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The Analyst
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by - Hal
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Chapter 1
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Jan had started seeing Doctor Stevens only after getting tremendous
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pressure from her best friend, Donna. Jan insisted that she really
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didn't have a problem that required the services of a psychiatrist,
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but Donna insisted that she talk to Dr. Stevens, so she went. Jan
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still believed that she didn't need to go, but had been learning so
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much about herself and her life that she went each week. Besides,
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she really liked the Doctor, and could afford the visits, so why
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not.
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I should pause, here to tell you a little about Jan. She is Vice
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President of Sales with a medium size electronics manufacturer in
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the midwest. She is respected by everyone who deals with her as a
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tough but fair executive who knows her business and manages people
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very effectively. Her sales force calls her "The Iron Lady" but not
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in her presence. It is obvious the first time you meet her that she
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is a beautiful woman who could easily have become a top paid model
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or actress but in her role as a business woman, she tones the
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beauty down to "attractive" by her dress, demeanor and sparing use
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of makeup. She wears very conservative business suits, doesn't
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smoke and drinks only a little wine on social occasions. Jan is
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thirty-six, but most people believe she is only in her late
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twenties. Those who know her a little better are aware of the fact
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that she has been divorced for about three years from a man who
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tried for five to deal with her strong personality but finally
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admitted defeat and went to live with a woman almost ten years his
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junior and seems to be ecstatically happy, now. Jan has seen three
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men off and on, since her divorce but is "too busy" to think about
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a long term relationship. Her only close female friend is Donna,
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whom she has known since college and whom she trusts with her
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deepest, darkest secrets. In fact, Donna is one of the few people
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in the world who know about Jan's "other life", the one that
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prompted her to insist that Jan talk with Dr. Stevens.
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Six months ago, Jan was on a business trip to Boston when she met a
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man in the hotel bar and found her self talking with him for hours.
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Dan was unlike anyone she had ever known. From the first, she was
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fascinated by his quiet manner and soft speech and the
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contradiction represented by the "fire" she saw in his eyes. He
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made no attempt to pick her up or hit on her. In fact, she was the
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one who kept the conversation going and she began to realize that
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she would have to say "goodnight" to this fascinating man and might
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never see him again. That prospect made her sad and she resolved
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not to let it happen. When it was time for her to return to her
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room, she initiated an exchange of phone numbers and said she hoped
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they could get together on her next trip to Boston. He smiled as
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they parted and kissed her very softly on the cheek (somehow, she
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had hoped for more).
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The next trip was only two weeks later. She told herself that it
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was important that she follow up with the new potential customer
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right away but deep inside she knew that the Northeast Regional
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Sales Manager was the best in the company and could easily handle
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things at this early stage of negotiations. She had never before
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arranged a business trip for personal reasons and refused to admit
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to herself that she was doing so now. Dan picked her up at her
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hotel and they talked of nothing in particular as he drove her to a
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small French restaurant. Over dinner, she found herself drifting
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away from the conversation several times as she tried to gain an
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understanding of what she was seeing and feeling in his eyes. Over
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coffee, she told him that she really didn't want the lovely evening
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to end (hoping he would take the hint). He said, "We could stop by
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my place for a nightcap, if you like." She had to restrain herself
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from blurting out "Oh, Yes!" and said, demurely, "I think that
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might be very nice." Dan looked at her for several moments, then
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took her hand gently into both of his. It was like an electric
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shock and she only half heard him say, "But, there is something I
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think you need to know..." When he knew that his words had reached
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her brain, he continued, "I am a very strong willed man and I
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require my lovers to place themselves completely under my control.
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If you don't feel comfortable with that, perhaps it would be better
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if we had our nightcap at the bar in your hotel."
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Jan only partly understood the meaning of his words, but she knew,
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without question, that she had to be alone with him and the sooner,
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the better. Her mouth was dry as she nodded slightly and replied,
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"I'd really prefer your place." They talked a little as they drove
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to his house but Jan's mind was filled with questions. She really
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didn't know Dan very well and had surprised herself by saying she
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would go with him. She had a strong sense that she could trust him
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and needed desperately to be in his arms and feel his body pressing
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against hers.
