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DIARY OF A LOVING FATHER
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PART 1 of 3 PARTS
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I decided to start this diary in the event that a landing party
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arrives and we have met our demises before they arrive. I wish
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for them to have some sort of record of our lives on this island.
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Naturally, I pray that we can survive long enough to see our
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rescue. There is no reason we can't survive, unless we become
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sick and cannot treat ourselves.
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My name is John Hanson. I am 33 years old. I am from Boston,
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and had lived there all of my life. I was married at age 19 to a
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lovely woman named Amanda Flowers, who was 16 at the time. She
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became pregnant 2 years later for our beautiful daughter, Betsy
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Sue. After I graduated from college, I got into engineering, and
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made a comfortable living for my family for 10 years. This diary
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will begin just prior to the accident and continue as long as I
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am able to write.
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Amanda and I decided to take Betsy on a cruise. We had never
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been on a cruise ourselves, so it was a special treat for all of
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us. We decided to take a ship to Jamaica. We were really
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excited about it. We planned for months. Then, the time came
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and we boarded the huge ship, just the three of us. There were
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many other people going on the cruise, and it looked like the
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'Love Boat' when we set sail.
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The first night was wonderful, Amanda and I watched the stars
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from the deck until 2:00am, when we went to our cabin and made
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love until almost 5:00am. She was so turned on that I thought
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she'd never stop making me hard and attacking my cock. It was
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just like right after I had taken her virginity when she was 15.
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Each time I would fill her pussy with my thick semen, she would
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go down and lick and suck me until I was raging hard again, then
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she'd mount me once more until another explosion softened me. I
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cannot count the number of times I came that night. I only know
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that my cock was sore the next morning.
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The next day on board was very calm. We were both trying to
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catnap during the mid-day. Betsy was bothersome in the fact that
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she wanted to go and do everything, but she wanted us with her.
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If only the child knew what her parents had been doing until
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dawn! Betsy was now 13 years old. She was small and petite,
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like her mother, long blonde hair, deep blue eyes, and her body
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was just beginning to mature. She had nicely shaped breasts for
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a child of her age. They weren't merely pointed buds, but full
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breasts. Many people commented that she looked like she was 16
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or 17. I think it was due to her large breasts. My wife had
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often told me that Betsy was to be a breath-taking young woman.
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From looking at her mother, I knew that to be true.
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We played shuffle-board, and swam a good deal that day. We dined
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and danced that evening. Betsy had a young boy of 15 chasing
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her, trying to get her to dance with him. Finally, I encouraged
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her to give the guy a chance. But, while we were on the dance
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floor during that dance, the ship shook violently. Betsy fell to
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the floor, and I almost tripped over several other people who had
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also fallen. The ship rocked 3 more times, and people began to
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scream and run for the exits. I quickly grabbed my daughter and
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wife, and ushered them out of the room. The ship continued
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rocking as we ventured toward our cabins.
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Suddenly, the loudspeaker began an announcement. It was the
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captain.
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"Attention: This is the captain. Please be calm. We've had an
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explosion in the engine room, but everything is under control.
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Please remain calm. The crew has been ordered to assist all
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passengers to the life boats. You are to board a life boat and
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wait instructions. We hope to have the situation under control
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soon. Please--"
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The intercom cut off as another loud explosion shook the ship.
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People screamed all around us, and tried to trample us in
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desperation to get to the life boats.
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I heard a crew member talking. "The bridge is on fire!" He was
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panicked. Another crew member tried to calm him. "Ray, easy.
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We have a job to do, let's get these people to safety, then we
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can be scared." That seemed to calm the nervous crew member.
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The two crew members eased us to the nearest life boat and we
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began to board. Ten of us fit in one life boat. The two crew
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members moved to the next boat and began shuffling people on it.
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Several people tried to climb aboard our boat even though we
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already had 10 people. The crew were successful in stopping
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them.
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An explosion rocked the ship again. This time, we saw fire, and
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it was spreading rapidly.
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"We've got to launch these damn things before the ship blows,
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Ray! Help me!"
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The boat we were in released from the ship and we went to the
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sea. Some people weren't ready for the sudden plunge. They
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hadn't been strapped in and did not have a hold on the raft.
