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Archive-name: Changes/grlhoo.txt
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Archive-title: My Rearing as a Girl
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When I was 9 years old my parents were killed in an
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automobile accident. One of my Old Maid Aunts, Aunt Elvie,
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took me in. She was my Father's favorite and mine also, so
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there were no problems from the rest of the family about
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this. Living with Aunt Elvie was great. She let me grow my
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hair longer,(the fashion for boys in 1968) which my parents
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would not allow. Aunt Elvie was a tall (5'10"), good looking
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woman in her late forties and was a Registered Nurse working
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for the local hospital. She had never married even though she
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had had plenty of proposals. This had always puzzled the rest
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of the family, but it was not unusual where I grew up as
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women greatly outnumbered men.
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Aunt Elvie worked late often, so I usually had run of the
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house after school. Usually I watched a lot of television or
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read a lot. Being a shy, studious type, I didn't have any
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friends, preferring to reading to roughhousing with other
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boys. One afternoon as I was snooping around the house, I
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decided to look around Aunt Elvie's bedroom. Looking at her
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dirty clothing in the hamper, I was fascinated by her
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underclothes. She wore silk panties and as I examined them it
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hit me on how smooth they were compared to the cotton Jockey
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shorts I wore. Wondering how they would feel on me, I took
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off my jeans and underwear and pulled on her panties. Of
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course they were ridiculously large on me, but I discovered
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that if I gathered up the sides and pinned them together with
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a couple of bobby pins, I would not have to hold them up.
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Walking around, I loved the lusciously smoothness of her
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panties on me. Why couldn't boy's underwear feel this good?
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Nonetheless, after a few minutes, I guiltily took them off
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and got dressed and went back to my books.
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For several days afterward I thought off and on about her
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panties and how they felt to wear, but I felt too guilty
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about wearing them again. They were for girls and I was a
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BOY! But finally I gave into myself and put on another pair
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for a while. For the next two months I would come home from
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school, take off my jeans and underwear, pull on and pin a
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pair of Aunt Elvie's dirty panties and then put my jeans back
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on and piddle around the house, always taking them off after
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an hour or so. Then I started wearing them longer and longer,
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until one evening I quite forgot about having on her panties
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until she walked in the front door. I must have been acting
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sheepishly, because Aunt Elvie kept asking every once in a
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while " Bob, what's wrong? Did something happen at schhol
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today?" Mumbling that nothing had happened, I finally went
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into my room and changed, hiding her panties between the
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mattress and the boxsprings on my bed. It was several weeks
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before I ever dared to wear her panties again!
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Figuring out that she had no idea what I was doing, I
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started wearing them again. As the months passed, I even wore
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a pair while she was home, always being careful to return
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them to her clothes hamper the next afternoon. I really loved
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the feelings I got wearing the silk next to my crotch. Then,
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one day I tried on one of her slips. Getting bolder, I pulled
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on one of her skirts and blouses and got into a pair of her
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high heels. Parading around the house , I was a ridiculous
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sight, but I loved it. By the time my tenth birthday rolled
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around, I was dressing up in her clothes every time I could
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(which was at least 3 times a week).
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Aunt Elvie had promised to take me out for pizza (my
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favorite!) for my birthday, but that afternoon she called and
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told me that her relief had sicked out and she had to stay
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for 4 or 5 hours to help with a critical surgery that
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evening. Apologizing profusely, she told me she would make it
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up to me. Disappointed, I moped around for an hour or so.
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Then, it hit me! I could dress up in her clothes agian and
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stay in them for a long time! Rushing eagerly into her room,
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I quickly got into them. Then I decided to put on some of her
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lipstick. WOW, this was great! Walking around the house, I
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spied a pack of her cigarettes laying on the kitchen counter.
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Taking one out, I pretended to smoke it. The lipstick mark on
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the white filter sure looked neat! Taking a match, I lit it
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and started puffing on it, but not inhaling. Try as I might,
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I couldn't blow put one of those long thick streams of smoke
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like she could. I really felt like a sophisticated lady. Then
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the roof fell in! I heard the front door open and Aunt Elvie
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call out, " Bob! I'm home! Let's go get that pizza now. My
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relief showed up." Quickly, I stubbed out the cigarette and
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began looking for a place to hide, but there was none. I was
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standing in the kitchen with a sickly smile on my face as she
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walked in.
