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This is my letter of confession concerning the unspeakable sins wich I
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have participated in. The same sins wich are now making me question my
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position in life as a holy authority in the Catholic Church. I have no
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one to turn to to make my confession, so I will commit it to paper
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before the eyes of our holy father, and beg his forgiveness for my
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weaknesses.
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It all started with the dreams. The first dream was a shock to me, I
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had never thought my mind capable of such imaginings. My dream was of a
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young girl at the school at wich I teach. She is only thirteen. Her
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age makes all of this seem so evil, yet the beauty of her innocent age,
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I believe, is what drew me in, and captivated me. I saw her for the
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first time in the classroom of an associate teacher. Immediately upon
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entering the room I noticed her sitting at her desk, her dark eyes
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softly studying mine. I looked away quickly but was so distracted by
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her lovely face I almost forgot the purpose of my having come to the
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class. Wishing to see this young girl again, to see if my memory was
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playing tricks on me, I played the role of hall monitor at the end of
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the day. I positioned myself in the hallway a door down from her
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classroom and waited. The bell rang and within a minute out came the
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vision I had seen before, only this time I could see her entirely. She
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didn't notice me as she left the room and headed down the hall in the
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opposite direction. I watched her as she walked. Her hair was a soft
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and shiny brown, almost auburn. She was taller than most of her
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classmates but probably still only about shoulder hight to me. She was
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wearing the typical uniform of the school, white blouse wich curved
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around her firm little breasts, and plaid skirt that showed the gentle
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roundness of her butt. Knee high socks covered well formed calves just
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below the smooth bare skin of her thighs. Her thighs. Oh my, how they
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caught my attention! I found my heart racing, my mouth dry as a
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dessert, and a major problem growing in my pants. That is what started
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the dreams. I couldn't help myself. That night it started very simply.
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I was lying in bed in my underwear and from out of no- where she
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appears. She doesn't say a thing and just starts removing her uniform.
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I can feel my penis growing, stiffening, and becoming rock hard as she
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kicks off her shoes, pulls off her skirt and stares into my eyes as she
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slides off the knee highs. She is standing in front of me in just her
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lily white panties and unbuttoned white blouse. She is not wearing a
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bra underneath and I can see the inside outline of her breasts. I feel
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weak as she crawls onto the bed from the end and up over my legs, coming
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closer, staring into my eyes. I am at a loss, I don't know what to do.
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Her head is over my penis wich is obviously stiff as an oak tree
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underneath my shorts and she breaks her gaze to look down at it. With
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one hand she begins to rub it, gently. A shiver runs through my entire
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body and still I am afraid to do anything. She crawls up closer yet
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until her face is even with mine and her crotch is directly over my
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penis. The softness of her legs pressing against me fills my mind and I
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lose the control I was fighting to maintain. I reach out and place my
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hands along the sides of her arms. I slowly caress her as I move my
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hands to her lovely face. When I run my hands across her shoulders and
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neck to finally cup her face, she moves closer. My breath comes in
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short gasps. Our eyes are locked together and her lips touch mine.
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First a simple kiss, and I shiver again at the feel of her lips. Then
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another kiss, this one deeper, then another, deeper yet. She lowers her
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crotch to my penis and the soft heat of it upon me makes me lose
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control. My hands begin roaming across her body in a fit of passion.
