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MOO OINK!
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OINK!
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OINK!
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MOO # ### # # # ####
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# # # # # #####
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# # # # # MOO
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OINK!
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MOO OINK!
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"collected suicide letters" - by metalchic
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hey, it's mogel here. when you're a modem kid you find your fair
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share of crazy & depressed obsessives. it comes with the territory.
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here's just some examples that our queen supreme, metalchick, has
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found on her adventures in the information superduper highway!!!
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suicide letter #1
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I don't know if I can take this anymore, It was fine when it was only
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the harddrives, but now the floppy's are attacking me too. They bite at
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my ankles and whisper, "craig you suck" all the time, I just can't
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handle it. Let everyone know I hated them..
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suicide letter #2
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I've decided upon my fate, I have grown tired of all the people
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making fun of me and mocking my hair and my ways of living, so I've
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decided to end it all. I thought I'd adress this to you because
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well, you asked me to.. so.. by the time you'll read this I'll be
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gone. You may think this is rahd, you may not, it just doesnt matter
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anymore... so.. goodbye.
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love,
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chris.
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suicide letter #3
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Dear world, You all can kiss my ass. There has come a time in my
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life when everything seems to fade away. Face it.. you all suck.
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Understand my problems. The world should have peace, the people should
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love everyone, but the only thing thats happpening is war. Peace, love,
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and apathy never holds true anymore. Everyone has to kill or be killed,
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which is very dissapointing. So, to boycot this method, I will kill
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myself and no one will stop me. To the people that love me, farewell, to all.
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I love you anyway. Goodbye for now.
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the person that wrote
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this
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p.s.- make love not war
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This neither because itll make you depressed at all the teddy bears that
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are gonna perish in flames.
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suicide something #4
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Long Lives The Dayz Of Hellish Outpour...
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My Life Has been Sucked Up By The Devil Of Jesus...
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Jesus Is The Devil, He Is My Saint...
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God Is No Longer With Me, For Jesus Has Snapped.
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In Hell, Lays My Mind... In Hell Is Where I Belong
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I see No Point To Live SuPhc A Hellish Life...
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Life Is Not Worth A Single Breath...
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All You Get Is Crap In This Hellish World...
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So I Am Dead, And Am God Damn Happy Of It To.
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suicide poem #5
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I smell the foul stench of death.
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I taste it's bitterness in my mouth.
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It's silence pierces my eardrums.
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I feel it entering my body,
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Slowly taking my life away.
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It has been here for some time. I know.
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Take me now?
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Take me before I suffer more.
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Is that your intention, oh hateful sinner?
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Has it not been long enough, painful enough?
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I have given in to you,
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But still you will not hear my call.
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A thousand words rung out,
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You have heard not a one
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Destroy this fathomless entity
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Tearing away at all who stand before it so bravely,
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And even those who coward from it's greatness....
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What greatness is this that takes the life of a human?
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Thousands of tears lost,
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Years of lifelessness passed.
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Another thousand tears, and loves along with them.
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What is left?
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Hate. Hate and death comfort me....
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Their coldness touching my skin,
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Yet I feel a certain warmth and appeal.
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Touch me, oh graceful death...
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Take me now.
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Oh hate, immerse me in your beauty.
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Make me as you are.
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Blackened, and charred.
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Loveless, lifeless
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-stormborn
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this is just a little conversation i had with rush2.
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you all may know him. He is a really one nutty character.
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rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" i've got it planned and will be dead this
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weekend.
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-> rush2^_!@" what are you going to do?
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rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" im gonna kill myself. Plain and simple,
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and I shoudln't be making any friends anyways.
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-> rush2^_!@" how?
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" Oh. Fine. I'm just gonna get in my car and
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drive to a spot I used to play at as a kid. No one else goes there
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it's too far out, a couple miles into this stream/valley place then ...
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I'm gonna shoot myself.
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[suicide plot in affect]
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[here is some things he has to say about #zines people]
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-> rush2^_!@" well why do you hate crank, i mean has she done mean
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things to you but she really isn't that bad of a person.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" she was the first computer person to
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change so dramatically then turn on me.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" she told everyone what i had told
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her of how look, told everyone I was gay (Then said bi.. which I am)
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when at that time i was still scared of my feelings. Also gave everyone
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out my phone number and address.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" It's nothing worse than waking up on a
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cold cement floor in a pool of your own blood.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" She was just so mean ... so diffrent so
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taunting. So ... sigh i cant describe it but she jsut atacked me and
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she knows me well so she knows how to hurt me.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" well i'm completely insane. Since i
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got onto computer about 4 years ago my mind has gone. I'm no smart like i
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was. I cant think. I can't do anything except feel a desire to die.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" crank turned from a nice person to
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a #zines scene person :( as did mogel who i always cared for a lot and had a
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huge crush on.
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-> rush2^_!@" Yeah, mogel is a nice guy.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" yeah mogel is nice. But he used to be
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nicer. #zines has taken a lot out of him. Not to menton the lame philly
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zine assholes like 'black francis' and the other losers.
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-> rush2^_!@" Oh yeah, what did he do to you?
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" oh. bF is a jerk. He used to harrass
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me and make fun of me being bi and stuff.
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"rush2^_!rush2@*compucon-mi.co" and he made fun of my weight, and
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sigh, he just hurt me like the rest of them. I wanted to be friends and
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accepted with these people, but all they did was wanna make fun and hurt.
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"silicon insanity"
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I sit here
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in this little hotel
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this quaint inn
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oh lonely entrapment of people
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in the lonely state
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of the lonely country
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on this empty earth.
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i sit here
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my eyes throbbing with white hot needles in their backs
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my wrists throbbing with hydraulic vices closing in tight
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sending my messages
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accrossed aa million miles
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looking for a master
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anything to be held
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something to make sense of
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the clicking
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and that electromechanical humm
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of that silicon box on this desk
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this is the sound of my insanity.
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-rush2
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(c) HoE publications & metalchick. HoE #94 - 10/31/96 - Halloween! Boo!#
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