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[ Move ] [ By Knyttet ]
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Move
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by Knyttet
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For the second time in my life, I have moved from my parents.
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And for the second time in my life, I moved together with someone.
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The first time I moved from my parents was one of the happiest days in my
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life. I had just finished school and when everyone else was busy planning for
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the prom, I was planning for my apartment.
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I have always had problems getting along with my parents and this was
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heaven on earth.
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My own apartment.
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You could do whatever you felt like, whenever you felt like it.
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You could invite who you wanted and you could do it anytime.
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You could sit alone, doing nothing without anyone asking if something was
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wrong, or if you had an argument with someone.
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You didn't have to answer silly questions about who you were going to see or
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where you were going to spend the night.
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You didn't have to make up silly white lies just to calm your parents.
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I just loved this.
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Then someone moved in with me.
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We didn't plan it, it just happened.
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This was OK, I guess I was in love.
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We had known each other for a few years and we got along ok.
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He didn't own that many things so there were never any problems about how to
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decorate the apartment. Or the apartments, cause we moved around quite a lot,
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this man and I.
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As you already understand, we broke up. Things didn't work out.
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He chose one path in life and I didn't want to follow and I'm really happy
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for this. The path he chose for his life wasn't the one on the right side of
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the law, or right side of anything.
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After living with my parents again, for some time now, I moved out again.
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This time to a different town, with a different man.
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That day was also a very happy day, but also a very nervous day.
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Last time I didn't plan to start to live with someone, it just happened so I
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didn't have the time to become nervous.
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Last time we had known each other for quite a while. That was not the case
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this time. But it felt great, and it still feels great.
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I didn't think I was going to be that nervous. I had been looking forward and
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planned for this day a really long time before it actually happened.
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But as the day came closer, the more nervous I became. I didn't really know
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how to handle that nervosity and I thought it was hard to tell him, the man I
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loved and was going to live with.
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Maybe he would take it as a sign from me, that I didn't want to live with
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him, but of course, I still wanted that.
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Maybe he would be sad about this and not understand me at all. That would
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make me sad too and I didn't want to risk that, my nervosity was enough.
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In the end I talked to him and I think he kind of understood me.
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I can't understand how I, until just a couple of months ago, was so sure that
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I wanted to get married before I started to live with someone. If I were
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nervous now, before moving, how nervous wouldn't I be before the wedding day?
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But I'm quite sure this is going to work, because both of us really want it
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to work and we are prepared to compromise some.
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And of course, we do love each other.
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Love makes the world go around.
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