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Archive-name: Affairs/things.txt
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Archive-title: The Things One Does
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The tires of her Escort squealed slightly as she took the corner in her usual,
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hurried manner. Squinting against the glare of the late afternoon sun, she
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strained to see - would he be here? A part of her noted coolly that life
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would certainly be simpler if he wasn't. The she could just go home and
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forget all about what her intentions had been while having a normal, quiet
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evening. No one need ever know.
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God, she hoped he was here.
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At least then she wouldn't feel like a fool for having skipped her interview.
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The sight of his car in front of his house evoked from her a sigh expressing
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both relief and a sudden twinge of nervousness. She parked behind him,
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turned off the engine, and then sat silently for a moment, gathering what
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few wits were left her. Breathing deeply, she struggled to achieve an
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appearance of calmness, forcibly repressing the anxiety that caused her
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heart to flutter nervously as she approached the house and rang the bell.
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As she waited, it suddenly occured to her that just because his car was here
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did not necessarily mean that he would be.
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A moment later the door opened and he stared at her, slightly surprised.
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Besides the fact that it was early, she was wearing a skirt and blouse,
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something he almost never saw her in. Confused he said, "Hi... Why are you
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dressed like that?"
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A half-hearted expression of disapproval on her face, she said, "Because I
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had an interview. You know, it's not fair that you have so much free time
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while the rest of us actually have to work for a living."
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He grunted, choosing to ignore her jibe, turned away, and walked back into
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the house. "Come on in," he said over his shoulder. "No one else is home."
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I know, she thought to herself as she quietly closed the door.
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She followed him into the kitchen, where she found him pouring two sodas.
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They stood in silence on opposite sides of the room as they drank, carefully
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not looking at each other. The dog looked from one to the other placidly, then
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decided that the front window was far more interesting and left them to
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their stand off.
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This was maddening.
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Her mind raced frantically in the silence. What was she doing here? What did
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she hope to gain? She felt suddenly embarrassed, realizing exactly how bad
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this must appear to him, as if she was terribly desperate.
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But wasn't she?
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Just as she decided that it would be better to just finish her drink and go
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home, he tilted his head toward the door and said, "Let's go to my room." All
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thoughts vanished, and she merely nodded and followed him, depositing her
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glass in the sink as she passed it. Apparently, her decision had been made
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for her.
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Once inside the room, he turned and disappeared, leaving her once again
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alone with her thoughts, which immediately returned to the implications of
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what she was about to do. If she had been asked even a week ago if she
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would consider doing anything even remotely similar to this she would have
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strongly denied it. Yes, she was generally known for her unpredictability,
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perhaps instability, but this... this was going too far for even that.
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However, even as she considered the implications, she began to smile with
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anticipation. Yes, she wanted this, no matter what the cost.
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She glanced distractedly around the room and found herself remembering the
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times recently that they had wrestled here, playing a game that involved
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trying to remove articles of each other's clothing - a game which on the
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surface, ironically enough, was quite innocent, like children playing doctor.
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But something somewhere along the line had changed, at least for her. Now
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innocence had very little to do with anything... her thoughts and dreams, both
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day and night, had focused exclusively on erotic fantasies that grew more
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explicit and deviant as time wore on. Suddenly, as she gazed at the articles
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that represented the collected impressions and memories of this young
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man's life, she found herself thinking back to the one and only time she'd
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ever "done it" in her own room - the feeling of sheer perversity of doing it in
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the same bed she'd slept in as a child. The mere thought of it now sent chills
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of excitement through her body - just as it had that night. As she sat here
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she wondered - would it be the same for him?
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Finally, he returned, and after shutting the door he clapped his hands
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together gleefully and said, "So... shall we?"
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She smiled squintingly, and then crossed the room away from him and picked
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up from the desk the first thing her hand found - a desk calendar - trying
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very hard to conceal the flush that had suddenly risen to her cheeks. It
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wasn't as if this was unexpected... and this certainly would not be a new
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experience for her. Why then was she so affected?
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As she began to flip through the pages of the calendar, she felt him draw
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near behind her. Outwardly she ignored him, continuing to turn pages.
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Inwardly, however, her mind wandered. His mere proximity had raised every
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hair on the back of her neck and caused her every muscle to suddenly tense.
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After a moment he leaned into her, his breathing lightly audible in her ear as
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their bodies touched. Her chest constricted with the beginnings of the
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familiar ache that he had so often evoked in her recently. Still she pretended
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to ignore him, but she could feel herself begin to waver and could barely see
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the pages of the calendar through her half-lidded eyes. Without warning he
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ran his fingers lightly up the back of her skirt - his touch like electricity
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across the surface of her skin. Suddenly the ache exploded full force in her
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chest, stomach and thighs, surprising her with its intensity and almost
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causing her to drop the calendar. Upon seeing her falter he laughed, but did
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not cease his touch. She, in turn, continued going through the motions of
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flipping the last few pages despite the fact that she saw nothing, her body
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already beginning to respond of its own accord to his motions.
