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Archive-name: Bondage/hethtext.txt
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Archive-title: A Little Soft Porn
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If the truth were known, I would never keep this diary unless I believed
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it would become a meaningful chronology.
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But I am committed to this project now. I am intent upon making Heather
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into my fantasy lover.
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Her mouth is full and her lips are meant to be kissed and tasted.
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It amazes me when I think of how sexually expressive her mouth is.
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Her lips glisten with temptation as if they were primarily used to
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be kissed and only secondarily to form words. They express a life of
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their own when she speaks. Her gentle words trickle out between them,
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given meaning by the expression her lips form as she speaks. The flash
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of her pink tongue as she runs it over her bottom lip is just another
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erotic invitation to taste them. Her words are given an additional
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softness by their texture.
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I was lost in these thoughts when somewhere in the distance I thought
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I heard my name.
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"Michael?"
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By the time she spoke it a third time, I shook my head clear and returned
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to the hotel room. I must have looked like a kid who had been caught
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with his hand in the cookie jar.
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Heather laughed her silly little laugh and asked what took me away on
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such a long journey into myself. I took her hand and returned a smile and
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asked her if she were sure she wanted to know. She shook her head yes.
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I do not believe I will ever forget the look on her face as I spilled
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out the feelings inside of me. I was about to take a step forward that
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would change our lives for "better or for worse".
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"Heather, I am not sure how to express all that I feel right now. I will
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try, but you have to forgive me if it sounds a bit jumbled. I love you,
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love you so much that it hurts me to know that we are predictable and
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boring," I began.
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Heather lowered her eyes and I knew that she was feeling the same thing.
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"I am taking a chance too, on. Look, tell me you can't set your watch
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by our sexual routine. I don't mean that it isn't pleasurable, but it
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is predictable," she said.
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I couldn't help but laugh.
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To lighten up the conversation, I continued as if I were a clinical
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sex therapist:
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"Kiss her mouth... there, that's it! Ummmmmm... nice lips. Now it is
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time to nibble on her neck and fondle the right breast. Keep checking
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those nipples and see if she is getting hot! Now for a quick feel
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between her legs... nope, not wet yet!"
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By now both of us were laughing at ourselves.
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"Seriously, Heather, can you see it, or is it just me?"
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"No, it isn't just you. I have had the same thoughts," she agreed.
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"Well," I continued, "I want to do something about it. I want to refocus
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our lives on us."
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I looked up to see her following my every word and did not have to ask
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her if she agreed.
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"The problem is simple to define. I have abdicated my position to
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circumstances. I have not been strong for you. I intend to change
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that, Heather. I want you to agree to one thing only, ok?" I asked.
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"Sure, Michael. What is it?" Heather looked into my eyes.
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"I want you to become totally submissive to me. I want you to follow
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my lead. I know this sounds weird and by today's standards even abnormal,
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but I can promise you that you will not regret it for one moment."
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"I don't understand this at all. What do I do?"
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"Not a thing, on. Just follow my lead."
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When I was through, Heather's eyes were sparkling with moisture and
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a radiance that signaled that I had touched her innermost being wrote
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itself all over her face. It was a dream come true for her too. I was
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not alone in my feelings, Heather was right there in the midst of them.
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Yes, I am sure now that there is much undiscovered love planted deeply
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inside both of us. I am going to bring it out in the open. Heather and I
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will find a newness and joy unrivaled even by the delight of our earlier
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discovery of each other.
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I took time today to send flowers to Heather. A simple note was attached
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to them, reading:
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Dearest Heather:
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Please be ready to go out to dinner tonight at 6 pm.
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Love, Michael
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I wonder if she has them yet?
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Heather looked beautiful when I arrived home that night. She greeted
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me at the door and I dropped my briefcase in the hall.
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I opened the passenger door for her before going to my side. Funny how
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a little thing like that politeness had slipped away from me. I got
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into the car and put the keys into the ignition. Instead of starting
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the car, I looked into her eyes and told her how beautiful she was.
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I wanted her to feel sexy and desirable.
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"Heather, your breasts are beautiful," I said, and slid a hand under
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her blouse to caress one of them. She was startled, but pressed against
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my hand.
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"When we get home, I want to make love to you, Heather. I want to feel
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your warm body against mine. I love you, "I said as I moved away from
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her to drive us to dinner. Heather just blushed and made a silly joke.
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It was her way of telling me that she was glad I liked them, but she
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didn't believe it.
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The rest of the evening was spent making small talk and flashing knowing
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smiles between us. Several times during the evening, I caught her
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off guard by expressing some overtly sexual thought out loud and out
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of context. When we got home, Heather was not prepared for what happened.
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Turning out the headlights of the car, I slid over to her and without
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saying a word, reached under her skirt and began to slide her panties off.
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She began to protest, but I looked sternly at her and told her to be
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quiet. She didn't say another word as I continued to remove her panties.
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I slid my hand between her legs to feel that she was more then a bit
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ready to make love. I covered her mouth with mine and drank deeply of
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her mounting passion. I waited until we were both unable to contain
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our desire and stopped.
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I opened the door to the car and led her to the house. At the front door,
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I pinned her against the house and lifted her dress to her thighs as I
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kissed her again. I let my hand find her moist warmth and slid it over
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the silkiness of her sex as we kissed passionately once more.
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"Michael, the neighbors!"
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"Shhhhhh," was my only reply as I continued to explore her wetness with
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my hand.
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I could hear aroused excitement in her breath. She was kissing
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passionately and moving her body against mine now.
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"I want to be inside you, Heather. I want to feel your warmth around me,
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to feel the slipperiness of your pussy."
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"Mmmmmmmmm, yes, Michael. I want you inside me too"
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I pushed her hand to the obvious bulge in my pants and bit her neck as
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she began a soft rhythmical stroking motion. I had to stop her before
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I came. I was out of control now. Stepping back slightly, I undid her
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blouse and unhooked her bra. Lowering my mouth to her breast, I felt
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her press backwards into the corner. Her hands found the sides of my
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head as she moved her torso, forcing my lips and tongue to bathe the
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soft mound of flesh that I loved to fondle.
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Heather no longer had mastery over her thoughts or body. I dropped
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to my knees and her hand went to her breast and continued to tease its
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swollen and sensitive nipple. She gathered her skirt in her other hand
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and threw her hips forward, spreading her legs and giving me access
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to her warmth. As I tasted her musky sweetness, I heard her utter
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involuntary, animal-like noises. Heather was whining her excitement
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now as I teased her velvety moisture with the tip of my tongue.
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I looked up to her face and saw her chewing the back of her hand to try to
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silence her growing ardor. Her eyes were shut and her expression spoke
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of uncontrolled pleasure. Heather was coming now. Unable any longer
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to prevent her squeals of delight, or control the gyration of her hips,
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she was caught in the rapture of the moment. Her entire body stiffened
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suddenly as bolts of pleasure shot through her lower body. I could feel
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muscles reacting to the detonation of thousands of nerve endings.
