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WALDEN & ON THE DUTY OF CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE
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Contents
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WALDEN
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1. Economy
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2. Where I Lived, and What I Lived For
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3. Reading
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4. Sounds
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5. Solitude
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6. Visitors
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7. The Bean-Field
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8. The Village
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9. The Ponds
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10. Baker Farm
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11. Higher Laws
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12. Brute Neighbors
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13. House-Warming
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14. Inhabitants and Winter Visitors
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15. Winter Animals
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16. The Pond in Winter
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17. Spring
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18. Conclusion
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-- On the Duty of Civil Disobedience --
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Economy
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When I wrote the following pages, or rather the bulk of them, I
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lived alone, in the woods, a mile from any neighbor, in a house
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which I had built myself, on the shore of Walden Pond, in Concord,
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Massachusetts, and earned my living by the labor of my hands only.
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I lived there two years and two months. At present I am a sojourner
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in civilized life again.
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I should not obtrude my affairs so much on the notice of my
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readers if very particular inquiries had not been made by my
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townsmen concerning my mode of life, which some would call
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impertinent, though they do not appear to me at all impertinent,
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but, considering the circumstances, very natural and pertinent.
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Some have asked what I got to eat; if I did not feel lonesome; if I
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was not afraid; and the like. Others have been curious to learn
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what portion of my income I devoted to charitable purposes; and
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some, who have large families, how many poor children I maintained.
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I will therefore ask those of my readers who feel no particular
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interest in me to pardon me if I undertake to answer some of these
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questions in this book. In most books, the I, or first person, is
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omitted; in this it will be retained; that, in respect to egotism,
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is the main difference. We commonly do not remember that it is,
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after all, always the first person that is speaking. I should not
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talk so much about myself if there were anybody else whom I knew as
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well. Unfortunately, I am confined to this theme by the narrowness
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of my experience. Moreover, I, on my side, require of every writer,
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first or last, a simple and sincere account of his own life, and not
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merely what he has heard of other men's lives; some such account as
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he would send to his kindred from a distant land; for if he has
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lived sincerely, it must have been in a distant land to me. Perhaps
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these pages are more particularly addressed to poor students. As
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for the rest of my readers, they will accept such portions as apply
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to them. I trust that none will stretch the seams in putting on the
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coat, for it may do good service to him whom it fits.
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I would fain say something, not so much concerning the Chinese
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and Sandwich Islanders as you who read these pages, who are said to
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live in New England; something about your condition, especially your
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outward condition or circumstances in this world, in this town, what
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it is, whether it is necessary that it be as bad as it is, whether
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it cannot be improved as well as not. I have travelled a good deal
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in Concord; and everywhere, in shops, and offices, and fields, the
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inhabitants have appeared to me to be doing penance in a thousand
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remarkable ways. What I have heard of Bramins sitting exposed to
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four fires and looking in the face of the sun; or hanging suspended,
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with their heads downward, over flames; or looking at the heavens
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over their shoulders "until it becomes impossible for them to resume
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their natural position, while from the twist of the neck nothing but
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liquids can pass into the stomach"; or dwelling, chained for life,
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at the foot of a tree; or measuring with their bodies, like
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caterpillars, the breadth of vast empires; or standing on one leg on
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the tops of pillars -- even these forms of conscious penance are
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hardly more incredible and astonishing than the scenes which I daily
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witness. The twelve labors of Hercules were trifling in comparison
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with those which my neighbors have undertaken; for they were only
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twelve, and had an end; but I could never see that these men slew or
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captured any monster or finished any labor. They have no friend
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Iolaus to burn with a hot iron the root of the hydra's head, but as
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soon as one head is crushed, two spring up.
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I see young men, my townsmen, whose misfortune it is to have
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inherited farms, houses, barns, cattle, and farming tools; for these
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are more easily acquired than got rid of. Better if they had been
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born in the open pasture and suckled by a wolf, that they might have
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seen with clearer eyes what field they were called to labor in. Who
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made them serfs of the soil? Why should they eat their sixty acres,
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when man is condemned to eat only his peck of dirt? Why should they
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begin digging their graves as soon as they are born? They have got
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to live a man's life, pushing all these things before them, and get
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on as well as they can. How many a poor immortal soul have I met
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well-nigh crushed and smothered under its load, creeping down the
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road of life, pushing before it a barn seventy-five feet by forty,
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its Augean stables never cleansed, and one hundred acres of land,
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tillage, mowing, pasture, and woodlot! The portionless, who
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struggle with no such unnecessary inherited encumbrances, find it
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labor enough to subdue and cultivate a few cubic feet of flesh.
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But men labor under a mistake. The better part of the man is
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soon plowed into the soil for compost. By a seeming fate, commonly
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called necessity, they are employed, as it says in an old book,
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laying up treasures which moth and rust will corrupt and thieves
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break through and steal. It is a fool's life, as they will find
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when they get to the end of it, if not before. It is said that
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Deucalion and Pyrrha created men by throwing stones over their heads
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behind them:--
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Inde genus durum sumus, experiensque laborum,
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Et documenta damus qua simus origine nati.
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Or, as Raleigh rhymes it in his sonorous way,--
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"From thence our kind hard-hearted is, enduring pain and care,
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Approving that our bodies of a stony nature are."
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So much for a blind obedience to a blundering oracle, throwing the
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stones over their heads behind them, and not seeing where they fell.
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Most men, even in this comparatively free country, through mere
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ignorance and mistake, are so occupied with the factitious cares and
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superfluously coarse labors of life that its finer fruits cannot be
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plucked by them. Their fingers, from excessive toil, are too clumsy
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and tremble too much for that. Actually, the laboring man has not
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leisure for a true integrity day by day; he cannot afford to sustain
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the manliest relations to men; his labor would be depreciated in the
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market. He has no time to be anything but a machine. How can he
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remember well his ignorance -- which his growth requires -- who has
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so often to use his knowledge? We should feed and clothe him
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gratuitously sometimes, and recruit him with our cordials, before we
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judge of him. The finest qualities of our nature, like the bloom on
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fruits, can be preserved only by the most delicate handling. Yet we
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do not treat ourselves nor one another thus tenderly.
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Some of you, we all know, are poor, find it hard to live, are
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sometimes, as it were, gasping for breath. I have no doubt that
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some of you who read this book are unable to pay for all the dinners
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which you have actually eaten, or for the coats and shoes which are
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fast wearing or are already worn out, and have come to this page to
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spend borrowed or stolen time, robbing your creditors of an hour.
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It is very evident what mean and sneaking lives many of you live,
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for my sight has been whetted by experience; always on the limits,
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trying to get into business and trying to get out of debt, a very
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ancient slough, called by the Latins aes alienum, another's brass,
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for some of their coins were made of brass; still living, and dying,
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and buried by this other's brass; always promising to pay, promising
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to pay, tomorrow, and dying today, insolvent; seeking to curry
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favor, to get custom, by how many modes, only not state-prison
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offenses; lying, flattering, voting, contracting yourselves into a
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nutshell of civility or dilating into an atmosphere of thin and
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vaporous generosity, that you may persuade your neighbor to let you
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make his shoes, or his hat, or his coat, or his carriage, or import
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his groceries for him; making yourselves sick, that you may lay up
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something against a sick day, something to be tucked away in an old
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chest, or in a stocking behind the plastering, or, more safely, in
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the brick bank; no matter where, no matter how much or how little.
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I sometimes wonder that we can be so frivolous, I may almost
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say, as to attend to the gross but somewhat foreign form of
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servitude called Negro Slavery, there are so many keen and subtle
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masters that enslave both North and South. It is hard to have a
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Southern overseer; it is worse to have a Northern one; but worst of
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all when you are the slave-driver of yourself. Talk of a divinity
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in man! Look at the teamster on the highway, wending to market by
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day or night; does any divinity stir within him? His highest duty
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to fodder and water his horses! What is his destiny to him compared
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with the shipping interests? Does not he drive for Squire
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Make-a-stir? How godlike, how immortal, is he? See how he cowers
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and sneaks, how vaguely all the day he fears, not being immortal nor
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divine, but the slave and prisoner of his own opinion of himself, a
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fame won by his own deeds. Public opinion is a weak tyrant compared
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with our own private opinion. What a man thinks of himself, that it
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is which determines, or rather indicates, his fate.
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Self-emancipation even in the West Indian provinces of the fancy and
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imagination -- what Wilberforce is there to bring that about?
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Think, also, of the ladies of the land weaving toilet cushions
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against the last day, not to betray too green an interest in their
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fates! As if you could kill time without injuring eternity.
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The mass of men lead lives of quiet desperation. What is called
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resignation is confirmed desperation. From the desperate city you
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go into the desperate country, and have to console yourself with the
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bravery of minks and muskrats. A stereotyped but unconscious
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despair is concealed even under what are called the games and
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amusements of mankind. There is no play in them, for this comes
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after work. But it is a characteristic of wisdom not to do
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desperate things.
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When we consider what, to use the words of the catechism, is the
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chief end of man, and what are the true necessaries and means of
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life, it appears as if men had deliberately chosen the common mode
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of living because they preferred it to any other. Yet they honestly
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think there is no choice left. But alert and healthy natures
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remember that the sun rose clear. It is never too late to give up
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our prejudices. No way of thinking or doing, however ancient, can
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be trusted without proof. What everybody echoes or in silence
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passes by as true to-day may turn out to be falsehood to-morrow,
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mere smoke of opinion, which some had trusted for a cloud that would
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sprinkle fertilizing rain on their fields. What old people say you
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cannot do, you try and find that you can. Old deeds for old people,
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and new deeds for new. Old people did not know enough once,
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perchance, to fetch fresh fuel to keep the fire a-going; new people
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put a little dry wood under a pot, and are whirled round the globe
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with the speed of birds, in a way to kill old people, as the phrase
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is. Age is no better, hardly so well, qualified for an instructor
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as youth, for it has not profited so much as it has lost. One may
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almost doubt if the wisest man has learned anything of absolute
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value by living. Practically, the old have no very important advice
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to give the young, their own experience has been so partial, and
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their lives have been such miserable failures, for private reasons,
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as they must believe; and it may be that they have some faith left
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which belies that experience, and they are only less young than they
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were. I have lived some thirty years on this planet, and I have yet
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to hear the first syllable of valuable or even earnest advice from
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my seniors. They have told me nothing, and probably cannot tell me
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anything to the purpose. Here is life, an experiment to a great
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extent untried by me; but it does not avail me that they have tried
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it. If I have any experience which I think valuable, I am sure to
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reflect that this my Mentors said nothing about.
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One farmer says to me, "You cannot live on vegetable food
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solely, for it furnishes nothing to make bones with"; and so he
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religiously devotes a part of his day to supplying his system with
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the raw material of bones; walking all the while he talks behind his
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oxen, which, with vegetable-made bones, jerk him and his lumbering
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plow along in spite of every obstacle. Some things are really
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necessaries of life in some circles, the most helpless and diseased,
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which in others are luxuries merely, and in others still are
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entirely unknown.
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The whole ground of human life seems to some to have been gone
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over by their predecessors, both the heights and the valleys, and
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all things to have been cared for. According to Evelyn, "the wise
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Solomon prescribed ordinances for the very distances of trees; and
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the Roman praetors have decided how often you may go into your
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neighbor's land to gather the acorns which fall on it without
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trespass, and what share belongs to that neighbor." Hippocrates has
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even left directions how we should cut our nails; that is, even with
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the ends of the fingers, neither shorter nor longer. Undoubtedly
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the very tedium and ennui which presume to have exhausted the
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variety and the joys of life are as old as Adam. But man's
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capacities have never been measured; nor are we to judge of what he
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|
can do by any precedents, so little has been tried. Whatever have
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been thy failures hitherto, "be not afflicted, my child, for who
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shall assign to thee what thou hast left undone?"
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We might try our lives by a thousand simple tests; as, for
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|
instance, that the same sun which ripens my beans illumines at once
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a system of earths like ours. If I had remembered this it would
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have prevented some mistakes. This was not the light in which I
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hoed them. The stars are the apexes of what wonderful triangles!
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What distant and different beings in the various mansions of the
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universe are contemplating the same one at the same moment! Nature
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and human life are as various as our several constitutions. Who
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shall say what prospect life offers to another? Could a greater
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|
miracle take place than for us to look through each other's eyes for
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|
an instant? We should live in all the ages of the world in an hour;
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ay, in all the worlds of the ages. History, Poetry, Mythology! -- I
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know of no reading of another's experience so startling and
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|
informing as this would be.
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The greater part of what my neighbors call good I believe in my
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soul to be bad, and if I repent of anything, it is very likely to be
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|
my good behavior. What demon possessed me that I behaved so well?
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|
You may say the wisest thing you can, old man -- you who have lived
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seventy years, not without honor of a kind -- I hear an irresistible
|
|
voice which invites me away from all that. One generation abandons
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the enterprises of another like stranded vessels.
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|
I think that we may safely trust a good deal more than we do.
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We may waive just so much care of ourselves as we honestly bestow
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|
elsewhere. Nature is as well adapted to our weakness as to our
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|
strength. The incessant anxiety and strain of some is a well-nigh
|
|
incurable form of disease. We are made to exaggerate the importance
|
|
of what work we do; and yet how much is not done by us! or, what if
|
|
we had been taken sick? How vigilant we are! determined not to live
|
|
by faith if we can avoid it; all the day long on the alert, at night
|
|
we unwillingly say our prayers and commit ourselves to
|
|
uncertainties. So thoroughly and sincerely are we compelled to
|
|
live, reverencing our life, and denying the possibility of change.
|
|
This is the only way, we say; but there are as many ways as there
|
|
can be drawn radii from one centre. All change is a miracle to
|
|
contemplate; but it is a miracle which is taking place every
|
|
instant. Confucius said, "To know that we know what we know, and
|
|
that we do not know what we do not know, that is true knowledge."
|
|
When one man has reduced a fact of the imagination to be a fact to
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|
his understanding, I foresee that all men at length establish their
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|
lives on that basis.
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|
Let us consider for a moment what most of the trouble and
|
|
anxiety which I have referred to is about, and how much it is
|
|
necessary that we be troubled, or at least careful. It would be
|
|
some advantage to live a primitive and frontier life, though in the
|
|
midst of an outward civilization, if only to learn what are the
|
|
gross necessaries of life and what methods have been taken to obtain
|
|
them; or even to look over the old day-books of the merchants, to
|
|
see what it was that men most commonly bought at the stores, what
|
|
they stored, that is, what are the grossest groceries. For the
|
|
improvements of ages have had but little influence on the essential
|
|
laws of man's existence; as our skeletons, probably, are not to be
|
|
distinguished from those of our ancestors.
|
|
By the words, necessary of life, I mean whatever, of all that
|
|
man obtains by his own exertions, has been from the first, or from
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|
long use has become, so important to human life that few, if any,
|
|
whether from savageness, or poverty, or philosophy, ever attempt to
|
|
do without it. To many creatures there is in this sense but one
|
|
necessary of life, Food. To the bison of the prairie it is a few
|
|
inches of palatable grass, with water to drink; unless he seeks the
|
|
Shelter of the forest or the mountain's shadow. None of the brute
|
|
creation requires more than Food and Shelter. The necessaries of
|
|
life for man in this climate may, accurately enough, be distributed
|
|
under the several heads of Food, Shelter, Clothing, and Fuel; for
|
|
not till we have secured these are we prepared to entertain the true
|
|
problems of life with freedom and a prospect of success. Man has
|
|
invented, not only houses, but clothes and cooked food; and possibly
|
|
from the accidental discovery of the warmth of fire, and the
|
|
consequent use of it, at first a luxury, arose the present necessity
|
|
to sit by it. We observe cats and dogs acquiring the same second
|
|
nature. By proper Shelter and Clothing we legitimately retain our
|
|
own internal heat; but with an excess of these, or of Fuel, that is,
|
|
with an external heat greater than our own internal, may not cookery
|
|
properly be said to begin? Darwin, the naturalist, says of the
|
|
inhabitants of Tierra del Fuego, that while his own party, who were
|
|
well clothed and sitting close to a fire, were far from too warm,
|
|
these naked savages, who were farther off, were observed, to his
|
|
great surprise, "to be streaming with perspiration at undergoing
|
|
such a roasting." So, we are told, the New Hollander goes naked
|
|
with impunity, while the European shivers in his clothes. Is it
|
|
impossible to combine the hardiness of these savages with the
|
|
intellectualness of the civilized man? According to Liebig, man's
|
|
body is a stove, and food the fuel which keeps up the internal
|
|
combustion in the lungs. In cold weather we eat more, in warm less.
|
|
The animal heat is the result of a slow combustion, and disease and
|
|
death take place when this is too rapid; or for want of fuel, or
|
|
from some defect in the draught, the fire goes out. Of course the
|
|
vital heat is not to be confounded with fire; but so much for
|
|
analogy. It appears, therefore, from the above list, that the
|
|
expression, animal life, is nearly synonymous with the expression,
|
|
animal heat; for while Food may be regarded as the Fuel which keeps
|
|
up the fire within us -- and Fuel serves only to prepare that Food
|
|
or to increase the warmth of our bodies by addition from without --
|
|
Shelter and Clothing also serve only to retain the heat thus
|
|
generated and absorbed.
|
|
The grand necessity, then, for our bodies, is to keep warm, to
|
|
keep the vital heat in us. What pains we accordingly take, not only
|
|
with our Food, and Clothing, and Shelter, but with our beds, which
|
|
are our night-clothes, robbing the nests and breasts of birds to
|
|
prepare this shelter within a shelter, as the mole has its bed of
|
|
grass and leaves at the end of its burrow! The poor man is wont to
|
|
complain that this is a cold world; and to cold, no less physical
|
|
than social, we refer directly a great part of our ails. The
|
|
summer, in some climates, makes possible to man a sort of Elysian
|
|
life. Fuel, except to cook his Food, is then unnecessary; the sun
|
|
is his fire, and many of the fruits are sufficiently cooked by its
|
|
rays; while Food generally is more various, and more easily
|
|
obtained, and Clothing and Shelter are wholly or half unnecessary.
|
|
At the present day, and in this country, as I find by my own
|
|
experience, a few implements, a knife, an axe, a spade, a
|
|
wheelbarrow, etc., and for the studious, lamplight, stationery, and
|
|
access to a few books, rank next to necessaries, and can all be
|
|
obtained at a trifling cost. Yet some, not wise, go to the other
|
|
side of the globe, to barbarous and unhealthy regions, and devote
|
|
themselves to trade for ten or twenty years, in order that they may
|
|
live -- that is, keep comfortably warm -- and die in New England at
|
|
last. The luxuriously rich are not simply kept comfortably warm,
|
|
but unnaturally hot; as I implied before, they are cooked, of course
|
|
a la mode.
|
|
Most of the luxuries, and many of the so-called comforts of
|
|
life, are not only not indispensable, but positive hindrances to the
|
|
elevation of mankind. With respect to luxuries and comforts, the
|
|
wisest have ever lived a more simple and meagre life than the poor.
|
|
The ancient philosophers, Chinese, Hindoo, Persian, and Greek, were
|
|
a class than which none has been poorer in outward riches, none so
|
|
rich in inward. We know not much about them. It is remarkable that
|
|
we know so much of them as we do. The same is true of the more
|
|
modern reformers and benefactors of their race. None can be an
|
|
impartial or wise observer of human life but from the vantage ground
|
|
of what we should call voluntary poverty. Of a life of luxury the
|
|
fruit is luxury, whether in agriculture, or commerce, or literature,
|
|
or art. There are nowadays professors of philosophy, but not
|
|
philosophers. Yet it is admirable to profess because it was once
|
|
admirable to live. To be a philosopher is not merely to have subtle
|
|
thoughts, nor even to found a school, but so to love wisdom as to
|
|
live according to its dictates, a life of simplicity, independence,
|
|
magnanimity, and trust. It is to solve some of the problems of
|
|
life, not only theoretically, but practically. The success of great
|
|
scholars and thinkers is commonly a courtier-like success, not
|
|
kingly, not manly. They make shift to live merely by conformity,
|
|
practically as their fathers did, and are in no sense the
|
|
progenitors of a noble race of men. But why do men degenerate ever?
|
|
What makes families run out? What is the nature of the luxury which
|
|
enervates and destroys nations? Are we sure that there is none of
|
|
it in our own lives? The philosopher is in advance of his age even
|
|
in the outward form of his life. He is not fed, sheltered, clothed,
|
|
warmed, like his contemporaries. How can a man be a philosopher and
|
|
not maintain his vital heat by better methods than other men?
|
|
When a man is warmed by the several modes which I have
|
|
described, what does he want next? Surely not more warmth of the
|
|
same kind, as more and richer food, larger and more splendid houses,
|
|
finer and more abundant clothing, more numerous, incessant, and
|
|
hotter fires, and the like. When he has obtained those things which
|
|
are necessary to life, there is another alternative than to obtain
|
|
the superfluities; and that is, to adventure on life now, his
|
|
vacation from humbler toil having commenced. The soil, it appears,
|
|
is suited to the seed, for it has sent its radicle downward, and it
|
|
may now send its shoot upward also with confidence. Why has man
|
|
rooted himself thus firmly in the earth, but that he may rise in the
|
|
same proportion into the heavens above? -- for the nobler plants are
|
|
valued for the fruit they bear at last in the air and light, far
|
|
from the ground, and are not treated like the humbler esculents,
|
|
which, though they may be biennials, are cultivated only till they
|
|
have perfected their root, and often cut down at top for this
|
|
purpose, so that most would not know them in their flowering season.
|
|
I do not mean to prescribe rules to strong and valiant natures,
|
|
who will mind their own affairs whether in heaven or hell, and
|
|
perchance build more magnificently and spend more lavishly than the
|
|
richest, without ever impoverishing themselves, not knowing how they
|
|
live -- if, indeed, there are any such, as has been dreamed; nor to
|
|
those who find their encouragement and inspiration in precisely the
|
|
present condition of things, and cherish it with the fondness and
|
|
enthusiasm of lovers -- and, to some extent, I reckon myself in this
|
|
number; I do not speak to those who are well employed, in whatever
|
|
circumstances, and they know whether they are well employed or not;
|
|
-- but mainly to the mass of men who are discontented, and idly
|
|
complaining of the hardness of their lot or of the times, when they
|
|
might improve them. There are some who complain most energetically
|
|
and inconsolably of any, because they are, as they say, doing their
|
|
duty. I also have in my mind that seemingly wealthy, but most
|
|
terribly impoverished class of all, who have accumulated dross, but
|
|
know not how to use it, or get rid of it, and thus have forged their
|
|
own golden or silver fetters.
|
|
If I should attempt to tell how I have desired to spend my life
|
|
in years past, it would probably surprise those of my readers who
|
|
are somewhat acquainted with its actual history; it would certainly
|
|
astonish those who know nothing about it. I will only hint at some
|
|
of the enterprises which I have cherished.
|
|
In any weather, at any hour of the day or night, I have been
|
|
anxious to improve the nick of time, and notch it on my stick too;
|
|
to stand on the meeting of two eternities, the past and future,
|
|
which is precisely the present moment; to toe that line. You will
|
|
pardon some obscurities, for there are more secrets in my trade than
|
|
in most men's, and yet not voluntarily kept, but inseparable from
|
|
its very nature. I would gladly tell all that I know about it, and
|
|
never paint "No Admittance" on my gate.
|
|
I long ago lost a hound, a bay horse, and a turtle dove, and am
|
|
still on their trail. Many are the travellers I have spoken
|
|
concerning them, describing their tracks and what calls they
|
|
answered to. I have met one or two who had heard the hound, and the
|
|
tramp of the horse, and even seen the dove disappear behind a cloud,
|
|
and they seemed as anxious to recover them as if they had lost them
|
|
themselves.
|
|
To anticipate, not the sunrise and the dawn merely, but, if
|
|
possible, Nature herself! How many mornings, summer and winter,
|
|
before yet any neighbor was stirring about his business, have I been
|
|
about mine! No doubt, many of my townsmen have met me returning
|
|
from this enterprise, farmers starting for Boston in the twilight,
|
|
or woodchoppers going to their work. It is true, I never assisted
|
|
the sun materially in his rising, but, doubt not, it was of the last
|
|
importance only to be present at it.
|
|
So many autumn, ay, and winter days, spent outside the town,
|
|
trying to hear what was in the wind, to hear and carry it express!
|
|
I well-nigh sunk all my capital in it, and lost my own breath into
|
|
the bargain, running in the face of it. If it had concerned either
|
|
of the political parties, depend upon it, it would have appeared in
|
|
the Gazette with the earliest intelligence. At other times watching
|
|
from the observatory of some cliff or tree, to telegraph any new
|
|
arrival; or waiting at evening on the hill-tops for the sky to fall,
|
|
that I might catch something, though I never caught much, and that,
|
|
manna-wise, would dissolve again in the sun.
|
|
For a long time I was reporter to a journal, of no very wide
|
|
circulation, whose editor has never yet seen fit to print the bulk
|
|
of my contributions, and, as is too common with writers, I got only
|
|
my labor for my pains. However, in this case my pains were their
|
|
own reward.
|
|
For many years I was self-appointed inspector of snow-storms and
|
|
rain-storms, and did my duty faithfully; surveyor, if not of
|
|
highways, then of forest paths and all across-lot routes, keeping
|
|
them open, and ravines bridged and passable at all seasons, where
|
|
the public heel had testified to their utility.
|
|
I have looked after the wild stock of the town, which give a
|
|
faithful herdsman a good deal of trouble by leaping fences; and I
|
|
have had an eye to the unfrequented nooks and corners of the farm;
|
|
though I did not always know whether Jonas or Solomon worked in a
|
|
particular field to-day; that was none of my business. I have
|
|
watered the red huckleberry, the sand cherry and the nettle-tree,
|
|
the red pine and the black ash, the white grape and the yellow
|
|
violet, which might have withered else in dry seasons.
|
|
In short, I went on thus for a long time (I may say it without
|
|
boasting), faithfully minding my business, till it became more and
|
|
more evident that my townsmen would not after all admit me into the
|
|
list of town officers, nor make my place a sinecure with a moderate
|
|
allowance. My accounts, which I can swear to have kept faithfully,
|
|
I have, indeed, never got audited, still less accepted, still less
|
|
paid and settled. However, I have not set my heart on that.
|
|
Not long since, a strolling Indian went to sell baskets at the
|
|
house of a well-known lawyer in my neighborhood. "Do you wish to
|
|
buy any baskets?" he asked. "No, we do not want any," was the
|
|
reply. "What!" exclaimed the Indian as he went out the gate, "do
|
|
you mean to starve us?" Having seen his industrious white neighbors
|
|
so well off -- that the lawyer had only to weave arguments, and, by
|
|
some magic, wealth and standing followed -- he had said to himself:
|
|
I will go into business; I will weave baskets; it is a thing which I
|
|
can do. Thinking that when he had made the baskets he would have
|
|
done his part, and then it would be the white man's to buy them. He
|
|
had not discovered that it was necessary for him to make it worth
|
|
the other's while to buy them, or at least make him think that it
|
|
was so, or to make something else which it would be worth his while
|
|
to buy. I too had woven a kind of basket of a delicate texture, but
|
|
I had not made it worth any one's while to buy them. Yet not the
|
|
less, in my case, did I think it worth my while to weave them, and
|
|
instead of studying how to make it worth men's while to buy my
|
|
baskets, I studied rather how to avoid the necessity of selling
|
|
them. The life which men praise and regard as successful is but one
|
|
kind. Why should we exaggerate any one kind at the expense of the
|
|
others?
|
|
Finding that my fellow-citizens were not likely to offer me any
|
|
room in the court house, or any curacy or living anywhere else, but
|
|
I must shift for myself, I turned my face more exclusively than ever
|
|
to the woods, where I was better known. I determined to go into
|
|
business at once, and not wait to acquire the usual capital, using
|
|
such slender means as I had already got. My purpose in going to
|
|
Walden Pond was not to live cheaply nor to live dearly there, but to
|
|
transact some private business with the fewest obstacles; to be
|
|
hindered from accomplishing which for want of a little common sense,
|
|
a little enterprise and business talent, appeared not so sad as
|
|
foolish.
|
|
I have always endeavored to acquire strict business habits; they
|
|
are indispensable to every man. If your trade is with the Celestial
|
|
Empire, then some small counting house on the coast, in some Salem
|
|
harbor, will be fixture enough. You will export such articles as
|
|
the country affords, purely native products, much ice and pine
|
|
timber and a little granite, always in native bottoms. These will
|
|
be good ventures. To oversee all the details yourself in person; to
|
|
be at once pilot and captain, and owner and underwriter; to buy and
|
|
sell and keep the accounts; to read every letter received, and write
|
|
or read every letter sent; to superintend the discharge of imports
|
|
night and day; to be upon many parts of the coast almost at the same
|
|
time -- often the richest freight will be discharged upon a Jersey
|
|
shore; -- to be your own telegraph, unweariedly sweeping the
|
|
horizon, speaking all passing vessels bound coastwise; to keep up a
|
|
steady despatch of commodities, for the supply of such a distant and
|
|
exorbitant market; to keep yourself informed of the state of the
|
|
markets, prospects of war and peace everywhere, and anticipate the
|
|
tendencies of trade and civilization -- taking advantage of the
|
|
results of all exploring expeditions, using new passages and all
|
|
improvements in navigation; -- charts to be studied, the position of
|
|
reefs and new lights and buoys to be ascertained, and ever, and
|
|
ever, the logarithmic tables to be corrected, for by the error of
|
|
some calculator the vessel often splits upon a rock that should have
|
|
reached a friendly pier -- there is the untold fate of La Prouse;
|
|
-- universal science to be kept pace with, studying the lives of all
|
|
great discoverers and navigators, great adventurers and merchants,
|
|
from Hanno and the Phoenicians down to our day; in fine, account of
|
|
stock to be taken from time to time, to know how you stand. It is a
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labor to task the faculties of a man -- such problems of profit and
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loss, of interest, of tare and tret, and gauging of all kinds in it,
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as demand a universal knowledge.
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I have thought that Walden Pond would be a good place for
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business, not solely on account of the railroad and the ice trade;
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it offers advantages which it may not be good policy to divulge; it
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is a good port and a good foundation. No Neva marshes to be filled;
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though you must everywhere build on piles of your own driving. It
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is said that a flood-tide, with a westerly wind, and ice in the
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Neva, would sweep St. Petersburg from the face of the earth.
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As this business was to be entered into without the usual
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capital, it may not be easy to conjecture where those means, that
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will still be indispensable to every such undertaking, were to be
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obtained. As for Clothing, to come at once to the practical part of
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the question, perhaps we are led oftener by the love of novelty and
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a regard for the opinions of men, in procuring it, than by a true
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utility. Let him who has work to do recollect that the object of
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clothing is, first, to retain the vital heat, and secondly, in this
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state of society, to cover nakedness, and he may judge how much of
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any necessary or important work may be accomplished without adding
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to his wardrobe. Kings and queens who wear a suit but once, though
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made by some tailor or dressmaker to their majesties, cannot know
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the comfort of wearing a suit that fits. They are no better than
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wooden horses to hang the clean clothes on. Every day our garments
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become more assimilated to ourselves, receiving the impress of the
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wearer's character, until we hesitate to lay them aside without such
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delay and medical appliances and some such solemnity even as our
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bodies. No man ever stood the lower in my estimation for having a
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patch in his clothes; yet I am sure that there is greater anxiety,
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commonly, to have fashionable, or at least clean and unpatched
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clothes, than to have a sound conscience. But even if the rent is
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not mended, perhaps the worst vice betrayed is improvidence. I
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sometimes try my acquaintances by such tests as this -- Who could
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wear a patch, or two extra seams only, over the knee? Most behave
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as if they believed that their prospects for life would be ruined if
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they should do it. It would be easier for them to hobble to town
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with a broken leg than with a broken pantaloon. Often if an
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accident happens to a gentleman's legs, they can be mended; but if a
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similar accident happens to the legs of his pantaloons, there is no
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help for it; for he considers, not what is truly respectable, but
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what is respected. We know but few men, a great many coats and
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breeches. Dress a scarecrow in your last shift, you standing
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shiftless by, who would not soonest salute the scarecrow? Passing a
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cornfield the other day, close by a hat and coat on a stake, I
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recognized the owner of the farm. He was only a little more
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weather-beaten than when I saw him last. I have heard of a dog that
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barked at every stranger who approached his master's premises with
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clothes on, but was easily quieted by a naked thief. It is an
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interesting question how far men would retain their relative rank if
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they were divested of their clothes. Could you, in such a case,
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tell surely of any company of civilized men which belonged to the
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most respected class? When Madam Pfeiffer, in her adventurous
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travels round the world, from east to west, had got so near home as
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Asiatic Russia, she says that she felt the necessity of wearing
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other than a travelling dress, when she went to meet the
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authorities, for she "was now in a civilized country, where ...
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people are judged of by their clothes." Even in our democratic New
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|
England towns the accidental possession of wealth, and its
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manifestation in dress and equipage alone, obtain for the possessor
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almost universal respect. But they yield such respect, numerous as
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they are, are so far heathen, and need to have a missionary sent to
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them. Beside, clothes introduced sewing, a kind of work which you
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|
may call endless; a woman's dress, at least, is never done.
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A man who has at length found something to do will not need to
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get a new suit to do it in; for him the old will do, that has lain
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dusty in the garret for an indeterminate period. Old shoes will
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serve a hero longer than they have served his valet -- if a hero
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|
ever has a valet -- bare feet are older than shoes, and he can make
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them do. Only they who go to soires and legislative balls must
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have new coats, coats to change as often as the man changes in them.
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But if my jacket and trousers, my hat and shoes, are fit to worship
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God in, they will do; will they not? Who ever saw his old clothes
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-- his old coat, actually worn out, resolved into its primitive
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elements, so that it was not a deed of charity to bestow it on some
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poor boy, by him perchance to be bestowed on some poorer still, or
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shall we say richer, who could do with less? I say, beware of all
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enterprises that require new clothes, and not rather a new wearer of
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clothes. If there is not a new man, how can the new clothes be made
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to fit? If you have any enterprise before you, try it in your old
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clothes. All men want, not something to do with, but something to
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do, or rather something to be. Perhaps we should never procure a
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new suit, however ragged or dirty the old, until we have so
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|
conducted, so enterprised or sailed in some way, that we feel like
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new men in the old, and that to retain it would be like keeping new
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|
wine in old bottles. Our moulting season, like that of the fowls,
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must be a crisis in our lives. The loon retires to solitary ponds
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to spend it. Thus also the snake casts its slough, and the
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caterpillar its wormy coat, by an internal industry and expansion;
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|
for clothes are but our outmost cuticle and mortal coil. Otherwise
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we shall be found sailing under false colors, and be inevitably
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cashiered at last by our own opinion, as well as that of mankind.
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|
We don garment after garment, as if we grew like exogenous
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plants by addition without. Our outside and often thin and fanciful
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clothes are our epidermis, or false skin, which partakes not of our
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|
life, and may be stripped off here and there without fatal injury;
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our thicker garments, constantly worn, are our cellular integument,
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|
or cortex; but our shirts are our liber, or true bark, which cannot
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|
be removed without girdling and so destroying the man. I believe
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|
that all races at some seasons wear something equivalent to the
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|
shirt. It is desirable that a man be clad so simply that he can lay
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his hands on himself in the dark, and that he live in all respects
|
|
so compactly and preparedly that, if an enemy take the town, he can,
|
|
like the old philosopher, walk out the gate empty-handed without
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|
anxiety. While one thick garment is, for most purposes, as good as
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|
three thin ones, and cheap clothing can be obtained at prices really
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|
to suit customers; while a thick coat can be bought for five
|
|
dollars, which will last as many years, thick pantaloons for two
|
|
dollars, cowhide boots for a dollar and a half a pair, a summer hat
|
|
for a quarter of a dollar, and a winter cap for sixty-two and a half
|
|
cents, or a better be made at home at a nominal cost, where is he so
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|
poor that, clad in such a suit, of his own earning, there will not
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|
be found wise men to do him reverence?
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When I ask for a garment of a particular form, my tailoress
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tells me gravely, "They do not make them so now," not emphasizing
|
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the "They" at all, as if she quoted an authority as impersonal as
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|
the Fates, and I find it difficult to get made what I want, simply
|
|
because she cannot believe that I mean what I say, that I am so
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|
rash. When I hear this oracular sentence, I am for a moment
|
|
absorbed in thought, emphasizing to myself each word separately that
|
|
I may come at the meaning of it, that I may find out by what degree
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|
of consanguinity They are related to me, and what authority they
|
|
may have in an affair which affects me so nearly; and, finally, I am
|
|
inclined to answer her with equal mystery, and without any more
|
|
emphasis of the "they" -- "It is true, they did not make them so
|
|
recently, but they do now." Of what use this measuring of me if she
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|
does not measure my character, but only the breadth of my shoulders,
|
|
as it were a peg to bang the coat on? We worship not the Graces,
|
|
nor the Parcae, but Fashion. She spins and weaves and cuts with
|
|
full authority. The head monkey at Paris puts on a traveller's cap,
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|
and all the monkeys in America do the same. I sometimes despair of
|
|
getting anything quite simple and honest done in this world by the
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|
help of men. They would have to be passed through a powerful press
|
|
first, to squeeze their old notions out of them, so that they would
|
|
not soon get upon their legs again; and then there would be some one
|
|
in the company with a maggot in his head, hatched from an egg
|
|
deposited there nobody knows when, for not even fire kills these
|
|
things, and you would have lost your labor. Nevertheless, we will
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|
not forget that some Egyptian wheat was handed down to us by a
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|
mummy.
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|
On the whole, I think that it cannot be maintained that dressing
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has in this or any country risen to the dignity of an art. At
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|
present men make shift to wear what they can get. Like shipwrecked
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|
sailors, they put on what they can find on the beach, and at a
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|
little distance, whether of space or time, laugh at each other's
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|
masquerade. Every generation laughs at the old fashions, but
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|
follows religiously the new. We are amused at beholding the costume
|
|
of Henry VIII, or Queen Elizabeth, as much as if it was that of the
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|
King and Queen of the Cannibal Islands. All costume off a man is
|
|
pitiful or grotesque. It is only the serious eye peering from and
|
|
the sincere life passed within it which restrain laughter and
|
|
consecrate the costume of any people. Let Harlequin be taken with a
|
|
fit of the colic and his trappings will have to serve that mood too.
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|
When the soldier is hit by a cannonball, rags are as becoming as
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|
purple.
