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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Normality
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One of the times that I was in the hospital my mother brought me some
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stationary she had bought for me. It was blue, and 5 x 8 in. Across the top
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of it, it said: "I know this may sound weird but all I want is a normal life."
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For several years after that, I had that saying pinned up on the wall above my
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bed. And for even more years, I had really thought that is what I had wanted.
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A normal life, with normal problems. Where my biggest problem is what color
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of lipstick am I going to wear with the nail polish I am wearing? And, the
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hardest night is when I have to call up a guy and ask him on a date. Normal
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guys, that don't treat me like shit, and for me not to have a complex when it
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comes to eating and what I look like. You know what? That may be what seems
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to be the biggest problems 'normal' people have, but they go deeper then that.
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Normality is something that is the average of how people in a selected
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society act, have, etc. In this day and age, with all the problems that have
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filled the cities and countryside alike, I must admit I am thankful I do not
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have a normal life!
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I like not having to always act my own age, and wear a business suit. I like
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being able to hang out with people younger and older then me, and be perfectly
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comfortable. I like not having a normal life.
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My life is never the same day twice, and there's always things that either I
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do to ensure that or things that just happen to ensure that. And, that is
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what has become 'normal' for me. It is normal for me to not know when I am
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going to be going out of town, and not knowing when I am going to be back, I
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like that. It is normal for me to have parties and have people show up that
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I had only 'heard' or 'seen' around, and have a blast - I like that. It is
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normal for me to face confrontations head-on and not budge when it comes to
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something I don't like or agree with - I like that.
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"I just want a normal life."
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"Normal lives are overrated."
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I'm not saying that you shouldn't go after your dreams. If you want to pull
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away from whatever you're involved in now, and pursue an art career, and not
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deal with guys that are involved in whatever most guys are involved in -
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then go for it! If you want to become a singer in a band or an opera, then
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go for it! If you want to make some sort of change in your life, which you
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think is really going to make you happier then YOU SHOULD! But, you do not
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need to refer to it as something normal if it's not. Refer to whatever it is,
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as it is ... a dream, hope, what you want, a change, or maybe it is a normal
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life.
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Normality is something that we have control over, in some regard. Because, it
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is based on what is the most common ... and if you ask me, that has changed
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dramatically!
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Just don't spend years of your life, wishing for something that you would end
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up hating. Go for it and find out.
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-Kamira
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December 30th, 1997
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