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Archive-name: Changes/abfh1f.txt
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Archive-author:
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Archive-title: Anderson's Training
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Keywords: trans
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Sherry found herself in La Crosse, Wisconsin. The routine was
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similicity itself: She would fly as co-pilot for a DC-3 to
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Madison, Janesville, Rockford, IL and into Midway, . At each
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point, part of the cargo would be loaded on so that when they
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arrived in Chicago they normally had a full load. The cargo (which
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was in containers) would be transferred to a cargo jet and taken
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to the national sorting center. Christa Welles (the DC-3's
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Captain) and Sherry would try to catch a few winks in the female
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bunkroom until the outbound cargo was delivered. Then they would
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fly the DC-3 back to La Crosse.
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Sherry, who had grown up reading the stories of Ernest Gann,
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was in high heaven. Ok, so they were using VORs and loran, not
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low-freqency ranges, but it didn't take much imagination on her
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part to believe they were flying AM-21. She could see why the old
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airline pilots loved the DC-3; easy to fly, easy to land, and about
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as forgiving a taildragger as was ever made.
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Christa didn't see it that way, but she was a short-timer.
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In three weeks she would be going to United's new pilot school.
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In baseball terms, she had made it to "the show." United had sent
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her some advance course material and she was spending every bit of
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free time studying it.
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Sherry's other studies weren't neglected. She had a
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subscription to two weekly newsmagazines in Portugese and Spanish.
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The school called her twice a week for progress reports and to
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gently quiz her on current events. The calls were made in one or
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the other languages. A case officer dropped by every three weeks;
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again the discussions weren't in English.
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When Christa left, Sherry was promoted to the left seat of the
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DC-3. Another woman took over the co-pilot slot. Sherry flew as
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a DC-3 captain for six months. It seemed to her as if things were
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going very slowly, but there was a reason to it. The program that
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was training her incurred no major costs while Sherry was flying
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the cargo planes. While her military pay was continuing, the money
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for that came from the Navy. As far as they were concerned, Sherry
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was an asset that was in safe-keeping. Sherry was living on her
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flying pay. Her military pay kept accumulating in a combination
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money market and mutual fund account.
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Doris called her one morning and told her to stop taking the
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hormones, that there would be more surgery in three weeks. Sherry
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asked what surgery, but Doris wouldn't tell her. Sherry sighed at
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all the "need to know" bullshit, but that's the way they did
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things.
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Right on time, Doris showed up three weeks later at the La
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Crosse airport as Sherry came back from a cargo run. There was a
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new pilot for the -3, Doris led Sherry to a Gulfstream III that had
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its cabin windows covered over.
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"Where are we going," Sherry asked.
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Doris led the way onto the jet and closed the door. She
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knocked on the cockpit door (also shut) and then sat down. Janet
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was there, too. "We are going for the final surgery," Doris said.
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She nodded to Janet.
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Janet pulled out a briefcase as the jet taxiied to the active
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runway. "We have a lot of material to go over, first. Read these,
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and sign at the bottom where the `x' is if you agree. We'll
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countersign."
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Sherry started to read. Most of it was legalese about the
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risks of sexual reassignment surgery. There was a lengthy consent
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form and a very stark explaination that the surgery was not
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reversible with any current or foreseen technique. She barely
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noticed the takeoff roll and climbout as she waded through the
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forms. There were a few she had to reread to make sure she
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understood them. But there was no question in her mind that this
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was what she wanted. Each time she signed a document, Doris and
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Janet would countersign it and Doris would notarize it.
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Finally, she finished the last form. She handed it to Janet,
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who signed it. Doris used the embossing stamp and signed it. "Now
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what," Sherry asked.
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"Any last minute qualms," inquired Janet.
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"About being operated on? Yes. About why? No."
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"All right," Janet sighed. "Just sit back and enjoy the ride.
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You'll find some books in the bin next to your right knee." Janet
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was relieved. She had to ask Sherry that question out of
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professional duty, but nobody wanted her to back out. A likely
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mission was on the planning table and there was no one better
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qyalified than Sherry for it.
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Sherry found a Portugese version of Louis L'amour's "The
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Sacketts." It was easy reading.
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The jet landed and taxiied into a hangar. Sherry wasn't
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allowed to leave the airplane until the hangar doors were shut.
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The three women then got into a limosine with blackened windows
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that was in the hangar. Even the license plate was covered up.
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The limo went to a hospital; they got out in an empty parking
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garage. Two orderlies waited with a gurney. They had Sherry lie
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on it, then they strapped her in. One orderly covered her to the
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neck with a blanket, the other wrapped a bandage around her eyes.
