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DIPLOMACY
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By Kit Montana
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Beverly Crusher was furious -- dangerously so.
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For a brief moment, Capt. Picard, who had known and faced more danger in
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the last year than most people faced in a lifetime, thought it was
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providential that there was a desk between the two of them. There was a
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gleam in her eye he had seen few times before, and each time he *had*
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seen it, he regretted it. He knew it was an old wives' tale that red-
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heads had wicked tempers. But it was his experience that those old wives
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were quite insightful indeed.
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"I'm sorry Beverly. You know if there was any other choice I would take
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it. But they need Counselor Troi at Ceti Alpha Three right now. That
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meteor storm has put those people through a lot of trauma. The Ambassador
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asked for her by name ..."
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Beverly stared at him, her arms folded across her chest, eyes flashing.
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The muscles in her jaw were so tight Picard wondered if she were
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incapable of speech at the moment.
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"As a matter of protocol, I need a senior woman officer to go with me to
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Amanti. I know it's archaic. I know it's ... it's *silly*, but that's all
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there is to it. When I approved your leave, I thought Deanna would be
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able to go."
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Beverly stood silently before his desk for a full five seconds before
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responding.
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"I haven't taken leave in over a year, Jean-Luc," she said accusingly.
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"I know that."
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"This will be the first time I'll have a chance to see Wesley since he
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started traveling," she said.
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"I know that, too." Picard leaned back in his chair, and sighed. "I know
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it took you two months to get those reservations at the Keska Resort. I
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know you intend to lay in the sun every day for two weeks without a comm
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badge or a medical journal in sight. I know you need a vacation. But I
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need you here; now. Your vacation will have to wait."
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Beverly gave him a long look.
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"Aye, sir. I'll review the information we have on Amanti to get up to
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speed. We arrive at seventeen hundred tomorrow?"
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Picard winced. Beverly's voice was so cold he thought he might end up
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suffering from frost-bite if they spoke much longer.
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"I'll have Mr. Data brief you; he'll be attending with us. Beverly I'm ..
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"
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But she was out the door, out of his ready room and across the bridge to
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the turbolift before anyone had a chance to even speak to her. It was
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just as well; one look at her face was enough to shut the mouth of the
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toughest Klingon.
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#####
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She had just finished communicating with Wesley on subspace, telling him
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of the change of plans, when the doors to sickbay hissed open to reveal
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Lt. Cmdr. Data. He entered slowly and cautiously, as if he were fearful
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of an assault from an unknown source.
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"Doctor, may I enter?"
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Despite her anger -- cooling now that she had spoken with her son --
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she smiled and motioned to the chair across the desk from her. She pushed
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the computer aside. "What, Data -- did they tell you I was on the
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warpath?"
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Data frowned slightly, then tilted his head in understanding. "Ah, an
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old idiomatic saying meaning you are angry. Yes, Doctor, the Captain said
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you were quite angry, and that I should avoid briefing you until later.
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Unfortunately, Geordi and I are testing the phasometric circuitry to the
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warp drive later and ... "
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"No, Data, it's all right. Now is fine. I'm not angry -- with you."
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Data handed her a computer chip. "You may wish to review this. It is a
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history of our negotiations with the Amanti to date. You will note that
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they have several bargaining chips for their admittance to the Federation
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despite the fact they have not developed warp drive -- which, in most
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cases, is a precursor for membership. They do, however, have an abundance
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of dilithium on their planet and have developed cost-effective and
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efficient ways of extracting dilithium from soladite. Both these 'chips'
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make their acceptance attractive to the Federation."
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"And from the Federation, they get warp drive -- and, a more viable
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market for their dilithium," said Crusher, leaning on her desk, chin
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resting in her palm.
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Data nodded. "Exactly. What Ambassador Sinato is calling a 'win-win.'"
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*Except for me*, thought Beverly. *I'm the loser in this deal.*
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"So what are we doing here?" she asked.
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Data tapped the control on the computer that sat on Beverly's desk.
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Another tap, and the smiling face of a middle-aged humanoid appeared.
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With the exception of startling silver-grey eyes and dark speckling like
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freckles in a pattern across his forehead, he might have been Terran.
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Beverly found the face interesting.
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"Humanoid?" she asked.
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Data nodded. "Yes, but how they got here is a mystery. This is the
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Talbot Jisson. He has been the chief negotiator for Amanti for entrance
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into the Federation. He is also one of the ranking members on the Amanti
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ruling council. At this point in the negotiations, Ambassador Sinato has
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recommended that the Amanti meet some of the Starfleet officers who would
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be assisting them should they ever need defense. A "pot sweetener," I
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believe he called it. It seems the Amanti worry that they might be
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subject to raiders should it become widely known they have rich dilithium
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deposits. Also, the Talbot is interested in meeting more species of the
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Federation. He hasn't met any Terrans yet, or Klingons -- only Betazoids
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and Vulcans."
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Beverly smiled to herself. Picard, Data, Worf and herself -- quite a
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diplomatic delegation.
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"Their social development?" Beverly asked, flipping the computer screen
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to additional information the Amanti.
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"Socially well-developed. However, there is one unique aspect the
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Ambassador mentioned. While almost all humanoids have an average male-to-
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female propagation rate of one-to-one, Amanti women are outnumbered by
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men by a factor of more than two. That may be why they are so interested
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in meeting female humans."
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*Well, at least I'll be appreciated*, thought Beverly.
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"Do we have a schedule of activities yet?" she asked.
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Data touched the computer control again. "It starts with a welcoming
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dinner and concert at the Talbot's residence the day after tomorrow.
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There's a breakfast the next morning, followed by a tour of a dilithium
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mining center and ... "
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'Thank you, Data," said Beverly, interrupting him. It sounded like
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dozens of other diplomatic missions. "Let me study this and then if I
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have any questions, I'll call you. I know you have to meet Geordi. I
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don't want to keep you."
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Data stood up. "I believe that is a good plan. There is one thing you
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should be aware of that I haven't entered in the schedule. The Talbot has
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offered his residence to us during our visit. Captain Picard has accepted.
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We will be staying on the planet surface for the entire two days of our
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stay."
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"Thank you, Data. I'll pack accordingly."
