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Fraternity love
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I had never had a problem in the woman department. In fact, the reason
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the house rushed me so hard when I was a freshman was that I was a "face
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man"--a guy whose looks attracted women, and prestige, to a house. Not a
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gq model, mind you, but all-around american good-looking. Blond hair,
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deep-set green eyes that had always drawn second looks from girls, and
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sometimes and this always surprised me--guys, and solid muscle built up
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through years of working out for high school football and wrestling. A
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layer of golden hair so thick it almost hides the big pecs and iron-hard
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stomach. Six-two, and a smile that the sexy mother of one of my buddies
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once said could light up a dark room at midnight. She should know.
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And I certainly didn't think of myself as gay--then or now. I'd
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participated in the usual group gropes with other guys as a teenager.
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And once, under the influence of too many six-packs, it even reached the
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circle-jerk stage. But, for the most part, whenever my mast rose--and
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it has always done that several times a day--the target had pert little
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breasts, lithe and lovely and definitely hairless legs, and was 100
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percent female.
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Which is why, when Tony moved into the house, I was puzzled by my
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feelings, feelings I'd never had toward a guy. Tony was an italian from
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jersey, at college on a basketball scholarship. But at six-four and
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with 240 tightly packed pounds, he looked more like a football player.
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He, too, was a face man. Greyish blue eyes framed by long black lashes.
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A chin out to there. A razor straight nose. Generous lips that always
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looked as if they were about to smile, or to sneer. He was a knockout,
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one who had girls calling him at all hours of the day and night. Like
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me, he never lacked for an enthusiastic sexual partner.
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Tony and I quickly became good buddies. Something about the attraction
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of opposites. His swarthy good looks and aggressive manner and my
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sunbleached blond, surfer boy attitude. His rough jersey accent and my
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laid-back valley boy talk. Chemistry. Just like when you really fall
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for a girl. In fact, in the weeks after the first semester he showed
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up, we were together so much the other brothers started calling us
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Starsky and Hutch. Some of the cruder brothers had a more creative way
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of phrasing it, as in: "So which of you girls is the sucker and which
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the suckee?" Or: "How do you like sucking that italian meat," Sean baby?
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No problem. Both Tony and I had a reputation for scoring with the
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ladies, so we weren't exactly afraid of getting an image as lavender
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lads.
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I even dug the way Tony smelled, though I didn't think anything of it
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the first time I noticed, consciously, what he smelled like. Just
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chemistry, just like the way I liked the look in those killer light blue
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eyes, and the way his laugh, coming from deep in his belly, would
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practically rock the room when he found something really funny. So I
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didn't think it strange that I liked his smell--a clean, just-soaped
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smell but with just a faint tinge of something acrid, something
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animal-like. It was just that I liked him. Buddies. A male-bonding
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sort of thing, as they said in the marriage and family textbook for one
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of my sociology courses.
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As I think back now, of course, I realize I should have seen it coming.
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The times playing racquetball, when I caught myself looking at the
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sweaty, black silky hairs in his arm pits as he reached for an overhead
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shot. The times our arms would accidentally brush and I'd feel his long
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arm hair play over mine, and it felt like static electricity, or maybe
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something more. The times when he'd be sitting in my room on the bed,
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his legs splayed unselfconsciously out, looking at penthouse babes, and
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I'd sneak a look at his crotch and could see his cock snake up in his
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sweats until it made a huge tent.
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Once he caught me looking at one of his hard-ons. I was fascinated by a
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growing circle of precum that seeped into his sweats at the top of the
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tent. When he saw I was staring at it, he flashed his famous grin at
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me, his perfect, snow-white teeth dazzling in the midst of that
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olive-colored face. And as he smiled at me, that cocky, challenging
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smile, he reached down with one hand, stroked his balls, and grabbed his
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cock through the dark blue cloth of the sweats and gave it a few strokes
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in my direction. And he said, in that hoarse, jersey accent:
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"Sean, if you ain't gonna suck this mothah-fuckah off, I'm gonna have to
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pay a fuckin' visit to the little boys' room."