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They fell from the raft. They screamed as they fell. They hit
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the water before we did. We were able to pull one person back
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in. But 4 others were gone. There was no sight of them. We
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were down to 6 people in our raft which included my wife, child
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and myself.
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One old man grumbled. "This is ridiculous! We should have a
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crew member aboard to guide this thing." I kept silent. Two
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women held hands and cried. I had learned that they were
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sisters.
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As we were several thousand feet from the ship and drifting, we
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witnessed a huge fiery explosion as the ship finally went down.
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There were screams all around us. People on other life rafts.
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Someone screamed: "Sharks! Sharks!" The women tensed. We heard
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people screaming in agony all around us. Splashes as people fell
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in the water and fought for their lives. We heard the sound of
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life rafts deflating, and the screams of men and women as they
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sank to their deaths.
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The old man panicked. "We're gonna die! We've got to do
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something!" He began to stand up, and almost capsized the raft.
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I tried to get him to sit back down, but as I reached for him, he
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fell overboard. The women screamed.
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"I can't swim! Help me! I can't swim!" He screamed.
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I scrambled to row the boat to his location to try to pull him
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in, but before I could get in position, he was gone. We searched
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the water for almost 30 minutes with no luck. We were down to 5.
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Me, and four women. All of the women were crying now, including
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my daughter. Betsy clung to me desperately. "Please, daddy,
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don't let us die!" Amanda was also crying, but she tried her
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best to calm our daughter.
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We sailed for several hours that night. The screams and cries of
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others on other rafts and in the water died down, and now there
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was total silence except for the waves, which were mild.
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The women cried themselves to sleep, and I decided to stay awake
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to watch for trouble. Amanda whispered to me to waken her when I
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could not stay awake any longer, and she'd take over the watch.
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I agreed.
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While they were sleeping, I counted our supplies. We were
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fortunate enough to have accumulated some things prior to leaving
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the ship. We had ten blankets which were standard issue for a
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life boat. Amanda had surrendered three candy bars, 2 packages
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of crackers, and some bandages which she had in her purse. The
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other women also contributed some crackers which they had stashed
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in their own purses. It's amazing what women will store in their
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purses. So, we had very little food. We had blankets to keep us
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warm at night, and to help with exposure to sun. Betsy and I
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were going to need the blankets due to our light skin. While
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Amanda was blonde also, she didn't have light skin problems that
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Betsy and I had. The other women were dark skinned, so I knew we
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would not have much problem with them.
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I managed to stay awake all night, and was able to view sunrise
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without falling asleep. Amanda was the first to awaken and she
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told me to get some rest, which I did.
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I woke a few hours later to a female crying pitifully. I looked
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around and saw one of the sisters holding the other to her chest
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and crying. Amanda whispered in my ear.
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"Alissa is dead. I don't know how, but when Alonda woke up, she
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tried to wake Alissa up, and couldn't. I tried to find a
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heartbeat, and couldn't. There's nothing we can do, John."
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We were down to 4.
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Betsy was clearly shaken by all of this. Amanda continued
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whispering.
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"I'm worried about Betsy, John. She might crack. This is too
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much for her." I nodded my head.
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Several hours later, I realized that we needed to do something
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about Alissa. Alonda still held her dead sister, but was now
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just blabbing incoherently. But, Alissa's corpse was starting to
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draw buzzards overhead.
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"Amanda, we need to put her body in the water before it begins to
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decompose even more." She agreed, and began to approach Alonda.
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Alonda had heard us, and stopped blabbing. She looked my wife
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straight in the eye.
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"You are NOT going to touch my sister, bitch!"
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"Alonda, Alissa is gone now. That is not Alissa. The body is
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endangering our lives. We must put it overboard."
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"MY SISTER IS NOT DEAD, DAMN YOU!" She abruptly got to her feet,
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and rocked the life boat. Amanda and Alonda fell in the water.
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Betsy screamed.
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"Mom! Mom!" Betsy panicked and tried to go over for her, but I
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grabbed her and stopped her. She looked at me with fear in her
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eyes. "Help her, daddy! Don't let her die!"
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I reached for my wife, and she grabbed my hand. Alonda was gone
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by now. Amanda began to pull herself to me. Then, all of a
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sudden, Amanda looked at me in horror, and grunted. I was
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confused. What was going on?