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Ripples of satisfaction crashed through her body and communicated the
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intensity to me. I heard her gasping as I continued to force her into
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one orgasm after another. I found myself caught up in her passion
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unable to stop until she relaxed and slid gently down to replace one
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set of lips with the other.
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We went into the house and somehow made it to the bedroom and made
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love on our bed. Not another word was spoken, our bodies said all that
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was necessary.
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- Early Morning, the Following Day -
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Heather is always up before me. I heard Heather as she came back upstairs
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and took her morning bath. I got up and showered quickly and went to
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her bathroom and walked in on her. She was startled. I went to her
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and took the washcloth and gently began to wash her body. I asked her
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not to talk and told her to express herself with her body, not words.
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I made her stand up and told her to close her eyes and think only about
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the sensations she felt.
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I used a soap-covered hand to caress her breasts. The silkiness of
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their pliability as they slid underneath my touch caused me to become
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instantly erect and my desire to enter her grew with each passing moment.
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I saw her tongue dart out to lick her lips as my hand glided over her
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belly to the downy patch of pubic hair. Her breath came in short panting
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gasps as my hand slid between her legs and caressed her.
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I then took a plastic tumbler and adjusted the water to be slightly hot.
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Filling the glass I poured it over each shoulder and watched it as
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it ran over her breasts and caused the soap to glide down her body,
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tracing the feminine lines of her curves. I washed the soap away from
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between her legs and kissed her softly. Her breath hissed as my tongue
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caressed the tiny pink button of flesh that peeked out from between the
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soft folds between her legs.
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I then dried her off and pulled a red tee-shirt over her head. It clung
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to her, accentuating her full breasts. The erect nipples pushing against
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the material brought on more erotic thoughts. The tee-shirt came
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to the tops of her thighs, barely covering her nakedness underneath.
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Each movement showed a flash of her silky pubic hair or the space at
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the top of her thighs just below the roundness of her full buttocks.
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I hugged her to me and told her to go downstairs and fix breakfast
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for us. Her eyes begged for a romp in the bedroom, but she obeyed me
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without question.
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I followed her down the stairs and watched with amusement as Heather
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discovered that the tee-shirt was not going to stay in place. It kept
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riding up on her, exposing her from the waist down. She blushed and
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made childish giggling noises along with some silly remark. I grabbed
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her and spun her around.
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"Heather, I am not going to tolerate your silly coverup for your shyness.
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I love your body. I want it on display to me whenever I desire. It is
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not your place to ruin what is erotic and beautiful with silliness."
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I gave Heather a slap on her naked rear to emphasize my seriousness,
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then kissed her.
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Heather tried her best to act natural while making our breakfast, but her
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awareness of her nakedness and my eyes on her body made it difficult for
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her. Each time she approached me I emphasized her forced exhibitionism
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by touching her lower body. She seemed unsure of how to act. She was
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not comfortable with her exposure because she did not believe in her
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sexiness and somehow felt silly.
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I discovered something that was to become central in my desire to dominate
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Heather; I must find ways to transmit my feelings to her. Heather must
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feel what I feel, it was up to me to make her feel sensual and erotic.
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She would get beyond her own feelings only when she understood mine.
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She sat across from me now as we ate breakfast together. She felt better
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now that her nakedness was hidden by the table. I stared at her for
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the longest time and asked her why she felt silly.
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"I don't know," she replied truthfully, for I believe that she truly
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did not realize why.
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"Heather," I began to explain to her, "you feel silly because you have
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not recognized your own sexuality, or at least you do not believe in it.
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You act as if you are captive to what you were taught as a child, and that
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is that you are not allowed to expose your body to others because it is
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somehow dirty or not right to do that. Well, Heather, that is not right.
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Let me put it simply. If you give yourself to me, then I want all of you.
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I want to enjoy what you are giving to me, not be forced to imagine it
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in the darkness of our bedroom. Your body is meant to give me pleasure.
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It was created to create extreme desire in me for you. Now if you don't
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want to be desirable, then don't listen to me. If you do, then let me
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be the judge of what is sensual and erotic. You simply enter into it.
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I know much better then you now what turns me on and what makes me crazy
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with hunger for you."
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Heather sat there staring as if she wanted to believe me, but was unsure
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that what I was saying was true. If it was proof she wanted then I
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would give it to her.
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I asked her for another cup of coffee and when she arose to get it, I
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followed her, taking in the delightful curves that were so erotically
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exposed. When she returned to the table, I took the pot from her
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hand, pushed the dishes to one end of the table and lifted her onto it.
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I pressed her back so that her legs were suspended over the edge. I moved
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between them and reached for the server of warm syrup. I grabbed the
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tee-shirt and pushed it up and over her breasts, exposing them.
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I poured some of the warm sticky liquid over her torso and began to
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smear the sticky substance into her skin. I then began to lick the syrup
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from her breasts and belly, arousing her to a fever pitch. Heather was
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moaning loudly now, wrapping her legs around me and pulling me closer
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to her. I slipped inside her and was welcomed with a cry of delight.
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Her back arched off the table as she threw against me in animal passion.
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It took only minutes for both of us to explode into orgasmic frenzy.
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Heather was not as demure as we walked upstairs to shower.
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The next morning I told Heather that I had taken the day off to be
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with her. I picked out her clothes and laid them on the bed. I told
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her that we would be shopping for some very special things today,
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things to keep her aware of my feelings towards her sensuousness.
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Heather looked so lovely in the white blouse and semi-full skirt.
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Her legs were beautifully shaped and I loved it when they showed.
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I had seen many men follow her with their eyes and it gave me good
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feelings to know that she was desirable to others. That served to
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exaggerate my feelings of possessing Heather. I enjoyed the little girl
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in her as we drove to the mall.
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Heather was in a playful mood. She was giggling one minute and sulky
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the next. She was reacting to my moods as well as provoking them.
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I joined in the fun and only quit as we narrowly avoided an accident
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when I was too busy tickling her thighs to see the light turn red.
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Heather really made me laugh when she crossed her arms below her breasts
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and glanced at me saying, "Some lover you are... not even willing to have
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a small accident to play with these". She emphasized the word "these"
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by sliding her arms so that one of her breasts were cupped in each of
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her hands. I almost drove off the road.
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We reached the mall somehow. We were like two kids as we laughed and
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joked our way through the parking lot to the entrance. Heather hung on
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my arm and I couldn't resist twirling her around. She playfully hit
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me and ran ahead, I chased her and when I caught her warned her that
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I wasn't above spanking her right there in the parking lot. Her lower
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lip curled and then her eyebrows raised up.
