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WALDEN
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Or Life In The Woods
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by Henry David Thoreau
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ECONOMY
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ECONOMY
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WHEN I WROTE the following pages, or rather the bulk of them, I
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lived alone, in the woods, a mile from any neighbor, in a house
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which I had built myself, on the shore of Walden Pond, in Concord,
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Massachusetts, and earned my living by the labor of my hands only. I
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lived there two years and two months. At present I am a sojourner in
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civilized life again.
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I should not obtrude my affairs so much on the notice of my
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readers if very particular inquiries had not been made by my
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townsmen concerning my mode of life, which some would call
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impertinent, though they do not appear to me at all impertinent,
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but, considering the circumstances, very natural and pertinent. Some
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have asked what I got to eat; if I did not feel lonesome; if I was not
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afraid; and the like. Others have been curious to learn what portion
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of my income I devoted to charitable purposes; and some, who have
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large families, how many poor children I maintained. I will
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therefore ask those of my readers who feel no particular interest in
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me to pardon me if I undertake to answer some of these questions in
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this book. In most books, the I, or first person, is omitted; in
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this it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism, is the main
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difference. We commonly do not remember that it is, after all,
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always the first person that is speaking. I should not talk so much
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about myself if there were anybody else whom I knew as well.
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Unfortunately, I am confined to this theme by the narrowness of my
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experience. Moreover, I, on my side, require of every writer, first or
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last, a simple and sincere account of his own life, and not merely
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what he has heard of other men's lives; some such account as he
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would send to his kindred from a distant land; for if he has lived
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sincerely, it must have been in a distant land to me. Perhaps these
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pages are more particularly addressed to poor students. As for the
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rest of my readers, they will accept such portions as apply to them. I
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trust that none will stretch the seams in putting on the coat, for
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it may do good service to him whom it fits.
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I would fain say something, not so much concerning the Chinese and
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Sandwich Islanders as you who read these pages, who are said to live
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in New England; something about your condition, especially your
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outward condition or circumstances in this world, in this town, what
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it is, whether it is necessary that it be as bad as it is, whether
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it cannot be improved as well as not. I have travelled a good deal
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in Concord; and everywhere, in shops, and offices, and fields, the
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inhabitants have appeared to me to be doing penance in a thousand
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remarkable ways. What I have heard of Bramins sitting exposed to
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four fires and looking in the face of the sun; or hanging suspended,
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with their heads downward, over flames; or looking at the heavens over
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their shoulders "until it becomes impossible for them to resume
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their natural position, while from the twist of the neck nothing but
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liquids can pass into the stomach"; or dwelling, chained for life,
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at the foot of a tree; or measuring with their bodies, like
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caterpillars, the breadth of vast empires; or standing on one leg on
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the tops of pillars- even these forms of conscious penance are
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hardly more incredible and astonishing than the scenes which I daily
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witness. The twelve labors of Hercules were trifling in comparison
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with those which my neighbors have undertaken; for they were only
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twelve, and had an end; but I could never see that these men slew or
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captured any monster or finished any labor. They have no friend Iolaus
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to burn with a hot iron the root of the hydra's head, but as soon as
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one head is crushed, two spring up.
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I see young men, my townsmen, whose misfortune it is to have
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inherited farms, houses, barns, cattle, and farming tools; for these
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are more easily acquired than got rid of. Better if they had been born
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in the open pasture and suckled by a wolf, that they might have seen
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with clearer eyes what field they were called to labor in. Who made
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them serfs of the soil? Why should they eat their sixty acres, when
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man is condemned to eat only his peck of dirt? Why should they begin
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digging their graves as soon as they are born? They have got to live a
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man's life, pushing all these things before them, and get on as well
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as they can. How many a poor immortal soul have I met well-nigh
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crushed and smothered under its load, creeping down the road of
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life, pushing before it a barn seventy-five feet by forty, its
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Augean stables never cleansed, and one hundred acres of land, tillage,
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mowing, pasture, and woodlot! The portionless, who struggle with no
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such unnecessary inherited encumbrances, find it labor enough to
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subdue and cultivate a few cubic feet of flesh.
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But men labor under a mistake. The better part of the man is soon
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plowed into the soil for compost. By a seeming fate, commonly called
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necessity, they are employed, as it says in an old book, laying up
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treasures which moth and rust will corrupt and thieves break through
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and steal. It is a fool's life, as they will find when they get to the
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end of it, if not before. It is said that Deucalion and Pyrrha created
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men by throwing stones over their heads behind them:
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Inde genus durum sumus, experiensque laborum,
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Et documenta damus qua simus origine nati.
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Or, as Raleigh rhymes it in his sonorous way,
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"From thence our kind hard-hearted is, enduring pain and care,
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Approving that our bodies of a stony nature are."
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So much for a blind obedience to a blundering oracle, throwing the
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stones over their heads behind them, and not seeing where they fell.
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Most men, even in this comparatively free country, through mere
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ignorance and mistake, are so occupied with the factitious cares and
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superfluously coarse labors of life that its finer fruits cannot be
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plucked by them. Their fingers, from excessive toil, are too clumsy
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and tremble too much for that. Actually, the laboring man has not
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leisure for a true integrity day by day; he cannot afford to sustain
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the manliest relations to men; his labor would be depreciated in the
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market. He has no time to be anything but a machine. How can he
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remember well his ignorance- which his growth requires- who has so
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often to use his knowledge? We should feed and clothe him gratuitously
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sometimes, and recruit him with our cordials, before we judge of
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him. The finest qualities of our nature, like the bloom on fruits, can
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be preserved only by the most delicate handling. Yet we do not treat
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ourselves nor one another thus tenderly.
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Some of you, we all know, are poor, find it hard to live, are
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sometimes, as it were, gasping for breath. I have no doubt that some
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of you who read this book are unable to pay for all the dinners which
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you have actually eaten, or for the coats and shoes which are fast
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wearing or are already worn out, and have come to this page to spend
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borrowed or stolen time, robbing your creditors of an hour. It is
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very evident what mean and sneaking lives many of you live, for my
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sight has been whetted by experience; always on the limits, trying
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to get into business and trying to get out of debt, a very ancient
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slough, called by the Latins aes alienum, another's brass, for some of
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their coins were made of brass; still living, and dying, and buried by
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this other's brass; always promising to pay, promising to pay,
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tomorrow, and dying today, insolvent; seeking to curry favor, to get
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custom, by how many modes, only not state-prison offences; lying,
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flattering, voting, contracting yourselves into a nutshell of civility
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or dilating into an atmosphere of thin and vaporous generosity, that
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you may persuade your neighbor to let you make his shoes, or his hat,
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or his coat, or his carriage, or import his groceries for him; making
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yourselves sick, that you may lay up something against a sick day,
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something to be tucked away in an old chest, or in a stocking behind
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the plastering, or, more safely, in the brick bank; no matter where,
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no matter how much or how little.
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I sometimes wonder that we can be so frivolous, I may almost say, as
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to attend to the gross but somewhat foreign form of servitude called
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Negro Slavery, there are so many keen and subtle masters that enslave
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both North and South. It is hard to have a Southern overseer; it is
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worse to have a Northern one; but worst of all when you are the
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slave-driver of yourself. Talk of a divinity in man! Look at the
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teamster on the highway, wending to market by day or night; does any
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divinity stir within him? His highest duty to fodder and water his
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horses! What is his destiny to him compared with the shipping
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interests? Does not he drive for Squire Make-a-stir? How godlike, how
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immortal, is he? See how he cowers and sneaks, how vaguely all the day
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he fears, not being immortal nor divine, but the slave and prisoner of
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his own opinion of himself, a fame won by his own deeds. Public
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opinion is a weak tyrant compared with our own private opinion. What a
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man thinks of himself, that it is which determines, or rather
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indicates, his fate. Self-emancipation even in the West Indian
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provinces of the fancy and imagination- what Wilberforce is there to
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bring that about? Think, also, of the ladies of the land weaving
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toilet cushions against the last day, not to betray too green an
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interest in their fates! As if you could kill time without injuring
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eternity.
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The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called
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resignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city you go
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into the desperate country, and have to console yourself with the
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bravery of minks and muskrats. A stereotyped but unconscious despair
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is concealed even under what are called the games and amusements of
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mankind. There is no play in them, for this comes after work. But it
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is a characteristic of wisdom not to do desperate things.
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When we consider what, to use the words of the catechism, is the
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chief end of man, and what are the true necessaries and means of life,
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it appears as if men had deliberately chosen the common mode of living
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because they preferred it to any other. Yet they honestly think there
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is no choice left. But alert and healthy natures remember that the sun
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rose clear. It is never too late to give up our prejudices. No way of
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thinking or doing, however ancient, can be trusted without proof. What
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everybody echoes or in silence passes by as true today may turn out to
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be falsehood tomorrow, mere smoke of opinion, which some had trusted
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for a cloud that would sprinkle fertilizing rain on their fields. What
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old people say you cannot do, you try and find that you can. Old deeds
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for old people, and new deeds for new. Old people did not know enough
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once, perchance, to fetch fresh fuel to keep the fire a-going; new
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people put a little dry wood under a pot, and are whirled round the
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globe with the speed of birds, in a way to kill old people, as the
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phrase is. Age is no better, hardly so well, qualified for an
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instructor as youth, for it has not profited so much as it has lost.
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One may almost doubt if the wisest man has learned anything of
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absolute value by living. Practically, the old have no very important
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advice to give the young, their own experience has been so partial,
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and their lives have been such miserable failures, for private
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reasons, as they must believe; and it may be that they have some faith
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left which belies that experience, and they are only less young than
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they were. I have lived some thirty years on this planet, and I have
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yet to hear the first syllable of valuable or even earnest advice from
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my seniors. They have told me nothing, and probably cannot tell me
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anything to the purpose. Here is life, an experiment to a great extent
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untried by me; but it does not avail me that they have tried it. If I
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have any experience which I think valuable, I am sure to reflect that
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this my Mentors said nothing about.
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One farmer says to me, "You cannot live on vegetable food solely,
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for it furnishes nothing to make bones with"; and so he religiously
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devotes a part of his day to supplying his system with the raw
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material of bones; walking all the while he talks behind his oxen,
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which, with vegetable-made bones, jerk him and his lumbering plow
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along in spite of every obstacle. Some things are really necessaries
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of life in some circles, the most helpless and diseased, which in
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others are luxuries merely, and in others still are entirely unknown.
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The whole ground of human life seems to some to have been gone
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over by their predecessors, both the heights and the valleys, and
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all things to have been cared for. According to Evelyn, "the wise
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Solomon prescribed ordinances for the very distances of trees; and the
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Roman praetors have decided how often you may go into your
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neighbor's land to gather the acorns which fall on it without
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trespass, and what share belongs to that neighbor." Hippocrates has
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even left directions how we should cut our nails; that is, even with
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the ends of the fingers, neither shorter nor longer. Undoubtedly the
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very tedium and ennui which presume to have exhausted the variety
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and the joys of life are as old as Adam. But man's capacities have
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never been measured; nor are we to judge of what he can do by any
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precedents, so little has been tried. Whatever have been thy
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failures hitherto, "be not afflicted, my child, for who shall assign
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to thee what thou hast left undone?"
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We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests; as, for instance,
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that the same sun which ripens my beans illumines at once a system
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of earths like ours. If I had remembered this it would have
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prevented some mistakes. This was not the light in which I hoed
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them. The stars are the apexes of what wonderful triangles! What
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distant and different beings in the various mansions of the universe
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are contemplating the same one at the same moment! Nature and human
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life are as various as our several constitutions. Who shall say what
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prospect life offers to another? Could a greater miracle take place
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than for us to look through each other's eyes for an instant? We
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should live in all the ages of the world in an hour; ay, in all the
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worlds of the ages. History, Poetry, Mythology!- I know of no
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reading of another's experience so startling and informing as this
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would be.
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The greater part of what my neighbors call good I believe in my soul
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to be bad, and if I repent of anything, it is very likely to be my
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good behavior. What demon possessed me that I behaved so well? You may
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say the wisest thing you can, old man- you who have lived seventy
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years, not without honor of a kind- I hear an irresistible voice which
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invites me away from all that. One generation abandons the enterprises
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of another like stranded vessels.
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I think that we may safely trust a good deal more than we do. We may
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waive just so much care of ourselves as we honestly bestow
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elsewhere. Nature is as well adapted to our weakness as to our
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strength. The incessant anxiety and strain of some is a well-nigh
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incurable form of disease. We are made to exaggerate the importance of
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what work we do; and yet how much is not done by us! or, what if we
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had been taken sick? How vigilant we are! determined not to live by
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faith if we can avoid it; all the day long on the alert, at night we
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unwillingly say our prayers and commit ourselves to uncertainties.
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So thoroughly and sincerely are we compelled to live, reverencing
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our life, and denying the possibility of change. This is the only way,
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we say; but there are as many ways as there can be drawn radii from
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one centre. All change is a miracle to contemplate; but it is a
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miracle which is taking place every instant. Confucius said, "To
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know that we know what we know, and that we do not know what we do not
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know, that is true knowledge." When one man has reduced a fact of
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the imagination to be a fact to his understanding, I foresee that
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all men at length establish their lives on that basis.
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Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and anxiety
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which I have referred to is about, and how much it is necessary that
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we be troubled, or at least careful. It would be some advantage to
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live a primitive and frontier life, though in the midst of an outward
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civilization, if only to learn what are the gross necessaries of
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life and what methods have been taken to obtain them; or even to
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look over the old day-books of the merchants, to see what it was
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that men most commonly bought at the stores, what they stored, that
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is, what are the grossest groceries. For the improvements of ages have
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had but little influence on the essential laws of man's existence:
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as our skeletons, probably, are not to be distinguished from those
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of our ancestors.
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By the words, necessary of life, I mean whatever, of all that man
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obtains by his own exertions, has been from the first, or from long
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use has become, so important to human life that few, if any, whether
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from savageness, or poverty, or philosophy, ever attempt to do without
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it. To many creatures there is in this sense but one necessary of
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life, Food. To the bison of the prairie it is a few inches of
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palatable grass, with water to drink; unless he seeks the Shelter of
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the forest or the mountain's shadow. None of the brute creation
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requires more than Food and Shelter. The necessaries of life for man
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in this climate may, accurately enough, be distributed under the
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several heads of Food, Shelter, Clothing, and Fuel; for not till we
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have secured these are we prepared to entertain the true problems of
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life with freedom and a prospect of success. Man has invented, not
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only houses, but clothes and cooked food; and possibly from the
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accidental discovery of the warmth of fire, and the consequent use
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of it, at first a luxury, arose the present necessity to sit by it. We
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observe cats and dogs acquiring the same second nature. By proper
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Shelter and Clothing we legitimately retain our own internal heat; but
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with an excess of these, or of Fuel, that is, with an external heat
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greater than our own internal, may not cookery properly be said to
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begin? Darwin, the naturalist, says of the inhabitants of Tierra del
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Fuego, that while his own party, who were well clothed and sitting
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close to a fire, were far from too warm, these naked savages, who were
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farther off, were observed, to his great surprise, "to be streaming
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with perspiration at undergoing such a roasting." So, we are told, the
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New Hollander goes naked with impunity, while the European shivers
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in his clothes. Is it impossible to combine the hardiness of these
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savages with the intellectualness of the civilized man? According to
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Liebig, man's body is a stove, and food the fuel which keeps up the
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internal combustion in the lungs. In cold weather we eat more, in warm
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less. The animal heat is the result of a slow combustion, and
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disease and death take place when this is too rapid; or for want of
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fuel, or from some defect in the draught, the fire goes out. Of course
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the vital heat is not to be confounded with fire; but so much for
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analogy. It appears, therefore, from the above list, that the
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expression, animal life, is nearly synonymous with the expression,
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animal heat; for while Food may be regarded as the Fuel which keeps up
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the fire within us- and Fuel serves only to prepare that Food or to
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increase the warmth of our bodies by addition from without- Shelter
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and Clothing also serve only to retain the heat thus generated and
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absorbed.
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The grand necessity, then, for our bodies, is to keep warm, to
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keep the vital heat in us. What pains we accordingly take, not only
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with our Food, and Clothing, and Shelter, but with our beds, which are
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our night-clothes, robbing the nests and breasts of birds to prepare
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this shelter within a shelter, as the mole has its bed of grass and
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leaves at the end of its burrow! The poor man is wont to complain that
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this is a cold world; and to cold, no less physical than social, we
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refer directly a great part of our ails. The summer, in some climates,
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makes possible to man a sort of Elysian life. Fuel, except to cook his
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Food, is then unnecessary; the sun is his fire, and many of the fruits
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are sufficiently cooked by its rays; while Food generally is more
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various, and more easily obtained, and Clothing and Shelter are wholly
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or half unnecessary. At the present day, and in this country, as I
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find by my own experience, a few implements, a knife, an axe, a spade,
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a wheelbarrow, etc., and for the studious, lamplight, stationery,
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and access to a few books, rank next to necessaries, and can all be
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obtained at a trifling cost. Yet some, not wise, go to the other
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side of the globe, to barbarous and unhealthy regions, and devote
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themselves to trade for ten or twenty years, in order that they may
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live- that is, keep comfortably warm- and die in New England at
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last. The luxuriously rich are not simply kept comfortably warm, but
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unnaturally hot; as I implied before, they are cooked, of course a
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la mode.
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Most of the luxuries, and many of the so-called comforts of life,
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are not only not indispensable, but positive hindrances to the
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elevation of mankind. With respect to luxuries and comforts, the
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wisest have ever lived a more simple and meagre life than the poor.
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The ancient philosophers, Chinese, Hindoo, Persian, and Greek, were
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a class than which none has been poorer in outward riches, none so
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rich in inward. We know not much about them. It is remarkable that
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we know so much of them as we do. The same is true of the more
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modern reformers and benefactors of their race. None can be an
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impartial or wise observer of human life but from the vantage ground
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of what we should call voluntary poverty. Of a life of luxury the
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fruit is luxury, whether in agriculture, or commerce, or literature,
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or art. There are nowadays professors of philosophy, but not
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philosophers. Yet it is admirable to profess because it was once
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admirable to live. To be a philosopher is not merely to have subtle
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thoughts, nor even to found a school, but so to love wisdom as to live
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according to its dictates, a life of simplicity, independence,
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magnanimity, and trust. It is to solve some of the problems of life,
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not only theoretically, but practically. The success of great scholars
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and thinkers is commonly a courtier-like success, not kingly, not
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manly. They make shift to live merely by conformity, practically as
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their fathers did, and are in no sense the progenitors of a noble race
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of men. But why do men degenerate ever? What makes families run out?
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What is the nature of the luxury which enervates and destroys nations?
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Are we sure that there is none of it in our own lives? The philosopher
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is in advance of his age even in the outward form of his life. He is
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not fed, sheltered, clothed, warmed, like his contemporaries. How
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can a man be a philosopher and not maintain his vital heat by better
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methods than other men?
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When a man is warmed by the several modes which I have described,
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what does he want next? Surely not more warmth of the same kind, as
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more and richer food, larger and more splendid houses, finer and
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more abundant clothing, more numerous, incessant, and hotter fires,
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and the like. When he has obtained those things which are necessary to
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life, there is another alternative than to obtain the superfluities;
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and that is, to adventure on life now, his vacation from humbler
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toil having commenced. The soil, it appears, is suited to the seed,
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for it has sent its radicle downward, and it may now send its shoot
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upward also with confidence. Why has man rooted himself thus firmly in
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the earth, but that he may rise in the same proportion into the
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heavens above?- for the nobler plants are valued for the fruit they
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bear at last in the air and light, far from the ground, and are not
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treated like the humbler esculents, which, though they may be
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biennials, are cultivated only till they have perfected their root,
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and often cut down at top for this purpose, so that most would not
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know them in their flowering season.
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I do not mean to prescribe rules to strong and valiant natures,
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who will mind their own affairs whether in heaven or hell, and
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perchance build more magnificently and spend more lavishly than the
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richest, without ever impoverishing themselves, not knowing how they
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live- if, indeed, there are any such, as has been dreamed; nor to
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those who find their encouragement and inspiration in precisely the
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present condition of things, and cherish it with the fondness and
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enthusiasm of lovers- and, to some extent, I reckon myself in this
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number; I do not speak to those who are well employed, in whatever
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circumstances, and they know whether they are well employed or not;-
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but mainly to the mass of men who are discontented, and idly
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complaining of the hardness of their lot or of the times, when they
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might improve them. There are some who complain most energetically and
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inconsolably of any, because they are, as they say, doing their
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duty. I also have in my mind that seemingly wealthy, but most terribly
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impoverished class of all, who have accumulated dross, but know not
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how to use it, or get rid of it, and thus have forged their own golden
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or silver fetters.
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If I should attempt to tell how I have desired to spend my life in
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years past, it would probably surprise those of my readers who are
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somewhat acquainted with its actual history; it would certainly
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astonish those who know nothing about it. I will only hint at some
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of the enterprises which I have cherished.
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In any weather, at any hour of the day or night, I have been anxious
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to improve the nick of time, and notch it on my stick too; to stand on
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the meeting of two eternities, the past and future, which is precisely
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the present moment; to toe that line. You will pardon some
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obscurities, for there are more secrets in my trade than in most
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men's, and yet not voluntarily kept, but inseparable from its very
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nature. I would gladly tell all that I know about it, and never
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paint "No Admittance" on my gate.
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I long ago lost a hound, a bay horse, and a turtle-dove, and am
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still on their trail. Many are the travellers I have spoken concerning
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them, describing their tracks and what calls they answered to. I
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have met one or two who had heard the hound, and the tramp of the
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horse, and even seen the dove disappear behind a cloud, and they
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seemed as anxious to recover them as if they had lost them themselves.
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To anticipate, not the sunrise and the dawn merely, but, if
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possible, Nature herself! How many mornings, summer and winter, before
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yet any neighbor was stirring about his business, have I been about
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mine! No doubt, many of my townsmen have met me returning from this
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enterprise, farmers starting for Boston in the twilight, or
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woodchoppers going to their work. It is true, I never assisted the sun
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materially in his rising, but, doubt not, it was of the last
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importance only to be present at it.
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So many autumn, ay, and winter days, spent outside the town,
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trying to hear what was in the wind, to hear and carry it express! I
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well-nigh sunk all my capital in it, and lost my own breath into the
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bargain, running in the face of it. If it had concerned either of
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the political parties, depend upon it, it would have appeared in the
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Gazette with the earliest intelligence. At other times watching from
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the observatory of some cliff or tree, to telegraph any new arrival;
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or waiting at evening on the hill-tops for the sky to fall, that I
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might catch something, though I never caught much, and that,
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manna-wise, would dissolve again in the sun.
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For a long time I was reporter to a journal, of no very wide
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circulation, whose editor has never yet seen fit to print the bulk
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of my contributions, and, as is too common with writers, I got only my
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labor for my pains. However, in this case my pains were their own
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reward.
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For many years I was self-appointed inspector of snow-storms and
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rain-storms, and did my duty faithfully; surveyor, if not of highways,
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then of forest paths and all across- lot routes, keeping them open,
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and ravines bridged and passable at all seasons, where the public heel
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had testified to their utility.
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I have looked after the wild stock of the town, which give a
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faithful herdsman a good deal of trouble by leaping fences; and I have
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had an eye to the unfrequented nooks and corners of the farm; though I
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did not always know whether Jonas or Solomon worked in a particular
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field today; that was none of my business. I have watered the red
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huckleberry, the sand cherry and the nettle-tree, the red pine and the
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black ash, the white grape and the yellow violet, which might have
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withered else in dry seasons.
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In short, I went on thus for a long time (I may say it without
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boasting), faithfully minding my business, till it became more and
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more evident that my townsmen would not after all admit me into the
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list of town officers, nor make my place a sinecure with a moderate
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allowance. My accounts, which I can swear to have kept faithfully, I
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have, indeed, never got audited, still less accepted, still less
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paid and settled. However, I have not set my heart on that.
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Not long since, a strolling Indian went to sell baskets at the house
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of a well-known lawyer in my neighborhood. "Do you wish to buy any
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baskets?" he asked. "No, we do not want any," was the reply. "What!"
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exclaimed the Indian as he went out the gate, "do you mean to starve
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us?" Having seen his industrious white neighbors so well off- that the
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lawyer had only to weave arguments, and, by some magic, wealth and
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|
standing followed- he had said to himself: I will go into business;
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I will weave baskets; it is a thing which I can do. Thinking that when
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he had made the baskets he would have done his part, and then it would
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be the white man's to buy them. He had not discovered that it was
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necessary for him to make it worth the other's while to buy them, or
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at least make him think that it was so, or to make something else
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which it would be worth his while to buy. I too had woven a kind of
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basket of a delicate texture, but I had not made it worth any one's
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while to buy them. Yet not the less, in my case, did I think it
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worth my while to weave them, and instead of studying how to make it
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worth men's while to buy my baskets, I studied rather how to avoid the
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necessity of selling them. The life which men praise and regard as
|
|
successful is but one kind. Why should we exaggerate any one kind at
|
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the expense of the others?
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Finding that my fellow-citizens were not likely to offer me any room
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in the court house, or any curacy or living anywhere else, but I
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must shift for myself, I turned my face more exclusively than ever
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to the woods, where I was better known. I determined to go into
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business at once, and not wait to acquire the usual capital, using
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such slender means as I had already got. My purpose in going to Walden
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Pond was not to live cheaply nor to live dearly there, but to transact
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some private business with the fewest obstacles; to be hindered from
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accomplishing which for want of a little common sense, a little
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enterprise and business talent, appeared not so sad as foolish.
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I have always endeavored to acquire strict business habits; they are
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|
indispensable to every man. If your trade is with the Celestial
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|
Empire, then some small counting house on the coast, in some Salem
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|
harbor, will be fixture enough. You will export such articles as the
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|
country affords, purely native products, much ice and pine timber
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|
and a little granite, always in native bottoms. These will be good
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|
ventures. To oversee all the details yourself in person; to be at once
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|
pilot and captain, and owner and underwriter; to buy and sell and keep
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|
the accounts; to read every letter received, and write or read every
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|
letter sent; to superintend the discharge of imports night and day; to
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|
be upon many parts of the coast almost at the same time- often the
|
|
richest freight will be discharged upon a Jersey shore;- to be your
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|
own telegraph, unweariedly sweeping the horizon, speaking all
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|
passing vessels bound coastwise; to keep up a steady despatch of
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|
commodities, for the supply of such a distant and exorbitant market;
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|
to keep yourself informed of the state of the markets, prospects of
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|
war and peace everywhere, and anticipate the tendencies of trade and
|
|
civilization- taking advantage of the results of all exploring
|
|
expeditions, using new passages and all improvements in navigation;-
|
|
charts to be studied, the position of reefs and new lights and buoys
|
|
to be ascertained, and ever, and ever, the logarithmic tables to be
|
|
corrected, for by the error of some calculator the vessel often splits
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|
upon a rock that should have reached a friendly pier- there is the
|
|
untold fate of La Perouse;- universal science to be kept pace with,
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|
studying the lives of all great discoverers and navigators, great
|
|
adventurers and merchants, from Hanno and the Phoenicians down to
|
|
our day; in fine, account of stock to be taken from time to time, to
|
|
know how you stand. It is a labor to task the faculties of a man- such
|
|
problems of profit and loss, of interest, of tare and tret, and
|
|
gauging of all kinds in it, as demand a universal knowledge.
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|
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I have thought that Walden Pond would be a good place for
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|
business, not solely on account of the railroad and the ice trade;
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|
it offers advantages which it may not be good policy to divulge; it is
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|
a good port and a good foundation. No Neva marshes to be filled;
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|
though you must everywhere build on piles of your own driving. It is
|
|
said that a flood-tide, with a westerly wind, and ice in the Neva,
|
|
would sweep St. Petersburg from the face of the earth.
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|
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As this business was to be entered into without the usual capital,
|
|
it may not be easy to conjecture where those means, that will still be
|
|
indispensable to every such undertaking, were to be obtained. As for
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|
Clothing, to come at once to the practical part of the question,
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|
perhaps we are led oftener by the love of novelty and a regard for the
|
|
opinions of men, in procuring it, than by a true utility. Let him
|
|
who has work to do recollect that the object of clothing is, first, to
|
|
retain the vital heat, and secondly, in this state of society, to
|
|
cover nakedness, and he may judge how much of any necessary or
|
|
important work may be accomplished without adding to his wardrobe.
|
|
Kings and queens who wear a suit but once, though made by some
|
|
tailor or dressmaker to their majesties, cannot know the comfort of
|
|
wearing a suit that fits. They are no better than wooden horses to
|
|
hang the clean clothes on. Every day our garments become more
|
|
assimilated to ourselves, receiving the impress of the wearer's
|
|
character, until we hesitate to lay them aside without such delay
|
|
and medical appliances and some such solemnity even as our bodies.
|
|
No man ever stood the lower in my estimation for having a patch in his
|
|
clothes; yet I am sure that there is greater anxiety, commonly, to
|
|
have fashionable, or at least clean and unpatched clothes, than to
|
|
have a sound conscience. But even if the rent is not mended, perhaps
|
|
the worst vice betrayed is improvidence. I sometimes try my
|
|
acquaintances by such tests as this- Who could wear a patch, or two
|
|
extra seams only, over the knee? Most behave as if they believed
|
|
that their prospects for life would be ruined if they should do it. It
|
|
would be easier for them to hobble to town with a broken leg than with
|
|
a broken pantaloon. Often if an accident happens to a gentleman's
|
|
legs, they can be mended; but if a similar accident happens to the
|
|
legs of his pantaloons, there is no help for it; for he considers, not
|
|
what is truly respectable, but what is respected. We know but few men,
|
|
a great many coats and breeches. Dress a scarecrow in your last shift,
|
|
you standing shiftless by, who would not soonest salute the scarecrow?
|
|
Passing a cornfield the other day, close by a hat and coat on a stake,
|
|
I recognized the owner of the farm. He was only a little more weather-
|
|
beaten than when I saw him last. I have heard of a dog that barked
|
|
at every stranger who approached his master's premises with clothes
|
|
on, but was easily quieted by a naked thief. It is an interesting
|
|
question how far men would retain their relative rank if they were
|
|
divested of their clothes. Could you, in such a case, tell surely of
|
|
any company of civilized men which belonged to the most respected
|
|
class? When Madam Pfeiffer, in her adventurous travels round the
|
|
world, from east to west, had got so near home as Asiatic Russia,
|
|
she says that she felt the necessity of wearing other than a
|
|
travelling dress, when she went to meet the authorities, for she
|
|
"was now in a civilized country, where... people are judged of by
|
|
their clothes." Even in our democratic New England towns the
|
|
accidental possession of wealth, and its manifestation in dress and
|
|
equipage alone, obtain for the possessor almost universal respect. But
|
|
they yield such respect, numerous as they are, are so far heathen, and
|
|
need to have a missionary sent to them. Beside, clothes introduced
|
|
sewing, a kind of work which you may call endless; a woman's dress, at
|
|
least, is never done.
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|
|
|
A man who has at length found something to do will not need to get a
|
|
new suit to do it in; for him the old will do, that has lain dusty
|
|
in the garret for an indeterminate period. Old shoes will serve a hero
|
|
longer than they have served his valet- if a hero ever has a valet-
|
|
bare feet are older than shoes, and he can make them do. Only they who
|
|
go to soirees and legislative balls must have new coats, coats to
|
|
change as often as the man changes in them. But if my jacket and
|
|
trousers, my hat and shoes, are fit to worship God in, they will do;
|
|
will they not? Who ever saw his old clothes- his old coat, actually
|
|
worn out, resolved into its primitive elements, so that it was not a
|
|
deed of charity to bestow it on some poor boy, by him perchance to
|
|
be bestowed on some poorer still, or shall we say richer, who could do
|
|
with less? I say, beware of all enterprises that require new
|
|
clothes, and not rather a new wearer of clothes. If there is not a new
|
|
man, how can the new clothes be made to fit? If you have any
|
|
enterprise before you, try it in your old clothes. All men want, not
|
|
something to do with, but something to do, or rather something to
|
|
be. Perhaps we should never procure a new suit, however ragged or
|
|
dirty the old, until we have so conducted, so enterprised or sailed in
|
|
some way, that we feel like new men in the old, and that to retain
|
|
it would be like keeping new wine in old bottles. Our moulting season,
|
|
like that of the fowls, must be a crisis in our lives. The loon
|
|
retires to solitary ponds to spend it. Thus also the snake casts its
|
|
slough, and the caterpillar its wormy coat, by an internal industry
|
|
and expansion; for clothes are but our outmost cuticle and mortal
|
|
coil. Otherwise we shall be found sailing under false colors, and be
|
|
inevitably cashiered at last by our own opinion, as well as that of
|
|
mankind.
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|
|
|
We don garment after garment, as if we grew like exogenous plants by
|
|
addition without. Our outside and often thin and fanciful clothes
|
|
are our epidermis, or false skin, which partakes not of our life,
|
|
and may be stripped off here and there without fatal injury; our
|
|
thicker garments, constantly worn, are our cellular integument, or
|
|
cortex; but our shirts are our liber, or true bark, which cannot be
|
|
removed without girdling and so destroying the man. I believe that all
|
|
races at some seasons wear something equivalent to the shirt. It is
|
|
desirable that a man be clad so simply that he can lay his hands on
|
|
himself in the dark, and that he live in all respects so compactly and
|
|
preparedly that, if an enemy take the town, he can, like the old
|
|
philosopher, walk out the gate empty-handed without anxiety. While one
|
|
thick garment is, for most purposes, as good as three thin ones, and
|
|
cheap clothing can be obtained at prices really to suit customers;
|
|
while a thick coat can be bought for five dollars, which will last
|
|
as many years, thick pantaloons for two dollars, cowhide boots for a
|
|
dollar and a half a pair, a summer hat for a quarter of a dollar,
|
|
and a winter cap for sixty-two and a half cents, or a better be made
|
|
at home at a nominal cost, where is he so poor that, clad in such a
|
|
suit, of his own earning, there will not be found wise men to do him
|
|
reverence?
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|
|
|
When I ask for a garment of a particular form, my tailoress tells me
|
|
gravely, "They do not make them so now," not emphasizing the "They" at
|
|
all, as if she quoted an authority as impersonal as the Fates, and I
|
|
find it difficult to get made what I want, simply because she cannot
|
|
believe that I mean what I say, that I am so rash. When I hear this
|
|
oracular sentence, I am for a moment absorbed in thought,
|
|
emphasizing to myself each word separately that I may come at the
|
|
meaning of it, that I may find out by what degree of consanguinity
|
|
'They' are related to me, and what authority they may have in an
|
|
affair which affects me so nearly; and, finally, I am inclined to
|
|
answer her with equal mystery, and without any more emphasis of the
|
|
"they"- "It is true, they did not make them so recently, but they do
|
|
now." Of what use this measuring of me if she does not measure my
|
|
character, but only the breadth of my shoulders, as it were a peg to
|
|
bang the coat on? We worship not the Graces, nor the Parcee, but
|
|
Fashion. She spins and weaves and cuts with full authority. The head
|
|
monkey at Paris puts on a traveller's cap, and all the monkeys in
|
|
America do the same. I sometimes despair of getting anything quite
|
|
simple and honest done in this world by the help of men. They would
|
|
have to be passed through a powerful press first, to squeeze their old
|
|
notions out of them, so that they would not soon get upon their legs
|
|
again; and then there would be some one in the company with a maggot
|
|
in his head, hatched from an egg deposited there nobody knows when,
|
|
for not even fire kills these things, and you would have lost your
|
|
labor. Nevertheless, we will not forget that some Egyptian wheat was
|
|
handed down to us by a mummy.
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|
|
|
On the whole, I think that it cannot be maintained that dressing has
|
|
in this or any country risen to the dignity of an art. At present
|
|
men make shift to wear what they can get. Like shipwrecked sailors,
|
|
they put on what they can find on the beach, and at a little distance,
|
|
whether of space or time, laugh at each other's masquerade. Every
|
|
generation laughs at the old fashions, but follows religiously the
|
|
new. We are amused at beholding the costume of Henry VIII, or Queen
|
|
Elizabeth, as much as if it was that of the King and Queen of the
|
|
Cannibal Islands. All costume off a man is pitiful or grotesque. It is
|
|
only the serious eye peering from and the sincere life passed within
|
|
it which restrain laughter and consecrate the costume of any people.
|
|
Let Harlequin be taken with a fit of the colic and his trappings
|
|
will have to serve that mood too. When the soldier is hit by a
|
|
cannon-ball, rags are as becoming as purple.
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|
|
|
The childish and savage taste of men and women for new patterns
|
|
keeps how many shaking and squinting through kaleidoscopes that they
|
|
may discover the particular figure which this generation requires
|
|
today. The manufacturers have learned that this taste is merely
|
|
whimsical. Of two patterns which differ only by a few threads more
|
|
or less of a particular color, the one will be sold readily, the other
|
|
lie on the shelf, though it frequently happens that after the lapse of
|
|
a season the latter becomes the most fashionable. Comparatively,
|
|
tattooing is not the hideous custom which it is called. It is not
|
|
barbarous merely because the printing is skin-deep and unalterable.
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|
|
|
I cannot believe that our factory system is the best mode by which
|
|
men may get clothing. The condition of the operatives is becoming
|
|
every day more like that of the English; and it cannot be wondered at,
|
|
since, as far as I have heard or observed, the principal object is,
|
|
not that mankind may be well and honestly clad, but, unquestionably,
|
|
that corporations may be enriched. In the long run men hit only what
|
|
they aim at. Therefore, though they should fail immediately, they
|
|
had better aim at something high.
|
|
|
|
As for a Shelter, I will not deny that this is now a necessary of
|
|
life, though there are instances of men having done without it for
|
|
long periods in colder countries than this. Samuel Laing says that
|
|
"the Laplander in his skin dress, and in a skin bag which he puts over
|
|
his head and shoulders, will sleep night after night on the snow... in
|
|
a degree of cold which would extinguish the life of one exposed to
|
|
it in any woollen clothing." He had seen them asleep thus. Yet he
|
|
adds, "They are not hardier than other people." But, probably, man did
|
|
not live long on the earth without discovering the convenience which
|
|
there is in a house, the domestic comforts, which phrase may have
|
|
originally signified the satisfactions of the house more than of the
|
|
family; though these must be extremely partial and occasional in those
|
|
climates where the house is associated in our thoughts with winter
|
|
or the rainy season chiefly, and two thirds of the year, except for
|
|
a parasol, is unnecessary. In our climate, in the summer, it was
|
|
formerly almost solely a covering at night. In the Indian gazettes a
|
|
wigwam was the symbol of a day's march, and a row of them cut or
|
|
painted on the bark of a tree signified that so many times they had
|
|
camped. Man was not made so large limbed and robust but that he must
|
|
seek to narrow his world and wall in a space such as fitted him. He
|
|
was at first bare and out of doors; but though this was pleasant
|
|
enough in serene and warm weather, by daylight, the rainy season and
|
|
the winter, to say nothing of the torrid sun, would perhaps have
|
|
nipped his race in the bud if he had not made haste to clothe
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himself with the shelter of a house. Adam and Eve, according to the
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fable, wore the bower before other clothes. Man wanted a home, a place
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of warmth, or comfort, first of warmth, then the warmth of the
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affections.
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We may imagine a time when, in the infancy of the human race, some
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enterprising mortal crept into a hollow in a rock for shelter. Every
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child begins the world again, to some extent, and loves to stay
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outdoors, even in wet and cold. It plays house, as well as horse,
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having an instinct for it. Who does not remember the interest with
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which, when young, he looked at shelving rocks, or any approach to a
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cave? It was the natural yearning of that portion, any portion of
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our most primitive ancestor which still survived in us. From the
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cave we have advanced to roofs of palm leaves, of bark and boughs,
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of linen woven and stretched, of grass and straw, of boards and
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shingles, of stones and tiles. At last, we know not what it is to live
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in the open air, and our lives are domestic in more senses than we
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think. From the hearth the field is a great distance. It would be
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well, perhaps, if we were to spend more of our days and nights without
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any obstruction between us and the celestial bodies, if the poet did
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not speak so much from under a roof, or the saint dwell there so long.
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Birds do not sing in caves, nor do doves cherish their innocence in
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dovecots.
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However, if one designs to construct a dwelling-house, it behooves
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him to exercise a little Yankee shrewdness, lest after all he find
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himself in a workhouse, a labyrinth without a clue, a museum, an
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almshouse, a prison, or a splendid mausoleum instead. Consider first
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how slight a shelter is absolutely necessary. I have seen Penobscot
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Indians, in this town, living in tents of thin cotton cloth, while the
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snow was nearly a foot deep around them, and I thought that they would
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be glad to have it deeper to keep out the wind. Formerly, when how
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to get my living honestly, with freedom left for my proper pursuits,
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was a question which vexed me even more than it does now, for
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unfortunately I am become somewhat callous, I used to see a large
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box by the railroad, six feet long by three wide, in which the
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laborers locked up their tools at night; and it suggested to me that
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every man who was hard pushed might get such a one for a dollar,
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and, having bored a few auger holes in it, to admit the air at
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least, get into it when it rained and at night, and hook down the lid,
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and so have freedom in his love, and in his soul be free. This did not
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appear the worst, nor by any means a despicable alternative. You could
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sit up as late as you pleased, and, whenever you got up, go abroad
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without any landlord or house-lord dogging you for rent. Many a man is
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harassed to death to pay the rent of a larger and more luxurious box
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who would not have frozen to death in such a box as this. I am far
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from jesting. Economy is a subject which admits of being treated
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with levity, but it cannot so be disposed of. A comfortable house
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for a rude and hardy race, that lived mostly out of doors, was once
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made here almost entirely of such materials as Nature furnished
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ready to their hands. Gookin, who was superintendent of the Indians
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subject to the Massachusetts Colony, writing in 1674, says, "The
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best of their houses are covered very neatly, tight and warm, with
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barks of trees, slipped from their bodies at those seasons when the
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sap is up, and made into great flakes, with pressure of weighty
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timber, when they are green.... The meaner sort are covered with
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mats which they make of a kind of bulrush, and are also
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indifferently tight and warm, but not so good as the former.... Some I
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have seen, sixty or a hundred feet long and thirty feet broad.... I
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have often lodged in their wigwams, and found them as warm as the best
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English houses." He adds that they were commonly carpeted and lined
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within with well-wrought embroidered mats, and were furnished with
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various utensils. The Indians had advanced so far as to regulate the
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effect of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof and
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moved by a string. Such a lodge was in the first instance
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constructed in a day or two at most, and taken down and put up in a
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few hours; and every family owned one, or its apartment in one.
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In the savage state every family owns a shelter as good as the best,
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and sufficient for its coarser and simpler wants; but I think that I
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speak within bounds when I say that, though the birds of the air
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have their nests, and the foxes their holes, and the savages their
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wigwams, in modern civilized society not more than one half the
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families own a shelter. In the large towns and cities, where
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civilization especially prevails, the number of those who own a
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shelter is a very small fraction of the whole. The rest pay an
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annual tax for this outside garment of all, become indispensable
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summer and winter, which would buy a village of Indian wigwams, but
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now helps to keep them poor as long as they live. I do not mean to
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insist here on the disadvantage of hiring compared with owning, but it
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is evident that the savage owns his shelter because it costs so
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little, while the civilized man hires his commonly because he cannot
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afford to own it; nor can he, in the long run, any better afford to
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hire. But, answers one, by merely paying this tax, the poor
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civilized man secures an abode which is a palace compared with the
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savage's. An annual rent of from twenty-five to a hundred dollars
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(these are the country rates) entitles him to the benefit of the
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improvements of centuries, spacious apartments, clean paint and paper,
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Rumford fireplace, back plastering, Venetian blinds, copper pump,
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spring lock, a commodious cellar, and many other things. But how
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happens it that he who is said to enjoy these things is so commonly
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a poor civilized man, while the savage, who has them not, is rich as a
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savage? If it is asserted that civilization is a real advance in the
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condition of man- and I think that it is, though only the wise improve
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their advantages- it must be shown that it has produced better
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dwellings without making them more costly; and the cost of a thing
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|
is the amount of what I will call life which is required to be
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|
exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run. An average house
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|
in this neighborhood costs perhaps eight hundred dollars, and to lay
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up this sum will take from ten to fifteen years of the laborer's life,
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|
even if he is not encumbered with a family- estimating the pecuniary
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|
value of every man's labor at one dollar a day, for if some receive
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more, others receive less;- so that he must have spent more than
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|
half his life commonly before his wigwam will be earned. If we suppose
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him to pay a rent instead, this is but a doubtful choice of evils.
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Would the savage have been wise to exchange his wigwam for a palace on
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these terms?
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It may be guessed that I reduce almost the whole advantage of
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holding this superfluous property as a fund in store against the
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|
future, so far as the individual is concerned, mainly to the defraying
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of funeral expenses. But perhaps a man is not required to bury
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himself. Nevertheless this points to an important distinction
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between the civilized man and the savage; and, no doubt, they have
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designs on us for our benefit, in making the life of a civilized
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people an institution, in which the life of the individual is to a
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great extent absorbed, in order to preserve and perfect that of the
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race. But I wish to show at what a sacrifice this advantage is at
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present obtained, and to suggest that we may possibly so live as to
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secure all the advantage without suffering any of the disadvantage.
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What mean ye by saying that the poor ye have always with you, or
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that the fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children's teeth
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|
are set on edge?
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"As I live, saith the Lord God, ye shall not have occasion any
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more to use this proverb in Israel.
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"Behold all souls are mine; as the soul of the father, so also the
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soul of the son is mine: the soul that sinneth, it shall die."
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When I consider my neighbors, the farmers of Concord, who are at
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least as well off as the other classes, I find that for the most
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part they have been toiling twenty, thirty, or forty years, that
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they may become the real owners of their farms, which commonly they
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|
have inherited with encumbrances, or else bought with hired money- and
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|
we may regard one third of that toil as the cost of their houses-
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|
but commonly they have not paid for them yet. It is true, the
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|
encumbrances sometimes outweigh the value of the farm, so that the
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farm itself becomes one great encumbrance, and still a man is found to
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inherit it, being well acquainted with it, as he says. On applying
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|
to the assessors, I am surprised to learn that they cannot at once
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|
name a dozen in the town who own their farms free and clear. If you
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|
would know the history of these homesteads, inquire at the bank
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|
where they are mortgaged. The man who has actually paid for his farm
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|
with labor on it is so rare that every neighbor can point to him. I
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|
doubt if there are three such men in Concord. What has been said of
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the merchants, that a very large majority, even ninety-seven in a
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|
hundred, are sure to fail, is equally true of the farmers. With regard
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|
to the merchants, however, one of them says pertinently that a great
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|
part of their failures are not genuine pecuniary failures, but
|
|
merely failures to fulfil their engagements, because it is
|
|
inconvenient; that is, it is the moral character that breaks down. But
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|
this puts an infinitely worse face on the matter, and suggests,
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|
beside, that probably not even the other three succeed in saving their
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|
souls, but are perchance bankrupt in a worse sense than they who
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|
fail honestly. Bankruptcy and repudiation are the springboards from
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|
which much of our civilization vaults and turns its somersets, but the
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|
savage stands on the unelastic plank of famine. Yet the Middlesex
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|
Cattle Show goes off here with eclat annually, as if all the joints of
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|
the agricultural machine were suent.
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The farmer is endeavoring to solve the problem of a livelihood by
|
|
a formula more complicated than the problem itself. To get his
|
|
shoestrings he speculates in herds of cattle. With consummate skill he
|
|
has set his trap with a hair springe to catch comfort and
|
|
independence, and then, as he turned away, got his own leg into it.
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|
This is the reason he is poor; and for a similar reason we are all
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|
poor in respect to a thousand savage comforts, though surrounded by
|
|
luxuries. As Chapman sings,
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"The false society of men-
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-for earthly greatness
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All heavenly comforts rarefies to air."
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And when the farmer has got his house, he may not be the richer
|
|
but the poorer for it, and it be the house that has got him. As I
|
|
understand it, that was a valid objection urged by Momus against the
|
|
house which Minerva made, that she "had not made it movable, by
|
|
which means a bad neighborhood might be avoided"; and it may still
|
|
be urged, for our houses are such unwieldy property that we are
|
|
often imprisoned rather than housed in them; and the bad
|
|
neighborhood to be avoided is our own scurvy selves. I know one or two
|
|
families, at least, in this town, who, for nearly a generation, have
|
|
been wishing to sell their houses in the outskirts and move into the
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|
village, but have not been able to accomplish it, and only death
|
|
will set them free.
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|
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|
Granted that the majority are able at last either to own or hire the
|
|
modern house with all its improvements. While civilization has been
|
|
improving our houses, it has not equally improved the men who are to
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|
inhabit them. It has created palaces, but it was not so easy to create
|
|
noblemen and kings. And if the civilized man's pursuits are no
|
|
worthier than the savage's, if he is employed the greater part of
|
|
his life in obtaining gross necessaries and comforts merely, why
|
|
should he have a better dwelling than the former?
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|
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|
But how do the poor minority fare? Perhaps it will be found that
|
|
just in proportion as some have been placed in outward circumstances
|
|
above the savage, others have been degraded below him. The luxury of
|
|
one class is counterbalanced by the indigence of another. On the one
|
|
side is the palace, on the other are the almshouse and "silent
|
|
poor." The myriads who built the pyramids to be the tombs of the
|
|
Pharaohs were fed on garlic, and it may be were not decently buried
|
|
themselves. The mason who finishes the cornice of the palace returns
|
|
at night perchance to a hut not so good as a wigwam. It is a mistake
|
|
to suppose that, in a country where the usual evidences of
|
|
civilization exist, the condition of a very large body of the
|
|
inhabitants may not be as degraded as that of savages. I refer to
|
|
the degraded poor, not now to the degraded rich. To know this I should
|
|
not need to look farther than to the shanties which everywhere
|
|
border our railroads, that last improvement in civilization; where I
|
|
see in my daily walks human beings living in sties, and all winter
|
|
with an open door, for the sake of light, without any visible, often
|
|
imaginable, wood-pile, and the forms of both old and young are
|
|
permanently contracted by the long habit of shrinking from cold and
|
|
misery, and the development of all their limbs and faculties is
|
|
checked. It certainly is fair to look at that class by whose labor the
|
|
works which distinguish this generation are accomplished. Such too, to
|
|
a greater or less extent, is the condition of the operatives of
|
|
every denomination in England, which is the great workhouse of the
|
|
world. Or I could refer you to Ireland, which is marked as one of
|
|
the white or enlightened spots on the map. Contrast the physical
|
|
condition of the Irish with that of the North American Indian, or
|
|
the South Sea Islander, or any other savage race before it was
|
|
degraded by contact with the civilized man. Yet I have no doubt that
|
|
that people's rulers are as wise as the average of civilized rulers.
|
|
Their condition only proves what squalidness may consist with
|
|
civilization. I hardly need refer now to the laborers in our
|
|
Southern States who produce the staple exports of this country, and
|
|
are themselves a staple production of the South. But to confine myself
|
|
to those who are said to be in moderate circumstances.
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|
|
|
Most men appear never to have considered what a house is, and are
|
|
actually though needlessly poor all their lives because they think
|
|
that they must have such a one as their neighbors have. As if one were
|
|
to wear any sort of coat which the tailor might cut out for him, or,
|
|
gradually leaving off palm-leaf hat or cap of woodchuck skin, complain
|
|
of hard times because he could not afford to buy him a crown! It is
|
|
possible to invent a house still more convenient and luxurious than we
|
|
have, which yet all would admit that man could not afford to pay
|
|
for. Shall we always study to obtain more of these things, and not
|
|
sometimes to be content with less? Shall the respectable citizen
|
|
thus gravely teach, by precept and example, the necessity of the young
|
|
man's providing a certain number of superfluous glow- shoes, and
|
|
umbrellas, and empty guest chambers for empty guests, before he
|
|
dies? Why should not our furniture be as simple as the Arab's or the
|
|
Indian's? When I think of the benefactors of the race, whom we have
|
|
apotheosized as messengers from heaven, bearers of divine gifts to
|
|
man, I do not see in my mind any retinue at their heels, any carload
|
|
of fashionable furniture. Or what if I were to allow- would it not
|
|
be a singular allowance?- that our furniture should be more complex
|
|
than the Arab's, in proportion as we are morally and intellectually
|
|
his superiors! At present our houses are cluttered and defiled with
|
|
it, and a good housewife would sweep out the greater part into the
|
|
dust hole, and not leave her morning's work undone. Morning work! By
|
|
the blushes of Aurora and the music of Memnon, what should be man's
|
|
morning work in this world? I had three pieces of limestone on my
|
|
desk, but I was terrified to find that they required to be dusted
|
|
daily, when the furniture of my mind was all undusted still, and threw
|
|
them out the window in disgust. How, then, could I have a furnished
|
|
house? I would rather sit in the open air, for no dust gathers on
|
|
the grass, unless where man has broken ground.
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|
|
|
It is the luxurious and dissipated who set the fashions which the
|
|
herd so diligently follow. The traveller who stops at the best houses,
|
|
so called, soon discovers this, for the publicans presume him to be
|
|
a Sardanapalus, and if he resigned himself to their tender mercies
|
|
he would soon be completely emasculated. I think that in the
|
|
railroad car we are inclined to spend more on luxury than on safety
|
|
and convenience, and it threatens without attaining these to become no
|
|
better than a modern drawing-room, with its divans, and ottomans,
|
|
and sun-shades, and a hundred other oriental things, which we are
|
|
taking west with us, invented for the ladies of the harem and the
|
|
effeminate natives of the Celestial Empire, which Jonathan should be
|
|
ashamed to know the names of. I would rather sit on a pumpkin and have
|
|
it all to myself than be crowded on a velvet cushion. I would rather
|
|
ride on earth in an ox cart, with a free circulation, than go to
|
|
heaven in the fancy car of an excursion train and breathe a malaria
|
|
all the way.
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|
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|
The very simplicity and nakedness of man's life in the primitive
|
|
ages imply this advantage, at least, that they left him still but a
|
|
sojourner in nature. When he was refreshed with food and sleep, he
|
|
contemplated his journey again. He dwelt, as it were, in a tent in
|
|
this world, and was either threading the valleys, or crossing the
|
|
plains, or climbing the mountain-tops. But lo! men have become the
|
|
tools of their tools. The man who independently plucked the fruits
|
|
when he was hungry is become a farmer; and he who stood under a tree
|
|
for shelter, a housekeeper. We now no longer camp as for a night,
|
|
but have settled down on earth and forgotten heaven. We have adopted
|
|
Christianity merely as an improved method of agriculture. We have
|
|
built for this world a family mansion, and for the next a family tomb.
|
|
The best works of art are the expression of man's struggle to free
|
|
himself from this condition, but the effect of our art is merely to
|
|
make this low state comfortable and that higher state to be forgotten.
|
|
There is actually no place in this village for a work of fine art,
|
|
if any had come down to us, to stand, for our lives, our houses and
|
|
streets, furnish no proper pedestal for it. There is not a nail to
|
|
hang a picture on, nor a shelf to receive the bust of a hero or a
|
|
saint. When I consider how our houses are built and paid for, or not
|
|
paid for, and their internal economy managed and sustained, I wonder
|
|
that the floor does not give way under the visitor while he is
|
|
admiring the gewgaws upon the mantelpiece, and let him through into
|
|
the cellar, to some solid and honest though earthy foundation. I
|
|
cannot but perceive that this so-called rich and refined life is a
|
|
thing jumped at, and I do not get on in the enjoyment of the fine arts
|
|
which adorn it, my attention being wholly occupied with the jump;
|
|
for I remember that the greatest genuine leap, due to human muscles
|
|
alone, on record, is that of certain wandering Arabs, who are said
|
|
to have cleared twenty-five feet on level ground. Without factitious
|
|
support, man is sure to come to earth again beyond that distance.
|
|
The first question which I am tempted to put to the proprietor of such
|
|
great impropriety is, Who bolsters you? Are you one of the
|
|
ninety-seven who fail, or the three who succeed? Answer me these
|
|
questions, and then perhaps I may look at your bawbles and find them
|
|
ornamental. The cart before the horse is neither beautiful nor useful.
|
|
Before we can adorn our houses with beautiful objects the walls must
|
|
be stripped, and our lives must be stripped, and beautiful
|
|
housekeeping and beautiful living be laid for a foundation: now, a
|
|
taste for the beautiful is most cultivated out of doors, where there
|
|
is no house and no housekeeper.
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|
|
|
Old Johnson, in his "Wonder-Working Providence," speaking of the
|
|
first settlers of this town, with whom he was contemporary, tells us
|
|
that "they burrow themselves in the earth for their first shelter
|
|
under some hillside, and, casting the soil aloft upon timber, they
|
|
make a smoky fire against the earth, at the highest side." They did
|
|
not "provide them houses," says he, "till the earth, by the Lord's
|
|
blessing, brought forth bread to feed them," and the first year's crop
|
|
was so light that "they were forced to cut their bread very thin for a
|
|
long season." The secretary of the Province of New Netherland, writing
|
|
in Dutch, in 1650, for the information of those who wished to take
|
|
up land there, states more particularly that "those in New Netherland,
|
|
and especially in New England, who have no means to build farmhouses
|
|
at first according to their wishes, dig a square pit in the ground,
|
|
cellar fashion, six or seven feet deep, as long and as broad as they
|
|
think proper, case the earth inside with wood all round the wall,
|
|
and line the wood with the bark of trees or something else to
|
|
prevent the caving in of the earth; floor this cellar with plank,
|
|
and wainscot it overhead for a ceiling, raise a roof of spars clear
|
|
up, and cover the spars with bark or green sods, so that they can live
|
|
dry and warm in these houses with their entire families for two,
|
|
three, and four years, it being understood that partitions are run
|
|
through those cellars which are adapted to the size of the family. The
|
|
wealthy and principal men in New England, in the beginning of the
|
|
colonies, commenced their first dwelling-houses in this fashion for
|
|
two reasons: firstly, in order not to waste time in building, and
|
|
not to want food the next season; secondly, in order not to discourage
|
|
poor laboring people whom they brought over in numbers from
|
|
Fatherland. In the course of three or four years, when the country
|
|
became adapted to agriculture, they built themselves handsome
|
|
houses, spending on them several thousands."
|
|
|
|
In this course which our ancestors took there was a show of prudence
|
|
at least, as if their principle were to satisfy the more pressing
|
|
wants first. But are the more pressing wants satisfied now? When I
|
|
think of acquiring for myself one of our luxurious dwellings, I am
|
|
deterred, for, so to speak, the country is not yet adapted to human
|
|
culture, and we are still forced to cut our spiritual bread far
|
|
thinner than our forefathers did their wheaten. Not that all
|
|
architectural ornament is to be neglected even in the rudest
|
|
periods; but let our houses first be lined with beauty, where they
|
|
come in contact with our lives, like the tenement of the shellfish,
|
|
and not overlaid with it. But, alas! I have been inside one or two
|
|
of them, and know what they are lined with.
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|
|
|
Though we are not so degenerate but that we might possibly live in a
|
|
cave or a wigwam or wear skins today, it certainly is better to accept
|
|
the advantages, though so dearly bought, which the invention and
|
|
industry of mankind offer. In such a neighborhood as this, boards
|
|
and shingles, lime and bricks, are cheaper and more easily obtained
|
|
than suitable caves, or whole logs, or bark in sufficient
|
|
quantities, or even well-tempered clay or flat stones. I speak
|
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understandingly on this subject, for I have made myself acquainted
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with it both theoretically and practically. With a little more wit
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we might use these materials so as to become richer than the richest
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now are, and make our civilization a blessing. The civilized man is
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a more experienced and wiser savage. But to make haste to my own
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experiment.
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Near the end of March, 1845, I borrowed an axe and went down to
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the woods by Walden Pond, nearest to where I intended to build my
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house, and began to cut down some tall, arrowy white pines, still in
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their youth, for timber. It is difficult to begin without borrowing,
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but perhaps it is the most generous course thus to permit your
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fellow-men to have an interest in your enterprise. The owner of the
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axe, as he released his hold on it, said that it was the apple of
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his eye; but I returned it sharper than I received it. It was a
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pleasant hillside where I worked, covered with pine woods, through
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which I looked out on the pond, and a small open field in the woods
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where pines and hickories were springing up. The ice in the pond was
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not yet dissolved, though there were some open spaces, and it was
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all dark-colored and saturated with water. There were some slight
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flurries of snow during the days that I worked there; but for the most
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part when I came out on to the railroad, on my way home, its yellow
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sand-heap stretched away gleaming in the hazy atmosphere, and the
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rails shone in the spring sun, and I heard the lark and pewee and
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other birds already come to commence another year with us. They were
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pleasant spring days, in which the winter of man's discontent was
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thawing as well as the earth, and the life that had lain torpid
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began to stretch itself. One day, when my axe had come off and I had
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cut a green hickory for a wedge, driving it with a stone, and had
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placed the whole to soak in a pond-hole in order to swell the wood,
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I saw a striped snake run into the water, and he lay on the bottom,
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apparently without inconvenience, as long as I stayed there, or more
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than a quarter of an hour; perhaps because he had not yet fairly
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come out of the torpid state. It appeared to me that for a like reason
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men remain in their present low and primitive condition; but if they
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should feel the influence of the spring of springs arousing them, they
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would of necessity rise to a higher and more ethereal life. I had
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previously seen the snakes in frosty mornings in my path with portions
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of their bodies still numb and inflexible, waiting for the sun to thaw
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them. On the 1st of April it rained and melted the ice, and in the
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early part of the day, which was very foggy, I heard a stray goose
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groping about over the pond and cackling as if lost, or like the
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spirit of the fog.
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So I went on for some days cutting and hewing timber, and also studs
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and rafters, all with my narrow axe, not having many communicable or
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scholar-like thoughts, singing to myself,
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Men say they know many things;
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But lo! they have taken wings-
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The arts and sciences,
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And a thousand appliances;
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The wind that blows
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Is all that anybody knows.
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I hewed the main timbers six inches square, most of the studs on two
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sides only, and the rafters and floor timbers on one side, leaving the
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rest of the bark on, so that they were just as straight and much
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stronger than sawed ones. Each stick was carefully mortised or tenoned
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by its stump, for I had borrowed other tools by this time. My days
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in the woods were not very long ones; yet I usually carried my
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dinner of bread and butter, and read the newspaper in which it was
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wrapped, at noon, sitting amid the green pine boughs which I had cut
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off, and to my bread was imparted some of their fragrance, for my
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hands were covered with a thick coat of pitch. Before I had done I was
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more the friend than the foe of the pine tree, though I had cut down
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some of them, having become better acquainted with it. Sometimes a
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rambler in the wood was attracted by the sound of my axe, and we
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chatted pleasantly over the chips which I had made.
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By the middle of April, for I made no haste in my work, but rather
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made the most of it, my house was framed and ready for the raising.
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I had already bought the shanty of James Collins, an Irishman who
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worked on the Fitchburg Railroad, for boards. James Collins' shanty
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was considered an uncommonly fine one. When I called to see it he
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was not at home. I walked about the outside, at first unobserved
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from within, the window was so deep and high. It was of small
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dimensions, with a peaked cottage roof, and not much else to be
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seen, the dirt being raised five feet all around as if it were a
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compost heap. The roof was the soundest part, though a good deal
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warped and made brittle by the sun. Doorsill there was none, but a
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perennial passage for the hens under the door-board. Mrs. C. came to
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the door and asked me to view it from the inside. The hens were driven
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in by my approach. It was dark, and had a dirt floor for the most
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part, dank, clammy, and aguish, only here a board and there a board
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which would not bear removal. She lighted a lamp to show me the inside
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of the roof and the walls, and also that the board floor extended
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under the bed, warning me not to step into the cellar, a sort of
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dust hole two feet deep. In her own words, they were good boards
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overhead, good boards all around, and a good window"- of two whole
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squares originally, only the cat had passed out that way lately. There
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was a stove, a bed, and a place to sit, an infant in the house where
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it was born, a silk parasol, gilt-framed looking-glass, and a patent
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new coffee-mill nailed to an oak sapling, all told. The bargain was
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soon concluded, for James had in the meanwhile returned. I to pay four
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dollars and twenty-five cents tonight, he to vacate at five tomorrow
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morning, selling to nobody else meanwhile: I to take possession at
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six. It were well, he said, to be there early, and anticipate
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certain indistinct but wholly unjust claims on the score of ground
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rent and fuel. This he assured me was the only encumbrance. At six I
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passed him and his family on the road. One large bundle held their
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all- bed, coffee-mill, looking-glass, hens- all but the cat; she
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took to the woods and became a wild cat, and, as I learned
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afterward, trod in a trap set for woodchucks, and so became a dead cat
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at last.
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I took down this dwelling the same morning, drawing the nails, and
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removed it to the pond-side by small cartloads, spreading the boards
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on the grass there to bleach and warp back again in the sun. One early
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thrush gave me a note or two as I drove along the woodland path. I was
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informed treacherously by a young Patrick that neighbor Seeley, an
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Irishman, in the intervals of the carting, transferred the still
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tolerable, straight, and drivable nails, staples, and spikes to his
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pocket, and then stood when I came back to pass the time of day, and
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look freshly up, unconcerned, with spring thoughts, at the
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devastation; there being a dearth of work, as he said. He was there to
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represent spectatordom, and help make this seemingly insignificant
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event one with the removal of the gods of Troy.
