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Susie
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"Arg!"
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Dan McGregor tossed the sunday edition paper across the living room, where
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it fluttered mockingly in the air before finally settling onto the clean,
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dark carpet. "MIDDLE EAST ON BRINK OF WAR" proclaimed the headline, next
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to the articles about increases in violent crime being attributed to
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television and video games, and election debates in which the candidates
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had reduced the campaigns to slander wars.
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He stood up, running his hand idly through his short, neatly combed blonde
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hair. At 6'1, and 170 lbs of muscle, he looked like the perfect college
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'jock'. Yet he was a man of intelligence, and compassion. He'd graduated
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university with several degrees, and was working a comfortable,
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well-paying job with a legal firm. Yet he was not content.
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"It seems to me that the whole world has just lost what little grasp of
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reality it may ever have had. All everyone wants is a piece of the other
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guy's life, or money, or whatever. Why can't anyone just be happy with
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what they have, and love people for what they are? This world doesn't
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work."
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He wandered over to the window, where his eleventh story apartment
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overlooked a crowded, dirty city, not yet beginning to stir under the warm
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red glow of the rising sun. A faint hint of smog hovered in the air,
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tinting the light even more as it reached the sidewalk, illuminating the
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litter and dirt with filtered rays of light. Dan looked upwards, where, in
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the distance, the sun was throwing the first rays of light onto the bay,
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where it was reflected and refracted across the top of the city in all the
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colours of the rainbow. The bay was several miles away, and from his
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apartment Dan could see only a thin sliver of it, but he knew exactly
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where his twenty foot 'relaxation boat', as he called it, was docked and
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waiting for him. The "Pretty Lady", he knew, would be sitting peacefully
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in her spot, rocking gently in the morning breeze, and waiting for him.
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A smile tugged faintly at his lips, and without even consciously forming
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the thought he decided to spend the day in his boat, listening to the
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relaxing lap of the waves against her hull.
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He removed his shirt and walked into the bathroom, where he began to run a
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shower for himself. Stripping naked, he stepped into the warm water, and
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washed himself, enjoying the splashing of the warm spray. The water felt
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natural to him, and washed away some of the bad feelings he'd absorbed
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from the newspaper.
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"Maybe everyone just needs a nice warm shower," he told himself, jokingly.
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Once done, he stepped out and turned off the water. Wrapping a thick brown
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towel around his waist, he stepped in front of the mirror. He wiped the
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steam from the shower off the mirror with a corner of the towel, and
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picked up a can of shaving cream.
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He sprayed the cream into his hand, and smothered his face, then picked up
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a razor and began long, deliberate strokes with it. He was almost finished
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one side of his face when the phone rang.
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"Damn!" he uttered, half-smirking at the position he was caught in. He put
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down the razor and left the bathroom, going into the kitchen. He picked up
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the phone and, holding it away from the shaving cream, put it up against
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the side of his head.
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"Hello?" he asked.
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"Dan? It's Kathy." Kathy was Dan's old girlfriend. They'd lived together
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for six months, before mutually deciding that it wasn't for either of
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them. They parted on good terms, and still spent time together.
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"Do you want to meet me for lunch today?" she continued.
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"Today?" asked Dan. "What's the occasion?"
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"Oh, nothing, really. I just thought you might want to."
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Dan smiled slightly. "No, sorry, Kathy. I already planned to go spend the
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day on my boat. Can I get a raincheck?"
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"Oh, sure, Dan! No problem." Kathy still sounded cheerful, and not the
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least put-off. She understood Dan's love of the sea, although she had at
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times felt it was stronger than his love of her. That was before, though.
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"So, another time, then!" she finished.
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"Another time," replied Dan.
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"Bye!"
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"Talk to you later!" He made an exaggerated kissing noise, as he usually
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did, and they both chuckled as he hung up.
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He shook his head, smiling to himself. Kathy was a real nice girl, but she
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had a bad habit of not showing up for planned meetings unless they were
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absolutely essential to her. Dan had been stood up more than once, and
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although she always had a good reason, the reasons really wore a little
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thin after a while. Dan had decided to himself that he wouldn't put off
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his plans for her offers of 'nothing special' any longer. But, of course,
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he wouldn't tell her that. He didn't want to hurt her.
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He headed back towards the bathroom to finish shaving.
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An hour later he drove his jeep into the parking lot of the marina, and
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turned off the ignition. He got out, locked the door, and starting walking
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out towards the dock.
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"Hey, Dan," waved Jack, the marina's owner. He waved. He was a large,
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honest, and friendly man, and very familiar with Dan's days on the bay.
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"Hi Jack," replied Dan. "How's it going?"
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"Not bad," replied Jack, "business has been good." His face went serious
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for a moment. "You won't want to spend more than a few hours out there
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today, Dan. Bad storm coming in from offshore."
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"Really? When's it due to hit?"
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"Maybe four, or five this afternoon, but the coast guard is putting out
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the warnings now to be out of the water by two at the absolute latest. So
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you be careful to get back early."
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"Ok, Jack. Thanks for the warning."
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Jack waved off the thanks, and his good-natured smile returned. "And if
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you find your mermaid today, ask her if she has a sister for me."
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Dan laughed. Jack always pretended Dan spent all his time out on the
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sealooking for mermaids. He'd once joked that Dan would be the man to
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attract them, if he'd only stay on the fishing line long enough.
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"See you, Jack," called Dan, stepping onto the dock and walking down it.
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"Bye, Dan," called Jack back.
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Dan soon reached his boat and climbed aboard. The engine started on the
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first try, and the hum of the well-tuned inboard engine echoed throughout
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the hull. Dan checked his watch before backing out. It was 11:00... he'd
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only have three hours.
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He sighed. For what it was worth, he might have well gone out with Kathy.
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But then, if she was late, he doubted that he'd be very relaxed by the end
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of the day.
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Ten minutes later, free of the marina and out in the bay, he opened up the
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engine and raced ahead at top speed. The water was as smooth as glass, and
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he found it hard to imagine that a storm was on it's way. Everyone else
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seemed to believe it, though. The bay, usually busy, was pretty empty.
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He slowed the boat at the mouth of the bay and looked out into the open
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ocean. Only a few small whitecaps were visible, and he wondered whether it
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would be a good idea to go out into the sea.
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He shrugged. "What the hell?" he thought. He turned the boat out of the
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bay and gunned the motor again. The powerful craft lept forward, leaving
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behind a foamy wake.
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After a few minutes he felt far enough from the bay, and shut off the
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engine. Taking careful note of the approximate distance to the shore, he
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dropped anchor, then sat back under the canopy and put his feet up on the
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rail at the side of the boat.
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"Ahhh," he thought. "This is the life. No people. No civilization. Just me
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and the peaceful sea."
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He paused. "Well, and that storm. Oh well, maybe it'll be late."
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He relaxed, casually looking at the sky, still too blue and pretty to be
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threatening, and watched some light fluffy clouds drifting slowly across
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the sun. They didn't look at all dangerous. He turned his gaze to the
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water, which was lightly salted with small whitecaps as far as he
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could see. His eyes began to grow heavy, and he relaxed and welcomed sleep
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under the warm sun.
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Time passed.
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He woke up abruptly, as someone was rocking the boat. As he opened his
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eyes, he realized it was darker than he expected it to be. The waves had
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grown alarmingly large, several feet, and the boat was rocking and
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bouncing. The fluffy light clouds had grown menacingly dark and covered
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the entire sky.
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Dan's eyes snapped fully open. "Damn," he muttered, glancing at his watch.
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It was four-thirty, and it looked like the storm had actually hit. Dan
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looked around himself, but couldn't see the mainland.
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"Damn, damn, damn," he continued. He grabbed the anchor rope, and was
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surprised to see how easily it pulled up. He realized why it was so easy
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when he pulled up the frayed end of the broken rope.
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"Oh, DAMN," he uttered, looking around himself. "Where the hell am I now?"
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He ran to start the engine, noticing for the first time the amount of
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water that had splashed into the boat and was sloshing around in the
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bottom.
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It seemed no amount of turning the key or cursing would start the engine,
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and Dan ran to the back to lift the engine cover. The waves appeared to be
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growing in size, and several times he was thrown off balance as water
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tipped the boat over and splashed inside.
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"SHIT," he uttered, as he saw the depth of the water in the engine
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compartment. "That thing will NEVER start!"
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Nevertheless, he had to try. He grabbed a bucket and began to bail from the
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engine compartment. The boat rocked violently as a very large wave struck
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the side, and he was thrown off balance and fell against the wall, striking
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his head. Dazed, he tried to stand up, as a second wave struck the boat and
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knocked him right over the side.
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There was water all around, but somehow he made his way to the surface,
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only to be pushed down by another wave. He gasped for breath, but couldn't
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get his bearings. He thought he saw his boat, impossibly far, then it went
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behind another wall of water, and was lost to sight.
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There were no thoughts, his mind was too confused to register what was
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going on. He repeatedly blanked out as he continuously tried to keep his
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head above the increasingly hostile sea. Finally, exhausted, he accepted
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that he was about to die. There were no lights in sight, no boat, and he
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couldn't keep his head above water. He began to sink.
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He felt someone scoop him up, lift him out of the water. He had the
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sensation of being carried, and pushed, for a long distance. Then finally,
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he was deposited onto something soft and wet. His mind registered nothing
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more.
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Minutes, maybe hours later, his eyes opened, and his mind slowly registered
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that all was quiet, save the gentle lapping of waves on the shore. He was
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laying on a sandy strip of beach, about five feet above the water line.
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There was evidence scattered around that the water had been much higher,
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and had only recently settled back to it's current position.
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It was night, and the air was fresh and cool, with the scent of departing
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rain. A few stars were showing through a thick cloud cover which was
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beginning to break up, and a bright moon, nearly full, peeked through the
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clouds to provide an erie pale light. Dan looked around himself, trying to
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figure out where he was. His first thought was that he was too cold and
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hungry to be dead. He next realized that it was night, that the storm must
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have passed, and that he had no idea where he was or how he got there.
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Thankfully, though drenched, he seemed unhurt.
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About thirty feet in front of him the sand ended, and he dimly saw brush
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and tall palm trees.
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"I must be at a resort or something. I'll look around and see if I can find
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some help."
