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Archive-name: Changes/perfprog.txt
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Archive-author: Dafydd Cyhoeddwr
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Archive-title: Perfect Programmer
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I used to think programming was the neatest thing in the world. From the
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day I first saw a computer, in sixth grade at school, I knew I wanted to be a
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programmer. My dad got me a portable in 10th grade, and I took every computer
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course offered in high school - a total of four - and majored in it in
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college. I got a job with a small consulting firm right out of college, and I
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loved my work.
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Then, I got an offer from Uni-Tec that I couldn't refuse. Four times my
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salary, with relocation costs, a subsidized luxury apartment, and a company
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car. No one could have passed it up.
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But, Uni-Tec almost crushed my delight in programming. I was brought in as
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a Programmer IV (of seven regular grades), and everyone of V and below worked
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on the third floor in a room the size of a football field, divided up into U-
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shaped clusters of cubicles. My little cubbyhole was nothing more than three
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and a half walls, a desk, a CRT, and a shelf for references. Not even a phone!
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And, I never wrote a program the whole time I was on that floor. Pieces, yes.
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Subroutines. Functions. Code segments. But not whole programs from beginning
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to end. And I hated it, but I couldn't leave. Actually, I could have, but I
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loved my car and my apartment, and Uni-Tec was the highest paying company in
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the area and I loved my salary. So, I stayed.
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Six months after I arrived, I was promoted to V. Another good thing about
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Uni-Tec was that they promoted by ability alone, not when a slot opened up. On
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the same day, a new man arrived, assigned to the cubicle directly across the
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'corridor' from me.
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We became friends almost immediately. Kyle was a very likeable guy,
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ruggedly handsome with short, dark hair, grey-green eyes, a blade-sharp nose,
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firm chin, broad shoulders, trim waist and hips, and strong thighs and legs.
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He looked like a walking ad for a health club and/or a tanning salon. I kind
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of envied him that: although I wasn't ugly, or even just plain (a number of
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former girlfriends and most of the female programmers on the floor insisted
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that I was extremely cute), I had never had as nice a body as Kyle. I was rail
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thin, with strength that refused to show itself. I had a nice body, but Kyle
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had a perfect body.
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He had been hired away from an insurance company by much the same kind of
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deal that had drawn me, and almost a third of the other programmers here, into
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Uni-Tec. He got a car, and apartment, and a huge salary - Uni-Tec had as
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clients an auto firm and a real estate agency. He had been relocated, too, but
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he made friends swiftly and easily. I went almost everywhere with him, and had
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soon increased my own friend base by several powers (I normally made friends
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very slowly - Kyle was an exception).
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Being friends with Kyle helped make my job more fun. We were given space
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in and on the computer for personal use. Kyle and I began challenging each
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other to write games. Kyle was very imaginative, but I had an almost
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instinctive knack for compacting code. So, though Kyle could come up with
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great game ideas and innovations on old ones, I could make mine run faster and
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in less memory than he could. Between after-work with Kyle, and our games
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between official projects, I was happy with programming again.
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Six months more passed. Kyle made it to V very vast, and soon we were both
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climbing our way up the V sub-grades to VI and private offices at the same
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rate. Outside of work, we were the best of friends, rarely spending an evening
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apart. There were just so many things we enjoyed doing together!
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One day, Kyle came in late, looking very dejected. I said, "Hey, Kyle, are
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you okay?"
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He answered, "Not exactly, Kev. I got a note last night from the landlord.
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They pushed through a zoning ordinance, and my whole block is going to become
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a shopping mall. I've got to move. I talked to the bosses, but they can't do
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anything about it - nothing is available in my price range even with their
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subsidy. And, the owners are only giving me a week to get out."
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The solution was obvious to me. My apartment had a small spare bedroom.
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"No problem, buddy," I said. "Move in with me. The spare room is plenty big
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enough for sleeping, my pad has all the amenities of yours, and anything
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personal you want to have I'll make room for. There's this 'U-Store' place
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down the block - we can rent a couple of vaults in there to store our extra
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stuff. 'Kay?"
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Kyle just looked at me with a queer expression for half a minute. Then, he
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said, "Uh, hey Kevin, no, I - uh, I couldn't impose, man. No, no, I'll think
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of something else."
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"Don't be silly! It's no imposition at all. Look, we spend so much time
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together already and my place is plenty big enough for two. If you want, I'll
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take the small room. Come on, it'll be fun! And it will solve your problem.
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Come on, do it! Say yes!"
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Well, it was like pulling teeth, but I finally got Kyle to see the light
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and move in with me. We took the next day off and spent it moving him mostly
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in, and me a little out. The overflow of combining our apartments was put in
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two lockers in the 'U-Store' place. It took all of that day, and most of the
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rest of the week after work to get us both settled back in.
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Two months passed quickly. For the first week or so, Kyle acted very
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nervous around the apartment, but I attributed it to getting used to a new
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life style. We both had adjustments to make - I, for one, had to stop parading
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around in just my underwear. After those first few days, though, everything
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returned to normal - even better, really, because we were able to spend even
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more time together and we got to be even better friends.
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At the end of our second months as roommates, Kyle made it to VI. Our
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standings were still neck and neck, it was just that his neck was a little
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ahead of mine. He was moved from his cubicle to a private office upstairs, so
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I saw less of him at work, but that didn't matter much: we still spent most
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evenings together and we kept up our competitions on games, except now we
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worked on the same program, each putting our own little tricks into it and
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seeing whose innovations make it a better game.
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Another month passed, and one night Kyle came home from work with a very
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bad cold and a growing dissatisfaction with his new responsibilities. It
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seemed that being a VI was more designing the specifications for programs than
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actual coding - and he didn't even get to do the actual work on those programs
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he designed, as they were broken up into sections and given to the "kids" on
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the third floor to code.
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I could almost see Kyle's cold get worse as he sat and talked. Finally, I
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coaxed him to bed, agreeing with his complaints that I was sure were mostly
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outgrowths of his illness.
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Next day, I wend to work alone - Kyle's cold, flu really, had not gotten
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any better with one night's rest. He was told firmly to stay home, rest some
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more, and drink plenty of orange juice.
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Around 11 o'clock, I was called over to one of the phone stations. The man
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on the other end said, "Are you Mr Kevin Athen?" I said, "Yes."
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"My name is Nathan Dare. I initially tried to reach Mr Chase, but I
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understand he called in sick. So, as your name was also on the programs Mr
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Chase sent me, I thought I'd give you the news."
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"News?" I asked. "What programs?"
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"He didn't tell you? Oh. Well, I do hope it wasn't a secret or something.
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Hmm...
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"Anyway, Mr Chase sent me four programs designed by you and he together
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for publishing consideration. My consulting staff and I have reviewed them and
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we all love them. Very good work, both of you. As per our verbal agreement, we
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will pay $10,000 per program, with a 0.5% royalty for each of you on all net
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profits. We would also like to see any other programs you have written, and if
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you have any spare time we would like to discuss an arrangement for future
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products. When would you and Kyle be able to come in to sign the papers?"
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I made an appointment for late in the next week, just to be sure Kyle was
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over his flu. Then, I just had to go home to tell Kyle the good news! I was a
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little surprised he would sell our challenge games without telling me, but he
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had put my name on them with his, so he probably wanted to sunrise me with an
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out to the job we both rather hated, him even more than I it seemed. So, I
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took my lunch hour to go home, stopping at a 7-11 for a gallon of orange juice
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first.
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I went barging into our apartment shouting, "Kyle! Kyle! Great news!" I
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stormed into the entry hall, slamming the door behind me. I could hear the
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television, so I knew Kyle was probably convalescing on the couch. As I
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entered the living room, still yelling, I saw Kyle was asleep on the sofa. I
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yelled again, waking him up. He said, "Wha...what? Uh, Kevin...?" He stretched
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and groaned, and half fell off of the sofa. His robe fell open, and he wasn't
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wearing anything underneath. For the first time ever I saw Kyle naked.
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I've heard the term 'knees turned to jelly' thousands of times, but that
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was the first time I ever felt it happen to me. Luckily, I was in front of a
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chair because I literally collapsed. Fell backwards into it, utterly shocked
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by what had been revealed by Kyle's open robe.
