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THE TRAINING OF SANORA
I decided to begin her training on Sunday July 16 at an early
evening hour. The previous day I went out and bought some basic
equipment which I felt was going to be needed. Wrist cuffs, ankle
cuffs,collar with rings, blindfold and a ball gag. Let me
describe my slave-to-be (she doesn't either know or realize this
yet). She is white 47 years old about 5'4" tall, Italian-Spanish
about 200 lbs. and is 38-30-36 with a 36C bra size, long black
hair and a sweet innocent face with accompanying smile.
She has one major problem and that is she has moderate brain
damage due to multiple sclerosis. This causes her to have wide
emotional swings from hour to hour, minute to minute and day to
day with no predicting what will be next. She goes from nasty to
tender and right back to being nasty again all without
remembering. She also has fluctuation of memory problems which
sometimes I'll admit are a blessing and at other times are a
curse.
At present her lower left leg (from the knee down) is in a
cast since she recently broke her small foot bone. So she has
a low pain tolerance right now.
She says she doesn't like tounge kissing but her nipples and
afterwards reactions say otherwise. She when she is in a tender
and passionate mood can be very tender and passionate indeed !!
She also says she's not willing to suck me off or give head
but if I coax and force her she will and then she gets into it
with enthusiasm for one with little experience. I know its just a
token protest on her part and usually it doesn't take much
coaxing on my part. I could force her but why at this early stage
should I exert that much effort ?
A thing that gets her hot and turned on is when I play first
with her clit by running my finger over it a few gentle times and
then I insert a finger or two in her vagina. Her nipples get hard
and erect, her voice gets husky and she tounge kisses with
abandon and her pain sensitivity is decreased sveral hundred
times. Her face and upper body are in great shape as are her legs
and ass but the rest are in very poor shape.
She generally either accepts what I tell her as truth or
resigns herself to going along with my desires. I have decided to
follow a careful regimen of firm tight bondage, without pain (FOR
NOW,it can come later) with gradually increasing periods of time
that she will spend being bound by me. After a few months of
daily sessions of this type of 'training' (perhaps no more than
30-45 days) she should be submissive and obedient enough so that
I can begin the second stage of her training which will consist
of tighter and firmer bondage and a small,very light taste of
first ,what I call light discipline (small taps on her ass or leg
gradually increasing in force and intensity stopping just short
of leaving even a quickly fading mark or sting with either my
hand or riding crop.
I intend to keeping writing this journal and updating and
adapting my plans for her complete training. Someday when she is
well and truly trained perhaps I may either lease her out, or trade
her for another slave for a few hours or perhaps I'll
train her as a pony girl. I'll let my imagination and fantasy
dictate my realities for the future for right now but then who
knows ....?
MASTER JIM
THE TRAINING OF SANORA (continued)
Today July 18th in the evening I continued the training of
my slave-to-be Sanora. Naturally, she followed the expected
pattern, nastiness to resignation and while in bondage first
an air of resignation, then a testing of the security of the
bonds holding her, then panicking, then quieting down then softly
crying into the ball gag strapped tightly in her mouth. Her
wrists were clipped together with a single link then that link
holding her wrists clipped to a snap ring on her right ankle cuff
and an off color orange ball gag strapped tightly in her pretty mouth
and her slender neck enclosed by a studded tightly strapped
collar with two rings (one on each side of her neck). Her left
leg still being in a cast was free to move about. Due to a slight
stumble she had experienced earlier in the day her wrists, which
I had planned to cuff behind her back had to be cuffed in front
of her. I also had planned to then snap link her free leg
to her cuffed wrists using some cord I had obtained for the
occassion , and the have her lay on her side for approximately
30 minutes. As it was I snap linked her wrists together and then
using the same link holding her wrists together in front of her
snap linked that to her right free leg while she was sitting up.
For her to lay back in this position with her casted leg free and
her bruised shoulder would have been more than she could have
borne.
