert,a special secert. I wasn't
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supppose to tell about "knowing" what he was feeling. It would hurt the
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feelings of the others and there was no sense in doing that. Only now,
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right now that I am writing this do I recall that I would "think" to
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him. Tell him about my day that sort of stuff. And it seems that I
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would feel him talking to me.
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But not in words in feelings, in that special kind of knowing. I wish
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I could describe it better but sense it was a thing of "not-
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words""words" can't be used to describe it. I can see that I am going
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to have to work on remenbering more of that. Now some more points. By
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this time I was trained well enough that I had little or no fear. Once
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again he shows up outside,in the same place,looking a little bigger. He
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thanks us(me) and makes me feel all grown up. He is grateful to me. Can
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you see this pattern? I'm getting buttered up. Also this communcation
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is very much indilvuglezed to me. I was the one who helped him. I even
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think the feeling of the gender was made with this choice in mind. Ten
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year old boys are nervous around females. The re was a brother in arms
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kind of tone to the whole thing. The exchange of information was done
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in "feelings". I am sure that words would of worked best with me I not
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sure that I would of heard words. But as I learned when I was learning
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BiO-Feedback I am not very good with words. I get my best results by
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remembering a feeling and then making myself feel that feeling. I am
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given sercet. That sercet bound us together just as much as if we had
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become blood brothers. Ten year old boys (me at l east) take sercets
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very seriously. Even the sercet works for them it puts a small wedge
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between myself and my siblengs. The sercet also works to protect me.
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For a long time now I have felt that the "don't tell rule" is for the
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protection of the witness not the ETs. I don't think they have much to
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fear about people knowing they are here. Hell plently of us know that
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they are here, and it hasn't hurt them yet. I don't want to give the
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wrong impression here. Some people might think that because I feel that
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I was being mislead that I believe that the ETs are evil. I don't. I
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think they were doing the best job they knew how with what they had to
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work with. From time to time I do feel some anger, thats just part of
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therapy. But when that anger comes up I just work through it and get on
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with my life. There is something very different about this third
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encounter,(I don't know if that's a pun or not). The second happened in
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the early morning. As the sun rose the clould got thinner. This
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happened in the eveing as the sun set the cloud got more solid. So far
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that's all I remenber,I can't help but think that maybe we talked on
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into the night. Maybe thats where I got the idea that I could "think"
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to him during the day. Maybe thats when I learned what sort of things
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he wanted me to think. Maybe one day I will remenber. Green cloud four:
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There was a fourth visit,I feel very sure about this one,but I am not
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sure of the time. It was warm because I ws wearning a short slveed
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shrit. I think it was evening,but there was still plenty of sun left in
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the sky. I don't remenber how I got there but I was standing very close
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to the silver maple tree in our backyard and resting up in the branches
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was my Green Cloud.
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I kept as much of the tree between it and myself as I could. I was
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sure that if it made a move for me I easily outrun it. It was while
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standing there,looking at it,that I began to have a kind of
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communication with it.As is ususal with me there weren't anyreal words
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thought or spoken. It was more of a collection of feelings along with
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visual displays fo events. It worked okay. Some where along here I
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remenbered and began to think about a black and white short feature I
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saw on television in this particular picece a young boy is playing with
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a ballon that somehow gets away from him. He keeps sreaching and
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looking for it. Finally after many trails he is reunited with his
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friend. The impreesion I got from the Green Cloud was that "he" was
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older now than the last time I had seen him. To his kind he was like a
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teenager now. He justed stoped by to see how we were doing and to thank
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us for letting him stay the last time he was here. He also went on to
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give the idea that I was the o nly one who could talk to him,so maybe
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it would be a good idea to keep it a sercet,as it would only hurt the
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feelings of my brother and sister. Being a young boy of about 11 I
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thought this was just a great idea. It made me feel really pround that
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this "older" person" was willing to trust me. Those are the only clear
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cut meniories I have of that encounter although it does seem to me now
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that I use to check in with him from time to time by just thinking in a
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certain kind of way. What I can't recall clearly is how or why I ever
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broke off talking to him at all. It seems to me that something would
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have to had happened to make me stop talking. I wonder what it was?
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Here is an other example of how the phenonmea presents it'self in a
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favorable like. What child could resist an older presense,(a teenager!)
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wanting to share a sercet. I certainly couldn't. End notes: Please
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remember my understanding of the Phenomena is different in some ways
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now. I hope to add more to these files later. I welcome anything you
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may want to say to me. You can usualy get to me on Dream Link and
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Eckar-1. I also have posted my mailing my address in case you would
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perfer to write to me. Thanks for letting me tell my story and good
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luck to you in your Quest for answers!
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