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J-Girls...Part 6
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6 - Come on Everybody, Let's Dance
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I knew I wasn't the only man in the world having sex with his daughter. Although I'd
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never come across any data on the subject, you heard enough stories to conclude that
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it wasn't all that unusual. Still, it shocked me to learn that someone right there in
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our neighborhood was doing it, too. What really got to me though, was that Mindy had
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broken an important rule, perhaps the most important rule I'd ever laid down for her.
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What to do about it? For sure I couldn't punish her. How would I ever justify such a
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thing to Sue? What was done was done. All I could do now was find out how far the
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information had spread and then wait for the storm to break. Once Sue found out, I'd
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be in big trouble.
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"You're sure about this? She actually told you that her father was doing it to her?"
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"Yes."
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"And you told her about us, didn't you?"
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Mindy turned her eyes down, not wanting to look at me. "Yes."
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"God damn it!" There was absolutely nothing I could do and that, more than anything
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else, was fueling my anger. "Why in hell did you tell her? Do you realize we could be
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in a lot of trouble? Do you want to see me in jail?"
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She was scared stiff and started to cry. It nearly killed me. We’d just had
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intercourse. Her jeans and panties were still down around her knees, my semen was
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drying on her and she was bawling like a baby. My anger melted away and I just held
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her in my arms. Eventually, she cried herself out and we just lay there, together, not
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saying anything.
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Finally. "We better get things straightened up. Mom and the kids will be home soon . .
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. Come on, babe. Don't cry anymore. It'll be all right. I'm sorry I shouted at you . .
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. Please forgive me."
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"OK."
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Mindy ducked into the bathroom to clean herself up and I straightened up the bed.
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Fine. No one would suspect what had just gone on in here. Maybe I would get caught but
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I wasn't going to leave any evidence around to help them convict me.
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I was in a hurry as I waited in the hall for Mindy to come out of the bathroom. "Let's
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go downstairs. I want to know exactly what you told Vanessa, but I don't want Mom to
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see us up here."
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Mindy followed me down to the family room where I turned on the TV. We weren't going
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to watch it, but it made a good excuse for us to be together in the room. I was
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concerned about appearances. On several occasions Sue had walked in when Mindy and I
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were together and my wife had given us a funny look. We hadn't been doing anything but
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it must have looked odd to Sue. She remarked that Mindy and I seemed to be spending a
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lot of time together and wasn't it nice that the girl and I got along so well. Unless
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Mindy had told her, Sue didn't know what we were up to, but I believed her suspicions
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had been aroused.
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"Now. Tell me. How many people have you talked to about us?"
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"Nobody but Vanessa . . . and I don't think she's told anyone else."
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"How can you be sure? This is supposed to be our secret. Not even Mom is supposed to
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know."
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"I'm sorry, Dad. I didn't think . . . She caught me off guard and I was confused."
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"OK. Tell me what happened."
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"Well, remember that weekend it snowed, and I spent the night at her house?"
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That was good news, of a sort. Mindy had let the cat out of the bag months ago and
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there still hadn't been any repercussions. Maybe it would be all right, after all. The
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memory clicked into place. I recalled the weekend and the snow bunny who came around
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to get Mindy. Of course, it was Vanessa, but on that cold, blustery day I had no idea
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what she was hiding under her clothes. She seemed like just another kid in the
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neighborhood and I didn't pay much attention to her. Besides, it was right after
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Christmas, and quite early in my affair with Mindy. At the time I only had eyes for
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her. Any other girl would have had to be naked before I'd noticed her.
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Then, the rest of the picture began to fill in for me. Mindy and this girl were close
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friends. I hadn't realized it until now. I began to recall other times when Vanessa
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had been around the house. She just seemed like another cute kid and I didn't pay any
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particular attention to her. What a dummy I'd been. If Mindy wasn't talking to Vanessa
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she'd be talking about her. Mindy associated with lots of girls, of course, but it was
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more Vanessa than anyone else. Mindy must have mentioned the name Vanessa dozens of
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times in conversations and I had simply tuned her out. It was Mindy's other life
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stuff, her little girl stuff that until now, I wasn't concerned about. I guess I was
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just so wrapped up in my own affairs that I was oblivious to what Mindy was doing with
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herself. An error that wouldn't be repeated.
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"Yeah. Wasn't that something?" It had been a record breaking snowfall and people were
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still talking about it.
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"Right. Well, Van and I were up in her room. It seemed like it was going to snow
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forever, and we got under the covers to stay warm. Like, we were talking about boys
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and stuff, you know?"
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I could imagine. "I know. Go on."
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"So. We were talking about boys and, uh . . . like, about doing it."
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The little girl in her had taken over. She looked at me to see how I would react to
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this piece of news. In another time and another place I might be upset at such a
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disclosure but this was here and now. I said nothing and just waited for Mindy to go
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on. She gave me a funny look.
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"Yeah. Right . . . Well I was being really careful, because, like I didn't want her to
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catch on that I knew too much. Like, she'd want to know how I knew all that stuff."
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I was flabbergasted. It had never occurred to me that, because of what we were doing,
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Mindy had an advantage over her girlfriends. It was likely that none of her young
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friends had the first hand knowledge of sex that Mindy had. She realized it, though,
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and had taken pains not to appear too knowing in front of them. My admiration for my
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daughter soared.
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Talking to Mindy could sometimes be maddening, though. Like her mother, she had a way
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of not getting right to the point. "So, tell me what happened."
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"Well, it was hard, like I said, not letting on what I really knew, especially with
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Van. She and I don't have many secrets from each other. She's my best friend. Like she
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tells me everything that happens to her and I tell her everything that happens to me.