At approximately the 45 day mark I plan to use a thin butt
plug on her virgin asshole and also to use my hands and a riding crop
to administer mild discipline at appropriate moments. Leading up
to the butt plug and riding crop stage will be longer periods of
mild bondage & restraint BUT NO discipline until I feel she is
psycholgically ready for it. After the butt plug perhaps a
thicker one with a plume tail, if I decide to train her as a pony
girl. Naturally she has no idea or expectation of the pony girl
training or stimulation it provides those of us who enjoy it.
I intend to keep it that way for the moment due to the emotional
unstable mood swings she is subject to. As to the temporary
swapping or trading (NOT OVERNIGHT) of her for another slave
girl she is nowhere ready either mentally or physically.
The expected reactions would be those of betrayal of her by me
anger swift and fierce and directed at me and then stubborn
resistance which I would have to deal with by severely discipling
her with a riding crop on her ass while she was in strict tight
gagged bondage. All the while reassuring her that I still loved
her and by her voluntairily going along with her new temporary
master she would be proving and making stronger her love for me
and her desire to please me. But willingly or NOT she was going
to go for a 'short time' with her 'new' master and either obey
him as she did me or else she would be severely punished by him
and end up doing whatever he desired one way or the other and I
was only trying to bring her to her senses by this punishment I
would be giving her right now, and she upon her return to me
would be welcomed and much loved by me and more importantly she
would have learned from the experience a deeper and stronger love
for me , her first and original master, as well as other new and
different ways to please and delight me.
The plummage tail butt plug with an retaining rim on it to
prevent its being forced out naturally ,or one with a strap to
hold it in place, would be accessoried by a bridle for her head
with a bit for her tongue and mouth and perhaps nipple clips
along with a broad leather strap around her waist to which her
hands would be clipped behind her back and above her ass so as to
allow the crop and light whip free access to her ass to guide and
discipline her during pony girl training sessions and possibly
attaching around her waist a mock saddle with stirrups, I say
mock saddle because unlike many of the books and films depiciting
this training, a person cannot normally support another's
weight much less full weight on their backs.
I have been debating in my mind the best way to introduce
her to the initial butt plug and have talked her with about it
and told her approximately when I first plan to use it and as
expected her reaction was first one of "NO!!!" and very nasty and
loudly sounded and then after a little more coaxing on my part
a sigh of resignation and acceptance and accquiesence to my
plans. I expect when the first time to use it comes, a lot of
resistance and struggling on her part both verbally and
physically and I have been trying to decide which is better,
coaxing and arguing with her for a period of time or first letting
her think she has won and then putting her in tight bondage and
then when she can not defend herself slip the vaseline greased
plug into her asshole and buckle it up tight to a waist strap.
Mentally it is necessary for me at some time to break her spirit
to fight me and I am trying to decide when it is best to attempt
to do so. At present (Wednesday July 19) the reactions I am
getting from her about the butt plug are ones of resignation
and about my plans to physically discipline her also the
same sighs of resignation and her voiced hope "of lets get
this whole scene over with" with her expecting no more after
this. Little does she know that her training is NOT going to
last a short time as she expects but rather a LIFETIME.
She also admits somewhat grudgingly that the training does
turn her on to some degree and it increases her desire for me
and this admission from her is the first mental step towards her
complete submission to me.
After repeatedly warning her NOT to be nasty mouthed after one of
our 30 minute sessions has ended and I have 'temporairily'
released her from bondage, she persists still ..!.. after 4 sessions
in being nasty and foul mouthed afterwards.
I think in order to cure her of this bad habit I am going to
introduce her to discipline by the crop after only two weeks of
initial training. In other words sometime next week.
I will warn her that if she persists in being foul mouthed and
nasty either before, during or after a session I will increase
her time that she will have to spend in being gagged and bound
and I will punish her during the session with the crop for her
trangressions of the previous day or days. I will inform her at
the beginning of the session what punishment she has merited for
her previous' days sins.
Hopefully this will cure her of this habit quickly and
permanently. Seconds thoughts.....perhaps I'm asking too much of
her, after all this has only been her fourth session ?......
