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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Torn and Damned
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Am I damned to be known by my handle forever? Too scared to share my real
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identity to a couple of my online friends because I am frightened at what
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would happen if I ever lost them as friends. Old friends come and go and
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their email addresses seem to never stay the same throughout their time...
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Friends that fire suddenly turn into Friendly fire as each one point the
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finger at the other trying to discredit each and every one of them because
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they don't fit a certain type. What type am I? I am a hacker and this is
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my manifesto?? You say those words with pride but, have no idea what those
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words mean or how they affect you. You tell me you are a hacker yet you
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want me to show you how to logon to your shell account? I'm pointing my
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finger at you to discredit you and you point your finger at me because you
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think I am too good to show you how to do something when I worked so hard
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to learn it on my own. You subscribe to 5,432 mailing lists to ask one
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question.. 'How do I hack?' I tell you to find materials in books, online,
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etc..etc.. and all you can do is kick and yell because I cant tell you a
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specific answer! You say you had a hard life and you turned to your
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computer for solitude and pleasure and I tell you that you turn to your
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computer because your television no longer keeps you occupied. Factory
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kicks out new and improved hackers and throws away old. Is new always
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better? What about the old vintaged ones? Why do we join hacking groups
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if we don't do anything but have our names up on webpages? What is my
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purpose for being here if i'm just taking up space? MOVE OVER i'm coming
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in... there goes another hacker out of the scene he becomes allied with
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the other side... a hacker catching a hacker? WHO THE HELL IS THIS
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GUY? That is the first question you get when you come onto the scene and
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it wont be the last time you hear those words! I hate you, you hate me and
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the chain goes on and on... Who the fuck are my real friends online... do
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I have any friends in real life or do they all exist on my computer screen?
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I live on my computer day in and day out and what do you do? You sit on
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the couch for 13 hours watching old re-runs of Beavis and Butthead and have
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the nerve to come onto IRC and ask me question and you demand answers!
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You fuckin' sit around your cozy Christmas tree on Christmas eve while I
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buried my dead father. But hey, was he ever there? I, me, myself.. that's
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all you ever think about! Yes, I drink beer to take the pain away.. I often
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think of my father and what he has done and what I could have done... I
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think about myself and when it will be time for me to be raided and sent
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to jail for the things that I have done... all the things that I have done!
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I will probably die at a young age maybe by cancer or by the hands of the
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bottle, that liquid substance that allows me to escape my own personal
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torment and the grip that my father has on me even as a corpse. I still
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have not visited his grave because of the emotions that may be brought
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up..... I sit here hacking on my computer night after night as the dark
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circles seem to multiply like rings on a tree, but for what? What is it
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that I am seeking and why do you follow...? Why does only my handle exist
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and not my true identity or is my true identity my handle? Oh father,
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can you answer me???
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-Modify
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January 20th, 1998
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mdy@sekurity.org
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, Submissions =
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= issues, send a list of any missing issues and they will be mailed. =
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= AnonFTP FTP.DIMENSIONAL.COM/users/jericho/FUCK =
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= FTP.SEKURITY.ORG/pub/zines/fucked.up.college.kids =
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= FTP.GIGA.OR.AT/pub/hackers/zines/FUCK =
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= FTP.ETEXT.ORG/pub/Zines/FUCK =
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= WWW http://www.dimensional.com/~jericho =
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= http://www.reps.net/~krypt/fuck.html =
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= http://www.simunye.com/fuck =
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= http://www.dis.org/se7en/fuck =
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