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"Ha! You wouldn't dare to!" she said to me as she pulled away and ran
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a little ahead in case I meant it. I cocked my head and with a stern
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look walked towards her. She screamed and ran from me again.
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She was backing up now yelling, "Michael! Don't you dare!" I just kept
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walking towards her. When I reached her she covered her eyes and turned
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around and half yelling, half laughing and screamed "Rape!".
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I looked around and people were staring at us. I grabbed her arms and
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announced to the people, "It's ok, folks. She's mine. I can rape her
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if I want." Heather turned bright red, then sat on the ground in peals
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of laughter. I joined her.
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When we had regained our composure and the laughter died, we went into
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the mall. Once inside, I took her to our favorite place to order a
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couple of ridiculous drinks called "windshield washers". The bright
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blue drinks were just right for the moods we were in.
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Afterwards we made our way to a little shop that specialized in sexy
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lingerie. I told Heather that I was going to pick all her clothes from
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now on. With Heather beside me, we began the hunt for her new wardrobe.
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First things first. I picked out several bras for her. They were light
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and transparent. They hooked in the front and would enhance her figure
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without exaggerating it in any way.
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The looks on the salesgirl's face could only be appreciated in a photo
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as I followed Heather to the small dressing room to watch her try it on.
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"Excuse me, sir! Excuse me! You can't go in there!" she said, trailing
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along after us.
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"Sure I can," I said smiling at her as I closed the door to the tiny room.
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"God, Michael, you're embarrassing!"
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I smiled at her and began to unbutton her blouse. When she had the new
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bra on, I fondled her and kissed her. I was delighted as her nipples
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hardened and showed clearly through the thin silky fabric of the bra.
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I unhooked the front and suckled each warm breast once. I took her old
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bra and crumpled it up and shoved it into my back pocket. I told her
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to put her blouse back on and we went out to the counter and I told the
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sales girl to give us six of them.
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Then I asked if they had any garter belts. They did and I picked out
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several for Heather along with several pairs of hose. We then paid for
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them and I whispered to her to go into the dressing room and replace
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her pantyhose with a garterbelt and stockings.
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"Oh yes,," I added in a whisper, "you will no longer wear panties
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underneath your skirts, Heather." She blushed slightly.
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"I hate them anyway," she whispered back.
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I asked the salesgirl, who was now unsure of what I was liable to do or
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say, if Heather could use the dressing room once more. Then I watched
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Heather as she disappeared into the room.
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The rest of the afternoon was spent shopping and browsing. Once when
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I had her model an outfit that I loved, I got up and asked the woman
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waiting on us for some scissors and cut all of the price tags off the
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clothing Heather saying that I would buy it.
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At one point Heather asked, "Well, aren't you going to ask me if I like
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it or not?".
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I looked at her and shook my head and said, "No, Heather, I am not."
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She said nothing at all and we walked out with her in her new outfit.
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I enjoyed the feeling of her small waist as I drew her near to me.
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We must have appeared to the world as lovers, and they were right.
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I loved Heather more then ever and I was happy to be seen with such a
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wonderfully erotic woman.
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If they only knew what we knew. My Heather was naked and available
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to me, separated by less then a 16th of an inch of fabric from the
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hand that rested on her soft cheek. The feeling was exhilarating and
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overwhelmingly sensual.
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It was time to go home now and we walked to the car. In the middle of the
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parking lot, I turned Heather towards me and kissed her warmly. My hands
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found their way to her ass as she raised up on tiptoe to return the kiss.
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"Does this excite you, Heather?," I whispered as I pulled her close to me
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by pressing on her soft cheeks. It felt wonderful to feel her head nod
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yes as she sighed. When we go in the car I didn't start it right away,
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but sat there looking at her.
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"Does it excite you knowing that you are naked under your skirt, Heather?"
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"Yes."
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"I get just as excited knowing that you are so available to my touch.
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Heather, I want you to show me how aroused you are."
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"How? What do you want me to do?"
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"Use your imagination, on," I said as I stared at her lap.
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Heather slid forward in the seat and raised her skirt to the top of her
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lap and spread her legs a little. I leaned over to kiss her and let my
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hand slide between her legs. I was not surprised to find her very aroused
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and her fluids added to the warm silkiness of her petal-like flesh.
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I began slow rhythmical movements with my hand.
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Heather clung tightly to me and closed her eyes. I kissed her neck and
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gradually brought her closer and closer to an orgasm. I could hear her
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breath coming in short panting gasps now as her legs parted further and
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she lifted her hips to meet my hand's motion against her sex.
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In my mind there is no feeling in the entire world then to hear your name
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spoken as the one you love erupts into orgasmic rapture. Heather repeated
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my name over and over as I felt her legs grip my hand. Her entire body
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trembled as she hugged me closer to her and pressed my hand to her breast.
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I felt her nipple swell at my touch as she came to a shivering climax.
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"How is that for imagination?," Heather giggled and with a silly,
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little-girl smile on her face, she sat back and arranged her skirt.
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"Not bad, for a novice!" I said and raised my arm to protect myself from
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the swipe I knew would come.
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I have prepared very carefully for this because I want her to enter into
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it without realizing what was going to happen. It must be built up to
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the point that she was seething in uncontrollable passion by late evening.
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I wrote several notes for her and put them in places where she would
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not find them until I wished her to. I also went to a local sex shop
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and bought some "toys" that would be used later on in the evening.
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Before going off to work I let her know how much I loved her and made
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certain advances to seal the words. I whispered in her ear that "tonight
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would be a very special night." and left home for work. When I arrived,
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I made the first of the phone calls home.
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"On, I want you to look in my top drawer. I love you!" was all that I
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said and hung up.
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The first note that she found read as follows:
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Dearest Heather:
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I want to show my love for you in a VERY SPECIAL way. However there
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is a condition attached to it. You must make a decision to trust
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me completely and do everything I tell you to do without question or
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argument. If you agree please call me back and tell me that you do.
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No questions are allowed, just your agreement.
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Love, Michael.
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Within a minute I had my call. Her voice was alive with excitement
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anticipation! She tested the rule just once, but I ignored the question
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as if she never spoke it. Knowing what was coming excited me.
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"Wonderful, darling. Now look under my pillow. I love you!," was all
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that I said and hung up the phone.
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The second note was more to the point. It was more a letter then a note
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that said:
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Dearest Heather:
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You are the most wonderful and erotic woman I have ever known. At times
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it hurts me that we do not find the passion that we once knew. All that
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is over now and we are about to rediscover each other in new ways.