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Several hours later, he returned to the beach and sat down, dejected. He
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didn't seem to be at a resort, he seemed to be on a small island, no more
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than a half mile across by a quarter mile wide. It was well populated with
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palm trees and grass, but little else. He'd climbed a small rocky hill, and
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looked, but as far as he could see there was nothing but the dark ocean.
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He sighed. "Maybe going with Kathy wouldn't have been such a bad idea after
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all," he reflected whimsically, looking out into the water. "If I only knew
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where I was."
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After staring out at the ocean for some time, looking for ship lights, and
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straining his ears to listen for the sounds of civilization, he began to
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feel a little discouraged. He decided that there was not very much he could
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find out at night - he needed the light of the sun. He went back into the
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trees, and gathered up several of the large palm leaves which had fallen to
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the ground. He then spread them out on the dry sand of the beach, to make a
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mat he could lay on. Next he went back and got some very dry leaves and
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small sticks, and carried them back. Carefully he arranged the leaves and
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sticks into a small pyramid near the mat. Finally ready to light a fire, he
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realized that he didn't have any matches or a lighter.
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"Oh, damn," he said, again. "What was that trick with the two sticks?" He
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went back into the trees, and managed to locate two fairly good sized
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sticks, and brought them back. Holding one stick in each hand, he sat down
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beside his intended fire, and began vigourously rubbing the sticks
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together.
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Nothing seemed to be happening, so after several minutes he stopped, and
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felt the sticks with his fingers. They were warm, so he figured that he
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must have been doing SOMETHING right. He started rubbing them again.
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Many hours later he lay on his back, looking up at the stars. The sticks
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lay idle and cold beside the pyramid of sticks, uncharred. Dan nursed a
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nasty blister on his hands as he pondered the ridiculous notion of starting
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a fire by rubbing sticks together.
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Drowsy, a part of his mind wondered if, despite all else, this might be the
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start of just the isolation from the real world that he wanted.
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Then he slept.
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He woke up to the sun blazing down on the sand, already high in the sky.
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The water was lapping quietly against the shore, and he'd covered his body
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and face awkwardly with the leaves as he slept, to protect himself from the
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light and heat.
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But something else had awakened him, some strange sound. He sat up abruptly
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to look around. There was a splash from a few feet out in the water, and
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Dan looked to see the ripples circling out from where something large had
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landed in the water.
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"Must've been some big fish," thought Dan. The thought made him rather
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hungry, and he realized it had been some time since he'd eaten. At the same
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time he suddenly found himself quite thirsty, and he wondered about where
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he would find water. For the moment, however, food seemed easier to find,
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so he approached the water to see if he could see the fish, and maybe,
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somehow, catch it.
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A glint in the wet sand caught his attention, and he looked down. Something
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fairly new and shiny was glinting on the surface of the sand, and after a
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brief moment he recognized it as a small lighter. Being beige, the case had
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blended in with the sand, but the metal around the top had reflected the
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light at him. He picked it up and looked at it with wonder.
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"Just what I needed!" he thought. "But does it work?"
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He carefully brushed all the sand he could off of it, and used his shirt to
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dry off as much of the water as he could. In retrospect, he decided he
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didn't really need to wear his shirt in the fine weather, and took it off,
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dropping it on his mat of leaves.
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He looked at the lighter, afraid to try it for fear it would not work.
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Finally he flicked it. The flint, still wet, did nothing, but he heard the
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slight hiss of escaping gas as he pressed the button. Encouraged, he tried
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a few more times.
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Finally, the flint dried enough to produce a spark, and he quickly had a
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stable flame coming from the lighter. He held it down by the edges of some
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of the smaller leaves on his pile of leaves and wood, and it quickly began
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to burn. Blowing gently to encourage the flames, Dan finally breathed a
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sigh of relief when the small sticks began to burn.
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He ran to the edge of the trees again, and found some larger wood, and more
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leaves. He made several trips, and made a small pile of spare fuel near the
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fire, and added some of the larger pieces to the fire. It seemed he would
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now have a decent fire after all.
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He shook the lighter, and decided it was about half full. He reflected that
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it was pretty amazing that it had washed up before being destroyed by the
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water, and offered a silent thanks to whoever had dropped it overboard. He
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placed it down on his shirt, so that it would not be lost. Then he picked
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up one of the longer sticks, and a rock. He needed a spear to catch fish
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with, and he began using the rock to sharpen an end of the stick.
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It was a lot harder than he had expected it to be, and it took a very long
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time. He wasn't really satisfied with the point on the stick, but he was
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hungry, and he decided it would have to do. He dropped the rock, tossed
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some more fuel onto the fire, and stood up. He removed his shoes and socks,
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which were still soggy anyway, and rolled up his pant legs. He then walked
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down to the water with the stick and waded in.
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The water was warm, and not at all uncomfortable, and Dan waded in just
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past his knees, and stopped. He stood as still as he could, hoping to see a
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fish nearby. The large one which had jumped had not been much deeper than
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where he stood now.
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After fifteen minutes or so, he saw a small movement a foot or so away. He
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turned and leapt towards it, driving his makeshift spear into the water. He
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lifted the spear out, and found nothing on the end of it. He realized he
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needed to be more patient, and wait till the shot was a little more
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definite.
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After several more minutes, he saw another small movement, and a glint of
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scales. This time he stood very still, and waited. Soon the fish swam more
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closely, and was fully in his field of view. It was a decent sized perch,
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which he felt would make good eating. Dan licked his lips, but still did
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not move. He turned the stick slightly above the water, preparing to make
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his move.
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The perch hovered in place, studying the two legs poking down into it's
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world, apparently wondering whether they were dangerous or not. Eventually,
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it seemed to decide they posed no threat, and moved more closely,
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completely ignoring them.
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Dan jabbed the spear again, and this time lifted up the perch skewered on
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the end of it. Uttering a whoop of success and cheer, Dan splashed out of
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the water towards his fire. He stuck the end of the spear in the sand, so
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that the fish was over the fire, and let it cook that way. He was careful
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to ensure that he cooked the whole fish, both sides, before he was ready to
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eat it.
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He decided that it was a good fish as he ate it, but forced himself to eat
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only a little of it, as it made him thirstier. It was somewhat salty, and
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Dan was concerned. Finally, in an effort to quench his thirst, he chewed
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the juices out of some of the smaller plants. More or less satisfied for
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the moment, he let the fire run a little low. He had decided to re-explore
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the island in the daylight, and get a clear perspective on exactly where he
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was, and it seemed like a good time to do that.
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He found little that he had not seen in the night. The island appeared
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completely devoid of human habitation, and seemed to have been so for a
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long time, as far as he could tell. The underbrush was thick, the trees
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tall, and the plants undamaged by human or animal life. There were a few
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coconuts high up on the palms, but he wasn't sure if he wanted to try his
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hand at climbing way up there just yet.
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He decided to end his exploration with a circle around the island. He
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walked quietly, feet in the water, considering his position. He found
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himself stuck on an island somewhere in the ocean. Presumably not too far
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from the mainland, but he had no idea what direction to go. For now, it
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seemed he would be all right for food. He wasn't sure about water yet, he
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didn't know how long chewing on plants would sustain him. He couldn't drink
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the seawater, even he knew that was the way to dehydration and death. He
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wondered about boiling the salt out of the water, but wasn't sure what he
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could boil water in.
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He suddenly stubbed his toe on a sharp rock under the water, and stumbled,
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cursing the pain. He looked at the shore and realized that he had absently
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walked right beside the cliff, and there was very little beach before the
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rock rose almost straight up, jagged and ugly. He was about to turn back to
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the beach when he noticed an opening in the rock.
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He cautiously approached it, trying to ignore the small jagged rocks, that
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had replaced the soft sand around the rest of the island, digging into his
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feet, and the way that the water deepened near the mouth till it passed his
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waist. He looked inside, and saw that it was a large cavern, going about
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100 feet back. The water pooled inside in a large pool, and he heard the
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trickle of water splashing. Curious, he entered the cave. At the entrance,
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the water deepened still more, and he broke into a long swimming stroke to
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proceed. He swam to about the center of the pool, and began to tread water.
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He turned back to the entrance, to verify that it was still open, then
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turned back around and waited for his eyes to adjust to the dim light.
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Finally he could see reasonably well, and noticed that the cave was
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actually better lit than he'd expected it to be. There was a sandy beach on
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one side of the pool, off to the right, and he swam towards it. Standing on
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the beach, he attempted to locate the sound of the trickling water. He
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quickly he found it, a small stream was coming out of the rock wall, and
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trickling into the pool itself. He sniffed the water, then dipped his
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finger into it and tasted it.
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It was fresh water! However it got here, he'd found his source of drinking
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water. Using his hands as a cup, he gathered handfuls of the water, and
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drank quickly. He drank as much as he could, and suddenly felt a lot
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stronger. He hadn't realized how dehydrated he had actually been getting.
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He wandered around the beach some more. It was about fifty feet wide and
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one hundred feet long. Dan figured from the sand colouration that the water
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probably went about twenty feet more up the beach at high tide, so there
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was about thirty feet of sand that was usable.
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He nodded. This would, he felt, be a good place to set up his home and
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firepit. The air was fresh, suggesting good ventilation, the sand was soft,
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and the cave well sheltered against any storm.
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Dan smiled to himself. He felt no desire to return to a hectic life filled
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with worry and fear. Now he could make his best effort to leave peacefully
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and freely on his own little retreat from the world. All he had to do now
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was build a new firepit.
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Dan waded back into the water, and swam out of the cave. He thought he saw
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something under the water dart out ahead of him as he neared the mouth, but
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he dismissed it as his imagination. He returned to the beach where he had
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been set up, and began to prepare to move.
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It took a while to move everything, because of Dan's efforts to keep his
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leaf bed, lighter, and fire fuel dry, but eventually he was set up in the
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cave.
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"Just as nice as home," he thought, smiling. "Now to get some more food."
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Over the next few days Dan found catching fish to be much more difficult
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than his original attempt had been. Repeatedly he stabbed his spear into
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the water, only to have the fish dart out of the way. He couldn't
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understand why his first try had worked so well. Over the three days he'd
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been trying he'd only caught two more fish.
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Extremely hungry, he had tried eating the palm leaves and several other
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plants, but found none of them very edible. He'd managed to get up a tree,
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and collected several coconuts, but the coconut meat did not taste as good
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as he'd hoped. He didn't really want to have to live on it, nor was he sure
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he could.