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The water turned red. "I love you, John!" She released her
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grip, and fell in the water. The water bubbled and got even more
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blood red as a shark devoured my wife's body.
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I grabbed Betsy and laid her down on the floor of the raft, and
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held her close. She was whimpering. I held her for hours as we
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both cried over our loss. We were the only two left aboard. We
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both knew that we would die.
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We slept most of the day and all night. Betsy was unresponsive.
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Her brain had finally shut down in shock. I held her close and
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sang to her all night.
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I awoke the next morning to blinding sunlight. There was a loud
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knocking noise close to my ear. I looked over the side of the
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raft and froze.
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The raft was knocking against rocks. We had landed on an island.
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I quickly awoke my daughter, who would not speak, but was
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somewhat responsive. At least she opened her eyes. I got her
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to climb out of the raft, and we stepped onto sand. We were on a
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beach. I thought to myself: "Great! This is probably a
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populated resort area. We can probably call the coast guard from
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some condo on this beach."
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I surveyed the beach, but saw no structures in sight. Only
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rocks, hills, and sand. There was a lot of vegetation. Birds
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overhead, sea gulls. No other people in sight. That's strange,
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I thought. A beautiful day like this and no one swimming or
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fishing. That doesn't make sense.
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I had Betsy help me drag the raft onto the beach. We both fell
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in the water several times in our effort. We were both soaked by
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the time we got it on land. For the first time, I noticed my
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daughter's mature breasts through her braless shirt. Her nipples
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were sticking up, and were hard through the wet material. My
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cock twitched, and I admonished myself for being so perverted.
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The first priority was to find civilization. I had no idea which
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way to go. All sides of the beach looked the same. I saw a
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clearing in the woods, and decided that civilization might be in
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that direction. We walked a couple of hours, and came to thick
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vegetation which was impassable. I decided to stop there until I
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could get my bearings. Betsy was still very quiet but alert.
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She clung to me still.
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We had brought the remaining 7 blankets that were aboard the
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raft, and used 2 of them to make a tent. That's where we slept
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that night. It was peaceful that night. I had my pretty 13-year
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old daughter wrapped close around my body for warmth, and I
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listened to her breathing as she slept. I heard many animal
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cries in the night, but nothing came near our tent.
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We stayed in that spot for 3 nights. There were many banana
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trees, and we found coconuts and drank the milk. But, we needed
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fresh water, and so, on our fourth day, we set out in search for
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a natural spring. We also needed to wash up, and we were at
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least two hours walk from the beach. I marked the sleeping area
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with a torn piece of cloth from one of the blankets.
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Betsy still had not spoken. I was beginning to worry about her
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mental state.
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We found another clearing after about an hour of walking, and
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followed it for several hours until we came to a waterfall. I
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dipped my hands in the water along the stream, and drank. It was
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fresh water. Betsy climbed into the stream, and began to bathe
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in her clothes.
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"Betsy, dear, if you'd like to take your clothes off and wash up,
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I'll go see if we can build a shelter here while you bathe. Sing
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me a song while you bathe so that I know you're all right."
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She looked at me in dismay. She began to softly sing "Jesus
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loves me". I asked her to do it louder and after some
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hesitation, she did. After I left, she went back to shore and
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removed her clothes before going back into the water to bathe.
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After a few minutes I found a low ledge on a stony hill. The
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ledge was about 10 feet from ground level. It covered a nice,
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big area where I could tell that no rain had fallen. It would be
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perfect for a sleeping area. Maybe later I could find something
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to make walls with to enclose the area, but this would do for
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now. I spread the blankets out. They would wear out in time,
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but hopefully, we would be rescued by then. Betsy continued
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singing "Jesus loves me" over and over again. She was a good
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girl. I loved her deeply. I needed to help her get over this
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and to go on with her life. I had been so busy trying to
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survive, that I had not had time to deal with my own fear and
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grief. But, now was not the time, either. I had to keep going
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for my daughter's sake.
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As I walked back to the stream, I had not expected Betsy to be
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through bathing yet. I walked right in front of her naked body.
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We both froze. I gazed at her sweet nude body. Even though I
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was her father, my loins went into action. I silently swore at
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myself for being such a dirty minded pervert. We must have
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looked at one another for several minutes before I cleared my
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throat and glanced away. I heard her put her clothes on as I was
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looking in another direction.
