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Urantia Book Paper 177 Wednesday, The Rest Day
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SPIRITWEB ORG, PROMOTING SPIRITUAL CONSCIOUSNESS ON THE INTERNET.
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Subjects Archive The Urantia Book Urantia Book PART IV: The Life and Teachings
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of Jesus : The Bestowal Of Michael On Urantia The Times Of Michael's Bestowal
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Birth And Infancy Of Jesus The Early Childhood Of Jesus The Later Childhood Of
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Jesus Jesus At Jerusalem The Two Crucial Years The Adolescent Years Jesus'
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Early Manhood The Later Adult Life Of Jesus On The Way To Rome The World's
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Religions The Sojourn At Rome The Return From Rome The Transition Years John
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The Baptist Baptism And The Forty Days Tarrying Time In Galilee Training The
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Kingdom's Messengers The Twelve Apostles The Ordination Of The Twelve Beginning
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The Public Work The Passover At Jerusalem Going Through Samaria At Gilboa And
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In The Decapolis Four Eventful Days At Capernaum First Preaching Tour Of
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Galilee The Interlude Visit To Jerusalem Training Evangelists At Bethsaida The
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Second Preaching Tour The Third Preaching Tour Tarrying And Teaching By The
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Seaside Events Leading Up To The Capernaum Crisis The Crisis At Capernaum Last
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Days At Capernaum Fleeing Through Northern Galilee The Sojourn At Tyre And
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Sidon At Caesarea-philippi The Mount Of Transfiguration The Decapolis Tour
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Rodan Of Alexandria Further Discussions With Rodan At The Feast Of Tabernacles
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Ordination Of The Seventy At Magadan At The Feast Of Dedication The Perean
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Mission Begins Last Visit To Northern Perea The Visit To Philadelphia The
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Resurrection Of Lazarus Last Teaching At Pella The Kingdom Of Heaven On The Way
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To Jerusalem Going Into Jerusalem Monday In Jerusalem ... Wednesday, The Rest
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Paper 177 Wednesday, The Rest Day
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Introduction
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WHEN the work of teaching the people did not press them, it was the custom of
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Jesus and his apostles to rest from their labors each Wednesday. On this
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particular Wednesday they ate breakfast somewhat later than usual, and the camp
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was pervaded by an ominous silence; little was said during the first half of
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this morning meal. At last Jesus spoke: "I desire that you rest today. Take
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time to think over all that has happened since we came to Jerusalem and
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meditate on what is just ahead, of which I have plainly told you. Make sure
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that the truth abides in your lives, and that you daily grow in grace."
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After breakfast the Master informed Andrew that he intended to be absent for
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the day and suggested that the apostles be permitted to spend the time in
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accordance with their own choosing, except that under no circumstances should
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they go within the gates of Jerusalem.
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When Jesus made ready to go into the hills alone, David Zebedee accosted him,
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saying: "You well know, Master, that the Pharisees and rulers seek to destroy
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you, and yet you make ready to go alone into the hills. To do this is folly; I
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will therefore send three men with you well prepared to see that no harm
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befalls you." Jesus looked over the three well-armed and stalwart Galileans and
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said to David: "You mean well, but you err in that you fail to understand that
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the Son of Man needs no one to defend him. No man will lay hands on me until
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that hour when I am ready to lay down my life in conformity to my Father's
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will. These men may not accompany me. I desire to go alone, that I may commune
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with the Father."
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Upon hearing these words, David and his armed guards withdrew; but as Jesus
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started off alone, John Mark came forward with a small basket containing food
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and water and suggested that, if he intended to be away all day, he might find
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himself hungry. The Master smiled on John and reached down to take the basket.
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1. ONE DAY ALONE WITH GOD
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As Jesus was about to take the lunch basket from John's hand, the young man
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ventured to say: "But, Master, you may set the basket down while you turn aside
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to pray and go on without it. Besides, if I should go along to carry the lunch,
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you would be more free to worship, and I will surely be silent. I will ask no
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questions and will stay by the basket when you go apart by yourself to pray."