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Our kisses become flames as our tongues explore each others mouths. I
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can feel her pussy as the gyrations become so intense that we become
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like animals. My hands slide along her back to her ass. Her butt is so
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soft and firm. Suddenly, as so often happens in dreams, there seems to
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be shifts, and neither of us are wearing our underwear anymore, although
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she still has on her unbuttoned white cotton blouse. I can feel her
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pussy right at the end of my penis. She begins to lower her hole over
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it. She is so unbelievably wet and so damned tight. It rapidly becomes
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obvious to me that this, being my first time, is hers also. For a
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moment her downward movement slows as the tightness grows. She pushes a
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little harder and the movement begins again. She gasps loudly and I can
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see her eyes glaze over. A second later I'm not seeing a thing. She
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slides down over me, completely engulfing my cock. I can feel every
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inch inside her, all around. It's really a tight fit and the head of my
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dick is touching the upper limits of her pussy. She is completely
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filled. I am seeing only by touch as my brain is engulfed in the
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absolute pleasure I am feeling. She begins to slide up and down, up,
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and, down. Again and again. Each time my entire dick is massaged and I
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can feel the pleasure beginning to focus. She is moaning loudly as she
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rises and falls upon me. I have my left hand on her soft butt and my
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right is squeazing her breast. I am gently pinching her rock hard
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nipple and I bring my mouth to her other breast. I suck her nipple into
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my mouth and tickle it with my tongue. Her moans become louder and she
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begins riding me with a fury. My dick is becoming so intensly sensitive
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to each thrust, I can feel the begining of the moment of truth starting.
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She is out of control and screaming "father fuck me" over and over and
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over. I look into her face as I my body tenses and the world becomes
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slow motion. Her eyes are clamped shut and I see she is on the brink
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also. She rises slowly upward, her jaw drops and she pulls in a
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tremendous gasp. Her eyes open and look into mine and all I see is the
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wonder that this innocent girl is experiencing as the most blissful
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instant of her life begins. The floodgates open and her gasp becomes a
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scream and she begins her downward thrust. Like a jackhammer my body is
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slammed with my own inability to hold back and the cum starts to blast
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its way upward. Her pussy slides over me completely as I begin shooting
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deeply into her. I can feel her body shaking, racked with orgasm, as
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she screams out her pleasure. Her juices flow over me like a flood.
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We, for that instant, become one being, a being engulfed in the evil
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bliss of human ectasy. My cum is shooting in massive spasmodic spurts.
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The moment is so intense I could easily die. And then I awake. My bed
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wet with cum, my hair wet with sweat. My desire for the girl burning
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within. I have to have her and that is the way it's going to be.
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After that first dream I became obsessed. I made efforts to see her in
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the hallways and I followed her, discreetly, whenever the opportunity
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provided. I watched every inch of her as she glided down the hallways
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and I dreamed. A couple of times a week I would have that recuring, very
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lucid, dream. I had trouble thinking of anything else. I noticed one
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day that her gym class was the same time as my free period. That first
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day I noticed this I went in just to chat with the gym teacher who is a
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friend of mine. The class was currently engaged in gymnastics and I
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explained that I had been considering coaching the gymnastics team and
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would like to observe this class to see what it would require. My friend
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didn't seem to really buy the story, but went along with it anyway. So,
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I watched this girl with a gluttonous lust as her body assumed the most
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erotic positions. And through it all she calmly knew I was watching.
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She would gaze at me from time to time and occasionally smile her
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beautiful smile and my brain would burn with my desire for her. After
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the first week of observance my friend, the gym teacher, had asked for
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my assistance with spotting some of the more advanced students. The
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young girl was one of them. I readily accepted the task. I had to try
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to control the shaking nervousness that was coursing through my body.
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My penis was on the verge of becoming erect at any moment and it took
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all I had to keep it down. Until it came time to help my little beauty
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with a difficult routine that she was working on. This required that I
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hold her during part of it and she just gazed at me and smiled. From
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the first moment that I touched her the control I had over my penis was
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gone. I just could not contain the insane desire I had for her. Soon I
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was lost. It was as though nobody existed there in the gym as I focused
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on her body. The thrill of being near to her, to smell her perfume, the
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scent of her hair, to touch her... My erection was solid concrete, my
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mind, utter jello. I had this image in my mind of the dream and the
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dream was carrying into life. It was all so unrealistic. My thoughts, I
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mean. Here I was, helping this poor girl with her schooling, trying to
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find a way to seduce her. She was so innocent. But beyond her eyes
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somewhere deep I could see a spark. I could tell, or at least I
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dreamed, that it was the spark of lustful interest that this girl had
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for me. I had, up until that point, been taking care not to allow any
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of her movements come close to my crotch. I had not wanted her to
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accidently brush against my hard on and thus embarrass me. But now I
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fealt this compulsion to let her know just how erotic and exciting she
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was. To make her aware that I was so completely lusting after her.