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Over the entire period he couldn't shake the feeling that he was being
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watched. Yet whenever he turned to look, there was nothing but the gentle
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waves, or, occasionally, a few ripples where a fish had jumped to mock him.
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His dreams became unusual and disjointed, and he once dreamt of a giant
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squid wrapping it's tentacles around him.
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He sat up abruptly, suddenly awake. A loud splash sounded from the pool,
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and he whipped his head over to look. Laying on the beach, at the edge of
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the waterline, was a large perch, apparently dead.
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Dan approached it, cautiously, expecting huge tentacles to leap out of the
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water for him at any second. But he was hungry, and he wanted to see why
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there was a fish on his beach.
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He began to reach for the fish, muscles tensed, eyes on the cave's dark,
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smooth pool. Suddenly something surfaced twenty feet or so out.
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Dan leapt back, and rolled away from the water, before leaping to his feet
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to face the monster. But there was no monster, only a few ripples where
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whatever it was had surfaced. The perch was still on the beach. Dan looked
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at it longingly, then carefully approached it again. This time he grabbed a
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stick from the fire, bright embers still glowing on the end of it, and
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approached it again.
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He got right up to it again, and froze, waiting for movement from the
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water. After a few moments, he decided to make his move. He grabbed the
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fish with one hand, and simultaneously swung the stick with the other. Then
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he leapt and rolled back again, and looked back at the water.
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It remained still, so Dan examined his prize. It was about two pounds of
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large perch, and seemed very fresh. There appeared to be nothing wrong with
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it, and Dan decided that he was too hungry to pass up on it. He stirred up
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the fire and added a few dry leaves to get the flames going, then placed
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the fish on a stick over it.
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He could only wait a few minutes as the smell of the fish filled his
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nostrils, and he soon grabbed it from the stick. With the flesh tenderized,
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he quickly removed the fish's entrails, and began to eat the flesh.
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Halfway through the meal, he got the feeling that he was being watched
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|
again. He slowly turned to face the pool again.
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Head up in the middle of the pool, facing him, was a dolphin. He stared at
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it, mouth open, and their eyes met.
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The dolphin paused a moment, then dove under the water and was gone from
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sight. Dan stared at the spot it had vanished for several minutes, unsure
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as to what had just happened.
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The dolphin was watching him, he was sure of this. But why? Did the dolphin
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leave the fish for him? He'd heard of dolphins doing things like this, but
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only on TV shows like 'Flipper'. Could it happen in real life?
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He soon decided that whatever the dolphin's reason for watching him, it
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wasn't coming back right away. He was still hungry, so he continued eating
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the fish. All the while, he couldn't shake the feeling that the dolphin had
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met his gaze with some kind of intelligence, an awareness of what was going
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on. Maybe even a bit of concern.
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He supposed that he would find out as time went on. Meanwhile, the food was
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very good.
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Over the next few days he saw the dolphin more often, always watching him
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from a distance, and disappearing a few moments after being noticed. He'd
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had more luck with catching fish, and he wondered if the dolphin was
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|
helping him. At the same time he improved his bed a bit by weaving bits of
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the leaves into a more solid mat, and managed to weave together a
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reasonable pitcher to hold fresh water to drink. He'd also perfected his
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technique for cooking the many types of fish that he had found suitable for
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eating.
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One day, as he finished cooking his day's catch, he looked into the pool to
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|
see the dolphin looking at him again. This time it did not leave as soon as
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|
he looked at it.
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"My friend," he called to the dolphin. "We are meeting far too often to be
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strangers. My name is Dan."
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The dolphin remained unmoving, only bobbing slightly in the waves. Dan
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admired the smooth lines of the dolphin's head and face, and the gentle,
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|
intelligent look in the eyes.
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"Your name," thought Dan aloud, "must be Susie. You look like a Susie to
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|
me. What do you think?"
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"Errreeee-oooo?" asked the dolphin.
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"Yes, that's right. You are Susie, and I am Dan. Want some of my special
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fish, Susie?"
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Dan held out a large piece of the hot, freshly cooked fish towards Susie.
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|
She remained in place, about fifteen feet away.
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"Come on, it's really good!" encouraged Dan.
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"Errrreeee?" asked Susie.
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Dan smiled. "Here," he called, tossing the piece of fish into the water
|
|
towards Susie. As the fish piece flew towards her, she quickly dove and
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swam out of the way. The fish splashed into the water and floated as Susie
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surfaced a few feet away from it.
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"Try it," called Dan. "It won't hurt!"
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Susie slowly faced the fish. Dan heard her making creaking noises, and she
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circled it a few times. Finally she took it in her mouth, and appeared to
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|
swallow it.
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Dan was elated. "Did you like that?" he asked.
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Susie just studied him for a moment. Then she flipped up a foot or so into
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the air and then landed on her side. There was a large splash, which arced
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|
to the beach and soaked Dan. He stood there for a moment, startled and
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|
dripping. Then Susie surfaced near the mouth of the cave.
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"Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh!" she laughed. Then she dove and was lost to sight.
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Dan paused, confused. Then he yelled after her. "FINE! See if I ever give
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|
you my fish again!" Then he returned near his fire, which was far enough
|
|
from the water to avoid the spray, and removed his clothes to dry them. He
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|
grumbled slightly as he finished his meal.
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He realized that he had been looking forward to making friends with the
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|
dolphin. As he thought about it, he realized that maybe Susie had only been
|
|
trying to make friends in her own way, too. He supposed his reaction to the
|
|
water might have looked pretty funny to a water animal, after all. He also
|
|
considered that maybe she wasn't really laughing, but dismissed that
|
|
thought. Laughter, he thought, is pretty universal.
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|
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With a good-humoured grin, he resolved to continue trying to make friends
|
|
with his neighbor, Susie the dolphin.
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He awoke from a sound sleep that night, unsure as to why he woke up. Then
|
|
he heard a splash from the pool, and looked over.
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|
"Su-SIE!" he yelled. "You woke me up again."
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To his surprise, Susie surfaced again, about ten feet from the shore. He
|
|
couldn't clearly see her in the dark, but he could make out where she had
|
|
surfaced and was watching him, her head just out of the water.
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|
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|
"Just what do you find so interesting about me?" asked Dan, curious. Susie
|
|
didn't respond, but continued to watch him.
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|
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|
Dan stood up, slowly, and approached the water. Susie turned to keep
|
|
watching him, but remained in place. Dan hesitated at the shore, then
|
|
started to wade into the water.
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|
|
|
"Want to meet me half-way?" he asked, stopping when the water was just past
|
|
his waist. Susie remained still, now only about five feet away. Dan could
|
|
now clearly see her face, and her bright, aware eyes. Faintly, through the
|
|
water, he could make out where her tail was slowly swishing back and forth,
|
|
holding her in place. He looked back up at her.
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|
|
|
"Come on," he called. He reached towards her, and she backed off, quickly.
|
|
But she kept her head above the water, and her eyes on him. Dan sighed,
|
|
frustrated.
|
|
|
|
"Please," he pleaded, looking her in the eye. He suddenly realized an
|
|
incredible lonliness, and he desperately wanted to make contact.
|
|
|
|
He took a few steps towards her, and she remained in place. He lifted his
|
|
feet off the bottom and started to tread water. As soon as he started to
|
|
swim towards her, she flipped over and jumped into the water. He caught a
|
|
glimpse of her tail re-entering the water, and she swam off towards the
|
|
exit.
|
|
|
|
"Ohh," he sighed, disappointed. As he was about to turn back to the beach,
|
|
he saw her resurface at the exit of the cave.
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|
|
|
"Eeee-ooooo," she whistled. Then she was gone.
|
|
|
|
Dan went back to the beach and laid down, very discouraged. The loneliness
|
|
of his situation had hit him with a sudden force that he was wholly
|
|
unprepared for, and he badly wanted someone to hold. But despite how he
|
|
felt, he soon managed to sleep.
|
|
|
|
She came back again the next day, as Dan was sharpening a new stick into a
|
|
fishing spear. Dan heard her surface, and looked to see her toss a large
|
|
fish onto the shore from several feet out. She chattered rapidly, and
|
|
nodded her head towards him. He walked over and picked up the fish. It was
|
|
another perch, and weighed close to four pounds, far more than he had ever
|
|
caught.
|
|
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|
"Thanks, Susie," he called. "How are you today?"
|
|
|
|
"Oooo-eeooo!" replied Susie. She nodded her head rapidly, and backed off a
|
|
few feet. Then she chattered some more.
|
|
|
|
"You're pretty excited today, Susie. What's up? You want to meet up close
|
|
today?"
|
|
|
|
Susie swam straight up out of the water, and stood in place for a few
|
|
seconds with powerful strokes of her tail, chattering at Dan. Dan was able
|
|
to admire almost her entire body. He could see her smooth, flowing lines,
|
|
and the powerful muscles running three-quarters of the length of her body,
|
|
flexing as she used her tail to balance. Then she turned to the side, and
|
|
gracefully fell back into the water. Almost instantly she surfaced again,
|
|
and continued to face him and chatter.
|
|
|
|
Dan smiled, and a warm feeling ran through his body. He entered the water
|
|
and began to wade towards Susie. Suddenly Susie became very quiet, and
|
|
backed away from him a bit.
|
|
|
|
Dan stopped, the water around his waist. "Please, Susie, don't do this
|
|
again." He took a few slow steps towards her, and the water rapidly
|
|
deepened to his chest. He didn't start to swim, not wanting to scare her
|
|
away again.
|
|
|
|
Susie stayed where she was, looking at him. She was trembling slightly, and
|
|
Dan suddenly realized how nervous she was.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Susie, it's ok. I won't hurt you."
|
|
|
|
She suddenly submerged, but Dan could see she was still in the same place,
|
|
just under the surface. He heard the odd creaking sound he'd heard her make
|
|
when he threw the fish in, and felt a weird sensation covering his body, as
|
|
if he were standing in a mild sandstorm. He stood absolutely still, unsure
|
|
what to make of it.
|
|
|
|
Suddenly, it stopped, and Susie surfaced again.
|
|
|
|
"K-k-k-kree," sounded Susie, almost stuttering. She began to swim slowly
|
|
towards him.