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"Okay, daddy. You can look now." Those were the first words she
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had spoken in 5 days.
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PART 2 of 3 PARTS
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It has been 114 days since we arrived on the island. I am
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keeping track of the days by notching a mark in a tree with my
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pocket knife.
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We still live under the ledge. I have built walls out of straw
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and bamboo. It keeps the cold winds out a night, and keeps us
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dry and warm.
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We have plenty of food to eat with little effort. I have not
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seen any dangerous animals on this island. We have been lucky.
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I made a slingshot, and have been able to kill squirrels with it
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for meat. I have also made a fishing rod out of bamboo, and we
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eat fish as well.
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We are still scared. but we are surviving. We have each other.
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Our clothes are wearing out. They have holes in them, and
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washing them by hand has been harder on the material. We will
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have to find something to make clothing from soon, or we will be
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nude.
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Betsy is handling the situation well now. She is back to her old
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self. We do not talk of her mother, though. But, we talk each
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day of being rescued and eating a large hamburger and french
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fries when we get back to the U.S.
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She has been through her grief for her mother. Mine began today.
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I have tears in my eyes as I write this entry. I miss my lovely
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wife. It is not merely sexual, either. I was deeply in love
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with that sweet woman, and I have lost her to a horrible death.
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The truth is finally dawning on me, now that we are out of
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danger. Up until now, I kept telling myself that Amanda would be
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waiting for us when we were rescued. I told myself that I had
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dreamed her violent death. It was nothing but a nightmare. But,
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I cannot lie to myself any longer. I must now grieve my loss.
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It has been 130 days since we were stranded here.
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I am almost over my grief now. Betsy realized what had happened
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to me, and has consoled me ever since my last entry. She has
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been a great comfort to me.
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I am finding it hard to see Betsy as my daughter. She looks so
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very much like Amanda that I keep visualizing her as the young
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Amanda I fell in love with. I keep wanting to reach out, touch
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her, kiss her and hold her close. But, I have to keep reminding
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myself that she is the product of my love for Amanda, and she is
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my child, not my lover. But, it is very difficult.
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Two days ago, Betsy's shirt ripped in her left breast. She had
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no bra on when the accident occurred. Her left breast was
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exposed. We were both very embarrassed, but I was turned on!
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Her breasts are too big to hide with her hand, so even though her
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nipple was hidden from my view, I still could see a good amount
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of her luscious tit. Luckily, I had stashed one of towels away
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for safe keeping. She draped the towel around her breasts, which
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took care of the problem.
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I no longer wear a shirt. It wore out several days ago. My
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underwear also wore out yesterday. I now wear only a pair of
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tight shorts. I still have my shoes, which is good since I need
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them to walk in the woods.
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Betsy and I still sleep together, holding one another. She needs
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my warmth and strength. I have to admit that I need her too.
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Six months have gone by. We now hold no hope of rescue, and are
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taking steps to prepare for a long stay on the island. I have
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had to move my day marks to another tree because I have almost
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killed the first one.
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Neither of us have any clothing now. We are totally nude. We
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attempted using leaves to cover ourselves, but Betsy only wore
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them two days before removing them. I asked her why she did so,
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and she looked at me with a very grown-up look and said that they
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were not needed because it was okay to see each other. We were
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family, she said. I could not discount her logic, and removed my
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leaves too.
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The only problem is when I become erect. She has seen me with an
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erection, and has given me puzzled looks. I am sure that my
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daughter is a virgin, and knows very little of sex. We never got
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around to telling her anything, and I don't think she's learned
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very much from others. I may have to talk with her very soon.
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My mind continues to be plagued with unhealthy thoughts of my
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daughter. I am a man. I have not seen another woman in six
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months. I have a very beautiful female running around butt-naked
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in front of me. I can't help but fantasize. No matter how much
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I criticize myself for my thoughts, I can't help but admit that
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they are normal for a man in my position. But, I must keep myself
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from acting out any of these fantasies.
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I have a skin problem on my leg. It's actually a rash. We found
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a plant that Betsy recognized from her studies and said that the
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fluid from the plant would help it heal. It feels much better
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after 2 days. She continues to apply the plant fluid. I am
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amazed by my little girl's intellect. I never knew she had such
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a great mind.
