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Decisions
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(c) That One Skunk, 1994
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"Decide. One hour." she said as she stared into my eyes,
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dripping sweat and glowing with an evil I'd never seen in her
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before. My body weak and tired now, I nodded to her.
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"No. I want to hear it. Tell me."
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I gathered myself and said clearly "Please, my Queen. Do as
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you wish with me for the next hour." And with that, she gave me a
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kiss and continued her brutality.
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When we'd first spoken of this, she was concerned at first.
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I'd told her that I felt we were both holding back when she topped. I
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wasn't giving as much as I could and she wasn't taking.
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"Are you unhappy with what we do, my love?" she asked.
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"No, love! I just don't want to get caught in a pattern that
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doesn't allow us to grow. I love what we've been doing. I just think
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we'd both be happier if we did something more - intense."
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"Perhaps so. Did you have something in mind, my precious?"
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It was at that point I explained my idea. At first, I was to
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be hers for 15 minutes - no safeword. She would start off slowly,
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perhaps spanking or the like. Then as she built up and the 15 minutes
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were up, she'd stop for a moment, name a period of time and ask for my
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consent for that time period. If I agreed, I was hers for that time.
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If I declined she would release me and bring me down. Implicit in
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this scheme was that she wouldn't abruptly change what she was doing
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just after gaining my consent and that I would give my consent as long
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as I could.
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I was nervous when we started. I'm usually a little nervous
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when I bottom, but this time there was a touch of fear as well. I
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knew she wouldn't do anything dangerous. I was worried that I
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wouldn't be able to take as much as I was promising. I feared that
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I'd fail her and in doing so, myself.
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She set a timer for 15 minutes. Then she had me remove me
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clothes, kneel and put my torso over an ottoman, a position I'd topped
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her in many times. It's well-suited to spanking and flogging. Then,
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standing behind me and to the side, she began to spank. Softly at
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first, with ever-increasing intensity she brought her open hand down
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over my ass. Each blow was just a bit harder than the last, and after
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a while, I could feel the heat of my ass turning pink, then red. Just
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then she stopped and began to caress my ass, letting her fingers
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tease my hole ever so briefly.
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DING!
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"Very good," she said, stopping to circle in front of me. "We
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should keep this easy for now, since we're just getting started. 15
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more minutes?"
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With a dreamy sigh I replied, "Yes. Please."
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"Very well, indeed," she answered, taking this chance to
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remove her clothes as I looked up. Now, whatever she may think of her
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own body, and whatever others may think notwithstanding, I know that
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she has the body of a Goddess. And as she looked down at me looking
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up, she could see my lust for her and my awe of her beauty.
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She ordered me to stand up and move over to the rack and to
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lean back against it, facing her. After cuffing me spread eagle
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against the rack, she reached into the toybag and pulled out something
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small in each hand. She walked over to me and toyed with my nipples,
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grinning and still hiding whatever was in her hands. Then she kissed
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me. Well, more accurately, she raped my mouth and fucked it hard with
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her tongue. Then, just as I began to melt and grow desperate with
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need, she brought the sewing clamps down on my nipples.
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Flicking the clamps and tugging on the chain with one hand,
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she reached down to touch her cunt. Then, slowly, tantalizingly, she
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brought that hand, wet with her juices towards my mouth. I craned my
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neck to reach it, but she held it just out of my range. Then, knowing
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how much I needed to taste her, even indirectly by way of her fingers,
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she wiped her fingers across my face and under my nose. Then quickly
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she moved to remove the clamps. Her scent filled my nostrils,
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maddening me with lust. And then she began to kiss me again with
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hard, wet, passionate kisses.
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DING!
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"That time again so soon?" she said, giggling to herself as
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she pulled away from my kiss. Then she looked at me, seeing my lust
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for her consuming me. "Perhaps this time you'd prefer to try 30
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minutes, my pet?" she asked, knowing full well I would agree.
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Panting, I replied, "Yes. 30 minutes. Please."
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"It appears that you're overheating my helpless pet. We can't
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have that, now can we?" she said with a smirk. Then she want to the
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toybag and removed what appeared to be a ball of cloth. "Well, I
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suspect that this little device will go a long way to solving that
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problem," she said as she rubbed the cloth into itself. As she moved
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towards me with it and unfolded it into a long tube of fabric, I
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realized what it was - a chemical-based cold-wrap.
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She wrapped the cold-pack around my chest, making sure to put
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the coldest parts against my now-tender nipples. I yelped and
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whimpered as the cold bit into me. In my distraction, however, I'd
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missed her picking up her riding whip and moved behind me. I looked
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up just in time to see it strike me with a loud THWAP across my thigh.
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Then again. And yet again, now moving slowly up the back of my thigh
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to my ass. Whatever recovery my ass had made from the spanking was
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quickly replaced with sharp stabs of pain with each fall of the riding
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whip.
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"You take that well," she observed. "I do seem to have some
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time to enjoy, however," she added, digging into the toybag and
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finding the Squid. She removed the icepack which had now warmed up,
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and began to attack my nipples with the Squid. Daggers of white-hot
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pain tore through me. But as much as her vicious attack hurt, it
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excited me. I wanted more. I wanted to feel this way forever.
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Glancing down to see my cock jutting outward, she stopped squiding my
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nipples and slapped my cock. I moaned and whimpered as she slapped
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side to side, stinging me but bringing me dangerously close to an
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orgasm.
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DING!
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"Oh my. So close and yet so far away, my pet," she snickered.
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"15 minutes this time, I have something special planned."
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Curious as I was, I simply moaned softly and said "Yes, my
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Queen. 15 minutes."
