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'##::::'##:::'#####:::'########: VIVA LA REVOLUCION! CERDO DEL CAPITALISTA!!
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##:::: ##:'##:::: ##: ##::::::: THE HELOTS OF ECSTASY PRESS RELEASE #435 !!
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#########: ##:::: ##: ######::: ZIEGO VUANTAR SHALL BE MUCH VICTORIOUS! !!
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##:::: ##:. ##:: ##:: ##::::::: "The Insistence of Meaning" !!
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##:::: ##::. #####::: ########: by -> Neko !!
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..:::::..::::.....::::........:: 1/15/99 !!
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!!========================================================================!!
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...And it hit too close to home. I refused to ignore it anymore
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even though it was obviously expected of me.
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"No."
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...And I can't anymore. Can't be right, can't be wrong, can't do
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good, can't do bad. Can't think. Can't feel. Can't know.
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"No."
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...And I don't anymore. I don't feel. Completely numb. My
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stomach churns rapidly at the thought. But nothing comes of it. I
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wonder if anything ever did.
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"No."
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...And I still wonder. There is a future. It's not vmeste,
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obviously, but if not s nei, s kem?
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"No."
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...And I guess time will go on. And I will lick my wounds and
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return to the battleground that is life. But I don't want to. Not this
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early.
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"No."
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...And I am supposed to be friends. But it's quite a change. I
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was a friend to begin with. But it progressed. Now I suppose it has
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regressed, although I don't quite feel it. Deal with it.
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"No."
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...And I wonder how. How. HOW?
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"No."
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...And maybe there is a yes out there for me. Just maybe.
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"No."
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...And sometimes the things you have don't make you happy. But
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do the things you don't have make you happier?
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!!========================================================================!!
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!! (c) !LA HOE REVOLUCION PRESS! HOE #435, WRITTEN BY: NEKO - 1/15/99 !!
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