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I dug my cellar in the side of a hill sloping to the south, where
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a woodchuck had formerly dug his burrow, down through sumach and
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blackberry roots, and the lowest stain of vegetation, six feet
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square by seven deep, to a fine sand where potatoes would not freeze
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in any winter. The sides were left shelving, and not stoned; but the
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sun having never shone on them, the sand still keeps its place. It was
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but two hours' work. I took particular pleasure in this breaking of
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ground, for in almost all latitudes men dig into the earth for an
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equable temperature. Under the most splendid house in the city is
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still to be found the cellar where they store their roots as of old,
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and long after the superstructure has disappeared posterity remark its
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dent in the earth. The house is still but a sort of porch at the
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entrance of a burrow.
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At length, in the beginning of May, with the help of some of my
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acquaintances, rather to improve so good an occasion for
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neighborliness than from any necessity, I set up the frame of my
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house. No man was ever more honored in the character of his raisers
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than I. They are destined, I trust, to assist at the raising of
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loftier structures one day. I began to occupy my house on the 4th of
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July, as soon as it was boarded and roofed, for the boards were
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carefully feather-edged and lapped, so that it was perfectly
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impervious to rain, but before boarding I laid the foundation of a
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chimney at one end, bringing two cartloads of stones up the hill
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from the pond in my arms. I built the chimney after my hoeing in the
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fall, before a fire became necessary for warmth, doing my cooking in
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the meanwhile out of doors on the ground, early in the morning:
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which mode I still think is in some respects more convenient and
|
|
agreeable than the usual one. When it stormed before my bread was
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baked, I fixed a few boards over the fire, and sat under them to watch
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my loaf, and passed some pleasant hours in that way. In those days,
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when my hands were much employed, I read but little, but the least
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scraps of paper which lay on the ground, my holder, or tablecloth,
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afforded me as much entertainment, in fact answered the same purpose
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|
as the Iliad.
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It would be worth the while to build still more deliberately than
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I did, considering, for instance, what foundation a door, a window,
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a cellar, a garret, have in the nature of man, and perchance never
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|
raising any superstructure until we found a better reason for it
|
|
than our temporal necessities even. There is some of the same
|
|
fitness in a man's building his own house that there is in a bird's
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|
building its own nest. Who knows but if men constructed their
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|
dwellings with their own hands, and provided food for themselves and
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|
families simply and honestly enough, the poetic faculty would be
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|
universally developed, as birds universally sing when they are so
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|
engaged? But alas! we do like cowbirds and cuckoos, which lay their
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|
eggs in nests which other birds have built, and cheer no traveller
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|
with their chattering and unmusical notes. Shall we forever resign the
|
|
pleasure of construction to the carpenter? What does architecture
|
|
amount to in the experience of the mass of men? I never in all my
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|
walks came across a man engaged in so simple and natural an occupation
|
|
as building his house. We belong to the community. It is not the
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|
tailor alone who is the ninth part of a man; it is as much the
|
|
preacher, and the merchant, and the farmer. Where is this division
|
|
of labor to end? and what object does it finally serve? No doubt
|
|
another may also think for me; but it is not therefore desirable
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that he should do so to the exclusion of my thinking for myself.
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True, there are architects so called in this country, and I have
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|
heard of one at least possessed with the idea of making
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architectural ornaments have a core of truth, a necessity, and hence a
|
|
beauty, as if it were a revelation to him. All very well perhaps
|
|
from his point of view, but only a little better than the common
|
|
dilettantism. A sentimental reformer in architecture, he began at
|
|
the cornice, not at the foundation. It was only how to put a core of
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|
truth within the ornaments, that every sugarplum, in fact, might
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|
have an almond or caraway seed in it- though I hold that almonds are
|
|
most wholesome without the sugar- and not how the inhabitant, the
|
|
indweller, might build truly within and without, and let the ornaments
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|
take care of themselves. What reasonable man ever supposed that
|
|
ornaments were something outward and in the skin merely- that the
|
|
tortoise got his spotted shell, or the shell-fish its
|
|
mother-o'-pearl tints, by such a contract as the inhabitants of
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|
Broadway their Trinity Church? But a man has no more to do with the
|
|
style of architecture of his house than a tortoise with that of its
|
|
shell: nor need the soldier be so idle as to try to paint the
|
|
precise color of his virtue on his standard. The enemy will find it
|
|
out. He may turn pale when the trial comes. This man seemed to me to
|
|
lean over the cornice, and timidly whisper his half truth to the
|
|
rude occupants who really knew it better than he. What of
|
|
architectural beauty I now see, I know has gradually grown from within
|
|
outward, out of the necessities and character of the indweller, who is
|
|
the only builder- out of some unconscious truthfulness, and nobleness,
|
|
without ever a thought for the appearance and whatever additional
|
|
beauty of this kind is destined to be produced will be preceded by a
|
|
like unconscious beauty of life. The most interesting dwellings in
|
|
this country, as the painter knows, are the most unpretending,
|
|
humble log huts and cottages of the poor commonly; it is the life of
|
|
the inhabitants whose shells they are, and not any peculiarity in
|
|
their surfaces merely, which makes them picturesque; and equally
|
|
interesting will be the citizen's suburban box, when his life shall be
|
|
as simple and as agreeable to the imagination, and there is as
|
|
little straining after effect in the style of his dwelling. A great
|
|
proportion of architectural ornaments are literally hollow, and a
|
|
September gale would strip them off, like borrowed plumes, without
|
|
injury to the substantials. They can do without architecture who
|
|
have no olives nor wines in the cellar. What if an equal ado were made
|
|
about the ornaments of style in literature, and the architects of
|
|
our bibles spent as much time about their cornices as the architects
|
|
of our churches do? So are made the belles-lettres and the
|
|
beaux-arts and their professors. Much it concerns a man, forsooth, how
|
|
a few sticks are slanted over him or under him, and what colors are
|
|
daubed upon his box. It would signify somewhat, if, in any earnest
|
|
sense, he slanted them and daubed it; but the spirit having departed
|
|
out of the tenant, it is of a piece with constructing his own
|
|
coffin- the architecture of the grave- and "carpenter" is but
|
|
another name for "coffin-maker." One man says, in his despair or
|
|
indifference to life, take up a handful of the earth at your feet, and
|
|
paint your house that color. Is he thinking of his last and narrow
|
|
house? Toss up a copper for it as well. What an abundance of leisure
|
|
be must have! Why do you take up a handful of dirt? Better paint
|
|
your house your own complexion; let it turn pale or blush for you.
|
|
An enterprise to improve the style of cottage architecture! When you
|
|
have got my ornaments ready, I will wear them.
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Before winter I built a chimney, and shingled the sides of my house,
|
|
which were already impervious to rain, with imperfect and sappy
|
|
shingles made of the first slice of the log, whose edges I was obliged
|
|
to straighten with a plane.
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I have thus a tight shingled and plastered house, ten feet wide by
|
|
fifteen long, and eight-feet posts, with a garret and a closet, a
|
|
large window on each side, two trap-doors, one door at the end, and
|
|
a brick fireplace opposite. The exact cost of my house, paying the
|
|
usual price for such materials as I used, but not counting the work,
|
|
all of which was done by myself, was as follows; and I give the
|
|
details because very few are able to tell exactly what their houses
|
|
cost, and fewer still, if any, the separate cost of the various
|
|
materials which compose them:
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Boards................................$ 8.03 1/2, (mostly shanty
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boards.)
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Refuse shingles for roof and sides.... 4.00
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Laths................................. 1.25
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Two second-hand windows with glass.... 2.43
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One thousand old brick................ 4.00
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Two casks of lime..................... 2.40 (That was high.)
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Hair.................................. 0.31 (More than I needed.)
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Mantle-tree iron...................... 0.15
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Nails................................. 3.90
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Hinges and screws..................... 0.14
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Latch................................. 0.10
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Chalk................................. 0.01
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Transportation........................ 1.40 (I carried a good
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part on my back.)
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In all................................$ 28.12 1/2
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These are all the materials, excepting the timber, stones, and sand,
|
|
which I claimed by squatter's right. I have also a small woodshed
|
|
adjoining, made chiefly of the stuff which was left after building the
|
|
house.
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I intend to build me a house which will surpass any on the main
|
|
street in Concord in grandeur and luxury, as soon as it pleases me
|
|
as much and will cost me no more than my present one.
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I thus found that the student who wishes for a shelter can obtain
|
|
one for a lifetime at an expense not greater than the rent which he
|
|
now pays annually. If I seem to boast more than is becoming, my excuse
|
|
is that I brag for humanity rather than for myself; and my
|
|
shortcomings and inconsistencies do not affect the truth of my
|
|
statement. Notwithstanding much cant and hypocrisy- chaff which I find
|
|
it difficult to separate from my wheat, but for which I am as sorry as
|
|
any man- I will breathe freely and stretch myself in this respect,
|
|
it is such a relief to both the moral and physical system; and I am
|
|
resolved that I will not through humility become the devil's attorney.
|
|
I will endeavor to speak a good word for the truth. At Cambridge
|
|
College the mere rent of a student's room, which is only a little
|
|
larger than my own, is thirty dollars each year, though the
|
|
corporation had the advantage of building thirty-two side by side
|
|
and under one roof, and the occupant suffers the inconvenience of many
|
|
and noisy neighbors, and perhaps a residence in the fourth story. I
|
|
cannot but think that if we had more true wisdom in these respects,
|
|
not only less education would be needed, because, forsooth, more would
|
|
already have been acquired, but the pecuniary expense of getting an
|
|
education would in a great measure vanish. Those conveniences which
|
|
the student requires at Cambridge or elsewhere cost him or somebody
|
|
else ten times as great a sacrifice of life as they would with
|
|
proper management on both sides. Those things for which the most money
|
|
is demanded are never the things which the student most wants.
|
|
Tuition, for instance, is an important item in the term bill, while
|
|
for the far more valuable education which he gets by associating
|
|
with the most cultivated of his contemporaries no charge is made.
|
|
The mode of founding a college is, commonly, to get up a
|
|
subscription of dollars and cents, and then, following blindly the
|
|
principles of a division of labor to its extreme- a principle which
|
|
should never be followed but with circumspection- to call in a
|
|
contractor who makes this a subject of speculation, and he employs
|
|
Irishmen or other operatives actually to lay the foundations, while
|
|
the students that are to be are said to be fitting themselves for
|
|
it; and for these oversights successive generations have to pay. I
|
|
think that it would be better than this, for the students, or those
|
|
who desire to be benefited by it, even to lay the foundation
|
|
themselves. The student who secures his coveted leisure and retirement
|
|
by systematically shirking any labor necessary to man obtains but an
|
|
ignoble and unprofitable leisure, defrauding himself of the experience
|
|
which alone can make leisure fruitful. "But," says one, "you do not
|
|
mean that the students should go to work with their hands instead of
|
|
their heads?" I do not mean that exactly, but I mean something which
|
|
he might think a good deal like that; I mean that they should not play
|
|
life, or study it merely, while the community supports them at this
|
|
expensive game, but earnestly live it from beginning to end. How could
|
|
youths better learn to live than by at once trying the experiment of
|
|
living? Methinks this would exercise their minds as much as
|
|
mathematics. If I wished a boy to know something about the arts and
|
|
sciences, for instance, I would not pursue the common course, which is
|
|
merely to send him into the neighborhood of some professor, where
|
|
anything is professed and practised but the art of life;- to survey
|
|
the world through a telescope or a microscope, and never with his
|
|
natural eye; to study chemistry, and not learn how his bread is
|
|
made, or mechanics, and not learn how it is earned; to discover new
|
|
satellites to Neptune, and not detect the motes in his eyes, or to
|
|
what vagabond he is a satellite himself; or to be devoured by the
|
|
monsters that swarm all around him, while contemplating the monsters
|
|
in a drop of vinegar. Which would have advanced the most at the end of
|
|
a month- the boy who had made his own jackknife from the ore which
|
|
he had dug and smelted, reading as much as would be necessary for
|
|
this- or the boy who had attended the lectures on metallurgy at the
|
|
Institute in the meanwhile, and had received a Rodgers penknife from
|
|
his father? Which would be most likely to cut his fingers?... To my
|
|
astonishment I was informed on leaving college that I had studied
|
|
navigation!- why, if I had taken one turn down the harbor I should
|
|
have known more about it. Even the poor student studies and is
|
|
taught only political economy, while that economy of living which is
|
|
synonymous with philosophy is not even sincerely professed in our
|
|
colleges. The consequence is, that while he is reading Adam Smith,
|
|
Ricardo, and Say, he runs his father in debt irretrievably.
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|
As with our colleges, so with a hundred "modern improvements"; there
|
|
is an illusion about them; there is not always a positive advance. The
|
|
devil goes on exacting compound interest to the last for his early
|
|
share and numerous succeeding investments in them. Our inventions
|
|
are wont to be pretty toys, which distract our attention from
|
|
serious things. They are but improved means to an unimproved end, an
|
|
end which it was already but too easy to arrive at; as railroads
|
|
lead to Boston or New York. We are in great haste to construct a
|
|
magnetic telegraph from Maine to Texas; but Maine and Texas, it may
|
|
be, have nothing important to communicate. Either is in such a
|
|
predicament as the man who was earnest to be introduced to a
|
|
distinguished deaf woman, but when he was presented, and one end of
|
|
her ear trumpet was put into his hand, had nothing to say. As if the
|
|
main object were to talk fast and not to talk sensibly. We are eager
|
|
to tunnel under the Atlantic and bring the Old World some weeks nearer
|
|
to the New; but perchance the first news that will leak through into
|
|
the broad, flapping American ear will be that the Princess Adelaide
|
|
has the whooping cough. After all, the man whose horse trots a mile in
|
|
a minute does not carry the most important messages; he is not an
|
|
evangelist, nor does he come round eating locusts and wild honey. I
|
|
doubt if Flying Childers ever carried a peck of corn to mill.
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One says to me, "I wonder that you do not lay up money; you love
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to travel; you might take the cars and go to Fitchburg today and see
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the country." But I am wiser than that. I have learned that the
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swiftest traveller is he that goes afoot. I say to my friend,
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Suppose we try who will get there first. The distance is thirty miles;
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the fare ninety cents. That is almost a day's wages. I remember when
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wages were sixty cents a day for laborers on this very road. Well, I
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start now on foot, and get there before night; I have travelled at
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that rate by the week together. You will in the meanwhile have
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earned your fare, and arrive there some time tomorrow, or possibly
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this evening, if you are lucky enough to get a job in season.
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Instead of going to Fitchburg, you will be working here the greater
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part of the day. And so, if the railroad reached round the world, I
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think that I should keep ahead of you; and as for seeing the country
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and getting experience of that kind, I should have to cut your
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acquaintance altogether.
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Such is the universal law, which no man can ever outwit, and with
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regard to the railroad even we may say it is as broad as it is long.
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To make a railroad round the world available to all mankind is
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equivalent to grading the whole surface of the planet. Men have an
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indistinct notion that if they keep up this activity of joint stocks
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and spades long enough all will at length ride somewhere, in next to
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no time, and for nothing; but though a crowd rushes to the depot,
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and the conductor shouts "All aboard!" when the smoke is blown away
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and the vapor condensed, it will be perceived that a few are riding,
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but the rest are run over- and it will be called, and will be, "A
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melancholy accident." No doubt they can ride at last who shall have
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earned their fare, that is, if they survive so long, but they will
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probably have lost their elasticity and desire to travel by that time.
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This spending of the best part of one's life earning money in order to
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enjoy a questionable liberty during the least valuable part of it
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reminds me of the Englishman who went to India to make a fortune
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first, in order that he might return to England and live the life of a
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poet. He should have gone up garret at once. "What!" exclaim a million
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Irishmen starting up from all the shanties in the land, "is not this
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railroad which we have built a good thing?" Yes, I answer,
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comparatively good, that is, you might have done worse; but I wish, as
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you are brothers of mine, that you could have spent your time better
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than digging in this dirt.
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Before I finished my house, wishing to earn ten or twelve dollars by
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some honest and agreeable method, in order to meet my unusual
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expenses, I planted about two acres and a half of light and sandy soil
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near it chiefly with beans, but also a small part with potatoes, corn,
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peas, and turnips. The whole lot contains eleven acres, mostly growing
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up to pines and hickories, and was sold the preceding season for eight
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|
dollars and eight cents an acre. One farmer said that it was "good for
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nothing but to raise cheeping squirrels on." I put no manure
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whatever on this land, not being the owner, but merely a squatter, and
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not expecting to cultivate so much again, and I did not quite hoe it
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all once. I got out several cords of stumps in plowing, which supplied
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me with fuel for a long time, and left small circles of virgin
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mould, easily distinguishable through the summer by the greater
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luxuriance of the beans there. The dead and for the most part
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unmerchantable wood behind my house, and the driftwood from the
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pond, have supplied the remainder of my fuel. I was obliged to hire
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a team and a man for the plowing, though I held the plow myself. My
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farm outgoes for the first season were, for implements, seed, work,
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etc., $14.72 1/2. The seed corn was given me. This never costs
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anything to speak of, unless you plant more than enough. I got
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twelve bushels of beans, and eighteen bushels of potatoes, beside some
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peas and sweet corn. The yellow corn and turnips were too late to come
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to anything. My whole income from the farm was
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$ 23.44
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Deducting the outgoes............. 14.72 1/2
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There are left....................$ 8.71 1/2
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beside produce consumed and on hand at the time this estimate was made
|
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of the value of $4.50- the amount on hand much more than balancing a
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little grass which I did not raise. All things considered, that is,
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considering the importance of a man's soul and of today,
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notwithstanding the short time occupied by my experiment, nay,
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partly even because of its transient character, I believe that that
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was doing better than any farmer in Concord did that year.
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The next year I did better still, for I spaded up all the land which
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I required, about a third of an acre, and I learned from the
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experience of both years, not being in the least awed by many
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celebrated works on husbandry, Arthur Young among the rest, that if
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one would live simply and eat only the crop which he raised, and raise
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no more than he ate, and not exchange it for an insufficient
|
|
quantity of more luxurious and expensive things, he would need to
|
|
cultivate only a few rods of ground, and that it would be cheaper to
|
|
spade up that than to use oxen to plow it, and to select a fresh
|
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spot from time to time than to manure the old, and he could do all his
|
|
necessary farm work as it were with his left hand at odd hours in
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the summer; and thus he would not be tied to an ox, or horse, or
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cow, or pig, as at present. I desire to speak impartially on this
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|
point, and as one not interested in the success or failure of the
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present economical and social arrangements. I was more independent
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than any farmer in Concord, for I was not anchored to a house or farm,
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|
but could follow the bent of my genius, which is a very crooked one,
|
|
every moment. Beside being better off than they already, if my house
|
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had been burned or my crops had failed, I should have been nearly as
|
|
well off as before.
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I am wont to think that men are not so much the keepers of herds
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as herds are the keepers of men, the former are so much the freer. Men
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|
and oxen exchange work; but if we consider necessary work only, the
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oxen will be seen to have greatly the advantage, their farm is so much
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|
the larger. Man does some of his part of the exchange work in his
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six weeks of haying, and it is no boy's play. Certainly no nation that
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|
lived simply in all respects, that is, no nation of philosophers,
|
|
would commit so great a blunder as to use the labor of animals.
|
|
True, there never was and is not likely soon to be a nation of
|
|
philosophers, nor am I certain it is desirable that there should be.
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|
However, I should never have broken a horse or bull and taken him to
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board for any work he might do for me, for fear I should become a
|
|
horseman or a herdsman merely; and if society seems to be the gainer
|
|
by so doing, are we certain that what is one man's gain is not
|
|
another's loss, and that the stable-boy has equal cause with his
|
|
master to be satisfied? Granted that some public works would not
|
|
have been constructed without this aid, and let man share the glory of
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|
such with the ox and horse; does it follow that he could not have
|
|
accomplished works yet more worthy of himself in that case? When men
|
|
begin to do, not merely unnecessary or artistic, but luxurious and
|
|
idle work, with their assistance, it is inevitable that a few do all
|
|
the exchange work with the oxen, or, in other words, become the slaves
|
|
of the strongest. Man thus not only works for the animal within him,
|
|
but, for a symbol of this, he works for the animal without him. Though
|
|
we have many substantial houses of brick or stone, the prosperity of
|
|
the farmer is still measured by the degree to which the barn
|
|
overshadows the house. This town is said to have the largest houses
|
|
for oxen, cows, and horses hereabouts, and it is not behindhand in its
|
|
public buildings; but there are very few halls for free worship or
|
|
free speech in this county. It should not be by their architecture,
|
|
but why not even by their power of abstract thought, that nations
|
|
should seek to commemorate themselves? How much more admirable the
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|
Bhagvat-Geeta than all the ruins of the East! Towers and temples are
|
|
the luxury of princes. A simple and independent mind does not toil
|
|
at the bidding of any prince. Genius is not a retainer to any emperor,
|
|
nor is its material silver, or gold, or marble, except to a trifling
|
|
extent. To what end, pray, is so much stone hammered? In Arcadia, when
|
|
I was there, I did not see any hammering stone. Nations are
|
|
possessed with an insane ambition to perpetuate the memory of
|
|
themselves by the amount of hammered stone they leave. What if equal
|
|
pains were taken to smooth and polish their manners? One piece of good
|
|
sense would be more memorable than a monument as high as the moon. I
|
|
love better to see stones in place. The grandeur of Thebes was a
|
|
vulgar grandeur. More sensible is a rod of stone wall that bounds an
|
|
honest man's field than a hundred-gated Thebes that has wandered
|
|
farther from the true end of life. The religion and civilization which
|
|
are barbaric and heathenish build splendid temples; but what you might
|
|
call Christianity does not. Most of the stone a nation hammers goes
|
|
toward its tomb only. It buries itself alive. As for the Pyramids,
|
|
there is nothing to wonder at in them so much as the fact that so many
|
|
men could be found degraded enough to spend their lives constructing a
|
|
tomb for some ambitious booby, whom it would have been wiser and
|
|
manlier to have drowned in the Nile, and then given his body to the
|
|
dogs. I might possibly invent some excuse for them and him, but I have
|
|
no time for it. As for the religion and love of art of the builders,
|
|
it is much the same all the world over, whether the building be an
|
|
Egyptian temple or the United States Bank. It costs more than it comes
|
|
to. The mainspring is vanity, assisted by the love of garlic and bread
|
|
and butter. Mr. Balcom, a promising young architect, designs it on the
|
|
back of his Vitruvius, with hard pencil and ruler, and the job is
|
|
let out to Dobson & Sons, stonecutters. When the thirty centuries
|
|
begin to look down on it, mankind begin to look up at it. As for
|
|
your high towers and monuments, there was a crazy fellow once in
|
|
this town who undertook to dig through to China, and he got so far
|
|
that, as he said, he heard the Chinese pots and kettles rattle; but
|
|
I think that I shall not go out of my way to admire the hole which
|
|
he made. Many are concerned about the monuments of the West and the
|
|
East- to know who built them. For my part, I should like to know who
|
|
in those days did not build them- who were above such trifling. But to
|
|
proceed with my statistics.
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|
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|
By surveying, carpentry, and day-labor of various other kinds in the
|
|
village in the meanwhile, for I have as many trades as fingers, I
|
|
had earned $13.34. The expense of food for eight months, namely,
|
|
from July 4th to March 1st, the time when these estimates were made,
|
|
though I lived there more than two years- not counting potatoes, a
|
|
little green corn, and some peas, which I had raised, nor
|
|
considering the value of what was on hand at the last date- was
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|
Rice......................$ 1.73 1/2
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|
Molasses.................. 1.73 (Cheapest form of the
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|
|
saccharine.)
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|
Rye meal.................. 1.04 3/4
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|
Indian meal............... 0.99 3/4 (Cheaper than rye.)
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Pork...................... 0.22
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(All Experiments Which Failed)
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Flour..................... 0.88 (Costs more than Indian meal,
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|
|
both money and trouble.)
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Sugar..................... 0.80
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|
|
Lard...................... 0.65
|
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|
|
Apples.................... 0.25
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Dried apple............... 0.22
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Sweet potatoes............ 0.10
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|
One pumpkin............... 0.06
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One watermelon............ 0.02
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Salt...................... 0.03
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|
Yes, I did eat $8.74, all told; but I should not thus unblushingly
|
|
publish my guilt, if I did not know that most of my readers were
|
|
equally guilty with myself, and that their deeds would look no
|
|
better in print. The next year I sometimes caught a mess of fish for
|
|
my dinner, and once I went so far as to slaughter a woodchuck which
|
|
ravaged my bean-field- effect his transmigration, as a Tartar would
|
|
say- and devour him, partly for experiment's sake; but though it
|
|
afforded me a momentary enjoyment, notwithstanding a musky flavor, I
|
|
saw that the longest use would not make that a good practice,
|
|
however it might seem to have your woodchucks ready dressed by the
|
|
village butcher.
|
|
|
|
Clothing and some incidental expenses within the same dates,
|
|
though little can be inferred from this item, amounted to
|
|
|
|
$ 8.40 3/4
|
|
|
|
Oil and some household utensils......... 2.00
|
|
|
|
So that all the pecuniary outgoes, excepting for washing and
|
|
mending, which for the most part were done out of the house, and their
|
|
bills have not yet been received- and these are all and more than
|
|
all the ways by which money necessarily goes out in this part of the
|
|
world- were
|
|
|
|
House...................................$ 28.12 1/2
|
|
|
|
Farm one year........................... 14.72 1/2
|
|
|
|
Food eight months....................... 8.74
|
|
|
|
Clothing, etc., eight months............ 8.40 3/4
|
|
|
|
Oil, etc., eight months................. 2.00
|
|
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|
|
|
|
In all..................................$ 61.99 3/4
|
|
|
|
I address myself now to those of my readers who have a living to
|
|
get. And to meet this I have for farm produce sold
|
|
|
|
$ 23.44
|
|
|
|
Earned by day-labor..................... 13.34
|
|
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|
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|
|
|
|
In all..................................$ 36.78
|
|
|
|
which subtracted from the sum of the outgoes leaves a balance of
|
|
$25.21 3/4 on the one side- this being very nearly the means with
|
|
which I started, and the measure of expenses to be incurred- and on
|
|
the other, beside the leisure and independence and health thus
|
|
secured, a comfortable house for me as long as I choose to occupy it.
|
|
|
|
These statistics, however accidental and therefore uninstructive
|
|
they may appear, as they have a certain completeness, have a certain
|
|
value also. Nothing was given me of which I have not rendered some
|
|
account. It appears from the above estimate, that my food alone cost
|
|
me in money about twenty-seven cents a week. It was, for nearly two
|
|
years after this, rye and Indian meal without yeast, potatoes, rice, a
|
|
very little salt pork, molasses, and salt; and my drink, water. It was
|
|
fit that I should live on rice, mainly, who love so well the
|
|
philosophy of India. To meet the objections of some inveterate
|
|
cavillers, I may as well state, that if I dined out occasionally, as I
|
|
always had done, and I trust shall have opportunities to do again,
|
|
it was frequently to the detriment of my domestic arrangements. But
|
|
the dining out, being, as I have stated, a constant element, does
|
|
not in the least affect a comparative statement like this.
|
|
|
|
I learned from my two years' experience that it would cost
|
|
incredibly little trouble to obtain one's necessary food, even in this
|
|
latitude; that a man may use as simple a diet as the animals, and
|
|
yet retain health and strength. I have made a satisfactory dinner,
|
|
satisfactory on several accounts, simply off a dish of purslane
|
|
(Portulaca oleracea) which I gathered in my cornfield, boiled and
|
|
salted. I give the Latin on account of the savoriness of the trivial
|
|
name. And pray what more can a reasonable man desire, in peaceful
|
|
times, in ordinary noons, than a sufficient number of ears of green
|
|
sweet corn boiled, with the addition of salt? Even the little
|
|
variety which I used was a yielding to the demands of appetite, and
|
|
not of health. Yet men have come to such a pass that they frequently
|
|
starve, not for want of necessaries, but for want of luxuries; and I
|
|
know a good woman who thinks that her son lost his life because he
|
|
took to drinking water only.
|
|
|
|
The reader will perceive that I am treating the subject rather
|
|
from an economic than a dietetic point of view, and he will not
|
|
venture to put my abstemiousness to the test unless he has a
|
|
well-stocked larder.
|
|
|
|
Bread I at first made of pure Indian meal and salt, genuine
|
|
hoe-cakes, which I baked before my fire out of doors on a shingle or
|
|
the end of a stick of timber sawed off in building my house; but it
|
|
was wont to get smoked and to have a piny flavor, I tried flour
|
|
also; but have at last found a mixture of rye and Indian meal most
|
|
convenient and agreeable. In cold weather it was no little amusement
|
|
to bake several small loaves of this in succession, tending and
|
|
turning them as carefully as an Egyptian his hatching eggs. They
|
|
were a real cereal fruit which I ripened, and they had to my senses
|
|
a fragrance like that of other noble fruits, which I kept in as long
|
|
as possible by wrapping them in cloths. I made a study of the
|
|
ancient and indispensable art of bread-making, consulting such
|
|
authorities as offered, going back to the primitive days and first
|
|
invention of the unleavened kind, when from the wildness of nuts and
|
|
meats men first reached the mildness and refinement of this diet,
|
|
and travelling gradually down in my studies through that accidental
|
|
souring of the dough which, it is supposed, taught the leavening
|
|
process, and through the various fermentations thereafter, till I came
|
|
to "good, sweet, wholesome bread," the staff of life. Leaven, which
|
|
some deem the soul of bread, the spiritus which fills its cellular
|
|
tissue, which is religiously preserved like the vestal fire- some
|
|
precious bottleful, I suppose, first brought over in the Mayflower,
|
|
did the business for America, and its influence is still rising,
|
|
swelling, spreading, in cerealian billows over the land- this seed I
|
|
regularly and faithfully procured from the village, till at length one
|
|
morning I forgot the rules, and scalded my yeast; by which accident
|
|
I discovered that even this was not indispensable- for my
|
|
discoveries were not by the synthetic but analytic process- and I have
|
|
gladly omitted it since, though most housewives earnestly assured me
|
|
that safe and wholesome bread without yeast might not be, and
|
|
elderly people prophesied a speedy decay of the vital forces. Yet I
|
|
find it not to be an essential ingredient, and after going without
|
|
it for a year am still in the land of the living; and I am glad to
|
|
escape the trivialness of carrying a bottleful in my pocket, which
|
|
would sometimes pop and discharge its contents to my discomfiture.
|
|
It is simpler and more respectable to omit it. Man is an animal who
|
|
more than any other can adapt himself to all climates and
|
|
circumstances. Neither did I put any sal-soda, or other acid or
|
|
alkali, into my bread. It would seem that I made it according to the
|
|
recipe which Marcus Porcius Cato gave about two centuries before
|
|
Christ. "Panem depsticium sic facito. Manus mortariumque bene
|
|
lavato. Farinam in mortarium indito, aquae paulatim addito,
|
|
subigitoque pulchre. Ubi bene subegeris, defingito, coquitoque sub
|
|
testu." Which I take to mean,- "Make kneaded bread thus. Wash your
|
|
hands and trough well. Put the meal into the trough, add water
|
|
gradually, and knead it thoroughly. When you have kneaded it well,
|
|
mould it, and bake it under a cover," that is, in a baking-kettle. Not
|
|
a word about leaven. But I did not always use this staff of life. At
|
|
one time, owing to the emptiness of my purse, I saw none of it for
|
|
more than a month.
|
|
|
|
Every New Englander might easily raise all his own breadstuffs in
|
|
this land of rye and Indian corn, and not depend on distant and
|
|
fluctuating markets for them. Yet so far are we from simplicity and
|
|
independence that, in Concord, fresh and sweet meal is rarely sold
|
|
in the shops, and hominy and corn in a still coarser form are hardly
|
|
used by any. For the most part the farmer gives to his cattle and hogs
|
|
the grain of his own producing, and buys flour, which is at least no
|
|
more wholesome, at a greater cost, at the store. I saw that I could
|
|
easily raise my bushel or two of rye and Indian corn, for the former
|
|
will grow on the poorest land, and the latter does not require the
|
|
best, and grind them in a hand-mill, and so do without rice and
|
|
pork; and if I must have some concentrated sweet, I found by
|
|
experiment that I could make a very good molasses either of pumpkins
|
|
or beets, and I knew that I needed only to set out a few maples to
|
|
obtain it more easily still, and while these were growing I could
|
|
use various substitutes beside those which I have named. "For," as the
|
|
Forefathers sang,
|
|
|
|
"we can make liquor to sweeten our lips
|
|
|
|
Of pumpkins and parsnips and walnut-tree chips."
|
|
|
|
Finally, as for salt, that grossest of groceries, to obtain this might
|
|
be a fit occasion for a visit to the seashore, or, if I did without it
|
|
altogether, I should probably drink the less water. I do not learn
|
|
that the Indians ever troubled themselves to go after it.
|
|
|
|
Thus I could avoid all trade and barter, so far as my food was
|
|
concerned, and having a shelter already, it would only remain to get
|
|
clothing and fuel. The pantaloons which I now wear were woven in a
|
|
farmer's family- thank Heaven there is so much virtue still in man;
|
|
for I think the fall from the farmer to the operative as great and
|
|
memorable as that from the man to the farmer;- and in a new country,
|
|
fuel is an encumbrance. As for a habitat, if I were not permitted
|
|
still to squat, I might purchase one acre at the same price for
|
|
which the land I cultivated was sold- namely, eight dollars and
|
|
eight cents. But as it was, I considered that I enhanced the value
|
|
of the land by squatting on it.
|
|
|
|
There is a certain class of unbelievers who sometimes ask me such
|
|
questions as, if I think that I can live on vegetable food alone;
|
|
and to strike at the root of the matter at once- for the root is
|
|
faith- I am accustomed to answer such, that I can live on board nails.
|
|
If they cannot understand that, they cannot understand much that I
|
|
have to say. For my part, I am glad to bear of experiments of this
|
|
kind being tried; as that a young man tried for a fortnight to live on
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hard, raw corn on the ear, using his teeth for all mortar. The
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squirrel tribe tried the same and succeeded. The human race is
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interested in these experiments, though a few old women who are
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incapacitated for them, or who own their thirds in mills, may be
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alarmed.
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My furniture, part of which I made myself- and the rest cost me
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nothing of which I have not rendered an account- consisted of a bed, a
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table, a desk, three chairs, a looking-glass three inches in diameter,
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a pair of tongs and andirons, a kettle, a skillet, and a frying-pan, a
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dipper, a wash-bowl, two knives and forks, three plates, one cup,
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one spoon, a jug for oil, a jug for molasses, and a japanned lamp.
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None is so poor that he need sit on a pumpkin. That is
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shiftlessness. There is a plenty of such chairs as I like best in
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the village garrets to be had for taking them away. Furniture! Thank
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God, I can sit and I can stand without the aid of a furniture
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warehouse. What man but a philosopher would not be ashamed to see
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his furniture packed in a cart and going up country exposed to the
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light of heaven and the eyes of men, a beggarly account of empty
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boxes? That is Spaulding's furniture. I could never tell from
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inspecting such a load whether it belonged to a so-called rich man
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or a poor one; the owner always seemed poverty-stricken. Indeed, the
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more you have of such things the poorer you are. Each load looks as if
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it contained the contents of a dozen shanties; and if one shanty is
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poor, this is a dozen times as poor. Pray, for what do we move ever
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but to get rid of our furniture, our exuviae; at last to go from
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this world to another newly furnished, and leave this to be burned? It
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is the same as if all these traps were buckled to a man's belt, and he
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could not move over the rough country where our lines are cast without
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dragging them- dragging his trap. He was a lucky fox that left his
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tail in the trap. The muskrat will gnaw his third leg off to be
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free. No wonder man has lost his elasticity. How often he is at a dead
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set! "Sir, if I may be so bold, what do you mean by a dead set?" If
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you are a seer, whenever you meet a man you will see all that he owns,
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ay, and much that he pretends to disown, behind him, even to his
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kitchen furniture and all the trumpery which he saves and will not
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burn, and he will appear to be harnessed to it and making what headway
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he can. I think that the man is at a dead set who has got through a
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knot-hole or gateway where his sledge load of furniture cannot
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follow him. I cannot but feel compassion when I hear some trig,
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compact-looking man, seemingly free, all girded and ready, speak of
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his "furniture," as whether it is insured or not. "But what shall I do
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with my furniture?"- My gay butterfly is entangled in a spider's web
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then. Even those who seem for a long while not to have any, if you
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inquire more narrowly you will find have some stored in somebody's
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barn. I look upon England today as an old gentleman who is
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travelling with a great deal of baggage, trumpery which has
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accumulated from long housekeeping, which he has not the courage to
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burn; great trunk, little trunk, bandbox, and bundle. Throw away the
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first three at least. It would surpass the powers of a well man
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nowadays to take up his bed and walk, and I should certainly advise
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a sick one to lay down his bed and run. When I have met an immigrant
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tottering under a bundle which contained his all- looking like an
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enormous well which had grown out of the nape of his neck- I have
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pitied him, not because that was his all, but because he had all
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that to carry. If I have got to drag my trap, I will take care that it
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be a light one and do not nip me in a vital part. But perchance it
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would be wisest never to put one's paw into it.
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I would observe, by the way, that it costs me nothing for
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curtains, for I have no gazers to shut out but the sun and moon, and I
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am willing that they should look in. The moon will not sour milk nor
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taint meat of mine, nor will the sun injure my furniture or fade my
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carpet; and if he is sometimes too warm a friend, I find it still
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better economy to retreat behind some curtain which nature has
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provided, than to add a single item to the details of housekeeping.
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A lady once offered me a mat, but as I had no room to spare within the
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house, nor time to spare within or without to shake it, I declined it,
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preferring to wipe my feet on the sod before my door. It is best to
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avoid the beginnings of evil.
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Not long since I was present at the auction of a deacon's effects,
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for his life had not been ineffectual:
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"The evil that men do lives after them."
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As usual, a great proportion was trumpery which had begun to
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accumulate in his father's day. Among the rest was a dried tapeworm.
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And now, after lying half a century in his garret and other dust
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holes, these things were not burned; instead of a bonfire, or
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purifying destruction of them, there was an auction, or increasing
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of them. The neighbors eagerly collected to view them, bought them
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all, and carefully transported them to their garrets and dust holes,
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to lie there till their estates are settled, when they will start
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again. When a man dies he kicks the dust.
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The customs of some savage nations might, perchance, be profitably
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imitated by us, for they at least go through the semblance of
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casting their slough annually; they have the idea of the thing,
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|
whether they have the reality or not. Would it not be well if we
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were to celebrate such a "busk," or "feast of first fruits," as
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Bartram describes to have been the custom of the Mucclasse Indians?
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"When a town celebrates the busk," says he, "having previously
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provided themselves with new clothes, new pots, pans, and other
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household utensils and furniture, they collect all their worn out
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clothes and other despicable things, sweep and cleanse their houses,
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|
squares, and the whole town of their filth, which with all the
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remaining grain and other old provisions they cast together into one
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common heap, and consume it with fire. After having taken medicine,
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and fasted for three days, all the fire in the town is extinguished.
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During this fast they abstain from the gratification of every appetite
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and passion whatever. A general amnesty is proclaimed; all malefactors
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may return to their town."
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"On the fourth morning, the high priest, by rubbing dry wood
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together, produces new fire in the public square, from whence every
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habitation in the town is supplied with the new and pure flame."
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They then feast on the new corn and fruits, and dance and sing for
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three days, "and the four following days they receive visits and
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rejoice with their friends from neighboring towns who have in like
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manner purified and prepared themselves."
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The Mexicans also practised a similar purification at the end of
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every fifty-two years, in the belief that it was time for the world to
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come to an end.
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I have scarcely heard of a truer sacrament, that is, as the
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|
dictionary defines it,- outward and visible sign of an inward and
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spiritual grace," than this, and I have no doubt that they were
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originally inspired directly from Heaven to do thus, though they
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|
have no Biblical record of the revelation.
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For more than five years I maintained myself thus solely by the
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labor of my hands, and I found that, by working about six weeks in a
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|
year, I could meet all the expenses of living. The whole of my
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|
winters, as well as most of my summers, I had free and clear for
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|
study. I have thoroughly tried school- keeping, and found that my
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|
expenses were in proportion, or rather out of proportion, to my
|
|
income, for I was obliged to dress and train, not to say think and
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|
believe, accordingly, and I lost my time into the bargain. As I did
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|
not teach for the good of my fellow-men, but simply for a
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|
livelihood, this was a failure. I have tried trade; but I found that
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|
it would take ten years to get under way in that, and that then I
|
|
should probably be on my way to the devil. I was actually afraid
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|
that I might by that time be doing what is called a good business.
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|
When formerly I was looking about to see what I could do for a living,
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|
some sad experience in conforming to the wishes of friends being fresh
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|
in my mind to tax my ingenuity, I thought often and seriously of
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|
picking huckleberries; that surely I could do, and its small profits
|
|
might suffice- for my greatest skill has been to want but little- so
|
|
little capital it required, so little distraction from my wonted
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|
moods, I foolishly thought. While my acquaintances went unhesitatingly
|
|
into trade or the professions, I contemplated this occupation as
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|
most like theirs; ranging the hills all summer to pick the berries
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|
which came in my way, and thereafter carelessly dispose of them; so,
|
|
to keep the flocks of Admetus. I also dreamed that I might gather
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|
the wild herbs, or carry evergreens to such villagers as loved to be
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|
reminded of the woods, even to the city, by hay-cart loads. But I have
|
|
since learned that trade curses everything it handles; and though
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|
you trade in messages from heaven, the whole curse of trade attaches
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|
to the business.
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As I preferred some things to others, and especially valued my
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|
freedom, as I could fare hard and yet succeed well, I did not wish
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|
to spend my time in earning rich carpets or other fine furniture, or
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|
delicate cookery, or a house in the Grecian or the Gothic style just
|
|
yet. If there are any to whom it is no interruption to acquire these
|
|
things, and who know how to use them when acquired, I relinquish to
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|
them the pursuit. Some are "industrious," and appear to love labor for
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|
its own sake, or perhaps because it keeps them out of worse
|
|
mischief; to such I have at present nothing to say. Those who would
|
|
not know what to do with more leisure than they now enjoy, I might
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|
advise to work twice as hard as they do- work till they pay for
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|
themselves, and get their free papers. For myself I found that the
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|
occupation of a day-laborer was the most independent of any,
|
|
especially as it required only thirty or forty days in a year to
|
|
support one. The laborer's day ends with the going down of the sun,
|
|
and he is then free to devote himself to his chosen pursuit,
|
|
independent of his labor; but his employer, who speculates from
|
|
month to month, has no respite from one end of the year to the other.
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|
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|
In short, I am convinced, both by faith and experience, that to
|
|
maintain one's self on this earth is not a hardship but a pastime,
|
|
if we will live simply and wisely; as the pursuits of the simpler
|
|
nations are still the sports of the more artificial. It is not
|
|
necessary that a man should earn his living by the sweat of his
|
|
brow, unless he sweats easier than I do.
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|
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|
One young man of my acquaintance, who has inherited some acres, told
|
|
me that he thought he should live as I did, if he had the means. I
|
|
would not have any one adopt my mode of living on any account; for,
|
|
beside that before he has fairly learned it I may have found out
|
|
another for myself, I desire that there may be as many different
|
|
persons in the world as possible; but I would have each one be very
|
|
careful to find out and pursue his own way, and not his father's or
|
|
his mother's or his neighbor's instead. The youth may build or plant
|
|
or sail, only let him not be hindered from doing that which he tells
|
|
me he would like to do. It is by a mathematical point only that we are
|
|
wise, as the sailor or the fugitive slave keeps the polestar in his
|
|
eye; but that is sufficient guidance for all our life. We may not
|
|
arrive at our port within a calculable period, but we would preserve
|
|
the true course.
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|
|
|
Undoubtedly, in this case, what is true for one is truer still for a
|
|
thousand, as a large house is not proportionally more expensive than a
|
|
small one, since one roof may cover, one cellar underlie, and one wall
|
|
separate several apartments. But for my part, I preferred the solitary
|
|
dwelling. Moreover, it will commonly be cheaper to build the whole
|
|
yourself than to convince another of the advantage of the common wall;
|
|
and when you have done this, the common partition, to be much cheaper,
|
|
must be a thin one, and that other may prove a bad neighbor, and
|
|
also not keep his side in repair. The only cooperation which is
|
|
commonly possible is exceedingly partial and superficial; and what
|
|
little true cooperation there is, is as if it were not, being a
|
|
harmony inaudible to men. If a man has faith, he will cooperate with
|
|
equal faith everywhere; if he has not faith, he will continue to
|
|
live like the rest of the world, whatever company he is joined to.
|
|
To cooperate in the highest as well as the lowest sense, means to
|
|
get our living together. I heard it proposed lately that two young men
|
|
should travel together over the world, the one without money,
|
|
earning his means as he went, before the mast and behind the plow, the
|
|
other carrying a bill of exchange in his pocket. It was easy to see
|
|
that they could not long be companions or cooperate, since one would
|
|
not operate at all. They would part at the first interesting crisis in
|
|
their adventures. Above all, as I have implied, the man who goes alone
|
|
can start today; but he who travels with another must wait till that
|
|
other is ready, and it may be a long time before they get off.
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|
|
|
But all this is very selfish, I have heard some of my townsmen
|
|
say. I confess that I have hither- to indulged very little in
|
|
philanthropic enterprises. I have made some sacrifices to a sense of
|
|
duty, and among others have sacrificed this pleasure also. There are
|
|
those who have used all their arts to persuade me to undertake the
|
|
support of some poor family in the town; and if I had nothing to do-
|
|
for the devil finds employment for the idle- I might try my hand at
|
|
some such pastime as that. However, when I have thought to indulge
|
|
myself in this respect, and lay their Heaven under an obligation by
|
|
maintaining certain poor persons in all respects as comfortably as I
|
|
maintain myself, and have even ventured so far as to make them the
|
|
offer, they have one and all unhesitatingly preferred to remain
|
|
poor. While my townsmen and women are devoted in so many ways to the
|
|
good of their fellows, I trust that one at least may be spared to
|
|
other and less humane pursuits. You must have a genius for charity
|
|
as well as for anything else. As for Doing-good, that is one of the
|
|
professions which are full. Moreover, I have tried it fairly, and,
|
|
strange as it may seem, am satisfied that it does not agree with my
|
|
constitution. Probably I should not consciously and deliberately
|
|
forsake my particular calling to do the good which society demands
|
|
of me, to save the universe from annihilation; and I believe that a
|
|
like but infinitely greater steadfastness elsewhere is all that now
|
|
preserves it. But I would not stand between any man and his genius;
|
|
and to him who does this work, which I decline, with his whole heart
|
|
and soul and life, I would say, Persevere, even if the world call it
|
|
doing evil, as it is most likely they will.
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|
|
|
I am far from supposing that my case is a peculiar one; no doubt
|
|
many of my readers would make a similar defence. At doing something- I
|
|
will not engage that my neighbors shall pronounce it good- I do not
|
|
hesitate to say that I should be a capital fellow to hire; but what
|
|
that is, it is for my employer to find out. What good I do, in the
|
|
common sense of that word, must be aside from my main path, and for
|
|
the most part wholly unintended. Men say, practically, Begin where you
|
|
are and such as you are, without aiming mainly to become of more
|
|
worth, and with kindness aforethought go about doing good. If I were
|
|
to preach at all in this strain, I should say rather, Set about
|
|
being good. As if the sun should stop when he had kindled his fires up
|
|
to the splendor of a moon or a star of the sixth magnitude, and go
|
|
about like a Robin Goodfellow, peeping in at every cottage window,
|
|
inspiring lunatics, and tainting meats, and making darkness visible,
|
|
instead of steadily increasing his genial heat and beneficence till he
|
|
is of such brightness that no mortal can look him in the face, and
|
|
then, and in the meanwhile too, going about the world in his own
|
|
orbit, doing it good, or rather, as a truer philosophy has discovered,
|
|
the world going about him getting good. When Phaeton, wishing to prove
|
|
his heavenly birth by his beneficence, had the sun's chariot but one
|
|
day, and drove out of the beaten track, he burned several blocks of
|
|
houses in the lower streets of heaven, and scorched the surface of the
|
|
earth, and dried up every spring, and made the great desert of Sahara,
|
|
till at length Jupiter hurled him headlong to the earth with a
|
|
thunderbolt, and the sun, through grief at his death, did not shine
|
|
for a year.
|
|
|
|
There is no odor so bad as that which arises from goodness
|
|
tainted. It is human, it is divine, carrion. If I knew for a certainty
|
|
that a man was coming to my house with the conscious design of doing
|
|
me good, I should run for my life, as from that dry and parching
|
|
wind of the African deserts called the simoom, which fills the mouth
|
|
and nose and ears and eyes with dust till you are suffocated, for fear
|
|
that I should get some of his good done to me- some of its virus
|
|
mingled with my blood. No- in this case I would rather suffer evil the
|
|
natural way. A man is not a good man to me because he will feed me
|
|
if I should be starving, or warm me if I should be freezing, or pull
|
|
me out of a ditch if I should ever fall into one. I can find you a
|
|
Newfoundland dog that will do as much. Philanthropy is not love for
|
|
one's fellow-man in the broadest sense. Howard was no doubt an
|
|
exceedingly kind and worthy man in his way, and has his reward; but,
|
|
comparatively speaking, what are a hundred Howards to us, if their
|
|
philanthropy do not help us in our best estate, when we are most
|
|
worthy to be helped? I never heard of a philanthropic meeting in which
|
|
it was sincerely proposed to do any good to me, or the like of me.
|
|
|
|
The Jesuits were quite balked by those indians who, being burned
|
|
at the stake, suggested new modes of torture to their tormentors.
|
|
Being superior to physical suffering, it sometimes chanced that they
|
|
were superior to any consolation which the missionaries could offer;
|
|
and the law to do as you would be done by fell with less
|
|
persuasiveness on the ears of those who, for their part, did not
|
|
care how they were done by, who loved their enemies after a new
|
|
fashion, and came very near freely forgiving them all they did.
|
|
|
|
Be sure that you give the poor the aid they most need, though it
|
|
be your example which leaves them far behind. If you give money, spend
|
|
yourself with it, and do not merely abandon it to them. We make
|
|
curious mistakes sometimes. Often the poor man is not so cold and
|
|
hungry as he is dirty and ragged and gross. It is partly his taste,
|
|
and not merely his misfortune. If you give him money, he will
|
|
perhaps buy more rags with it. I was wont to pity the clumsy Irish
|
|
laborers who cut ice on the pond, in such mean and ragged clothes,
|
|
while I shivered in my more tidy and somewhat more fashionable
|
|
garments, till, one bitter cold day, one who had slipped into the
|
|
water came to my house to warm him, and I saw him strip off three
|
|
pairs of pants and two pairs of stockings ere he got down to the skin,
|
|
though they were dirty and ragged enough, it is true, and that he
|
|
could afford to refuse the extra garments which I offered him, he
|
|
had so many intra ones. This ducking was the very thing he needed.
|
|
Then I began to pity myself, and I saw that it would be a greater
|
|
charity to bestow on me a flannel shirt than a whole slop-shop on him.
|
|
There are a thousand hacking at the branches of evil to one who is
|
|
striking at the root, and it may be that he who bestows the largest
|
|
amount of time and money on the needy is doing the most by his mode of
|
|
life to produce that misery which he strives in vain to relieve. It is
|
|
the pious slave-breeder devoting the proceeds of every tenth slave
|
|
to buy a Sunday's liberty for the rest. Some show their kindness to
|
|
the poor by employing them in their kitchens. Would they not be kinder
|
|
if they employed themselves there? You boast of spending a tenth
|
|
part of your income in charity; maybe you should spend the nine tenths
|
|
so, and done with it. Society recovers only a tenth part of the
|
|
property then. Is this owing to the generosity of him in whose
|
|
possession it is found, or to the remissness of the officers of
|
|
justice?
|
|
|
|
Philanthropy is almost the only virtue which is sufficiently
|
|
appreciated by mankind. Nay, it is greatly overrated; and it is our
|
|
selfishness which overrates it. A robust poor man, one sunny day
|
|
here in Concord, praised a fellow-townsman to me, because, as he said,
|
|
he was kind to the poor; meaning himself. The kind uncles and aunts of
|
|
the race are more esteemed than its true spiritual fathers and
|
|
mothers. I once heard a reverend lecturer on England, a man of
|
|
learning and intelligence, after enumerating her scientific, literary,
|
|
and political worthies, Shakespeare, Bacon, Cromwell, Milton,
|
|
Newton, and others, speak next of her Christian heroes, whom, as if
|
|
his profession required it of him, he elevated to a place far above
|
|
all the rest, as the greatest of the great. They were Penn, Howard,
|
|
and Mrs. Fry. Every one must feel the falsehood and cant of this.
|
|
The last were not England's best men and women; only, perhaps, her
|
|
best philanthropists.
|
|
|
|
I would not subtract anything from the praise that is due to
|
|
philanthropy, but merely demand justice for all who by their lives and
|
|
works are a blessing to mankind. I do not value chiefly a man's
|
|
uprightness and benevolence, which are, as it were, his stem and
|
|
leaves. Those plants of whose greenness withered we make herb tea
|
|
for the sick serve but a humble use, and are most employed by
|
|
quacks. I want the flower and fruit of a man; that some fragrance be
|
|
wafted over from him to me, and some ripeness flavor our
|
|
intercourse. His goodness must not be a partial and transitory act,
|
|
but a constant superfluity, which costs him nothing and of which he is
|
|
unconscious. This is a charity that hides a multitude of sins. The
|
|
philanthropist too often surrounds mankind with the remembrance of his
|
|
own castoff griefs as an atmosphere, and calls it sympathy. We
|
|
should impart our courage, and not our despair, our health and ease,
|
|
and not our disease, and take care that this does not spread by
|
|
contagion. From what southern plains comes up the voice of wailing?
|
|
Under what latitudes reside the heathen to whom we would send light?
|
|
Who is that intemperate and brutal man whom we would redeem? If
|
|
anything ail a man, so that he does not perform his functions, if he
|
|
have a pain in his bowels even- for that is the seat of sympathy- he
|
|
forthwith sets about reforming- the world. Being a microcosm
|
|
himself, he discovers- and it is a true discovery, and he is the man
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to make it- that the world has been eating green apples; to his
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eyes, in fact, the globe itself is a great green apple, which there is
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danger awful to think of that the children of men will nibble before
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it is ripe; and straightway his drastic philanthropy seeks out the
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Esquimau and the Patagonian, and embraces the populous Indian and
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Chinese villages; and thus, by a few years of philanthropic
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activity, the powers in the meanwhile using him for their own ends, no
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doubt, he cures himself of his dyspepsia, the globe acquires a faint
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blush on one or both of its cheeks, as if it were beginning to be
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ripe, and life loses its crudity and is once more sweet and
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wholesome to live. I never dreamed of any enormity greater than I have
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committed. I never knew, and never shall know, a worse man than
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myself.
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I believe that what so saddens the reformer is not his sympathy with
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his fellows in distress, but, though he be the holiest son of God,
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is his private ail. Let this be righted, let the spring come to him,
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the morning rise over his couch, and he will forsake his generous
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companions without apology. My excuse for not lecturing against the
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use of tobacco is, that I never chewed it, that is a penalty which
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reformed tobacco-chewers have to pay; though there are things enough I
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have chewed which I could lecture against. If you should ever be
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betrayed into any of these philanthropies, do not let your left hand
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know what your right hand does, for it is not worth knowing. Rescue
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the drowning and tie your shoestrings. Take your time, and set about
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some free labor.
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Our manners have been corrupted by communication with the saints.
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Our hymn-books resound with a melodious cursing of God and enduring
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Him forever. One would say that even the prophets and redeemers had
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rather consoled the fears than confirmed the hopes of man. There is
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nowhere recorded a simple and irrepressible satisfaction with the gift
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of life, any memorable praise of God. All health and success does me
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good, however far off and withdrawn it may appear; all disease and
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failure helps to make me sad and does me evil, however much sympathy
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it may have with me or I with it. If, then, we would indeed restore
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mankind by truly Indian, botanic, magnetic, or natural means, let us
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first be as simple and well as Nature ourselves, dispel the clouds
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which hang over our own brows, and take up a little life into our
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pores. Do not stay to be an overseer of the poor, but endeavor to
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become one of the worthies of the world.
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I read in the Gulistan, or Flower Garden, of Sheik Sadi of Shiraz,
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that "they asked a wise man, saying: Of the many celebrated trees
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which the Most High God has created lofty and umbrageous, they call
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none azad, or free, excepting the cypress, which bears no fruit;
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what mystery is there in this? He replied: Each has its appropriate
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produce, and appointed season, during the continuance of which it is
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fresh and blooming, and during their absence dry and withered; to
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neither of which states is the cypress exposed, being always
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flourishing; and of this nature are the azads, or religious
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independents.- Fix not thy heart on that which is transitory; for
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the Dijlah, or Tigris, will continue to flow through Bagdad after
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the race of caliphs is extinct: if thy hand has plenty, be liberal
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as the date tree; but if it affords nothing to give away, be an
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azad, or free man, like the cypress."
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COMPLEMENTAL VERSES.
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The Pretensions of Poverty.
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Thou dost presume too much, poor needy wretch,
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To claim a station in the firmament
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Because thy humble cottage, or thy tub,
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Nurses some lazy or pedantic virtue
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In the cheap sunshine or by shady springs,
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With roots and pot-herbs; where thy right hand,
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Tearing those humane passions from the mind,
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Upon whose stocks fair blooming virtues flourish,
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Degradeth nature, and benumbeth sense,
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And, Gorgon-like, turns active men to stone.
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We not require the dull society
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Of your necessitated temperance,
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Or that unnatural stupidity
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That knows nor joy nor sorrow; nor your forc'd
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Falsely exalted passive fortitude
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Above the active. This low abject brood,
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That fix their seats in mediocrity,
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Become your servile minds; but we advance
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Such virtues only as admit excess,
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Brave, bounteous acts, regal magnificence,
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All-seeing prudence, magnanimity
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That knows no bound, and that heroic virtue
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For which antiquity hath left no name,
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But patterns only, such as Hercules,
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Achilles, Theseus. Back to thy loath'd cell;
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And when thou seest the new enlightened sphere,
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Study to know but what those worthies were.
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T. CAREW
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WHERE I LIVED, AND WHAT I LIVED FOR.
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AT A CERTAIN season of our life we are accustomed to consider
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every spot as the possible site of a house. I have thus surveyed the
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country on every side within a dozen miles of where I live. In
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imagination I have bought all the farms in succession, for all were to
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be bought, and I knew their price. I walked over each farmer's
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premises, tasted his wild apples, discoursed on husbandry with him,
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took his farm at his price, at any price, mortgaging it to him in my
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mind; even put a higher price on it- took everything but a deed of it-
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took his word for his deed, for I dearly love to talk- cultivated
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it, and him too to some extent, I trust, and withdrew when I had
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enjoyed it long enough, leaving him to carry it on. This experience
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entitled me to be regarded as a sort of real-estate broker by my
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friends. Wherever I sat, there I might live, and the landscape
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radiated from me accordingly. What is a house but a sedes, a seat?-
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better if a country seat. I discovered many a site for a house not
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likely to be soon improved, which some might have thought too far from
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the village, but to my eyes the village was too far from it. Well,
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there I might live, I said; and there I did live, for an hour, a
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summer and a winter life; saw how I could let the years run off,
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buffet the winter through, and see the spring come in. The future
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inhabitants of this region, wherever they may place their houses,
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may be sure that they have been anticipated. An afternoon sufficed
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to lay out the land into orchard, wood-lot, and pasture, and to decide
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what fine oaks or pines should be left to stand before the door, and
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whence each blasted tree could be seen to the best advantage; and then
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I let it lie, fallow, perchance, for a man is rich in proportion to
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the number of things which he can afford to let alone.
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My imagination carried me so far that I even had the refusal of
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several farms- the refusal was all I wanted- but I never got my
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fingers burned by actual possession. The nearest that I came to actual
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possession was when I bought the Hollowell place, and had begun to
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sort my seeds, and collected materials with which to make a
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wheelbarrow to carry it on or off with; but before the owner gave me a
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deed of it, his wife- every man has such a wife- changed her mind
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and wished to keep it, and he offered me ten dollars to release him.
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Now, to speak the truth, I had but ten cents in the world, and it
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surpassed my arithmetic to tell, if I was that man who had ten
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cents, or who had a farm, or ten dollars, or all together. However,
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I let him keep the ten dollars and the farm too, for I had carried
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it far enough; or rather, to be generous, I sold him the farm for just
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what I gave for it, and, as he was not a rich man, made him a
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present of ten dollars, and still had my ten cents, and seeds, and
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materials for a wheelbarrow left. I found thus that I had been a
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rich man without any damage to my poverty. But I retained the
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landscape, and I have since annually carried off what it yielded
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without a wheelbarrow. With respect to landscapes,
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"I am monarch of all I survey,
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My right there is none to dispute."
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I have frequently seen a poet withdraw, having enjoyed the most
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valuable part of a farm, while the crusty farmer supposed that he
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had got a few wild apples only. Why, the owner does not know it for
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many years when a poet has put his farm in rhyme, the most admirable
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kind of invisible fence, has fairly impounded it, milked it, skimmed
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it, and got all the cream, and left the farmer only the skimmed milk.
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The real attractions of the Hollowell farm, to me, were: its
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complete retirement, being, about two miles from the village, half a
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mile from the nearest neighbor, and separated from the highway by a
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broad field; its bounding on the river, which the owner said protected
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it by its fogs from frosts in the spring, though that was nothing to
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me; the gray color and ruinous state of the house and barn, and the
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dilapidated fences, which put such an interval between me and the last
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occupant; the hollow and lichen-covered apple trees, nawed by rabbits,
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showing what kind of neighbors I should have; but above all, the
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recollection I had of it from my earliest voyages up the river, when
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the house was concealed behind a dense grove of red maples, through
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which I heard the house-dog bark. I was in haste to buy it, before the
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proprietor finished getting out some rocks, cutting down the hollow
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apple trees, and grubbing up some young birches which had sprung up in
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the pasture, or, in short, had made any more of his improvements. To
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enjoy these advantages I was ready to carry it on; like Atlas, to take
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the world on my shoulders- I never heard what compensation he received
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for that- and do all those things which had no other motive or
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excuse but that I might pay for it and be unmolested in my
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possession of it; for I knew all the while that it would yield the
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most abundant crop of the kind I wanted, if I could only afford to let
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it alone. But it turned out as I have said.
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All that I could say, then, with respect to farming on a large
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scale- I have always cultivated a garden- was, that I had had my seeds
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ready. Many think that seeds improve with age. I have no doubt that
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time discriminates between the good and the bad; and when at last I
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shall plant, I shall be less likely to be disappointed. But I would
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say to my fellows, once for all, As long as possible live free and
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uncommitted. It makes but little difference whether you are
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committed to a farm or the county jail.
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Old Cato, whose "De Re Rustica" is my "Cultivator," says- and the
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only translation I have seen makes sheer nonsense of the passage-
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"When you think of getting a farm turn it thus in your mind, not to
|
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buy greedily; nor spare your pains to look at it, and do not think
|
|
it enough to go round it once. The oftener you go there the more it
|
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will please you, if it is good." I think I shall not buy greedily, but
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go round and round it as long as I live, and be buried in it first,
|
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that it may please me the more at last.
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The present was my next experiment of this kind, which I purpose
|
|
to describe more at length, for convenience putting the experience
|
|
of two years into one. As I have said, I do not propose to write an
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|
ode to dejection, but to brag as lustily as chanticleer in the
|
|
morning, standing on his roost, if only to wake my neighbors up.
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When first I took up my abode in the woods, that is, began to
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|
spend my nights as well as days there, which, by accident, was on
|
|
Independence Day, or the Fourth of July, 1845, my house was not
|
|
finished for winter, but was merely a defence against the rain,
|
|
without plastering or chimney, the walls being of rough,
|
|
weather-stained boards, with wide chinks, which made it cool at night.
|
|
The upright white hewn studs and freshly planed door and window
|
|
casings gave it a clean and airy look, especially in the morning, when
|
|
its timbers were saturated with dew, so that I fancied that by noon
|
|
some sweet gum would exude from them. To my imagination it retained
|
|
throughout the day more or less of this auroral character, reminding
|
|
me of a certain house on a mountain which I had visited a year before.
|
|
This was an airy and unplastered cabin, fit to entertain a
|
|
travelling god, and where a goddess might trail her garments. The
|
|
winds which passed over my dwelling were such as sweep over the ridges
|
|
of mountains, bearing the broken strains, or celestial parts only,
|
|
of terrestrial music. The morning wind forever blows, the poem of
|
|
creation is uninterrupted; but few are the ears that hear it.
|
|
Olympus is but the outside of the earth everywhere.
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|
The only house I had been the owner of before, if I except a boat,
|
|
was a tent, which I used occasionally when making excursions in the
|
|
summer, and this is still rolled up in my garret; but the boat,
|
|
after passing from hand to hand, has gone down the stream of time.
|
|
With this more substantial shelter about me, I had made some
|
|
progress toward settling in the world. This frame, so slightly clad,
|
|
was a sort of crystallization around me, and reacted on the builder.
|
|
It was suggestive somewhat as a picture in outlines. I did not need to
|
|
go outdoors to take the air, for the atmosphere within had lost none
|
|
of its freshness. It was not so much within doors as behind a door
|
|
where I sat, even in the rainiest weather. The Harivansa says, "An
|
|
abode without birds is like a meat without seasoning." Such was not my
|
|
abode, for I found myself suddenly neighbor to the birds; not by
|
|
having imprisoned one, but having caged myself near them. I was not
|
|
only nearer to some of those which commonly frequent the garden and
|
|
the orchard, but to those smaller and more thrilling songsters of
|
|
the forest which never, or rarely, serenade a villager- the wood
|
|
thrush, the veery, the scarlet tanager, the field sparrow, the
|
|
whip-poor-will, and many others.
