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Joanne
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Ever since I was young I have always been aware that I found
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other girls attractive. When I was in junior high, my friends and
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I used to "practice" kissing, so we'd be prepared for boyfreinds.
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I never said anything to anyone but I did enjoy it. Also, when I
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would sleep over with a friend, we would always cuddle in bed. It
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was very innocent but I knew there was something there.
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By the time I got to high school, I tried to put those things out
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of my mind, and ran around with boys like everyone else. In my
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senior year I had a boyfriend that I got pretty hot with lots of
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times, but when we finally decided to do it, it was just a big
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let down ... a disaster really. Over the summer, before I went to
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college, I had another boy, and again, it was not much of a
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thrill ...
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So I got to college, UMass, and ended up in a highrise dorm, the
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only one that wasn't coed ... My roommate was a pretty Italian
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girl, very sweet ... I will call her Joanne ... anyway, almost
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from the start I knew I was developing a crush on Joanne ... it
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drove me crazy ... I became the closest of friends, but of course
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I never let on what I was feeling. Secretly I enjoyed watching
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her when she undressed and if she touched me or hugged me or
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anything like that, I would feel a spark going thru me ...
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The result was that I thru myself at boys ... I had a couple of
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boyfriends that year and sometimes things were the same as with
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the other boys, but sometimes they were better ... But I also had
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an affair with one of my teachers that was great physically, and
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I was at least relieved to know I could enjoy being with a man,
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but all the same Joanne was on my mind all the time ...
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sometimes it was a horrible feeling as I would think I was
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turning into a lesbian ...
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Well, anyway, freshman year came and went and my stomach was
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still full of butterflies about Diane ... then in August, I made
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plans to take a vacation on Martha's Vinyard with another girl
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from our dorm, a really wild friend of mine named Courtney. We
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spent the nights of our vacation in a little tent, and were
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forced to cuddle up for warmth and because the tent was so small
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... we giggled a lot while we did it but that was about it ...
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So then about the third day of our vacation, Courtney said we
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should go to the nude beach in the Gay Head area of the Vinyard
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... we peddled our bikes all the way there until we saw the high
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dunes and parking area that indicated the beach ... we locked up
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our picks and hiked over the dunes ... there were people
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everywhere running around naked, men and women, young and
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middleaged ... skinny and fat ... but instead of being uncouraged
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by the casualness of the whole thing, we both felt self conscious
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... rather than join the crowd, we walked way way down the beach
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until we came to a spot where no one else was around, and spread
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out our blanket ... first we self consciously took off our tops,
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but as the day wore on we became more relaxed and stripped down
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... it felt great .. we smoked pot and rubbed lotion on each
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other ... sometime in the afternoon, Courtney was rubbing lotion
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on my stomach when she giggled "If we get too carried away we can
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always blame the reefer ..." That broke the ice. I minute later
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we had carried our blanket and gear behind the dunes, were no one
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would see us, and began making love ...
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A few weeks later I was back in school ... and once again sharing
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a room with Joanne. I couldn't wait to see her ... after that
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experience I knew I would be able to approach her and let her
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know how I felt ... but Joanne is very shy, so I knew I had to
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work slower, using something I call the Extended Seduction
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Technique ... in our first week back, we were sitting around girl
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talking when I said "Guess what?" and told her the story about
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Courtney ... her eyes opened really wide, but she didn't seem
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offended ... still, I was nervous I shouldn't have told her ...
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in the cafeteria, when Courtney would join us, Diane would stare
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at her like she had horns ... but I didn't let down my campaign
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... I would never pass up an opportunity to touch Joanne, however
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casually ... for instance, I would help her with her hair, etc
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... I wanted her to become comfortbale with my touch .., and I
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always tried to look pretty around her, and spent a lot of time
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with her ...
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One day in October I saw my chance ... Joanne was sitting around
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in her underwear and a t shirt, as I had run down and tossed her
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clothes in the washer downstairs ... I lit a joint and we sat on
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her bed smoking in ... to my surprise, Courtney let herself in
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She joined us on the bed and we all sat around getting giggly ..
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then Courtney (who knew about my plans for Joanne) took my face
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in her hands and gave me a very passionate kiss ... Joanne stared
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for a minute, then started laughing ... I kissed her too ... then
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I rubbed her bare legs and kissed her again ... she reponded ...
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God when I think about the moment when I knew she would accept me
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I still get these little chills ... With Courtney's help I got
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her clothes off and we all made love on the bed ...
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After that Joanne and I spent every night sleeping in the same
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tiny bed. We did not make love all the time, but about once a
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week we would let go ... I felt so happy. As for Courtney, she
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moved on to other conquests but we still see each other ... I
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have had many other lovers (mostly men) since that day with
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Joanne but I still get my biggest thrills from her ...
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