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Because there, at the juncture of his hard and well muscled thighs,
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starkly revealed by a totally hairless crotch, was the vertical slit of a
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woman's genitals. Kyle had a cunt instead of a cock!
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I think I actually passed out. There was a short period of non-awareness
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while my mind accepted the sight I had seen and re-ordered my perceptions
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accordingly. My life changed radically from that one little revelation. Little
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things, slight hints, hidden clues to this reality all seemed larger than life
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in hindsight. 'I should have known!' I thought. Then, 'I don't care,' followed
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by 'I think I'm glad.' My friendship with Kyle twisted slightly into something
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else, something it was just one little bit short of until now. I was suddenly,
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totally in love with my roommate.
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The shock passed enough for me to open my eyes, and I found myself staring
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into Kyle's green-grey eyes. He - she? No, *he* - had refastened his robe and
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was kneeling by the char looking at me with evident concern. I stared at his
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face, and could find no trace at all of femininity there. Kyle was a perfect
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specimen of manhood, except for the fact that he *had* no manhood!
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"Kyle, was I...um, I wasn't seeing things, was I?" I asked weakly.
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He smiled wanly and stood up. I watched him move back to the sofa,
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searching for some trace of femaleness in him. But his arms and legs, which I
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had seen many times before, were still pure macho. The part of his chest
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revealed by the robe was flat and muscular. The robe was tight around his
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narrow waist, and (as ever), his hips weren't one inch wider than that waist.
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The only evidence of Kyle's true gender was what was (and/or wasn't) at his
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crotch.
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"If you mean 'am I really a girl,' you saw right. I am female where it
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counts." Kyle's voice, even, was a rich deep tenor, totally male.
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He began to explain himself and as I listened, I tried to evaluate the
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revelation I had sustained. I was really in love with Kyle and I tried to
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figure out why. Our friendship had always been very deep. Probably, there were
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snipes and gossips at work who speculated about our sexual preferences as we
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spent so much time together. But, I had never entertained the idea of becoming
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homosexual just to intensify the already intense relationship between Kyle and
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myself. I didn't dislike homosexuality, I just wasn't gay. Women were my
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sexual choice.
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But, now Kyle had been revealed as a woman, if only 'where it counted'.
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And the hidden need to push our relationship that last step into sexuality and
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completeness was revealed. I could only hope that Kyle did, or could come to,
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feel the same way because I was sure that he way my lifetime mate, my one-and-
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only.
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Kyle's story went: "I first realized that I didn't belong in the body I
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was born into in early high school, somewhere between the ages of 15 and 16. I
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had 'blossomed' into a curvaceous young woman, and I hated every second of the
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inflation of my breasts and hips. My mother insisted that it was just hormonal
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imbalances affecting my moods, but it never got better. I hated bras and
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pantyhose, though silky lingerie did feel very nice against my skin. In trying
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to get over my distaste, I began to sleep around, hoping to find an antidote
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to something to snap me out of it.
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"Sex was nice, but my body was still hateful. A close girlfriend
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introduced me to lesbian sex, which was also very nice. The lack of a cock was
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made up for by the feeling of a female body next to me. Strangely, the very
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aspects I hated in myself I enjoyed in a partner. But it didn't help my
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situation any.
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"I managed to get through high school hating myself. And, it was a trip to
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New York with my lesbian girlfriend that gave me my answer. In a dyke bar that
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Leslie took me to I saw all manner of strange-seeming women. Punk types,
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collared Ms, leather-clad Ss, men dressed as women hoping to pass, and the
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clincher: real bull dykes who did their best to look like men.
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"And that way my solution. I liked the way those dykes looked, but they
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didn't go far enough. They left traces of their gender since they were, after
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all, after lesbians. I wanted to go all the way. I had always admired men's
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bodies and had, upon occasion, wondered what I would be like with a hard,
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flat, muscled body. So that's what I set about getting.
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"It wasn't easy or cheap. My dad, who died when I was 12, left me a very
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large inheritance which I came into when I reached 18. I began as soon as I
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graduated high school. I never told my mother. When she got sick a year later,
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the process had not gone too far for me to return and be with her on her
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deathbed as Kathleen.
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"After that, I went ahead full steam. Male hormones counteracted the
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bodily configuration forced on me by birth. Massive but expert plastic surgery
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remade what the hormones couldn't, eliminating every trace of femininity
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except the ultimate. I had no desire to be a full male, so my 'equipment'
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remained original issue.
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"My self-restructuring all but wiped out my inheritance, leaving only
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enough money for the legalities required to change my name and identity to
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Kyle Chase, certified male, and the tuition to a junior college programming
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major. I was basically happy now, and my future was being provided for with
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the college courses. But, my social life bit the big one. The macho image I
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had worked so hard to get worked against me in the search for sexual partners:
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for a while, I had to scan the personals looking for open-minded bisexuals,
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but that got to be tiring so I stopped chasing sex and let it come to me. My
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last partner was the VP of the insurance company I left to come to Uni-Tec. I
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wasn't sorry to leave: Howard had grown to be a real bore.
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"So, here I am. Now that you know, how do you feel? Grossed out,
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disgusted, what?"
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I looked at Kyle slumped there, having poured his heart out and revealed
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such intimate details of his life, expecting the worst from his best friend in
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the world. His dejected expression made my heart ache, so instead of beating
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around the proverbial bush, I said, "Kyle, I'm pretty damn sure I'm in love
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with you."
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He looked over at me, and I could see his huge smile and beaming eyes. I
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could almost feel the warmth my confession generated in him, and perhaps even
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a little love returned, too.
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His next words confirmed what I saw and felt. "Are you serious, Kev?" he
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asked. "Imagine that. You know, I've been in love with you ever since we first
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met, but my rather odd physical makeup made me nervous about it. From our
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conversations, I was sure that my maleness would turn you off."
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"Um, I'm not sure just why or how I feel this way," I said, rising from
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the chair. "I'm still not in any way gay, as far as I know. But I think that I
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have always wanted to be in love with you." I sat down next to him on the
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sofa. "That's why we were always such good, close friends. And now that your
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little secret is out, my true feelings don't have to hide anymore.
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"It's strange how a little ingrained cultural taboo could so effectively
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mask what my subconscious knew all along. I. Love. You." And we kissed.
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The kiss was strange at first, but the love behind it served to get me
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over the awkwardness, remove my lingering inhibitions, and let us relax and
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enjoy. Soon, our tongues were sliding across strange teeth and gums as we
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'swapped spit'. Then, our hands began to move. I slipped my right hand into
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his robe and started to fondle his nipple while my other hand went around his
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neck and played in his hair.
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Kyle's hands just circled my torso and ran up and down my back. But, it
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was he who slowly pushed me back until he was lying on top of me on the sofa.
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His thigh was in my crotch, rubbing against my swelling boner. My hips began
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to squirm from the friction and the excitement of our kissing. I felt myself
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getting closer and closer to orgasm, but before it (and I) came, Kyle finally
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rolled off of me, stood up, and led me to my bedroom.
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He had let me keep the big room when he moved in (now I understood his
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reluctance to relocate here, but I sure was glad he had!). I had done it up
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very simply. One wall was a window with a fantastic view: Kyle adjusted the
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venetian blinds to block that view but still let in light. The carpet was deep
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ad soft and white, the walls were ivory around the minimalist paintings on the
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walls. The only furniture was the bed; its headboard was an excellent
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nightstand, and one of the two other doors in the room opened onto a dressing
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room as big as Kyle's bedroom that contained my clothes and dresser (the other
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door led to a bathroom larger than the dressing room).
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The door closed behind me and Kyle turned from the window. He had a very
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sexy smile on his face. He untied his sash and let his robe fall open,
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exposing his bare secret again. With a shrug, he tossed the robe off his
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shoulders.
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He looked glorious naked. He had a perfect male body that turned me on in
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a curious way. It seemed that he looked so wonderful because of the flat cleft
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plain between his legs. If there had been a cock there instead of a cunt I
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would have been totally turned off.
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"Your turn, Kev." Kyle looked like a weird transsexual god standing there
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haloed by sunlight, so bronze, muscled, and hairless from his neck down. It
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was amazing what hormones and expert plastic surgeons could do to remold a
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body.