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|
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|
I was seated by the shore of a small pond, about a mile and a half
|
|
south of the village of Concord and somewhat higher than it, in the
|
|
midst of an extensive wood between that town and Lincoln, and about
|
|
two miles south of that our only field known to fame, Concord Battle
|
|
Ground; but I was so low in the woods that the opposite shore, half
|
|
a mile off, like the rest, covered with wood, was my most distant
|
|
horizon. For the first week, whenever I looked out on the pond it
|
|
impressed me like a tarn high up on the side of a mountain, its bottom
|
|
far above the surface of other lakes, and, as the sun arose, I saw
|
|
it throwing off its nightly clothing of mist, and here and there, by
|
|
degrees, its soft ripples or its smooth reflecting surface was
|
|
revealed, while the mists, like ghosts, were stealthily withdrawing in
|
|
every direction into the woods, as at the breaking up of some
|
|
nocturnal conventicle. The very dew seemed to hang upon the trees
|
|
later into the day than usual, as on the sides of mountains.
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|
|
|
This small lake was of most value as a neighbor in the intervals
|
|
of a gentle rain-storm in August, when, both air and water being
|
|
perfectly still, but the sky overcast, mid-afternoon had all the
|
|
serenity of evening, and the wood thrush sang around, and was heard
|
|
from shore to shore. A lake like this is never smoother than at such a
|
|
time; and the clear portion of the air above it being, shallow and
|
|
darkened by clouds, the water, full of light and reflections,
|
|
becomes a lower heaven itself so much the more important. From a
|
|
hill-top near by, where the wood had been recently cut off, there
|
|
was a pleasing vista southward across the pond, through a wide
|
|
indentation in the hills which form the shore there, where their
|
|
opposite sides sloping toward each other suggested a stream flowing
|
|
out in that direction through a wooded valley, but stream there was
|
|
none. That way I looked between and over the near green hills to
|
|
some distant and higher ones in the horizon, tinged with blue. Indeed,
|
|
by standing on tiptoe I could catch a glimpse of some of the peaks
|
|
of the still bluer and more distant mountain ranges in the
|
|
northwest, those true-blue coins from heaven's own mint, and also of
|
|
some portion of the village. But in other directions, even from this
|
|
point, I could not see over or beyond the woods which surrounded me.
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|
It is well to have some water in your neighborhood, to give buoyancy
|
|
to and float the earth. One value even of the smallest well is, that
|
|
when you look into it you see that earth is not continent but insular.
|
|
This is as important as that it keeps butter cool. When I looked
|
|
across the pond from this peak toward the Sudbury meadows, which in
|
|
time of flood I distinguished elevated perhaps by a mirage in their
|
|
seething valley, like a coin in a basin, all the earth beyond the pond
|
|
appeared like a thin crust insulated and floated even by this small
|
|
sheet of interverting water, and I was reminded that this on which I
|
|
dwelt was but dry land.
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|
Though the view from my door was still more contracted, I did not
|
|
feel crowded or confined in the least. There was pasture enough for my
|
|
imagination. The low shrub oak plateau to which the opposite shore
|
|
arose stretched away toward the prairies of the West and the steppes
|
|
of Tartary, affording ample room for all the roving families of men.
|
|
"There are none happy in the world but beings who enjoy freely a
|
|
vast horizon"- said Damodara, when his herds required new and larger
|
|
pastures.
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|
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|
Both place and time were changed, and I dwelt nearer to those
|
|
parts of the universe and to those eras in history which had most
|
|
attracted me. Where I lived was as far off as many a region viewed
|
|
nightly by astronomers. We are wont to imagine rare and delectable
|
|
places in some remote and more celestial corner of the system,
|
|
behind the constellation of Cassiopeia's Chair, far from noise and
|
|
disturbance. I discovered that my house actually had its site in
|
|
such a withdrawn, but forever new and unprofaned, part of the
|
|
universe. If it were worth the while to settle in those parts near
|
|
to the Pleiades or the Hyades, to Aldebaran or Altair, then I was
|
|
really there, or at an equal remoteness from the life which I had left
|
|
behind, dwindled and twinkling with as fine a ray to my nearest
|
|
neighbor, and to be seen only in moonless nights by him. Such was that
|
|
part of creation where I had squatted;
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"There was a shepherd that did live,
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And held his thoughts as high
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As were the mounts whereon his flocks
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|
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Did hourly feed him by."
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|
What should we think of the shepherd's life if his flocks always
|
|
wandered to higher pastures than his thoughts?
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|
|
|
Every morning was a cheerful invitation to make my life of equal
|
|
simplicity, and I may say innocence, with Nature herself. I have
|
|
been as sincere a worshipper of Aurora as the Greeks. I got up early
|
|
and bathed in the pond; that was a religious exercise, and one of
|
|
the best things which I did. They say that characters were engraven on
|
|
the bathing tub of King Tching-thang to this effect: "Renew thyself
|
|
completely each day; do it again, and again, and forever again." I can
|
|
understand that. Morning brings back the heroic ages. I was as much
|
|
affected by the faint burn of a mosquito making its invisible and
|
|
unimaginable tour through my apartment at earliest dawn, when I was
|
|
sitting with door and windows open, as I could be by any trumpet
|
|
that ever sang of fame. It was Homer's requiem; itself an Iliad and
|
|
Odyssey in the air, singing its own wrath and wanderings. There was
|
|
something cosmical about it; a standing advertisement, till forbidden,
|
|
of the everlasting vigor and fertility of the world. The morning,
|
|
which is the most memorable season of the day, is the awakening
|
|
hour. Then there is least somnolence in us; and for an hour, at least,
|
|
some part of us awakes which slumbers all the rest of the day and
|
|
night. Little is to be expected of that day, if it can be called a
|
|
day, to which we are not awakened by our Genius, but by the mechanical
|
|
nudgings of some servitor, are not awakened by our own newly
|
|
acquired force and aspirations from within, accompanied by the
|
|
undulations of celestial music, instead of factory bells, and a
|
|
fragrance filling the air- to a higher life than we fell asleep
|
|
from; and thus the darkness bear its fruit, and prove itself to be
|
|
good, no less than the light. That man who does not believe that
|
|
each day contains an earlier, more sacred, and auroral hour than he
|
|
has yet profaned, has despaired of life, and is pursuing a
|
|
descending and darkening way. After a partial cessation of his
|
|
sensuous life, the soul of man, or its organs rather, are
|
|
reinvigorated each day, and his Genius tries again what noble life
|
|
it can make. All memorable events, I should say, transpire in
|
|
morning time and in a morning atmosphere. The Vedas say, "All
|
|
intelligences awake with the morning." Poetry and art, and the fairest
|
|
and most memorable of the actions of men, date from such an hour.
|
|
All poets and heroes, like Memnon, are the children of Aurora, and
|
|
emit their music at sunrise. To him whose elastic and vigorous thought
|
|
keeps pace with the sun, the day is a perpetual morning. It matters
|
|
not what the clocks say or the attitudes and labors of men. Morning is
|
|
when I am awake and there is a dawn in me. Moral reform is the
|
|
effort to throw off sleep. Why is it that men give so poor an
|
|
account of their day if they have not been slumbering? They are not
|
|
such poor calculators. If they had not been overcome with
|
|
drowsiness, they would have performed something. The millions are
|
|
awake enough for physical labor; but only one in a million is awake
|
|
enough for effective intellectual exertion, only one in a hundred
|
|
millions to a poetic or divine life. To be awake is to be alive. I
|
|
have never yet met a man who was quite awake. How could I have
|
|
looked him in the face?
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|
|
|
We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by
|
|
mechanical aids, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which
|
|
does not forsake us in our soundest sleep. I know of no more
|
|
encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate his
|
|
life by a conscious endeavor. It is something to be able to paint a
|
|
particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a few objects
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beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and paint the very
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atmosphere and medium through which we look, which morally we can
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do. To affect the quality of the day, that is the highest of arts.
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Every man is tasked to make his life, even in its details, worthy of
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the contemplation of his most elevated and critical hour. If we
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refused, or rather used up, such paltry information as we get, the
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oracles would distinctly inform us how this might be done.
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I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to
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front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn
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what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I had
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not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is so
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dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite
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necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of
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life, to live so sturdily and Spartan- like as to put to rout all that
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was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive life into
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a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it proved to be
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mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of it, and
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publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to know it
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by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in my next
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excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange
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uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have
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somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to
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"glorify God and enjoy him forever."
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Still we live meanly, like ants; though the fable tells us that we
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were long ago changed into men; like pygmies we fight with cranes;
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it is error upon error, and clout upon clout, and our best virtue
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has for its occasion a superfluous and evitable wretchedness. Our life
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is frittered away by detail. An honest man has hardly need to count
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more than his ten fingers, or in extreme cases he may add his ten
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toes, and lump the rest. Simplicity, simplicity, simplicity! I say,
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let your affairs be as two or three, and not a hundred or a
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thousand; instead of a million count half a dozen, and keep your
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accounts on your thumb-nail. In the midst of this chopping sea of
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civilized life, such are the clouds and storms and quicksands and
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thousand-and-one items to be allowed for, that a man has to live, if
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he would not founder and go to the bottom and not make his port at
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all, by dead reckoning, and he must be a great calculator indeed who
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succeeds. Simplify, simplify. Instead of three meals a day, if it be
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necessary eat but one; instead of a hundred dishes, five; and reduce
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other things in proportion. Our life is like a German Confederacy,
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made up of petty states, with its boundary forever fluctuating, so
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that even a German cannot tell you how it is bounded at any moment.
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The nation itself, with all its so- called internal improvements,
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which, by the way are all external and superficial, is just such an
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unwieldy and overgrown establishment, cluttered with furniture and
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tripped up by its own traps, ruined by luxury and heedless expense, by
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want of calculation and a worthy aim, as the million households in the
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land; and the only cure for it, as for them, is in a rigid economy,
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a stern and more than Spartan simplicity of life and elevation of
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purpose. It lives too fast. Men think that it is essential that the
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Nation have commerce, and export ice, and talk through a telegraph,
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and ride thirty miles an hour, without a doubt, whether they do or
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not; but whether we should live like baboons or like men, is a
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little uncertain. If we do not get out sleepers, and forge rails,
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and devote days and nights to the work, but go to tinkering upon our
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lives to improve them, who will build railroads? And if railroads
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are not built, how shall we get to heaven in season? But if we stay at
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home and mind our business, who will want railroads? We do not ride on
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the railroad; it rides upon us. Did you ever think what those sleepers
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are that underlie the railroad? Each one is a man, an Irishman, or a
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Yankee man. The rails are laid on them, and they are covered with
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sand, and the cars run smoothly over them. They are sound sleepers,
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I assure you. And every few years a new lot is laid down and run over;
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so that, if some have the pleasure of riding on a rail, others have
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the misfortune to be ridden upon. And when they run over a man that is
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walking in his sleep, a supernumerary sleeper in the wrong position,
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and wake him up, they suddenly stop the cars, and make a hue and cry
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about it, as if this were an exception. I am glad to know that it
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takes a gang of men for every five miles to keep the sleepers down and
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level in their beds as it is, for this is a sign that they may
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sometime get up again.
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Why should we live with such hurry and waste of life? We are
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determined to be starved before we are hungry. Men say that a stitch
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in time saves nine, and so they take a thousand stitches today to save
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nine tomorrow. As for work, we haven't any of any consequence. We have
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the Saint Vitus' dance, and cannot possibly keep our heads still. If I
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should only give a few pulls at the parish bell-rope, as for a fire,
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that is, without setting the bell, there is hardly a man on his farm
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in the outskirts of Concord, notwithstanding that press of engagements
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which was his excuse so many times this morning, nor a boy, nor a
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woman, I might almost say, but would forsake all and follow that
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sound, not mainly to save property from the flames, but, if we will
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confess the truth, much more to see it burn, since burn it must, and
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we, be it known, did not set it on fire- or to see it put out, and
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have a hand in it, if that is done as handsomely; yes, even if it were
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the parish church itself. Hardly a man takes a half-hour's nap after
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dinner, but when he wakes he holds up his head and asks, "What's the
|
|
news?" as if the rest of mankind had stood his sentinels. Some give
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directions to be waked every half-hour, doubtless for no other
|
|
purpose; and then, to pay for it, they tell what they have dreamed.
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After a night's sleep the news is as indispensable as the breakfast.
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"Pray tell me anything new that has happened to a man anywhere on this
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globe"- and he reads it over his coffee and rolls, that a man has had
|
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his eyes gouged out this morning on the Wachito River; never
|
|
dreaming the while that he lives in the dark unfathomed mammoth cave
|
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of this world, and has but the rudiment of an eye himself.
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For my part, I could easily do without the post-office. I think that
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there are very few important communications made through it. To
|
|
speak critically, I never received more than one or two letters in
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|
my life- I wrote this some years ago- that were worth the postage. The
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|
penny-post is, commonly, an institution through which you seriously
|
|
offer a man that penny for his thoughts which is so often safely
|
|
offered in jest. And I am sure that I never read any memorable news in
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|
a newspaper. If we read of one man robbed, or murdered, or killed by
|
|
accident, or one house burned, or one vessel wrecked, or one steamboat
|
|
blown up, or one cow run over on the Western Railroad, or one mad
|
|
dog killed, or one lot of grasshoppers in the winter- we never need
|
|
read of another. One is enough. If you are acquainted with the
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|
principle, what do you care for a myriad instances and applications?
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|
To a philosopher all news, as it is called, is gossip, and they who
|
|
edit and read it are old women over their tea. Yet not a few are
|
|
greedy after this gossip. There was such a rush, as I hear, the
|
|
other day at one of the offices to learn the foreign news by the
|
|
last arrival, that several large squares of plate glass belonging to
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the establishment were broken by the pressure- news which I
|
|
seriously think a ready wit might write a twelve-month, or twelve
|
|
years, beforehand with sufficient accuracy. As for Spain, for
|
|
instance, if you know how to throw in Don Carlos and the Infanta,
|
|
and Don Pedro and Seville and Granada, from time to time in the
|
|
right proportions- they may have changed the names a little since I
|
|
saw the papers- and serve up a bull-fight when other entertainments
|
|
fail, it will be true to the letter, and give us as good an idea of
|
|
the exact state or ruin of things in Spain as the most succinct and
|
|
lucid reports under this head in the newspapers: and as for England,
|
|
almost the last significant scrap of news from that quarter was the
|
|
revolution of 1649; and if you have learned the history of her crops
|
|
for an average year, you never need attend to that thing again, unless
|
|
your speculations are of a merely pecuniary character. If one may
|
|
judge who rarely looks into the newspapers, nothing new does ever
|
|
happen in foreign parts, a French revolution not excepted.
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|
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|
What news! how much more important to know what that is which was
|
|
never old! "Kieou-he-yu (great dignitary of the state of Wei) sent a
|
|
man to Khoung-tseu to know his news. Khoung-tseu caused the
|
|
messenger to be seated near him, and questioned him in these terms:
|
|
What is your master doing? The messenger answered with respect: My
|
|
master desires to diminish the number of his faults, but he cannot
|
|
come to the end of them. The messenger being gone, the philosopher
|
|
remarked: What a worthy messenger! What a worthy messenger!" The
|
|
preacher, instead of vexing the ears of drowsy farmers on their day of
|
|
rest at the end of the week- for Sunday is the fit conclusion of an
|
|
ill-spent week, and not the fresh and brave beginning of a new one-
|
|
with this one other draggle-tail of a sermon, should shout with
|
|
thundering voice, "Pause! Avast! Why so seeming fast, but deadly
|
|
slow?"
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|
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|
Shams and delusions are esteemed for soundest truths, while
|
|
reality is fabulous. If men would steadily observe realities only, and
|
|
not allow themselves to be deluded, life, to compare it with such
|
|
things as we know, would be like a fairy tale and the Arabian
|
|
Nights' Entertainments. If we respected only what is inevitable and
|
|
has a right to be, music and poetry would resound along the streets.
|
|
When we are unhurried and wise, we perceive that only great and worthy
|
|
things have any permanent and absolute existence, that petty fears and
|
|
petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality. This is always
|
|
exhilarating and sublime. By closing the eyes and slumbering, and
|
|
consenting to be deceived by shows, men establish and confirm their
|
|
daily life of routine and habit everywhere, which still is built on
|
|
purely illusory foundations. Children, who play life, discern its true
|
|
law and relations more clearly than men, who fail to live it worthily,
|
|
but who think that they are wiser by experience, that is, by
|
|
failure. I have read in a Hindoo book, that "there was a king's son,
|
|
who, being expelled in infancy from his native city, was brought up by
|
|
a forester, and, growing up to maturity in that state, imagined
|
|
himself to belong to the barbarous race with which he lived. One of
|
|
his father's ministers having discovered him, revealed to him what
|
|
he was, and the misconception of his character was removed, and he
|
|
knew himself to be a prince. So soul," continues the Hindoo
|
|
philosopher, "from the circumstances in which it is placed, mistakes
|
|
its own character, until the truth is revealed to it by some holy
|
|
teacher, and then it knows itself to be Brahme." I perceive that we
|
|
inhabitants of New England live this mean life that we do because
|
|
our vision does not penetrate the surface of things. We think that
|
|
that is which appears to be. If a man should walk through this town
|
|
and see only the reality, where, think you, would the "Mill-dam" go
|
|
to? If he should give us an account of the realities he beheld
|
|
there, we should not recognize the place in his description. Look at a
|
|
meeting-house, or a court-house, or a jail, or a shop, or a
|
|
dwelling-house, and say what that thing really is before a true
|
|
gaze, and they would all go to pieces in your account of them. Men
|
|
esteem truth remote, in the outskirts of the system, behind the
|
|
farthest star, before Adam and after the last man. In eternity there
|
|
is indeed something true and sublime. But all these times and places
|
|
and occasions are now and here. God himself culminates in the
|
|
present moment, and will never be more divine in the lapse of all
|
|
the ages. And we are enabled to apprehend at all what is sublime and
|
|
noble only by the perpetual instilling and drenching of the reality
|
|
that surrounds us. The universe constantly and obediently answers to
|
|
our conceptions; whether we travel fast or slow, the track is laid for
|
|
us. Let us spend our lives in conceiving then. The poet or the
|
|
artist never yet had so fair and noble a design but some of his
|
|
posterity at least could accomplish it.
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|
|
|
Let us spend one day as deliberately as Nature, and not be thrown
|
|
off the track by every nutshell and mosquito's wing that falls on
|
|
the rails. Let us rise early and fast, or break fast, gently and
|
|
without perturbation; let company come and let company go, let the
|
|
bells ring and the children cry- determined to make a day of it. Why
|
|
should we knock under and go with the stream? Let us not be upset
|
|
and overwhelmed in that terrible rapid and whirlpool called a
|
|
dinner, situated in the meridian shallows. Weather this danger and you
|
|
are safe, for the rest of the way is down hill. With unrelaxed nerves,
|
|
with morning vigor, sail by it, looking another way, tied to the
|
|
mast like Ulysses. If the engine whistles, let it whistle till it is
|
|
hoarse for its pains. If the bell rings, why should we run? We will
|
|
consider what kind of music they are like. Let us settle ourselves,
|
|
and work and wedge our feet downward through the mud and slush of
|
|
opinion, and prejudice, and tradition, and delusion, and appearance,
|
|
that alluvion which covers the globe, through Paris and London,
|
|
through New York and Boston and Concord, through Church and State,
|
|
through poetry and philosophy and religion, till we come to a hard
|
|
bottom and rocks in place, which we can call reality, and say, This
|
|
is, and no mistake; and then begin, having a point d'appui, below
|
|
freshet and frost and fire, a place where you might found a wall or
|
|
a state, or set a lamp-post safely, or perhaps a gauge, not a
|
|
Nilometer, but a Realometer, that future ages might know how deep a
|
|
freshet of shams and appearances had gathered from time to time. If
|
|
you stand right fronting and face to face to a fact, you will see
|
|
the sun glimmer on both its surfaces, as if it were a cimeter, and
|
|
feel its sweet edge dividing you through the heart and marrow, and
|
|
so you will happily conclude your mortal career. Be it life or
|
|
death, we crave only reality. If we are really dying, let us hear
|
|
the rattle in our throats and feel cold in the extremities; if we
|
|
are alive, let us go about our business.
|
|
|
|
Time is but the stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but while I
|
|
drink I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is. Its thin
|
|
current slides away, but eternity remains. I would drink deeper;
|
|
fish in the sky, whose bottom is pebbly with stars. I cannot count
|
|
one. I know not the first letter of the alphabet. I have always been
|
|
regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was born. The intellect
|
|
is a cleaver; it discerns and rifts its way into the secret of things.
|
|
I do not wish to be any more busy with my hands than is necessary.
|
|
My head is hands and feet. I feel all my best faculties concentrated
|
|
in it. My instinct tells me that my head is an organ for burrowing, as
|
|
some creatures use their snout and fore paws, and with it I would mine
|
|
and burrow my way through these hills. I think that the richest vein
|
|
is somewhere hereabouts; so by the divining-rod and thin rising vapors
|
|
I judge; and here I will begin to mine.
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|
READING
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READING.
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WITH A LITTLE more deliberation in the choice of their pursuits, all
|
|
men would perhaps become essentially students and observers, for
|
|
certainly their nature and destiny are interesting to all alike. In
|
|
accumulating property for ourselves or our posterity, in founding a
|
|
family or a state, or acquiring fame even, we are mortal; but in
|
|
dealing with truth we are immortal, and need fear no change nor
|
|
accident. The oldest Egyptian or Hindoo philosopher raised a corner of
|
|
the veil from the statue of the divinity; and still the trembling robe
|
|
remains raised, and I gaze upon as fresh a glory as he did, since it
|
|
was I in him that was then so bold, and it is he in me that now
|
|
reviews the vision. No dust has settled on that robe; no time has
|
|
elapsed since that divinity was revealed. That time which we really
|
|
improve, or which is improvable, is neither past, present, nor future.
|
|
|
|
My residence was more favorable, not only to thought, but to serious
|
|
reading, than a university; and though I was beyond the range of the
|
|
ordinary circulating library, I had more than ever come within the
|
|
influence of those books which circulate round the world, whose
|
|
sentences were first written on bark, and are now merely copied from
|
|
time to time on to linen paper. Says the poet Mir Camar Uddin Mast,
|
|
"Being seated, to run through the region of the spiritual world; I
|
|
have had this advantage in books. To be intoxicated by a single
|
|
glass of wine; I have experienced this pleasure when I have drunk
|
|
the liquor of the esoteric doctrines." I kept Homer's Iliad on my
|
|
table through the summer, though I looked at his page only now and
|
|
then. Incessant labor with my hands, at first, for I had my house to
|
|
finish and my beans to hoe at the same time, made more study
|
|
impossible. Yet I sustained myself by the prospect of such reading
|
|
in future. I read one or two shallow books of travel in the
|
|
intervals of my work, till that employment made me ashamed of
|
|
myself, and I asked where it was then that I lived.
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|
|
|
The student may read Homer or Aeschylus in the Greek without
|
|
danger of dissipation or luxuriousness, for it implies that he in some
|
|
measure emulate their heroes, and consecrate morning hours to their
|
|
pages. The heroic books, even if printed in the character of our
|
|
mother tongue, will always be in a language dead to degenerate
|
|
times; and we must laboriously seek the meaning of each word and line,
|
|
conjecturing a larger sense than common use permits out of what wisdom
|
|
and valor and generosity we have. The modern cheap and fertile
|
|
press, with all its translations, has done little to bring us nearer
|
|
to the heroic writers of antiquity. They seem as solitary, and the
|
|
letter in which they are printed as rare and curious, as ever. It is
|
|
worth the expense of youthful days and costly hours, if you learn only
|
|
some words of an ancient language, which are raised out of the
|
|
trivialness of the street, to be perpetual suggestions and
|
|
provocations. It is not in vain that the farmer remembers and
|
|
repeats the few Latin words which he has heard. Men sometimes speak as
|
|
if the study of the classics would at length make way for more
|
|
modern and practical studies; but the adventurous student will
|
|
always study classics, in whatever language they may be written and
|
|
however ancient they may be. For what are the classics but the noblest
|
|
recorded thoughts of man? They are the only oracles which are not
|
|
decayed, and there are such answers to the most modern inquiry in them
|
|
as Delphi and Dodona never gave. We might as well omit to study Nature
|
|
because she is old. To read well, that is, to read true books in a
|
|
true spirit, is a noble exercise, and one that will task the reader
|
|
more than any exercise which the customs of the day esteem. It
|
|
requires a training such as the athletes underwent, the steady
|
|
intention almost of the whole life to this object. Books must be
|
|
read as deliberately and reservedly as they were written. It is not
|
|
enough even to be able to speak the language of that nation by which
|
|
they are written, for there is a memorable interval between the spoken
|
|
and the written language, the language heard and the language read.
|
|
The one is commonly transitory, a sound, a tongue, a dialect merely,
|
|
almost brutish, and we learn it unconsciously, like the brutes, of our
|
|
mothers. The other is the maturity and experience of that; if that
|
|
is our mother tongue, this is our father tongue, a reserved and select
|
|
expression, too significant to be heard by the ear, which we must be
|
|
born again in order to speak. The crowds of men who merely spoke the
|
|
Greek and Latin tongues in the Middle Ages were not entitled by the
|
|
accident of birth to read the works of genius written in those
|
|
languages; for these were not written in that Greek or Latin which
|
|
they knew, but in the select language of literature. They had not
|
|
learned the nobler dialects of Greece and Rome, but the very materials
|
|
on which they were written were waste paper to them, and they prized
|
|
instead a cheap contemporary literature. But when the several
|
|
nations of Europe had acquired distinct though rude written
|
|
languages of their own, sufficient for the purposes of their rising
|
|
literatures, then first learning revived, and scholars were enabled to
|
|
discern from that remoteness the treasures of antiquity. What the
|
|
Roman and Grecian multitude could not hear, after the lapse of ages
|
|
a few scholars read, and a few scholars only are still reading it.
|
|
|
|
However much we may admire the orator's occasional bursts of
|
|
eloquence, the noblest written words are commonly as far behind or
|
|
above the fleeting spoken language as the firmament with its stars
|
|
is behind the clouds. There are the stars, and they who can may read
|
|
them. The astronomers forever comment on and observe them. They are
|
|
not exhalations like our daily colloquies and vaporous breath. What is
|
|
called eloquence in the forum is commonly found to be rhetoric in
|
|
the study. The orator yields to the inspiration of a transient
|
|
occasion, and speaks to the mob before him, to those who can hear him;
|
|
but the writer, whose more equable life is his occasion, and who would
|
|
be distracted by the event and the crowd which inspire the orator,
|
|
speaks to the intellect and health of mankind, to all in any age who
|
|
can understand him.
|
|
|
|
No wonder that Alexander carried the Iliad with him on his
|
|
expeditions in a precious casket. A written word is the choicest of
|
|
relics. It is something at once more intimate with us and more
|
|
universal than any other work of art. It is the work of art nearest to
|
|
life itself. It may be translated into every language, and not only be
|
|
read but actually breathed from all human lips;- not be represented on
|
|
canvas or in marble only, but be carved out of the breath of life
|
|
itself. The symbol of an ancient man's thought becomes a modern
|
|
man's speech. Two thousand summers have imparted to the monuments of
|
|
Grecian literature, as to her marbles, only a maturer golden and
|
|
autumnal tint, for they have carried their own serene and celestial
|
|
atmosphere into all lands to protect them against the corrosion of
|
|
time. Books are the treasured wealth of the world and the fit
|
|
inheritance of generations and nations. Books, the oldest and the
|
|
best, stand naturally and rightfully on the shelves of every
|
|
cottage. They have no cause of their own to plead, but while they
|
|
enlighten and sustain the reader his common sense will not refuse
|
|
them. Their authors are a natural and irresistible aristocracy in
|
|
every society, and, more than kings or emperors, exert an influence on
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mankind. When the illiterate and perhaps scornful trader has earned by
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enterprise and industry his coveted leisure and independence, and is
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admitted to the circles of wealth and fashion, he turns inevitably
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at last to those still higher but yet inaccessible circles of
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intellect and genius, and is sensible only of the imperfection of
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his culture and the vanity and insufficiency of all his riches, and
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further proves his good sense by the pains which be takes to secure
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for his children that intellectual culture whose want he so keenly
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feels; and thus it is that he becomes the founder of a family.
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Those who have not learned to read the ancient classics in the
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language in which they were written must have a very imperfect
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knowledge of the history of the human race; for it is remarkable
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that no transcript of them has ever been made into any modern
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tongue, unless our civilization itself may be regarded as such a
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transcript. Homer has never yet been printed in English, nor
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Aeschylus, nor Virgil even- works as refined, as solidly done, and
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as beautiful almost as the morning itself; for later writers, say what
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we will of their genius, have rarely, if ever, equalled the
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elaborate beauty and finish and the lifelong and heroic literary
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labors of the ancients. They only talk of forgetting them who never
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knew them. It will be soon enough to forget them when we have the
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learning and the genius which will enable us to attend to and
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appreciate them. That age will be rich indeed when those relics
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which we call Classics, and the still older and more than classic
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but even less known Scriptures of the nations, shall have still
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further accumulated, when the Vaticans shall be filled with Vedas
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and Zendavestas and Bibles, with Homers and Dantes and Shakespeares,
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and all the centuries to come shall have successively deposited
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their trophies in the forum of the world. By such a pile we may hope
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to scale heaven at last.
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The works of the great poets have never yet been read by mankind,
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for only great poets can read them. They have only been read as the
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multitude read the stars, at most astrologically, not
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astronomically. Most men have learned to read to serve a paltry
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convenience, as they have learned to cipher in order to keep
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accounts and not be cheated in trade; but of reading as a noble
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intellectual exercise they know little or nothing; yet this only is
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reading, in a high sense, not that which lulls us as a luxury and
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suffers the nobler faculties to sleep the while, but what we have to
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stand on tip-toe to read and devote our most alert and wakeful hours
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to.
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I think that having learned our letters we should read the best that
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is in literature, and not be forever repeating our a-b-abs, and
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words of one syllable, in the fourth or fifth classes, sitting on
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the lowest and foremost form all our lives. Most men are satisfied
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if they read or hear read, and perchance have been convicted by the
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wisdom of one good book, the Bible, and for the rest of their lives
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vegetate and dissipate their faculties in what is called easy reading.
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There is a work in several volumes in our Circulating Library entitled
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"Little Reading," which I thought referred to a town of that name
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which I had not been to. There are those who, like cormorants and
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ostriches, can digest all sorts of this, even after the fullest dinner
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of meats and vegetables, for they suffer nothing to be wasted. If
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others are the machines to provide this provender, they are the
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machines to read it. They read the nine thousandth tale about
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Zebulon and Sophronia, and how they loved as none had ever loved
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before, and neither did the course of their true love run smooth- at
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any rate, how it did run and stumble, and get up again and go on!
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how some poor unfortunate got up on to a steeple, who had better never
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have gone up as far as the belfry; and then, having needlessly got him
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up there, the happy novelist rings the bell for all the world to
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come together and hear, O dear! how he did get down again! For my
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part, I think that they had better metamorphose all such aspiring
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heroes of universal noveldom into man weather-cocks, as they used to
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put heroes among the constellations, and let them swing round there
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till they are rusty, and not come down at all to bother honest men
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with their pranks. The next time the novelist rings the bell I will
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not stir though the meeting-house burn down. "The Skip of the
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Tip-Toe-Hop, a Romance of the Middle Ages, by the celebrated author of
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'Tittle-Tol-Tan,' to appear in monthly parts; a great rush; don't
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all come together." All this they read with saucer eyes, and erect and
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primitive curiosity, and with unwearied gizzard, whose corrugations
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even yet need no sharpening, just as some little four-year-old bencher
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his two-cent gilt-covered edition of Cinderella- without any
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improvement, that I can see, in the pronunciation, or accent, or
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emphasis, or any more skill in extracting or inserting the moral.
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The result is dulness of sight, a stagnation of the vital
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circulations, and a general deliquium and sloughing off of all the
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intellectual faculties. This sort of gingerbread is baked daily and
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more sedulously than pure wheat or rye-and-Indian in almost every
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oven, and finds a surer market.
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The best books are not read even by those who are called good
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readers. What does our Concord culture amount to? There is in this
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town, with a very few exceptions, no taste for the best or for very
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|
good books even in English literature, whose words all can read and
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spell. Even the college-bred and so-called liberally educated men here
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and elsewhere have really little or no acquaintance with the English
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classics; and as for the recorded wisdom of mankind, the ancient
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classics and Bibles, which are accessible to all who will know of
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them, there are the feeblest efforts anywhere made to become
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acquainted with them. I know a woodchopper, of middle age, who takes a
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French paper, not for news as he says, for he is above that, but to
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"keep himself in practice," he being a Canadian by birth; and when I
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ask him what he considers the best thing he can do in this world, he
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says, beside this, to keep up and add to his English. This is about as
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much as the college-bred generally do or aspire to do, and they take
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an English paper for the purpose. One who has just come from reading
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perhaps one of the best English books will find how many with whom
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he can converse about it? Or suppose he comes from reading a Greek
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or Latin classic in the original, whose praises are familiar even to
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the so-called illiterate; he will find nobody at all to speak to,
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but must keep silence about it. Indeed, there is hardly the
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professor in our colleges, who, if he has mastered the difficulties of
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the language, has proportionally mastered the difficulties of the
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wit and poetry of a Greek poet, and has any sympathy to impart to
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the alert and heroic reader; and as for the sacred Scriptures, or
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Bibles of mankind, who in this town can tell me even their titles?
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Most men do not know that any nation but the Hebrews have had a
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scripture. A man, any man, will go considerably out of his way to pick
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up a silver dollar; but here are golden words, which the wisest men of
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antiquity have uttered, and whose worth the wise of every succeeding
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|
age have assured us of;- and yet we learn to read only as far as
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Easy Reading, the primers and class-books, and when we leave school,
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the "Little Reading," and story-books, which are for boys and
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beginners; and our reading, our conversation and thinking, are all
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on a very low level, worthy only of pygmies and manikins.
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I aspire to be acquainted with wiser men than this our Concord
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soil has produced, whose names are hardly known here. Or shall I
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hear the name of Plato and never read his book? As if Plato were my
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townsman and I never saw him- my next neighbor and I never heard him
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speak or attended to the wisdom of his words. But how actually is
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it? His Dialogues, which contain what was immortal in him, lie on
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the next shelf, and yet I never read them. We are underbred and
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low-lived and illiterate; and in this respect I confess I do not
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make any very broad distinction between the illiterateness of my
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townsman who cannot read at all and the illiterateness of him who
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has learned to read only what is for children and feeble intellects.
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We should be as good as the worthies of antiquity, but partly by first
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knowing how good they were. We are a race of tit-men, and soar but
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little higher in our intellectual flights than the columns of the
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daily paper.
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It is not all books that are as dull as their readers. There are
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probably words addressed to our condition exactly, which, if we
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could really bear and understand, would be more salutary than the
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morning or the spring to our lives, and possibly put a new aspect on
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the face of things for us. How many a man has dated a new era in his
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life from the reading of a book! The book exists for us, perchance,
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|
which will explain our miracles and reveal new ones. The at present
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unutterable things we may find somewhere uttered. These same questions
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that disturb and puzzle and confound us have in their turn occurred to
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all the wise men; not one has been omitted; and each has answered
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them, according to his ability, by his words and his life. Moreover,
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with wisdom we shall learn liberality. The solitary hired man on a
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farm in the outskirts of Concord, who has had his second birth and
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peculiar religious experience, and is driven as he believes into the
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silent gravity and exclusiveness by his faith, may think it is not
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true; but Zoroaster, thousands of years ago, travelled the same road
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and had the same experience; but he, being wise, knew it to be
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universal, and treated his neighbors accordingly, and is even said
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to have invented and established worship among men. Let him humbly
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commune with Zoroaster then, and through the liberalizing influence of
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all the worthies, with Jesus Christ himself, and let "our church" go
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by the board.
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We boast that we belong to the Nineteenth Century and are making the
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most rapid strides of any nation. But consider how little this village
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does for its own culture. I do not wish to flatter my townsmen, nor to
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be flattered by them, for that will not advance either of us. We
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|
need to be provoked- goaded like oxen, as we are, into a trot. We have
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a comparatively decent system of common schools, schools for infants
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|
only; but excepting the half-starved Lyceum in the winter, and
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latterly the puny beginning of a library suggested by the State, no
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|
school for ourselves. We spend more on almost any article of bodily
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|
aliment or ailment than on our mental ailment. It is time that we
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|
had uncommon schools, that we did not leave off our education when
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|
we begin to be men and women. It is time that villages were
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|
universities, and their elder inhabitants the fellows of universities,
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|
with leisure- if they are, indeed, so well off- to pursue liberal
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|
studies the rest of their lives. Shall the world be confined to one
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Paris or one Oxford forever? Cannot students be boarded here and get a
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|
liberal education under the skies of Concord? Can we not hire some
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Abelard to lecture to us? Alas! what with foddering the cattle and
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|
tending the store, we are kept from school too long, and our education
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|
is sadly neglected. In this country, the village should in some
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|
respects take the place of the nobleman of Europe. It should be the
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|
patron of the fine arts. It is rich enough. It wants only the
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|
magnanimity and refinement. It can spend money enough on such things
|
|
as farmers and traders value, but it is thought Utopian to propose
|
|
spending money for things which more intelligent men know to be of far
|
|
more worth. This town has spent seventeen thousand dollars on a
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|
town-house, thank fortune or politics, but probably it will not
|
|
spend so much on living wit, the true meat to put into that shell,
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|
in a hundred years. The one hundred and twenty-five dollars annually
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|
subscribed for a Lyceum in the winter is better spent than any other
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|
equal sum raised in the town. If we live in the Nineteenth Century,
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why should we not enjoy the advantages which the Nineteenth Century
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|
offers? Why should our life be in any respect provincial? If we will
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read newspapers, why not skip the gossip of Boston and take the best
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|
newspaper in the world at once?- not be sucking the pap of "neutral
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|
family" papers, or browsing "Olive Branches" here in New England.
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|
Let the reports of all the learned societies come to us, and we will
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|
see if they know anything. Why should we leave it to Harper & Brothers
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|
and Redding & Co. to select our reading? As the nobleman of cultivated
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|
taste surrounds himself with whatever conduces to his culture- genius-
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learning- wit- books- paintings- statuary- music- philosophical
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|
instruments, and the like; so let the village do-not stop short at a
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pedagogue, a parson, a sexton, a parish library, and three
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|
selectmen, because our Pilgrim forefathers got through a cold winter
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|
once on a bleak rock with these. To act collectively is according to
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|
the spirit of our institutions; and I am confident that, as our
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|
circumstances are more flourishing, our means are greater than the
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nobleman's. New England can hire all the wise men in the world to come
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and teach her, and board them round the while, and not be provincial
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at all. That is the uncommon school we want. Instead of noblemen,
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let us have noble villages of men. If it is necessary, omit one bridge
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over the river, go round a little there, and throw one arch at least
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over the darker gulf of ignorance which surrounds us.
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SOUNDS
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SOUNDS.
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BUT WHILE we are confined to books, though the most select and
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|
classic, and read only particular written languages, which are
|
|
themselves but dialects and provincial, we are in danger of forgetting
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|
the language which all things and events speak without metaphor, which
|
|
alone is copious and standard. Much is published, but little
|
|
printed. The rays which stream through the shutter will be no longer
|
|
remembered when the shutter is wholly removed. No method nor
|
|
discipline can supersede the necessity of being forever on the
|
|
alert. What is a course of history or philosophy, or poetry, no matter
|
|
how well selected, or the best society, or the most admirable
|
|
routine of life, compared with the discipline of looking always at
|
|
what is to be seen? Will you be a reader, a student merely, or a seer?
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|
Read your fate, see what is before you, and walk on into futurity.
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I did not read books the first summer; I hoed beans. Nay, I often
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|
did better than this. There were times when I could not afford to
|
|
sacrifice the bloom of the present moment to any work, whether of
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|
the head or hands. I love a broad margin to my life. Sometimes, in a
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|
summer morning, having taken my accustomed bath, I sat in my sunny
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|
doorway from sunrise till noon, rapt in a revery, amidst the pines and
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|
hickories and sumachs, in undisturbed solitude and stillness, while
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|
the birds sing around or flitted noiseless through the house, until by
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|
the sun falling in at my west window, or the noise of some traveller's
|
|
wagon on the distant highway, I was reminded of the lapse of time. I
|
|
grew in those seasons like corn in the night, and they were far better
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|
than any work of the hands would have been. They were not time
|
|
subtracted from my life, but so much over and above my usual
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|
allowance. I realized what the Orientals mean by contemplation and the
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|
forsaking of works. For the most part, I minded not how the hours
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|
went. The day advanced as if to light some work of mine; it was
|
|
morning, and lo, now it is evening, and nothing memorable is
|
|
accomplished. Instead of singing like the birds, I silently smiled
|
|
at my incessant good fortune. As the sparrow had its trill, sitting on
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|
the hickory before my door, so had I my chuckle or suppressed warble
|
|
which he might hear out of my nest. My days were not days of the week,
|
|
bearing the stamp of any heathen deity, nor were they minced into
|
|
hours and fretted by the ticking of a clock; for I lived like the Puri
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|
Indians, of whom it is said that "for yesterday, today, and tomorrow
|
|
they have only one word, and they express the variety of meaning by
|
|
pointing backward for yesterday forward for tomorrow, and overhead for
|
|
the passing day." This was sheer idleness to my fellow-townsmen, no
|
|
doubt; but if the birds and flowers had tried me by their standard,
|
|
I should not have been found wanting. A man must find his occasions in
|
|
himself, it is true. The natural day is very calm, and will hardly
|
|
reprove his indolence.
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|
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|
I had this advantage, at least, in my mode of life, over those who
|
|
were obliged to look abroad for amusement, to society and the theatre,
|
|
that my life itself was become my amusement and never ceased to be
|
|
novel. It was a drama of many scenes and without an end. If we were
|
|
always, indeed, getting our living, and regulating our lives according
|
|
to the last and best mode we had learned, we should never be
|
|
troubled with ennui. Follow your genius closely enough, and it will
|
|
not fail to show you a fresh prospect every hour. Housework was a
|
|
pleasant pastime. When my floor was dirty, I rose early, and,
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|
setting all my furniture out of doors on the grass, bed and bedstead
|
|
making but one budget, dashed water on the floor, and sprinkled
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|
white sand from the pond on it, and then with a broom scrubbed it
|
|
clean and white; and by the time the villagers had broken their fast
|
|
the morning sun had dried my house sufficiently to allow me to move in
|
|
again, and my meditations were almost uninterupted. It was pleasant to
|
|
see my whole household effects out on the grass, making a little
|
|
pile like a gypsy's pack, and my three-legged table, from which I
|
|
did not remove the books and pen and ink, standing amid the pines
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|
and hickories. They seemed glad to get out themselves, and as if
|
|
unwilling to be brought in. I was sometimes tempted to stretch an
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|
awning over them and take my seat there. It was worth the while to see
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|
the sun shine on these things, and hear the free wind blow on them; so
|
|
much more interesting most familiar objects look out of doors than
|
|
in the house. A bird sits on the next bough, life-everlasting grows
|
|
under the table, and blackberry vines run round its legs; pine
|
|
cones, chestnut burs, and strawberry leaves are strewn about. It
|
|
looked as if this was the way these forms came to be transferred to
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|
our furniture, to tables, chairs, and bedsteads- because they once
|
|
stood in their midst.
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|
My house was on the side of a hill, immediately on the edge of the
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|
larger wood, in the midst of a young forest of pitch pines and
|
|
hickories, and half a dozen rods from the pond, to which a narrow
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|
footpath led down the hill. In my front yard grew the strawberry,
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|
blackberry, and life-everlasting, johnswort and goldenrod, shrub
|
|
oaks and sand cherry, blueberry and groundnut. Near the end of May,
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|
the sand cherry (Cerasus pumila) adorned the sides of the path with
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its delicate flowers arranged in umbels cylindrically about its
|
|
short stems, which last, in the fall, weighed down with goodsized
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|
and handsome cherries, fell over in wreaths like rays on every side. I
|
|
tasted them out of compliment to Nature, though they were scarcely
|
|
palatable. The sumach (Rhus glabra) grew luxuriantly about the
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|
house, pushing up through the embankment which I had made, and growing
|
|
five or six feet the first season. Its broad pinnate tropical leaf was
|
|
pleasant though strange to look on. The large buds, suddenly pushing
|
|
out late in the spring from dry sticks which had seemed to be dead,
|
|
developed themselves as by magic into graceful green and tender
|
|
boughs, an inch in diameter; and sometimes, as I sat at my window,
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|
so heedlessly did they grow and tax their weak joints, I heard a fresh
|
|
and tender bough suddenly fall like a fan to the ground, when there
|
|
was not a breath of air stirring, broken off by its own weight. In
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|
August, the large masses of berries, which, when in flower, had
|
|
attracted many wild bees, gradually assumed their bright velvety
|
|
crimson hue, and by their weight again bent down and broke the
|
|
tender limbs.
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|
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|
As I sit at my window this summer afternoon, hawks are circling
|
|
about my clearing; the tantivy of wild pigeons, flying by two and
|
|
threes athwart my view, or perching restless on the white pine
|
|
boughs behind my house, gives a voice to the air; a fish hawk
|
|
dimples the glassy surface of the pond and brings up a fish; a mink
|
|
steals out of the marsh before my door and seizes a frog by the shore;
|
|
the sedge is bending under the weight of the reed-birds flitting
|
|
hither and thither; and for the last half-hour I have heard the rattle
|
|
of railroad cars, now dying away and then reviving like the beat of
|
|
a partridge, conveying travellers from Boston to the country. For I
|
|
did not live so out of the world as that boy who, as I hear, was put
|
|
out to a farmer in the east part of the town, but ere long ran away
|
|
and came home again, quite down at the heel and homesick. He had never
|
|
seen such a dull and out-of-the-way place; the folks were all gone
|
|
off; why, you couldn't even hear the whistle! I doubt if there is such
|
|
a place in Massachusetts now:
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"In truth, our village has become a butt
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For one of those fleet railroad shafts, and o'er
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Our peaceful plain its soothing sound is- Concord."
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|
The Fitchburg Railroad touches the pond about a hundred rods south
|
|
of where I dwell. I usually go to the village along its causeway,
|
|
and am, as it were, related to society by this link. The men on the
|
|
freight trains, who go over the whole length of the road, bow to me as
|
|
to an old acquaintance, they pass me so often, and apparently they
|
|
take me for an employee; and so I am. I too would fain be a
|
|
track-repairer somewhere in the orbit of the earth.
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|
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|
The whistle of the locomotive penetrates my woods summer and winter,
|
|
sounding like the scream of a hawk sailing over some farmer's yard,
|
|
informing me that many restless city merchants are arriving within the
|
|
circle of the town, or adventurous country traders from the other
|
|
side. As they come under one horizon, they shout their warning to
|
|
get off the track to the other, heard sometimes through the circles of
|
|
two towns. Here come your groceries, country; your rations,
|
|
countrymen! Nor is there any man so independent on his farm that he
|
|
can say them nay. And here's your pay for them! screams the
|
|
countryman's whistle; timber like long battering-rams going twenty
|
|
miles an hour against the city's walls, and chairs enough to seat
|
|
all the weary and heavy-laden that dwell within them. With such huge
|
|
and lumbering civility the country hands a chair to the city. All
|
|
the Indian huckleberry hills are stripped, all the cranberry meadows
|
|
are raked into the city. Up comes the cotton, down goes the woven
|
|
cloth; up comes the silk, down goes the woollen; up come the books,
|
|
but down goes the wit that writes them.
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|
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|
When I meet the engine with its train of cars moving off with
|
|
planetary motion- or, rather, like a comet, for the beholder knows not
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if with that velocity and with that direction it will ever revisit
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this system, since its orbit does not look like a returning curve-
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with its steam cloud like a banner streaming behind in golden and
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silver wreaths, like many a downy cloud which I have seen, high in the
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heavens, unfolding its masses to the light- as if this traveling
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demigod, this cloud- compeller, would ere long take the sunset sky for
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the livery of his train; when I hear the iron horse make the bills
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echo with his snort like thunder, shaking the earth with his feet, and
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breathing fire and smoke from his nostrils (what kind of winged
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horse or fiery dragon they will put into the new Mythology I don't
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know), it seems as if the earth had got a race now worthy to inhabit
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it. If all were as it seems, and men made the elements their
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servants for noble ends! If the cloud that hangs over the engine
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were the perspiration of heroic deeds, or as beneficent as that
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which floats over the farmer's fields, then the elements and Nature
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herself would cheerfully accompany men on their errands and be their
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escort.
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I watch the passage of the morning cars with the same feeling that I
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do the rising of the sun, which is hardly more regular. Their train of
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clouds stretching far behind and rising higher and higher, going to
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heaven while the cars are going to Boston, conceals the sun for a
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minute and casts my distant field into the shade, a celestial train
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beside which the petty train of cars which bugs the earth is but the
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barb of the spear. The stabler of the iron horse was up early this
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winter morning by the light of the stars amid the mountains, to fodder
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and harness his steed. Fire, too, was awakened thus early to put the
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vital beat in him and get him off. If the enterprise were as
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innocent as it is early! If the snow lies deep, they strap on his
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snowshoes, and, with the giant plow, plow a furrow from the
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mountains to the seaboard, in which the cars, like a following
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drill-barrow, sprinkle all the restless men and floating merchandise
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in the country for seed. All day the fire-steed flies over the
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country, stopping only that his master may rest, and I am awakened
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by his tramp and defiant snort at midnight, when in some remote glen
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in the woods he fronts the elements incased in ice and snow; and he
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will reach his stall only with the morning star, to start once more on
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his travels without rest or slumber. Or perchance, at evening, I
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hear him in his stable blowing off the superfluous energy of the
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day, that he may calm his nerves and cool his liver and brain for a
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few hours of iron slumber. If the enterprise were as heroic and
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commanding as it is protracted and unwearied!
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Far through unfrequented woods on the confines of towns, where
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once only the hunter penetrated by day, in the darkest night dart
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these bright saloons without the knowledge of their inhabitants;
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this moment stopping at some brilliant station-house in town or
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city, where a social crowd is gathered, the next in the Dismal
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Swamp, scaring the owl and fox. The startings and arrivals of the cars
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are now the epochs in the village day. They go and come with such
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regularity and precision, and their whistle can be heard so far,
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that the farmers set their clocks by them, and thus one well-conducted
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institution regulates a whole country. Have not men improved
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somewhat in punctuality since the railroad was invented? Do they not
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talk and think faster in the depot than they did in the
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stage-office? There is something electrifying in the atmosphere of the
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former place. I have been astonished at the miracles it has wrought;
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that some of my neighbors, who, I should have prophesied, once for
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all, would never get to Boston by so prompt a conveyance, are on
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hand when the bell rings. To do things "railroad fashion" is now the
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byword; and it is worth the while to be warned so often and so
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sincerely by any power to get off its track. There is no stopping to
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read the riot act, no firing over the heads of the mob, in this
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case. We have constructed a fate, an Atropos, that never turns
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aside. (Let that be the name of your engine.) Men are advertised
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that at a certain hour and minute these bolts will be shot toward
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particular points of the compass; yet it interferes with no man's
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business, and the children go to school on the other track. We live
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the steadier for it. We are all educated thus to be sons of Tell.
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The air is full of invisible bolts. Every path but your own is the
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path of fate. Keep on your own track, then.
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What recommends commerce to me is its enterprise and bravery. It
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does not clasp its hands and pray to Jupiter. I see these men every
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day go about their business with more or less courage and content,
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doing more even than they suspect, and perchance better employed
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than they could have consciously devised. I am less affected by
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their heroism who stood up for half an hour in the front line at Buena
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Vista, than by the steady and cheerful valor of the men who inhabit
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the snowplow for their winter quarters; who have not merely the
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three-o'-clock-in-the-morning courage, which Bonaparte thought was the
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rarest, but whose courage does not go to rest so early, who go to
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sleep only when the storm sleeps or the sinews of their iron steed are
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frozen. On this morning of the Great Snow, perchance, which is still
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raging and chilling men's blood, I bear the muffled tone of their
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engine bell from out the fog bank of their chilled breath, which
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announces that the cars are coming, without long delay,
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notwithstanding the veto of a New England northeast snow-storm, and
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I behold the plowmen covered with snow and rime, their heads
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|
peering, above the mould-board which is turning down other than
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daisies and the nests of field mice, like bowlders of the Sierra
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|
Nevada, that occupy an outside place in the universe.
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Commerce is unexpectedly confident and serene, alert, adventurous,
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|
and unwearied. It is very natural in its methods withal, far more so
|
|
than many fantastic enterprises and sentimental experiments, and hence
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|
its singular success. I am refreshed and expanded when the freight
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train rattles past me, and I smell the stores which go dispensing
|
|
their odors all the way from Long Wharf to Lake Champlain, reminding
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|
me of foreign parts, of coral reefs, and Indian oceans, and tropical
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|
climes, and the extent of the globe. I feel more like a citizen of the
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|
world at the sight of the palm-leaf which will cover so many flaxen
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|
New England heads the next summer, the Manilla hemp and cocoanut
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|
husks, the old junk, gunny bags, scrap iron, and rusty nails. This
|
|
carload of torn sails is more legible and interesting now than if they
|
|
should be wrought into paper and printed books. Who can write so
|
|
graphically the history of the storms they have weathered as these
|
|
rents have done? They are proof-sheets which need no correction.
|
|
Here goes lumber from the Maine woods, which did not go out to sea
|
|
in the last freshet, risen four dollars on the thousand because of
|
|
what did go out or was split up; pine, spruce, cedar- first, second,
|
|
third, and fourth qualities, so lately all of one quality, to wave
|
|
over the bear, and moose, and caribou. Next rolls Thomaston lime, a
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|
prime lot, which will get far among the hills before it gets
|
|
slacked. These rags in bales, of all hues and qualities, the lowest
|
|
condition to which cotton and linen descend, the final result of
|
|
dress- of patterns which are now no longer cried up, unless it be in
|
|
Milwaukee, as those splendid articles, English, French, or American
|
|
prints, ginghams, muslins, etc., gathered from all quarters both of
|
|
fashion and poverty, going to become paper of one color or a few
|
|
shades only, on which, forsooth, will be written tales of real life,
|
|
high and low, and founded on fact! This closed car smells of salt
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|
fish, the strong New England and commercial scent, reminding me of the
|
|
Grand Banks and the fisheries. Who has not seen a salt fish,
|
|
thoroughly cured for this world, so that nothing can spoil it, and
|
|
putting, the perseverance of the saints to the blush? with which you
|
|
may sweep or pave the streets, and split your kindlings, and the
|
|
teamster shelter himself and his lading against sun, wind, and rain
|
|
behind it- and the trader, as a Concord trader once did, bang it up by
|
|
his door for a sign when he commences business, until at last his
|
|
oldest customer cannot tell surely whether it be animal, vegetable, or
|
|
mineral, and yet it shall be as pure as a snowflake, and if it be
|
|
put into a pot and boiled, will come out an excellent dunfish for a
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|
Saturday's dinner. Next Spanish hides, with the tails still preserving
|
|
their twist and the angle of elevation they had when the oxen that
|
|
wore them were careering over the pampas of the Spanish Main- a type
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|
of all obstinacy, and evincing how almost hopeless and incurable are
|
|
all constitutional vices. I confess, that practically speaking, when I
|
|
have learned a man's real disposition, I have no hopes of changing
|
|
it for the better or worse in this state of existence. As the
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Orientals say, "A cur's tail may be warmed, and pressed, and bound
|
|
round with ligatures, and after a twelve years' labor bestowed upon
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|
it, still it will retain its natural form." The only effectual cure
|
|
for such inveteracies as these tails exhibit is to make glue of
|
|
them, which I believe is what is usually done with them, and then they
|
|
will stay put and stick. Here is a hogshead of molasses or of brandy
|
|
directed to John Smith, Cuttingsville, Vermont, some trader among
|
|
the Green Mountains, who imports for the farmers near his clearing,
|
|
and now perchance stands over his bulkhead and thinks of the last
|
|
arrivals on the coast, how they may affect the price for him,
|
|
telling his customers this moment, as he has told them twenty times
|
|
before this morning, that he expects some by the next train of prime
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|
quality. It is advertised in the Cuttingsville Times.
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While these things go up other things come down. Warned by the
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|
whizzing sound, I look up from my book and see some tall pine, hewn on
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|
far northern hills, which has winged its way over the Green
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|
Mountains and the Connecticut, shot like an arrow through the township
|
|
within ten minutes, and scarce another eye beholds it; going
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"to be the mast
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Of some great ammiral."
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And hark! here comes the cattle-train bearing the cattle of a thousand
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|
hills, sheepcots, stables, and cow-yards in the air, drovers with
|
|
their sticks, and shepherd boys in the midst of their flocks, all
|
|
but the mountain pastures, whirled along like leaves blown from the
|
|
mountains by the September gales. The air is filled with the
|
|
bleating of calves and sheep, and the hustling of oxen, as if a
|
|
pastoral valley were going by. When the old bellwether at the head
|
|
rattles his bell, the mountains do indeed skip like rams and the
|
|
little hills like lambs. A carload of drovers, too, in the midst, on a
|
|
level with their droves now, their vocation gone, but still clinging
|
|
to their useless sticks as their badge of office. But their dogs,
|
|
where are they? It is a stampede to them; they are quite thrown out;
|
|
they have lost the scent. Methinks I hear them barking behind the
|
|
Peterboro' Hills, or panting up the western slope of the Green
|
|
Mountains. They will not be in at the death. Their vocation, too, is
|
|
gone. Their fidelity and sagacity are below par now. They will slink
|
|
back to their kennels in disgrace, or perchance run wild and strike
|
|
a league with the wolf and the fox. So is your pastoral life whirled
|
|
past and away. But the bell rings, and I must get off the track and
|
|
let the cars go by;
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What's the railroad to me?
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I never go to see
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Where it ends.
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It fills a few hollows,
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And makes banks for the swallows,
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It sets the sand a-blowing,
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And the blackberries a-growing,
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|
but I cross it like a cart-path in the woods. I will not have my
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|
eyes put out and my ears spoiled by its smoke and steam and hissing.
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|
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|
Now that the cars are gone by and all the restless world with
|
|
them, and the fishes in the pond no longer feel their rumbling, I am
|
|
more alone than ever. For the rest of the long afternoon, perhaps,
|
|
my meditations are interrupted only by the faint rattle of a
|
|
carriage or team along the distant highway.
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|
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|
Sometimes, on Sundays, I heard the bells, the Lincoln, Acton,
|
|
Bedford, or Concord bell, when the wind was favorable, a faint, sweet,
|
|
and, as it were, natural melody, worth importing into the
|
|
wilderness. At a sufficient distance over the woods this sound
|
|
acquires a certain vibratory hum, as if the pine needles in the
|
|
horizon were the strings of a harp which it swept. All sound heard
|
|
at the greatest possible distance produces one and the same effect,
|
|
a vibration of the universal lyre, just as the intervening
|
|
atmosphere makes a distant ridge of earth interesting to our eyes by
|
|
the azure tint it imparts to it. There came to me in this case a
|
|
melody which the air had strained, and which had conversed with
|
|
every leaf and needle of the wood, that portion of the sound which the
|
|
elements had taken up and modulated and echoed from vale to vale.
|
|
The echo is, to some extent, an original sound, and therein is the
|
|
magic and charm of it. It is not merely a repetition of what was worth
|
|
repeating in the bell, but partly the voice of the wood; the same
|
|
trivial words and notes sung by a wood-nymph.
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|
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|
At evening, the distant lowing of some cow in the horizon beyond the
|
|
woods sounded sweet and melodious, and at first I would mistake it for
|
|
the voices of certain minstrels by whom I was sometimes serenaded, who
|
|
might be straying over hill and dale; but soon I was not
|
|
unpleasantly disappointed when it was prolonged into the cheap and
|
|
natural music of the cow. I do not mean to be satirical, but to
|
|
express my appreciation of those youths' singing, when I state that
|
|
I perceived clearly that it was akin to the music of the cow, and they
|
|
were at length one articulation of Nature.
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|
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|
Regularly at half-past seven, in one part of the summer, after the
|
|
evening train had gone by, the whip-poor-wills chanted their vespers
|
|
for half an hour, sitting on a stump by my door, or upon the
|
|
ridge-pole of the house. They would begin to sing almost with as
|
|
much precision as a clock, within five minutes of a particular time,
|
|
referred to the setting of the sun, every evening. I had a rare
|
|
opportunity to become acquainted with their habits. Sometimes I
|
|
heard four or five at once in different parts of the wood, by accident
|
|
one a bar behind another, and so near me that I distinguished not only
|
|
the cluck after each note, but often that singular buzzing sound
|
|
like a fly in a spider's web, only proportionally louder. Sometimes
|
|
one would circle round and round me in the woods a few feet distant as
|
|
if tethered by a string, when probably I was near its eggs. They
|
|
sang at intervals throughout the night, and were again as musical as
|
|
ever just before and about dawn.
|
|
|
|
When other birds are still, the screech owls take up the strain,
|
|
like mourning women their ancient u-lu-lu. Their dismal scream is
|
|
truly Ben Jonsonian. Wise midnight bags! It is no honest and blunt
|
|
tu-whit tu- who of the poets, but, without jesting, a most solemn
|
|
graveyard ditty, the mutual consolations of suicide lovers remembering
|
|
the pangs and the delights of supernal love in the infernal groves.
|
|
Yet I love to hear their wailing, their doleful responses, trilled
|
|
along the woodside; reminding me sometimes of music and singing birds;
|
|
as if it were the dark and tearful side of music, the regrets and
|
|
sighs that would fain be sung. They are the spirits, the low spirits
|
|
and melancholy forebodings, of fallen souls that once in human shape
|
|
night-walked the earth and did the deeds of darkness, now expiating
|
|
their sins with their wailing hymns or threnodies in the scenery of
|
|
their transgressions. They give me a new sense of the variety and
|
|
capacity of that nature which is our common dwelling. Oh-o-o-o-o
|
|
that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n! sighs one on this side of the pond,
|
|
and circles with the restlessness of despair to some new perch on
|
|
the gray oaks. Then- that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n! echoes another
|
|
on the farther side with tremulous sincerity, and- bor-r-r-r-n!
|
|
comes faintly from far in the Lincoln woods.
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|
|
|
I was also serenaded by a hooting owl. Near at hand you could
|
|
fancy it the most melancholy sound in Nature, as if she meant by
|
|
this to stereotype and make permanent in her choir the dying moans
|
|
of a human being- some poor weak relic of mortality who has left
|
|
hope behind, and howls like an animal, yet with human sobs, on
|
|
entering the dark valley, made more awful by a certain gurgling
|
|
melodiousness- I find myself beginning with the letters gl when I
|
|
try to imitate it- expressive of a mind which has reached the
|
|
gelatinous, mildewy stage in the mortification of all healthy and
|
|
courageous thought. It reminded me of ghouls and idiots and insane
|
|
howlings. But now one answers from far woods in a strain made really
|
|
melodious by distance- Hoo hoo hoo, hoorer hoo: and indeed for the
|
|
most part it suggested only pleasing associations, whether heard by
|
|
day or night, summer or winter.
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|
|
|
I rejoice that there are owls. Let them do the idiotic and
|
|
maniacal hooting for men. It is a sound admirably suited to swamps and
|
|
twilight woods which no day illustrates, suggesting a vast and
|
|
undeveloped nature which men have not recognized. They represent the
|
|
stark twilight and unsatisfied thoughts which all have. All day the
|
|
sun has shone on the surface of some savage swamp, where the single
|
|
spruce stands hung with usnea lichens, and small hawks circulate
|
|
above, and the chickadee lisps amid the evergreens, and the
|
|
partridge and rabbit skulk beneath; but now a more dismal arid fitting
|
|
day dawns, and a different race of creatures awakes to express the
|
|
meaning of Nature there.