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We have had many talks at night. She told me that she secretly
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has been studying medicine. I was shocked. She had snuck her
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mother's medical books, and aided by her personal computer, she
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has learned many things. I never knew that Betsy had any
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interests other than the telephone and boys. She said she snuck
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around because she was afraid she'd get into trouble if we found
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out because she wasn't doing her regular homework when she should
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have. I laughed, kissed her on the nose and told her that she
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can read any medical book she wants to when we get back. That
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made her very happy. She told me that she wants to be a doctor.
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That makes me very proud.
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7 months, 12 days. I cannot avoid the need for a conversation
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with my teenage daughter concerning sex. Her looks are getting
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more and more inquiring when I can't help but get erections. She
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can whisper "Hi, Daddy!" to me in the morning, and my cock is
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hard. This is crazy. I'm becoming a sex fiend.
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Yesterday, I could take it no longer. I went down to the stream,
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and began to masturbate. Betsy was asleep, so I thought it'd be
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safe. It was the first time I had masturbated since I got
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married. I never needed to with Amanda around.
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Well, I fantasized about my sweet daughter while pumping on my
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massive erection. I soon shot a load that must have spurted 100
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feet. I heard a gasp from behind me. My brain was too numb from
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my relief to register it at first. About 5 seconds later, I
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turned my head to see my nude 13-year-old daughter with her hand
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over her mouth in shock. Her eyes were wide. When I looked at
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her in shame, she turned and ran.
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Neither of us spoke of the incident last night. She had been
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unusually quiet all day today. I will need to talk with her
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tonight about sex and explain to her why I did what I did. It's
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the only way.
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Betsy had been light skinned 7 months ago. She looks like a
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native now. She has dark skin, and is extremely healthy looking.
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She has not just laid down in defeat. She has helped me get
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food, and keep our shelter in shape. She also works out with
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exercises she learned in the U.S. She tries to get me to do her
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exercises, but they look silly to me. Her body is in really good
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shape. That's another thing that bothers me. My daughter is so
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damned sexy!
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++++++++++++++++++
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7 months, 13 days.
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We finally talked last night. I was surprised by my daughter's
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acceptance of our discussion. She confirmed my suspicion that
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she was a virgin and knew nothing of sex, but she was very open-
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minded. The following is a recollection of what we discussed:
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"Sweetheart, I think we need to talk about what happened
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yesterday at the stream." I looked at my little girl cautiously.
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I was expecting her to get up and run away, but she didn't. She
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looked right back at me and smiled innocently. I cleared my
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throat before continuing.
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"Do you know what I mean when I say that people make love
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sometimes?"
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She hesitated. "Well. Sort of. I mean, I know they kiss, and
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touch each other, and stuff."
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"Yes, that's right, honey. Why do you think they do all that?"
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"Because they like each other."
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"Well, yes, but it's mostly when they LOVE each other like
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husband and wife, like your mom and I loved each other. You see,
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when a man loves a woman, and she loves him, many wonderful
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feelings go through their minds and bodies. Especially their
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bodies. When they look at one another, they feel funny in their
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stomachs. They want to kiss and touch a lot." I paused and
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looked at my daughter severely. "And, do more than that." She
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looked at me questioningly.
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"Betsy, men and women have urges and desires. When they act on
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these urges and desires, it is called making love, or sex. It is
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only right to act out these urges when two people are married to
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one another. Do you understand?" She nodded her head.
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I tried to compose myself briefly before continuing.
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"Do you know what a penis is, Betsy?" She shook her head.
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"It's the human organ on a man that allows him to urinate. It is
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also a sexual organ. When a boy matures, he develops feelings in
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his penis. When he looks at a girl, he gets excited, he sweats,
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and blood begins to flow into his penis, which makes the penis
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hard. The penis will stick out from his body, like my penis did
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yesterday." Her eyes got large at mentioning yesterday's
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incident.
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"When a boy's penis is stimulated, it makes him feel good. After
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a while of being stimulated, the boy will release a liquid from
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his penis. It is not urine. It is called semen, or sperm. The
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boy feels very good right before the liquid comes out, and after
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the liquid is released, the blood leaves the boy's penis, and it
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becomes soft again. When the semen is placed into a girl's womb,
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she can become pregnant for a baby. Yesterday, you saw me when
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my semen was released from my penis."