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|
The childish and savage taste of men and women for new patterns
|
|
keeps how many shaking and squinting through kaleidoscopes that they
|
|
may discover the particular figure which this generation requires
|
|
today. The manufacturers have learned that this taste is merely
|
|
whimsical. Of two patterns which differ only by a few threads more
|
|
or less of a particular color, the one will be sold readily, the
|
|
other lie on the shelf, though it frequently happens that after the
|
|
lapse of a season the latter becomes the most fashionable.
|
|
Comparatively, tattooing is not the hideous custom which it is
|
|
called. It is not barbarous merely because the printing is
|
|
skin-deep and unalterable.
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|
I cannot believe that our factory system is the best mode by
|
|
which men may get clothing. The condition of the operatives is
|
|
becoming every day more like that of the English; and it cannot be
|
|
wondered at, since, as far as I have heard or observed, the
|
|
principal object is, not that mankind may be well and honestly clad,
|
|
but, unquestionably, that corporations may be enriched. In the long
|
|
run men hit only what they aim at. Therefore, though they should
|
|
fail immediately, they had better aim at something high.
|
|
As for a Shelter, I will not deny that this is now a necessary
|
|
of life, though there are instances of men having done without it
|
|
for long periods in colder countries than this. Samuel Laing says
|
|
that "the Laplander in his skin dress, and in a skin bag which he
|
|
puts over his head and shoulders, will sleep night after night on
|
|
the snow ... in a degree of cold which would extinguish the life of
|
|
one exposed to it in any woollen clothing." He had seen them asleep
|
|
thus. Yet he adds, "They are not hardier than other people." But,
|
|
probably, man did not live long on the earth without discovering the
|
|
convenience which there is in a house, the domestic comforts, which
|
|
phrase may have originally signified the satisfactions of the house
|
|
more than of the family; though these must be extremely partial and
|
|
occasional in those climates where the house is associated in our
|
|
thoughts with winter or the rainy season chiefly, and two thirds of
|
|
the year, except for a parasol, is unnecessary. In our climate, in
|
|
the summer, it was formerly almost solely a covering at night. In
|
|
the Indian gazettes a wigwam was the symbol of a day's march, and a
|
|
row of them cut or painted on the bark of a tree signified that so
|
|
many times they had camped. Man was not made so large limbed and
|
|
robust but that he must seek to narrow his world and wall in a space
|
|
such as fitted him. He was at first bare and out of doors; but
|
|
though this was pleasant enough in serene and warm weather, by
|
|
daylight, the rainy season and the winter, to say nothing of the
|
|
torrid sun, would perhaps have nipped his race in the bud if he had
|
|
not made haste to clothe himself with the shelter of a house. Adam
|
|
and Eve, according to the fable, wore the bower before other
|
|
clothes. Man wanted a home, a place of warmth, or comfort, first of
|
|
warmth, then the warmth of the affections.
|
|
We may imagine a time when, in the infancy of the human race,
|
|
some enterprising mortal crept into a hollow in a rock for shelter.
|
|
Every child begins the world again, to some extent, and loves to
|
|
stay outdoors, even in wet and cold. It plays house, as well as
|
|
horse, having an instinct for it. Who does not remember the
|
|
interest with which, when young, he looked at shelving rocks, or any
|
|
approach to a cave? It was the natural yearning of that portion,
|
|
any portion of our most primitive ancestor which still survived in
|
|
us. From the cave we have advanced to roofs of palm leaves, of bark
|
|
and boughs, of linen woven and stretched, of grass and straw, of
|
|
boards and shingles, of stones and tiles. At last, we know not what
|
|
it is to live in the open air, and our lives are domestic in more
|
|
senses than we think. From the hearth the field is a great
|
|
distance. It would be well, perhaps, if we were to spend more of
|
|
our days and nights without any obstruction between us and the
|
|
celestial bodies, if the poet did not speak so much from under a
|
|
roof, or the saint dwell there so long. Birds do not sing in caves,
|
|
nor do doves cherish their innocence in dovecots.
|
|
However, if one designs to construct a dwelling-house, it
|
|
behooves him to exercise a little Yankee shrewdness, lest after all
|
|
he find himself in a workhouse, a labyrinth without a clue, a
|
|
museum, an almshouse, a prison, or a splendid mausoleum instead.
|
|
Consider first how slight a shelter is absolutely necessary. I have
|
|
seen Penobscot Indians, in this town, living in tents of thin cotton
|
|
cloth, while the snow was nearly a foot deep around them, and I
|
|
thought that they would be glad to have it deeper to keep out the
|
|
wind. Formerly, when how to get my living honestly, with freedom
|
|
left for my proper pursuits, was a question which vexed me even more
|
|
than it does now, for unfortunately I am become somewhat callous, I
|
|
used to see a large box by the railroad, six feet long by three
|
|
wide, in which the laborers locked up their tools at night; and it
|
|
suggested to me that every man who was hard pushed might get such a
|
|
one for a dollar, and, having bored a few auger holes in it, to
|
|
admit the air at least, get into it when it rained and at night, and
|
|
hook down the lid, and so have freedom in his love, and in his soul
|
|
be free. This did not appear the worst, nor by any means a
|
|
despicable alternative. You could sit up as late as you pleased,
|
|
and, whenever you got up, go abroad without any landlord or
|
|
house-lord dogging you for rent. Many a man is harassed to death to
|
|
pay the rent of a larger and more luxurious box who would not have
|
|
frozen to death in such a box as this. I am far from jesting.
|
|
Economy is a subject which admits of being treated with levity, but
|
|
it cannot so be disposed of. A comfortable house for a rude and
|
|
hardy race, that lived mostly out of doors, was once made here
|
|
almost entirely of such materials as Nature furnished ready to their
|
|
hands. Gookin, who was superintendent of the Indians subject to the
|
|
Massachusetts Colony, writing in 1674, says, "The best of their
|
|
houses are covered very neatly, tight and warm, with barks of trees,
|
|
slipped from their bodies at those seasons when the sap is up, and
|
|
made into great flakes, with pressure of weighty timber, when they
|
|
are green.... The meaner sort are covered with mats which they make
|
|
of a kind of bulrush, and are also indifferently tight and warm, but
|
|
not so good as the former.... Some I have seen, sixty or a hundred
|
|
feet long and thirty feet broad.... I have often lodged in their
|
|
wigwams, and found them as warm as the best English houses." He
|
|
adds that they were commonly carpeted and lined within with
|
|
well-wrought embroidered mats, and were furnished with various
|
|
utensils. The Indians had advanced so far as to regulate the effect
|
|
of the wind by a mat suspended over the hole in the roof and moved
|
|
by a string. Such a lodge was in the first instance constructed in
|
|
a day or two at most, and taken down and put up in a few hours; and
|
|
every family owned one, or its apartment in one.
|
|
In the savage state every family owns a shelter as good as the
|
|
best, and sufficient for its coarser and simpler wants; but I think
|
|
that I speak within bounds when I say that, though the birds of the
|
|
air have their nests, and the foxes their holes, and the savages
|
|
their wigwams, in modern civilized society not more than one half
|
|
the families own a shelter. In the large towns and cities, where
|
|
civilization especially prevails, the number of those who own a
|
|
shelter is a very small fraction of the whole. The rest pay an
|
|
annual tax for this outside garment of all, become indispensable
|
|
summer and winter, which would buy a village of Indian wigwams, but
|
|
now helps to keep them poor as long as they live. I do not mean to
|
|
insist here on the disadvantage of hiring compared with owning, but
|
|
it is evident that the savage owns his shelter because it costs so
|
|
little, while the civilized man hires his commonly because he cannot
|
|
afford to own it; nor can he, in the long run, any better afford to
|
|
hire. But, answers one, by merely paying this tax, the poor
|
|
civilized man secures an abode which is a palace compared with the
|
|
savage's. An annual rent of from twenty-five to a hundred dollars
|
|
(these are the country rates) entitles him to the benefit of the
|
|
improvements of centuries, spacious apartments, clean paint and
|
|
paper, Rumford fire-place, back plastering, Venetian blinds, copper
|
|
pump, spring lock, a commodious cellar, and many other things. But
|
|
how happens it that he who is said to enjoy these things is so
|
|
commonly a poor civilized man, while the savage, who has them not,
|
|
is rich as a savage? If it is asserted that civilization is a real
|
|
advance in the condition of man -- and I think that it is, though
|
|
only the wise improve their advantages -- it must be shown that it
|
|
has produced better dwellings without making them more costly; and
|
|
the cost of a thing is the amount of what I will call life which is
|
|
required to be exchanged for it, immediately or in the long run. An
|
|
average house in this neighborhood costs perhaps eight hundred
|
|
dollars, and to lay up this sum will take from ten to fifteen years
|
|
of the laborer's life, even if he is not encumbered with a family --
|
|
estimating the pecuniary value of every man's labor at one dollar a
|
|
day, for if some receive more, others receive less; -- so that he
|
|
must have spent more than half his life commonly before his wigwam
|
|
will be earned. If we suppose him to pay a rent instead, this is
|
|
but a doubtful choice of evils. Would the savage have been wise to
|
|
exchange his wigwam for a palace on these terms?
|
|
It may be guessed that I reduce almost the whole advantage of
|
|
holding this superfluous property as a fund in store against the
|
|
future, so far as the individual is concerned, mainly to the
|
|
defraying of funeral expenses. But perhaps a man is not required to
|
|
bury himself. Nevertheless this points to an important distinction
|
|
between the civilized man and the savage; and, no doubt, they have
|
|
designs on us for our benefit, in making the life of a civilized
|
|
people an institution, in which the life of the individual is to a
|
|
great extent absorbed, in order to preserve and perfect that of the
|
|
race. But I wish to show at what a sacrifice this advantage is at
|
|
present obtained, and to suggest that we may possibly so live as to
|
|
secure all the advantage without suffering any of the disadvantage.
|
|
What mean ye by saying that the poor ye have always with you, or
|
|
that the fathers have eaten sour grapes, and the children's teeth
|
|
are set on edge?
|
|
"As I live, saith the Lord God, ye shall not have occasion any
|
|
more to use this proverb in Israel.
|
|
"Behold all souls are mine; as the soul of the father, so also
|
|
the soul of the son is mine: the soul that sinneth, it shall die."
|
|
When I consider my neighbors, the farmers of Concord, who are at
|
|
least as well off as the other classes, I find that for the most
|
|
part they have been toiling twenty, thirty, or forty years, that
|
|
they may become the real owners of their farms, which commonly they
|
|
have inherited with encumbrances, or else bought with hired money --
|
|
and we may regard one third of that toil as the cost of their houses
|
|
-- but commonly they have not paid for them yet. It is true, the
|
|
encumbrances sometimes outweigh the value of the farm, so that the
|
|
farm itself becomes one great encumbrance, and still a man is found
|
|
to inherit it, being well acquainted with it, as he says. On
|
|
applying to the assessors, I am surprised to learn that they cannot
|
|
at once name a dozen in the town who own their farms free and clear.
|
|
If you would know the history of these homesteads, inquire at the
|
|
bank where they are mortgaged. The man who has actually paid for
|
|
his farm with labor on it is so rare that every neighbor can point
|
|
to him. I doubt if there are three such men in Concord. What has
|
|
been said of the merchants, that a very large majority, even
|
|
ninety-seven in a hundred, are sure to fail, is equally true of the
|
|
farmers. With regard to the merchants, however, one of them says
|
|
pertinently that a great part of their failures are not genuine
|
|
pecuniary failures, but merely failures to fulfil their engagements,
|
|
because it is inconvenient; that is, it is the moral character that
|
|
breaks down. But this puts an infinitely worse face on the matter,
|
|
and suggests, beside, that probably not even the other three succeed
|
|
in saving their souls, but are perchance bankrupt in a worse sense
|
|
than they who fail honestly. Bankruptcy and repudiation are the
|
|
springboards from which much of our civilization vaults and turns
|
|
its somersets, but the savage stands on the unelastic plank of
|
|
famine. Yet the Middlesex Cattle Show goes off here with eclat
|
|
annually, as if all the joints of the agricultural machine were
|
|
suent.
|
|
The farmer is endeavoring to solve the problem of a livelihood
|
|
by a formula more complicated than the problem itself. To get his
|
|
shoestrings he speculates in herds of cattle. With consummate skill
|
|
he has set his trap with a hair spring to catch comfort and
|
|
independence, and then, as he turned away, got his own leg into it.
|
|
This is the reason he is poor; and for a similar reason we are all
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poor in respect to a thousand savage comforts, though surrounded by
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luxuries. As Chapman sings,
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"The false society of men --
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-- for earthly greatness
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All heavenly comforts rarefies to air."
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And when the farmer has got his house, he may not be the richer
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but the poorer for it, and it be the house that has got him. As I
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understand it, that was a valid objection urged by Momus against the
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house which Minerva made, that she "had not made it movable, by
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which means a bad neighborhood might be avoided"; and it may still
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be urged, for our houses are such unwieldy property that we are
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often imprisoned rather than housed in them; and the bad
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neighborhood to be avoided is our own scurvy selves. I know one or
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two families, at least, in this town, who, for nearly a generation,
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have been wishing to sell their houses in the outskirts and move
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into the village, but have not been able to accomplish it, and only
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death will set them free.
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Granted that the majority are able at last either to own or hire
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the modern house with all its improvements. While civilization has
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been improving our houses, it has not equally improved the men who
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are to inhabit them. It has created palaces, but it was not so easy
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to create noblemen and kings. And if the civilized man's pursuits
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are no worthier than the savage's, if he is employed the greater
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part of his life in obtaining gross necessaries and comforts merely,
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why should he have a better dwelling than the former?
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But how do the poor minority fare? Perhaps it will be found
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that just in proportion as some have been placed in outward
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circumstances above the savage, others have been degraded below him.
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The luxury of one class is counterbalanced by the indigence of
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another. On the one side is the palace, on the other are the
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almshouse and "silent poor." The myriads who built the pyramids to
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be the tombs of the Pharaohs were fed on garlic, and it may be were
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not decently buried themselves. The mason who finishes the cornice
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of the palace returns at night perchance to a hut not so good as a
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wigwam. It is a mistake to suppose that, in a country where the
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usual evidences of civilization exist, the condition of a very large
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body of the inhabitants may not be as degraded as that of savages.
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I refer to the degraded poor, not now to the degraded rich. To know
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this I should not need to look farther than to the shanties which
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everywhere border our railroads, that last improvement in
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civilization; where I see in my daily walks human beings living in
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sties, and all winter with an open door, for the sake of light,
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without any visible, often imaginable, wood-pile, and the forms of
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both old and young are permanently contracted by the long habit of
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shrinking from cold and misery, and the development of all their
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limbs and faculties is checked. It certainly is fair to look at
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that class by whose labor the works which distinguish this
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generation are accomplished. Such too, to a greater or less extent,
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is the condition of the operatives of every denomination in England,
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which is the great workhouse of the world. Or I could refer you to
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Ireland, which is marked as one of the white or enlightened spots on
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the map. Contrast the physical condition of the Irish with that of
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the North American Indian, or the South Sea Islander, or any other
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savage race before it was degraded by contact with the civilized
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man. Yet I have no doubt that that people's rulers are as wise as
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the average of civilized rulers. Their condition only proves what
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squalidness may consist with civilization. I hardly need refer now
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to the laborers in our Southern States who produce the staple
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exports of this country, and are themselves a staple production of
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the South. But to confine myself to those who are said to be in
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moderate circumstances.
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Most men appear never to have considered what a house is, and
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are actually though needlessly poor all their lives because they
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think that they must have such a one as their neighbors have. As if
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one were to wear any sort of coat which the tailor might cut out for
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him, or, gradually leaving off palm-leaf hat or cap of woodchuck
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skin, complain of hard times because he could not afford to buy him
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a crown! It is possible to invent a house still more convenient and
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luxurious than we have, which yet all would admit that man could not
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afford to pay for. Shall we always study to obtain more of these
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things, and not sometimes to be content with less? Shall the
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respectable citizen thus gravely teach, by precept and example, the
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necessity of the young man's providing a certain number of
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superfluous glow-shoes, and umbrellas, and empty guest chambers for
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empty guests, before he dies? Why should not our furniture be as
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simple as the Arab's or the Indian's? When I think of the
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benefactors of the race, whom we have apotheosized as messengers
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from heaven, bearers of divine gifts to man, I do not see in my mind
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any retinue at their heels, any carload of fashionable furniture.
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Or what if I were to allow -- would it not be a singular allowance?
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-- that our furniture should be more complex than the Arab's, in
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proportion as we are morally and intellectually his superiors! At
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present our houses are cluttered and defiled with it, and a good
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housewife would sweep out the greater part into the dust hole, and
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not leave her morning's work undone. Morning work! By the blushes
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of Aurora and the music of Memnon, what should be man's morning work
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in this world? I had three pieces of limestone on my desk, but I
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was terrified to find that they required to be dusted daily, when
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the furniture of my mind was all undusted still, and threw them out
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the window in disgust. How, then, could I have a furnished house?
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I would rather sit in the open air, for no dust gathers on the
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grass, unless where man has broken ground.
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It is the luxurious and dissipated who set the fashions which
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the herd so diligently follow. The traveller who stops at the best
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houses, so called, soon discovers this, for the publicans presume
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him to be a Sardanapalus, and if he resigned himself to their tender
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mercies he would soon be completely emasculated. I think that in
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the railroad car we are inclined to spend more on luxury than on
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safety and convenience, and it threatens without attaining these to
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become no better than a modern drawing-room, with its divans, and
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ottomans, and sun-shades, and a hundred other oriental things, which
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we are taking west with us, invented for the ladies of the harem and
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the effeminate natives of the Celestial Empire, which Jonathan
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should be ashamed to know the names of. I would rather sit on a
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pumpkin and have it all to myself than be crowded on a velvet
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cushion. I would rather ride on earth in an ox cart, with a free
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circulation, than go to heaven in the fancy car of an excursion
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train and breathe a malaria all the way.
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The very simplicity and nakedness of man's life in the primitive
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ages imply this advantage, at least, that they left him still but a
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sojourner in nature. When he was refreshed with food and sleep, he
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contemplated his journey again. He dwelt, as it were, in a tent in
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|
this world, and was either threading the valleys, or crossing the
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plains, or climbing the mountain-tops. But lo! men have become the
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tools of their tools. The man who independently plucked the fruits
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when he was hungry is become a farmer; and he who stood under a tree
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|
for shelter, a housekeeper. We now no longer camp as for a night,
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but have settled down on earth and forgotten heaven. We have
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adopted Christianity merely as an improved method of agri-culture.
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We have built for this world a family mansion, and for the next a
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family tomb. The best works of art are the expression of man's
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|
struggle to free himself from this condition, but the effect of our
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|
art is merely to make this low state comfortable and that higher
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|
state to be forgotten. There is actually no place in this village
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for a work of fine art, if any had come down to us, to stand, for
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our lives, our houses and streets, furnish no proper pedestal for
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it. There is not a nail to hang a picture on, nor a shelf to
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receive the bust of a hero or a saint. When I consider how our
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houses are built and paid for, or not paid for, and their internal
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|
economy managed and sustained, I wonder that the floor does not give
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|
way under the visitor while he is admiring the gewgaws upon the
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mantelpiece, and let him through into the cellar, to some solid and
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honest though earthy foundation. I cannot but perceive that this
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so-called rich and refined life is a thing jumped at, and I do not
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get on in the enjoyment of the fine arts which adorn it, my
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attention being wholly occupied with the jump; for I remember that
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the greatest genuine leap, due to human muscles alone, on record, is
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that of certain wandering Arabs, who are said to have cleared
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twenty-five feet on level ground. Without factitious support, man
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|
is sure to come to earth again beyond that distance. The first
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|
question which I am tempted to put to the proprietor of such great
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impropriety is, Who bolsters you? Are you one of the ninety-seven
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who fail, or the three who succeed? Answer me these questions, and
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|
then perhaps I may look at your bawbles and find them ornamental.
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|
The cart before the horse is neither beautiful nor useful. Before
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we can adorn our houses with beautiful objects the walls must be
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|
stripped, and our lives must be stripped, and beautiful housekeeping
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|
and beautiful living be laid for a foundation: now, a taste for the
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|
beautiful is most cultivated out of doors, where there is no house
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|
and no housekeeper.
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|
Old Johnson, in his "Wonder-Working Providence," speaking of the
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|
first settlers of this town, with whom he was contemporary, tells us
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|
that "they burrow themselves in the earth for their first shelter
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|
under some hillside, and, casting the soil aloft upon timber, they
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|
make a smoky fire against the earth, at the highest side." They did
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|
not "provide them houses," says he, "till the earth, by the Lord's
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|
blessing, brought forth bread to feed them," and the first year's
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|
crop was so light that "they were forced to cut their bread very
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|
thin for a long season." The secretary of the Province of New
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|
Netherland, writing in Dutch, in 1650, for the information of those
|
|
who wished to take up land there, states more particularly that
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|
"those in New Netherland, and especially in New England, who have no
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|
means to build farmhouses at first according to their wishes, dig a
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|
square pit in the ground, cellar fashion, six or seven feet deep, as
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|
long and as broad as they think proper, case the earth inside with
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|
wood all round the wall, and line the wood with the bark of trees or
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|
something else to prevent the caving in of the earth; floor this
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cellar with plank, and wainscot it overhead for a ceiling, raise a
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|
roof of spars clear up, and cover the spars with bark or green sods,
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|
so that they can live dry and warm in these houses with their entire
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|
families for two, three, and four years, it being understood that
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|
partitions are run through those cellars which are adapted to the
|
|
size of the family. The wealthy and principal men in New England,
|
|
in the beginning of the colonies, commenced their first
|
|
dwelling-houses in this fashion for two reasons: firstly, in order
|
|
not to waste time in building, and not to want food the next season;
|
|
secondly, in order not to discourage poor laboring people whom they
|
|
brought over in numbers from Fatherland. In the course of three or
|
|
four years, when the country became adapted to agriculture, they
|
|
built themselves handsome houses, spending on them several
|
|
thousands."
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|
In this course which our ancestors took there was a show of
|
|
prudence at least, as if their principle were to satisfy the more
|
|
pressing wants first. But are the more pressing wants satisfied
|
|
now? When I think of acquiring for myself one of our luxurious
|
|
dwellings, I am deterred, for, so to speak, the country is not yet
|
|
adapted to human culture, and we are still forced to cut our
|
|
spiritual bread far thinner than our forefathers did their wheaten.
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|
Not that all architectural ornament is to be neglected even in the
|
|
rudest periods; but let our houses first be lined with beauty, where
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|
they come in contact with our lives, like the tenement of the
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|
shellfish, and not overlaid with it. But, alas! I have been inside
|
|
one or two of them, and know what they are lined with.
|
|
Though we are not so degenerate but that we might possibly live
|
|
in a cave or a wigwam or wear skins today, it certainly is better to
|
|
accept the advantages, though so dearly bought, which the invention
|
|
and industry of mankind offer. In such a neighborhood as this,
|
|
boards and shingles, lime and bricks, are cheaper and more easily
|
|
obtained than suitable caves, or whole logs, or bark in sufficient
|
|
quantities, or even well-tempered clay or flat stones. I speak
|
|
understandingly on this subject, for I have made myself acquainted
|
|
with it both theoretically and practically. With a little more wit
|
|
we might use these materials so as to become richer than the richest
|
|
now are, and make our civilization a blessing. The civilized man is
|
|
a more experienced and wiser savage. But to make haste to my own
|
|
experiment.
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|
Near the end of March, 1845, I borrowed an axe and went down to
|
|
the woods by Walden Pond, nearest to where I intended to build my
|
|
house, and began to cut down some tall, arrowy white pines, still in
|
|
their youth, for timber. It is difficult to begin without
|
|
borrowing, but perhaps it is the most generous course thus to permit
|
|
your fellow-men to have an interest in your enterprise. The owner
|
|
of the axe, as he released his hold on it, said that it was the
|
|
apple of his eye; but I returned it sharper than I received it. It
|
|
was a pleasant hillside where I worked, covered with pine woods,
|
|
through which I looked out on the pond, and a small open field in
|
|
the woods where pines and hickories were springing up. The ice in
|
|
the pond was not yet dissolved, though there were some open spaces,
|
|
and it was all dark-colored and saturated with water. There were
|
|
some slight flurries of snow during the days that I worked there;
|
|
but for the most part when I came out on to the railroad, on my way
|
|
home, its yellow sand heap stretched away gleaming in the hazy
|
|
atmosphere, and the rails shone in the spring sun, and I heard the
|
|
lark and pewee and other birds already come to commence another year
|
|
with us. They were pleasant spring days, in which the winter of
|
|
man's discontent was thawing as well as the earth, and the life that
|
|
had lain torpid began to stretch itself. One day, when my axe had
|
|
come off and I had cut a green hickory for a wedge, driving it with
|
|
a stone, and had placed the whole to soak in a pond-hole in order to
|
|
swell the wood, I saw a striped snake run into the water, and he lay
|
|
on the bottom, apparently without inconvenience, as long as I stayed
|
|
there, or more than a quarter of an hour; perhaps because he had not
|
|
yet fairly come out of the torpid state. It appeared to me that for
|
|
a like reason men remain in their present low and primitive
|
|
condition; but if they should feel the influence of the spring of
|
|
springs arousing them, they would of necessity rise to a higher and
|
|
more ethereal life. I had previously seen the snakes in frosty
|
|
mornings in my path with portions of their bodies still numb and
|
|
inflexible, waiting for the sun to thaw them. On the 1st of April
|
|
it rained and melted the ice, and in the early part of the day,
|
|
which was very foggy, I heard a stray goose groping about over the
|
|
pond and cackling as if lost, or like the spirit of the fog.
|
|
So I went on for some days cutting and hewing timber, and also
|
|
studs and rafters, all with my narrow axe, not having many
|
|
communicable or scholar-like thoughts, singing to myself, --
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|
|
|
Men say they know many things;
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|
But lo! they have taken wings --
|
|
The arts and sciences,
|
|
And a thousand appliances;
|
|
The wind that blows
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|
Is all that any body knows.
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|
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|
I hewed the main timbers six inches square, most of the studs on
|
|
two sides only, and the rafters and floor timbers on one side,
|
|
leaving the rest of the bark on, so that they were just as straight
|
|
and much stronger than sawed ones. Each stick was carefully
|
|
mortised or tenoned by its stump, for I had borrowed other tools by
|
|
this time. My days in the woods were not very long ones; yet I
|
|
usually carried my dinner of bread and butter, and read the
|
|
newspaper in which it was wrapped, at noon, sitting amid the green
|
|
pine boughs which I had cut off, and to my bread was imparted some
|
|
of their fragrance, for my hands were covered with a thick coat of
|
|
pitch. Before I had done I was more the friend than the foe of the
|
|
pine tree, though I had cut down some of them, having become better
|
|
acquainted with it. Sometimes a rambler in the wood was attracted
|
|
by the sound of my axe, and we chatted pleasantly over the chips
|
|
which I had made.
|
|
By the middle of April, for I made no haste in my work, but
|
|
rather made the most of it, my house was framed and ready for the
|
|
raising. I had already bought the shanty of James Collins, an
|
|
Irishman who worked on the Fitchburg Railroad, for boards. James
|
|
Collins' shanty was considered an uncommonly fine one. When I
|
|
called to see it he was not at home. I walked about the outside, at
|
|
first unobserved from within, the window was so deep and high. It
|
|
was of small dimensions, with a peaked cottage roof, and not much
|
|
else to be seen, the dirt being raised five feet all around as if it
|
|
were a compost heap. The roof was the soundest part, though a good
|
|
deal warped and made brittle by the sun. Doorsill there was none,
|
|
but a perennial passage for the hens under the door board. Mrs. C.
|
|
came to the door and asked me to view it from the inside. The hens
|
|
were driven in by my approach. It was dark, and had a dirt floor
|
|
for the most part, dank, clammy, and aguish, only here a board and
|
|
there a board which would not bear removal. She lighted a lamp to
|
|
show me the inside of the roof and the walls, and also that the
|
|
board floor extended under the bed, warning me not to step into the
|
|
cellar, a sort of dust hole two feet deep. In her own words, they
|
|
were "good boards overhead, good boards all around, and a good
|
|
window" -- of two whole squares originally, only the cat had passed
|
|
out that way lately. There was a stove, a bed, and a place to sit,
|
|
an infant in the house where it was born, a silk parasol,
|
|
gilt-framed looking-glass, and a patent new coffee-mill nailed to an
|
|
oak sapling, all told. The bargain was soon concluded, for James
|
|
had in the meanwhile returned. I to pay four dollars and
|
|
twenty-five cents tonight, he to vacate at five tomorrow morning,
|
|
selling to nobody else meanwhile: I to take possession at six. It
|
|
were well, he said, to be there early, and anticipate certain
|
|
indistinct but wholly unjust claims on the score of ground rent and
|
|
fuel. This he assured me was the only encumbrance. At six I passed
|
|
him and his family on the road. One large bundle held their all --
|
|
bed, coffee-mill, looking-glass, hens -- all but the cat; she took
|
|
to the woods and became a wild cat, and, as I learned afterward,
|
|
trod in a trap set for woodchucks, and so became a dead cat at last.
|
|
I took down this dwelling the same morning, drawing the nails,
|
|
and removed it to the pond-side by small cartloads, spreading the
|
|
boards on the grass there to bleach and warp back again in the sun.
|
|
One early thrush gave me a note or two as I drove along the woodland
|
|
path. I was informed treacherously by a young Patrick that neighbor
|
|
Seeley, an Irishman, in the intervals of the carting, transferred
|
|
the still tolerable, straight, and drivable nails, staples, and
|
|
spikes to his pocket, and then stood when I came back to pass the
|
|
time of day, and look freshly up, unconcerned, with spring thoughts,
|
|
at the devastation; there being a dearth of work, as he said. He
|
|
was there to represent spectatordom, and help make this seemingly
|
|
insignificant event one with the removal of the gods of Troy.
|
|
I dug my cellar in the side of a hill sloping to the south,
|
|
where a woodchuck had formerly dug his burrow, down through sumach
|
|
and blackberry roots, and the lowest stain of vegetation, six feet
|
|
square by seven deep, to a fine sand where potatoes would not freeze
|
|
in any winter. The sides were left shelving, and not stoned; but
|
|
the sun having never shone on them, the sand still keeps its place.
|
|
It was but two hours' work. I took particular pleasure in this
|
|
breaking of ground, for in almost all latitudes men dig into the
|
|
earth for an equable temperature. Under the most splendid house in
|
|
the city is still to be found the cellar where they store their
|
|
roots as of old, and long after the superstructure has disappeared
|
|
posterity remark its dent in the earth. The house is still but a
|
|
sort of porch at the entrance of a burrow.
|
|
At length, in the beginning of May, with the help of some of my
|
|
acquaintances, rather to improve so good an occasion for
|
|
neighborliness than from any necessity, I set up the frame of my
|
|
house. No man was ever more honored in the character of his raisers
|
|
than I. They are destined, I trust, to assist at the raising of
|
|
loftier structures one day. I began to occupy my house on the 4th
|
|
of July, as soon as it was boarded and roofed, for the boards were
|
|
carefully feather-edged and lapped, so that it was perfectly
|
|
impervious to rain, but before boarding I laid the foundation of a
|
|
chimney at one end, bringing two cartloads of stones up the hill
|
|
from the pond in my arms. I built the chimney after my hoeing in
|
|
the fall, before a fire became necessary for warmth, doing my
|
|
cooking in the meanwhile out of doors on the ground, early in the
|
|
morning: which mode I still think is in some respects more
|
|
convenient and agreeable than the usual one. When it stormed before
|
|
my bread was baked, I fixed a few boards over the fire, and sat
|
|
under them to watch my loaf, and passed some pleasant hours in that
|
|
way. In those days, when my hands were much employed, I read but
|
|
little, but the least scraps of paper which lay on the ground, my
|
|
holder, or tablecloth, afforded me as much entertainment, in fact
|
|
answered the same purpose as the Iliad.
|
|
It would be worth the while to build still more deliberately
|
|
than I did, considering, for instance, what foundation a door, a
|
|
window, a cellar, a garret, have in the nature of man, and perchance
|
|
never raising any superstructure until we found a better reason for
|
|
it than our temporal necessities even. There is some of the same
|
|
fitness in a man's building his own house that there is in a bird's
|
|
building its own nest. Who knows but if men constructed their
|
|
dwellings with their own hands, and provided food for themselves and
|
|
families simply and honestly enough, the poetic faculty would be
|
|
universally developed, as birds universally sing when they are so
|
|
engaged? But alas! we do like cowbirds and cuckoos, which lay their
|
|
eggs in nests which other birds have built, and cheer no traveller
|
|
with their chattering and unmusical notes. Shall we forever resign
|
|
the pleasure of construction to the carpenter? What does
|
|
architecture amount to in the experience of the mass of men? I
|
|
never in all my walks came across a man engaged in so simple and
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natural an occupation as building his house. We belong to the
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community. It is not the tailor alone who is the ninth part of a
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man; it is as much the preacher, and the merchant, and the farmer.
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Where is this division of labor to end? and what object does it
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finally serve? No doubt another may also think for me; but it is
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not therefore desirable that he should do so to the exclusion of my
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thinking for myself.
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True, there are architects so called in this country, and I have
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heard of one at least possessed with the idea of making
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architectural ornaments have a core of truth, a necessity, and hence
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a beauty, as if it were a revelation to him. All very well perhaps
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from his point of view, but only a little better than the common
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dilettantism. A sentimental reformer in architecture, he began at
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the cornice, not at the foundation. It was only how to put a core
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of truth within the ornaments, that every sugarplum, in fact, might
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have an almond or caraway seed in it -- though I hold that almonds
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are most wholesome without the sugar -- and not how the inhabitant,
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the indweller, might build truly within and without, and let the
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ornaments take care of themselves. What reasonable man ever
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supposed that ornaments were something outward and in the skin
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merely -- that the tortoise got his spotted shell, or the shell-fish
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its mother-o'-pearl tints, by such a contract as the inhabitants of
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Broadway their Trinity Church? But a man has no more to do with the
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style of architecture of his house than a tortoise with that of its
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shell: nor need the soldier be so idle as to try to paint the
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precise color of his virtue on his standard. The enemy will find it
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out. He may turn pale when the trial comes. This man seemed to me
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to lean over the cornice, and timidly whisper his half truth to the
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rude occupants who really knew it better than he. What of
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architectural beauty I now see, I know has gradually grown from
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within outward, out of the necessities and character of the
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indweller, who is the only builder -- out of some unconscious
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truthfulness, and nobleness, without ever a thought for the
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appearance and whatever additional beauty of this kind is destined
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to be produced will be preceded by a like unconscious beauty of
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life. The most interesting dwellings in this country, as the
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painter knows, are the most unpretending, humble log huts and
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cottages of the poor commonly; it is the life of the inhabitants
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whose shells they are, and not any peculiarity in their surfaces
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merely, which makes them picturesque; and equally interesting will
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be the citizen's suburban box, when his life shall be as simple and
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as agreeable to the imagination, and there is as little straining
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after effect in the style of his dwelling. A great proportion of
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architectural ornaments are literally hollow, and a September gale
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would strip them off, like borrowed plumes, without injury to the
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substantials. They can do without architecture who have no olives
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nor wines in the cellar. What if an equal ado were made about the
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ornaments of style in literature, and the architects of our bibles
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spent as much time about their cornices as the architects of our
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churches do? So are made the belles-lettres and the beaux-arts and
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their professors. Much it concerns a man, forsooth, how a few
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sticks are slanted over him or under him, and what colors are daubed
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upon his box. It would signify somewhat, if, in any earnest sense,
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he slanted them and daubed it; but the spirit having departed out of
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the tenant, it is of a piece with constructing his own coffin -- the
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architecture of the grave -- and "carpenter" is but another name for
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"coffin-maker." One man says, in his despair or indifference to
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life, take up a handful of the earth at your feet, and paint your
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house that color. Is he thinking of his last and narrow house?
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Toss up a copper for it as well. What an abundance of leisure be
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must have! Why do you take up a handful of dirt? Better paint your
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house your own complexion; let it turn pale or blush for you. An
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enterprise to improve the style of cottage architecture! When you
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have got my ornaments ready, I will wear them.
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Before winter I built a chimney, and shingled the sides of my
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house, which were already impervious to rain, with imperfect and
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sappy shingles made of the first slice of the log, whose edges I was
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obliged to straighten with a plane.
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I have thus a tight shingled and plastered house, ten feet wide
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by fifteen long, and eight-feet posts, with a garret and a closet, a
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large window on each side, two trap doors, one door at the end, and
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a brick fireplace opposite. The exact cost of my house, paying the
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usual price for such materials as I used, but not counting the work,
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all of which was done by myself, was as follows; and I give the
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details because very few are able to tell exactly what their houses
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cost, and fewer still, if any, the separate cost of the various
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materials which compose them:--
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Boards .......................... $ 8.03+, mostly shanty boards.
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Refuse shingles for roof sides ... 4.00
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Laths ............................ 1.25
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Two second-hand windows
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with glass .................... 2.43
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One thousand old brick ........... 4.00
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Two casks of lime ................ 2.40 That was high.
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Hair ............................. 0.31 More than I needed.
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Mantle-tree iron ................. 0.15
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Nails ............................ 3.90
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Hinges and screws ................ 0.14
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Latch ............................ 0.10
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Chalk ............................ 0.01
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Transportation ................... 1.40 I carried a good part
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------- on my back.
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In all ...................... $28.12+
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These are all the materials, excepting the timber, stones, and
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sand, which I claimed by squatter's right. I have also a small
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woodshed adjoining, made chiefly of the stuff which was left after
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building the house.
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I intend to build me a house which will surpass any on the main
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street in Concord in grandeur and luxury, as soon as it pleases me
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as much and will cost me no more than my present one.