|
|
|
|
Dan smiled broadly, and held his arms out to receive her. She stopped, and
|
|
looked him over again. Then, still shaking, she continued swimming
|
|
forward.
|
|
|
|
She stopped in front of him, and looked him in the eye. Dan sensed that she
|
|
was asking him not to hurt her, not to betray to trust she was placing in
|
|
his good-nature. He saw what he felt must be the same hope that he expected
|
|
was in his own eyes.
|
|
|
|
Dan slowly moved his hand forward, and, hesitating, reached to stroke her
|
|
beak. She swam back a few inches, then, seemed to change her mind. She very
|
|
slowly swam forward again, until Dan was able to run his fingers lightly
|
|
over her beak. Her skin was incredibly soft, and he gently stroked her
|
|
mouth, and ran his hand up onto her rounded melon.
|
|
|
|
After a few moments she seemed a lot more at ease, and Dan was thrilled.
|
|
She swam small, slow circles around him, allowing him to run his hand down
|
|
her entire body. She moved closer and closer until her body was rubbing
|
|
against his as she circled him. On impulse, Dan wrapped his arms around
|
|
her, and hugged her.
|
|
|
|
She wrapped her flippers around his sides, and rubbed his skin lightly. He
|
|
rubbed her back as he held her.
|
|
|
|
"Oh, Susie! You were just as lonely as I was! It's okay now, we're both
|
|
okay now."
|
|
|
|
He ran his hand down her back a bit, feeling her firm dorsal fin. Then he
|
|
ran his hand a little lower, and the soft smooth skin gave way to a
|
|
rougher, tough area.
|
|
|
|
"What's this?" asked Dan, releasing Susie. She stayed close to him, and he
|
|
walked a few steps to get a look at her back. An evil-looking oval of teeth
|
|
marks several inches across marred her otherwise near-perfect skin. It
|
|
appeared to be a fairly old scar, now healed, but Dan could see it would
|
|
mark her for life.
|
|
|
|
"Ohh, you poor thing," cooed Dan. "Nasty shark bite."
|
|
|
|
"Ooooreee!" agreed Susie, turning to face him again. Dan resumed stroking
|
|
her face and back.
|
|
|
|
"Where are all your friends?" he pondered aloud. "Why are you here giving
|
|
comfort to a silly creature like myself, anyway?"
|
|
|
|
"Aaaeee-ooo," replied Susie, rubbing close to Dan.
|
|
|
|
"You're right," answered Dan. "What does it matter? As long as we are both
|
|
happy."
|
|
|
|
Over the next few days Susie stayed with Dan almost continuously, and
|
|
proved to be very demanding of his time. Dan often found sleeping
|
|
difficult, as Susie didn't ever seem to do more than nap occasionally. But
|
|
after much insistance on his part, Susie seemed to accept that Dan required
|
|
more continuous sleep than she did. She still revealed an almost child-like
|
|
impatience, never letting him sleep more than a few hours before waking him
|
|
with a loud, continuous chatter.
|
|
|
|
Susie more than made up for the inconvenience by helping Dan immensely with
|
|
his fishing. At first she provided the fish for Dan complete, and Dan had a
|
|
hard time understanding how she got the fish without any kind of obvious
|
|
damage, like tooth marks. But after a while she showed him. She found the
|
|
fish, and pointed her beak at one. Dan would hear a sudden loud sound, sort
|
|
of a crack, from the water, and the fish would suddenly flex, and then
|
|
remain stunned for Dan to spear it. Susie would then catch and eat one for
|
|
herself. Dan had found that she didn't really like his cooked fish as much
|
|
as the fresh ones she caught for herself. Dan was very happy with her, and
|
|
she seemed happy with him. He'd forgotten all about his old life in the
|
|
city, and was always looking forward to the time he would spend with Susie
|
|
the next day.
|
|
|
|
Dan admired Susie for her good points. She had an offbeat sense of humour,
|
|
and yet, she seemed to be very honest. She never judged him, she never
|
|
seemed to be moody. She kept inventing new games to try with Dan, and also
|
|
ways to catch him off-guard, like stealing his fishing spear from his hand
|
|
as he was about to spear a fish, or leaping into the air and knocking him
|
|
into the water. She only did that once, as the impact of her four hundred
|
|
fifty pound body knocked the wind out of Dan, and he spent a few minutes
|
|
getting his breath back while she circled him nervously, crying out.
|
|
|
|
She also had a quiet side which Dan appreciated. She would lie next to Dan
|
|
in the shallow water, and cuddle up against him while he stroked her body,
|
|
and lay content, occasionally uttering what sounded like a sigh of
|
|
satisfaction.
|
|
|
|
All in all, Dan loved Susie, and he felt that she was coming to love him.
|
|
Dan wondered what she might think of him. Next to her grace and beauty he
|
|
felt awkward, and sometimes ugly. Yet if Susie thought this, she never let
|
|
on. She always seemed happy to be with him.
|
|
|
|
About a week or so later, as Dan and Susie were laying in the shallows,
|
|
enjoying each other's company, Susie seemed a little restless. She kept
|
|
moving, pressing her entire body against Dan, and wriggling around. She
|
|
nibbled lightly on his fingers when he rubbed them by her mouth.
|
|
|
|
"What is it, Susie?" asked Dan. "Why are you so restless."
|
|
|
|
"ooo-OO!" replied Susie. She wriggled around, pressing her body against him
|
|
so they were belly-to-belly. Dan looked at her curiously.
|
|
|
|
Susie began gently flexing herself against his body, and shifting her
|
|
position against him, slowly working her way down his body.
|
|
|
|
"What are you..oh!" Dan stopped in mid-sentence, as Susie flexed against
|
|
his groin. She seemed to realize what she had found, and began to press
|
|
more urgently, and gently rub against the area.
|
|
|
|
"SUSIE!" called Dan. "This.. isn't right." Yet something, deep inside of
|
|
him, wouldn't provide the energy to make her stop.
|
|
|
|
Susie turned her head to look directly at him, a seductive spark in her
|
|
eyes. Dan could see a pinkish flush all along Susie's underside, and felt
|
|
himself beginning to respond to her caress. Having been alone for so long,
|
|
he found himself getting very aroused.
|
|
|
|
"Susie?" he asked again, but there was no longer any conflict in his voice,
|
|
he was too aroused to want to fight the feeling. Susie appeared to sense
|
|
this, and she wriggled back a bit till her face was beside Dan's.
|
|
Overcome with lust, Dan kissed her on the end of her beak. Her soft skin
|
|
against his lips excited him, and he placed his tongue in her mouth. She
|
|
responded, apparently knowing what to do, as her own tongue met his, and
|
|
wrapped around it. Dan could feel her teeth around the tip of his tongue,
|
|
and taste the salt water in her mouth, and he loved it. He reached down and
|
|
removed his weather-worn jeans, leaving him naked in the shallow water with
|
|
her. He threw them onto the beach.
|
|
|
|
She pressed against his body again, and the silken feel of her warm skin
|
|
against his own thrilled him, and he rubbed himself against her skin. Susie
|
|
made a sound that sounded very much like a moan, and she rolled her body to
|
|
allow him access to her.
|
|
|
|
Dan reached down with his hand, and felt her vaginal opening. It was very
|
|
slick, lubricated with Susie's own juices, and he moved his fingers to
|
|
enter her. Her powerful muscles quickly seized them, squeezing and pulling
|
|
and Dan moved his fingers back and forth to stimulate her. Dan reached up
|
|
with his thumb, and found her clitoris, a small, firm lump at the top of
|
|
her slit. He began to rub it lightly, and Susie responded by pressing her
|
|
body more firmly against him, and his fingers.
|
|
|
|
Very excited at this point, Dan removed his fingers, and slowly inserted
|
|
his penis into her. Instantly her muscles clamped down on him, and began to
|
|
massage and stimulate him. Susie pressed hard against him, forcing him all
|
|
the way in quickly, and he moaned in pleasure.
|
|
|
|
He had felt nothing like this anywhere else, the powerful and automatic
|
|
massage was better than anything else he had ever felt. He began to move
|
|
back and forth, slowly and rhythmically, and Susie moved slightly in rhythm
|
|
with him. She rubbed the sides of his body with her flippers, and he
|
|
wrapped his legs around her tail, and could even better feel her smooth
|
|
muscles through her silky-soft skin.
|
|
|
|
Dan soon realized that he could only hold back for a few more seconds, and
|
|
suddenly Susie stiffened her body, and the contractions in her vagina
|
|
increased in intensity. Dan came at the same time, and then relaxed,
|
|
letting himself lay on her body. After a few seconds he pulled out and
|
|
rolled off her, allowing her to roll herself upright again. Dan wrapped his
|
|
arms around her and soon fell asleep.
|
|
|
|
He awoke in the morning on the beach, with his legs dangling in the warm
|
|
water. He sat up and looked around. Susie was nowhere to be seen. Dan saw
|
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his pants laying a few feet away on the sand, where he had thrown them, and
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the details of what he had done the night before suddenly hit him. He felt
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a confused mixture of disgust and anger at himself. He felt very dirty, and
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waded into the water. He began to scrub his entire body, trying to wash the
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memory away. But he felt no better when he was finished.
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What had he done? He'd had intercourse with an animal! That was disgusting!
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Dan couldn't understand his own motives. Nothing could make him that
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desperate, so why had he done it? What bothered him the most what that he
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had actually enjoyed it. But she was just a dumb animal, she probably
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didn't even realize that he was a different species. Acting purely on
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instinct, and he'd reacted. Anger rose up inside of him.
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Suddenly he heard a splash, and the familiar chirping of Susie popping up
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to greet him. She began swimming straight for him, but he couldn't handle
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the thought of touching her. He quickly waded out of the water, and stood
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on the beach, facing her. She surfaced at the point where he had been
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standing, and looked at him.
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"Get away!" he shouted. Susie half rose from the water, and chattered
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teasingly, apparently trying to understand the rules of this new game.
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"I said 'LEAVE!'," Dan yelled, making shooing noises, and pointing towards
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the mouth of the cave. Dan allowed his confusion-driven anger to funnel out
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at Susie, and he felt it growing. Susie glanced towards the mouth of the
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cave, and apparently seeing nothing of interest, turned back to Dan. After
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a moment's thought, she dove under the water and splashed a large quantity
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of water at him with her tail flukes. He dodged it angrily as she surfaced
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again.