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#####
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The Captain was checking his chronometer when Beverly entered the
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transporter room, carrying a bag in each hand. She noticed the others
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where similarly weighed down, especially Worf, who was to wear his
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ceremonial Klingon garb at tonight's formal dinner and concert. Beverly,
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as the suggestion of Ambassador Sinato, was wearing civilian attire to
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the evening's events to allow the Amanti to see what non-Starfleet women
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might wear.
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She wasn't late, but Picard seemed impatient at her arrival, as if
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anxious to get started. She hadn't spoken to him since their discussion
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in his ready room the day before.
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Riker stood by the transporter console to see them off. Beverly stood on
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the pad on one of the rear coils with Worf and the Captain in front.
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Perhaps I can get through this entire visit without speaking to him once,
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she thought.
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She knew she was behaving childishly, but it was satisfying to let him
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know she was still angry with him over making her come on what was
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essentially a social call. She also knew that by tomorrow her anger will
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have passed and probably she would begin to enjoy herself and enjoy being
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with Jean-Luc off the *Enterprise*. But until then, she enjoyed causing
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him discomfort.
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She felt the familiar tingle of the transporters, and heard Riker's
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flippant, "don't forget to write!" and then she was standing in a garden
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suffused with flowers of color and variety she had never seen before.
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Talbot Jisson was walking toward them, his hand outstretched in the
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familiar greeting of Terrans meeting each other for the first time.
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Obviously, he had studied the ways of Terrans before their arrival. Next
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to him was Ambassador Sinato, the esteemed Vulcan Ambassador for the
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Federation, followed by several Amanti and members of the Federation
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Diplomatic Corps. Beverly was surprised to note that with the exception
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of an elderly Betazoid, they were all male. Before she even had a chance
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to speak, an Amanti came forward and took the bags from Beverly's hands
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without a comment, hurrying off with them to points unknown.
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"Captain! Welcome to Amanti! And this is your staff? May I meet them?"
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said the Talbot, in the hearty manner of leaders meeting others of power
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for the first time.
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Picard shook the Talbot's hand. "It is my pleasure to be here, Talbot
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Jisson. We look forward to becoming friends. Let me present some of my
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senior staff. Lt. Worf, my tactical and security officer; Lt. Cmdr. Data,
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my science officer; and my chief medical officer, Cmdr. Beverly Crusher.
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The Talbot shook hands with each in turn, but lingered slightly over
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Beverly's. He smiled charmingly. "You must forgive me, Cmdr. Crusher. You
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are the first Terran woman I've seen. I must ask -- are all as beautiful
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as you?"
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Beverly smiled back. It was a blatant and flirting, almost disgustingly
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so. She loved it.
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Ambassador Sinato came forward, taking the Captain's arm.
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"I am so pleased you could come, Captain Picard. It is so good to see
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you again. I believe your rooms are ready for you. Talbot, perhaps they
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would like to freshen up before tonight's dinner and concert?"
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The entourage made its way slowly to the white domed dwelling that
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protruded from the side of the hills surrounding the wide garden. The
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Talbot fell in step with Beverly, providing running commentary as they
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walked.
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"You see how we like to build into the side of hills. The Ambassador
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tells me you build your homes out in the open. Why do you do that?" he
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asked.
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Beverly laughed. "I have no idea. Tradition, I suppose."
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"And do you have gardens like this?"
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Beverly looked around. "Some. Few as beautiful as this one."
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The doors to the residence were open, with two supernumeraries standing
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on either side, awaiting the entourage.
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The Talbot turned from Beverly's side to the Captain and the others.
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"Your bags have been taken to your rooms. Rinto and Gundran will show you
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to them. May I suggest we meet on the terrace for a drink before we go
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down to the dinner and concert? I wish for you to see our sunset --
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Ambassador Sinato assures me no sunset on any Federation planet compares
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with it. Is it true Vulcans do not lie, Captain?" said the Talbot,
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laughter in his voice.
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Picard smiled, beginning to like this man who had the ability to charm
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and laugh at himself. "It is true. So I would not care to miss it."
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"In an hour, then. Should you need anything, ask Rinto or Gundran. If
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you'll excuse me ... "
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The Talbot slipped from the room, leaving the *Enterprise* members to
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find their rooms and speak with the corps members. Rinto came up to
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Beverly and bowed slightly.
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"Commander, if you will come with me, I'll take you to your room. Do you
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need assistance with unpacking?" Beverly shook her head and followed the
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servant down a long corridor deep into the hill. Recessed light where the
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wall met the ceiling provided discreet illumination.
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"The Talbot wanted you to sleep undisturbed, so he directed you be given
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the end room. It is the largest. The best."
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Rinto pushed open the heavy door. The lights came up immediately,
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showing her a comfortable suite of rooms, reminding her slightly of an
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adobe home she had once visited. The walls were pale peach, almost white,
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with blue, green and cream tapestries. The bed, against the far wall, was
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large enough for four people, and was covered with a thick, soft
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comforters and numerous pillows in the same blue, green and cream. To her
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left was a seating arrangement with several deep, comfortable-looking
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chairs before a rounded fireplace. Rinto took a small tool from the low
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table near one of the chairs and placed it in the fireplace. A small fire
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flared up.
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"It gets cool here when the sun goes down," the servant explained. "Now,
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can I be of further assistance? Does your clothing for tonight need
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attention? Shall I draw a bath?"
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Beverly smiled at him and shook her head. "You've been very kind. Thank
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you. I have everything I need -- oh, except how do I get to the terrace?
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"
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Rinto gave her directions and then left her to explore her room and
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unpack.
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She pulled her dress from the confines of her case and shook it. It
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cascaded down in rippling blue and green, almost the same colors as the
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pillows on the bed. She'd worn it only once before, more than a year ago
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when she was on leave on Risa. It was strapless with a bodice embroidered
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with tiny light-catching blue, green and clear crystals. It hugged her
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body to below the waist before drifting into green chiffon-like material
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that reached below her knees. With it she was going to wear the diamond
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earrings Jack had given her just before his last deployment.
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Despite the anger and resentment she felt at being shanghaied into this
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mission, Beverly found she was beginning to enjoy herself. The
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surroundings were beautiful and relaxing. The Amanti were friendly and
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charming, and would make a wonderful addition to the Federation. And
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she'd also get a chance to dress up -- something she rarely had a chance
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to do.