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Betsy found her voice. "Why did you do that, daddy?"
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I hesitated. "Well, sweety, that's difficult to explain. It has
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been a long time since your mother and I have had sex. A man
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gets excited often, and needs some kind of sexual attention once
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in a while. I needed that attention yesterday, but your mom is
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gone, so I had to do something to make that release myself."
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"So, you pumped on your penis until it shot that white stuff, I
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mean, semen?"
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"Yes, honey. That's right."
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"Did it feel good, daddy?"
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I sighed. "Oh, yes, sweety, it felt VERY good."
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She looked at me with those innocent sweet eyes, then looked down
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to my crotch.
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"Why is it hard now, daddy? I thought you let it release
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yesterday?"
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I lost my voice momentarily. "Well, like I said, men get excited
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a lot."
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"Does it feel better when a girl touches it and makes you
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release?"
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I blushed sharply. "Yes, sweetheart. It feels much better when
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a girl helps me like that."
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"Oh." She looked satisfied at my answer.
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"Do you have any other questions? Are you still upset about
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yesterday?"
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"I think I understand now, daddy. No, I'm not upset anymore. I
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need to think about all of this. Can I ask you questions later?"
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"Oh, yes, babe. I'll do my best to answer any questions you
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have."
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She smiled, got up and walked back to our home. As she walked
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back, I stroked my raging cock as I watched my daughter's tight,
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firm nude ass wiggle as she walked.
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+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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8 months, 2 days.
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It is early morning. The sun has not yet come up. I am writing
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by bright moonlight. I was disturbed by a dream. I had seduced
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my daughter in the dream. I was eating her sweet blonde cunt as
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I awoke. I have just had to jack off into my blanket for relief.
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It is difficult not to fantasize about Betsy. I see her naked
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body all of the time. When she sits in front of me, her legs are
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naturally spread, and I can see her sweet pussy with no effort.
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I just want to reach out and kiss it.
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The frequency by which I am masturbating has increased to several
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times a day. I no longer care if Betsy sees me do it. I am a
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pervert, lusting after his own virgin daughter!
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I don't know how much more I can take before I seduce her.
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+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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9 months, 1 day.
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I am crazy. I can no longer control myself. I am thinking of
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walking into the forest and leaving to protect my daughter from
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my sexual urges.
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This morning, as I awoke, I broke down. I began kissing her
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deeply. To my surprise, she responded and kissed back. I lost
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it. I started kissing her naked tits, and sucking her nipples.
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She moaned softly as I did it, and did nothing to stop me. I
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can only think that she did not stop me for fear that she would
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get into trouble and that I would punish her. My oral assault on
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her upper body lasted about an hour. I cannot be sure, but I
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think I saw moisture in her pussy lips when she parted her legs.
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But, that's impossible. How can she be turned on by her own
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father? I finally forced myself to stop assaulting her when the
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pressure of her naked ass against my hard cock caused me to
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ejaculate all over her pretty ass. After I came, she got up,
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smiled at me and went to the stream to wash off. I could not
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face her the rest of the morning. I am deeply ashamed of my
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actions.
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This afternoon, while I went to wash at the stream, I caught my
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daughter rubbing her pussy with her hand. She looked me right
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straight in the eyes, then cried out as an orgasm hit her. When
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she closed her eyes, I turned and left. I immediately jacked off
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in some bushes. I did not know that Betsy was beginning to have
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sexual feelings. I am afraid that I have been a bad influence on
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her.
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++++++++++++++++++
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9 months, 6 days.
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My daughter has come to me with more questions about sex. After
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the discussion, I am convinced that I must be careful. It might
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be best to go away for a few days so that we can both cool down.
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"Daddy, did you like seeing me the other day?"
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I was shocked. I stuttered, and finally lost my voice before I
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could answer her.
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She smiled warmly. "That's okay. I liked it when you watched me
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play with myself. It helped me feel better. I like to watch you
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too, especially when you release." I couldn't believe my ears.
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I was still too shocked to speak.
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"Would it be wrong to touch each other and help each other
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release, daddy? After all, you don't have mom anymore. I can
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help you. I can do the things she used to do for you."
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My jaw broke off and fell to the ground.
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She smiled at me sweetly, leaned over and kissed me softly. I
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|
had no choice but to respond. We necked for about 10 minutes.
