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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Fuck You
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It's been quite awhile since someone has managed to push my buttons
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and fill me with pure rage, but it was bound to happen sooner or later.
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It happened this morning.
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I was on the phone with one of my friends, a payphone mind you, in
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the middle of a fucking tornado. No joke, I could see the funnel cloud.
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Anyway, there I was, soaking wet, standing in a fucking puddle up
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to my ankles, and my friend tells me that one of my ex-girlfriends just
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came in the same chat room.
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Well, I hadn't talked to her in about a year, so I asked my friend to
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relay to her the same message I give to all the stupid whores who have
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fucked me over. I simply told her to fuck off.
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Instead of trying to explain what was said, I'll just include the
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transcript. Collision is my friend, Sweet Demon is the whore.
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Collision: InVerse says to fuck off.
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Sweet Demon: <runs & hides> InVerse?! Where's he at?
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Collision: I'm on the phone with him.
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Sweet Demon: Why would you talk to him?
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Collision: 'Cuz he's my friend.
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Sweet Demon: How'd he know I was on?
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Collision: I told him.
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Sweet Demon: Oh, well did he ever grow up? But then again I guess his
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message answers that.
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Did I ever grow up? That's what pushed me over the edge. I was outside
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in 40 degree weather, being pelted with ice cold rain, yet I could feel
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my blood begin to boil. The old familiar rage began to rise as my grip
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tightened around the receiver.
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I'm completely against violence against women. I've never hit a female
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and I seriously doubt I ever will, but if she had been within even two
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hours walking distance, I would have trudged through that fucking storm
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and beat her fucking brains in with the biggest tree branch I could swing.
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Anyway, I suppose I should explain *why* that little comment inspired
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such intense anger, or else this file will be pretty pointless and boring.
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Whenever we first started going out, I had just broken up with my
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girlfriend of 9 months. She was having problems with her boyfriend and
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ended up leaving him for me. (I suppose I should mention that this was an
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on-line relationship.)
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Anyway, once we started going out she made me promise over and over
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again that I wasn't going to get tired of her and dump her. The she was
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afraid that she might have gotten pregnant before she broke up with her ex.
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We discussed it and I promised her that if she *was* pregnant, I'd help her
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raise the baby.
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I had no job and no money and she was still in high school and living
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with her parents, so we couldn't exactly be together right then. I made
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plans to move down to Texas with a friend of mine so I could get a job,
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save up some money, and then move up to New Jersey with her a few months
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later.
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Well, like I said, I didn't have any money, so to pay for my bus ticket
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to Texas (as well as a plane ticket to NJ so I could go to homecoming with
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her) I sold my computer, my guitar and a few other items. And what does
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she do? Go on and on about making me promise that I won't sleep with the
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girl that I was planning on staying with.
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Well, it didn't matter, because that plan fell through and I ended up
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having to move in with my grandmother because my mom kicked me out of the
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house when she found out about my plan to move to TX.
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So I joined the Job Corps program. I figured out a plan where I would
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be able to move out to NJ just in time for her B-day. But when I told her
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about it, she told me not to bother because she had decided that she didn't
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love me anymore. (She later admitted to a mutual acquaintance that she
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didn't want to have to go that long without sex.)
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So tell me. Who needs to grow up? Me, who gave up everything I had so I
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could be with her and help her raise a child that wasn't mine? Or her,
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who was stupid enough to get herself in the position to get pregnant in the
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first place and then ended a relationship simply because she wasn't going
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to get laid for a few months.
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You tell me. I'd like some input from other people to see if my intense
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hatred is justified, so if you've got any comments, feel free to send 'em
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my way.
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-InVerse
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inverse@atheist.com
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Btw: I fully intend to kill her at the first convenient opportunity. =)
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