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I sat in the waiting room and listlessly leafed through a
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magazine, but my mind wasn't really on it. I was much too nervous
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anticipating the procedure I was waiting to have done.
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A receptionist appeared in the doorway. "Number 42?" she prompted
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in a chipper voice. After a moment a man got up from one of the chairs
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and disappeared with her through the doorway. The "Now Serving" sign on
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the wall clicked to "42".
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I was number 44. I could feel the gripping feeling in my innards
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tighten as my apprehension increased.
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The irony of it was, I had voted for the bill myself. California
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state proposition 227, or "The Paddling Bill", as it was known, had been
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voted in just three months ago. It was the natural offshoot of all the
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other initiatives that had been instituted recently. It had all started
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with the public paddling of vandals which had been begun last year. Then
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corporal punishment started being extended to other crimes. Instead of
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prison sentences, first-time offenders were given probation along with
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weekly paddlings. Then it started creeping into the civil courts.
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Paddlings were meted out instead of punitive damages, and losers of
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frivolous suits were spanked in addition to paying court costs. People
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actually started suing each other, not for money, but for the right to
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spank their transgressors. The show "People's Court" started up again
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but this time the losers agreed to be paddled on television -- it was a
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wildly popular show, with Judge Wopner at his most stern and fatherly as
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he sentenced people to their spankings.
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And then came the Paddling Bill which proposed using paddlings in
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addition to, or sometimes instead of, fines or jail time as a penalty for
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misdemeanors. And I voted for it. After all, I wasn't a criminal, was I?
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Two and a half months later, in a moment of inattention, I had
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sailed through a red light, and now here I was, awaiting my paddling.
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The receptionist appeared in the doorway again. "Number 43?" A
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woman responded this time.
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To escape my unhappy thoughts, I tried to turn back to the
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magazine, but couldn't seem to pay any attention to it. Instead, my
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thoughts turned back to the letter that had explained to me what was going
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to happen to me. I had read it so many times, I had practically memorized
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it.
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"In accordance with Propostion 227," it had said, "we regret to
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inform you that the penalty for your recent traffic violation is 40
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strokes of a type E paddle, on the bare buttocks, to be given at the DMV
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spanking unit within the next month. Please call for an appointment.
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"The type E paddle is 15 inches long, 2 inches wide, and 1/4 inch
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thick. It is made of stiff leather which has been determined to be better
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than wood at causing maximum pain while inflicting minimum actual damage.
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This paddle also has a line of holes down the middle which typically raise
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welts on the buttocks. These welts are painful and unsightly but will
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cause no permanent damage." I squirmed in my chair as I remembered this
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paragraph, unconsciously anticipating the pain I would soon feel in the
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part of my body that I was currently sitting upon.
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"In keeping with the provisions of Prop 227," the letter
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continued, "you will receive the paddling in two visits with no more than
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25 strokes inflicted in a visit. Visits must be at least one week but no
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more than two weeks apart. " The 25-stroke limit was for traffic
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citations and other light misdemeanors. For heavier crimes the weekly
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limit was 50 strokes.
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"Additional strokes may be added to your punishment for missing or
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being late for your appointment or being uncooperative while the
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punishment is being carried out. While you may make all the noise you
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want during the paddling itself, swearing or verbally abusing your
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punishers will result in extra strokes. Covering your buttocks with your
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hands during the punishment incurs 3 additional strokes. You may have
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your hands bound during the procedure to prevent this occurence.
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"Please bring ID with you to your paddling; substitutions are not
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allowed." There were people who had actually hired themselves out to take
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paddlings for others, but the law had been quickly revised to prevent that
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possibility. "If you have a medical problem which you believe precludes
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your being punished by paddling, bring documents from your doctor to that
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effect.
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"Also, please be informed that the entire punishment will be video
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taped to ensure that it was carried out properly and fairly, and also to
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ensure that no bribery or other activity was allowed to interfere with the
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full administration of your sentence." Apparently videotaping paddlings
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was common practice as bribery of Paddlers, with both money and sexual
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favors, had been rampant until it was instituted. An unexpected side
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effect was that public offices were being broken into and video tapes
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stolen. The black market for paddling videos of famous people was a hot
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one; the tabloid TV shows managed to come up with them regularly.
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I was required to sign a separate page acknowedging that I had
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read the letter and understood what was expected of me. There was also a
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place to initial if you wanted to waive having your hands tied. I
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initialed it; I couldn't stand to think of being tied up like that.
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"Number 44?" came the perky voice from the doorway. God, it was
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time. My stomach was churning and my knees rubbery as I stood and
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approached the door. "Right this way," said the receptionist. She was
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impeccably polite, just like the young woman who had made my appointment
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over the phone the week before.