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They wheeled her up to a private room. As she expected, the
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windows were opaque. Doris showed her that the TV set worked,
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although it only had generic cable stations on it, nothing that
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would identify the city or state they were in. Sherry unpacked and
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settled in.
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What Sherry wanted to do now was sleep, but that was not to
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be. Two different doctors came by to do a physical examination,
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followed by another doctor who identified himself as the
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anesthesiologist. All three wore surgical greens and masks,
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presumably to minimize any chances of Sherry identifying them.
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The dinner was light, it was followed by one nurse who gave
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Sherry an enema (which was no fun as Sherry wasn't into water
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sports), and another who shaved her pubic area. Finally a third
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nurse came by, woke her up, and gave her a sleeping pill.
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An orderly woke her up early the next morning and gave her a
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shot to make her drowsy. "Great, just what I needed," Sherry
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thought and she went to sleep again. She thought she remembered
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somebody talking to her in the OR, but she wasn't sure.
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The next thing she knew is that she woke up with a burning
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sensation in her groin. Sherry groped for the call button, a nurse
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came in and gave her a shot. She went back to sleep.
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Sherry was confined to bed for five days, although she felt
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strong enough to get up after three. One of the doctors told her
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it was "because you're in great shape, young lady" and ordered her
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to stay in bed anyway. Sherry whiled away the time watching CNN
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and HBO. Doris and Janet visited every day, they brought her
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copies of the NY Times. That meant nothing, as Sherry knew the
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paper was distributed nationally.
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When they let her out of bed, Sherry started to get some
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exercise walking up and down the hall. She was surprised to see
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that most of the rooms were empty. The others had closed doors,
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they only let her go out when the other patients were out of sight.
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She was in the hospital for ten days. The return trip was
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made the same way, except this time the airplane was a Lear 31 and
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the flight ended at the training base. There Sherry recuperated
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for a few weeks and did whatever she felt like. To her joy, one
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of the airplanes on the flight line was a Stearman; she arranged
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for a checkout and flew the big biplane as much as she could.
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There was a T-28 on the line; Sherry checked out in it but didn't
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fly it very much. To her, it wasn't as much fun as the biplane.
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They ran her through a series of refresher courses-- language,
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defense, and flying. The emphasis in the flying was in terrain
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folowing and rough-field operations. Sherry was also given
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extensive training in loran, omega, and GPS navigation systems.
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Loran was familiar, but they ran her through it anyway. Omega sets
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in aircraft were rare to start with and hardly anyone still used
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them, but on the off-chance that one would be there, she had to
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learn it. GPS (Global Positioning Satellites) was the lastest
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system, supposedly accurate to less than 50 meters in three
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dimensions.
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After Sherry was checked by a team of doctors and judged to
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have recovered, she went back to La Crosse and resumed flying the
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DC-3 on the cargo runs. Doris told her that "completely recovered"
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didn't mean that all the scars had healed. They wanted time for
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the scars from the surgery to fade before making a final evaluation
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of Sherry's fitness for a mission.
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Her co-pilot was an average-sized woman named Julia Waldowski.
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Julia and Sherry became pretty good friends, hard to avoid when one
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spends five days a week flying together. After verifying that
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Julia knew what she was about, Sherry let her fly the alternate
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legs of the runs. There wasn't much to it. If the weather was
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good enough, they'd fly VFR to avoid the delays caused by the ATC
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system.
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Julia was a bit of an exercise nut. While most of the other
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pilots were trying to catch a little sleep between the inbound and
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outbound legs, she would go for a run around the cargo area. One
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night she forgot to pack any deoderant, so she asked Sherry if
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there was any in her bag (almost all the pilots had a small bag
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with a change of clothing and toiletries in case they were
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weathered in). Sherry was asleep and mumbled something like "sure"
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and went back to sleep.
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The return flight was in good weather; they cancelled IFR and
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flew out of Midway VFR. Sherry flew the leg and noticed that Julia
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was being really quiet.
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"Did you hurt yourself running tonight," she asked.
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"No, it was a good five miles."
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"Then what's wrong?" Sherry glanced over, although it wasn't
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necessary to look with the headests and the intercom.
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Julia was silent for a minute, then said: "When I borrowed
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your deodorant, I found a dialator in your bag."
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That rang a few bells in Sherry's mind. Most people would
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have called it a `dildo,' but she called it a `dialator.' "Okay.
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So?"
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"`So?' We've been flying together for a few months now. I
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mean," Julia stopped, at a loss for words. She reached for her
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purse and took her wallet out. She drew a photo from one of the
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plastic pockets and handed it to Sherry. She then put her hand on
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the control wheel. "I have the airplane."
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"Your airplane," Sherry replied. She pulled a small
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flashlight out and shielded the light, then she looked at the
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photo. The picture showed Julia standing next to a taller woman,
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one who was almost half a foot taller. She was pretty good
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looking, though, and appeared to be about the same age as Julia.