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I thus found that the student who wishes for a shelter can
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|
obtain one for a lifetime at an expense not greater than the rent
|
|
which he now pays annually. If I seem to boast more than is
|
|
becoming, my excuse is that I brag for humanity rather than for
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|
myself; and my shortcomings and inconsistencies do not affect the
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|
truth of my statement. Notwithstanding much cant and hypocrisy --
|
|
chaff which I find it difficult to separate from my wheat, but for
|
|
which I am as sorry as any man -- I will breathe freely and stretch
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|
myself in this respect, it is such a relief to both the moral and
|
|
physical system; and I am resolved that I will not through humility
|
|
become the devil's attorney. I will endeavor to speak a good word
|
|
for the truth. At Cambridge College the mere rent of a student's
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|
room, which is only a little larger than my own, is thirty dollars
|
|
each year, though the corporation had the advantage of building
|
|
thirty-two side by side and under one roof, and the occupant suffers
|
|
the inconvenience of many and noisy neighbors, and perhaps a
|
|
residence in the fourth story. I cannot but think that if we had
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|
more true wisdom in these respects, not only less education would be
|
|
needed, because, forsooth, more would already have been acquired,
|
|
but the pecuniary expense of getting an education would in a great
|
|
measure vanish. Those conveniences which the student requires at
|
|
Cambridge or elsewhere cost him or somebody else ten times as great
|
|
a sacrifice of life as they would with proper management on both
|
|
sides. Those things for which the most money is demanded are never
|
|
the things which the student most wants. Tuition, for instance, is
|
|
an important item in the term bill, while for the far more valuable
|
|
education which he gets by associating with the most cultivated of
|
|
his contemporaries no charge is made. The mode of founding a
|
|
college is, commonly, to get up a subscription of dollars and cents,
|
|
and then, following blindly the principles of a division of labor to
|
|
its extreme -- a principle which should never be followed but with
|
|
circumspection -- to call in a contractor who makes this a subject
|
|
of speculation, and he employs Irishmen or other operatives actually
|
|
to lay the foundations, while the students that are to be are said
|
|
to be fitting themselves for it; and for these oversights successive
|
|
generations have to pay. I think that it would be better than this,
|
|
for the students, or those who desire to be benefited by it, even to
|
|
lay the foundation themselves. The student who secures his coveted
|
|
leisure and retirement by systematically shirking any labor
|
|
necessary to man obtains but an ignoble and unprofitable leisure,
|
|
defrauding himself of the experience which alone can make leisure
|
|
fruitful. "But," says one, "you do not mean that the students
|
|
should go to work with their hands instead of their heads?" I do
|
|
not mean that exactly, but I mean something which he might think a
|
|
good deal like that; I mean that they should not play life, or study
|
|
it merely, while the community supports them at this expensive game,
|
|
but earnestly live it from beginning to end. How could youths
|
|
better learn to live than by at once trying the experiment of
|
|
living? Methinks this would exercise their minds as much as
|
|
mathematics. If I wished a boy to know something about the arts and
|
|
sciences, for instance, I would not pursue the common course, which
|
|
is merely to send him into the neighborhood of some professor, where
|
|
anything is professed and practised but the art of life; -- to
|
|
survey the world through a telescope or a microscope, and never with
|
|
his natural eye; to study chemistry, and not learn how his bread is
|
|
made, or mechanics, and not learn how it is earned; to discover new
|
|
satellites to Neptune, and not detect the motes in his eyes, or to
|
|
what vagabond he is a satellite himself; or to be devoured by the
|
|
monsters that swarm all around him, while contemplating the monsters
|
|
in a drop of vinegar. Which would have advanced the most at the end
|
|
of a month -- the boy who had made his own jackknife from the ore
|
|
which he had dug and smelted, reading as much as would be necessary
|
|
for this -- or the boy who had attended the lectures on metallurgy
|
|
at the Institute in the meanwhile, and had received a Rodgers'
|
|
penknife from his father? Which would be most likely to cut his
|
|
fingers?... To my astonishment I was informed on leaving college
|
|
that I had studied navigation! -- why, if I had taken one turn down
|
|
the harbor I should have known more about it. Even the poor student
|
|
studies and is taught only political economy, while that economy of
|
|
living which is synonymous with philosophy is not even sincerely
|
|
professed in our colleges. The consequence is, that while he is
|
|
reading Adam Smith, Ricardo, and Say, he runs his father in debt
|
|
irretrievably.
|
|
As with our colleges, so with a hundred "modern improvements";
|
|
there is an illusion about them; there is not always a positive
|
|
advance. The devil goes on exacting compound interest to the last
|
|
for his early share and numerous succeeding investments in them.
|
|
Our inventions are wont to be pretty toys, which distract our
|
|
attention from serious things. They are but improved means to an
|
|
unimproved end, an end which it was already but too easy to arrive
|
|
at; as railroads lead to Boston or New York. We are in great haste
|
|
to construct a magnetic telegraph from Maine to Texas; but Maine and
|
|
Texas, it may be, have nothing important to communicate. Either is
|
|
in such a predicament as the man who was earnest to be introduced to
|
|
a distinguished deaf woman, but when he was presented, and one end
|
|
of her ear trumpet was put into his hand, had nothing to say. As if
|
|
the main object were to talk fast and not to talk sensibly. We are
|
|
eager to tunnel under the Atlantic and bring the Old World some
|
|
weeks nearer to the New; but perchance the first news that will leak
|
|
through into the broad, flapping American ear will be that the
|
|
Princess Adelaide has the whooping cough. After all, the man whose
|
|
horse trots a mile in a minute does not carry the most important
|
|
messages; he is not an evangelist, nor does he come round eating
|
|
locusts and wild honey. I doubt if Flying Childers ever carried a
|
|
peck of corn to mill.
|
|
One says to me, "I wonder that you do not lay up money; you love
|
|
to travel; you might take the cars and go to Fitchburg today and see
|
|
the country." But I am wiser than that. I have learned that the
|
|
swiftest traveller is he that goes afoot. I say to my friend,
|
|
Suppose we try who will get there first. The distance is thirty
|
|
miles; the fare ninety cents. That is almost a day's wages. I
|
|
remember when wages were sixty cents a day for laborers on this very
|
|
road. Well, I start now on foot, and get there before night; I have
|
|
travelled at that rate by the week together. You will in the
|
|
meanwhile have earned your fare, and arrive there some time
|
|
tomorrow, or possibly this evening, if you are lucky enough to get a
|
|
job in season. Instead of going to Fitchburg, you will be working
|
|
here the greater part of the day. And so, if the railroad reached
|
|
round the world, I think that I should keep ahead of you; and as for
|
|
seeing the country and getting experience of that kind, I should
|
|
have to cut your acquaintance altogether.
|
|
Such is the universal law, which no man can ever outwit, and
|
|
with regard to the railroad even we may say it is as broad as it is
|
|
long. To make a railroad round the world available to all mankind
|
|
is equivalent to grading the whole surface of the planet. Men have
|
|
an indistinct notion that if they keep up this activity of joint
|
|
stocks and spades long enough all will at length ride somewhere, in
|
|
next to no time, and for nothing; but though a crowd rushes to the
|
|
depot, and the conductor shouts "All aboard!" when the smoke is
|
|
blown away and the vapor condensed, it will be perceived that a few
|
|
are riding, but the rest are run over -- and it will be called, and
|
|
will be, "A melancholy accident." No doubt they can ride at last
|
|
who shall have earned their fare, that is, if they survive so long,
|
|
but they will probably have lost their elasticity and desire to
|
|
travel by that time. This spending of the best part of one's life
|
|
earning money in order to enjoy a questionable liberty during the
|
|
least valuable part of it reminds me of the Englishman who went to
|
|
India to make a fortune first, in order that he might return to
|
|
England and live the life of a poet. He should have gone up garret
|
|
at once. "What!" exclaim a million Irishmen starting up from all
|
|
the shanties in the land, "is not this railroad which we have built
|
|
a good thing?" Yes, I answer, comparatively good, that is, you
|
|
might have done worse; but I wish, as you are brothers of mine, that
|
|
you could have spent your time better than digging in this dirt.
|
|
Before I finished my house, wishing to earn ten or twelve
|
|
dollars by some honest and agreeable method, in order to meet my
|
|
unusual expenses, I planted about two acres and a half of light and
|
|
sandy soil near it chiefly with beans, but also a small part with
|
|
potatoes, corn, peas, and turnips. The whole lot contains eleven
|
|
acres, mostly growing up to pines and hickories, and was sold the
|
|
preceding season for eight dollars and eight cents an acre. One
|
|
farmer said that it was "good for nothing but to raise cheeping
|
|
squirrels on." I put no manure whatever on this land, not being the
|
|
owner, but merely a squatter, and not expecting to cultivate so much
|
|
again, and I did not quite hoe it all once. I got out several cords
|
|
of stumps in plowing, which supplied me with fuel for a long time,
|
|
and left small circles of virgin mould, easily distinguishable
|
|
through the summer by the greater luxuriance of the beans there.
|
|
The dead and for the most part unmerchantable wood behind my house,
|
|
and the driftwood from the pond, have supplied the remainder of my
|
|
fuel. I was obliged to hire a team and a man for the plowing,
|
|
though I held the plow myself. My farm outgoes for the first season
|
|
were, for implements, seed, work, etc., $14.72+. The seed corn was
|
|
given me. This never costs anything to speak of, unless you plant
|
|
more than enough. I got twelve bushels of beans, and eighteen
|
|
bushels of potatoes, beside some peas and sweet corn. The yellow
|
|
corn and turnips were too late to come to anything. My whole income
|
|
from the farm was
|
|
$ 23.44
|
|
Deducting the outgoes ............ 14.72+
|
|
-------
|
|
There are left .................. $ 8.71+
|
|
|
|
beside produce consumed and on hand at the time this estimate was
|
|
made of the value of $4.50 -- the amount on hand much more than
|
|
balancing a little grass which I did not raise. All things
|
|
considered, that is, considering the importance of a man's soul and
|
|
of today, notwithstanding the short time occupied by my experiment,
|
|
nay, partly even because of its transient character, I believe that
|
|
that was doing better than any farmer in Concord did that year.
|
|
The next year I did better still, for I spaded up all the land
|
|
which I required, about a third of an acre, and I learned from the
|
|
experience of both years, not being in the least awed by many
|
|
celebrated works on husbandry, Arthur Young among the rest, that if
|
|
one would live simply and eat only the crop which he raised, and
|
|
raise no more than he ate, and not exchange it for an insufficient
|
|
quantity of more luxurious and expensive things, he would need to
|
|
cultivate only a few rods of ground, and that it would be cheaper to
|
|
spade up that than to use oxen to plow it, and to select a fresh
|
|
spot from time to time than to manure the old, and he could do all
|
|
his necessary farm work as it were with his left hand at odd hours
|
|
in the summer; and thus he would not be tied to an ox, or horse, or
|
|
cow, or pig, as at present. I desire to speak impartially on this
|
|
point, and as one not interested in the success or failure of the
|
|
present economical and social arrangements. I was more independent
|
|
than any farmer in Concord, for I was not anchored to a house or
|
|
farm, but could follow the bent of my genius, which is a very
|
|
crooked one, every moment. Beside being better off than they
|
|
already, if my house had been burned or my crops had failed, I
|
|
should have been nearly as well off as before.
|
|
I am wont to think that men are not so much the keepers of herds
|
|
as herds are the keepers of men, the former are so much the freer.
|
|
Men and oxen exchange work; but if we consider necessary work only,
|
|
the oxen will be seen to have greatly the advantage, their farm is
|
|
so much the larger. Man does some of his part of the exchange work
|
|
in his six weeks of haying, and it is no boy's play. Certainly no
|
|
nation that lived simply in all respects, that is, no nation of
|
|
philosophers, would commit so great a blunder as to use the labor of
|
|
animals. True, there never was and is not likely soon to be a
|
|
nation of philosophers, nor am I certain it is desirable that there
|
|
should be. However, I should never have broken a horse or bull and
|
|
taken him to board for any work he might do for me, for fear I
|
|
should become a horseman or a herdsman merely; and if society seems
|
|
to be the gainer by so doing, are we certain that what is one man's
|
|
gain is not another's loss, and that the stable-boy has equal cause
|
|
with his master to be satisfied? Granted that some public works
|
|
would not have been constructed without this aid, and let man share
|
|
the glory of such with the ox and horse; does it follow that he
|
|
could not have accomplished works yet more worthy of himself in that
|
|
case? When men begin to do, not merely unnecessary or artistic, but
|
|
luxurious and idle work, with their assistance, it is inevitable
|
|
that a few do all the exchange work with the oxen, or, in other
|
|
words, become the slaves of the strongest. Man thus not only works
|
|
for the animal within him, but, for a symbol of this, he works for
|
|
the animal without him. Though we have many substantial houses of
|
|
brick or stone, the prosperity of the farmer is still measured by
|
|
the degree to which the barn overshadows the house. This town is
|
|
said to have the largest houses for oxen, cows, and horses
|
|
hereabouts, and it is not behindhand in its public buildings; but
|
|
there are very few halls for free worship or free speech in this
|
|
county. It should not be by their architecture, but why not even by
|
|
their power of abstract thought, that nations should seek to
|
|
commemorate themselves? How much more admirable the Bhagvat-Geeta
|
|
than all the ruins of the East! Towers and temples are the luxury
|
|
of princes. A simple and independent mind does not toil at the
|
|
bidding of any prince. Genius is not a retainer to any emperor, nor
|
|
is its material silver, or gold, or marble, except to a trifling
|
|
extent. To what end, pray, is so much stone hammered? In Arcadia,
|
|
when I was there, I did not see any hammering stone. Nations are
|
|
possessed with an insane ambition to perpetuate the memory of
|
|
themselves by the amount of hammered stone they leave. What if
|
|
equal pains were taken to smooth and polish their manners? One
|
|
piece of good sense would be more memorable than a monument as high
|
|
as the moon. I love better to see stones in place. The grandeur of
|
|
Thebes was a vulgar grandeur. More sensible is a rod of stone wall
|
|
that bounds an honest man's field than a hundred-gated Thebes that
|
|
has wandered farther from the true end of life. The religion and
|
|
civilization which are barbaric and heathenish build splendid
|
|
temples; but what you might call Christianity does not. Most of the
|
|
stone a nation hammers goes toward its tomb only. It buries itself
|
|
alive. As for the Pyramids, there is nothing to wonder at in them
|
|
so much as the fact that so many men could be found degraded enough
|
|
to spend their lives constructing a tomb for some ambitious booby,
|
|
whom it would have been wiser and manlier to have drowned in the
|
|
Nile, and then given his body to the dogs. I might possibly invent
|
|
some excuse for them and him, but I have no time for it. As for the
|
|
religion and love of art of the builders, it is much the same all
|
|
the world over, whether the building be an Egyptian temple or the
|
|
United States Bank. It costs more than it comes to. The mainspring
|
|
is vanity, assisted by the love of garlic and bread and butter. Mr.
|
|
Balcom, a promising young architect, designs it on the back of his
|
|
Vitruvius, with hard pencil and ruler, and the job is let out to
|
|
Dobson & Sons, stonecutters. When the thirty centuries begin to
|
|
look down on it, mankind begin to look up at it. As for your high
|
|
towers and monuments, there was a crazy fellow once in this town who
|
|
undertook to dig through to China, and he got so far that, as he
|
|
said, he heard the Chinese pots and kettles rattle; but I think that
|
|
I shall not go out of my way to admire the hole which he made. Many
|
|
are concerned about the monuments of the West and the East -- to
|
|
know who built them. For my part, I should like to know who in
|
|
those days did not build them -- who were above such trifling. But
|
|
to proceed with my statistics.
|
|
By surveying, carpentry, and day-labor of various other kinds in
|
|
the village in the meanwhile, for I have as many trades as fingers,
|
|
I had earned $13.34. The expense of food for eight months, namely,
|
|
from July 4th to March 1st, the time when these estimates were made,
|
|
though I lived there more than two years -- not counting potatoes, a
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little green corn, and some peas, which I had raised, nor
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considering the value of what was on hand at the last date -- was
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Rice .................... $ 1.73 1/2
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Molasses ................. 1.73 Cheapest form of the
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saccharine.
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Rye meal ................. 1.04 3/4
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Indian meal .............. 0.99 3/4 Cheaper than rye.
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Pork ..................... 0.22
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All experiments which failed:
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Flour .................... 0.88 Costs more than Indian meal,
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both money and trouble.
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Sugar .................... 0.80
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Lard ..................... 0.65
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Apples ................... 0.25
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Dried apple .............. 0.22
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Sweet potatoes ........... 0.10
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One pumpkin .............. 0.06
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One watermelon ........... 0.02
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Salt ..................... 0.03
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Yes, I did eat $8.74, all told; but I should not thus unblushingly
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publish my guilt, if I did not know that most of my readers were
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equally guilty with myself, and that their deeds would look no
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better in print. The next year I sometimes caught a mess of fish
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for my dinner, and once I went so far as to slaughter a woodchuck
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which ravaged my bean-field -- effect his transmigration, as a
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Tartar would say -- and devour him, partly for experiment's sake;
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but though it afforded me a momentary enjoyment, notwithstanding a
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musky flavor, I saw that the longest use would not make that a good
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practice, however it might seem to have your woodchucks ready
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dressed by the village butcher.
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Clothing and some incidental expenses within the same dates,
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though little can be inferred from this item, amounted to
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$ 8.40-3/4
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Oil and some household utensils ........ 2.00
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So that all the pecuniary outgoes, excepting for washing and
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mending, which for the most part were done out of the house, and
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their bills have not yet been received -- and these are all and more
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|
than all the ways by which money necessarily goes out in this part
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of the world -- were
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House ................................. $ 28.12+
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Farm one year ........................... 14.72+
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Food eight months ....................... 8.74
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Clothing, etc., eight months ............ 8.40-3/4
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Oil, etc., eight months ................. 2.00
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In all ............................ $ 61.99-3/4
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I address myself now to those of my readers who have a living to
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get. And to meet this I have for farm produce sold
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$ 23.44
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Earned by day-labor .................... 13.34
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In all ............................ $ 36.78,
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which subtracted from the sum of the outgoes leaves a balance of
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$25.21 3/4 on the one side -- this being very nearly the means with
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which I started, and the measure of expenses to be incurred -- and
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on the other, beside the leisure and independence and health thus
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secured, a comfortable house for me as long as I choose to occupy
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it.
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These statistics, however accidental and therefore uninstructive
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they may appear, as they have a certain completeness, have a certain
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value also. Nothing was given me of which I have not rendered some
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account. It appears from the above estimate, that my food alone
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cost me in money about twenty-seven cents a week. It was, for
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nearly two years after this, rye and Indian meal without yeast,
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potatoes, rice, a very little salt pork, molasses, and salt; and my
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drink, water. It was fit that I should live on rice, mainly, who
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love so well the philosophy of India. To meet the objections of
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some inveterate cavillers, I may as well state, that if I dined out
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occasionally, as I always had done, and I trust shall have
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opportunities to do again, it was frequently to the detriment of my
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domestic arrangements. But the dining out, being, as I have stated,
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a constant element, does not in the least affect a comparative
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statement like this.
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I learned from my two years' experience that it would cost
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incredibly little trouble to obtain one's necessary food, even in
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this latitude; that a man may use as simple a diet as the animals,
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and yet retain health and strength. I have made a satisfactory
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dinner, satisfactory on several accounts, simply off a dish of
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purslane (Portulaca oleracea) which I gathered in my cornfield,
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boiled and salted. I give the Latin on account of the savoriness of
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the trivial name. And pray what more can a reasonable man desire,
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in peaceful times, in ordinary noons, than a sufficient number of
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ears of green sweet corn boiled, with the addition of salt? Even
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the little variety which I used was a yielding to the demands of
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appetite, and not of health. Yet men have come to such a pass that
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they frequently starve, not for want of necessaries, but for want of
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luxuries; and I know a good woman who thinks that her son lost his
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|
life because he took to drinking water only.
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|
The reader will perceive that I am treating the subject rather
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from an economic than a dietetic point of view, and he will not
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venture to put my abstemiousness to the test unless he has a
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well-stocked larder.
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Bread I at first made of pure Indian meal and salt, genuine
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hoe-cakes, which I baked before my fire out of doors on a shingle or
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the end of a stick of timber sawed off in building my house; but it
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|
was wont to get smoked and to have a piny flavor, I tried flour
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|
also; but have at last found a mixture of rye and Indian meal most
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|
convenient and agreeable. In cold weather it was no little
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|
amusement to bake several small loaves of this in succession,
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tending and turning them as carefully as an Egyptian his hatching
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|
eggs. They were a real cereal fruit which I ripened, and they had
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to my senses a fragrance like that of other noble fruits, which I
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|
kept in as long as possible by wrapping them in cloths. I made a
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|
study of the ancient and indispensable art of bread-making,
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|
consulting such authorities as offered, going back to the primitive
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|
days and first invention of the unleavened kind, when from the
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wildness of nuts and meats men first reached the mildness and
|
|
refinement of this diet, and travelling gradually down in my studies
|
|
through that accidental souring of the dough which, it is supposed,
|
|
taught the leavening process, and through the various fermentations
|
|
thereafter, till I came to "good, sweet, wholesome bread," the staff
|
|
of life. Leaven, which some deem the soul of bread, the spiritus
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|
which fills its cellular tissue, which is religiously preserved like
|
|
the vestal fire -- some precious bottleful, I suppose, first brought
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|
over in the Mayflower, did the business for America, and its
|
|
influence is still rising, swelling, spreading, in cerealian billows
|
|
over the land -- this seed I regularly and faithfully procured from
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|
the village, till at length one morning I forgot the rules, and
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|
scalded my yeast; by which accident I discovered that even this was
|
|
not indispensable -- for my discoveries were not by the synthetic
|
|
but analytic process -- and I have gladly omitted it since, though
|
|
most housewives earnestly assured me that safe and wholesome bread
|
|
without yeast might not be, and elderly people prophesied a speedy
|
|
decay of the vital forces. Yet I find it not to be an essential
|
|
ingredient, and after going without it for a year am still in the
|
|
land of the living; and I am glad to escape the trivialness of
|
|
carrying a bottleful in my pocket, which would sometimes pop and
|
|
discharge its contents to my discomfiture. It is simpler and more
|
|
respectable to omit it. Man is an animal who more than any other
|
|
can adapt himself to all climates and circumstances. Neither did I
|
|
put any sal-soda, or other acid or alkali, into my bread. It would
|
|
seem that I made it according to the recipe which Marcus Porcius
|
|
Cato gave about two centuries before Christ. "Panem depsticium sic
|
|
facito. Manus mortariumque bene lavato. Farinam in mortarium
|
|
indito, aquae paulatim addito, subigitoque pulchre. Ubi bene
|
|
subegeris, defingito, coquitoque sub testu." Which I take to mean,
|
|
-- "Make kneaded bread thus. Wash your hands and trough well. Put
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|
the meal into the trough, add water gradually, and knead it
|
|
thoroughly. When you have kneaded it well, mould it, and bake it
|
|
under a cover," that is, in a baking kettle. Not a word about
|
|
leaven. But I did not always use this staff of life. At one time,
|
|
owing to the emptiness of my purse, I saw none of it for more than a
|
|
month.
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|
Every New Englander might easily raise all his own breadstuffs
|
|
in this land of rye and Indian corn, and not depend on distant and
|
|
fluctuating markets for them. Yet so far are we from simplicity and
|
|
independence that, in Concord, fresh and sweet meal is rarely sold
|
|
in the shops, and hominy and corn in a still coarser form are hardly
|
|
used by any. For the most part the farmer gives to his cattle and
|
|
hogs the grain of his own producing, and buys flour, which is at
|
|
least no more wholesome, at a greater cost, at the store. I saw
|
|
that I could easily raise my bushel or two of rye and Indian corn,
|
|
for the former will grow on the poorest land, and the latter does
|
|
not require the best, and grind them in a hand-mill, and so do
|
|
without rice and pork; and if I must have some concentrated sweet, I
|
|
found by experiment that I could make a very good molasses either of
|
|
pumpkins or beets, and I knew that I needed only to set out a few
|
|
maples to obtain it more easily still, and while these were growing
|
|
I could use various substitutes beside those which I have named.
|
|
"For," as the Forefathers sang,--
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|
|
|
"we can make liquor to sweeten our lips
|
|
Of pumpkins and parsnips and walnut-tree chips."
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|
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|
Finally, as for salt, that grossest of groceries, to obtain this
|
|
might be a fit occasion for a visit to the seashore, or, if I did
|
|
without it altogether, I should probably drink the less water. I do
|
|
not learn that the Indians ever troubled themselves to go after it.
|
|
Thus I could avoid all trade and barter, so far as my food was
|
|
concerned, and having a shelter already, it would only remain to get
|
|
clothing and fuel. The pantaloons which I now wear were woven in a
|
|
farmer's family -- thank Heaven there is so much virtue still in
|
|
man; for I think the fall from the farmer to the operative as great
|
|
and memorable as that from the man to the farmer; -- and in a new
|
|
country, fuel is an encumbrance. As for a habitat, if I were not
|
|
permitted still to squat, I might purchase one acre at the same
|
|
price for which the land I cultivated was sold -- namely, eight
|
|
dollars and eight cents. But as it was, I considered that I
|
|
enhanced the value of the land by squatting on it.
|
|
There is a certain class of unbelievers who sometimes ask me
|
|
such questions as, if I think that I can live on vegetable food
|
|
alone; and to strike at the root of the matter at once -- for the
|
|
root is faith -- I am accustomed to answer such, that I can live on
|
|
board nails. If they cannot understand that, they cannot understand
|
|
much that I have to say. For my part, I am glad to bear of
|
|
experiments of this kind being tried; as that a young man tried for
|
|
a fortnight to live on hard, raw corn on the ear, using his teeth
|
|
for all mortar. The squirrel tribe tried the same and succeeded.
|
|
The human race is interested in these experiments, though a few old
|
|
women who are incapacitated for them, or who own their thirds in
|
|
mills, may be alarmed.
|
|
My furniture, part of which I made myself -- and the rest cost
|
|
me nothing of which I have not rendered an account -- consisted of a
|
|
bed, a table, a desk, three chairs, a looking-glass three inches in
|
|
diameter, a pair of tongs and andirons, a kettle, a skillet, and a
|
|
frying-pan, a dipper, a wash-bowl, two knives and forks, three
|
|
plates, one cup, one spoon, a jug for oil, a jug for molasses, and a
|
|
japanned lamp. None is so poor that he need sit on a pumpkin. That
|
|
is shiftlessness. There is a plenty of such chairs as I like best
|
|
in the village garrets to be had for taking them away. Furniture!
|
|
Thank God, I can sit and I can stand without the aid of a furniture
|
|
warehouse. What man but a philosopher would not be ashamed to see
|
|
his furniture packed in a cart and going up country exposed to the
|
|
light of heaven and the eyes of men, a beggarly account of empty
|
|
boxes? That is Spaulding's furniture. I could never tell from
|
|
inspecting such a load whether it belonged to a so-called rich man
|
|
or a poor one; the owner always seemed poverty-stricken. Indeed,
|
|
the more you have of such things the poorer you are. Each load
|
|
looks as if it contained the contents of a dozen shanties; and if
|
|
one shanty is poor, this is a dozen times as poor. Pray, for what
|
|
do we move ever but to get rid of our furniture, our exuvioe: at
|
|
last to go from this world to another newly furnished, and leave
|
|
this to be burned? It is the same as if all these traps were
|
|
buckled to a man's belt, and he could not move over the rough
|
|
country where our lines are cast without dragging them -- dragging
|
|
his trap. He was a lucky fox that left his tail in the trap. The
|
|
muskrat will gnaw his third leg off to be free. No wonder man has
|
|
lost his elasticity. How often he is at a dead set! "Sir, if I may
|
|
be so bold, what do you mean by a dead set?" If you are a seer,
|
|
whenever you meet a man you will see all that he owns, ay, and much
|
|
that he pretends to disown, behind him, even to his kitchen
|
|
furniture and all the trumpery which he saves and will not burn, and
|
|
he will appear to be harnessed to it and making what headway he can.
|
|
I think that the man is at a dead set who has got through a
|
|
knot-hole or gateway where his sledge load of furniture cannot
|
|
follow him. I cannot but feel compassion when I hear some trig,
|
|
compact-looking man, seemingly free, all girded and ready, speak of
|
|
his "furniture," as whether it is insured or not. "But what shall I
|
|
do with my furniture?" -- My gay butterfly is entangled in a
|
|
spider's web then. Even those who seem for a long while not to have
|
|
any, if you inquire more narrowly you will find have some stored in
|
|
somebody's barn. I look upon England today as an old gentleman who
|
|
is travelling with a great deal of baggage, trumpery which has
|
|
accumulated from long housekeeping, which he has not the courage to
|
|
burn; great trunk, little trunk, bandbox, and bundle. Throw away
|
|
the first three at least. It would surpass the powers of a well man
|
|
nowadays to take up his bed and walk, and I should certainly advise
|
|
a sick one to lay down his bed and run. When I have met an
|
|
immigrant tottering under a bundle which contained his all --
|
|
looking like an enormous wen which had grown out of the nape of his
|
|
neck -- I have pitied him, not because that was his all, but because
|
|
he had all that to carry. If I have got to drag my trap, I will
|
|
take care that it be a light one and do not nip me in a vital part.
|
|
But perchance it would be wisest never to put one's paw into it.
|
|
I would observe, by the way, that it costs me nothing for
|
|
curtains, for I have no gazers to shut out but the sun and moon, and
|
|
I am willing that they should look in. The moon will not sour milk
|
|
nor taint meat of mine, nor will the sun injure my furniture or fade
|
|
my carpet; and if he is sometimes too warm a friend, I find it still
|
|
better economy to retreat behind some curtain which nature has
|
|
provided, than to add a single item to the details of housekeeping.
|
|
A lady once offered me a mat, but as I had no room to spare within
|
|
the house, nor time to spare within or without to shake it, I
|
|
declined it, preferring to wipe my feet on the sod before my door.
|
|
It is best to avoid the beginnings of evil.
|
|
Not long since I was present at the auction of a deacon's
|
|
effects, for his life had not been ineffectual:--
|
|
|
|
"The evil that men do lives after them."
|
|
|
|
As usual, a great proportion was trumpery which had begun to
|
|
accumulate in his father's day. Among the rest was a dried
|
|
tapeworm. And now, after lying half a century in his garret and
|
|
other dust holes, these things were not burned; instead of a
|
|
bonfire, or purifying destruction of them, there was an auction, or
|
|
increasing of them. The neighbors eagerly collected to view them,
|
|
bought them all, and carefully transported them to their garrets and
|
|
dust holes, to lie there till their estates are settled, when they
|
|
will start again. When a man dies he kicks the dust.
|
|
The customs of some savage nations might, perchance, be
|
|
profitably imitated by us, for they at least go through the
|
|
semblance of casting their slough annually; they have the idea of
|
|
the thing, whether they have the reality or not. Would it not be
|
|
well if we were to celebrate such a "busk," or "feast of first
|
|
fruits," as Bartram describes to have been the custom of the
|
|
Mucclasse Indians? "When a town celebrates the busk," says he,
|
|
"having previously provided themselves with new clothes, new pots,
|
|
pans, and other household utensils and furniture, they collect all
|
|
their worn out clothes and other despicable things, sweep and
|
|
cleanse their houses, squares, and the whole town of their filth,
|
|
which with all the remaining grain and other old provisions they
|
|
cast together into one common heap, and consume it with fire. After
|
|
having taken medicine, and fasted for three days, all the fire in
|
|
the town is extinguished. During this fast they abstain from the
|
|
gratification of every appetite and passion whatever. A general
|
|
amnesty is proclaimed; all malefactors may return to their town."
|
|
"On the fourth morning, the high priest, by rubbing dry wood
|
|
together, produces new fire in the public square, from whence every
|
|
habitation in the town is supplied with the new and pure flame."
|
|
They then feast on the new corn and fruits, and dance and sing
|
|
for three days, "and the four following days they receive visits and
|
|
rejoice with their friends from neighboring towns who have in like
|
|
manner purified and prepared themselves."
|
|
The Mexicans also practised a similar purification at the end of
|
|
every fifty-two years, in the belief that it was time for the world
|
|
to come to an end.
|
|
I have scarcely heard of a truer sacrament, that is, as the
|
|
dictionary defines it, "outward and visible sign of an inward and
|
|
spiritual grace," than this, and I have no doubt that they were
|
|
originally inspired directly from Heaven to do thus, though they
|
|
have no Biblical record of the revelation.
|
|
For more than five years I maintained myself thus solely by the
|
|
labor of my hands, and I found that, by working about six weeks in a
|
|
year, I could meet all the expenses of living. The whole of my
|
|
winters, as well as most of my summers, I had free and clear for
|
|
study. I have thoroughly tried school-keeping, and found that my
|
|
expenses were in proportion, or rather out of proportion, to my
|
|
income, for I was obliged to dress and train, not to say think and
|
|
believe, accordingly, and I lost my time into the bargain. As I did
|
|
not teach for the good of my fellow-men, but simply for a
|
|
livelihood, this was a failure. I have tried trade but I found that
|
|
it would take ten years to get under way in that, and that then I
|
|
should probably be on my way to the devil. I was actually afraid
|
|
that I might by that time be doing what is called a good business.
|
|
When formerly I was looking about to see what I could do for a
|
|
living, some sad experience in conforming to the wishes of friends
|
|
being fresh in my mind to tax my ingenuity, I thought often and
|
|
seriously of picking huckleberries; that surely I could do, and its
|
|
small profits might suffice -- for my greatest skill has been to
|
|
want but little -- so little capital it required, so little
|
|
distraction from my wonted moods, I foolishly thought. While my
|
|
acquaintances went unhesitatingly into trade or the professions, I
|
|
contemplated this occupation as most like theirs; ranging the hills
|
|
all summer to pick the berries which came in my way, and thereafter
|
|
carelessly dispose of them; so, to keep the flocks of Admetus. I
|
|
also dreamed that I might gather the wild herbs, or carry evergreens
|
|
to such villagers as loved to be reminded of the woods, even to the
|
|
city, by hay-cart loads. But I have since learned that trade curses
|
|
everything it handles; and though you trade in messages from heaven,
|
|
the whole curse of trade attaches to the business.
|
|
As I preferred some things to others, and especially valued my
|
|
freedom, as I could fare hard and yet succeed well, I did not wish
|
|
to spend my time in earning rich carpets or other fine furniture, or
|
|
delicate cookery, or a house in the Grecian or the Gothic style just
|
|
yet. If there are any to whom it is no interruption to acquire
|
|
these things, and who know how to use them when acquired, I
|
|
relinquish to them the pursuit. Some are "industrious," and appear
|
|
to love labor for its own sake, or perhaps because it keeps them out
|
|
of worse mischief; to such I have at present nothing to say. Those
|
|
who would not know what to do with more leisure than they now enjoy,
|
|
I might advise to work twice as hard as they do -- work till they
|
|
pay for themselves, and get their free papers. For myself I found
|
|
that the occupation of a day-laborer was the most independent of
|
|
any, especially as it required only thirty or forty days in a year
|
|
to support one. The laborer's day ends with the going down of the
|
|
sun, and he is then free to devote himself to his chosen pursuit,
|
|
independent of his labor; but his employer, who speculates from
|
|
month to month, has no respite from one end of the year to the
|
|
other.
|
|
In short, I am convinced, both by faith and experience, that to
|
|
maintain one's self on this earth is not a hardship but a pastime,
|
|
if we will live simply and wisely; as the pursuits of the simpler
|
|
nations are still the sports of the more artificial. It is not
|
|
necessary that a man should earn his living by the sweat of his
|
|
brow, unless he sweats easier than I do.
|
|
One young man of my acquaintance, who has inherited some acres,
|
|
told me that he thought he should live as I did, if he had the
|
|
means. I would not have any one adopt my mode of living on any
|
|
account; for, beside that before he has fairly learned it I may have
|
|
found out another for myself, I desire that there may be as many
|
|
different persons in the world as possible; but I would have each
|
|
one be very careful to find out and pursue his own way, and not his
|
|
father's or his mother's or his neighbor's instead. The youth may
|
|
build or plant or sail, only let him not be hindered from doing that
|
|
which he tells me he would like to do. It is by a mathematical
|
|
point only that we are wise, as the sailor or the fugitive slave
|
|
keeps the polestar in his eye; but that is sufficient guidance for
|
|
all our life. We may not arrive at our port within a calculable
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period, but we would preserve the true course.
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Undoubtedly, in this case, what is true for one is truer still
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for a thousand, as a large house is not proportionally more
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expensive than a small one, since one roof may cover, one cellar
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underlie, and one wall separate several apartments. But for my
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part, I preferred the solitary dwelling. Moreover, it will commonly
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be cheaper to build the whole yourself than to convince another of
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the advantage of the common wall; and when you have done this, the
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common partition, to be much cheaper, must be a thin one, and that
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other may prove a bad neighbor, and also not keep his side in
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repair. The only co-operation which is commonly possible is
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exceedingly partial and superficial; and what little true
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co-operation there is, is as if it were not, being a harmony
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inaudible to men. If a man has faith, he will co-operate with equal
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faith everywhere; if he has not faith, he will continue to live like
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the rest of the world, whatever company he is joined to. To
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co-operate in the highest as well as the lowest sense, means to get
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our living together. I heard it proposed lately that two young men
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should travel together over the world, the one without money,
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earning his means as he went, before the mast and behind the plow,
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the other carrying a bill of exchange in his pocket. It was easy to
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see that they could not long be companions or co-operate, since one
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would not operate at all. They would part at the first interesting
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crisis in their adventures. Above all, as I have implied, the man
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who goes alone can start today; but he who travels with another must
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wait till that other is ready, and it may be a long time before they
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get off.
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But all this is very selfish, I have heard some of my townsmen
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say. I confess that I have hitherto indulged very little in
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philanthropic enterprises. I have made some sacrifices to a sense
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of duty, and among others have sacrificed this pleasure also. There
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are those who have used all their arts to persuade me to undertake
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the support of some poor family in the town; and if I had nothing to
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do -- for the devil finds employment for the idle -- I might try my
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hand at some such pastime as that. However, when I have thought to
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indulge myself in this respect, and lay their Heaven under an
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obligation by maintaining certain poor persons in all respects as
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comfortably as I maintain myself, and have even ventured so far as
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to make them the offer, they have one and all unhesitatingly
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preferred to remain poor. While my townsmen and women are devoted
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in so many ways to the good of their fellows, I trust that one at
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least may be spared to other and less humane pursuits. You must
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have a genius for charity as well as for anything else. As for
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Doing-good, that is one of the professions which are full.
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Moreover, I have tried it fairly, and, strange as it may seem, am
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satisfied that it does not agree with my constitution. Probably I
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should not consciously and deliberately forsake my particular
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calling to do the good which society demands of me, to save the
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universe from annihilation; and I believe that a like but infinitely
|
|
greater steadfastness elsewhere is all that now preserves it. But I
|
|
would not stand between any man and his genius; and to him who does
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this work, which I decline, with his whole heart and soul and life,
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I would say, Persevere, even if the world call it doing evil, as it
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is most likely they will.
