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From slcpi!govt.shearson.com!mjohnsto@uunet.UU.NET Mon Jan 7 17:36:17 1991
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To: wordy@Corp
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Subject: chapter-54
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Immersed in Santa Cruz
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Chapter 54 in the GEnie CAA series
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by Steven K. Roberts
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Santa Cruz, CA -- February 11, 1990
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Copyright (C) 1990 by Steven K. Roberts, all rights reserved.
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Ya know, it's funny. Here I am in one of the world's great destinations... a
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place known for its blend of 60's flavor and new age consciousness... a sexy
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beach town perched perkily on sunny Monterey Bay... a wild escape only a
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half-hour from the techno- delights of Silicon Valley. Yep, here I am in Santa
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Cruz, a town that loomed larger than life as I pedaled slowly and eagerly up
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the coast so long ago. I can hardly believe it! Santa Cruz is a sort of
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paradise, despite the recent quake: twenty years of California mystique
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distilled into a single idyllic moment. Yet... I hardly notice.
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And that's the essential difference between movement and stasis.
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When you travel, your eyes are open to every nuance, every quaint rural
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mailbox, every ripple in the cultural fabric. You thrill to the unfamiliar
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curves of new land: a feeling so like falling in love that words flow fast and
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passionate as your heart throbs with unspoken promise.
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But when you stand still, the world fades to background -- the magic that once
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enchanted you now frumpy and ordinary, hidden behind the old clothes of daily
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routine. Sometimes it emerges briefly to surprise and delight you, but whole
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weeks and months pass with numbing sameness...
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* * *
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There are endless challenges, of course -- this is not (alas) a lazy oceanside
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layover of sunshine and frolicking (especially this time of year, when it's
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cold even in California). For one thing, I've been delayed again by the old
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truth that there ain't much between the couch circuit and the one-year lease.
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We found a good place to live - - with the owner of a spectacular Szechuan
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restaurant called the O'mei -- but the bike lab is another issue entirely.
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When we arrived here in August, I worked in the dirty, unheated, leaking
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garage. The days were balmy and dry, evenings pleasantly cool. I put up a
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tangle of dipoles, installed a stereo, and puttered away the nights building
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the console. Progress was swift, especially as the COMDEX deadline neared: I
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displayed the bike in the Cirrus Logic booth with both built-in DOS systems
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purring away on graphics demos.
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Then it got cold. A housemate conveniently moved out, so we doubled our rent
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and moved the lab inside -- with the 12-foot bike diagonally bisecting a
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bedroom already overstuffed with workbenches and shelving. For a few days I
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bravely kept at it, climbing over the machine for scraps of wire, fighting
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clutter at every turn. No way. And besides, we could hardly afford three
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Santa Cruz rooms on the meager pickings of the Nomadness biz.
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But have you ever explored an unfamiliar, overpopulated town with the intent of
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finding a few hundred square feet of free workspace? Even with a famous bike,
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it's not easy. I called here and there, growing dispirited, watching the
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inexorable passage of time with something akin to rage. I had grim thoughts of
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the whole shtick falling apart -- of losing momentum, running out of options,
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and joining the considerable homeless population of Santa Cruz... still
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hustling for bike parts and dreaming of a return to the Road, pulling out my
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faded photos to show anyone who would buy me a cup of coffee, hoarding
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once-glittering gewgaws in mildewed boxes stashed in sympathetic crawl spaces
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around town. Shivering, I'd wirewrap on a heating vent, reduced to using
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small-scale integration for lack of a development system to support my precious
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but useless stash of programmable gate arrays. I would huddle in the Mission,
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coding FORTH on the backs of old religious tracts, eyes taking on that crazed
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gleam that keeps the others away. Technology would pass me by, but sometimes,
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driven by a confused tangle of memories and dreams, I would take to the
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streets, showing my tattered bike to likely looking passers-by and hitting them
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up for bits of stainless hardware or maybe a quarter for a 74HC04.
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<shudder>
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Fortunately, Borland International is just up the road in Scotts Valley, and
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even more fortunately, Philippe Kahn shares some of the same passions. He's
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not a typical CEO at all -- our last meeting was a brisk muddy walk in the
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hills, and his home is a playground of music and technotoys. And best of all,
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I have just moved the entire project into comfortable donated lab space,
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spacious and secure enough to remove all remaining excuses for not pouring my
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entire being into getting this damn project finished!