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It was a fairly large, old house on a quiet residential street and
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it was obviously well cared for. Even in the dark, she could see
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that the lawn was well manicured and dotted with big, old oak
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trees. He parked the car in the drive and came around to open her
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door. He took her hand lightly as they walked up the front steps.
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He unlocked the door and reached in to turn on the hall light
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before allowing her to enter. When they were in, he closed and
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relocked the door then, escorted her to a very modern looking great
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room. It was clear that someone had remodeled the old house
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extensively and the great room had probably once been a living room
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and dining room. She turned and offered herself for the kiss that
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she fully expected. He took her (so gently) into his arms and their
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lips met. Almost immediately, their tongues were teasing each other
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and she felt a great welling up of need and desire. Too soon, he
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broke the kiss and stepped back slightly, holding her hands in his.
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"As I told you," he began, "I will expect you to do exactly as I
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ask. If, at any time, you want to stop, you must say 'That's
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enough'. When you say those words, our time together will be at an
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end and I will take you back to your hotel. Do you understand?" She
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was shaken by the stern tone of his voice and the seriousness of
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his words, but she nodded. Jan was beginning to understand that she
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was to be submissive to his wishes and she found herself both
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frightened and excited by the situation. "After all", she
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reassured herself, "I can stop it any time I want." It never
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occurred to her that she would soon lack any desire for her time
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with Dan to end.
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"First, I want you to remove your pantyhose and panties.", he
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directed. She started to protest, but he held up his hand. There
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was no mistaking the meaning of his gesture and she found herself
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standing before him taking off her shoes, followed by her
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undergarments as he had instructed. She looked around for someplace
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to put the items she had just taken off but there was nothing
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within reach so she just dropped them at her side. "Now, kneel down
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and open my pants.", he said quietly. Her skirt was short enough
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that when she knelt, she could feel the soft carpet against her
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knees, and she reached forward to loosten his belt and unzip his
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fly. She was moving as if in a dream, now, and lowered his pants
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and briefs to the floor. His semi-hard cock hung between his legs
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and she was impressed with its size and shape and wanted to touch
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it but wasn't sure if she was supposed to wait for instructions, so
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she did nothing. Dan kicked off his shoes, pulled his socks free
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and pushed the pile of clothing aside with his foot. He removed the
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rest of his clothes in silence as she knelt motionless before him.
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When he was completely undressed, he said, "Show me how you suck
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cock." The words stung her. "Why does he have to be so direct?",
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she wondered and looked up into his eyes. He smiled and said,
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"Remember, you don't have to do anything you don't want to do."
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Using both hands, she guided the head of his penis between her lips
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and began to lick it with her tongue. She was so aroused that she
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could feel her juices beginning to leak from her vagina and run
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down the inside of her thighs.
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This is essentially the story she told Dr. Stevens on her second
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visit. The first visit had been spent getting to know one another
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a little and learning to feel comfortable in the doctor's office.
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The second time, Dr. Stevens had said, almost immediately, "Tell me
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about why you decided to see me." Jan really didn't know how to
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begin so she just started talking about how she had met Dan and
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ended up becoming his "slave" and how "out of character" it was for
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her to behave this way but she didn't want to stop. Dr. Stevens
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rested her chin on her fingers as she listened to Jan's story and
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when Jan had paused, reflecting on the scene she was describing,
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the doctor asked, "How did you feel when he was in your mouth?" "I
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wanted to taste his sperm.", Jan blurted out, then said, "I'm.. I'm
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sorry. I shouldn't have said that." The doctor leaned forward to
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touch her hand and said, "Of course you should. If that's how you
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felt. I need to know your feelings and I don't want you to hold
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back because you think you may shock me."
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After a short pause, Jan went on. "It was really weird. Dan is an
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O.K. looking guy but not the type I would usually be attracted to.
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But, when he told me, straight out, that he wanted me to suck him,
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it was as though there was nothing else in the world I wanted more
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than to make him come in my mouth. It only took a few minutes
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before he tensed and I felt the fist spurts hit the roof of my
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mouth and I had to start swallowing. He told me not to swallow but
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just let it run out my mouth so I did as he said and I could feel
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it running down my chin and neck. I've never really enjoyed the
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taste and feel of sperm before, but I remember thinking how
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beautiful it was at that moment."