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Responding to his suggestion, I began to undress. Tie, shirt, shoes and
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socks, belt, pants, and then, with a bit of hesitation, my jockey shorts. I
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tossed my clothes into a corner and stood up straight, as nude as my roommate.
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Kyle's eyes roved over my body with approval, especially when they came to
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rest at my crotch. Although the hair on my head was an utterly average brown,
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the hair at my crotch was a fine golden blond. My cock was fine (in my own
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humble opinion {and that of every lover I had ever had}), not as huge as a
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porn-star's, but adequate to every job it had ever been asked to do, and
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perfectly complimented by a perfect pair of naturally hairless balls. I was
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very proud of my genitals - they were the best part of my otherwise average-
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to-dull body. And at that moment, my cock was just a heartbeat or two from
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full, straining hardness. I could see that Kyle was appreciative.
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He said, "You're beautiful, Kev, absolutely beautiful. You don't know how
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hard it's been keeping myself from sneaking peeks at you in the shower,
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wondering what you were hiding in your shorts. But, the wait was worth it.
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"Sigh. Such a long time wasted. Well, it's time to stop wasting and start
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doing. Sit on the edge of the bed, Kev. I'll go first."
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I sat with my ass barely on the edge of the mattress and Kyle came over
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and knelt between my spread legs. The, he proceeded to suck my cock like it
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had never been sucked before. His mouth had to be the most talented oral
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cavity in the world! He even managed to take me all the way down his throat
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with almost no trouble at all.
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His hands were always in motion as well. As his mouth enclosed my cock in
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wetness and his tongue and teeth added to the sensations flashing across its
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skin, Kyle's hands stroked every other part of my body. Even though I wanted
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the session to last forever - who could wish to end a perfect blowjob? - it
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couldn't. Kyle was just too good, his mouth too talented. This also meant that
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he was able to help me hold off my orgasm, but not forever. Almost half an
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hour later, I finally came. The explosive relief was enough to make me pass
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out for the second time that day.
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When I woke up, I was stretched out on my bed and Kyle was lying next to
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me. He was idly fondling my cock, which had been cleaned and dried and was
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beginning to rise again.
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Kyle said, "Next time we'll let you take a turn 'eating at the "Y"'. for
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now, I need to feel your lovely cock inside me. It's been so long since I've
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been fucked that I don't think I could wait another minute. In fact, I was
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just deciding to start without you when you woke up. But, since you have
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rejoined the party...."
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He levered himself up on hands and knees, and moved over me. My cock had
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returned to full hardness by then, and Kyle straightened up over my crotch and
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aimed himself at the head, which pointed straight up. Then, he sank slowly
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down, inch by inch, until he was resting flat on my crotch, my cock buried
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fully in his cunt.
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I don't know if I expected Kyle's cunt to be any different, but it wasn't.
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If the rest of him was pure male, that last remnant of his original gender was
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totally unaffected by it. Kyle's cunt was, in fact, probably the sweetest
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pussy I had ever been in. Some of my previous lovers had had better mouths
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than cunts. Kyle was fantastic with his mouth, but his cunt was far better.
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Far, far better! And I didn't mind at all.
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He just sat there for a while, probably as much to get used to being
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filled again after being so long celibate as to let me savour the heavenly
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warmth and wetness of his silky cunt. Then, he began to rock slightly and
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eventually to piston up and down on his strong legs. It was amazing to me that
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Kyle looked so absolutely sexy as he bobbed up and down on my cock. There was
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absolutely nothing feminine about him except what was swallowing my cock. One
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hand could block that from my sight, and all I would see would be a gorgeous
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man bouncing up and down over me. And it didn't turn me off at all.
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I reached up, drew Kyle down, and kissed him long and hard. After a
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startled minute, he started rocking his hips again and mine began to move in
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counterpoint. We kissed and fondled and fucked on and on, resting as I drew
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near orgasm to prolong our first fuck as long as possible. Kyle, of course,
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just kept coming over and over, many more times than was worth counting. We
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learned that we both had very sensitive nipples, something Kyle enjoyed in a
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lover and said was rare in a man. The way he caressed my body while we were
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resting really turned me on, and sort of got me wishing there was more there
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for him to stroke and massage. That, and some of what he had said before,
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started an idea percolating in my mind.
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Finally, Kyle decided to let me come. By that time, my body was thrashing
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wildly, my hips were circling, and my head was rocking back and forth, moans
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of ecstasy and passion filling the room. The scent of aroused woman, and under
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it the smell of male pre-cum, permeated the room and drove us both even
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wilder. And, when he didn't stop his hip action at the point of my build up
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that he had before, I started to move and moan faster and wilder and louder
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until, with the loudest scream yet (ever, actually - I wasn't usually so vocal
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in bed), I let my pent up load go, sending jets of scalding sperm deep into
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Kyle's belly. The relief was again so great that, you guessed it, I passed
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out.
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I woke up a minute or so later, only slightly calmer than I had been
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before my 'nap'. Kyle was just rolling off of me. I looked into his beaming
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face and he said, "That, Kevin, was just absolutely the best ever. Ever! I'm
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really glad we made this little breakthrough - I hope this wasn't a 'one-night
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stand.'" His smile widened, and I leaned over and kissed him.
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"No way, Kyle. Never a one night stand. Life, Kyle: this is for life. Will
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you marry me?" I was smiling, too, but somewhere deep down, I think I meant
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it.
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Kyle looked at me funny, then smiled again. "Want to take a shower
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together?"
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"Sure," I said, and we did. Kyle's flu seemed to have run its course very
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swiftly. We had fun lathering each other up and rinsing each other off, then
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repeating the process several times. Kyle stroked me to another orgasm, and I
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fingered him to a few. We finally climbed out of the tub and dried each other
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off, exciting each other yet again. We went into the living room still naked
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and Kyle got us each a soda.
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While we sat next to each other on the sofa and stared at each other, I
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remembered why I had come home for lunch in the first place. I told Kyle about
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the phone call and the offer Mr Dare had made.
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"Perfect!" exclaimed Kyle. "I knew our games were saleable. This is just
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the break we need to get away from Uni-Tec. With un-taken vacation
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compensation and severance pay, we could buy a condo and enough computer
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|
equipment to start our own freelance operation. What do you say, Kev? Sound
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like a good idea?"
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I said, "Absolutely!" and kissed him. It *was* perfect, both for our
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sanity and for the plan I was formulating.
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I went back to work shortly thereafter - a long lunch hour is better than
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|
skipping our altogether - and began nosing around, finding out details about
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when would be the best time for our departure from the rank and file of Uni-
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|
Tec. A few markers pulled in informed me that I was due for promotion within
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the month, which would increase my severance pay. I also counted up our
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vacation time and calculated how much it was worth. A hastily made graph
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|
showed two months would be the best time to leave - after that the increase in
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bonus wasn't enough to be worth the wait.
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Luckily, I didn't have any projects due that day because I did absolutely
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|
no company work that afternoon between my research and my eagerness to get
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back home to Kyle. We were permitted a half-hour leeway in our departure time,
|
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but I stayed even a little past 5 due to my late return from lunch (wouldn't
|
|
do to jeopardize our future by getting fired too early!). The speed limit
|
|
meant nothing to me as I raced back to our apartment, just barely arriving in
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one piece.
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Kyle was waiting for me, sitting still naked on the sofa and watching TV.
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As soon as the door closed behind me, though, he turned the set off and came
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over to me. We kissed passionately and he dragged me unresistingly into my
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bedroom with our mouths still fused.
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Once in the bedroom, he broke the kiss and ripped my clothes off,
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literally. There were buttons everywhere, and my shirt and slacks were ruined
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|
beyond repair. He took my shorts down with my pants, pausing to kiss my
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rapidly rising cock before pushing me down on the bed and removing my shoes
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and socks along with my shredded pants and underwear.
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When I was as naked as him, he laid down over me and kissed me again while
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rubbing the slick skin of his mons all over my cock, pushing it up to full
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hardness.
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When I was as hard as possible, Kyle rolled off me and said, "Scoot up,
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Kev. I sucked you off at lunch; it's your turn for dinner."
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I eagerly scooted fully onto the bed. When I was comfortable, Kyle kneed
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his way over to me and straddled my neck and chest. I circled his thighs with
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my arms and petted his bare pussy, marveling at the smoothness there.
