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Underground eXperts United
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[ Inner Demons ] [ By Knyttet ]
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Inner Demons
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I can see your body,
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I can touch it.
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I can hear your voice. But still,
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you ain't here.
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It's like there are demons where your brain used to be.
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And you see them clearly.
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To me they are the screams and those silly sentences
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that you make, but I understand that for you they are real.
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I feel so powerless, seeing this human that I used to love,
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that I still love, eaten up from inside, ghosts in her mind.
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What can I do?
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How will I stand it?
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I'm not sure you know what has happened,
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and let's hope not.
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But still, I can see the pain these demons are causing you.
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And I can hear it, in your screams.
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Sometimes you scare me. You look at me as you can see my future.
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You give me that look of insanity, and I don't know what to say or to do.
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Sometimes you scream and then you turn to me and ask,
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"Why honey, Why?"
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It gives me the creeps, it gives me nightmares,
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it makes it more difficult to come and see you.
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I don't have as much to do as I keep telling myself.
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In fact, I would have time to come and visit you more often.
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But I don't.
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You scare me, your pain scare me.
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My bad conscience makes it harder every time to visit you.
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It's like a bad circle. I'm not sure that it's your demons that scare me
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the most. Maybe it's my own.
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Maybe I look at you and see my own future, is this it?
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Is this the way I'm gonna be when I'm old?
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I told you about the nightmares? Sometimes you are in them, screaming
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for me to come and help you, to rescue you. Like you do sometimes when
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we talk on the phone.
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But mostly I see myself in the dreams. Stuck in a wheelchair,
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unable to move, and all over me these demons are crawling.
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In and out of my ears, and out of my mouth, I can't even scream,
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they are blocking my throat.
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I guess you feel this sometimes, because I can see in your eyes that you
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need to say something, need to scream, but you can't.
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Because they are everywhere.
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uXu #398 Underground eXperts United 1997 uXu #398
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Call LHD2 -> +1-818-546-2332
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