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Further exploration revealed the bathroom, a huge white room filled with
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a raised tub with adjustable nozzles that emitted a fine warm mist,
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steam, and hot and cold water. Another low structure, almost like the
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baptism font in the ancient churches her grandmother had insisted on
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taking her to when she was a child, was filled with scented water and
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flower petals. What its use was she had no idea. A device on the wall
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blew warm, scented air when you placed a hand under the opening. Huge
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white towels were draped from racks on one wall.
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Even though she had showered only a few hours before, Beverly couldn't
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resist trying out the bathtub. It's an important cultural experience, she
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told herself, lathering her body with the sweet gel she found in a deep
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dish at the side of the tub.
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#####
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The others were waiting for her on the terrace by the time she got there.
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Night had fallen, but the area had been lighted by thousands of tiny
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spark-like lights strung through the trees and along the low stone walls
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that edged the terrace. Other lights were hidden among the foliage.
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Beverly found it romantic; she wondered if the Amanti had planned it that
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way.
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"Ah, Commander Crusher! There you are!" called the Talbot from among a
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knot of Federation people and Amanti. He came to her side immediately,
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ignoring the others. "I know our people have many differences, but I know
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one thing we can mutually appreciate -- you look beautiful! Is this
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common evening attire on Earth?" Sinot glided up noiselessly to hand her
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a tall twisted glass.
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The Talbot didn't wait for her to reply. "I hope you'll enjoy this; it's
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distilled from the jocard flower," he said. He leaned toward her. "But
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you must be careful; it is quite potent," he said in a conspiratorial
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whisper.
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Beverly took a sip. It was wonderful, filling her mouth with bubbles and
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fruit. She smiled brilliantly at the Talbot. "It's incredible ... but
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please, call me Beverly."
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The Talbot bowed slightly. "Beverly, then. I wish I could ask you to
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call me by my child-name, but it is traditional on Amanti that once one
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becomes Talbot, Talbot is what one must be called. Even my mother calls
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me that!" He laughed, slightly embarrassed.
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Beverly took another sip of her drink. Across the terrace, Jean-Luc,
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dressed in his dreaded formal uniform, was watching her. His face was
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unexpressive. She couldn't read his thoughts. Next to him was Data, deep
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in conversation with Ambassador Sinato. Worf was nowhere in sight.
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They went in to dinner as a group, joining more Amanti and their
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Federation Diplomatic Corps counterparts.
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Beverly found she was seated at the same table as the Talbot. She
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wondered what Amanti protocol allowed a lowly Starfleet commander to sit
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at the same table as a world's leader. To her right was Ambassador Sinato;
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to her left, a small Amanti woman with dark silver eyes and a
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surprisingly deep voice. She was Terera Jisson, the Talbot's elder sister,
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in charge of agricultural affairs on Amanti. Even before the sweet first
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course was served, she drew Beverly into a discussion of indigenous
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plants and their uses. By the third course, they were chatting as if they
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had known each other for years, laughing over the folly of their sons'
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adolescence and comparing plant potting methods. Beverly promised to try
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to visit one of the nearby jocard gardens with the Amanti woman before
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leaving.
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During the last course, Beverly felt a hand on her shoulder and turned
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to find the Talbot standing between her and his sister.
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"I will only accept yes -- you two must sit next to me during the
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concert," said the Talbot.
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Beverly smiled up at him. "My pleasure, Talbot." His sister gave him a
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slight smile and bowed her head.
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Beverly finished her jocard while the guests waited for the Talbot to
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stand and lead them into the adjoining hall. She perused the room,
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looking for the other members of the Enterprise. On the other side of the
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room, she could see Jean-Luc listening to a tall Amanti who was gesturing
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violently with his hands. She tried to catch his eye to smile at him,
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indicating that all was forgiven, but he was too intent in conversation.
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Finally, the Talbot lead the way into the concert hall. Instead of
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chairs lined up, side by side, the huge room was filled with multi-
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colored sofas and deep comfortable chairs. At the front were six Amanti
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musicians with exotic-looking instruments.
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To Beverly's unattuned ear, it was cacophony. A surreptitious glance as
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Jean-Luc revealed he was enjoying it -- or at least, had the diplomacy to
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look as if he did.
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It was a relief when the musicians stood and began shuffling their feet,
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indicating the concert was over. The guests began drifting out, thanking
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the Talbot for a wonderful evening and telling Beverly how glad they were
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that Amanti would be joining the Federation of Planets.
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A few diehards were in small groups talking. The Talbot glanced around
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quickly, then leaned down to Beverly.
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"A walk in the garden? I find it a pleasant distraction before I retire.
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"
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Beverly stood wearily. "On Earth, we have a saying -- 'the spirit is
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willing but the body isn't.' I'm afraid my body must decline. It was a
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long day."
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The Talbot smiled. "We have a saying here, too -- 'sleep gleans the
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day's bounty.' I, too, am tired and look forward to my bed. But at least
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let me walk you to your room."
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They walked the length of the huge room together, the Talbot's arm in
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Beverly's. Out of the corner of her eye, Beverly could see Jean-Luc watch
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her every step.
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#####
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She was so exhausted that she was tempted to fall across the bed fully
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clothed, but years of discipline in Starfleet prevented it. She draped
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her dress over a chair and slipped her night gown over her head, pulling
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pins from her hair as she did so. Her nighttime ablutions were as swift
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as any she had ever performed. She crawled into bed, tossing pillows on
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the floor as she pulled back the downy cover and called for lights out.
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Sleep came before her third breath.
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#####
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DIPLOMACY (Part III)
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By Kit Montana
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His body was warm against hers, even through the fabric of her gown. He
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curled his body to conform with hers so they fit against each other like
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spoons.
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With slow, light strokes, he caressed her body, running his hands over
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her breasts, her belly, down her thighs before returning to gently
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massage her breasts again, toying with each nipple. She sighed, turning
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toward him.
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*Jack ... *
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He kissed her eyelids, her temples, before claiming her mouth, sucking
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her lower lip slightly before sliding his tongue over her teeth and
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deeper.
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He pulled her night gown over her head. Beverly tried to help him, but
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her limbs were too heavy. His hands began their gentle caresses again,
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stroking her arms, her breasts, her belly, and the soft skin between her
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thighs. He buried his fingers in her pubic hair, gently rubbing it as if
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examining its texture.