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|
|
|
Late in the evening I heard the distant rumbling of wagons over
|
|
bridges- a sound heard farther than almost any other at night- the
|
|
baying of dogs, and sometimes again the lowing of some disconsolate
|
|
cow in a distant barn-yard. In the meanwhile all the shore rang with
|
|
the trump of bullfrogs, the sturdy spirits of ancient wine-bibbers and
|
|
wassailers, still unrepentant, trying to sing a catch in their Stygian
|
|
lake- if the Walden nymphs will pardon the comparison, for though
|
|
there are almost no weeds, there are frogs there- who would fain
|
|
keep up the hilarious rules of their old festal tables, though their
|
|
voices have waxed hoarse and solemnly grave, mocking at mirth, and the
|
|
mine has lost its flavor, and become only liquor to distend their
|
|
paunches, and sweet intoxication never comes to drown the memory of
|
|
the past, but mere saturation and waterloggedness and distention.
|
|
The most aldermanic, with his chin upon a heart-leaf, which serves for
|
|
a napkin to his drooling chaps, under this northern shore quaffs a
|
|
deep draught of the once scorned water, and passes round the cup
|
|
with the ejaculation tr-r-r-oonk, tr-r-r--oonk, tr-r-r-oonk! and
|
|
straightway comes over the water from some distant cove the same
|
|
password repeated, where the next in seniority and girth has gulped
|
|
down to his mark; and when this observance has made the circuit of the
|
|
shores, then ejaculates the master of ceremonies, with satisfaction,
|
|
tr-r-r-oonk! and each in his turn repeats the same down to the least
|
|
distended, leakiest, and flabbiest paunched, that there be no mistake;
|
|
and then the howl goes round again and again, until the sun
|
|
disperses the morning mist, and only the patriarch is not under the
|
|
pond, but vainly bellowing troonk from time to time, and pausing for a
|
|
reply.
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|
|
|
I am not sure that I ever heard the sound of cock-crowing from my
|
|
clearing, and I thought that it might be worth the while to keep a
|
|
cockerel for his music merely, as a singing bird. The note of this
|
|
once wild Indian pheasant is certainly the most remarkable of any
|
|
bird's, and if they could be naturalized without being domesticated,
|
|
it would soon become the most famous sound in our woods, surpassing
|
|
the clangor of the goose and the hooting of the owl; and then
|
|
imagine the cackling of the hens to fill the pauses when their
|
|
lords' clarions rested! No wonder that man added this bird to his tame
|
|
stock- to say nothing of the eggs and drumsticks. To walk in a
|
|
winter morning in a wood where these birds abounded, their native
|
|
woods, and hear the wild cockerels crow on the trees, clear and shrill
|
|
for miles over the resounding earth, drowning the feebler notes of
|
|
other birds- think of it! It would put nations on the alert. Who would
|
|
not be early to rise, and rise earlier and earlier every successive
|
|
day of his life, till he became unspeakably healthy, wealthy, and
|
|
wise? This foreign bird's note is celebrated by the poets of all
|
|
countries along with the notes of their native songsters. All climates
|
|
agree with brave Chanticleer. He is more indigenous even than the
|
|
natives. His health is ever good, his lungs are sound, his spirits
|
|
never flag. Even the sailor on the Atlantic and Pacific is awakened by
|
|
his voice; but its shrill sound never roused me from my slumbers. I
|
|
kept neither dog, cat, cow, pig, nor hens, so that you would have said
|
|
there was a deficiency of domestic sounds; neither the chum, nor the
|
|
spinning-wheel, nor even the singing of the kettle, nor the hissing of
|
|
the urn, nor children crying, to comfort one. An old-fashioned man
|
|
would have lost his senses or died of ennui before this. Not even rats
|
|
in the wall, for they were starved out, or rather were never baited
|
|
in- only squirrels on the roof and under the floor, a whip-poor-will
|
|
on the ridge-pole, a blue jay screaming beneath the window, a hare
|
|
or woodchuck under the house, a screech owl or a cat owl behind it,
|
|
a flock of wild geese or a laughing loon on the pond, and a fox to
|
|
bark in the night. Not even a lark or an oriole, those mild plantation
|
|
birds, ever visited my clearing. No cockerels to crow nor hens to
|
|
cackle in the yard. No yard! but unfenced nature reaching up to your
|
|
very sills. A young forest growing up under your meadows, and wild
|
|
sumachs and blackberry vines breaking through into your cellar; sturdy
|
|
pitch pines rubbing and creaking against the shingles for want of
|
|
room, their roots reaching quite under the house. Instead of a scuttle
|
|
or a blind blown off in the gale- a pine tree snapped off or torn up
|
|
by the roots behind your house for fuel. Instead of no path to the
|
|
front-yard gate in the Great Snow- no gate- no front-yard- and no path
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to the civilized world.
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SOLITUDE
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SOLITUDE.
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THIS IS A delicious evening, when the whole body is one sense, and
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imbibes delight through every pore. I go and come with a strange
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liberty in Nature, a part of herself. As I walk along the stony
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shore of the pond in my shirt-sleeves, though it is cool as well as
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cloudy and windy, and I see nothing special to attract me, all the
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elements are unusually congenial to me. The bullfrogs trump to usher
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in the night, and the note of the whip-poor-will is borne on the
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rippling wind from over the water. Sympathy with the fluttering
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alder and poplar leaves almost takes away my breath; yet, like the
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lake, my serenity is rippled but not ruffled. These small waves raised
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by the evening wind are as remote from storm as the smooth
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reflecting surface. Though it is now dark, the mind still blows and
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roars in the wood, the waves still dash, and some creatures lull the
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rest with their notes. The repose is never complete. The wildest
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animals do not repose, but seek their prey now; the fox, and skunk,
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and rabbit, now roam the fields and woods without fear. They are
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Nature's watchmen- links which connect the days of animated life.
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When I return to my house I find that visitors have been there and
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left their cards, either a bunch of flowers, or a wreath of evergreen,
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or a name in pencil on a yellow walnut leaf or a chip. They who come
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rarely to the woods take some little piece of the forest into their
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hands to play with by the way, which they leave, either
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intentionally or accidentally. One has peeled a willow wand, woven
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it into a ring, and dropped it on my table. I could always tell if
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visitors had called in my absence, either by the bended twigs or
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grass, or the print of their shoes, and generally of what sex or age
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or quality they were by some slight trace left, as a flower dropped,
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or a bunch of grass plucked and thrown away, even as far off as the
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railroad, half a mile distant, or by the lingering odor of a cigar
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or pipe. Nay, I was frequently notified of the passage of a
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traveller along the highway sixty rods off by the scent of his pipe.
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There is commonly sufficient space about us. Our horizon is never
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quite at our elbows. The thick wood is not just at our door, nor the
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pond, but somewhat is always clearing, familiar and worn by us,
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appropriated and fenced in some way, and reclaimed from Nature. For
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what reason have I this vast range and circuit, some square miles of
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unfrequented forest, for my privacy, abandoned to me by men? My
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nearest neighbor is a mile distant, and no house is visible from any
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place but the hill-tops within half a mile of my own. I have my
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horizon bounded by woods all to myself; a distant view of the railroad
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where it touches the pond on the one hand, and of the fence which
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skirts the woodland road on the other. But for the most part it is
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as solitary where I live as on the prairies. It is as much Asia or
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Africa as New England. I have, as it were, my own sun and moon and
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stars, and a little world all to myself. At night there was never a
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traveller passed my house, or knocked at my door, more than if I
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were the first or last man; unless it were in the spring, when at long
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intervals some came from the village to fish for pouts- they plainly
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fished much more in the Walden Pond of their own natures, and baited
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their hooks with darkness- but they soon retreated, usually with light
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baskets, and left "the world to darkness and to me," and the black
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kernel of the night was never profaned by any human neighborhood. I
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believe that men are generally still a little afraid of the dark,
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though the witches are all hung, and Christianity and candles have
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been introduced.
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Yet I experienced sometimes that the most sweet and tender, the most
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innocent and encouraging society may be found in any natural object,
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even for the poor misanthrope and most melancholy man. There can be no
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very black melancholy to him who lives in the midst of nature and
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has his senses still. There was never yet such a storm but it was
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Aeolian music to a healthy and innocent ear. Nothing can rightly
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compel a simple and brave man to a vulgar sadness. While I enjoy the
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friendship of the seasons I trust that nothing can make life a
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burden to me. The gentle rain which waters my beans and keeps me in
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the house today is not drear and melancholy, but good for me too.
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Though it prevents my hoeing them, it is of far more worth than my
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hoeing. If it should continue so long as to cause the seeds to rot
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in the ground and destroy the potatoes in the low lands, it would
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still be good for the grass on the uplands, and, being good for the
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grass, it would be good for me. Sometimes, when I compare myself
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with other men, it seems as if I were more favored by the gods than
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they, beyond any deserts that I am conscious of; as if I had a warrant
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and surety at their hands which my fellows have not, and were
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especially guided and guarded. I do not flatter myself, but if it be
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possible they flatter me. I have never felt lonesome, or in the
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least oppressed by a sense of solitude, but once, and that was a few
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weeks after I came to the woods, when, for an hour, I doubted if the
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near neighborhood of man was not essential to a serene and healthy
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life. To be alone was something unpleasant. But I was at the same time
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conscious of a slight insanity in my mood, and seemed to foresee my
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recovery. In the midst of a gentle rain while these thoughts
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prevailed, I was suddenly sensible of such sweet and beneficent
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society in Nature, in the very pattering of the drops, and in every
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sound and sight around my house, an infinite and unaccountable
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friendliness all at once like an atmosphere sustaining me, as made the
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fancied advantages of human neighborhood insignificant, and I have
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never thought of them since. Every little pine needle expanded and
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swelled with sympathy and befriended me. I was so distinctly made
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aware of the presence of something kindred to me, even in scenes which
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we are accustomed to call wild and dreary, and also that the nearest
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of blood to me and humanest was not a person nor a villager, that I
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thought no place could ever be strange to me again.
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"Mourning untimely consumes the sad;
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Few are their days in the land of the living,
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Beautiful daughter of Toscar."
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Some of my pleasantest hours were during the long rain-storms in the
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spring or fall, which confined me to the house for the afternoon as
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well as the forenoon, soothed by their ceaseless roar and pelting;
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when an early twilight ushered in a long evening in which many
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thoughts had time to take root and unfold themselves. In those driving
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northeast rains which tried the village houses so, when the maids
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stood ready with mop and pail in front entries to keep the deluge out,
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I sat behind my door in my little house, which was all entry, and
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thoroughly enjoyed its protection. In one heavy thunder-shower the
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lightning struck a large pitch pine across the pond, making a very
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conspicuous and perfectly regular spiral groove from top to bottom, an
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inch or more deep, and four or five inches wide, as you would groove a
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walking-stick. I passed it again the other day, and was struck with
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awe on looking up and beholding that mark, now more distinct than
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ever, where a terrific and resistless bolt came down out of the
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harmless sky eight years ago. Men frequently say to me, "I should
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think you would feel lonesome down there, and want to be nearer to
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folks, rainy and snowy days and nights especially." I am tempted to
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reply to such- This whole earth which we inhabit is but a point in
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space. How far apart, think you, dwell the two most distant
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inhabitants of yonder star, the breadth of whose disk cannot be
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appreciated by our instruments? Why should I feel lonely? is not our
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planet in the Milky Way? This which you put seems to me not to be
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the most important question. What sort of space is that which
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separates a man from his fellows and makes him solitary? I have
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found that no exertion of the legs can bring two minds much nearer
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to one another. What do we want most to dwell near to? Not to many men
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surely, the depot, the post-office, the bar-room, the meeting-house,
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the school-house, the grocery, Beacon Hill, or the Five Points,
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where men most congregate, but to the perennial source of our life,
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whence in all our experience we have found that to issue, as the
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willow stands near the water and sends out its roots in that
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direction. This will vary with different natures, but this is the
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place where a wise man will dig his cellar.... I one evening
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overtook one of my townsmen, who has accumulated what is called "a
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handsome property"- though I never got a fair view of it- on the
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Walden road, driving a pair of cattle to market, who inquired of me
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how I could bring my mind to give up so many of the comforts of
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life. I answered that I was very sure I liked it passably well; I
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was not joking. And so I went home to my bed, and left him to pick his
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way through the darkness and the mud to Brighton- or Bright-town-
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which place he would reach some time in the morning.
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Any prospect of awakening or coming to life to a dead man makes
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indifferent all times and places. The place where that may occur is
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always the same, and indescribably pleasant to all our senses. For the
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most part we allow only outlying and transient circumstances to make
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our occasions. They are, in fact, the cause of our distraction.
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Nearest to all things is that power which fashions their being. Next
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to us the grandest laws are continually being executed. Next to us
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is not the workman whom we have hired, with whom we love so well to
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talk, but the workman whose work we are.
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"How vast and profound is the influence of the subtile powers of
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Heaven and of Earth!"
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"We seek to perceive them, and we do not see them; we seek to hear
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them, and we do not hear them; identified with the substance of
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things, they cannot be separated from them."
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"They cause that in all the universe men purify and sanctify their
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hearts, and clothe themselves in their holiday garments to offer
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sacrifices and oblations to their ancestors. It is an ocean of subtile
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intelligences. They are everywhere, above us, on our left, on our
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right; they environ us on all sides."
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We are the subjects of an experiment which is not a little
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interesting to me. Can we not do without the society of our gossips
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a little while under these circumstances- have our own thoughts to
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cheer us? Confucius says truly, "Virtue does not remain as an
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abandoned orphan; it must of necessity have neighbors."
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With thinking we may be beside ourselves in a sane sense. By a
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conscious effort of the mind we can stand aloof from actions and their
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consequences; and all things, good and bad, go by us like a torrent.
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We are not wholly involved in Nature. I may be either the driftwood in
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the stream, or Indra in the sky looking down on it. I may be
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affected by a theatrical exhibition; on the other hand, I may not be
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affected by an actual event which appears to concern me much more. I
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only know myself as a human entity; the scene, so to speak, of
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thoughts and affections; and am sensible of a certain doubleness by
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which I can stand as remote from myself as from another. However
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intense my experience, I am conscious of the presence and criticism of
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a part of me, which, as it were, is not a part of me, but spectator,
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sharing no experience, but taking note of it, and that is no more I
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than it is you. When the play, it may be the tragedy, of life is over,
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the spectator goes his way. It was a kind of fiction, a work of the
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imagination only, so far as he was concerned. This doubleness may
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easily make us poor neighbors and friends sometimes.
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I find it wholesome to be alone the greater part of the time. To
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be in company, even with the best, is soon wearisome and
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dissipating. I love to be alone. I never found the companion that
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was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more lonely
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when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our chambers. A man
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thinking or working is always alone, let him be where he will.
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Solitude is not measured by the miles of space that intervene
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between a man and his fellows. The really diligent student in one of
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the crowded hives of Cambridge College is as solitary as a dervis in
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the desert. The farmer can work alone in the field or the woods all
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day, hoeing or chopping, and not feel lonesome, because he is
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employed; but when he comes home at night he cannot sit down in a room
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alone, at the mercy of his thoughts, but must be where he can "see the
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folks," and recreate, and, as he thinks, remunerate himself for his
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day's solitude; and hence he wonders how the student can sit alone
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in the house all night and most of the day without ennui and "the
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blues"; but he does not realize that the student, though in the house,
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is still at work in his field, and chopping in his woods, as the
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farmer in his, and in turn seeks the same recreation and society
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that the latter does, though it may be a more condensed form of it.
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Society is commonly too cheap. We meet at very short intervals,
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not having had time to acquire any new value for each other. We meet
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at meals three times a day, and give each other a new taste of that
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old musty cheese that we are. We have had to agree on a certain set of
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rules, called etiquette and politeness, to make this frequent
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meeting tolerable and that we need not come to open war. We meet at
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the post-office, and at the sociable, and about the fireside every
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night; we live thick and are in each other's way, and stumble over one
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another, and I think that we thus lose some respect for one another.
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Certainly less frequency would suffice for all important and hearty
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communications. Consider the girls in a factory- never alone, hardly
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in their dreams. It would be better if there were but one inhabitant
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to a square mile, as where I live. The value of a man is not in his
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skin, that we should touch him.
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I have heard of a man lost in the woods and dying of famine and
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exhaustion at the foot of a tree, whose loneliness was relieved by the
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grotesque visions with which, owing to bodily weakness, his diseased
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imagination surrounded him, and which he believed to be real. So also,
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owing to bodily and mental health and strength, we may be
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continually cheered by a like but more normal and natural society, and
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come to know that we are never alone.
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I have a great deal of company in my house; especially in the
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morning, when nobody calls. Let me suggest a few comparisons, that
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some one may convey an idea of my situation. I am no more lonely
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than the loon in the pond that laughs so loud, or than Walden Pond
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itself. What company has that lonely lake, I pray? And yet it has
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not the blue devils, but the blue angels in it, in the azure tint of
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its waters. The sun is alone, except in thick weather, when there
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sometimes appear to be two, but one is a mock sun. God is alone- but
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the devil, he is far from being alone; he sees a great deal of
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company; he is legion. I am no more lonely than a single mullein or
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dandelion in a pasture, or a bean leaf, or sorrel, or a horse-fly,
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or a bumblebee. I am no more lonely than the Mill Brook, or a
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weathercock, or the north star, or the south wind, or an April shower,
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or a January thaw, or the first spider in a new house.
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I have occasional visits in the long winter evenings, when the
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snow falls fast and the wind howls in the wood, from an old settler
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and original proprietor, who is reported to have dug Walden Pond,
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and stoned it, and fringed it with pine woods; who tells me stories of
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old time and of new eternity; and between us we manage to pass a
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cheerful evening with social mirth and pleasant views of things,
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even without apples or cider- a most wise and humorous friend, whom
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I love much, who keeps himself more secret than ever did Goffe or
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Whalley; and though he is thought to be dead, none can show where he
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is buried. An elderly dame, too, dwells in my neighborhood,
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invisible to most persons, in whose odorous herb garden I love to
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stroll sometimes, gathering simples and listening to her fables; for
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she has a genius of unequalled fertility, and her memory runs back
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farther than mythology, and she can tell me the original of every
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fable, and on what fact every one is founded, for the incidents
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occurred when she was young. A ruddy and lusty old dame, who
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delights in all weathers and seasons, and is likely to outlive all her
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children yet.
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The indescribable innocence and beneficence of Nature- of sun and
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wind and rain, of summer and winter- such health, such cheer, they
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afford forever! and such sympathy have they ever with our race, that
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all Nature would be affected, and the sun's brightness fade, and the
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winds would sigh humanely, and the clouds rain tears, and the woods
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shed their leaves and put on mourning in midsummer, if any man
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should ever for a just cause grieve. Shall I not have intelligence
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with the earth? Am I not partly leaves and vegetable mould myself?
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What is the pill which will keep us well, serene, contented? Not
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my or thy great-grandfather's, but our great-grandmother Nature's
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universal, vegetable, botanic medicines, by which she has kept herself
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young always, outlived so many old Parrs in her day, and fed her
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health with their decaying fatness. For my panacea, instead of one of
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those quack vials of a mixture dipped from Acheron and the Dead Sea,
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which come out of those long shallow black-schooner looking wagons
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which we sometimes see made to carry bottles, let me have a draught of
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undiluted morning air. Morning air! If men will not drink of this at
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the fountainhead of the day, why, then, we must even bottle up some
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and sell it in the shops, for the benefit of those who have lost their
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subscription ticket to morning time in this world. But remember, it
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will not keep quite till noonday even in the coolest cellar, but
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drive out the stopples long ere that and follow westward the steps of
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Aurora. I am no worshipper of Hygeia, who was the daughter of that old
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herb-doctor Esculapius, and who is represented on monuments holding
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a serpent in one hand, and in the other a cup out of which the serpent
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sometimes drinks; but rather of Hebe, cup-bearer to Jupiter, who was
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the daughter of Juno and wild lettuce, and who had the power of
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restoring gods and men to the vigor of youth. She was probably the
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only thoroughly sound-conditioned, healthy, and robust young lady
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that ever walked the globe, and wherever she came it was spring.
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VISITORS
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VISITORS.
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I THINK THAT I love society as much as most, and am ready enough to
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fasten myself like a bloodsucker for the time to any full-blooded
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man that comes in my way. I am naturally no hermit, but might possibly
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sit out the sturdiest frequenter of the bar-room, if my business
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called me thither.
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I had three chairs in my house; one for solitude, two for
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friendship, three for society. When visitors came in larger and
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unexpected numbers there was but the third chair for them all, but
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they generally economized the room by standing up. It is surprising
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how many great men and women a small house will contain. I have had
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twenty-five or thirty souls, with their bodies, at once under my roof,
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and yet we often parted without being aware that we had come very near
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to one another. Many of our houses, both public and private, with
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their almost innumerable apartments, their huge halls and their
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cellars for the storage of wines and other munitions of peace,
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appear to be extravagantly large for their inhabitants. They are so
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vast and magnificent that the latter seem to be only vermin which
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infest them. I am surprised when the herald blows his summons before
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some Tremont or Astor or Middlesex House, to see come creeping out
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over the piazza for all inhabitants a ridiculous mouse, which soon
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again slinks into some hole in the pavement.
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One inconvenience I sometimes experienced in so small a house, the
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difficulty of getting to a sufficient distance from my guest when we
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began to utter the big thoughts in big words. You want room for your
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thoughts to get into sailing trim and run a course or two before
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they make their port. The bullet of your thought must have overcome
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its lateral and ricochet motion and fallen into its last and steady
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course before it reaches the ear of the bearer, else it may plow out
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again through the side of his head. Also, our sentences wanted room to
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unfold and form their columns in the interval. Individuals, like
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nations, must have suitable broad and natural boundaries, even a
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considerable neutral ground, between them. I have found it a
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singular luxury to talk across the pond to a companion on the opposite
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side. In my house we were so near that we could not begin to bear-
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we could not speak low enough to be heard; as when you throw two
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stones into calm water so near that they break each other's
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undulations. If we are merely loquacious and loud talkers, then we can
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afford to stand very near together, cheek by jowl, and feel each
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other's breath; but if we speak reservedly and thoughtfully, we want
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to be farther apart, that all animal heat and moisture may have a
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chance to evaporate. If we would enjoy the most intimate society
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with that in each of us which is without, or above, being spoken to,
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we must not only be silent, but commonly so far apart bodily that we
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cannot possibly hear each other's voice in any case. Referred to
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this standard, speech is for the convenience of those who are hard
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of hearing; but there are many fine things which we cannot say if we
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have to shout. As the conversation began to assume a loftier and
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grander tone, we gradually shoved our chairs farther apart till they
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touched the wall in opposite corners, and then commonly there was
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not room enough.
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My "best" room, however, my withdrawing room, always ready for
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company, on whose carpet the sun rarely fell, was the pine wood behind
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my house. Thither in summer days, when distinguished guests came, I
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took them, and a priceless domestic swept the floor and dusted the
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furniture and kept the things in order.
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If one guest came he sometimes partook of my frugal meal, and it was
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no interruption to conversation to be stirring a hasty-pudding, or
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watching the rising and maturing of a loaf of bread in the ashes, in
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the meanwhile. But if twenty came and sat in my house there was
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nothing said about dinner, though there might be bread enough for two,
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more than if eating were a forsaken habit; but we naturally
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practised abstinence; and this was never felt to be an offence against
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hospitality, but the most proper and considerate course. The waste and
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decay of physical life, which so often needs repair, seemed
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miraculously retarded in such a case, and the vital vigor stood its
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ground. I could entertain thus a thousand as well as twenty; and if
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any ever went away disappointed or hungry from my house when they
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found me at home, they may depend upon it that I sympathized with them
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at least. So easy is it, though many housekeepers doubt it, to
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establish new and better customs in the place of the old. You need not
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rest your reputation on the dinners you give. For my own part, I was
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never so effectually deterred from frequenting a man's house, by any
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kind of Cerberus whatever, as by the parade one made about dining
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me, which I took to be a very polite and roundabout hint never to
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trouble him so again. I think I shall never revisit those scenes. I
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should be proud to have for the motto of my cabin those lines of
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Spenser which one of my visitors inscribed on a yellow walnut leaf for
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a card:
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"Arrived there, the little house they fill,
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Ne looke for entertainment where none was;
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Rest is their feast, and all things at their will:
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The noblest mind the best contentment has."
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When Winslow, afterward governor of the Plymouth Colony, went with a
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companion on a visit of ceremony to Massasoit on foot through the
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woods, and arrived tired and hungry at his lodge, they were well
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received by the king, but nothing was said about eating that day. When
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the night arrived, to quote their own words- "He laid us on the bed
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with himself and his wife, they at the one end and we at the other, it
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being only planks laid a foot from the ground and a thin mat upon
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them. Two more of his chief men, for want of room, pressed by and upon
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us; so that we were worse weary of our lodging than of our journey."
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At one o'clock the next day Massasoit "brought two fishes that he
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had shot," about thrice as big as a bream. "These being boiled,
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there were at least forty looked for a share in them; the most eat
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of them. This meal only we had in two nights and a day; and had not
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one of us bought a partridge, we had taken our journey fasting."
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Fearing that they would be light-headed for want of food and also
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sleep, owing to "the savages' barbarous singing, (for they use to sing
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themselves asleep,)" and that they might get home while they had
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strength to travel, they departed. As for lodging, it is true they
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were but poorly entertained, though what they found an inconvenience
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was no doubt intended for an honor; but as far as eating was
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concerned, I do not see how the Indians could have done better. They
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had nothing to eat themselves, and they were wiser than to think
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that apologies could supply the place of food to their guests; so they
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drew their belts tighter and said nothing about it. Another time
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when Winslow visited them, it being a season of plenty with them,
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there was no deficiency in this respect.
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As for men, they will hardly fail one anywhere. I had more
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visitors while I lived in the woods than at any other period in my
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life; I mean that I had some. I met several there under more favorable
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circumstances than I could anywhere else. But fewer came to see me
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on trivial business. In this respect, my company was winnowed by my
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mere distance from town. I had withdrawn so far within the great ocean
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of solitude, into which the rivers of society empty, that for the most
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part, so far as my needs were concerned, only the finest sediment
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was deposited around me. Beside, there were wafted to me evidences
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of unexplored and uncultivated continents on the other side.
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Who should come to my lodge this morning but a true Homeric or
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Paphlagonian man- he had so suitable and poetic a name that I am sorry
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I cannot print it here- a Canadian, a woodchopper and post-maker,
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who can hole fifty posts in a day, who made his last supper on a
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woodchuck which his dog caught. He, too, has heard of Homer, and,
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"if it were not for books," would "not know what to do rainy days,"
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though perhaps he has not read one wholly through for many rainy
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seasons. Some priest who could pronounce the Greek itself taught him
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to read his verse in the Testament in his native parish far away;
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and now I must translate to him, while he holds the book, Achilles'
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reproof to Patroclus for his sad countenance.- "Why are you in
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tears, Patroclus, like a young girl?"
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"Or have you alone heard some news from Phthia?
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They say that Menoetius lives yet, son of Actor,
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And Peleus lives, son of Aeacus, among the Myrmidons,
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Either of whom having died, we should greatly grieve."
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He says, "That's good." He has a great bundle of white oak bark
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under his arm for a sick man, gathered this Sunday morning.- I suppose
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there's no harm in going after such a thing today," says he. To him
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Homer was a great writer, though what his writing was about he did not
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know. A more simple and natural man it would be hard to find. Vice and
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disease, which cast such a sombre moral hue over the world, seemed
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to have hardly any existance for him. He was about twenty-eight
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years old, and had left Canada and his father's house a dozen years
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before to work in the States, and earn money to buy a farm with at
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last, perhaps in his native country. He was cast in the coarsest
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mould; a stout but sluggish body, yet gracefully carried, with a thick
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sunburnt neck, dark bushy hair, and dull sleepy blue eyes, which
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were occasionally lit up with expression. He wore a flat gray cloth
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cap, a dingy wool-colored greatcoat, and cowhide boots. He was a great
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consumer of meat, usually carrying his dinner to his work a couple
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of miles past my house- for he chopped all summer- in a tin pail; cold
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meats, often cold woodchucks, and coffee in a stone bottle which
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dangled by a string from his belt; and sometimes he offered me a
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drink. He came along early, crossing my bean-field, though without
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anxiety or haste to get to his work, such as Yankees exhibit. He
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wasn't a-going to hurt himself. He didn't care if he only earned his
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board. Frequently he would leave his dinner in the bushes, when his
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dog had caught a woodchuck by the way, and go back a mile and a half
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to dress it and leave it in the cellar of the house where he
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boarded, after deliberating first for half an hour whether he could
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|
not sink it in the pond safely till nightfall- loving to dwell long
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|
upon these themes. He would say, as he went by in the morning, "How
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thick the pigeons are! If working every day were not my trade, I could
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get all the meat I should want by hunting-pigeons, woodchucks,
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rabbits, partridges- by gosh! I could get all I should want for a week
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in one day."
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He was a skilful chopper, and indulged in some flourishes and
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|
ornaments in his art. He cut his trees level and close to the
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|
ground, that the sprouts which came up afterward might be more
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|
vigorous and a sled might slide over the stumps; and instead of
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|
leaving a whole tree to support his corded wood, he would pare it away
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|
to a slender stake or splinter which you could break off with your
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|
hand at last.
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He interested me because he was so quiet and solitary and so happy
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withal; a well of good humor and contentment which overflowed at his
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eyes. His mirth was without alloy. Sometimes I saw him at his work
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|
in the woods, felling trees, and he would greet me with a laugh of
|
|
inexpressible satisfaction, and a salutation in Canadian French,
|
|
though he spoke English as well. When I approached him he would
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suspend his work, and with half-suppressed mirth lie along the trunk
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of a pine which he had felled, and, peeling off the inner bark, roll
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it up into a ball and chew it while he laughed and talked. Such an
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|
exuberance of animal spirits had he that he sometimes tumbled down and
|
|
rolled on the ground with laughter at anything which made him think
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|
and tickled him. Looking round upon the trees he would exclaim - "By
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|
George! I can enjoy myself well enough here chopping; I want no better
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|
sport." Sometimes, when at leisure, he amused himself all day in the
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|
woods with a pocket pistol, firing salutes to himself at regular
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|
intervals as he walked. In the winter he had a fire by which at noon
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|
he warmed his coffee in a kettle; and as he sat on a log to eat his
|
|
dinner the chickadees would sometimes come round and alight on his arm
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|
and peck at the potato in his fingers; and he said that he "liked to
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|
have the little fellers about him."
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In him the animal man chiefly was developed. In physical endurance
|
|
and contentment he was cousin to the pine and the rock. I asked him
|
|
once if he was not sometimes tired at night, after working all day;
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|
and he answered, with a sincere and serious look, "Gorrappit, I
|
|
never was tired in my life." But the intellectual and what is called
|
|
spiritual man in him were slumbering as in an infant. He had been
|
|
instructed only in that innocent and ineffectual way in which the
|
|
Catholic priests teach the aborigines, by which the pupil is never
|
|
educated to the degree of consciousness, but only to the degree of
|
|
trust and reverence, and a child is not made a man, but kept a
|
|
child. When Nature made him, she gave him a strong body and
|
|
contentment for his portion, and propped him on every side with
|
|
reverence and reliance, that he might live out his threescore years
|
|
and ten a child. He was so genuine and unsophisticated that no
|
|
introduction would serve to introduce him, more than if you introduced
|
|
a woodchuck to your neighbor. He had got to find him out as you did.
|
|
He would not play any part. Men paid him wages for work, and so helped
|
|
to feed and clothe him; but he never exchanged opinions with them.
|
|
He was so simply and naturally humble- if he can be called humble
|
|
who never aspires- that humility was no distinct quality in him, nor
|
|
could he conceive of it. Wiser men were demigods to him. If you told
|
|
him that such a one was coming, he did as if he thought that
|
|
anything so grand would expect nothing of himself, but take all the
|
|
responsibility on itself, and let him be forgotten still. He never
|
|
heard the sound of praise. He particularly reverenced the writer and
|
|
the preacher. Their performances were miracles. When I told him that I
|
|
wrote considerably, he thought for a long time that it was merely
|
|
the handwriting which I meant, for he could write a remarkably good
|
|
hand himself. I sometimes found the name of his native parish
|
|
handsomely written in the snow by the highway, with the proper
|
|
French accent, and knew that he had passed. I asked him if he ever
|
|
wished to write his thoughts. He said that he had read and written
|
|
letters for those who could not, but he never tried to write thoughts-
|
|
no, he could not, he could not tell what to put first, it would kill
|
|
him, and then there was spelling to be attended to at the same time!
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|
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|
I heard that a distinguished wise man and reformer asked him if he
|
|
did not want the world to be changed; but he answered with a chuckle
|
|
of surprise in his Canadian accent, not knowing that the question
|
|
had ever been entertained before, "No, I like it well enough." It
|
|
would have suggested many things to a philosopher to have dealings
|
|
with him. To a stranger he appeared to know nothing of things in
|
|
general; yet I sometimes saw in him a man whom I had not seen
|
|
before, and I did not know whether he was as wise as Shakespeare or as
|
|
simply ignorant as a child, whether to suspect him of a fine poetic
|
|
consciousness or of stupidity. A townsman told me that when he met him
|
|
sauntering through the village in his small close-fitting cap, and
|
|
whistling to himself, he reminded him of a prince in disguise.
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|
|
|
His only books were an almanac and an arithmetic, in which last he
|
|
was considerably expert. The former was a sort of cyclopaedia to
|
|
him, which he supposed to contain an abstract of human knowledge, as
|
|
indeed it does to a considerable extent. I loved to sound him on the
|
|
various reforms of the day, and he never failed to look at them in the
|
|
most simple and practical light. He had never heard of such things
|
|
before. Could he do without factories? I asked. He had worn the
|
|
home-made Vermont gray, he said, and that was good. Could he
|
|
dispense with tea and coffee? Did this country afford any beverage
|
|
beside water? He had soaked hemlock leaves in water and drank it,
|
|
and thought that was better than water in warm weather. When I asked
|
|
him if he could do without money, he showed the convenience of money
|
|
in such a way as to suggest and coincide with the most philosophical
|
|
accounts of the origin of this institution, and the very derivation of
|
|
the word pecunia. If an ox were his property, and he wished to get
|
|
needles and thread at the store, he thought it would be inconvenient
|
|
and impossible soon to go on mortgaging some portion of the creature
|
|
each time to that amount. He could defend many institutions better
|
|
than any philosopher, because, in describing them as they concerned
|
|
him, he gave the true reason for their prevalence, and speculation had
|
|
not suggested to him any other. At another time, hearing Plato's
|
|
definition of a man- a biped without feathers- and that one
|
|
exhibited a cock plucked and called it Plato's man, he thought it an
|
|
important difference that the knees bent the wrong way. He would
|
|
sometimes exclaim, "How I love to talk! By George, I could talk all
|
|
day!" I asked him once, when I had not seen him for many months, if he
|
|
had got a new idea this summer. "Good Lord"- said he, "a man that
|
|
has to work as I do, if he does not forget the ideas he has had, he
|
|
will do well. May he the man you hoe with is inclined to race; then,
|
|
by gorry, your mind must be there; you think of weeds." He would
|
|
sometimes ask me first on such occasions, if I had made any
|
|
improvement. One winter day I asked him if he was always satisfied
|
|
with himself, wishing to suggest a substitute within him for the
|
|
priest without, and some higher motive for living. "Satisfied!" said
|
|
he; "some men are satisfied with one thing, and some with another. One
|
|
man, perhaps, if he has got enough, will be satisfied to sit all day
|
|
with his back to the fire and his belly to the table, by George!"
|
|
Yet I never, by any manoeuvring, could get him to take the spiritual
|
|
view of things; the highest that he appeared to conceive of was a
|
|
simple expediency, such as you might expect an animal to appreciate;
|
|
and this, practically, is true of most men. If I suggested any
|
|
improvement in his mode of life, he merely answered, without
|
|
expressing any regret, that it was too late. Yet he thoroughly
|
|
believed in honesty and the like virtues.
|
|
|
|
There was a certain positive originality, however slight, to be
|
|
detected in him, and I occasionally observed that he was thinking
|
|
for himself and expressing his own opinion, a phenomenon so rare
|
|
that I would any day walk ten miles to observe it, and it amounted
|
|
to the re-origination of many of the institutions of society. Though
|
|
he hesitated, and perhaps failed to express himself distinctly, he
|
|
always had a presentable thought behind. Yet his thinking was so
|
|
primitive and immersed in his animal life, that, though more promising
|
|
than a merely learned man's, it rarely ripened to anything which can
|
|
be reported. He suggested that there might be men of genius in the
|
|
lowest grades of life, however permanently humble and illiterate,
|
|
who take their own view always, or do not pretend to see at all; who
|
|
are as bottomless even as Walden Pond was thought to be, though they
|
|
may be dark and muddy.
|
|
|
|
Many a traveller came out of his way to see me and the inside of
|
|
my house, and, as an excuse for calling, asked for a glass of water. I
|
|
told them that I drank at the pond, and pointed thither, offering to
|
|
lend them a dipper. Far off as I lived, I was not exempted from the
|
|
annual visitation which occurs, methinks, about the first of April,
|
|
when everybody is on the move; and I had my share of good luck, though
|
|
there were some curious specimens among my visitors. Half-witted men
|
|
from the almshouse and elsewhere came to see me; but I endeavored to
|
|
make them exercise all the wit they had, and make their confessions to
|
|
me; in such cases making wit the theme of our conversation; and so was
|
|
compensated. Indeed, I found some of them to be wiser than the
|
|
so-called overseers of the poor and selectmen of the town, and thought
|
|
it was time that the tables were turned. With respect to wit, I
|
|
learned that there was not much difference between the half and the
|
|
whole. One day, in particular, an inoffensive, simpleminded pauper,
|
|
whom with others I had often seen used as fencing stuff, standing or
|
|
sitting on a bushel in the fields to keep cattle and himself from
|
|
straying, visited me, and expressed a wish to live as I did. He told
|
|
me, with the utmost simplicity and truth, quite superior, or rather
|
|
inferior, to anything that is called humility, that he was
|
|
"deficient in intellect." These were his words. The Lord had made
|
|
him so, yet he supposed the Lord cared as much for him as for another.
|
|
"I have always been so," said he, "from my childhood; I never had much
|
|
mind; I was not like other children; I am weak in the head. It was the
|
|
Lord's will, I suppose." And there he was to prove the truth of his
|
|
words. He was a metaphysical puzzle to me. I have rarely met a
|
|
fellow-man on such promising ground- it was so simple and sincere
|
|
and so true all that he said. And, true enough, in proportion as he
|
|
appeared to humble himself was he exalted. I did not know at first but
|
|
it was the result of a wise policy. It seemed that from such a basis
|
|
of truth and frankness as the poor weak-headed pauper had laid, our
|
|
intercourse might go forward to something better than the
|
|
intercourse of sages.
|
|
|
|
I had some guests from those not reckoned commonly among the
|
|
town's poor, but who should be; who are among the world's poor, at any
|
|
rate; guests who appeal, not to your hospitality, but to your
|
|
hospitality; who earnestly wish to be helped, and preface their appeal
|
|
with the information that they are resolved, for one thing, never to
|
|
help themselves. I require of a visitor that he be not actually
|
|
starving, though he may have the very best appetite in the world,
|
|
however he got it. Objects of charity are not guests. Men who did
|
|
not know when their visit had terminated, though I went about my
|
|
business again, answering them from greater and greater remoteness.
|
|
Men of almost every degree of wit called on me in the migrating
|
|
season. Some who had more wits than they knew what to do with; runaway
|
|
slaves with plantation manners, who listened from time to time, like
|
|
the fox in the fable, as if they heard the hounds a-baying on their
|
|
track, and looked at me beseechingly, as much as to say,
|
|
|
|
"O Christian, will you send me back?
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|
|
|
One real runaway slave, among the rest, whom I helped to forward
|
|
toward the north star. Men of one idea, like a hen with one chicken,
|
|
and that a duckling; men of a thousand ideas, and unkempt heads,
|
|
like those hens which are made to take charge of a hundred chickens,
|
|
all in pursuit of one bug, a score of them lost in every morning's
|
|
dew- and become frizzled and mangy in consequence; men of ideas
|
|
instead of legs, a sort of intellectual centipede that made you
|
|
crawl all over. One man proposed a book in which visitors should write
|
|
their names, as at the White Mountains; but, alas! I have too good a
|
|
memory to make that necessary.
|
|
|
|
I could not but notice some of the peculiarities of my visitors.
|
|
Girls and boys and young women generally seemed glad to be in the
|
|
woods. They looked in the pond and at the flowers, and improved
|
|
their time. Men of business, even farmers, thought only of solitude
|
|
and employment, and of the great distance at which I dwelt from
|
|
something or other; and though they said that they loved a ramble in
|
|
the woods occasionally, it was obvious that they did not. Restless
|
|
committed men, whose time was an taken up in getting a living or
|
|
keeping it; ministers who spoke of God as if they enjoyed a monopoly
|
|
of the subject, who could not bear all kinds of opinions; doctors,
|
|
lawyers, uneasy housekeepers who pried into my cupboard and bed when I
|
|
was out- how came Mrs.- to know that my sheets were not as clean as
|
|
hers?- young men who had ceased to be young, and had concluded that it
|
|
was safest to follow the beaten track of the professions- all these
|
|
generally said that it was not possible to do so much good in my
|
|
position. Ay! there was the rub. The old and infirm and the timid,
|
|
of whatever age or sex, thought most of sickness, and sudden
|
|
accident and death; to them life seemed full of danger- what danger is
|
|
there if you don't think of any?- and they thought that a prudent
|
|
man would carefully select the safest position, where Dr. B. might
|
|
be on hand at a moment's warning. To them the village was literally
|
|
a com-munity, a league for mutual defence, and you would suppose
|
|
that they would not go a-huckleberrying without a medicine chest.
|
|
The amount of it is, if a man is alive, there is always danger that he
|
|
may die, though the danger must be allowed to be less in proportion as
|
|
he is dead-and-alive to begin with. A man sits as many risks as he
|
|
runs. Finally, there were the self-styled reformers, the greatest
|
|
bores of all, who thought that I was forever singing,
|
|
|
|
This is the house that I built;
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|
|
|
This is the man that lives in the house that I built;
|
|
|
|
but they did not know that the third line was,
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|
|
|
These are the folks that worry the man
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|
|
|
That lives in the house that I built.
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|
|
|
I did not fear the hen-harriers, for I kept no chickens; but I
|
|
feared the men-harriers rather.
|
|
|
|
I had more cheering visitors than the last. Children come
|
|
a-berrying, railroad men taking a Sunday morning walk in clean shirts,
|
|
fishermen and hunters, poets and philosophers; in short, all honest
|
|
pilgrims, who came out to the woods for freedom's sake, and really
|
|
left the village behind, I was ready to greet with- "Welcome,
|
|
Englishmen! welcome, Englishmen!" for I had had communication with
|
|
that race.
|
|
|
|
THE BEAN-FIELD.
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|
|
|
MEANWHILE MY beans, the length of whose rows, added together, was
|
|
seven miles already planted, were impatient to be hoed, for the
|
|
earliest had grown considerably before the latest were in the
|
|
ground; indeed they were not easily to be put off. What was the
|
|
meaning of this so steady and self-respecting, this small Herculean
|
|
labor, I knew not. I came to love my rows, my beans, though so many
|
|
more than I wanted. They attached me to the earth, and so I got
|
|
strength like Antaeus. But why should I raise them? Only Heaven knows.
|
|
This was my curious labor all summer- to make this portion of the
|
|
earth's surface, which had yielded only cinquefoil, blackberries,
|
|
johnswort, and the like, before, sweet wild fruits and pleasant
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flowers, produce instead this pulse. What shall I learn of beans or
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beans of me? I cherish them, I hoe them, early and late I have an
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eye to them; and this is my day's work. It is a fine broad leaf to
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look on. My auxiliaries are the dews and rains which water this dry
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soil, and what fertility is in the soil itself, which for the most
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part is lean and effete. My enemies are worms, cool days, and most
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of all woodchucks. The last have nibbled for me a quarter of an acre
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clean. But what right had I to oust johnswort and the rest, and
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break up their ancient herb garden? Soon, however, the remaining beans
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will be too tough for them, and go forward to meet new foes.
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When I was four years old, as I well remember, I was brought from
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Boston to this my native town, through these very woods and this
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field, to the pond. It is one of the oldest seenes stamped on my
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memory. And now tonight my flute has waked the echoes over that very
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water. The pines still stand here older than I; or, if some have
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fallen, I have cooked my supper with their stumps, and a new growth is
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rising all around, preparing another aspect for new infant eyes.
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Almost the same johnswort springs from the same perennial root in this
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pasture, and even I have at length helped to clothe that fabulous
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landscape of my infant dreams, and one of the results of my presence
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and influence is seen in these bean leaves, corn blades, and potato
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vines.
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I planted about two acres and a half of upland; and as it was only
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about fifteen years since the land was cleared, and I myself had got
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out two or three cords of stumps, I did not give it any manure; but in
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the course of the summer it appeared by the arrowheads which I
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turned up in hoeing, that an extinct nation had anciently dwelt here
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and planted corn and beans ere white men came to clear the land, and
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so, to some extent, had exhausted the soil for this very crop.
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Before yet any woodchuck or squirrel had run across the road, or the
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sun had got above the shrub oaks, while all the dew was on, though the
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farmers warned me against it- I would advise you to do all your work
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if possible while the dew is on- I began to level the ranks of haughty
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weeds in my bean-field and throw dust upon their heads. Early in the
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morning I worked barefooted, dabbling like a plastic artist in the
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dewy and crumbling sand, but later in the day the sun blistered my
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feet. There the sun lighted me to hoe beans, pacing slowly backward
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and forward over that yellow gravelly upland, between the long green
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rows, fifteen rods, the one end terminating in a shrub oak copse where
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I could rest in the shade, the other in a blackberry field where the
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green berries deepened their tints by the time I had made another
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bout. Removing the weeds, putting fresh soil about the bean stems, and
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encouraging this weed which I had sown, making the yellow soil express
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its summer thought in bean leaves and blossoms rather than in wormwood
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and piper and millet grass, making the earth say beans instead of
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grass- this was my daily work. As I had little aid from horses or
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cattle, or hired men or boys, or improved implements of husbandry, I
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was much slower, and became much more intimate with my beans than
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usual. But labor of the hands, even when pursued to the verge of
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drudgery, is perhaps never the worst form of idleness. It has a
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constant and imperishable moral, and to the scholar it yields a
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classic result. A very agricola laboriosus was I to travellers bound
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westward through Lincoln and Wayland to nobody knows where; they
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sitting at their ease in gigs, with elbows on knees, and reins loosely
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hanging in festoons; I the home-staying, laborious native of the soil.
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But soon my homestead was out of their sight and thought. It was the
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only open and cultivated field for a great distance on either side
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of the road, so they made the most of it; and sometimes the man in the
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field heard more of travellers' gossip and comment than was meant
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for his ear: "Beans so late! peas so late!"- for I continued to
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plant when others had begun to hoe- the ministerial husbandman had not
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suspected it. "Corn, my boy, for fodder; corn for fodder." "Does he
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live there?" asks the black bonnet of the gray coat; and the
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hard-featured farmer reins up his grateful dobbin to inquire what
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you are doing where he sees no manure in the furrow, and recommends
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a little chip dirt, or any little waste stuff, or it may be ashes or
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plaster. But here were two acres and a half of furrows, and only a hoe
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for cart and two hands to draw it- there being an aversion to other
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carts and horses- and chip dirt far away. Fellow-travellers as they
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rattled by compared it aloud with the fields which they had passed, so
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that I came to know how I stood in the agricultural world. This was
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one field not in Mr. Colman's report. And, by the way, who estimates
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the value of the crop which nature yields in the still wilder fields
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unimproved by man? The crop of English hay is carefully weighed, the
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moisture calculated, the silicates and the potash; but in all dells
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and pond-holes in the woods and pastures and swamps grows a rich and
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various crop only unreaped by man. Mine was, as it were, the
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connecting link between wild and cultivated fields; as some states are
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civilized, and others half-civilized, and others savage or
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barbarous, so my field was, though not in a bad sense, a
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half-cultivated field. They were beans cheerfully returning to their
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wild and primitive state that I cultivated, and my hoe played the Ranz
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des Vaches for them.
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Near at hand, upon the topmost spray of a birch, sings the brown
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thrasher- or red mavis, as some love to call him- all the morning,
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glad of your society, that would find out another farmer's field if
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yours were not here. While you are planting the seed, he cries-
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"Drop it, drop it- cover it up, cover it up- pull it up, pull it up,
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pull it up." But this was not corn, and so it was safe from such
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|
enemies as he. You may wonder what his rigmarole, his amateur Paganini
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|
performances on one string or on twenty, have to do with your
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planting, and yet prefer it to leached ashes or plaster. It was a
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cheap sort of top dressing in which I had entire faith.
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As I drew a still fresher soil about the rows with my hoe, I
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disturbed the ashes of unchronicled nations who in primeval years
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lived under these heavens, and their small implements of war and
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|
hunting were brought to the light of this modern day. They lay mingled
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|
with other natural stones, some of which bore the marks of having been
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|
burned by Indian fires, and some by the sun, and also bits of
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|
pottery and glass brought hither by the recent cultivators of the
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soil. When my hoe tinkled against the stones, that music echoed to
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the woods and the sky, and was an accompaniment to my labor which
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|
yielded an instant and immeasurable crop. It was no longer beans
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that I hoed, nor I that hoed beans; and I remembered with as much pity
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|
as pride, if I remembered at all, my acquaintances who had gone to the
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city to attend the oratorios. The nighthawk circled overhead in the
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sunny afternoons- for I sometimes made a day of it- like a mote in the
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|
eye, or in heaven's eye, falling from time to time with a swoop and
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|
a sound as if the heavens were rent, torn at last to very rags and
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|
tatters, and yet a seamless cope remained; small imps that fill the
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air and lay their eggs on the ground on bare sand or rocks on the tops
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|
of hills, where few have found them; graceful and slender like ripples
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|
caught up from the pond, as leaves are raised by the wind to float
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|
in the heavens; such kindredship is in nature. The hawk is aerial
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|
brother of the wave which he sails over and surveys, those his perfect
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air- inflated wings answering to the elemental unfledged pinions of
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the sea. Or sometimes I watched a pair of hen- hawks circling high
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in the sky, alternately soaring and descending, approaching, and
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|
leaving one another, as if they were the embodiment of my own
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|
thoughts, Or I was attracted by the passage of wild pigeons from
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this wood to that, with a slight quivering winnowing sound and carrier
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|
haste; or from under a rotten stump my hoe turned up a sluggish
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portentous and outlandish spotted salamander, a trace of Egypt and the
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|
Nile, yet our contemporary. When I paused to lean on my hoe, these
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sounds and sights I heard and saw anywhere in the row, a part of the
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inexhaustible entertainment which the country offers.
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On gala days the town fires its great guns, which echo like
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|
popguns to these woods, and some waifs of martial music occasionally
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|
penetrate thus far. To me, away there in my bean-field at the other
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|
end of the town, the big guns sounded as if a puffball had burst;
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|
and when there was a military turnout of which I was ignorant, I
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|
have sometimes had a vague sense all the day of some sort of itching
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|
and disease in the horizon, as if some eruption would break out
|
|
there soon, either scarlatina or canker-rash, until at length some
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|
more favorable puff of wind, making haste over the fields and up the
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|
Wayland road, brought me information of the "trainers." It seemed by
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|
the distant hum as if somebody's bees had swarmed, and that the
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|
neighbors, according to Virgil's advice, by a faint tintinnabulum upon
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|
the most sonorous of their domestic utensils, were endeavoring to call
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|
them down into the hive again. And when the sound died quite away, and
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|
the hum had ceased, and the most favorable breezes told no tale, I
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|
knew that they had got the last drone of them all safely into the
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Middlesex hive, and that now their minds were bent on the honey with
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|
which it was smeared.
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I felt proud to know that the liberties of Massachusetts and of
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|
our fatherland were in such safe keeping; and as I turned to my hoeing
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|
again I was filled with an inexpressible confidence, and pursued my
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|
labor cheerfully with a calm trust in the future.
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When there were several bands of musicians, it sounded as if all the
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|
village was a vast bellows and all the buildings expanded and
|
|
collapsed alternately with a din. But sometimes it was a really
|
|
noble and inspiring strain that reached these woods, and the trumpet
|
|
that sings of fame, and I felt as if I could spit a Mexican with a
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|
good relish- for why should we always stand for trifles?- and looked
|
|
round for a woodchuck or a skunk to exercise my chivalry upon. These
|
|
martial strains seemed as far away as Palestine, and reminded me of
|
|
a march of crusaders in the horizon, with a slight tantivy and
|
|
tremulous motion of the elm tree tops which overhang the village. This
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|
was one of the great days; though the sky had from my clearing only
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|
the same everlastingly great look that it wears daily, and I saw no
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|
difference in it.
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It was a singular experience that long acquaintance which I
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|
cultivated with beans, what with planting, and hoeing, and harvesting,
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|
and threshing, and picking over and selling them- the last was the
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|
hardest of all- I might add eating, for I did taste. I was
|
|
determined to know beans. When they were growing, I used to hoe from
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|
five o'clock in the morning till noon, and commonly spent the rest
|
|
of the day about other affairs. Consider the intimate and curious
|
|
acquaintance one makes with various kinds of weeds- it will bear
|
|
some iteration in the account, for there was no little iteration in
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|
the labor- disturbing their delicate organizations so ruthlessly,
|
|
and making such invidious distinctions with his hoe, levelling whole
|
|
ranks of one species, and sedulously cultivating another. That's Roman
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|
wormwood- that's pigweed- that's sorrel- that's piper-grass- have at
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|
him, chop him up, turn his roots upward to the sun, don't let him have
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|
a fibre in the shade, if you do he'll turn himself t'other side up and
|
|
be as green as a leek in two days. A long war, not with cranes, but
|
|
with weeds, those Trojans who had sun and rain and dews on their side.
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|
Daily the beans saw me come to their rescue armed with a hoe, and thin
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|
the ranks of their enemies, filling up the trenches with weedy dead.
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|
Many a lusty crest- waving Hector, that towered a whole foot above his
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|
crowding comrades, fell before my weapon and rolled in the dust.
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Those summer days which some of my contemporaries devoted to the
|
|
fine arts in Boston or Rome, and others to contemplation in India, and
|
|
others to trade in London or New York, I thus, with the other
|
|
farmers of New England, devoted to husbandry. Not that I wanted
|
|
beans to eat, for I am by nature a Pythagorean, so far as beans are
|
|
concerned, whether they mean porridge or voting, and exchanged them
|
|
for rice; but, perchance, as some must work in fields if only for
|
|
the sake of tropes and expression, to serve a parable-maker one day.
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|
It was on the whole a rare amusement, which, continued too long, might
|
|
have become a dissipation. Though I gave them no manure, and did not
|
|
hoe them all once, I hoed them unusualy well as far as I went, and was
|
|
paid for it in the end, "there being in truth," as Evelyn says, "no
|
|
compost or laetation whatsoever comparable to this continual motion,
|
|
repastination, and turning of the mould with the spade." "The
|
|
earth," he adds elsewhere, "especially if fresh, has a certain
|
|
magnetism in it, by which it attracts the salt, power, or virtue (call
|
|
it either) which gives it life, and is the logic of all the labor
|
|
and stir we keep about it, to sustain us; all dungings and other
|
|
sordid temperings being but the vicars succedaneous to this
|
|
improvement." Moreover, this being one of those "worn- out and
|
|
exhausted lay fields which enjoy their sabbath," had perchance, as Sir
|
|
Kenelm Digby thinks likely, attracted "vital spirits" from the air.
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|
I harvested twelve bushels of beans.
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|
But to be more particular, for it is complained that Mr. Colman
|
|
has reported chiefly the expensive experiments of gentlemen farmers,
|
|
my outgoes were,
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For a hoe.....................................$ 0.54
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Plowing, harrowing, and furrowing............. 7.50 (Too much.)
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Beans for seed................................ 3.12 1/2
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Potatoes for seed............................. 1.33
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Peas for seed................................. 0.40
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Turnip seed................................... 0.06
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White line for crow fence..................... 0.02
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Horse cultivator and boy three hours.......... 1.00
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Horse and cart to get crop.................... 0.75
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In all.......................................$ 14.72 1/2
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|
My income was (patremfamilias vendacem, non emacem esse oportet),
|
|
from
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Nine bushels and twelve quarts of beans sold..$ 16.94
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|
Five bushels large potatoes................... 2.50
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Nine bushels small potatoes................... 2.25
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Grass......................................... 1.00
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Stalks........................................ 0.75
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In all......................................$ 23.44
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Leaving a pecuniary profit,
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as I have elsewhere said, of..............$ 8.71 1/2
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This is the result of my experience in raising beans: Plant the
|
|
common small white bush bean about the first of June, in rows three
|
|
feet by eighteen inches apart, being careful to select fresh round and
|
|
unmixed seed. First look out for worms, and supply vacancies by
|
|
planting anew. Then look out for woodchucks, if it is an exposed
|
|
place, for they will nibble off the earliest tender leaves almost
|
|
clean as they go; and again, when the young tendrils make their
|
|
appearance, they have notice of it, and will shear them off with
|
|
both buds and young pods, sitting erect like a squirrel. But above all
|
|
harvest as early as possible, if you would escape frosts and have a
|
|
fair and salable crop; you may save much loss by this means.
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|
This further experience also I gained: I said to myself, I will
|
|
not plant beans and corn with so much industry another summer, but
|
|
such seeds, if the seed is not lost, as sincerity, truth,
|
|
simplicity, faith, innocence, and the like, and see if they will not
|
|
grow in this soil, even with less toil and manurance, and sustain
|
|
me, for surely it has not been exhausted for these crops. Alas! I said
|
|
this to myself; but now another summer is gone, and another, and
|
|
another, and I am obliged to say to you, Reader, that the seeds
|
|
which I planted, if indeed they were the seeds of those virtues,
|
|
were wormeaten or had lost their vitality, and so did not come up.
|
|
Commonly men will only be brave as their fathers were brave, or timid.
|
|
This generation is very sure to plant corn and beans each new year
|
|
precisely as the Indians did centuries ago and taught the first
|
|
settlers to do, as if there were a fate in it. I saw an old man the
|
|
other day, to my astonishment, making the holes with a hoe for the
|
|
seventieth time at least, and not for himself to lie down in! But
|
|
why should not the New Englander try new adventures, and not lay so
|
|
much stress on his grain, his potato and grass crop, and his orchards-
|
|
raise other crops than these? Why concern ourselves so much about
|
|
our beans for seed, and not be concerned at all about a new generation
|
|
of men? We should really be fed and cheered if when we met a man we
|
|
were sure to see that some of the qualities which I have named,
|
|
which we all prize more than those other productions, but which are
|
|
for the most part broadcast and floating in the air, had taken root
|
|
and grown in him. Here comes such a subtile and ineffable quality, for
|
|
instance, as truth or justice, though the slightest amount or new
|
|
variety of it, along the road. Our ambassadors should be instructed to
|
|
send home such seeds as these, and Congress help to distribute them
|
|
over all the land. We should never stand upon ceremony with sincerity.
|
|
We should never cheat and insult and banish one another by our
|
|
meanness, if there were present the kernel of worth and
|
|
friendliness. We should not meet thus in haste. Most men I do not meet
|
|
at all, for they seem not to have time; they are busy about their
|
|
beans. We would not deal with a man thus plodding ever, leaning on a
|
|
hoe or a spade as a staff between his work, not as a mushroom, but
|
|
partially risen out of the earth, something more than erect, like
|
|
swallows alighted and walking on the ground:
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"And as he spake, his mings would now and then
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|
|
Spread, as he meant to fly, then close again-"
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|
|
so that we should suspect that we might be conversing with an angel.
|
|
Bread may not always nourish us; but it always does us good, it even
|
|
takes stiffness out of our joints, and makes us supple and buoyant,
|
|
when we knew not what ailed us, to recognize any generosity in man
|
|
or Nature, to share any unmixed and heroic joy.
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|
|
|
Ancient poetry and mythology suggest, at least, that husbandry was
|
|
once a sacred art; but it is pursued with irreverent haste and
|
|
heedlessness by us, our object being to have large farms and large
|
|
crops merely. We have no festival, nor procession, nor ceremony, not
|
|
excepting our cattle-shows and so-called Thanksgivings, by which the
|
|
farmer expresses a sense of the sacredness of his calling, or is
|
|
reminded of its sacred origin. It is the premium and the feast which
|
|
tempt him. He sacrifices not to Ceres and the Terrestrial Jove, but to
|
|
the infernal Plutus rather. By avarice and selfishness, and a
|
|
grovelling habit, from which none of us is free, of regarding the soil
|
|
as property, or the means of acquiring property chiefly, the landscape
|
|
is deformed, husbandry is degraded with us, and the farmer leads the
|
|
meanest of lives. He knows Nature but as a robber. Cato says that
|
|
the profits of agriculture are particularly pious or just (maximeque
|
|
pius quaestus), and according to Varro the old Romans "called the same
|
|
earth Mother and Ceres, and thought that they who cultivated it led
|
|
a pious and useful life, and that they alone were left of the race
|
|
of King Saturn."
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|
|
|
We are wont to forget that the sun looks on our cultivated fields
|
|
and on the prairies and forests without distinction. They all
|
|
reflect and absorb his rays alike, and the former make but a small
|
|
part of the glorious picture which he beholds in his daily course.
|
|
In his view the earth is all equally cultivated like a garden.
|
|
Therefore we should receive the benefit of his light and beat with a
|
|
corresponding trust and magnanimity. What though I value the seed of
|
|
these beans, and harvest that in the fall of the year? This broad
|
|
field which I have looked at so long looks not to me as the
|
|
principal cultivator, but away from me to influences more genial to
|
|
it, which water and make it green. These beans have results which
|
|
are not harvested by me. Do they not grow for woodchucks partly? The
|
|
ear of wheat (in Latin spica, obsoletely speca, from spe, hope) should
|
|
not be the only hope of the husbandman; its kernel or grain (granum
|
|
from gerendo, bearing) is not all that it bears. How, then, can our
|
|
harvest fail? Shall I not rejoice also at the abundance of the weeds
|
|
whose seeds are the granary of the birds? It matters little
|
|
comparatively whether the fields fill the farmer's barns. The true
|
|
husbandman will cease from anxiety, as the squirrels manifest no
|
|
concern whether the woods will bear chestnuts this year or not, and
|
|
finish his labor with every day, relinquishing all claim to the
|
|
produce of his fields, and sacrificing in his mind not only his
|
|
first but his last fruits also.
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|
VILLAGE
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THE VILLAGE.
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|
AFTER HOEING, or perhaps reading and writing, in the forenoon, I
|
|
usually bathed again in the pond, swimming across one of its coves for
|
|
a stint, and washed the dust of labor from my person, or smoothed
|
|
out the last wrinkle which study had made, and for the afternoon was
|
|
absolutely free. Every day or two I strolled to the village to hear
|
|
some of the gossip which is incessantly going on there, circulating
|
|
either from mouth to mouth, or from newspaper to newspaper, and which,
|
|
taken in homeopathic doses, was really as refreshing in its way as the
|
|
rustle of leaves and the peeping of frogs. As I walked in the woods to
|
|
see the birds and squirrels, so I walked in the village to see the men
|
|
and boys; instead of the wind among the pines I heard the carts
|
|
rattle. In one direction from my house there was a colony of
|
|
muskrats in the river meadows; under the grove of elms and buttonwoods
|
|
in the other horizon was a village of busy men, as curious to me as if
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they had been prairie-dogs, each sitting at the mouth of its burrow,
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or running over to a neighbor's to gossip. I went there frequently
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to observe their habits. The village appeared to me a great news room;
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and on one side, to support it, as once at Redding & Company's on
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State Street, they kept nuts and raisins, or salt and meal and other
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groceries. Some have such a vast appetite for the former commodity,
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that is, the news, and such sound digestive organs, that they can
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sit forever in public avenues without stirring, and let it simmer
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and whisper through them like the Etesian winds, or as if inhaling
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ether, it only producing numbness and insensibility to pain- otherwise
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it would often be painful to bear- without affecting the
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consciousness. I hardly ever failed, when I rambled through the
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village, to see a row of such worthies, either sitting on a ladder
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sunning themselves, with their bodies inclined forward and their
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eyes glancing along the line this way and that, from time to time,
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with a voluptuous expression, or else leaning against a barn with
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their hands in their pockets, like caryatides, as if to prop it up.
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They, being commonly out of doors, heard whatever was in the wind.
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These are the coarsest mills, in which all gossip is first rudely
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digested or cracked up before it is emptied into finer and more
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delicate hoppers within doors. I observed that the vitals of the
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village were the grocery, the bar-room, the post-office, and the bank;
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and, as a necessary part of the machinery, they kept a bell, a big
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gun, and a fire-engine, at convenient places; and the houses were so
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arranged as to make the most of mankind, in lanes and fronting one
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another, so that every traveller had to run the gauntlet, and every
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man, woman, and child might get a lick at him. Of course, those who
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were stationed nearest to the head of the line, where they could
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most see and be seen, and have the first blow at him, paid the highest
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prices for their places; and the few straggling inhabitants in the
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outskirts, where long gaps in the line began to occur, and the
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traveller could get over walls or turn aside into cow-paths, and so
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escape, paid a very slight ground or window tax. Signs were hung out
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on all sides to allure him; some to catch him by the appetite, as
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the tavern and victualling cellar; some by the fancy, as the dry goods
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store and the jeweller's; and others by the hair or the feet or the
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skirts, as the barber, the shoe-maker, or the tailor. Besides, there
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was a still more terrible standing invitation to call at every one
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of these houses, and company expected about these times. For the
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most part I escaped wonderfully from these dangers, either by
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proceeding at once boldly and without deliberation to the goal, as
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is recommended to those who run the gauntlet, or by keeping my
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thoughts on high things, like Orpheus, who, "loudly singing the
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praises of the gods to his lyre, drowned the voices of the Sirens, and
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kept out of danger." Sometimes I bolted suddenly, and nobody could
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tell my whereabouts, for I did not stand much about gracefulness,
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and never hesitated at a gap in a fence. I was even accustomed to make
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an irruption into some houses, where I was well entertained, and after
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learning the kernels and very last sieveful of news- what had
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subsided, the prospects of war and peace, and whether the world was
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likely to hold together much longer- I was let out through the rear
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avenues, and so escaped to the woods again.