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While making this speech, the temerity of which astonished some of the near-by
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listeners, John had made bold to hold on to the basket. There they stood, both
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John and Jesus holding the basket. Presently the Master let go and, looking
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down on the lad, said: "Since with all your heart you crave to go with me, it
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shall not be denied you. We will go off by ourselves and have a good visit. You
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may ask me any question that arises in your heart, and we will comfort and
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console each other. You may start out carrying the lunch, and when you grow
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weary, I will help you. Follow on with me."
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Jesus did not return to the camp that evening until after sunset. The Master
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spent this last day of quiet on earth visiting with this truth-hungry youth and
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talking with his Paradise Father. This event has become known on high as "the
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day which a young man spent with God in the hills." Forever this occasion
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exemplifies the willingness of the Creator to fellowship the creature. Even a
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youth, if the desire of the heart is really supreme, can command the attention
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and enjoy the loving companionship of the God of a universe, actually
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experience the unforgettable ecstasy of being alone with God in the hills, and
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for a whole day. And such was the unique experience of John Mark on this
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Wednesday in the hills of Judea.
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Jesus visited much with John, talking freely about the affairs of this world
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and the next. John told Jesus how much he regretted that he had not been old
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enough to be one of the apostles and expressed his great appreciation that he
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had been permitted to follow on with them since their first preaching at the
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Jordan ford near Jericho, except for the trip to Phoenicia. Jesus warned the
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lad not to become discouraged by impending events and assured him he would live
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to become a mighty messenger of the kingdom.
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John Mark was thrilled by the memory of this day with Jesus in the hills, but
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he never forgot the Master's final admonition, spoken just as they were about
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to return to the Gethsemane camp, when he said: "Well, John, we have had a good
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visit, a real day of rest, but see to it that you tell no man the things which
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I told you." And John Mark never did reveal anything that transpired on this
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day which he spent with Jesus in the hills.
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Throughout the few remaining hours of Jesus' earth life John Mark never
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permitted the Master for long to get out of his sight. Always was the lad in
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hiding near by; he slept only when Jesus slept.
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2. EARLY HOME LIFE
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In the course of this day's visiting with John Mark, Jesus spent considerable
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time comparing their early childhood and later boyhood experiences. Although
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John's parents possessed more of this world's goods than had Jesus' parents,
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there was much experience in their boyhood which was very similar. Jesus said
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many things which helped John better to understand his parents and other
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members of his family. When the lad asked the Master how he could know that he
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would turn out to be a "mighty messenger of the kingdom," Jesus said:
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"I know you will prove loyal to the gospel of the kingdom because I can depend
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upon your present faith and love when these qualities are grounded upon such an
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early training as has been your portion at home. You are the product of a home
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where the parents bear each other a sincere affection, and therefore you have
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not been overloved so as injuriously to exalt your concept of self-importance.
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Neither has your personality suffered distortion in consequence of your
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parents' loveless maneuvering for your confidence and loyalty, the one against
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the other. You have enjoyed that parental love which insures laudable
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self-confidence and which fosters normal feelings of security. But
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you have also been fortunate in that your parents possessed wisdom as well as
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love; and it was wisdom which led them to withhold most forms of indulgence and
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many luxuries which wealth can buy while they sent you to the synagogue school
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along with your neighborhood playfellows, and they also encouraged you to learn
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how to live in this world by permitting you to have original experience. You
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came over to the Jordan, where we preached and John's disciples baptized, with
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your young friend Amos. Both of you desired to go with us. When you returned to
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Jerusalem, your parents consented; Amos's parents refused; they loved their son
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so much that they denied him the blessed experience which you have had, even
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such as you this day enjoy. By running away from home, Amos could have joined
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us, but in so doing he would have wounded love and sacrificed loyalty. Even if
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such a course had been wise, it would have been a terrible price to pay for
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experience, independence, and liberty. Wise parents, such as yours, see to it
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that their children do not have to wound love or stifle loyalty in order to
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develop independence and enjoy invigorating liberty when they have grown up to
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your age.