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*Jack.*
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In her mind's eye she could see him, firmly muscled, long of limb, his
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desire for her evident. His eyes were looking deeply into hers, laughing,
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yet also communicating his love for her; a love he promised would be
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everlasting.
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His mouth found her breast and he began suckling, teasing her nipple
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with his tongue and teeth until it was distended and hard. With his hand
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he played with the nipple of her other breast, squeezing and pulling,
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rolling it between his fingers. He kissed the nape of her neck before
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working his way up to her ear, tonguing it until chills ran down her back.
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*Jack, yes ... *
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He went back to touching and stroking her body, his large hands warm,
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urgent.
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She shivered with delight. It had been so long ... she couldn't remember
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when she had been so aroused, so eager for him.
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*Please, please ...*
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She heard his low chuckle, and then felt him shift his body. He stroked
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and massaged her inner thighs, then gently dipped his fingers into the
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folds of her lips. She was wet, and his fingers slipped into her easily.
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She tried to lift her hips to meet him, but it was impossible.
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He dipped his head between her legs, slipping his tongue into her. He
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sucked at the opening, drinking her juices before dipping fingers into
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her again, before sliding his thumb to her clitoris. He rubbed around it
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rhythmically.
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Beverly's breathing became ragged. It was incredible, unbelievable.
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Every nerve in her body was afire with desire. She wanted to cling to him,
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give him some of the pleasure he was giving her, but her body was too
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heavy.
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He spread her legs farther apart to get better access to her. Lowering
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his head, he took her between his lips, teasing the engorged head with
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his tongue and then sucking slightly. She moaned.
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*Ohmygod Jack ... *
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He held her by the hips, licking and sucking her until she came,
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trembling and crying out, the waves of pleasure coursing through her
|
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until, finally, exhausted, she lay still. She heard him laugh lightly,
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and she slept ...
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|
She woke with a start.
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He was less gentle now as his own urgency filled him. With a suddenness
|
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that made her gasp, he thrust himself inside her.
|
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It was incredible, satisfying a need she had long denied. But even as
|
|
she could feel herself edging towards orgasm, something nudged at the
|
|
edge of her mind ...
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Her breath became ragged again and she wanted to urge him to ride her
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faster, harder.
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*Jack? ... *
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His fingers began digging into the flesh of her hips and buttocks as his
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own excitement began to built. He thrusting became more urgent.
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|
*Jack's dead.*
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The realization hit her as hard as if she had been struck. Jack was dead.
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|
|
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"No!"
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Even to her own ears, her voice was barely audible.
|
|
"Stop! I don't want this!"
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|
Her voice was louder this time, but hardly powerful enough to get
|
|
attention. She tried to pull away, to twist from his grasp but he pounded
|
|
into her, hard and fast now, unaware of her struggle.
|
|
He thrust into her deeply one more time and cried out, his hand
|
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convulsing on her hips, twisting the skin. He was breathing hard, almost
|
|
panting. After several seconds, he pulled himself from her, and collapsed
|
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on the bed.
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With every bit of strength she could muster, she tried to drag herself
|
|
off the bed and away from him. She got to the edge before he realized she
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had moved. He leaped from the bed but returned immediately. Beverly heard
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the soft hiss of a injection ...
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|
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#####
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|
It took her a few moments to realize the pounding wasn't in her head.
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|
Someone was banging on her door and calling her name.
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|
She dragged herself from the bed, wrapping a robe around her nakedness
|
|
as she went. She felt dreadful, aching at every joint, her head filled
|
|
with its own pounding. Her stomach roiled so violently that she had to
|
|
stop briefly, hand to mouth.
|
|
Jean-Luc Picard stood at the door. He looked at her tousled condition
|
|
and a look of reproach filled his face.
|
|
"You have less than ten minutes until we meet the Ambassador and the
|
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Talbot for breakfast," said , his voice carefully neutral.
|
|
Beverly turned from him, and collapsed in one of the overstuffed chairs
|
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that stood before the fireplace.
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|
"Jean-Luc. I ... I'm sorry, I don't feel well."
|
|
Beverly closed her eyes, hoping that would stop the room from tilting.
|
|
"Oh." The Captain was silent for a few seconds. "Is there something I
|
|
can do? Shall I call sickbay?"
|
|
Beverly opened her eyes and looked at him. He thinks I drank too much
|
|
last night -- or worse, thought Beverly. The trouble was, she couldn't
|
|
remember if she had or not. Her stomach turned again.
|
|
"No. No. I think maybe Amanti food doesn't agree with me ... I'll be all
|
|
right. Just allow the physician a little time to heal herself, will you?"
|
|
she said.
|
|
The Captain, ever restrained, looked at the deep shadows under her eyes
|
|
and mussed hair, and nodded briefly. "I'll extend your regrets. I'll
|
|
check with you before lunch then?"
|
|
She put her hand to her mouth. Lunch. Food. She wished he'd leave; she
|
|
wasn't sure if she was going to win this battle ...
|
|
"That'll be fine," she said, weakly.
|
|
He left, and Beverly raced to the bathroom, just in time.
|
|
She ran cold water in the sink, soaking a corner of one of the towels in
|
|
it and wiping her face. What was wrong with her? Was it the food? Had she
|
|
drunk too much? Was it some bug she was susceptible to that the scanners
|
|
had missed?
|
|
She peered into the mirror. She looked like hell. Her eyes peered back
|
|
at her from dark sockets, and her skin had a greyish tint she's never
|
|
experienced before.
|
|
She also felt unsettled, nervous, on edge. She wanted to be back in her
|
|
own quarters on the Enterprise, with her own furnishings and plants, with
|
|
her pictures of friends and Wesley and Jack.
|
|
*Jack ... *
|
|
She shook her head and began running the tub full of steaming water. She
|
|
walked back into the bedroom, shedding her robe as she went. She stood
|
|
naked as she rummaged through her medical bag, pulling out her tricorder
|
|
and injector filled with pain-killing and nausea-soothing medications.
|
|
Quickly, she scanned herself to compute what was wrong ...
|
|
The tricorder hit the thickly carpeted floor with a thud.
|
|
Oh no.
|
|
She ran back to the bathroom and began scrubbing her body with a huge
|
|
handful of the sweet-smelling gel next to the tub. She dipped her finger
|
|
in it and began rubbing her teeth, the soap bitter on her tongue.