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I said, "Nice shaving, Kyle. How do you keep it so silky?"
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Kyle chuckled and bucked his hips a bit. He said, "I haven't had to worry
|
|
about depilating my crotch ever since I dated an electrolysis expert for a
|
|
while. She got as irritated as I about stubble, so she fixed the problem
|
|
permanently. It was damn painful, let me tell you, but worth every second of
|
|
agony.
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"Now, I think there's something else for you to do with my nice, smooth
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pussy besides pet it, isn't there?" And, he hitched his hips up over my face
|
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and neck, and I went to work.
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My first girlfriend had loved cunnilingus, and had taught me everything
|
|
there was to know about pleasing a woman orally. It was a talent I never
|
|
forgot, and I put every ounce of experience and expertise I had into eating
|
|
out Kyle's luscious cunt.
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|
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|
As before, when I first fucked him, I wondered if his cunt would taste
|
|
different. But, just as it had felt absolutely perfect around my cock, now it
|
|
tasted absolutely perfect to my tongue. Totally, ultra-feminine. I couldn't
|
|
have asked for better.
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|
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|
Eating Kyle became a definite pleasure, and I just kept on licking and
|
|
fingering through orgasm after orgasm. I think we went on like that for over
|
|
an hour, until finally Kyle just fell back and away from my mouth, completely
|
|
(if momentarily) sated.
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|
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|
It took Kyle 15 minutes to recover enough to look to my pleasure. He said,
|
|
"Kev, my pussy is absolutely exhausted. I know you want to fuck me, but you
|
|
suck too well! I'll suck you off, we'll shower, and then maybe after dinner we
|
|
can do it all one more time. Okay?"
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|
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|
It sounded fine to me. So Kyle closed his lips around my cock and make me
|
|
cum as exhaustingly as he had. Then, we played in the shower again and got
|
|
ultra-clean. Dinner took 10 minutes in the microwave and we watched TV while
|
|
eating, both still nude. We tried to put off going to bed, but our love-fueled
|
|
lust couldn't be denied and we went to bed around 8pm. We didn't get to sleep
|
|
until past midnight.
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|
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|
We got up at the normal work-day time and took (yet) another shower
|
|
together. I joked that our water bill would be way down this month. It was
|
|
difficult to keep our 'emotions' in check, however, and I left the shower with
|
|
a massive hard-on.
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|
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|
I said, "You're lucky, Kyle. You don't have to worry about one of these
|
|
making you uncomfortable in your tight shorts, or embarrassing you by popping
|
|
up at the wrong time."
|
|
|
|
Kyle said, "Well, I may not have a real boner to worry about, but I do
|
|
have a false one so that my trousers don't look strange." He took me to his
|
|
(old) room and showed me the harness he had to wear every day. It looked like
|
|
a jock-strap with padding. I had to admit that it did its job - he never
|
|
looked like a woman in pants.
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|
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|
We got dressed and then I told Kyle about my research over breakfast. He
|
|
said we should start looking for a condo. We should also, he said, put
|
|
together some more of our programs to show to Mr Dare.
|
|
|
|
It was lucky that we now worked on different floors - I could barely keep
|
|
Kyle out of my thought and out of my pants (I sported a boner for most of the
|
|
day). He had a meeting over lunch (which we usually ate together), so I had an
|
|
opportunity to begin work on my secret plan.
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|
|
|
I thought it would be hard to get hold of the hormones - doctors'
|
|
prescriptions with psychiatrists' waivers, etc. - but there are always ways. A
|
|
word to a few friends of friends of acquaintances, and I had two large bottles
|
|
of pills, enough to complete the transformation that would make me into the
|
|
exact opposite of Kyle.
|
|
|
|
I couldn't quite bring myself to go into one of those transvestite shops,
|
|
although I knew I would have to eventually. So I picked up a catalog at an
|
|
adult bookstore and sent off an order. When it arrived, I would begin making
|
|
myself into a woman. Of course, I started on the pills right away - the doctor
|
|
said there wouldn't be any visible changes for at least three months, well
|
|
after our separation from Uni-Tec and the formation of our freelance company.
|
|
|
|
Those final two months were the toughest eight weeks of my life. It was
|
|
hard to keep our new relationship secret from our co-workers - doubly hard for
|
|
me: at least Kyle didn't have a hard-on to get in the way. Sex between us was
|
|
just so fantastic that I had to concentrate on not thinking about Kyle lest my
|
|
crotch incapacitate me for several minutes. When I was promoted to VI, things
|
|
got a little better as I received an office of my own and I could fantasize
|
|
behind my desk in relative privacy - enough privacy to let my dick stick out
|
|
of my fly for comfort.
|
|
|
|
A trend was developing in our sexual relations. More and more, I was
|
|
taking the passive role. Actually, I hardly ever initiated sex except for that
|
|
first week. Thereafter, even though the dick between our pair was mine, Kyle
|
|
took the 'traditional' male role. I didn't mind at all - in fact, I encouraged
|
|
it: it made my secret plan all the more appropriate.
|
|
|
|
We were sorely tempted to take a sick day or two per week, but managed to
|
|
restrain our lusts for appearances' sake. We did manage some form of sex-play
|
|
every night, and most every morning. Of course our weekends were constant
|
|
orgies and on Mondays it was even harder to be good and go to work. I knew
|
|
that Kyle was my proper lifetime mate - we were perfect together.
|
|
|
|
About six weeks after my order to the catalog company was made, my package
|
|
arrived. I took it into Kyle's old room, shut the door, and tried on every
|
|
stitch of underwear on. Everything fit perfectly! I selected a blue lacey bra
|
|
with some of those liquid filled pads to give it shape, a corset that nipped
|
|
in my waist nicely even though I couldn't lace it as tightly as it could go,
|
|
blue garter belt with smokey black stockings, and blue panties. A long blond
|
|
wig made an amazing change to my face. I didn't know anything about makeup, so
|
|
I didn't try to use any. After a long admiring look at my lingerie-clad body
|
|
(I knew I would come to *love* this!), I went out to show Kyle the new me.
|
|
|
|
A drink was waiting for me on the coffee table when I reached the living
|
|
room, and Kyle was in the kitchen making dinner. I called, "Yo, Kyle, could
|
|
you come here a minute?"
|
|
|
|
He came through the door and stopped and stared, open mouthed. He sagged
|
|
against the doorjamb and I knew what I probably had looked like that day I
|
|
first saw him naked.
|
|
|
|
He recovered himself fairly quickly and as astonishment faded from his
|
|
face lust took its place. He dashed back into the kitchen to turn off dinner,
|
|
and then ran back into the living room, right up to me. He grabbed me in his
|
|
arms and kissed me fiercely, hungrily, and rubbed his crotch into mine. We
|
|
both (I'm sure) felt both excited and strange - the fact that the cunt inside
|
|
the slacks was getting off on feeling the prick in the panties rub against it
|
|
was both weird and most pleasurable.
|
|
|
|
He couldn't restrain himself long enough to take me into the bedroom, so
|
|
we just lay on the carpet and fucked.
|
|
|
|
Kyle went wild riding up and down my cock as he ran his hands up and down
|
|
my lingerie-clad body. He spent particular attention to my ersatz breasts,
|
|
kneeding and squeezing them like they were real flesh. Strangely, I began to
|
|
almost feel like they were - it was like pre-cognition, feelings from the
|
|
future or something.
|
|
|
|
That fuck was mostly burning lust and it didn't last very long at all. But
|
|
while it lasted, it was superb! The feel of the fuck itself was amplified by
|
|
the satin and silk surrounding my body, and I knew that I was doing the right
|
|
thing.
|
|
|
|
When I finally came and Kyle collapsed next to me, I decided to tell him.
|
|
I was slightly afraid, in case he would hate the idea. But, better to know now
|
|
than when I had real breasts!
|
|
|
|
So, when we were both breathing normally again, I asked, "Kyle, did you
|
|
like my little surprise?"
|
|
|
|
"Very, very much, Kev. You look beautiful in women's clothes."
|
|
|
|
"Really? Ah...what would you think if I was to always wear them?"