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The receptionist showed me to a cubicle with a desk in it and
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motioned for me to sit in the guest chair. "Doreen will be right with
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you," she said.
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I sat and fidgeted, resisting the temptation to flee. Refusing a
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sentenced spanking meant two days in jail with a doubled spanking at the
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end.
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In a few moments a woman about my age entered the cubicle.
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"Hello, I'm Doreen. I'll be acting as the Witness for your paddling
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today." I remembered the news stories that accompanied the initial
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paddlings after the bill was passed. Originally men were paddled by men
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and women by women. Then the mens' rights groups complained that they
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were being hit harder since their punishers were stronger. So both
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genders ended up being paddled by men. Then womens' rights groups
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complained that the woman was suffering additional humiliation at having
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her bottom bared and paddled by someone of another gender. At that time
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the female Witness was introduced, both to ensure that every paddling was
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witnessed by both genders, and also to further ensure that the paddlings
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were carried out properly.
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Doreen checked my ID and made sure I'd brought my signed
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acknowledgement. Then she gave me a garment bag and a gown and ushered
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me to a small dressing room across the hall. "Take off all your clothes
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and put on the gown. Put your clothes in the garment bag. Then take the
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bag down the hall and check it in at the counter down there. " She gave
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me a piece of plastic with the number 44 engraved on it. "This is your
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claim check for the clothing and is also used for checking out your paddle
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at the same counter."
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I nodded numbly, still not quite believing that this was all
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happening. As we stood there, the woman who had gone in ahead of me came
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out of another dressing room with her garment bag and headed down the
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hall.
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"Wait for me by the counter," Doreen continued. "And remember, we
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expect promptness."
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I entered the dressing room and stripped naked, hanging my clothes
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on the garment bag's hanger. I then slipped on the gown. It was a
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hospital style gown only it wasn't open at the back. It came to about
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mid-thigh on me. So far this felt very much like a trip to the doctor's
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office. I still hadn't faced what was really going to happen to me.
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A short while later it was becoming much more obvious. I had
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checked in my clothes and checked out the paddle. I stood by the counter
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waiting for Doreen with the wicked-looking thing in my hands and felt the
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tears prick my eyes. Here I was, 35 years old, about to get my bare
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bottom smacked -- HARD -- by strangers. It was awful, and there was
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nothing I could do about it.
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Doreen showed up in a couple of minutes, still the soul of
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politeness, and led me down another corridor. This was very unnerving;
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from various closed doors I could hear smacks and shrieks and loud cries
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of "Stop!" and "No! No!" My stomach was topsy-turvy by the time we
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reached one of the rooms with an open door. We entered and Doreen
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indicated a chair for me to sit in, then she hung the clipboard she was
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carrying on a hook on the door, said, "Your Paddler will be in shortly.
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I'll be back when you're ready to be paddled," and left me to contemplate
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the horrible paddle in my hands and the even more ominous-looking
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contraption in the room which I took to be the frame I would be put into
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for the paddling to take place.
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All this waiting was really getting to me so I was almost
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pathetically grateful when the door opened a few minutes later and a man
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wearing jeans and a corduroy jacket. He took the clipboard off its hook
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and studied it, then looked up at me and smiled. "Hi. I'm Thad, I'll be
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your Paddler today," he said in a downright friendly tone of voice. He
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stepped forward to shake hands, of all things. I had to wipe my sweaty
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palms on my gown before responding. His handshake was warm and firm. He
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was a very good-looking guy, which made things all the worse. He was also
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about ten years younger than me -- worse still, to be spanked by a guy in
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his twenties. And worst of all, he looked to be in very good physical
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shape -- very strong.
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"Please step over here, Ms. Ross," he said, motioning me to the
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contraption. He had me stand on a couple of painted footprints so I was
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facing a paddled bench, with the end of the bench almost touching my knees
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and the rest of it extending away from me. He pushed a button and the
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bench raised until it was even with my hips. "If you would please bend
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over, Ms. Ross," he said.
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My knees were shaking by this time, but I did as I was told. The
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hem of the gown slipped up my thighs but still covered by bottom in that
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pose.
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Thad continued to work around me as if he was setting up for a
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medical procedure or something, very businesslike. He buckled a wide
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belt, fastened to the bench, around my waist, in effect securing me to the
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bench. He adjusted the height of the bench a bit more, then consulted the
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clipboard again. "Sure you don't want to change your mind on the wrist
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ties?" he asked. "Remember, it's three more for covering your bottom with
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your hands."
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His matter-of-fact tone of voice contrasted sharply with my
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growing panic. "No!" I objected quickly. Just being bound around the
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waist was frighteningly constrictive.