|
|
Some small voice in the back of her mind stopped her.
|
|
She would need evidence.
|
|
With shaking hands, she rubbed off the soft suds and wrapped the towel
|
|
around her. Still slightly sticky with its residue, she slipped into her
|
|
uniform and brushed her hair to provide some decorum. With hands still
|
|
shaking, she tapped her comm badge.
|
|
"Crusher to Bridge."
|
|
The steady, assuring voice of Will Riker answered.
|
|
"Riker here. How was the party last night, Doctor?"
|
|
She wondered what Picard had told him.
|
|
"Will, beam me up please. Straight to sickbay."
|
|
To his credit, the first officer didn't ask questions. It was only a few
|
|
moments before she felt the transporter take her and deposit her into her
|
|
own domain.
|
|
#####
|
|
Captain Picard stood at the door, waiting for Beverly to open it. He
|
|
shifted from one foot to the other with impatience.
|
|
Was this some way to get back at him for making her come here? he
|
|
thought. He didn't like to think so. Surely Beverly was bigger than that .
|
|
..
|
|
"She is not there, sir."
|
|
He jumped slightly. Sinot stood behind him, concern on his face.
|
|
"Commander Crusher is not there, sir," the servant repeated. "She was
|
|
gone when I came to straighten the room this morning."
|
|
Picard scowled, then tapped his comm badge. "Picard to Crusher."
|
|
There was a pause, then, "Crusher here."
|
|
Her voice sounded normal, healthy, if a bit subdued.
|
|
"Beverly, where are you? I'm here at your rooms ... "
|
|
"I'm in sickbay."
|
|
Was she so ill? "Are you all right?" he asked, concern in his voice.
|
|
To his surprise, Riker answered. "Captain, I think you should beam back
|
|
aboard the Enterprise. There's a problem ... "
|
|
He rematerialized in sickbay, empty except for Riker and Beverly.
|
|
Riker's face was creased with worry; Beverly's so pale that for the first
|
|
time he noticed a faint sprinkling of freckles across her nose and cheeks.
|
|
It gave her an air of vulnerability.
|
|
Will placed a hand on her shoulder. "I'll see you later," he said, and
|
|
left Picard and the doctor alone.
|
|
Picard stood before the console where Beverly sat.
|
|
"What's wrong?" he asked.
|
|
She turned around, not looking into his face. She's had no trouble
|
|
telling Riker what had happened. Why was it so hard telling her
|
|
Commanding Officer? She turned back to face him.
|
|
"Jean-Luc, I've been sexually assaulted."
|
|
He sat, more stunned than Beverly had ever seen him.
|
|
"Are you all right? Are you injured?"
|
|
Beverly shook her head. "No, no."
|
|
They simply looked at each other, uncertain what to say; then, he began
|
|
to ask questions.
|
|
"When? After I left this morning? You didn't say anything when I stopped
|
|
by to take you to breakfast."
|
|
Beverly shook her head. "No. Last night."
|
|
Picard looked at her quizzically.
|
|
Beverly turned the desktop computer screen toward him. "I was drugged
|
|
with tranpozine. This is the result of a blood test I did on myself. The
|
|
residue was still pretty high this morning. Tranpozine can either be
|
|
ingested or injected and has a sedative effect for up to eight hours. I
|
|
think somebody slipped me a mickey and then upped the dosage with an
|
|
injection later. It would have put me out for most of the night, and
|
|
would account for my headache and nausea this morning."
|
|
Beverly realized she was babbling and stopped. Silence filled the room.
|
|
The Captain leaned forward and spoke softly. "Can you tell me what
|
|
happened? Can you tell me who did this?"
|
|
Beverly stood and began a pace, a habit she had picked up from the
|
|
Captain. After two lengths of the room, she sat again.
|
|
"I went to bed right after the concert, right after the Talbot walked me
|
|
to my room. I was dead on my feet -- the tranpozine taking effect, I
|
|
suspect. It was probably slipped into my drink. I fell asleep immediately,
|
|
then the next thing I knew he was in my bed ... I couldn't ... " her
|
|
voice trailed off. "I was drugged. It was almost as if it wasn't real, as
|
|
if it were a dream, except I took these readings this morning. It
|
|
happened. It was real."
|
|
She pointed to the computer screen. "Here. Sperm. From an Amanti."
|
|
Picard's stomach dropped.
|
|
"Beverly ... "
|
|
The doctor waved her hand. "I'll be all right, Jean-Luc."
|
|
Again they sat in silence, a barrier between them. Finally, Beverly
|
|
spoke.
|
|
"I didn't see him ... I was pretty much under the influence and it was
|
|
pitch dark. I don't think I can help you much without DNA samples for
|
|
comparison."
|
|
Jean-Luc stood and put his hands on Beverly's shoulders. "I am so sorry.
|
|
If I thought that I was going to put you into any danger by ordering you
|
|
to go with me ... "
|
|
The guilt made his voice thick.
|
|
Beverly leaned back, so that his hands slipped off her shoulders.
|
|
"I don't want you to be sorry. I want you to find out who did this to me.
|
|
"
|
|
The vehement way she spoke surprised him.
|
|
|
|
#####
|
|
Ambassador Sinato sat across the table from Picard, unmoved and unmoving.
|
|
|
|
"This is most regrettable, Captain. Will Dr. Crusher be all right?"
|
|
Picard nodded. "She appears to be physically unharmed, but of course she
|
|
wants to find the individual who assaulted her."
|
|
Sinato bowed his head slightly. "This puts our negotiations in an
|
|
untenable position. To accuse an Amanti of assaulting one of the
|
|
Federation's party just as we are enter into the specifics of their
|
|
joining the Federation ... ," he shook his head.
|
|
Picard's jaw tightened. "This isn't an *accusation*, Ambassador; this is
|
|
a fact. One of my senior officers -- and one of Starfleet's most
|
|
respected physicians, I might add -- was drugged and raped by an Amanti
|
|
as she slept. I am hardly worried about how the negotiations will go as a
|
|
result of an investigation to find out who did this."
|
|
The Ambassador gave Picard a cold look. "Perhaps you should, Captain.
|
|
There is more going on here than you know, I suspect."