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"Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh-eh!" she laughed.
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Normally Susie's laugh would bring a smile to Dan's face, but today it
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ground against his anger and guilt. He was annoyed and insulted, and fumed
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at her. Susie looked at him again, measuring him up. Then, with a seductive
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gleam in her eye, she rolled over to expose her underside to him, flexing
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her tail in a teasing manner.
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Dan's guilty feelings multiplied and exploded, and he snapped. He quickly
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bent down and picked up a fist-sized rock.
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"I said 'Go away', you whore!" Dan screamed. He threw the rock at her with
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all his force.
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The rock struck her on the side as she was rolling upright again, and she
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recoiled away from it. A small stream of blood began to flow into the water
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as she righted herself, and swam away from him a few feet before rising up
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to face him. Her eyes were large and hurt, and Dan felt new guilt added on
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to what he already felt.
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"Brr-eeee?" asked Susie, looking Dan in the eye. Dan couldn't handle the
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feelings anymore, and he turned away from her, silent.
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"Brr-EEEE?" she asked again, more insistantly. Dan ignored her as best he
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could.
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After a few moments he heard her splash back into the water. Out of the
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corner of his eye he saw her surface near the mouth of the cave, quietly,
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and look at him again. He did not acknowledge her, and she soon turned away
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and was gone.
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Dan was alone with his feelings, and the anger faded quickly, leaving only
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the true feelings of guilt he was experiencing. He fell to his knees, and
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fought back the tears that were trying to take over his body. He finally
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succumbed to them, and he fell into the sand.
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Eventually the tears stopped, and Dan sat up, away from the pool. The guilt
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was still there, but the pain had been dried out by the tears. He tried to
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sort out his feelings, what he had done, and why.
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He'd met a dolphin.. just an animal. In his loneliness he'd made friends
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with her. He thought he loved her, and he'd thought she loved him. But that
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was just silly, animals work on instincts, not love. He'd used her to
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satisfy his lust, and that was where the problem was.
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An animal! Not a loving woman, but a dumb animal! And yet, she had
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responded just as intelligently as any woman he'd ever been with. She'd
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been undemanding and honest with him. Was she really a dumb animal? In his
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heart, he knew she was as intelligent as he was. She was creative,
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friendly, and always cheerful. So why was what he had done so wrong?
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The only reason he could come up with was that she was an animal. But was
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that really wrong? It was not as if he'd forced her, and they'd both been
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happy, or so he thought. Why had it bothered him so much?
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Because it was wrong, his mind answered.
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Why was it wrong?
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He didn't know why. Somewhere, somehow, that's what he had been taught. But
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wasn't it all about love? Sex was just about two people who loved each
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|
other, and wanted to share each other. Susie was closer to human than some
|
|
people Dan knew. She was intelligent, and what's more, Dan knew he really
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DID love her. He was sure, too, that in her own way, she loved him too.
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He'd chased her off. He'd hurt her physically with a rock, and mentally
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with his actions. He'd seen that in her eyes before he turned away. She
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didn't understand why he had chased her off, after she'd extended so much
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|
trust to get close to him. Truth was, Dan wasn't really sure either. He
|
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felt a lot of shame from his actions, and wondered if being human really
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|
meant the shutting out of all love. Was that not the problem he'd been
|
|
complaining about only a short time ago? That people didn't just accept and
|
|
love each other for what they were? He was doing it himself, rejecting
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Susie's unconditional love simply because she was not human.
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To some, he reflected, that might be reason enough. But where should the
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|
line be drawn? Love is love, whatever it's source.
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Dan began to feel a lot of pain for his actions, for throwing a rock at
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Susie. The flow of blood he'd caused brought anguish when he thought about
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it, and he began to believe that he was no better than any other human he'd
|
|
previously de-cried.
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He stood up, and approached the pool. The water was still, and he put his
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hand in it and splashed a bit.
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"Susie?" he called. "Susie, come back! I'm sorry."
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The pool remained still, and Dan continued for twenty minutes before
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|
finally deciding that she wasn't coming back. He went to the spring, and
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used the fresh water to wash off his face.
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The next few days were quiet and lonely for Dan, and he realized just how
|
|
big a difference Susie had made in his life. Fishing was not only more
|
|
difficult, he just didn't feel like trying. It just didn't feel right
|
|
anymore, since Susie had actually made getting his daily meal enjoyable.
|
|
Dan spent a lot of his time moping around, wondering why he had been so
|
|
cruel to her, or splashing the water, calling for her. He even tried
|
|
sticking his face under the water and calling her name, but it all seemed
|
|
to be for nothing. Susie never answered. More than once Dan awoke from a
|
|
sound sleep, sure that he heard her, but he never saw her, nor even a
|
|
ripple in the pond to indicate that she had been there. He felt she was
|
|
gone forever.
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|
An odd rising, then falling, wailing sound woke Dan up one night, and he
|
|
looked around in the dark for the source. His eyes, quickly adjusted to the
|
|
dim light of the night, quickly picked up a shape on the beach, and he
|
|
recognized it as a dolphin.
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|
"Susie?" he whispered, getting up to run over to it. The wail sounded
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|
again, coming right from the dolphin.
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|
As he approached her, he saw a shaft, roughly a foot long with a ragged
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|
end, sticking out of her back. Dan carefully ran his hand down her back,
|
|
around the shaft. He soon felt the roughness of the healed shark bite, and
|
|
knew it was indeed Susie.
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|
"Oh, Susie! What happened to you? Just a moment, I've got to stoke the
|
|
fire. I need light!"
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|
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|
He splashed some water onto her back, and rubbed her lightly. Then he ran
|
|
to the dying fire and threw a few dry leaves on it. Blowing gently on it,
|
|
he quickly had a flame going, and added to it with more dry leaves, and
|
|
then some sticks. Quickly, he ran back to Susie, and examined the shaft in
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|
the flickering light.
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|
It had been a hand-thrown wooden-shafted spear, and the shaft had broken
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|
off. The point penetrated into her skin, he wasn't sure how far. The blood
|
|
around the wound had already largely dried, and yet, a small flow
|
|
continued. Susie moved in discomfort as he felt the shaft.
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|
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|
"It's ok, Susie. I'm going to help you. I don't know how, but God knows,
|
|
I'm going to help you."
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|
|
|
Susie's voice was weak, and yet, somehow urgent as she vocalized a question
|
|
in reply.
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|
|
|
"brr-e-ee?" she asked.
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|
|
|
Dan recognized the question that she'd asked before, and it seemed so long
|
|
ago. All his anguish and guilt came out, and he wrapped his arms around
|
|
her, tears forming at the corners of his eyes.
|
|
|
|
"Yes, Susie, yes! I love you, and I'm sorry! I didn't mean to hurt you! I'm
|
|
so sorry! Please, you have to get better, I couldn't forgive myself if you
|
|
died!"
|
|
|
|
"ee-eooo," replied Susie, weakly. Her eyes closed, briefly, and then opened
|
|
again, and she tried to move, but she was obviously very weak.
|
|
|
|
"Don't try to move," Dan told her, standing up. He wiped his eyes dry, and
|
|
took another look at the spear.
|
|
|
|
"We have to get that out," he said. "I don't know how deep it is.." He
|
|
turned to look Susie in the eye. "It's going to hurt, and it's going to
|
|
bleed. Please know that I'm trying to help you. I don't want to hurt you,
|
|
but I have to."
|
|
|
|
Susie replied with a weakly rising whistle. Dan hoped that it was a sign of
|
|
understanding. He walked over to the fire and took a stick, about the same
|
|
size as the spear, which was burning well on one end. He walked back to
|
|
Susie. She didn't move.
|
|
|
|
"I'm going to try to use this to cauterize the wound, Susie. I'm hoping it
|
|
will stop the bleeding, okay?"
|
|
|
|
Susie only blinked. Her eyes were cloudy with pain, and Dan realized that
|
|
he had to act quickly.
|
|
|
|
"Okay." He went over to the side where the spear was, and wiggled it
|
|
slightly to try to determine it's depth and how securely it was lodged.
|
|
Susie whistled her rising-falling tone again, weakly.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, I'm sorry, I'm not trying to hurt you. Please, I'm doing the best I
|
|
can."
|
|
|
|
The spear wasn't as deep as he'd previously feared, just over an inch into
|
|
her flesh. He saw that the point was metal, and had short barbs on it. He
|
|
also saw that his movement had started the blood flowing more freely. Dan
|
|
ran back to his bed and grabbed the remains of his shirt, which he had been
|
|
using as a pillow. He soaked the shirt quickly in the spring, and ran back
|
|
to Susie.
|
|
|
|
"I'm trying, Susie, I really am. Please hang on."
|
|
|
|
Susie uttered a weak moan. Dan rubbed her back lightly.
|
|
|
|
"I'm going to try to remove the spear now."
|
|
|
|
He turned to her, and began to tilt the spear to free one of the barbs,
|
|
hoping not to make the wound much worse than it was. Susie flinched, and
|
|
Dan let go quickly, trying not to drive the spear in.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, please try to stay still!"
|
|
|
|
He continued working on the spear, trying not to cause Susie much pain.
|
|
Sweat began to bead on his forehead with his concentration, and his heart
|
|
pounded as he saw the increased flow of blood.
|
|
|
|
Finally, he had to spear ready to remove. He glanced at the stick, which
|
|
had burned out. It was too late to get another now, he'd have to make do
|
|
with a bandage.
|
|
|
|
"Here goes," he whispered. He pulled the spear free from Susie's side. She
|
|
flinched again, and he quickly slammed the shirt against the wound and
|
|
folded it into a pad.
|
|
|
|
The flow of blood was not as much as he'd expected, but he was somewhat
|
|
concerned by it anyway. He held the pad firmly against the wound, hoping to
|
|
slow or stop the bleeding quickly. He rubbed her side and spoke quietly to
|
|
her, and she remained quiet. He thought that she seemed to be in less pain,
|
|
though.
|
|
|
|
After a few minutes, he cautiously removed the shirt. The blood flow had
|
|
slowed to a small trickle. Dan washed the shirt in the spring, and lightly
|
|
rubbed the cool water all over Susie's body. He almost thought she smiled
|
|
at him as he rubbed down her face, and he felt that everything would be all
|
|
right. After he rubbed her down so she was sufficiently damp, he returned
|
|
his pressure to the wound.