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"All right, then, you can hold onto these." He gave me some
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handles, connected to the wall by rubber straps. "You can pull on them if
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it gets to be too much," he explained. Then he took my head between his
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hands then, and turned it and settled it so my chin was in a cup that kept
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my head facing forward. "You need to leave your chin in that cup, too,"
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he said. "Eyes forward." For the first time I noticed that I was facing
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a large mirror that allowed me to see everything going on behind me.
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Thad stepped over to the wall and pressed a buzzer then. I could
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see in the mirror as he removed his jacket. He had a T-shirt underneath
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and without the jacket my fears were confirmed: his arms were very well
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muscled. He hung the jacket and then reached in one of the pockets and
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pulled out a leather fingerless glove, like the ones used for bicycling,
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and put it on his right hand.
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I was terrified.
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In a few moments the door opened and Doreen walked in, carrying a
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stopwatch. She took the clipboard from Thad. "I'll be counting your
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strokes, Ms. Ross," she said. "You will receive one every three seconds,
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with pauses after ten and twenty for me to check the condition of your
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bottom." She took a seat in the chair, arranged the clipboard on her lap,
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and held up the stopwatch. "Ready when you are, Thad," she said.
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Thad stepped up behind me then and lifted the hem of my gown. I
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gasped in embarassment and fear as my bottom was bared. He pulled the hem
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up high clipped it to the back of the gown so it would stay out of the
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way. I tried not to imagine how I must look, bent over and strapped down,
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bare from waist to feet.
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He took up his position behind me then and I couldn't help but
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whimper and dig my toes into the carpet at little. Then he said, "Say
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when, Doreen."
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Doreen clicked the stopwatch and said, "Begin! One!"
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I didn't want to watch but I found my gaze transfixed to the
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mirror as Thad raised the paddle high and brought it whistling down on my
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bare bottom. It landed with a shockingly loud THWACK! and almost
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instantly a fiery pain exploded at the site of the impact, across both
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cheeks at once. The anticipation, humiliation, shock, and pain were too
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much; I leaped in my bonds and shrieked, loudly.
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"Two!" came Doreen's voice, and even as I cried out, "No!" Thad
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flung the paddle up high and brought it blazing down again. Again I felt
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that burst of pain. "No! No, stop, please!" I cried out.
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"Three!" THWACK! .... "Four!" THWACK! The burning licks
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landed again and again, steadily, heedless of my howls and pleas and
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struggles. I twisted against the belt that held me around the waist,
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bucked and kicked, pounded my feet on the ground. I pulled hard on the
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handles in my hands, stretching the rubber bands that held them. The pain
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was unbelievable, unbearable, and he was only up to ... "Five!"
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THWACK! ... "Six!" THWACK! "Oh, stop, PLEASE stop, I can't stand it,
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oh PLEASE, I'll do anything -- I'll never run a red light again, I'll
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never DRIVE again..." I babbled helplessly, desperate to stop the
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scalding strokes. "Seven!" THWACK! .... "Eight!" THWACK! "Owwwww!
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Oh, please! That's enough, really it is! OHHHHHH! STOP IT! STOP!"
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"Nine!" THWACK! "Ten!" THWACK!
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There was a pause, filled only by my hysterical gasping and
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panting. Doreen got up and came to inspect my bottom. I hoped
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desperately that she would find some reason to terminate the punishment,
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but she only nodded, returned to her chair, and held up the stopwatch
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again.
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"Nooooooo!" I howled.
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"Begin! Eleven!" she called out. THWACK!
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The pain had receded slightly but this stroke brought it back in
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full force. I bounced my hips desperately on the bench, kicked out wildly
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with both feet, and broke into sobs. I was crying loudly, uncontrollably,
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like I had as a child, with big tears running down my face. The sobs were
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punctuated by the rhythmic loud slaps of the leather paddle on my bare,
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hot, raw flesh. "Twelve!" THWACK!... "Thirteen!" THWACK!...
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"Fourteen!" THWACK! ... "Fifteen!" THWACK!... I was in a world of my
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own by that time, all my awareness focused on my blistered bottom and on
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the terrible mirrored image of Thad raising the paddle up over his head
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and cracking it down, again and again. "Sixteen!" THWACK! ...
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"Seventeen!" THWACK! ... "Eighteen!" THWACK! ... "Nineteen!" THWACK!
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... "Twenty!" THWACK!
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Another pause, another inspection, more pleadings by me, another
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go-ahead by Doreen. "Begin! Twenty-one!" she called out, Thad raised the
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paddle, and -- I couldn't help it, I had to protect myself. My hands flew
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back to cover my bottom.