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"Love, John, is the supreme reality of the universe when bestowed by all-wise
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beings, but it is a dangerous and oftentimes semiselfish trait as it is
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manifested in the experience of mortal parents. When you get married and have
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children of your own to rear, make sure that your love is admonished by wisdom
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and guided by intelligence.
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"Your young friend Amos believes this gospel of the kingdom just as much as
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you, but I cannot fully depend upon him; I am not certain about what he will do
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in the years to come. His early home life was not such as would produce a
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wholly dependable person. Amos is too much like one of the apostles who failed
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to enjoy a normal, loving, and wise home training. Your whole afterlife will be
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more happy and dependable because you spent your first eight years in a normal
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and well-regulated home. You possess a strong and well-knit character because
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you grew up in a home where love prevailed and wisdom reigned. Such a childhood
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training produces a type of loyalty which assures me that you will go through
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with the course you have begun."
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For more than an hour Jesus and John continued this discussion of home life.
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The Master went on to explain to John how a child is wholly dependent on his
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parents and the associated home life for all his early concepts of everything
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intellectual, social, moral, and even spiritual since the family represents to
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the young child all that he can first know of either human or divine
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relationships. The child must derive his first impressions of the universe from
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the mother's care; he is wholly dependent on the earthly father for his first
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ideas of the heavenly Father. The child's subsequent life is made happy or
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unhappy, easy or difficult, in accordance with his early mental and emotional
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life, conditioned by these social and spiritual relationships of the home. A
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human being's entire afterlife is enormously influenced by what happens during
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the first few years of existence.
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It is our sincere belief that the gospel of Jesus' teaching, founded as it is
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on the father-child relationship, can hardly enjoy a world-wide acceptance
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until such a time as the home life of the modern civilized peoples embraces
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more of love and more of wisdom. Notwithstanding that parents of the twentieth
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century possess great knowledge and increased truth for improving the home and
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ennobling the home life, it remains a fact that very few modern homes are such
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good places in which to nurture boys and girls as Jesus' home in Galilee and
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John Mark's home in Judea, albeit the acceptance of Jesus' gospel will result
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in the immediate improvement of home life. The love life of a wise home and the
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loyal devotion of true religion exert a profound reciprocal influence upon each
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other. Such a home life enhances religion, and genuine religion always
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glorifies the home.
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It is true that many of the objectionable stunting influences and other
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cramping features of these olden Jewish homes have been virtually eliminated
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from many of the better-regulated modern homes. There is, indeed, more
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spontaneous freedom and far more personal liberty, but this liberty is not
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restrained by love, motivated by loyalty, nor directed by the intelligent
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discipline of wisdom. As long as we teach the child to pray, "Our Father who is
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in heaven," a tremendous responsibility rests upon all earthly fathers so to
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live and order their homes that the word father becomes worthily enshrined in
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the minds and hearts of all growing children.
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3. THE DAY AT CAMP
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The apostles spent most of this day walking about on Mount Olivet and visiting
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with the disciples who were encamped with them, but early in the afternoon they
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became very desirous of seeing Jesus return. As the day wore on, they grew
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increasingly anxious about his safety; they felt inexpressibly lonely without
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him. There was much debating throughout the day as to whether the Master should
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have been allowed to go off by himself in the hills, accompanied only by an
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errand boy. Though no man openly so expressed his thoughts, there was not one
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of them, save Judas Iscariot, who did not wish himself in John Mark's place.
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It was about midafternoon when Nathaniel made his speech on "Supreme Desire" to
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about half a dozen of the apostles and as many disciples, the ending of which
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was: "What is wrong with most of us is that we are only halfhearted. We fail to
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love the Master as he loves us. If we had all wanted to go with him as much as
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John Mark did, he would surely have taken us all. We stood by while the lad
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approached the Master and offered him the basket, but when the Master took hold
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of it, the lad would not let go. And so the Master left us here while he went
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off to the hills with basket, boy, and all."
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About four o'clock, runners came to David Zebedee bringing him word from his
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mother at Bethsaida and from Jesus' mother. Several days previously David had
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made up his mind that the chief priests and rulers were going to kill Jesus.