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I am far from supposing that my case is a peculiar one; no doubt
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many of my readers would make a similar defence. At doing something
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-- I will not engage that my neighbors shall pronounce it good -- I
|
|
do not hesitate to say that I should be a capital fellow to hire;
|
|
but what that is, it is for my employer to find out. What good I
|
|
do, in the common sense of that word, must be aside from my main
|
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path, and for the most part wholly unintended. Men say,
|
|
practically, Begin where you are and such as you are, without aiming
|
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mainly to become of more worth, and with kindness aforethought go
|
|
about doing good. If I were to preach at all in this strain, I
|
|
should say rather, Set about being good. As if the sun should stop
|
|
when he had kindled his fires up to the splendor of a moon or a star
|
|
of the sixth magnitude, and go about like a Robin Goodfellow,
|
|
peeping in at every cottage window, inspiring lunatics, and tainting
|
|
meats, and making darkness visible, instead of steadily increasing
|
|
his genial heat and beneficence till he is of such brightness that
|
|
no mortal can look him in the face, and then, and in the meanwhile
|
|
too, going about the world in his own orbit, doing it good, or
|
|
rather, as a truer philosophy has discovered, the world going about
|
|
him getting good. When Phaeton, wishing to prove his heavenly birth
|
|
by his beneficence, had the sun's chariot but one day, and drove out
|
|
of the beaten track, he burned several blocks of houses in the lower
|
|
streets of heaven, and scorched the surface of the earth, and dried
|
|
up every spring, and made the great desert of Sahara, till at length
|
|
Jupiter hurled him headlong to the earth with a thunderbolt, and the
|
|
sun, through grief at his death, did not shine for a year.
|
|
There is no odor so bad as that which arises from goodness
|
|
tainted. It is human, it is divine, carrion. If I knew for a
|
|
certainty that a man was coming to my house with the conscious
|
|
design of doing me good, I should run for my life, as from that dry
|
|
and parching wind of the African deserts called the simoom, which
|
|
fills the mouth and nose and ears and eyes with dust till you are
|
|
suffocated, for fear that I should get some of his good done to me
|
|
-- some of its virus mingled with my blood. No -- in this case I
|
|
would rather suffer evil the natural way. A man is not a good man
|
|
to me because he will feed me if I should be starving, or warm me if
|
|
I should be freezing, or pull me out of a ditch if I should ever
|
|
fall into one. I can find you a Newfoundland dog that will do as
|
|
much. Philanthropy is not love for one's fellow-man in the broadest
|
|
sense. Howard was no doubt an exceedingly kind and worthy man in
|
|
his way, and has his reward; but, comparatively speaking, what are a
|
|
hundred Howards to us, if their philanthropy do not help us in our
|
|
best estate, when we are most worthy to be helped? I never heard of
|
|
a philanthropic meeting in which it was sincerely proposed to do any
|
|
good to me, or the like of me.
|
|
The Jesuits were quite balked by those Indians who, being burned
|
|
at the stake, suggested new modes of torture to their tormentors.
|
|
Being superior to physical suffering, it sometimes chanced that they
|
|
were superior to any consolation which the missionaries could offer;
|
|
and the law to do as you would be done by fell with less
|
|
persuasiveness on the ears of those who, for their part, did not
|
|
care how they were done by, who loved their enemies after a new
|
|
fashion, and came very near freely forgiving them all they did.
|
|
Be sure that you give the poor the aid they most need, though it
|
|
be your example which leaves them far behind. If you give money,
|
|
spend yourself with it, and do not merely abandon it to them. We
|
|
make curious mistakes sometimes. Often the poor man is not so cold
|
|
and hungry as he is dirty and ragged and gross. It is partly his
|
|
taste, and not merely his misfortune. If you give him money, he
|
|
will perhaps buy more rags with it. I was wont to pity the clumsy
|
|
Irish laborers who cut ice on the pond, in such mean and ragged
|
|
clothes, while I shivered in my more tidy and somewhat more
|
|
fashionable garments, till, one bitter cold day, one who had slipped
|
|
into the water came to my house to warm him, and I saw him strip off
|
|
three pairs of pants and two pairs of stockings ere he got down to
|
|
the skin, though they were dirty and ragged enough, it is true, and
|
|
that he could afford to refuse the extra garments which I offered
|
|
him, he had so many intra ones. This ducking was the very thing he
|
|
needed. Then I began to pity myself, and I saw that it would be a
|
|
greater charity to bestow on me a flannel shirt than a whole
|
|
slop-shop on him. There are a thousand hacking at the branches of
|
|
evil to one who is striking at the root, and it may be that he who
|
|
bestows the largest amount of time and money on the needy is doing
|
|
the most by his mode of life to produce that misery which he strives
|
|
in vain to relieve. It is the pious slave-breeder devoting the
|
|
proceeds of every tenth slave to buy a Sunday's liberty for the
|
|
rest. Some show their kindness to the poor by employing them in
|
|
their kitchens. Would they not be kinder if they employed
|
|
themselves there? You boast of spending a tenth part of your income
|
|
in charity; maybe you should spend the nine tenths so, and done with
|
|
it. Society recovers only a tenth part of the property then. Is
|
|
this owing to the generosity of him in whose possession it is found,
|
|
or to the remissness of the officers of justice?
|
|
Philanthropy is almost the only virtue which is sufficiently
|
|
appreciated by mankind. Nay, it is greatly overrated; and it is our
|
|
selfishness which overrates it. A robust poor man, one sunny day
|
|
here in Concord, praised a fellow-townsman to me, because, as he
|
|
said, he was kind to the poor; meaning himself. The kind uncles and
|
|
aunts of the race are more esteemed than its true spiritual fathers
|
|
and mothers. I once heard a reverend lecturer on England, a man of
|
|
learning and intelligence, after enumerating her scientific,
|
|
literary, and political worthies, Shakespeare, Bacon, Cromwell,
|
|
Milton, Newton, and others, speak next of her Christian heroes,
|
|
whom, as if his profession required it of him, he elevated to a
|
|
place far above all the rest, as the greatest of the great. They
|
|
were Penn, Howard, and Mrs. Fry. Every one must feel the falsehood
|
|
and cant of this. The last were not England's best men and women;
|
|
only, perhaps, her best philanthropists.
|
|
I would not subtract anything from the praise that is due to
|
|
philanthropy, but merely demand justice for all who by their lives
|
|
and works are a blessing to mankind. I do not value chiefly a man's
|
|
uprightness and benevolence, which are, as it were, his stem and
|
|
leaves. Those plants of whose greenness withered we make herb tea
|
|
for the sick serve but a humble use, and are most employed by
|
|
quacks. I want the flower and fruit of a man; that some fragrance
|
|
be wafted over from him to me, and some ripeness flavor our
|
|
intercourse. His goodness must not be a partial and transitory act,
|
|
but a constant superfluity, which costs him nothing and of which he
|
|
is unconscious. This is a charity that hides a multitude of sins.
|
|
The philanthropist too often surrounds mankind with the remembrance
|
|
of his own castoff griefs as an atmosphere, and calls it sympathy.
|
|
We should impart our courage, and not our despair, our health and
|
|
ease, and not our disease, and take care that this does not spread
|
|
by contagion. From what southern plains comes up the voice of
|
|
wailing? Under what latitudes reside the heathen to whom we would
|
|
send light? Who is that intemperate and brutal man whom we would
|
|
redeem? If anything ail a man, so that he does not perform his
|
|
functions, if he have a pain in his bowels even -- for that is the
|
|
seat of sympathy -- he forthwith sets about reforming -- the world.
|
|
Being a microcosm himself, he discovers -- and it is a true
|
|
discovery, and he is the man to make it -- that the world has been
|
|
eating green apples; to his eyes, in fact, the globe itself is a
|
|
great green apple, which there is danger awful to think of that the
|
|
children of men will nibble before it is ripe; and straightway his
|
|
drastic philanthropy seeks out the Esquimau and the Patagonian, and
|
|
embraces the populous Indian and Chinese villages; and thus, by a
|
|
few years of philanthropic activity, the powers in the meanwhile
|
|
using him for their own ends, no doubt, he cures himself of his
|
|
dyspepsia, the globe acquires a faint blush on one or both of its
|
|
cheeks, as if it were beginning to be ripe, and life loses its
|
|
crudity and is once more sweet and wholesome to live. I never
|
|
dreamed of any enormity greater than I have committed. I never
|
|
knew, and never shall know, a worse man than myself.
|
|
I believe that what so saddens the reformer is not his sympathy
|
|
with his fellows in distress, but, though he be the holiest son of
|
|
God, is his private ail. Let this be righted, let the spring come
|
|
to him, the morning rise over his couch, and he will forsake his
|
|
generous companions without apology. My excuse for not lecturing
|
|
against the use of tobacco is, that I never chewed it, that is a
|
|
penalty which reformed tobacco-chewers have to pay; though there are
|
|
things enough I have chewed which I could lecture against. If you
|
|
should ever be betrayed into any of these philanthropies, do not let
|
|
your left hand know what your right hand does, for it is not worth
|
|
knowing. Rescue the drowning and tie your shoestrings. Take your
|
|
time, and set about some free labor.
|
|
Our manners have been corrupted by communication with the
|
|
saints. Our hymn-books resound with a melodious cursing of God and
|
|
enduring Him forever. One would say that even the prophets and
|
|
redeemers had rather consoled the fears than confirmed the hopes of
|
|
man. There is nowhere recorded a simple and irrepressible
|
|
satisfaction with the gift of life, any memorable praise of God.
|
|
All health and success does me good, however far off and withdrawn
|
|
it may appear; all disease and failure helps to make me sad and does
|
|
me evil, however much sympathy it may have with me or I with it.
|
|
If, then, we would indeed restore mankind by truly Indian, botanic,
|
|
magnetic, or natural means, let us first be as simple and well as
|
|
Nature ourselves, dispel the clouds which hang over our own brows,
|
|
and take up a little life into our pores. Do not stay to be an
|
|
overseer of the poor, but endeavor to become one of the worthies of
|
|
the world.
|
|
I read in the Gulistan, or Flower Garden, of Sheik Sadi of
|
|
Shiraz, that "they asked a wise man, saying: Of the many celebrated
|
|
trees which the Most High God has created lofty and umbrageous, they
|
|
call none azad, or free, excepting the cypress, which bears no
|
|
fruit; what mystery is there in this? He replied, Each has its
|
|
appropriate produce, and appointed season, during the continuance of
|
|
which it is fresh and blooming, and during their absence dry and
|
|
withered; to neither of which states is the cypress exposed, being
|
|
always flourishing; and of this nature are the azads, or religious
|
|
independents. -- Fix not thy heart on that which is transitory; for
|
|
the Dijlah, or Tigris, will continue to flow through Bagdad after
|
|
the race of caliphs is extinct: if thy hand has plenty, be liberal
|
|
as the date tree; but if it affords nothing to give away, be an
|
|
azad, or free man, like the cypress."
|
|
|
|
COMPLEMENTAL VERSES
|
|
The Pretensions of Poverty
|
|
Thou dost presume too much, poor needy wretch,
|
|
To claim a station in the firmament
|
|
Because thy humble cottage, or thy tub,
|
|
Nurses some lazy or pedantic virtue
|
|
In the cheap sunshine or by shady springs,
|
|
With roots and pot-herbs; where thy right hand,
|
|
Tearing those humane passions from the mind,
|
|
Upon whose stocks fair blooming virtues flourish,
|
|
Degradeth nature, and benumbeth sense,
|
|
And, Gorgon-like, turns active men to stone.
|
|
We not require the dull society
|
|
Of your necessitated temperance,
|
|
Or that unnatural stupidity
|
|
That knows nor joy nor sorrow; nor your forc'd
|
|
Falsely exalted passive fortitude
|
|
Above the active. This low abject brood,
|
|
That fix their seats in mediocrity,
|
|
Become your servile minds; but we advance
|
|
Such virtues only as admit excess,
|
|
Brave, bounteous acts, regal magnificence,
|
|
All-seeing prudence, magnanimity
|
|
That knows no bound, and that heroic virtue
|
|
For which antiquity hath left no name,
|
|
But patterns only, such as Hercules,
|
|
Achilles, Theseus. Back to thy loath'd cell;
|
|
And when thou seest the new enlightened sphere,
|
|
Study to know but what those worthies were.
|
|
T. CAREW
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|
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|
|
Where I Lived, and What I Lived For
|
|
|
|
At a certain season of our life we are accustomed to consider
|
|
every spot as the possible site of a house. I have thus surveyed
|
|
the country on every side within a dozen miles of where I live. In
|
|
imagination I have bought all the farms in succession, for all were
|
|
to be bought, and I knew their price. I walked over each farmer's
|
|
premises, tasted his wild apples, discoursed on husbandry with him,
|
|
took his farm at his price, at any price, mortgaging it to him in my
|
|
mind; even put a higher price on it -- took everything but a deed of
|
|
it -- took his word for his deed, for I dearly love to talk --
|
|
cultivated it, and him too to some extent, I trust, and withdrew
|
|
when I had enjoyed it long enough, leaving him to carry it on. This
|
|
experience entitled me to be regarded as a sort of real-estate
|
|
broker by my friends. Wherever I sat, there I might live, and the
|
|
landscape radiated from me accordingly. What is a house but a
|
|
sedes, a seat? -- better if a country seat. I discovered many a
|
|
site for a house not likely to be soon improved, which some might
|
|
have thought too far from the village, but to my eyes the village
|
|
was too far from it. Well, there I might live, I said; and there I
|
|
did live, for an hour, a summer and a winter life; saw how I could
|
|
let the years run off, buffet the winter through, and see the spring
|
|
come in. The future inhabitants of this region, wherever they may
|
|
place their houses, may be sure that they have been anticipated. An
|
|
afternoon sufficed to lay out the land into orchard, wood-lot, and
|
|
pasture, and to decide what fine oaks or pines should be left to
|
|
stand before the door, and whence each blasted tree could be seen to
|
|
the best advantage; and then I let it lie, fallow, perchance, for a
|
|
man is rich in proportion to the number of things which he can
|
|
afford to let alone.
|
|
My imagination carried me so far that I even had the refusal of
|
|
several farms -- the refusal was all I wanted -- but I never got my
|
|
fingers burned by actual possession. The nearest that I came to
|
|
actual possession was when I bought the Hollowell place, and had
|
|
begun to sort my seeds, and collected materials with which to make a
|
|
wheelbarrow to carry it on or off with; but before the owner gave me
|
|
a deed of it, his wife -- every man has such a wife -- changed her
|
|
mind and wished to keep it, and he offered me ten dollars to release
|
|
him. Now, to speak the truth, I had but ten cents in the world, and
|
|
it surpassed my arithmetic to tell, if I was that man who had ten
|
|
cents, or who had a farm, or ten dollars, or all together. However,
|
|
I let him keep the ten dollars and the farm too, for I had carried
|
|
it far enough; or rather, to be generous, I sold him the farm for
|
|
just what I gave for it, and, as he was not a rich man, made him a
|
|
present of ten dollars, and still had my ten cents, and seeds, and
|
|
materials for a wheelbarrow left. I found thus that I had been a
|
|
rich man without any damage to my poverty. But I retained the
|
|
landscape, and I have since annually carried off what it yielded
|
|
without a wheelbarrow. With respect to landscapes,
|
|
|
|
"I am monarch of all I survey,
|
|
My right there is none to dispute."
|
|
|
|
I have frequently seen a poet withdraw, having enjoyed the most
|
|
valuable part of a farm, while the crusty farmer supposed that he
|
|
had got a few wild apples only. Why, the owner does not know it for
|
|
many years when a poet has put his farm in rhyme, the most admirable
|
|
kind of invisible fence, has fairly impounded it, milked it, skimmed
|
|
it, and got all the cream, and left the farmer only the skimmed
|
|
milk.
|
|
The real attractions of the Hollowell farm, to me, were: its
|
|
complete retirement, being, about two miles from the village, half a
|
|
mile from the nearest neighbor, and separated from the highway by a
|
|
broad field; its bounding on the river, which the owner said
|
|
protected it by its fogs from frosts in the spring, though that was
|
|
nothing to me; the gray color and ruinous state of the house and
|
|
barn, and the dilapidated fences, which put such an interval between
|
|
me and the last occupant; the hollow and lichen-covered apple trees,
|
|
nawed by rabbits, showing what kind of neighbors I should have; but
|
|
above all, the recollection I had of it from my earliest voyages up
|
|
the river, when the house was concealed behind a dense grove of red
|
|
maples, through which I heard the house-dog bark. I was in haste to
|
|
buy it, before the proprietor finished getting out some rocks,
|
|
cutting down the hollow apple trees, and grubbing up some young
|
|
birches which had sprung up in the pasture, or, in short, had made
|
|
any more of his improvements. To enjoy these advantages I was ready
|
|
to carry it on; like Atlas, to take the world on my shoulders -- I
|
|
never heard what compensation he received for that -- and do all
|
|
those things which had no other motive or excuse but that I might
|
|
pay for it and be unmolested in my possession of it; for I knew all
|
|
the while that it would yield the most abundant crop of the kind I
|
|
wanted, if I could only afford to let it alone. But it turned out
|
|
as I have said.
|
|
All that I could say, then, with respect to farming on a large
|
|
scale -- I have always cultivated a garden -- was, that I had had my
|
|
seeds ready. Many think that seeds improve with age. I have no
|
|
doubt that time discriminates between the good and the bad; and when
|
|
at last I shall plant, I shall be less likely to be disappointed.
|
|
But I would say to my fellows, once for all, As long as possible
|
|
live free and uncommitted. It makes but little difference whether
|
|
you are committed to a farm or the county jail.
|
|
Old Cato, whose "De Re Rustica" is my "Cultivator," says -- and
|
|
the only translation I have seen makes sheer nonsense of the passage
|
|
-- "When you think of getting a farm turn it thus in your mind, not
|
|
to buy greedily; nor spare your pains to look at it, and do not
|
|
think it enough to go round it once. The oftener you go there the
|
|
more it will please you, if it is good." I think I shall not buy
|
|
greedily, but go round and round it as long as I live, and be buried
|
|
in it first, that it may please me the more at last.
|
|
The present was my next experiment of this kind, which I purpose
|
|
to describe more at length, for convenience putting the experience
|
|
of two years into one. As I have said, I do not propose to write an
|
|
ode to dejection, but to brag as lustily as chanticleer in the
|
|
morning, standing on his roost, if only to wake my neighbors up.
|
|
When first I took up my abode in the woods, that is, began to
|
|
spend my nights as well as days there, which, by accident, was on
|
|
Independence Day, or the Fourth of July, 1845, my house was not
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finished for winter, but was merely a defence against the rain,
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without plastering or chimney, the walls being of rough,
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weather-stained boards, with wide chinks, which made it cool at
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night. The upright white hewn studs and freshly planed door and
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window casings gave it a clean and airy look, especially in the
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morning, when its timbers were saturated with dew, so that I fancied
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that by noon some sweet gum would exude from them. To my
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imagination it retained throughout the day more or less of this
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auroral character, reminding me of a certain house on a mountain
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which I had visited a year before. This was an airy and unplastered
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cabin, fit to entertain a travelling god, and where a goddess might
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trail her garments. The winds which passed over my dwelling were
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such as sweep over the ridges of mountains, bearing the broken
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strains, or celestial parts only, of terrestrial music. The morning
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wind forever blows, the poem of creation is uninterrupted; but few
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are the ears that hear it. Olympus is but the outside of the earth
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everywhere.
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The only house I had been the owner of before, if I except a
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boat, was a tent, which I used occasionally when making excursions
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in the summer, and this is still rolled up in my garret; but the
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boat, after passing from hand to hand, has gone down the stream of
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time. With this more substantial shelter about me, I had made some
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progress toward settling in the world. This frame, so slightly
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clad, was a sort of crystallization around me, and reacted on the
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builder. It was suggestive somewhat as a picture in outlines. I
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did not need to go outdoors to take the air, for the atmosphere
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within had lost none of its freshness. It was not so much within
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doors as behind a door where I sat, even in the rainiest weather.
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The Harivansa says, "An abode without birds is like a meat without
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seasoning." Such was not my abode, for I found myself suddenly
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neighbor to the birds; not by having imprisoned one, but having
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caged myself near them. I was not only nearer to some of those
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which commonly frequent the garden and the orchard, but to those
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smaller and more thrilling songsters of the forest which never, or
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rarely, serenade a villager -- the wood thrush, the veery, the
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scarlet tanager, the field sparrow, the whip-poor-will, and many
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others.
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I was seated by the shore of a small pond, about a mile and a
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half south of the village of Concord and somewhat higher than it, in
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the midst of an extensive wood between that town and Lincoln, and
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about two miles south of that our only field known to fame, Concord
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Battle Ground; but I was so low in the woods that the opposite
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shore, half a mile off, like the rest, covered with wood, was my
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most distant horizon. For the first week, whenever I looked out on
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the pond it impressed me like a tarn high up on the side of a
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mountain, its bottom far above the surface of other lakes, and, as
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the sun arose, I saw it throwing off its nightly clothing of mist,
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and here and there, by degrees, its soft ripples or its smooth
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reflecting surface was revealed, while the mists, like ghosts, were
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stealthily withdrawing in every direction into the woods, as at the
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breaking up of some nocturnal conventicle. The very dew seemed to
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hang upon the trees later into the day than usual, as on the sides
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of mountains.
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This small lake was of most value as a neighbor in the intervals
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of a gentle rain-storm in August, when, both air and water being
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|
perfectly still, but the sky overcast, mid-afternoon had all the
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|
serenity of evening, and the wood thrush sang around, and was heard
|
|
from shore to shore. A lake like this is never smoother than at
|
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such a time; and the clear portion of the air above it being,
|
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shallow and darkened by clouds, the water, full of light and
|
|
reflections, becomes a lower heaven itself so much the more
|
|
important. From a hill-top near by, where the wood had been
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recently cut off, there was a pleasing vista southward across the
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pond, through a wide indentation in the hills which form the shore
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there, where their opposite sides sloping toward each other
|
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suggested a stream flowing out in that direction through a wooded
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valley, but stream there was none. That way I looked between and
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over the near green hills to some distant and higher ones in the
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|
horizon, tinged with blue. Indeed, by standing on tiptoe I could
|
|
catch a glimpse of some of the peaks of the still bluer and more
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|
distant mountain ranges in the northwest, those true-blue coins from
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heaven's own mint, and also of some portion of the village. But in
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|
other directions, even from this point, I could not see over or
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|
beyond the woods which surrounded me. It is well to have some water
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in your neighborhood, to give buoyancy to and float the earth. One
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|
value even of the smallest well is, that when you look into it you
|
|
see that earth is not continent but insular. This is as important
|
|
as that it keeps butter cool. When I looked across the pond from
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|
this peak toward the Sudbury meadows, which in time of flood I
|
|
distinguished elevated perhaps by a mirage in their seething valley,
|
|
like a coin in a basin, all the earth beyond the pond appeared like
|
|
a thin crust insulated and floated even by this small sheet of
|
|
interverting water, and I was reminded that this on which I dwelt
|
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was but dry land.
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|
Though the view from my door was still more contracted, I did
|
|
not feel crowded or confined in the least. There was pasture enough
|
|
for my imagination. The low shrub oak plateau to which the opposite
|
|
shore arose stretched away toward the prairies of the West and the
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|
steppes of Tartary, affording ample room for all the roving families
|
|
of men. "There are none happy in the world but beings who enjoy
|
|
freely a vast horizon" -- said Damodara, when his herds required new
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|
and larger pastures.
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|
Both place and time were changed, and I dwelt nearer to those
|
|
parts of the universe and to those eras in history which had most
|
|
attracted me. Where I lived was as far off as many a region viewed
|
|
nightly by astronomers. We are wont to imagine rare and delectable
|
|
places in some remote and more celestial corner of the system,
|
|
behind the constellation of Cassiopeia's Chair, far from noise and
|
|
disturbance. I discovered that my house actually had its site in
|
|
such a withdrawn, but forever new and unprofaned, part of the
|
|
universe. If it were worth the while to settle in those parts near
|
|
to the Pleiades or the Hyades, to Aldebaran or Altair, then I was
|
|
really there, or at an equal remoteness from the life which I had
|
|
left behind, dwindled and twinkling with as fine a ray to my nearest
|
|
neighbor, and to be seen only in moonless nights by him. Such was
|
|
that part of creation where I had squatted;
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|
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|
"There was a shepherd that did live,
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|
And held his thoughts as high
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|
As were the mounts whereon his flocks
|
|
Did hourly feed him by."
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|
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|
What should we think of the shepherd's life if his flocks always
|
|
wandered to higher pastures than his thoughts?
|
|
Every morning was a cheerful invitation to make my life of equal
|
|
simplicity, and I may say innocence, with Nature herself. I have
|
|
been as sincere a worshipper of Aurora as the Greeks. I got up
|
|
early and bathed in the pond; that was a religious exercise, and one
|
|
of the best things which I did. They say that characters were
|
|
engraven on the bathing tub of King Tchingthang to this effect:
|
|
"Renew thyself completely each day; do it again, and again, and
|
|
forever again." I can understand that. Morning brings back the
|
|
heroic ages. I was as much affected by the faint hum of a mosquito
|
|
making its invisible and unimaginable tour through my apartment at
|
|
earliest dawn, when I was sitting with door and windows open, as I
|
|
could be by any trumpet that ever sang of fame. It was Homer's
|
|
requiem; itself an Iliad and Odyssey in the air, singing its own
|
|
wrath and wanderings. There was something cosmical about it; a
|
|
standing advertisement, till forbidden, of the everlasting vigor and
|
|
fertility of the world. The morning, which is the most memorable
|
|
season of the day, is the awakening hour. Then there is least
|
|
somnolence in us; and for an hour, at least, some part of us awakes
|
|
which slumbers all the rest of the day and night. Little is to be
|
|
expected of that day, if it can be called a day, to which we are not
|
|
awakened by our Genius, but by the mechanical nudgings of some
|
|
servitor, are not awakened by our own newly acquired force and
|
|
aspirations from within, accompanied by the undulations of celestial
|
|
music, instead of factory bells, and a fragrance filling the air --
|
|
to a higher life than we fell asleep from; and thus the darkness
|
|
bear its fruit, and prove itself to be good, no less than the light.
|
|
That man who does not believe that each day contains an earlier,
|
|
more sacred, and auroral hour than he has yet profaned, has
|
|
despaired of life, and is pursuing a descending and darkening way.
|
|
After a partial cessation of his sensuous life, the soul of man, or
|
|
its organs rather, are reinvigorated each day, and his Genius tries
|
|
again what noble life it can make. All memorable events, I should
|
|
say, transpire in morning time and in a morning atmosphere. The
|
|
Vedas say, "All intelligences awake with the morning." Poetry and
|
|
art, and the fairest and most memorable of the actions of men, date
|
|
from such an hour. All poets and heroes, like Memnon, are the
|
|
children of Aurora, and emit their music at sunrise. To him whose
|
|
elastic and vigorous thought keeps pace with the sun, the day is a
|
|
perpetual morning. It matters not what the clocks say or the
|
|
attitudes and labors of men. Morning is when I am awake and there
|
|
is a dawn in me. Moral reform is the effort to throw off sleep.
|
|
Why is it that men give so poor an account of their day if they have
|
|
not been slumbering? They are not such poor calculators. If they
|
|
had not been overcome with drowsiness, they would have performed
|
|
something. The millions are awake enough for physical labor; but
|
|
only one in a million is awake enough for effective intellectual
|
|
exertion, only one in a hundred millions to a poetic or divine life.
|
|
To be awake is to be alive. I have never yet met a man who was
|
|
quite awake. How could I have looked him in the face?
|
|
We must learn to reawaken and keep ourselves awake, not by
|
|
mechanical aids, but by an infinite expectation of the dawn, which
|
|
does not forsake us in our soundest sleep. I know of no more
|
|
encouraging fact than the unquestionable ability of man to elevate
|
|
his life by a conscious endeavor. It is something to be able to
|
|
paint a particular picture, or to carve a statue, and so to make a
|
|
few objects beautiful; but it is far more glorious to carve and
|
|
paint the very atmosphere and medium through which we look, which
|
|
morally we can do. To affect the quality of the day, that is the
|
|
highest of arts. Every man is tasked to make his life, even in its
|
|
details, worthy of the contemplation of his most elevated and
|
|
critical hour. If we refused, or rather used up, such paltry
|
|
information as we get, the oracles would distinctly inform us how
|
|
this might be done.
|
|
I went to the woods because I wished to live deliberately, to
|
|
front only the essential facts of life, and see if I could not learn
|
|
what it had to teach, and not, when I came to die, discover that I
|
|
had not lived. I did not wish to live what was not life, living is
|
|
so dear; nor did I wish to practise resignation, unless it was quite
|
|
necessary. I wanted to live deep and suck out all the marrow of
|
|
life, to live so sturdily and Spartan-like as to put to rout all
|
|
that was not life, to cut a broad swath and shave close, to drive
|
|
life into a corner, and reduce it to its lowest terms, and, if it
|
|
proved to be mean, why then to get the whole and genuine meanness of
|
|
it, and publish its meanness to the world; or if it were sublime, to
|
|
know it by experience, and be able to give a true account of it in
|
|
my next excursion. For most men, it appears to me, are in a strange
|
|
uncertainty about it, whether it is of the devil or of God, and have
|
|
somewhat hastily concluded that it is the chief end of man here to
|
|
"glorify God and enjoy him forever."
|
|
Still we live meanly, like ants; though the fable tells us that
|
|
we were long ago changed into men; like pygmies we fight with
|
|
cranes; it is error upon error, and clout upon clout, and our best
|
|
virtue has for its occasion a superfluous and evitable wretchedness.
|
|
Our life is frittered away by detail. An honest man has hardly need
|
|
to count more than his ten fingers, or in extreme cases he may add
|
|
his ten toes, and lump the rest. Simplicity, simplicity,
|
|
simplicity! I say, let your affairs be as two or three, and not a
|
|
hundred or a thousand; instead of a million count half a dozen, and
|
|
keep your accounts on your thumb-nail. In the midst of this
|
|
chopping sea of civilized life, such are the clouds and storms and
|
|
quicksands and thousand-and-one items to be allowed for, that a man
|
|
has to live, if he would not founder and go to the bottom and not
|
|
make his port at all, by dead reckoning, and he must be a great
|
|
calculator indeed who succeeds. Simplify, simplify. Instead of
|
|
three meals a day, if it be necessary eat but one; instead of a
|
|
hundred dishes, five; and reduce other things in proportion. Our
|
|
life is like a German Confederacy, made up of petty states, with its
|
|
boundary forever fluctuating, so that even a German cannot tell you
|
|
how it is bounded at any moment. The nation itself, with all its
|
|
so-called internal improvements, which, by the way are all external
|
|
and superficial, is just such an unwieldy and overgrown
|
|
establishment, cluttered with furniture and tripped up by its own
|
|
traps, ruined by luxury and heedless expense, by want of calculation
|
|
and a worthy aim, as the million households in the land; and the
|
|
only cure for it, as for them, is in a rigid economy, a stern and
|
|
more than Spartan simplicity of life and elevation of purpose. It
|
|
lives too fast. Men think that it is essential that the Nation have
|
|
commerce, and export ice, and talk through a telegraph, and ride
|
|
thirty miles an hour, without a doubt, whether they do or not; but
|
|
whether we should live like baboons or like men, is a little
|
|
uncertain. If we do not get out sleepers, and forge rails, and
|
|
devote days and nights to the work, but go to tinkering upon our
|
|
lives to improve them, who will build railroads? And if railroads
|
|
are not built, how shall we get to heaven in season? But if we stay
|
|
at home and mind our business, who will want railroads? We do not
|
|
ride on the railroad; it rides upon us. Did you ever think what
|
|
those sleepers are that underlie the railroad? Each one is a man,
|
|
an Irishman, or a Yankee man. The rails are laid on them, and they
|
|
are covered with sand, and the cars run smoothly over them. They
|
|
are sound sleepers, I assure you. And every few years a new lot is
|
|
laid down and run over; so that, if some have the pleasure of riding
|
|
on a rail, others have the misfortune to be ridden upon. And when
|
|
they run over a man that is walking in his sleep, a supernumerary
|
|
sleeper in the wrong position, and wake him up, they suddenly stop
|
|
the cars, and make a hue and cry about it, as if this were an
|
|
exception. I am glad to know that it takes a gang of men for every
|
|
five miles to keep the sleepers down and level in their beds as it
|
|
is, for this is a sign that they may sometime get up again.
|
|
Why should we live with such hurry and waste of life? We are
|
|
determined to be starved before we are hungry. Men say that a
|
|
stitch in time saves nine, and so they take a thousand stitches
|
|
today to save nine tomorrow. As for work, we haven't any of any
|
|
consequence. We have the Saint Vitus' dance, and cannot possibly
|
|
keep our heads still. If I should only give a few pulls at the
|
|
parish bell-rope, as for a fire, that is, without setting the bell,
|
|
there is hardly a man on his farm in the outskirts of Concord,
|
|
notwithstanding that press of engagements which was his excuse so
|
|
many times this morning, nor a boy, nor a woman, I might almost say,
|
|
but would forsake all and follow that sound, not mainly to save
|
|
property from the flames, but, if we will confess the truth, much
|
|
more to see it burn, since burn it must, and we, be it known, did
|
|
not set it on fire -- or to see it put out, and have a hand in it,
|
|
if that is done as handsomely; yes, even if it were the parish
|
|
church itself. Hardly a man takes a half-hour's nap after dinner,
|
|
but when he wakes he holds up his head and asks, "What's the news?"
|
|
as if the rest of mankind had stood his sentinels. Some give
|
|
directions to be waked every half-hour, doubtless for no other
|
|
purpose; and then, to pay for it, they tell what they have dreamed.
|
|
After a night's sleep the news is as indispensable as the breakfast.
|
|
"Pray tell me anything new that has happened to a man anywhere on
|
|
this globe" -- and he reads it over his coffee and rolls, that a man
|
|
has had his eyes gouged out this morning on the Wachito River; never
|
|
dreaming the while that he lives in the dark unfathomed mammoth cave
|
|
of this world, and has but the rudiment of an eye himself.
|
|
For my part, I could easily do without the post-office. I think
|
|
that there are very few important communications made through it.
|
|
To speak critically, I never received more than one or two letters
|
|
in my life -- I wrote this some years ago -- that were worth the
|
|
postage. The penny-post is, commonly, an institution through which
|
|
you seriously offer a man that penny for his thoughts which is so
|
|
often safely offered in jest. And I am sure that I never read any
|
|
memorable news in a newspaper. If we read of one man robbed, or
|
|
murdered, or killed by accident, or one house burned, or one vessel
|
|
wrecked, or one steamboat blown up, or one cow run over on the
|
|
Western Railroad, or one mad dog killed, or one lot of grasshoppers
|
|
in the winter -- we never need read of another. One is enough. If
|
|
you are acquainted with the principle, what do you care for a myriad
|
|
instances and applications? To a philosopher all news, as it is
|
|
called, is gossip, and they who edit and read it are old women over
|
|
their tea. Yet not a few are greedy after this gossip. There was
|
|
such a rush, as I hear, the other day at one of the offices to learn
|
|
the foreign news by the last arrival, that several large squares of
|
|
plate glass belonging to the establishment were broken by the
|
|
pressure -- news which I seriously think a ready wit might write a
|
|
twelve-month, or twelve years, beforehand with sufficient accuracy.
|
|
As for Spain, for instance, if you know how to throw in Don Carlos
|
|
and the Infanta, and Don Pedro and Seville and Granada, from time to
|
|
time in the right proportions -- they may have changed the names a
|
|
little since I saw the papers -- and serve up a bull-fight when
|
|
other entertainments fail, it will be true to the letter, and give
|
|
us as good an idea of the exact state or ruin of things in Spain as
|
|
the most succinct and lucid reports under this head in the
|
|
newspapers: and as for England, almost the last significant scrap of
|
|
news from that quarter was the revolution of 1649; and if you have
|
|
learned the history of her crops for an average year, you never need
|
|
attend to that thing again, unless your speculations are of a merely
|
|
pecuniary character. If one may judge who rarely looks into the
|
|
newspapers, nothing new does ever happen in foreign parts, a French
|
|
revolution not excepted.
|
|
What news! how much more important to know what that is which
|
|
was never old! "Kieou-he-yu (great dignitary of the state of Wei)
|
|
sent a man to Khoung-tseu to know his news. Khoung-tseu caused the
|
|
messenger to be seated near him, and questioned him in these terms:
|
|
What is your master doing? The messenger answered with respect: My
|
|
master desires to diminish the number of his faults, but he cannot
|
|
come to the end of them. The messenger being gone, the philosopher
|
|
remarked: What a worthy messenger! What a worthy messenger!" The
|
|
preacher, instead of vexing the ears of drowsy farmers on their day
|
|
of rest at the end of the week -- for Sunday is the fit conclusion
|
|
of an ill-spent week, and not the fresh and brave beginning of a new
|
|
one -- with this one other draggle-tail of a sermon, should shout
|
|
with thundering voice, "Pause! Avast! Why so seeming fast, but
|
|
deadly slow?"
|
|
Shams and delusions are esteemed for soundest truths, while
|
|
reality is fabulous. If men would steadily observe realities only,
|
|
and not allow themselves to be deluded, life, to compare it with
|
|
such things as we know, would be like a fairy tale and the Arabian
|
|
Nights' Entertainments. If we respected only what is inevitable and
|
|
has a right to be, music and poetry would resound along the streets.
|
|
When we are unhurried and wise, we perceive that only great and
|
|
worthy things have any permanent and absolute existence, that petty
|
|
fears and petty pleasures are but the shadow of the reality. This
|
|
is always exhilarating and sublime. By closing the eyes and
|
|
slumbering, and consenting to be deceived by shows, men establish
|
|
and confirm their daily life of routine and habit everywhere, which
|
|
still is built on purely illusory foundations. Children, who play
|
|
life, discern its true law and relations more clearly than men, who
|
|
fail to live it worthily, but who think that they are wiser by
|
|
experience, that is, by failure. I have read in a Hindoo book, that
|
|
"there was a king's son, who, being expelled in infancy from his
|
|
native city, was brought up by a forester, and, growing up to
|
|
maturity in that state, imagined himself to belong to the barbarous
|
|
race with which he lived. One of his father's ministers having
|
|
discovered him, revealed to him what he was, and the misconception
|
|
of his character was removed, and he knew himself to be a prince.
|
|
So soul," continues the Hindoo philosopher, "from the circumstances
|
|
in which it is placed, mistakes its own character, until the truth
|
|
is revealed to it by some holy teacher, and then it knows itself to
|
|
be Brahme." I perceive that we inhabitants of New England live this
|
|
mean life that we do because our vision does not penetrate the
|
|
surface of things. We think that that is which appears to be. If a
|
|
man should walk through this town and see only the reality, where,
|
|
think you, would the "Mill-dam" go to? If he should give us an
|
|
account of the realities he beheld there, we should not recognize
|
|
the place in his description. Look at a meeting-house, or a
|
|
court-house, or a jail, or a shop, or a dwelling-house, and say what
|
|
that thing really is before a true gaze, and they would all go to
|
|
pieces in your account of them. Men esteem truth remote, in the
|
|
outskirts of the system, behind the farthest star, before Adam and
|
|
after the last man. In eternity there is indeed something true and
|
|
sublime. But all these times and places and occasions are now and
|
|
here. God himself culminates in the present moment, and will never
|
|
be more divine in the lapse of all the ages. And we are enabled to
|
|
apprehend at all what is sublime and noble only by the perpetual
|
|
instilling and drenching of the reality that surrounds us. The
|
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universe constantly and obediently answers to our conceptions;
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whether we travel fast or slow, the track is laid for us. Let us
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spend our lives in conceiving then. The poet or the artist never
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yet had so fair and noble a design but some of his posterity at
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least could accomplish it.