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"Fuck you, cock-sucker."
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"Promises, promises."
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We were both just joking, of course. Just buddy-talk. We were
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comfortable enough with ourselves that we could talk that way. It seemed
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to ease the tension, somehow--although, whenever I thought about it, I
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couldn't figure out what, exactly, there was to be tense about.
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And he laughed his room-shaking laugh and walked into the bathroom, the
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tent pole leading the way, and the penthouse clutched in his hand. As
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usual around the house, he wasn't wearing a shirt. I noticed as he
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walked by that his nipples were as erect as his cock. Dark red little
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bullets pointing straight out from the well-sculpted pecs. The shiny
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black hair on his chest was shaped like a t, the thick thatches over the
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tits narrowing down to a trail that led under the draw string of the
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sweats. As he walked by me, smiling all the way, I caught a whiff of
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the Tony smell. So animal like, so sharp, so much Tony, that it seemed
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to burn my nostrils.
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He didn't bother to close the bathroom door. I could hear the sound of
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flesh against flesh, a sound that got faster and louder. And then
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Tony's moans. Quiet at first, then louder, guttural: "unnhh. Unnhh."
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And then, punctuated by his heavy breathing:
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"Oh, fuck. . . .Oh, shit, take that, babe. . . . Take my big fat italian
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cock, you . . . Oh, unnhh. . . .Ahh, fuck." And then the heavy, long,
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post-cum sigh.
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When he came out, he had that shit-eating grin on again, and said:
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"Sorry, dude. I got some cum on her." And he tossed the magazine back
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on the bed.
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When he left, I had to stroke my own meat before I could get back to
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studying. Fair enough. What bothered me was that when I shot off, I
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wasn't thinking about my current girl, like usual. I was thinking about
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Tony, waving his dick at me, and about the way he sounded, that monster,
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guttural sound as he came, and I was wondering what his cock, his fat
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italian cock, would look like when it was hard.
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We never talked about the penthouse incident after that, and Tony
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stopped reading penthouse in my room. He would still come in, though,
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to shoot the shit after a date or to relax for a few minutes during an
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all-nighter. And he'd sit back on the bed in that same way, legs
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splayed out, the full crotch pointed my way. Sometimes I'd give him the
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same, my legs spread as I sat in my boxer shorts, feeling my dick lying
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heavy and hungry against the chair.
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Once I was in just that position, looking over at him lying back against
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the pillow on my bed, and scratching my chest as we were talking,
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flicking my fingers lightly over a nipple, pulling the hair on my chest
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in an absent-minded sort of way, when I felt my dick start to rise
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against the smooth cotton of the boxers. I could feel the head of my
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dick starting to snake its way out of the foreskin and nip at the
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opening of the shorts. There was that little scratchy feel you get from
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the friction of exposed cockhead to cloth.
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Tony flicked his long lashes toward my dick, smiled, and said:
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"Somethin' important come up, dude?" And he laughed.
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A few nights later, Tony and I went on a double date. After the movie,
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we parked on a dark street near the girls' house and went methodically
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to work to get laid. Nada. I could tell, from the sound of Tony's
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moans in the back seat, and his girl's "no, I can't, I can't, not yet,"
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that Tony wasn't getting any more than I was. After a half-hour more of
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wrestling and "no, no, I can't," from front seat and back seat alike,
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Tony said:
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"Oh, shit, let's just go the fuck home then."
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He dropped the girls at their house and headed back for our house,
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reassuring one another that those two had had their last chance.
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Back in my room, we each belted down a glassful of jack daniels and
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started on the refills.
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"Man, I got an awesome case of blue balls," Tony said.
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"Me, too, pal."
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Tony turned his blues on me, blinked those long, black lashes, and said:
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"hey, man, I know how we can work some of the tension off. Let's
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wrestle." And he took a long sip of his jack daniels, holding his gaze
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on me over the glass, swallowed, his adam's apple bulging quickly as the
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liquid went down, and he smiled his smile at me.