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* * *
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So how IS the project, you ask? You... DID ask, didn't you? Good. It's
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actually getting pretty interesting, though not moving as fast as I'd like. A
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recent story explained the grand concept, but there are a few updates... but
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first, I'd like to relate "Roberts' Law of Applied Mobile Gizmology," which I
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have recently developed as a direct result of this project:
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"If you take an infinite number of very light things and put them together,
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they become infinitely heavy."
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Anyway...
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A Macintosh Portable is now completely disassembled and built into the console.
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(It, and a companion SE/30 for my office, have completely changed my
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perception of computers, my attitude about work, my approach to programming, my
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relationship with the computer industry, and my life in general.) A machining
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and custom car wizard named Ron Covell made a flip-down enclosure for the
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machine's justly famous active-matrix LCD, and it can be lifted on delrin
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hinges to reveal the VGA display for the DOS system (I call it mechanical
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display paging). I'm now haunting Macintosh trade shows and the Mac RT on
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GEnie, collecting software and learning, learning...
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The Mac was originally intended for biketop publishing, but is now the primary
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user interface for the whole system -- with HyperTalk the development language.
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Individual cards will present slices of the bike, with the Mac interpreting
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high-level commands and communicating via XCMDs with the quartet of FORTH
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systems that do all the crank-turning (except for those big aluminum cranks up
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front -- I'm still stuck with the ever more intimidating task of turning
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those). I'm now up to 80 meg of local hard disk, somewhere around 10-12 meg of
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total RAM, high-density floppies for both Mac and DOS environments, and a
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Jasmine 150 megabyte file server in the trailer. Por que no? We need data!
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The console is mechanically done, and unfolds completely for service. It's
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covered with a sleek, beautiful fairing made by Zzip Designs, painted white
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internally to minimize solar heat gain. The trailer is essentially complete as
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well (see the article in menu choice #5 about building structures with
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cardboard and fiberglass), and a fold-down door in the very rear exposes the
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ham and satellite station, still under construction. And the antenna farm is
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getting completely out of hand, as expected, with stacked J-poles for the
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Microsats, whips for HF, and various other strange things sticking skyward or
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huddling under radomes.
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The lab is full of wondrous devices that have yet to be integrated -- the
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heads-up display, the microwave doppler motion sensor, the TV station, and all
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sorts of other nifty components. It all looks terribly intimidating, but as
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mechanical, power, and conceptual substrates near completion, the addition of
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peripherals becomes easier and easier. The whole system is completely bus
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structured, and the intent is to handle everything with software once all the
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interfaces are in place.
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And then it will finally be rideable, at which point I can hit the road, pedal
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slowly through the hot boring central valley for a few days, and start
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wondering how I could have spent so much time in idyllic Santa Cruz without
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ever really getting to know the place.
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* * *
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Yah, this is quite a place alright. It's still reeling from the quake, which
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ripped out much of the town's visible heart, but it's vibrant, fiesty, and full
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of people who care passionately about all sorts of issues.
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One way to glimpse past the physical reality of a town is to read the personal
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ads. Here's a group that would make for a spirited dinner party...
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Yoga priestess seeking monogamous non- attachment. Into vegetables, cotton,
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confusion, sitting, knowing and not-knowing. Commitment to nothingness a must.
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Unemployed? On welfare? Homeless? Suicidal? Addicted? Like to spend my
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money and consume my goodies? In your 20s/30s? You're my kind of woman. I'm
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44, prosperous, and well out of normal society.
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Luscious lesbian in search of a lovely woman wanting to be cherished and
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adored. We share being unabashed and unafraid of fun, frolic, adventure. I am
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a professional 35 year old into spirituality, quiet reflection, sports.
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Free spirited couple would like to meet affectionate, open-minded SWM for
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friendship & frolicking. Endless possibilities. Please include photo and
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phone.
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Santoria priestess, favors red decor, currently at liberty but has references.
