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_ _ __ __ ___ _______ _ _
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\ ` ' / \ ` ' / | |__| | | | | | | |__ \ ` ' / \ ` ' /
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|_ moo _|_ moo _| | __ | | | | | | __| |_ moo _|_ moo _|
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/ , . \ / , . \ | | | | | |_| | | |____ / , . \ / , . \
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\/|_|\/ \/|_|\/ |__| |__| \___/ |_______| \/|_|\/ \/|_|\/
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suck my squiggly tail. -108- oink you, sucker.
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hogs of entropy hogs of entropy hogs of entropy hogs of entropy hogs of
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entropy hogs of entropy hogs of entropy hogs of entropy hogs of entropy
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>> "and you wonder" <<
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by -> aproh
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this little gem was sent as a serious submission to dto
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productions. i cry. you enjoy.
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- m0gel [dto@op.net]
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"Anything you say can andbe used against you" these are my rights. This is
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what i was taught. That is all i see while i look through your narrow
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mind. And sometimes i sit in the dark and shiver and cry myself to
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sleep and think about being abused for all those years that stretch out
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into my life. And i can seill feel you inside me you fucking pig!!! And
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i can still feel myself struggle under you (a giant, me, a little
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girl). And i can still feel you rip off my clothes and tell me it was
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right and I NEVER BELIEVED YOU, NOT ONCE. and its dark in here as it
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was dark during those years, in your room under the covers and there's
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an emptyness in my mind where i try to forget and every time i tell the
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story i feel a little better like its not some sort of dirty secret i
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carry around with me like the chains of christmas past. and you WONDER
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WHY I DONT TRUST MEN AND YOU WONDER WHY I LOVE GIRLS AND NOT YOU AND
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YOU WONDER WHY WHEN I KISS YOU I CANT STOP, CANT SAY NO??? AND YOU
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WONDER WHY I LOCK MY CAR DOORS AND YOU FUCKING WONDER WHY I WONT SIT
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NEXT TO YOU AT THANKSGIVING DINNER??? I remember sitting with you on
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saturday mornings and watching monster trucks crush the cars underneath
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them and not i picture that was the story of my life and you were
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eating pork rhinds but that didnt even gross me out...what made me sick
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to my stomach was you: staring at me with that sick look and I DIDNT
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WANT YOU TO TOUCH ME AND I DIDNT WANT TO BE THERE BECAUSE I KNEW WHAT
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WAS COMING NEXT-OH GOD, I KNEW WHAT WAS NEXT. SO I'D SIT AND STARE AT
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THE CEILING AND LET YOU DO...LET YOU OVERCOME ME AND YOU WONDER WHY I
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DONT LIKE TO BE CONTROLLED?? and even though i dont, i try not to,
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remember, i do and i wonder if when you came inside me, did you feel
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like a man?? DID YOU FEEL LIKE A "BIG BOY"? WERE YOU HAPPY? DID IT MAKE
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YOU HAPPY THAT YOU HAD RUINED MY LIFE? DO YOU EVEN REMEMBER? OR ARE YOU
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SO FUCKED UP NOW THAT YOU CAN'T EVEN REMEMBER RAPING ME SO MANY TIMES?
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MY PARENTS DIDNT EVEN *KILL* YOU WHEN THEY FOUND OUT. IF I
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HAD BEEN BIGGER, OLDER, *STRONGER*, I WOULD HAVE DONT IT
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MYSELF...THERE IS NO EXCUSE FOR RAPE!!! THERE IS NO EXCUSE TO VIOLATE
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ME ONCE, YOU HAD CONTROLLED MY BODY BUT NEVER AGAIN. YOU CONTROLLED MY
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MIND, MY SEXUALITY, MY BODY BUT NOW I AM RECOVERING. NOW I WILL SOON BE
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FREE. NOW MY BODY IS MINE...
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* (c) HoE publications & metalchick. HoE 108 - written by aproh - 6/11/97 *
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