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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Napolean In Rags
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3 dollars on my desk. Coffee sitting just out of the reach
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of my left hand. Tiedye fashioned incense burner juts out of the desk,
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half burned stick dangling in the air. A book of matches, perhaps ten
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or twelve remain, lies discarded in the pile of other useful filth
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occupying the space in front of me.
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Occasionally these days I'll mediate. Breath in for five,
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out for five, lather, rinse, repeat. I've been wanting to do some
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reading on transcendental meditation, but that's besides the point.
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In my meditation, I often have a reoccuring visual image of a high
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mountain peak, steeped in a rim of brilliant light case of the petals
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of thousands of turquoise and red flowers. A river flows near by,
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and a fair breeze blows.
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Then all hell breaks loose. Blood spills. The wrists of
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a thousand suicides rain in torrents from the sky. A thousand
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villages are burned. A bomb rips through a federal building. A
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murderer escapes from a high security prison.
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Breath in for five seconds.
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Sometimes I wonder if I'll go insane. Once in a great while,
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I'll repeat all of the multiplication tables in my head, unyielding
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for an hour or more. I watched Dead Poets Society, well, perhaps a
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half hour of it, never have finished the movie, a little bit yesterday.
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Breath out.
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Been doing some work on dreams. I think Thoreau or some
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other noted character once said that 'Dreams are the gateway to the
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soul.' Well, if that's true.. I've had some odd dreams lately.
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Immediately upon waking I would reach down and pick up a journal
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where I would proceed to write them down for later analysis. I've
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found some very odd things. I've dreamt of everything from two
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Italian guys sitting in a diner and discussing the price of ham,
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to meeting the Antichrist in an airport. It's a wonderful life.
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Doing some reading as well. Read a little bit of the
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Rise and the Fall of the Third Reich before I moved on to something
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else. My attention span hasn't been what it used to be these days.
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It seemed that in his early years, Hitler was a drifter, much like
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what seem to be the lonely soles of the writers of FUCK. Wandering
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the streets, a vagabond, a pseudo-intellectual, easily misguided
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by biased writing, a hopeful artiste.
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Picked up the Grapes of Wrath the other day as well.
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Very good book, supposedly one of Steinbeck's best. We'll see.
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So far, I've followed the misadventures of a Tom Joad, convicted
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of murder and out on parole, to find his depression ridden family
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out in the country, and have had the time to watch with a sort've
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put off anxiety, their trip to the golden state of California.
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Oranges will hang from every tree and they'll be some shade for
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the hard working American man.
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Ahh, the plight of the migrant farm worker. Dwindling
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away in his corn fields, hoe in hand, barn twenty five paces away,
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pigs snorting, roosters crowing. Inbred children, three legged
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dog, pumping the well with all his might. Have to tend to alot
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of crops to afford his expensive cocaine habit.
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And so, the sun still creeps up over the horizon at
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dawn, the moon still shines overhead at night, some annoying
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ass crickets still chirp outside my window until the daylight
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hour, chipmunks still scurry around in the woods, and another
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file comes to an end.
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-dropcomm/descend
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