|
|
|
|
There was silence for a moment, and then he sat up next to me. I could see
|
|
a gleam in his eye, but I couldn't tell what it signified. He scanned my form
|
|
and finally said, "That depends, lover. To what extend?"
|
|
|
|
"I...I want to do what you did, only in reverse. I've been taking pills
|
|
now since our first week as lovers, and I just got a shipment of frilly
|
|
underwear today. I figured that once we're on our own, you can help me walk,
|
|
talk, and act like a woman. Then, maybe we really could get married - you a
|
|
transsexual woman and me a transsexual man. Perfect couple, don't you think?"
|
|
My heart was in my eyes - while I had begun my plan as a gesture of affection
|
|
for Kyle (or something like that), I now truly felt like I had to become the
|
|
apparent female in our relationship. I wanted breasts probably as much as Kyle
|
|
had wanted to get rid of his. I hoped he would let me continue my plan.
|
|
|
|
More silence, then he leaned down and kissed me very tenderly and gently.
|
|
He said, "I think it's an absolutely wonderful idea. Just perfect! A pair of
|
|
breasts and a fine cock - my dream lover! You must have read my mind, Kev. You
|
|
have a feminine name to go by?"
|
|
|
|
I didn't, but as he asked something came to me. "Uh...how about Karen?"
|
|
|
|
"Karen. Beautiful name, Karen. And you won't even have to change your
|
|
monogram. I love you, Karen."
|
|
|
|
We made love again then, much more tenderly and protractedly, but still on
|
|
the living room floor. Dinner was ruined, but neither of us noticed the taste
|
|
of what Kyle managed to salvage, and we retired to our bed without even doing
|
|
the dishes.
|
|
|
|
Kyle had better connections in the transsexual world, and he was able to
|
|
get me a supply of hormones that were faster acting with fewer side effects -
|
|
in otherwords, they wouldn't effect my male drives, just alter my body. We
|
|
barely made it through our last days at Uni-Tec what with the changes
|
|
beginning in my body, the work that went into finding and decorating our new
|
|
condo, and the several contracts we were already signing for freelance work.
|
|
Even more exciting, personally, was the fact that the lawyer Kyle had used to
|
|
change his identity was already working on the papers to do the same for me.
|
|
|
|
The day of our 'separation' from Uni-Tec, our co-workers threw us a going
|
|
away party, which was great fun. As much as I grew to dislike the work, there
|
|
were some really great people at Uni-Tec. Both Kyle and I would miss them.
|
|
|
|
Afterwards, though, we had a party of our own at a very ritzy restaurant
|
|
where we both got a little drunk. As we were leaving, Kyle said, "You know,
|
|
you should get your ears pierced. I know a place - it's even open this late.
|
|
Let's go."
|
|
|
|
It was a tattoo parlor in one of the questionable areas of town. However,
|
|
the shop was immaculate, so I agreed to let the guy pierce my ears. Then, as
|
|
Kyle was looking in the display case, he pointed at some little silver
|
|
dumbbell shaped things and asked the man, "What are these for? They're too
|
|
large for ears, aren't they?"
|
|
|
|
The man said, "Those are for nipples. Lots of guys have it done - their
|
|
ladies say it's sexy." I didn't look very female yet, so he took us both for
|
|
'regular guys'. What he thought about my getting both ears pierced, if
|
|
anything, I had no idea.
|
|
|
|
Kyle and I looked at each other and said in unison, "A set for each of us,
|
|
please." The man just smiled and got on with the triple piercing job.
|
|
|
|
My ears were first. It was quickly done. He first swabbed each lobe with
|
|
an alcohol compound which felt cold as it evaporated. It was to clean the skin
|
|
and to numb the lobe. He put tiny silver piercing studs into what looked like
|
|
a hole-punch. He clamped the instrument to each ear in turn, centering it
|
|
carefully and pulling the trigger, sending the stud through my flesh. I felt
|
|
nothing at all.
|
|
|
|
Next, since I was already in the chair, came my nipples. In fact, I had to
|
|
get out of the chair to remove my shirt, but I didn't mind going first.
|
|
|
|
My torso was just beginning to alter to the accelerated hormones' bidding,
|
|
but all that was readily apparent was a slight swelling under each nipple, and
|
|
a barely noticeable narrowing of my waist. If the tattoo man noticed anything,
|
|
he gave no sign.
|
|
|
|
He used the same alcohol compound on my nipples, which made them tingle
|
|
before numbing them. Once they were numb, he tweaked them into erection (I
|
|
felt nothing at all). He put one of the dumbbell studs in a larger and
|
|
slightly modified version of the ear-punch and attached it to my left nipple.
|
|
A touch on the trigger, a drop of blood, and the job was half done. Seconds
|
|
later the other stud was in and the end knobs were screwed on. I looked down
|
|
at the two little silver bars in my nipples, then smiled at Kyle. There was no
|
|
pain at all.
|
|
|
|
Kyle was done before I got my shirt back on. It felt strange to have four
|
|
new holes in my body. My ears were beginning to tingle, and I could almost
|
|
feel the tiny studs in my earlobes. The bars on my chest rubbed against my
|
|
shirt and the skin around my nipples. From the faint ache in my lobes, which
|
|
was no worse than a sleeping pinch from lying on it wrong, I hoped my chest
|
|
would fare as well.
|
|
|
|
Kyle bought me another pair of earrings in the shop (without letting the
|
|
man know they were for me - they were very pretty and very feminine), as well
|
|
as two sets of silver hoops for our nipples. The man gave us instructions for
|
|
care and told us to leave the studs in for at least three days before changing
|
|
them. Kyle paid him and we went home.
|
|
|
|
When we got there, I stripped off my shirt and stood staring at my pierced
|
|
nipples. They were aching a bit by then, but not really bad at all. Kyle came
|
|
up behind me, shirtless as well. He leaned into my back and I could feel the
|
|
studs in his nipples pressing into my skin. His arms came up under mine and he
|
|
carefully cupped my incipient breasts, just barely touching my nipples. I
|
|
moaned faintly from the pleasure that generated and leaned my head back on his
|
|
shoulder. He then took my earlobe in his mouth, which made me moan even
|
|
louder. My cock was erecting painfully, crammed as it was into my shorts the
|
|
wrong way. I tried to ease it into a better position unsuccessfully. Kyle
|
|
noticed and reached down to undo my belt and fly. I hadn't taken to wearing
|
|
panties yet - I preferred all or nothing - so he pushed my cotton briefs under
|
|
my balls, freeing my prick to harden unrestrained.
|
|
|
|
We stood there for several more ecstatic minutes, Kyle alternately
|
|
stroking my nipples and my cock, me watching the action in the mirror,
|
|
moaning, and squirming my hips in mounting arousal.
|
|
|
|
Finally, Kyle whispered, "Let's go to bed, Karen. I've got a surprise for
|
|
you."
|
|
|
|
We hobbled to the bed - Kyle wouldn't leave my back and my pants fell down
|
|
around my ankles. We must have presented quite a picture as we hobbled along.
|
|
|
|
We broke apart when we got to the edge of the bed, and stripped. Kyle
|
|
turned on the stereo and then rummaged in his bottom drawer for something. He
|
|
found it and showed it to me. It was ivory colored, six cylindrical inches
|
|
long, about 3/4" in diameter, pointedly rounded at one end, flat at the other.
|
|
I recognized it as a dildo.
|
|
|
|
"Who's that for? It's so small..." I said.
|
|
|
|
"It's for you, love. I wanted to introduce you to the thrills of being
|
|
penetrated - it's one of the joys of being a woman that a man can experience
|
|
too. I hope you don't mind, but I'm sure you'll love it."
|
|
|
|
I was sure too. I had never considered being penetrated, but as soon as
|
|
Kyle suggested it, my asshole began to spasm and tingle, and I instantly
|
|
craved the sensation of having my ass probed by the tiny plastic pseudo-cock.
|
|
|
|
Kyle handed me the love toy and went into the bathroom to get some
|
|
vaseline. By the time he returned, I was lying on my stomach with my legs
|
|
spread wide, waiting for him.
|
|
|
|
"Nice picture, love," said Kyle. He climbed between my legs and took the
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dildo out of my hand. I turned my head around and watched him grease up the
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toy, then felt him apply a large, cold glob of jelly to my asshole. His
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fingers penetrated me first, making sure the vaseline was thoroughly applied.