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David knew they were determined to destroy the Master, and he was about
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convinced that Jesus would neither exert his divine power to save himself nor
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permit his followers to employ force in his defense. Having reached these
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conclusions, he lost no time in dispatching a messenger to his mother, urging
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her to come at once to Jerusalem and to bring Mary the mother of Jesus and
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every member of his family.
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David's mother did as her son requested, and now the runners came back to David
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bringing the word that his mother and Jesus' entire family were on the way to
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Jerusalem and should arrive sometime late on the following day or very early
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the next morning. Since David did this on his own initiative, he thought it
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wise to keep the matter to himself. He told no one, therefore, that Jesus'
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family was on the way to Jerusalem.
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Shortly after noon, more than twenty of the Greeks who had met with Jesus and
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the twelve at the home of Joseph of Arimathea arrived at the camp, and Peter
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and John spent several hours in conference with them. These Greeks, at least
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some of them, were well advanced in the knowledge of the kingdom, having been
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instructed by Rodan at Alexandria.
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That evening, after returning to the camp, Jesus visited with the Greeks, and
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had it not been that such a course would have greatly disturbed his apostles
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and many of his leading disciples, he would have ordained these twenty Greeks,
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even as he had the seventy.
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While all of this was going on at the camp, in Jerusalem the chief priests and
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elders were amazed that Jesus did not return to address the multitudes. True,
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the day before, when he left the temple, he had said, "I leave your house to
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you desolate." But they could not understand why he would be willing to forego
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the great advantage which he had built up in the friendly attitude of the
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crowds. While they feared he would stir up a tumult among the people, the
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Master's last words to the multitude had been an exhortation to conform in
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every reasonable manner with the authority of those "who sit in Moses' seat."
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But it was a busy day in the city as they simultaneously prepared for the
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Passover and perfected their plans for destroying Jesus.
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Not many people came to the camp, for its establishment had been kept a
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well-guarded secret by all who knew that Jesus was expecting to stay there in
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place of going out to Bethany every night.
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4. JUDAS AND THE CHIEF PRIESTS
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Shortly after Jesus and John Mark left the camp, Judas Iscariot disappeared
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from among his brethren, not returning until late in the afternoon. This
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confused and discontented apostle, notwithstanding his Master's specific
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request to refrain from entering Jerusalem, went in haste to keep his
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appointment with Jesus' enemies at the home of Caiaphas the high priest. This
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was an informal meeting of the Sanhedrin and had been appointed for shortly
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after 10 o'clock that morning. This meeting was called to discuss the nature of
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the charges which should be lodged against Jesus and to decide upon the
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procedure to be employed in bringing him before the Roman authorities for the
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purpose of securing the necessary civil confirmation of the death sentence
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which they had already passed upon him.
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On the preceding day Judas had disclosed to some of his relatives and to
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certain Sadducean friends of his father's family that he had reached the
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conclusion that, while Jesus was a well-meaning dreamer and idealist, he was
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not the expected deliverer of Israel. Judas stated that he would very much like
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to find some way of withdrawing gracefully from the whole movement. His friends
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flatteringly assured him that his withdrawal would be hailed by the Jewish
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rulers as a great event, and that nothing would be too good for him. They led
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him to believe that he would forthwith receive high honors from the Sanhedrin,
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and that he would at last be in a position to erase the stigma of his
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well-meant but "unfortunate association with untaught Galileans."
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Judas could not quite believe that the mighty works of the Master had been
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wrought by the power of the prince of devils, but he was now fully convinced
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that Jesus would not exert his power in self-aggrandizement; he was at last
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convinced that Jesus would allow himself to be destroyed by the Jewish rulers,
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and he could not endure the humiliating thought of being identified with a
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movement of defeat. He refused to entertain the idea of apparent failure. He
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thoroughly understood the sturdy character of his Master and the keenness of
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that majestic and merciful mind, yet he derived pleasure from even the partial
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entertainment of the suggestion of one of his relatives that Jesus, while he
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was a well-meaning fanatic, was probably not really sound of mind; that he had
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always appeared to be a strange and misunderstood person.