|
|
|
|
He kept up this pattern for about an hour, until he felt the wound had
|
|
stopped bleeding enough to be safe. It was much smaller a wound than he had
|
|
thought it would be, but still, he realized that if he hadn't removed the
|
|
spear that Susie would likely have died from it.
|
|
|
|
"Why would anyone try to hurt someone as beautiful as you?" asked Dan.
|
|
|
|
Susie moved her head up towards him, looking for more personal attention,
|
|
and Dan obliged by rubbing her beak and melon. "Susie, I'm sorry I chased
|
|
you away, please don't leave me again. I really thought about it, and I
|
|
couldn't think of any sensible reason why we can't be friends...and lovers.
|
|
I really need you in my life."
|
|
|
|
Susie replied with a light whistle, and Dan was content. "Let's get you
|
|
back into the water, you can't stay on the beach with me."
|
|
|
|
Susie was soon enough back in the water, and resting in the shallows. The
|
|
water and the movement had opened the wound up a bit, but there was very
|
|
little new blood, and Dan felt that she would actually be all right now. He
|
|
was glad, and he hugged her.
|
|
|
|
Dan slept in the shallows, as near to Susie as he could, for a short while.
|
|
He woke up, and looked over at Susie, still resting. She was sitting on the
|
|
bottom, though there was enough water for her to move.
|
|
|
|
"Susie?" asked Dan. "Are you all right?"
|
|
|
|
Susie replied with a weak whistle. Dan realized that she would need a few
|
|
days to get her strength back, if she moved too much now she might rip the
|
|
wound wide open again. He'd have to get food for her.
|
|
|
|
He gathered up his spear. He considered using the spear that he had pulled
|
|
out of Susie, but he couldn't bring himself to touch it. The thought of
|
|
using it himself disgusted him. He made a mental note to bury it somewhere
|
|
later.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, stay here and rest. I have to get some food for both of us."
|
|
|
|
She looked up at him. He saw a depth in her eyes that he hadn't realized
|
|
before, and something that implied love and trust, and most of all,
|
|
understanding. He shook his head, unsure as to whether what he saw was real
|
|
or not. He gave Susie another hug, and a kiss on the melon.
|
|
|
|
"I'll be back soon," he promised. Then he waded into the water and swam out
|
|
of the cave.
|
|
|
|
He began his fishing with a renewed vigour and purpose that he hadn't
|
|
experienced in anything he'd ever really done before. Someone was counting
|
|
on him, and he couldn't let her down. He wouldn't let her down.
|
|
|
|
He reached the best fishing spot, off a point of the island. Susie had
|
|
brought him to this spot before, but now he would have to catch the fish
|
|
himself. He moved slowly, and smoothly, so as to not alert the fish that
|
|
were in the area.
|
|
|
|
Then he saw one, a big one. It was moving slowly nearby, almost ignoring
|
|
him. Dan stopped, watching it. He'd let fish like this escape him in the
|
|
past, but not this one. It was a start.
|
|
|
|
The fish paused, testing the waters. Dan tensed up, readying himself for a
|
|
lunge if the fish should take off.
|
|
|
|
The fish seemed to decide that all was well, and continued meandering
|
|
around, looking for food.
|
|
|
|
Dan struck, jabbing his spear smoothly and skillfully into the water. He
|
|
raised it up, hoping beyond hope.
|
|
|
|
He had it!
|
|
|
|
Things went well for Dan. He caught three fish in total, then decided he
|
|
had better get back and check on Susie.
|
|
|
|
She was roughly where he had left her, but she had turned around to watch
|
|
the mouth of the cave. He felt the sandstorm effect on his body when he
|
|
swam in, then heard a slightly weak whistle of greeting.
|
|
|
|
"Hi Susie," he called, "I have dinner!"
|
|
|
|
She whistled back, and started to wriggle out of the shallows to swim
|
|
towards him.
|
|
|
|
"Stay there," called Dan, stopping. "Don't hurt yourself, I'll bring it to
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
She seemed to understand, and stopped moving. Dan swam up to her, and laid
|
|
out the fish on the beach. Susie was trying to turn around again, and Dan
|
|
picked up the biggest fish and waded into the water in front of her, so she
|
|
could see him.
|
|
|
|
"This one is for you, Susie. It's my turn to give you a present."
|
|
|
|
He offered it to her, and she opened her mouth. He carefully placed the
|
|
fish in her mouth, and she seemed to taste it for a moment before closing
|
|
her mouth and swallowing it.
|
|
|
|
"Good.. good. You're eating! Wait! I'll get you another one."
|
|
|
|
Dan waded back to the shore and grabbed the other two fish. He brought them
|
|
back in front of Susie, and offered her another. She hesitated, then took
|
|
it.
|
|
|
|
"You must really be hungry, Susie. How long since you ate? Do you want the
|
|
last one?"
|
|
|
|
Susie did not open her mouth for the third fish, turning her head away from
|
|
it.
|
|
|
|
"What's wrong, Susie? Are you full?"
|
|
|
|
Susie replied by lifting her head towards him, a movement Dan had come to
|
|
realize meant that she wanted him to pet her, and he happily obliged.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, I'm so glad you'll be all right."
|
|
|
|
The wound healed quickly over the next few days, and a week later only a
|
|
small scar showed where the spear had penetrated. Dan had also noticed a
|
|
small scar where he had struck her with the rock, and it served as a
|
|
constant reminder to him. He apologized to Susie for it countless times,
|
|
and she always responded by lifting her head, asking him to pet her. She
|
|
seemed to forgive him, but Dan was unsure if he'd ever fully forgive
|
|
himself.
|
|
|
|
Most times with her were very happy, however. They quickly got back into
|
|
their old routine - him trying to sleep, and her waking him after a few
|
|
hours. When awake, they spent most of their time together. Susie
|
|
occasionally went off on her own, but she never seemed to be gone for more
|
|
than an hour or so. Dan did wonder what she did when he was sleeping, but
|
|
he suspected that she tried to amuse herself, and woke him up when she ran
|
|
out of ideas.
|
|
|
|
One day, while they were in the shallows, Susie began trying to arouse him
|
|
again. Dan pulled back, and stopped rubbing her body. She looked at him,
|
|
curiously, and wriggled towards him again, and again Dan pulled back.
|
|
|
|
"Beeeeeeee?" asked Susie. She didn't seem to understand.
|
|
|
|
Dan thought hard, and was silent for several minutes. He wasn't sure if he
|
|
was ready for this again. Even though he'd convinced himself that it was
|
|
merely an act of love, somehow it still didn't seem right.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, I don't know if you can understand this, but I'm not ready yet."
|
|
|
|
She looked at him, and the question in her eyes dissolved. She moved her
|
|
flipper lightly up the side of his chest, and then drew it away from his
|
|
body. She then moved back so that she was laying nearly face-to-face with
|
|
him again, and looked him close up in the eye. From a slight distance she
|
|
could look straight at him, but close up she had to use only one eye to
|
|
look at him, and she did so now. Dan had realized that whether she used one
|
|
eye or two, she was still looking with the same intensity, still trying to
|
|
convey to him what she was feeling in her mind and in her heart.
|
|
|
|
Somehow, looking into her eye, he realized that she understood, and
|
|
accepted him. He thought that she was telling him that she would wait as
|
|
long as it took for him to be ready. Dan laughed and hugged her, rolling
|
|
her over in the shallow water.
|
|
|
|
She squealed with happy surprise, and started to rub herself against him,
|
|
but he drew away.
|
|
|
|
"No, Susie, I'm not ready."
|
|
|
|
She stopped, and uttered a lower falling tone whistle, and a few clicks.
|
|
She sounded very disappointed.
|
|
|
|
"I'm sorry, Susie. I have to be ready for this. I wasn't ready last time."
|
|
|
|
He got off her, and helped her roll upright again. Then he did not touch
|
|
her.
|
|
|
|
"Brr-eee?" asked Susie, quietly.
|
|
|
|
Dan turned to her, wishing he knew exactly how to tell her why he wasn't
|
|
ready, wishing he knew himself. The language Susie understood best was the
|
|
language of his touch, and his caresses. Body contact was important to her,
|
|
and he could understand how such a custom might lead to frequent sexual
|
|
acts. But he'd only really accepted the touching for now, he felt that he
|
|
couldn't go further yet... and accept it.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, yes, you know I love you." He ran his fingers lightly down her
|
|
back, away from the rough tissue of the shark bite, down to her flukes,
|
|
then back up to the top of her melon again. Then, on impulse, he started to
|
|
massage the muscles of her back and tail.
|
|
|
|
She seemed to love it, and she arched her back into his hands, as he rubbed
|
|
and massaged her. Her skin was soft, and her muscles were firm as he
|
|
stretched and squeezed them. Susie uttered a few warbling tones of
|
|
pleasure, and Dan smiled. He continued massaging her, slowly working his
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way down towards her flukes, and across her entire body. When he reached
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her flukes, he reached underneath and began to massage her underside. She
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rolled over a bit to make it easier for him.
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Dan hesitated a moment when she rolled over, then continued massaging,
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avoiding her vagina. He looked up at her face, and thought for a moment
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there was a playful gleam in her eye, one that said "Next time I'll get
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you!"
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Dan chuckled. "Maybe next time you will," he replied.
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The next few weeks were pretty routine. Susie didn't try to push herself on
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him anymore, she just lay next to him in the shallows and cuddled with him,
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like she usually did. Dan appreciated that she was so patient, and vowed
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silently to himself that he would make her happy one day soon.
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Dan gradually felt his acceptance of Susie, and his love for her, growing
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stronger and more certain. Her gentle and unconditional acceptance of him
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fed the flames of his love. Not once was she ever angry with him, and she
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was never away from him for more than a few hours. At the same time Dan
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began to subconsciously recognize more and more of Susie's gestures and
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movements, and he could almost always tell what was on her mind, or what
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she wanted to tell him. He still spoke to her, but he knew that she
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understood by his tone, his gestures, and his touch, far more than by the
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words he spoke. In much the same way, this was how he understood her.
