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305 lines
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NIGHT VISION
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A story which never happened
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By Kate Orman, January 1995
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For Steven, who beat me to it. :-)
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"Come in," said Geordi.
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Data came in. Geordi sat at the table, half a dozen roses
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clutched in one fist, hot red petals dipping to touch the glass.
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"Am I interrupting something?" said the android.
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Geordi laughed quietly, shook his head. "There's nothing to
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interrupt. It just isn't going to happen. I'm never going to work up
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the courage to speak to her."
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Data sat down opposite him. "You mean Miss Henshaw." Geordi
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nodded. "You have not found Lieutenant Worf's advice useful, then."
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"Worf's idea of romance is having someone throw furniture at
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his head."
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Data nodded. "He has stated that he does not wish to initiate
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relationships with human women. He fears he might - damage them."
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"Great," said Geordi. He let go of the flowers, got up, pulled off
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his uniform jacket and threw it into the corner of his bedroom. "It
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doesn't exactly make him an expert in the field, does it?" he called
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out.
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Data stood in the doorway of the bedroom while Geordi
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splashed water on his face and arms. "I, too, have experienced
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problems with establishing relationships with human beings," he
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said. "It was not until I came aboard the Enterprise that I began to
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have what could accurately be described as friends."
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Geordi's reflection smiled at him. "Believe me, Data, you weren't
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the only one who had a rough time at the Academy. I think I had
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about two dates the whole time I was there. They were both
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disasters."
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Data nodded. "You have mentioned this before. In both cases,
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you felt unable to continue the relationship."
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Geordi sat down on the edge of his bed. "I just - I don't know.
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We would get to the point where something was going to happen,
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and I would just back out." He spread his hands. "It was as though I
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was terrified that someone might actually-"
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"Touch you?"
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Geordi nodded, folding his arms across his bare chest.
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"At the Academy," said Data, "I had several encounters in
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which it was made clear that someone else feared being touched by
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me."
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"Data, that's terrible."
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Data sat down on the bed beside him. "It did make completing
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some assignments difficult."
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"It's not as though I'm really afraid, up here-" Geordi tapped
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his forehead. "It's more as though something inside me just freezes
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up. I mean, what if we - what if-" He glanced sideways at Data, who
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was looking right at him. "It's what might happen that stops me."
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"Do you believe that how well you know a person is a factor?"
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"What makes you say that, Data?" said Geordi, staring at the
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wall.
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"I found that once people got to know me, they were less
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reluctant about establishing social relationship with me. Including
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touching."
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"I guess... I guess that's part of it. If I knew someone really
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well..."
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Geordi turned to look at Data.
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There was a long moment of silence.
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"Trust me," said Data.
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Geordi nodded.
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Data put his hands on either side of Geordi's face. The human
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was trembling softly. Carefully, Data unclipped his VISOR.
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Geordi closed his eyes. He heard Data putting the VISOR down
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on the bedside table.
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Then something brushed very gently across the back of his
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neck. A moment later he realised it was lips, soft and warm as
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human skin, moving back and forth.
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The tiny touches became kisses, on the side of his neck, on his
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shoulders, amongst the short hairs at the base of his skull. Data was
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sitting behind him, breath hot and electric, sliding his arms under
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Geordi's to fold both hands on his chest, fingertips touching the fine
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hair there. Embracing him softly.
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Data waited until Geordi stopped shaking, let him relax, just
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holding him. "I will only continue if you wish it."
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Geordi turned, the woollen texture of Data's uniform brushing
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across his chest as his arms wrapped around Data's slender torso and
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their mouths met.
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Data was lowering him onto the bed, and their mouths were
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still locked together, and Geordi's hands were finding the zipper at
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the back of the android's uniform, and Data's tongue was in his
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mouth, fizzing like sherbet.
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That tingling mouth moved lower, touching his throat, his chest,
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and when the kisses reached his navel he felt the fire in the small of
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his back and his hips rose.
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And then Data's jacket went "Bing!" and said, "Mr Data, please
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report to the bridge."
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They froze in position.
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Geordi surprised himself by laughing. Data put a finger on his
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lips. He heard the android say, "On my way, sir."
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Geordi pulled on his VISOR as Data pulled on his jacket. He
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hesitated in the doorway, glancing at Geordi.
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"Later, Data," he said, lying back on the bed and folding his
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arms behind his head.
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***
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Data's eyes traced a line from Geordi, sitting alone at the chess table,
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to Miss Henshaw, sitting alone at the bar. He waited a moment. Then
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he sat down and began setting the pieces up.
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Geordi startled, a little, eyes flicking to Christy and back again.
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"I gather your relationship with Miss Henshaw has not progressed,"
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Data was saying.
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"I still can't think of what to say." Geordi shrugged with his
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hands, almost knocking over his drink. "I mean, I hardly know her..."
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"You appear to be caught in a vicious circle."
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"What do you mean, Data?"
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"If you do not know her, you cannot speak to her. But if you do
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not speak to her, you may never come to know her."
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Geordi sighed. Data had put the last piece in its place.
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The engineer looked up. Guinan was watching them from
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behind the bar, smiling like the Mona Lisa.