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And now, as never before, Judas found himself becoming strangely resentful that
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Jesus had never assigned him a position of greater honor. All along he had
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appreciated the honor of being the apostolic treasurer, but now he began to
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feel that he was not appreciated; that his abilities were unrecognized. He was
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suddenly overcome with indignation that Peter, James, and John should have been
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honored with close association with Jesus, and at this time, when he was on the
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way to the high priest's home, he was bent on getting even with Peter, James,
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and John more than he was concerned with any thought of betraying Jesus. But
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over and above all, just then, a new and dominating thought began to occupy the
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forefront of his conscious mind: He had set out to get honor for himself, and
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if this could be secured simultaneously with getting even with those who had
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contributed to the greatest disappointment of his life, all the better. He was
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seized with a terrible conspiracy of confusion, pride, desperation, and
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determination. And so it must be plain that it was not for money that Judas was
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then on his way to the home of Caiaphas to arrange for the betrayal of Jesus.
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As Judas approached the home of Caiaphas, he arrived at the final decision to
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abandon Jesus and his fellow apostles; and having thus made up his mind to
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desert the cause of the kingdom of heaven, he was determined to secure for
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himself as much as possible of that honor and glory which he had thought would
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sometime be his when he first identified himself with Jesus and the new gospel
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of the kingdom. All of the apostles once shared this ambition with Judas, but
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as time passed they learned to admire truth and to love Jesus, at least more
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than did Judas.
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The traitor was presented to Caiaphas and the Jewish rulers by his cousin, who
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explained that Judas, having discovered his mistake in allowing himself to be
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misled by the subtle teaching of Jesus, had arrived at the place where he
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wished to make public and formal renunciation of his association with the
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Galilean and at the same time to ask for reinstatement in the confidence and
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fellowship of his Judean brethren. This spokesman for Judas went on to explain
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that Judas recognized it would be best for the peace of Israel if Jesus should
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be taken into custody, and that, as evidence of his sorrow in having
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participated in such a movement of error and as proof of his sincerity in now
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returning to the teachings of Moses, he had come to offer himself to the
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Sanhedrin as one who could so arrange with the captain holding the orders for
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Jesus' arrest that he could be taken into custody quietly, thus avoiding any
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danger of stirring up the multitudes or the necessity of postponing his arrest
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until after the Passover.
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When his cousin had finished speaking, he presented Judas, who, stepping
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forward near the high priest, said: "All that my cousin has promised, I will
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do, but what are you willing to give me for this service?" Judas did not seem
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to discern the look of disdain and even disgust that came over the face of the
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hardhearted and vainglorious Caiaphas; his heart was too much set on self-glory
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and the craving for the satisfaction of self-exaltation.
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And then Caiaphas looked down upon the betrayer while he said: "Judas, you go
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to the captain of the guard and arrange with that officer to bring your Master
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to us either tonight or tomorrow night, and when he has been delivered by you
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into our hands, you shall receive your reward for this service." When Judas
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heard this, he went forth from the presence of the chief priests and rulers and
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took counsel with the captain of the temple guards as to the manner in which
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Jesus was to be apprehended. Judas knew that Jesus was then absent from the
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camp and had no idea when he would return that evening, and so they agreed
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among themselves to arrest Jesus the next evening (Thursday) after the people
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of Jerusalem and all of the visiting pilgrims had retired for the night.
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Judas returned to his associates at the camp intoxicated with thoughts of
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grandeur and glory such as he had not had for many a day. He had enlisted with
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Jesus hoping some day to become a great man in the new kingdom. He at last
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realized that there was to be no new kingdom such as he had anticipated. But he
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rejoiced in being so sagacious as to trade off his disappointment in failing to
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achieve glory in an anticipated new kingdom for the immediate realization of
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honor and reward in the old order, which he now believed would survive, and
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which he was certain would destroy Jesus and all that he stood for. In its last
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motive of conscious intention, Judas's betrayal of Jesus was the cowardly act
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of a selfish deserter whose only thought was his own safety and glorification,
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no matter what might be the results of his conduct upon his Master and upon his
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former associates.