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One night, Dan had a dream. He'd been on the island with Susie for five or
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six months, and it caught him off-guard, because he dreamt of Kathy. In the
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dream she was married to him, and they were cuddling on the couch in his
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living room. They began kissing heavily, and he removed her top. She was
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not wearing a bra, and her large breasts fell out, and he kissed and
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massaged them. He removed her pants, and kissed her while she removed his
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shirt and pants. Then he drew close to her, and wrapped his arms around
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her, holding her tight against his body as he kissed her. He lightly ran
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his hand down her back, and suddenly felt the rough tissue of Susie's
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healed shark bite. It didn't bother him in the dream, that Kathy had
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suddenly become Susie, and he continued kissing and rubbing her as he had
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been.
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Suddenly they were on the beach, and he was making love to her. Susie was
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uttering her half-squeal and half-moan of pleasure, and Dan could almost
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feel her skin against his.
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He felt that he'd finally crossed the boundary in his mind that had held
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him back for so long. Finally he felt he could accept her love in all it's
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forms... that it didn't matter if Susie was human or dolphin, because they
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loved each other.
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He woke up, erect and sweating. He knew now that he was ready to be a
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complete partner with Susie. But he would wait until later to show her, he
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didn't want lust to be his drive as much as his love. He closed his eyes
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again, ignoring the throbbing in his loins, and was soon asleep again.
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Naturally, he didn't sleep much longer before Susie's impatient chatter
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woke him up. He rubbed his eyes and sat up wearily.
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"I don't believe it, Susie. You let me sleep in today by what, ten, fifteen
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minutes?"
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"REEEE-oo!" replied Susie happily. Dan chuckled and went into the water.
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She swam up to him, and he hugged her tightly against his body. He gave her
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a quick kiss on the end of her beak. Susie backed off, and keeping her head
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above the water, spun around a few times, then fell into the water in a
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mock swoon. Instantly she was poking her head up again, looking at him for
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approval.
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"Eh-eh-eh-eh-eh!" she laughed.
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Dan chuckled, too. "Where did you learn that one?" he asked. Susie merely
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swam back up to him, and wrapped her flippers around his body in another
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embrace. Dan hugged her back.
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"So, Susie," he began. "You ready for breakfast now?"
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Later that night, Dan and Susie lay cuddling in the shallows again. Dan
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never tired of her soft, smooth skin against his, and it seemed that she
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never tired of his company, either. Dan remembered his dream, and the
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memory aroused him slightly. He began massaging Susie's body again. Susie
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sighed, happily, and relaxed, and Dan looked up at her face. She looked
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content and happy, and Dan wondered how best to communicate his intent.
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Slowly, he worked his hands down to her underside, and began massaging her
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stomach area. Susie rolled onto her side a bit to give him better access,
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and as he rubbed he looked down at her vaginal slit. He watched as the lips
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parted slightly, then closed while she waved her tail slowly in the warm
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water, and he felt himself becoming more aroused.
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He began to work his hands down towards it, slowly, massaging fully along
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the way. When he reached it, he began to massage the area around the slit,
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staying a few inches back at first, and gradually moving his fingers
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closer. Making small circles on her skin, he began to allow himself to
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brush past the lips, and slowly, to close in on them. Susie made a small,
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happy sounding squeak, and rolled over a little more. In the shallow water,
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her vagina was almost fully out of the water, and Dan slowly inserted a
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finger, and used his thumb to rub against her clitoris.
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Susie closed her eyes and opened her mouth in a silent sigh as Dan felt her
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vaginal muscles begin to pull and massage his finger, and he moved it
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around inside her, feeling her become more and more lubricated. The area
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around her slit took on a bright pinkish color, which spread slowly up her
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belly.
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He bent down towards her, and began kissing her skin above the slit,
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kissing his way down towards it. Lightly at first, he licked the outside of
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her pussy lips, tasting the salt from the water and the slight tang of her
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juices. He removed his finger and allowed his tongue to probe more deeply
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for a few moments, before finding her clitoris with it, and licking and
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sucking on it.
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Susie was writhing and squealing in pleasure at the treatment, and Dan
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placed his finger back inside her pussy, while continuing to tease her
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clitoris with his tongue. Suddenly Susie's body stiffened slightly, and Dan
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felt her orgasm, a long, powerful contraction of her vaginal muscles
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pulling hard at his finger.
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He backed off, and slowly removed his finger. Susie was looking at him with
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a combination of love and lust in her eyes, and he stood up and removed his
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well-worn jeans. He laid down again next to Susie, and looked her in the
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eye a moment before kissing her again. Again their tongues met, and Dan
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felt more aroused and in love than he could ever remember being. He reached
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down, and slowly guided himself into her.
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They both reacted with a gasp and a sigh as he entered her, and she began
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to work on him. The sensations were even more powerful and felt even better
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than before, as her pussy stroked, squeezed and sucked on his penis. He
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thrust, slowly, letting her muscles do most of the work.
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He wrapped his arms around her body, feeling the love flow between them as
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their souls themselves merged into one being. Susie turned a bit, and
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wrapped her flippers around him as best she could. She then moved her tail
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up between his legs, and wrapped her flukes around one of his feet.
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Dan felt enveloped in love and warmth, and he let himself go, coming deep
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inside of her. Before he was done he felt her stiffen and contract more
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forcefully again, and they rested together. Dan left his penis inside of
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her as long as he could, but, finally, he lost his erection and rolled
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back, allowing Susie to pull herself upright again. She made her way over
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to him, before he had time to sit up and face her, and he stroked her face
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in his hands, gazing deeply into her eyes.
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"I love you, Susie. I'm going to stay with you forever."
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For once, Susie was quiet, apparently content to be held and pet.
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Days passed, and Dan and Susie were closer than they had ever been. Dan had
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found perfect happiness and all the love he had ever wanted with Susie, and
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he felt that she loved him just as much as he loved her. They spent all
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|
their time together, playing games, sharing quiet moments, and making love.
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|
Making love didn't bother Dan anymore, though Susie could be a demanding
|
|
partner on occasion. But Dan didn't mind, he loved her so much he was
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|
willing to show her any way he could.
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Occasionally Susie would bring him things she had found, too. She seemed to
|
|
recognize that they had come from the human world. Over time, Dan collected
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a large number of items, including a portable radio (not working, Dan
|
|
didn't know if it was just the battery or if the water had destroyed it),
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|
several sets of swim fins, a snorkle, three masks, two watches, a couple
|
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more lighters, a jacknife, and even a few pieces of jewelery. He often used
|
|
the fins while playing with Susie, but was uncomfortable with the snorkle
|
|
and found the masks awkward. The knife proved very useful for cleaning fish
|
|
and cutting spears.
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Over time, Dan also got better at making things out of the plants that
|
|
populated the island, and spent many evenings building a net out of twisted
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|
vines, to help him catch fish more easily. He also diverted the flow of the
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|
fresh water, and dug a small pit high on the beach to hold the fresh water
|
|
before it ran into the sea. Life was good. Simple, fun, and full of love.
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|
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|
One day he and Susie had abandonded their fishing to play tag. Dan found
|
|
that Susie was far more maneuverable and quick in the water than he was,
|
|
and as such, he was almost always 'it'. But she stayed in a fairly small
|
|
area to make it easier for him. It no longer amazed him how quickly she
|
|
could pick up on new games. He was used to it, and expected it.
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|
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|
Suddenly, she stopped, and faced away from the beach.
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|
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"Susie, what is it?" ased Dan. She swam out a few feet, where the water
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|
dropped deeper, and Dan saw her drop her tail and point her flukes out in
|
|
the direction she was facing. She was making the creaking noise, that Dan
|
|
knew meant she was examining something.
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|
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|
He looked, but saw nothing above or below the surface. He swam out to her.
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|
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|
Susie turned quickly towards him, and uttered a single high-pitched
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|
whistle. She began pushing him, butting lightly against his chest.
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|
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|
"What is it?" he asked again, urgently. Susie stopped, suddenly, and
|
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chattered at him, even more quickly than usual. Dan saw a look of fear in
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|
her eyes, and a plead that he hurry.
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|
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Slightly shaken, Dan turned for the beach and began to swim. Susie came up
|
|
behind him and started pushing on his rear. It was only a short distance to
|
|
the shore, and with Susie's help he was on it in seconds.
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|
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|
"Susie? ..." Dan stopped when he stood up and looked at the water. Susie
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|
turned too. In the distance Dan saw three triangular dorsal fins slashing
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|
through the surface of the water, heading roughly towards them.
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"Sharks!" cried Dan in recognition. Panicked, he ran back to Susie and
|
|
leapt on her.
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|
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|
"Come on," he cried, tugging at her. "We have to get you out of the
|
|
water!"
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|
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|
Susie struggled against him, whistling and chattering. She was too heavy
|
|
for Dan to lift, and he grabbed her flukes and tried dragging her. All he
|
|
could think was to get her onto the beach where she would be safe.
|
|
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|
The sharks had apparently detected the struggle, and had turned slightly to
|
|
be bearing directly towards them. They were fairly close when Susie
|
|
suddenly took action. She flicked her tail, causing Dan to lose his grip
|
|
and fall backwards into the water. With a quick turn, she charged hard at
|
|
Dan, and struck him. He was knocked back several feet, and landed at the
|
|
edge of the water. The wind knocked out of him, he lay there trying
|
|
desperately to catch his breath, as he watched.
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|
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|
Susie then tried to flee into the ocean, but the sharks were already upon
|
|
her, and were circling. Susie turned this way and that, but was unable to
|
|
find an opening. Every so often the sharks darted in towards her, and she
|
|
snapped at them, driving them back.
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|
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|
Suddenly she charged at one, and struck it in the gills with her beak.
|
|
Blood flowed, and the shark swam wobbily off a bit. Susie charged and
|
|
struck again, and the shark began to sink, leaving two. The two remaining
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|
sharks quickened their motions, and, excited by the blood, grew more daring
|
|
in their attacks.
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|
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|
Susie's movements also became quicker, and more agitated, as the sharks
|
|
still blocked her every escape attempt. She charged again, and a second
|
|
shark sank, oozing blood from it's broken gills.
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|
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|
The last shark took advantage of Susie's turning away from him, and
|
|
attacked as Susie backed off from her charge. It bit down solidly on her
|
|
flukes, and Susie screamed a loud, rising whistle. The shark shook
|
|
violently, tearing the fins, but released her, finding no meat there.