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There was some slight resemblance between the two women, especially
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in the way a slight smile was on their lips. Sherry put away the
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flashlight, handed the photo back, and said: "I have the
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airplane."
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"Your airplane."
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"Who is she?"
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Julia was putting the photo back into her wallet. "That's
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Michelle, my big sister."
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In more ways than one, Sherry thought. "How much older is
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she?"
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"Depends on how you look at it. She's either three years
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older than I am or she's 23 years younger."
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Sherry did some quick figuring; she knew Julia was 25, so
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Michelle was 28..uh, oh. "Spell it out."
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"She was born as Michael. She had a sexual reassignment
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operation two years ago. Most people wouldn't know it to look at
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her. But when she travels, she had a dialator in her suitcase; she
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uses it to make sure her vagina stays open. Her dialator looks
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just like yours."
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Sherry made a note of that; she'd better replace the damn
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thing with a regular dildo. It'd be better to have someone assume
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she was just weird. "How do you feel about having a sister who's
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a transsexual?"
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Julia made a noncommittal gesture in the dim red light of the
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Doug's cockpit. She looked out to the right, where the headlights
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of the cars on I-90 were visible. "Michael never fit in as a boy.
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I think I knew he wanted to be a girl a long time ago. She's a big
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woman, now, but she's very happy. Michelle has a sort of inner
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peace that most people don't. I think it comes from knowing that
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she has done what she needed to do.
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"I don't know, it's strange sometimes. But when I'm around
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her, I forget sometimes that she used to be a he. My parents
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aren't very happy, but they've realized that it was the best
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thing."
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Sherry tuned the number 1 navcom to the Rockford tower
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frequency, 118.3 mHz. The tower was closed, so she listened to see
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if anyone else was in the area. Nobody was there, so she tried
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calling Hartzog on their frequency to find which way the windsock
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was pointing. The lineman looked out the door and let her know.
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She pulled back on the throttles lsightly and started a shallow
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descent, then switched back to the tower frequency.
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Julia didn't let it drop. "When did you have your surgery?"
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"You're making a pretty big assumption, aren't you?"
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"No, I don't think so. Even for a tall woman, you have large
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hands and feet. Whoever worked on you did an excellent job;
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there's no scarring from the tracheal shave. I can see a few
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pockmarks that probably came from electrolysis, but everyone else
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is going to assume they're acne scars."
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Sherry sighed. "A few months ago. I came back from recovery
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when we started flying together."
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"Does the line know?" Julia was referring to the cargo
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airline.
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"No. How would they? They don't do physicals, my paperwork
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all says `female.'"
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"How did you get the time off?"
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"I put in for a leave of absence without pay."
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"Does the FAA know? How did you get a medical?"
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Sherry smiled slightly. She announced her position over the
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radio, then answered Julia. "There are ways. The FAA knows all
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about me. It's not exactly an unknown thing for them to see.
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Karen Ulane did us a big favor."
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"I guess so. That was too bad, though," Julia commented,
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referring to the crash that killed Ulane.
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"Yeah. Gear down."
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Julia pushed the lever down. "Coming down...down and locked."
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"Tailwheel locked."
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"Tailwheel locked."
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Sherry pulled the throttles back. "Flaps ten."
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"Flaps ten. Mixture to full rich."
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"Full rich." She pushed the prop controls forward, ensuring
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they'd be set if she had to go-around. Nobody else was in the
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pattern, Sherry flew a tight approach with minimal power. When she
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knew she had the field made, she called for full flaps. She landed
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the DC-3 a little tail low, then let the tail settle. One the tail
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was down, Sherry moved the control column all the way back to hold
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it. She unlocked the tailwheel once they had slowed to taxi speed.
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Julia commented. "Michelle'll be so thrilled to know."
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"Julia, don't tell her. Please."
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Julia looked over. "You're on of the ones who want to
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disappear afterwards, then."
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"Yes. Please don't tell anyone."
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"Okay, Sherry."
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They didn't talk much for the rest of the flight.
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Julia did ask Sherry a couple days later if she wanted to get
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together for dinner and some drinks on Saturday night. Sherry
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didn't have any plans, so she agreed. "You have any ideas," she
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asked.
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Julia shrugged. "There's a decent Chinese place not too far
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away from the field. We can go there."
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"Sounds good. What should we wear?"
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"I'm tired of wearing pants all the time," Julia declared.
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"I'm going to dress up a little."
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"Ok by me. Where should we meet?"
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"We both live near the field, so let's meet in the line
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parking lot at seven."
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"Sure. See you then."
