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The Debbie Letters to Aquavite, posted by Aquavite
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[The following series of email letters comes from a person I identify as
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"Debbie", who first emailed me after reading my posts at Patches' Place. We
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have continued an email correspondence for awhile now. I have edited (only
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for clarity) many of her letters, and with her permission I am posting them
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for all to enjoy. Debbie (and I) would love both general and specific
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responses to her letters. Email me (aquavite@sirius.com) with any and all
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comments and reactions, and I will pass them along to her. All I know about
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Debbie is that she emails me and I her.]
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Debbie One
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Dear Aquavite,
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I'm a new user and wanted to send you this to let you know that even though
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girls wetting their panties is a big turn on for you, for some of us its a
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real problem. It happens to me a lot, never really on purpose unless I know I
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have no other choice. So it may excite you but I wonder if you really know
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that this happens to a lot of us girls and how embarrassing it can be. BTW,
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my name is Debbie, and I'm a 5'2" 29 year old long haired brunette. Most guys
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think I'm cute and have a pretty good body (if that helps you visualize
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things).
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I'm not sure how many of your stories are true but I know some of them are
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because the same things happen to me, especially the ones about Joanne. I
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could really relate to her. From wetting my panties in grade school, in
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high school during cheerleader practice, to when I wet myself at McDonalds and
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everybody saw, to wetting my panties in college during class, at the library,
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at my sorority, at a frat party, at a football game, today when I'm stuck
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in traffic or stuck in a meeting taking notes for my boss or even at my
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tennis class. Like Joanne, most are just mini accidents but a few were major
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ones.
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It used to really upset me but now except for the embarrassment I don't mind
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it as much because it happens enough that I'm used to it. I used to try to
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bring a clean pair of panties with me in my purse so that I could change into
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them but that didn't always work so now I think its easier just to wear them
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wet and let them dry (like Judy). Is Joanne carrying a clean pair with her
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like you suggested? I've learned to wear short lightweight skirts or dresses
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never with nylons so that when I have my mini accidents I can easily lift or
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adjust my skirt so it won't get wet and my accident won't be noticed by
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others. Jeans and tight shorts are terrible for that (though thin nylon
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running shorts are OK which I know from experience). Sorry, cotton panties
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are a no no because they absorb way to much and take too long to dry. Besides
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I much prefer the feel of silk, satin, or nylon panties. They are so much
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cuter on and I love the way the silk gathers between my legs and around my
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bottom.
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So my problem isn't wetting my panties, its getting caught. See, when I was
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growing up my stepfather would spank me whenever I misbehaved which included
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wetting my panties. So I was regularly spanked through high school. Then
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when I moved in with my boyfriend Dave and told him about my stepfather, he
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soon started spanking me too. So I've been spanked most my life but always
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on my panties but it still hurts and is even more humiliating. So I get
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spanked now for wetting my panties probably more than anything else. The
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hard thing is to not let Dave find out because then I really get it and not
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always in the privacy of our home. He'll sometimes check the laundry basket
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to see if my panties are yellowed or even just stick his hand up my skirt and
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feel them to see if I've wet them.
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He loves to see me in little girlish panties like bikinis in white, yellow,
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pink, baby blue, with and without flowers, with frilly lace around the legs
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and waist and little bows in front (get the picture?) He also loves to show
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me off in public when we go out by dressing me in short lightweight skirts
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and picking out my panties (like you and Sara) . He usually picks out white
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or white with flowers which makes it even more noticeable when I have an
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accident. Then he really gets off on discretely sliding my skirt up, front
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or back, so that my panties will peak through and others will see. I have to
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admit that I get turned on to by knowing that other guys can see my panties
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so I just sit there and act like nothings going on. Besides, I tried to pull
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my skirt back down once, and got spanked later that night. He also likes it
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when I wear a cute little lacy bra under a wide open unbuttoned blouse tied
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at the waist to show it off. Then when its time for bed, he wants me in
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panties only and just like Sara I don't always make it to the toilet on time
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in the morning which means another spanking.
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Anyway, I'm glad that this kinda stuff is a big turn on for you but its a
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problem for me. Next time you fantasize about it just picture me getting
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spanked.