Addendum...shortly after the Wednesday session ended (7/19) I
explained to her that I could NOT let her sins go unpunished
anylonger and I was going to discipline her right then and now.
I ordered her to go into the room where we held our earlier
evenings training session and strip naked and wait for me to
enter the room and put her in bondage again and administer her
her justly deserved spanking. I informed her that I had decided
she merited 20 spanks on her ass cheeks for her earlier sins and
I then proceeded to put her wrists in cuffs and put her right
ankle in a cuff and also proceeded to gag her with the 'hated'
off color orange ball gag, but I omitted her collar this time.
I clipped her wrists together with a snap ring and then attached
the snap ring to the right ankle cuff (her left leg is still in
a cast) with a length of rope I had handy for just such an
occassion. I then proceeded to lay her down on her left side and
then gave her twenty hard smacks on her ass cheeks with my hand
pausing in between strokes (which I counted off for her since she
was gagged) to rub and stimulate and massage each cheek. At about
the tenth stroke she started to sob and then cry and then quickly
dried her tears (mentally) but on the twentieth stroke she gave
out with a short muted high pitched "OOOOOOH" gasp of pain. I
then released her and told her that I would be counting her sins
from tonight on and that as soon her leg was free from the
cast I would resume punishing her but that tonight I simply
could NOT let her go unpunished anymore and I had to do what
I did for her own good. She seems for now to have accepted
the fact that I will punish her and is willing , on the surface
at least,to accept the punishments by my hand ... we shall see in
the future about the riding crop.. and is apparently truly sorry for
arousing my anger with her. We shall see how she behaves in the
future especially about the butt plug.
(to be continued)
Sunday July 23...
The training of Sanora is continuing at an accelerated pace
due to the fact that she has persisted in being foul mouthed and
nasty. I have reached a decision and that is to train her as a
pony girl and also have decided to have her service others when
I so desire and deem it necessary to remind her of her place.
Psychologically she is even more submissive than before since she
now admits to being turned on by the sessions and is apparently
more than ever eager to please me. I purchased yester day a
broad leather strap with o rings to strap around her waist and
a thin butt plug and a long flexible riding whip. A crop I will
purchase later. As a sign of her submission to me I have made
her agree to insert the plug in herself as well as agreeing to
accept whatever number of strokes I deem necessary to give her
with the whip across her ass cheeks for her trangressions.
She is almost but not quite yet ready to have her spirit
broken once and for all. From experience in psychology I know
that the last of her spirits to fight me are going to take the
longest to break. She thinks the strokes are for her sins and
does NOT suspect that they are really to break her spirit. The
same is also true of the butt plug. More stringent bondage
sessions and more 'stimulations' with the whip are going to be
necessary before she will have reached the point of instant
unquestioning obedience to me and my desires. Some of the bondage
sessions will involve clipping her wrists together and then
clipping her ankles together (after her cast comes off her left
leg) and then clipping legs and feet together all the while with
the hated off color orange ball gag strapped tightly in her mouth
and while she is wearing a blindfold. The blindfold terrifies
her and for this reason I am going to begin using it again tonite
to gradually ease her into getting used to it.
July 23---She has come full circle psychologically again. She now
freely admits to both wanting the sessions and to being punished
by me. She also admits that the sessions arouse within her
feelings of 'being special' and newly felt pleasurable desires.
It is perfectly normal for this cycle to occur again and again
only it should happen with increasing frequency until it comes
to the forefront when she is first aroused. In other words
when she is first aroused (by however means or whatever means)
she should then come to both want and expect bondage and also
want and expect discipline. It has never been nor will it ever
be my intention to permanently disfigure,scar or maim her.
Discipline her yes, raise a few welts with a crop yes, stripe her
ass yes but never maim,scar or disfigure her with the possible
exception of a brand on her left cheek with my initials but then
only with her freely given full knowledge of the consequences
consent. All the others are for pyschological conditioning.
More to follow in part 2 real soon.