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Stopping in her tracks, Aunt Elvie scrutinized me.
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" Hmmmmmm" , she said. " Looks like you have a new game you
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like to play." she said smilingly. " Come here. " Afraid I
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was about to get the spanking of my life, I shuffled over to
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her. Looking at me speculatively, she told me to get out of
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her clothes right now and right here.
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Standing in front of her naked, she looked me over."You
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might make a pretty little girl if you were done up right.
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Stand here and don't move!" Leaving me standing there, she
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disappeared for a few minutes and came back with a cloth tape
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measure. She took several measurements of different places on
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my body. "Now go get dressed and wipe that lipstick off." she
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commanded. Nothing more was said about the incident the rest
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of the night.
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The next day when I got home from school, I noticed that her
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car was in the driveway. Going inside, I heard her call out
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for me to come into her bedroom. Upon entering, I was told to
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take off my clothes. After doing so, she started showing what
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she had for me to wear. With her help, I put on a pair of
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pink silk panties, a white silk slip, and a white ruffled
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dress. Everything fit perfectly! Next she gave me a pair of
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white shoes. Then all dressed up, she had me sit at her
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makeup table. Taking my hair, she trimmed it here and there
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(it was almost shoulder length) and put up in curlers. Then,
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she started putting makeup on me- foundation, mascara, eye
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shadow, blush and lipstick, explaining how to do it as she
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was putting it on me. Then, she painted my fingernails and
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toenails. Taking out the curlers and brushing my hair a
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little, she pronounced me ready. " Ready for what?" I
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wondered.
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"Now Bob.....hmmmmm, That won't do! Your name is now...let's
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see....aaahh yes! Now Karen, Let's go get in the car. We have
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to go get that pizza." Luckily, we went to a pizza parlor on
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the other side of town, so we didn't see anyone we knew. on
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the way home, Aunt Elvie told me that any time I wanted to
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dress up like a girl, just do it, and don't worry about it.
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Oferring me a cigarette, she told me that if I wanted to
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smoke, don't hide it from her. I took it and lit it. Seeing
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me puff on it, she coached me on the art of smoking like a
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woman. By the time we got home, I could blow a cloud just
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like her.
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By the time Halloween rolled around, I was really good at
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dressing up. When Aunt Elvie asked me what costume I was
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going to wear, I told her that I would be a girl. Smiling she
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told me that she thought that would be my answer. That
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afternoon, she took me down to the Beauty parlor she
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patronized. In my girls clothing, no one could tell that I
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was a boy. She told them to fix my hair, give me a facial and
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fix me up for a special occasion. That night I got
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compliments such as " What a pretty little girl" from every
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house I went to Trick-or-Treating.
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As the months went by, I got more girl's clothing and spent
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all the time at home dressed up as a girl. During this time
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Aunt Elvie started giving me what she told me were vitamins,
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but were really birth control pills. Then one day, she came
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home with a hypodermic needle and gave a shot. I got one
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every week. By May, I was starting to show breast growth.
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When school let out for summer, Aunt Elvie told me to get
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dressed and get ready to go out shopping. Going to a mall in
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the next city, she bought me my first bra (the hormones were
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really starting to work on me!). Next, we stopped at a
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Jewelry store. Going in, a clerk asked if she could help us.
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Aunt Elvie said, " Karen wants to get her ears pierced."
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The clerk told me to sit up in a high chair behind the
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counter. Picking out a pair of gold ball studs, she proceeded
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to pierce my ears. Picking out some earrings for me, Aunt
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Elvie paid the clerk and we walked out the store. " Now Karen
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you are going to be a little girl all summer", she told me.
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When we got home, she took all of my boy's clothing and put
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them in her car. " We'll give them to Goodwill in the
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morning ",she said.
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By the end of the summer, I was filling out a A cup bra. I
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told Aunt Elvie that I didn't want to be a boy any more, that
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I was Karen, not Bob. Smiling, she said she understood and
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that we would be moving next week.
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NEXT INSTALLMENT: Karen and Aunt Elvie move to
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California!
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