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Then, she began to rub my cock with her hand. I jerked up, and
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grabbed her hand and shoved it away. She looked disappointed and
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hurt.
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"Betsy! You're my daughter! I'm your Father!"
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She looked at me with her deep blue eyes, and I melted. "So?
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I'm a girl. You're a man. We need each other." Such adult
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concepts for such a young girl.
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I sputtered further, and fled into the woods. I stayed gone
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|
several hours. When I returned, she had dinner ready for us. We
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|
ate in silence.
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This was the first night we had slept separately. I could not
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|
trust myself not to abuse her sexually. She was deeply hurt when
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I would not sleep next to her. I couldn't help it. I did it
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because I love her so much.
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++++++++++++++++++++
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PART 3 of 3 PARTS
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++++++++++++++++++++
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9 month, 11 days.
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I have left camp. Betsy cried as I left her behind. I tried to
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|
explain the situation to her, but she honestly feels that there
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|
is nothing wrong with having sex with her own father. I can only
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|
say that this accident must have done more harm to the poor girl
|
|
that I originally suspected.
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|
It happened suddenly. While I was sleeping, Betsy began to lick
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and suck my cock. I dreamed that it was her doing it in my
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|
sleep, but I had no idea that it was real. I woke up when I
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|
heard her moan. Right after I had come in her mouth.
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|
I feel like dirt. I have tainted my own child. She had tasted
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|
my semen, and has swallowed it. I feel totally responsible for
|
|
her desperate act. My 13-year-old daughter lusts after me
|
|
because of what I have done. Masturbating constantly. It must
|
|
have some kind of effect on her to see her father lose control
|
|
like that.
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|
I am on my way to the beach where we landed in hopes of spotting
|
|
a ship to rescue us. Maybe the 8 hour trip will help me come to
|
|
my senses so that I can deal with Betsy calmly and help her to
|
|
see how it's wrong to have sex with me. God, I love that girl!
|
|
If she weren't my daughter, she'd be pregnant by now! I must
|
|
stop thinking like this!
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|
|
|
I have now reached the beach. There is nothing but sand, water
|
|
and rocks in sight. Even the life boat is still here. But, it
|
|
is no longer sea-worthy. Vultures have eaten holes in it. I do
|
|
not see any ship in sight. All may be lost.
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+++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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9 months, 13 days.
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|
|
After spending 2 days combing the beach with no food, and very
|
|
little water, I am ready to turn back for camp. I still have not
|
|
resolved the conflict with Betsy. Being away from her has only
|
|
made matters worse.
|
|
I am beginning to think that I am not mentally stable. I am
|
|
thinking of my daughter in terms of a desirable woman now. I
|
|
think of romancing her, even of marrying her. I must be crazy.
|
|
But, I know in my heart that I am truly in love with the girl. I
|
|
cannot go on without her. I miss her. I need her.
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|
|
These are no longer father-daughter feelings. But, those of a
|
|
love-sick young man after a girl. God help me.
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+++++++++++++++++
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9 months, 14 days.
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|
|
I am reunited with my daughter. She flew into my arms and would
|
|
not stop hugging and kissing me when she saw me emerge from the
|
|
forest. I am at home at last.
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|
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|
And, during my long walk back, I have decided to allow her to
|
|
satisfy me sexually, and to satisfy her as well. But, I will
|
|
keep her a virgin in the event that we are rescued. I do not
|
|
want to ruin her for any future husband she may have.
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|
This night was the best night we have had together since we
|
|
arrived. After dinner, I helped her clean up. While I sat, and
|
|
drank some home-made grape wine that I brewed by hand, she came
|
|
to me. She came into my lap, and began to caress my shoulders
|
|
and neck as she kissed my lips tenderly. I nuzzled her neck with
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my bearded mouth, and sucked tenderly on her soft skin. I moved
|
|
my mouth down to her chest and began kissing, licking and sucking
|
|
her luscious tits and hard nipples. She moaned loudly. I placed
|
|
my index finger in her wet slit and began to rub her clit. She
|
|
came in my lap twice before I took her in my arms and moved her
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|
to the bed.
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|
She spread her luscious thighs and exposed her pink cunt for me.
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|
I brushed the short blonde pubic hair aside and I moved my tongue
|
|
into position, and began licking her delicious pussy.