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Let us spend one day as deliberately as Nature, and not be
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thrown off the track by every nutshell and mosquito's wing that
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falls on the rails. Let us rise early and fast, or break fast,
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gently and without perturbation; let company come and let company
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go, let the bells ring and the children cry -- determined to make a
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day of it. Why should we knock under and go with the stream? Let
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us not be upset and overwhelmed in that terrible rapid and whirlpool
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called a dinner, situated in the meridian shallows. Weather this
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danger and you are safe, for the rest of the way is down hill. With
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unrelaxed nerves, with morning vigor, sail by it, looking another
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way, tied to the mast like Ulysses. If the engine whistles, let it
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whistle till it is hoarse for its pains. If the bell rings, why
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should we run? We will consider what kind of music they are like.
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Let us settle ourselves, and work and wedge our feet downward
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through the mud and slush of opinion, and prejudice, and tradition,
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and delusion, and appearance, that alluvion which covers the globe,
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through Paris and London, through New York and Boston and Concord,
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through Church and State, through poetry and philosophy and
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religion, till we come to a hard bottom and rocks in place, which we
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can call reality, and say, This is, and no mistake; and then begin,
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having a point d'appui, below freshet and frost and fire, a place
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where you might found a wall or a state, or set a lamp-post safely,
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or perhaps a gauge, not a Nilometer, but a Realometer, that future
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ages might know how deep a freshet of shams and appearances had
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gathered from time to time. If you stand right fronting and face to
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face to a fact, you will see the sun glimmer on both its surfaces,
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as if it were a cimeter, and feel its sweet edge dividing you
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through the heart and marrow, and so you will happily conclude your
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mortal career. Be it life or death, we crave only reality. If we
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are really dying, let us hear the rattle in our throats and feel
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cold in the extremities; if we are alive, let us go about our
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business.
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Time is but the stream I go a-fishing in. I drink at it; but
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while I drink I see the sandy bottom and detect how shallow it is.
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Its thin current slides away, but eternity remains. I would drink
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deeper; fish in the sky, whose bottom is pebbly with stars. I
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cannot count one. I know not the first letter of the alphabet. I
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have always been regretting that I was not as wise as the day I was
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born. The intellect is a cleaver; it discerns and rifts its way
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into the secret of things. I do not wish to be any more busy with
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my hands than is necessary. My head is hands and feet. I feel all
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my best faculties concentrated in it. My instinct tells me that my
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head is an organ for burrowing, as some creatures use their snout
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and fore paws, and with it I would mine and burrow my way through
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these hills. I think that the richest vein is somewhere hereabouts;
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so by the divining-rod and thin rising vapors I judge; and here I
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will begin to mine.
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Reading
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With a little more deliberation in the choice of their pursuits,
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all men would perhaps become essentially students and observers, for
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certainly their nature and destiny are interesting to all alike. In
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accumulating property for ourselves or our posterity, in founding a
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family or a state, or acquiring fame even, we are mortal; but in
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dealing with truth we are immortal, and need fear no change nor
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accident. The oldest Egyptian or Hindoo philosopher raised a corner
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of the veil from the statue of the divinity; and still the trembling
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robe remains raised, and I gaze upon as fresh a glory as he did,
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since it was I in him that was then so bold, and it is he in me that
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now reviews the vision. No dust has settled on that robe; no time
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has elapsed since that divinity was revealed. That time which we
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really improve, or which is improvable, is neither past, present,
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nor future.
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My residence was more favorable, not only to thought, but to
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serious reading, than a university; and though I was beyond the
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range of the ordinary circulating library, I had more than ever come
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within the influence of those books which circulate round the world,
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|
whose sentences were first written on bark, and are now merely
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|
copied from time to time on to linen paper. Says the poet Mr
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|
Udd, "Being seated, to run through the region of the
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spiritual world; I have had this advantage in books. To be
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intoxicated by a single glass of wine; I have experienced this
|
|
pleasure when I have drunk the liquor of the esoteric doctrines." I
|
|
kept Homer's Iliad on my table through the summer, though I looked
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at his page only now and then. Incessant labor with my hands, at
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|
first, for I had my house to finish and my beans to hoe at the same
|
|
time, made more study impossible. Yet I sustained myself by the
|
|
prospect of such reading in future. I read one or two shallow books
|
|
of travel in the intervals of my work, till that employment made me
|
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ashamed of myself, and I asked where it was then that I lived.
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|
The student may read Homer or AEschylus in the Greek without
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|
danger of dissipation or luxuriousness, for it implies that he in
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|
some measure emulate their heroes, and consecrate morning hours to
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their pages. The heroic books, even if printed in the character of
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our mother tongue, will always be in a language dead to degenerate
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times; and we must laboriously seek the meaning of each word and
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|
line, conjecturing a larger sense than common use permits out of
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what wisdom and valor and generosity we have. The modern cheap and
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|
fertile press, with all its translations, has done little to bring
|
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us nearer to the heroic writers of antiquity. They seem as
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solitary, and the letter in which they are printed as rare and
|
|
curious, as ever. It is worth the expense of youthful days and
|
|
costly hours, if you learn only some words of an ancient language,
|
|
which are raised out of the trivialness of the street, to be
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|
perpetual suggestions and provocations. It is not in vain that the
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farmer remembers and repeats the few Latin words which he has heard.
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|
Men sometimes speak as if the study of the classics would at length
|
|
make way for more modern and practical studies; but the adventurous
|
|
student will always study classics, in whatever language they may be
|
|
written and however ancient they may be. For what are the classics
|
|
but the noblest recorded thoughts of man? They are the only oracles
|
|
which are not decayed, and there are such answers to the most modern
|
|
inquiry in them as Delphi and Dodona never gave. We might as well
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|
omit to study Nature because she is old. To read well, that is, to
|
|
read true books in a true spirit, is a noble exercise, and one that
|
|
will task the reader more than any exercise which the customs of the
|
|
day esteem. It requires a training such as the athletes underwent,
|
|
the steady intention almost of the whole life to this object. Books
|
|
must be read as deliberately and reservedly as they were written.
|
|
It is not enough even to be able to speak the language of that
|
|
nation by which they are written, for there is a memorable interval
|
|
between the spoken and the written language, the language heard and
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|
the language read. The one is commonly transitory, a sound, a
|
|
tongue, a dialect merely, almost brutish, and we learn it
|
|
unconsciously, like the brutes, of our mothers. The other is the
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|
maturity and experience of that; if that is our mother tongue, this
|
|
is our father tongue, a reserved and select expression, too
|
|
significant to be heard by the ear, which we must be born again in
|
|
order to speak. The crowds of men who merely spoke the Greek and
|
|
Latin tongues in the Middle Ages were not entitled by the accident
|
|
of birth to read the works of genius written in those languages; for
|
|
these were not written in that Greek or Latin which they knew, but
|
|
in the select language of literature. They had not learned the
|
|
nobler dialects of Greece and Rome, but the very materials on which
|
|
they were written were waste paper to them, and they prized instead
|
|
a cheap contemporary literature. But when the several nations of
|
|
Europe had acquired distinct though rude written languages of their
|
|
own, sufficient for the purposes of their rising literatures, then
|
|
first learning revived, and scholars were enabled to discern from
|
|
that remoteness the treasures of antiquity. What the Roman and
|
|
Grecian multitude could not hear, after the lapse of ages a few
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|
scholars read, and a few scholars only are still reading it.
|
|
However much we may admire the orator's occasional bursts of
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|
eloquence, the noblest written words are commonly as far behind or
|
|
above the fleeting spoken language as the firmament with its stars
|
|
is behind the clouds. There are the stars, and they who can may
|
|
read them. The astronomers forever comment on and observe them.
|
|
They are not exhalations like our daily colloquies and vaporous
|
|
breath. What is called eloquence in the forum is commonly found to
|
|
be rhetoric in the study. The orator yields to the inspiration of a
|
|
transient occasion, and speaks to the mob before him, to those who
|
|
can hear him; but the writer, whose more equable life is his
|
|
occasion, and who would be distracted by the event and the crowd
|
|
which inspire the orator, speaks to the intellect and health of
|
|
mankind, to all in any age who can understand him.
|
|
No wonder that Alexander carried the Iliad with him on his
|
|
expeditions in a precious casket. A written word is the choicest of
|
|
relics. It is something at once more intimate with us and more
|
|
universal than any other work of art. It is the work of art nearest
|
|
to life itself. It may be translated into every language, and not
|
|
only be read but actually breathed from all human lips; -- not be
|
|
represented on canvas or in marble only, but be carved out of the
|
|
breath of life itself. The symbol of an ancient man's thought
|
|
becomes a modern man's speech. Two thousand summers have imparted
|
|
to the monuments of Grecian literature, as to her marbles, only a
|
|
maturer golden and autumnal tint, for they have carried their own
|
|
serene and celestial atmosphere into all lands to protect them
|
|
against the corrosion of time. Books are the treasured wealth of
|
|
the world and the fit inheritance of generations and nations.
|
|
Books, the oldest and the best, stand naturally and rightfully on
|
|
the shelves of every cottage. They have no cause of their own to
|
|
plead, but while they enlighten and sustain the reader his common
|
|
sense will not refuse them. Their authors are a natural and
|
|
irresistible aristocracy in every society, and, more than kings or
|
|
emperors, exert an influence on mankind. When the illiterate and
|
|
perhaps scornful trader has earned by enterprise and industry his
|
|
coveted leisure and independence, and is admitted to the circles of
|
|
wealth and fashion, he turns inevitably at last to those still
|
|
higher but yet inaccessible circles of intellect and genius, and is
|
|
sensible only of the imperfection of his culture and the vanity and
|
|
insufficiency of all his riches, and further proves his good sense
|
|
by the pains which be takes to secure for his children that
|
|
intellectual culture whose want he so keenly feels; and thus it is
|
|
that he becomes the founder of a family.
|
|
Those who have not learned to read the ancient classics in the
|
|
language in which they were written must have a very imperfect
|
|
knowledge of the history of the human race; for it is remarkable
|
|
that no transcript of them has ever been made into any modern
|
|
tongue, unless our civilization itself may be regarded as such a
|
|
transcript. Homer has never yet been printed in English, nor
|
|
AEschylus, nor Virgil even -- works as refined, as solidly done, and
|
|
as beautiful almost as the morning itself; for later writers, say
|
|
what we will of their genius, have rarely, if ever, equalled the
|
|
elaborate beauty and finish and the lifelong and heroic literary
|
|
labors of the ancients. They only talk of forgetting them who never
|
|
knew them. It will be soon enough to forget them when we have the
|
|
learning and the genius which will enable us to attend to and
|
|
appreciate them. That age will be rich indeed when those relics
|
|
which we call Classics, and the still older and more than classic
|
|
but even less known Scriptures of the nations, shall have still
|
|
further accumulated, when the Vaticans shall be filled with Vedas
|
|
and Zendavestas and Bibles, with Homers and Dantes and Shakespeares,
|
|
and all the centuries to come shall have successively deposited
|
|
their trophies in the forum of the world. By such a pile we may
|
|
hope to scale heaven at last.
|
|
The works of the great poets have never yet been read by
|
|
mankind, for only great poets can read them. They have only been
|
|
read as the multitude read the stars, at most astrologically, not
|
|
astronomically. Most men have learned to read to serve a paltry
|
|
convenience, as they have learned to cipher in order to keep
|
|
accounts and not be cheated in trade; but of reading as a noble
|
|
intellectual exercise they know little or nothing; yet this only is
|
|
reading, in a high sense, not that which lulls us as a luxury and
|
|
suffers the nobler faculties to sleep the while, but what we have to
|
|
stand on tip-toe to read and devote our most alert and wakeful hours
|
|
to.
|
|
I think that having learned our letters we should read the best
|
|
that is in literature, and not be forever repeating our a-b-abs, and
|
|
words of one syllable, in the fourth or fifth classes, sitting on
|
|
the lowest and foremost form all our lives. Most men are satisfied
|
|
if they read or hear read, and perchance have been convicted by the
|
|
wisdom of one good book, the Bible, and for the rest of their lives
|
|
vegetate and dissipate their faculties in what is called easy
|
|
reading. There is a work in several volumes in our Circulating
|
|
Library entitled "Little Reading," which I thought referred to a
|
|
town of that name which I had not been to. There are those who,
|
|
like cormorants and ostriches, can digest all sorts of this, even
|
|
after the fullest dinner of meats and vegetables, for they suffer
|
|
nothing to be wasted. If others are the machines to provide this
|
|
provender, they are the machines to read it. They read the nine
|
|
thousandth tale about Zebulon and Sophronia, and how they loved as
|
|
none had ever loved before, and neither did the course of their true
|
|
love run smooth -- at any rate, how it did run and stumble, and get
|
|
up again and go on! how some poor unfortunate got up on to a
|
|
steeple, who had better never have gone up as far as the belfry; and
|
|
then, having needlessly got him up there, the happy novelist rings
|
|
the bell for all the world to come together and hear, O dear! how he
|
|
did get down again! For my part, I think that they had better
|
|
metamorphose all such aspiring heroes of universal noveldom into man
|
|
weather-cocks, as they used to put heroes among the constellations,
|
|
and let them swing round there till they are rusty, and not come
|
|
down at all to bother honest men with their pranks. The next time
|
|
the novelist rings the bell I will not stir though the meeting-house
|
|
burn down. "The Skip of the Tip-Toe-Hop, a Romance of the Middle
|
|
Ages, by the celebrated author of `Tittle-Tol-Tan,' to appear in
|
|
monthly parts; a great rush; don't all come together." All this
|
|
they read with saucer eyes, and erect and primitive curiosity, and
|
|
with unwearied gizzard, whose corrugations even yet need no
|
|
sharpening, just as some little four-year-old bencher his two-cent
|
|
gilt-covered edition of Cinderella -- without any improvement, that
|
|
I can see, in the pronunciation, or accent, or emphasis, or any more
|
|
skill in extracting or inserting the moral. The result is dulness
|
|
of sight, a stagnation of the vital circulations, and a general
|
|
deliquium and sloughing off of all the intellectual faculties. This
|
|
sort of gingerbread is baked daily and more sedulously than pure
|
|
wheat or rye-and-Indian in almost every oven, and finds a surer
|
|
market.
|
|
The best books are not read even by those who are called good
|
|
readers. What does our Concord culture amount to? There is in this
|
|
town, with a very few exceptions, no taste for the best or for very
|
|
good books even in English literature, whose words all can read and
|
|
spell. Even the college-bred and so-called liberally educated men
|
|
here and elsewhere have really little or no acquaintance with the
|
|
English classics; and as for the recorded wisdom of mankind, the
|
|
ancient classics and Bibles, which are accessible to all who will
|
|
know of them, there are the feeblest efforts anywhere made to become
|
|
acquainted with them. I know a woodchopper, of middle age, who
|
|
takes a French paper, not for news as he says, for he is above that,
|
|
but to "keep himself in practice," he being a Canadian by birth; and
|
|
when I ask him what he considers the best thing he can do in this
|
|
world, he says, beside this, to keep up and add to his English.
|
|
This is about as much as the college-bred generally do or aspire to
|
|
do, and they take an English paper for the purpose. One who has
|
|
just come from reading perhaps one of the best English books will
|
|
find how many with whom he can converse about it? Or suppose he
|
|
comes from reading a Greek or Latin classic in the original, whose
|
|
praises are familiar even to the so-called illiterate; he will find
|
|
nobody at all to speak to, but must keep silence about it. Indeed,
|
|
there is hardly the professor in our colleges, who, if he has
|
|
mastered the difficulties of the language, has proportionally
|
|
mastered the difficulties of the wit and poetry of a Greek poet, and
|
|
has any sympathy to impart to the alert and heroic reader; and as
|
|
for the sacred Scriptures, or Bibles of mankind, who in this town
|
|
can tell me even their titles? Most men do not know that any nation
|
|
but the Hebrews have had a scripture. A man, any man, will go
|
|
considerably out of his way to pick up a silver dollar; but here are
|
|
golden words, which the wisest men of antiquity have uttered, and
|
|
whose worth the wise of every succeeding age have assured us of; --
|
|
and yet we learn to read only as far as Easy Reading, the primers
|
|
and class-books, and when we leave school, the "Little Reading," and
|
|
story-books, which are for boys and beginners; and our reading, our
|
|
conversation and thinking, are all on a very low level, worthy only
|
|
of pygmies and manikins.
|
|
I aspire to be acquainted with wiser men than this our Concord
|
|
soil has produced, whose names are hardly known here. Or shall I
|
|
hear the name of Plato and never read his book? As if Plato were my
|
|
townsman and I never saw him -- my next neighbor and I never heard
|
|
him speak or attended to the wisdom of his words. But how actually
|
|
is it? His Dialogues, which contain what was immortal in him, lie
|
|
on the next shelf, and yet I never read them. We are underbred and
|
|
low-lived and illiterate; and in this respect I confess I do not
|
|
make any very broad distinction between the illiterateness of my
|
|
townsman who cannot read at all and the illiterateness of him who
|
|
has learned to read only what is for children and feeble intellects.
|
|
We should be as good as the worthies of antiquity, but partly by
|
|
first knowing how good they were. We are a race of tit-men, and
|
|
soar but little higher in our intellectual flights than the columns
|
|
of the daily paper.
|
|
It is not all books that are as dull as their readers. There
|
|
are probably words addressed to our condition exactly, which, if we
|
|
could really hear and understand, would be more salutary than the
|
|
morning or the spring to our lives, and possibly put a new aspect on
|
|
the face of things for us. How many a man has dated a new era in
|
|
his life from the reading of a book! The book exists for us,
|
|
perchance, which will explain our miracles and reveal new ones. The
|
|
at present unutterable things we may find somewhere uttered. These
|
|
same questions that disturb and puzzle and confound us have in their
|
|
turn occurred to all the wise men; not one has been omitted; and
|
|
each has answered them, according to his ability, by his words and
|
|
his life. Moreover, with wisdom we shall learn liberality. The
|
|
solitary hired man on a farm in the outskirts of Concord, who has
|
|
had his second birth and peculiar religious experience, and is
|
|
driven as he believes into the silent gravity and exclusiveness by
|
|
his faith, may think it is not true; but Zoroaster, thousands of
|
|
years ago, travelled the same road and had the same experience; but
|
|
he, being wise, knew it to be universal, and treated his neighbors
|
|
accordingly, and is even said to have invented and established
|
|
worship among men. Let him humbly commune with Zoroaster then, and
|
|
through the liberalizing influence of all the worthies, with Jesus
|
|
Christ himself, and let "our church" go by the board.
|
|
We boast that we belong to the Nineteenth Century and are making
|
|
the most rapid strides of any nation. But consider how little this
|
|
village does for its own culture. I do not wish to flatter my
|
|
townsmen, nor to be flattered by them, for that will not advance
|
|
either of us. We need to be provoked -- goaded like oxen, as we
|
|
are, into a trot. We have a comparatively decent system of common
|
|
schools, schools for infants only; but excepting the half-starved
|
|
Lyceum in the winter, and latterly the puny beginning of a library
|
|
suggested by the State, no school for ourselves. We spend more on
|
|
almost any article of bodily aliment or ailment than on our mental
|
|
aliment. It is time that we had uncommon schools, that we did not
|
|
leave off our education when we begin to be men and women. It is
|
|
time that villages were universities, and their elder inhabitants
|
|
the fellows of universities, with leisure -- if they are, indeed, so
|
|
well off -- to pursue liberal studies the rest of their lives.
|
|
Shall the world be confined to one Paris or one Oxford forever?
|
|
Cannot students be boarded here and get a liberal education under
|
|
the skies of Concord? Can we not hire some Abelard to lecture to
|
|
us? Alas! what with foddering the cattle and tending the store, we
|
|
are kept from school too long, and our education is sadly neglected.
|
|
In this country, the village should in some respects take the place
|
|
of the nobleman of Europe. It should be the patron of the fine
|
|
arts. It is rich enough. It wants only the magnanimity and
|
|
refinement. It can spend money enough on such things as farmers and
|
|
traders value, but it is thought Utopian to propose spending money
|
|
for things which more intelligent men know to be of far more worth.
|
|
This town has spent seventeen thousand dollars on a town-house,
|
|
thank fortune or politics, but probably it will not spend so much on
|
|
living wit, the true meat to put into that shell, in a hundred
|
|
years. The one hundred and twenty-five dollars annually subscribed
|
|
for a Lyceum in the winter is better spent than any other equal sum
|
|
raised in the town. If we live in the Nineteenth Century, why
|
|
should we not enjoy the advantages which the Nineteenth Century
|
|
offers? Why should our life be in any respect provincial? If we
|
|
will read newspapers, why not skip the gossip of Boston and take the
|
|
best newspaper in the world at once? -- not be sucking the pap of
|
|
"neutral family" papers, or browsing "Olive Branches" here in New
|
|
England. Let the reports of all the learned societies come to us,
|
|
and we will see if they know anything. Why should we leave it to
|
|
Harper & Brothers and Redding & Co. to select our reading? As the
|
|
nobleman of cultivated taste surrounds himself with whatever
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conduces to his culture -- genius -- learning -- wit -- books --
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paintings -- statuary -- music -- philosophical instruments, and the
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like; so let the village do -- not stop short at a pedagogue, a
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parson, a sexton, a parish library, and three selectmen, because our
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Pilgrim forefathers got through a cold winter once on a bleak rock
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with these. To act collectively is according to the spirit of our
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institutions; and I am confident that, as our circumstances are more
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flourishing, our means are greater than the nobleman's. New England
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can hire all the wise men in the world to come and teach her, and
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board them round the while, and not be provincial at all. That is
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the uncommon school we want. Instead of noblemen, let us have noble
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villages of men. If it is necessary, omit one bridge over the
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river, go round a little there, and throw one arch at least over the
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darker gulf of ignorance which surrounds us.
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Sounds
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But while we are confined to books, though the most select and
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classic, and read only particular written languages, which are
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themselves but dialects and provincial, we are in danger of
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forgetting the language which all things and events speak without
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metaphor, which alone is copious and standard. Much is published,
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but little printed. The rays which stream through the shutter will
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be no longer remembered when the shutter is wholly removed. No
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method nor discipline can supersede the necessity of being forever
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on the alert. What is a course of history or philosophy, or poetry,
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no matter how well selected, or the best society, or the most
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admirable routine of life, compared with the discipline of looking
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always at what is to be seen? Will you be a reader, a student
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merely, or a seer? Read your fate, see what is before you, and walk
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on into futurity.
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I did not read books the first summer; I hoed beans. Nay, I
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often did better than this. There were times when I could not
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afford to sacrifice the bloom of the present moment to any work,
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whether of the head or hands. I love a broad margin to my life.
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Sometimes, in a summer morning, having taken my accustomed bath, I
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sat in my sunny doorway from sunrise till noon, rapt in a revery,
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amidst the pines and hickories and sumachs, in undisturbed solitude
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and stillness, while the birds sing around or flitted noiseless
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through the house, until by the sun falling in at my west window, or
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the noise of some traveller's wagon on the distant highway, I was
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reminded of the lapse of time. I grew in those seasons like corn in
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the night, and they were far better than any work of the hands would
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have been. They were not time subtracted from my life, but so much
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over and above my usual allowance. I realized what the Orientals
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mean by contemplation and the forsaking of works. For the most
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part, I minded not how the hours went. The day advanced as if to
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light some work of mine; it was morning, and lo, now it is evening,
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and nothing memorable is accomplished. Instead of singing like the
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birds, I silently smiled at my incessant good fortune. As the
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sparrow had its trill, sitting on the hickory before my door, so had
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I my chuckle or suppressed warble which he might hear out of my
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nest. My days were not days of the week, bearing the stamp of any
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heathen deity, nor were they minced into hours and fretted by the
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ticking of a clock; for I lived like the Puri Indians, of whom it is
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said that "for yesterday, today, and tomorrow they have only one
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word, and they express the variety of meaning by pointing backward
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for yesterday forward for tomorrow, and overhead for the passing
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day." This was sheer idleness to my fellow-townsmen, no doubt; but
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if the birds and flowers had tried me by their standard, I should
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not have been found wanting. A man must find his occasions in
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himself, it is true. The natural day is very calm, and will hardly
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reprove his indolence.
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I had this advantage, at least, in my mode of life, over those
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who were obliged to look abroad for amusement, to society and the
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theatre, that my life itself was become my amusement and never
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ceased to be novel. It was a drama of many scenes and without an
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end. If we were always, indeed, getting our living, and regulating
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our lives according to the last and best mode we had learned, we
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should never be troubled with ennui. Follow your genius closely
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enough, and it will not fail to show you a fresh prospect every
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hour. Housework was a pleasant pastime. When my floor was dirty, I
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rose early, and, setting all my furniture out of doors on the grass,
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bed and bedstead making but one budget, dashed water on the floor,
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and sprinkled white sand from the pond on it, and then with a broom
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scrubbed it clean and white; and by the time the villagers had
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broken their fast the morning sun had dried my house sufficiently to
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allow me to move in again, and my meditations were almost
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uninterupted. It was pleasant to see my whole household effects out
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on the grass, making a little pile like a gypsy's pack, and my
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three-legged table, from which I did not remove the books and pen
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and ink, standing amid the pines and hickories. They seemed glad to
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get out themselves, and as if unwilling to be brought in. I was
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sometimes tempted to stretch an awning over them and take my seat
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there. It was worth the while to see the sun shine on these things,
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and hear the free wind blow on them; so much more interesting most
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|
familiar objects look out of doors than in the house. A bird sits
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on the next bough, life-everlasting grows under the table, and
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blackberry vines run round its legs; pine cones, chestnut burs, and
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strawberry leaves are strewn about. It looked as if this was the
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|
way these forms came to be transferred to our furniture, to tables,
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|
chairs, and bedsteads -- because they once stood in their midst.
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My house was on the side of a hill, immediately on the edge of
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the larger wood, in the midst of a young forest of pitch pines and
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hickories, and half a dozen rods from the pond, to which a narrow
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footpath led down the hill. In my front yard grew the strawberry,
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blackberry, and life-everlasting, johnswort and goldenrod, shrub
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oaks and sand cherry, blueberry and groundnut. Near the end of May,
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the sand cherry (Cerasus pumila) adorned the sides of the path with
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its delicate flowers arranged in umbels cylindrically about its
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short stems, which last, in the fall, weighed down with goodsized
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and handsome cherries, fell over in wreaths like rays on every side.
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|
I tasted them out of compliment to Nature, though they were scarcely
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palatable. The sumach (Rhus glabra) grew luxuriantly about the
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house, pushing up through the embankment which I had made, and
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|
growing five or six feet the first season. Its broad pinnate
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tropical leaf was pleasant though strange to look on. The large
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buds, suddenly pushing out late in the spring from dry sticks which
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|
had seemed to be dead, developed themselves as by magic into
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|
graceful green and tender boughs, an inch in diameter; and
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sometimes, as I sat at my window, so heedlessly did they grow and
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|
tax their weak joints, I heard a fresh and tender bough suddenly
|
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fall like a fan to the ground, when there was not a breath of air
|
|
stirring, broken off by its own weight. In August, the large masses
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of berries, which, when in flower, had attracted many wild bees,
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|
gradually assumed their bright velvety crimson hue, and by their
|
|
weight again bent down and broke the tender limbs.
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|
As I sit at my window this summer afternoon, hawks are circling
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about my clearing; the tantivy of wild pigeons, flying by two and
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|
threes athwart my view, or perching restless on the white pine
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|
boughs behind my house, gives a voice to the air; a fish hawk
|
|
dimples the glassy surface of the pond and brings up a fish; a mink
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|
steals out of the marsh before my door and seizes a frog by the
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|
shore; the sedge is bending under the weight of the reed-birds
|
|
flitting hither and thither; and for the last half-hour I have heard
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the rattle of railroad cars, now dying away and then reviving like
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|
the beat of a partridge, conveying travellers from Boston to the
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|
country. For I did not live so out of the world as that boy who, as
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|
I hear, was put out to a farmer in the east part of the town, but
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|
ere long ran away and came home again, quite down at the heel and
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|
homesick. He had never seen such a dull and out-of-the-way place;
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|
the folks were all gone off; why, you couldn't even hear the
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|
whistle! I doubt if there is such a place in Massachusetts now:--
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"In truth, our village has become a butt
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For one of those fleet railroad shafts, and o'er
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Our peaceful plain its soothing sound is -- Concord."
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The Fitchburg Railroad touches the pond about a hundred rods
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|
south of where I dwell. I usually go to the village along its
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|
causeway, and am, as it were, related to society by this link. The
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|
men on the freight trains, who go over the whole length of the road,
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|
bow to me as to an old acquaintance, they pass me so often, and
|
|
apparently they take me for an employee; and so I am. I too would
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|
fain be a track-repairer somewhere in the orbit of the earth.
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|
The whistle of the locomotive penetrates my woods summer and
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|
winter, sounding like the scream of a hawk sailing over some
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|
farmer's yard, informing me that many restless city merchants are
|
|
arriving within the circle of the town, or adventurous country
|
|
traders from the other side. As they come under one horizon, they
|
|
shout their warning to get off the track to the other, heard
|
|
sometimes through the circles of two towns. Here come your
|
|
groceries, country; your rations, countrymen! Nor is there any man
|
|
so independent on his farm that he can say them nay. And here's
|
|
your pay for them! screams the countryman's whistle; timber like
|
|
long battering-rams going twenty miles an hour against the city's
|
|
walls, and chairs enough to seat all the weary and heavy-laden that
|
|
dwell within them. With such huge and lumbering civility the
|
|
country hands a chair to the city. All the Indian huckleberry hills
|
|
are stripped, all the cranberry meadows are raked into the city. Up
|
|
comes the cotton, down goes the woven cloth; up comes the silk, down
|
|
goes the woollen; up come the books, but down goes the wit that
|
|
writes them.
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|
When I meet the engine with its train of cars moving off with
|
|
planetary motion -- or, rather, like a comet, for the beholder knows
|
|
not if with that velocity and with that direction it will ever
|
|
revisit this system, since its orbit does not look like a returning
|
|
curve -- with its steam cloud like a banner streaming behind in
|
|
golden and silver wreaths, like many a downy cloud which I have
|
|
seen, high in the heavens, unfolding its masses to the light -- as
|
|
if this traveling demigod, this cloud-compeller, would ere long take
|
|
the sunset sky for the livery of his train; when I hear the iron
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|
horse make the hills echo with his snort like thunder, shaking the
|
|
earth with his feet, and breathing fire and smoke from his nostrils
|
|
(what kind of winged horse or fiery dragon they will put into the
|
|
new Mythology I don't know), it seems as if the earth had got a race
|
|
now worthy to inhabit it. If all were as it seems, and men made the
|
|
elements their servants for noble ends! If the cloud that hangs
|
|
over the engine were the perspiration of heroic deeds, or as
|
|
beneficent as that which floats over the farmer's fields, then the
|
|
elements and Nature herself would cheerfully accompany men on their
|
|
errands and be their escort.
|
|
I watch the passage of the morning cars with the same feeling
|
|
that I do the rising of the sun, which is hardly more regular.
|
|
Their train of clouds stretching far behind and rising higher and
|
|
higher, going to heaven while the cars are going to Boston, conceals
|
|
the sun for a minute and casts my distant field into the shade, a
|
|
celestial train beside which the petty train of cars which hugs the
|
|
earth is but the barb of the spear. The stabler of the iron horse
|
|
was up early this winter morning by the light of the stars amid the
|
|
mountains, to fodder and harness his steed. Fire, too, was awakened
|
|
thus early to put the vital heat in him and get him off. If the
|
|
enterprise were as innocent as it is early! If the snow lies deep,
|
|
they strap on his snowshoes, and, with the giant plow, plow a furrow
|
|
from the mountains to the seaboard, in which the cars, like a
|
|
following drill-barrow, sprinkle all the restless men and floating
|
|
merchandise in the country for seed. All day the fire-steed flies
|
|
over the country, stopping only that his master may rest, and I am
|
|
awakened by his tramp and defiant snort at midnight, when in some
|
|
remote glen in the woods he fronts the elements incased in ice and
|
|
snow; and he will reach his stall only with the morning star, to
|
|
start once more on his travels without rest or slumber. Or
|
|
perchance, at evening, I hear him in his stable blowing off the
|
|
superfluous energy of the day, that he may calm his nerves and cool
|
|
his liver and brain for a few hours of iron slumber. If the
|
|
enterprise were as heroic and commanding as it is protracted and
|
|
unwearied!
|
|
Far through unfrequented woods on the confines of towns, where
|
|
once only the hunter penetrated by day, in the darkest night dart
|
|
these bright saloons without the knowledge of their inhabitants;
|
|
this moment stopping at some brilliant station-house in town or
|
|
city, where a social crowd is gathered, the next in the Dismal
|
|
Swamp, scaring the owl and fox. The startings and arrivals of the
|
|
cars are now the epochs in the village day. They go and come with
|
|
such regularity and precision, and their whistle can be heard so
|
|
far, that the farmers set their clocks by them, and thus one
|
|
well-conducted institution regulates a whole country. Have not men
|
|
improved somewhat in punctuality since the railroad was invented?
|
|
Do they not talk and think faster in the depot than they did in the
|
|
stage-office? There is something electrifying in the atmosphere of
|
|
the former place. I have been astonished at the miracles it has
|
|
wrought; that some of my neighbors, who, I should have prophesied,
|
|
once for all, would never get to Boston by so prompt a conveyance,
|
|
are on hand when the bell rings. To do things "railroad fashion" is
|
|
now the byword; and it is worth the while to be warned so often and
|
|
so sincerely by any power to get off its track. There is no
|
|
stopping to read the riot act, no firing over the heads of the mob,
|
|
in this case. We have constructed a fate, an Atropos, that never
|
|
turns aside. (Let that be the name of your engine.) Men are
|
|
advertised that at a certain hour and minute these bolts will be
|
|
shot toward particular points of the compass; yet it interferes with
|
|
no man's business, and the children go to school on the other track.
|
|
We live the steadier for it. We are all educated thus to be sons of
|
|
Tell. The air is full of invisible bolts. Every path but your own
|
|
is the path of fate. Keep on your own track, then.
|
|
What recommends commerce to me is its enterprise and bravery.
|
|
It does not clasp its hands and pray to Jupiter. I see these men
|
|
every day go about their business with more or less courage and
|
|
content, doing more even than they suspect, and perchance better
|
|
employed than they could have consciously devised. I am less
|
|
affected by their heroism who stood up for half an hour in the front
|
|
line at Buena Vista, than by the steady and cheerful valor of the
|
|
men who inhabit the snowplow for their winter quarters; who have not
|
|
merely the three-o'-clock-in-the-morning courage, which Bonaparte
|
|
thought was the rarest, but whose courage does not go to rest so
|
|
early, who go to sleep only when the storm sleeps or the sinews of
|
|
their iron steed are frozen. On this morning of the Great Snow,
|
|
perchance, which is still raging and chilling men's blood, I bear
|
|
the muffled tone of their engine bell from out the fog bank of their
|
|
chilled breath, which announces that the cars are coming, without
|
|
long delay, notwithstanding the veto of a New England northeast
|
|
snow-storm, and I behold the plowmen covered with snow and rime,
|
|
their heads peering, above the mould-board which is turning down
|
|
other than daisies and the nests of field mice, like bowlders of the
|
|
Sierra Nevada, that occupy an outside place in the universe.
|
|
Commerce is unexpectedly confident and serene, alert,
|
|
adventurous, and unwearied. It is very natural in its methods
|
|
withal, far more so than many fantastic enterprises and sentimental
|
|
experiments, and hence its singular success. I am refreshed and
|
|
expanded when the freight train rattles past me, and I smell the
|
|
stores which go dispensing their odors all the way from Long Wharf
|
|
to Lake Champlain, reminding me of foreign parts, of coral reefs,
|
|
and Indian oceans, and tropical climes, and the extent of the globe.
|
|
I feel more like a citizen of the world at the sight of the
|
|
palm-leaf which will cover so many flaxen New England heads the next
|
|
summer, the Manilla hemp and cocoanut husks, the old junk, gunny
|
|
bags, scrap iron, and rusty nails. This carload of torn sails is
|
|
more legible and interesting now than if they should be wrought into
|
|
paper and printed books. Who can write so graphically the history
|
|
of the storms they have weathered as these rents have done? They
|
|
are proof-sheets which need no correction. Here goes lumber from
|
|
the Maine woods, which did not go out to sea in the last freshet,
|
|
risen four dollars on the thousand because of what did go out or was
|
|
split up; pine, spruce, cedar -- first, second, third, and fourth
|
|
qualities, so lately all of one quality, to wave over the bear, and
|
|
moose, and caribou. Next rolls Thomaston lime, a prime lot, which
|
|
will get far among the hills before it gets slacked. These rags in
|
|
bales, of all hues and qualities, the lowest condition to which
|
|
cotton and linen descend, the final result of dress -- of patterns
|
|
which are now no longer cried up, unless it be in Milwaukee, as
|
|
those splendid articles, English, French, or American prints,
|
|
ginghams, muslins, etc., gathered from all quarters both of fashion
|
|
and poverty, going to become paper of one color or a few shades
|
|
only, on which, forsooth, will be written tales of real life, high
|
|
and low, and founded on fact! This closed car smells of salt fish,
|
|
the strong New England and commercial scent, reminding me of the
|
|
Grand Banks and the fisheries. Who has not seen a salt fish,
|
|
thoroughly cured for this world, so that nothing can spoil it, and
|
|
putting, the perseverance of the saints to the blush? with which you
|
|
may sweep or pave the streets, and split your kindlings, and the
|
|
teamster shelter himself and his lading against sun, wind, and rain
|
|
behind it -- and the trader, as a Concord trader once did, hang it
|
|
up by his door for a sign when he commences business, until at last
|
|
his oldest customer cannot tell surely whether it be animal,
|
|
vegetable, or mineral, and yet it shall be as pure as a snowflake,
|
|
and if it be put into a pot and boiled, will come out an excellent
|
|
dun-fish for a Saturday's dinner. Next Spanish hides, with the
|
|
tails still preserving their twist and the angle of elevation they
|
|
had when the oxen that wore them were careering over the pampas of
|
|
the Spanish Main -- a type of all obstinacy, and evincing how almost
|
|
hopeless and incurable are all constitutional vices. I confess,
|
|
that practically speaking, when I have learned a man's real
|
|
disposition, I have no hopes of changing it for the better or worse
|
|
in this state of existence. As the Orientals say, "A cur's tail may
|
|
be warmed, and pressed, and bound round with ligatures, and after a
|
|
twelve years' labor bestowed upon it, still it will retain its
|
|
natural form." The only effectual cure for such inveteracies as
|
|
these tails exhibit is to make glue of them, which I believe is what
|
|
is usually done with them, and then they will stay put and stick.
|
|
Here is a hogshead of molasses or of brandy directed to John Smith,
|
|
Cuttingsville, Vermont, some trader among the Green Mountains, who
|
|
imports for the farmers near his clearing, and now perchance stands
|
|
over his bulkhead and thinks of the last arrivals on the coast, how
|
|
they may affect the price for him, telling his customers this
|
|
moment, as he has told them twenty times before this morning, that
|
|
he expects some by the next train of prime quality. It is
|
|
advertised in the Cuttingsville Times.
|
|
While these things go up other things come down. Warned by the
|
|
whizzing sound, I look up from my book and see some tall pine, hewn
|
|
on far northern hills, which has winged its way over the Green
|
|
Mountains and the Connecticut, shot like an arrow through the
|
|
township within ten minutes, and scarce another eye beholds it;
|
|
going
|
|
"to be the mast
|
|
Of some great ammiral."
|
|
|
|
And hark! here comes the cattle-train bearing the cattle of a
|
|
thousand hills, sheepcots, stables, and cow-yards in the air,
|
|
drovers with their sticks, and shepherd boys in the midst of their
|
|
flocks, all but the mountain pastures, whirled along like leaves
|
|
blown from the mountains by the September gales. The air is filled
|
|
with the bleating of calves and sheep, and the hustling of oxen, as
|
|
if a pastoral valley were going by. When the old bell-wether at the
|
|
head rattles his bell, the mountains do indeed skip like rams and
|
|
the little hills like lambs. A carload of drovers, too, in the
|
|
midst, on a level with their droves now, their vocation gone, but
|
|
still clinging to their useless sticks as their badge of office.
|
|
But their dogs, where are they? It is a stampede to them; they are
|
|
quite thrown out; they have lost the scent. Methinks I hear them
|
|
barking behind the Peterboro' Hills, or panting up the western slope
|
|
of the Green Mountains. They will not be in at the death. Their
|
|
vocation, too, is gone. Their fidelity and sagacity are below par
|
|
now. They will slink back to their kennels in disgrace, or
|
|
perchance run wild and strike a league with the wolf and the fox.
|
|
So is your pastoral life whirled past and away. But the bell rings,
|
|
and I must get off the track and let the cars go by;--
|
|
|
|
What's the railroad to me?
|
|
I never go to see
|
|
Where it ends.
|
|
It fills a few hollows,
|
|
And makes banks for the swallows,
|
|
It sets the sand a-blowing,
|
|
And the blackberries a-growing,
|
|
|
|
but I cross it like a cart-path in the woods. I will not have my
|
|
eyes put out and my ears spoiled by its smoke and steam and hissing.
|
|
Now that the cars are gone by and all the restless world with
|
|
them, and the fishes in the pond no longer feel their rumbling, I am
|
|
more alone than ever. For the rest of the long afternoon, perhaps,
|
|
my meditations are interrupted only by the faint rattle of a
|
|
carriage or team along the distant highway.
|
|
Sometimes, on Sundays, I heard the bells, the Lincoln, Acton,
|
|
Bedford, or Concord bell, when the wind was favorable, a faint,
|
|
sweet, and, as it were, natural melody, worth importing into the
|
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wilderness. At a sufficient distance over the woods this sound
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acquires a certain vibratory hum, as if the pine needles in the
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horizon were the strings of a harp which it swept. All sound heard
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at the greatest possible distance produces one and the same effect,
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a vibration of the universal lyre, just as the intervening
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atmosphere makes a distant ridge of earth interesting to our eyes by
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the azure tint it imparts to it. There came to me in this case a
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melody which the air had strained, and which had conversed with
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every leaf and needle of the wood, that portion of the sound which
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the elements had taken up and modulated and echoed from vale to
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vale. The echo is, to some extent, an original sound, and therein
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is the magic and charm of it. It is not merely a repetition of what
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was worth repeating in the bell, but partly the voice of the wood;
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the same trivial words and notes sung by a wood-nymph.
