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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Fading Away
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Another e-mail sent. The worlds gotten so small since
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the day of her untimely demise. The world was so big then,
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not any more. It seems that all there is now are shadows cast
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from electronic dungeons, wandering over every person. There
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are no souls, there is only greed, money, and power. There is
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no room for compassion, only stress and lies. The world has
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taken a dark turn in my eyes, and the blackness is everywhere.
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I'm standing here with a razor clutched in one hand
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and blood streaming down my wrists. My eyes are bloodshot and
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reflecting in the mirror. But maybe that's not even me in
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the mirror, who am I anyway? I remember when things were so
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innocent, but I'm not all that innocent anymore. There's a
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pair of dark circles around my eyes, and my world is crumbling.
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I feel like I'm out on the ocean. As soon as I think I have my
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foothold, I slip because a new wave hits me. I topple off into
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the ocean.
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These nights when I tuck myself into bed I get no
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sleep. The demons of the night are everywhere. They haunt
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my dreams, they haunt my spirit. Since her death things just
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haven't been the same, darkness have invaded. There is no
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use trying to get sleep in a tired exsistence.
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I think things will be quite a bit better when I'm
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gone. No one is going to have to worry about me, think about
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me, anything. It's not as if anyone gives me the time of day
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anyway now.. In the words of Silverchair, "I'll kill myself
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to get my head in the news."
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I don't know why my eyes are going woozy. I don't know
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why nothing seems to matter anymore. I don't know if it's
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my destiny to feel this way, or if I made it this way myself.
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All I remember is not being able to say goodbye, I was never
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ever good at that anyway. Remember everything when only memory
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remains, but I can't remember a damn thing.
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The darkness of the night is rolling over me now.. I'm
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starting to drop to the floor.. My eyes are closing shut and
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my last breath is being exhaled.. But I can't help but feel
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that I'm doing the right thing.. For me, and for everyone. It's
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better to burn out then to fade away, but I can't help but feel
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I'm fading away.
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-dropcomm
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= Questions, Comments, Bitches, Ideas, Rants, Death Threats, etc etc... =
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= Internet : jericho@dimensional.com (Mail is welcomed) =
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