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|
After she had come about 4 more times, she begged to suck my
|
|
cock, so I got into a 69 position so that she could get to me.
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|
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|
She had only sucked cock just that one time, so she wasn't very
|
|
good at it yet, but her sweet mouth made me feel wonderful
|
|
regardless of her level of expertise at sucking cock. When she
|
|
was coming from her 6th orgasm, I shot my load into her mouth,
|
|
which she eagerly swallowed.
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|
We laid there savoring one another for about an hour afterward.
|
|
Then, we held each other close before falling asleep.
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+++++++++++++++++++++++
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|
10 months, 21 days.
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|
|
|
We have had over one month of bliss together. My little girl's
|
|
appetite for sex is surprising. We have done some sort of sexual
|
|
act each night. Some days, we do nothing but satisfy one
|
|
another. Betsy is still a virgin, though. That might change
|
|
soon. She has made a request of me.
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|
|
|
Her birthday is in 10 days. She has requested that I make total
|
|
love to her on her birthday, and that I take her virginity. She
|
|
will be 14 years old. Betsy is very serious about this. And,
|
|
shockingly, I am seriously considering granting her request.
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|
|
|
I am in love with my beautiful daughter. I want her to be my
|
|
wife. I want her to have my children. I can honestly say that I
|
|
love her more deeply than I did Amanda. That does not shock me
|
|
because it only makes sense. I have always loved Betsy. Now, my
|
|
love has grown for her as my lover instead of daughter. I still
|
|
have protective feelings for her, I am still proud to be her
|
|
father, but I also desire her body, mind and soul. I want to
|
|
spend the rest of my life by her side as her mate. I believe
|
|
that she feels the same way.
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|
+++++++++++++++++++++
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|
10 months, 24 days.
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|
|
We went to the beach today. Surprisingly, we spotted a ship. We
|
|
could have been rescued today. But, we looked one another in the
|
|
eyes, and made a silent vow. Then, we walked into the forest
|
|
where we went down on another for about 2 hours of fantastic
|
|
love. Betsy told me that she wants to have my baby, and that she
|
|
intends to spend her life with me and our children on our island
|
|
together. I agreed with her, and told her that she should be
|
|
married before I take her virginity and give her a child.
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|
+++++++++++++++++++++
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11 months.
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|
|
|
Today is Betsy's 14th birthday.
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|
|
|
Betsy Sue Hanson and John Randall Hanson joined one another in
|
|
matrimony today. We held a small ceremony on a hilltop. We said
|
|
our wedding vows to one another and shared our love. When we
|
|
returned to camp after the ceremony, we made love for the first
|
|
time.
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|
|
|
My 14 year old daughter-wife was simply beautiful when I took her
|
|
virginity. We enjoyed one another orally before she was wet
|
|
enough for me to plunge my big cock into her tight pussy. But,
|
|
after making her come 3 times with my mouth, I could not hold
|
|
back. I mounted her, and eased my cock into her. When I reached
|
|
her barrier, I plunged harder and broke the thin membrane which
|
|
separated our love. She cried out in pain and pleasure as I took
|
|
her virginity. After the initial pain, she relaxed, and was soon
|
|
coming multiple times before I emptied my load into her body.
|
|
She looked at me with bright eyes and announced: "I love you,
|
|
daddy! Now, I will have your baby!"
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|
+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++
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|
5 years, 2 months, 7 days.
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|
|
|
Life is good. Love is wonderful with my beautiful 18 year old
|
|
daughter-wife, and 4 year old daughter/grand-daughter. Betsy is
|
|
once again pregnant. I'm surprised we do not have more children.
|
|
We have not gone more than 2 nights without making love since we
|
|
started. Neither of us can get enough of the other.
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|
|
Betsy is worried about carrying on our family since we are the
|
|
only male and female on the island. She has made me promise to
|
|
impregnate our daughter when she reaches 14, like I did Betsy.
|
|
This will keep our family alive. After spending 4 wonderful
|
|
years married to Betsy, I have no doubt that our daughter,
|
|
Beverly will feel the same way as Betsy did about loving her
|
|
father.
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|
|
|
We heard a helicopter today. We all ran into hiding before it
|
|
could see us.
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|
|
We no longer have any desire to return to civilization. We have
|
|
what we need here. We have each other.
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