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At evening, the distant lowing of some cow in the horizon beyond
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the woods sounded sweet and melodious, and at first I would mistake
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it for the voices of certain minstrels by whom I was sometimes
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serenaded, who might be straying over hill and dale; but soon I was
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not unpleasantly disappointed when it was prolonged into the cheap
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and natural music of the cow. I do not mean to be satirical, but to
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express my appreciation of those youths' singing, when I state that
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I perceived clearly that it was akin to the music of the cow, and
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they were at length one articulation of Nature.
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Regularly at half-past seven, in one part of the summer, after
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the evening train had gone by, the whip-poor-wills chanted their
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vespers for half an hour, sitting on a stump by my door, or upon the
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ridge-pole of the house. They would begin to sing almost with as
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much precision as a clock, within five minutes of a particular time,
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referred to the setting of the sun, every evening. I had a rare
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opportunity to become acquainted with their habits. Sometimes I
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heard four or five at once in different parts of the wood, by
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accident one a bar behind another, and so near me that I
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distinguished not only the cluck after each note, but often that
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singular buzzing sound like a fly in a spider's web, only
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proportionally louder. Sometimes one would circle round and round
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me in the woods a few feet distant as if tethered by a string, when
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probably I was near its eggs. They sang at intervals throughout the
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night, and were again as musical as ever just before and about dawn.
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When other birds are still, the screech owls take up the strain,
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like mourning women their ancient u-lu-lu. Their dismal scream is
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truly Ben Jonsonian. Wise midnight hags! It is no honest and blunt
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tu-whit tu-who of the poets, but, without jesting, a most solemn
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graveyard ditty, the mutual consolations of suicide lovers
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remembering the pangs and the delights of supernal love in the
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infernal groves. Yet I love to hear their wailing, their doleful
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responses, trilled along the woodside; reminding me sometimes of
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music and singing birds; as if it were the dark and tearful side of
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music, the regrets and sighs that would fain be sung. They are the
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spirits, the low spirits and melancholy forebodings, of fallen souls
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that once in human shape night-walked the earth and did the deeds of
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darkness, now expiating their sins with their wailing hymns or
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threnodies in the scenery of their transgressions. They give me a
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new sense of the variety and capacity of that nature which is our
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common dwelling. Oh-o-o-o-o that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n!
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sighs one on this side of the pond, and circles with the
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restlessness of despair to some new perch on the gray oaks. Then --
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that I never had been bor-r-r-r-n! echoes another on the farther
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side with tremulous sincerity, and -- bor-r-r-r-n! comes faintly
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from far in the Lincoln woods.
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I was also serenaded by a hooting owl. Near at hand you could
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fancy it the most melancholy sound in Nature, as if she meant by
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this to stereotype and make permanent in her choir the dying moans
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of a human being -- some poor weak relic of mortality who has left
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hope behind, and howls like an animal, yet with human sobs, on
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|
entering the dark valley, made more awful by a certain gurgling
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melodiousness -- I find myself beginning with the letters gl when I
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|
try to imitate it -- expressive of a mind which has reached the
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gelatinous, mildewy stage in the mortification of all healthy and
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courageous thought. It reminded me of ghouls and idiots and insane
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howlings. But now one answers from far woods in a strain made
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really melodious by distance -- Hoo hoo hoo, hoorer hoo; and indeed
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for the most part it suggested only pleasing associations, whether
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heard by day or night, summer or winter.
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|
I rejoice that there are owls. Let them do the idiotic and
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maniacal hooting for men. It is a sound admirably suited to swamps
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|
and twilight woods which no day illustrates, suggesting a vast and
|
|
undeveloped nature which men have not recognized. They represent
|
|
the stark twilight and unsatisfied thoughts which all have. All day
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|
the sun has shone on the surface of some savage swamp, where the
|
|
single spruce stands hung with usnea lichens, and small hawks
|
|
circulate above, and the chickadee lisps amid the evergreens, and
|
|
the partridge and rabbit skulk beneath; but now a more dismal and
|
|
fitting day dawns, and a different race of creatures awakes to
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|
express the meaning of Nature there.
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|
Late in the evening I heard the distant rumbling of wagons over
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bridges -- a sound heard farther than almost any other at night --
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the baying of dogs, and sometimes again the lowing of some
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|
disconsolate cow in a distant barn-yard. In the mean-while all the
|
|
shore rang with the trump of bullfrogs, the sturdy spirits of
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|
ancient wine-bibbers and wassailers, still unrepentant, trying to
|
|
sing a catch in their Stygian lake -- if the Walden nymphs will
|
|
pardon the comparison, for though there are almost no weeds, there
|
|
are frogs there -- who would fain keep up the hilarious rules of
|
|
their old festal tables, though their voices have waxed hoarse and
|
|
solemnly grave, mocking at mirth, and the wine has lost its flavor,
|
|
and become only liquor to distend their paunches, and sweet
|
|
intoxication never comes to drown the memory of the past, but mere
|
|
saturation and waterloggedness and distention. The most aldermanic,
|
|
with his chin upon a heart-leaf, which serves for a napkin to his
|
|
drooling chaps, under this northern shore quaffs a deep draught of
|
|
the once scorned water, and passes round the cup with the
|
|
ejaculation tr-r-r-oonk, tr-r-r--oonk, tr-r-r-oonk! and straightway
|
|
comes over the water from some distant cove the same password
|
|
repeated, where the next in seniority and girth has gulped down to
|
|
his mark; and when this observance has made the circuit of the
|
|
shores, then ejaculates the master of ceremonies, with satisfaction,
|
|
tr-r-r-oonk! and each in his turn repeats the same down to the least
|
|
distended, leakiest, and flabbiest paunched, that there be no
|
|
mistake; and then the howl goes round again and again, until the sun
|
|
disperses the morning mist, and only the patriarch is not under the
|
|
pond, but vainly bellowing troonk from time to time, and pausing for
|
|
a reply.
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|
I am not sure that I ever heard the sound of cock-crowing from
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|
my clearing, and I thought that it might be worth the while to keep
|
|
a cockerel for his music merely, as a singing bird. The note of
|
|
this once wild Indian pheasant is certainly the most remarkable of
|
|
any bird's, and if they could be naturalized without being
|
|
domesticated, it would soon become the most famous sound in our
|
|
woods, surpassing the clangor of the goose and the hooting of the
|
|
owl; and then imagine the cackling of the hens to fill the pauses
|
|
when their lords' clarions rested! No wonder that man added this
|
|
bird to his tame stock -- to say nothing of the eggs and drumsticks.
|
|
To walk in a winter morning in a wood where these birds abounded,
|
|
their native woods, and hear the wild cockerels crow on the trees,
|
|
clear and shrill for miles over the resounding earth, drowning the
|
|
feebler notes of other birds -- think of it! It would put nations
|
|
on the alert. Who would not be early to rise, and rise earlier and
|
|
earlier every successive day of his life, till he became unspeakably
|
|
healthy, wealthy, and wise? This foreign bird's note is celebrated
|
|
by the poets of all countries along with the notes of their native
|
|
songsters. All climates agree with brave Chanticleer. He is more
|
|
indigenous even than the natives. His health is ever good, his
|
|
lungs are sound, his spirits never flag. Even the sailor on the
|
|
Atlantic and Pacific is awakened by his voice; but its shrill sound
|
|
never roused me from my slumbers. I kept neither dog, cat, cow,
|
|
pig, nor hens, so that you would have said there was a deficiency of
|
|
domestic sounds; neither the churn, nor the spinning-wheel, nor even
|
|
the singing of the kettle, nor the hissing of the urn, nor children
|
|
crying, to comfort one. An old-fashioned man would have lost his
|
|
senses or died of ennui before this. Not even rats in the wall, for
|
|
they were starved out, or rather were never baited in -- only
|
|
squirrels on the roof and under the floor, a whip-poor-will on the
|
|
ridge-pole, a blue jay screaming beneath the window, a hare or
|
|
woodchuck under the house, a screech owl or a cat owl behind it, a
|
|
flock of wild geese or a laughing loon on the pond, and a fox to
|
|
bark in the night. Not even a lark or an oriole, those mild
|
|
plantation birds, ever visited my clearing. No cockerels to crow
|
|
nor hens to cackle in the yard. No yard! but unfenced nature
|
|
reaching up to your very sills. A young forest growing up under
|
|
your meadows, and wild sumachs and blackberry vines breaking through
|
|
into your cellar; sturdy pitch pines rubbing and creaking against
|
|
the shingles for want of room, their roots reaching quite under the
|
|
house. Instead of a scuttle or a blind blown off in the gale -- a
|
|
pine tree snapped off or torn up by the roots behind your house for
|
|
fuel. Instead of no path to the front-yard gate in the Great Snow
|
|
-- no gate -- no front-yard -- and no path to the civilized world.
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Solitude
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|
|
|
This is a delicious evening, when the whole body is one sense,
|
|
and imbibes delight through every pore. I go and come with a
|
|
strange liberty in Nature, a part of herself. As I walk along the
|
|
stony shore of the pond in my shirt-sleeves, though it is cool as
|
|
well as cloudy and windy, and I see nothing special to attract me,
|
|
all the elements are unusually congenial to me. The bullfrogs trump
|
|
to usher in the night, and the note of the whip-poor-will is borne
|
|
on the rippling wind from over the water. Sympathy with the
|
|
fluttering alder and poplar leaves almost takes away my breath; yet,
|
|
like the lake, my serenity is rippled but not ruffled. These small
|
|
waves raised by the evening wind are as remote from storm as the
|
|
smooth reflecting surface. Though it is now dark, the wind still
|
|
blows and roars in the wood, the waves still dash, and some
|
|
creatures lull the rest with their notes. The repose is never
|
|
complete. The wildest animals do not repose, but seek their prey
|
|
now; the fox, and skunk, and rabbit, now roam the fields and woods
|
|
without fear. They are Nature's watchmen -- links which connect the
|
|
days of animated life.
|
|
When I return to my house I find that visitors have been there
|
|
and left their cards, either a bunch of flowers, or a wreath of
|
|
evergreen, or a name in pencil on a yellow walnut leaf or a chip.
|
|
They who come rarely to the woods take some little piece of the
|
|
forest into their hands to play with by the way, which they leave,
|
|
either intentionally or accidentally. One has peeled a willow wand,
|
|
woven it into a ring, and dropped it on my table. I could always
|
|
tell if visitors had called in my absence, either by the bended
|
|
twigs or grass, or the print of their shoes, and generally of what
|
|
sex or age or quality they were by some slight trace left, as a
|
|
flower dropped, or a bunch of grass plucked and thrown away, even as
|
|
far off as the railroad, half a mile distant, or by the lingering
|
|
odor of a cigar or pipe. Nay, I was frequently notified of the
|
|
passage of a traveller along the highway sixty rods off by the scent
|
|
of his pipe.
|
|
There is commonly sufficient space about us. Our horizon is
|
|
never quite at our elbows. The thick wood is not just at our door,
|
|
nor the pond, but somewhat is always clearing, familiar and worn by
|
|
us, appropriated and fenced in some way, and reclaimed from Nature.
|
|
For what reason have I this vast range and circuit, some square
|
|
miles of unfrequented forest, for my privacy, abandoned to me by
|
|
men? My nearest neighbor is a mile distant, and no house is visible
|
|
from any place but the hill-tops within half a mile of my own. I
|
|
have my horizon bounded by woods all to myself; a distant view of
|
|
the railroad where it touches the pond on the one hand, and of the
|
|
fence which skirts the woodland road on the other. But for the most
|
|
part it is as solitary where I live as on the prairies. It is as
|
|
much Asia or Africa as New England. I have, as it were, my own sun
|
|
and moon and stars, and a little world all to myself. At night
|
|
there was never a traveller passed my house, or knocked at my door,
|
|
more than if I were the first or last man; unless it were in the
|
|
spring, when at long intervals some came from the village to fish
|
|
for pouts -- they plainly fished much more in the Walden Pond of
|
|
their own natures, and baited their hooks with darkness -- but they
|
|
soon retreated, usually with light baskets, and left "the world to
|
|
darkness and to me," and the black kernel of the night was never
|
|
profaned by any human neighborhood. I believe that men are
|
|
generally still a little afraid of the dark, though the witches are
|
|
all hung, and Christianity and candles have been introduced.
|
|
Yet I experienced sometimes that the most sweet and tender, the
|
|
most innocent and encouraging society may be found in any natural
|
|
object, even for the poor misanthrope and most melancholy man.
|
|
There can be no very black melancholy to him who lives in the midst
|
|
of Nature and has his senses still. There was never yet such a
|
|
storm but it was AEolian music to a healthy and innocent ear.
|
|
Nothing can rightly compel a simple and brave man to a vulgar
|
|
sadness. While I enjoy the friendship of the seasons I trust that
|
|
nothing can make life a burden to me. The gentle rain which waters
|
|
my beans and keeps me in the house today is not drear and
|
|
melancholy, but good for me too. Though it prevents my hoeing them,
|
|
it is of far more worth than my hoeing. If it should continue so
|
|
long as to cause the seeds to rot in the ground and destroy the
|
|
potatoes in the low lands, it would still be good for the grass on
|
|
the uplands, and, being good for the grass, it would be good for me.
|
|
Sometimes, when I compare myself with other men, it seems as if I
|
|
were more favored by the gods than they, beyond any deserts that I
|
|
am conscious of; as if I had a warrant and surety at their hands
|
|
which my fellows have not, and were especially guided and guarded.
|
|
I do not flatter myself, but if it be possible they flatter me. I
|
|
have never felt lonesome, or in the least oppressed by a sense of
|
|
solitude, but once, and that was a few weeks after I came to the
|
|
woods, when, for an hour, I doubted if the near neighborhood of man
|
|
was not essential to a serene and healthy life. To be alone was
|
|
something unpleasant. But I was at the same time conscious of a
|
|
slight insanity in my mood, and seemed to foresee my recovery. In
|
|
the midst of a gentle rain while these thoughts prevailed, I was
|
|
suddenly sensible of such sweet and beneficent society in Nature, in
|
|
the very pattering of the drops, and in every sound and sight around
|
|
my house, an infinite and unaccountable friendliness all at once
|
|
like an atmosphere sustaining me, as made the fancied advantages of
|
|
human neighborhood insignificant, and I have never thought of them
|
|
since. Every little pine needle expanded and swelled with sympathy
|
|
and befriended me. I was so distinctly made aware of the presence
|
|
of something kindred to me, even in scenes which we are accustomed
|
|
to call wild and dreary, and also that the nearest of blood to me
|
|
and humanest was not a person nor a villager, that I thought no
|
|
place could ever be strange to me again.
|
|
|
|
"Mourning untimely consumes the sad;
|
|
Few are their days in the land of the living,
|
|
Beautiful daughter of Toscar."
|
|
|
|
Some of my pleasantest hours were during the long rain-storms in
|
|
the spring or fall, which confined me to the house for the afternoon
|
|
as well as the forenoon, soothed by their ceaseless roar and
|
|
pelting; when an early twilight ushered in a long evening in which
|
|
many thoughts had time to take root and unfold themselves. In those
|
|
driving northeast rains which tried the village houses so, when the
|
|
maids stood ready with mop and pail in front entries to keep the
|
|
deluge out, I sat behind my door in my little house, which was all
|
|
entry, and thoroughly enjoyed its protection. In one heavy
|
|
thunder-shower the lightning struck a large pitch pine across the
|
|
pond, making a very conspicuous and perfectly regular spiral groove
|
|
from top to bottom, an inch or more deep, and four or five inches
|
|
wide, as you would groove a walking-stick. I passed it again the
|
|
other day, and was struck with awe on looking up and beholding that
|
|
mark, now more distinct than ever, where a terrific and resistless
|
|
bolt came down out of the harmless sky eight years ago. Men
|
|
frequently say to me, "I should think you would feel lonesome down
|
|
there, and want to be nearer to folks, rainy and snowy days and
|
|
nights especially." I am tempted to reply to such -- This whole
|
|
earth which we inhabit is but a point in space. How far apart,
|
|
think you, dwell the two most distant inhabitants of yonder star,
|
|
the breadth of whose disk cannot be appreciated by our instruments?
|
|
Why should I feel lonely? is not our planet in the Milky Way? This
|
|
which you put seems to me not to be the most important question.
|
|
What sort of space is that which separates a man from his fellows
|
|
and makes him solitary? I have found that no exertion of the legs
|
|
can bring two minds much nearer to one another. What do we want
|
|
most to dwell near to? Not to many men surely, the depot, the
|
|
post-office, the bar-room, the meeting-house, the school-house, the
|
|
grocery, Beacon Hill, or the Five Points, where men most congregate,
|
|
but to the perennial source of our life, whence in all our
|
|
experience we have found that to issue, as the willow stands near
|
|
the water and sends out its roots in that direction. This will vary
|
|
with different natures, but this is the place where a wise man will
|
|
dig his cellar.... I one evening overtook one of my townsmen, who
|
|
has accumulated what is called "a handsome property" -- though I
|
|
never got a fair view of it -- on the Walden road, driving a pair of
|
|
cattle to market, who inquired of me how I could bring my mind to
|
|
give up so many of the comforts of life. I answered that I was very
|
|
sure I liked it passably well; I was not joking. And so I went home
|
|
to my bed, and left him to pick his way through the darkness and the
|
|
mud to Brighton -- or Bright-town -- which place he would reach some
|
|
time in the morning.
|
|
Any prospect of awakening or coming to life to a dead man makes
|
|
indifferent all times and places. The place where that may occur is
|
|
always the same, and indescribably pleasant to all our senses. For
|
|
the most part we allow only outlying and transient circumstances to
|
|
make our occasions. They are, in fact, the cause of our
|
|
distraction. Nearest to all things is that power which fashions
|
|
their being. Next to us the grandest laws are continually being
|
|
executed. Next to us is not the workman whom we have hired, with
|
|
whom we love so well to talk, but the workman whose work we are.
|
|
"How vast and profound is the influence of the subtile powers of
|
|
Heaven and of Earth!"
|
|
"We seek to perceive them, and we do not see them; we seek to
|
|
hear them, and we do not hear them; identified with the substance of
|
|
things, they cannot be separated from them."
|
|
"They cause that in all the universe men purify and sanctify
|
|
their hearts, and clothe themselves in their holiday garments to
|
|
offer sacrifices and oblations to their ancestors. It is an ocean
|
|
of subtile intelligences. They are everywhere, above us, on our
|
|
left, on our right; they environ us on all sides."
|
|
We are the subjects of an experiment which is not a little
|
|
interesting to me. Can we not do without the society of our gossips
|
|
a little while under these circumstances -- have our own thoughts to
|
|
cheer us? Confucius says truly, "Virtue does not remain as an
|
|
abandoned orphan; it must of necessity have neighbors."
|
|
With thinking we may be beside ourselves in a sane sense. By a
|
|
conscious effort of the mind we can stand aloof from actions and
|
|
their consequences; and all things, good and bad, go by us like a
|
|
torrent. We are not wholly involved in Nature. I may be either the
|
|
driftwood in the stream, or Indra in the sky looking down on it. I
|
|
may be affected by a theatrical exhibition; on the other hand, I may
|
|
not be affected by an actual event which appears to concern me much
|
|
more. I only know myself as a human entity; the scene, so to speak,
|
|
of thoughts and affections; and am sensible of a certain doubleness
|
|
by which I can stand as remote from myself as from another. However
|
|
intense my experience, I am conscious of the presence and criticism
|
|
of a part of me, which, as it were, is not a part of me, but
|
|
spectator, sharing no experience, but taking note of it, and that is
|
|
no more I than it is you. When the play, it may be the tragedy, of
|
|
life is over, the spectator goes his way. It was a kind of fiction,
|
|
a work of the imagination only, so far as he was concerned. This
|
|
doubleness may easily make us poor neighbors and friends sometimes.
|
|
I find it wholesome to be alone the greater part of the time.
|
|
To be in company, even with the best, is soon wearisome and
|
|
dissipating. I love to be alone. I never found the companion that
|
|
was so companionable as solitude. We are for the most part more
|
|
lonely when we go abroad among men than when we stay in our
|
|
chambers. A man thinking or working is always alone, let him be
|
|
where he will. Solitude is not measured by the miles of space that
|
|
intervene between a man and his fellows. The really diligent
|
|
student in one of the crowded hives of Cambridge College is as
|
|
solitary as a dervish in the desert. The farmer can work alone in
|
|
the field or the woods all day, hoeing or chopping, and not feel
|
|
lonesome, because he is employed; but when he comes home at night he
|
|
cannot sit down in a room alone, at the mercy of his thoughts, but
|
|
must be where he can "see the folks," and recreate, and, as he
|
|
thinks, remunerate himself for his day's solitude; and hence he
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wonders how the student can sit alone in the house all night and
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most of the day without ennui and "the blues"; but he does not
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realize that the student, though in the house, is still at work in
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his field, and chopping in his woods, as the farmer in his, and in
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turn seeks the same recreation and society that the latter does,
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though it may be a more condensed form of it.
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Society is commonly too cheap. We meet at very short intervals,
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not having had time to acquire any new value for each other. We
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meet at meals three times a day, and give each other a new taste of
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that old musty cheese that we are. We have had to agree on a
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certain set of rules, called etiquette and politeness, to make this
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frequent meeting tolerable and that we need not come to open war.
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We meet at the post-office, and at the sociable, and about the
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fireside every night; we live thick and are in each other's way, and
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stumble over one another, and I think that we thus lose some respect
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for one another. Certainly less frequency would suffice for all
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important and hearty communications. Consider the girls in a
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factory -- never alone, hardly in their dreams. It would be better
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if there were but one inhabitant to a square mile, as where I live.
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The value of a man is not in his skin, that we should touch him.
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I have heard of a man lost in the woods and dying of famine and
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exhaustion at the foot of a tree, whose loneliness was relieved by
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the grotesque visions with which, owing to bodily weakness, his
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diseased imagination surrounded him, and which he believed to be
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real. So also, owing to bodily and mental health and strength, we
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may be continually cheered by a like but more normal and natural
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society, and come to know that we are never alone.
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I have a great deal of company in my house; especially in the
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morning, when nobody calls. Let me suggest a few comparisons, that
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some one may convey an idea of my situation. I am no more lonely
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than the loon in the pond that laughs so loud, or than Walden Pond
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itself. What company has that lonely lake, I pray? And yet it has
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not the blue devils, but the blue angels in it, in the azure tint of
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its waters. The sun is alone, except in thick weather, when there
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sometimes appear to be two, but one is a mock sun. God is alone --
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but the devil, he is far from being alone; he sees a great deal of
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company; he is legion. I am no more lonely than a single mullein or
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dandelion in a pasture, or a bean leaf, or sorrel, or a horse-fly,
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or a bumblebee. I am no more lonely than the Mill Brook, or a
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weathercock, or the north star, or the south wind, or an April
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shower, or a January thaw, or the first spider in a new house.
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I have occasional visits in the long winter evenings, when the
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snow falls fast and the wind howls in the wood, from an old settler
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and original proprietor, who is reported to have dug Walden Pond,
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and stoned it, and fringed it with pine woods; who tells me stories
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of old time and of new eternity; and between us we manage to pass a
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cheerful evening with social mirth and pleasant views of things,
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even without apples or cider -- a most wise and humorous friend,
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whom I love much, who keeps himself more secret than ever did Goffe
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or Whalley; and though he is thought to be dead, none can show where
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he is buried. An elderly dame, too, dwells in my neighborhood,
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invisible to most persons, in whose odorous herb garden I love to
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stroll sometimes, gathering simples and listening to her fables; for
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she has a genius of unequalled fertility, and her memory runs back
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farther than mythology, and she can tell me the original of every
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fable, and on what fact every one is founded, for the incidents
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occurred when she was young. A ruddy and lusty old dame, who
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delights in all weathers and seasons, and is likely to outlive all
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her children yet.
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The indescribable innocence and beneficence of Nature -- of sun
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and wind and rain, of summer and winter -- such health, such cheer,
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they afford forever! and such sympathy have they ever with our race,
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that all Nature would be affected, and the sun's brightness fade,
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and the winds would sigh humanely, and the clouds rain tears, and
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the woods shed their leaves and put on mourning in midsummer, if any
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man should ever for a just cause grieve. Shall I not have
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intelligence with the earth? Am I not partly leaves and vegetable
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mould myself?
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What is the pill which will keep us well, serene, contented?
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Not my or thy great-grandfather's, but our great-grandmother
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Nature's universal, vegetable, botanic medicines, by which she has
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kept herself young always, outlived so many old Parrs in her day,
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|
and fed her health with their decaying fatness. For my panacea,
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|
instead of one of those quack vials of a mixture dipped from Acheron
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|
and the Dead Sea, which come out of those long shallow
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black-schooner looking wagons which we sometimes see made to carry
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bottles, let me have a draught of undiluted morning air. Morning
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air! If men will not drink of this at the fountainhead of the day,
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why, then, we must even bottle up some and sell it in the shops, for
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the benefit of those who have lost their subscription ticket to
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|
morning time in this world. But remember, it will not keep quite
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|
till noonday even in the coolest cellar, but drive out the stopples
|
|
long ere that and follow westward the steps of Aurora. I am no
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|
worshipper of Hygeia, who was the daughter of that old herb-doctor
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|
AEsculapius, and who is represented on monuments holding a serpent
|
|
in one hand, and in the other a cup out of which the serpent
|
|
sometimes drinks; but rather of Hebe, cup-bearer to Jupiter, who was
|
|
the daughter of Juno and wild lettuce, and who had the power of
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restoring gods and men to the vigor of youth. She was probably the
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only thoroughly sound-conditioned, healthy, and robust young lady
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|
that ever walked the globe, and wherever she came it was spring.
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Visitors
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I think that I love society as much as most, and am ready enough
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to fasten myself like a bloodsucker for the time to any full-blooded
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man that comes in my way. I am naturally no hermit, but might
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possibly sit out the sturdiest frequenter of the bar-room, if my
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|
business called me thither.
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I had three chairs in my house; one for solitude, two for
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friendship, three for society. When visitors came in larger and
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|
unexpected numbers there was but the third chair for them all, but
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they generally economized the room by standing up. It is surprising
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|
how many great men and women a small house will contain. I have had
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|
twenty-five or thirty souls, with their bodies, at once under my
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|
roof, and yet we often parted without being aware that we had come
|
|
very near to one another. Many of our houses, both public and
|
|
private, with their almost innumerable apartments, their huge halls
|
|
and their cellars for the storage of wines and other munitions of
|
|
peace, appear to be extravagantly large for their inhabitants. They
|
|
are so vast and magnificent that the latter seem to be only vermin
|
|
which infest them. I am surprised when the herald blows his summons
|
|
before some Tremont or Astor or Middlesex House, to see come
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|
creeping out over the piazza for all inhabitants a ridiculous mouse,
|
|
which soon again slinks into some hole in the pavement.
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|
One inconvenience I sometimes experienced in so small a house,
|
|
the difficulty of getting to a sufficient distance from my guest
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|
when we began to utter the big thoughts in big words. You want room
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|
for your thoughts to get into sailing trim and run a course or two
|
|
before they make their port. The bullet of your thought must have
|
|
overcome its lateral and ricochet motion and fallen into its last
|
|
and steady course before it reaches the ear of the hearer, else it
|
|
may plow out again through the side of his head. Also, our
|
|
sentences wanted room to unfold and form their columns in the
|
|
interval. Individuals, like nations, must have suitable broad and
|
|
natural boundaries, even a considerable neutral ground, between
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|
them. I have found it a singular luxury to talk across the pond to
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|
a companion on the opposite side. In my house we were so near that
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|
we could not begin to hear -- we could not speak low enough to be
|
|
heard; as when you throw two stones into calm water so near that
|
|
they break each other's undulations. If we are merely loquacious
|
|
and loud talkers, then we can afford to stand very near together,
|
|
cheek by jowl, and feel each other's breath; but if we speak
|
|
reservedly and thoughtfully, we want to be farther apart, that all
|
|
animal heat and moisture may have a chance to evaporate. If we
|
|
would enjoy the most intimate society with that in each of us which
|
|
is without, or above, being spoken to, we must not only be silent,
|
|
but commonly so far apart bodily that we cannot possibly hear each
|
|
other's voice in any case. Referred to this standard, speech is for
|
|
the convenience of those who are hard of hearing; but there are many
|
|
fine things which we cannot say if we have to shout. As the
|
|
conversation began to assume a loftier and grander tone, we
|
|
gradually shoved our chairs farther apart till they touched the wall
|
|
in opposite corners, and then commonly there was not room enough.
|
|
My "best" room, however, my withdrawing room, always ready for
|
|
company, on whose carpet the sun rarely fell, was the pine wood
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|
behind my house. Thither in summer days, when distinguished guests
|
|
came, I took them, and a priceless domestic swept the floor and
|
|
dusted the furniture and kept the things in order.
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|
If one guest came he sometimes partook of my frugal meal, and it
|
|
was no interruption to conversation to be stirring a hasty-pudding,
|
|
or watching the rising and maturing of a loaf of bread in the ashes,
|
|
in the meanwhile. But if twenty came and sat in my house there was
|
|
nothing said about dinner, though there might be bread enough for
|
|
two, more than if eating were a forsaken habit; but we naturally
|
|
practised abstinence; and this was never felt to be an offence
|
|
against hospitality, but the most proper and considerate course.
|
|
The waste and decay of physical life, which so often needs repair,
|
|
seemed miraculously retarded in such a case, and the vital vigor
|
|
stood its ground. I could entertain thus a thousand as well as
|
|
twenty; and if any ever went away disappointed or hungry from my
|
|
house when they found me at home, they may depend upon it that I
|
|
sympathized with them at least. So easy is it, though many
|
|
housekeepers doubt it, to establish new and better customs in the
|
|
place of the old. You need not rest your reputation on the dinners
|
|
you give. For my own part, I was never so effectually deterred from
|
|
frequenting a man's house, by any kind of Cerberus whatever, as by
|
|
the parade one made about dining me, which I took to be a very
|
|
polite and roundabout hint never to trouble him so again. I think I
|
|
shall never revisit those scenes. I should be proud to have for the
|
|
motto of my cabin those lines of Spenser which one of my visitors
|
|
inscribed on a yellow walnut leaf for a card:--
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|
|
|
"Arrived there, the little house they fill,
|
|
Ne looke for entertainment where none was;
|
|
Rest is their feast, and all things at their will:
|
|
The noblest mind the best contentment has."