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Then, without any preliminaries, he began to insert the dildo.
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It felt...well, weird. And, beyond the weird, it felt good. Real good. My
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cock began to erect, which made me squirm my hips, which only made the pole in
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my ass feel better.
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The cycle continued, on and on, until finally I said, "Oh god, Kyle, I'm
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gonna cum soon! That feels sooo good!"
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Kyle maneuvered me onto my side and managed to get my cock into his cunt
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before I exploded, giving him a few small orgasms along the way. We continued
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our games far into the night and slept very late the next day.
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Which was, as the saying goes, the first day of the rest of my life - with
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the addition of the phrase "as a woman" to wrap it up properly. We packed up
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all of my male clothes - I had a sufficient wardrobe of female clothes by then
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- and gave them to Goodwill. From then on, Kevin vanished, never to be seen
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again. Karen was here to stay.
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I still had things to learn and things to do. In between making love and
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packing up to move to our new condo, Kyle gave me "girl lessons". In the
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remaining free time, I visited an electrolysist's salon and gradually had all
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of my body hair removed from the chin down. I debated leaving a little bit of
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hair around my cock, but Kyle thought it would be cute to remove it so that
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went too. It was painful, but well worth it to have a smooth, carefree body.
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The day we moved, the lawyer came with the papers. I signed them and in an
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instant I was officially a female named Karen Athen.
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The new condo was wonderful. It was three floors tall, but it was very
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free-form inside, so that it really had four and a half levels.
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Our bedroom was on the top floor. It was supposed to be a sun room - one
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wall and half the ceiling was glass. It gave us a wonderful view - miles of
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forest and glimpses of a river, pure nature. We had one wall mirrored, put in
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track lighting and a waterbed, and some prints finished up the room.
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The next level down was supposed to be bedrooms, but we didn't use them
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for that. One room was made into a dressing room - the 'sunroom' didn't have
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any closets. The other became a library. With shelves around the walls and
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even in the closets, we didn't have enough books but we intended to fix that.
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The bathroom was the half-level. Entered from the level of the 'bedrooms',
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the bathroom was larger by half then either bedroom, with a tub fit to be
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called a pool, two vanities, lots of silver, mirrors and white tile.
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The next level down also had two rooms. One was a family room, which was
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what we used it for. One wall held an expensive audio-visual system. We put in
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a pit group and some lamps and tables and it was done.
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The other room was a dining room. We made it into our work room - our
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minicomputer and the micros were installed there.
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The ground floor was three 'rooms'. First was the atrium which was as wide
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as the whole condo and was two floors high - the family room and computer room
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both had openings onto the atrium's airspace. A spiral staircase led up to
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that floor. The rest of the ground floor was mainly kitchen, with a 'small'
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dining room for informal situations attached. The size of the 'small' dining
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room insured that we would have no problem converting the second story dining
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room - the informal dining room could seat 12 comfortably.
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So, we settled into our new home, and my transformation continued. The
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hormones continued to alter my body, Kyle's tutoring altered my presence, and
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his nightly ministrations with the ever-changing dildoes changed my sexual
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identity and educated my asshole.
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One night, he asked me to go up to bed alone - he had a surprise to
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prepare. I stripped in the dressing room, then went up to the bedroom and lay
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on the bed with the lights out watching the stars through the ceiling.
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The lights came on and I sat up and looked over at the stairs. I gasped -
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I was sure there was a man standing there, naked, hard cock bobbing.
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On second look, it was Kyle. He was wearing an eight inch dildo strapped
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to his hips. I had a moment of doubt - Kyle had completed his transformation,
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even if only with a piece of plastic. Then, the last of my inhibitions
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vanished and I began to wonder what it would be like to make love to a flesh
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cock. Not fall in love with a man: Kyle was my lifemate. But, to feel a real,
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warm cock pulsing in my mouth, and in my ass...
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We made love, this time with Kyle as the penetrator and me as the
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penetratee. And as we did, I began to fantasize that I was really a woman
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being fucked by a real man. The feelings being generated by Kyle's hands on by
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cock insured that I would never really want that to be so, but it was fun to
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imagine.
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When we were finally satisfied, I asked, "Kyle, could I ask you a
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sensitive question?"
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"Yes," he answered.
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"I've been wondering about something. This little plastic plugger you're
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wearing got me fantasizing about real cocks. Would you get mad if I wanted to
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feel a real cock in me? If you don't want me to, I won't. I love you, and only
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you. But, I..."
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Kyle smiled and said, "Hey, calm down, love. It's okay, no problem. I'll
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even do my best to find you a nice man, if you'll allow me to satisfy a little
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need of my own. You see, you can give me everything I could ever want, except
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for a cunt. It's been ages since I tasted girl-cream, and it can be addicting,
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as you well know."
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I didn't mind. We agreed that extra-curricular sex wouldn't hurt our
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relationship - after all, being bi-sexual it was impossible for one partner to
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satisfy your *every* need, even so well-adapted partners as we were. We also
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agreed that we couldn't go looking until my physical change was complete. It
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would make things easier.
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My anal education continued until I could take, with utmost pleasure,
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twelve inches of plastic cock of three inched in diameter. Kyle assured me
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that that set of measurements would prepare my ass for any cock - wider wider
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|
wouldn't be as long, and longer wouldn't be as wide. We used anal sex after my
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tutoring was 'complete' sparingly, and most often used a double-ended dildo to
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fuck each other. It was a blast.
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As I became more and more feminine in personality and mind, my programming
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|
actually improved. Somehow, as the artificial barriers built by years of being
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|
told to 'be strong' and 'act like a man' crumbled under the gentle assault of
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Kyle's lessons and the hormones, a wellspring of creativity was uncovered.
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|
Kyle began to compliment me on the innovative plot elements I introduced to my
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programs, as well as my code. My life was just about perfect.
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One morning, about two months after we moved into the new condo, I woke
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up, sat up, and looked in the mirror. Somehow I knew that the change was
|
|
complete when I saw that perfectly female reflection - perfect except for the
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cock that hung between its legs. In eager excitement I ran down to the
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dressing room and put on the plastic device I had purchased to serve the same
|
|
purpose, in in reverse, that the one Kyle had shown me so long ago served.
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|
This one consisted of a tube for my cock, a small cup to protect my balls, and
|
|
straps to tie the tube back between my legs. With the device on, as well as a
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|
pair of panties (even the sheerest kind), I looked fully female - no bulge to
|
|
betray my true gender.
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I ran back upstairs and looked at myself in the mirror in sunlight. Yep,
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|
it was true. From my shoulder length hair to my full breasts, trim waist, wide
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|
hips, and long smooth legs, I looked like a beautiful woman. Wonderful! It was
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|
done!
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I noticed that Kyle was awake and propped up on his elbow watching me pose
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and preen in front of the mirror. I turned to him and said, "It's done, Kyle!
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I'm female now!"
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Kyle laughed, rolled onto his back and held out his arms. I dove into them
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|
and we kissed deeply. He began to toy with my permanently erect nipples
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(that's what piercing does to them, you know), and I could feel my cock trying
|
|
to erect. I was too excited to exercise my learned control, developed for
|
|
situations where I couldn't remove the harness. So, I said, "Oh gods, Kyle,
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|
help me out of this torture device before my cock breaks!"
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We fumbled with the belts, but Kyle playfully refused to stop teasing me
|
|
while we did so, sucking on my nipples while he directed his hands at the
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straps. So, when the plastic and leather was finally flung into the far corner
|
|
of the room, my cock sprung up hard and ready. Kyle's mouth left my breast and
|
|
closed down around my cock, swallowing it all the way.
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|
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When we were both utterly exhausted, Kyle said, "You know, Karen, you are
|
|
the perfect woman for me. Full, soft breasts and a wonderfully talented cock."
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I smiled and said, "Thank you, Kyle. You are the perfect man for *me*.
|
|
Hard body and deep, juicy cunt. Good thing we found each other, huh?"
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He rolled over and kissed me, then rolled back, got up, and went to call
|
|
his doctor to make an appointment for a check up for me. I could hardly wait
|
|
for the next day - and the final pronouncement.
