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THE TRAINING OF SANORA
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I decided to begin her training on Sunday July 16 at an early
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evening hour. The previous day I went out and bought some basic
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equipment which I felt was going to be needed. Wrist cuffs, ankle
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cuffs,collar with rings, blindfold and a ball gag. Let me
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describe my slave-to-be (she doesn't either know or realize this
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yet). She is white 47 years old about 5'4" tall, Italian-Spanish
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about 200 lbs. and is 38-30-36 with a 36C bra size, long black
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hair and a sweet innocent face with accompanying smile.
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She has one major problem and that is she has moderate brain
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damage due to multiple sclerosis. This causes her to have wide
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emotional swings from hour to hour, minute to minute and day to
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day with no predicting what will be next. She goes from nasty to
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tender and right back to being nasty again all without
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remembering. She also has fluctuation of memory problems which
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sometimes I'll admit are a blessing and at other times are a
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curse.
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At present her lower left leg (from the knee down) is in a
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cast since she recently broke her small foot bone. So she has
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a low pain tolerance right now.
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She says she doesn't like tounge kissing but her nipples and
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afterwards reactions say otherwise. She when she is in a tender
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and passionate mood can be very tender and passionate indeed !!
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She also says she's not willing to suck me off or give head
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but if I coax and force her she will and then she gets into it
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with enthusiasm for one with little experience. I know its just a
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token protest on her part and usually it doesn't take much
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coaxing on my part. I could force her but why at this early stage
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should I exert that much effort ?
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A thing that gets her hot and turned on is when I play first
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with her clit by running my finger over it a few gentle times and
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then I insert a finger or two in her vagina. Her nipples get hard
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and erect, her voice gets husky and she tounge kisses with
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abandon and her pain sensitivity is decreased sveral hundred
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times. Her face and upper body are in great shape as are her legs
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and ass but the rest are in very poor shape.
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She generally either accepts what I tell her as truth or
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resigns herself to going along with my desires. I have decided to
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follow a careful regimen of firm tight bondage, without pain (FOR
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NOW,it can come later) with gradually increasing periods of time
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that she will spend being bound by me. After a few months of
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daily sessions of this type of 'training' (perhaps no more than
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30-45 days) she should be submissive and obedient enough so that
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I can begin the second stage of her training which will consist
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of tighter and firmer bondage and a small,very light taste of
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first ,what I call light discipline (small taps on her ass or leg
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gradually increasing in force and intensity stopping just short
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of leaving even a quickly fading mark or sting with either my
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hand or riding crop.
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I intend to keeping writing this journal and updating and
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adapting my plans for her complete training. Someday when she is
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well and truly trained perhaps I may either lease her out, or trade
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her for another slave for a few hours or perhaps I'll
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train her as a pony girl. I'll let my imagination and fantasy
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dictate my realities for the future for right now but then who
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knows ....?
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MASTER JIM
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THE TRAINING OF SANORA (continued)
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Today July 18th in the evening I continued the training of
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my slave-to-be Sanora. Naturally, she followed the expected
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pattern, nastiness to resignation and while in bondage first
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an air of resignation, then a testing of the security of the
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bonds holding her, then panicking, then quieting down then softly
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crying into the ball gag strapped tightly in her mouth. Her
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wrists were clipped together with a single link then that link
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holding her wrists clipped to a snap ring on her right ankle cuff
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and an off color orange ball gag strapped tightly in her pretty mouth
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and her slender neck enclosed by a studded tightly strapped
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collar with two rings (one on each side of her neck). Her left
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leg still being in a cast was free to move about. Due to a slight
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stumble she had experienced earlier in the day her wrists, which
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I had planned to cuff behind her back had to be cuffed in front
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of her. I also had planned to then snap link her free leg
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to her cuffed wrists using some cord I had obtained for the
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occassion , and the have her lay on her side for approximately
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30 minutes. As it was I snap linked her wrists together and then
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using the same link holding her wrists together in front of her
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snap linked that to her right free leg while she was sitting up.
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For her to lay back in this position with her casted leg free and
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her bruised shoulder would have been more than she could have
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borne.