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"That's three more added to your punishment," Thad said, in an
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almost conversational tone of voice, as if he hadn't just paddled my bare
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bottom to a blazing heat. "You'll receive those next week, with your
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other fifteen strokes. Now move your hands."
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"No!" I shouted defiantly, reduced to being a five-year-old again.
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He put down the paddle and, without another word, took one of my wrists
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and firmly pulled it into position to be buckled down. "Nooo!" I howled,
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fighting furiously but fruitlessly as he took the other wrist. "Don't tie
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me!" He finished his task without another word, then picked up his
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paddle. "No, please don't spank me any more, my bottom hurts so much,
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PLEASE don't!" I begged through my tears.
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He took his position; Doreen said, "Twenty-one!" THWACK! I
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shrieked. "Twenty-two!" THWACK! I continued to shriek a mindless
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string of "Owwww!"s as he continued, unperturbed. "Twenty-three!"
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THWACK! "OWWWWW!" "Twenty-four!" THWACK! "Ohhhhh, pleeeeeease!!"
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And finally, blessedly... "Twenty-five!" THWACK!
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"Punishment complete!" Doreen announced.
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I lay there sobbing, writhing, still straining to pull my hands
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free so I could rub my tortured bottom, feet pounding the floor. Thad put
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the paddle down, took off his glove, and put on his jacket. "It was a
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pleasure being your Paddler, Ms. Ross," he said. "I'll see you again next
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week." Then he left.
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The reminder that I was to receive another of these horrible
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thrashings in a week sent me into fresh tears. Doreen came up to me and
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said, "I'm going to unbuckle your wrists, Ms. Ross, but you aren't to
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touch your bottom until your cooldown time is up." She unbuckled my hands
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and it was all I could do to keep from rubbing my bottom. She put a box
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of Kleenex (TM) within my reach and said, "I'll be back in fifteen
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minutes."
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As soon as I was sure she was out the door my hands flew back,
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almost uncontrollably, to massage my burning bottom. I could feel the
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heat in my skin and the welts under my fingers, small round ones from the
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holes in the paddle and long, thin ones from the edges of the paddle. I
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scrubbed my face and blew my nose then, and rubbed my bottom some more,
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still squirming and pressing my feet into the floor from the pain.
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The door flew open suddenly and I jumped within my restraints and
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took my hands quickly away from my bottom. Looking in the mirror I could
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see, to my horror, that two men were standing in the doorway looking at
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me.
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"Here's one, Senator," one of the men said to the other. "A good
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example of a wrongdoer paying for her crimes!"
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I was mortified beyond belief, held helpless in my bent position,
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my freshly spanked and no doubt scarlet bottom the focus of the Senator's
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avid gaze. I had an urge to shout, "But I only got a traffic ticket!",
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but I bit my lip, not wanting to prolong this visit. The Senator smiled
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and said, "Splendid, splendid! I'm glad to know this is working out so
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well!" After a few more moments they finally left.
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I cried some more then, my humiliation complete and my bottom
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still incredibly painful. After a while the door opened again, only this
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time it was Doreen. "Your cooldown time is up," she said. "By the way,
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the monitors caught you rubbing your bottom against express orders.
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That's five more strokes added to next week's punishment."
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"Oh, please, no! I didn't know!" I exclaimed.
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"You knew that you'd been told not to do it. Anyway, I don't make
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the rules." She came up behind me then, holding a jar of something, and I
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quickly found that it was a cream that she spread on my tender bottom.
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The pain subsided considerably, only a moderate sting remaining. "That
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contains a topical anesthetic so you can drive home," she explained. "It
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wears off in an hour or so, though, so I wouldn't make any plans for
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tonight if I were you." Then she unbuckled me and let me stand.
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I checked in my paddle then and got my clothes back, waiting at
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the counter red-eyed and sniffling. A nervous-looking teenage girl came
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up in her punishment gown while I was standing there, to check in her
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clothes and get her paddle. She stared at me in alarm, obviously
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surmising from my tear-stained face and stiff walk that she was in for a
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painful experience, but she didn't say anything to me.
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In the dressing room I checked my bottom in the full-length
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mirror. Sure enough, it was a vivid, deep crimson, spotted and striped
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with welts. It almost made me cry again just to look at it. It would be
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days before I could sit comfortably.
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In my car on the way home, I tried very hard not to think about
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the fact that I had to go through all this again within two weeks.
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Instead I thought about how much worse the paddling had been than I'd
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thought it would be. No wonder the rates of vandalism and traffic
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offenses and other petty crimes was falling rapidly. Still, I was pretty
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sure I wouldn't have voted for the bill if I'd known I might qualify as a
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"criminal" some day.
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One thing was for certain sure. I was very, VERY careful to stop
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at all red lights on the way home that day.
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