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= F.U.C.K. - Fucked Up College Kids - Born Jan. 24th, 1993 - F.U.C.K. =
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Sick of Being Sick of Being Sick
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Oh jeez, am I sick of angst. Wow. You know what I realized the
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other day as I sat scrubbing out the engine compartment of my M1A1
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Abrahms Main Battle Tank? Life is pretty fucking great. I mean,
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you do have rough spots.. I will give you that. And for the abused,
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people who live in streets and those without a marmot to hug I guess
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life sucks...But on the whole for the rest of us its not too shabby.
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My God... Look at all of the dumb shit you could dwell on day to day
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and think about how miserable you could be. Woke up late, no coffee,
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fight with parents, computer died and/or bad day at work. There is so
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much to grind your teeth about every time you wake up and interact with
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the world in any way shape or form. I know people who do that and
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they just radiate pissed offedness. That in turn makes them dwell on
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more of the same. It is a huge bitter cycle.
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I dunno. I look at it this way: I get to see things and do things that
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no one will ever experience in the same way. I joined the Army and threw
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myself into a world of sheer dumbness and numbness. Roolzez and
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irregulations that make me want to scream from time to time. Of course,
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on the same plane I got to train with the FIRST EVER Russians to train
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on American soil as a part of Peacekeeper '95. I've seen sabot rounds
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arc off into the sunset on Range 301 in Germany. I've been to Iceland,
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Ireland and all over Germany. I've met great people and people who would
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make great sharkbait. It all balances out in the end and I even venture
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that it tilts the balance toward good more often than not.
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I've seen bad places. Belfast when the Sein Finn decided they no longer
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wanted their treaty. That was a tense town the two nights I was there.
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I've got buddies in Bosnia and I go there in October for 4 to 6 months
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to help cover the withdrawl of IFOR troops. The people of Bosnia have
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managed to maintain a (if rather grim) sense of humor despite the fact
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that they have over 5 million mines in an area the size of a small state.
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Children regularly call in IFOR troops to remove mines so they can play
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on their own property. Hey, if these people can stay happy (or a facsimile
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thereof) under the circumstances they have anyone whould be able to.
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People have these great minds, but so often they let them go to waste.
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We recieved all this brain power from nature or God or Dog or Dobbs or
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whatever has dealt it out via evolution with a few minor sacrifices. I
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mean, who wouldn't like a prehensile tail now and again or some fangs
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on a Monday morning...But, those are gone and now we have to make due
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with superior cognitive powers and the invention of the toaster and its
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electrical ilk. But why dwell on the negative?
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Wow. All the dumb shit does make you grow. It shapes and molds you and
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if you look back on it I'm sure that a majority of those "bad" things
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you put up with had some good side (you know, except for that time you
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were run over by a truck) and if you look for it, you can find it.
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All I'm saying is try and look at all this angst loaded crapola a
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different way. Blah.
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-fastjack
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