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It was very pleasant, when I stayed late in town, to launch myself
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into the night, especially if it was dark and tempestuous, and set
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sail from some bright village parlor or lecture room, with a bag of
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rye or Indian meal upon my shoulder, for my snug harbor in the
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woods, having made all tight without and withdrawn under hatches
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with a merry crew of thoughts, leaving only my outer man at the
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helm, or even tying up the helm when it was plain sailing. I had
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many a genial thought by the cabin fire "as I sailed." I was never
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cast away nor distressed in any weather, though I encountered some
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severe storms. It is darker in the woods, even in common nights,
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than most suppose. I frequently had to look up at the opening
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between the trees above the path in order to learn my route, and,
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where there was no cart-path, to feel with my feet the faint track
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which I had worn, or steer by the known relation of particular trees
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which I felt with my hands, passing between two pines for instance,
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not more than eighteen inches apart, in the midst of the woods,
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invariably, in the darkest night. Sometimes, after coming home thus
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late in a dark and muggy night, when my feet felt the path which my
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eyes could not see, dreaming and absent-minded all the way, until I
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was aroused by having to raise my hand to lift the latch, I have not
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been able to recall a single step of my walk, and I have thought
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that perhaps my body would find its way home if its master should
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|
forsake it, as the hand finds its way to the mouth without assistance.
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Several times, when a visitor chanced to stay into evening, and it
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proved a dark night, I was obliged to conduct him to the cart-path
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in the rear of the house, and then point out to him the direction he
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was to pursue, and in keeping which he was to be guided rather by
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his feet than his eyes. One very dark night I directed thus on their
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way two young men who had been fishing in the pond. They lived about a
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|
mile off through the woods, and were quite used to the route. A day or
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two after one of them told me that they wandered about the greater
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part of the night, close by their own premises, and did not get home
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till toward morning, by which time, as there had been several heavy
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showers in the meanwhile, and the leaves were very wet, they were
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drenched to their skins. I have heard of many going astray even in the
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village streets, when the darkness was so thick that you could cut
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it with a knife, as the saying is. Some who live in the outskirts,
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having come to town a-shopping in their wagons, have been obliged to
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put up for the night; and gentlemen and ladies making a call have gone
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|
half a mile out of their way, feeling the sidewalk only with their
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|
feet, and not knowing when they turned. It is a surprising and
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|
memorable, as well as valuable experience, to be lost in the woods any
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|
time. Often in a snow-storm, even by day, one will come out upon a
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|
well-known road and yet find it impossible to tell which way leads
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|
to the village. Though he knows that he has travelled it a thousand
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|
times, he cannot recognize a feature in it, but it is as strange to
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|
him as if it were a road in Siberia. By night, of course, the
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|
perplexity is infinitely greater. In our most trivial walks, we are
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|
constantly, though unconsciously, steering like pilots by certain
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|
well-known beacons and headlands, and if we go beyond our usual course
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|
we still carry in our minds the bearing of some neighboring cape;
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|
and not till we are completely lost, or turned round- for a man
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|
needs only to be turned round once with his eyes shut in this world to
|
|
be lost- do we appreciate the vastness and strangeness of nature.
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|
Every man has to learn the points of compass again as often as be
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|
awakes, whether from sleep or any abstraction. Not till we are lost,
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|
in other words not till we have lost the world, do we begin to find
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|
ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of our
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|
relations.
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One afternoon, near the end of the first summer, when I went to
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the village to get a shoe from the cobbler's, I was seized and put
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|
into jail, because, as I have elsewhere related, I did not pay a tax
|
|
to, or recognize the authority of, the State which buys and sells men,
|
|
women, and children, like cattle, at the door of its senate-house. I
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|
had gone down to the woods for other purposes. But, wherever a man
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|
goes, men will pursue and paw him with their dirty institutions,
|
|
and, if they can, constrain him to belong to their desperate
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|
odd-fellow society. It is true, I might have resisted forcibly with
|
|
more or less effect, might have run "amok" against society; but I
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|
preferred that society should run "amok" against me, it being the
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|
desperate party. However, I was released the next day, obtained my
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|
mended shoe, and returned to the woods in season to get my dinner of
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|
huckleberries on Fair Haven Hill. I was never molested by any person
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|
but those who represented the State. I had no lock nor bolt but for
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|
the desk which held my papers, not even a nail to put over my latch or
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|
windows. I never fastened my door night or day, though I was to be
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|
absent several days; not even when the next fall I spent a fortnight
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|
in the woods of Maine. And yet my house was more respected than if
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|
it had been surrounded by a file of soldiers. The tired rambler
|
|
could rest and warm himself by my fire, the literary amuse himself
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|
with the few books on my table, or the curious, by opening my closet
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|
door, see what was left of my dinner, and what prospect I had of a
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|
supper. Yet, though many people of every class came this way to the
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|
pond, I suffered no serious inconvenience from these sources, and I
|
|
never missed anything but one small book, a volume of Homer, which
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|
perhaps was improperly gilded, and this I trust a soldier of our
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|
camp has found by this time. I am convinced, that if all men were to
|
|
live as simply as I then did, thieving and robbery would be unknown.
|
|
These take place only in communities where some have got more than
|
|
is sufficient while others have not enough. The Pope's Homers would
|
|
soon get properly distributed.
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"Nec bella fuerunt,
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Faginus astabat dum scyphus ante dapes."
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"Nor wars did men molest,
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When only beechen bowls were in request."
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"You who govern public affairs, what need have you to employ
|
|
punishments? Love virtue, and the people will be virtuous. The virtues
|
|
of a superior man are like the wind; the virtues of a common man are
|
|
like the grass- I the grass, when the wind passes over it, bends."
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|
PONDS
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THE PONDS.
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SOMETIMES, having had a surfeit of human society and gossip, and
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|
worn out all my village friends, I rambled still farther westward than
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|
I habitually dwell, into yet more unfrequented parts of the town,
|
|
"to fresh woods and pastures new," or, while the sun was setting, made
|
|
my supper of huckleberries and blueberries on Fair Haven Hill, and
|
|
laid up a store for several days. The fruits do not yield their true
|
|
flavor to the purchaser of them, nor to him who raises them for the
|
|
market. There is but one way to obtain it, yet few take that way. If
|
|
you would know the flavor of huckleberries, ask the cowboy or the
|
|
partridge. It is a vulgar error to suppose that you have tasted
|
|
huckleberries who never plucked them. A huckleberry never reaches
|
|
Boston; they have not been known there since they grew on her three
|
|
hills. The ambrosial and essential part of the fruit is lost with
|
|
the bloom which is rubbed off in the market cart, and they become mere
|
|
provender. As long as Eternal justice reigns, not one innocent
|
|
huckleberry can be transported thither from the country's hills.
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|
Occasionally, after my hoeing was done for the day, I joined some
|
|
impatient companion who had been fishing on the pond since morning, as
|
|
silent and motionless as a duck or a floating leaf, and, after
|
|
practising various kinds of philosophy, had concluded commonly, by the
|
|
time I arrived, that he belonged to the ancient sect of Coenobites.
|
|
There was one older man, an excellent fisher and skilled in all
|
|
kinds of woodcraft, who was pleased to look upon my house as a
|
|
building erected for the convenience of fishermen; and I was equally
|
|
pleased when he sat in my doorway to arrange his lines. Once in a
|
|
while we sat together on the pond, he at one end of the boat, and I at
|
|
the other; but not many words passed between us, for he had grown deaf
|
|
in his later years, but he occasionally hummed a psalm, which
|
|
harmonized well enough with my philosophy. Our intercourse was thus
|
|
altogether one of unbroken harmony, far more pleasing to remember than
|
|
if it had been carried on by speech. When, as was commonly the case, I
|
|
had none to commune with, I used to raise the echoes by striking
|
|
with a paddle on the side of my boat, filling the surrounding woods
|
|
with circling and dilating sound, stirring them up as the keeper of
|
|
a menagerie his wild beasts, until I elicited a growl from every
|
|
wooded vale and hillside.
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|
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|
In warm evenings I frequently sat in the boat playing the flute, and
|
|
saw the perch, which I seem to have charmed, hovering around me, and
|
|
the moon travelling over the ribbed bottom, which was strewed with the
|
|
wrecks of the forest. Formerly I had come to this pond
|
|
adventurously, from time to time, in dark summer nights, with a
|
|
companion, and, making a fire close to the water's edge, which we
|
|
thought attracted the fishes, we caught pouts with a bunch of worms
|
|
strung on a thread, and when we had done, far in the night, threw
|
|
the burning brands high into the air like skyrockets, which, coming
|
|
down into the pond, were quenched with a loud hissing, and we were
|
|
suddenly groping in total darkness. Through this, whistling a tune, we
|
|
took our way to the haunts of men again. But now I had made my home by
|
|
the shore.
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|
|
|
Sometimes, after staying in a village parlor till the family had all
|
|
retired, I have returned to the woods, and, partly with a view to
|
|
the next day's dinner, spent the hours of midnight fishing from a boat
|
|
by moonlight, serenaded by owls and foxes, and hearing, from time to
|
|
time, the creaking note of some unknown bird close at hand. These
|
|
experiences were very memorable and valuable to me- anchored in
|
|
forty feet of water, and twenty or thirty rods from the shore,
|
|
surrounded sometimes by thousands of small perch and shiners, dimpling
|
|
the surface with their tails in the moonlight, and communicating by
|
|
a long flaxen line with mysterious nocturnal fishes which had their
|
|
dwelling forty feet below, or sometimes dragging sixty feet of line
|
|
about the pond as I drifted in the gentle night breeze, now and then
|
|
feeling a slight vibration along it, indicative of some life
|
|
prowling about its extremity, of dull uncertain blundering purpose
|
|
there, and slow to make up its mind. At length you slowly raise,
|
|
pulling hand over hand, some horned pout squeaking and squirming to
|
|
the upper air. It was very queer, especially in dark nights, when your
|
|
thoughts had wandered to vast and cosmogonal themes in other
|
|
spheres, to feel this faint jerk, which came to interrupt your
|
|
dreams and link you to Nature again. It seemed as if I might next cast
|
|
my line upward into the air, as well as downward into this element,
|
|
which was scarcely more dense. Thus I caught two fishes as it were
|
|
with one hook.
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|
|
|
The scenery of Walden is on a humble scale, and, though very
|
|
beautiful, does not approach to grandeur, nor can it much concern
|
|
one who has not long frequented it or lived by its shore; yet this
|
|
pond is so remarkable for its depth and purity as to merit a
|
|
particular description. It is a clear and deep green well, half a mile
|
|
long and a mile and three quarters in circumference, and contains
|
|
about sixty-one and a half acres; a perennial spring in the midst of
|
|
pine and oak woods, without any visible inlet or outlet except by
|
|
the clouds and evaporation. The surrounding hills rise abruptly from
|
|
the water to the height of forty to eighty feet, though on the
|
|
southeast and east they attain to about one hundred and one hundred
|
|
and fifty feet respectively, within a quarter and a third of a mile.
|
|
They are exclusively woodland. All our Concord waters have two
|
|
colors at least; one when viewed at a distance, and another, more
|
|
proper, close at hand. The first depends more on the light, and
|
|
follows the sky. In clear weather, in summer, they appear blue at a
|
|
little distance, especially if agitated, and at a great distance all
|
|
appear alike. In stormy weather they are sometimes of a dark
|
|
slate-color. The sea, however, is said to be blue one day and green
|
|
another without any perceptible change in the atmosphere. I have
|
|
seen our river, when, the landscape being covered with snow, both
|
|
water and ice were almost as green as grass. Some consider blue "to be
|
|
the color of pure water, whether liquid or solid." But, looking
|
|
directly down into our waters from a boat, they are seen to be of very
|
|
different colors. Walden is blue at one time and green at another,
|
|
even from the same point of view. Lying between the earth and the
|
|
heavens, it partakes of the color of both. Viewed from a hilltop it
|
|
reflects the color of the sky; but near at hand it is of a yellowish
|
|
tint next the shore where you can see the sand, then a light green,
|
|
which gradually deepens to a uniform dark green in the body of the
|
|
pond. In some lights, viewed even from a hilltop, it is of a vivid
|
|
green next the shore. Some have referred this to the reflection of the
|
|
verdure; but it is equally green there against the railroad
|
|
sandbank, and in the spring, before the leaves are expanded, and it
|
|
may be simply the result of the prevailing blue mixed with the
|
|
yellow of the sand. Such is the color of its iris. This is that
|
|
portion, also, where in the spring, the ice being warmed by the heat
|
|
of the sun reflected from the bottom, and also transmitted through the
|
|
earth, melts first and forms a narrow canal about the still frozen
|
|
middle. Like the rest of our waters, when much agitated, in clear
|
|
weather, so that the surface of the waves may reflect the sky at the
|
|
right angle, or because there is more light mixed with it, it
|
|
appears at a little distance of a darker blue than the sky itself; and
|
|
at such a time, being on its surface, and looking with divided vision,
|
|
so as to see the reflection, I have discerned a matchless and
|
|
indescribable light blue, such as watered or changeable silks and
|
|
sword blades suggest, more cerulean than the sky itself, alternating
|
|
with the original dark green on the opposite sides of the waves, which
|
|
last appeared but muddy in comparison. It is a vitreous greenish blue,
|
|
as I remember it, like those patches of the winter sky seen through
|
|
cloud vistas in the west before sundown. Yet a single glass of its
|
|
water held up to the light is as colorless as an equal quantity of
|
|
air. It is well known that a large plate of glass will have a green
|
|
tint, owing, as the makers say, to its "body," but a small piece of
|
|
the same will be colorless. How large a body of Walden water would
|
|
be required to reflect a green tint I have never proved. The water
|
|
of our river is black or a very dark brown to one looking directly
|
|
down on it, and, like that of most ponds, imparts to the body of one
|
|
bathing in it a yellowish tinge; but this water is of such crystalline
|
|
purity that the body of the bather appears of an alabaster
|
|
whiteness, still more unnatural, which, as the limbs are magnified and
|
|
distorted withal, produces a monstrous effect, making fit studies
|
|
for a Michael Angelo.
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|
|
|
The water is so transparent that the bottom can easily be
|
|
discerned at the depth of twenty-five or thirty feet. Paddling over
|
|
it, you may see, many feet beneath the surface, the schools of perch
|
|
and shiners, perhaps only an inch long, yet the former easily
|
|
distinguished by their transverse bars, and you think that they must
|
|
be ascetic fish that find a subsistence there. Once, in the winter,
|
|
many years ago, when I had been cutting holes through the ice in order
|
|
to catch pickerel, as I stepped ashore I tossed my axe back on to
|
|
the ice, but, as if some evil genius had directed it, it slid four
|
|
or five rods directly into one of the holes, where the water was
|
|
twenty-five feet deep. Out of curiosity, I lay down on the ice and
|
|
looked through the hole, until I saw the axe a little on one side,
|
|
standing on its head, with its helve erect and gently swaying to and
|
|
fro with the pulse of the pond; and there it might have stood erect
|
|
and swaying till in the course of time the handle rotted off, if I had
|
|
not disturbed it. Making another hole directly over it with an ice
|
|
chisel which I had, and cutting down the longest birch which I could
|
|
find in the neighborhood with my knife, I made a slip-noose, which I
|
|
attached to its end, and, letting it down carefully, passed it over
|
|
the knob of the handle, and drew it by a line along the birch, and
|
|
so pulled the axe out again.
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|
|
|
The shore is composed of a belt of smooth rounded white stones
|
|
like paving-stones, excepting one or two short sand beaches, and is so
|
|
steep that in many places a single leap will carry you into water over
|
|
your head; and were it not for its remarkable transparency, that would
|
|
be the last to be seen of its bottom till it rose on the opposite
|
|
side. Some think it is bottomless. It is nowhere muddy, and a casual
|
|
observer would say that there were no weeds at all in it; and of
|
|
noticeable plants, except in the little meadows recently overflowed,
|
|
which do not properly belong to it, a closer scrutiny does not
|
|
detect a flag nor a bulrush, nor even a lily, yellow or white, but
|
|
only a few small heart-leaves and potamogetons, and perhaps a
|
|
water-target or two; all which however a bather might not perceive;
|
|
and these plants are clean and bright like the element they grow in.
|
|
The stones extend a rod or two into the water, and then the bottom
|
|
is pure sand, except in the deepest parts, where there is usually a
|
|
little sediment, probably from the decay of the leaves which have been
|
|
wafted on to it so many successive falls, and a bright green weed is
|
|
brought up on anchors even in midwinter.
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|
|
|
We have one other pond just like this, White Pond, in Nine Acre
|
|
Corner, about two and a half miles westerly; but, though I am
|
|
acquainted with most of the ponds within a dozen miles of this
|
|
centre I do not know a third of this pure and well-like character.
|
|
Successive nations perchance have drank at, admired, and fathomed
|
|
it, and passed away, and still its water is green and pellucid as
|
|
ever. Not an intermitting spring! Perhaps on that spring morning
|
|
when Adam and Eve were driven out of Eden Walden Pond was already in
|
|
existence, and even then breaking up in a gentle spring rain
|
|
accompanied with mist and a southerly wind, and covered with myriads
|
|
of ducks and geese, which had not heard of the fall, when still such
|
|
pure lakes sufficed them. Even then it had commenced to rise and fall,
|
|
and had clarified its waters and colored them of the hue they now
|
|
wear, and obtained a patent of Heaven to be the only Walden Pond in
|
|
the world and distiller of celestial dews. Who knows in how many
|
|
unremembered nations' literatures this has been the Castalian
|
|
Fountain? or what nymphs presided over it in the Golden Age? It is a
|
|
gem of the first water which Concord wears in her coronet.
|
|
|
|
Yet perchance the first who came to this well have left some trace
|
|
of their footsteps. I have been surprised to detect encircling the
|
|
pond, even where a thick wood has just been cut down on the shore, a
|
|
narrow shelf-like path in the steep hillside, alternately rising and
|
|
falling, approaching and receding from the water's edge, as old
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probably as the race of man here, worn by the feet of aboriginal
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hunters, and still from time to time unmittingly trodden by the
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present occupants of the land. This is particularly distinct to one
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standing on the middle of the pond in winter, just after a light
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snow has fallen, appearing as a clear undulating white line,
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unobscured by weeds and twigs, and very obvious a quarter of a mile
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off in many places where in summer it is hardly distinguishable
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close at hand. The snow reprints it, as it were, in clear white type
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alto-relievo. The ornamented grounds of villas which will one day be
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built here may still preserve some trace of this.
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The pond rises and falls, but whether regularly or not, and within
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what period, nobody knows, though, as usual, many pretend to know.
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It is commonly higher in the winter and lower in the summer, though
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not corresponding to the general wet and dryness. I can remember
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when it was a foot or two lower, and also when it was at least five
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feet higher, than when I lived by it. There is a narrow sand-bar
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running into it, with very deep water on one side, on which I helped
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boil a kettle of chowder, some six rods from the main shore, about the
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year 1824, which it has not been possible to do for twenty-five years;
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and, on the other hand, my friends used to listen with incredulity
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when I told them, that a few years later I was accustomed to fish from
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a boat in a secluded cove in the woods, fifteen rods from the only
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shore they knew, which place was long since converted into a meadow.
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But the pond has risen steadily for two years, and now, in the
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summer of '52, is just five feet higher than when I lived there, or as
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high as it was thirty years ago, and fishing goes on again in the
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meadow. This makes a difference of level, at the outside, of six or
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seven feet; and yet the water shed by the surrounding hills is
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insignificant in amount, and this overflow must be referred to
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causes which affect the deep springs. This same summer the pond has
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begun to fall again. It is remarkable that this fluctuation, whether
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periodical or not, appears thus to require many years for its
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accomplishment. I have observed one rise and a part of two falls,
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and I expect that a dozen or fifteen years hence the water will
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again be as low as I have ever known it. Flint's Pond, a mile
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eastward, allowing for the disturbance occasioned by its inlets and
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outlets, and the smaller intermediate ponds also, sympathize with
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Walden, and recently attained their greatest height at the same time
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with the latter. The same is true, as far as my observation goes, of
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White Pond.
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This rise and fall of Walden at long intervals serves this use at
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least; the water standing at this great height for a year or more,
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though it makes it difficult to walk round it, kills the shrubs and
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trees which have sprung up about its edge since the last rise- pitch
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pines, birches, alders, aspens, and others- and, falling again, leaves
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an unobstructed shore; for, unlike many ponds and all waters which are
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subject to a daily tide, its shore is cleanest when the water is
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lowest. On the side of the pond next my house a row of pitch pines,
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fifteen feet high, has been killed and tipped over as if by a lever,
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and thus a stop put to their encroachments; and their size indicates
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how many years have elapsed since the last rise to this height. By
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this fluctuation the pond asserts its title to a shore, and thus the
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shore is shorn, and the trees cannot hold it by right of possession.
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These are the lips of the lake, on which no beard grows. It licks
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its chaps from time to time. When the water is at its height, the
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alders, willows, and maples send forth a mass of fibrous red roots
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several feet long from all sides of their stems in the water, and to
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the height of three or four feet from the ground, in the effort to
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maintain themselves; and I have known the high blueberry bushes
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about the shore, which commonly produce no fruit, bear an abundant
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crop under these circumstances.
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Some have been puzzled to tell how the shore became so regularly
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paved. My townsmen have all heard the tradition- the oldest people
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tell me that they heard it in their youth- that anciently the
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Indians were holding a pow-wow upon a hill here, which rose as high
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into the heavens as the pond now sinks deep into the earth, and they
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used much profanity, as the story goes, though this vice is one of
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|
which the Indians were never guilty, and while they were thus
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|
engaged the hill shook and suddenly sank, and only one old squaw,
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named Walden, escaped, and from her the pond was named. It has been
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conjectured that when the hill shook these stones rolled down its side
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and became the present shore. It is very certain, at any rate, that
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once there was no pond here, and now there is one; and this Indian
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fable does not in any respect conflict with the account of that
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ancient settler whom I have mentioned, who remembers so well when he
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first came here with his divining-rod, saw a thin vapor rising from
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the sward, and the hazel pointed steadily downward, and he concluded
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to dig a well here. As for the stones, many still think that they
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|
are hardly to be accounted for by the action of the waves on these
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|
hills; but I observe that the surrounding hills are remarkably full of
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the same kind of stones, so that they have been obliged to pile them
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up in walls on both sides of the railroad cut nearest the pond; and,
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moreover, there are most stones where the shore is most abrupt; so
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|
that, unfortunately, it is no longer a mystery to me. I detect the
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paver. If the name was not derived from that of some English locality-
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Saffron Walden, for instance- one might suppose that it was called
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originally Walled-in Pond.
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The pond was my well ready dug. For four months in the year its
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water is as cold as it is pure at all times; and I think that it is
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then as good as any, if not the best, in the town. In the winter,
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|
all water which is exposed to the air is colder than springs and wells
|
|
which are protected from it. The temperature of the pond water which
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|
had stood in the room where I sat from five o'clock in the afternoon
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|
till noon the next day, the sixth of March, 1846, the thermometer
|
|
having been up to 65' or 70' some of the time, owing partly to the sun
|
|
on the roof, was 42', or one degree colder than the water of one of
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|
the coldest wells in the village just drawn. The temperature of the
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Boiling Spring the same day was 45', or the warmest of any water
|
|
tried, though it is the coldest that I know of in summer, when,
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beside, shallow and stagnant surface water is not mingled with it.
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|
Moreover, in summer, Walden never becomes so warm as most water
|
|
which is exposed to the sun, on account of its depth. In the warmest
|
|
weather I usually placed a pailful in my cellar, where it became
|
|
cool in the night, and remained so during the day; though I also
|
|
resorted to a spring in the neighborhood. It was as good when a week
|
|
old as the day it was dipped, and had no taste of the pump. Whoever
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|
camps for a week in summer by the shore of a pond, needs only bury a
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|
pail of water a few feet deep in the shade of his camp to be
|
|
independent of the luxury of ice.
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There have been caught in Walden pickerel, one weighing seven
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|
pounds- to say nothing of another which carried off a reel with
|
|
great velocity, which the fisherman safely set down at eight pounds
|
|
because he did not see him- perch and pouts, some of each weighing
|
|
over two pounds, shiners, chivins or roach (Leuciscus pulchellus), a
|
|
very few breams, and a couple of eels, one weighing four pounds- I
|
|
am thus particular because the weight of a fish is commonly its only
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|
title to fame, and these are the only eels I have heard of here;-
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|
also, I have a faint recollection of a little fish some five inches
|
|
long, with silvery sides and a greenish back, somewhat dace-like in
|
|
its character, which I mention here chiefly to link my facts to fable.
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|
Nevertheless, this pond is not very fertile in fish. Its pickerel,
|
|
though not abundant, are its chief boast. I have seen at one time
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|
lying on the ice pickerel of at least three different kinds: a long
|
|
and shallow one, steel-colored, most like those caught in the river; a
|
|
bright golden kind, with greenish reflections and remarkably deep,
|
|
which is the most common here; and another, golden-colored, and shaped
|
|
like the last, but peppered on the sides with small dark brown or
|
|
black spots, intermixed with a few faint blood-red ones, very much
|
|
like a trout. The specific name reticulatus would not apply to this;
|
|
it should be guttatus rather. These are all very firm fish, and
|
|
weigh more than their size promises. The shiners, pouts, and perch
|
|
also, and indeed all the fishes which inhabit this pond, are much
|
|
cleaner, handsomer, and firmer-fleshed than those in the river and
|
|
most other ponds, as the water is purer, and they can easily be
|
|
distinguished from them. Probably many ichthyologists would make new
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|
varieties of some of them. There are also a clean race of frogs and
|
|
tortoises, and a few mussels in it; muskrats and minks leave their
|
|
traces about it, and occasionally a travelling mud-turtle visits it.
|
|
Sometimes, when I pushed off my boat in the morning, I disturbed a
|
|
great mud-turtle which had secreted himself under the boat in the
|
|
night. Ducks and geese frequent it in the spring and fall, the
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|
white-bellied swallows (Hirundo bicolor) skim over it, and the
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|
peetweets (Totanus macularius) "teeter" along its stony shores all
|
|
summer. I have sometimes disturbed a fish hawk sitting on a white pine
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|
over the water; but I doubt if it is ever profaned by the wind of a
|
|
gull, like Fair Haven. At most, it tolerates one annual loon. These
|
|
are all the animals of consequence which frequent it now.
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|
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|
You may see from a boat, in calm weather, near the sandy eastern,
|
|
shore where the water is eight or ten feet deep, and also in some
|
|
other parts of the pond, some circular heaps half a dozen feet in
|
|
diameter by a foot in height, consisting of small stones less than a
|
|
hen's egg in size, where all around is bare sand. At first you
|
|
wonder if the Indians could have formed them on the ice for any
|
|
purpose, and so, when the ice melted, they sank to the bottom; but
|
|
they are too regular and some of them plainly too fresh for that. They
|
|
are similar to those found in rivers; but as there are no suckers
|
|
nor lampreys here, I know not by what fish they could be made. Perhaps
|
|
they are the nests of the chivin. These lend a pleasing mystery to the
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|
bottom.
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|
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The shore is irregular enough not to be monotonous. I have in my
|
|
mind's eye the western, indented with deep bays, the bolder
|
|
northern, and the beautifully scalloped southern shore, where
|
|
successive capes overlap each other and suggest unexplored coves
|
|
between. The forest has never so good a setting, nor is so
|
|
distinctly beautiful, as when seen from the middle of a small lake
|
|
amid hills which rise from the water's edge; for the water in which it
|
|
is reflected not only makes the best foreground in such a case, but,
|
|
with its winding shore, the most natural and agreeable boundary to it.
|
|
There is no rawness nor imperfection in its edge there, as where the
|
|
axe has cleared a part, or a cultivated field abuts on it. The trees
|
|
have ample room to expand on the water side, and each sends forth
|
|
its most vigorous branch in that direction. There Nature has woven a
|
|
natural selvage, and the eye rises by just gradations from the low
|
|
shrubs of the shore to the highest trees. There are few traces of
|
|
man's hand to be seen. The water laves the shore as it did a
|
|
thousand years ago.
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|
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|
A lake is the landscape's most beautiful and expressive feature.
|
|
It is earth's eye; looking into which the beholder measures the
|
|
depth of his own nature. The fluviatile trees next the shore are the
|
|
slender eyelashes which fringe it, and the wooded hills and cliffs
|
|
around are its overhanging brows.
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|
|
|
Standing on the smooth sandy beach at the east end of the pond, in a
|
|
calm September afternoon, when a slight haze makes the opposite
|
|
shore-line indistinct, I have seen whence came the expression, "the
|
|
glassy surface of a lake." When you invert your head, it looks like
|
|
a thread of finest gossamer stretched across the valley, and
|
|
gleaming against the distant pine woods, separating one stratum of the
|
|
atmosphere from another. You would think that you could walk dry under
|
|
it to the opposite hills, and that the swallows which skim over
|
|
might perch on it. Indeed, they sometimes dive below this line, as
|
|
it were by mistake, and are undeceived. As you look over the pond
|
|
westward you are obliged to employ both your hands to defend your eyes
|
|
against the reflected as well as the true sun, for they are equally
|
|
bright; and if, between the two, you survey its surface critically, it
|
|
is literally as smooth as glass, except where the skater insects, at
|
|
equal intervals scattered over its whole extent, by their motions in
|
|
the sun produce the finest imaginable sparkle on it, or, perchance,
|
|
a duck plumes itself, or, as I have said, a swallow skims so low as to
|
|
touch it. It may be that in the distance a fish describes an arc of
|
|
three or four feet in the air, and there is one bright flash where
|
|
it emerges, and another where it strikes the water; sometimes the
|
|
whole silvery arc is revealed; or here and there, perhaps, is a
|
|
thistle-down floating on its surface, which the fishes dart at and
|
|
so dimple it again. It is like molten glass cooled but not
|
|
congealed, and the few motes in it are pure and beautiful like the
|
|
imperfections in glass. You may often detect a yet smoother and darker
|
|
water, separated from the rest as if by an invisible cobweb, boom of
|
|
the water nymphs, resting on it. From a hilltop you can see a fish
|
|
leap in almost any part; for not a pickerel or shiner picks an
|
|
insect from this smooth surface but it manifestly disturbs the
|
|
equilibrium of the whole lake. It is wonderful with what elaborateness
|
|
this simple fact is advertised- this piscine murder will out- and from
|
|
my distant perch I distinguish the circling undulations when they
|
|
are half a dozen rods in diameter. You can even detect a water-bug
|
|
(Gyrinus) ceaselessly progressing over the smooth surface a quarter of
|
|
a mile off; for they furrow the water slightly, making a conspicuous
|
|
ripple bounded by two diverging lines, but the skaters glide over it
|
|
without rippling it perceptibly. When the surface is considerably
|
|
agitated there are no skaters nor water-bugs on it, but apparently, in
|
|
calm days, they leave their havens and adventurously glide forth
|
|
from the shore by short impulses till they completely cover it. It
|
|
is a soothing employment, on one of those fine days in the fall when
|
|
all the warmth of the sun is fully appreciated, to sit on a stump on
|
|
such a height as this, overlooking the pond, and study the dimpling
|
|
circles which are incessantly inscribed on its otherwise invisible
|
|
surface amid the reflected skies and trees. Over this great expanse
|
|
there is no disturbance but it is thus at once gently smoothed away
|
|
and assuaged, as, when a vase of water is jarred, the trembling
|
|
circles seek the shore and all is smooth again. Not a fish can leap or
|
|
an insect fall on the pond but it is thus reported in circling
|
|
dimples, in lines of beauty, as it were the constant welling up of its
|
|
fountain, the gentle pulsing of its life, the heaving of its breast.
|
|
The thrills of joy and thrills of pain are undistinguishable. How
|
|
peaceful the phenomena of the lake! Again the works of man shine as in
|
|
the spring. Ay, every leaf and twig and stone and cobweb sparkles
|
|
now at mid-afternoon as when covered with dew in a spring morning.
|
|
Every motion of an oar or an insect produces a flash of light; and
|
|
if an oar falls, how sweet the echo!
|
|
|
|
In such a day, in September or October, Walden is a perfect forest
|
|
mirror, set round with stones as precious to my eye as if fewer or
|
|
rarer. Nothing so fair, so pure, and at the same time so large, as a
|
|
lake, perchance, lies on the surface of the earth. Sky water. It needs
|
|
no fence. Nations come and go without defiling it. It is a mirror
|
|
which no stone can crack, whose quicksilver will never wear off, whose
|
|
gilding Nature continually repairs; no storms, no dust, can dim its
|
|
surface ever fresh;- a mirror in which all impurity presented to it
|
|
sinks, swept and dusted by the sun's hazy brush- this the light
|
|
dust-cloth- which retains no breath that is breathed on it, but
|
|
sends its own to float as clouds high above its surface, and he
|
|
reflected in its bosom still.
|
|
|
|
A field of water betrays the spirit that is in the air. It is
|
|
continually receiving new life and motion from above. It is
|
|
intermediate in its nature between land and sky. On land only the
|
|
grass and trees wave, but the water itself is rippled by the wind. I
|
|
see where the breeze dashes across it by the streaks or flakes of
|
|
light. It is remarkable that we can look down on its surface. We
|
|
shall, perhaps, look down thus on the surface of air at length, and
|
|
mark where a still subtler spirit sweeps over it.
|
|
|
|
The skaters and water-bugs finally disappear in the latter part of
|
|
October, when the severe frosts have come; and then and in November,
|
|
usually, in a calm day, there is absolutely nothing to ripple the
|
|
surface. One November afternoon, in the calm at the end of a
|
|
rain-storm of several days' duration, when the sky was still
|
|
completely overcast and the air was full of mist, I observed that
|
|
the pond was remarkably smooth, so that it was difficult to
|
|
distinguish its surface; though it no longer reflected the bright
|
|
tints of October, but the sombre November colors of the surrounding
|
|
hills. Though I passed over it as gently as possible, the slight
|
|
undulations produced by my boat extended almost as far as I could see,
|
|
and gave a ribbed appearance to the reflections. But, as I was looking
|
|
over the surface, I saw here and there at a distance a faint
|
|
glimmer, as if some skater insects which had escaped the frosts
|
|
might be collected there, or, perchance, the surface, being so smooth,
|
|
betrayed where a spring welled up from the bottom. Paddling gently
|
|
to one of these places, I was surprised to find myself surrounded by
|
|
myriads of small perch, about five inches long, of a rich bronze color
|
|
in the green water, sporting there, and constantly rising to the
|
|
surface and dimpling it, sometimes leaving bubbles on it. In such
|
|
transparent and seemingly bottomless water, reflecting the clouds, I
|
|
seemed to be floating through the air as in a balloon, and their
|
|
swimming impressed me as a kind of flight or hovering, as if they were
|
|
a compact flock of birds passing just beneath my level on the right or
|
|
left, their fins, like sails, set all around them. There were many
|
|
such schools in the pond, apparently improving the short season before
|
|
winter would draw an icy shutter over their broad skylight,
|
|
sometimes giving to the surface an appearance as if a slight breeze
|
|
struck it, or a few rain-drops fell there. When I approached
|
|
carelessly and alarmed them, they made a sudden splash and rippling
|
|
with their tails, as if one had struck the water with a brushy
|
|
bough, and instantly took refuge in the depths. At length the wind
|
|
rose, the mist increased, and the waves began to run, and the perch
|
|
leaped much higher than before, half out of water, a hundred black
|
|
points, three inches long, at once above the surface. Even as late
|
|
as the fifth of December, one year, I saw some dimples on the surface,
|
|
and thinking it was going to rain hard immediately, the air being
|
|
fun of mist, I made haste to take my place at the oars and row
|
|
homeward; already the rain seemed rapidly increasing, though I felt
|
|
none on my cheek, and I anticipated a thorough soaking. But suddenly
|
|
the dimples ceased, for they were produced by the perch, which the
|
|
noise of my oars had seared into the depths, and I saw their schools
|
|
dimly disappearing; so I spent a dry afternoon after all.
|
|
|
|
An old man who used to frequent this pond nearly sixty years ago,
|
|
when it was dark with surrounding forests, tells me that in those days
|
|
he sometimes saw it all alive with ducks and other water-fowl, and
|
|
that there were many eagles about it. He came here a-fishing, and used
|
|
an old log canoe which he found on the shore. It was made of two white
|
|
pine logs dug out and pinned together, and was cut off square at the
|
|
ends. It was very clumsy, but lasted a great many years before it
|
|
became water-logged and perhaps sank to the bottom. He did not know
|
|
whose it was; it belonged to the pond. He used to make a cable for his
|
|
anchor of strips of hickory bark tied together. An old man, a
|
|
potter, who lived by the pond before the Revolution, told him once
|
|
that there was an iron chest at the bottom, and that he had seen it.
|
|
Sometimes it would come floating up to the shore; but when you went
|
|
toward it, it would go back into deep water and disappear. I was
|
|
pleased to hear of the old log canoe, which took the place of an
|
|
Indian one of the same material but more graceful construction,
|
|
which perchance had first been a tree on the bank, and then, as it
|
|
were, fell into the water, to float there for a generation, the most
|
|
proper vessel for the lake. I remember that when I first looked into
|
|
these depths there were many large trunks to be seen indistinctly
|
|
lying on the bottom, which had either been blown over formerly, or
|
|
left on the ice at the last cutting, when wood was cheaper; but now
|
|
they have mostly disappeared.
|
|
|
|
When I first paddled a boat on Walden, it was completely
|
|
surrounded by thick and lofty pine and oak woods, and in some of its
|
|
coves grape-vines had run over the trees next the water and formed
|
|
bowers under which a boat could pass. The hills which form its
|
|
shores are so steep, and the woods on them were then so high, that, as
|
|
you looked down from the west end, it had the appearance of an
|
|
amphitheatre for some land of sylvan spectacle. I have spent many an
|
|
hour, when I was younger, floating over its surface as the zephyr
|
|
willed, having paddled my boat to the middle, and lying on my back
|
|
across the seats, in a summer forenoon, dreaming awake, until I was
|
|
aroused by the boat touching the sand, and I arose to see what shore
|
|
my fates had impelled me to; days when idleness was the most
|
|
attractive and productive industry. Many a forenoon have I stolen
|
|
away, preferring to spend thus the most valued part of the day; for
|
|
I was rich, if not in money, in sunny hours and summer days, and spent
|
|
them lavishly; nor do I regret that I did not waste more of them in
|
|
the workshop or the teacher's desk. But since I left those shores
|
|
the woodchoppers have still further laid them waste, and now for
|
|
many a year there will be no more rambling through the aisles of the
|
|
wood, with occasional vistas through which you see the water. My
|
|
Muse may be excused if she is silent henceforth. How can you expect
|
|
the birds to sing when their groves are cut down?
|
|
|
|
Now the trunks of trees on the bottom, and the old log canoe, and
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the dark surrounding woods, are gone, and the villagers, who
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scarcely know where it lies, instead of going to the pond to bathe
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or drink, are thinking to bring its water, which should be as sacred
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as the Ganges at least, to the village in a pipe, to wash their dishes
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with!- to earn their Walden by the turning of a cock or drawing of a
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plug! That devilish Iron Horse, whose ear-rending neigh is heard
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throughout the town, has muddied the Boiling Spring with his foot, and
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he it is that has browsed off all the woods on Walden shore, that
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Trojan horse, with a thousand men in his belly, introduced by
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mercenary Greeks! Where is the country's champion, the Moore of
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Moore Hill, to meet him at the Deep Cut and thrust an avenging lance
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between the ribs of the bloated pest?
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Nevertheless, of all the characters I have known, perhaps Walden
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wears best, and best preserves its purity. Many men have been
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likened to it, but few deserve that honor. Though the woodchoppers
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have laid bare first this shore and then that, and the Irish have
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built their sties by it, and the railroad has infringed on its border,
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and the ice-men have skimmed it once, it is itself unchanged, the same
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water which my youthful eyes fell on; all the change is in me. It
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has not acquired one permanent wrinkle after all its ripples. It is
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perennially young, and I may stand and see a swallow dip apparently to
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pick an insect from its surface as of yore. It struck me again
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tonight, as if I had not seen it almost daily for more than twenty
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years- Why, here is Walden, the same woodland lake that I discovered
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so many years ago; where a forest was cut down last winter another
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is springing up by its shore as lustily as ever; the same thought is
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welling up to its surface that was then; it is the same liquid joy and
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happiness to itself and its Maker, ay, and it may be to me. It is
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the work of a brave man surely, in whom there was no guile! He rounded
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this water with his hand, deepened and clarified it in his thought,
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and in his will bequeathed it to Concord. I see by its face that it is
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visited by the same reflection; and I can almost say, Walden, is it
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you?
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It is no dream of mine,
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To ornament a line;
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I cannot come nearer to God and Heaven
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Than I live to Walden even.
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I am its stony shore,
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And the breeze that passes o'er;
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In the hollow of my hand
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Are its water and its sand,
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And its deepest resort
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Lies high in my thought.
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The cars never pause to look at it; yet I fancy that the engineers
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and firemen and brakemen, and those passengers who have a season
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ticket and see it often, are better men for the sight. The engineer
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does not forget at night, or his nature does not, that he has beheld
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this vision of serenity and purity once at least during the day.
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Though seen but once, it helps to wash out State Street and the
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engine's soot. One proposes that it be called "God's Drop."
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I have said that Walden has no visible inlet nor outlet, but it is
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on the one hand distantly and indirectly related to Flint's Pond,
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which is more elevated, by a chain of small ponds coming from that
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quarter, and on the other directly and manifestly to Concord River,
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which is lower, by a similar chain of ponds through which in some
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other geological period it may have flowed, and by a little digging,
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which God forbid, it can be made to flow thither again. If by living
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thus reserved and austere, like a hermit in the woods, so long, it has
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acquired such wonderful purity, who would not regret that the
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comparatively impure waters of Flint's Pond should be mingled with it,
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or itself should ever go to waste its sweetness in the ocean wave?
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Flint's, or Sandy Pond, in Lincoln, our greatest lake and inland
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sea, lies about a mile east of Walden. It is much larger, being said
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to contain one hundred and ninety-seven acres, and is more fertile
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in fish; but it is comparatively shallow, and not remarkably pure. A
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walk through the woods thither was often my recreation. It was worth
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the while, if only to feel the wind blow on your cheek freely, and see
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the waves run, and remember the life of mariners. I went a-
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chestnutting there in the fall, on windy days, when the nuts were
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dropping into the water and were washed to my feet; and one day, as
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I crept along its sedgy shore, the fresh spray blowing in my face, I
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came upon the mouldering wreck of a boat, the sides gone, and hardly
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more than the impression of its flat bottom left amid the rushes;
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yet its model was sharply defined, as if it were a large decayed
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pad, with its veins. It was as impressive a wreck as one could imagine
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on the seashore, and had as good a moral. It is by this time mere
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vegetable mould and undistinguishable pond shore, through which rushes
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and flags have pushed up. I used to admire the ripple marks on the
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sandy bottom, at the north end of this pond, made firm and hard to the
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feet of the wader by the pressure of the water, and the rushes which
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grew in Indian file, in waving lines, corresponding to these marks,
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rank behind rank, as if the waves had planted them. There also I
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have found, in considerable quantities, curious balls, composed
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apparently of fine grass or roots, of pipewort perhaps, from half an
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inch to four inches in diameter, and perfectly spherical. These wash
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back and forth in shallow water on a sandy bottom, and are sometimes
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cast on the shore. They are either solid grass, or have a little
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sand in the middle. At first you would say that they were formed by
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the action of the waves, like a pebble; yet the smallest are made of
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equally coarse materials, half an inch long, and they are produced
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only at one season of the year. Moreover, the waves, I suspect, do not
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so much construct as wear down a material which has already acquired
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consistency. They preserve their form when dry for an indefinite
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period.
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Flint's Pond! Such is the poverty of our nomenclature. What right
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had the unclean and stupid farmer, whose farm abutted on this sky
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water, whose shores he has ruthlessly laid bare, to give his name to
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it? Some skin-flint, who loved better the reflecting surface of a
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dollar, or a bright cent, in which he could see his own brazen face;
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who regarded even the wild ducks which settled in it as trespassers;
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his fingers grown into crooked and bony talons from the lodge habit of
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grasping harpy-like;- so it is not named for me. I go not there to see
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him nor to hear of him; who never saw it, who never bathed in it,
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who never loved it, who never protected it, who never spoke a good
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word for it, nor thanked God that He had made it. Rather let it be
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named from the fishes that swim in it, the wild fowl or quadrupeds
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which frequent it, the wild flowers which grow by its shores, or
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some wild man or child the thread of whose history is interwoven
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with its own; not from him who could show no title to it but the
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deed which a like-minded neighbor or legislature gave him- him who
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thought only of its money value; whose presence perchance cursed all
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the shores; who exhausted the land around it, and would fain have
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exhausted the waters within it; who regretted only that it was not
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English hay or cranberry meadow- there was nothing to redeem it,
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forsooth, in his eyes- and would have drained and sold it for the
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mud at its bottom. It did not turn his mill, and it was no privilege
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to him to behold it. I respect not his labors, his farm where
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everything has its price, who would carry the landscape, who would
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carry his God, to market, if he could get anything for him; who goes
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to market for his god as it is; on whose farm nothing grows free,
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whose fields bear no crops, whose meadows no flowers, whose trees no
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fruits, but dollars; who loves not the beauty of his fruits, whose
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fruits are not ripe for him till they are turned to dollars. Give me
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the poverty that enjoys true wealth. Farmers are respectable and
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interesting to me in proportion as they are poor- poor farmers. A
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model farm! where the house stands like a fungus in a muckheap,
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chambers for men horses, oxen, and swine, cleansed and uncleansed, all
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contiguous to one another! Stocked with men! A great grease- spot,
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redolent of manures and buttermilk! Under a high state of cultivation,
|
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being manured with the hearts and brains of men! As if you were to
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raise your potatoes in the churchyard! Such is a model farm.
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No, no; if the fairest features of the landscape are to be named
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after men, let them be the noblest and worthiest men alone. Let our
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lakes receive as true names at least as the Icarian Sea, where
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"still the shore" a "brave attempt resounds."
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Goose Pond, of small extent, is on my way to Flint's; Fair Haven, an
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expansion of Concord River, said to contain some seventy acres, is a
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|
mile southwest; and White Pond, of about forty acres, is a mile and
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|
a half beyond Fair Haven. This is my lake country. These, with Concord
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|
River, are my water privileges; and night and day, year in year out,
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they grind such grist as I carry to them.
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Since the wood-cutters, and the railroad, and I myself have profaned
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Walden, perhaps the most attractive, if not the most beautiful, of all
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our lakes, the gem of the woods, is White Pond;- a poor name from
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its commonness, whether derived from the remarkable purity of its
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waters or the color of its sands. In these as in other respects,
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however, it is a lesser twin of Walden. They are so much alike that
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you would say they must be connected under ground. It has the same
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stony shore, and its waters are of the same hue. As at Walden, in
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sultry dogday weather, looking down through the woods on some of its
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|
bays which are not so deep but that the reflection from the bottom
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|
tinges them, its waters are of a misty bluish-green or glaucous color.
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Many years since I used to go there to collect the sand by
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cartloads, to make sandpaper with, and I have continued to visit it
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|
ever since. One who frequents it proposes to call it Virid Lake.
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Perhaps it might be called Yellow Pine Lake, from the following
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|
circumstance. About fifteen years ago you could see the top of a pitch
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|
pine, of the kind called yellow pine hereabouts, though it is not a
|
|
distinct species, projecting above the surface in deep water, many
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|
rods from the shore. It was even supposed by some that the pond had
|
|
sunk, and this was one of the primitive forest that formerly stood
|
|
there. I find that even so long ago as 1792, in a "Topographical
|
|
Description of the Town of Concord," by one of its citizens, in the
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|
Collections of the Massachusetts Historical Society, the author, after
|
|
speaking of Walden and White Ponds, adds, "In the middle of the latter
|
|
may be seen, when the water is very low, a tree which appears as if it
|
|
grew in the place where it now stands, although the roots are fifty
|
|
feet below the surface of the water; the top of this tree is broken
|
|
off, and at that place measures fourteen inches in diameter." In the
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|
spring of '49 I talked with the man who lives nearest the pond in
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Sudbury, who told me that it was he who got out this tree ten or
|
|
fifteen years before. As near as he could remember, it stood twelve or
|
|
fifteen rods from the shore, where the water was thirty or forty
|
|
feet deep. It was in the winter, and he had been getting out ice in
|
|
the forenoon, and had resolved that in the afternoon, with the aid
|
|
of his neighbors, he would take out the old yellow pine. He sawed a
|
|
channel in the ice toward the shore, and hauled it over and along
|
|
and out on to the ice with oxen; but, before he had gone far in his
|
|
work, he was surprised to find that it was wrong end upward, with
|
|
the stumps of the branches pointing down, and the small end firmly
|
|
fastened in the sandy bottom. It was about a foot in diameter at the
|
|
big end, and he had expected to get a good saw-log, but it was so
|
|
rotten as to be fit only for fuel, if for that. He had some of it in
|
|
his shed then. There were marks of an axe and of woodpeckers on the
|
|
butt. He thought that it might have been a dead tree on the shore, but
|
|
was finally blown over into the pond, and after the top had become
|
|
water-logged, while the butt-end was still dry and light, had
|
|
drifted out and sunk wrong end up. His father, eighty years old, could
|
|
not remember when it was not there. Several pretty large logs may
|
|
still be seen lying on the bottom, where, owing to the undulation of
|
|
the surface, they look like huge water snakes in motion.
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This pond has rarely been profaned by a boat, for there is little in
|
|
it to tempt a fisherman. Instead of the white lily, which requires
|
|
mud, or the common sweet flag, the blue flag (Iris versicolor) grows
|
|
thinly in the pure water, rising from the stony bottom all around
|
|
the shore, where it is visited by hummingbirds in June; and the
|
|
color both of its bluish blades and its flowers and especially their
|
|
reflections, is in singular harmony with the glaucous water.
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White Pond and Walden are great crystals on the surface of the
|
|
earth, Lakes of Light. If they were permanently congealed, and small
|
|
enough to be clutched, they would, perchance, be carried off by
|
|
slaves, like precious stones, to adorn the heads of emperors; but
|
|
being liquid, and ample, and secured to us and our successors forever,
|
|
we disregard them, and run after the diamond of Kohinoor. They are too
|
|
pure to have a market value; they contain no muck. How much more
|
|
beautiful than our lives, how much more transparent than our
|
|
characters, are they! We never learned meanness of them. How much
|
|
fairer than the pool before the farmers door, in which his ducks swim!
|
|
Hither the clean wild ducks come. Nature has no human inhabitant who
|
|
appreciates her. The birds with their plumage and their notes are in
|
|
harmony with the flowers, but what youth or maiden conspires with
|
|
the wild luxuriant beauty of Nature? She flourishes most alone, far
|
|
from the towns where they reside. Talk of heaven! ye disgrace earth.
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BAKER FARM.
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SOMETIMES I rambled to pine groves, standing like temples, or like
|
|
fleets at sea, full-rigged, with wavy boughs, and rippling with light,
|
|
so soft and green and shady that the Druids would have forsaken
|
|
their oaks to worship in them; or to the cedar wood beyond Flint's
|
|
Pond, where the trees, covered with hoary blue berries, spiring higher
|
|
and higher, are fit to stand before Valhalla, and the creeping juniper
|
|
covers the ground with wreaths full of fruit; or to swamps where the
|
|
usnea lichen hangs in festoons from the white spruce trees, and
|
|
toadstools, round tables of the swamp gods, cover the ground, and more
|
|
beautiful fungi adorn the stumps, like butterflies or shells,
|
|
vegetable winkles; where the swamp-pink and dogwood grow, the red
|
|
alder berry glows like eyes of imps, the waxwork grooves and crushes
|
|
the hardest woods in its folds, and the wild holly berries make the
|
|
beholder forget his home with their beauty, and he is dazzled and
|
|
tempted by nameless other wild forbidden fruits, too fair for mortal
|
|
taste. Instead of calling on some scholar, I paid many a visit to
|
|
particular trees, of kinds which are rare in this neighborhood,
|
|
standing far away in the middle of some pasture, or in the depths of a
|
|
wood or swamp, or on a hilltop; such as the black birch, of which we
|
|
have some handsome specimens two feet in diameter; its cousin, the
|
|
yellow birch, with its loose golden vest, perfumed like the first; the
|
|
beech, which has so neat a hole and beautifully lichen-painted,
|
|
perfect in all its details, of which, excepting scattered specimens, I
|
|
know but one small grove of sizable trees left in the township,
|
|
supposed by some to have been planted by the pigeons that were once
|
|
baited with beechnuts near by; it is worth the while to see the silver
|
|
grain sparkle when you split this wood; the bass; the hornbeam; the
|
|
Celtis occidentalis, or false elm, of which we have but one
|
|
well-grown; some taller mast of a pine, a shingle tree, or a more
|
|
perfect hemlock than usual, standing like a pagoda in the midst of the
|
|
woods; and many others I could mention. These were the shrines I
|
|
visited both summer and winter.
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|
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|
Once it chanced that I stood in the very abutment of a rainbow's
|
|
arch, which filled the lower stratum of the atmosphere, tinging the
|
|
grass and leaves around, and dazzling me as if I looked through
|
|
colored crystal. It was a lake of rainbow light, in which, for a short
|
|
while, I lived like a dolphin. If it had lasted longer it might have
|
|
tinged my employments and life. As I walked on the railroad
|
|
causeway, I used to wonder at the halo of light around my shadow,
|
|
and would fain fancy myself one of the elect. One who visited me
|
|
declared that the shadows of some Irishmen before him had no halo
|
|
about them, that it was only natives that were so distinguished.
|
|
Benvenuto Cellini tells us in his memoirs, that, after a certain
|
|
terrible dream or vision which he had during his confinement in the
|
|
castle of St. Angelo a resplendent light appeared over the shadow of
|
|
his head at morning and evening, whether he was in Italy or France,
|
|
and it was particularly conspicuous when the grass was moist with dew.
|
|
This was probably the same phenomenon to which I have referred,
|
|
which is especially observed in the morning, but also at other
|
|
times, and even by moonlight. Though a constant one, it is not
|
|
commonly noticed, and, in the case of an excitable imagination like
|
|
Cellini's, it would be basis enough for superstition. Beside, he tells
|
|
us that he showed it to very few. But are they not indeed
|
|
distinguished who are conscious that they are regarded at all?
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|
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|
I set out one afternoon to go a-fishing to Fair Haven, through the
|
|
woods, to eke out my scanty fare of vegetables. My way led through
|
|
Pleasant Meadow, an adjunct of the Baker Farm, that retreat of which a
|
|
poet has since sung, beginning,
|
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|
|
"Thy entry is a pleasant field,
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Which some mossy fruit trees yield
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Partly to a ruddy brook,
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By gliding musquash undertook,
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And mercurial trout,
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Darting about."
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|
|
I thought of living there before I went to Walden. I "hooked" the
|
|
apples, leaped the brook, and scared the musquash and the trout. It
|
|
was one of those afternoons which seem indefinitely long before one,
|
|
in which many events may happen, a large portion of our natural
|
|
life, though it was already half spent when I started. By the way
|
|
there came up a shower, which compelled me to stand half an hour under
|
|
a pine, piling boughs over my head, and wearing my handkerchief for
|
|
a shed; and when at length I had made one cast over the
|
|
pickerelweed, standing up to my middle in water, I found myself
|
|
suddenly in the shadow of a cloud, and the thunder began to rumble
|
|
with such emphasis that I could do no more than listen to it. The gods
|
|
must be proud, thought I, with such forked flashes to rout a poor
|
|
unarmed fisherman. So I made haste for shelter to the nearest hut,
|
|
which stood half a mile from any road, but so much the nearer to the
|
|
pond, and had long been uninhabited:
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"And here a poet builded,
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In the completed years,
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For behold a trivial cabin
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That to destruction steers."
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|
So the Muse fables. But therein, as I found, dwelt now John Field,
|
|
an Irishman, and his wife, and several children, from the
|
|
broad-faced boy who assisted his father at his work, and now came
|
|
running by his side from the bog to escape the rain, to the
|
|
wrinkled, sibyl-like, cone-headed infant that sat upon its father's
|
|
knee as in the palaces of nobles, and looked out from its home in
|
|
the midst of wet and hunger inquisitively upon the stranger, with
|
|
the privilege of infancy, not knowing but it was the last of a noble
|
|
line, and the hope and cynosure of the world, instead of John
|
|
Field's poor starveling brat. There we sat together under that part of
|
|
the roof which leaked the least, while it showered and thundered
|
|
without. I had sat there many times of old before the ship was built
|
|
that floated his family to America. An honest, hard-working, but
|
|
shiftless man plainly was John Field; and his wife, she too was
|
|
brave to cook so many successive dinners in the recesses of that lofty
|
|
stove; with round greasy face and bare breast, still thinking to
|
|
improve her condition one day; with the never absent mop in one
|
|
hand, and yet no effects of it visible anywhere. The chickens, which
|
|
had also taken shelter here from the rain, stalked about the room like
|
|
members of the family, to humanized, methought, to roast well. They
|
|
stood and looked in my eye or pecked at my shoe significantly.
|
|
Meanwhile my host told me his story, how hard he worked "bogging"
|
|
for a neighboring farmer, turning up a meadow with a spade or bog
|
|
hoe at the rate of ten dollars an acre and the use of the land with
|
|
manure for one year, and his little broad-faced son worked
|
|
cheerfully at his father's side the while, not knowing how poor a
|
|
bargain the latter had made. I tried to help him with my experience,
|
|
telling him that he was one of my nearest neighbors, and that I too,
|
|
who came a-fishing here, and looked like a loafer, was getting my
|
|
living like himself; that I lived in a tight, light, and clean
|
|
house, which hardly cost more than the annual rent of such a ruin as
|
|
his commonly amounts to; and how, if he chose, he might in a month
|
|
or two build himself a palace of his own; that I did not use tea,
|
|
nor coffee, nor butter, nor milk, nor fresh meat, and so did not
|
|
have to work to get them; again, as I did not work hard, I did not
|
|
have to eat hard, and it cost me but a trifle for my food; but as he
|
|
began with tea, and coffee, and butter, and milk, and beef, he had
|
|
to work hard to pay for them, and when he had worked hard he had to
|
|
eat hard again to repair the waste of his system- and so it was as
|
|
broad as it was long, indeed it was broader than it was long, for he
|
|
was discontented and wasted his life into the bargain; and yet he
|
|
had rated it as a gain in coming to America, that here you could get
|
|
tea, and coffee, and meat every day. But the only true America is that
|
|
country where you are at liberty to pursue such a mode of life as
|
|
may enable you to do without these, and where the state does not
|
|
endeavor to compel you to sustain the slavery and war and other
|
|
superfluous expenses which directly or indirectly result from the
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use of such things. For I purposely talked to him as if he were a
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philosopher, or desired to be one. I should be glad if all the meadows
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on the earth were left in a wild state, if that were the consequence
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of men's beginning to redeem themselves. A man will not need to
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study history to find out what is best for his own culture. But
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alas! the culture of an Irishman is an enterprise to be undertaken
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with a sort of moral bog hoe. I told him, that as he worked so hard at
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bogging, he required thick boots and stout clothing, which yet were
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soon soiled and worn out, but I wore light shoes and thin clothing,
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which cost not half so much, though he might think that I was
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dressed like a gentleman (which, however, was not the case), and in an
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hour or two, without labor, but as a recreation, I could, if I wished,
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catch as many fish as I should want for two days, or earn enough money
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to support me a week. If he and his family would live simply, they
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might all go a-huckleberrying in the summer for their amusement.
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John heaved a sigh at this, and his wife stared with arms a-kimbo, and
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both appeared to be wondering if they had capital enough to begin such
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a course with, or arithmetic enough to carry it through. It was
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sailing by dead reckoning to them, and they saw not clearly how to
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make their port so; therefore I suppose they still take life
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bravely, after their fashion, face to face, giving it tooth and
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nail, not having skill to split its massive columns with any fine
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entering wedge, and rout it in detail;- thinking to deal with it
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roughly, as one should handle a thistle. But they fight at an
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overwhelming disadvantage- living, John Field, alas! without
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arithmetic, and failing so.
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"Do you ever fish?" I asked. "Oh yes, I catch a mess now and then
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when I am lying by; good perch I catch.- "What's your bait?" "I
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catch shiners with fishworms, and bait the perch with them." "You'd
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better go now, John," said his wife, with glistening and hopeful face;
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but John demurred.
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The shower was now over, and a rainbow above the eastern woods
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promised a fair evening; so I took my departure. When I had got
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without I asked for a drink, hoping to get a sight of the well bottom,
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to complete my survey of the premises; but there, alas! are shallows
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and quicksands, and rope broken withal, and bucket irrecoverable.
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Meanwhile the right culinary vessel was selected, water was
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seemingly distilled, and after consultation and long delay passed
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out to the thirsty one- not yet suffered to cool, not yet to settle.
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Such gruel sustains life here, I thought; so, shutting my eyes, and
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excluding the motes by a skilfully directed undercurrent, I drank to
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genuine hospitality the heartiest draught I could. I am not
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squeamish in such cases when manners are concerned.
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As I was leaving the Irishman's roof after the rain, bending my
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steps again to the pond, my haste to catch pickerel, wading in retired
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meadows, in sloughs and bog-holes, in forlorn and savage places,
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appeared for an instant trivial to me who had been sent to school
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and college; but as I ran down the hill toward the reddening west,
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with the rainbow over my shoulder, and some faint tinkling sounds
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borne to my ear through the cleansed air, from I know not what
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quarter, my Good Genius seemed to say- Go fish and hunt far and wide
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day by day- farther and wider- and rest thee by many brooks and
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hearth-sides without misgiving. Remember thy Creator in the days of
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thy youth. Rise free from care before the dawn, and seek adventures.
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Let the noon find thee by other lakes, and the night overtake thee
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everywhere at home. There are no larger fields than these, no worthier
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games than may here be played. Grow wild according to thy nature, like
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these sedges and brakes, which will never become English bay. Let
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the thunder rumble; what if it threaten ruin to farmers' crops? that
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is not its errand to thee. Take shelter under the cloud, while they
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flee to carts and sheds. Let not to get a living be thy trade, but thy
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sport. Enjoy the land, but own it not. Through want of enterprise
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and faith men are where they are, buying and selling, and spending
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their lives like serfs.
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O Baker Farm!
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"Landscape where the richest element
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Is a little sunshine innocent."...
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"No one runs to revel
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On thy rail-fenced lea."...
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"Debate with no man hast thou,
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With questions art never perplexed,
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As tame at the first sight as now,
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In thy plain russet gabardine dressed."
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"Come ye who love,
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And ye who hate,
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Children of the Holy Dove,
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And Guy Faux of the state,
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And hang conspiracies
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From the tough rafters of the trees!"
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Men come tamely home at night only from the next field or street,
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where their household echoes haunt, and their life pines because it
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breathes its own breath over again; their shadows, morning and
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evening, reach farther than their daily steps. We should come home
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from far, from adventures, and perils, and discoveries every day, with
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new experience and character.
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Before I had reached the pond some fresh impulse had brought out
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John Field, with altered mind, letting go "bogging" ere this sunset.
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But he, poor man, disturbed only a couple of fins while I was catching
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a fair string, and he said it was his luck; but when we changed
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seats in the boat luck changed seats too. Poor John Field!- I trust he
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does not read this, unless he will improve by it- thinking to live
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by some derivative old-country mode in this primitive new country-
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to catch perch with shiners. It is good bait sometimes, I allow.
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With his horizon all his own, yet he a poor man, born to be poor, with
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his inherited Irish poverty or poor life, his Adam's grandmother and
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boggy ways, not to rise in this world, he nor his posterity, till
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their wading webbed bog-trotting feet get talaria to their heels.
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HIGHER LAWS.
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AS I CAME home through the woods with my string of fish, trailing my
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pole, it being now quite dark, I caught a glimpse of a woodchuck
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stealing across my path, and felt a strange thrill of savage
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delight, and was strongly tempted to seize and devour him raw; not
|
|
that I was hungry then, except for that wildness which he represented.
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Once or twice, however, while I lived at the pond, I found myself
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ranging the woods, like a half-starved hound, with a strange
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abandonment, seeking some kind of venison which I might devour, and no
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morsel could have been too savage for me. The wildest scenes had
|
|
become unaccountably familiar. I found in myself, and still find, an
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instinct toward a higher, or, as it is named, spiritual life, as do
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most men, and another toward a primitive rank and savage one, and I
|
|
reverence them both. I love the wild not less than the good. The
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wildness and adventure that are in fishing still recommended it to me.
|
|
I like sometimes to take rank hold on life and spend my day more as
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|
the animals do. Perhaps I have owed to this employment and to hunting,
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|
when quite young, my closest acquaintance with Nature. They early
|
|
introduce us to and detain us in scenery with which otherwise, at that
|
|
age, we should have little acquaintance. Fishermen, hunters,
|
|
woodchoppers, and others, spending their lives in the fields and
|
|
woods, in a peculiar sense a part of Nature themselves, are often in a
|
|
more favorable mood for observing her, in the intervals of their
|
|
pursuits, than philosophers or poets even, who approach her with
|
|
expectation. She is not afraid to exhibit herself to them. The
|
|
traveller on the prairie is naturally a hunter, on the head waters
|
|
of the Missouri and Columbia a trapper, and at the Falls of St. Mary a
|
|
fisherman. He who is only a traveller learns things at second-hand and
|
|
by the halves, and is poor authority. We are most interested when
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science reports what those men already know practically or
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|
instinctively, for that alone is a true humanity, or account of
|
|
human experience.