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But it was ever just that way. Judas had long been engaged in this deliberate,
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persistent, selfish, and vengeful consciousness of progressively building up in
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his mind, and entertaining in his heart, these hateful and evil desires of
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revenge and disloyalty. Jesus loved and trusted Judas even as he loved and
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trusted the other apostles, but Judas failed to develop loyal trust and to
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experience wholehearted love in return. And how dangerous ambition can become
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when it is once wholly wedded to self-seeking and supremely motivated by sullen
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and long-suppressed vengeance! What a crushing thing is disappointment in the
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lives of those foolish persons who, in fastening their gaze on the shadowy and
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evanescent allurements of time, become blinded to the higher and more real
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achievements of the everlasting attainments of the eternal worlds of divine
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values and true spiritual realities. Judas craved worldly honor in his mind and
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grew to love this desire with his whole heart; the other apostles likewise
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craved this same worldly honor in their minds, but with their hearts they loved
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Jesus and were doing their best to learn to love the truths which he taught
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them.
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Judas did not realize it at this time, but he had been a subconscious critic of
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Jesus ever since John the Baptist was beheaded by Herod. Deep down in his heart
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Judas always resented the fact that Jesus did not save John. You should not
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forget that Judas had been a disciple of John before he became a follower of
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Jesus. And all these accumulations of human resentment and bitter
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disappointment which Judas had laid by in his soul in habiliments of hate were
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now well organized in his subconscious mind and ready to spring up to engulf
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him when he once dared to separate himself from the supporting influence of his
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brethren while at the same time exposing himself to the clever insinuations and
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subtle ridicule of the enemies of Jesus. Every time Judas allowed his hopes to
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soar high and Jesus would do or say something to dash them to pieces,
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there was always left in Judas's heart a scar of bitter resentment; and as
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these scars multiplied, presently that heart, so often wounded, lost all real
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affection for the one who had inflicted this distasteful experience upon a
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well-intentioned but cowardly and self-centered personality. Judas did not
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realize it, but he was a coward. Accordingly was he always inclined to assign
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to Jesus cowardice as the motive which led him so often to refuse to grasp for
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power or glory when they were apparently within his easy reach. And every
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mortal man knows full well how love, even when once genuine, can, through
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disappointment, jealousy, and long-continued resentment, be eventually turned
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into actual hate.
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At last the chief priests and elders could breathe easily for a few hours. They
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would not have to arrest Jesus in public, and the securing of Judas as a
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traitorous ally insured that Jesus would not escape from their jurisdiction as
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he had so many times in the past.
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5. THE LAST SOCIAL HOUR
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Since it was Wednesday, this evening at the camp was a social hour. The Master
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endeavored to cheer his downcast apostles, but that was well-nigh impossible.
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They were all beginning to realize that disconcerting and crushing events were
|
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impending. They could not be cheerful, even when the Master recounted their
|
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years of eventful and loving association. Jesus made careful inquiry about the
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families of all of the apostles and, looking over toward David Zebedee, asked
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if anyone had heard recently from his mother, his youngest sister, or other
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members of his family. David looked down at his feet; he was afraid to answer.
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This was the occasion of Jesus' warning his followers to beware of the support
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of the multitude. He recounted their experiences in Galilee when time and again
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great throngs of people enthusiastically followed them around and then just as
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ardently turned against them and returned to their former ways of believing and
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living. And then he said: "And so you must not allow yourselves to be deceived
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by the great crowds who heard us in the temple, and who seemed to believe our
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teachings. These multitudes listen to the truth and believe it superficially
|
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with their minds, but few of them permit the word of truth to strike down into
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the heart with living roots. Those who know the gospel only in the mind, and
|
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who have not experienced it in the heart, cannot be depended upon for support
|
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when real trouble comes. When the rulers of the Jews reach an agreement to
|
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destroy the Son of Man, and when they strike with one accord, you will see the
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multitude either flee in dismay or else stand by in silent amazement while
|
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these maddened and blinded rulers lead the teachers of the gospel truth to
|
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their death. And then, when adversity and persecution descend upon you, still
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others whom you think love the truth will be scattered, and some will renounce
|
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the gospel and desert you. Some who have been very close to us have already
|
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made up their minds to desert. You have rested today in preparation for those
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times which are now upon us. Watch, therefore, and pray that on the morrow you
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may be strengthened for the days that are just ahead."