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This day is yours. Tonight you will know delights that you have never
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before known. Your body will tremble with a passion for pleasure that
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will only be fulfilled as the night wears on and only when you desire it
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to be. You, my dear, are my most prized possession. I want to possess
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you totally and to do this, you must give me the gift of yourself, for
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nothing that is not given freely can truly be possessed. I want you
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to yield yourself to me completely and without question. I am relying
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on your trust for you to know that I would not do anything that hurt or
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endangered you in the least.
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I want you to know that your body is wonderful to me. It is erotic and
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sensual and drives me crazy. The softness of your breasts, the hardening
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of your nipples as I suck on them, the warmth of your pussy and its sweet
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taste feeds my fervor for you. I know the wanton fires that burn inside
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you as we make love. Tonight you will feel them all the more.
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Before you go on reading this, Heather, please go to the bedroom,
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take off your clothes - no questions, you have already agreed to do
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what I say. Lay on the bed and while you continue reading, I want you
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to explore your body with your hand as if it were me doing it for you.
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I want you to feel your own womanhood and all that gives me pleasure.
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Do it now before you read the next page.
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The note continued on the next page.
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As I write this to you, Heather, I am aroused to the point where it is
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difficult to concentrate. My mind is filled with the sensuality of
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your body and our love. I burn with desire to make love to you now.
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I can imagine your soft, supple breasts as they yields at the pressure
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of my hands. I can almost feel the nipples as they swell and harden to
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my touch. I picture your legs slowly spreading to await my touch. I know
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how sensitive your breasts are, how they seem to be connected directly to
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your clitoris. I see you in my mind as you move with passion while I suck
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each of your nipples into my mouth and delight in their taste and texture.
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Heather, close your eyes now and use your hands to explore your breasts as
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you imagine me there with you. Try to feel what I am feeling right now!
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Do not touch your pussy -yet!
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I wish that I was there now, dearest. But I will wait until this evening.
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Now, Heather. Just as I would do, let your hand stray over your tummy,
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do it slowly, let yourself go and let your desire build. Feel your own
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soft flesh. Experience my feelings as I thrill to the softness and try
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to resist touching your moist sex. When I am doing this, I can begin
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to smell your muskiness that is so sweet and wonderful. It is so hard
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for me not to just move right to the center of your pleasure, and mine!
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Let your hand just brush the soft curls of hair. Then lift your leg so
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that you can trace your fingertips over the soft flesh of your inner
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thigh. Start at your knee and move slowly towards your pussy. As you
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move your hand from one leg to the other, let your fingers lightly
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touch your swollen clit, not for long, just a quick teasing touch.
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Now the other thigh. Do the same and imagine my mouth there, teasing
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and nibbling your soft inner leg, moving towards your pussy, licking in
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tiny circles. Close your eyes, on, let your mind go. Think of my love
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for you and the passion that builds within us as we slowly build towards
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the ultimate fulfillment. I want you to let yourself dream for a few
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minutes, let your rapture build! Close your eyes and let go!
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Heather, you are now to experience the very thing that makes me want
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you the most. Your sweet feminine sex. Let your hand move between
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your legs. Feel the smooth moistened flesh. Let your fingers glide
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over your sex, Heather. Your pussy is wet and ready for orgasm. It has
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prepared itself for pleasure, and it is almost time. Use two fingers
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and put them inside you to moisten them with your own sweet juices.
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Now spread them a little and move your hand upward to let them caress
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your clit on either side of its tiny sensitive shaft. Feel how swollen
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it is? Feel the shockwave of pleasure as you stroke it ever so gently.
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Oh, Heather, how wonderful you taste when I kiss you there. How soft
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the flesh as I gently suck the folds between my lips. It is so incredibly
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silky and warm there. Your pussy is the center of both of our passion,
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a lovely and wondrous place - bringing us both rapturous enjoyment.
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I love to feel its pliability as I move my tongue over its glistening
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smoothness. I love to feel you react as I probe into you with my tongue,
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how you move against my face.
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I can feel your body reacting, you feel it too, Heather. Let your mind
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and body go now. Use your hand to bring yourself to orgasm. Think of the
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passion we have together. Feel the growing sensations as your clitoris
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tries to hide from the coming explosion. Feel the contractions as they
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mount in intensity, building deep within you and rippling out with
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ever increasing intense pleasure. You are rising now, Heather to the
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ultimate voluptuousness. Your body will soon explode with all of the
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|
built up passion into sheer orgasmic satisfaction. I wish I could see
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your face at this minute, Heather. I love you so very much. I ache to
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be in you now, on. Let it go, now. Do it for me, Heather. Let me feel
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your ardor over the distance. Reach out to me with your mind and body.
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Come Heather! Let it happen! Close your eyes now and let it happen!
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(on the last page)
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Dearest Heather, while you are doing what I asked, I am sitting in my
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office imagining your gorgeous form laying on our bed and the pleasure
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is beyond description. Call me and tell me what you felt!
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I love you. Michael.
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And call she did.
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When Heather called me, it was evident from her breathlessness that she
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had done what I asked her to. She was close to tears as she thanked me
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for what I had done to her with the letter. She told me how she had
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totally lost herself in the passion aroused by my words. I told her
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that I loved her and indicated that the best was still to come.
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She said, "On, I am ready for anything you want. I love you! I really
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wish you were home now."
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"Heather," I replied, "go to my gray suit hanging in my closet. On the
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inside of my jacket there is another note in the pocket. I will talk
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to you later on.
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And, Heather, thank you for your obedience."
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Then I hung up. I was now having a hard time not leaving work to go home
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to her. This was amazing! I was getting so much pleasure out of this.
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It was working because I felt the same giddiness that I had felt when
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we were first married.
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The next note read as follows:
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My Darling Heather:
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Take the time now to take a long hot bath. Pamper yourself. You have
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the rest of the day to think about what pleasures await you this evening.
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I can promise you that you will experience the utmost in sexual thrills.
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Your body must be ready for me as well as your mind. Tonight you will be
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kept in constant awareness of your feminine beauty. For now, enjoy your
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bath and think of tonight. This is what you are to do to prepare yourself
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for our evening. Please do not question, just do as you are told.
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When you are finished, do not get dressed, you are to stay naked until
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you complete what I have for you to do. After you are finished with your
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bath, please look in my blue overnight bag. In it you will find a box.
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Open the box and you will find further instructions. Now go and take
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your bath, Heather. I wish I was there to wash you.
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Love, Michael"
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Heather was to tell me later that she trembled as she stood naked,
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reading the note that followed. It read:
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Darling Heather:
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Your nakedness is easy to imagine. I can visualize you standing there
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reading this. Desire builds again! But we will have time for that later
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on. For now, you will see that in the box with this note are four black
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nylon straps attached to velvet lined leather cuffs. I want you to tie
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the straps, one to each corner of the bed. It is here where you will be
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made helpless later on this evening. There is also a length of rope in
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the box. Pass it under the bed about two thirds down from the head board.
