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Archive-name: Bondage/cindy-i.txt
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Archive-title: Cindy's Letters 1
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Dear Becky,
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Hey you! What's up? I'm HERE!!! Got in two days ago and I
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can't believe I'm actually in Germany. My "family" (I'll tell you
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about them in a sec) picked me up at the airport in a Mercedes
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(not bad, huh?) and we drove through Munich on the way out to
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their house, which is like two or three miles out in the country.
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Munich looked like a cool place. I'm psyched to go explore but
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it's going to be a little tough since the metro doesn't run out
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here so I'm going to have to be bumming rides, either from the
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parents or the two kids who are old enough to drive.
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The flight over was pretty boring, even though I was excited
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to be flying alone for the first time. I honestly can't believe
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my parents let me spend the summer here. I still remember their
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reaction when I came home from school that day and told them a
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woman had come to talk about study abroad and that I wanted to do
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it. It was like "yeah, right, Cindy." They wanted me to stay and
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work on college applications...now I'm here, though, so I guess
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my tantrums worked, huh?
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OK, what's my family like? Weird. It's gonna be tough, I
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think, but I don't have to spend all my time here, right? The mom
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is 45, with long grey hair and weighs about 3000 pounds. I bet
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she drinks beer with breakfast. She's very German, let's just
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say. The dad (I'm supposed to call them "my dad," "my brother,"
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and so on, but I can't deal with that yet) is a big-deal
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businessman with Braun and looks it. Six feet, still kind of
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blonde hair, perfect suits etc. Not a guy to mess with, I think.
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The daughters are 11 and 16 and the son is 18. He's pretty cute
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but he acts like an asshole, so we'll see. I think it's probably
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stupid to fool around with a "brother" but whatever. He's got a
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motorcycle and goes to the University. He wants to be a car
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designer for BMW, he said. The girls are nicer, but still kind of
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bitchy. The younger one, Heidi (can you believe it?! I almost
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laughed out loud) likes Depeche Mode and A-HA and giggles a lot.
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The older one, Margitte, is a clubbie. She goes out a lot, she
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said, but I don't know, cause her parents are so strict I don't
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see how she can. Oh yeah, I didn't mention that yet, did I.
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Last night after dinner we all went to the living room (this
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huge room with a fireplace big enough to sleep in and mirrors
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with gold trim everywhere) and the dad gave a little speech which
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almost made me want to hop on the next plane back, but I figure
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I'm here, so deal, right? Anyway, the speech was like a list of
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rules for the family which I guess I need to know and an
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explanation of how things work here. Alright, ready, Cindy? They
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still spank!!! No, I'm not kidding! I didn't believe it either
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when he said it (I even pulled out my dictionary to check the
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word) but then he proved it, with Heidi, so yes, it's true.
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Basically, if you get in trouble during the week, that Sunday
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after dinner everyone goes to the living room and you get a
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certain number of spanks with either his hand or his belt. I know
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you think I'm lying but I'm dead serious! Medieval times, huh?
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And it's either bare or on your underwear. I just sat there
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staring as he explained how it works. I wanted to tell him the
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whole thing was ridiculous but I just got here so that seems kind
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of risky. So I just sat and stared. He said that no matter who
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was in trouble (and they all three can get it) everyone would be
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there. When he was done he asked me if I had any questions, and I
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just said "nein." What could I do?
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Then he said that Heidi had gotten a bad grade on her French
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test which she said she had studied for (I guess he thought she
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hadn't) and that she would get spanked tonight. I still kind of
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thought the whole thing was maybe a joke they were playing on me,
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but Heidi got up and went to the middle of the room, where they
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have a low coffee table and started unsnapping her overalls
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("Guess, cutoffs, since I know you'll wonder) and I knew it was
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for real. I felt like I should leave but I was obviously supposed
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to stay (he made it clear that I was "part of the family" while I
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was there) so I just sat. The other kids looked a little
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uncomfortable but not a lot. Maybe it was just weird having me
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there. They definitely seemed used to the thing. She took her
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overalls totally off, which left her standing there in a white t-
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shirt, white panties and pink socks. She just stood there with
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her hands crossed in front of her crotch as he lectured her (I
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missed some of that cause he was speaking pretty fast and I was
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having a hard time concentrating anyway) but I knew he said she
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would get forty spanks with the hand over her panties. Then he
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sat down on the table and she lay over his lap. I mean I guess
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its not so weird with her, since she's just 11, but I can't
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believe the other two still get spanked. I can't picture
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Friedrich (the son) lying over his dad's lap at all. He thinks
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he's such a stud! And Margitte would probably be all worried
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about crying and smearing her make-up. She's such a little priss
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I laugh at picturing her standing in front of everyone like that
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in her panties. Anyway, he did indeed give Heidi 40 smacks. Hard
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ones too, much harder than I remember my parents doing it. She
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was crying by the time it was half-way done! When he was done he
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told her to stand up and then made her stand there while he
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basically repeated the whole lecture. Her face was all red and
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wet and she was rubbing her hands all over her butt like she was
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trying to warm it up, but I guess it was already pretty warm,
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huh? Heidi's heinie was hot. Hehe. Then he told her she could go
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to her room and she grabbed her overalls and walked out, kind of
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hunched over, still sobbing. See, I told you it was WEIRD! Then
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he said we could all go and I went up to Margitte's room with her
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to look at her records. She acted like nothing had really
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happened, so I asked her about it and basically it was just like
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"yeah, that's what happens." She said Heidi would probably lie on
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her bed and cry for awhile and then take a shower and go to bed.