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Debbie Two
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I didn't think you'd actually respond but I'm glad to see that your a little
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sypathetic to us girls who can't help wetting our panties. I think its so
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much easier for guys to hold it in than it is for girls and I don't think
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many guys realize this. But thats why all girls' panties are double lined with
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cotton between the legs because its really hard to make it to the toilet
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without at least wetting our panties a little. It really is. And I guess
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some girls do it on purpose because they get turned on by it. Not me, I just
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have trouble controlling it and I guess my judgement isn't the best either
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because I always seem to think that I can make it on time. Most guys don't
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seem to understand that including Dave. Thats why he spanks me everytime he
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finds out that I've had one of my accidents. And if it wasn't for the
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spankings, I probably wouldn't mind the mini accidents at all. After all,
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thats what panties are made for and I'm gonna change into a clean pair
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tomorrow right? But its the major accidents that are so upsetting to the
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point that I cry whenevey they happen because there so embarrassing and I
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know I won't be able to hide it from Dave which means a major spanking.
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"Is the story about Sara true? [I wrote Debbie a description of my
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girlfriend, Sara, who also often has mini-accidents and occasionally some
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major ones, and sometimes wears short skirts and semi see through clothes.]
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I'd really like to know. I read it again and really identified with her
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(morning accidents, "Its hard for a girl...", the way she dresses, etc.).
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I'd love to hear more about the other public displays of her panties since
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Dave loves to do that to me and I kinda get a little turned on by it to.
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What were those other times like? Does she also like knowing that her
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panties are showing and that guys are checking her out?"
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Just about everything I wear is from Victorais Secret. My favorite by far is
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their silk string bikinis. There so cute on! And size small fits me
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perfectly. (Right now I'm wearing a soft peach pair under my dress. Does
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that excite you to know that?) Does JoAnn or Sara wear these? I have lots
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of them but I love the white and white with flowers ones the best (so does
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Dave). I just wish they didn't stain so easily whenever I have an accident.
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And I'd probably wear more cotton if they didn't absorb so much. Victorias
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Secret has a really cute line of cotton string bikini panties called the
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Ashley Collection with lots of pretty prints that I wish I could wear. Do
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you know if JoAnn or Sara wear these? I bet they would look real cute in
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them. But I still think silk, satin, nylon, lace trim, etc. feel and look
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much more feminine and little girlish.
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Dave has no problem spanking me in public. Once was infront of his friends
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outside a club we all went to one night. He was a little drunk and got real
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angry at me. Another time was at the airport with total strangers watching.
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No, he doesn't like it at all when I wet my panties. That's why he spanks
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me everytime it happens. But I think he must like spanking me. I can't say
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that I like to be spanked because it really hurts (my bottom gets pretty red
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especially if I've wet my panties before my spanking) and its so humiliating
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I cry everytime he does it. But when I think back at the times I've been
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spanked in public (by Dave and my stepfather) I like the thought of people,
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especially strangers, seeing my panties (this is really awkward for me to
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tell you all this). I can't remember ever wetting my panties while being
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spanked since thats often what I'm getting spanked for. But I'm sure it
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happens alot. I really think theres lots of girls my age who either wet
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there panties or get spanked by there boyfriends or husbands and that most
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people don't know about it or pretend not to know about it because its
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usually a private thing don't you agree? Do you know any girls like me who
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get spanked regularly for wetting their panties? I'd like to know if it
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happens to others because I know girls who occasionally wet themselves but we
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never talk about being spanked.
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What other times have you showed off a girl? I wonder if there similar to
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what Dave's done with me. I bet you would like showing me off to wouldn't you?
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If so, how would you do it?
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So you want more detail? Honestly, I'm a little embarrassed. I'm also
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afraid that you might make some of my accidents available for everyone to
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read which I really don't want to happen. And I'm afraid that my screen name
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will get out and others will start sending all kinds of porno material. If
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Dave were to ever find out about any of this, I can't even imagine what my
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punishment would be like. Probably several public spankings knowing him plus
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other things I haven't imagined. I only wrote to you because your stories
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seemed more real than alot of the others. So I'll only tell you more if you
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really promise to not let any of this stuff happen, OK? Promise? And let me
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know what accident you want to hear about. A highschool one, a college one,
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one that I got spanked for? I don't know what you'd like to hear about.