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"You got it, babe." And I took another belt and waited.
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Tony skimmed off his shirt as he stood up, the shirt peeling back over
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red nipples, then on past the arm pits with their moist patches of black
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silken hair. Whiff of Tony smell. When Tony was on me, his huge arms
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reaching under my arms, then around my back and pulling me back over
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onto the floor. Before I could resist, he flipped me over on my back,
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straddled my legs and half-nelsoned me to the floor. I squirmed around
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enough to turn over, but I couldn't do anything to release the iron grip
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he had on each of my wrists. His full length was on top of me, face to
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face, arm to arm, his legs over my legs. His cock over my cock. The
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more I struggled, the more fiercely he dug his hands into my wrists, the
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more insistently his powerful legs held mine. His hot breath flooded
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onto my cheeks. Our eyes locked. And then I could see just the hint of
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a smile crease the corners of his mouth, as if he had finally figured
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out the answer to a puzzle.
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"It's all right, babe," he said, his voice guttural and soft at the same
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time. "It's all right. Why not?"
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And then I was very aware of his cock. His eyes still locked on mine,
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his hands still tightly gripping my wrists and holding me to the floor,
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he started every so slowly to move his crotch against mine. I could
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feel the heat of him all over me, his hairy legs rubbing against mine,
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his massive chest pressing into mine, his crotch pressing into mine.
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There was this moment of panic as I thought. Guys don't do this. Not
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real guys, not men. Men don't do this. And I could feel Tony's breath
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again against my cheek, and see Tony's blue, blue eyes looking straight
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into mine, and Tony's furry legs rubbing against the hair on my own
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legs. And Tony's crotch, as if it had a life of its own, was becoming
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more insistent, and harder, and bigger, as it rubbed against mine,
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through the roughness of his 509 cutoffs and mine, and I thought my cock
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would split with the hard-on of its life.
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And all the time Tony was smiling and looking straight into my eyes.
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And he had a look that seemed to say I've found out something I never
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knew, and I like it. And then suddenly he wasn't looking at me anymore,
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he was pressing his lips on mine and thrusting his tongue into my mouth,
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forcing it roughly open and kissing me with an insistence and a force
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that I had never experienced with a girl. And he was holding onto me so
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hard I thought he was going to crack my ribs.
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He withdrew his tongue and looked at me again. "Whaddaya say, dude?"
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And without waiting for an answer, he reached down for the bottom of my
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tee-shirt with both hands and, in one motion, pulled it over my head. He
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straddled my waist, rubbed the back of his hairy paws down my arms and
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into my arm pits, grinding them slightly so that the hairs there pulled,
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then trailed them back up to my nipples, rubbing, grasping, pinching
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them between thumb and finger. I am now moaning softly. The hands then
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on down, tugging now soft, now hard, at the hair on my chest. When his
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long, strong fingers tracing down toward the belly button as he grasps
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one of the nipples in his mouth, sucks, tongues, bites it lightly. The
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fingers go on down, under my levi's, poking down toward the head of my
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cock. (Rough friction of fingers stroking the top, the now naked top of
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my cock, then grasping the foreskin and playing it back and forth
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between the fingers. Then he's off me, my cock hard, me confused, lying
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still. He's smiling still, in charge, sure of what he's doing, of what
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we're about to do.
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He reaches down, unbuttons my fly, pulls the cut-offs down me (rough
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fabric pulling at the dick as it comes down, funny feeling of cold air
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hitting dick, pressure of cut-offs against dick, then dick bouncing back
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against my belly, harder than I've ever felt it, free) and off my legs.
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Sharp intake of breath as he looks down at me, my cock at full mast.
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His grin, his white, white grin. Again he uses the backs of his hands,
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this time to trace a trail down my legs, starting just by my balls, down
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my thighs, all the way to my feet. And now he's laughing.
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"Ah, it's all so fuckin' simple, my friend, all so fuckin' simple."