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At once she blindfolded me and made sure my restraints were
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secure. Then without warning or notice, she slipped away. Or at
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least I assume she did - I couldn't hear her breathing. I waited. I
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listened. I knew she could only be gone 15 minutes, but with my
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nerves so heightened and my body so aware, that 15 minutes would seem
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to take forever.
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Finally, as I was driven to tears, I hear the timer.
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DING!
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She must have been standing right outside the room, since she
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was on me in a flash. She took me down from the rack and put me to my
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knees. "30 minutes. Decide," she grunted at me.
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I quickly agreed and just as I did, she ripped the blindfold
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off. As my eyes adjusted to the light, I could see that I was
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kneeling at her feet and that she was naked. Almost.
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She grabbed my hair and ordered me to open my mouth. As she
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pressed her strap-on against my lips, I opened my mouth to her. I
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could smell her cunt just behind it, but with a few thrusts, she was
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in my mouth and her cock became all of my world. She made low,
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guttural sounds as she raped my mouth and claimed me.
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Then with a sudden push from her, I was on my back looking up
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at her as she straddled me. With a yank, she pulled the harness off
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and tossed the dildo aside. Staring down at me with a wild look in
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her eyes, I could see that she was an animal - full of sexual need.
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She dropped down on me, grinding her hot cunt into my face.
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There wasn't an opportunity to be graceful or use technique. I
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couldn't even lick. I wasn't giving her oral sex, I was simply a fuck
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toy for her to rub off against. My face was slick with her juices as
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she rubbed back and forth, fucking me, smothering me, using me. With
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a long loud howl she came, drenching me and leaving us both in a
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puddle of glistening sweat and cunt-juice.
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Not yet finished with using me this way, she proceeded to rub
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herself all over me and then lick off the wet, sticky juice her cunt
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left behind. And as she finally came down from the heights of her
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climax she kissed me again, possessively again and again until...
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DING!
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Panting and still obviously quite aroused, she look into my
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eyes. "An hour. Decide."
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In a similar condition, panting, sweating and now quite
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desperate, I answered, "Yes. Please."
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Back on the rack she put me, and for the next hour she beat me
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with her most vicious toys. The Squid. The acrylic canes. A plastic
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tube flogger. My whole body ached, both with pain and with need.
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Bloodied but not broken, I stood before her on the rack. I looked at
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her and saw my beautiful goddess and felt lucky. I felt owned.
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"Decide. One hour." she said as she stared into my eyes,
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dripping sweat and glowing with an evil I'd never seen in her
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before. My body weak and tired now, I nodded to her.
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"No. I want to hear it. Tell me."
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I gathered myself and said clearly "Please, my Queen. Do as
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you wish with me for the next hour." And with that, she gave me a
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kiss and continued her brutality.
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She felt around in the toybag and came out with the
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ballstretcher. Deftly she put it in place, pulling my balls away from
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my body and wrapping a firm leather strap around my cock. She leaned
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over and wrapped her mouth around my cock, feeling it grow in her
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mouth. My sexual frustration was overpowering. I was in her power.
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She teased my cock expertly. Bringing me to the edge and then
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stopping cold. I'm not sure if getting off was possible with the
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ballstretcher/cockring in place, but she made damn sure I didn't find
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out. When she wasn't playing with my cock, she flicked her fingers
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over my nipples, she caressed my balls, she brought me to the point of
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sheer desperation.
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"You have no safeword right now, my pet. But I'm going to
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tell you what I'm about to do. Not because you need to be warned.
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But because it excites me to see you helpless to stop me from doing
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whatever I want even when you see it coming. I'm going to grease up
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my finger and I'm going to fuck your ass with it until the hour is up.
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And then I'm going to make you make a very difficult decision. I'll
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keep that as my surprise."
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She knew that my ass was a limit. Various medical problems
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I'd had led to two problems. First, I experienced discomfort when
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something was in my ass. Secondly, my medical problems led me to
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associate ass "play" with severe pain. I'm sure my face turned white
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at her words. I looked at her and saw that, indeed, she was getting
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excited at her power over me and at my helplessness to stop her.
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She moved behind me and gave my ass a few spanks. Spreading
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my cheeks, she ran her finger up and down, teasing me. Then I felt
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the coolness of some sort of lube being smeared around my asshole.
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"Relax now, my pet. Let me do all the work. You just relax
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and be mine," she ordered in a cool tone.
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I felt her slide into me. I expected it to hurt, but for
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whatever reason - perhaps my excitement or sea of endorphins, it
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didn't give me pain. Instead it drove me further still into need. I
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couldn't think of anything other than my lust and desire. She began
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to slide her finger in and out, making growling sounds as she did.
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Fucking me slowly at first, then alternating between a frenzied fast
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fuck and a steamy slow fuck, she controlled me. I was centered around
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my ass and cock and balls. She existed. They existed. I'm not sure
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anything else did. I'm not sure if I really heard when it went off,
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but she did.
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DING!
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She didn't pull out. She stopped moving, but left her finger
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deep in my ass. I couldn't see her face since she was behind me, but
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somehow I knew she had an expression of evil satisfaction over our
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current situation.
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She whispered softly, "Well, my love. One year. Decide.
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Whenever I'm with you, I will have the right to do as I please with
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you sexually or with pain. You'll be free whenever we're apart, but
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mine when we're together. Decide."
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I was frozen as her hands reached around and removed the
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ballstretcher. "Take your time and think about what that will mean,"
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she warned me. "I don't want you making a mistake."
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"The decision is easy, goddess-mine. I'm yours."
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