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Bring the ends up and lay them on the bed. This rope will be used to
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tie your knees apart, totally opening you up to me. Finally, there is
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a black silk scarf, it is to be your blindfold. Place it on the pillows.
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As you prepare the bed for your captivity, think of what it will be
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like to be tied helpless to our bed, totally exposed for my pleasure.
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Imagine yourself, naked and helpless, unable to escape the manipulation
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|
of your body. Your breasts will be exposed, unprotected by your arms, as
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your wrists are tied to the headboard unable to respond to you. Your legs
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splayed wide,exposing your pussy to whatever I feel like doing to it.
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You will be unable to close your legs to prevent whatever I decide to do.
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What will I do? Well, your imagination can devise answers, but you
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won't know until it happens. And even then you will only be able
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|
to guess at what is causing the pleasure because your eyes will be
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|
covered by the blindfold. You will not be able to see anything that I am
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|
preparing to do to you. When it happens, it will be a complete surprise.
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Suffice it to say, that all has been designed to bring you to the point
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of uncontrollable passion!
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Now, my dearest Heather. After you have prepared the bed, I want you to
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get dressed. However, you are to wear my favorite skirt and that white
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silky blouse I love on you! Wear one of your new bras that unhook in the
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|
front and you are NOT to wear any panties. A garter belt and stockings
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|
are to be all you wear under your skirt. I want you to be aware of your
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sensuality all day long.
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Oh, yes, I almost forgot. I want you to go to the store and get the
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following items, two 8 oz porterhouse steaks, a dozen large shrimp, some
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pate, frozen raspberries, and some sour cream. In case you thought of it,
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the answer is "no!". You will not wear panties out to the store either.
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On the way home, stop by the office. When you arrive, I want you to
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come in and close and lock the door behind you. I will tell my secretary
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that we do not wish to be disturbed. You will come to my side and lift
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your skirt to your waist in the front. I want to see that you obeyed.
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If you are a good girl, Heather, I will allow you to have an orgasm there.
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I will help you with my mouth! Think of this while you shop.
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Please be here by 3 pm at the latest. I love you, Heather.
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|
Heather arrived at my office right on time. She looked lovely. She was
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|
slightly flushed and I could see in her eyes that she was aching for
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my touch. Without a word, she walked to my chair and bent to kiss me,
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|
it was a passionate kiss, filled with promise.
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Then she stood and with a quick glance at the door, she began to gather
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her dress to her waist. She did this slowly as her breathing came faster
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and a little more heavily. I looked, not at her uncovered legs, but into
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her eyes as she raised her skirt to expose her obedience. I knew when
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she had it totally drawn up because her eyes now begged me to touch her.
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"Please," was all that she murmured as I let my gaze fall on her white
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satin-framed pussy, the garter belt providing that extra erotic stimulus.
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I reached out to her and touching her thighs told her to spread her
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legs which she did immediately. I let my hand roam over the soft upper
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|
thighs and tickled the flesh on the inside of her legs. Then suddenly
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I cupped her entire pussy in my hand and pushed a finger between the
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down-covered outer lips. Her pussy seemed burning hot as I heard her
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moan with obvious delight. My finger sank into her, meeting no resistance
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because of the wetness that had even soaked her soft brown hair.
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I withdrew my hand and looked into her eyes again as I licked the sweet
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juices from my finger. Then I stood and turned her so that she sat on
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the edge of my desk with her tip-toes just touching the floor.
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I unbuttoned her blouse and unhooked her bra. I pulled the soft fabric
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back enough to expose her breasts. I could see that her nipples were
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swollen and aroused. She pulled me to her and tried to push my face to
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her breast. I resisted and told her to be still. I would decide what
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was to happen. She groaned and looked at me, her eyes begging me to
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make love to her.
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While she was sitting there, I picked up the phone and told my secretary
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that we were busy and not to disturb us. Heather looked at me terrified.
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She knew that the implication of the call was that we were doing something
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at which we did not want to be caught, she would have to pass by Ida on
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the way out.
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I laughed at her concern and said, "Ahhh, but Heather, you could leave
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right now, if you wish!" She shook her head "no" and I moved to her and
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caressed her breasts. I heard the hiss of her breath as my hands found
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her warm mounds of flesh. Once again, she attempted to put her hands on
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my head to guide my mouth to her.
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"Heather," I said as I placed her hands at her sides and on the desk,
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"Do not move again, or I will stop."
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Her eyes pleaded once more at the threat of not being allowed to complete
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the pleasure she had spent the last two hours imagining. I knelt before
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her and brought my mouth to her right thigh. It was hot and flushed.
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I felt the quiver as my tongue began to slide over her skin. Each inch
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of her inner thighs from the top of the stockings to the place where her
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aching pussy opened for my kiss was slowly explored. I could see how
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wet she was and the struggle that she was having to keep her hips still.
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I could see her swollen clit and inner lips, their pink hue exaggerated
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to redness against the brown curls that framed them. I let my tongue
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flick over them as I moved from leg to leg. Then I stopped and looked
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to Heather's lovely green eyes.
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"Heather, tell me what you want! Tell me what you need me to do to you."
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Heather had never been able to express herself when discussing sex.
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She stared at me and tried to tell me, but all that came out was the
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word, "Please!".
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"Not good enough, Heather, you know very well what you want me to do.
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Ask me to do it for you, Heather."
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She flushed again and finally said softly, "Michael, please eat me."
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Not wanting to loose the moment I let it go at that, she would learn
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to be a lot more graphic before the night was over. With that I moved
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back to take her to the height of pleasure that she ached for. My mouth
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found her softness as I spread her lips and drew the soft inner petals
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into my mouth. My tongue danced swiftly over her blood-engorged clit.
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I found myself drinking in her sweet juices in as they flowed from her
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warm pussy in response to my mouth's movements. I felt her tremble
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as the first wave of tiny orgasms erupted within her. I could feel
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the spasms as they alternately pulled the muscles and let them relax.
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I heard her as she allowed a gasp to escape her mouth, lost in the
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sensations rippling through the center of her being.
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Her knuckles went white as she gripped the edge of the desk in a useless
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effort to remain still. I told her to caress her breasts. She did so
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quickly as I helped her through a series of orgasms that would leave her
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almost unable to stand up afterwards. Her hands squeezed her breasts
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and her fingers pinched and pulled at her nipples as she arched her back
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and pushed herself to my face. Finally the over taxed sexual nerves
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detonated into a sexual frenzy of their own and released their pentup
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energies into a tremendous orgasm that caused Heather to bite her hand
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in order not to scream.
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When Heather had relaxed a little, I stood and held her close to me and
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kissed her lips tenderly and softly.
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"Go home now, dear. Relax and I will see you at about 6:30. I love
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you very much Heather. You are a wonderful lover!"
