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by deirdre, 1/22/95
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I guess I expected a fancy place but I was still amazed. I looked out the
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limousine windows at trees and more trees--a veritable forest on both
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sides of the road. We had just passed through iron gates and I was sure
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we were on the grounds.
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The woman was wealthy--that was for certain. She had flown me all the
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way from NYC in her own private jet. This was all new to me--I'd never
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experienced anything like it--and all because she liked one of my
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paintings. I looked ahead out the limousine and at last saw the house. Or
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castle, or mansion, or chateau, or whatever you call it. It was beyond
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anything I'd seen before.
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The limousine stopped at the front door. From there I couldn't actually
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tell how large the mansion was--I could see some of it off to the right but
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couldn't see how far back it went. The chauffeur retrieved my bag, walked
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up to the front door and opened it for me.
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The front hall was huge--certainly larger than my apartment or even the
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house I grew up in. A woman in a maid's outfit approached and took my
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bag from the chauffeur and put it on the floor to the side. "Hallo" she said
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and I had the impression that she didn't actually speak English. She was
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pretty. The chauffeur left and I stood there with the woman. She just
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stood there, not looking me in the eye, but looking unconcerned. Or maybe
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she looked a little nervous--I couldn't quite decide.
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Double doors to the right opened and I turned to see another woman enter.
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She entered and walked up. As she approached, she said "Welcome; Come
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with me." Her English was perfect and without accent but something still
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told me she was French. She glanced at the maid who picked up my bag and
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walked out of the room. She turned and waited for me to follow, then led
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me back through the double doors she had arrived in.
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She was wearing a suit--an incredible suit; I knew it was absolutely the
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best. She was tall and had black hair which hung down to the middle of
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her back and had a slightly severe expression though she was very
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beautiful. I judged her to be a little older, perhaps thirty five. We walked
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through another large room and then another. The rooms were lavishly
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furnished. More and more rooms and no sign of when they would stop. It
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vaguely reminded me of walking through an up-scale furniture store or
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perhaps a museum. We finally emerged into a long corridor. Its walls
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were plain white and it was large: wide, and very long, and the ceiling was
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high and had skylights. I'd been glancing at the art work as we passed
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through the rooms and noticed a huge abstract on the right wall of the
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corridor up ahead. When we passed it I looked up at it and almost
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gasped--I'd have sworn that piece was in the hands of a museum. We just
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walked on, our footsteps echoing up and down the corridor. The woman
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didn't say anything at all but just kept walking and I followed. We finally
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turned and walked into a room only to pass through it to another room and
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another. I couldn't believe how big this mansion was--it was beyond
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comprehension to me. We had passed a few maids at work along the way
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but hadn't seen anyone else. These rooms were different from the ones
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we'd passed through earlier--the first rooms had had a traditional feel
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about them and these mostly had lower ceilings, walls painted white and
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more modern furniture--a more stark feeling.
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Finally we stopped in a room where a woman was seated on a couch. The
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room was large but the furniture, a couple of chairs and a couch, were
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gathered in a little circle in the middle around a little coffee table. One
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wall was completely glass, revealing a very green garden in a little
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courtyard. The woman looked up at me and smiled. She had light brown
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wavy hair that fell to her shoulders and wore a white blouse and dark
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skirt.
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"Good afternoon, please sit down," she offered and waited until I was
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seated. I sat in one of the two chairs and the woman who brought me sat
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in the other. "I am Beatrice Moreau and I will guess that Juliette did not
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introduce herself: she has been my secretary forever. I am so glad to meet
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you at last." She was absolutely beautiful and I was so glad to see her--
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something about the other woman, Juliette, had made me nervous.
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Beatrice Moreau looked to be about my age, perhaps even a little younger.
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Her voice--she definitely had an accent though her English was perfectly
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clear. Juliette had picked up a silver teapot and was pouring something,
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tea I suppose, into two cups. I noticed that Beatrice Moreau already had a
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cup in her hand. "I hope you had a pleasant trip," she offered. Juliette
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added cream and sugar to the two cups. I never have cream or sugar in tea,
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but I didn't mention that.