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That hopefully this knowledge would make her begin to think about me in
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the mannor in wich I was thinking about her. It never occurred to me
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that she would not reciprocate. I was sure that she would want me just
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as badly, once she knew that I wanted her. I took the chance. She
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twisted around in front of me, I shifted slightly forward, and her butt
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rubbed across my stiff dick. I could feel her tense as the realization
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suddenly struck her of what it was she had just fealt. I suddenly
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became scared. Had I pushed this too far? Oh my, what if she told her
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friends? A rumor like this would travel through the school in less than
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a day. My heart began to sink in my chest. Then, she twisted back
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again and before I could shift out of the way her butt rubbed hard
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against my erection. It caused even more blood to pound into my penis.
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I was shaking very badly now. She obviously knew what was up, and my
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breath was becoming short. There were fifteen minutes left to class and
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much to my total joy, she took advantage of every close contact to rub
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against me. I was seriously hoping that she was not just taking
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advantage of the situation to simply tease a horny priest. Her eyes and
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body told me she was just as horny as I was, but I had my doubts about
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this young woman being in such control of her excitement. I was
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confused.
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The classes went on and we began to speak to each other. Every time I
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was asked to assist her we would go through the same discreet routine.
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My excitement was barely in control and only the dreams would allow the
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release of any of the tension in my groin. The dreams were helping me
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physically but mentally driving me deeper into the sinful thoughts that
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I was playing in my mind. I was testing scenerios to find the solution
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to my problem. I wanted to feel every inch of her slender body pressed
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against mine. I wanted to fulfill my dreams and more. Only the reality
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of the situation prevented me from being able to advance it any more
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than I had. I could not just ask her, your place or mine, or grab her
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and duck into a vacant room. I couldn't really figure out any way that
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we could be alone. And once I did get her alone, how would I approach
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the subject of how badly I desired her? How would I manage to convince
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this innocent young lady to succumb to my wishes? I was in an absolute
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turmoil. I had even considered figuring out ways to take her
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forcefully, although this option I quickly discarded.
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One Saturday morning in the spring I was home mowing my lawn for the
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second time of the year. It was a cool day with a slight breeze but I
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was hot from the activity and went inside and stripped down completely
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to put on a pair of shorts with no underwear. Five minutes after I
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resumed mowing the lawn I noticed my young beauty coming down my
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driveway on a ten speed bicycle. Adrenaline shot through my body. I
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could feel the start of a panic. What the hell was she doing here? I
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shut off the mower and approached the driveway as she rode up. She
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stopped and I could tell from the way she gazed at me, deep as she did
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when she was rubbing against me, the reason why she was here. I said
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hello and smiled. She said nothing and smiled. I invited her into the
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house. I had left the front door open earlier and she just walked right
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in ahead of me. She stopped walking as soon as she was inside the house
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and I shut the door quietly. She didn't move. Her back was toward me
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and I took the opportunity to look her over. She was wearing a pink
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pull over sweater and, in keeping with the latest styles, jeans that
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were artfully torn in random locations. My eyes came to a rest on her
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beautiful round ass. In just the past few seconds my heartbeat had
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sped, my hormones kicked in, and my dick began to perk up. And still she
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stood, unmoving, with her back to me. I wasn't fooling myself, I knew
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exactly what she was here for. I stepped toward her and placed my hands
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on her shoulders. She shivered. Her whole body was quivering from the
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nervous fear she was enduring. I moved in closer until my entire front
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was firmly pressed against her. Within seconds my erection grew against
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her and she ever so gently pressed back against me as it did. I slid my
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hands down her arms and slowly pushed them in front of her as I held her
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in a hug. The excitement was building. I pressed a kiss to the back of
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her head and her wonderful scents permeated my brain. I nuzzled my nose
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to her ear and lightly kissed it. My tongue traced a small outline
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around the edge causing her to shiver again. I took her lobe between my