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At approximately the 45 day mark I plan to use a thin butt
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plug on her virgin asshole and also to use my hands and a riding crop
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to administer mild discipline at appropriate moments. Leading up
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to the butt plug and riding crop stage will be longer periods of
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mild bondage & restraint BUT NO discipline until I feel she is
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psycholgically ready for it. After the butt plug perhaps a
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thicker one with a plume tail, if I decide to train her as a pony
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girl. Naturally she has no idea or expectation of the pony girl
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training or stimulation it provides those of us who enjoy it.
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I intend to keep it that way for the moment due to the emotional
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unstable mood swings she is subject to. As to the temporary
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swapping or trading (NOT OVERNIGHT) of her for another slave
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girl she is nowhere ready either mentally or physically.
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The expected reactions would be those of betrayal of her by me
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anger swift and fierce and directed at me and then stubborn
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resistance which I would have to deal with by severely discipling
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her with a riding crop on her ass while she was in strict tight
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gagged bondage. All the while reassuring her that I still loved
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her and by her voluntairily going along with her new temporary
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master she would be proving and making stronger her love for me
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and her desire to please me. But willingly or NOT she was going
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to go for a 'short time' with her 'new' master and either obey
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him as she did me or else she would be severely punished by him
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and end up doing whatever he desired one way or the other and I
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was only trying to bring her to her senses by this punishment I
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would be giving her right now, and she upon her return to me
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would be welcomed and much loved by me and more importantly she
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would have learned from the experience a deeper and stronger love
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for me , her first and original master, as well as other new and
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different ways to please and delight me.
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The plummage tail butt plug with an retaining rim on it to
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prevent its being forced out naturally ,or one with a strap to
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hold it in place, would be accessoried by a bridle for her head
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with a bit for her tongue and mouth and perhaps nipple clips
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along with a broad leather strap around her waist to which her
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hands would be clipped behind her back and above her ass so as to
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allow the crop and light whip free access to her ass to guide and
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discipline her during pony girl training sessions and possibly
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attaching around her waist a mock saddle with stirrups, I say
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mock saddle because unlike many of the books and films depiciting
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this training, a person cannot normally support another's
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weight much less full weight on their backs.
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I have been debating in my mind the best way to introduce
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her to the initial butt plug and have talked her with about it
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and told her approximately when I first plan to use it and as
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expected her reaction was first one of "NO!!!" and very nasty and
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loudly sounded and then after a little more coaxing on my part
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a sigh of resignation and acceptance and accquiesence to my
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plans. I expect when the first time to use it comes, a lot of
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resistance and struggling on her part both verbally and
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physically and I have been trying to decide which is better,
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coaxing and arguing with her for a period of time or first letting
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her think she has won and then putting her in tight bondage and
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then when she can not defend herself slip the vaseline greased
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plug into her asshole and buckle it up tight to a waist strap.
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Mentally it is necessary for me at some time to break her spirit
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to fight me and I am trying to decide when it is best to attempt
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to do so. At present (Wednesday July 19) the reactions I am
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getting from her about the butt plug are ones of resignation
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and about my plans to physically discipline her also the
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same sighs of resignation and her voiced hope "of lets get
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this whole scene over with" with her expecting no more after
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this. Little does she know that her training is NOT going to
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last a short time as she expects but rather a LIFETIME.
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She also admits somewhat grudgingly that the training does
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turn her on to some degree and it increases her desire for me
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and this admission from her is the first mental step towards her
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complete submission to me.
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After repeatedly warning her NOT to be nasty mouthed after one of
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our 30 minute sessions has ended and I have 'temporairily'
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released her from bondage, she persists still ..!.. after 4 sessions
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in being nasty and foul mouthed afterwards.
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I think in order to cure her of this bad habit I am going to
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introduce her to discipline by the crop after only two weeks of
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initial training. In other words sometime next week.
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I will warn her that if she persists in being foul mouthed and
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nasty either before, during or after a session I will increase
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her time that she will have to spend in being gagged and bound
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and I will punish her during the session with the crop for her
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trangressions of the previous day or days. I will inform her at
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the beginning of the session what punishment she has merited for
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her previous' days sins.
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Hopefully this will cure her of this habit quickly and
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permanently. Seconds thoughts.....perhaps I'm asking too much of
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her, after all this has only been her fourth session ?......