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|
They mistake who assert that the Yankee has few amusements,
|
|
because he has not so many public holidays, and men and boys do not
|
|
play so many games as they do in England, for here the more
|
|
primitive but solitary amusements of hunting, fishing, and the like
|
|
have not yet given place to the former. Almost every New England boy
|
|
among my contemporaries shouldered a fowling-piece between the ages of
|
|
ten and fourteen; and his hunting and fishing grounds were not
|
|
limited, like the preserves of an English nobleman, but were more
|
|
boundless even than those of a savage. No wonder, then, that he did
|
|
not oftener stay to play on the common. But already a change is taking
|
|
place, owing, not to an increased humanity, but to an increased
|
|
scarcity of game, for perhaps the hunter is the greatest friend of the
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|
animals hunted, not excepting the Humane Society.
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Moreover, when at the pond, I wished sometimes to add fish to my
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|
fare for variety. I have actually fished from the same kind of
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|
necessity that the first fishers did. Whatever humanity I might
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|
conjure up against it was all factitious, and concerned my
|
|
philosophy more than my feelings. I speak of fishing only now, for I
|
|
had long felt differently about fowling, and sold my gun before I went
|
|
to the woods. Not that I am less humane than others, but I did not
|
|
perceive that my feelings were much affected. I did not pity the
|
|
fishes nor the worms. This was habit. As for fowling, during the
|
|
last years that I carried a gun my excuse was that I was studying
|
|
ornithology, and sought only new or rare birds. But I confess that I
|
|
am now inclined to think that there is a finer way of studying
|
|
ornithology than this. It requires so much closer attention to the
|
|
habits of the birds, that, if for that reason only, I have been
|
|
willing to omit the gun. Yet notwithstanding the objection on the
|
|
score of humanity, I am compelled to doubt if equally valuable
|
|
sports are ever substituted for these; and when some of my friends
|
|
have asked me anxiously about their boys, whether they should let them
|
|
hunt, I have answered, yes- remembering that it was one of the best
|
|
parts of my education- make them hunters, though sportsmen only at
|
|
first, if possible, mighty hunters at last, so that they shall not
|
|
find game large enough for them in this or any vegetable wilderness-
|
|
hunters as well as fishers of men. Thus far I am of the opinion of
|
|
Chaucer's nun, who
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|
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"yave not of the text a pulled hen
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|
|
That saith that hunters ben not holy men."
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|
|
|
There is a period in the history of the individual, as of the race,
|
|
when the hunters are the "best men,- as the Algonquins called them. We
|
|
cannot but pity the boy who has never fired a gun; he is no more
|
|
humane, while his education has been sadly neglected. This was my
|
|
answer with respect to those youths who were bent on this pursuit,
|
|
trusting that they would soon outgrow it. No humane being, past the
|
|
thoughtless age of boyhood, will wantonly murder any creature which
|
|
holds its life by the same tenure that he does. The hare in its
|
|
extremity cries like a child. I warn you, mothers, that my
|
|
sympathies do not always make the usual philanthropic distinctions.
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|
|
|
Such is oftenest the young man's introduction to the forest, and the
|
|
most original part of himself. He goes thither at first as a hunter
|
|
and fisher, until at last, if he has the seeds of a better life in
|
|
him, he distinguishes his proper objects, as a poet or naturalist it
|
|
may be, and leaves the gun and fish-pole behind. The mass of men are
|
|
still and always young in this respect. In some countries a hunting
|
|
parson is no uncommon sight. Such a one might make a good shepherd's
|
|
dog, but is far from being the Good Shepherd. I have been surprised to
|
|
consider that the only obvious employment, except wood-chopping,
|
|
ice-cutting, or the like business, which ever to my knowledge detained
|
|
at Walden Pond for a whole half-day any of my fellow-citizens, whether
|
|
fathers or children of the town, with just one exception, was fishing.
|
|
Commonly they did not think that they were lucky, or well paid for
|
|
their time, unless they got a long string of fish, though they had the
|
|
opportunity of seeing the pond all the while. They might go there a
|
|
thousand times before the sediment of fishing would sink to the bottom
|
|
and leave their purpose pure; but no doubt such a clarifying process
|
|
would be going on all the while. The Governor and his Council
|
|
faintly remember the pond, for they went a-fishing there when they
|
|
were boys; but now they are too old and dignified to go a-fishing, and
|
|
so they know it no more forever. Yet even they expect to go to
|
|
heaven at last. If the legislature regards it, it is chiefly to
|
|
regulate the number of books to be used there; but they know nothing
|
|
about the book of hooks with which to angle for the pond itself,
|
|
impaling the legislature for a bait. Thus, even in civilized
|
|
communities, the embryo man passes through the hunter stage of
|
|
development.
|
|
|
|
I have found repeatedly, of late years, that I cannot fish without
|
|
falling a little in self-respect. I have tried it again and again. I
|
|
have skill at it, and, like many of my fellows, a certain instinct for
|
|
it, which revives from time to time, but always when I have done I
|
|
feel that it would have been better if I had not fished. I think
|
|
that I do not mistake. It is a faint intimation, yet so are the
|
|
first streaks of morning. There is unquestionably this instinct in
|
|
me which belongs to the lower orders of creation; yet with every
|
|
year I am less a fisherman, though without more humanity or even
|
|
wisdom; at present I am no fisherman at all. But I see that if I
|
|
were to live in a wilderness I should again be tempted to become a
|
|
fisher and hunter in earnest. Beside, there is something essentially
|
|
unclean about this diet and all flesh, and I began to see where
|
|
housework commences, and whence the endeavor, which costs so much,
|
|
to wear a tidy and respectable appearance each day, to keep the
|
|
house sweet and free from all ill odors and sights. Having been my own
|
|
butcher and scullion and cook, as well as the gentleman for whom the
|
|
dishes were served up, I can speak from an unusually complete
|
|
experience. The practical objection to animal food in my case was
|
|
its uncleanness; and besides, when I had caught and cleaned and cooked
|
|
and eaten my fish, they seemed not to have fed me essentially. It
|
|
was insignificant and unnecessary, and cost more than it came to. A
|
|
little bread or a few potatoes would have done as well, with less
|
|
trouble and filth. Like many of my contemporaries, I had rarely for
|
|
many years used animal food, or tea, or coffee, etc.; not so much
|
|
because of any ill effects which I had traced to them, as because they
|
|
were not agreeable to my imagination. The repugnance to animal food is
|
|
not the effect of experience, but is an instinct. It appeared more
|
|
beautiful to live low and fare hard in many respects; and though I
|
|
never did so, I went far enough to please my imagination. I believe
|
|
that every man who has ever been earnest to preserve his higher or
|
|
poetic faculties in the best condition has been particularly
|
|
inclined to abstain from animal food, and from much food of any
|
|
kind. It is a significant fact, stated by entomologists- I find it
|
|
in Kirby and Spence- that "some insects in their perfect state, though
|
|
furnished with organs of feeding, make no use of them"; and they lay
|
|
it down as "a general rule, that almost all insects in this state
|
|
eat much less than in that of larvae. The voracious caterpillar when
|
|
transformed into a butterfly... and the gluttonous maggot when
|
|
become a fly" content themselves with a drop or two of honey or some
|
|
other sweet liquid. The abdomen under the wings of the butterfly
|
|
stir represents the larva. This is the tidbit which tempts his
|
|
insectivorous fate. The gross feeder is a man in the larva state;
|
|
and there are whole nations in that condition, nations without fancy
|
|
or imagination, whose vast abdomens betray them.
|
|
|
|
It is hard to provide and cook so simple and clean a diet as will
|
|
not offend the imagination; but this, I think, is to be fed when we
|
|
feed the body; they should both sit down at the same table. Yet
|
|
perhaps this may be done. The fruits eaten temperately need not make
|
|
us ashamed of our appetites, nor interrupt the worthiest pursuits. But
|
|
put an extra condiment into your dish, and it will poison you. It is
|
|
not worth the while to live by rich cookery. Most men would feel shame
|
|
if caught preparing with their own hands precisely such a dinner,
|
|
whether of animal or vegetable food, as is every day prepared for them
|
|
by others. Yet till this is otherwise we are not civilized, and, if
|
|
gentlemen and ladies, are not true men and women. This certainly
|
|
suggests what change is to be made. It may be vain to ask why the
|
|
imagination will not be reconciled to flesh and fat. I am satisfied
|
|
that it is not. Is it not a reproach that man is a carnivorous animal?
|
|
True, he can and does live, in a great measure, by preying on other
|
|
animals; but this is a miserable way- as any one who will go to
|
|
snaring rabbits, or slaughtering lambs, may learn- and he will be
|
|
regarded as a benefactor of his race who shall teach man to confine
|
|
himself to a more innocent and wholesome diet. Whatever my own
|
|
practice may be, I have no doubt that it is a part of the destiny of
|
|
the human race, in its gradual improvement, to leave off eating
|
|
animals, as surely as the savage tribes have left off eating each
|
|
other when they came in contact with the more civilized.
|
|
|
|
If one listens to the faintest but constant suggestions of his
|
|
genius, which are certainly true, he sees not to what extremes, or
|
|
even insanity, it may lead him; and yet that way, as he grows more
|
|
resolute and faithful, his road lies. The faintest assured objection
|
|
which one healthy man feels will at length prevail over the
|
|
arguments and customs of mankind. No man ever followed his genius till
|
|
it misled him. Though the result were bodily weakness, yet perhaps
|
|
no one can say that the consequences were to be regretted, for these
|
|
were a life in conformity to higher principles. If the day and the
|
|
night are such that you greet them with joy, and life emits a
|
|
fragrance like flowers and sweet-scented herbs, is more elastic,
|
|
more starry, more immortal- that is your success. All nature is your
|
|
congratulation, and you have cause momentarily to bless yourself.
|
|
The greatest gains and values are farthest from being appreciated.
|
|
We easily come to doubt if they exist. We soon forget them. They are
|
|
the highest reality. Perhaps the facts most astounding and most real
|
|
are never communicated by man to man. The true harvest of my daily
|
|
life is somewhat as intangible and indescribable as the tints of
|
|
morning or evening. It is a little star-dust caught, a segment of
|
|
the rainbow which I have clutched.
|
|
|
|
Yet, for my part, I was never unusually squeamish; I could sometimes
|
|
eat a fried rat with a good relish, if it were necessary. I am glad to
|
|
have drunk water so long, for the same reason that I prefer the
|
|
natural sky to an opium-eater's heaven. I would fain keep sober
|
|
always; and there are infinite degrees of drunkenness. I believe
|
|
that water is the only drink for a wise man; wine is not so noble a
|
|
liquor; and think of dashing the hopes of a morning with a cup of warm
|
|
coffee, or of an evening with a dish of tea! Ah, how low I fall when I
|
|
am tempted by them! Even music may be intoxicating. Such apparently
|
|
slight causes destroyed Greece and Rome, and will destroy England
|
|
and America. Of all ebriosity, who does not prefer to be intoxicated
|
|
by the air he breathes? I have found it to be the most serious
|
|
objection to coarse labors long continued, that they compelled me to
|
|
eat and drink coarsely also. But to tell the truth, I find myself at
|
|
present somewhat less particular in these respects. I carry less
|
|
religion to the table, ask no blessing; not because I am wiser than
|
|
I was, but, I am obliged to confess, because, however much it is to be
|
|
regretted, with years I have grown more coarse and indifferent.
|
|
Perhaps these questions are entertained only in youth, as most believe
|
|
of poetry. My practice is "nowhere," my opinion is here.
|
|
Nevertheless I am far from regarding myself as one of those privileged
|
|
ones to whom the Ved refers when it says, that "he who has true
|
|
faith in the Omnipresent Supreme Being may eat all that exists,"
|
|
that is, is not bound to inquire what is his food, or who prepares it;
|
|
and even in their case it is to be observed, as a Hindoo commentator
|
|
has remarked, that the Vedant limits this privilege to "the time of
|
|
distress."
|
|
|
|
Who has not sometimes derived an inexpressible satisfaction from his
|
|
food in which appetite had no share? I have been thrilled to think
|
|
that I owed a mental perception to the commonly gross sense of
|
|
taste, that I have been inspired through the palate, that some berries
|
|
which I had eaten on a hillside had fed my genius. "The soul not being
|
|
mistress of herself," says Thseng-tseu, "one looks, and one does not
|
|
see; one listens, and one does not hear; one eats, and one does not
|
|
know the savor of food." He who distinguishes the true savor of his
|
|
food can never be a glutton; he who does not cannot be otherwise. A
|
|
puritan may go to his brown-bread crust with as gross an appetite as
|
|
ever an alderman to his turtle. Not that food which entereth into
|
|
the mouth defileth a man, but the appetite with which it is eaten.
|
|
It is neither the quality nor the quantity, but the devotion to
|
|
sensual savors; when that which is eaten is not a viand to sustain our
|
|
animal, or inspire our spiritual life, but food for the worms that
|
|
possess us. If the hunter has a taste for mud-turtles, muskrats, and
|
|
other such savage tidbits, the fine lady indulges a taste for jelly
|
|
made of a calf's foot, or for sardines from over the sea, and they are
|
|
even. He goes to the mill-pond, she to her preserve-pot. The wonder is
|
|
how they, how you and I, can live this slimy, beastly life, eating and
|
|
drinking.
|
|
|
|
Our whole life is startlingly moral. There is never an instant's
|
|
truce between virtue and vice. Goodness is the only investment that
|
|
never fails. In the music of the harp which trembles round the world
|
|
it is the insisting on this which thrills us. The harp is the
|
|
travelling patterer for the Universe's Insurance Company, recommending
|
|
its laws, and our little goodness is all the assessment that we pay.
|
|
Though the youth at last grows indifferent, the laws of the universe
|
|
are not indifferent, but are forever on the side of the most
|
|
sensitive. Listen to every zephyr for some reproof, for it is surely
|
|
there, and he is unfortunate who does not hear it. We cannot touch a
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string or move a stop but the charming moral transfixes us. Many an
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irksome noise, go a long way off, is heard as music, a proud, sweet
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satire on the meanness of our lives.
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We are conscious of an animal in us, which awakens in proportion
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as our higher nature slumbers. It is reptile and sensual, and
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perhaps cannot be wholly expelled; like the worms which, even in
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life and health, occupy our bodies. Possibly we may withdraw from
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it, but never change its nature. I fear that it may enjoy a certain
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health of its own; that we may be well, yet not pure. The other day
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I picked up the lower jaw of a hog, with white and sound teeth and
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tusks, which suggested that there was an animal health and vigor
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distinct from the spiritual. This creature succeeded by other means
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than temperance and purity. "That in which men differ from brute
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beasts," says Mencius, "is a thing very inconsiderable; the common
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herd lose it very soon; superior men preserve it carefully." Who knows
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what sort of life would result if we had attained to purity? If I knew
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so wise a man as could teach me purity I would go to seek him
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forthwith. "A command over our passions, and over the external
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senses of the body, and good acts, are declared by the Ved to be
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indispensable in the mind's approximation to God." Yet the spirit
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can for the time pervade and control every member and function of
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the body, and transmute what ill form is the grossest sensuality
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into purity and devotion. The generative energy, which, when we are
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loose, dissipates and makes us unclean, when we are continent
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invigorates and inspires us. Chastity is the flowering of man; and
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what are called Genius, Heroism, Holiness, and the like, are but
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various fruits which succeed it. Man flows at once to God when the
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channel of purity is open. By turns our purity inspires and our
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impurity casts us down. He is blessed who is assured that the animal
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is dying out in him day by day, and the divine being established.
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Perhaps there is none but has cause for shame on account of the
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inferior and brutish nature to which he is allied. I fear that we
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are such gods or demigods only as fauns and satyrs, the divine
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allied to beasts, the creatures of appetite, and that, to some extent,
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our very life is our disgrace.
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"How happy's he who hath due place assigned
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To his beasts and disafforested his mind!
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Can use this horse, goat, wolf, and ev'ry beast,
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And is not ass himself to all the rest!
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Else man not only is the herd of swine,
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But he's those devils too which did incline
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Them to a headlong rage, and made them worse."
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All sensuality is one, though it takes many forms; all purity is
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one. It is the same whether a man eat, or drink, or cohabit, or
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sleep sensually. They are but one appetite, and we only need to see
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a person do any one of these things to know how great a sensualist
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he is. The impure can neither stand nor sit with purity. When the
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reptile is attacked at one mouth of his burrow, he shows himself at
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another. If you would be chaste, you must be temperate. What is
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chastity? How shall a man know if he is chaste? He shall not know
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it. We have heard of this virtue, but we know not what it is. We speak
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conformably to the rumor which we have heard. From exertion come
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wisdom and purity; from sloth ignorance and sensuality. In the student
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sensuality is a sluggish habit of mind. An unclean person is
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universally a slothful one, one who sits by a stove, whom the sun
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shines on prostrate, who reposes without being fatigued. If you
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would avoid uncleanness, and all the sins, work earnestly, though it
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be at cleaning a stable. Nature is hard to be overcome, but she must
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be overcome. What avails it that you are Christian, if you are not
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purer than the heathen, if you deny yourself no more, if you are not
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more religious? I know of many systems of religion esteemed heathenish
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whose precepts fill the reader with shame, and provoke him to new
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endeavors, though it be to the performance of rites merely.
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I hesitate to say these things, but it is not because of the
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subject- I care not how obscene my words are- but because I cannot
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speak of them without betraying my impurity. We discourse freely
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without shame of one form of sensuality, and are silent about another.
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We are so degraded that we cannot speak simply of the necessary
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functions of human nature. In earlier ages, in some countries, every
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function was reverently spoken of and regulated by law. Nothing was
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too trivial for the Hindoo lawgiver, however offensive it may be to
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modern taste. He teaches how to eat, drink, cohabit, void excrement
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and urine, and the like, elevating what is mean, and does not
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falsely excuse himself by calling these things trifles.
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Every man is the builder of a temple, called his body, to the god he
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worships, after a style purely his own, nor can he get off by
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hammering marble instead. We are all sculptors and painters, and our
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material is our own flesh and blood and bones. Any nobleness begins at
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once to refine a man's features, any meanness or sensuality to imbrute
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them.
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John Farmer sat at his door one September evening, after a hard
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day's work, his mind still running on his labor more or less. Having
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bathed, he sat down to re-create his intellectual man. It was a rather
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cool evening, and some of his neighbors were apprehending a frost.
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He had not attended to the train of his thoughts long when he heard
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some one playing on a flute, and that sound harmonized with his
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mood. Still he thought of his work; but the burden of his thought was,
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|
that though this kept running in his head, and he found himself
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planning and contriving it against his will, yet it concerned him very
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|
little. It was no more than the scurf of his skin, which was
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constantly shuffled off. But the notes of the flute came home to his
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ears out of a different sphere from that he worked in, and suggested
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work for certain faculties which slumbered in him. They gently did
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|
away with the street, and the village, and the state in which he
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lived. A voice said to him- Why do you stay here and live this mean
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|
moiling life, when a glorious existence is possible for you? Those
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|
same stars twinkle over other fields than these.- But how to come
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out of this condition and actually migrate thither? All that he
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|
could think of was to practise some new austerity, to let his mind
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descend into his body and redeem it, and treat himself with ever
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|
increasing respect.
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BRUTE NEIGHBORS.
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SOMETIMES I had a companion in my fishing, who came through the
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village to my house from the other side of the town, and the
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catching of the dinner was as much a social exercise as the eating
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of it.
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Hermit. I wonder what the world is doing now. I have not heard so
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|
much as a locust over the sweet-fern these three hours. The pigeons
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are all asleep upon their roosts- no flutter from them. Was that a
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|
farmer's noon horn which sounded from beyond the woods just now? The
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hands are coming in to boiled salt beef and cider and Indian bread.
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|
Why will men worry themselves so? He that does not eat need not
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|
work. I wonder how much they have reaped. Who would live there where a
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|
body can never think for the barking of Bose? And oh, the
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|
housekeeping! to keep bright the devil's door-knobs, and scour his
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tubs this bright day! Better not keep a house. Say, some hollow
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|
tree; and then for morning calls and dinner-parties! Only a woodpecker
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|
tapping. Oh, they swarm; the sun is too warm there; they are born
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|
too far into life for me. I have water from the spring, and a loaf
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|
of brown bread on the shelf.- Hark! I hear a rustling of the leaves.
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|
Is it some ill-fed village bound yielding to the instinct of the
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|
chase? or the lost pig which is said to be in these woods, whose
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|
tracks I saw after the rain? It comes on apace; my sumachs and
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|
sweetbriers tremble.- Eh, Mr. Poet, is it you? How do you like the
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world today?
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Poet. See those clouds; how they hang! That's the greatest thing I
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|
have seen today. There's nothing like it in old paintings, nothing
|
|
like it in foreign lands- unless when we were off the coast of
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|
Spain. That's a true Mediterranean sky. I thought, as I have my living
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|
to get, and have not eaten today, that I might go a-fishing. That's
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|
the true industry for poets. It is the only trade I have learned.
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|
Come, let's along.
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Hermit. I cannot resist. My brown bread will soon be gone. I will go
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|
with you gladly soon, but I am just concluding a serious meditation. I
|
|
think that I am near the end of it. Leave me alone, then, for a while.
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|
But that we may not be delayed, you shall be digging the bait
|
|
meanwhile. Angleworms are rarely to be met with in these parts,
|
|
where the soil was never fattened with manure; the race is nearly
|
|
extinct. The sport of digging the bait is nearly equal to that of
|
|
catching the fish, when one's appetite is not too keen; and this you
|
|
may have all to yourself today. I would advise you to set in the spade
|
|
down yonder among the groundnuts, where you see the johnswort
|
|
waving. I think that I may warrant you one worm to every three sods
|
|
you turn up, if you look well in among the roots of the grass, as if
|
|
you were weeding. Or, if you choose to go farther, it will not be
|
|
unwise, for I have found the increase of fair bait to be very nearly
|
|
as the squares of the distances.
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|
Hermit alone. Let me see; where was I? Methinks I was nearly in this
|
|
frame of mind; the world lay about at this angle. Shall I go to heaven
|
|
or a-fishing? If I should soon bring this meditation to an end,
|
|
would another so sweet occasion be likely to offer? I was as near
|
|
being resolved into the essence of things as ever I was in my life.
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|
I fear my thoughts will not come back to me. If it would do any
|
|
good, I would whistle for them. When they make us an offer, is it wise
|
|
to say, We will think of it? My thoughts have left no track, and I
|
|
cannot find the path again. What was it that I was thinking of? It was
|
|
a very hazy day. I will just try these three sentences of Confut- see;
|
|
they may fetch that state about again. I know not whether it was the
|
|
dumps or a budding ecstasy. Mem. There never is but one opportunity of
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|
a kind.
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|
Poet. How now, Hermit, is it too soon? I have got just thirteen
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|
whole ones, beside several which are imperfect or undersized; but they
|
|
will do for the smaller fry; they do not cover up the hook so much.
|
|
Those village worms are quite too large; a shiner may make a meal
|
|
off one without finding the skewer.
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|
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|
Hermit. Well, then, let's be off. Shall we to the Concord? There's
|
|
good sport there if the water be not too high.
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|
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|
Why do precisely these objects which we behold make a world? Why has
|
|
man just these species of animals for his neighbors; as if nothing but
|
|
a mouse could have filled this crevice? I suspect that Pilpay & Co.
|
|
have put animals to their best use, for they are all beasts of burden,
|
|
in a sense, made to carry some portion of our thoughts.
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|
|
|
The mice which haunted my house were not the common ones, which
|
|
are said to have been introduced into the country, but a wild native
|
|
kind not found in the village. I sent one to a distinguished
|
|
naturalist, and it interested him much. When I was building, one of
|
|
these had its nest underneath the house, and before I had laid the
|
|
second floor, and swept out the shavings, would come out regularly
|
|
at lunch time and pick up the crumbs at my feet. It probably had never
|
|
seen a man before; and it soon became quite familiar, and would run
|
|
over my shoes and up my clothes. It could readily ascend the sides
|
|
of the room by short impulses, like a squirrel, which it resembled
|
|
in its motions. At length, as I leaned with my elbow on the bench
|
|
one day, it ran up my clothes, and along my sleeve, and round and
|
|
round the paper which held my dinner, while I kept the latter close,
|
|
and dodged and played at bopeep with it; and when at last I held still
|
|
a piece of cheese between my thumb and finger, it came and nibbled it,
|
|
sitting in my hand, and afterward cleaned its face and paws, like a
|
|
fly, and walked away.
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|
|
|
A phoebe soon built in my shed, and a robin for protection in a pine
|
|
which grew against the house. In June the partridge (Tetrao umbellus),
|
|
which is so shy a bird, led her brood past my windows, from the
|
|
woods in the rear to the front of my house, clucking and calling to
|
|
them like a hen, and in all her behavior proving herself the hen of
|
|
the woods. The young suddenly disperse on your approach, at a signal
|
|
from the mother, as if a whirlwind had swept them away, and they so
|
|
exactly resemble the dried leaves and twigs that many a traveler has
|
|
placed his foot in the midst of a brood, and heard the whir of the old
|
|
bird as she flew off, and her anxious calls and mewing, or seen her
|
|
trail her mings to attract his attention, without suspecting their
|
|
neighborhood. The parent will sometimes roll and spin round before you
|
|
in such a dishabille, that you cannot, for a few moments, detect
|
|
what kind of creature it is. The young squat still and flat, often
|
|
running their heads under a leaf, and mind only their mother's
|
|
directions given from a distance, nor will your approach make them run
|
|
again and betray themselves. You may even tread on them, or have
|
|
your eyes on them for a minute, without discovering them. I have
|
|
held them in my open hand at such a time, and still their only care,
|
|
obedient to their mother and their instinct, was to squat there
|
|
without fear or trembling. So perfect is this instinct, that once,
|
|
when I had laid them on the leaves again, and one accidentally fell on
|
|
its side, it was found with the rest in exactly the same position
|
|
ten minutes afterward. They are not callow like the young of most
|
|
birds, but more perfectly developed and precocious even than chickens.
|
|
The remarkably adult yet innocent expression of their open and
|
|
serene eyes is very memorable. All intelligence seems reflected in
|
|
them. They suggest not merely the purity of infancy, but a wisdom
|
|
clarified by experience. Such an eye was not born when the bird was,
|
|
but is coeval with the sky it reflects. The woods do not yield another
|
|
such a gem. The traveller does not often look into such a limpid well.
|
|
The ignorant or reckless sportsman often shoots the parent at such a
|
|
time, and leaves these innocents to fall a prey to some prowling beast
|
|
or bird, or gradually mingle with the decaying leaves which they so
|
|
much resemble. It is said that when hatched by a hen they will
|
|
directly disperse on some alarm, and so are lost, for they never
|
|
hear the mother's call which gathers them again. These were my hens
|
|
and chickens.
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|
|
|
It is remarkable how many creatures live wild and free though secret
|
|
in the woods, and still sustain themselves in the neighborhood of
|
|
towns, suspected by hunters only. How retired the otter manages to
|
|
live here! He grows to be four feet long, as big as a small boy,
|
|
perhaps without any human being getting a glimpse of him. I formerly
|
|
saw the raccoon in the woods behind where my house is built, and
|
|
probably still heard their whinnering at night. Commonly I rested an
|
|
hour or two in the shade at noon, after planting, and ate my lunch,
|
|
and read a little by a spring which was the source of a swamp and of a
|
|
brook, oozing from under Brister's Hill, half a mile from my field.
|
|
The approach to this was through a succession of descending grassy
|
|
hollows, full of young pitch pines, into a larger wood about the
|
|
swamp. There, in a very secluded and shaded spot, under a spreading
|
|
white pine, there was yet a clean, firm sward to sit on. I had dug out
|
|
the spring and made a well of clear gray water, where I could dip up a
|
|
pailful without roiling it, and thither I went for this purpose almost
|
|
every day in midsummer, when the pond was warmest. Thither, too, the
|
|
woodcock led her brood, to probe the mud for worms, flying but a
|
|
foot above them down the bank, while they ran in a troop beneath;
|
|
but at last, spying me, she would leave her young and circle round and
|
|
round me, nearer and nearer till within four or five feet,
|
|
pretending broken wings and legs, to attract my attention, and get off
|
|
her young, who would already have taken up their march, with faint,
|
|
wiry peep, single file through the swamp, as she directed. Or I
|
|
heard the peep of the young when I could not see the parent bird.
|
|
There too the turtle doves sat over the spring, or fluttered from
|
|
bough to bough of the soft white pines over my head; or the red
|
|
squirrel, coursing down the nearest bough, was particularly familiar
|
|
and inquisitive. You only need sit still long enough in some
|
|
attractive spot in the woods that all its inhabitants may exhibit
|
|
themselves to you by turns.
|
|
|
|
I was witness to events of a less peaceful character. One day when I
|
|
went out to my wood-pile, or rather my pile of stumps, I observed
|
|
two large ants, the one red, the other much larger, nearly half an
|
|
inch long, and black, fiercely contending with one another. Having
|
|
once got hold they never let go, but struggled and wrestled and rolled
|
|
on the chips incessantly. Looking farther, I was surprised to find
|
|
that the chips were covered with such combatants, that it was not a
|
|
duellum, but a bellum, a war between two races of ants, the red always
|
|
pitted against the black, and frequently two red ones to one black.
|
|
The legions of these Myrmidons covered all the hills and vales in my
|
|
woodyard, and the ground was already strewn with the dead and dying,
|
|
both red and black. It was the only battle which I have ever
|
|
witnessed, the only battle-field I ever trod while the battle was
|
|
raging; internecine war; the red republicans on the one hand, and
|
|
the black imperialists on the other. On every side they were engaged
|
|
in deadly combat, yet without any noise that I could hear, and human
|
|
soldiers never fought so resolutely. I watched a couple that were fast
|
|
locked in each other's embraces, in a little sunny valley amid the
|
|
chips, now at noonday prepared to fight till the sun went down, or
|
|
life went out. The smaller red champion had fastened himself like a
|
|
vice to his adversary's front, and through all the tumblings on that
|
|
field never for an instant ceased to gnaw at one of his feelers near
|
|
the root, having already caused the other to go by the board; while
|
|
the stronger black one dashed him from side to side, and, as I saw
|
|
on looking nearer, had already divested him of several of his members.
|
|
They fought with more pertinacity than bulldogs. Neither manifested
|
|
the least disposition to retreat. It was evident that their battle-cry
|
|
was "Conquer or die." In the meanwhile there came along a single red
|
|
ant on the hillside of this valley, evidently full of excitement,
|
|
who either had despatched his foe, or had not yet taken part in the
|
|
battle; probably the latter, for he had lost none of his limbs;
|
|
whose mother had charged him to return with his shield or upon it.
|
|
Or perchance he was some Achilles, who had nourished his wrath
|
|
apart, and had now come to avenge or rescue his Patroclus. He saw this
|
|
unequal combat from afar- for the blacks were nearly twice the size of
|
|
the red- he drew near with rapid pace till be stood on his guard
|
|
within half an inch of the combatants; then, watching his opportunity,
|
|
he sprang upon the black warrior, and commenced his operations near
|
|
the root of his right fore leg, leaving the foe to select among his
|
|
own members; and so there were three united for life, as if a new kind
|
|
of attraction had been invented which put all other locks and
|
|
cements to shame. I should not have wondered by this time to find that
|
|
they had their respective musical bands stationed on some eminent
|
|
chip, and playing their national airs the while, to excite the slow
|
|
and cheer the dying combatants. I was myself excited somewhat even
|
|
as if they had been men. The more you think of it, the less the
|
|
difference. And certainly there is not the fight recorded in Concord
|
|
history, at least, if in the history of America, that will bear a
|
|
moment's comparison with this, whether for the numbers engaged in
|
|
it, or for the patriotism and heroism displayed. For numbers and for
|
|
carnage it was an Austerlitz or Dresden. Concord Fight! Two killed
|
|
on the patriots' side, and Luther Blanchard wounded! Why here every
|
|
ant was a Buttrick- "Fire! for God's sake fire!"- and thousands shared
|
|
the fate of Davis and Hosmer. There was not one hireling there. I have
|
|
no doubt that it was a principle they fought for, as much as our
|
|
ancestors, and not to avoid a three-penny tax on their tea; and the
|
|
results of this battle will be as important and memorable to those
|
|
whom it concerns as those of the battle of Bunker Hill, at least.
|
|
|
|
I took up the chip oil which the three I have particularly described
|
|
were struggling, carried it into my house, and placed it under a
|
|
tumbler on my window-sill, in order to see the issue. Holding a
|
|
microscope to the first-mentioned red ant, I saw that, though he was
|
|
assiduously gnawing at the near fore leg of his enemy, having
|
|
severed his remaining feeler, his own breast was all torn away,
|
|
exposing what vitals he had there to the jaws of the black warrior,
|
|
whose breastplate was apparently too thick for him to pierce; and
|
|
the dark carbuncles of the sufferer's eyes shone with ferocity such as
|
|
war only could excite. They struggled half an hour longer under the
|
|
tumbler, and when I looked again the black soldier had severed the
|
|
heads of his foes from their bodies, and the still living heads were
|
|
hanging on either side of him like ghastly trophies at his saddle-bow,
|
|
still apparently as firmly fastened as ever, and he was endeavoring
|
|
with feeble struggles, being without feelers and with only the remnant
|
|
of a leg, and I know not how many other wounds, to divest himself of
|
|
them; which at length, after half an hour more, he accomplished. I
|
|
raised the glass, and he went off over the window-sill in that
|
|
crippled state. Whether he finally survived that combat, and spent the
|
|
remainder of his days in some Hotel des Invalides, I do not know;
|
|
but I thought that his industry would not be worth much thereafter.
|
|
I never learned which party was victorious, nor the cause of the
|
|
war; but I felt for the rest of that day as if I had had my feelings
|
|
excited and harrowed by witnessing the struggle, the ferocity and
|
|
carnage, of a human battle before my door.
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|
|
|
Kirby and Spence tell us that the battles of ants have long been
|
|
celebrated and the date of them recorded, though they say that Huber
|
|
is the only modern author who appears to have witnessed them.
|
|
"Aeneas Sylvius," say they, "after giving a very circumstantial
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account of one contested with great obstinacy by a great and small
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species on the trunk of a pear tree," adds that "'this action was
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fought in the pontificate of Eugenius the Fourth, in the presence of
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Nicholas Pistoriensis, an eminent lawyer, who related the whole,
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history of the battle with the greatest fidelity.' A similar
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engagement between great and small ants is recorded by Olaus Magnus,
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in which the small ones, being victorious, are said to have buried the
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bodies of their own soldiers, but left those of their giant enemies
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a prey to the birds. This event happened previous to the expulsion
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of the tyrant Christiern the Second from Sweden." The battle which I
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witnessed took place in the Presidency of Polk, five years before
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the passage of Webster's Fugitive-Slave Bill.
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Many a village Bose, fit only to course a mud-turtle in a
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victualling cellar, sported his heavy quarters in the woods, without
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the knowledge of his master, and ineffectually smelled at old fox
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burrows and woodchucks' holes; led perchance by some slight cur
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which nimbly threaded the wood, and might still inspire a natural
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terror in its denizens;- now far behind his guide, barking like a
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canine bull toward some small squirrel which had treed itself for
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scrutiny, then, cantering off, bending the bushes with his weight,
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imagining that he is on the track of some stray member of the jerbilla
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family. Once I was surprised to see a cat walking along the stony
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shore of the pond, for they rarely wander so far from home. The
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surprise was mutual. Nevertheless the most domestic cat, which has
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lain on a rug all her days, appears quite at home in the woods, and,
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by her sly and stealthy behavior, proves herself more native there
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than the regular inhabitants. Once, when berrying, I met with a cat
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with young kittens in the woods, quite wild, and they all, like
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their mother, had their backs up and were fiercely spitting at me. A
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few years before I lived in the woods there was what was called a
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"winged cat" in one of the farm-houses in Lincoln nearest the pond,
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Mr. Gilian Baker's. When I called to see her in June, 1842, she was
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gone a-hunting in the woods, as was her wont (I am not sure whether it
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was a male or female, and so use the more common pronoun), but her
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mistress told me that she came into the neighborhood a little more
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than a year before, in April, and was finally taken into their
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house; that she was of a dark brownish-gray color, with a white spot
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on her throat, and white feet, and had a large bushy tail like a
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fox; that in the winter the fur grew thick and flatted out along her
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sides, forming stripes ten or twelve inches long by two and a half
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wide, and under her chin like a muff, the upper side loose, the
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under matted like felt, and in the spring these appendages dropped
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off. They gave me a pair of her "wings," which I keep still. There
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is no appearance of a membrane about them. Some thought it was part
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flying squirrel or some other wild animal, which is not impossible,
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for, according to naturalists, prolific hybrids have been produced
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by the union of the marten and domestic cat. This would have been
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the right kind of cat for me to keep, if I had kept any; for why
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should not a poet's cat be winged as well as his horse?
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In the fall the loon (Colymbus glacialis) came, as usual, to moult
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and bathe in the pond, making the woods ring with his wild laughter
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|
before I had risen. At rumor of his arrival all the Mill-dam sportsmen
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are on the alert, in gigs and on foot, two by two and three by
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three, with patent rifles and conical balls and spy-glasses. They come
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rustling through the woods like autumn leaves, at least ten men to one
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loon. Some station themselves on this side of the pond, some on
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that, for the poor bird cannot be omnipresent; if he dive here he must
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come up there. But now the kind October wind rises, rustling the
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leaves and rippling the surface of the water, so that no loon can be
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heard or seen, though his foes sweep the pond with spy-glasses, and
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make the woods resound with their discharges. The waves generously
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rise and dash angrily, taking sides with all water-fowl, and our
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sportsmen must beat a retreat to town and shop and unfinished jobs.
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But they were too often successful. When I went to get a pail of water
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early in the morning I frequently saw this stately bird sailing out of
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my cove within a few rods. If I endeavored to overtake him in a
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boat, in order to see how he would manoeuvre, he would dive and be
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completely lost, so that I did not discover him again, sometimes, till
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the latter part of the day. But I was more than a match for him on the
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surface. He commonly went off in a rain.
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As I was paddling along the north shore one very calm October
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afternoon, for such days especially they settle on to the lakes,
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like the milkweed down, having looked in vain over the pond for a
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loon, suddenly one, sailing out from the shore toward the middle a few
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rods in front of me, set up his mild laugh and betrayed himself. I
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pursued with a paddle and he dived, but when he came up I was nearer
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than before. He dived again, but I miscalculated the direction he
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would take, and we were fifty rods apart when he came to the surface
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this time, for I had helped to widen the interval; and again he
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laughed long and loud, and with more reason than before. He manoeuvred
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so cunningly that I could not get within half a dozen rods of him.
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Each time, when he came to the surface, turning his head this way
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and that, he cooly surveyed the water and the land, and apparently
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|
chose his course so that he might come up where there was the widest
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expanse of water and at the greatest distance from the boat. It was
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|
surprising how quickly he made up his mind and put his resolve into
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|
execution. He led me at once to the widest part of the pond, and could
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|
not be driven from it. While he was thinking one thing in his brain, I
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|
was endeavoring to divine his thought in mine. It was a pretty game,
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|
played on the smooth surface of the pond, a man against a loon.
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|
Suddenly your adversary's checker disappears beneath the board, and
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|
the problem is to place yours nearest to where his will appear
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|
again. Sometimes he would come up unexpectedly on the opposite side of
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|
me, having apparently passed directly under the boat. So long-winded
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was he and so unweariable, that when he had swum farthest he would
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|
immediately plunge again, nevertheless; and then no wit could divine
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|
where in the deep pond, beneath the smooth surface, he might be
|
|
speeding his way like a fish, for he had time and ability to visit the
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|
bottom of the pond in its deepest part. It is said that loons have
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|
been caught in the New York lakes eighty feet beneath the surface,
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|
with hooks set for trout- though Walden is deeper than that. How
|
|
surprised must the fishes be to see this ungainly visitor from another
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|
sphere speeding his way amid their schools! Yet he appeared to know
|
|
his course as surely under water as on the surface, and swam much
|
|
faster there. Once or twice I saw a ripple where he approached the
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|
surface, just put his head out to reconnoitre, and instantly dived
|
|
again. I found that it was as well for me to rest on my oars and
|
|
wait his reappearing as to endeavor to calculate where he would
|
|
rise; for again and again, when I was straining my eyes over the
|
|
surface one way, I would suddenly be startled by his unearthly laugh
|
|
behind me. But why, after displaying so much cunning, did he
|
|
invariably betray himself the moment he came up by that loud laugh?
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|
Did not his white breast enough betray him? He was indeed a silly
|
|
loon, I thought. I could commonly hear the splash of the water when he
|
|
came up, and so also detected him. But after an hour he seemed as
|
|
fresh as ever, dived as willingly, and swam yet farther than at first.
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|
It was surprising to see how serenely he sailed off with unruffled
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|
breast when he came to the surface, doing all the work with his webbed
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|
feet beneath. His usual note was this demoniac laughter, yet
|
|
somewhat like that of a water-fowl; but occasionally, when he had
|
|
balked me most successfully and come up a long way off, he uttered a
|
|
long-drawn unearthly howl, probably more like that of a wolf than
|
|
any bird; as when a beast puts his muzzle to the ground and
|
|
deliberately howls. This was his looning- perhaps the wildest sound
|
|
that is ever heard here, making the woods ring far and wide. I
|
|
concluded that he laughed in derision of my efforts, confident of
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|
his own resources. Though the sky was by this time overcast, the
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|
pond was so smooth that I could see where he broke the surface when
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|
I did not hear him. His white breast, the stillness of the air, and
|
|
the smoothness of the water were all against him. At length having
|
|
come up fifty rods off, he uttered one of those prolonged howls, as if
|
|
calling on the god of loons to aid him, and immediately there came a
|
|
wind from the east and rippled the surface, and filled the whole air
|
|
with misty rain, and I was impressed as if it were the prayer of the
|
|
loon answered, and his god was angry with me; and so I left him
|
|
disappearing far away on the tumultuous surface.
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|
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|
For hours, in fall days, I watched the ducks cunningly tack and veer
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|
and hold the middle of the pond, far from the sportsman; tricks
|
|
which they will have less need to practise in Louisiana bayous. When
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|
compelled to rise they would sometimes circle round and round and over
|
|
the pond at a considerable height, from which they could easily see to
|
|
other ponds and the river, like black motes in the sky; and, when I
|
|
thought they had gone off thither long since, they would settle down
|
|
by a slanting flight of a quarter of a mile on to a distant part which
|
|
was left free; but what beside safety they got by sailing in the
|
|
middle of Walden I do not know, unless they love its water for the
|
|
same reason that I do.
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HOUSE-WARMING.
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IN OCTOBER I went a-graping to the river meadows, and loaded
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|
myself with clusters more precious for their beauty and fragrance than
|
|
for food. There, too, I admired, though I did not gather, the
|
|
cranberries, small waxen gems, pendants of the meadow grass, pearly
|
|
and red, which the farmer plucks with an ugly rake, leaving the smooth
|
|
meadow in a snarl, heedlessly measuring them by the bushel and the
|
|
dollar only, and sells the spoils of the meads to Boston and New York;
|
|
destined to be jammed, to satisfy the tastes of lovers of Nature
|
|
there. So butchers rake the tongues of bison out of the prairie grass,
|
|
regardless of the torn and drooping plant. The barberry's brilliant
|
|
fruit was likewise food for my eyes merely; but I collected a small
|
|
store of wild apples for coddling, which the proprietor and travellers
|
|
had overlooked. When chestnuts were ripe I laid up half a bushel for
|
|
winter. It was very exciting at that season to roam the then boundless
|
|
chestnut woods of Lincoln- they now sleep their long sleep under the
|
|
railroad- with a bag on my shoulder, and a stick to open burs with
|
|
in my hand, for I did not always wait for the frost, amid the rustling
|
|
of leaves and the loud reproofs of the red squirrels and the jays,
|
|
whose half-consumed nuts I sometimes stole, for the burs which they
|
|
had selected were sure to contain sound ones. Occasionally I climbed
|
|
and shook the trees. They grew also behind my house, and one large
|
|
tree, which almost overshadowed it, was, when in flower, a bouquet
|
|
which scented the whole neighborhood, but the squirrels and the jays
|
|
got most of its fruit; the last coming in flocks early in the
|
|
morning and picking the nuts out of the burs before they fell, I
|
|
relinquished these trees to them and visited the more distant woods
|
|
composed wholly of chestnut. These nuts, as far as they went, were a
|
|
good substitute for bread. Many other substitutes might, perhaps, be
|
|
found. Digging one day for fishworms, I discovered the groundnut
|
|
(Apios tuberosa) on its string, the potato of the aborigines, a sort
|
|
of fabulous fruit, which I had begun to doubt if I had ever dug and
|
|
eaten in childhood, as I had told, and had not dreamed it. I had often
|
|
since seen its crumpled red velvety blossom supported by the stems
|
|
of other plants without knowing it to be the same. Cultivation has
|
|
well-nigh exterminated it. It has a sweetish taste, much like that
|
|
of a frost-bitten potato, and I found it better boiled than roasted.
|
|
This tuber seemed like a faint promise of Nature to rear her own
|
|
children and feed them simply here at some future period. In these
|
|
days of fatted cattle and waving grain-fields this humble root,
|
|
which was once the totem of an Indian tribe, is quite forgotten, or
|
|
known only by its flowering vine; but let wild Nature reign here
|
|
once more, and the tender and luxurious English grains will probably
|
|
disappear before a myriad of foes, and without the care of man the
|
|
crow may carry back even the last seed of corn to the great
|
|
cornfield of the Indian's God in the southwest, whence he is said to
|
|
have brought it; but the now almost exterminated ground-nut will
|
|
perhaps revive and flourish in spite of frosts and wildness, prove
|
|
itself indigenous, and resume its ancient importance and dignity as
|
|
the diet of the hunter tribe. Some Indian Ceres or Minerva must have
|
|
been the inventor and bestower of it; and when the reign of poetry
|
|
commences here, its leaves and string of nuts may be represented on
|
|
our works of art.
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|
|
|
Already, by the first of September, I had seen two or three small
|
|
maples turned scarlet across the pond, beneath where the white stems
|
|
of three aspens diverged, at the point of a promontory, next the
|
|
water. Ah, many a tale their color told! Arid gradually from week to
|
|
week the character of each tree came out, and it admired itself
|
|
reflected in the smooth mirror of the lake. Each morning the manager
|
|
of this gallery substituted some new picture, distinguished by more
|
|
brilliant or harmonious coloring, for the old upon the walls.
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|
|
|
The wasps came by thousands to my lodge in October, as to winter
|
|
quarters, and settled on my windows within and on the walls
|
|
overhead, sometimes deterring visitors from entering. Each morning,
|
|
when they were numbed with cold, I swept some of them out, but I did
|
|
not trouble myself much to get rid of them; I even felt complimented
|
|
by their regarding my house as a desirable shelter. They never
|
|
molested me seriously, though they bedded with me; and they
|
|
gradually disappeared, into what crevices I do not know, avoiding
|
|
winter and unspeakable cold.
|
|
|
|
Like the wasps, before I finally went into winter quarters in
|
|
November, I used to resort to the northeast side of Walden, which
|
|
the sun, reflected from the pitch pine woods and the stony shore, made
|
|
the fireside of the pond; it is so much pleasanter and wholesomer to
|
|
be warmed by the sun while you can be, than by an artificial fire. I
|
|
thus warmed myself by the still glowing embers which the summer,
|
|
like a departed hunter, had left.
|
|
|
|
When I came to build my chimney I studied masonry. My bricks,
|
|
being second-hand ones, required to be cleaned with a trowel, so
|
|
that I learned more than usual of the qualities of bricks and trowels.
|
|
The mortar on them was fifty years old, and was said to be still
|
|
growing harder; but this is one of those sayings which men love to
|
|
repeat whether they are true or not. Such sayings themselves grow
|
|
harder and adhere more firmly with age, and it would take many blows
|
|
with a trowel to clean an old wiseacre of them. Many of the villages
|
|
of Mesopotamia are built of secondhand bricks of a very good
|
|
quality, obtained from the ruins of Babylon, and the cement on them is
|
|
older and probably harder still. However that may be, I was struck
|
|
by the peculiar toughness of the steel which bore so many violent
|
|
blows without being worn out. As my bricks had been in a chimney
|
|
before, though I did not read the name of Nebuchadnezzar on them, I
|
|
picked out its many fireplace bricks as I could find, to save work and
|
|
waste, and I filled the spaces between the bricks about the
|
|
fireplace with stones from the pond shore, and also made my mortar
|
|
with the white sand from the same place. I lingered most about the
|
|
fireplace, as the most vital part of the house. Indeed, I worked so
|
|
deliberately, that though I commenced at the ground in the morning,
|
|
a course of bricks raised a few inches above the floor served for my
|
|
pillow at night; yet I did not get a stiff neck for it that I
|
|
remember; my stiff neck is of older date. I took a poet to board for a
|
|
fortnight about those times, which caused me to be put to it for room.
|
|
He brought his own knife, though I had two, and we used to scour
|
|
them by thrusting them into the earth. He shared with me the labors of
|
|
cooking. I was pleased to see my work rising so square and solid by
|
|
degrees, and reflected, that, if it proceeded slowly, it was
|
|
calculated to endure a long time. The chimney is to some extent an
|
|
independent structure, standing on the ground, and rising through
|
|
the house to the heavens; even after the house is burned it still
|
|
stands sometimes, and its importance and independence are apparent.
|
|
This was toward the end of summer. It was now November.
|
|
|
|
The north wind had already begun to cool the pond, though it took
|
|
many weeks of steady blowing to accomplish it, it is so deep. When I
|
|
began to have a fire at evening, before I plastered my house, the
|
|
chimney carried smoke particularly well, because of the numerous
|
|
chinks between the boards. Yet I passed some cheerful evenings in that
|
|
cool and airy apartment, surrounded by the rough brown boards full
|
|
of knots, and rafters with the bark on high overhead. My house never
|
|
pleased my eye so much after it was plastered, though I was obliged to
|
|
confess that it was more comfortable. Should not every apartment in
|
|
which man dwells be lofty enough to create some obscurity overhead,
|
|
where flickering shadows may play at evening about the rafters?
|
|
These forms are more agreeable to the fancy and imagination than
|
|
fresco paintings or other the most expensive furniture. I now first
|
|
began to inhabit my house, I may say, when I began to use it for
|
|
warmth as well as shelter. I had got a couple of old fire-dogs to keep
|
|
the wood from the hearth, and it did me good to see the soot form on
|
|
the back of the chimney which I had built, and I poked the fire with
|
|
more right and more satisfaction than usual. My dwelling was small,
|
|
and I could hardly entertain an echo in it; but it seemed larger for
|
|
being a single apartment and remote from neighbors. All the
|
|
attractions of a house were concentrated in one room; it was
|
|
kitchen, chamber, parlor, and keeping-room; and whatever
|
|
satisfaction parent or child, master or servant, derive from living in
|
|
a house, I enjoyed it all. Cato says, the master of a family
|
|
(patremfamilias) must have in his rustic villa "cellam oleariam,
|
|
vinariam, dolia multa, uti lubeat caritatem expectare, et rei, et
|
|
virtuti, et gloriae erit," that is, "an oil and wine cellar, many
|
|
casks, so that it may be pleasant to expect hard times; it will be for
|
|
his advantage, and virtue, and glory." I had in my cellar a firkin
|
|
of potatoes, about two quarts of peas with the weevil in them, and
|
|
on my shelf a little rice, a jug of molasses, and of rye and Indian
|
|
meal a peck each.
|
|
|
|
I sometimes dream of a larger and more populous house, standing in a
|
|
golden age, of enduring materials, and without gingerbread work, which
|
|
shall still consist of only one room, a vast, rude, substantial,
|
|
primitive hall, without ceiling or plastering, with bare rafters and
|
|
purlins supporting a sort of lower heaven over one's head-useful to
|
|
keep off rain and snow, where the king and queen posts stand out to
|
|
receive your homage, when you have done reverence to the prostrate
|
|
Saturn of an older dynasty on stepping over the sill; a cavernous
|
|
house, wherein you must reach up a torch upon a pole to see the
|
|
roof; where some may live in the fireplace, some in the recess of a
|
|
window, and some on settles, some at one end of the hall, some at
|
|
another, and some aloft on rafters with the spiders, if they choose; a
|
|
house which you have got into when you have opened the outside door,
|
|
and the ceremony is over; where the weary traveller may wash, and eat,
|
|
and converse, and sleep, without further journey; such a shelter as
|
|
you would be glad to reach in a tempestuous night, containing all
|
|
the essentials of a house, and nothing for house-keeping; where you
|
|
can see all the treasures of the house at one view, and everything
|
|
hangs upon its peg, that a man should use; at once kitchen, pantry,
|
|
parlor, chamber, storehouse, and garret; where you can see so
|
|
necessary a thin, as a barrel or a ladder, so convenient a thing as
|
|
a cupboard, and hear the pot boil, and pay your respects to the fire
|
|
that cooks your dinner, and the oven that bakes your bread, and the
|
|
necessary furniture and utensils are the chief ornaments; where the
|
|
washing is not put out, nor the fire, nor the mistress, and perhaps
|
|
you are sometimes requested to move from off the trapdoor, when the
|
|
cook would descend into the cellar, and so learn whether the ground is
|
|
solid or hollow beneath you without stamping. A house whose inside
|
|
is as open and manifest as a bird's nest, and you cannot go in at
|
|
the front door and out at the back without seeing some of its
|
|
inhabitants; where to be a guest is to be presented with the freedom
|
|
of the house, and not to be carefully excluded from seven eighths of
|
|
it, shut up in a particular cell, and told to make yourself at home
|
|
therein solitary confinement. Nowadays the host does not admit you
|
|
to his hearth, but has got the mason to build one for yourself
|
|
somewhere in his alley, and hospitality is the art of keeping you at
|
|
the greatest distance. There is as much secrecy about the cooking as
|
|
if he had a design to poison you. I am aware that I have been on
|
|
many a man's premises, and might have been legally ordered off, but
|
|
I am not aware that I have been in many men's houses. I might visit in
|
|
my old clothes a king and queen who lived simply in such a house as
|
|
I have described, if I were going their way; but backing out of a
|
|
modern palace will be all that I shall desire to learn, if ever I am
|
|
caught in one.
|
|
|
|
It would seem as if the very language of our parlors would lose
|
|
all its nerve and degenerate into palaver wholly, our lives pass at
|
|
such remoteness from its symbols, and its metaphors and tropes are
|
|
necessarily so far fetched, through slides and dumbwaiters, as it
|
|
were; in other words, the parlor is so far from the kitchen and
|
|
workshop. The dinner even is only the parable of a dinner, commonly.
|
|
As if only the savage dwelt near enough to Nature and Truth to
|
|
borrow a trope from them. How can the scholar, who dwells away in
|
|
the North West Territory or the Isle of Man, tell what is
|
|
parliamentary in the kitchen?
|
|
|
|
However, only one or two of my guests were ever bold enough to
|
|
stay and eat a hasty-pudding with me; but when they saw that crisis
|
|
approaching they beat a hasty retreat rather, as if it would shake the
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house to its foundations. Nevertheless, it stood through a great
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many hasty-puddings.
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I did not plaster till it was freezing weather. I brought over
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some whiter and cleaner sand for this purpose from the opposite
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shore of the pond in a boat, a sort of conveyance which would have
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tempted me to go much farther if necessary. My house had in the
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meanwhile been shingled down to the ground on every side. In lathing I
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was pleased to be able to send home each nail with a single blow of
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the hammer, and it was my ambition to transfer the plaster from the
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board to the wall neatly and rapidly. I remembered the story of a
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conceited fellow, who, in fine clothes, was wont to lounge about the
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village once, giving advice to workmen. Venturing one day to
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substitute deeds for words, he turned up his cuffs, seized a
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plasterer's board, and having loaded his trowel without mishap, with a
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complacent look toward the lathing overhead, made a bold gesture
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thitherward; and straightway, to his complete discomfiture, received
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the whole contents in his ruffled bosom. I admired anew the economy
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and convenience of plastering, which so effectually shuts out the cold
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and takes a handsome finish, and I learned the various casualties to
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which the plasterer is liable. I was surprised to see how thirsty
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the bricks were which drank up all the moisture in my plaster before I
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had smoothed it, and how many pailfuls of water it takes to christen a
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new hearth. I had the previous winter made a small quantity of lime by
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burning the shells of the Unio fluviatilis, which our river affords,
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for the sake of the experiment; so that I knew where my materials came
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from. I might have got good limestone within a mile or two and
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burned it myself, if I had cared to do so.
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The pond had in the meanwhile skimmed over in the shadiest and
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shallowest coves, some days or even weeks before the general freezing.
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The first ice is especially interesting and perfect, being hard, dark,
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and transparent, and affords the best opportunity that ever offers for
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examining the bottom where it is shallow; for you can lie at your
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length on ice only an inch thick, like a skater insect on the
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surface of the water, and study the bottom at your leisure, only two
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or three inches distant, like a picture behind a glass, and the
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water is necessarily always smooth then. There are many furrows in the
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sand where some creature has travelled about and doubled on its
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tracks; and, for wrecks, it is strewn with the cases of caddis-worms
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made of minute grains of white quartz. Perhaps these have creased
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it, for you find some of their cases in the furrows, though they are
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deep and broad for them to make. But the ice itself is the object of
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most interest, though you must improve the earliest opportunity to
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study it. If you examine it closely the morning after it freezes,
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you find that the greater part of the bubbles, which at first appeared
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to be within it, are against its under surface, and that more are
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continually rising from the bottom; while the ice is as yet
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comparatively solid and dark, that is, you see the water through it.
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These bubbles are from an eightieth to an eighth of an inch in
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diameter, very clear and beautiful, and you see your face reflected in
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them through the ice. There may be thirty or forty of them to a square
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inch. There are also already within the ice narrow oblong
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perpendicular bubbles about half an inch long, sharp cones with the
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apex upward; or oftener, if the ice is quite fresh, minute spherical
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bubbles one directly above another, like a string of beads. But
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these within the ice are not so numerous nor obvious as those beneath.
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I sometimes used to cast on stones to try the strength of the ice, and
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those which broke through carried in air with them, which formed
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very large and conspicuous white bubbles beneath. One day when I
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came to the same place forty-eight hours afterward, I found that those
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large bubbles were still perfect, though an inch more of ice had
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formed, as I could see distinctly by the seam in the edge of a cake.
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But as the last two days had been very warm, like an Indian summer,
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the ice was not now transparent, showing the dark green color of the
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water, and the bottom, but opaque and whitish or gray, and though
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twice as thick was hardly stronger than before, for the air bubbles
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had greatly expanded under this heat and run together, and lost
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their regularity; they were no longer one directly over another, but
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often like silvery coins poured from a bag, one overlapping another,
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or in thin flakes, as if occupying slight cleavages. The beauty of the
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ice was gone, and it was too late to study the bottom. Being curious
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to know what position my great bubbles occupied with regard to the new
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ice, I broke out a cake containing a middling sized one, and turned it
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bottom upward. The new ice had formed around and under the bubble,
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so that it was included between the two ices. It was wholly in the
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lower ice, but close against the upper, and was flattish, or perhaps
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slightly lenticular, with a rounded edge, a quarter of an inch deep by
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four inches in diameter; and I was surprised to find that directly
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under the bubble the ice was melted with great regularity in the
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form of a saucer reversed, to the height of five eighths of an inch in
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the middle, leaving a thin partition there between the water and the
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bubble, hardly an eighth of an inch thick; and in many places the
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small bubbles in this partition had burst out downward, and probably
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there was no ice at all under the largest bubbles, which were a foot
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in diameter. I inferred that the infinite number of minute bubbles
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which I had first seen against the under surface of the ice were now
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frozen in likewise, and that each, in its degree, had operated like
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a burning-glass on the ice beneath to melt and rot it. These are the
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little air-guns which contribute to make the ice crack and whoop.
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At length the winter set in good earnest, just as I had finished
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plastering, and the wind began to howl around the house as if it had
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not had permission to do so till then. Night after night the geese
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came lumbering in the dark with a clangor and a whistling of wings,
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even after the ground was covered with snow, some to alight in Walden,
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and some flying low over the woods toward Fair Haven, bound for
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Mexico. Several times, when returning from the village at ten or
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eleven o'clock at night, I heard the tread of a flock of geese, or
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else ducks, on the dry leaves in the woods by a pond-hole behind my
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dwelling, where they had come up to feed, and the faint honk or
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|
quack of their leader as they hurried off. In 1845 Walden froze
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entirely over for the first time on the night of the 22d of
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|
December, Flint's and other shallower ponds and the river having
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been frozen ten days or more; in '46, the 16th; in '49, about the
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|
31st; and in '50, about the 27th of December; in '52, the 5th of
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|
January; in '53, the 31st of December. The snow had already covered
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the ground since the 25th of November, and surrounded me suddenly with
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the scenery of winter. I withdrew yet farther into my shell, and
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endeavored to keep a bright fire both within my house and within my
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breast. My employment out of doors now was to collect the dead wood in
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the forest, bringing it in my hands or on my shoulders, or sometimes
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|
trailing a dead pine tree under each arm to my shed. An old forest
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fence which had seen its best days was a great haul for me. I
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sacrificed it to Vulcan, for it was past serving the god Terminus. How
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much more interesting an event is that man's supper who has just
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been forth in the snow to hunt, nay, you might say, steal, the fuel to
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|
cook it with! His bread and meat are sweet. There are enough fagots
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|
and waste wood of all kinds in the forests of most of our towns to
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|
support many fires, but which at present warm none, and, some think,
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|
hinder the growth of the young wood. There was also the driftwood of
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|
the pond. In the course of the summer I had discovered a raft of pitch
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pine logs with the bark on, pinned together by the Irish when the
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railroad was built. This I hauled up partly on the shore. After
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soaking two years and then lying high six months it was perfectly
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|
sound, though waterlogged past drying. I amused myself one winter
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|
day with sliding this piecemeal across the pond, nearly half a mile,
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skating behind with one end of a log fifteen feet long on my shoulder,
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|
and the other on the ice; or I tied several logs together with a birch
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|
withe, and then, with a longer birch or alder which had a book at
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the end, dragged them across. Though completely waterlogged and almost
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|
as heavy as lead, they not only burned long, but made a very hot fire;
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nay, I thought that they burned better for the soaking, as if the
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|
pitch, being confined by the water, burned longer, as in a lamp.
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|
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Gilpin, in his account of the forest borderers of England, says that
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"the encroachments of trespassers, and the houses and fences thus
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|
raised on the borders of the forest," were "considered as great
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|
nuisances by the old forest law, and were severely punished under
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|
the name of purprestures, as tending ad terrorem ferarum- ad
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|
nocumentum forestae, etc.," to the frightening of the game and the
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|
detriment of the forest. But I was interested in the preservation of
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|
the venison and the vert more than the hunters or woodchoppers, and as
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|
much as though I had been the Lord Warden himself; and if any part was
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|
burned, though I burned it myself by accident, I grieved with a
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|
grief that lasted longer and was more inconsolable than that of the
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|
proprietors; nay, I grieved when it was cut down by the proprietors
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|
themselves. I would that our farmers when they cut down a forest
|
|
felt some of that awe which the old Romans did when they came to thin,
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|
or let in the light to, a consecrated grove (lucum conlucare), that
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|
is, would believe that it is sacred to some god. The Roman made an
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|
expiatory offering, and prayed, Whatever god or goddess thou art to
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|
whom this grove is sacred, be propitious to me, my family, and
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|
children, etc.
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|
It is remarkable what a value is still put upon wood even in this
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|
age and in this new country, a value more permanent and universal than
|
|
that of gold. After all our discoveries and inventions no man will
|
|
go by a pile of wood. It is as precious to us as it was to our Saxon
|
|
and Norman ancestors. If they made their bows of it, we make our
|
|
gun-stocks of it. Michaux, more than thirty years ago, says that the
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|
price of wood for fuel in New York and Philadelphia "nearly equals,
|
|
and sometimes exceeds, that of the best wood in Paris, though this
|
|
immense capital annually requires more than three hundred thousand
|
|
cords, and is surrounded to the distance of three hundred miles by
|
|
cultivated plains." In this town the price of wood rises almost
|
|
steadily, and the only question is, how much higher it is to be this
|
|
year than it was the last. Mechanics and tradesmen who come in
|
|
person to the forest on no other errand, are sure to attend the wood
|
|
auction, and even pay a high price for the privilege of gleaning after
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|
the woodchopper. It is now many years that men have resorted to the
|
|
forest for fuel and the materials of the arts: the New Englander and
|
|
the New Hollander, the Parisian and the Celt, the farmer and Robin
|
|
Hood, Goody Blake and Harry Gill; in most parts of the world the
|
|
prince and the peasant, the scholar and the savage, equally require
|
|
still a few sticks from the forest to warm them and cook their food.
|
|
Neither could I do without them.