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lips and tasted it with my tongue. She was begining to shift and press
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against me. I nuzzled her hair from the side of her neck and began to
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slowly kiss my way along it, stopping to nibble here and there. Each
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nibble brought a shiver and her knees almost buckled. She reached her
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arms back and pulled my head to her neck as she began to lose her
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nervousness. My hands were now free to roam the front of her body. I
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slid them up over her sweater to her breasts. I ran a hand around each
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breast, then over, and finally began to squeeze them. They were firm and
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ripe. I could feel her nipples through the sweater as I massaged my
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little beauty. Bending at the knees slightly I brought my stiff penis
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against her plump solid ass. I reached for the bottom of her sweater
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and pulled it upward over her breasts. I gazed at the marvelous site
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before me. She had not worn a braziere and those two firm boobs begged
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to be sqeezed some more. I ran my hands over them and teased her
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nipples, then began to massage them once again. Her skin was so soft
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and smooth. The passion between us was growing with every touch, every
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gyration, every shudder. I ran my hands down her smooth sides to her
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hips and rubbed the front of her thighs. I made slow circles around
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until I was brushing her pubic bone. I ran my hands down her thighs
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again and moved them to the inside. Then I brought them back up until I
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was touching the warmth of her pussy. I took my left hand and returned
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it to her breasts and with my right I started to rub her crotch. I
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applied a little pressure, pulling her ass tighter to my dick, and
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continued to gyrate slowly. Her breath was coming in long gasps, and
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exhaling in an almost inaudible moan. I continued nibbling and kissing
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along her neck. Much to my surprize she released my head and reached
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down to unbutton her pants. I pulled the zipper down and slid my hand in
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under her panties. My fingers wandered slowly through her soft curly
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hairs over her pubic bone and down into her wetness. I rubbed the
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outside and slid my middle finger along just inside her lips. When I
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brought my finger to her clitorus and began to gently play her knees
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almost buckled again. I became her strength and held her steady, then
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ran my hand down again, pushing my finger inside. I could smell the
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wonderful musk that was now drenching her panties and the scent was
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tugging at my brain. I rubbed along and pushed my finger in just a
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little more and found that her jeans were prohibiting any futher
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movement in that direction. She seemed to come to the realization at
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the same time, kicked off her shoes and helped me push her pants down. I
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held her from behind as she completely removed her clothing from the
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lower half of her body. Now, before me, were the succulent curves, the
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soft skin, the smooth toned muscles. I carefully resumed my position
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and ran my hand to her pussy once again. Now my erection was pushing
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not against course jeans, but her naked luscious butt. As I slid one
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finger into her pussy and slowly wiggled it around, I began to remove my
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shorts with the other. I worked them to my knees and kicked them down
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and off. I pressed against her butt again and the feeling almost drove
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me wild. It was so fantastic to just rub my penis against her and she
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seemed to enjoy it as much as I did. Struggling to not just continue
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with my own pleasure I pushed my finger farther into her pussy. It was
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tight for my finger and I knew that once I got my dick in there it would
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be a very major chore to keep from cumming instantly. She looked up and
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glanced around the room. When she noticed the doorway to my bedroom she
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took my hand in hers and turned to gaze once again into my eyes for a
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moment, telling me where she wanted to go. I looked upon her entire
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nude form and soaked my mind in the elegance of it. She was so
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beautiful, and my dream was finally coming to fruition, I just couldn't
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believe it. We went to my bedroom and lay on the bed. I pressed
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against her and we began to kiss. The kisses were exactly as they were
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in my dream. First gentle slow kisses, then they worked thier way into a
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passionate exploration as our tongues wandered excitedly. I caressed
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her body from her shoulders to her bottom, to her thighs and back up
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again. I moved my hand to her breast and began to squeeze it again. She
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was very responsive to this and I could feel her excitement growing. I
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moved away from her mouth and down to her breast. As I gently sqeezed I
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brought my lips to her nipple and sucked ever so slightly. I kissed and
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licked her breast, then moved to the other and gave it equal treatment.