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|
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|
The doctor made all sorts of tests, including measurements - 38-26-36.
|
|
After a short wait for the lab test results, the doctor said, "Well, Karen,
|
|
you are now as female as you will get without drastic surgery. The hormones
|
|
have done all they can in altering your body. Take one of these pills once a
|
|
month, to keep your hormones balanced. This prescription is good here, or at a
|
|
pharmacy when you run out. Take care of yourself, and good luck in your new
|
|
gender."
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|
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|
Kyle drove us home (I was in no shape to drive) and said, "Go up to the
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bedroom, strip, and wait for me. I'll be up in a second."
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|
I was out of my clothes in a flash, and I was sitting up against the
|
|
headboard lightly stroking my cock when Kyle arrived wearing only his
|
|
underwear and holding something behind his back. That wasn't all he was hiding
|
|
either, because his red jockey shorts were bulging graphically - there was
|
|
more than his pseudo-bulge in there.
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|
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|
He beckoned me to the foot of the bed, and when I was there he knelt down
|
|
and showed me the flat blue box he had had behind his back. He took my hand,
|
|
looked me seriously in the eye, and said, "Karen, would you do me the honor of
|
|
becoming my bride?" His other hand expertly opened the box, displaying six
|
|
gleaming silver rings of varying sizes.
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|
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|
I gazed at the silver, diamond studded rings and then looked back into his
|
|
grey-green eyes. "Yes," I whispered. "I would be overjoyed to marry you,
|
|
Kyle."
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|
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|
He grinned fair to split his face and slipped the first ring onto the
|
|
proper engagement finger. Of the other five rings, I found out that two were
|
|
earrings, two were nipple rings, and the last and largest was a cock ring. As
|
|
Kyle slipped them all into place, he said, "All of these sparkly stones aren't
|
|
really diamonds; we're not that rich. But, they look good, and I'm going to
|
|
make them diamonds someday."
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|
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|
I said, "Diamonds don't matter to me, Kyle, you do." I leaned down and
|
|
kissed him. He thanked me, stood up and said, "Shall we seal our betrothal
|
|
with a little fuck, lover?" He pulled down his shorts and a 10 inch dildo
|
|
popped up as if freed from there.
|
|
|
|
Immediately, I began to suck on the head of Kyle's plastic dong. We had
|
|
been practicing, and I was getting good at sucking plastic cock.
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|
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|
After covering the plastic prick with saliva, I stood up and pushed Kyle
|
|
down on the bed. I retrieved the vaseline from the headboard drawer and began
|
|
to grease up by own cock. I said, "Before you fuck my ass, I want to fuck
|
|
yours."
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|
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|
Kyle immediately rolled onto his back and caught hold of his knees,
|
|
drawing them back as far as he could. He still wore the dildo, which totally
|
|
hid his true sex.
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|
|
|
I took some more vaseline and globbed it on his totally hairless asshole.
|
|
Two fingers served to push it inside his ass, and make him squirm in beginning
|
|
arousal. My prick soon replaced my fingers, and I was fucking the ass of my
|
|
lover-soon-to-be-husband.
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|
|
|
He soon shuddered through his first orgasm, and it was kinky to see cum
|
|
begin to leak out from under Kyle's plastic cock. Kyle came dozens of times
|
|
before I finally shot my load.
|
|
|
|
We immediately switched positions, and Kyle put the plastic prick deep
|
|
into me. I learned that I got more pleasure taking that cock then I had
|
|
received from fucking Kyle. My change to female had been the best thing I ever
|
|
did.
|
|
|
|
The marriage ceremony was a simple thing accomplished soon after Kyle
|
|
proposed. License, blood test, and a trip to City Hall, and we were bonded
|
|
together in holy wedlock. As we were returning from the ceremony, we met the
|
|
new couple who were moving in to the condo next to ours. William and Mary were
|
|
a young couple, probably over 21, but they had to be at least moderately
|
|
wealthy (our condos were rather expensive). They were definitely both very
|
|
good looking - I felt my bound cock try to erect at the sight of Willie, who
|
|
was almost as handsome as Kyle. The jeans he was wearing (they were in the
|
|
process of physically moving) revealed quite a packed basket, too. It took a
|
|
few moments for me to readjust my senses, but on the second or third look at
|
|
petite Mary my cock tried to swell again - she was one hot little number, all
|
|
curves and softness. I was prepared to wager she had no hidden secret like the
|
|
one I was trying to control - but then again, I looked purely female now, too.
|
|
|
|
We chatted a bit, and I thought I saw smoulderingly lustful looks directed
|
|
our way from both of them when they thought we weren't looking. I began to
|
|
hope that we had, perhaps, found our pair for my first male fuck. There was no
|
|
opportunity at that first meeting to find out for sure, but when we left them
|
|
I mentioned what I thought I had seen to Kyle and told him to be on the
|
|
lookout for an opening. It was a little strange to be telling my husband that
|
|
our next door neighbor turned me on on our honeymoon, but there was nothing
|
|
terribly normal about our marriage anyway.
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|
|
|
A few weeks later, I was awakened by the noise of a party from William and
|
|
Mary's condo. Normally, the walls are fully soundproof. But it was such a nice
|
|
night that we had left the windows open and so, it seemed, had Willie and
|
|
Mary.
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|
|
|
I nudged Kyle awake and after fending his hands off of my breasts, I
|
|
complained about the noise. Kyle got up and wend to close the windows, but
|
|
when he got there he paused to listen closer. A smile crossed his face and he
|
|
beckoned me over to listen too.
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|
|
|
I listened, and after a moment the general noise resolved itself into
|
|
party sounds - music, conversation, and glasses and ice clinking. But,
|
|
presently I noticed that somewhere in the background there were also the
|
|
unmistakable sounds of an orgy going on.
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|
|
|
I turned to Kyle, who was smiling even more, and said, "Dear, why don't
|
|
you go over and complain nicely about the noise, and as you do find out about
|
|
the party?"
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|
|
|
Kyle said, "Why don't you come along, and we'll join in?"
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|
|
|
"No, not yet, Kyle. I...I'm not sure I'm ready to go public with this
|
|
little treasure." I fondled my hard cock. "But, if you get an idea of what our
|
|
neighbors are into, then we can maybe invite them over for a smaller orgy.
|
|
Okay?"
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|
|
|
"Fine, honey. I'll be right back."
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"You better be. I'll be waiting for you."
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|
Kyle smiled and wend down for his robe. I stayed by the window listening
|
|
to the wet sounds of lovemaking, trying to imagine what was going on to
|
|
produce those sounds and stroking my cock and nipples with pleasure, waiting
|
|
for Kyle to return.
|
|
|
|
I was so absorbed in my pleasure and fantasies that I didn't notice Kyle
|
|
was back until he grabbed me from behind, pressed his cunt into my left
|
|
asscheek, and squeezed my breasts. As he nibbled my ear, I could feel the
|
|
juices oozing from his cunt.
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|
|
|
He said, "I think you were right. Willie answered the door, fully dressed
|
|
even, and apologized for the noise. From what I could see through the door,
|
|
everything and anything was going on. I even saw Mary in a dogpile with three
|
|
other women. There were definitely both forms of homosexuality going on.
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|
|
|
"Willie noticed my interest, and invited me in. I explained that we
|
|
weren't quite ready for a full scale orgy, but if we could stage one on a
|
|
smaller scale then perhaps we could become part of their group. Willie said
|
|
he'd get together with us later to plan."
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|
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|
I turned around and hugged Kyle, kissing him hard. He reached down and
|
|
began playing with my cock, which was bent sideways between us. I said,
|
|
"Wonderful. I can't wait." Then we joined in with the orgy next door with a
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|
little party of our own.
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|
A week later, the doorbell rang. Kyle and I nervously adjusted our silk
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robes and made sure our special underwear was on right. As Kyle went down to
|
|
let in Willie and Mary, I checked to make sure the food was alright and the
|
|
bar was stocked. The family room was the only place we had to entertain, but
|
|
it would serve just fine.
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|
Kyle escorted our neighbors up the stairs and we all said hello. Willie
|
|
handed Kyle some cassettes "to set the mood." Kyle slipped the first one into
|
|
the VCR and switched it on. A flashy title scene came on informing us that the
|
|
movie was titled 'Cheerleading Vixens do the Football Team.'
