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ooooo ooooo .oooooo. oooooooooooo HOE E'ZINE RELEASE #672
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`888' `888' d8P' `Y8b `888' `8
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888 888 888 888 888 "Growing Up Sucks"
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888ooooo888 888 888 888oooo8
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888 888 888 888 888 " by Jamezz
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888 888 `88b d88' 888 o 6/9/99
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o888o o888o `Y8bood8P' o888ooooood8
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It really doesnt hit you till you turn 21. Or is it when you go into
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life on your own? Get your first job. Or when you bring a new life into
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this world. After getting into some shit with the cops and fbi and at this
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time i met Tonya the most beutiful girl i had ever seen. But thats another
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story some other time. But hell i am here today must have gotten away with
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it huh? Well now you know a bit bout me so hope your happy.
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But it aint over, On December 6th 1997 i became the father of Jesse
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James my son. I was so spooked he came out with a pointed head and noone
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told me that was about how when babys pop what they look like. He had a
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pointed head. But now Jesse is One and a Half years old no cone head and
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he is big. I coldnt have asked for more.
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But today i think me and Tonya ended our relationship. I know i am
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going to lose my girl and my son in the morning. I thought that as you get
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older it got easyer. When things get harder you get smarter. Well shit i
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was wrong no one told me that shit dont change. Its still hard as hell.
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It kinda drives you insaine. You do all that you can just to fuck it all
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up. To end it all. But you cannot give up but how the hell are yo not
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going to? Damned if you know tell me.
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Here i am 21 with a kid all alone not knowing what the fuck is going
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on. I fell as if i am a damn kid what am i supposed to do to take care of
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my kid. Ya i work but that aint enough i cant be here to watch him all day.
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And im single there isnt anytime in my life for anything. I AM TRAPPED....
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Well what else can i say this is how my life is in a short story. I
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know i cant write but hell i got it out.....
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[ (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #672 - WRITTEN BY: JAMEZZ - 6/9/99 ]
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