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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Lost Children
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Dedicated to Michelle,
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and any others out there who want their childhood back.
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Why do we have to grow up? Why do I have to worry about whether
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or not I'll be able to get a job when school is finished? Why do I have
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to put away the toys and friends of yesterday and embrace a cold, racist
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future? Why do I have to worry about more than "playtime" and cartoons?
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I wish not to grow up. I can always say that I am a child at
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heart. I can play with my younger cousins, and the children of my older
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cousins. I can watch cartoons, and "play". But I am not a child. I have
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to worry about not getting lost in a sea of mindless drones who go to
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work everyday. I have to worry about looking in the newspaper every
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morning to see the greatest minds of our generation dying. I have to
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worry about death, and whether I will die alone. I have fear, and others
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have prejudice. I am no longer a child.
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I spent my childhood, in fact, worrying about school, and tests.
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I worried about disappointing my parents, and being friendly to
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strangers". But if I had never been kind to a "stranger", I would have
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no friends. I have to worry now about whether my friends will go to jail
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some day, and whether my friend has died when he does not return home at
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night. I have to worry, and I cannot relax. I cannot truly take a "nap"
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because I find no true rest.
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I spend money on Christmas presents because I want to. But there
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was a time when I would only receive presents, and that was fine by me.
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I want to return to that care-free state. And because some children get
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nothing on Christmas, I am lucky. I do not feel lucky. I feel like I was
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robbed of my childhood, by ignorance and shame. I feel like I was not
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truly allowed to be friends with everyone that I could've, because they
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might not have liked the sneakers I was wearing, or because they were
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too afraid to talk to people. I am sick when I realize that while I was
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doing "homework" which I have, to this day, found no use for, I could've
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been playing a sport, or making new friends. I look at my entire
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so-called "childhood", and I realize that it was training - work
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designed to ready me for the shithole the world has become. And I want
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to abandon the "civilization" that surrounds me, with its shootings and
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self-abuse. I want to return to the animal world from which we came,
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where animals fought only for food, and there was relative peace. Sure,
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there would be some small conflict, but I wouldn't worry about having
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the flesh torn from my bones by a bomb that my own ignorant race
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developed.
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I had no true childhood, and yet, I had a better one than some.
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I am sickened by my society.
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A society that we will inherit,
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that we do not want.
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Anarchy
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AoC - Agents Of Chaos - The Digital Mafia
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http://www.disembodied.com/agentsofchaos/
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, Submissions =
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