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If a boy kisses her it's like I'm there with her when it happens."
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Another scary thought. Did Mindy have a boyfriend? Was some kid from up the street
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sharing my sugar?
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"So, then we started playing this game. It's silly but we do it a lot. We take turns
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mentioning a boy's name and the other person has to say if she likes him or not. We
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would say `cute', `real cute' or `no cute'. We were working through all the boys we
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knew from school and around the neighborhood. Sometimes I'd mention the name of a
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really nice boy and Van would make this deep growl sound in her throat and roll her
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hips around, like this."
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Mindy gave a quick demonstration. "You know what this means, don't you?"
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"Perfectly." It was a provocative gesture and there was no doubt about the meaning. It
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was fascinating to learn what young girls did when they thought no adults were around.
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"Well, I knew what it meant, too. Van never did that before but it didn't surprise me
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when she did. Right from the first time I met her she seemed a little crazy. Know what
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I mean? And then . . . after a while it got funny and I started to giggle. Pretty soon
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she was doing it no matter what boy's name I said, you know, just to make me laugh,
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and then we were both laughing. We had just about run out of boys we knew when all of
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a sudden Van said, `Your father.' That caught me by surprise. I got scared because I
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thought that somehow she'd figured out what you and I were doing."
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"And that's how you got onto the subject?"
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"Uh, yeah, except there's a little more to it . . . If I tell you, will you promise
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not to get mad at me?"
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She had me. "Go ahead. It can't be any worse than what I've already heard."
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Mindy flashed me a `wanna bet?' smile and I knew I was about to be taken for a ride. I
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wondered where Sue and the girls were. They should have been home by now.
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"Well, I figured that she's just being silly. Only when I didn't laugh, Van got this
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real serious look and she said, `What's wrong? I can't mention your father?' I guess I
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must have looked like my teeth were about to drop out, or something. Anyway, that's
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when she told me."
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"What exactly did she say? How did she put it?"
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"She said that you were `real cute', you know, our little game . . . and that you
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could do it to her anytime you wanted."
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Can you spell SHOCK? "She actually said that?"
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"Yep . . . "
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"Jesus Christ!" I seldom swore in front of Mindy but she had blown me away with her
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story.
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"There's more. I have to tell you everything, now."
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"Go on, but be quick. Your mom will be here, soon"
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"Right. Then she told me that her dad thought I was cute and that he wanted to do it
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to me!"
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"Whoa!" I didn't like the sound of that, at all. "Has he ever touched you, any way at
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all?"
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"No dad. He hasn't. Whenever I go over there, he's very nice to me but nothing has
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ever happened between us. After Van told me, it was kind of weird. I was embarrassed
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to be around him, knowing that he wanted to do it to me. I was even a little scared .
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. . It's OK now, though. Like I said, nothing has happened and I'm used to it. I don't
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much think about it anymore. He's really very nice."
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I absolutely had never heard such a story before in my life. Maybe you haven't either
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but I assure you it's true. This stuff really happened. If the house had caught fire,
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I wouldn't have let Mindy break off her strange tale. I had to know everything, now.
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"So, what happened then? What else did she say?"
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"Well, I can't remember the exact words. See, I was nervous talking about it because
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of us. I was afraid I'd say the wrong thing and Van would figure out that we were
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doing it. Anyway, up to this point she'd only said that she liked you and that her
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father was interested in me. That's all. So then I asked her if she'd ever actually
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done it with someone, and she said `Yes'. So naturally, I had to know, and I asked her
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who with. That's when she told me it was her father."
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I felt like my teeth were going to drop out. What a story! "So then, you told her
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about us?"
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"Well, not right away. Van put her face right up to mine and told me that I was never
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to reveal what I was hearing from her. She told me some more stuff, and then made me
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promise to keep it a secret. So far you're the only one I've ever told . . . "
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She paused to catch her breath and went on. "Anyway, that's when I told her! See, she
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told me all this stuff about her and her dad, and then she asked me if I'd ever done
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it. Well, I didn't know what to say and she was looking at me kind of funny, like she
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already knew about us but she was just waiting for me to say it. That's when it came
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out. I didn't want to tell her but I couldn't help myself."
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"Do you think she's told anyone else about this?"
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"I really don't think so, Dad. I don't think you have to worry about Van."
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"Well, I am worried . . . and what other stuff did she tell you?"
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Now came another bombshell.
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"Uh, do you really want to know?"
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After a response like that, what else could I do? Staring at Mindy, I waited. After
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what I'd just heard, nothing could be more shocking.
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"Van told me that she's also done it with some other dads."
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"You mean boys, don't you? She's done it with other boys?"
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"No, dad. Van's done it with other dads."
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Was that an atomic bomb I just heard go off?
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"She's done it with some other men, men that her father knows."
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This was getting stranger and stranger. I absolutely could not believe what I was
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hearing. "You're not getting away, now, until I know everything. I want the whole
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story."
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"Well, there isn't much more. I've told you just about everything I know. Van said she
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really wasn't supposed to talk about it, and she didn't give me much information,
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anyway. She told me that her and her father sometimes go to this place, and there are
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other girls there with their fathers, and . . . well, . . . they all kind of, do it
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. . . I guess. She's been there a couple of times since last winter. It's always on a
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weekend and they usually stay overnight. When they go away she tells me that it's one
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of those special times but that's about it. Sometimes I don't even know she's going.
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I'll call her and she won't be home, and then she'll tell me later that she was away
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for a special weekend with her dad.
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