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"Fine, thank you."
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"I have been so excited waiting for you, to meet the artist," Beatrice went
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on. Juliette placed the cup in front of me and took the other one for
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herself. "As you must know, I adore your painting."
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"Thank you," I said, feeling tongue-tied and not very witty. Juliette was
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holding her cup and saucer in her hand and I realized I was the only one
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who wasn't. I felt clumsy and wondered if I could manage to pick mine up
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without spilling it. I did my best.
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"I feel that I have found a secret that the world has yet to discover."
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Beatrice's slight French accent mesmerized me, probably preventing me
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from blushing too much at the praise she was giving me. "You must tell
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me who bought your earlier works. I will find a way to get them. Forgive
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me, but are you tired from the journey?"
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"No, I'm fine."
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"Good, but you let me know when you are feeling weary and Juliette will
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show you to the room. And I have to know: have you finished another
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painting?" She was positively glowing. It was all like a dream and I
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briefly recalled my normal life in my studio. Juliette just sat there,
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sipping her tea. I felt I should be too and lifted the cup to my lips. As
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sweet and milky as it was, it didn't really remind me of tea, but didn't
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bother me as much as I thought it might. "I assure you that I will pay you
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well for it," she continued. "Have you visited France before?"
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"No Ma'am."
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She laughed in response to my answer, "Please call me Beatrice," she
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said, still laughing. "I apologize; this must all be very strange to you."
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"Yes, it is...uh..."
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"...Beatrice. Go ahead and say it, to please me." She smiled again. She
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was so beautiful when she smiled.
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"...Beatrice." She smiled again and I felt a little like a circus animal
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doing
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tricks for a reward. *Say 'Beatrice' for the audience*.
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"You will feel comfortable with me before you leave; I can assure you of
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that," she went on. Juliette had put down her cup and saucer. So had
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Beatrice Moreau, I noticed and I put mine down too. While she was
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speaking Juliette moved the cups onto the silver tray and picked up the
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tray and carried it away. She left it on a small table that in the corner
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next to the window and returned to her seat. "It has been a long time
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since I invited an artist here, and I plan to enjoy it. Are you sure that you
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are not fatigued?"
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"No...Beatrice."
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"Very well, but I will send you to the room before too much longer. But
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before then perhaps you can tell me about the piece that you are now
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working on."
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I usually don't talk about what I am working on and I thought for a moment
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about whether I should break the rule for Beatrice Moreau. I was inclined
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to talk, but it struck me that if I did, I'd be changing myself to encourage
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her to buy my paintings. That made me feel wary, but my thinking was
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interrupted by the sight of a woman entering through the door by the table,
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picking up the tea tray and leaving again, closing the door behind her.
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Quiet as the woman had been, I was caught off guard. I'd stared at her. It
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was her clothing: she was wearing a plain long dress--the material was
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sheer, like a nightgown's. And when she'd been in front of the window, it
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was obvious from her silhouette that she was wearing absolutely nothing
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underneath! I must have sat there for a second with my mouth open,
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wondering if I were remembering correctly. "You seem intrigued by the
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girl," said Beatrice. I suddenly felt so embarrassed--but it was so weird
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and had caught me by surprise. What did Beatrice think of me? I sat there
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tongue-tied. "You can have her," she added.
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"W... What?" I stammered.
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"I will have her sent to your room. She is a gift." I was shocked. Of all
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the surprises of the day, this one left me feeling the most out-of-it. What
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did she mean?
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"I... I'm not lesbian."
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"Then do not make love to her," she said and giggled, "But I will wager
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that before three months are completed that you will try it with her just
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to see what she can do."
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"Months?" I said weakly, wondering what she meant.
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"You will have her with you every day, always ready and willing, and the
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temptation will simply overwhelm you. But I will guess that you will
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yield to temptation tonight!"
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"Have her? In New York?"
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"Yes, she is yours! Do you not like her? I have others..."
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"What do you mean *mine*?"
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"Your slave, to do what you tell her, naturally."
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"Slave? You must be joking."