|
|
The Ambassador opened his portable computer and turned the screen toward
|
|
the Captain. "I want you to see this for yourself. This -- ," he pointed
|
|
to a slowly moving trail of green, edging upward only slightly, " --
|
|
shows our rate of discovery of useable dilithium crystals. It may well be
|
|
the most sought-after -- and expensive -- material in the universe. With
|
|
the newly-developed non-subspace disruptive engines we've developed, the
|
|
need is even greater. Those engines require nearly twice the amount of
|
|
dilithium as the old engines."
|
|
"You're not telling me anything I don't know," said Picard impatiently.
|
|
The Ambassador pointed to another line on the screen, this one red and
|
|
steeply slanting upward. "This is our demand for dilithium. In five years
|
|
-- *five years* -- we'll deplete our current stockpile and will have to
|
|
rely on new sources."
|
|
The Ambassador snapped the computer closed.
|
|
"In short, Captain, we need the Amanti more than they need us. We must
|
|
do everything we can to ensure these negotiations are successful. And
|
|
accusing an Amanti of assaulting a senior Starfleet officer -- a officer
|
|
of the Federation -- will most definitely not move these negotiations
|
|
forward."
|
|
|
|
#####
|
|
Deanna Troi stepped off the transporter platform. Weariness weighed her
|
|
shoulders down and there were shadows under her eyes. She had been on the
|
|
move for almost 24 hours, transferring from one vessel to another, ever
|
|
since she had received a subspace message from the Captain asking her to
|
|
return to the *Enterprise* at best speed. He had been evasive as to the
|
|
reason why, only saying she was needed to assist in an investigation. She
|
|
only hoped she could get a few hours' sleep before beginning.
|
|
Will Riker fell into step with her as she walked down the passageway
|
|
toward her quarters.
|
|
"Welcome back," he said. "We missed you. Everything under control at
|
|
Ceti Alpha Three?"
|
|
Deanna gave him a weary smile. "The worst is over for them. Now they
|
|
just need to let some time pass. So what's all this mystery?"
|
|
Will's welcoming smile faded. "I'll let the Captain tell you. He wants
|
|
to see you as soon as possible."
|
|
Deanna sighed. "So much for a nap. He's on the bridge?"
|
|
"He's on the bridge."
|
|
They walked in companionable silence down the passageway and into the
|
|
lift. When she stepped off the turbolift, the Captain stood and gave her
|
|
a smile. "Welcome, Deanna. I'm glad you're back. Will, you have the conn.
|
|
A word with you, Counselor ... "
|
|
The two stepped into the ready room. Uninvited, Deanna sat on the sofa
|
|
while the Captain went to the replicator to get tea. She knew it was a
|
|
ploy to allow himself time to get his thoughts together.
|
|
"Tea?" he asked.
|
|
Deanna shook her head. She could feel his apprehension, but the reason
|
|
why was a mystery.
|
|
He sat next to her on the sofa, taking a sip before beginning.
|
|
"Counselor, we've had an unfortunate incident while you were gone," he
|
|
started, then stopped.
|
|
What was he saying? *Unfortunate incident*. One of the people he cared
|
|
about most in the world had be drugged and raped, and now it had been
|
|
suggested that an investigation into it not be pursued.
|
|
He put down his tea. "Deanna, while down on the planet surface, Beverly
|
|
was drugged then sexually assaulted."
|
|
Deanna caught her breath. Of all the things that might have happened,
|
|
she didn't expect this.
|
|
"Is she all right?"
|
|
Picard nodded, and picked up his tea, thankful that he'd said the worst
|
|
of it.
|
|
"I think so. She's been uncommunicative ... "
|
|
"That's common."
|
|
"And very angry. She's rabid to find who did this to her. She didn't see
|
|
her attacker."
|
|
"That's common, too. And finding who did it will be extremely
|
|
therapeutic. Have you been able to do a DNA comparison to find out who it
|
|
was?" Deanna asked.
|
|
Picard shook his head. "Not yet."
|
|
"Did she tell you what happened?"
|
|
"Not in detail. Only that she was drugged with something called
|
|
tranpozine and -- "
|
|
Deanna leaned forward, "Excuse me, Captain, did you say tranpozine?"
|
|
Picard looked at her quizzically. "Yes. It's some kind of sedative."
|
|
"Is that what Beverly told you?"
|
|
Picard nodded. "Isn't it?"
|
|
Deanna smiled slightly. "Well, yes, but it has other uses as well. I've
|
|
used it therapeutically with patients -- not here on the *Enterprise*, at
|
|
the hospital I worked at before I came here. But some people use it
|
|
recreationally. The Ferengi, especially, use it quite a bit. I heard of
|
|
a few cases on Betazed. I understand Zalkonians use it, too."
|
|
"Counselor --."
|
|
"It acts as a sedative, but its primarily uses is as a catalyst to
|
|
enhance the actions of the body's chemistry on the part of the brain that
|
|
controls sensory pleasure. So if you're relaxing in a hot bath, a little
|
|
tranpozine would make it even more relaxing; your favorite food would
|
|
taste even better; and so on. In larger doses, it can act has a sedative
|
|
as well as a sensory enhancer."
|
|
Picard just looked at her. "Counselor, what are you saying? That Beverly
|
|
might have used this drug recreationally?" The thought appalled him.
|
|
Deanna shook her head violently. "Absolutely not, Captain. But who ever
|
|
slipped the drug to her was exceptionally cunning and calculating. Not
|
|
only did this drug incapacitate her, it might have ensured a certain
|
|
amount of cooperation. She'd be in a pleasurable, dreamlike state. She
|
|
probably wouldn't realize what had happened to her until the drug worn
|
|
off."
|
|
Picard stood and began to pace.
|
|
"And if Beverly -- or any victim -- made an accusation ... "
|
|
"Exactly, Captain. Tranpozine is a controlled substance. It would muddy
|
|
the waters if the accused said it was concentual sex and the victim was
|
|
merely pointing a finger to cover up his or her use of tranpozine."
|
|
Picard stopped pacing. "But no one would believe that Beverly would use
|
|
illegal drugs."
|
|
"Of course not," agreed Deanna. "Anyone who knows her would know that."
|
|
"But it would still go in her record that she was accused of using it.
|
|
And be read by people who *didn't* know her. It might come down to her
|
|
word against his."
|
|
"Yes."
|
|
Picard rubbed his hand over his head. "She knows this."
