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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Four Walls
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Four walls surround me constantly.. Dark and Cold with only the light from
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a monitor to light my way to my deepest and darkest secrets.. I'm often
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found self-indulged in a tasty treat of fine liquid and the next day I
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pay the heavy price. The days seem to never come.. I rarely see the sun
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and the light of the moon is now the tear of the clown.
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Where has my life gone all these years.. my communications set in through
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the wires.. and microchips, circuits, motherboards, keyboards, and various
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3 letter acronyms run my life. I'm stuck here with four FUCKING walls and
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a box that I think sometimes has better judgment than I. Over the counter
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drugs and packs of 6 take over my body and the boy that was once cheerful
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and full of life is now dead and tired... Hah, if only my father could see
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me now wouldn't he be so proud to find that his boy had grew into something
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just like you!
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Flashbacks happen often.. I sometimes see in black and white but, now and
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again these Flashbacks are in color... Flashbacks of the casket, Flashbacks
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of the hole in which they lowered him into the earth. Its been 2 years
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since the passing of the season.. from Winter to Spring. I have yet to
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touch the earth in which he was buried. Judgment day will be coming for
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me soon i'm sure.. the way I have beaten my body up and all of the horrible
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things I have done, i'm sure my days on this planet are numbered. As long
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as I have this box i'll be okay because it doesn't judge me on what I look
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like or how I act and it does whatever the hell I tell it to do.
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Sometimes I feel the same way it does.. I'm a puppet on strings and somebody
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is pulling one way and somebody else is pulling the other. Yeah, right
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around 3am i'm feeling pretty good after bottle 6 that's usually the time I
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begin to nod off and keep my flashbacks from coming for me in the night.
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Dark circles under my eyes, pale skin, and ragged hair is how you could
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describe me after a night with a couple of my friends. I often go a couple
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days without eating anything.. my appetite is suppressed by a couple of tall
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cold ones and anything I can pop in my mouth that throws me to the floor in
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an almost comatose state. Nobody fucking cares man.. everybody pretends to
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care but if I dropped dead right here right now they would step over me in
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passing. You see i'm already fucking dead... those four walls are made of
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pine now instead of plaster. Look at me now, i'm a man who wont let
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himself be!
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