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She hugged me and whispered, "Oh, Michael, I love you too. I want this
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|
to last forever. Thank you so much for this wonderful day."
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I walked her to the door and watched her as she knowingly and carelessly
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walked past Ida.
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As I returned to my desk, I wondered if Heather realized as I did the new
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dimension that we were allowing ourselves to enter into in our sex lives.
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Heather seemed so natural in her role that I regretted momentarily not
|
|
having explored this with her long before. But the regret was short
|
|
lived - I was happy that the time was here now. I gave her about ten
|
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minutes to arrive home before I called her again. This time there was
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|
to be no note at all, just verbal instructions.
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"Heather, I almost forgot to tell you what I want you to wear tonight."
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|
I said as she answered the phone on the first ring.
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"Oh!" was her only reply.
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"I want you to detach the cuffs from the cords on the bed. You will wear
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them and also the gift that I placed in your bottom drawer this morning.
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That is all you are to wear. Is that understood, Heather?," I asked.
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"Yes, Michael, I understand. I love you," she responded as I hung up
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the phone and tried to go back to my work. As it turned out, it was
|
|
a useless effort on my part. Visions of my "slave" haunted my every
|
|
thought and to attempt to discard them was impossible. I struggled
|
|
to contain myself and not leave work early. Finally I busied myself
|
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planning the final details of the evening.
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I tried to visualize Heather as she went to the drawer and found my
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"present". It consisted of a narrow leather collar and a gold waist
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|
chain which I am sure she would not figure out how to wear. It was
|
|
designed to pass around the waist and through a small loop in the back.
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|
The end of the chain was then brought through the legs and fastened in
|
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front. It was adjustable and could be pulled tighter if one desired.
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The chain went between her legs and snuggled between her pussy lips.
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I would be very surprised if she wore it right!
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|
Suddenly I realized that I had gotten lost in my thoughts. It was 6:15
|
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and time to leave for home. If you have ever driven somewhere only
|
|
to realize when you arrive, that you do not remember the drive, then
|
|
you know how I felt when I arrived! I hesitated a moment and gathered
|
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my thoughts. I knew that the intensity of the evening would require
|
|
a great deal of control on my part. After the stimulation of the day,
|
|
I wanted to -- Wait! That is an idea. I got out of the car, walked to
|
|
the door and opened it. Suddenly, Heather appeared in the doorway to
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the living room. She was naked except for the collar and cuffs and the
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chain was dangling at her side after one turn around the waist.
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I just looked at her as I locked the door and strode to where she stood.
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Without saying a word, I lifted her and carried her to a chair.
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Bending her over the back of the chair, I placed her hands on the
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arms and once more told her to stay still. I walked behind her and
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stroked the smooth curves of her ass. I let my hand glide between the
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satin-like skin of her cheeks, down to her pussy which was already moist.
|
|
Without saying a word, I took her roughly from behind. I was unable to
|
|
contain myself and from the moment I entered her I was out of control
|
|
from the days pent-up passion.
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|
I heard her as she responded to my use of her body. She began to throw
|
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her hips backwards in rhythm to my forward movements. She began to make
|
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almost animalistic noises in her throat as she let herself experience
|
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the force of my desire. I could feel the muscles in the walls of her
|
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vagina as they grabbed at my thrusting cock. It was all that I needed
|
|
and as I began to explode, I heard her scream, "Oh, my god! Please come!
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Fill me, Michael. I'm coming. Harder, I'm coming." I exploded inside
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her and felt as if my knees would buckle out from underneath me.
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|
As I stepped back, Heather did an amazing thing. She turned and dropped
|
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to her knees and took me in her mouth. She moved on me keeping my
|
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erection alive for a few more minutes. I lifted her to her feet and
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kissed her softly and spoke for the first time.
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"You are an incredibly sexy woman, Heather. Do you know that?," I asked.
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She just stood there looking at the floor and shook her head
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imperceptibly. I reached to her chin and raised her head.
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"You must learn to be proud of it! Tell me, did you feel like a woman
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when I entered you just now?" There were tears in her eyes causing them
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to sparkle.
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"Oh, yes, Michael, I felt so sexually alive," she answered.
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"Then be proud of your realization! You are mine and I am proud to be with
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you. I see the way other men look at you. You are a sexually erotic woman.
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You are to learn to be contented in that fact. Now come shower with me."
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We went upstairs and I was pleased to see the black nylon straps securely
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fastened to the four corners of the bed, the rope ends protruding from
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either side and the blindfold neatly laid out on the pillow. I undressed
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and turned to Heather. I undid the cuffs and the collar and took the
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chain from her waist.
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"You will learn how to wear this later, Heather." I said as I led her
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to the shower and adjusted the water to slightly hotter then our skin.
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Once in the shower the hot water ran over us and relaxed us both.
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I could feel the tension draining from my body as I held Heather close
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to me. Soaping her down was always a pleasure, but this evening it took
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on new meaning as I gently pushed aside the shower's spray and covered
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her with soap. I could feel my passion rising again as I hugged her and
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felt the curves of her body press against mine, the soap providing that
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friction-less smoothness which heightens the senses and sets the entire
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nervous system on fire. She turned in my arms and I felt my erection
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slide between her cheeks. She reached back putting her arm around my neck
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and pulled herself up on tiptoe forcing me deeper into her soft flesh.
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She rocked back and forth and I felt myself climbing towards orgasm again.
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Then I realized what was happening she was maneuvering herself so that
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my hardness was pressing against the tiny opening. She pressed and I
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put my arms around her waist to help her keep her balance. Suddenly I
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felt myself slide inside her. She moaned as if it hurt her and I
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stopped moving until she began to press once more. Then I was totally
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inside her. She turned her face up and back and I met her lips with mine.
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She leaned forward and placed her hands on the wall as I grabbed her hips
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and started thrusting in and out of her tight hole. Soap was running
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between her cheeks making each stroke easier and smoother. I reached
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around her with one hand and began to stroke her clit. Her passion was
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obvious as she began to buck against me with more violence.
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The sight of her shapely ass meeting my thrusts raised my zeal even
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further. I reached for her breasts and felt them slip through my hands
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as she moved faster now. They were slippery and difficult to hold so
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I squeezed harder in an effort to keep them in my hands. The nipples
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were hard and Heather was lost in her own world of pleasure as her hand
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slid between her legs to tease her clit into an orgasm. Suddenly it
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was over. We both felt ourselves move into that world void of all else
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except focus on the center of sexual release.
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The orgasm seemed greater then any before experienced and as she turned
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to hold on to me, we sank to our knees and let the warm water splash
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over our exhausted bodies. We knelt there for what seemed like an hour,
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kissing and caressing each other. Suddenly the water began to turn cold
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and brought us both back to reality.
