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Sulim 19, 0529
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I walked into the house and the first thing I saw was Aaden,
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walking by rather quickly and holding a hand to his mouth. "Shh..."
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he said quietly. "I just put Elizabeth to bed."
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"Didn't you put her in the center nursery?" I whispered.
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"Yeah, but something's wrong with the privacy fields; they're
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making an annoying hum. Dave ran diags and he says it'll be a few
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hours until the hardware he needs is ready. So," he shrugged, "We'll
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live without being able to make much noise until then."
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He turned and walked into the kitchen, nearly swatting me with
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his tail. That surprised me, since he's always very careful about
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his tail. I eased down onto the sofa and let out a sigh.
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"Can I get you something?" Aaden asked.
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"Yeah, an --" Something about him stopped me. He was walking
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about the house naked, but that's the way he usually walks around.
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He knows I adore the way he looks. "What is that?"
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"What?" he asked.
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"Come here." He stepped out behind the kitchen counter and
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wandered over to stand in front or me. "Kneel," I said casually.
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"What?"
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"Kneel," I repeated myself, just a little louder, with a slight
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curl of the lip. Much to my amusement, he obeyed.
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"What is that?" I asked, pointing to his right arm.
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"It's your armband. I thought you might like it... this way."
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"It's very attractive," I admitted. "But you're wearing part of
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my leathers without permission, and I don't like that. Do you
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understand what I'm saying?"
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"Yes," he said.
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"Yes, what?"
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"Yes, M'Lord." I remembered the first and last time he had said
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that to me; it had been over a year ago, before the kids were born.
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I had been expecting a 'Sir' at the time. But I liked that term.
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"M'Lord." It had a very pleasant feel to it.
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"Better," I said. I leaned closer to him and said, "But if
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you're going to wear it, you've got to wear it properly." I reached
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down and pulled on the strap gently, pulling it loose from around his
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arm. I took extra care to make sure his fur didn't get caught as I
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did so. Then I reached around his neck and inserted the strap
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through the buckle, locking it down on the first hole. He was
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completely still through the entire procedure. "Better," I said
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again, leaning back against the couch. "Rub my feet."
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"Sir?"
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"Aaden, this is the second time you've made me repeat myself.
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Rub my feet."
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"Yes, M'Lord," he said quietly, unlacing my boots and starting
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to ease them off. His paws stroked my feet carefully, but I noted
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that he needed practice.
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"You know, lad," I said. "Don't stop," I ordered him when he
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looked up. "You know, you need a good teacher on that."
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"I am sorry, M'Lord."
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"Did I ask you to speak, either?" I shook my head and "Tsk'd"
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quietly. "I can understand Borodir not having you learn massage,
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sugarfur, since he was always 'The top never needs' type. But I
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thought you knew when silence was required of you." There was no
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answer, but I could feel the shame coming off of him. I smiled.
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"Easy," I said quietly. "Use the entire palm around the edges.
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Yes, better." I smiled as I spent the next half hour teaching Aaden
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how to massage feet better. He was getting it, slowly. I was
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especially pleased at his complete servility. "Stop," I said.
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He leaned back away from me, and I stood up. He followed me
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with his eyes as I dropped into the bedroom and returned with my
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hiking staff. Wood, round, well-smoothed with no sharp angles.
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Completely functional. And like a cane (which I did not have at the
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moment) also quite silent. "You remember this?" I asked.
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"Yes M'lord," he said quietly, his eyes wet and slightly
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frightened.
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"Do you want to be forgiven for your mistakes?"
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The frightened look intensified, but there was no mistaking the
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smile trembling on the edge of his muzzle. "Yes M'Lord."
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I placed my hand on the back of his neck and slowly pushed his
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head down onto the couch. He complied without complaint. "Keep your
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tail out of my way," I ordered. He reached back and held his tail.
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"Good lad." I reached over to the other end of the couch and put a
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throw pillow by his head. "If you must scream, scream into this;
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wouldn't want to wake the baby."
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I leaned over him quietly and whispered into his ear. "Are you
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ready for this?"
