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Chapter Three
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I received your letter. You seemed to have fun last night. You
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were probably sore when you woke up this morning. You over did
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it but you know that by now.
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I will take you for a weekend. You will not be allowed to make
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a real choice about your slavery until the Saturday following
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the weekend. You are and will be immersed in new feelings; you
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need to be able to sort them out.
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You are not to indulge in any more playing/exploration as you
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did last night. You are moving too quickly and letting the
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inertia and excitement control you. You need to think. I've
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seen women allow themselves to drop into a constant reverie of
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sexually exciting bondage and give up everything and more.
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Within months they were finished. True, most of them
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overwhelmed their masters who could not keep up with their
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demands and fantasies and allowed them to sink deeper and deeper
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without controls or purpose. No one could have kept up with
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them in their Never-Never Land. Reality seldom reared its head
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for them. They gave up all responsibilities, all possessions,
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all control, all decisions and, especially tragic, all sense of
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self. They did not give up their demands, the demands grew
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until their Masters bound them into boredom or left them
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desolately alone. Dropping out was easy for them, rising back
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out was difficult, for some impossible.
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I will not let you follow them. You spent about six hours last
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night playing, feeling new things and enjoying it all. If you
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decide to become a slave to me, you will do so with an
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understanding of the reality of what you are doing and how the
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reality of your slavery will blend with the reality of the
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"outside" world. You will not be carried off to some ivory
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tower or sprawling manor to live a storybook life. Yes, I will
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train you and force you to do things you have and have not
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dreamed, you will visit your Never-Never Land for short times,
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you will be able to ignore the outside world for a weekend or a
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week. But you will always be brought back.
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It's too easy to drop out. You have a life. It is filled with
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variety, society, knowledge, ability and you. The feelings you
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are going through reflect the strength you have and the
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pressures you feel through being aware how good you are and how
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much more you could do if the assholes stayed out of your way.
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It's those pressures that were eliminated last night when you
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were acting as a slave.
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As my slave you will be required to think and participate in our
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lifestyle. There is nothing appealing to me (or most other
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Masters) in having a slave that does only what she's told and
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only what she's told. That slave is a drudge. She has resigned
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from life and not suitable for much. You are proud of who you
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are and will continue to be proud as a slave. You will be
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challenged to act as a slave and to contrive slave behaviors and
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protocols. We will work together, always being aware of the
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difference between "Oh wow! I wonder what's next." and "Oh yeah?
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Now what?" Neither of us will be bored.
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Meanwhile, slow down. Think about what you are doing and what
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has happened so far.
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I will arrive at the house at 7:00 PM on Friday. You are to be
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naked and facing the full length mirror in the bedroom, in
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Position One with your hands cuffed in front. Do not put on the
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cuffs until you hear me come in. Keep your eyes open and look
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at yourself. Do not talk to me or acknowledge my presence until
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I speak to you.
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You are not to wear the handcuffs until Friday night but you are
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required to move them around the house with you, they are always
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to be lying in plain sight in the same room as you. Send me the
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handcuff key and a key to your house as soon as you finish
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reading this.
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Remember, you can cancel the weekend up until 7:00 PM Friday.
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Once we start you are mine until 11:00 PM Sunday.
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