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Debbie Three
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Dear Aquavite,
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I didn't think you'd write back because I bet you get hundreds of letters
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like these from girls with this problem [aquavite: I wish], and I just
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wanted you to know how embarrassing and upsetting it can be for girls.
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I found you by doing a search to find out about other girls like me and info
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on what I can do about the major accidents. I found info on protective
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underwear but those sound so unattractive and unflattering to me that I think
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I'd rather just continue wetting the cute panties I wear now. One girlfriend
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who also occasionally wets herself said she wears 2 pairs of panties. I've
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always thought that would look weird though if anyone were to see.
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All my accidents are "desperate" because I'm not near a toilet or can't get
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to one or I misjudge how much time I have or I just can't control it.
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Sometimes it comes on so fast that I start going a little before I can do
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anything about it. I guess that's just part of being a girl.
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So do you like spanking girls too? [aquavite: no] I can't imagine being held
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or comforted after wetting my panties. I've always been taught that its a
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naughty and bad thing for me to do and that I should be spanked for it. I
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can't imagine anything else.
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Wow I'm so glad to hear the story about Sara is true. [aquavite: I had
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written about Sara's wetting problems and also times Sara has shown off her
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panties.] She seems really special. But I was really hoping that she'd be
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more into discretely showing her panties like I am. Does she really lie on
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the beach with just her panties alot? Dave's asked me to do that a few times
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after taking me to the beach without telling me. He's in shorts so he's OK
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but I'm in a short skirt or sun dress which he says doesn't look right at the
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beach and he's right. So he'll undress me and I'll be in just my bra and
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panties. Other times I've been laying out in the back yard in my bra and
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panties and the gardeners have caught me. And I bet I don't realize half
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the times my panties are showing and guys are looking up my skirt or what I'm
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wearing is see-through. But I think that's just another part of being a girl.
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OK, just for you since its pretty quiet here today ...... I just slid my
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skirt up to where I can see my white silk panties peaking through between my
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legs. And now that I've opened my legs a little I can see the lace along the
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sides. I'll leave my skirt like this for a while and imagine you looking at
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my panties!
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Sara wears the Ashley collection [from Victoria's Secret]? I bet she looks
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adorable in them. The string bikini kind? Whats your favorite pair of
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panties on her and why? Be specific, OK?
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I've been spanked nearly all my life and if I tried to fight back I'm afraid
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that I'd just get punished worse. So I've just learned to accept it.
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Spanking is definitely punishment, not play and I was always taught that my
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spankings were for my own good and I think I still believe that. And Dave's
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really good to me and I love him. He spanks me on my panties with his hand
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so its not like he uses a belt or paddle and spanks me on my bare bottom.
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And if he thinks I need to be spanked for something I don't argue because
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he's usually always right and I probably deserve it.
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I'm 28, 5'4", long light brown hair, a little wavy, green eyes, cute petite
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figure, nice bottom and legs, not too busty though, and a cute smile.
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I bet I'd really enjoy you showing me off. Just thinking about that turns me
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on. I think I'll slide my skirt up even higher now.....there I slid it up in
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back so I'm no longer sitting on it and its up in front to where I can see
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the lace and bows along the waist band!
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I'm glad you have no interest in Dave spanking me because if he were to ever
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find out about any of this it would be awful.
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OK, I'll tell you a high school story. It was one of my most embarrassing and
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upsetting moments. I was 17, and our family was leaving on vacation for a
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week during the summer. We were gonna be driving all day so my stepfather
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said we all better use the toilet before we go because he didn't want to stop
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so we all did. I remember I was wearing a light green short cotton skirt and
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white nylon bikini panties underneath which I think they looked really
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cute on me. We stopped for lunch about 4 hours later and he asked me to
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stand in line while he my mom and my younger brother used the bathroom and
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that I should go when they come back. By the time they came back it was our
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turn to order so we got our food and ate and I forgot to use the toilet. I
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had also ordered a really big lemonade because it was so hot and my stepfather
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didn't want to use the airconditioner in the car.
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Well, about an hour later I knew I had to pee but figured I would be able to
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hold it for a while. 30 minutes later I knew I wouldn't be able to hold it
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much longer so I asked if we could stop so that I could use the toilet but my
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stepfather said I thought you went at lunch and I said I forgot and he got mad
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and said then you'll just have to hold it. But it wasn't long before I knew I
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was gonna have an accident and so did my brother. He kept saying Debbie's
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gonna wet her panties....and I told him to shut up. And my stepfather said
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I'd better not.