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"Joking!" She laughed some more. "Yes, I like to laugh, but she is your
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slave. Did you not always wish to have a housemaid? Or to have a
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roommate who gives you all the money she earns every week?" Juliette
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just sat there and didn't say anything.
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"How can she be my slave?"
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"Simple. You tell her what to do and she obeys."
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"I... she's *your* slave?"
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"I gave her to *you*."
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"You have slaves?"
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"Many. Would you like to see more? Would you like another? ..."
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"But how can you *do* that? Do you lock them up?" I didn't know what I
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should be doing. This conversation was ridiculous in a way and a part of
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me told me I should not be there. Where could I go?
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"Oh no, only when they are naughty. They like to obey."
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"They do?"
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"Yes, is that not so, Juliette?" Juliette gave a little half smile and
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nodded her head ever so slightly.
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"Where... do you find them?"
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"Anywhere."
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"People who *want* to be slaves?"
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"Oh, they do not *want* to be until I train them. That is a little
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unpleasant at first, but then it is all right."
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"Train them?"
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"Oh yes. I have Bridgette who is very good with the new slaves.
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Tomorrow I will show you how she does. Is the girl OK? Or would you like
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to see some other slaves to choose from?"
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"I don't want a slave."
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"Of course you do. Juliette, have Bridgette bring some girls here to show
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our guest. You may have your choice of all the slaves. Or any of the girls
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that you see working here. Did you see one that you like?" Her smile had
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a wickedness that I hadn't noticed before.
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"Listen, I can't do that. Uh, are the maids slaves?" I couldn't help
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myself--I wondered what it would be like to own a slave.
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"No, but they will be. Anyone who works for me will eventually be
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trained. If you choose one, we can begin their training tomorrow."
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Juliette made a noise--the first thing I'd heard from her since she asked
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me to follow her at the front door. Then she leaned over and talked to
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Beatrice in a low voice, in French. She kept talking for a while but I
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watched Beatrice and she didn't show by the slightest gesture that anyone
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was talking to her--she just continued looking at me in her friendly way.
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Juliette started talking louder and more excitedly, then suddenly stopped
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and the whole room was completely silent. Beatrice still hadn't taken any
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visible notice of her. Suddenly Juliette stood up and kicked off her shoes
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and darted out of the room. It all was so weird, I felt my sanity was
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leaving me. Beatrice calmly picked up a telephone and said a couple of
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words in French. Then she put down he receiver and faced me.
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"I did not intend to train Juliette for a few more years, but now I have no
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choice. Would you like Juliette?"
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"Juliette?" I answered weakly. This was too strange.
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"She will be ready in about two weeks--no more than three. Do not worry,
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the unpleasantness is over after the first day--then she will be willing
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even if not yet enthusiastic. You can use Juliette tomorrow night if you
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like. You can watch the beginning of the training tomorrow. Or if you
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wish to be wicked, I can have her brought to you for tonight, *before* the
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training begins." Her smile looked so sly. This beautiful woman in front
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of me: talking about slave training!
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"No... no thank you." I tried to think of those slaves: trained until they
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like
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to obey? What would I do alone in a bedroom with a woman who wanted to
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obey me?
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"OK, but tomorrow you will tell me about the girl. And choose a second
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one too." I felt almost trapped. It was the most ridiculous position to be
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in, having a slave pushed on me. It was all so strange: this wealthy woman
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and these women who loved to obey her. Slaves. Juliette being trained.
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"But we digress... we were talking about your art."
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"Uh, yes."
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"Were you going to tell me about your new painting? You are shy, are you
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not? Listen, I have a good idea: I have an art studio that is not used: why
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do you not come here and work just for me? I will pay you a salary that
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you will like."
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I froze, my mind and my heart racing. This was *Beatrice Moreau* I was
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dealing with. I chose my words carefully: "I'm very flattered, but... I'm
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afraid I *need* the freedom to choose my own projects."
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"I will let you choose them. So it is settled."
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I opened my mouth to protest, but ended up staring at her knowing,
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inviting smile. She was so beautiful. That's when I should have spoken up.
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Right then. But I couldn't manage to say a word.
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