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Seeks new relationship. Interests include poultry, photography, video,
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Brazilian necromancy, fancy dress, decorating, candlemaking, and running on the
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beach. Last relationship experienced religious conversion. Will re- locate.
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No hangups.
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Culturally, Santa Cruz seems (especially in off-season, when the hordes of
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visitors don't obscure its true nature) to be exactly what you would expect if
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you extrapolated liberally from the West Coast 60's. The people cover the
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whole range from absolutely despicable social parasites to Highly Evolved
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Beings, with every political, intellectual, and sexual variant not only
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represented but vociferously defended by specialized media and political
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factions. There's a predominantly leftist flavor that supports all sorts of
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alternatives while unwittingly rendering certain classes of humor socially
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suicidal, largely due to the massive influence of UCSC. And, given the
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proximity of Silicon Valley, there are all sorts of brilliant techies,
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startups, consulting firms, and refugees from over the hill who are busily
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importing mega-traffic and various other population-related problems. I can't
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blame them at all: I'm one of them.
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The beaches are spectacular -- it's hard to imagine a more optimal setting for
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a town. The sunsets along the cliffs bring even the most jaded locals to a
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stumbling, gaping halt; while on balmy days (I seem to recall) the sands are
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strewn with well-oiled Beauty. There are even a couple of nude beaches in
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town, much safer and more convenient than the wild windswept ones up the coast
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where cars are sometimes vandalized while their owners frolic carefree in the
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surf.
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One perfect warm day at the end of tourist season a few months back, Maggie and
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I spent the afternoon at the beach known as 2222 (for its location along West
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Cliff Drive). Naked, we lounged about in a sheltered cove with a dozen or so
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other people, relaxed, non-sexual, at peace with the world. A small group
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conjured music from a kalimba, bongos, voices, and bamboo flutes; a woman
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nursed her child. A tan, muscled yogi danced alone, moved tai-chi-like and
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dove into the surf; a few people read or conversed quietly; I pattered for a
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few seconds on a laptop before sensing the absurdity and moving on to something
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more reasonable: dozing in the sun.
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As the chill shadows of the cliff walls gobbled more and more of the beach,
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most of us dressed and drifted away. We were among the last to go, and arrived
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panting at the top of the rocky path to find two young cleancut tourist couples
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hanging around the precipice in obvious agitation. "Shall we call the police?"
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one woman asked, as her fella stared down at the cove with a pointed look of
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disgust pasted on his face.
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I followed his gaze -- the bronzed yogi lay alone on his blanket, naked and
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unmoving. The woman prattled on. "I mean like, what if a little kid comes by
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or something? That is _really_ disgusting. I think we better go call the
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cops, guys."
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I turned to her. "It's OK... that's a nude beach."
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"Oh my God, I thought he was like being a pervert or something!" Her hand flew
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to her mouth, and I hope she felt as foolish as she looked.
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It's all a matter of perspective, isn't it?
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* * *
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Ah, life is crazy. The other big project these days, besides my perennial
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bike-obsession, is _Nomadness_, a sort of print edition of these stories
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augmented by graphics, photos, and submissions from other writers. It's a time
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consuming but exciting venture, and we're up to 331 subscribers (send $15 to
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Nomadic Research Labs if you'd like to increment that number).
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But still, it all sometimes seems insane. It has now been two years since
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we've lived full-time on the bikes, yet we still do interviews (British and
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Australian TV coming up) on the electrifying, exuberant themes of freedom and
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high-tech adventure. The Independent of London called the whole venture
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"stupefyingly surreal." Our image has more inertia than our reality: in the
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public mind, we're still out there, camping, roughing it, clipping battered
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laptops to hostel phone jacks and sweating slowly across America in a
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succession of wild adventures. The reality is more like being in charge of an
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interminable engineering project with a dizzying array of vendors and
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subcontractors, along with an ongoing PR and publishing venture.
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But the results are becoming tangible at last... the bike, though far from
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done, is flickering to life and is starting to look pretty much like it will
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when we get back on the road. In the meantime, Maggie and I continue one of
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our perennial arguments, reflected by the growing difference between our
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bicycles....
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Steve: "More is better!"
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Maggie: "Less is more!"
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And that's about it, more or less.
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-- Steve
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