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"I've waited for you to do this for years," he replied.
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"Good," I smiled, standing back up. I held the staff at about
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its midpoint and brought the flat side down onto the couch, gently.
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He jumped, just a little. Again, on the couch, harder. And harder.
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I felt as if I had a measure of my weapon.
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I slowly trailed the wooden tip of the staff along his ass. I
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pulled the staff back, and brought it down with just a little
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strength. Again, and again. Not increasing my force at all.
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I reached down and gently stroked his buttocks. He wasn't at
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all warm; then again, with his lush fur it's difficult to tell. I
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straightened up and began again. One, two... twelve. Stronger, this
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time. He began flinching. I leaned over and said, "How are you
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doing?"
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"Fine," he whispered.
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I brought the staff down again, and again. He was moaning;
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every strike elicited a scream. I could see him trying to keep his
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body loose, relaxed. "Don't fight it," I said as the staff came down
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yet again.
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The staff fell a dozen more times. I was up to sixty. I leaned
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over his form, pressing my body to his chest. "Okay?"
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"Not... not sure."
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"Want to stop?" I asked.
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"NO!" he said in a breathless roar. "More, please M'Lord?" he
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asked.
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I smiled, and brought the staff down another dozen strokes.
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There was no pause, and I delivered another dozen. He was screaming
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into the pillow with every stroke, and sometimes between strokes. I
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stopped again and leaned over. "More?" I asked.
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"I..." He breathed heavily. "Ken..." A pause; his eyes were
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shut tight. "I don't think..."
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I dropped to my knees and hugged him close, from the side. "You
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did good," I said. "Thank you." I dropped the staff; it made a loud
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clunk as it fell to the ground.
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"I'm sorry," he said, burying his face into my shoulder and
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crying. I cradled his head in my hands and waited it out. He sobbed
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heavily for a few minutes and then he repeated, "I'm sorry."
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"For what?"
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"I... Ken... I wanted to go further... I used to be able to go
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further. Borodir would do much worse to me, all the time. I don't
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know why..."
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"Was it me?"
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"No!" he whispered. "No, I don't think I could have gone as far
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as I did if it hadn't been you."
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"Then what?"
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"I don't know."
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"It's just been a long time, lover. It's okay. I've never
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taken a cane to a mel before, so I didn't know how to read you very
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well."
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"You were wonderful," he said. "Trust me; you're better than
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some people who've been doing that for decades."
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"Still feel..." There was a sound coming from through the door.
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Crying. I looked into his eyes and said, "Elizabeth."
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He nodded, then broke out laughing. I leaned over and kissed
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his nose, laughing along. "You woke the baby."
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"I woke the baby?" he objected.
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"You were the one doing the screaming."
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"Into the pillow! And you were the one doing all the
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thwacking."
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I picked up the staff, aimed for the couch and brought it down
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as hard as I could. "It's not that loud. C'mon. I'll get her, you
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get the milk."
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"She probably needs a hiaper," he said.
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"Probably," I replied, getting up off my knees and stretching my
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back. I walked quickly into the center unit of the house and
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descended into the nursery. No, she wasn't soiled, just hungry.
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"Daddy's here," I said, smiling quietly as I picked her up. I
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returned to the upper level, cradling her in my arms, her tail
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descending below. Aaden smiled as he brought over the bottle and
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slid it into her mouth. She sucked down on it hard. "She's hungry,"
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I said.
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"Very," he observed.
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"Stripes of her father." It was becoming an old joke, but he
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smiled anyway. "How are you doing?"
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"Fine," he said, kissing my cheek. "I won't be able to sit down
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for a while."
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"Nonsense," I said.
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He kissed me again, this time on the forehead, and said, "Wait
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until next time."
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"Next time?" I asked.
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"I get to turn the tables."
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"In your dreams, lover."
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"Maybe so," he said. "Maybe so." Elizabeth just yawned.
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--
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"Aaden's Punishment"
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The Journal Entries of Kennet R'yal Shardik, et. al.
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are copyright (c) 1989-1994 Elf Mathieu Sternberg. Distribute freely
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