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|
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|
When Winslow, afterward governor of the Plymouth Colony, went
|
|
with a companion on a visit of ceremony to Massasoit on foot through
|
|
the woods, and arrived tired and hungry at his lodge, they were well
|
|
received by the king, but nothing was said about eating that day.
|
|
When the night arrived, to quote their own words -- "He laid us on
|
|
the bed with himself and his wife, they at the one end and we at the
|
|
other, it being only planks laid a foot from the ground and a thin
|
|
mat upon them. Two more of his chief men, for want of room, pressed
|
|
by and upon us; so that we were worse weary of our lodging than of
|
|
our journey." At one o'clock the next day Massasoit "brought two
|
|
fishes that he had shot," about thrice as big as a bream. "These
|
|
being boiled, there were at least forty looked for a share in them;
|
|
the most eat of them. This meal only we had in two nights and a
|
|
day; and had not one of us bought a partridge, we had taken our
|
|
journey fasting." Fearing that they would be light-headed for want
|
|
of food and also sleep, owing to "the savages' barbarous singing,
|
|
(for they use to sing themselves asleep,)" and that they might get
|
|
home while they had strength to travel, they departed. As for
|
|
lodging, it is true they were but poorly entertained, though what
|
|
they found an inconvenience was no doubt intended for an honor; but
|
|
as far as eating was concerned, I do not see how the Indians could
|
|
have done better. They had nothing to eat themselves, and they were
|
|
wiser than to think that apologies could supply the place of food to
|
|
their guests; so they drew their belts tighter and said nothing
|
|
about it. Another time when Winslow visited them, it being a season
|
|
of plenty with them, there was no deficiency in this respect.
|
|
As for men, they will hardly fail one anywhere. I had more
|
|
visitors while I lived in the woods than at any other period in my
|
|
life; I mean that I had some. I met several there under more
|
|
favorable circumstances than I could anywhere else. But fewer came
|
|
to see me on trivial business. In this respect, my company was
|
|
winnowed by my mere distance from town. I had withdrawn so far
|
|
within the great ocean of solitude, into which the rivers of society
|
|
empty, that for the most part, so far as my needs were concerned,
|
|
only the finest sediment was deposited around me. Beside, there
|
|
were wafted to me evidences of unexplored and uncultivated
|
|
continents on the other side.
|
|
Who should come to my lodge this morning but a true Homeric or
|
|
Paphlagonian man -- he had so suitable and poetic a name that I am
|
|
sorry I cannot print it here -- a Canadian, a woodchopper and
|
|
post-maker, who can hole fifty posts in a day, who made his last
|
|
supper on a woodchuck which his dog caught. He, too, has heard of
|
|
Homer, and, "if it were not for books," would "not know what to do
|
|
rainy days," though perhaps he has not read one wholly through for
|
|
many rainy seasons. Some priest who could pronounce the Greek
|
|
itself taught him to read his verse in the Testament in his native
|
|
parish far away; and now I must translate to him, while he holds the
|
|
book, Achilles' reproof to Patroclus for his sad countenance. --
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|
|
|
"Why are you in tears, Patroclus, like a young girl?"
|
|
"Or have you alone heard some news from Phthia?
|
|
They say that Menoetius lives yet, son of Actor,
|
|
And Peleus lives, son of AEacus, among the Myrmidons,
|
|
Either of whom having died, we should greatly grieve."
|
|
|
|
He says, "That's good." He has a great bundle of white oak bark
|
|
under his arm for a sick man, gathered this Sunday morning. "I
|
|
suppose there's no harm in going after such a thing to-day," says
|
|
he. To him Homer was a great writer, though what his writing was
|
|
about he did not know. A more simple and natural man it would be
|
|
hard to find. Vice and disease, which cast such a sombre moral hue
|
|
over the world, seemed to have hardly any existance for him. He was
|
|
about twenty-eight years old, and had left Canada and his father's
|
|
house a dozen years before to work in the States, and earn money to
|
|
buy a farm with at last, perhaps in his native country. He was cast
|
|
in the coarsest mould; a stout but sluggish body, yet gracefully
|
|
carried, with a thick sunburnt neck, dark bushy hair, and dull
|
|
sleepy blue eyes, which were occasionally lit up with expression.
|
|
He wore a flat gray cloth cap, a dingy wool-colored greatcoat, and
|
|
cowhide boots. He was a great consumer of meat, usually carrying
|
|
his dinner to his work a couple of miles past my house -- for he
|
|
chopped all summer -- in a tin pail; cold meats, often cold
|
|
woodchucks, and coffee in a stone bottle which dangled by a string
|
|
from his belt; and sometimes he offered me a drink. He came along
|
|
early, crossing my bean-field, though without anxiety or haste to
|
|
get to his work, such as Yankees exhibit. He wasn't a-going to hurt
|
|
himself. He didn't care if he only earned his board. Frequently he
|
|
would leave his dinner in the bushes, when his dog had caught a
|
|
woodchuck by the way, and go back a mile and a half to dress it and
|
|
leave it in the cellar of the house where he boarded, after
|
|
deliberating first for half an hour whether he could not sink it in
|
|
the pond safely till nightfall -- loving to dwell long upon these
|
|
themes. He would say, as he went by in the morning, "How thick the
|
|
pigeons are! If working every day were not my trade, I could get
|
|
all the meat I should want by hunting-pigeons, woodchucks, rabbits,
|
|
partridges -- by gosh! I could get all I should want for a week in
|
|
one day."
|
|
He was a skilful chopper, and indulged in some flourishes and
|
|
ornaments in his art. He cut his trees level and close to the
|
|
ground, that the sprouts which came up afterward might be more
|
|
vigorous and a sled might slide over the stumps; and instead of
|
|
leaving a whole tree to support his corded wood, he would pare it
|
|
away to a slender stake or splinter which you could break off with
|
|
your hand at last.
|
|
He interested me because he was so quiet and solitary and so
|
|
happy withal; a well of good humor and contentment which overflowed
|
|
at his eyes. His mirth was without alloy. Sometimes I saw him at
|
|
his work in the woods, felling trees, and he would greet me with a
|
|
laugh of inexpressible satisfaction, and a salutation in Canadian
|
|
French, though he spoke English as well. When I approached him he
|
|
would suspend his work, and with half-suppressed mirth lie along the
|
|
trunk of a pine which he had felled, and, peeling off the inner
|
|
bark, roll it up into a ball and chew it while he laughed and
|
|
talked. Such an exuberance of animal spirits had he that he
|
|
sometimes tumbled down and rolled on the ground with laughter at
|
|
anything which made him think and tickled him. Looking round upon
|
|
the trees he would exclaim -- "By George! I can enjoy myself well
|
|
enough here chopping; I want no better sport." Sometimes, when at
|
|
leisure, he amused himself all day in the woods with a pocket
|
|
pistol, firing salutes to himself at regular intervals as he walked.
|
|
In the winter he had a fire by which at noon he warmed his coffee in
|
|
a kettle; and as he sat on a log to eat his dinner the chickadees
|
|
would sometimes come round and alight on his arm and peck at the
|
|
potato in his fingers; and he said that he "liked to have the little
|
|
fellers about him."
|
|
In him the animal man chiefly was developed. In physical
|
|
endurance and contentment he was cousin to the pine and the rock. I
|
|
asked him once if he was not sometimes tired at night, after working
|
|
all day; and he answered, with a sincere and serious look,
|
|
"Gorrappit, I never was tired in my life." But the intellectual and
|
|
what is called spiritual man in him were slumbering as in an infant.
|
|
He had been instructed only in that innocent and ineffectual way in
|
|
which the Catholic priests teach the aborigines, by which the pupil
|
|
is never educated to the degree of consciousness, but only to the
|
|
degree of trust and reverence, and a child is not made a man, but
|
|
kept a child. When Nature made him, she gave him a strong body and
|
|
contentment for his portion, and propped him on every side with
|
|
reverence and reliance, that he might live out his threescore years
|
|
and ten a child. He was so genuine and unsophisticated that no
|
|
introduction would serve to introduce him, more than if you
|
|
introduced a woodchuck to your neighbor. He had got to find him out
|
|
as you did. He would not play any part. Men paid him wages for
|
|
work, and so helped to feed and clothe him; but he never exchanged
|
|
opinions with them. He was so simply and naturally humble -- if he
|
|
can be called humble who never aspires -- that humility was no
|
|
distinct quality in him, nor could he conceive of it. Wiser men
|
|
were demigods to him. If you told him that such a one was coming,
|
|
he did as if he thought that anything so grand would expect nothing
|
|
of himself, but take all the responsibility on itself, and let him
|
|
be forgotten still. He never heard the sound of praise. He
|
|
particularly reverenced the writer and the preacher. Their
|
|
performances were miracles. When I told him that I wrote
|
|
considerably, he thought for a long time that it was merely the
|
|
handwriting which I meant, for he could write a remarkably good hand
|
|
himself. I sometimes found the name of his native parish handsomely
|
|
written in the snow by the highway, with the proper French accent,
|
|
and knew that he had passed. I asked him if he ever wished to write
|
|
his thoughts. He said that he had read and written letters for
|
|
those who could not, but he never tried to write thoughts -- no, he
|
|
could not, he could not tell what to put first, it would kill him,
|
|
and then there was spelling to be attended to at the same time!
|
|
I heard that a distinguished wise man and reformer asked him if
|
|
he did not want the world to be changed; but he answered with a
|
|
chuckle of surprise in his Canadian accent, not knowing that the
|
|
question had ever been entertained before, "No, I like it well
|
|
enough." It would have suggested many things to a philosopher to
|
|
have dealings with him. To a stranger he appeared to know nothing
|
|
of things in general; yet I sometimes saw in him a man whom I had
|
|
not seen before, and I did not know whether he was as wise as
|
|
Shakespeare or as simply ignorant as a child, whether to suspect him
|
|
of a fine poetic consciousness or of stupidity. A townsman told me
|
|
that when he met him sauntering through the village in his small
|
|
close-fitting cap, and whistling to himself, he reminded him of a
|
|
prince in disguise.
|
|
His only books were an almanac and an arithmetic, in which last
|
|
he was considerably expert. The former was a sort of cyclopaedia to
|
|
him, which he supposed to contain an abstract of human knowledge, as
|
|
indeed it does to a considerable extent. I loved to sound him on
|
|
the various reforms of the day, and he never failed to look at them
|
|
in the most simple and practical light. He had never heard of such
|
|
things before. Could he do without factories? I asked. He had
|
|
worn the home-made Vermont gray, he said, and that was good. Could
|
|
he dispense with tea and coffee? Did this country afford any
|
|
beverage beside water? He had soaked hemlock leaves in water and
|
|
drank it, and thought that was better than water in warm weather.
|
|
When I asked him if he could do without money, he showed the
|
|
convenience of money in such a way as to suggest and coincide with
|
|
the most philosophical accounts of the origin of this institution,
|
|
and the very derivation of the word pecunia. If an ox were his
|
|
property, and he wished to get needles and thread at the store, he
|
|
thought it would be inconvenient and impossible soon to go on
|
|
mortgaging some portion of the creature each time to that amount.
|
|
He could defend many institutions better than any philosopher,
|
|
because, in describing them as they concerned him, he gave the true
|
|
reason for their prevalence, and speculation had not suggested to
|
|
him any other. At another time, hearing Plato's definition of a man
|
|
-- a biped without feathers -- and that one exhibited a cock plucked
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and called it Plato's man, he thought it an important difference
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that the knees bent the wrong way. He would sometimes exclaim, "How
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I love to talk! By George, I could talk all day!" I asked him
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once, when I had not seen him for many months, if he had got a new
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idea this summer. "Good Lord" -- said he, "a man that has to work
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as I do, if he does not forget the ideas he has had, he will do
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well. May be the man you hoe with is inclined to race; then, by
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gorry, your mind must be there; you think of weeds." He would
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sometimes ask me first on such occasions, if I had made any
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improvement. One winter day I asked him if he was always satisfied
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with himself, wishing to suggest a substitute within him for the
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priest without, and some higher motive for living. "Satisfied!"
|
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said he; "some men are satisfied with one thing, and some with
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another. One man, perhaps, if he has got enough, will be satisfied
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to sit all day with his back to the fire and his belly to the table,
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by George!" Yet I never, by any manoeuvring, could get him to take
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the spiritual view of things; the highest that he appeared to
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conceive of was a simple expediency, such as you might expect an
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animal to appreciate; and this, practically, is true of most men.
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If I suggested any improvement in his mode of life, he merely
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answered, without expressing any regret, that it was too late. Yet
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he thoroughly believed in honesty and the like virtues.
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There was a certain positive originality, however slight, to be
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detected in him, and I occasionally observed that he was thinking
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for himself and expressing his own opinion, a phenomenon so rare
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that I would any day walk ten miles to observe it, and it amounted
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to the re-origination of many of the institutions of society.
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Though he hesitated, and perhaps failed to express himself
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distinctly, he always had a presentable thought behind. Yet his
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thinking was so primitive and immersed in his animal life, that,
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though more promising than a merely learned man's, it rarely ripened
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to anything which can be reported. He suggested that there might be
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men of genius in the lowest grades of life, however permanently
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humble and illiterate, who take their own view always, or do not
|
|
pretend to see at all; who are as bottomless even as Walden Pond was
|
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thought to be, though they may be dark and muddy.
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Many a traveller came out of his way to see me and the inside of
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my house, and, as an excuse for calling, asked for a glass of water.
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I told them that I drank at the pond, and pointed thither, offering
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to lend them a dipper. Far off as I lived, I was not exempted from
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the annual visitation which occurs, methinks, about the first of
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April, when everybody is on the move; and I had my share of good
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luck, though there were some curious specimens among my visitors.
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Half-witted men from the almshouse and elsewhere came to see me; but
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I endeavored to make them exercise all the wit they had, and make
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their confessions to me; in such cases making wit the theme of our
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conversation; and so was compensated. Indeed, I found some of them
|
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to be wiser than the so-called overseers of the poor and selectmen
|
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of the town, and thought it was time that the tables were turned.
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|
With respect to wit, I learned that there was not much difference
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between the half and the whole. One day, in particular, an
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inoffensive, simple-minded pauper, whom with others I had often seen
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used as fencing stuff, standing or sitting on a bushel in the fields
|
|
to keep cattle and himself from straying, visited me, and expressed
|
|
a wish to live as I did. He told me, with the utmost simplicity and
|
|
truth, quite superior, or rather inferior, to anything that is
|
|
called humility, that he was "deficient in intellect." These were
|
|
his words. The Lord had made him so, yet he supposed the Lord cared
|
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as much for him as for another. "I have always been so," said he,
|
|
"from my childhood; I never had much mind; I was not like other
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|
children; I am weak in the head. It was the Lord's will, I
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suppose." And there he was to prove the truth of his words. He was
|
|
a metaphysical puzzle to me. I have rarely met a fellowman on such
|
|
promising ground -- it was so simple and sincere and so true all
|
|
that he said. And, true enough, in proportion as he appeared to
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|
humble himself was he exalted. I did not know at first but it was
|
|
the result of a wise policy. It seemed that from such a basis of
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truth and frankness as the poor weak-headed pauper had laid, our
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intercourse might go forward to something better than the
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intercourse of sages.
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|
I had some guests from those not reckoned commonly among the
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|
town's poor, but who should be; who are among the world's poor, at
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|
any rate; guests who appeal, not to your hospitality, but to your
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|
hospitalality; who earnestly wish to be helped, and preface their
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|
appeal with the information that they are resolved, for one thing,
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|
never to help themselves. I require of a visitor that he be not
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actually starving, though he may have the very best appetite in the
|
|
world, however he got it. Objects of charity are not guests. Men
|
|
who did not know when their visit had terminated, though I went
|
|
about my business again, answering them from greater and greater
|
|
remoteness. Men of almost every degree of wit called on me in the
|
|
migrating season. Some who had more wits than they knew what to do
|
|
with; runaway slaves with plantation manners, who listened from time
|
|
to time, like the fox in the fable, as if they heard the hounds
|
|
a-baying on their track, and looked at me beseechingly, as much as
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|
to say, --
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"O Christian, will you send me back?
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One real runaway slave, among the rest, whom I helped to forward
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|
toward the north star. Men of one idea, like a hen with one
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|
chicken, and that a duckling; men of a thousand ideas, and unkempt
|
|
heads, like those hens which are made to take charge of a hundred
|
|
chickens, all in pursuit of one bug, a score of them lost in every
|
|
morning's dew -- and become frizzled and mangy in consequence; men
|
|
of ideas instead of legs, a sort of intellectual centipede that made
|
|
you crawl all over. One man proposed a book in which visitors
|
|
should write their names, as at the White Mountains; but, alas! I
|
|
have too good a memory to make that necessary.
|
|
I could not but notice some of the peculiarities of my visitors.
|
|
Girls and boys and young women generally seemed glad to be in the
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|
woods. They looked in the pond and at the flowers, and improved
|
|
their time. Men of business, even farmers, thought only of solitude
|
|
and employment, and of the great distance at which I dwelt from
|
|
something or other; and though they said that they loved a ramble in
|
|
the woods occasionally, it was obvious that they did not. Restless
|
|
committed men, whose time was an taken up in getting a living or
|
|
keeping it; ministers who spoke of God as if they enjoyed a monopoly
|
|
of the subject, who could not bear all kinds of opinions; doctors,
|
|
lawyers, uneasy housekeepers who pried into my cupboard and bed when
|
|
I was out -- how came Mrs. -- to know that my sheets were not as
|
|
clean as hers? -- young men who had ceased to be young, and had
|
|
concluded that it was safest to follow the beaten track of the
|
|
professions -- all these generally said that it was not possible to
|
|
do so much good in my position. Ay! there was the rub. The old and
|
|
infirm and the timid, of whatever age or sex, thought most of
|
|
sickness, and sudden accident and death; to them life seemed full of
|
|
danger -- what danger is there if you don't think of any? -- and
|
|
they thought that a prudent man would carefully select the safest
|
|
position, where Dr. B. might be on hand at a moment's warning. To
|
|
them the village was literally a community, a league for mutual
|
|
defence, and you would suppose that they would not go
|
|
a-huckleberrying without a medicine chest. The amount of it is, if
|
|
a man is alive, there is always danger that he may die, though the
|
|
danger must be allowed to be less in proportion as he is
|
|
dead-and-alive to begin with. A man sits as many risks as he runs.
|
|
Finally, there were the self-styled reformers, the greatest bores of
|
|
all, who thought that I was forever singing,--
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|
|
|
This is the house that I built;
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|
This is the man that lives in the house that I built;
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|
|
|
but they did not know that the third line was,
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|
These are the folks that worry the man
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|
That lives in the house that I built.
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|
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|
I did not fear the hen-harriers, for I kept no chickens; but I
|
|
feared the men-harriers rather.
|
|
I had more cheering visitors than the last. Children come
|
|
a-berrying, railroad men taking a Sunday morning walk in clean
|
|
shirts, fishermen and hunters, poets and philosophers; in short, all
|
|
honest pilgrims, who came out to the woods for freedom's sake, and
|
|
really left the village behind, I was ready to greet with --
|
|
"Welcome, Englishmen! welcome, Englishmen!" for I had had
|
|
communication with that race.
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|
The Bean-Field
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|
Meanwhile my beans, the length of whose rows, added together,
|
|
was seven miles already planted, were impatient to be hoed, for the
|
|
earliest had grown considerably before the latest were in the
|
|
ground; indeed they were not easily to be put off. What was the
|
|
meaning of this so steady and self-respecting, this small Herculean
|
|
labor, I knew not. I came to love my rows, my beans, though so many
|
|
more than I wanted. They attached me to the earth, and so I got
|
|
strength like Antaeus. But why should I raise them? Only Heaven
|
|
knows. This was my curious labor all summer -- to make this portion
|
|
of the earth's surface, which had yielded only cinquefoil,
|
|
blackberries, johnswort, and the like, before, sweet wild fruits and
|
|
pleasant flowers, produce instead this pulse. What shall I learn of
|
|
beans or beans of me? I cherish them, I hoe them, early and late I
|
|
have an eye to them; and this is my day's work. It is a fine broad
|
|
leaf to look on. My auxiliaries are the dews and rains which water
|
|
this dry soil, and what fertility is in the soil itself, which for
|
|
the most part is lean and effete. My enemies are worms, cool days,
|
|
and most of all woodchucks. The last have nibbled for me a quarter
|
|
of an acre clean. But what right had I to oust johnswort and the
|
|
rest, and break up their ancient herb garden? Soon, however, the
|
|
remaining beans will be too tough for them, and go forward to meet
|
|
new foes.
|
|
When I was four years old, as I well remember, I was brought
|
|
from Boston to this my native town, through these very woods and
|
|
this field, to the pond. It is one of the oldest scenes stamped on
|
|
my memory. And now to-night my flute has waked the echoes over that
|
|
very water. The pines still stand here older than I; or, if some
|
|
have fallen, I have cooked my supper with their stumps, and a new
|
|
growth is rising all around, preparing another aspect for new infant
|
|
eyes. Almost the same johnswort springs from the same perennial
|
|
root in this pasture, and even I have at length helped to clothe
|
|
that fabulous landscape of my infant dreams, and one of the results
|
|
of my presence and influence is seen in these bean leaves, corn
|
|
blades, and potato vines.
|
|
I planted about two acres and a half of upland; and as it was
|
|
only about fifteen years since the land was cleared, and I myself
|
|
had got out two or three cords of stumps, I did not give it any
|
|
manure; but in the course of the summer it appeared by the
|
|
arrowheads which I turned up in hoeing, that an extinct nation had
|
|
anciently dwelt here and planted corn and beans ere white men came
|
|
to clear the land, and so, to some extent, had exhausted the soil
|
|
for this very crop.
|
|
Before yet any woodchuck or squirrel had run across the road, or
|
|
the sun had got above the shrub oaks, while all the dew was on,
|
|
though the farmers warned me against it -- I would advise you to do
|
|
all your work if possible while the dew is on -- I began to level
|
|
the ranks of haughty weeds in my bean-field and throw dust upon
|
|
their heads. Early in the morning I worked barefooted, dabbling
|
|
like a plastic artist in the dewy and crumbling sand, but later in
|
|
the day the sun blistered my feet. There the sun lighted me to hoe
|
|
beans, pacing slowly backward and forward over that yellow gravelly
|
|
upland, between the long green rows, fifteen rods, the one end
|
|
terminating in a shrub oak copse where I could rest in the shade,
|
|
the other in a blackberry field where the green berries deepened
|
|
their tints by the time I had made another bout. Removing the
|
|
weeds, putting fresh soil about the bean stems, and encouraging this
|
|
weed which I had sown, making the yellow soil express its summer
|
|
thought in bean leaves and blossoms rather than in wormwood and
|
|
piper and millet grass, making the earth say beans instead of grass
|
|
-- this was my daily work. As I had little aid from horses or
|
|
cattle, or hired men or boys, or improved implements of husbandry, I
|
|
was much slower, and became much more intimate with my beans than
|
|
usual. But labor of the hands, even when pursued to the verge of
|
|
drudgery, is perhaps never the worst form of idleness. It has a
|
|
constant and imperishable moral, and to the scholar it yields a
|
|
classic result. A very agricola laboriosus was I to travellers
|
|
bound westward through Lincoln and Wayland to nobody knows where;
|
|
they sitting at their ease in gigs, with elbows on knees, and reins
|
|
loosely hanging in festoons; I the home-staying, laborious native of
|
|
the soil. But soon my homestead was out of their sight and thought.
|
|
It was the only open and cultivated field for a great distance on
|
|
either side of the road, so they made the most of it; and sometimes
|
|
the man in the field heard more of travellers' gossip and comment
|
|
than was meant for his ear: "Beans so late! peas so late!" -- for I
|
|
continued to plant when others had begun to hoe -- the ministerial
|
|
husbandman had not suspected it. "Corn, my boy, for fodder; corn
|
|
for fodder." "Does he live there?" asks the black bonnet of the
|
|
gray coat; and the hard-featured farmer reins up his grateful dobbin
|
|
to inquire what you are doing where he sees no manure in the furrow,
|
|
and recommends a little chip dirt, or any little waste stuff, or it
|
|
may be ashes or plaster. But here were two acres and a half of
|
|
furrows, and only a hoe for cart and two hands to draw it -- there
|
|
being an aversion to other carts and horses -- and chip dirt far
|
|
away. Fellow-travellers as they rattled by compared it aloud with
|
|
the fields which they had passed, so that I came to know how I stood
|
|
in the agricultural world. This was one field not in Mr. Coleman's
|
|
report. And, by the way, who estimates the value of the crop which
|
|
nature yields in the still wilder fields unimproved by man? The
|
|
crop of English hay is carefully weighed, the moisture calculated,
|
|
the silicates and the potash; but in all dells and pond-holes in the
|
|
woods and pastures and swamps grows a rich and various crop only
|
|
unreaped by man. Mine was, as it were, the connecting link between
|
|
wild and cultivated fields; as some states are civilized, and others
|
|
half-civilized, and others savage or barbarous, so my field was,
|
|
though not in a bad sense, a half-cultivated field. They were beans
|
|
cheerfully returning to their wild and primitive state that I
|
|
cultivated, and my hoe played the Rans des Vaches for them.
|
|
Near at hand, upon the topmost spray of a birch, sings the brown
|
|
thrasher -- or red mavis, as some love to call him -- all the
|
|
morning, glad of your society, that would find out another farmer's
|
|
field if yours were not here. While you are planting the seed, he
|
|
cries -- "Drop it, drop it -- cover it up, cover it up -- pull it
|
|
up, pull it up, pull it up." But this was not corn, and so it was
|
|
safe from such enemies as he. You may wonder what his rigmarole,
|
|
his amateur Paganini performances on one string or on twenty, have
|
|
to do with your planting, and yet prefer it to leached ashes or
|
|
plaster. It was a cheap sort of top dressing in which I had entire
|
|
faith.
|
|
As I drew a still fresher soil about the rows with my hoe, I
|
|
disturbed the ashes of unchronicled nations who in primeval years
|
|
lived under these heavens, and their small implements of war and
|
|
hunting were brought to the light of this modern day. They lay
|
|
mingled with other natural stones, some of which bore the marks of
|
|
having been burned by Indian fires, and some by the sun, and also
|
|
bits of pottery and glass brought hither by the recent cultivators
|
|
of the soil. When my hoe tinkled against the stones, that music
|
|
echoed to the woods and the sky, and was an accompaniment to my
|
|
labor which yielded an instant and immeasurable crop. It was no
|
|
longer beans that I hoed, nor I that hoed beans; and I remembered
|
|
with as much pity as pride, if I remembered at all, my acquaintances
|
|
who had gone to the city to attend the oratorios. The nighthawk
|
|
circled overhead in the sunny afternoons -- for I sometimes made a
|
|
day of it -- like a mote in the eye, or in heaven's eye, falling
|
|
from time to time with a swoop and a sound as if the heavens were
|
|
rent, torn at last to very rags and tatters, and yet a seamless cope
|
|
remained; small imps that fill the air and lay their eggs on the
|
|
ground on bare sand or rocks on the tops of hills, where few have
|
|
found them; graceful and slender like ripples caught up from the
|
|
pond, as leaves are raised by the wind to float in the heavens; such
|
|
kindredship is in nature. The hawk is aerial brother of the wave
|
|
which he sails over and surveys, those his perfect air-inflated
|
|
wings answering to the elemental unfledged pinions of the sea. Or
|
|
sometimes I watched a pair of hen-hawks circling high in the sky,
|
|
alternately soaring and descending, approaching, and leaving one
|
|
another, as if they were the embodiment of my own thoughts. Or I
|
|
was attracted by the passage of wild pigeons from this wood to that,
|
|
with a slight quivering winnowing sound and carrier haste; or from
|
|
under a rotten stump my hoe turned up a sluggish portentous and
|
|
outlandish spotted salamander, a trace of Egypt and the Nile, yet
|
|
our contemporary. When I paused to lean on my hoe, these sounds and
|
|
sights I heard and saw anywhere in the row, a part of the
|
|
inexhaustible entertainment which the country offers.
|
|
On gala days the town fires its great guns, which echo like
|
|
popguns to these woods, and some waifs of martial music occasionally
|
|
penetrate thus far. To me, away there in my bean-field at the other
|
|
end of the town, the big guns sounded as if a puffball had burst;
|
|
and when there was a military turnout of which I was ignorant, I
|
|
have sometimes had a vague sense all the day of some sort of itching
|
|
and disease in the horizon, as if some eruption would break out
|
|
there soon, either scarlatina or canker-rash, until at length some
|
|
more favorable puff of wind, making haste over the fields and up the
|
|
Wayland road, brought me information of the "trainers." It seemed
|
|
by the distant hum as if somebody's bees had swarmed, and that the
|
|
neighbors, according to Virgil's advice, by a faint tintinnabulum
|
|
upon the most sonorous of their domestic utensils, were endeavoring
|
|
to call them down into the hive again. And when the sound died
|
|
quite away, and the hum had ceased, and the most favorable breezes
|
|
told no tale, I knew that they had got the last drone of them all
|
|
safely into the Middlesex hive, and that now their minds were bent
|
|
on the honey with which it was smeared.
|
|
I felt proud to know that the liberties of Massachusetts and of
|
|
our fatherland were in such safe keeping; and as I turned to my
|
|
hoeing again I was filled with an inexpressible confidence, and
|
|
pursued my labor cheerfully with a calm trust in the future.
|
|
When there were several bands of musicians, it sounded as if all
|
|
the village was a vast bellows and all the buildings expanded and
|
|
collapsed alternately with a din. But sometimes it was a really
|
|
noble and inspiring strain that reached these woods, and the trumpet
|
|
that sings of fame, and I felt as if I could spit a Mexican with a
|
|
good relish -- for why should we always stand for trifles? -- and
|
|
looked round for a woodchuck or a skunk to exercise my chivalry
|
|
upon. These martial strains seemed as far away as Palestine, and
|
|
reminded me of a march of crusaders in the horizon, with a slight
|
|
tantivy and tremulous motion of the elm tree tops which overhang the
|
|
village. This was one of the great days; though the sky had from my
|
|
clearing only the same everlastingly great look that it wears daily,
|
|
and I saw no difference in it.
|
|
It was a singular experience that long acquaintance which I
|
|
cultivated with beans, what with planting, and hoeing, and
|
|
harvesting, and threshing, and picking over and selling them -- the
|
|
last was the hardest of all -- I might add eating, for I did taste.
|
|
I was determined to know beans. When they were growing, I used to
|
|
hoe from five o'clock in the morning till noon, and commonly spent
|
|
the rest of the day about other affairs. Consider the intimate and
|
|
curious acquaintance one makes with various kinds of weeds -- it
|
|
will bear some iteration in the account, for there was no little
|
|
iteration in the labor -- disturbing their delicate organizations so
|
|
ruthlessly, and making such invidious distinctions with his hoe,
|
|
levelling whole ranks of one species, and sedulously cultivating
|
|
another. That's Roman wormwood -- that's pigweed -- that's sorrel
|
|
-- that's piper-grass -- have at him, chop him up, turn his roots
|
|
upward to the sun, don't let him have a fibre in the shade, if you
|
|
do he'll turn himself t' other side up and be as green as a leek in
|
|
two days. A long war, not with cranes, but with weeds, those
|
|
Trojans who had sun and rain and dews on their side. Daily the
|
|
beans saw me come to their rescue armed with a hoe, and thin the
|
|
ranks of their enemies, filling up the trenches with weedy dead.
|
|
Many a lusty crest -- waving Hector, that towered a whole foot above
|
|
his crowding comrades, fell before my weapon and rolled in the dust.
|
|
Those summer days which some of my contemporaries devoted to the
|
|
fine arts in Boston or Rome, and others to contemplation in India,
|
|
and others to trade in London or New York, I thus, with the other
|
|
farmers of New England, devoted to husbandry. Not that I wanted
|
|
beans to eat, for I am by nature a Pythagorean, so far as beans are
|
|
concerned, whether they mean porridge or voting, and exchanged them
|
|
for rice; but, perchance, as some must work in fields if only for
|
|
the sake of tropes and expression, to serve a parable-maker one day.
|
|
It was on the whole a rare amusement, which, continued too long,
|
|
might have become a dissipation. Though I gave them no manure, and
|
|
did not hoe them all once, I hoed them unusualy well as far as I
|
|
went, and was paid for it in the end, "there being in truth," as
|
|
Evelyn says, "no compost or laetation whatsoever comparable to this
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|
continual motion, repastination, and turning of the mould with the
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spade." "The earth," he adds elsewhere, "especially if fresh, has a
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certain magnetism in it, by which it attracts the salt, power, or
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virtue (call it either) which gives it life, and is the logic of all
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the labor and stir we keep about it, to sustain us; all dungings and
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other sordid temperings being but the vicars succedaneous to this
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improvement." Moreover, this being one of those "worn-out and
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exhausted lay fields which enjoy their sabbath," had perchance, as
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Sir Kenelm Digby thinks likely, attracted "vital spirits" from the
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air. I harvested twelve bushels of beans.
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But to be more particular, for it is complained that Mr. Coleman
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has reported chiefly the expensive experiments of gentlemen farmers,
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my outgoes were,--
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For a hoe ................................... $ 0.54
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Plowing, harrowing, and furrowing ............ 7.50 Too much.
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Beans for seed ............................... 3.12+
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Potatoes for seed ............................ 1.33
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Peas for seed ................................ 0.40
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Turnip seed .................................. 0.06
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White line for crow fence .................... 0.02
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Horse cultivator and boy three hours ......... 1.00
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Horse and cart to get crop ................... 0.75
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In all .................................. $14.72+
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My income was (patrem familias vendacem, non emacem esse
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oportet), from
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Nine bushels and twelve quarts of beans sold .. $16.94
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Five " large potatoes ..................... 2.50
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Nine " small .............................. 2.25
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Grass ........................................... 1.00
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Stalks .......................................... 0.75
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In all .................................... $23.44
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Leaving a pecuniary profit,
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as I have elsewhere said, of .............. $ 8.71+
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This is the result of my experience in raising beans: Plant the
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common small white bush bean about the first of June, in rows three
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feet by eighteen inches apart, being careful to select fresh round
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and unmixed seed. First look out for worms, and supply vacancies by
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planting anew. Then look out for woodchucks, if it is an exposed
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place, for they will nibble off the earliest tender leaves almost
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clean as they go; and again, when the young tendrils make their
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appearance, they have notice of it, and will shear them off with
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both buds and young pods, sitting erect like a squirrel. But above
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all harvest as early as possible, if you would escape frosts and
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have a fair and salable crop; you may save much loss by this means.
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This further experience also I gained: I said to myself, I will
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not plant beans and corn with so much industry another summer, but
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such seeds, if the seed is not lost, as sincerity, truth,
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simplicity, faith, innocence, and the like, and see if they will not
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grow in this soil, even with less toil and manurance, and sustain
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me, for surely it has not been exhausted for these crops. Alas! I
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said this to myself; but now another summer is gone, and another,
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and another, and I am obliged to say to you, Reader, that the seeds
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which I planted, if indeed they were the seeds of those virtues,
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were wormeaten or had lost their vitality, and so did not come up.
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Commonly men will only be brave as their fathers were brave, or
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timid. This generation is very sure to plant corn and beans each
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new year precisely as the Indians did centuries ago and taught the
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first settlers to do, as if there were a fate in it. I saw an old
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|
man the other day, to my astonishment, making the holes with a hoe
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for the seventieth time at least, and not for himself to lie down
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|
in! But why should not the New Englander try new adventures, and
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|
not lay so much stress on his grain, his potato and grass crop, and
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|
his orchards -- raise other crops than these? Why concern ourselves
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so much about our beans for seed, and not be concerned at all about
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a new generation of men? We should really be fed and cheered if
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when we met a man we were sure to see that some of the qualities
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which I have named, which we all prize more than those other
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|
productions, but which are for the most part broadcast and floating
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|
in the air, had taken root and grown in him. Here comes such a
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subtile and ineffable quality, for instance, as truth or justice,
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|
though the slightest amount or new variety of it, along the road.
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Our ambassadors should be instructed to send home such seeds as
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these, and Congress help to distribute them over all the land. We
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|
should never stand upon ceremony with sincerity. We should never
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cheat and insult and banish one another by our meanness, if there
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were present the kernel of worth and friendliness. We should not
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meet thus in haste. Most men I do not meet at all, for they seem
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not to have time; they are busy about their beans. We would not
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|
deal with a man thus plodding ever, leaning on a hoe or a spade as a
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|
staff between his work, not as a mushroom, but partially risen out
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|
of the earth, something more than erect, like swallows alighted and
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|
walking on the ground:--
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"And as he spake, his wings would now and then
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Spread, as he meant to fly, then close again --"
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so that we should suspect that we might be conversing with an angel.
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|
Bread may not always nourish us; but it always does us good, it even
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|
takes stiffness out of our joints, and makes us supple and buoyant,
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|
when we knew not what ailed us, to recognize any generosity in man
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|
or Nature, to share any unmixed and heroic joy.
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|
Ancient poetry and mythology suggest, at least, that husbandry
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|
was once a sacred art; but it is pursued with irreverent haste and
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|
heedlessness by us, our object being to have large farms and large
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|
crops merely. We have no festival, nor procession, nor ceremony,
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|
not excepting our cattle-shows and so-called Thanksgivings, by which
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|
the farmer expresses a sense of the sacredness of his calling, or is
|
|
reminded of its sacred origin. It is the premium and the feast
|
|
which tempt him. He sacrifices not to Ceres and the Terrestrial
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|
Jove, but to the infernal Plutus rather. By avarice and
|
|
selfishness, and a grovelling habit, from which none of us is free,
|
|
of regarding the soil as property, or the means of acquiring
|
|
property chiefly, the landscape is deformed, husbandry is degraded
|
|
with us, and the farmer leads the meanest of lives. He knows Nature
|
|
but as a robber. Cato says that the profits of agriculture are
|
|
particularly pious or just (maximeque pius quaestus), and according
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|
to Varro the old Romans "called the same earth Mother and Ceres, and
|
|
thought that they who cultivated it led a pious and useful life, and
|
|
that they alone were left of the race of King Saturn."
|
|
We are wont to forget that the sun looks on our cultivated
|
|
fields and on the prairies and forests without distinction. They
|
|
all reflect and absorb his rays alike, and the former make but a
|
|
small part of the glorious picture which he beholds in his daily
|
|
course. In his view the earth is all equally cultivated like a
|
|
garden. Therefore we should receive the benefit of his light and
|
|
heat with a corresponding trust and magnanimity. What though I
|
|
value the seed of these beans, and harvest that in the fall of the
|
|
year? This broad field which I have looked at so long looks not to
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|
me as the principal cultivator, but away from me to influences more
|
|
genial to it, which water and make it green. These beans have
|
|
results which are not harvested by me. Do they not grow for
|
|
woodchucks partly? The ear of wheat (in Latin spica, obsoletely
|
|
speca, from spe, hope) should not be the only hope of the
|
|
husbandman; its kernel or grain (granum from gerendo, bearing) is
|
|
not all that it bears. How, then, can our harvest fail? Shall I
|
|
not rejoice also at the abundance of the weeds whose seeds are the
|
|
granary of the birds? It matters little comparatively whether the
|
|
fields fill the farmer's barns. The true husbandman will cease from
|
|
anxiety, as the squirrels manifest no concern whether the woods will
|
|
bear chestnuts this year or not, and finish his labor with every
|
|
day, relinquishing all claim to the produce of his fields, and
|
|
sacrificing in his mind not only his first but his last fruits also.