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I asked her if she still got spanked a lot and she said maybe
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once every two or three WEEKS! I said doesn't it embarrass you
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and she said yeah she hates it but what could she do? So I just
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kind of let it slide and listened to records with her for a
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while.
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Other than that little teeny strangeness (hah!) things are
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pretty cool. The house is huge and I have my own TV in my own
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room, so I'm psyched for that. We're going to their house on some
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lake in the Black Forest next weekend, which will be cool. I'll
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write when we come back from that, kay? And write back! I wanna
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know how the ice cream job is! Any cute guys? Did Jim come to
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your practice? Oh yeah, saw a blue flagpole on the drive in!!!
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Ha HA!!! Love ya,
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Cindy
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Dear Becky,
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I'll cut straight to the chase, since I'm in no mood for
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nice chatter right now. You probably just got my last letter, so
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this'll make sense. I told you my family here still spanks their
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kids, right? Well, it seems that "dad" was serious when he said I
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was to consider myself part of the family. Yup, lil ol' Cindy got
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it with the belt last night! I don't even really know what to
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think right now. I almost called my mom in the States to tell
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her, but in a way its so embarrassing I don't even want to, plus
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it was so hard convincing them to let me come over here I kinda
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fell like its worth suffering through this weirdness to stay.
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Basically, here's what happened. You remember he explained
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how it was done, and he stuck to it. Sunday night, our last night
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at their house in the Black Forest, he announces at dinner that I
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had forgotten to make my bed and wipe the sink in the bathroom
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clean that morning, and that he had also found a cigarette butt
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in the bushes outside my window. For this, he said, I would get
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10 with the belt. I almost choked on my ham. Seriously, I
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couldn't EVEN believe he was saying this. My "mom" was no help.
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She just poured another beer and smiled kinda lamely, like "well,
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sweetie, you knew the rules." Yeah, I knew no one in the family
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smoked, and that the kids weren't allowed to, but I figured since
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I was a guest, I would just be kind of discrete about it. Wrong.
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He gave me this spiel about how I was part of the family while I
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was there, and that they loved having me and all, but that if I
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wanted to stay a part of the family I would have to live by their
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rules. For a second I almost felt guilty, like I had gagged on
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the main course at a dinner party, but then I remembered what was
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going to happen. I tried to explain that I hadn't realized how
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seriously he had meant the rules when he explained them, but he
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didn't buy it. He said he was sorry he hadn't been clear, but
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that my punishment would probably impress me more than his
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repeating the speech.
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We had almost finished when he told me, so luckily I didn't
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have long to wait. Still, I didn't touch a piece of food for the
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rest of dinner. I was just sitting there, kinda shaky,
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remembering how red Heidi's face had been after her spanking, and
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that had only been with the hand, if you will remember. This was
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going to be with the belt, and I KNEW it was going to hurt, cause
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my dad used one on me once (remember the time we rode our bikes
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across the bridge into the old cave? I never told you what
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happened, but that's what it was, the belt). Anyway, they all
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carried on talking about how nice the hike that day had been, and
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how they always hated going back to the city, and I sat there and
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stared at the candlestick. Margitte smiled at me once, but you
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could tell she wasn't really too sorry. We haven't been getting
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along that great, I think she's jealous of all the attention I
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get, from her parents and from her friends when she introduces
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me. Then "dad" sat back, folded his napkin, and said "let's go to
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the living room."
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There's no table in the country house like there is in the
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Munich place, so he sat down on the couch. I didn't know whether
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I should sit down or go right over to him or what. Everyone else
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sat, either on the opposite couch or on a footstool and I stood
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there in the doorway fidgeting. I know I was already blushing
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cause I could feel it, and I had that feeling in my stomach like
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when you're about to get on a huge roller-coaster, all bubbly and
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tickly. I realized he was talking to me, and I could hardly
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understand him (precise translations not being the biggest
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concern on my mind right then). He finished the lecture (more
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about being part of the family, and how we all had to work
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together and like that) and then said "so it'll be ten with my
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belt, on your bare behind.) That shook me and I yelled something
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in English like "not on your life!" but he just gave me this look
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(I bet he uses it in business negotiations too) and I gave up. No
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one was going to help me, I knew. I was in the middle of the
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Black Forest with a psycho German family, no phone, no neighbors.