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And, with one more smile, his head swoops down toward it, down toward my
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cock, and Tony's lips nuzzle my monster cock, my life is in my cock now,
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Tony's tongue darts out and licks the tip of my cock, Tony's rough hands
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pull the foreskin back over the engorged head, the dark purple head of
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my cock and then Tony swallows my cock in a gulp.
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I grasp my hands in his full head of black, shiney, curly hair and
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massage his head, feel his ears, run my hands down the back of his neck
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(a mole, a tiny mole, right there at the back of the neck, right under
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the hairline) as Tony sucks me in and out, in and out. (Warm, sucking
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wetness of Tony's mouth, Tony's teeth lightly grazing the rim of my cock
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head.) I am fucking Tony's mouth, feeling my balls slap up against his
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chin, feel the rough beard as my balls come up against it. I see Tony,
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his mouth engorged with my eight inches, press his nose into my blond
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pubic hair. He makes soft moaning sounds and slurping sounds as he goes
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up and down on my cock.
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And then he slowly withdrew from my cock, patted my balls, and, holding
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my cock in his fist, gave the tip of it a tender kiss and lay back down
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on me. He kissed me again, and I could taste/smell my own piss and
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precum, mixed with Tony's smell, and I could feel his cock now rubbing
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against mine.
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"Sorry, man, I don't wantcha to cum yet. I want us to cum together. I
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wanna fuckin' fuck you, Sean." Tony nuzzles my neck, sucks in a piece of
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my neck, bites it lightly. I feel like jelly. "You got anything
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slippery?"
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"K-y," I gasp. "Medicine cabinet." Tony off in a dash to the backroom.
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Back in what seems like an instant.
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For the first time I get a look at Tony's dick. Bigger than mine, at
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least nine inches, and fat. As he applies globs of k-y, the engorged
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head works free of the foreskin and looks like a small apple, stuck on
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the top of an enormous pole coming out of the black forest of his
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crotch. Satisfied with his work, he looks down at me again, smiles,
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grabs me on either side and urges me to turn over onto my stomach.
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"I wanna fuck you from behind, like a dog."
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I get on all fours. He grabs my ass on either side, slaps another glob
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on jelly on my ass, and works a slippery finger into the hole, then two
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fingers, in and out, in and out.
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"Relax, Sean baby, you're gonna love it."
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The fingers come out, and I feel the apple back there, pushing at the
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entrance. I wince.
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"Just pretend you're takin' a crap, man," Tony grunts and pushes more
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insistently. I strain my bowels as if I'm shitting and, all at once,
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the apple is inside me. No feeling like that ever before. Full and
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warm and as if something more is about to happen but you don't know
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what. Feel of Tony on top of me, as if he's a very heavy, very furry
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blanket someone has dropped over me. <20>Hen the feel of his breath on my
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neck, the rough sandpaper of his beard against my shoulder, the acrid,
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heavy, animal smell of Tony making me dizzy. He lunges and his cock
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seems to split me in two, come through my insides, as if I can feel it
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in my mouth, it is so big and heavy and never have I felt anything like
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this.
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"Oh, babe, this is so good. . . . Oh, man, I've never felt like this. .
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... Ah, fuck. Ah, shit this feels good."
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And I feel his cock reaming me, in and out, in and out, and his hairy
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balls slapping against mine, and his hot breath against my neck and he
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is kissing/biting my neck now, and he reaches one of his hairy paws
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around me, grabbing my cock and pulling it up and down, and I feel my
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cock is going to burst and my asshole is going to burst, and his sweat
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is on my back, sticky, as he fucks me, harder and harder and...
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"Sean, I'm gonna cum, baby, I'm gonna cum inside another man, for
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chrisfuckinsake and I love it, Sean I love it, Sean, I love you, oh,
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fuck, Sean." And he makes one last, large lunge, and moans and moans,
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and at that moment his hand around my cock makes me come and we collapse
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in a heap, sweating and kissing each other and playing in each other's
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cum so much we don't know whose cum is whose whose sweat is whose whose
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body is whose. And we hold each other.
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