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|
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Every man looks at his wood-pile with a kind of affection. I love to
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|
have mine before my window, and the more chips the better to remind me
|
|
of my pleasing work. I had an old axe which nobody claimed, with which
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|
by spells in winter days, on the sunny side of the house, I played
|
|
about the stumps which I had got out of my bean-field. As my driver
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|
prophesied when I was plowing, they warmed me twice- once while I
|
|
was splitting them, and again when they were on the fire, so that no
|
|
fuel could give out more heat. As for the axe, I was advised to get
|
|
the village blacksmith to "jump" it; but I jumped him, and, putting
|
|
a hickory helve from the woods into it, made it do. If it was dull, it
|
|
was at least hung true.
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|
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A few pieces of fat pine were a great treasure. It is interesting to
|
|
remember how much of this food for fire is still concealed in the
|
|
bowels of the earth. In previous years I had often gone prospecting
|
|
over some bare hillside, where a pitch pine wood had formerly stood,
|
|
and got out the fat pine roots. They are almost indestructible. Stumps
|
|
thirty or forty years old, at least, will still be sound at the
|
|
core, though the sapwood has all become vegetable mould, as appears by
|
|
the scales of the thick bark forming a ring level with the earth
|
|
four or five inches distant from the heart. With axe and shovel you
|
|
explore this mine, and follow the marrowy store, yellow as beef
|
|
tallow, or as if you had struck on a vein of gold, deep into the
|
|
earth. But commonly I kindled my fire with the dry leaves of the
|
|
forest, which I had stored up in my shed before the snow came. Green
|
|
hickory finely split makes the woodchopper's kindlings, when he has
|
|
a camp in the woods. Once in a while I got a little of this. When
|
|
the villagers were lighting their fires beyond the horizon, I too gave
|
|
notice to the various wild inhabitants of Walden vale, by a smoky
|
|
streamer from my chimney, that I was awake.
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|
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|
Light-winged Smoke, Icarian bird,
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|
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|
Melting thy pinions in thy upward flight,
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|
Lark without song, and messenger of dawn,
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|
Circling above the hamlets as thy nest;
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|
Or else, departing dream, and shadowy form
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|
|
|
Of midnight vision, gathering up thy skirts;
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|
By night star-veiling, and by day
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|
|
Darkening the light and blotting out the sun;
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|
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|
Go thou my incense upward from this hearth,
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|
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|
And ask the gods to pardon this clear flame.
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|
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|
Hard green wood just cut, though I used but little of that, answered
|
|
my purpose better than any other. I sometimes left a good fire when
|
|
I went to take a walk in a winter afternoon; and when I returned,
|
|
three or four hours afterward, it would be still alive and glowing. My
|
|
house was not empty though I was gone. It was as if I had left a
|
|
cheerful housekeeper behind. It was I and Fire that lived there; and
|
|
commonly my housekeeper proved trustworthy. One day, however, as I was
|
|
splitting wood, I thought that I would just look in at the window
|
|
and see if the house was not on fire; it was the only time I
|
|
remember to have been particularly anxious on this score; so I
|
|
looked and saw that a spark had caught my bed, and I went in and
|
|
extinguished it when it had burned a place as big as my hand. But my
|
|
house occupied so sunny and sheltered a position, and its roof was
|
|
so low, that I could afford to let the fire go out in the middle of
|
|
almost any winter day.
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|
|
|
The moles nested in my cellar, nibbling every third potato, and
|
|
making a snug bed even there of some hair left after plastering and of
|
|
brown paper; for even the wildest animals love comfort and warmth as
|
|
well as man, and they survive the winter only because they are so
|
|
careful to secure them. Some of my friends spoke as if I was coming to
|
|
the woods on purpose to freeze myself. The animal merely makes a
|
|
bed, which he warms with his body, in a sheltered place; but man,
|
|
having discovered fire, boxes up some air in a spacious apartment, and
|
|
warms that, instead of robbing himself, makes that his bed, in which
|
|
he can move about divested of more cumbrous clothing, maintain a
|
|
kind of summer in the midst of winter, and by means of windows even
|
|
admit the light, and with a lamp lengthen out the day. Thus he goes
|
|
a step or two beyond instinct, and saves a little time for the fine
|
|
arts. Though, when I had been exposed to the rudest blasts a long
|
|
time, my whole body began to grow torpid, when I reached the genial
|
|
atmosphere of my house I soon recovered my faculties and prolonged
|
|
my life. But the most luxuriously housed has little to boast of in
|
|
this respect, nor need we trouble ourselves to speculate how the human
|
|
race may be at last destroyed. It would be easy to cut their threads
|
|
any time with a little sharper blast from the north. We go on dating
|
|
from Cold Fridays and Great Snows; but a little colder Friday, or
|
|
greater snow would put a period to man's existence on the globe.
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|
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|
The next winter I used a small cooking-stove for economy, since I
|
|
did not own the forest; but it did not keep fire so well as the open
|
|
fireplace. Cooking was then, for the most part, no longer a poetic,
|
|
but merely a chemic process. It will soon be forgotten, in these
|
|
days of stoves, that we used to roast potatoes in the ashes, after the
|
|
Indian fashion. The stove not only took up room and scented the house,
|
|
but it concealed the fire, and I felt as if I had lost a companion.
|
|
You can always see a face in the fire. The laborer, looking into it at
|
|
evening, pulifies his thoughts of the dross and earthiness which
|
|
they have accumulated during the day. But I could no longer sit and
|
|
look into the fire, and the pertinent words of a poet recurred to me
|
|
with new force.
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|
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|
"Never, bright flame, may be denied to me
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|
Thy dear, life imaging, close sympathy.
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|
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|
What but my hopes shot upward e'er so bright?
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|
What but my fortunes sunk so low in night?
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Why art thou banished from our hearth and hall,
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|
Thou who art welcomed and beloved by all?
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|
Was thy existence then too fanciful
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|
For our life's common light, who are so dull?
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|
Did thy bright gleam mysterious converse hold
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|
With our congenial souls? secrets too bold?
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|
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|
Well, we are safe and strong, for now we sit
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|
|
Beside a hearth where no dim shadows flit,
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|
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|
Where nothing cheers nor saddens, but a fire
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|
|
|
Warms feet and hands- nor does to more aspire;
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|
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|
By whose compact utilitarian heap
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|
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|
The present may sit down and go to sleep,
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|
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|
Nor fear the ghosts who from the dim past walked,
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|
|
|
And with us by the unequal light of the old wood fire talked."
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|
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|
FORMER INHABITANTS; AND WINTER VISITORS.
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|
I WEATHERED some merry snow-storms, and spent some cheerful winter
|
|
evenings by my fireside, while the snow whirled wildly without, and
|
|
even the hooting of the owl was hushed. For many weeks I met no one in
|
|
my walks but those who came occasionally to cut wood and sled it to
|
|
the village. The elements, however, abetted me in making a path
|
|
through the deepest snow in the woods, for when I had once gone
|
|
through the wind blew the oak leaves into my tracks, where they
|
|
lodged, and by absorbing the rays of the sun melted the snow, and so
|
|
not only made a my bed for my feet, but in the night their dark line
|
|
was my guide. For human society I was obliged to conjure up the former
|
|
occupants of these woods. Within the memory of many of my townsmen the
|
|
road near which my house stands resounded with the laugh and gossip of
|
|
inhabitants, and the woods which border it were notched and dotted
|
|
here and there with their little gardens and dwellings, though it
|
|
was then much more shut in by the forest than now. In some places,
|
|
within my own remembrance, the pines would scrape both sides of a
|
|
chaise at once, and women and children who were compelled to go this
|
|
way to Lincoln alone and on foot did it with fear, and often ran a
|
|
good part of the distance. Though mainly but a humble route to
|
|
neighboring villages, or for the woodman's team, it once amused the
|
|
traveller more than now by its variety, and lingered longer in his
|
|
memory. Where now firm open fields stretch from the village to the
|
|
woods, it then ran through a maple swamp on a foundation of logs,
|
|
the remnants of which, doubtless, still underlie the present dusty
|
|
highway, from the Stratton, now the Alms-House, Farm, to Brister's
|
|
Hill.
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|
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|
East of my bean-field, across the road, lived Cato Ingraham, slave
|
|
of Duncan Ingraham, Esquire, gentleman, of Concord village, who
|
|
built his slave a house, and gave him permission to live in Walden
|
|
Woods;- Cato, not Uticensis, but Concordiensis. Some say that he was a
|
|
Guinea Negro. There are a few who remember his little patch among
|
|
the walnuts, which he let row up till he should be old and need
|
|
them; but a younger and whiter speculator got them at last. He too,
|
|
however, occupies an equally narrow house at present. Cato's
|
|
half-obliterated cellar-hole still remains, though known to few, being
|
|
concealed from the traveller by a fringe of pines. It is now filled
|
|
with the smooth sumach (Rhus glabra), and one of the earliest
|
|
species of goldenrod (Solidago stricta) grows there luxuriantly.
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|
|
|
Here, by the very corner of my field, still nearer to town,
|
|
Zilpha, a colored woman, had her little house, where she spun linen
|
|
for the townsfolk, making the Walden Woods ring with her shrill
|
|
singing, for she had a loud and notable voice. At length, in the war
|
|
of 1812, her dwelling was set on fire by English soldiers, prisoners
|
|
on parole, when she was away, and her cat and dog and hens were all
|
|
burned up together. She led a hard life, and somewhat inhumane. One
|
|
old frequenter of these woods remembers, that as he passed her house
|
|
one noon he heard her muttering to herself over her gurgling pot-
|
|
"Ye are all bones, bones!" I have seen bricks amid the oak copse
|
|
there.
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|
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|
Down the road, on the right hand, on Brister's Hill, lived Brister
|
|
Freeman, "a handy Negro," slave of Squire Cummings once-there where
|
|
grow still the apple trees which Brister planted and tended; large old
|
|
trees now, but their fruit still wild and ciderish to my taste. Not
|
|
long since I read his epitaph in the old Lincoln burying-ground, a
|
|
little on one side, near the unmarked graves of some British
|
|
grenadiers who fell in the retreat from Concord- where he is styled
|
|
"Sippio Brister"- Scipio Africanus he had some title to be called-
|
|
"a man of color," as if he were discolored. It also told me, with
|
|
staring emphasis, when he died; which was but an indirect way of
|
|
informing me that he ever lived. With him dwelt Fenda, his
|
|
hospitable wife, who told fortunes, yet pleasantly-large, round, and
|
|
black, blacker than any of the children of night, such a dusky orb
|
|
as never rose on Concord before or since.
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|
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|
Farther down the hill, on the left, on the old road in the woods,
|
|
are marks of some homestead of the Stratton family; whose orchard once
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covered all the slope of Brister's Hill, but was long since killed out
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by pitch pines, excepting a few stumps, whose old roots furnish
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still the wild stocks of many a thrifty village tree.
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Nearer yet to town, you come to Breed's location, on the other
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side of the way, just on the edge of the wood; ground famous for the
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pranks of a demon not distinctly named in old mythology, who has acted
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a prominent and astounding part in our New England life, and deserves,
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as much as any mythological character, to have his biography written
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one day; who first comes in the guise of a friend or hired man, and
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then robs and murders the whole family- New-England Rum. But history
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must not yet tell the tragedies enacted here; let time intervene in
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some measure to assuage and lend an azure tint to them. Here the
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most indistinct and dubious tradition says that once a tavern stood;
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the well the same, which tempered the traveller's beverage and
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refreshed his steed. Here then men saluted one another, and heard
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and told the news, and went their ways again.
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Breed's hut was standing only a dozen years ago, though it had
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long been unoccupied. It was about the size of mine. It was set on
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fire by mischievous boys, one Election night, if I do not mistake. I
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lived on the edge of the village then, and had just lost myself over
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Davenant's "Gondibert," that winter that I labored with a lethargy-
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which, by the way, I never knew whether to regard as a family
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complaint, having an uncle who goes to sleep shaving himself, and is
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obliged to sprout potatoes in a cellar Sundays, in order to keep awake
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and keep the Sabbath, or as the consequence of my attempt to read
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Chalmers' collection of English poetry without skipping. It fairly
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overcame my Nervii. I had just sunk my head on this when the bells
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rung fire, and in hot haste the engines rolled that way, led by a
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straggling troop of men and boys, and I among the foremost, for I
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had leaped the brook. We thought it was far south over the woods- we
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who had run to fires before- barn, shop, or dwelling-house, or all
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together. "It's Baker's barn," cried one. "It is the Codman place,"
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affirmed another. And then fresh sparks went up above the wood, as
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if the roof fell in, and we all shouted "Concord to the rescue!"
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Wagons shot past with furious speed and crushing loads, bearing,
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perchance, among the rest, the agent of the Insurance Company, who was
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bound to go however far; and ever and anon the engine bell tinkled
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behind, more slow and sure; and rearmost of all, as it was afterward
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whispered, came they who set the fire and gave the alarm. Thus we kept
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on like true idealists, rejecting the evidence of our senses, until at
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a turn in the road we heard the crackling and actually felt the heat
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of the fire from over the wall, and realized, alas! that we were
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there. The very nearness of the fire but cooled our ardor. At first we
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thought to throw a frog-pond on to it; but concluded to let it burn,
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it was so far gone and so worthless. So we stood round our engine,
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jostled one another, expressed our sentiments through
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speaking-trumpets, or in lower tone referred to the great
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conflagrations which the world has witnessed, including Bascom's shop,
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and, between ourselves, we thought that, were we there in season
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with our "tub," and a full frog-pond by, we could turn that threatened
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last and universal one into another flood. We finally retreated
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without doing any mischief- returned to sleep and "Gondibert." But
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as for "Gondibert," I would except that passage in the preface about
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wit being the soul's powder- "but most of mankind are strangers to
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wit, as Indians are to powder."
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It chanced that I walked that way across the fields the following
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night, about the same hour, and hearing a low moaning at this spot,
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I drew near in the dark, and discovered the only survivor of the
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family that I know, the heir of both its virtues and its vices, who
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alone was interested in this burning, lying on his stomach and looking
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over the cellar wall at the still smouldering cinders beneath,
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muttering to himself, as is his wont. He had been working far off in
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the river meadows all day, and had improved the first moments that
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he could call his own to visit the home of his fathers and his
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youth. He gazed into the cellar from all sides and points of view by
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turns, always lying down to it, as if there was some treasure, which
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he remembered, concealed between the stones, where there was
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absolutely nothing but a heap of bricks and ashes. The house being
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gone, he looked at what there was left. He was soothed by the sympathy
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which my mere presence, implied, and showed me, as well as the
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darkness permitted, where the well was covered up; which, thank
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Heaven, could never be burned; and he groped long about the wall to
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find the well-sweep which his father had cut and mounted, feeling
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for the iron hook or staple by which a burden had been fastened to the
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heavy end- all that he could now cling to- to convince me that it
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was no common "rider." I felt it, and still remark it almost daily
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in my walks, for by it hangs the history of a family.
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Once more, on the left, where are seen the well and lilac bushes
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by the wall, in the now open field, lived Nutting and Le Grosse. But
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to return toward Lincoln.
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Farther in the woods than any of these, where the road approaches
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nearest to the pond, Wyman the potter squatted, and furnished his
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townsmen with earthenware, and left descendants to succeed him.
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Neither were they rich in worldly goods, holding the land by
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|
sufferance while they lived; and there often the sheriff came in
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vain to collect the taxes, and "attached a chip," for form's sake,
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as I have read in his accounts, there being nothing else that he could
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lay his hands on. One day in midsummer, when I was hoeing, a man who
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was carrying a load of pottery to market stopped his horse against
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my field and inquired concerning Wyman the younger. He had long ago
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bought a potter's wheel of him, and wished to know what had become
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of him. I had read of the potter's clay and wheel in Scripture, but it
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had never occurred to me that the pots we use were not such as had
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come down unbroken from those days, or grown on trees like gourds
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somewhere, and I was pleased to hear that so fictile an art was ever
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practiced in my neighborhood.
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The last inhabitant of these woods before me was an Irishman, Hugh
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Quoil (if I have spelt his name with coil enough), who occupied
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Wyman's tenement- Col. Quoil, he was called. Rumor said that he had
|
|
been a soldier at Waterloo. If he had lived I should have made him
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|
fight his battles over again. His trade here was that of a ditcher.
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Napoleon went to St. Helena; Quoil came to Walden Woods. All I know of
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|
him is tragic. He was a man of manners, like one who had seen the
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world, and was capable of more civil speech than you could well attend
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to. He wore a greatcoat in midsummer, being affected with the
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|
trembling delirium, and his face was the color of carmine. He died
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|
in the road at the foot of Brister's Hill shortly after I came to
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the woods, so that I have not remembered him as a neighbor. Before his
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house was pulled down, when his comrades avoided it as "an unlucky
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|
castle," I visited it. There lay his old clothes curled up by use,
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|
as if they were himself, upon his raised plank bed. His pipe lay
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|
broken on the hearth, instead of a bowl broken at the fountain. The
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last could never have been the symbol of his death, for he confessed
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|
to me that, though he had heard of Brister's Spring, he had never seen
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|
it; and soiled cards, kings of diamonds, spades, and hearts, were
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|
scattered over the floor. One black chicken which the administrator
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|
could not catch, black as night and as silent, not even croaking,
|
|
awaiting Reynard, still went to roost in the next apartment. In the
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|
rear there was the dim outline of a garden, which had been planted but
|
|
had never received its first hoeing, owing to those terrible shaking
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|
fits, though it was now harvest time. It was overrun with Roman
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|
wormwood and beggar-ticks, which last stuck to my clothes for all
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|
fruit. The skin of a woodchuck was freshly stretched upon the back
|
|
of the house, a trophy of his last Waterloo; but no warm cap or
|
|
mittens would he want more.
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Now only a dent in the earth marks the site of these dwellings, with
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|
buried cellar stones, and strawberries, raspberries, thimbleberries,
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|
hazel-bushes, and sumachs growing in the sunny sward there; some pitch
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|
pine or gnarled oak occupies what was the chimney nook, and a
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|
sweet-scented black birch, perhaps, waves where the door-stone was.
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|
Sometimes the well dent is visible, where once a spring oozed; now dry
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|
and tearless grass; or it was covered deep- not to be discovered
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|
till some late day- with a flat stone under the sod, when the last
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|
of the race departed. What a sorrowful act must that be- the
|
|
covering up of wells! coincident with the opening of wells of tears.
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|
These cellar dents, like deserted fox burrows, old holes, are all that
|
|
is left where once were the stir and bustle of human life, and
|
|
"fate, free will, foreknowledge absolute," in some form and dialect or
|
|
other were by turns discussed. But all I can learn of their
|
|
conclusions amounts to just this, that "Cato and Brister pulled wool";
|
|
which is about as edifying as the history of more famous schools of
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|
philosophy.
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|
Still grows the vivacious lilac a generation after the door and
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|
lintel and the sill are gone, unfolding its sweet-scented flowers each
|
|
spring, to be plucked by the musing traveller; planted and tended once
|
|
by children's hands, hi front-yard plots- now standing by wallsides in
|
|
retired pastures, and giving place to new- rising forests;- the last
|
|
of that stirp, sole survivor of that family. Little did the dusky
|
|
children think that the puny slip with its two eyes only, which they
|
|
stuck in the ground in the shadow of the house and daily watered,
|
|
would root itself so, and outlive them, and house itself in the rear
|
|
that shaded it, and grown man's garden and orchard, and tell their
|
|
story faintly to the lone wanderer a half-century after they had grown
|
|
up and died- blossoming as fair, and smelling as sweet, as in that
|
|
first spring. I mark its still tender, civil, cheerful lilac colors.
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|
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|
But this small village, germ of something more, why did it fail
|
|
while Concord keeps its ground? Were there no natural advantages- no
|
|
water privileges, forsooth? Ay, the deep Walden Pond and cool
|
|
Brister's Spring- privilege to drink long and healthy draughts at
|
|
these, all unimproved by these men but to dilute their glass. They
|
|
were universally a thirsty race. Might not the basket, stable-broom,
|
|
mat-making, corn-parching, linen-spinning, and pottery business have
|
|
thrived here, making the wilderness to blossom like the rose, and a
|
|
numerous posterity have inherited the land of their fathers? The
|
|
sterile soil would at least have been proof against a lowland
|
|
degeneracy. Alas! how little does the memory of these human
|
|
inhabitants enhance the beauty of the landscape! Again, perhaps,
|
|
Nature will try, with me for a first settler, and my house raised last
|
|
spring to be the oldest in the hamlet.
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|
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|
I am not aware that any man has ever built on the spot which I
|
|
occupy. Deliver me from a city built on the site of a more ancient
|
|
city, whose materials are ruins, whose gardens cemeteries. The soil is
|
|
blanched and accursed there, and before that becomes necessary the
|
|
earth itself will be destroyed. With such reminiscences I repeopled
|
|
the woods and lulled myself asleep.
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|
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|
At this season I seldom had a visitor. When the snow lay deepest
|
|
no wanderer ventured near my house for a week or fortnight at a
|
|
time, but there I lived as snug as a meadow mouse, or as cattle and
|
|
poultry which are said to have survived for a long time buried in
|
|
drifts, even without food; or like that early settler's family in
|
|
the town of Sutton, in this State, whose cottage was completely
|
|
covered by the great snow of 1717 when he was absent, and an Indian
|
|
found it only by the hole which the chimney's breath made in the
|
|
drift, and so relieved the family. But no friendly Indian concerned
|
|
himself about me; nor needed he, for the master of the house was at
|
|
home. The Great Snow! How cheerful it is to hear of! When the
|
|
farmers could not get to the woods and swamps with their teams, and
|
|
were obliged to cut down the shade trees before their houses, and,
|
|
when the crust was harder, cut off the trees in the swamps, ten feet
|
|
from the ground, as it appeared the next spring.
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|
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|
In the deepest snows, the path which I used from the highway to my
|
|
house, about half a mile long, might have been represented by a
|
|
meandering dotted line, with wide intervals between the dots. For a
|
|
week of even weather I took exactly the same number of steps, and of
|
|
the same length, coming and going, stepping deliberately and with
|
|
the precision of a pair of dividers in my own deep tracks- to such
|
|
routine the winter reduces us- yet often they were filled with
|
|
heaven's own blue. But no weather interfered fatally with my walks, or
|
|
rather my going abroad, for I frequently tramped eight or ten miles
|
|
through the deepest snow to keep an appointment with a beech tree,
|
|
or a yellow birch, or an old acquaintance among the pines; when the
|
|
ice and snow causing their limbs to droop, and so sharpening their
|
|
tops, had changed the pines into fir trees; wading to the tops of
|
|
the highest bills when the show was nearly two feet deep on a level,
|
|
and shaking down another snow-storm on my head at every step; or
|
|
sometimes creeping and floundering thither on my hands and knees, when
|
|
the hunters had gone into winter quarters. One afternoon I amused
|
|
myself by watching a barred owl (Strix nebulosa) sitting on one of the
|
|
lower dead limbs of a white pine, close to the trunk, in broad
|
|
daylight, I standing within a rod of him. He could hear me when I
|
|
moved and cronched the snow with my feet, but could not plainly see
|
|
me. When I made most noise he would stretch out his neck, and erect
|
|
his neck feathers, and open his eyes wide; but their lids soon fell
|
|
again, and he began to nod. I too felt a slumberous influence after
|
|
watching him half an hour, as he sat thus with his eyes half open,
|
|
like a cat, winged brother of the cat. There was only a narrow slit
|
|
left between their lids, by which be preserved a pennisular relation
|
|
to me; thus, with half-shut eyes, looking out from the land of dreams,
|
|
and endeavoring to realize me, vague object or mote that interrupted
|
|
his visions. At length, on some louder noise or my nearer approach, he
|
|
would grow uneasy and sluggishly turn about on his perch, as if
|
|
impatient at having his dreams disturbed; and when he launched himself
|
|
off and flapped through the pines, spreading his wings to unexpected
|
|
breadth, I could not hear the slightest sound from them. Thus,
|
|
guided amid the pine boughs rather by a delicate sense of their
|
|
neighborhood than by sight, feeling his twilight way, as it were, with
|
|
his sensitive pinions, he found a new perch, where he might in peace
|
|
await the dawning of his day.
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|
|
|
As I walked over the long causeway made for the railroad through the
|
|
meadows, I encountered many a blustering and nipping wind, for nowhere
|
|
has it freer play; and when the frost had smitten me on one cheek,
|
|
heathen as I was, I turned to it the other also. Nor was it much
|
|
better by the carriage road from Brister's Hill. For I came to town
|
|
still, like a friendly Indian, when the contents of the broad open
|
|
fields were all piled up between the walls of the Walden road, and
|
|
half an hour sufficed to obliterate the tracks of the last
|
|
traveller. And when I returned new drifts would have formed, through
|
|
which I floundered, where the busy northwest wind had been
|
|
depositing the powdery snow round a sharp angle in the road, and not a
|
|
rabbit's track, nor even the fine print, the small type, of a meadow
|
|
mouse was to be seen. Yet I rarely failed to find, even in
|
|
midwinter, some warm and springly swamp where the grass and the
|
|
skunk-cabbage still put forth with perennial verdure, and some hardier
|
|
bird occasionally awaited the return of spring.
|
|
|
|
Sometimes, notwithstanding the snow, when I returned from my walk at
|
|
evening I crossed the deep tracks of a woodchopper leading from my
|
|
door, and found his pile of whittlings on the hearth, and my house
|
|
filled with the odor of his pipe. Or on a Sunday afternoon, if I
|
|
chanced to be at home, I heard the cronching of the snow made by the
|
|
step of a long-headed farmer, who from far through the woods sought my
|
|
house, to have a social "crack"; one of the few of his vocation who
|
|
are "men on their farms"; who donned a frock instead of a
|
|
professor's gown, and is as ready to extract the moral out of church
|
|
or state as to haul a load of manure from his barn-yard. We talked
|
|
of rude and simple times, when men sat about large fires in cold,
|
|
bracing weather, with clear heads; and when other dessert failed, we
|
|
tried our teeth on many a nut which wise squirrels have long since
|
|
abandoned, for those which have the thickest shells are commonly
|
|
empty.
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|
|
|
The one who came from farthest to my lodge, through deepest snows
|
|
and most dismal tempests, was a poet. A farmer, a hunter, a soldier, a
|
|
reporter, even a philosopher, may be daunted; but nothing can deter
|
|
a poet, for he is actuated by pure love. Who can predict his comings
|
|
and goings? His business calls him out at all hours, even when doctors
|
|
sleep. We made that small house ring with boisterous mirth and resound
|
|
with the murmur of much sober talk, making amends then to Walden
|
|
vale for the long silences. Broadway was still and deserted in
|
|
comparison. At suitable intervals there were regular salutes of
|
|
laughter, which might have been referred indifferently to the
|
|
last-uttered or the forth-coming jest. We made many a "bran new"
|
|
theory of life over a thin dish of gruel, which combined the
|
|
advantages of conviviality with the clear-headedness which
|
|
philosophy requires.
|
|
|
|
I should not forget that during my last winter at the pond there was
|
|
another welcome visitor, who at one time came through the village,
|
|
through snow and rain and darkness, till he saw my lamp through the
|
|
trees, and shared with me some long winter evenings. One of the last
|
|
of the philosophers- Connecticut gave him to the world- he peddled
|
|
first her wares, afterwards, as he declares, his brains. These he
|
|
peddles still, prompting God and disgracing man, bearing for fruit his
|
|
brain only, like the nut its kernel. I think that he must be the man
|
|
of the most faith of any alive. His words and attitude always
|
|
suppose a better state of things than other men are acquainted with,
|
|
and he will be the last man to be disappointed as the ages revolve. He
|
|
has no venture in the present. But though comparatively disregarded
|
|
now, when his day comes, laws unsuspected by most will take effect,
|
|
and masters of families and rulers will come to him for advice.
|
|
|
|
"How blind that cannot see serenity!"
|
|
|
|
A true friend of man; almost the only friend of human progress. An Old
|
|
Mortality, say rather an Immortality, with unwearied patience and
|
|
faith making plain the image engraven in men's bodies, the God of whom
|
|
they are but defaced and leaning monuments. With his hospitable
|
|
intellect he embraces children, beggars, insane, and scholars, and
|
|
entertains the thought of all, adding to it commonly some breadth
|
|
and elegance. I think that he should keep a caravansary on the world's
|
|
highway, where philosophers of all nations might put up, and on his
|
|
sign should be printed, "Entertainment for man, but not for his beast.
|
|
Enter ye that have leisure and a quiet mind, who earnestly seek the
|
|
right road." He is perhaps the sanest man and has the fewest crotchets
|
|
of any I chance to know; the same yesterday and tomorrow. Of yore we
|
|
had sauntered and talked, and effectually put the world behind us; for
|
|
he was pledged to no institution in it, freeborn, ingenuus.
|
|
Whichever way we turned, it seemed that the heavens and the earth
|
|
had met together, since he enhanced the beauty of the landscape. A
|
|
blue-robed man, whose fittest roof is the overarching sky which
|
|
reflects his serenity. I do not see how he can ever die; Nature cannot
|
|
spare him.
|
|
|
|
Having each some shingles of thought well dried, we sat and whittled
|
|
them, trying our knives, and admiring the clear yellowish grain of the
|
|
pumpkin pine. We waded so gently and reverently, or we pulled together
|
|
so smoothly, that the fishes of thought were not seared from the
|
|
stream, nor feared any angler on the bank, but came and went
|
|
grandly, like the clouds which float through the western sky, and
|
|
the mother-o'-pearl flocks which sometimes form and dissolve there.
|
|
There we worked, revising mythology, rounding a fable here and
|
|
there, and building castles in the air for which earth offered no
|
|
worthy foundation. Great Looker! Great Expecter! to converse with whom
|
|
was a New England Night's Entertainment. Ah! such discourse we had,
|
|
hermit and philosopher, and the old settler I have spoken of- we
|
|
three- it expanded and racked my little house; I should not dare to
|
|
say how many pounds' weight there was above the atmospheric pressure
|
|
on every circular inch; it opened its seams so that they had to be
|
|
calked with much dulness thereafter to stop the consequent leak;-
|
|
but I had enough of that kind of oakum already picked.
|
|
|
|
There was one other with whom I had "solid seasons," long to be
|
|
remembered, at his house in the village, and who looked in upon me
|
|
from time to time; but I had no more for society there.
|
|
|
|
There too, as everywhere, I sometimes expected the Visitor who never
|
|
comes. The Vishnu Purana says, "The house-holder is to remain at
|
|
eventide in his courtyard as long as it takes to milk a cow, or longer
|
|
if he pleases, to await the arrival of a guest." I often performed
|
|
this duty of hospitality, waited long enough to milk a whole herd of
|
|
cows, but did not see the man approaching from the town.
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|
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|
WINTER ANIMALS.
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|
|
|
WHEN THE ponds were firmly frozen, they afforded not only new and
|
|
shorter routes to many points, but new views from their surfaces of
|
|
the familiar landscape around them. When I crossed Flint's Pond, after
|
|
it was covered with snow, though I had often paddled about and
|
|
skated over it, it was so unexpectedly wide and so strange that I
|
|
could think of nothing but Baffin's Bay. The Lincoln hills rose up
|
|
around me at the extremity of a snowy plain, in which I did not
|
|
remember to have stood before; and the fishermen, at an indeterminable
|
|
distance over the ice, moving slowly about with their wolfish dogs,
|
|
passed for sealers, or Esquimaux, or in misty weather loomed like
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fabulous creatures, and I did not know whether they were giants or
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pygmies. I took this course when I went to lecture in Lincoln in the
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evening, travelling in no road and passing no house between my own hut
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and the lecture room. In Goose Pond, which lay in my way, a colony
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of muskrats dwelt, and raised their cabins high above the ice,
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though none could be seen abroad when I crossed it. Walden, being like
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the rest usually bare of snow, or with only shallow and interrupted
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drifts on it, was my yard where I could walk freely when the snow
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was nearly two feet deep on a level elsewhere and the villagers were
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confined to their streets. There, far from the village street, and
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except at very long intervals, from the jingle of sleigh-bells, I slid
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and skated, as in a vast moose-yard well trodden, overhung by oak
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woods and solemn pines bent down with snow or bristling with icicles.
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For sounds in winter nights, and often in winter days, I heard the
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forlorn but melodious note of a hooting owl indefinitely far; such a
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sound as the frozen earth would yield if struck with a suitable
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plectrum, the very lingua vernacula of Walden Wood, and quite familiar
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to me at last, though I never saw the bird while it was making it. I
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seldom opened my door in a winter evening without hearing it; Hoo
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hoo hoo, hoorer, hoo, sounded sonorously, and the first three
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syllables accented somewhat like how der do; or sometimes hoo, hoo
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only. One night in the beginning of winter, before the pond froze
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over, about nine o'clock, I was startled by the loud honking of a
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goose, and, stepping to the door, heard the sound of their wings
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like a tempest in the woods as they flew low over my house. They
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passed over the pond toward Fair Haven, seemingly deterred from
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settling by my light, their commodore honking all the while with a
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regular beat. Suddenly an unmistakable cat owl from very near me, with
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the most harsh and tremendous voice I ever heard from any inhabitant
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of the woods, responded at regular intervals to the goose, as if
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determined to expose and disgrace this intruder from Hudson's Bay by
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exhibiting a greater compass and volume of voice in a native, and
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boo-hoo him out of Concord horizon. What do you mean by alarming the
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citadel at this time of night consecrated to me? Do you think I am
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ever caught napping at such an hour, and that I have not got lungs and
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a larynx as well as yourself? Boo-hoo, boo-hoo, boo-hoo! It was one of
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the most thrilling discords I ever heard. And yet, if you had a
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discriminating ear, there were in it the elements of a concord such as
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these plains never saw nor heard.
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I also heard the whooping of the ice in the pond, my great
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bed-fellow in that part of Concord, as if it were restless in its
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bed and would fain turn over, were troubled with flatulency and had
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dreams; or I was waked by the cracking of the ground by the frost,
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as if some one had driven a team against my door, and in the morning
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would find a crack in the earth a quarter of a mile long and a third
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of an inch wide.
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Sometimes I heard the foxes as they ranged over the snow-crust, in
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moonlight nights, in search of a partridge or other game, barking
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raggedly and demoniacally like forest dogs, as if laboring with some
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anxiety, or seeking expression, struggling for light and to be dogs
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outright and run freely in the streets; for if we take the ages into
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our account, may there not be a civilization going on among brutes
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as well as men? They seemed to me to be rudimental, burrowing men,
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still standing on their defence, awaiting their transformation.
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Sometimes one came near to my window, attracted by my light, barked
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a vulpine curse at me, and then retreated.
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Usually the red squirrel (Sciurus Hudsonius) waked me in the dawn,
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coursing over the roof and up and down the sides of the house, as if
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sent out of the woods for this purpose. In the course of the winter
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I threw out half a bushel of ears of sweet corn, which had not got
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ripe, on to the snow-crust by my door, and was amused by watching
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the motions of the various animals which were baited by it. In the
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twilight and the night the rabbits came regularly and made a hearty
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meal. All day long the red squirrels came and went, and afforded me
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much entertainment by their manoeuvres. One would approach at first
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warily through the shrub oaks, running over the snow-crust by fits and
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starts like a leaf blown by the wind, now a few paces this way, with
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wonderful speed and waste of energy, making inconceivable haste with
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his "trotters," as if it were for a wager, and now as many paces
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that way, but never getting on more than half a rod at a time; and
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then suddenly pausing with a ludicrous expression and a gratuitous
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somerset, as if all the eyes in the universe were eyed on him- for all
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the motions of a squirrel, even in the most solitary recesses of the
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forest, imply spectators as much as those of a dancing girl- wasting
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|
more time in delay and circumspection than would have sufficed to walk
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the whole distance- I never saw one walk- and then suddenly, before
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you could say Jack Robinson, he would be in the top of a young pitch
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pine, winding up his clock and chiding all imaginary spectators,
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soliloquizing and talking to all the universe at the same time- for no
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reason that I could ever detect, or he himself was aware of, I
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suspect. At length he would reach the corn, and selecting a suitable
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ear, frisk about in the same uncertain trigonometrical way to the
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topmost stick of my wood-pile, before my window, where he looked me in
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the face, and there sit for hours, supplying himself with a new ear
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from time to time, nibbling at first voraciously and throwing the
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half-naked cobs about; till at length he grew more dainty still and
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played with his food, tasting only the inside of the kernel, and the
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ear, which was held balanced over the stick by one paw, slipped from
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his careless grasp and fell to the ground, when he would look over
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at it with a ludicrous expression of uncertainty, as if suspecting
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that it had life, with a mind not made up whether to get it again,
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or a new one, or be off; now thinking of corn, then listening to
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hear what was in the wind. So the little impudent fellow would waste
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many an ear in a forenoon; till at last, seizing some longer and
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plumper one, considerably bigger than himself, and skilfully balancing
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it, he would set out with it to the woods, like a tiger with a
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buffalo, by the same zig-zag course and frequent pauses, scratching
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along with it as if it were too heavy for him and falling all the
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while, making its fall a diagonal between a perpendicular and
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horizontal, being determined to put it through at any rate;- a
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singularly frivolous and whimsical fellow;- and so he would get off
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with it to where he lived, perhaps carry it to the top of a pine
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tree forty or fifty rods distant, and I would afterwards find the cobs
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strewn about the woods in various directions.
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At length the jays arrive, whose discordant screams were heard
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long before, as they were warily making their approach an eighth of
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|
a mile off, and in a stealthy and sneaking manner they flit from
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tree to tree, nearer and nearer, and pick up the kernels which the
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|
squirrels have dropped. Then, sitting on a pitch pine bough, they
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|
attempt to swallow in their haste a kernel which is too big for
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|
their throats and chokes them; and after great labor they disgorge it,
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|
and spend an hour in the endeavor to crack it by repeated blows with
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their bills. They were manifestly thieves, and I had not much
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respect for them; but the squirrels, though at first shy, went to work
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as if they were taking what was their own.
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Meanwhile also came the chickadees in flocks, which, picking up
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the crumbs the squirrels had dropped, flew to the nearest twig and,
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|
placing them under their claws, hammered away at them with their
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|
little bills, as if it were an insect in the bark, till they were
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|
sufficiently reduced for their slender throats. A little flock of
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these titmice came daily to pick a dinner out of my woodpile, or the
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crumbs at my door, with faint flitting lisping notes, like the
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|
tinkling of icicles in the grass, or else with sprightly day day
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|
day, or more rarely, in springlike days, a wiry summery phebe from the
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|
woodside. They were so familiar that at length one alighted on an
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|
armful of wood which I was carrying in, and pecked at the sticks
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|
without fear. I once had a sparrow alight upon my shoulder for a
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|
moment while I was hoeing in a village garden, and I felt that I was
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|
more distinguished by that circumstance than I should have been by any
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|
epaulet I could have worn. The squirrels also grew at last to be quite
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|
familiar, and occasionally stepped upon my shoe, when that was the
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|
nearest way.
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When the ground was not yet quite covered, and again near the end of
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|
winter, when the snow was melted on my south hillside and about my
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|
wood-pile, the partridges came out of the woods morning and evening to
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|
feed there. Whichever side you walk in the woods the partridge
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|
bursts away on whirring wings, jarring the snow from the dry leaves
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|
and twigs on high, which comes sifting down in the sunbeams like
|
|
golden dust, for this brave bird is not to be scared by winter. It
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|
is frequently covered up by drifts, and, it is said, "sometimes
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|
plunges from on wing into the soft snow, where it remains concealed
|
|
for a day or two." I used to start them in the open land also, where
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|
they had come out of the woods at sunset to "bud" the wild apple
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|
trees. They will come regularly every evening to particular trees,
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|
where the cunning sportsman lies in wait for them, and the distant
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|
orchards next the woods suffer thus not a little. I am glad that the
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|
partridge gets fed, at any rate. It is Nature's own bird which lives
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|
on buds and diet-drink.
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|
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In dark winter mornings, or in short winter afternoons, I
|
|
sometimes heard a pack of hounds threading all the woods with hounding
|
|
cry and yelp, unable to resist the instinct of the chase, and the note
|
|
of the hunting-horn at intervals, proving that man was in the rear.
|
|
The woods ring again, and yet no fox bursts forth on to the open level
|
|
of the pond, nor following pack pursuing their Actaeon. And perhaps at
|
|
evening I see the hunters returning with a single brush trailing
|
|
from their sleigh for a trophy, seeking their inn. They tell me that
|
|
if the fox would remain in the bosom of the frozen earth he would be
|
|
safe, or if be would run in a straight line away no foxhound could
|
|
overtake him; but, having left his pursuers far behind, he stops to
|
|
rest and listen till they come up, and when he runs he circles round
|
|
to his old haunts, where the hunters await him. Sometimes, however, he
|
|
will run upon a wall many rods, and then leap off far to one side, and
|
|
he appears to know that water will not retain his scent. A hunter told
|
|
me that he once saw a fox pursued by hounds burst out on to Walden
|
|
when the ice was covered with shallow puddles, run part way across,
|
|
and then return to the same shore. Ere long the hounds arrived, but
|
|
here they lost the scent. Sometimes a pack hunting by themselves would
|
|
pass my door, and circle round my house, and yelp and hound without
|
|
regarding me, as if afflicted by a species of madness, so that nothing
|
|
could divert them from the pursuit. Thus they circle until they fall
|
|
upon the recent trail of a fox, for a wise hound will forsake
|
|
everything else for this. One day a man came to my hut from
|
|
Lexington to inquire after his hound that made a large track, and
|
|
had been hunting for a week by himself. But I fear that he was not the
|
|
wiser for all I told him, for every time I attempted to answer his
|
|
questions he interrupted me by asking, "What do you do here?" He had
|
|
lost a dog, but found a man.
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|
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|
One old hunter who has a dry tongue, who used to come to bathe in
|
|
Walden once every year when the water was warmest, and at such times
|
|
looked in upon me, told me that many years ago he took his gun one
|
|
afternoon and went out for a cruise in Walden Wood; and as he walked
|
|
the Wayland road he heard the cry of hounds approaching, and ere
|
|
long a fox leaped the wall into the road, and as quick as thought
|
|
leaped the other wall out of the road, and his swift bullet had not
|
|
touched him. Some way behind came an old hound and her three pups in
|
|
full pursuit, hunting on their own account, and disappeared again in
|
|
the woods. Late in the afternoon, as he was resting in the thick woods
|
|
south of Walden, he heard the voice of the hounds far over toward Fair
|
|
Haven still pursuing the fox; and on they came, their hounding cry
|
|
which made all the woods ring sounding nearer and nearer, now from
|
|
Well Meadow, now from the Baker Farm. For a long time he stood still
|
|
and listened to their music, so sweet to a hunter's ear, when suddenly
|
|
the fox appeared, threading the solemn aisles with an easy coursing
|
|
pace, whose sound was concealed by a sympathetic rustle of the leaves,
|
|
swift and still, keeping the round, leaving his pursuers far behind;
|
|
and, leaping upon a rock amid the woods, he sat erect and listening,
|
|
with his back to the hunter. For a moment compassion restrained the
|
|
latter's arm; but that was a short-lived mood, and as quick as thought
|
|
can follow thought his piece was levelled, and whang!- the fox,
|
|
rolling over the rock, lay dead on the ground. The hunter still kept
|
|
his place and listened to the hounds. Still on they came, and now
|
|
the near woods resounded through all their aisles with their
|
|
demoniac cry. At length the old hound burst into view with muzzle to
|
|
the ground, and snapping the air as if possessed, and ran directly
|
|
to the rock; but, spying the dead fox, she suddenly ceased her
|
|
hounding as if struck dumb with amazement, and walked round and
|
|
round him in silence; and one by one her pups arrived, and, like their
|
|
mother, were sobered into silence by the mystery. Then the hunter came
|
|
forward and stood in their midst, and the mystery was solved. They
|
|
waited in silence while he skinned the fox, then followed the brush
|
|
a while, and at length turned off into the woods again. That evening a
|
|
Weston squire came to the Concord hunter's cottage to inquire for
|
|
his hounds, and told how for a week they had been hunting on their own
|
|
account from Weston woods. The Concord hunter told him what he knew
|
|
and offered him the skin; but the other declined it and departed. He
|
|
did not find his hounds that night, but the next day learned that they
|
|
had crossed the river and put up at a farmhouse for the night, whence,
|
|
having been well fed, they took their departure early in the morning.
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|
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|
The hunter who told me this could remember one Sam Nutting, who used
|
|
to hunt bears on Fair Haven Ledges, and exchange their skins for rum
|
|
in Concord village; who told him, even, that he had seen a moose
|
|
there. Nutting had a famous foxhound named Burgoyne- he pronounced
|
|
it Bugine- which my informant used to borrow. In the "Wast Book" of an
|
|
old trader of this town, who was also a captain, town-clerk, and
|
|
representative, I find the following entry. Jan. 18th, 1742-3, "John
|
|
Melven Cr. by 1 Grey Fox 0-2-3"; they are not now found here; and in
|
|
his ledger, Feb, 7th, 1743, Hezekiah Stratton has credit "by 1/2 a
|
|
Catt skin 0-1-4 1/2"; of course, a wild-cat, for Stratton was a
|
|
sergeant in the old French war, and would not have got credit for
|
|
hunting less noble game. Credit is given for deerskins also, and
|
|
they were daily sold. One man still preserves the horns of the last
|
|
deer that was killed in this vicinity, and another has told me the
|
|
particulars of the hunt in which his uncle was engaged. The hunters
|
|
were formerly a numerous and merry crew here. I remember well one
|
|
gaunt Nimrod who would catch up a leaf by the roadside and play a
|
|
strain on it wilder and more melodious, if my memory serves me, than
|
|
any hunting-horn.
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|
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|
At midnight, when there was a moon, I sometimes met with hounds in
|
|
my path prowling about the woods, which would skulk out of my way,
|
|
as if afraid, and stand silent amid the bushes till I had passed.
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|
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|
Squirrels and wild mice disputed for my store of nuts. There were
|
|
scores of pitch pines around my house, from one to four inches in
|
|
diameter, which had been gnawed by mice the previous winter- a
|
|
Norwegian winter for them, for the snow lay long and deep, and they
|
|
were obliged to mix a large proportion of pine bark with their other
|
|
diet. These trees were alive and apparently flourishing at
|
|
midsummer, and many of them had grown a foot, though completely
|
|
girdled; but after another winter such were without exception dead. It
|
|
is remarkable that a single mouse should thus be allowed a whole
|
|
pine tree for its dinner, gnawing round instead of up and down it; but
|
|
perhaps it is necessary in order to thin these trees, which are wont
|
|
to grow up densely.
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|
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|
The hares (Lepus Americanus) were very familiar. One had her form
|
|
under my house all winter, separated from me only by the flooring, and
|
|
she startled me each morning by her hasty departure when I began to
|
|
stir- thump, thump, thump, striking her head against the floor timbers
|
|
in her hurry. They used to come round my door at dusk to nibble the
|
|
potato parings which I had thrown out, and were so nearly the color of
|
|
the round that they could hardly be distinguished when still.
|
|
Sometimes in the twilight I alternately lost and recovered sight of
|
|
one sitting motionless under my window. When I opened my door in the
|
|
evening, off they would go with a squeak and a bounce. Near at hand
|
|
they only excited my pity. One evening one sat by my door two paces
|
|
from me, at first trembling with fear, yet unwilling to move; a poor
|
|
wee thing, lean and bony, with ragged ears and sharp nose, scant
|
|
tail and slender paws. It looked as if Nature no longer contained
|
|
the breed of nobler bloods, but stood on her last toes. Its large eyes
|
|
appeared young and unhealthy, almost dropsical. I took a step, and lo,
|
|
away it scud with an elastic spring over the snow-crust, straightening
|
|
its body and its limbs into graceful length, and soon put the forest
|
|
between me and itself- the wild free venison, assenting its vigor
|
|
and the dignity of Nature. Not without reason was its slenderness.
|
|
Such then was its nature. (Lepus, levipes, light-foot, some think.)
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|
|
|
What is a country without rabbits and partridges? They are among the
|
|
most simple and indigenous animal products; ancient and venerable
|
|
families known to antiquity as to modern times; of the very hue and
|
|
substance of Nature, nearest allied to leaves and to the ground- and
|
|
to one another; it is either winged or it is legged. It is hardly as
|
|
if you had seen a wild creature when a rabbit or a partridge bursts
|
|
away, only a natural one, as much to be expected as rustling leaves.
|
|
The partridge and the rabbit are still sure to thrive, like true
|
|
natives of the soil, whatever revolutions occur. If the forest is
|
|
cut off, the sprouts and bushes which spring up afford them
|
|
concealment, and they become more numerous than ever. That must be a
|
|
poor country indeed that does not support a hare. Our woods teem
|
|
with them both, and around every swamp may be seen the partridge or
|
|
rabbit walk, beset with twiggy fences and horse-hair snares, which
|
|
some cow-boy tends.
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|
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|
THE POND IN WINTER.
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|
AFTER A still winter night I awoke with the impression that some
|
|
question had been put to me, which I had been endeavoring in vain to
|
|
answer in my sleep, as what- how- when- where? But there was dawning
|
|
Nature, in whom all creatures live, looking in at my broad windows
|
|
with serene and satisfied face, and no question on her lips. I awoke
|
|
to an answered question, to Nature and daylight. The snow lying deep
|
|
on the earth dotted with young pines, and the very slope of the hill
|
|
on which my house is placed, seemed to say, Forward! Nature puts no
|
|
question and answers none which we mortals ask. She has long ago taken
|
|
her resolution. "O Prince, our eyes contemplate with admiration and
|
|
transmit to the soul the wonderful and varied spectacle of this
|
|
universe. The night veils without doubt a part of this glorious
|
|
creation; but day comes to reveal to us this great work, which extends
|
|
from earth even into the plains of the ether."
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|
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|
Then to my morning work. First I take an axe and pail and go in
|
|
search of water, if that be not a dream. After a cold and snowy
|
|
night it needed a divining-rod to find it. Every winter the liquid and
|
|
trembling surface of the pond, which was so sensitive to every breath,
|
|
and reflected every light and shadow, becomes solid to the depth of
|
|
a foot or a foot and a half, so that it will support the heaviest
|
|
teams, and perchance the snow covers it to an equal depth, and it is
|
|
not to be distinguished from any level field. Like the marmots in
|
|
the surrounding hills, it closes its eyelids and becomes dormant for
|
|
three months or more. Standing on the snow-covered plain, as if in a
|
|
pasture amid the hills, I cut my way first through a foot of snow, and
|
|
then a foot of ice, and open a window under my feet, where, kneeling
|
|
to drink, I look down into the quiet parlor of the fishes, pervaded by
|
|
a softened light as through a window of ground glass, with its
|
|
bright sanded floor the same as in summer; there a perennial
|
|
waveless serenity reigns as in the amber twilight sky, corresponding
|
|
to the cool and even temperament of the inhabitants. Heaven is under
|
|
our feet is well as over our heads.
|
|
|
|
Early in the morning, while all things are crisp with frost, men
|
|
come with fishing-reels and slender lunch, and let down their fine
|
|
lines through the snowy field to take pickerel and perch; wild men,
|
|
who instinctively follow other fashions and trust other authorities
|
|
than their townsmen, and by their goings and comings stitch towns
|
|
together in parts where else they would be ripped. They sit and eat
|
|
their luncheon in stout fear- naughts on the dry oak leaves on the
|
|
shore, as wise in natural lore as the citizen is in artificial. They
|
|
never consulted with books, and know and can tell much less than
|
|
they have done. The things which they practice are said not yet to
|
|
be known. Here is one fishing for pickerel with grown perch for
|
|
bait. You look into his pail with wonder as into a summer pond, as
|
|
if he kept summer locked up at home, or knew where she had
|
|
retreated. How, pray, did he get these in midwinter? Oh, he got
|
|
worms out of rotten logs since the ground froze, and so he caught
|
|
them. His life itself passes deeper in nature than the studies of
|
|
the naturalist penetrate; himself a subject for the naturalist. The
|
|
latter raises the moss and bark gently with his knife in search of
|
|
insects; the former lays open logs to their core with his axe, and
|
|
moss and bark fly far and wide. He gets his living by barking trees.
|
|
Such a man has some right to fish, and I love to see nature carried
|
|
out in him. The perch swallows the grub-worm, the pickerel swallows
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the perch, and the fisher-man swallows the pickerel; and so all the
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chinks in the scale of being are filled.
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When I strolled around the pond in misty weather I was sometimes
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amused by the primitive mode which some ruder fisher-man had
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adopted. He would perhaps have placed alder branches over the narrow
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holes in the ice, which were four or five rods apart and an equal
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distance from the shore, and having fastened the end of the line to
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a stick to prevent its being pulled through, have passed the slack
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line over a twig of the alder, a foot or more above the ice, and
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tied a dry oak leaf to it, which, being pulled down, would show when
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he had a bite. These alders loomed through the mist at regular
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intervals as you walked half way round the pond.
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Ah, the pickerel of Walden! when I see them lying on the ice, or
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in the well which the fisherman cuts in the ice, making a little
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hole to admit the water, I am always surprised by their rare beauty,
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as if they were fabulous fishes, they are so foreign to the streets,
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even to the woods, foreign as Arabia to our Concord life. They possess
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a quite dazzling and transcendent beauty which separates them by a
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wide interval from the cadaverous cod and haddock whose fame is
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trumpeted in our streets. They are not green like the pines, nor
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gray like the stones, nor blue like the sky; but they have, to my
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eyes, if possible, yet rarer colors, like flowers and precious stones,
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as if they were the pearls, the animalized nuclei or crystals of the
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Walden water. They, of course, are Walden all over and all through;
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are themselves small Waldens in the animal kingdom, Waldenses. It is
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surprising that they are caught here- that in this deep and
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capacious spring, far beneath the rattling teams and chaises and
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tinkling sleighs that travel the Walden road, this great gold and
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emerald fish swims. I never chanced to see its kind in any market;
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it would be the cynosure of all eyes there. Easily, with a few
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convulsive quirks, they give up their watery ghosts, like a mortal
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translated before his time to the thin air of heaven.
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As I was desirous to recover the long lost bottom of Walden Pond,
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I surveyed it carefully, before the ice broke up, early in '46, with
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compass and chain and sounding line. There have been many stories told
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about the bottom, or rather no bottom, of this pond, which certainly
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had no foundation for themselves. It is remarkable how long men will
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believe in the bottomlessness of a pond without taking the trouble
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to sound it. I have visited two such Bottomless Ponds in one walk in
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this neighborhood. Many have believed that Walden reached quite
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through to the other side of the globe. Some who have lain flat on the
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ice for a long time, looking down through the illusive medium,
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perchance with watery eyes into the bargain, and driven to hasty
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conclusions by the fear of catching cold in their breasts, have seen
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vast holes "into which a load of hay might be drived," if there were
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anybody to drive it, the undoubted source of the Styx and entrance
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to the Infernal Regions from these parts. Others have gone down from
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the village with a "fifty-six" and a wagon load of inch rope, but
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yet have failed to find any bottom; for while the "fifty-six" was
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resting by the way, they were paying out the rope in the vain
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attempt to fathom their truly immeasurable capacity for
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marvellousness. But I can assure my readers that Walden has a
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reasonably tight bottom at a not unreasonable, though at an unusual,
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depth. I fathomed it easily with a cod-line and a stone weighing about
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a pound and a half, and could tell accurately when the stone left
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the bottom, by having to pull so much harder before the water got
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underneath to help me. The greatest depth was exactly one hundred
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and two feet; to which may be added the five feet which it has risen
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since, making one hundred and seven. This is a remarkable depth for so
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small an area; yet not an inch of it can be spared by the imagination.
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What if all ponds were shallow? Would it not react on the minds of
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men? I am thankful that this pond was made deep and pure for a symbol.
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While men believe in the infinite some ponds will be thought to be
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bottomless.
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A factory-owner, bearing what depth I had found, thought that it
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could not be true, for, judging from his acquaintance with dams,
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sand would not lie at so steep an angle. But the deepest ponds are not
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so deep in proportion to their area as most suppose, and, if
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drained, would not leave very remarkable valleys. They are not like
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cups between the hills; for this one, which is so unusually deep for
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its area, appears in a vertical section through its centre not
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deeper than a shallow plate. Most ponds, emptied, would leave a meadow
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no more hollow than we frequently see. William Gilpin, who is so
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admirable in all that relates to landscapes, and usually so correct,
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standing at the head of Loch Fyne, in Scotland, which he describes
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as "a bay of salt water, sixty or seventy fathoms deep, four miles
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in breadth, and about fifty miles long, surrounded by mountains,
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observes, "If we could have seen it immediately after the diluvian
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crash, or whatever convulsion of nature occasioned it, before the
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waters gushed in, what a horrid chasm must it have appeared!
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"So high as heaved the tumid hills, so low
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Down sunk a hollow bottom broad and deep,
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Capacious bed of waters."
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But if, using the shortest diameter of Loch Fyne, we apply these
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proportions to Walden, which, as we have seen, appears already in a
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vertical section only like a shallow plate, it will appear four
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times as shallow. So much for the increased horrors of the chasm of
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Loch Fyne when emptied. No doubt many a smiling valley with its
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stretching cornfields occupies exactly such a "horrid chasm," from
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which the waters have receded, though it requires the insight and
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the far sight of the geologist to convince the unsuspecting
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inhabitants of this fact. Often an inquisitive eye may detect the
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shores of a primitive lake in the low horizon hills, and no subsequent
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elevation of the plain have been necessary to conceal their history.
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But it is easiest, as they who work on the highways know, to find
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the hollows by the puddles after a shower. The amount of it is, the
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imagination, give it the least license, dives deeper and soars
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higher than Nature goes. So, probably, the depth of the ocean will
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be found to be very inconsiderable compared with its breadth.
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As I sounded through the ice I could determine the shape of the
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bottom with greater accuracy than is possible in surveying harbors
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which do not freeze over, and I was surprised at its general
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|
regularity. In the deepest part there are several acres more level
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than almost any field which is exposed to the sun, wind, and plow.
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In one instance, on a line arbitrarily chosen, the depth did not
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vary more than one foot in thirty rods; and generally, near the
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|
middle, I could calculate the variation for each one hundred feet in
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|
any direction beforehand within three or four inches. Some are
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accustomed to speak of deep and dangerous holes even in quiet sandy
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ponds like this, but the effect of water under these circumstances
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|
is to level all inequalities. The regularity of the bottom and its
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|
conformity to the shores and the range of the neighboring hills were
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so perfect that a distant promontory betrayed itself in the
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soundings quite across the pond, and its direction could be determined
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by observing the opposite shore. Cape becomes bar, and plain shoal,
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and valley and gorge deep water and channel.
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When I had mapped the pond by the scale of ten rods to an inch,
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and put down the soundings, more than a hundred in all, I observed
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this remarkable coincidence. Having noticed that the number indicating
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the greatest depth was apparently in the centre of the map, I laid a
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rule on the map lengthwise, and then breadthwise, and found, to my
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surprise, that the line of greatest length intersected the line of
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|
greatest breadth exactly at the point of greatest depth,
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notwithstanding that the middle is so nearly level, the outline of the
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pond far from regular, and the extreme length and breadth were got
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by measuring into the coves; and I said to myself, Who knows but
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this hint would conduct to the deepest part of the ocean as well as of
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|
a pond or puddle? Is not this the rule also for the height of
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mountains, regarded as the opposite of valleys? We know that a hill is
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not highest at its narrowest part.
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Of five coves, three, or all which had been sounded, were observed
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to have a bar quite across their mouths and deeper water within, so
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|
that the bay tended to be an expansion of water within the land not
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only horizontally but vertically, and to form a basin or independent
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|
pond, the direction of the two capes showing the course of the bar.
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Every harbor on the sea-coast, also, has its bar at its entrance. In
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proportion as the mouth of the cove was wider compared with its
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length, the water over the bar was deeper compared with that in the
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basin. Given, then, the length and breadth of the cove, and the
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character of the surrounding shore, and you have almost elements
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|
enough to make out a formula for all cases.
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In order to see how nearly I could guess, with this experience, at
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the deepest point in a pond, by observing the outlines of a surface
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and the character of its shores alone, I made a plan of White Pond,
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|
which contains about forty-one acres, and, like this, has no island in
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|
it, nor any visible inlet or outlet; and as the line of greatest
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|
breadth fell very near the line of least breadth, where two opposite
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capes approached each other and two opposite bays receded, I
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ventured to mark a point a short distance from the latter line, but
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still on the line of greatest length, as the deepest. The deepest part
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was found to be within one hundred feet of this, still farther in
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|
the direction to which I had inclined, and was only one foot deeper,
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namely, sixty feet. Of course, a stream running through, or an
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island in the pond, would make the problem much more complicated.
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If we knew all the laws of Nature, we should need only one fact,
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or the description of one actual phenomenon, to infer all the
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|
particular results at that point. Now we know only a few laws, and our
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|
result is vitiated, not, of course, by any confusion or irregularity
|
|
in Nature, but by our ignorance of essential elements in the
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|
calculation. Our notions of law and harmony are commonly confined to
|
|
those instances which we detect; but the harmony which results from
|
|
a far greater number of seemingly conflicting, but really
|
|
concurring, laws, which we have not detected, is still more wonderful.
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|
The particular laws are as our points of view, as, to the traveller, a
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|
mountain outline varies with every step, and it has an infinite number
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|
of profiles, though absolutely but one form. Even when cleft or
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|
bored through it is not comprehended in its entireness.
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What I have observed of the pond is no less true in ethics. It is
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the law of average. Such a rule of the two diameters not only guides
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us toward the sun in the system and the heart in man, but draws
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lines through the length and breadth of the aggregate of a man's
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|
particular daily behaviors and waves of life into his coves and
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|
inlets, and where they intersect will be the height or depth of his
|
|
character. Perhaps we need only to know how his shores trend and his
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|
adjacent country or circumstances, to infer his depth and concealed
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|
bottom. If he is surrounded by mountainous circumstances, an Achillean
|
|
shore, whose peaks overshadow and are reflected in his bosom, they
|
|
suggest a corresponding depth in him. But a low and smooth shore
|
|
proves him shallow on that side. In our bodies, a bold projecting brow
|
|
falls off to and indicates a corresponding depth of thought. Also
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|
there is a bar across the entrance of our every cove, or particular
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|
inclination; each is our harbor for a season, in which we are detained
|
|
and partially land-locked. These inclinations are not whimsical
|
|
usually, but their form, size, and direction are determined by the
|
|
promontories of the shore, the ancient axes of elevation. When this
|
|
bar is gradually increased by storms, tides, or currents, or there
|
|
is a subsidence of the waters, so that it reaches to the surface, that
|
|
which was at first but an inclination in the shore in which a
|
|
thought was harbored becomes an individual lake, cut off from the
|
|
ocean, wherein the thought secures its own conditions- changes,
|
|
perhaps, from salt to fresh, becomes a sweet sea, dead sea, or a
|
|
marsh. At the advent of each individual into this life, may we not
|
|
suppose that such a bar has risen to the surface somewhere? It is
|
|
true, we are such poor navigators that our thoughts, for the most
|
|
part, stand off and on upon a harborless coast, are conversant only
|
|
with the bights of the bays of poesy, or steer for the public ports of
|
|
entry, and go into the dry docks of science, where they merely refit
|
|
for this world, and no natural currents concur to individualize them.
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As for the inlet or outlet of Walden, I have not discovered any
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|
but rain and snow and evaporation, though perhaps, with a
|
|
thermometer and a line, such places may be found, for where the
|
|
water flows into the pond it will probably be coldest in summer and
|
|
warmest in winter. When the ice-men were at work here in '46-7, the
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|
cakes sent to the shore were one day rejected by those who were
|
|
stacking them up there, not being thick enough to lie side by side
|
|
with the rest; and the cutters thus discovered that the ice over a
|
|
small space was two or three inches thinner than elsewhere, which made
|
|
them think that there was an inlet there. They also showed me in
|
|
another place what they thought was a "leach-hole," through which
|
|
the pond leaked out under a hill into a neighboring meadow, pushing me
|
|
out on a cake of ice to see it. It was a small cavity under ten feet
|
|
of water; but I think that I can warrant the pond not to need
|
|
soldering till they find a worse leak than that. One has suggested,
|
|
that if such a "leach-hole" should be found, its connection with the
|
|
meadow, if any existed, might be proved by conveying some, colored
|
|
powder or sawdust to the mouth of the hole, and then putting a
|
|
strainer over the spring in the meadow, which would catch some of
|
|
the particles carried through by the current.
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|
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|
While I was surveying, the ice, which was sixteen inches thick,
|
|
undulated under a slight wind like water. It is well known that a
|
|
level cannot be used on ice. At one rod from the shore its greatest
|
|
fluctuation, when observed by means of a level on land directed toward
|
|
a graduated staff on the ice, was three quarters of an inch, though
|
|
the ice appeared firmly attached to the shore. It was probably greater
|
|
in the middle. Who knows but if our instruments were delicate enough
|
|
we might detect an undulation in the crust of the earth? When two legs
|
|
of my level were on the shore and the third on the ice, and the sights
|
|
were directed over the latter, a rise or fall of the ice of an
|
|
almost infinitesimal amount made a difference of several feet on a
|
|
tree across the pond. When I began to cut holes for sounding there
|
|
were three or four inches of water on the ice under a deep snow
|
|
which had sunk it thus far; but the water began immediately to run
|
|
into these holes, and continued to run for two days in deep streams,
|
|
which wore away the ice on every side, and contributed essentially, if
|
|
not mainly, to dry the surface of the pond; for, as the water ran
|
|
in, it raised and floated the ice. This was somewhat like cutting a
|
|
hole in the bottom of a ship to let the water out. When such holes
|
|
freeze, and a rain succeeds, and finally a new freezing forms a
|
|
fresh smooth ice over all, it is beautifully mottled internally by
|
|
dark figures, shaped somewhat like a spider's web, what you may call
|
|
ice rosettes, produced by the channels worn by the water flowing
|
|
from all sides to a centre. Sometimes, also, when the ice was
|
|
covered with shallow puddles, I saw a double shadow of myself, one
|
|
standing on the head of the other, one on the ice, the other on the
|
|
trees or hillside.