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And I knew if I said no I'd be flying right back to the States,
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so it was do or die. I stalled as much as I could, but he said to
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get my jeans off or he'd double it. So I unbuttoned them, trying
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as hard as I could to block the fact that Freidrich and the girls
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were sitting right there, staring at me, and probably loving
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every minute of this. Believe it or not, I actually spent some
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time trying to figure out whether to take my panties down with
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the jeans in one move or to do them separately. I know, I'm
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weird, but I honestly had to make the decision. I ended up
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slipping the jeans off first, but they were the Guess ones I got
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with you this spring, which, as you know, are pretty tight, so I
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ended up pulling my panties about halfway down anyway, which I'm
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sure looked real feminine. I think I know now why both Heidi and
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Margitte have such boring panties. Less embarrassing when you're
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standing in them in front of four people. I, of course, was
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wearing my green satin St. Eve's panties. He told me to fold the
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jeans and put them on the floor, which meant I had to bend down
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with my ass sticking in Freidrich's face. Then he told me to take
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my panties off, and I started crying. For a second it looked like
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he might change his mind but then he told me again, in a firmer
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voice. I swallowed hard (I felt like I was about to throw up the
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whole time) and took them off too. Of course, as soon as I tried
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to cover my crotch with my hands he told me to keep them at my
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side, so I'm standing with them clenched in my right hand, his
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eyes about four feet from my crotch. I don't even want to think
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about what happens if you get in trouble during your period.
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There must be an exception for that, right? He told me to put the
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panties with the jeans, so I tried to just kind of drop them, so
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I wouldn't have to bend over again, but he said that wasn't a
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good idea for someone who was already being punished for
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sloppiness and told me to fold them. When I did, I know Friedrich
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(and the others, if they were interested) got a nice view of my
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ass and my bush from behind. Then he said to get over his lap.
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This was, as you can tell, very weird. I'm lying across the lap
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of this fifty year old man I've known for two weeks with nothing
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on below my waist about to get belted. I guess now I'm glad it
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was over his lap, cause it meant he didn't have much room to get
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the belt moving. I asked Margitte later if that was normal and
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she said that if he really wants to hurt you have to bend over
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the kitchen stool. I don't even want to think about that, since I
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still can't sit for more than two minutes from this one. He
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launched right into it without warning, the first whap almost
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knocked me forward and I screamed like a dying pig (you know what
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my screams sound like, so you can imagine). You have NEVER felt
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anything that bad. It's like sitting down on a red hot bar and
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staying there for a while. When it hits you get the first shock
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and then it just keeps getting worse, like its cutting all the
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way to the middle of your body. My hands are still sore from how
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hard I was clenching my fists. After the fifth I kind of lost
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count, and each next one just kinda joined all the others, adding
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a new peak to the pain. I didn't even realize he was done for a
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while. I just lay there kicking and crying. I had forgotten all
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about the others after the first lick and it took me a while to
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figure out how fucking stupid I looked! So much for being the
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independent, daring and confident American girl travelling the
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world. More like a little baby. I was sniffing u for being the
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independent, daring and confident American girl travelling the
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world. More like a little baby. I was sniffing up snot like a two
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year old and sobbing and thrashing around. He told me to stand up
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(once again giving Friedrich a wonderful view) and then lectured
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me again. I have no clue what he said. All I could think about
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was getting a wet cloth or some cold cream or something on my
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butt. They're not kidding when they say it feels like you're on
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fire. As he talked I started thinking about the fact that this
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had all taken place in the front of the whole family and I
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started crying harder. How was I going to look at them again,
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especially Friedrich?! He finally said I could go and I literally
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ran from the room, not looking at anyone. I stayed in my room for
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the rest of the night, lying there on my stomach, still nude from
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the waist down, waiting for my butt to cool down. I guess I cried
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myself to sleep cause I woke up like that this morning when "mom"
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knocked on the door. I talked to Margitte after breakfast (I've
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been blushing all morning) and that kind of helped, but even she
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said I was probably right that Friedrich enjoyed it. I'm not
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going to be able to look at him ever again, I know that.
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Yikes, I'm supposed to be ready to leave in fifteen minutes!
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I'll write more when I've figured out what I'm going to do. Send
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me a postcard! I need advice! Love ya,
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Cindy
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