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"Would you care to play?" said Data.
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***
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The holodeck program was a recreation of a valley where Geordi had
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once spent a solitary weekend of shore leave, hiking and camping.
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Getting comfortable with himself, he said, letting the constant
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technical babble in his mind slow into silence.
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They walked through the landscape, alongside a stream hidden
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by deep green trees. The slope of the hill was gentle, levelling out to
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an even plain, thickly carpeted with grass and flowers.
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Data followed Geordi silently, waiting until his friend felt ready
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to stop. At last Geordi unrolled the blanket and sat down on it, facing
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towards the stream.
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Data put down the picnic basket and sat down beside him.
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Geordi was trembling again.
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"We don't really need the blanket," the engineer had said as the
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heavy doors hissed closed behind them. "I've edited out the insects
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and the prickly weeds. We don't need the basket, really, either."
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"Nonetheless," Data had said, "they comprise a useful pretext."
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Geordi had looked at him sharply, meeting that impenetrable
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gaze, and wondered how much more Data understood about humans
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than he seemed to.
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Now he said, "I feel like we have this backwards. Usually it's
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me trying to explain things, show you something human..."
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"You are showing me - something human," said the android. "I
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have very seldom achieved physical intimacy with another person.
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In fact - you are only the second." Geordi glanced at him. "I am
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grateful to you."
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"Hey," said Geordi, and his voice matched his body's tremor.
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"I'm the one who ought to be grateful to you."
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Data reached out a hand, almost hesitantly, and put it on
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Geordi's shoulder. Once again the human felt the contrast between
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android strength, android gentleness. Data had thrown him across a
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room with one hand, once. Now the hand gripped softly, forming a
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bridge between them.
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"Did you lock the door?" breathed Geordi. Data nodded.
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He began to stroke Geordi's cheek, tracing spirals through his
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close-cropped hair, the fine stubble on his chin, touching the corner
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of his mouth.
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When the tear touched his finger, he took his hand away.
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Geordi's head was bowed, tears trickling from behind his VISOR.
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"I am sorry," said Data. "Computer-"
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Geordi's fingers brushed against his mouth. "You," he
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whispered, "you're - this is the first - " Data nodded, seriously.
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Geordi took off his VISOR, felt the edge of the basket, put it
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carefully inside. And now Data took his hands, long fingers
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intertwining with his, warm fingertips against the cold sweat of his
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palms.
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Data kissed the tears from his cheeks. This time the trembling
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stopped, was forgotten, dissolved in the rain of kisses, on his
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fluttering eyelids, on his earlobes, his throat as his breathing
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quickened, and finally on his mouth, those powerful hands moving to
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the back of his neck.
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And he would never remember how or when Data took off his
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uniform, or if he took it off himself, but there didn't seem to be any
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part of his body where those fingertips were not touching, swirling,
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tracing.
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He had seen those fingers repair the finest circuitry, seen them
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tear metal. Now they were igniting the fire in his spine, the heat in
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his face and hands. He imagined vanilla skin against his own
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darkness.
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"How-" he gasped, "how do I make you feel this-"
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Data kissed him into silence. And then he was lying naked and
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alone, only the cool breeze touching his naked body.
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"Data?"
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But the android was still there, a shifting weight on the
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blanket. "Geordi," his voice was soft, just louder than the breeze. "I-"
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Geordi reached out a hand, found his friend's arm. "Just go
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ahead, Data."
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Data kissed his throat, moved lower to kiss his chest. Geordi
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found himself holding the back of Data's head, fingers tangling in
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synthetic hair as that tingling tongue moved lower, lips brushing his
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stomach, navel, sweeping up again beneath his arms, to his nipples,
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lower again to his stomach, the tight hair beneath it -
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Oh, God -
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His hands became fists in Data's hair. A great flower of ecstasy
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came to life inside him, between his lungs, in his throat, between his
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hips -
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Data's hands slid beneath the small of his back, supporting him
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as his body began to move involuntarily. His voice seemed to have
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been knocked loose from him, making sounds of its own volition. Soft
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cries and deeper sounds, startling him.
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And he had never been more aware of the depth of the
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blackness, its colours, the patterns that danced in his invisible field
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of vision, intensifying with the rhythm of the flower in his belly.
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That rhythm changed, slowed, holding him in place, every clock
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shuddered to a halt. He felt more than blind, unable to hear anything
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but the flower, unable to feel the heat of skin on skin or the
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roughness of the blanket or the coolness of the breeze, and it could
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be anyone with him in the darkness, anyone.
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But nothing could hold those clocks still. The flower was
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growing, becoming more insistent, until he lost every sensation but
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the -
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"God!"
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The rhythm changed again, suddenly, and he -
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"Oh God!"
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- his body was panicking, going wild, going mad -
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"Ohgodyou'resobeautifulOHGODYOU'RESO!"
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The flower blossomed.
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***
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And later, when he woke up, there were flowers strewn on his chest.
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He held them to his face, breathing, just breathing, eyes closed.
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And he bathed in the stream, and pulled on his uniform, and
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went to find Christy and tell her how beautiful she was.
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