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The atmosphere of the camp was charged with an inexplicable tension. Silent
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messengers came and went, communicating with only David Zebedee. Before the
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evening had passed, certain ones knew that Lazarus had taken hasty flight from
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Bethany. John Mark was ominously silent after returning to camp,
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notwithstanding he had spent the whole day in the Master's company. Every
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effort
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to persuade him to talk only indicated clearly that Jesus had told him not to
|
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talk.
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Even the Master's good cheer and his unusual sociability frightened them. They
|
||
all felt the certain drawing upon them of the terrible isolation which they
|
||
realized was about to descend with crashing suddenness and inescapable terror.
|
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They vaguely sensed what was coming, and none felt prepared to face the test.
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The Master had been away all day; they had missed him tremendously.
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This Wednesday evening was the low-tide mark of their spiritual status up to
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the actual hour of the Master's death. Although the next day was one more day
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||
nearer the tragic Friday, still, he was with them, and they passed through its
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||
anxious hours more gracefully.
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It was just before midnight when Jesus, knowing this would be the last night he
|
||
would ever sleep through with his chosen family on earth, said, as he dispersed
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them for the night: "Go to your sleep, my brethren, and peace be upon you till
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we rise on the morrow, one more day to do the Father's will and experience the
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joy of knowing that we are his sons."
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Subjects Archive The Urantia Book Urantia Book PART IV: The Life and Teachings
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of Jesus : The Bestowal Of Michael On Urantia The Times Of Michael's Bestowal
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Birth And Infancy Of Jesus The Early Childhood Of Jesus The Later Childhood Of
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Jesus Jesus At Jerusalem The Two Crucial Years The Adolescent Years Jesus'
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Early Manhood The Later Adult Life Of Jesus On The Way To Rome The World's
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Religions The Sojourn At Rome The Return From Rome The Transition Years John
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The Baptist Baptism And The Forty Days Tarrying Time In Galilee Training The
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Kingdom's Messengers The Twelve Apostles The Ordination Of The Twelve Beginning
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The Public Work The Passover At Jerusalem Going Through Samaria At Gilboa And
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In The Decapolis Four Eventful Days At Capernaum First Preaching Tour Of
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Galilee The Interlude Visit To Jerusalem Training Evangelists At Bethsaida The
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Second Preaching Tour The Third Preaching Tour Tarrying And Teaching By The
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Seaside Events Leading Up To The Capernaum Crisis The Crisis At Capernaum Last
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Days At Capernaum Fleeing Through Northern Galilee The Sojourn At Tyre And
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Sidon At Caesarea-philippi The Mount Of Transfiguration The Decapolis Tour
|
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Rodan Of Alexandria Further Discussions With Rodan At The Feast Of Tabernacles
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Ordination Of The Seventy At Magadan At The Feast Of Dedication The Perean
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Mission Begins Last Visit To Northern Perea The Visit To Philadelphia The
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Resurrection Of Lazarus Last Teaching At Pella The Kingdom Of Heaven On The Way
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To Jerusalem Going Into Jerusalem Monday In Jerusalem Tuesday Morning In The
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Temple The Last Temple Discourse Tuesday Evening On Mount Olivet Wednesday, The
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Rest Day Last Day At The Camp The Last Supper The Farewell Discourse Final
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Admonitions And Warnings In Gethsemane The Betrayal And Arrest Of Jesus Before
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The Sanhedrin Court The Trial Before Pilate Just Before The Crucifixion The
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Crucifixion The Time Of The Tomb The Resurrection Morontia Appearances Of Jesus
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Appearances To The Apostles And Other Leaders Appearances In Galilee Final
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Appearances And Ascension Bestowal Of The Spirit Of Truth After Pentecost The
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Faith Of Jesus
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