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|
|
We used the blue movie as atmosphere while we chatted and snacked. Half
|
|
way into the tape, Willie stood up and said, "Well, is everyone loosened up
|
|
enough yet?"
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I nodded nervously and Kyle said, "Actually, Willie, I think that there's
|
|
something you and Mary need to know before we get down to business. You first,
|
|
Karen." We had decided that my 'condition' was the less weird (or more common)
|
|
strangeness between us, so we would show them me first.
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|
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|
I took off the robe and smiled as Willie whistled and Mary ogled. I was
|
|
dressed only in panties, garterbelt and hose, and a bra, and made a beautiful
|
|
picture.
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|
I turned around and released the harness I wore. My cock nearly pushed my
|
|
panties off as it erected after being freed. With my legs held carefully
|
|
together, I struggled to get my panties down while hiding my secret charms.
|
|
When they were off, I unfastened my bra and freed my tits. Then, wearing only
|
|
the garterbelt and stockings, with my very full breasts bare and my cock
|
|
sticking straight out, I turned around.
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|
It took a few seconds for the neighbors to react. Firstly, because neither
|
|
of them started by looking at my crotch. My chest occupied their attention and
|
|
held it. When their eyes finally began to travel down my body, they just
|
|
couldn't believe their eyes at first. When they could believe that they
|
|
weren't seeing things, Willie gasped, his eyes wide, and Mary said, "Oh my
|
|
God!" Fortunately she was smiling.
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|
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|
They both soon got over their surprise and Willie said, "Nice surprise,
|
|
Karen. You look absolutely gorgeous, dear. Come here, let me touch you."
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Mary added, "Very nice, Karen. When Willie's done, I want a turn, okay? So
|
|
Kyle. What's your secret? I can't imagine what it could be."
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|
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|
As I went to stand in front of Willie, Kyle stood up and let his robe drop
|
|
to the floor. He was wearing a pair of silk flyless boxer shorts with his
|
|
little 'padding' device under them. Without being as coy as I had been, he
|
|
simple unbuckled the device and slid it and the shorts down his thighs. When
|
|
he straightened up, his secret was revealed.
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|
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|
Willie was absorbed in me, so Mary was the first to see Kyle's secret.
|
|
Again, she said, "Oh my God!", this time drawled out in utter awe. Both Willie
|
|
and I looked over and saw Kyle in his naked splendor. Mary said, "I never
|
|
would have guessed. That's just unbelievable. I love it! Come here."
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|
Willie said simply, "A matched set, huh?" Then, he put my cock back in his
|
|
mouth. My knees began to get weak as his fingers caressed the bare skin of my
|
|
crotch.
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|
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|
Kyle let Mary caress his crotch a few times, then said, "I think we should
|
|
all be equally dressed here, huh? Karen and I could get dressed again, or..."
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|
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|
Willie took the hint. He let go of me, stood up, and began to strip. Mary
|
|
was quick to follow. Both of them had superb bodies. Mary was a beautiful 38-
|
|
26-36, with long blond hair that hung to mid-back, and a fluffy blond bush
|
|
that hid her cunt lips. Willie was hard-bodied, much like Kyle, with a
|
|
minimally defined body. His hair was sandy blond, and he had a very full pubic
|
|
bush around his 9 inch cock.
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|
|
|
I pushed Willie back onto the couch, and crouched between his legs. I took
|
|
hold of the first cock belonging to someone else I had ever held. It felt
|
|
good, all warm and pulsing. Different from the imitations Kyle used, but
|
|
essentially the same. I pushed my face toward the glistening head, and touched
|
|
it with my tongue. I tasted the pre-cum that was making the cock shine, and I
|
|
loved it. Without further ado, I opened my mouth wide and swallowed as much of
|
|
Willie's cock as I could.
|
|
|
|
The way he moaned when my warm wet mouth closed around his warm hard cock
|
|
almost made my own cock shoot off. It did make my nipples tingle and harden,
|
|
and it made me moan in response. I opened my throat, angled my head, and began
|
|
to swallow the cock as far down as I could. It was easier to inhale Willie's
|
|
cock than one of the dildoes - Willie's cock had a little give, so it bent
|
|
more.
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|
|
|
My practicing with the difficult dildoes paid off - I was able to deep
|
|
throat Willie's whole organ, slurping loudly around it as I did so. My hands
|
|
began to move, caressing his hairy balls and crotch, doing everything I could
|
|
to make this a memorable blow-job. The way Willie was leaning back, his eyes
|
|
closed, his hands at his sides clenching and unclenching, making guttural
|
|
sounds of pleasure just the way I did when Kyle blew me meant that I was
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succeeding.
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In and out, tongue around and around, lots of saliva, lots of touching and
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stroking, and finally the cock exploded. I pulled back enough so that I could
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take the cum on my tongue and savor it. It filled my mouth and overflowed a
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little, white strings leaking from the corners of my mouth. But I got most of
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it, and it tasted like ambrosia - wonderful!
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I licked at Willie's crotch like a cat after cream, cleaning the dribbled
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cum up while he luxuriated in post-cum bliss. When he had recovered, he pulled
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me up onto his lap and began to play with my breasts and cock while we both
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watched Kyle and Mary '69' on the floor. With Mary's head tight between Kyle's
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thighs, there was nothing except that head's movements to tell one that Kyle
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wasn't a man.
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Willie slid me off his lap and stood. He took my hand and led me upstairs
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to the bedroom.
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He put me on my back on the bed and, with only the light of the moon and
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stars on us, he proceeded to pleasure my whole body with his hands and tongue.
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The feelings he generated in me weren't that different from what Kyle could do
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to me, but it was still exciting because Willie didn't have the same moves as
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Kyle. So, I would be expecting one thing, get another, and still feel it
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wonderfully. I wished, for a time, that it wouldn't end.
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Finally, however, Willie centered his mouth over my cock and began to
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return my earlier favor with a skill that assured me he was no novice. His
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hands and tongue worked skillfully on my shaven crotch, working me closer and
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closer to orgasm. As I got more and more excited, Willie's hand went from my
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balls under my body to my ass, touching and probing at my asshole. When he
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pushed his index finger into my ass I came, filling Willie's mouth as he had
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filled mine. He, however, swallowed every drop without spilling any.
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He smiled at me then and asked, "Ready to get fucked?" My eyes lit up and
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I nodded. He continued, "Okay. Up on your knees. Do you have some lube?"
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I showed him the vaseline, then got up on my hands and knees, ass to him.
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He stroked my cheeks and then greased up his cock and my ass. Then, gently, he
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broke my ass-cherry.
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Being fucked by a real cock was as different from what I was used to as
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sucking my first real cock had been. It didn't hurt at all - my ass was well
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used to larger cocks than Willie's. But, the cock was generating even more
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pleasure than even the largest dildo Kyle had ever used on me. I moaned and
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writhed as Willie pumped into my ass-cunt and stroked my cock and nipples. He
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made us both more and more crazy with lust until finally he came in my ass and
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I came *with* my ass. We collapsed together and just lay there, happily
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exhausted.
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Mary and Kyle came up eventually, roused us, and instigated a continuation
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of the fun. I fucked a full woman for the first time since I met Kyle. I
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fucked my first man ever. I was fucked by Willie as I sucked Mary and fucked
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Kyle. The permutations continued, including strap-on dildoes on both Kyle and
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Mary. Our orgy lasted well into the morning after, and was only the first of
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many.
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Willie and Mary became frequent visitors, usually with sex in mind. But we
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came to be very good friends socially as well. We were introduced to a select
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few of their orgy club, forming a sub-club of its very kinky and/or open
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minded members. But, even within the sub-club, Willie and Mary were our most
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frequent partners. They even said that Kyle and I were the perfect neighbors;
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they had been looking for people like us for a long time. I was glad we had
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found each other.
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That's where our lives rest now. Kyle and I still program - we have paid
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off our condo, and Willie and Mary's as well. Life, and love, is wonderful.
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I'm glad that I met and finally married Kyle. I even send a letter of thanks
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to the headhunter that recruited me into Uni-Tec - but she probably didn't
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understand the sexy card signed "Karen".
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-1992 by John White. Redistribution permitted as long as the contents are not
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changed.
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