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She pulled my head to her tits as I licked them and gyrated her body
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against my hard on. She was truly unbelievable. I began kissing downward
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along her stomach and slid into a better position. I manuvered between
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her legs and brought my mouth to her thighs. I teased her by kissing
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around her pubic bone and licking the inside of her thighs. I brought my
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hands under her legs and pushed them further apart. Then I dug my tongue
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into her pussy. It was as though I had sent an electric shock through
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her body. She convulsed and shuddered. She grabbed the back of my head
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and pulled my face into her crotch. I dug my tongue deep. I flicked my
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tongue in and out and up across her clitorus. She moaned deep throaty
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moans. I wondered if I dare hope for her to do the same to me. I half
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swung around and she immediately got the picture. She grabbed at my
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stiff penis and began to stroke it. This time the shudder was running
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through me. My tongue began to probe her twat furiously. She started to
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run her tongue along my dick. I almost couldn't take it. I distract- ed
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myself in her pussy and managed to fight back an orgasm. When she took
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my penis into her mouth my licking and probing sped even more. I was
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coming so close to the edge and I didn't want to loose it yet, oh no,
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please, not yet! I finally had to pull away from her delectable pussy
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and stop all this. I did not want to let her bring me to an orgasm this
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way. I, just for a second, watched her lovely face as her mouth worked
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up and down my cock, then I stopped her. I moved around and we
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embraced, exploring each others mouths once again. I ran my hands along
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her body and caressed her flesh. We allowed ourselves a little time to
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calm the pressures that were threating to explode as we lovingly kissed
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and touched each other. After a few minutes I pulled myself over her and
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she spread her legs. I reached down, spread her pussy lips with my
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fingers, and pressed the head of my dick up against the wetness. I
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began to push the head into her and she wrapped her arms around me and
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held on tight. I pushed forward a little more. The moment was here. This
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little beauty was all mine, and I was going to have her. I pushed
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again. It was getting very difficult to move it in further. I began to
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worry if I would be able to get it in without hurting her. I slid it
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back a little to allow her juices to lubricate the path. Then I pushed
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forward again. This time a little further than the last. The feeling so
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far was incredible. Better than I had dreamed! I pulled back again.
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Then pushed. I was almost halfway in her and she seemed to be
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experiencing nothing but pleasure, so I just braced myself and pushed
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hard. My dick slid all the way in. She screamed. As I began to pull out
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she pulled me closer and I realized it was the shock of the intense
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charge she got and not pain that made her scream. I slowly began to pump
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in and out. Her tight pussy was exciting every inch of my dick and I was
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loving every second of it all. She wrapped her slender legs around my
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waist opening the way even better. I began to pump faster and a little
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harder. My balls began to hit against her ass with each inward thrust.
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She moaned in rythm with my pumps. Faster and faster. All the way in,
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then almost all the way out. Faster. Harder. She was bucking up into me
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with each push. It became so intense I could feel the orgasm building.
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She started with half moans half screams. My balls slapped harder
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against her ass and it drove me into a frenzy. We became so animalistic,
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so bent on just achieving the ultimate pleasure that lie just ahead. I
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pumped again and again. A shudder began running through my body and I
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just kept pumping. Her wonderful moans suddenly became one continu- ous
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escalating moan as her climax started through her body. The pressure of
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my cum was pushing so hard as I fought to pump just a few more times. My
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brain became a ball of flame and after two more thrusts, at the exact
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time her legs pulled me hard and deep into her cunt, I blew! I blew hard
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right into her own exploding orgasm and together we screamed in blissful
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rapture. to go. I looked upon her entire nude form and soaked my mind
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in the eleganc
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