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Damned Fucking Shit! | | Title: On Nonsense
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Issue #43 | : Date: 10/9/94
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Editor: Access Denied | . By: Access Denied
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[Editor's Note: Whoa.. I found this sitting on my hard drive one night. I
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wrote it a few years back I guess.. odd.. I don't believe I was tripping, or
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anything like that at the time.. it's all a blur though so who knows.. I do
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remember reading it to some people at school and waking up naked in a dumpster
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a few hours later.. well, if I'm lucky, it'll happen again. -AD]
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On Nonsense
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The day grew red. While the sun sat on the threshold of
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death, it grimly felt sad. Wondering why life was, it came to a
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conclusion.
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As soon as it happened it ended. The world ended. Dark,
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dreary, dungeonous, dastardly, delirious, life. It began again
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where it started but went for a longer time.
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Evolution. The starting point of all. One celled and small
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it grew in size. Intelligence came but then left. The cycle was
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starting over.
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The next period came and went. There was nothing and nothing
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there was. Wondering why it came and went the procaryote died and
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left but itself.
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Eternity. It had come but was now over. It was a time of
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dastardly deeds and disgusting devils. The paradise was here. It
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had come. Why it came it did not know. It could not help it.
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Then there was a time of sorrow. But are any times times
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without sorrow? Time and again it left its place in the niche and
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wandered. Sad, sad life. Dieing on the brink of death it did. In
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time it evolved to another form.
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That form it did not know. It was not there but everywhere.
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Once again the sun died an early death and death was on all of
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everything but itself.
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Senseless and minuscule it left the world for another, much
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nicer but less nice at the same time. Being unable to describe its
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surroundings it left without a mark. Time stood still but kept
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going. Paradoxes were but paradoxes in his eyes. The sun did not
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form again for a while but it still died.
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The unknowing darkness surrounded him but left no worry. It
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was at peace but without love. Love it searched for but never
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found. Finding but hatred in all of life but itself.
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Sometimes as the moon set it would gaze into a pond and die
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and die again. Then realizing what the meaning of life was and
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returning to the netherworld he called home.
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Not a devil but a god. Not a god but a devil. The paradoxes
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grew two-fold and the sun was reborn. As it happened it left for
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awhile. Upon returning things had changed.
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They had arrived. Not knowing why and how it came and went
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and so did they. Pointlessly they went through the routine and
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over and again they went. Pointlessly.
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Suddenly the moon fell. It crashed with a sound that left all
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eternity speechless. Never talking but in restless times of sleep
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it wandered its own world. Never waking and never sleeping it
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wondered about the paradoxes of life. Time and time again.
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Suddenly. The end was near but had not started but ended.
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Why this was they all knew but didn't. Evolution had stopped but
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then begun but why they didn't know. The explosion rocked time.
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Time without end ceased to exist. They still existed in time
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though so it wasn't gone for good. All material matter in time,
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space and beyond was not maimed but destroyed. Ending a futile
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life.
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The reason for being was not discovered for some time until it
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went off to a slumberland of time and space itself. Why it did not
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know it knew only in its mind and its mind alone.
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Growing and shrinking it went to the end of the place. Why it
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did this it knew not. Time had stood still and the frontiers had
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been found but conquered. Paradoxes abound.
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Uncaring and unfriendly the world and its inhabitants, few,
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became and left that way. Dieing for their misgivings and the
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worship of many. Leadership of few.
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Why it happened they wondered unceasingly. Time had come
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about and the sun was reborn.
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Glowing as it did the moon was alive. Stars were formed and
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there was time. Time, long, cold, time. Never ending but till the
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end of the end it did. Why.
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It was back. Not knowing the fact that it was but still it
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was there. A time had passed but passage did not mean but a thing.
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As it ended it felt agony and pain in not succeeding in its unknown
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job. Life was at its end.
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The secret of life was given to it but it could never
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understand. They could only gaze in wonder and wonder at its
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manifestations. Although they couldn't find it the answer was
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there. The two words that told of life.
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Sudden impact. Impacting on the surface. Once again the sun
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came to an end and the universe was done. At least it thought
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this.
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It had survived through this and planed to live forever.
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Unknown to him and to all, he was at his end but not the end. The
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start.
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Time stood still in his eyes but not in the eyes of others.
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He was frozen as a statue. A statue he was. A block of stone in
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the eyes of it. It did not know how but why it did.
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The sensation of the conforming and the evolution brought him
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to a halt. It could proceed no further but he could. Building a
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dombecile and then destroying it he survived.
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What he was was but a small choice to him. He did not care or
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know. He was human. He was robot. He was all. All life ended
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and the story began again. The same as before but much different.
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