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ggg "Fucked With Being Fucked: The True HOE Manifesto" ggg
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$$$ by -> Black*Ruined $$$
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$$$ [ HOE E-Zine #950 -- 12/08/99 -- http://www.hoe.nu ] .,$$$
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hello. this is hard to know how to start this (corny I know) cos
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I've never written for this publication (if you could call it that?) or
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any publication at all actually. oh well what's that got to do with
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anything??
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I figure this site is all about ranting. so that's hat I'm here to
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do. just write and talk about stuff. cos I could talk forever. well talk
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forever in type, I don't talk much in real life
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argh fucking over type, what is the point of it?? No-one needs it
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or uses it ever do they? it would definitely be abolished if I ruled the
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world, the fist thing maybe. After the monarchy. there's even less use
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for them they are useless dumb flag scum!! hahaha
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well my point ladies and gentlemen. yeah it was to tell you about
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my master plan
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it's not to take over the world at all in fact. it’s more personal
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than that. if you don't even have a slight plan in life, if you don't
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want anything, you should just kill yourself, I think. what's the point
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in living if there's nothing to look forward to? When people commit
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suicide it must be cos they believe there's nothing to look forward to.
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well maybe. but i'm away from the point again
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so this is my plan. you may not like it, but, well, fuck you. i
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don't give a shit, as i said it's personal.
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first i'm gonna go through all my schooling (you know i'm only 14
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:o) please don't stop reading now). i'm not stupid. i don't wanna be
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ignorant about anything. i wanna be someone with someone with something
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to SAY. i think school is important although it is REALLY REALLY boring.
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i have a fuck off big piece of english and maths to do when i'm done
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doing this. it'll probably keep me up all night, oh well i won't be able
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to sleep anyway. shit i'm side tracking again sorry, i'm like Holden from
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Catcher In the Rye :o). so where was i? oh yeah i want to be clever not
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stupid. i can't stand all these people who say they don't give a fuck
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about school, their futures bleak enough already do they really want to
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make it worse and fail all their exams???
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so anyway, by this time hopefully i'll have learnt to play the
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guitar and generally be musical. because i wanna be a rock star. yes i
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wanna be **punk rock star bitch scum**. And why the hell not??? i bet i
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can do it, it'll be fun, like the rock and roll lifestyle. have fun. live
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a bit. and make some really good music hopefully. i'm in love so much
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with rock and roll ideology. it just appeals so much. i wanna get fucked
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up then better again. If i don't succeed in this then i'll kill myself, i
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expect.
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after that i'm gonna write a book. you see i love writing stories
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and any kind of writing altogether really (i'm writing this aren't i?)
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and i have a great idea for a book, if the idea'll stick all the way till
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then. it won't be an autobiography, but something else. it'll be about a
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girl, she's just killed herself. the whole book is her suicide note. its
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gonna cross real and her fairyland, and it's gonna be a fucking good
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read.
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now i can tell what you're thinking already: stupid girl who does
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she think she is? she'll achieve none of them. well ok maybe you're right
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i'm not a particularly ambitious person. but i wanna d this there's not
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much else. If not i'll kill myself. What is there in the future??? To
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quote the Clash: "The ice age is coming the suns zooming in engines stop
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running the wheat is growing thin. a nuclear error but i have no fear".
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but that's the difference i'm shit scared of the future. it's true,
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everything's running out and we'll have used up this planet in no time. i
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can't use what i can't abuse, is that the world s motto?? maybe. more
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people more fucking mobile phones./ less feelings. and i'm never gonna
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find love who does??? I'm such a pessimist but i don't care i'm gonna die
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anyway what's the fucking point? I can be like Sid and say that I DID IT
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MY WAY.
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that would have been a good time to end this.
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"i know i believe in nothing but it is my nothing"
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-- Manic Street Preachers
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[ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #950, BY BLACK*RUINED - 12/08/99 ]
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