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They were both there at seven. That may have been a little
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surprising to a casual observer, but both women were pilots and
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were used to showing up on time. Julia was wearing a dark floral
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print dress that was flowing and came to just below the knee. The
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dress apparently was made of rayon, tan hose, and black pumps with
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3" heels. Sherry had a black knee-length dress with a polo shirt
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type of collar. She also had on black pumps but with a little
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lower heel. They decided to take Sherry's Honda; that way Julia
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didn't have to clean off the passenger seat of her Tercel.
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There was a wait for the restuarant, but not much of one.
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They shared food, like most peole do when they're eating Chinese,
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and giggled over the fortune cookies. Sherry's said "You are about
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to take a long journey."
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Julia knew a nice lounge not very far away. Over a couple
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drinks, the two women talked; mainly about flying. Like most
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pilots, they used their hands a lot. The bartender listened in as
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much as he could, he seemed fascinated by two women discussing
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aviation in a way that only pilots could. They did switch to diet
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soda after the second drink; neither one wanted to risk a drunken-
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driving beef. (The FAA's been going after pilots who drink and
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drive.)
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The crowd had lessed out, it was getting late, so they left
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the bar. Two men followed them out, ambling behind them as their
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heels clicked faster across the parking lot. Sherry fished her
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keys out and had them in her hand when the two men caught up to
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them.
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One of them grabbed Sherry by the right wrist from behind.
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"What's your hurry, little lady," he asked in a tone that chilled
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Sherry to the core.
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The other one had grabbed Julia. "We only want to party a
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little. Come with us, you won't get hurt and we'll show you a real
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good time." Both men laughed.
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Sherry exploded into motion. She pivoted and drove her left
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fist into the man's midsection with all the power she could muster.
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The breath whooshed out of his lungs, he let go of her wrist and
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started to double over. Sherry pulled back, then swung the edge
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of her right fist into his nose, smashing it to a bloody ruin. She
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wasn't finished, but he was when she kicked his left kneecap out
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of alighnment. He fell to the pavement a bleeding groaning ruin.
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The goon holding Julia was frozen in shock as he gaped at his
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devastated friend. He came alert when he heard a metallic
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clicking; he looked up and saw Sherry pointing a small black
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automatic pistol at his head. From her stance and her expression,
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he knew he was very close to dying.
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"Let her go," Sherry commanded. The man did so instantly.
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"Put your hands on top of your head. You move without me telling
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you to and you're a dead man. Julia, get the phone from my car."
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Julia did. "Dial this number-" Sherry told her what number "-
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come around on my left side and hand it to me."
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Julia did as she was told; she was almost as stunned as the
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man who Sherry had the gun on. Sherry took the phone and when it
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was answered, explained the situation. She was told to stay where
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she was. She handed the phone back to Julia, who took it and stood
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there uncertainly.
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A police car with no lights drove up three minutes later. It
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stopped so that the headlights illuminated the scene. The cop got
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out and came over. His pistol was drawn, but wasn't aimed at
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anyone. "You Anderson," he asked.
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"Yes."
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"Ok." He holstered the gun, grabbed the guy standing up and
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tossed him against the Honda. "Assume the position, asshole." The
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man did. The cop frisked and cuffed him, then he marched him over
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to the cruiser and threw him in the back seat. Sherry put her
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pistol away, the cop came back and frisked and cuffed the guy on
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the ground with a heavy-duty cable tie. Sherry helped him drag the
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man to the cruiser and stuffed him in next to his buddy. The cop
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siad: "We'll be in touch" to Sherry and drove away with the two
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would-be rapists.
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Julia was still a little dazed. Sherry walked her over to the
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passenger's side of the car and helped her get in. Sherry walked
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back around and got in. She looked over at Julia. "Are you all
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right?"
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"I've never seen anything like that. It was so quick. All
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of a sudden he was on the ground and you had a gun."
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Sherry nodded, but didn't say anything.
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"Where did you learn do do that?"
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"I was taught. Where and why, I can't tell you."
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"Were you in the service before-"
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"Yes." Sherry let Julia draw her own conclusions, even though
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she knew they'd be the wrong ones.
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"And the gun. I grew up in Chicago. The only guns I've ever
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seen belonged to the cops. Is it yours?"
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"Yes."
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"Do you have a permit for it?"
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Sherry nodded.
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"Do you carry it wtih you all the time?"
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"I can't answer that. I will say I carry it when I need to."
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Julia looked over at her. "Why did you have it tonight?"
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"I needed to, evidently."
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Julia sighed. "I think I want to go home." Sherry drove her
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back to the airport and parked next to Julia's car. Julia got out
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without saying a word; Sherry stayed there until Julia had started
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to drive away.
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Sherry sighed. She didn't know what would happen now, but
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there wasn't much she could do about it.
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