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Finally, she put the calendar down, and he tugged insistently at the arm of
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her jacket. She slipped it off, then turned and removed his watch before
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dispensing with all her own jewelry and stepping out of her shoes. Before
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she could do more, he was behind her again, one arm wound around her waist,
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the other stroking around to the front of her skirt, slowly pushing the
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material up until he could slide his hand beneath it, all the while rocking
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ever-so-slightly back and forth. Unconsciously, she moved with him, laying
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her head back upon his shoulder as she relaxed. Slipping his fingers over the
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top of her nylons, he drew them and the panties underneath half-way down
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her thighs, then rubbed his hand back up between them, causing her to moan
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softly. She reached behind and quickly unclasped his belt and jeans, slipping
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her hand inside first around the outside of the hard lean muscle of his outer
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thigh, and then forward to briefly fondle his already arisen flesh. Turning,
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she unbuttoned and removed his shirt as he expertly undid her bra and
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slipped the blouse up over her head. He then grasped the top of her skirt,
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intending also to slide that down over her hips. She shook her head, saying,
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"That would have to go up over my head." He shrugged, perhaps not
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understanding why, then pushed her back toward the bed. She paused briefly
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to push her nylons and underwear the rest of the way off before lying back
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and welcoming his warmth and his weight as he gently lowered himself onto
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her.
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They kissed only once, perhaps because he knew that she had in the past
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expressed a dislike for it. This time, however, she found her self wanting
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more. But before she could protest, his hand travelled down her side as he
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nibbled briefly on her ear, then kissed her throat, and then continued down
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the front of her chest to her nipple, which he took gently between his teeth
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and flicked his tongue across. She gasped - this was wonderful! All thoughts
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of the world, even of the room around them had vanished. She closed her
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eyes and enjoyed the sheer sensual experience of him, bringing her hands
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down between them in a tender exploration of his face, throat and chest.
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His arms, however, blocked her progress, preventing her from continuing
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downward, so she instead rubbed her hands up his back, lightly raking her
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nails across his smooth, hard muscles. In response, he brought his hand down
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under her skirt and once again stroked upward between her thighs, causing
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her to arch her back and sigh with delight as he drew his hand closer.
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Cruelly biting her neck, he inserted his finger without hesitation, sending a
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powerful shock to deep within her. Her breathing intensified as he probed,
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touching where she had so longed to be touched by him and driving her
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inexorably toward the plateau of her expectation.
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Finally extracting her arms from his, she quickly brushed her hands down his
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sides to push his jeans and underwear as far down as she could reach, then
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switching her attention to the fronts of his thighs, drawing her hands
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slowly back up, caressing him carefully as she passed. Taking hold of him,
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she gently pulled and pushed along his length, in synch with some unknown
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internal rhythm, causing him to attain complete rigidity as she stroked.
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Once again he moved his finger within her, teasing dangerously close to that
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place that would instantaneously send her to oblivion. Suddenly, selfishly,
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she wanted him inside her, the imminence of ecstasy driving her passions to
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supersede consideration. She wrapped her legs around his and grasped his
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hips, guiding him over her...
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Suddenly he shifted his weight and came down on the bed next to her,
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tugging her arm upward. She half-turned and sat up as he lay back, pausing
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briefly to push completely off the clothing still bunched around his knees
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before straddling him. Her skirt billowed out to conceal their act completely
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- shrouding their indecency from a long-forgotten outside world. Leaning
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down, she nibbled his shoulder and ear as she positioned herself over him,
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then slowly came down on him, the muscles of her thighs trembling slightly
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as she was forced to lift slightly and come down again to accept his
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unaccustomed size. She leaned back, taking him fully, and suddenly the
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world was forcibly ripped away as he touched her deepest recess - her
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entire body trembling as her consciousness was unexpectedly, almost
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cruelly, torn away for those few eternal seconds during which all becomes
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justified.
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Gasping, she fell forward, her mind ablaze with the throes of her own
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personal pleasure. Suddenly, unexpectedly, reality crashed back to the fore
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as the sensations of teeth and tongue at her breast drew her attention. She
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was not yet done.
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Shifting slightly, she lifted away from him and rocked rhythmically back
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and forward, firmly grasping his hair on either side of his head as she
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moved. He tentatively drew his fingers down the curve of her back and then
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clawed back up - the sting of his raking nails forcing her to arch her back
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and gasp with the strange combination of pain and pleasure. She pumped
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faster as he clawed again, her every nerve crying out for him to scratch
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deeper and longer, to send her reeling uncontrollably once again into
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delirium. Suddenly, however, his hands stopped and pulled her down
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momentarily, a hitch in his breathing indicating that he had at last found his
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moment. She, however, would not be denied. Resisting his pull, she greedily
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continued her movements, demanding that he once again fulfill her. Her
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excitement peaked, she raised herself one last time and plunged back down,
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driving him to find that place that only he could reach and spiralling her
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awareness down into the depths of her own desperate desire.
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For moments they lie still, embracing one another comfortingly,
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reassuringly - unencumbered by the stifling considerations of love and
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devotion that could only turn this perfect moment of peace into silent self-
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analysis and reflection. They were together, but they were free, and neither
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would have had it any differently.
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The sound of a passing car roused them, and they separated silently, each
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moving to his or her respective pile of clothing and getting dressed.
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Someone was bound to be home soon - it would be best if things looked back
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to normal as soon as possible. He straightened the bedsheets and opened the
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window, then disappeared to get some soda, leaving her alone to finish
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dressing. Finally putting on her shoes and jacket, she glanced around the
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room once more, realizing that from then on her memories of the place
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would no longer merely be associations with friendly wrestling matches.
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She smiled to herself - would she ever be able to come in here and keep a
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straight face? Not likely. She picked up her engagement ring from the desk
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and replaced it, sighing at the thought of having to spend the next three
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hours on the road to Vermont to spend the weekend with her fiance. Oh well,
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the things one does for love...
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