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A little while later it happened, a mini accident. My brother could tell by
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my reaction and told my stepfather that I started to go. I lied and said it
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wasn't true because I was afraid of getting in trouble and I didn't know what
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to do. Then another mini accident and another. I could feel my panties
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getting wetter and wetter and then I went more and I knew I couldn't control
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it. So I told my stepfather to please stop so I could use the toilet because
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otherwise.....(oh my God, a delivery guy just came by with something for my
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boss and he saw me like this. I tried to pull my skirt back down but it
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wouldn't go all the way because it was up in back and I didn't want to make
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it too obvious. And then I had to sign for it so I'm sure he got a real good
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view. I think I'd better slide my skirt all the way down now).....because
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otherwise I was going to start wetting my panties. He was so mad at me. He
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pulled off at the next exit and we found a McDonalds and I got up and ran to
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the little girls room but by then I was wetting my panties and I couldn't
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stop it. When I reached the toilet I lifted my skirt but it was to late. My
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white panties were already soaked yellow so I just sat down and cried as I
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finished wetting them. I tried to pat them dry with toilet paper so that my
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stepfather wouldn't know but they were still dripping wet. When I walked out
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my stepfather was waiting for me inside McDonalds and asked if I'd wet my
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panties and I nodded no while crying. He then said let me see and I thought
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no not here so I tried to go outside but he grabbed me with one arm around my
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waist and turned me around so my back was towards all the people in line and
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then with the other hand lifted my skirt to see my panties! Now everyone
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could see that they were completely yellow between the legs and up my bottom.
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Then he said you know what this means and he pulled me across his lap,
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lifted my skirt even higher and began spanking me on my panties right there
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in McDonalds with everyone watching. I was bawling because I was so upset
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and embarrassed. I remember hearing a little girl ask Mommie is she getting
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spanked because she was bad and her mother saying yes she wet her panties
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like you used to wet your diaper when you were a baby. After my spanking we
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went back to the car and he put a towel down on the seat so it wouldn't get
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wet. I was so upset and afraid of him that I didn't think about asking if he
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could get the suit case down so that I change into a new pair of panties so I
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wore them wet the rest of the way. Fortunately they were totally dry by bed
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time that night. So that's my McDonalds story.
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What would I like? I'd like to hear more details about Sara's public
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displays of her panties and other times you've showed off girls. I really
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get turned on by the thought of guys lusting over a cute girl innocently
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displaying her panties especially when shes not aware of it.
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Debbie Four
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Dear Aquavite,
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Wow, the story of you and Sara in Paris was great. [aquavite: I wrote a
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description of a time Sara fell asleep while wearing a short skirt in a
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public place and then in her sleep pull a leg up, totally revealing her
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panties for about 15 minutes.] Picturing her panties totally exposed with
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her asleep is such a turn on. I can't believe she didn't know. Especially
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if the entire front could be seen! She must have had her skirt up around
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her waist if the entire front of her panties was showing! Is that what
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happened? And I'd love to see the pictures you took of her putting on her
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shoes. She doesn't mind you taking pictures of her in her panties in public?
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And when she first fell asleep, were you tempted to slide her skirt up so
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that you and others could see her panties? I bet if that ever happened to
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me, thats what Dave would do. So Sara doesn't mind being seen in her panties
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in public but its not a turn on for her? Then what is a turn on for her?
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And what about Joanne?
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I actually thought about you this weekend because on MTV there was a VJ named
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Daisy who was wearing a short dark dress with spaghetti straps (no bra) and
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she was sitting down so everytime she introduced a new video, you could see
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the triangle of her white panties peaking through between her legs and I don't
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think she knew. It was a big turn on that millions of viewers could see
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her panties and she didn't know. Did you happen to see it? It made me wonder
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how many times that has happened to me and made me wish millions of viewers
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could see the triangle of my white panties between my legs without me
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knowing. (It seems like everytime I write to you I get turned on. Right now
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I can feel myself getting damp.)
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I never even heard of Hanro [a brand of Swiss made lingerie which I had
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mentioned to Debbie]. Can you buy them in this country? Are they real cute
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(flowers, bows, lace, etc.) and do they come in string bikinis size small?