|
|
"Of course. I'm sure she would have reasoned it out and knows the
|
|
consequences. That she still wants to pursue it, that she still wants to
|
|
find out who did it to her -- Beverly is very tenacious."
|
|
"She deserves better than this."
|
|
"Yes."
|
|
|
|
#####
|
|
Beverly was sitting at her desk, reading months' old medical journals
|
|
when Deanna walked in.
|
|
"Deanna! I wasn't expecting you for a few days yet," said Beverly. "What
|
|
brings you back early?"
|
|
Deanna deliberately pulled up a chair to sit next to her friend. "You.
|
|
The Captain sent me a subspace message."
|
|
Beverly gave her a small lop-sided grin. "Oh. Well, as you can see, I'm
|
|
in one piece. The rumors of my demise were greatly exaggerated."
|
|
"Stop it, Beverly," Deanna said sharply.
|
|
|
|
|
|
DIPLOMACY (Part III)
|
|
By Kit Montana
|
|
|
|
They said in silence, until finally Beverly spoke.
|
|
"Deanna, I was raped. I was drugged and raped. I have never been so
|
|
furious in my life. I'm also scared and feeling vulnerable. This is a
|
|
peaceful little planet of friendly, charming people. Am I ever going feel
|
|
safe again? Even here on the *Enterprise*? And no one seems to be trying
|
|
to find out who did this to me."
|
|
Deanna took her friend's hand. It was cold, trembling. She felt all the
|
|
emotions her friends spoke of, and one more -- a pervasive, profound
|
|
sadness.
|
|
"I won't say I know exactly how you feel, but I think I understand a
|
|
little. Why don't you tell me what happen? It may help."
|
|
Beverly pulled her hand away and walked over to the replicator to get a
|
|
cup of coffee.
|
|
"I know you're trying to be helpful, Deanna, but I'm not ready to talk
|
|
about it. If you'd really like to be of help, you'll use those empathic
|
|
skills of yours to find out who did this to me."
|
|
|
|
#####
|
|
The Captain paced back and forth in his ready room.
|
|
Five paces. Turn. Five paces. Turn.
|
|
He was unsettled, undecided what to do.
|
|
She deserves better than this.
|
|
The sentenced repeated itself to him, one word with each step.
|
|
And instead of finding out who did it, he was in his ready room, pacing.
|
|
|
|
He cursed his indecision.
|
|
The Ambassador's words weighed on him. Picard had known there was a
|
|
dilithium shortage, but he had no idea how severe it was. Inadequate
|
|
supplies would force the exploration of space -- the primary mission of
|
|
the Federation -- to a stand still. Inter-planetary trade would be
|
|
inhibited, perhaps even crushed, causing planetary shortages of even the
|
|
most basic items. It could mean economic disaster for the Federation,
|
|
rendering them more vulnerable to predatory civilizations. That
|
|
Ambassador Sinato would even suggest an investigation not be pursued was
|
|
indicative of the severity of the dilemma.
|
|
He sighed. What if he *did* press this, what if he insisted on a
|
|
complete investigation, and negotiations broke down because of it?
|
|
Starfleet would not be happy with its flagship's captain, especially if
|
|
he went against the advice of one of the Federation's most esteemed
|
|
ambassadors.
|
|
And was pursuing this in Beverly's best interest? He had no idea what
|
|
Amanti justice was like, but surely there must be some kind of public
|
|
judgement where the accused could confront his or her accuser. If Beverly
|
|
lost -- would a Amanti justice system find against one of their own? --
|
|
the stigma of being accused of using drugs for recreational purposes, not
|
|
to mention the diplomatic faux pas, wouldn't be pleasant. He'd seen
|
|
officers forced to retire over a besmirched reputation, even when they
|
|
were guilty of no wrong-doing.
|
|
He sighed again. In the heat of battle, when he had only fractions of a
|
|
second to make decisions, the choices came to him almost with ease. But
|
|
now the decision was nearly impossible.
|
|
He tapped his comm badge.
|
|
"Picard to Ambassador Sinato. I must speak with you immediately."
|
|
#####
|
|
"Talbot, on both Captain Picard's planet and my own, and throughout the
|
|
Federation, a crime such as this is considered exceptionally profane -- ,
|
|
"
|
|
"Ambassador, let me assure you, on this planet, too. It is a grievous
|
|
offense, punishable by memory eradication and exile. But we haven't had a
|
|
case in this community in nearly fifteen years. It is extremely rare
|
|
throughout the entire planet. We cherish our women ... what you tell me
|
|
shocks me. There could be no error?" asked the Talbot. He stood at the
|
|
window overlooking the colorful garden, the bright sunlight full in his
|
|
face. To Picard, he looked older, distressed.
|
|
"No. The tests were done twice."
|
|
"Are you sure Beverly is all right? We have excellent physicians. My own
|
|
physician is on call and can be here in minutes," the Talbot said,
|
|
concern real in his voice.
|
|
"She'll be fine. She needs time," said Picard. "She also needs justice.
|
|
"
|
|
The Talbot turned to look out the window across the garden.
|
|
"Of course. You'll want DNA samples."
|
|
"Yes. From every Amanti male who might have had access to the residence
|
|
that night," Picard spoke firmly, leaving no doubt what he expected the
|
|
answer to be.
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"Captain, there will be problems with this. I can order my personal
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staff and any of the government officials who attended to provide a
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sample, but the *nitas*, the private citizens ... ," the Talbot shook his
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head.
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Picard walked over to the window to stand next to the Talbot. "We'll
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start with what you can give me," he said. He felt sorry for this man who
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was obviously disquieted by this act of violence under his own roof.
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"I'll call my physician to begin testing. Would you like to have an
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observer from the *Enterprise*?" asked the Talbot.
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"That's a generous offer, Talbot. My security officer will beam down
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shortly," said Picard.
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The Talbot looked across the garden again. "Intellectually, I know
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joining the Federation is good for Amanti, bringing us a new prosperity.
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But I sometimes wonder what else it will bring to my people," he said, a
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trace of sadness in his voice. "I know Dr. Crusher is the victim here,
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but is this a mark of the changes we will see with this new partnership?
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"
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Picard didn't know what to say.
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"Talbot, I sincerely hope not."
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#####
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The body lay across the wide bed in the suit of rooms Beverly had used,
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in a pool of deep rusty blood that spread across the beautiful blue and
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green spread and down onto the floor.