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I got a soft towel and dried her off kissing her all over as I did. As I
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dried each leg I let my mouth cover her pussy and gave soft, silky licks
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to the pink flesh peeking out from between the folds of her outer lips.
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She trembled and stroked my face.
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Getting to my feet I led her to the bedroom and once again placed the
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leather cuffs on her ankles and wrists. I put the collar around her
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neck and picked up the chain. When I pulled the loose end between her
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legs she jumped a little and smiled at her own lack of imagination in
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wearing it before.I knelt and spread her lips again moving the chain
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between them, kissed her there again and got my robe.
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Heather needed the time to fix her hair and do whatever else women do
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to make them feel more desirable. While she was doing this I went down
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to the kitchen to put the finishing touches on the Scampi and char broil
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the steaks. When I walked into the kitchen, I noticed that Heather had
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set the table for a romantic dinner for two, candles and all. I opened
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the bottle of wine and settled down at the table to await her appearance.
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Heather came down glowing. She came to the chair and on her own lowered
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her eyes and stood with her hands by her side, saying nothing. I took
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the time to drink in her sexiness. Her lightly tanned skin giving way
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to the milky white bikini line, accentuated her breasts and lower tummy.
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Her soft brown pubic hair, trimmed for her bikini, formed a small triangle
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pointing to her sex and just a hint of blushing pink showed at its apex.
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She was obviously still in an excited state. I reached out and with a
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moistened finger, slid between the folds causing her to jump slightly
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at the touch.
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"Do you feel sexy, Heather?" I asked her.
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"Oh yes, more then any other time in my life," was her quick reply.
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"That is wonderful, Heather. You are more then sexy, love, you are all
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that female sexuality is about," I replied.
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Looking at her did not even make her nervous now. I drank in the sight
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of her naked form. The black collar with its ring in the front, the
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black bands on her wrists and ankles and the tiny gold chain speaking
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volumes to me on her submission.
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There she stood, totally fresh, erotic, sensual and completely available
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to me. It was then I realized that, while I may seem in control, this
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woman, whom I loved dearly, was actually in control of me.
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Everything about her made me realize that there could be no other woman
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that could do to me what she was doing now. I was falling, charmed
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into complete worship of her entire personhood. In asking her to devote
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herself to me, I received a gift from her which I now must handle with
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all the love and care that is possible. I was caught and haplessly
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imprisoned by her dedication and love for me. Ironic as it was, by
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becoming her master, I had become her slave.
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Heather served us dinner and I watched fascinated as her every move drove
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me further into the turmoil of primal urges. It was all that I could
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do to keep my hands off her while we sat and discussed what had already
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happened. It seemed that even though Heather was intimidated by this
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at first, she had found release in knowing that she was not in control.
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It seemed that it gave her "permission" of sorts to let herself go and
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release herself to sensual pleasures. I was delighted to hear her able
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to express herself in this way. I talked to her and told her how I had
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felt and thanked her once more for her gift.
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Now would come the difficult part. I wanted to make the roles we were
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playing be consistent with the idea of a master-slave relationship.
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I was still a little scared that pushing the fantasy too far may have an
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adverse effect, but decided to risk it. While Heather cleaned up the
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kitchen, I began to watch for some foolish thing that I could "blame"
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and punish her for. When I found it, it was foolish - for sure.
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"Heather, I have been sitting here patiently waiting for you to serve
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coffee. Not only did you ignore my request, but you act as if you never
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heard it!," I said knowing full well that she could not have heard what
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I did not request.
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"You didn't ask for coffee," she answered.
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"Heather, I believe you meant to say I am sorry, didn't you? You must
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understand that I was serious when I asked you for unquestioned obedience.
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Please come over here and kneel at my feet, Heather."
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Heather moved to me, but slower this time and a little unsure of what
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I was going to do. She looked into my eyes as if to say "Be gentle,"
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as she knelt on the floor.
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"Heather, raise your hands above your head, please." I said this
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very softly but without a hint of emotion. She did so hesitantly,
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lifting her breasts as her arms went higher. I reached to her and as
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I explained what I expected of her once more I let my hands glide over
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the twin globes presented to me in such an unprotected way. Suddenly I
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took her nipples between my thumbs and forefingers and pinched them.
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It was mildly painful, but not enough to even make Heather cry out.
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In fact she moaned softly and looked at me with love written in her eyes.
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I asked her if she understood and she replied with a nod of her head.
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Again I pinched her and told her that verbal answers were required when
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I spoke to her.
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"Yes, Michael, I understand," she said.
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Again I caressed her breasts and told her that the rest of the evening
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would be considered training for our new positions in our relationship.
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As I talked I had her stand and indicated that she should spread her legs.
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I reached between them and felt that she was totally turned on now,
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responding amazingly to the whole situation. I continued to talk to
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her while petting and stroking her pussy. My fingers were soaked.
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She listened as if in a trance. I told her that tonight, she would
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learn how to ask for what she wanted and not be afraid to tell me in
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exact terms, her thoughts, desires and needs. I led her upstairs to
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the bedroom.
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Heather hesitated just the slightest moment as we entered into the
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bedroom. Later she would tell me how her thoughts carried her into mild
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panic that afternoon when she had prepared the bed for this night.
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She knew that I would never do anything to harm her, but it was
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unimaginable to her that she should be tied there helpless to hide,
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conceal or defend her body in any way.
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Heather also confessed to me later that she never really felt sexy while
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naked and that she had feared feeling like a fool by complying with
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my desires. Not that she wasn't capable of passion, for she was to an
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extreme, but not until she crossed some remote threshold of ecstasy that
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broke the barriers, she never believed that she was capable of arousing
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erotic desires with her body. As with all of us, she did not see her
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|
beauty and allowed some other mental image of the perfect woman to
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stand in the way of her awareness of what she was to me. Heather was
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about to learn that she was all that I needed or desired in a woman.
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She was about to come to terms with her own eroticism and sensuality.
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Heather would know soon, that I loved her exactly as she was. The only
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change I wanted in here was her knowledge that she was my woman and
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capable of fulfilling all that I could ever desire in a life's partner.
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Heather walked to the bed and I felt her tremble as I touched her shoulder
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and pushed her once more to her knees. I took the blindfold and carefully
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arranged it so that she could see no light.
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I then stood her on her feet and said to her: "Heather, you and I have
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had a relationship that has grown stale in some ways. We have not
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been able to trust each other with our innermost secrets and desires.
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We have, until now, not expressed our needs or wants for fear that
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somehow we would be rejected. I have risked a lot in this experiment,
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and so have you. Now it is too late to turn back even if we wanted to.
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I am going to bring you pleasure beyond anything that you have known
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so far. Tonight is just the beginning of our new life together.