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Addendum...shortly after the Wednesday session ended (7/19) I
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explained to her that I could NOT let her sins go unpunished
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anylonger and I was going to discipline her right then and now.
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I ordered her to go into the room where we held our earlier
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evenings training session and strip naked and wait for me to
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enter the room and put her in bondage again and administer her
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her justly deserved spanking. I informed her that I had decided
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she merited 20 spanks on her ass cheeks for her earlier sins and
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I then proceeded to put her wrists in cuffs and put her right
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ankle in a cuff and also proceeded to gag her with the 'hated'
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off color orange ball gag, but I omitted her collar this time.
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I clipped her wrists together with a snap ring and then attached
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the snap ring to the right ankle cuff (her left leg is still in
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a cast) with a length of rope I had handy for just such an
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occassion. I then proceeded to lay her down on her left side and
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then gave her twenty hard smacks on her ass cheeks with my hand
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pausing in between strokes (which I counted off for her since she
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was gagged) to rub and stimulate and massage each cheek. At about
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the tenth stroke she started to sob and then cry and then quickly
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dried her tears (mentally) but on the twentieth stroke she gave
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out with a short muted high pitched "OOOOOOH" gasp of pain. I
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then released her and told her that I would be counting her sins
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from tonight on and that as soon her leg was free from the
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cast I would resume punishing her but that tonight I simply
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could NOT let her go unpunished anymore and I had to do what
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I did for her own good. She seems for now to have accepted
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the fact that I will punish her and is willing , on the surface
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at least,to accept the punishments by my hand ... we shall see in
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the future about the riding crop.. and is apparently truly sorry for
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arousing my anger with her. We shall see how she behaves in the
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future especially about the butt plug.
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(to be continued)
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Sunday July 23...
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The training of Sanora is continuing at an accelerated pace
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due to the fact that she has persisted in being foul mouthed and
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nasty. I have reached a decision and that is to train her as a
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pony girl and also have decided to have her service others when
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I so desire and deem it necessary to remind her of her place.
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Psychologically she is even more submissive than before since she
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now admits to being turned on by the sessions and is apparently
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more than ever eager to please me. I purchased yester day a
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broad leather strap with o rings to strap around her waist and
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a thin butt plug and a long flexible riding whip. A crop I will
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purchase later. As a sign of her submission to me I have made
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her agree to insert the plug in herself as well as agreeing to
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accept whatever number of strokes I deem necessary to give her
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with the whip across her ass cheeks for her trangressions.
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She is almost but not quite yet ready to have her spirit
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broken once and for all. From experience in psychology I know
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that the last of her spirits to fight me are going to take the
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longest to break. She thinks the strokes are for her sins and
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does NOT suspect that they are really to break her spirit. The
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same is also true of the butt plug. More stringent bondage
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sessions and more 'stimulations' with the whip are going to be
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necessary before she will have reached the point of instant
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unquestioning obedience to me and my desires. Some of the bondage
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sessions will involve clipping her wrists together and then
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clipping her ankles together (after her cast comes off her left
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leg) and then clipping legs and feet together all the while with
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the hated off color orange ball gag strapped tightly in her mouth
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and while she is wearing a blindfold. The blindfold terrifies
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her and for this reason I am going to begin using it again tonite
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to gradually ease her into getting used to it.
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July 23---She has come full circle psychologically again. She now
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freely admits to both wanting the sessions and to being punished
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by me. She also admits that the sessions arouse within her
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feelings of 'being special' and newly felt pleasurable desires.
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It is perfectly normal for this cycle to occur again and again
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only it should happen with increasing frequency until it comes
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to the forefront when she is first aroused. In other words
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when she is first aroused (by however means or whatever means)
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she should then come to both want and expect bondage and also
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want and expect discipline. It has never been nor will it ever
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be my intention to permanently disfigure,scar or maim her.
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Discipline her yes, raise a few welts with a crop yes, stripe her
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ass yes but never maim,scar or disfigure her with the possible
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exception of a brand on her left cheek with my initials but then
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only with her freely given full knowledge of the consequences
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consent. All the others are for pyschological conditioning.
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More to follow in part 2 real soon.
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