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It was Sinot, the servant who had been so kind to her.
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Around the bed, like mourners, stood the Talbot, Picard, Worf, Beverly,
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Deanna, Ambassador Sinot and two Amanti Picard didn't know. Several other
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Amanti Picard took to be peace officers stood discreetly in the back of
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the room.
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"We found tranpozine in his room," said Worf, in his low, rumbling voice,
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"as well as an injector."
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"We'd just taken a sample from him," said one of the men Picard didn't
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know. "He must have come straight here and cut his meninan vein. I just
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finished testing his DNA. He's the one who assaulted you, Commander
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Crusher."
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Beverly looked down into the face, feeling ... what? Victory? Relief?
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Satisfaction?
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Instead, she felt sorrow.
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Picard moved away from the bed, drawing the Talbot with him.
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"Thank you for your assistance, Talbot. I'm sorry it ended this way. But
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I hope this can clear the path for Amanti's joining the Federation," he
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said.
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The Talbot's face was bleak. "I don't know if I would be as forgiving as
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you should our positions be reversed, Captain. But I must say, this is
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completely unexpected, shocking. Sinot has taken care of me and my family
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for as long as I can remember. He has always treated my family and our
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friends with kindness and respect. What could have happened to make him
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do this?"
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Picard shook his head. "There is darkness in all of us -- at least,
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that's what my Counselor tells me."
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The two men both turned to look at Deanna Troi. She looked straight into
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the eyes of the Talbot.
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#####
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Two weeks later, Beverly Crusher and Jean-Luc Picard sat in
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companionable silence in the Captain's ready room, sharing a pot of Earl
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Grey tea. Due to the lateness of the hour, the Captain had ordered it
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decaffinated. The stimulant had never kept him awake, but Beverly still
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had trouble sleeping and insisted on the decaffinated kind.
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They had just completed going through physical readiness status of the
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crew, a bi-monthly process that also allowed Picard to catch up on some
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of crew gossip. Ensign Smythe-Jones was pregnant with her first child, a
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long-awaited event for both future mother and father; Lt. t'Ana had
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broken his leg sliding down an engineering ladder in a show of machismo
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for Lt. (j.g.) Anjeski; Kolbenian flu was running rampant through the pre-
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schoolers and would probably make its way into the crew before the end of
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the week.
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And now they sat side by side in silence, their work completed.
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Beverly put her tea down.
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"I want to talk about it,"she said.
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He knew what "it" was immediately.
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He put down his tea and gave her his full attention.
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"I hate him, you know. He's dead but I still hate him more than
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anything. I hate him more than the fates that took Jack away from me."
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Picard sat, unmoving.
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"It's not just that he drugged me and raped me and made me a victim ...
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"
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Picard nodded, encouraging her to go on.
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Beverly's eyes became bright with tears.
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"I was dreaming ... but it wasn't dreaming, it was so real ..." She took
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his hand. "As real as this. I know it was because of the drug, but that
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doesn't stop how I feel. I was with Jack. We were making love. It was ...
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exquisite. He was alive again and we were together. He never died. I
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never went through those years of hell thinking about how his body had
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been ripped apart and that Wesley's last knowledge of his father was a
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box brought back by his father's best friend."
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Jean-Luc felt as if a vice were squeezing his heart. All this inside her;
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all this sorrow.
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"And then it wasn't real; it was a deceit. I loved Jack more than I have
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ever loved anyone. I can never love anyone the way I loved him. And he
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was gone from me again." The threatening tears spilled over.
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*I can never love anyone the way I loved him.*
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Jean-Luc leaned forward and wiped a tear from her cheek, still
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unspeaking.
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"I know it wasn't real. I tell myself that every day. But it feels real.
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I've lost him again. He's dead again. The pain is a fresh as the first
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time."
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Jean-Luc Picard folded his arms around her, just has he had done more
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|
than fifteen years ago when he had brought Jack Crusher's broken body
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home. He stroked her hair comfortingly and let her cry.
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|
When she finally pulled away, her eyes and noses were red and her cheeks
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were wet. He handed her an old-fashioned handkerchief.
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"Picard to the rescue," she said, wiping her eyes. "Saving damsels in
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|
distress."
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|
"That's what I'm here for," he said, lightly. "Damsel-rescuing is part
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|
of the mission. It's in the Starfleet SOP."
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|
She laughed lightly. "I guess I haven't read that chapter of the
|
|
Standard Operating Procedures."
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She blew her nose noisily and stood up. "I guess I better get some sleep.
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The Captain on this ship is a stickler for promptness and I'm having
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breakfast with him at 0700."
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|
She started for the door, then stopped and turned.
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|
"Jean-Luc. Thanks. I'm a lucky woman to have a friend like you."
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He smiled at her, the vice around his heart squeezing tighter.
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|
"Anytime."
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#####
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"This must never happen again."
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The Ambassador stood in the doorway to the Talbot's office, his hands in
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|
the sleeves of his jacket, his face frozen of expression.
|
|
The Talbot glanced up.
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|
"What must, as you say, never happen again?"
|
|
The Ambassador walked silently to the Talbot's desk. He leaned over it
|
|
slightly to get close to the Talbot's face.
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|
"A member of the Federation will never be harmed again on this planet."
|
|
The Talbot laughed slightly.
|
|
"Oh come, Ambassador. The woman was only an Earther. It's not like she
|
|
was an Amanti. Or Vulcan. And it's not as if she was hurt. In fact, I
|
|
assure you, she enjoyed it. Immensely."
|
|
The Vulcan placed his hands on the Talbot's smooth cold desk.
|
|
"I am negotiating something very important with you now, Talbot. I am
|
|
negotiating your life. Should you ever touch another officer of the
|
|
Federation -- should any Amanti touch any citizen of the worlds of the
|
|
Federation -- I will ensure they die. And I will not worry overly about
|
|
their individual guilt. On this issue, one Amanti will be as good as
|
|
another."
|
|
The Talbot gave him a startled look.
|
|
"Ambassador, you surprise me. That is one of the most illogical
|
|
statements I've ever heard."
|
|
The Ambassador stood, and calmly placed his hands in the sleeves of his
|
|
jacket again.
|
|
"I think, Talbot, that our reputation for logic may, at times, be
|
|
specious. Certainly it is in this case."
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###the end###
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