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Tonight by becoming my slave, you will find total freedom!"
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With these words, I picked her up, kissed her soft lips and laid her on
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the bed. I gently took her hand and after kissing it and caressing it,
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pulled it taut and fed the nylon strap through the steel ring on the cuff.
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I then did the same to the other hand. Walking to the center of the bed,
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I took the rope that was passed under the bed and tied a loop around her
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right leg just above the knee and then went to the other side and did
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the same pulling them open so that her knees almost touched the mattress.
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I then secured the anklets to the nylon ties at the foot of the bed.
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Heather was now tied in such a way that she could not close her legs
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or move her arms. I then took a pillow and raising her hips tucked it
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under her lifting her shapely behind off the bed.
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I then told her that she was not to talk or make a sound unless I gave
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her permission.
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"Not a sound, Heather, is that clear?," I said to which she responded
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"Yes." in a whimper-like voice. That was greeted with a slap across
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her raised behind and again the command, "Not a sound!".
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This time Heather shook her head yes and received a quick kiss to each
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breast and on her mouth. When I kissed her, the hunger in her mouth
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was evident as she struggled to prolong the contact. She was looking
|
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for reassurance. I gave it to her!
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As I stepped back to observe my handiwork a feeling of satisfaction
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|
that I had never known overtook me. Here before me on the bed, tied
|
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and helpless was the form of the faceless woman of my fantasies.
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Wonderfully erotic in her helplessness, overwhelmingly sensuous in
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her glorious womanhood, and animalistically arousing in her nakedness,
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|
she had me in fully in her power and I would never be the same again.
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I was helpless before her charms and hypnotized by her wanton beauty.
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I moved to the bedside and sat next to her. Next to the bed was a
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small bottle of scented and flavored massage oil. I took the bottle and
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|
began with her right arm. After pouring the oil on it, I began to rub
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|
it into each tiny area of exposed skin. The oil got warm when rubbed
|
|
or blown on, as a matter of fact it got hot. I blew softly on it,
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heating it up and then used my tongue in soft velvety licks to remove
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the oil from her wrist. Next I did the same to her shoulders and neck.
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|
For the next hour I busied myself covering every square inch of exposed
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skin with the exception of her breasts, inner thighs and her pussy.
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I momentarily touched her there and she was dripping wet with desire now,
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|
but relief was still a long way off for Heather.
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Moving back to her upper torso, I rubbed the oil into her breast, being
|
|
careful not to touch the nipple. I spent a long time gently massaging
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and blowing on the slick skin, heating the oil and sensing her reaction.
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|
Each time Heather would move to try to get me to suckle her swollen
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|
nipple, she would receive instead a pinch instead. I was lost in the
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|
softness of her beautiful breasts and the textures that I seemed to
|
|
newly discover with each passing moment.
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Finally sure that Heather was worked to a fever pitch, I stopped and
|
|
asked her, "Heather, what would you like me to do for you now? You can
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talk to me, on."
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"Please, Michael, I am on fire, please!," she said.
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|
Of course I could imagine what she wanted, but would not give in.
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Instead I said, "Heather, you have to be specific. I know what you want
|
|
and you know what you want. Why can't you tell me? I will not continue
|
|
until you do," to emphasize this I reached down and cupped her soft,
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wet mound in my hand momentarily. Heather instantly moved herself
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against it and I pulled away.
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"My god, Michael, I need you. Please!," she said. I said nothing.
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I moved from the bed to a lounge chair and sat quietly.
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"Michael?" Heather said after a minute, "Michael, where are you?"
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Again I was silent.
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Heather struggled against her bonds now only to discover for the first
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|
time that she was indeed helpless. After 10 minutes of not answering,
|
|
I walked quietly to the bedside once more.
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I removed the chain from between her legs and said, "You wish me to
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continue the massage?"
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"Oh yes, please, Michael, please," Heather was frantic in her answer.
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I took the oil and smoothed some of it on her inner thigh from the knee
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to where the flesh curves inward to form the outer lips of her pussy.
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With slow deliberate care, I began to alternately rub and blow on the oil.
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Then ever so slowly began to lick it off of her working upward until
|
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I got to those soft folds of down covered flesh. Momentarily I let my
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|
tongue flick over her clitoris and withdrew to the other thigh, where I
|
|
began the process all over again. By the time I had once more reached
|
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her wide open pussy, her own juices were visibly coating her cheeks
|
|
and some had already stained the pillow. Heather was delirious now.
|
|
She began bucking to reach my face, but I avoided all but the briefest
|
|
touches to her sex. Heather began to plead with me now in earnest.
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"Michael, please eat me. Please touch my pussy, Michael, I can't take
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|
this any longer! Let me come, Michael, please let me come," she was
|
|
almost crying now.
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As a reward for her honesty, I leaned forward and kissed her full on her
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spread pussy lips. I poured some oil on it and watched the fluid as it
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ran over her mound, flowed across her swollen inner lips and into her
|
|
open vagina, to mix with her own sweet juices. Heather hissed through
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|
her teeth as she moved her hips trying to contain her passion which was
|
|
about to explode in uncontrollable wantonness.
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I laid down between her splayed legs and softly blew on the oil.
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I could feel the heat from her pussy as it combined with her own.
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She let out a cry at the sensations I was causing her to experience.
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"Oh god, please, let me come, Michael, please don't make me wait any
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longer," she cried out.
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I then began to slowly lick the oil and her natural lubricant from her
|
|
exposed sex. She shook violently each time that I touched the fleshy
|
|
hood covering her clit. Shock waves of pleasure shot through her body
|
|
as she thrust her hips and tried to grind her pussy into my face. I did
|
|
not allow that yet, but kept distance enough so that only the tip of my
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tongue touched her.
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Finally I moved up and clamped my lips over her clitoris and biting ever
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so gently took it into my mouth and flicked across it with my tongue.
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I had never seen Heather react this way before. She became an animal
|
|
and her cries matched her fury.
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I slid two fingers inside her and reached her g-spot letting her press
|
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downward and move against them. I felt her muscles tighten and loosen
|
|
in spasmodic contractions as she began her orgasm. It was like a string
|
|
of firecrackers. One after another they came each one more violent then
|
|
the one before. I used my tongue to tease her clit as it attempted to
|
|
withdraw from direct stimulation. Licking each side of the tiny shaft,
|
|
rolling it between my lips until Heather collapsed in exhaustion and
|
|
lay still.
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I moved to her face and heard her soft sobs. She turned to me and her
|
|
lips, swollen from her own biting, parted for a deep hungering kiss.
|
|
She then moved her mouth to taste her own passion which was on my face
|
|
still. I had never been with this Heather. This was a whole new woman,
|
|
a whole new adventure in sexuality.
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|
After that, I released her and we made slow, passionate love.
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