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"When it was over, Dan told me to get down on my hands and knees
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and I felt him lift my skirt all the way up and lay it on my back.
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I felt very strange with my ass exposed like that but I couldn't do
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anything else. Besides, I felt a thrill like I've never known
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before and wanted him to do whatever he wanted to me. I think I
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knew he was going to use my ass, but I pretended that I didn't know
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what he intended and just waited, kneeling on the floor while he
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went to a table and took something out of a drawer. In one way, I
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dearly wanted to look to see what he was doing, but in a more
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powerful way, I didn't want to know. So, I stayed with my eyes
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focused on the carpet before me as he returned and started applying
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some kind of lubricant between my cheeks. He came around in front
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of me and held out a vibrator that was very narrow at the end, but
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gradually widened a little. About half way along it's length, it
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became much wider and stayed that width to its very large base. Dan
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said, 'This will help you become ready for me and I think you'll
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find it quite interesting on its own. Have you ever had a man in
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your ass?' I looked up at him and said (quite truthfully) 'No.'
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Then, he went behind me and I felt the tip of the vibrator nudge
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against my anus. He turned it on very low and moved it around a
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little before working just the end into my opening. As he held it
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there, I was aware that my vagina was positively flowing and I
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waited for more. He was so slow and gentle, that there was never
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any pain as he moved the narrow end in and out in a kind of rhythm
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and pushed more and more into me until he reached the place where
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it bulged out wider. Dan put his hand on my back and said, 'This
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may hurt just a little, but it won't last long.' I tensed at his
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words and he said, 'No. You must remain relaxed.' and he pushed
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forward steadily as I felt myself stretching to accept the wider
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part. There was a sharp pain as I opened farther than I would have
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thought possible, but it started to disappear almost immediately as
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I felt the whole vibrator sliding in to the depths of my bottom. He
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turned up the speed and started fucking me with this devilish toy
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as I grunted and groaned and found myself pushing back to meet each
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thrust."
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"Suddenly, he pulled it out. I gasped and I felt him place the head
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of his cock against my slightly open anus. He pressed forward
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steadily until his stomach was resting against my cheeks and his
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legs were tight against mine. I could feel him all the way up
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inside me and I started to come. I kept coming as he fucked my ass
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as deeply as he could until he finally came and slowly withdrew."
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Dr. Stevens was quiet for a while, then asked, "Jan, why do you
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think you liked it?" "I think it's because I'm always in control at
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work", Jan replied, "and I really don't have a very exciting life
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outside the office. I know I was searching for something before I
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met Dan, and now I feel like I've found it. The other thing is that
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it seems so 'dirty'. I was raised in a very strict environment and
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all through college and my career, I've worked hard at being very
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serious and straight. I remember thinking, as Dan's sperm was
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dripping down my chin, 'If my sales people could only see their
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boss, now!' It was really very exciting to think about but, of
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course, I could never let anyone know I did anything like that (let
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alone, loved it). It's hard enough for a woman to be taken
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seriously in the business world without having people think you're
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some kind of nymphomaniac or pervert."
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"Do you think you're a nymphomaniac or pervert?", Dr. Stevens
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asked. Jan thought for a while, then replied, "I guess I don't
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know. In a way, what I let Dan do to, and with, me seems perverted
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but when I'm with him, I just feel so free. That sounds funny,
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doesn't it? That I would feel so free when I'm being his slave? Dr.
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Stevens was quiet for a few minutes, then said, softly, "Are you
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going to keep seeing him?" Jan's response was immediate. "I don't
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think I could stop. And, I don't think I want to. Do you think I
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should?" "I won't tell you what to do", the doctor answered, "but I
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am a little concerned for your safety. Suppose Dan decides to go
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too far and no one even knows you're with him?" Jan said, "I really
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don't believe that will happen, but it's a good point. Would it be
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all right if I leave a message on your answering machine when I'm
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going to see him, so at least you'll know?" Dr. Stevens agreed, and
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told Jan she wanted her to think through what she was doing and
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why, so they could both understand it more fully. Jan said she
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would.
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