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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Me, Myself, and I
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Me - Hate parts of me, and rip on them constantly in my thoughts. Never
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wishing to look in a mirror, and never thinking that me would find someone
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that would ever wish to look at me; much less take the time to know the
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real 'me'.
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Myself - The part that is locked up, and rare if anyone ever finds or knows.
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No one has lasted long enough, through all the different paths, to find
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myself; and at times, not even myself.
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I - I am the one that most people think different things about. But, what I
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am made of, and what makes I able to continue, are things that I have
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rarely ever shared. The times that I have, I've learned not to - ever
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again.
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These three parts of what makes Me, Myself, and I, are only glimpses into
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what I am all about; and what I think of myself and do with myself; and
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what makes me, 'me'.
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They are not different personalities, because everyone has them. They are
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different sides to me that make up the one that you see or hear.
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At times, names just have no importance in my world. The only one there
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is, is just Me, Myself, and I. So, that is why I have started to sign
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things that way. Really, because why sign them any differently? No one
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would seem to mind, and no one would even blink an eye to think that it
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equals a different name.
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So, here I sit and type and write and then sign "Me, Myself, and I". Not to
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fool anyone, but, really, that is all there is at times.
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Me is the one that I need to depend on to find myself, and make myself happy.
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And I am the only one that can make that happen, so I need to sometimes be
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just by myself, to find me, and to make 'me', and so I can be a whole that
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equals myself and I.
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This is no riddle, just thoughts and the truth of who "Me, Myself, and I"
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are and what they add up to: another name, another face, another body,
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another person...with one that you already know.
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01/18/98
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Someday I will be able to look at myself as a whole instead of just different
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parts that add up to be me in the end.
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-Me, Myself, and I.
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01/24/98
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