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|
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|
She tried to manuever for another charge, but the pain and the physical
|
|
damage to her tail was making it difficult. Dan saw that he had to help.
|
|
Panting, still trying to get his breath back, he grabbed his fishing spear
|
|
off the beach, where he had tossed it to play, and leapt into the water.
|
|
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|
The shark, sensing a victory, charged again, and latched onto Susie's lower
|
|
flank with it's huge jaws. Susie screamed again, with a loud rising then
|
|
falling whistle of pain. The shark held on tightly as Susie shook hard,
|
|
trying to free herself from it's grip.
|
|
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|
Dan reached them quickly, and threw his entire body into driving the spear
|
|
into the shark's body. He struck, and the shark released it's hold, and
|
|
began thrashing violently. It's teeth slashed Dan's chest and arms, and he
|
|
began to bleed, but he held on. Soon the shark's thrashing slowed, then
|
|
ceased. Dan sighed, panting, and looked around. The water was cloudy with
|
|
blood, and he couldn't see Susie.
|
|
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|
"Susie?" he called, splashing the water. She surfaced, weakly, near him,
|
|
then almost immediately began to sink again. Dan ran over and grabbed her,
|
|
trying to hold her up. She whistled her pain cry again, and Dan looked at
|
|
her side. A large chunk of her flesh had been torn off, and she was
|
|
bleeding badly. Through the water it was hard to tell, but Dan feared it
|
|
was even worse than first glance.
|
|
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|
"Susie! Susie!" he cried, hugging her. "I'm so sorry! This is my fault.. I
|
|
should have left the water when you told me to! I should have trusted you!"
|
|
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|
Susie whistled weakly. Dan moved back, and tried to get a better position
|
|
to hold her at the surface.
|
|
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|
"Come on," he said. "We have to get back to the cave. We'll be safe
|
|
there."
|
|
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|
They finally got back into the cave. Dan found all the way that he had to
|
|
help Susie stay near the surface, and she seemed to be in a great deal of
|
|
pain. He felt extremely guilty, feeling that it was his fault she was hurt.
|
|
He was also very afraid that she was going to die.
|
|
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|
He led her over to the shallow water, and then faced her. Her eyes were
|
|
cloudy with pain, and yet, he saw a spark of love in them, too. He smiled
|
|
for a moment, then he ran his eyes down her body and saw the blood.
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|
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|
"Rest for a moment, Susie. I have to block the entrance, so that more
|
|
sharks can't get in here."
|
|
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|
He took the net he had made, and strung it as best he could across the
|
|
mouth of the cave, catching it on rocks on either side. When he was
|
|
satisfied that it would stay, he swam quickly back to Susie, laying half in
|
|
and half out of the water. She was laying very still.
|
|
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|
"Susie!" he yelled, frightened.
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|
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|
She moved slightly, and opened her eyes to look at him. He saw pain, and a
|
|
plead for help. The water around her was already red with her blood, and
|
|
Dan felt very sick with fear. The wound was very bad, and quite large, and
|
|
Susie was having a hard time keeping her eyes open.
|
|
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|
Dan looked wildly around the beach, and spied the remains of his shirt,
|
|
still slightly stained from the spear, despite his efforts to clean it. He
|
|
ran for it, and washed it off in the spring. He then grabbed a few extra
|
|
vines, and ran back to Susie.
|
|
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|
She whistled weakly in pain as he spread the shirt over her wound, and
|
|
began tying it on tightly with the vines.
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|
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|
"Susie, Susie," he kept repeating. "Please be all right. PLEASE! I need
|
|
you! I'm sorry!"
|
|
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|
She moaned slightly, and opened her eyes. She raised her head, giving him
|
|
the 'I need attention' pose, only much more slowly and weakly than usual.
|
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|
"I have to finish tying this, Susie! Please!"
|
|
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|
"err--oo," she replied, very quietly. Again she raised her head, pleading
|
|
with him with her eyes.
|
|
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|
Dan shook his head, fighting the tears and the anger.
|
|
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|
"No," he cried, "no! Susie, no! You're going to be all right!"
|
|
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|
She looked at him again, and her eyes were very sad. The cloudiness of her
|
|
pain was in the background, and Dan could see right into her soul.
|
|
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|
"Brr-eee," she sounded, weakly. 'You love me,' read Dan. A statement, this
|
|
time, and not a question.
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|
"Err...err-ooo," she finished. 'I love you.'
|
|
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|
In his heart, Dan knew she was dying. He could see that she knew as well.
|
|
She was telling him goodbye. His pain surfaced with surprising force, and
|
|
he wrapped his arms around her, laying over her. Tears poured from his
|
|
eyes, and he called her name over and over.
|
|
|
|
"Susie, no!" he sobbed. "Please don't leave me! Susie!"
|
|
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|
Susie watched him, sadness in her eyes. He felt closer to her than he ever
|
|
had, and he heard her thoughts as if they were his own.
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|
'I'm sorry, my time is done. Thank you for being here. Thank you for being
|
|
my mate. I loved you, always remember that. I will always be with you, in
|
|
your heart.'
|
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|
Susie closed her eyes one last time. She shuddered slightly, and then
|
|
exhaled one final sigh. Her flukes stopped moving, and she was gone.
|
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|
Dan's sobbing began again, with new force, and he lay with her for a long
|
|
time, holding her, and sobbing at his loss.
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|
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|
Dan buried Susie on the opposite beach from the attack, far from the
|
|
sharks. In another way it felt like the best place, because Dan and Susie
|
|
had spent evenings here, watching the sun set. Dan hadn't been sure, at the
|
|
time, if Susie appreciated the sunsets the way he had. Now, however, he was
|
|
sure that she had, if only because it was important to him.
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|
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|
It took him a long time, and he cried a lot. But he was eventually
|
|
finished. No more would he hear her happy chirp, nor feel the soft warmth
|
|
of her caress. He looked up into the sky, tears streaming down his face,
|
|
and prayed that she was in a good place.
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|
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|
He looked a long time for a suitable marker, and finally found a large,
|
|
flat rock. He struggled to drag it over to the grave, but finally got it
|
|
there. Using the knife, he chipped an inscription.
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"Susie - My love, I will remember."
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|
He stood by the grave, head down, and cried some more.
|
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|
He spent the next few days sitting on the top of the cliff, over his cave,
|
|
staring out at the sea. Several times, well off in the distance, he noticed
|
|
boats speeding around. But he did not care.
|
|
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|
Once, he saw a pod of dolphins swimming past the island, a mile or two out.
|
|
He watched them, but they did not come towards the island, and he was
|
|
saddened.
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|
During this time, Dan did not eat, and he drank very little. His health was
|
|
getting poor, but he did not notice, or care to notice. All he cared was
|
|
that Susie was gone.
|
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|
One day he heard an odd chopping noise above the island, and he looked up,
|
|
weakly. He watched with amazement as a helicopter approached the island,
|
|
and stopped over the beach, lowering itself behind the trees so that Dan
|
|
could not see what was happening.
|
|
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|
He realized with a start that it was the beach where he had buried Susie,
|
|
and he got up, and began a weak, stumbling run towards it, to see what was
|
|
happening.
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|
He reached the beach to see the helicopter floating on the quiet sea, on
|
|
pontoons, and two men standing in the sand. One was just standing up in
|
|
front of the marker when the other noticed Dan, and pointed at him. They
|
|
were both wearing t-shirts and new blue-jeans, and the first one was
|
|
wearing a cap. The second wore no hat, but had neatly trimmed dark hair.
|
|
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|
The man with the cap looked over, and saw Dan as he stepped out onto the
|
|
beach. He was long unshaven, and wearing only his badly worn and faded
|
|
jeans. He was also rather thin and pale from lack of eating over the last
|
|
few days.
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|
"Good lord!" called the man. He ran up to Dan. "Are you alright?"
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|
Dan blinked in confusion. "Wh.. what are you doing here?" he asked. His
|
|
voice was dry from lack of food and water.
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|
"We were flying around, out by the mainland there," the man pointed out
|
|
over the water, "and my partner was looking around with his binoculars."
|
|
The man with the dark hair held up a pair of binoculars. "He saw a couple
|
|
of flashes of light from here, and we came to check it out."
|
|
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|
He handed a knife to Dan. It was the one he had used to carve the grave
|
|
marker. "Found this in the sand. Lucky for you we came, I guess!"
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|
He grew serious for a moment. "But, I'm... sorry about your wife."
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"My wife?" asked Dan, absently taking the knife.
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"'Susie'," replied the man, pointing at the marker.
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"Susie," repeated Dan slowly, turning his head downward and squeezing his
|
|
eyes to shut off the tears that were starting to flow already.
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|
"Poor guy," muttered the man with the dark hair. "Least we can do is take
|
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him back to the mainland."
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"Yup," replied the man in the cap. "Hey, buddy," he said to Dan. "Come on,
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it'll be all right. Get in the helicopter, and we'll take you home."
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Dan obediantly waded into the water, and the man with the dark hair helped
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him into the helicopter, seating him in the back. The other two men climbed
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into the front seats, and closed the door.
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They began to warm up the engine, and the machine began to make it's
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chopping sounds. The man with the cap turned back.
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"What's your name, buddy?" he asked.
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Dan paused, thinking slowly, weakly. His thoughts were still muddled with
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the pain of his loss.
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"My.. name," he replied. It came to him, slowly. "Dan," he stated.
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The helicopter lifted off the water, and began to fly across it.
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"Well, Dan," said the man with the cap, "my name is Doug, and that there is
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Steve."
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"How long were you on that island?" asked Steve.
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"I.. don't know," replied Dan.
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"Well, don't you worry," Doug told him. "We're going to have you back in
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civilization in no time!"
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Civilization. The word struck a chord in Dan's mind. It echoed in his head,
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looking for a place to seat itself, where it's meaning would finally be
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recognized.
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Finally, it found a place. Civilization. War. Suffering. Violence. Crime.
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Civilization. Guilt. Blame. Threats. Punishment. Civilization. Hatred.
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Greed. Loneliness.
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Dan looked up, suddenly. "NO!" he yelled. Doug and Steve looked back at
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him, startled, as he jumped up and grabbed the door handle. Dan could not
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go back to a life without love. He would not go back to a world more
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interested in making money than having love. He would take his chances in
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the ocean, where, when love happens, it's not crushed in pursuit of the
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perfect ideal or greatest profit. He opened the door, and jumped.
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