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|
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|
While yet it is cold January, and snow and ice are thick and
|
|
solid, the prudent landlord comes from the village to get ice to
|
|
cool his summer drink; impressively, even pathetically, wise, to
|
|
foresee the heat and thirst of July now in January- wearing a thick
|
|
coat and mittens! when so many things are not provided for. It may
|
|
be that he lays up no treasures in this world which will cool his
|
|
summer drink in the next. He cuts and saws the solid pond, unroofs the
|
|
house of fishes, and carts off their very element and air, held fast
|
|
by chains and stakes like corded wood, through the favoring winter
|
|
air, to wintry cellars, to underlie the summer there. It looks like
|
|
solidified azure, as, far off, it is drawn through the streets.
|
|
These ice-cutters are a merry race, full of jest and sport, and when I
|
|
went among them they were wont to invite me to saw pit-fashion with
|
|
them, I standing underneath.
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|
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|
In the winter of '46-7 there came a hundred men of Hyperborean
|
|
extraction swoop down on to our pond one morning, with many carloads
|
|
of ungainly-looking farming tools-sleds, plows, drill-barrows,
|
|
turf-knives, spades, saws, rakes, and each man was armed with a
|
|
double-pointed pike-staff, such as is not described in the New-England
|
|
Farmer or the Cultivator. I did not know whether they had come to
|
|
sow a crop of winter rye, or some other kind of grain recently
|
|
introduced from Iceland. As I saw no manure, I judged that they
|
|
meant to skim the land, as I had done, thinking the soil was deep
|
|
and had lain fallow long enough. They said that a gentleman farmer,
|
|
who was behind the scenes, wanted to double his money, which, as I
|
|
understood, amounted to half a million already; but in order to
|
|
cover each one of his dollars with another, he took off the only coat,
|
|
ay, the skin itself, of Walden Pond in the midst of a hard winter.
|
|
They went to work at once, plowing, barrowing, rolling, furrowing,
|
|
in admirable order, as if they were bent on making this a model
|
|
farm; but when I was looking sharp to see what kind of seed they
|
|
dropped into the furrow, a gang of fellows by my side suddenly began
|
|
to book up the virgin mould itself, with a peculiar jerk, clean down
|
|
to the sand, or rather the water- for it was a very springy soil-
|
|
indeed all the terra firma there was- and haul it away on sleds, and
|
|
then I guessed that they must be cutting peat in a bog. So they came
|
|
and went every day, with a peculiar shriek from the locomotive, from
|
|
and to some point of the polar regions, as it seemed to me, like a
|
|
flock of arctic snow-birds. But sometimes Squaw Walden had her
|
|
revenge, and a hired man, walking behind his team, slipped through a
|
|
crack in the ground down toward Tartarus, and he who was so brave
|
|
before suddenly became but the ninth part of a man, almost gave up his
|
|
animal heat, and was glad to take refuge in my house, and acknowledged
|
|
that there was some virtue in a stove; or sometimes the frozen soil
|
|
took a piece of steel out of a plowshare, or a plow got set in the
|
|
furrow and had to be cut out.
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|
|
|
To speak literally, a hundred Irishmen, with Yankee overseers,
|
|
came from Cambridge every day to get out the ice. They divided it into
|
|
cakes by methods too well known to require description, and these,
|
|
being sledded to the shore, were rapidly hauled off on to an ice
|
|
platform, and raised by grappling irons and block and tackle, worked
|
|
by horses, on to a stack, as surely as so many barrels of flour, and
|
|
there placed evenly side by side, and row upon row, as if they
|
|
formed the solid base of an obelisk designed to pierce the clouds.
|
|
They told me that in a good day they could get out a thousand tons,
|
|
which was the yield of about one acre. Deep ruts and "cradle-holes"
|
|
were worn in the ice, as on terra firma, by the passage of the sleds
|
|
over the same track, and the horses invariably ate their oats out of
|
|
cakes of ice hollowed out like buckets. They stacked up the cakes thus
|
|
in the open air in a pile thirty-five feet high on one side and six or
|
|
seven rods square, putting hay between the outside layers to exclude
|
|
the air; for when the wind, though never so cold, finds a passage
|
|
through, it will wear large cavities, leaving slight supports or studs
|
|
only here and there, and finally topple it down. At first it looked
|
|
like a vast blue fort or Valhalla; but when they began to tuck the
|
|
coarse meadow hay into the crevices, and this became covered with rime
|
|
and icicles, it looked like a venerable moss-grown and hoary ruin,
|
|
built of azure-tinted marble, the abode of Winter, that old man we see
|
|
in the almanac- his shanty, as if he had a design to estivate with us.
|
|
They calculated that not twenty-five per cent of this would reach
|
|
its destination, and that two or three per cent would be wasted in the
|
|
cars. However, a still greater part of this heap had a different
|
|
destiny from what was intended; for, either because the ice was
|
|
found not to keep so well as was expected, containing more air than
|
|
usual, or for some other reason, it never got to market. This heap,
|
|
made in the winter of '46-7 and estimated to contain ten thousand
|
|
tons, was finally covered with hay and boards; and though it was
|
|
unroofed the following July, and a part of it carried off, the rest
|
|
remaining exposed to the sun, it stood over that summer and the next
|
|
winter, and was not quite melted till September, 1848. Thus the pond
|
|
recovered the greater part.
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|
|
|
Like the water, the Walden ice, seen near at hand, has a green tint,
|
|
but at a distance is beautifully blue, and you can easily tell it from
|
|
the white ice of the river, or the merely greenish ice of some
|
|
ponds, a quarter of a mile off. Sometimes one of those great cakes
|
|
slips from the ice-man's sled into the village street, and lies
|
|
there for a week like a great emerald, an object of interest to all
|
|
passers. I have noticed that a portion of Walden which in the state of
|
|
water was green will often, when frozen, appear from the same point of
|
|
view blue. So the hollows about this pond will, sometimes, in the
|
|
winter, be filled with a greenish water somewhat like its own, but the
|
|
next day will have frozen blue. Perhaps the blue color of water and
|
|
ice is due to the light and air they contain, and the most transparent
|
|
is the bluest. Ice is an interesting subject for contemplation. They
|
|
told me that they had some in the ice-houses at Fresh Pond five
|
|
years old which was as good as ever. Why is it that a bucket of
|
|
water soon becomes putrid, but frozen remains sweet forever? It is
|
|
commonly said that this is the difference between the affections and
|
|
the intellect.
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|
|
|
Thus for sixteen days I saw from my window a hundred men at work
|
|
like busy husbandmen, with teams and horses and apparently all the
|
|
implements of farming, such a picture as we see on the first page of
|
|
the almanac; and as often as I looked out I was reminded of the
|
|
fable of the lark and the reapers, or the parable of the sower, and
|
|
the like; and now they are all gone, and in thirty days more,
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probably, I shall look from the same window on the pure sea-green
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Walden water there, reflecting the clouds and the trees, and sending
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up its evaporations in solitude, and no traces will appear that a
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man has ever stood there. Perhaps I shall hear a solitary loon laugh
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as he dives and plumes himself, or shall see a lonely fisher in his
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boat, like a floating leaf, beholding his form reflected in the waves,
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where lately a hundred men securely labored.
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Thus it appears that the sweltering inhabitants of Charleston and
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New Orleans, of Madras and Bombay and Calcutta, drink at my well. In
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the morning I bathe my intellect in the stupendous and cosmogonal
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philosophy of the Bhagvat-Geeta, since whose composition years of
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the gods have elapsed, and in comparison with which our modern world
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and its literature seem puny and trivial; and I doubt if that
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philosophy is not to be referred to a previous state of existence,
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so remote is its sublimity from our conceptions. I lay down the book
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and go to my well for water, and lo! there I meet the servant of the
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Bramin, priest of Brahma and Vishnu and Indra, who still sits in his
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temple on the Ganges reading the Vedas, or dwells at the root of a
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tree with his crust and water jug. I meet his servant come to draw
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water for his master, and our buckets as it were grate together in the
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same well. The pure Walden water is mingled with the sacred water of
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the Ganges. With favoring winds it is wafted past the site of the
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fabulous islands of Atlantis and the Hesperides, makes the periplus of
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Hanno, and, floating by Ternate and Tidore and the mouth of the
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Persian Gulf, melts in the tropic gales of the Indian seas, and is
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landed in ports of which Alexander only heard the names.
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SPRING
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SPRING.
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THE OPENING of large tracts by the ice-cutters commonly causes a
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pond to break up earlier; for the water, agitated by the wind, even in
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cold weather, wears away the surrounding ice. But such was not the
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effect on Walden that year, for she had soon got a thick new garment
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to take the place of the old. This pond never breaks up so soon as the
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others in this neighborhood, on account both of its greater depth
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and its having no stream passing through it to melt or wear away the
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ice. I never knew it to open in the course of a winter, not
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excepting that Of '52-3, which gave the ponds so severe a trial. It
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commonly opens about the first of April, a week or ten days later than
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Flint's Pond and Fair Haven, beginning to melt on the north side and
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in the shallower parts where it began to freeze. It indicates better
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than any water hereabouts the absolute progress of the season, being
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least affected by transient changes of temperature. A severe cold of
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it few days duration in March may very much retard the opening of
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the former ponds, while the temperature of Walden increases almost
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uninterruptedly. A thermometer thrust into the middle of Walden on the
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6th of March, 1847, stood at 32', or freezing point; near the shore at
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33'; in the middle of Flint's Pond, the same day, at 32 1/2'; at a
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dozen rods from the shore, in shallow water, under ice a foot thick,
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at 36'. This difference of three and it half degrees between the
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temperature of the deep water and the shallow in the latter pond,
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and the fact that a great proportion of it is comparatively shallow,
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show why it should break up so much sooner than Walden. The ice in the
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shallowest part was at this time several inches thinner than in the
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middle. In midwinter the middle had been the warmest and the ice
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thinnest there. So, also, every one who has waded about the shores
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of the pond in summer must have perceived how much warmer the water is
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close to the shore, where only three or four inches deep, than a
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little distance out, and on the surface where it is deep, than near
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the bottom. In spring the sun not only exerts an influence through the
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increased temperature of the air and earth, but its heat passes
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through ice a foot or more thick, and is reflected from the bottom
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in shallow water, and so also warms the water and melts the under side
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of the ice, at the same time that it is melting it more directly
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above, making it uneven, and causing the air bubbles which it contains
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to extend themselves upward and downward until it is completely
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honeycombed, and at last disappears suddenly in a single spring
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rain. Ice has its grain as well as wood, and when a cake begins to rot
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or "comb," that is, assume the appearance of honeycomb, whatever may
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be its position, the air cells are at right angles with what was the
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water surface. Where there is a rock or a log rising near to the
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surface the ice over it is much thinner, and is frequently quite
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dissolved by this reflected heat; and I have been told that in the
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experiment at Cambridge to freeze water in a shallow wooden pond,
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though the cold air circulated underneath, and so had access to both
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sides, the reflection of the sun from the bottom more than
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|
counterbalanced this advantage. When a warm rain in the middle of
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|
the winter melts off the snow ice from Walden, and leaves a hard
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dark or transparent ice on the middle, there will be a strip of rotten
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|
though thicker white ice, a rod or more wide, about the shores,
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created by this reflected heat. Also, as I have said, the bubbles
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themselves within the ice operate as burning-glasses to melt the ice
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beneath.
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The phenomena of the year take place every day in a pond on a
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|
small scale. Every morning, generally speaking, the shallow water is
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|
being warmed more rapidly than the deep, though it may not be made
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so warm after all, and every evening it is being cooled more rapidly
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until the morning, The day is an epitome of the year. The night is the
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|
winter, the morning and evening are the spring and fall, and the
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noon is the summer. The cracking and booming of the ice indicate a
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|
change of temperature. One pleasant morning after a cold night,
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February 24th, 1850, having gone to Flint's Pond to spend the day, I
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noticed with surprise, that when I struck the ice with the head of
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my axe, it resounded like a gong for many rods around, or as if I
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had struck on a tight drum-head. The pond began to boom about an
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|
hour after sunrise, when it felt the influence of the sun's rays
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|
slanted upon it from over the hills; it stretched itself and yawned
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like a waking man with a gradually increasing tumult, which was kept
|
|
up three or four hours. It took a short siesta at noon, and boomed
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once more toward night, as the sun was withdrawing his influence. In
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|
the right stage of the weather a pond fires its evening gun with great
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|
regularity. But in the middle of the day, being full of cracks, and
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|
the air also being less elastic, it had completely lost its resonance,
|
|
and probably fishes and muskrats could not then have been stunned by a
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|
blow on it. The fishermen say that the "thundering of the pond" scares
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|
the fishes and prevents their biting. The pond does not thunder
|
|
every evening, and I cannot tell surely when to expect its thundering;
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|
but though I may perceive no difference in the weather, it does. Who
|
|
would have suspected so large and cold and thick-skinned a thing to be
|
|
so sensitive? Yet it has its law to which it thunders obedience when
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it should as surely as the buds expand in the spring. The earth is all
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|
alive and covered with papillae. The largest pond is as sensitive to
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|
atmospheric changes as the globule of mercury in its tube.
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One attraction in coming to the woods to live was that I should have
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|
leisure and opportunity to see the Spring come in. The ice in the pond
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|
at length begins to be honeycombed, and I can set my heel in it as I
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|
walk. Fogs and rains and warmer suns are gradually melting the snow;
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|
the days have grown sensibly longer; and I see how I shall get through
|
|
the winter without adding to my woodpile, for large fires are no
|
|
longer necessary. I am on the alert for the first signs of spring,
|
|
to hear the chance note of some arriving bird, or the striped
|
|
squirrel's chirp, for his stores must be now nearly exhausted, or
|
|
see the woodchuck venture out of his winter quarters. On the 13th of
|
|
March, after I had heard the bluebird, song sparrow, and red-wing, the
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|
ice was still nearly a foot thick. As the weather grew warmer it was
|
|
not sensibly worn away by the water, nor broken up and floated off
|
|
as in rivers, but, though it was completely melted for half a rod in
|
|
width about the shore, the middle was merely honeycombed and saturated
|
|
with water, so that you could put your foot through it when six inches
|
|
thick; but by the next day evening, perhaps, after a warm rain
|
|
followed by fog, it would have wholly disappeared, all gone off with
|
|
the fog, spirited away. One year I went across the middle only five
|
|
days before it disappeared entirely. In 1845 Walden was first
|
|
completely open on the 1st of April; in '46, the 25th of March; in
|
|
'47, the 8th of April; in '51, the 28th of March; in '52, the 18th
|
|
of April; in '53, the 23d of March; in '54, about the 7th of April.
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Every incident connected with the breaking up of the rivers and
|
|
ponds and the settling of the weather is particularly interesting to
|
|
us who live in a climate of so great extremes. When the warmer days
|
|
come, they who dwell near the river hear the ice crack at night with a
|
|
startling whoop as loud as artillery, as if its icy fetters were
|
|
rent from end to end, and within a few days see it rapidly going
|
|
out. So the alligator comes out of the mud with quakings of the earth.
|
|
One old man, who has been a close observer of Nature, and seems as
|
|
thoroughly wise in regard to all her operations as if she had been put
|
|
upon the stocks when he was a boy, and he had helped to lay her
|
|
keel- who has come to his growth, and can hardly acquire more of
|
|
natural lore if he should live to the age of Methuselah- told me-
|
|
and I was surprised to hear him express wonder at any of Nature's
|
|
operations, for I thought that there were no secrets between them-
|
|
that one spring day he took his gun and boat, and thought that he
|
|
would have a little sport with the ducks. There was ice still on the
|
|
meadows, but it was all gone out of the river, and he dropped down
|
|
without obstruction from Sudbury, where he lived, to Fair Haven
|
|
Pond, which he found, unexpectedly, covered for the most part with a
|
|
firm field of ice. It was a warm day, and he was surprised to see so
|
|
great a body of ice remaining. Not seeing any ducks, he hid his boat
|
|
on the north or back side of an island in the pond, and then concealed
|
|
himself in the bushes on the south side, to await them. The ice was
|
|
melted for three or four rods from the shore, and there was a smooth
|
|
and warm sheet of water, with a muddy bottom, such as the ducks
|
|
love, within, and he thought it likely that some would be along pretty
|
|
soon. After he had lain still there about an hour he heard a low and
|
|
seemingly very distant sound, but singularly grand and impressive,
|
|
unlike anything he had ever heard, gradually swelling and increasing
|
|
as if it would have a universal and memorable ending, a sullen rush
|
|
and roar, which seemed to him all at once like the sound of a vast
|
|
body of fowl coming in to settle there, and, seizing his gun, he
|
|
started up in haste and excited; but he found, to his surprise, that
|
|
the whole body of the ice had started while he lay there, and
|
|
drifted in to the shore, and the sound he had heard was made by its
|
|
edge grating on the shore- at first gently nibbled and crumbled off,
|
|
but at length heaving up and scattering its wrecks along the island to
|
|
a considerable height before it came to a standstill.
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|
|
|
At length the sun's rays have attained the right angle, and warm
|
|
winds blow up mist and rain and melt the snowbanks, and the sun,
|
|
dispersing the mist, smiles on a checkered landscape of russet and
|
|
white smoking with incense, through which the traveller picks his
|
|
way from islet to islet, cheered by the music of a thousand tinkling
|
|
rills and rivulets whose veins are filled with the blood of winter
|
|
which they are bearing off.
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|
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|
Few phenomena gave me more delight than to observe the forms which
|
|
thawing sand and clay assume in flowing down the sides of a deep cut
|
|
on the railroad through which I passed on my way to the village, a
|
|
phenomenon not very common on so large a scale, though the number of
|
|
freshly exposed banks of the right material must have been greatly
|
|
multiplied since railroads were invented. The material was sand of
|
|
every degree of fineness and of various rich colors, commonly mixed
|
|
with a little clay. When the frost comes out in the spring, and even
|
|
in a thawing day in the winter, the sand begins to flow down the
|
|
slopes like lava, sometimes bursting out through the snow and
|
|
overflowing it where no sand was to be seen before. Innumerable little
|
|
streams overlap and interlace one with another, exhibiting a sort of
|
|
hybrid product, which obeys half way the law of currents, and half way
|
|
that of vegetation. As it flows it takes the forms of sappy leaves
|
|
or vines, making heaps of pulpy sprays a foot or more in depth, and
|
|
resembling, as you look down on them, the laciniated, lobed, and
|
|
imbricated thalluses of some lichens; or you are reminded of coral, of
|
|
leopard's paws or birds' feet, of brains or lungs or bowels, and
|
|
excrements of all kinds. It is a truly grotesque vegetation, whose
|
|
forms and color we see imitated in bronze, a sort of architectural
|
|
foliage more ancient and typical than acanthus, chiccory, ivy, vine,
|
|
or any vegetable leaves; destined perhaps, under some circumstances,
|
|
to become a puzzle to future geologists. The whole cut impressed me as
|
|
if it were a cave with its stalactites laid open to the light. The
|
|
various shades of the sand are singularly rich and agreeable,
|
|
embracing the different iron colors, brown, gray, yellowish, and
|
|
reddish. When the flowing mass reaches the drain at the foot of the
|
|
bank it spreads out flatter into strands, the separate streams
|
|
losing their semicylindrical form and gradually becoming more flat and
|
|
broad, running together as they are more moist, till they form an
|
|
almost flat sand, still variously and beautifully shaded, but in which
|
|
you call trace the original forms of vegetation; till at length, in
|
|
the water itself, they are converted into banks, like those formed off
|
|
the mouths of rivers, and the forms of vegetation are lost in the
|
|
ripple- marks on the bottom.
|
|
|
|
The whole bank, which is from twenty to forty feet high, is
|
|
sometimes overlaid with a mass of this kind of foliage, or sandy
|
|
rupture, for a quarter of a mile on one or both sides, the produce
|
|
of one spring day. What makes this sand foliage remarkable is its
|
|
springing into existence thus suddenly. When I see on the one side the
|
|
inert bank- for the sun acts on one side first- and on the other
|
|
this luxuriant foliage, the creation of an hour, I am affected as if
|
|
in a peculiar sense I stood in the laboratory of the Artist who made
|
|
the world and me- had come to where he was still at work, sporting
|
|
on this bank, and with excess of energy strewing his fresh designs
|
|
about. I feel as if I were nearer to the vitals of the globe, for this
|
|
sandy overflow is something such a foliaceous mass as the vitals of
|
|
the animal body. You find thus in the very sands an anticipation of
|
|
the vegetable leaf. No wonder that the earth expresses itself
|
|
outwardly in leaves, it so labors with the idea inwardly. The atoms
|
|
have already learned this law, and are pregnant by it. The overhanging
|
|
leaf sees here its prototype. Internally, whether in the globe or
|
|
animal body, it is a moist thick lobe, a word especially applicable to
|
|
the liver and lungs and the leaves of fat (leibo, labor, lapsus, to
|
|
flow or slip downward, a lapsing; lobos, globus, lobe, globe; also
|
|
lap, flap, and many other words); externally a dry thin leaf, even
|
|
as the f and v are a pressed and dried b. The radicals of lobe are lb,
|
|
the soft mass of the b (single-lobed, or B, double-lobed), with the
|
|
liquid l behind it pressing it forward. In globe, glb, the guttural
|
|
g adds to the meaning the capacity of the throat. The feathers and
|
|
wings of birds are still drier and thinner leaves. Thus, also, you
|
|
pass from the lumpish grub in the earth to the airy and fluttering
|
|
butterfly. The very globe continually transcends and translates
|
|
itself, and becomes winged in its orbit. Even ice begins with delicate
|
|
crystal leaves, as if it had flowed into moulds which the fronds of
|
|
waterplants have impressed on the watery mirror. The whole tree itself
|
|
is but one leaf, and rivers are still vaster leaves whose pulp is
|
|
intervening earth, and towns and cities are the ova of insects in
|
|
their axils.
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|
|
|
When the sun withdraws the sand ceases to flow, but in the morning
|
|
the streams will start once more and branch and branch again into a
|
|
myriad of others. You here see perchance how blood-vessels are formed.
|
|
If you look closely you observe that first there pushes forward from
|
|
the thawing mass a stream of softened sand with a drop-like point,
|
|
like the ball of the finger, feeling its way slowly and blindly
|
|
downward, until at last with more heat and moisture, as the sun gets
|
|
higher, the most fluid portion, in its effort to obey the law to which
|
|
the most inert also yields, separates from the latter and forms for
|
|
itself a meandering channel or artery within that, in which is seen
|
|
a little silvery stream glancing like lightning from one stage of
|
|
pulpy leaves or branches to another, and ever and anon swallowed up in
|
|
the sand. It is wonderful how rapidly yet perfectly the sand organizes
|
|
itself as it flows, using the best material its mass affords to form
|
|
the sharp edges of its channel. Such are the sources of rivers. In the
|
|
silicious matter which the water deposits is perhaps the bony
|
|
system, and in the still finer soil and organic matter the fleshy
|
|
fibre or cellular tissue. What is man but a mass of thawing clay?
|
|
The ball of the human finger is but a drop congealed. The fingers
|
|
and toes flow to their extent from the thawing mass of the body. Who
|
|
knows what the human body would expand and flow out to under a more
|
|
genial heaven? Is not the hand a spreading palm leaf with its lobes
|
|
and veins? The ear may be regarded, fancifully, as a lichen,
|
|
Umbilicaria, on the side of the head, with its lobe or drop. The
|
|
lip-labium, from labor (?)- laps or lapses from the sides of the
|
|
cavernous mouth. The nose is a manifest congealed drop or
|
|
stalactite. The chin is a still larger drop, the confluent dripping of
|
|
the face. The cheeks are a slide from the brows into the valley of the
|
|
face, opposed and diffused by the cheek bones. Each rounded lobe of
|
|
the vegetable leaf, too, is a thick and now loitering drop, larger
|
|
or smaller; the lobes are the fingers of the leaf; and as many lobes
|
|
as it has, in so many directions it tends to flow, and more heat or
|
|
other genial influences would have caused it to flow yet farther.
|
|
|
|
Thus it seemed that this one hillside illustrated the principle of
|
|
all the operations of Nature. The Maker of this earth but patented a
|
|
leaf. What Champollion will decipher this hieroglyphic for us, that we
|
|
may turn over a new leaf at last? This phenomenon is more exhilarating
|
|
to me than the luxuriance and fertility of vineyards. True, it is
|
|
somewhat excrementitious in its character, and there is no end to
|
|
the heaps of liver, lights, and bowels, as if the globe were turned
|
|
wrong side outward; but this suggests at least that Nature has some
|
|
bowels, and there again is mother of humanity. This is the frost
|
|
coming out of the ground; this is Spring. It precedes the green and
|
|
flowery spring, as mythology precedes regular poetry. I know of
|
|
nothing more purgative of winter fumes and indigestions. It
|
|
convinces me that Earth is still in her swaddling-clothes, and
|
|
stretches forth baby fingers on every side. Fresh curls spring from
|
|
the baldest brow. There is nothing inorganic. These foliaceous heaps
|
|
lie along the bank like the slag of a furnace, showing that Nature
|
|
is "in full blast" within. The earth is not a mere fragment of dead
|
|
history, stratum upon stratum like the leaves of a book, to be studied
|
|
by geologists and antiquaries chiefly, but living poetry like the
|
|
leaves of a tree, which precede flowers and fruit- not a fossil earth,
|
|
but a living earth; compared with whose great central life all
|
|
animal and vegetable life is merely parasitic. Its throes will heave
|
|
our exuviae from their graves. You may melt your metals and cast
|
|
them into the most beautiful moulds you can; they will never excite me
|
|
like the forms which this molten earth flows out into. And not only
|
|
it, but the institutions upon it are plastic like clay in the hands of
|
|
the potter.
|
|
|
|
Ere long, not only on these banks, but on every hill and plain and
|
|
in every hollow, the frost comes out of the ground like a dormant
|
|
quadruped from its burrow, and seeks the sea with music, or migrates
|
|
to other climes in clouds. Thaw with his gentle persuasion is more
|
|
powerful than Thor with his hammer. The one melts, the other but
|
|
breaks in pieces.
|
|
|
|
When the ground was partially bare of snow, and a few warm days
|
|
had dried its surface somewhat, it was pleasant to compare the first
|
|
tender signs of the infant year just peeping forth with the stately
|
|
beauty of the withered vegetation which had withstood the winter-life-
|
|
everlasting, goldenrods, pinweeds, and graceful wild grasses, more
|
|
obvious and interesting frequently than in summer even, as if their
|
|
beauty was not ripe till then; even cotton-grass, cat-tails, mulleins,
|
|
johnswort, hardhack, meadowsweet, and other strong-stemmed plants,
|
|
those unexhausted granaries which entertain the earliest birds- decent
|
|
weeds, at least, which widowed Nature wears. I am particularly
|
|
attracted by the arching and sheaf- like top of the wool-grass; it
|
|
brings back the summer to our winter memories, and is among the
|
|
forms which art loves to copy, and which, in the vegetable kingdom,
|
|
have the same relation to types already in the mind of man that
|
|
astronomy has. It is an antique style, older than Greek or Egyptian.
|
|
Many of the phenomena of Winter are suggestive of an inexpressible
|
|
tenderness and fragile delicacy. We are accustomed to hear this king
|
|
described as a rude and boisterous tyrant; but with the gentleness
|
|
of a lover he adorns the tresses of Summer.
|
|
|
|
At the approach of spring the red squirrels got under my house,
|
|
two at a time, directly under my feet as I sat reading or writing, and
|
|
kept up the queerest chuckling and chirruping and vocal pirouetting
|
|
and gurgling sounds that ever were heard; and when I stamped they only
|
|
chirruped the louder, as if past all fear and respect in their mad
|
|
pranks, defying humanity to stop them. No, you don't- chickaree-
|
|
chickaree. They were wholly deaf to my arguments, or failed to
|
|
perceive their force, and fell into a strain of invective that was
|
|
irresistible.
|
|
|
|
The first sparrow of spring! The year beginning with younger hope
|
|
than ever! The faint silvery warblings heard over the partially bare
|
|
and moist fields from the bluebird, the song sparrow, and the
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red-wing, as if the last flakes of winter tinkled as they fell! What
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at such a time are histories, chronologies, traditions, and all
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written revelations? The brooks sing carols and glees to the spring.
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The marsh hawk, sailing low over the meadow, is already seeking the
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first slimy life that awakes. The sinking sound of melting snow is
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heard in all dells, and the ice dissolves apace in the ponds. The
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grass flames up on the hillsides like a spring fire- "et primitus
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oritur herba imbribus primoribus evocata"- as if the earth sent
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forth an inward heat to greet the returning sun; not yellow but
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green is the color of its flame;- the symbol of perpetual youth, the
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grass-blade, like a long green ribbon, streams from the sod into the
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summer, checked indeed by the frost, but anon pushing on again,
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lifting its spear of last year's hay with the fresh life below. It
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grows as steadily as the rill oozes out of the ground. It is almost
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identical with that, for in the growing days of June, when the rills
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are dry, the grass-blades are their channels, and from year to year
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the herds drink at this perennial green stream, and the mower draws
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from it betimes their winter supply. So our human life but dies down
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to its root, and still puts forth its green blade to eternity.
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Walden is melting apace. There is a canal two rods wide along the
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northerly and westerly sides, and wider still at the east end. A great
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field of ice has cracked off from the main body. I hear a song sparrow
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singing from the bushes on the shore- olit, olit, olit- chip, chip,
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chip, che char- che wiss, wiss, wiss. He too is helping to crack it.
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How handsome the great sweeping curves in the edge of the ice,
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answering somewhat to those of the shore, but more regular! It is
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unusually hard, owing to the recent severe but transient cold, and all
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watered or waved like a palace floor. But the wind slides eastward
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over its opaque surface in vain, till it reaches the living surface
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beyond. It is glorious to behold this ribbon of water sparkling in the
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sun, the bare face of the pond full of glee and youth, as if it
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spoke the joy of the fishes within it, and of the sands on its
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shore- a silvery sheen as from the scales of a leuciscus, as it were
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all one active fish. Such is the contrast between winter and spring.
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Walden was dead and is alive again. But this spring it broke up more
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steadily, as I have said.
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The change from storm and winter to serene and mild weather, from
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dark and sluggish hours to bright and elastic ones, is a memorable
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crisis which all things proclaim. It is seemingly instantaneous at
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last. Suddenly an influx of light filled my house, though the
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evening was at hand, and the clouds of winter still overhung it, and
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the eaves were dripping with sleety rain. I looked out the window, and
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lo! where yesterday was cold gray ice there lay the transparent pond
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already calm and full of hope as in a summer evening, reflecting a
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summer evening sky in its bosom, though none was visible overhead,
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as if it had intelligence with some remote horizon. I heard a robin in
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the distance, the first I had heard for many a thousand years,
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methought, whose note I shall not forget for many a thousand more- the
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same sweet and powerful song as of yore. O the evening robin, at the
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end of a New England summer day! If I could ever find the twig he sits
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upon! I mean he; I mean the twig. This at least is not the Turdus
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migratorius. The pitch pines and shrub oaks about my house, which
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had so long drooped, suddenly resumed their several characters, looked
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brighter, greener, and more erect and alive, as if effectually
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cleansed and restored by the rain. I knew that it would not rain any
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more. You may tell by looking at any twig of the forest, ay, at your
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very wood-pile, whether its winter is past or not. As it grew
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darker, I was startled by the honking of geese flying low over the
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woods, like weary travellers getting in late from Southern lakes,
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and indulging at last in unrestrained complaint and mutual
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consolation. Standing at my door, I could bear the rush of their
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wings; when, driving toward my house, they suddenly spied my light,
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and with hushed clamor wheeled and settled in the pond. So I came
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in, and shut the door, and passed my first spring night in the woods.
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In the morning I watched the geese from the door through the mist,
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sailing in the middle of the pond, fifty rods off, so large and
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tumultuous that Walden appeared like an artificial pond for their
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amusement. But when I stood on the shore they at once rose up with a
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great flapping of wings at the signal of their commander, and when
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they had got into rank circled about over my head, twenty-nine of
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them, and then steered straight to Canada, with a regular honk from
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the leader at intervals, trusting to break their fast in muddier
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pools. A "plump" of ducks rose at the same time and took the route
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to the north in the wake of their noisier cousins.
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For a week I heard the circling, groping clangor of some solitary
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goose in the foggy mornings, seeking its companion, and still peopling
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the woods with the sound of a larger life than they could sustain.
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In April the pigeons were seen again flying express in small flocks,
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and in due time I heard the martins twittering over my clearing,
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though it had not seemed that the township contained so many that it
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|
could afford me any, and I fancied that they were peculiarly of the
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ancient race that dwelt in hollow trees ere white men came. In
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almost all climes the tortoise and the frog are among the precursors
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and heralds of this season, and birds fly with song and glancing
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|
plumage, and plants spring and bloom, and winds blow, to correct
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this slight oscillation of the poles and preserve the equilibrium of
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nature.
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As every season seems best to us in its turn, so the coming in of
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|
spring is like the creation of Cosmos out of Chaos and the realization
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|
of the Golden Age.
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"Eurus ad Auroram Nabathaeaque regna recessit,
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Persidaque, et radiis juga subdita matutinis."
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"The East-Wind withdrew to Aurora and the Nabathean kingdom,
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And the Persian, and the ridges placed under the morning rays.
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Man was born. Whether that Artificer of things,
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The origin of a better world, made him from the divine seed;
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Or the earth, being recent and lately sundered from the high
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Ether, retained some seeds of cognate heaven."
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A single gentle rain makes the grass many shades greener. So our
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prospects brighten on the influx of better thoughts. We should be
|
|
blessed if we lived in the present always, and took advantage of every
|
|
accident that befell us, like the grass which confesses the
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|
influence of the slightest dew that falls on it; and did not spend our
|
|
time in atoning for the neglect of past opportunities, which we call
|
|
doing our duty. We loiter in winter while it is already spring. In a
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|
pleasant spring morning all men's sins are forgiven. Such a day is a
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|
truce to vice. While such a sun holds out to burn, the vilest sinner
|
|
may return. Through our own recovered innocence we discern the
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|
innocence of our neighbors. You may have known your neighbor yesterday
|
|
for a thief, a drunkard, or a sensualist, and merely pitied or
|
|
despised him, and despaired of the world; but the sun shines bright
|
|
and warm this first spring morning, re-creating the world, and you
|
|
meet him at some serene work, and see how it is exhausted and
|
|
debauched veins expand with still joy and bless the new day, feel
|
|
the spring influence with the innocence of infancy, and all his faults
|
|
are forgotten. There is not only an atmosphere of good will about him,
|
|
but even a savor of holiness groping for expression, blindly and
|
|
ineffectually perhaps, like a new-born instinct, and for a short
|
|
hour the south hillside echoes to no vulgar jest. You see some
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|
innocent fair shoots preparing to burst from his gnarled rind and
|
|
try another year's life, tender and fresh as the youngest plant.
|
|
Even he has entered into the joy of his Lord. Why the jailer does
|
|
not leave open his prison doors- why the judge does not dismis his
|
|
case- why the preacher does not dismiss his congregation! It is
|
|
because they do not obey the hint which God gives them, nor accept the
|
|
pardon which he freely offers to all.
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|
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|
"A return to goodness produced each day in the tranquil and
|
|
beneficent breath of the morning, causes that in respect to the love
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|
of virtue and the hatred of vice, one approaches a little the
|
|
primitive nature of man, as the sprouts of the forest which has been
|
|
felled. In like manner the evil which one does in the interval of a
|
|
day prevents the germs of virtues which began to spring up again
|
|
from developing themselves and destroys them.
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|
|
|
"After the germs of virtue have thus been prevented many times
|
|
from developing themselves, then the beneficent breath of evening does
|
|
not suffice to preserve them. As soon as the breath of evening does
|
|
not suffice longer to preserve them, then the nature of man does not
|
|
differ much from that of the brute. Men seeing the nature of this
|
|
man like that of the brute, think that he has never possessed the
|
|
innate faculty of reason. Are those the true and natural sentiments of
|
|
man?"
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|
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|
"The Golden Age was first created, which without any avenger
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Spontaneously without law cherished fidelity and rectitude.
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Punishment and fear were not; nor were threatening words read
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|
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On suspended brass; nor did the suppliant crowd fear
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|
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|
The words of their judge; but were safe without an avenger.
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|
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Not yet the pine felled on its mountains had descended
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|
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|
To the liquid waves that it might see a foreign world,
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|
And mortals knew no shores but their own.
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|
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There was eternal spring, and placid zephyrs with warm
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|
|
Blasts soothed the flowers born without seed."
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|
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|
On the 29th of April, as I was fishing from the bank of the river
|
|
near the Nine-Acre-Corner bridge, standing on the quaking grass and
|
|
willow roots, where the muskrats lurk, I heard a singular rattling
|
|
sound, somewhat like that of the sticks which boys play with their
|
|
fingers, when, looking up, I observed a very slight and graceful hawk,
|
|
like a nighthawk, alternately soaring like a ripple and tumbling a rod
|
|
or two over and over, showing the under side of its wings, which
|
|
gleamed like a satin ribbon in the sun, or like the pearly inside of a
|
|
shell. This sight reminded me of falconry and what nobleness and
|
|
poetry are associated with that sport. The merlin it seemed to me it
|
|
might be called: but I care not for its name. It was the most ethereal
|
|
flight I had ever witnessed. It did not simply flutter like a
|
|
butterfly, nor soar like the larger hawks, but it sported with proud
|
|
reliance in the fields of air; mounting again and again with its
|
|
strange chuckle, it repeated its free and beautiful fall, turning over
|
|
and over like a kite, and then recovering from its lofty tumbling,
|
|
as if it had never set its foot on terra firma. It appeared to have no
|
|
companion in the universe-sporting there alone- and to need none but
|
|
the morning and the ether with which it played. It was not lonely, but
|
|
made all the earth lonely beneath it. Where was the parent which
|
|
hatched it, its kindred, and its father in the heavens? The tenant
|
|
of the air, it seemed related to the earth but by an egg hatched
|
|
some time in the crevice of a crag;- or was its native nest made in
|
|
the angle of a cloud, woven of the rainbow's trimmings and the
|
|
sunset sky, and lined with some soft midsummer haze caught up from
|
|
earth? Its eyry now some cliffy cloud.
|
|
|
|
Beside this I got a rare mess of golden and silver and bright
|
|
cupreous fishes, which looked like a string of jewels. Ah! I have
|
|
penetrated to those meadows on the morning of many a first spring day,
|
|
jumping from hummock to hummock, from willow root to willow root, when
|
|
the wild river valley and the woods were bathed in so pure and
|
|
bright a light as would have waked the dead, if they had been
|
|
slumbering in their graves, as some suppose. There needs no stronger
|
|
proof of immortality. All things must live in such a light. O Death,
|
|
where was thy sting? O Grave, where was thy victory, then?
|
|
|
|
Our village life would stagnate if it were not for the unexplored
|
|
forests and meadows which surround it. We need the tonic of
|
|
wildness- to wade sometimes in marshes where the bittern and the
|
|
meadow-hen lurk, and hear the booming of the snipe; to smell the
|
|
whispering sedge where only some wilder and more solitary fowl
|
|
builds her nest, and the mink crawls with its belly close to the
|
|
ground. At the same time that we are earnest to explore and learn
|
|
all things, we require that all things be mysterious and unexplorable,
|
|
that land and sea be infinitely wild, unsurveyed and unfathomed by
|
|
us because unfathomable. We can never have enough of nature. We must
|
|
be refreshed by the sight of inexhaustible vigor, vast and titanic
|
|
features, the sea-coast with its wrecks, the wilderness with its
|
|
living and its decaying trees, the thunder-cloud, and the rain which
|
|
lasts three weeks and produces freshets. We need to witness our own
|
|
limits transgressed, and some life pasturing freely where we never
|
|
wander. We are cheered when we observe the vulture feeding on the
|
|
carrion which disgusts and disheartens us, and deriving health and
|
|
strength from the repast. There was a dead horse in the hollow by
|
|
the path to my house, which compelled me sometimes to go out of my
|
|
way, especially in the night when the air was heavy, but the assurance
|
|
it gave me of the strong appetite and inviolable health of Nature
|
|
was my compensation for this. I love to see that Nature is so rife
|
|
with life that myriads can be afforded to be sacrificed and suffered
|
|
to prey on one another; that tender organizations can be so serenely
|
|
squashed out of existence like pulp-tadpoles which herons gobble up,
|
|
and tortoises and toads run over in the road; and that sometimes it
|
|
has rained flesh and blood! With the liability to accident, we must
|
|
see how little account is to be made of it. The impression made on a
|
|
wise man is that of universal innocence. Poison is not poisonous after
|
|
all, nor are any wounds fatal. Compassion is a very untenable
|
|
ground. It must be expeditious. Its pleadings will not bear to be
|
|
stereotyped.
|
|
|
|
Early in May, the oaks, hickories, maples, and other trees, just
|
|
putting out amidst the pine woods around the pond, imparted a
|
|
brightness like sunshine to the landscape, especially in cloudy
|
|
days, as if the sun were breaking through mists and shining faintly on
|
|
the hillsides here and there. On the third or fourth of May I saw a
|
|
loon in the pond, and during the first week of the month I heard the
|
|
whip-poor-will, the brown thrasher, the veery, the wood pewee, the
|
|
chewink, and other birds. I had heard the wood thrush long before. The
|
|
phoebe had already come once more and looked in at my door and window,
|
|
to see if my house was cavern-like enough for her, sustaining
|
|
herself on humming winds with clinched talons, as if she held by the
|
|
air, while she surveyed the premises. The sulphur-like pollen of the
|
|
pitch pine soon covered the pond and the stones and rotten wood
|
|
along the shore, so that you could have collected a barrelful. This is
|
|
the "sulphur showers" we bear of. Even in Calidas' drama of Sacontala,
|
|
we read of "rills dyed yellow with the golden dust of the lotus."
|
|
And so the seasons went rolling on into summer, as one rambles into
|
|
higher and higher grass.
|
|
|
|
Thus was my first year's life in the woods completed; and the second
|
|
year was similar to it. I finally left Walden September 6th, 1847.
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|
CONCLUSION
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CONCLUSION.
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|
|
|
TO THE sick the doctors wisely recommend a change of air and
|
|
scenery. Thank Heaven, here is not all the world. The buckeye does not
|
|
grow in New England, and the mockingbird is rarely heard here. The
|
|
wild goose is more of a cosmopolite than we; he breaks his fast in
|
|
Canada, takes a luncheon in the Ohio, and plumes himself for the night
|
|
in a southern bayou. Even the bison, to some extent, keeps pace with
|
|
the seasons cropping the pastures of the Colorado only till a
|
|
greener and sweeter grass awaits him by the Yellowstone. Yet we
|
|
think that if rail fences are pulled down, and stone walls piled up on
|
|
our farms, bounds are henceforth set to our lives and our fates
|
|
decided. If you are chosen town clerk, forsooth, you cannot go to
|
|
Tierra del Fuego this summer: but you may go to the land of infernal
|
|
fire nevertheless. The universe is wider than our views of it.
|
|
|
|
Yet we should oftener look over the tafferel of our craft, like
|
|
curious passengers, and not make the voyage like stupid sailors
|
|
picking oakum. The other side of the globe is but the home of our
|
|
correspondent. Our voyaging is only great-circle sailing, and the
|
|
doctors prescribe for diseases of the skin merely. One hastens to
|
|
southern Africa to chase the giraffe; but surely that is not the
|
|
game he would be after. How long, pray, would a man hunt giraffes if
|
|
he could? Snipes and woodcocks also may afford rare sport; but I trust
|
|
it would be nobler game to shoot one's self.
|
|
|
|
"Direct your eye right inward, and you'll find
|
|
|
|
A thousand regions in your mind
|
|
|
|
Yet undiscovered. Travel them, and be
|
|
|
|
Expert in home-cosmography."
|
|
|
|
What does Africa- what does the West stand for? Is not our own
|
|
interior white on the chart? black though it may prove, like the
|
|
coast, when discovered. Is it the source of the Nile, or the Niger, or
|
|
the Mississippi, or a Northwest Passage around this continent, that we
|
|
would find? Are these the problems which most concern mankind? Is
|
|
Franklin the only man who is lost, that his wife should be so
|
|
earnest to find him? Does Mr. Grinnell know where he himself is? Be
|
|
rather the Mungo Park, the Lewis and Clark and Frobisher, of your
|
|
own streams and oceans; explore your own higher latitudes- with
|
|
shiploads of preserved meats to support you, if they be necessary; and
|
|
pile the empty cans sky-high for a sign. Were preserved meats invented
|
|
to preserve meat merely? Nay, be a Columbus to whole new continents
|
|
and worlds within you, opening new channels, not of trade, but of
|
|
thought. Every man is the lord of a realm beside which the earthly
|
|
empire of the Czar is but a petty state, a hummock left by the ice.
|
|
Yet some can be patriotic who have no self-respect, and sacrifice
|
|
the greater to the less. They love the soil which makes their
|
|
graves, but have no sympathy with the spirit which may still animate
|
|
their clay. Patriotism is a maggot in their heads. What was the
|
|
meaning of that South-Sea Exploring Expedition, with all its parade
|
|
and expense, but an indirect recognition of the fact that there are
|
|
continents and seas in the moral world to which every man is an
|
|
isthmus or an inlet, yet unexplored by him, but that it is easier to
|
|
sail many thousand miles through cold and storm and cannibals, in a
|
|
government ship, with five hundred men and boys to assist one, than it
|
|
is to explore the private seal the Atlantic and Pacific Ocean of one's
|
|
being alone.
|
|
|
|
"Erret, et extremos alter scrutetur Iberos.
|
|
|
|
Plus habet hic vitae, plus habet ille viae."
|
|
|
|
Let them wander and scrutinize the outlandish Australians.
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|
|
|
I have more of God, they more of the road.
|
|
|
|
It is not worth the while to go round the world to count the cats in
|
|
Zanzibar. Yet do this even till you can do better, and you may perhaps
|
|
find some "Symmes' Hole" by which to get at the inside at last.
|
|
England and France, Spain and Portugal, Gold Coast and Slave Coast,
|
|
all front on this private sea; but no bark from them has ventured
|
|
out of sight of land, though it is without doubt the direct way to
|
|
India. If you would learn to speak all tongues and conform to the
|
|
customs of all nations, if you would travel farther than all
|
|
travellers, be naturalized in all climes, and cause the Sphinx to dash
|
|
her bead against a stone, even obey the precept of the old
|
|
philosopher, and Explore thyself. Herein are demanded the eye and
|
|
the nerve. Only the defeated and deserters go to the wars, cowards
|
|
that run away and enlist. Start now on that farthest western way,
|
|
which does not pause at the Mississippi or the Pacific, nor conduct
|
|
toward a wornout China or Japan, but leads on direct, a tangent to
|
|
this sphere, summer and winter, day and night, sun down, moon down,
|
|
and at last earth down too.
|
|
|
|
It is said that Mirabeau took to highway robbery "to ascertain
|
|
what degree of resolution was necessary in order to place one's self
|
|
in formal opposition to the most sacred laws of society." He
|
|
declared that "a soldier who fights in the ranks does not require half
|
|
so much courage as a foot-pad"- "that honor and religion have never
|
|
stood in the way of a well-considered and a firm resolve." This was
|
|
manly, as the world goes; and yet it was idle, if not desperate. A
|
|
saner man would have found himself often enough "in formal opposition"
|
|
to what are deemed "the most sacred laws of society," through
|
|
obedience to yet more sacred laws, and so have tested his resolution
|
|
without going out of his way. It is not for a man to put himself in
|
|
such an attitude to society, but to maintain himself in whatever
|
|
attitude he find himself through obedience to the laws of his being,
|
|
which will never be one of opposition to a just government, if he
|
|
should chance to meet with such.
|
|
|
|
I left the woods for as good a reason as I went there. Perhaps it
|
|
seemed to me that I had several more lives to live, and could not
|
|
spare any more time for that one. It is remarkable how easily and
|
|
insensibly we fall into a particular route, and make a beaten track
|
|
for ourselves. I had not lived there a week before my feet wore a path
|
|
from my door to the pond-side; and though it is Eve or six years since
|
|
I trod it, it is still quite distinct. It is true, I fear, that others
|
|
may have fallen into it, and so helped to keep it open. The surface of
|
|
the earth is soft and impressible by the feet of men; and so with
|
|
the paths which the mind travels. How worn and dusty, then, must be
|
|
the Highways of the world, how deep the ruts of tradition and
|
|
conformity! I did not wish to take a cabin passage, but rather to go
|
|
before the mast and on the deck of the world, for there I could best
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see the moonlight amid the mountains. I do not wish to go below now.
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I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances
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confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live
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the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success unexpected
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in common hours. He will put some things behind, will pass an
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invisible boundary; new, universal, and more liberal laws will begin
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to establish themselves around and within him; or the old laws be
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expanded, and interpreted in his favor in a more liberal sense, and he
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will live with the license of a higher order of beings. In
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proportion as he simplifies his life, the laws of the universe will
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appear less complex, and solitude will not be solitude, nor poverty
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poverty, nor weakness weakness. If you have built castles in the
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air, your work need not be lost; that is where they should be. Now put
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the foundations under them.
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It is a ridiculous demand which England and America make, that you
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shall speak so that they can understand you. Neither men nor
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toadstools grow so. As if that were important, and there were not
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enough to understand you without them. As if Nature could support
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but one order of understandings, could not sustain birds as well as
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quadrupeds, flying as well as creeping things, and hush and whoa,
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which Bright can understand, were the best English. As if there were
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safety in stupidity alone. I fear chiefly lest my expression may not
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be extra-vagant enough, may not wander far enough beyond the narrow
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limits of my daily experience, so as to be adequate to the truth of
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which I have been convinced. Extra vagance! it depends on how you
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are yarded. The migrating buffalo, which seeks new pastures in another
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latitude, is not extravagant like the cow which kicks over the pail,
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leaps the cowyard fence, and runs after her calf, in milking time. I
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desire to speak somewhere without bounds; like a man in a waking
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moment, to men in their waking moments; for I am convinced that I
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cannot exaggerate enough even to lay the foundation of a true
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expression. Who that has heard a strain of music feared then lest he
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should speak extravagantly any more forever? In view of the future
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or possible, we should live quite laxly and undefined in front our
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outlines dim and misty on that side; as our shadows reveal an
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insensible perspiration toward the sun. The volatile truth of our
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words should continually betray the inadequacy of the residual
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statement. Their truth is instantly translated; its literal monument
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alone remains. The words which express our faith and piety are not
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definite; yet they are significant and fragrant like frankincense to
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superior natures.
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Why level downward to our dullest perception always, and praise that
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as common sense? The commonest sense is the sense of men asleep, which
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they express by snoring. Sometimes we are inclined to class those
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who are once-and-a-half-witted with the half-witted, because we
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appreciate only a third part of their wit. Some would find fault
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with the morning red, if they ever got up early enough. "They
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pretend," as I hear, "that the verses of Kabir have four different
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senses; illusion, spirit, intellect, and the exoteric doctrine of
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the Vedas"; but in this part of the world it is considered a ground
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for complaint if a man's writings admit of more than one
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interpretation. While England endeavors to cure the potato-rot, will
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not any endeavor to cure the brain-rot, which prevails so much more
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widely and fatally?
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I do not suppose that I have attained to obscurity, but I should
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be proud if no more fatal fault were found with my pages on this score
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than was found with the Walden ice. Southern customers objected to its
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blue color, which is the evidence of its purity, as if it were
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muddy, and preferred the Cambridge ice, which is white, but tastes
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of weeds. The purity men love is like the mists which envelop the
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earth, and not like the azure ether beyond.
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Some are dinning in our ears that we Americans, and moderns
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generally, are intellectual dwarfs compared with the ancients, or even
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the Elizabethan men. But what is that to the purpose? A living dog
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is better than a dead lion. Shall a man go and hang himself because he
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belongs to the race of pygmies, and not be the biggest pygmy that he
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can? Let every one mind his own business, and endeavor to be what he
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was made.
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Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed and in such
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desperate enterprises? If a man does not keep pace with his
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companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let
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him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away. It
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is not important that he should mature as soon as an apple tree or
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an oak. Shall he turn his spring into summer? If the condition of
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things which we were made for is not yet, what were any reality
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which we can substitute? We will not be shipwrecked on a vain reality.
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Shall we with pains erect a heaven of blue glass over ourselves,
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though when it is done we shall be sure to gaze still at the true
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ethereal heaven far above, as if the former were not?
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There was an artist in the city of Kouroo who was disposed to strive
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after perfection. One day it came into his mind to make a staff.
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Having considered that in an imperfect work time is an ingredient, but
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into a perfect work time does not enter, he said to himself, It
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shall be perfect in all respects, though I should do nothing else in
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my life. He proceeded instantly to the forest for wood, being resolved
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that it should not be made of unsuitable material; and as he
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searched for and rejected stick after stick, his friends gradually
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deserted him, for they grew old in their works and died, but he grew
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not older by a moment. His singleness of purpose and resolution, and
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his elevated piety, endowed him, without his knowledge, with perennial
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youth. As he made no compromise with Time, Time kept out of his way,
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and only sighed at a distance because he could not overcome him.
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Before he had found a stock in all respects suitable the city of
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Kouroo was a hoary ruin, and he sat on one of its mounds to peel the
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stick. Before he had given it the proper shape the dynasty of the
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Candahars was at an end, and with the point of the stick he wrote
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the name of the last of that race in the sand, and then resumed his
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work. By the time he had smoothed and polished the staff Kalpa was
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no longer the pole-star; and ere he had put on the ferule and the head
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adorned with precious stones, Brahma had awoke and slumbered many
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times. But why do I stay to mention these things? When the finishing
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stroke was put to his work, it suddenly expanded before the eyes of
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the astonished artist into the fairest of all the creations of Brahma.
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He had made a new system in making a staff, a world with fun and
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fair proportions; in which, though the old cities and dynasties had
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passed away, fairer and more glorious ones had taken their places. And
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now he saw by the heap of shavings still fresh at his feet, that,
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for him and his work, the former lapse of time had been an illusion,
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and that no more time had elapsed than is required for a single
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scintillation from the brain of Brahma to fall on and inflame the
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tinder of a mortal brain. The material was pure, and his art was pure;
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how could the result be other than wonderful?
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No face which we can give to a matter will stead us so well at
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last as the truth. This alone wears well. For the most part, we are
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not where we are, but in a false position. Through an infinity of
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our natures, we suppose a case, and put ourselves into it, and hence
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|
are in two cases at the same time, and it is doubly difficult to get
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out. In sane moments we regard only the facts, the case that is. Say
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what you have to say, not what you ought. Any truth is better than
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make-believe. Tom Hyde, the tinker, standing on the gallows, was asked
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if he had anything to say. "Tell the tailors," said he, "to remember
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to make a knot in their thread before they take the first stitch." His
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companion's prayer is forgotten.
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However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it and
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call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks poorest when
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you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults even in paradise.
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Love your life, poor as it is. You may perhaps have some pleasant,
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thrilling, glorious hours, even in a poor-house. The setting sun is
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reflected from the windows of the almshouse as brightly as from the
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rich man's abode; the snow melts before its door as early in the
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spring. I do not see but a quiet mind may live as contentedly there,
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and have as cheering thoughts, as in a palace. The town's poor seem to
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me often to live the most independent lives of any. Maybe they are
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simply great enough to receive without misgiving. Most think that they
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are above being supported by the town; but it oftener happens that
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they are not above supporting themselves by dishonest means, which
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|
should be more disreputable. Cultivate poverty like a garden herb,
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like sage. Do not trouble yourself much to get new things, whether
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clothes or friends. Turn the old; return to them. Things do not
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|
change; we change. Sell your clothes and keep your thoughts. God
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will see that you do not want society. If I were confined to a
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corner of a garret all my days, like a spider, the world would be just
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|
as large to me while I had my thoughts about me. The philosopher said:
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"From an army of three divisions one can take away its general, and
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|
put it in disorder; from the man the most abject and vulgar one cannot
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|
take away his thought." Do not seek so anxiously to be developed, to
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|
subject yourself to many influences to be played on; it is all
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dissipation. Humility like darkness reveals the heavenly lights. The
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shadows of poverty and meanness gather around us, "and lo! creation
|
|
widens to our view." We are often reminded that if there were bestowed
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|
on us the wealth of Croesus, our aims must still be the same, and
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|
our means essentially the same. Moreover, if you are restricted in
|
|
your range by poverty, if you cannot buy books and newspapers, for
|
|
instance, you are but confined to the most significant and vital
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|
experiences; you are compelled to deal with the material which
|
|
yields the most sugar and the most starch. It is life near the bone
|
|
where it is sweetest. You are defended from being a trifler. No man
|
|
loses ever on a lower level by magnanimity on a higher. Superfluous
|
|
wealth can buy superfluities only. Money is not required to buy one
|
|
necessary of the soul.
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|
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|
I live in the angle of a leaden wall, into whose composition was
|
|
poured a little alloy of bell-metal. Often, in the repose of my
|
|
mid-day, there reaches my ears a confused tintinnabulum from
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|
without. It is the noise of my contemporaries. My neighbors tell me of
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|
their adventures with famous gentlemen and ladies, what notabilities
|
|
they met at the dinner-table; but I am no more interested in such
|
|
things than in the contents of the Daily Times. The interest and the
|
|
conversation are about costume and manners chiefly; but a goose is a
|
|
goose still, dress it as you will. They tell me of California and
|
|
Texas, of England and the Indies, of the Hon. Mr.-- of Georgia or of
|
|
Massachusetts, all transient and fleeting phenomena, till I am ready
|
|
to leap from their court-yard like the Mameluke bey. I delight to come
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|
to my bearings- not walk in procession with pomp and parade, in a
|
|
conspicuous place, but to walk even with the Builder of the
|
|
universe, if I may- not to live in this restless, nervous, bustling,
|
|
trivial Nineteenth Century, but stand or sit thoughtfully while it
|
|
goes by. What are men celebrating? They are all on a committee of
|
|
arrangements, and hourly expect a speech from somebody. God is only
|
|
the president of the day, and Webster is his orator. I love to
|
|
weigh, to settle, to gravitate toward that which most strongly and
|
|
rightfully attracts me;- not hang by the beam of the scale and try
|
|
to weigh less- not suppose a case, but take the case that is; to
|
|
travel the only path I can, and that on which no power can resist
|
|
me. It affords me no satisfaction to commerce to spring an arch before
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|
I have got a solid foundation. Let us not play at kittly-benders.
|
|
There is a solid bottom everywhere. We read that the traveller asked
|
|
the boy if the swamp before him had a hard bottom. The boy replied
|
|
that it had. But presently the traveller's horse sank in up to the
|
|
girths, and he observed to the boy, "I thought you said that this
|
|
bog had a hard bottom." "So it has," answered the latter, "but you
|
|
have not got half way to it yet." So it is with the bogs and
|
|
quicksands of society; but he is an old boy that knows it. Only what
|
|
is thought, said, or done at a certain rare coincidence is good. I
|
|
would not be one of those who will foolishly drive a nail into mere
|
|
lath and plastering; such a deed would keep me awake nights. Give me a
|
|
hammer, and let me feel for the furring. Do not depend on the putty.
|
|
Drive a nail home and clinch it so faithfully that you can wake up
|
|
in the night and think of your work with satisfaction- a work at which
|
|
you would not be ashamed to invoke the Muse. So will help you God, and
|
|
so only. Every nail driven should be as another rivet in the machine
|
|
of the universe, you carrying on the work.
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|
|
|
Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. I sat at a
|
|
table where were rich food and wine in abundance, and obsequious
|
|
attendance, but sincerity and truth were not; and I went away hungry
|
|
from the inhospitable board. The hospitality was as cold as the
|
|
ices. I thought that there was no need of ice to freeze them. They
|
|
talked to me of the age of the wine and the fame of the vintage; but I
|
|
thought of an older, a newer, and purer wine, of a more glorious
|
|
vintage, which they had not got, and could not buy. The style, the
|
|
house and grounds and "entertainment" pass for nothing with me. I
|
|
called on the king, but he made me wait in his hall, and conducted
|
|
like a man incapacitated for hospitality. There was a man in my
|
|
neighborhood who lived in a hollow tree. His manners were truly regal.
|
|
I should have done better had I called on him.
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|
|
|
How long shall we sit in our porticoes practising idle and musty
|
|
virtues, which any work would make impertinent? As if one were to
|
|
begin the day with long-suffering, and hire a man to hoe his potatoes;
|
|
and in the afternoon go forth to practise Christian meekness and
|
|
charity with goodness aforethought! Consider the China pride and
|
|
stagnant self-complacency of mankind. This generation inclines a
|
|
little to congratulate itself on being the last of an illustrious
|
|
line; and in Boston and London and Paris and Rome, thinking of its
|
|
long descent, it speaks of its progress in art and science and
|
|
literature with satisfaction. There are the Records of the
|
|
Philosophical Societies, and the public Eulogies of Great Men! It is
|
|
the good Adam contemplating his own virtue. "Yes, we have done great
|
|
deeds, and sung divine songs, which shall never die"- that is, as long
|
|
as we can remember them. The learned societies and great men of
|
|
Assyria- where are they? What youthful philosophers and
|
|
experimentalists we are! There is not one of my readers who has yet
|
|
lived a whole human life. These may be but the spring months in the
|
|
life of the race. If we have had the seven-years' itch, we have not
|
|
seen the seventeen-year locust yet in Concord. We are acquainted
|
|
with a mere pellicle of the globe on which we live. Most have not
|
|
delved six feet beneath the surface, nor leaped as many above it. We
|
|
know not where we are. Beside, we are sound asleep nearly half our
|
|
time. Yet we esteem ourselves wise, and have an established order on
|
|
the surface. Truly, we are deep thinkers, we are ambitious spirits! As
|
|
I stand over the insect crawling amid the pine needles on the forest
|
|
floor, and endeavoring to conceal itself from my sight, and ask myself
|
|
why it will cherish those humble thoughts, and bide its head from me
|
|
who might, perhaps, be its benefactor, and impart to its race some
|
|
cheering information, I am reminded of the greater Benefactor and
|
|
Intelligence that stands over me the human insect.
|
|
|
|
There is an incessant influx of novelty into the world, and yet we
|
|
tolerate incredible dulness. I need only suggest what kind of
|
|
sermons are still listened to in the most enlightened countries. There
|
|
are such words as joy and sorrow, but they are only the burden of a
|
|
psalm, sung with a nasal twang, while we believe in the ordinary and
|
|
mean. We think that we can change our clothes only. It is said that
|
|
the British Empire is very large and respectable, and that the
|
|
United States are a first-rate power. We do not believe that a tide
|
|
rises and falls behind every man which can float the British Empire
|
|
like a chip, if he should ever harbor it in his mind. Who knows what
|
|
sort of seventeen-year locust will next come out of the ground? The
|
|
government of the world I live in was not framed, like that of
|
|
Britain, in after-dinner conversations over the wine.
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|
|
|
The life in us is like the water in the river. It may rise this year
|
|
higher than man has ever known it, and flood the parched uplands; even
|
|
this may be the eventful year, which will drown out all our
|
|
muskrats. It was not always dry land where we dwell. I see far
|
|
inland the banks which the stream anciently washed, before science
|
|
began to record its freshets. Every one has heard the story which
|
|
has gone the rounds of New England, of a strong and beautiful bug
|
|
which came out of the dry leaf of an old table of apple-tree wood,
|
|
which had stood in a farmer's kitchen for sixty years, first in
|
|
Connecticut, and afterward in Massachusetts- from an egg deposited
|
|
in the living tree many years earlier still, as appeared by counting
|
|
the annual layers beyond it; which was heard gnawing out for several
|
|
weeks, hatched perchance by the heat of an urn. Who does not feel
|
|
his faith in a resurrection and immortality strengthened by hearing of
|
|
this? Who knows what beautiful and winged life, whose egg has been
|
|
buried for ages under many concentric layers of woodenness in the dead
|
|
dry life of society, deposited at first in the alburnum of the green
|
|
and living tree, which has been gradually converted into the semblance
|
|
of its well-seasoned tomb- heard perchance gnawing out now for years
|
|
by the astonished family of man, as they sat round the festive
|
|
board- may unexpectedly come forth from amidst society's most
|
|
trivial and handselled furniture, to enjoy its perfect summer life
|
|
at last!
|
|
|
|
I do not say that John or Jonathan will realize all this; but such
|
|
is the character of that morrow which mere lapse of time can never
|
|
make to dawn. The light which puts out our eyes is darkness to us.
|
|
Only that day dawns to which we are awake. There is more day to
|
|
dawn. The sun is but a morning star.
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THE END
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