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At my tennis class this weekend there was a little kids birthday party in the
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park and I couldn't help but notice this little girl because she reminded me
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of myself. She's probably 10 or 11, really cute, has long dark hair, and was
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wearing a cute short little pink cotton sun dress. When she was playing on
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the bars or swinging on the swings, everybody could see her white cotton
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panties. Her dress would fly up or she'd do a somersalt or one of the boys
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would lift her dress from behind and she didn't seem to mind any of this.
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Anyway it made me think that why is it perfectly OK for little girls to show
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their panties to everyone but not for little boys? And why do we wear
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dresses and skirts and see-through clothes and boys don't? And why are girls
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panties real cute and pretty and men's aren't? And why do I shave my legs,
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under my arms, my pubic hair and men don't? I really think its because were
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supposed to be like little girls around men. Were supposed to have our legs
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and panties seen by men just like that little girl on the bars or Daisy on
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MTV. Otherwise we wouldn't shave our legs or wear short skirts and dresses
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and thin see-through shorts and have such pretty panties. I really think
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that girls panties are so cute and pretty because there supposed to be seen
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by guys just like a little girl. Being a man, is that what you think to?
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And maybe thats why some guys like us to wet our panties because little
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girls wet their panties. If that's true then maybe I shouldn't get so upset
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the next time I have a big accident except I'll still get spanked for it
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(just like a little girl would). Do Sara or Joanne get really upset when
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they have big accidents?
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Another highschool story? OK. It was during cheerleader practice my senior
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year. We were practicing for a game that night but I was late to practice
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because I had to stay after class to meet with my tutor so I didn't have time
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to use the toilet. Our colors where red with white trim and we all had
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matching red cheerleader spankies under our skirts. Half way through the
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practice I had to pee real bad but I thought I could hold it till we
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finished. But all the dancing, jumping, and especially being thrown in the
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air and caught by the guys made it real difficult. Then on one of our last
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stunts I felt myself go a little but I figured I had enough protection
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because I had on panties under my cheerleader spankies. But on the next
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stunt I went alot in my panties and almost lost control and could feel my
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panties were pretty wet. So I told Lisa (she was captain) and she ended
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practice and went with me to the little girls room.
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When we got there it waslocked and I went a little more even though I was
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holding my legs and knees together. We thought about using the toilet in
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the hallway but the building was locked. I remember being panicked and
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telling Lisa that I was wetting my panties and I couldn't hold it any more.
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Then we saw a cleaning person and Lisa told him that I needed to use the
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toilet and asked if he could let us in but he said he wasn't allowed to.
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Lisa asked again and told him that I was wetting my panties but he
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suggested we just go behind the cafeteria. As we went behind the
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cafeteria I was going more and more and could feel my panties filling up
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between my legs. We got there and I lifted my skirt and was just about to
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pull dowm my spankies and panties when we noticed he had followed us and
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was watching me. He wouldn't leave and since I wan't going to expose
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myself infront of him, I had to keep my spankies and panties on so I just
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finished going in them and started to cry as he and Lisa watched. Lisa
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told him to leave and tried to make me feel better by telling me that she
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once wet her panties to. But all I could think about was not letting my
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stepfather know because I'd get spanked. But then Lisa pointed out another
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problem because the JV game was going to start in less than an hour and I
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didn't have time to go home and wash my spankies. But I couldn't wear
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them wet either because Frank (one of the guy cheerleaders) holds me above
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his head with his hand on my bottom in some of the stunts and he would
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know that I had an accident. Fortunately I had a clean pair of panties
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with me in my locker because I used to do that just in case I had an
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accident. The bad thing was that they were white with flowers (most of
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my panties in highschool were white or white with flowers). But Lisa said
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I had no choice so I changed out of my wet spankies and white panties and
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into my white flowered panties. It was nice to put on a clean pair of
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panties but it was pretty obvious that I had my panties on and not my
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spankies under my skirt but Lisa was right because that was better than
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everyone knowing that I'd wet myself. So that was another highschool
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story of mine.
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I'd better go because I'm at work. This time I didn't slide my skirt up to
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uncover my panties because of what happened last time. Maybe the next time I
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write I'll get the nerve again. I would love to hear more about Sara and
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Joanne especially the public displays of there panties when they didn't know
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it and maybe some wetting stories if you have some more.
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