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|
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The Village
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|
|
After hoeing, or perhaps reading and writing, in the forenoon, I
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|
usually bathed again in the pond, swimming across one of its coves
|
|
for a stint, and washed the dust of labor from my person, or
|
|
smoothed out the last wrinkle which study had made, and for the
|
|
afternoon was absolutely free. Every day or two I strolled to the
|
|
village to hear some of the gossip which is incessantly going on
|
|
there, circulating either from mouth to mouth, or from newspaper to
|
|
newspaper, and which, taken in homoeopathic doses, was really as
|
|
refreshing in its way as the rustle of leaves and the peeping of
|
|
frogs. As I walked in the woods to see the birds and squirrels, so
|
|
I walked in the village to see the men and boys; instead of the wind
|
|
among the pines I heard the carts rattle. In one direction from my
|
|
house there was a colony of muskrats in the river meadows; under the
|
|
grove of elms and buttonwoods in the other horizon was a village of
|
|
busy men, as curious to me as if they had been prairie-dogs, each
|
|
sitting at the mouth of its burrow, or running over to a neighbor's
|
|
to gossip. I went there frequently to observe their habits. The
|
|
village appeared to me a great news room; and on one side, to
|
|
support it, as once at Redding & Company's on State Street, they
|
|
kept nuts and raisins, or salt and meal and other groceries. Some
|
|
have such a vast appetite for the former commodity, that is, the
|
|
news, and such sound digestive organs, that they can sit forever in
|
|
public avenues without stirring, and let it simmer and whisper
|
|
through them like the Etesian winds, or as if inhaling ether, it
|
|
only producing numbness and insensibility to pain -- otherwise it
|
|
would often be painful to bear -- without affecting the
|
|
consciousness. I hardly ever failed, when I rambled through the
|
|
village, to see a row of such worthies, either sitting on a ladder
|
|
sunning themselves, with their bodies inclined forward and their
|
|
eyes glancing along the line this way and that, from time to time,
|
|
with a voluptuous expression, or else leaning against a barn with
|
|
their hands in their pockets, like caryatides, as if to prop it up.
|
|
They, being commonly out of doors, heard whatever was in the wind.
|
|
These are the coarsest mills, in which all gossip is first rudely
|
|
digested or cracked up before it is emptied into finer and more
|
|
delicate hoppers within doors. I observed that the vitals of the
|
|
village were the grocery, the bar-room, the post-office, and the
|
|
bank; and, as a necessary part of the machinery, they kept a bell, a
|
|
big gun, and a fire-engine, at convenient places; and the houses
|
|
were so arranged as to make the most of mankind, in lanes and
|
|
fronting one another, so that every traveller had to run the
|
|
gauntlet, and every man, woman, and child might get a lick at him.
|
|
Of course, those who were stationed nearest to the head of the line,
|
|
where they could most see and be seen, and have the first blow at
|
|
him, paid the highest prices for their places; and the few
|
|
straggling inhabitants in the outskirts, where long gaps in the line
|
|
began to occur, and the traveller could get over walls or turn aside
|
|
into cow-paths, and so escape, paid a very slight ground or window
|
|
tax. Signs were hung out on all sides to allure him; some to catch
|
|
him by the appetite, as the tavern and victualling cellar; some by
|
|
the fancy, as the dry goods store and the jeweller's; and others by
|
|
the hair or the feet or the skirts, as the barber, the shoemaker,
|
|
or the tailor. Besides, there was a still more terrible standing
|
|
invitation to call at every one of these houses, and company
|
|
expected about these times. For the most part I escaped wonderfully
|
|
from these dangers, either by proceeding at once boldly and without
|
|
deliberation to the goal, as is recommended to those who run the
|
|
gauntlet, or by keeping my thoughts on high things, like Orpheus,
|
|
who, "loudly singing the praises of the gods to his lyre, drowned
|
|
the voices of the Sirens, and kept out of danger." Sometimes I
|
|
bolted suddenly, and nobody could tell my whereabouts, for I did not
|
|
stand much about gracefulness, and never hesitated at a gap in a
|
|
fence. I was even accustomed to make an irruption into some houses,
|
|
where I was well entertained, and after learning the kernels and
|
|
very last sieveful of news -- what had subsided, the prospects of
|
|
war and peace, and whether the world was likely to hold together
|
|
much longer -- I was let out through the rear avenues, and so
|
|
escaped to the woods again.
|
|
It was very pleasant, when I stayed late in town, to launch
|
|
myself into the night, especially if it was dark and tempestuous,
|
|
and set sail from some bright village parlor or lecture room, with a
|
|
bag of rye or Indian meal upon my shoulder, for my snug harbor in
|
|
the woods, having made all tight without and withdrawn under hatches
|
|
with a merry crew of thoughts, leaving only my outer man at the
|
|
helm, or even tying up the helm when it was plain sailing. I had
|
|
many a genial thought by the cabin fire "as I sailed." I was never
|
|
cast away nor distressed in any weather, though I encountered some
|
|
severe storms. It is darker in the woods, even in common nights,
|
|
than most suppose. I frequently had to look up at the opening
|
|
between the trees above the path in order to learn my route, and,
|
|
where there was no cart-path, to feel with my feet the faint track
|
|
which I had worn, or steer by the known relation of particular trees
|
|
which I felt with my hands, passing between two pines for instance,
|
|
not more than eighteen inches apart, in the midst of the woods,
|
|
invariably, in the darkest night. Sometimes, after coming home thus
|
|
late in a dark and muggy night, when my feet felt the path which my
|
|
eyes could not see, dreaming and absent-minded all the way, until I
|
|
was aroused by having to raise my hand to lift the latch, I have not
|
|
been able to recall a single step of my walk, and I have thought
|
|
that perhaps my body would find its way home if its master should
|
|
forsake it, as the hand finds its way to the mouth without
|
|
assistance. Several times, when a visitor chanced to stay into
|
|
evening, and it proved a dark night, I was obliged to conduct him to
|
|
the cart-path in the rear of the house, and then point out to him
|
|
the direction he was to pursue, and in keeping which he was to be
|
|
guided rather by his feet than his eyes. One very dark night I
|
|
directed thus on their way two young men who had been fishing in the
|
|
pond. They lived about a mile off through the woods, and were quite
|
|
used to the route. A day or two after one of them told me that they
|
|
wandered about the greater part of the night, close by their own
|
|
premises, and did not get home till toward morning, by which time,
|
|
as there had been several heavy showers in the meanwhile, and the
|
|
leaves were very wet, they were drenched to their skins. I have
|
|
heard of many going astray even in the village streets, when the
|
|
darkness was so thick that you could cut it with a knife, as the
|
|
saying is. Some who live in the outskirts, having come to town
|
|
a-shopping in their wagons, have been obliged to put up for the
|
|
night; and gentlemen and ladies making a call have gone half a mile
|
|
out of their way, feeling the sidewalk only with their feet, and not
|
|
knowing when they turned. It is a surprising and memorable, as well
|
|
as valuable experience, to be lost in the woods any time. Often in
|
|
a snow-storm, even by day, one will come out upon a well-known road
|
|
and yet find it impossible to tell which way leads to the village.
|
|
Though he knows that he has travelled it a thousand times, he cannot
|
|
recognize a feature in it, but it is as strange to him as if it were
|
|
a road in Siberia. By night, of course, the perplexity is
|
|
infinitely greater. In our most trivial walks, we are constantly,
|
|
though unconsciously, steering like pilots by certain well-known
|
|
beacons and headlands, and if we go beyond our usual course we still
|
|
carry in our minds the bearing of some neighboring cape; and not
|
|
till we are completely lost, or turned round -- for a man needs only
|
|
to be turned round once with his eyes shut in this world to be lost
|
|
-- do we appreciate the vastness and strangeness of nature. Every
|
|
man has to learn the points of compass again as often as be awakes,
|
|
whether from sleep or any abstraction. Not till we are lost, in
|
|
other words not till we have lost the world, do we begin to find
|
|
ourselves, and realize where we are and the infinite extent of our
|
|
relations.
|
|
One afternoon, near the end of the first summer, when I went to
|
|
the village to get a shoe from the cobbler's, I was seized and put
|
|
into jail, because, as I have elsewhere related, I did not pay a tax
|
|
to, or recognize the authority of, the State which buys and sells
|
|
men, women, and children, like cattle, at the door of its
|
|
senate-house. I had gone down to the woods for other purposes.
|
|
But, wherever a man goes, men will pursue and paw him with their
|
|
dirty institutions, and, if they can, constrain him to belong to
|
|
their desperate odd-fellow society. It is true, I might have
|
|
resisted forcibly with more or less effect, might have run "amok"
|
|
against society; but I preferred that society should run "amok"
|
|
against me, it being the desperate party. However, I was released
|
|
the next day, obtained my mended shoe, and returned to the woods in
|
|
season to get my dinner of huckleberries on Fair Haven Hill. I was
|
|
never molested by any person but those who represented the State. I
|
|
had no lock nor bolt but for the desk which held my papers, not even
|
|
a nail to put over my latch or windows. I never fastened my door
|
|
night or day, though I was to be absent several days; not even when
|
|
the next fall I spent a fortnight in the woods of Maine. And yet my
|
|
house was more respected than if it had been surrounded by a file of
|
|
soldiers. The tired rambler could rest and warm himself by my fire,
|
|
the literary amuse himself with the few books on my table, or the
|
|
curious, by opening my closet door, see what was left of my dinner,
|
|
and what prospect I had of a supper. Yet, though many people of
|
|
every class came this way to the pond, I suffered no serious
|
|
inconvenience from these sources, and I never missed anything but
|
|
one small book, a volume of Homer, which perhaps was improperly
|
|
gilded, and this I trust a soldier of our camp has found by this
|
|
time. I am convinced, that if all men were to live as simply as I
|
|
then did, thieving and robbery would be unknown. These take place
|
|
only in communities where some have got more than is sufficient
|
|
while others have not enough. The Pope's Homers would soon get
|
|
properly distributed.
|
|
|
|
"Nec bella fuerunt,
|
|
Faginus astabat dum scyphus ante dapes."
|
|
"Nor wars did men molest,
|
|
When only beechen bowls were in request."
|
|
|
|
"You who govern public affairs, what need have you to employ
|
|
punishments? Love virtue, and the people will be virtuous. The
|
|
virtues of a superior man are like the wind; the virtues of a common
|
|
man are like the grass -- I the grass, when the wind passes over it,
|
|
bends."
|
|
|
|
|
|
The Ponds
|
|
|
|
Sometimes, having had a surfeit of human society and gossip, and
|
|
worn out all my village friends, I rambled still farther westward
|
|
than I habitually dwell, into yet more unfrequented parts of the
|
|
town, "to fresh woods and pastures new," or, while the sun was
|
|
setting, made my supper of huckleberries and blueberries on Fair
|
|
Haven Hill, and laid up a store for several days. The fruits do not
|
|
yield their true flavor to the purchaser of them, nor to him who
|
|
raises them for the market. There is but one way to obtain it, yet
|
|
few take that way. If you would know the flavor of huckleberries,
|
|
ask the cowboy or the partridge. It is a vulgar error to suppose
|
|
that you have tasted huckleberries who never plucked them. A
|
|
huckleberry never reaches Boston; they have not been known there
|
|
since they grew on her three hills. The ambrosial and essential
|
|
part of the fruit is lost with the bloom which is rubbed off in the
|
|
market cart, and they become mere provender. As long as Eternal
|
|
Justice reigns, not one innocent huckleberry can be transported
|
|
thither from the country's hills.
|
|
Occasionally, after my hoeing was done for the day, I joined
|
|
some impatient companion who had been fishing on the pond since
|
|
morning, as silent and motionless as a duck or a floating leaf, and,
|
|
after practising various kinds of philosophy, had concluded
|
|
commonly, by the time I arrived, that he belonged to the ancient
|
|
sect of Coenobites. There was one older man, an excellent fisher
|
|
and skilled in all kinds of woodcraft, who was pleased to look upon
|
|
my house as a building erected for the convenience of fishermen; and
|
|
I was equally pleased when he sat in my doorway to arrange his
|
|
lines. Once in a while we sat together on the pond, he at one end
|
|
of the boat, and I at the other; but not many words passed between
|
|
us, for he had grown deaf in his later years, but he occasionally
|
|
hummed a psalm, which harmonized well enough with my philosophy.
|
|
Our intercourse was thus altogether one of unbroken harmony, far
|
|
more pleasing to remember than if it had been carried on by speech.
|
|
When, as was commonly the case, I had none to commune with, I used
|
|
to raise the echoes by striking with a paddle on the side of my
|
|
boat, filling the surrounding woods with circling and dilating
|
|
sound, stirring them up as the keeper of a menagerie his wild
|
|
beasts, until I elicited a growl from every wooded vale and
|
|
hillside.
|
|
In warm evenings I frequently sat in the boat playing the flute,
|
|
and saw the perch, which I seem to have charmed, hovering around me,
|
|
and the moon travelling over the ribbed bottom, which was strewed
|
|
with the wrecks of the forest. Formerly I had come to this pond
|
|
adventurously, from time to time, in dark summer nights, with a
|
|
companion, and, making a fire close to the water's edge, which we
|
|
thought attracted the fishes, we caught pouts with a bunch of worms
|
|
strung on a thread, and when we had done, far in the night, threw
|
|
the burning brands high into the air like skyrockets, which, coming
|
|
down into the pond, were quenched with a loud hissing, and we were
|
|
suddenly groping in total darkness. Through this, whistling a tune,
|
|
we took our way to the haunts of men again. But now I had made my
|
|
home by the shore.
|
|
Sometimes, after staying in a village parlor till the family had
|
|
all retired, I have returned to the woods, and, partly with a view
|
|
to the next day's dinner, spent the hours of midnight fishing from a
|
|
boat by moonlight, serenaded by owls and foxes, and hearing, from
|
|
time to time, the creaking note of some unknown bird close at hand.
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These experiences were very memorable and valuable to me -- anchored
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in forty feet of water, and twenty or thirty rods from the shore,
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surrounded sometimes by thousands of small perch and shiners,
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dimpling the surface with their tails in the moonlight, and
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communicating by a long flaxen line with mysterious nocturnal fishes
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which had their dwelling forty feet below, or sometimes dragging
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sixty feet of line about the pond as I drifted in the gentle night
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breeze, now and then feeling a slight vibration along it, indicative
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of some life prowling about its extremity, of dull uncertain
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blundering purpose there, and slow to make up its mind. At length
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you slowly raise, pulling hand over hand, some horned pout squeaking
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and squirming to the upper air. It was very queer, especially in
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dark nights, when your thoughts had wandered to vast and cosmogonal
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themes in other spheres, to feel this faint jerk, which came to
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interrupt your dreams and link you to Nature again. It seemed as if
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I might next cast my line upward into the air, as well as downward
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into this element, which was scarcely more dense. Thus I caught two
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fishes as it were with one hook.
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The scenery of Walden is on a humble scale, and, though very
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beautiful, does not approach to grandeur, nor can it much concern
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one who has not long frequented it or lived by its shore; yet this
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pond is so remarkable for its depth and purity as to merit a
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particular description. It is a clear and deep green well, half a
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mile long and a mile and three quarters in circumference, and
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contains about sixty-one and a half acres; a perennial spring in the
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midst of pine and oak woods, without any visible inlet or outlet
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except by the clouds and evaporation. The surrounding hills rise
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abruptly from the water to the height of forty to eighty feet,
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though on the southeast and east they attain to about one hundred
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and one hundred and fifty feet respectively, within a quarter and a
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third of a mile. They are exclusively woodland. All our Concord
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waters have two colors at least; one when viewed at a distance, and
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another, more proper, close at hand. The first depends more on the
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light, and follows the sky. In clear weather, in summer, they
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appear blue at a little distance, especially if agitated, and at a
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great distance all appear alike. In stormy weather they are
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sometimes of a dark slate-color. The sea, however, is said to be
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blue one day and green another without any perceptible change in the
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atmosphere. I have seen our river, when, the landscape being
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covered with snow, both water and ice were almost as green as grass.
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Some consider blue "to be the color of pure water, whether liquid or
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solid." But, looking directly down into our waters from a boat,
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they are seen to be of very different colors. Walden is blue at one
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time and green at another, even from the same point of view. Lying
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between the earth and the heavens, it partakes of the color of both.
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Viewed from a hilltop it reflects the color of the sky; but near at
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hand it is of a yellowish tint next the shore where you can see the
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sand, then a light green, which gradually deepens to a uniform dark
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green in the body of the pond. In some lights, viewed even from a
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hilltop, it is of a vivid green next the shore. Some have referred
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this to the reflection of the verdure; but it is equally green there
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against the railroad sandbank, and in the spring, before the leaves
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are expanded, and it may be simply the result of the prevailing blue
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mixed with the yellow of the sand. Such is the color of its iris.
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This is that portion, also, where in the spring, the ice being
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warmed by the heat of the sun reflected from the bottom, and also
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transmitted through the earth, melts first and forms a narrow canal
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about the still frozen middle. Like the rest of our waters, when
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much agitated, in clear weather, so that the surface of the waves
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may reflect the sky at the right angle, or because there is more
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light mixed with it, it appears at a little distance of a darker
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blue than the sky itself; and at such a time, being on its surface,
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and looking with divided vision, so as to see the reflection, I have
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discerned a matchless and indescribable light blue, such as watered
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or changeable silks and sword blades suggest, more cerulean than the
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sky itself, alternating with the original dark green on the opposite
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sides of the waves, which last appeared but muddy in comparison. It
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is a vitreous greenish blue, as I remember it, like those patches of
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the winter sky seen through cloud vistas in the west before sundown.
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Yet a single glass of its water held up to the light is as colorless
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as an equal quantity of air. It is well known that a large plate of
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glass will have a green tint, owing, as the makers say, to its
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"body," but a small piece of the same will be colorless. How large
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a body of Walden water would be required to reflect a green tint I
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have never proved. The water of our river is black or a very dark
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brown to one looking directly down on it, and, like that of most
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ponds, imparts to the body of one bathing in it a yellowish tinge;
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but this water is of such crystalline purity that the body of the
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bather appears of an alabaster whiteness, still more unnatural,
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which, as the limbs are magnified and distorted withal, produces a
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monstrous effect, making fit studies for a Michael Angelo.
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The water is so transparent that the bottom can easily be
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discerned at the depth of twenty-five or thirty feet. Paddling over
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it, you may see, many feet beneath the surface, the schools of perch
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and shiners, perhaps only an inch long, yet the former easily
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|
distinguished by their transverse bars, and you think that they must
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|
be ascetic fish that find a subsistence there. Once, in the winter,
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many years ago, when I had been cutting holes through the ice in
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order to catch pickerel, as I stepped ashore I tossed my axe back on
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to the ice, but, as if some evil genius had directed it, it slid
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four or five rods directly into one of the holes, where the water
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was twenty-five feet deep. Out of curiosity, I lay down on the ice
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and looked through the hole, until I saw the axe a little on one
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side, standing on its head, with its helve erect and gently swaying
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to and fro with the pulse of the pond; and there it might have stood
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erect and swaying till in the course of time the handle rotted off,
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if I had not disturbed it. Making another hole directly over it
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with an ice chisel which I had, and cutting down the longest birch
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which I could find in the neighborhood with my knife, I made a
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slip-noose, which I attached to its end, and, letting it down
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carefully, passed it over the knob of the handle, and drew it by a
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line along the birch, and so pulled the axe out again.
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The shore is composed of a belt of smooth rounded white stones
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like paving-stones, excepting one or two short sand beaches, and is
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so steep that in many places a single leap will carry you into water
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over your head; and were it not for its remarkable transparency,
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that would be the last to be seen of its bottom till it rose on the
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opposite side. Some think it is bottomless. It is nowhere muddy,
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|
and a casual observer would say that there were no weeds at all in
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|
it; and of noticeable plants, except in the little meadows recently
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|
overflowed, which do not properly belong to it, a closer scrutiny
|
|
does not detect a flag nor a bulrush, nor even a lily, yellow or
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|
white, but only a few small heart-leaves and potamogetons, and
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|
perhaps a water-target or two; all which however a bather might not
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|
perceive; and these plants are clean and bright like the element
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they grow in. The stones extend a rod or two into the water, and
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|
then the bottom is pure sand, except in the deepest parts, where
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there is usually a little sediment, probably from the decay of the
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leaves which have been wafted on to it so many successive falls, and
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a bright green weed is brought up on anchors even in midwinter.
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We have one other pond just like this, White Pond, in Nine Acre
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Corner, about two and a half miles westerly; but, though I am
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acquainted with most of the ponds within a dozen miles of this
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|
centre I do not know a third of this pure and well-like character.
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|
Successive nations perchance have drank at, admired, and fathomed
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|
it, and passed away, and still its water is green and pellucid as
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|
ever. Not an intermitting spring! Perhaps on that spring morning
|
|
when Adam and Eve were driven out of Eden Walden Pond was already in
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|
existence, and even then breaking up in a gentle spring rain
|
|
accompanied with mist and a southerly wind, and covered with myriads
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|
of ducks and geese, which had not heard of the fall, when still such
|
|
pure lakes sufficed them. Even then it had commenced to rise and
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|
fall, and had clarified its waters and colored them of the hue they
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|
now wear, and obtained a patent of Heaven to be the only Walden Pond
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|
in the world and distiller of celestial dews. Who knows in how many
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|
unremembered nations' literatures this has been the Castalian
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|
Fountain? or what nymphs presided over it in the Golden Age? It is
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|
a gem of the first water which Concord wears in her coronet.
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|
Yet perchance the first who came to this well have left some
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|
trace of their footsteps. I have been surprised to detect
|
|
encircling the pond, even where a thick wood has just been cut down
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|
on the shore, a narrow shelf-like path in the steep hillside,
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|
alternately rising and falling, approaching and receding from the
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|
water's edge, as old probably as the race of man here, worn by the
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|
feet of aboriginal hunters, and still from time to time unwittingly
|
|
trodden by the present occupants of the land. This is particularly
|
|
distinct to one standing on the middle of the pond in winter, just
|
|
after a light snow has fallen, appearing as a clear undulating white
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|
line, unobscured by weeds and twigs, and very obvious a quarter of a
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|
mile off in many places where in summer it is hardly distinguishable
|
|
close at hand. The snow reprints it, as it were, in clear white
|
|
type alto-relievo. The ornamented grounds of villas which will one
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|
day be built here may still preserve some trace of this.
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|
The pond rises and falls, but whether regularly or not, and
|
|
within what period, nobody knows, though, as usual, many pretend to
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|
know. It is commonly higher in the winter and lower in the summer,
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|
though not corresponding to the general wet and dryness. I can
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|
remember when it was a foot or two lower, and also when it was at
|
|
least five feet higher, than when I lived by it. There is a narrow
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sand-bar running into it, with very deep water on one side, on which
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|
I helped boil a kettle of chowder, some six rods from the main
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|
shore, about the year 1824, which it has not been possible to do for
|
|
twenty-five years; and, on the other hand, my friends used to listen
|
|
with incredulity when I told them, that a few years later I was
|
|
accustomed to fish from a boat in a secluded cove in the woods,
|
|
fifteen rods from the only shore they knew, which place was long
|
|
since converted into a meadow. But the pond has risen steadily for
|
|
two years, and now, in the summer of '52, is just five feet higher
|
|
than when I lived there, or as high as it was thirty years ago, and
|
|
fishing goes on again in the meadow. This makes a difference of
|
|
level, at the outside, of six or seven feet; and yet the water shed
|
|
by the surrounding hills is insignificant in amount, and this
|
|
overflow must be referred to causes which affect the deep springs.
|
|
This same summer the pond has begun to fall again. It is remarkable
|
|
that this fluctuation, whether periodical or not, appears thus to
|
|
require many years for its accomplishment. I have observed one rise
|
|
and a part of two falls, and I expect that a dozen or fifteen years
|
|
hence the water will again be as low as I have ever known it.
|
|
Flint's Pond, a mile eastward, allowing for the disturbance
|
|
occasioned by its inlets and outlets, and the smaller intermediate
|
|
ponds also, sympathize with Walden, and recently attained their
|
|
greatest height at the same time with the latter. The same is true,
|
|
as far as my observation goes, of White Pond.
|
|
This rise and fall of Walden at long intervals serves this use
|
|
at least; the water standing at this great height for a year or
|
|
more, though it makes it difficult to walk round it, kills the
|
|
shrubs and trees which have sprung up about its edge since the last
|
|
rise -- pitch pines, birches, alders, aspens, and others -- and,
|
|
falling again, leaves an unobstructed shore; for, unlike many ponds
|
|
and all waters which are subject to a daily tide, its shore is
|
|
cleanest when the water is lowest. On the side of the pond next my
|
|
house a row of pitch pines, fifteen feet high, has been killed and
|
|
tipped over as if by a lever, and thus a stop put to their
|
|
encroachments; and their size indicates how many years have elapsed
|
|
since the last rise to this height. By this fluctuation the pond
|
|
asserts its title to a shore, and thus the shore is shorn, and the
|
|
trees cannot hold it by right of possession. These are the lips of
|
|
the lake, on which no beard grows. It licks its chaps from time to
|
|
time. When the water is at its height, the alders, willows, and
|
|
maples send forth a mass of fibrous red roots several feet long from
|
|
all sides of their stems in the water, and to the height of three or
|
|
four feet from the ground, in the effort to maintain themselves; and
|
|
I have known the high blueberry bushes about the shore, which
|
|
commonly produce no fruit, bear an abundant crop under these
|
|
circumstances.
|
|
Some have been puzzled to tell how the shore became so regularly
|
|
paved. My townsmen have all heard the tradition -- the oldest
|
|
people tell me that they heard it in their youth -- that anciently
|
|
the Indians were holding a pow-wow upon a hill here, which rose as
|
|
high into the heavens as the pond now sinks deep into the earth, and
|
|
they used much profanity, as the story goes, though this vice is one
|
|
of which the Indians were never guilty, and while they were thus
|
|
engaged the hill shook and suddenly sank, and only one old squaw,
|
|
named Walden, escaped, and from her the pond was named. It has been
|
|
conjectured that when the hill shook these stones rolled down its
|
|
side and became the present shore. It is very certain, at any rate,
|
|
that once there was no pond here, and now there is one; and this
|
|
Indian fable does not in any respect conflict with the account of
|
|
that ancient settler whom I have mentioned, who remembers so well
|
|
when he first came here with his divining-rod, saw a thin vapor
|
|
rising from the sward, and the hazel pointed steadily downward, and
|
|
he concluded to dig a well here. As for the stones, many still
|
|
think that they are hardly to be accounted for by the action of the
|
|
waves on these hills; but I observe that the surrounding hills are
|
|
remarkably full of the same kind of stones, so that they have been
|
|
obliged to pile them up in walls on both sides of the railroad cut
|
|
nearest the pond; and, moreover, there are most stones where the
|
|
shore is most abrupt; so that, unfortunately, it is no longer a
|
|
mystery to me. I detect the paver. If the name was not derived
|
|
from that of some English locality -- Saffron Walden, for instance
|
|
-- one might suppose that it was called originally Walled-in Pond.
|
|
The pond was my well ready dug. For four months in the year its
|
|
water is as cold as it is pure at all times; and I think that it is
|
|
then as good as any, if not the best, in the town. In the winter,
|
|
all water which is exposed to the air is colder than springs and
|
|
wells which are protected from it. The temperature of the pond
|
|
water which had stood in the room where I sat from five o'clock in
|
|
the afternoon till noon the next day, the sixth of March, 1846, the
|
|
thermometer having been up to 65x or 70x some of the time, owing
|
|
partly to the sun on the roof, was 42x, or one degree colder than
|
|
the water of one of the coldest wells in the village just drawn.
|
|
The temperature of the Boiling Spring the same day was 45x, or the
|
|
warmest of any water tried, though it is the coldest that I know of
|
|
in summer, when, beside, shallow and stagnant surface water is not
|
|
mingled with it. Moreover, in summer, Walden never becomes so warm
|
|
as most water which is exposed to the sun, on account of its depth.
|
|
In the warmest weather I usually placed a pailful in my cellar,
|
|
where it became cool in the night, and remained so during the day;
|
|
though I also resorted to a spring in the neighborhood. It was as
|
|
good when a week old as the day it was dipped, and had no taste of
|
|
the pump. Whoever camps for a week in summer by the shore of a
|
|
pond, needs only bury a pail of water a few feet deep in the shade
|
|
of his camp to be independent of the luxury of ice.
|
|
There have been caught in Walden pickerel, one weighing seven
|
|
pounds -- to say nothing of another which carried off a reel with
|
|
great velocity, which the fisherman safely set down at eight pounds
|
|
because he did not see him -- perch and pouts, some of each weighing
|
|
over two pounds, shiners, chivins or roach (Leuciscus pulchellus), a
|
|
very few breams, and a couple of eels, one weighing four pounds -- I
|
|
am thus particular because the weight of a fish is commonly its only
|
|
title to fame, and these are the only eels I have heard of here; --
|
|
also, I have a faint recollection of a little fish some five inches
|
|
long, with silvery sides and a greenish back, somewhat dace-like in
|
|
its character, which I mention here chiefly to link my facts to
|
|
fable. Nevertheless, this pond is not very fertile in fish. Its
|
|
pickerel, though not abundant, are its chief boast. I have seen at
|
|
one time lying on the ice pickerel of at least three different
|
|
kinds: a long and shallow one, steel-colored, most like those caught
|
|
in the river; a bright golden kind, with greenish reflections and
|
|
remarkably deep, which is the most common here; and another,
|
|
golden-colored, and shaped like the last, but peppered on the sides
|
|
with small dark brown or black spots, intermixed with a few faint
|
|
blood-red ones, very much like a trout. The specific name
|
|
reticulatus would not apply to this; it should be guttatus rather.
|
|
These are all very firm fish, and weigh more than their size
|
|
promises. The shiners, pouts, and perch also, and indeed all the
|
|
fishes which inhabit this pond, are much cleaner, handsomer, and
|
|
firmer-fleshed than those in the river and most other ponds, as the
|
|
water is purer, and they can easily be distinguished from them.
|
|
Probably many ichthyologists would make new varieties of some of
|
|
them. There are also a clean race of frogs and tortoises, and a few
|
|
mussels in it; muskrats and minks leave their traces about it, and
|
|
occasionally a travelling mud-turtle visits it. Sometimes, when I
|
|
pushed off my boat in the morning, I disturbed a great mud-turtle
|
|
which had secreted himself under the boat in the night. Ducks and
|
|
geese frequent it in the spring and fall, the white-bellied swallows
|
|
(Hirundo bicolor) skim over it, and the peetweets (Totanus
|
|
macularius) "teeter" along its stony shores all summer. I have
|
|
sometimes disturbed a fish hawk sitting on a white pine over the
|
|
water; but I doubt if it is ever profaned by the wind of a gull,
|
|
like Fair Haven. At most, it tolerates one annual loon. These are
|
|
all the animals of consequence which frequent it now.
|
|
You may see from a boat, in calm weather, near the sandy
|
|
eastern shore, where the water is eight or ten feet deep, and also
|
|
in some other parts of the pond, some circular heaps half a dozen
|
|
feet in diameter by a foot in height, consisting of small stones
|
|
less than a hen's egg in size, where all around is bare sand. At
|
|
first you wonder if the Indians could have formed them on the ice
|
|
for any purpose, and so, when the ice melted, they sank to the
|
|
bottom; but they are too regular and some of them plainly too fresh
|
|
for that. They are similar to those found in rivers; but as there
|
|
are no suckers nor lampreys here, I know not by what fish they could
|
|
be made. Perhaps they are the nests of the chivin. These lend a
|
|
pleasing mystery to the bottom.
|
|
The shore is irregular enough not to be monotonous. I have in
|
|
my mind's eye the western, indented with deep bays, the bolder
|
|
northern, and the beautifully scalloped southern shore, where
|
|
successive capes overlap each other and suggest unexplored coves
|
|
between. The forest has never so good a setting, nor is so
|
|
distinctly beautiful, as when seen from the middle of a small lake
|
|
amid hills which rise from the water's edge; for the water in which
|
|
it is reflected not only makes the best foreground in such a case,
|
|
but, with its winding shore, the most natural and agreeable boundary
|
|
to it. There is no rawness nor imperfection in its edge there, as
|
|
where the axe has cleared a part, or a cultivated field abuts on it.
|
|
The trees have ample room to expand on the water side, and each
|
|
sends forth its most vigorous branch in that direction. There
|
|
Nature has woven a natural selvage, and the eye rises by just
|
|
gradations from the low shrubs of the shore to the highest trees.
|
|
There are few traces of man's hand to be seen. The water laves the
|
|
shore as it did a thousand years ago.
|
|
A lake is the landscape's most beautiful and expressive feature.
|
|
It is earth's eye; looking into which the beholder measures the
|
|
depth of his own nature. The fluviatile trees next the shore are
|
|
the slender eyelashes which fringe it, and the wooded hills and
|
|
cliffs around are its overhanging brows.
|
|
Standing on the smooth sandy beach at the east end of the pond,
|
|
in a calm September afternoon, when a slight haze makes the opposite
|
|
shore-line indistinct, I have seen whence came the expression, "the
|
|
glassy surface of a lake." When you invert your head, it looks like
|
|
a thread of finest gossamer stretched across the valley, and
|
|
gleaming against the distant pine woods, separating one stratum of
|
|
the atmosphere from another. You would think that you could walk
|
|
dry under it to the opposite hills, and that the swallows which skim
|
|
over might perch on it. Indeed, they sometimes dive below this
|
|
line, as it were by mistake, and are undeceived. As you look over
|
|
the pond westward you are obliged to employ both your hands to
|
|
defend your eyes against the reflected as well as the true sun, for
|
|
they are equally bright; and if, between the two, you survey its
|
|
surface critically, it is literally as smooth as glass, except where
|
|
the skater insects, at equal intervals scattered over its whole
|
|
extent, by their motions in the sun produce the finest imaginable
|
|
sparkle on it, or, perchance, a duck plumes itself, or, as I have
|
|
said, a swallow skims so low as to touch it. It may be that in the
|
|
distance a fish describes an arc of three or four feet in the air,
|
|
and there is one bright flash where it emerges, and another where it
|
|
strikes the water; sometimes the whole silvery arc is revealed; or
|
|
here and there, perhaps, is a thistle-down floating on its surface,
|
|
which the fishes dart at and so dimple it again. It is like molten
|
|
glass cooled but not congealed, and the few motes in it are pure and
|
|
beautiful like the imperfections in glass. You may often detect a
|
|
yet smoother and darker water, separated from the rest as if by an
|
|
invisible cobweb, boom of the water nymphs, resting on it. From a
|
|
hilltop you can see a fish leap in almost any part; for not a
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pickerel or shiner picks an insect from this smooth surface but it
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manifestly disturbs the equilibrium of the whole lake. It is
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wonderful with what elaborateness this simple fact is advertised --
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this piscine murder will out -- and from my distant perch I
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distinguish the circling undulations when they are half a dozen rods
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in diameter. You can even detect a water-bug (Gyrinus) ceaselessly
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progressing over the smooth surface a quarter of a mile off; for
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they furrow the water slightly, making a conspicuous ripple bounded
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by two diverging lines, but the skaters glide over it without
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rippling it perceptibly. When the surface is considerably agitated
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there are no skaters nor water-bugs on it, but apparently, in calm
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days, they leave their havens and adventurously glide forth from the
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shore by short impulses till they completely cover it. It is a
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soothing employment, on one of those fine days in the fall when all
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the warmth of the sun is fully appreciated, to sit on a stump on
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such a height as this, overlooking the pond, and study the dimpling
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circles which are incessantly inscribed on its otherwise invisible
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surface amid the reflected skies and trees. Over this great expanse
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there is no disturbance but it is thus at once gently smoothed away
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and assuaged, as, when a vase of water is jarred, the trembling
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circles seek the shore and all is smooth again. Not a fish can leap
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or an insect fall on the pond but it is thus reported in circling
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dimples, in lines of beauty, as it were the constant welling up of
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its fountain, the gentle pulsing of its life, the heaving of its
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breast. The thrills of joy and thrills of pain are
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undistinguishable. How peaceful the phenomena of the lake! Again
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the works of man shine as in the spring. Ay, every leaf and twig
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and stone and cobweb sparkles now at mid-afternoon as when covered
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with dew in a spring morning. Every motion of an oar or an insect
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produces a flash of light; and if an oar falls, how sweet the echo!
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In such a day, in September or October, Walden is a perfect
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forest mirror, set round with stones as precious to my eye as if
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fewer or rarer. Nothing so fair, so pure, and at the same time so
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large, as a lake, perchance, lies on the surface of the earth. Sky
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water. It needs no fence. Nations come and go without defiling it.
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It is a mirror which no stone can crack, whose quicksilver will
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never wear off, whose gilding Nature continually repairs; no storms,
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no dust, can dim its surface ever fresh; -- a mirror in which all
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impurity presented to it sinks, swept and dusted by the sun's hazy
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brush -- this the light dust-cloth -- which retains no breath that
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is breathed on it, but sends its own to float as clouds high above
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its surface, and be reflected in its bosom still.
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A field of water betrays the spirit that is in the air. It is
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continually receiving new life and motion from above. It is
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intermediate in its nature between land and sky. On land only the
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grass and trees wave, but the water itself is rippled by the wind.
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I see where the breeze dashes across it by the streaks or flakes of
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light. It is remarkable that we can look down on its surface. We
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shall, perhaps, look down thus on the surface of air at length, and
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mark where a still subtler spirit sweeps over it.
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The skaters and water-bugs finally disappear in the latter part
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of October, when the severe frosts have come; and then and in
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November, usually, in a calm day, there is absolutely nothing to
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ripple the surface. One November afternoon, in the calm at the end
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|
of a rain-storm of several days' duration, when the sky was still
|
|
completely overcast and the air was full of mist, I observed that
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the pond was remarkably smooth, so that it was difficult to
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|
distinguish its surface; though it no longer reflected the bright
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tints of October, but the sombre November colors of the surrounding
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hills. Though I passed over it as gently as possible, the slight
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undulations produced by my boat extended almost as far as I could
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see, and gave a ribbed appearance to the reflections. But, as I was
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looking over the surface, I saw here and there at a distance a faint
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glimmer, as if some skater insects which had escaped the frosts
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might be collected there, or, perchance, the surface, being so
|
|
smooth, betrayed where a spring welled up from the bottom. Paddling
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gently to one of these places, I was surprised to find myself
|
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surrounded by myriads of small perch, about five inches long, of a
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rich bronze color in the green water, sporting there, and constantly
|
|
rising to the surface and dimpling it, sometimes leaving bubbles on
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it. In such transparent and seemingly bottomless water, reflecting
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the clouds, I seemed to be floating through the air as in a balloon,
|
|
and their swimming impressed me as a kind of flight or hovering, as
|
|
if they were a compact flock of birds passing just beneath my level
|
|
on the right or left, their fins, like sails, set all around them.
|
|
There were many such schools in the pond, apparently improving the
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short season before winter would draw an icy shutter over their
|
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broad skylight, sometimes giving to the surface an appearance as if
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a slight breeze struck it, or a few rain-drops fell there. When I
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approached carelessly and alarmed them, they made a sudden splash
|
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and rippling with their tails, as if one had struck the water with a
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brushy bough, and instantly took refuge in the depths. At length
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the wind rose, the mist increased, and the waves began to run, and
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the perch leaped much higher than before, half out of water, a
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|
hundred black points, three inches long, at once above the surface.
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Even as late as the fifth of December, one year, I saw some dimples
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on the surface, and thinking it was going to rain hard immediately,
|
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the air being fun of mist, I made haste to take my place at the oars
|
|
and row homeward; already the rain seemed rapidly increasing, though
|
|
I felt none on my cheek, and I anticipated a thorough soaking. But
|
|
suddenly the dimples ceased, for they were produced by the perch,
|
|
which the noise of my oars had seared into the depths, and I saw
|
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their schools dimly disappearing; so I spent a dry afternoon after
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|
all.
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An old man who used to frequent this pond nearly sixty years
|
|
ago, when it was dark with surrounding forests, tells me that in
|
|
those days he sometimes saw it all alive with ducks and other
|
|
water-fowl, and that there were many eagles about it. He came here
|
|
a-fishing, and used an old log canoe which he found on the shore.
|
|
It was made of two white pine logs dug out and pinned together, and
|
|
was cut off square at the ends. It was very clumsy, but lasted a
|
|
great many years before it became water-logged and perhaps sank to
|
|
the bottom. He did not know whose it was; it belonged to the pond.
|
|
He used to make a cable for his anchor of strips of hickory bark
|
|
tied together. An old man, a potter, who lived by the pond before
|
|
the Revolution, told him once that there was an iron chest at the
|
|
bottom, and that he had seen it. Sometimes it would come floating
|
|
up to the shore; but when you went toward it, it would go back into
|
|
deep water and disappear. I was pleased to hear of the old log
|
|
canoe, which took the place of an Indian one of the same material
|
|
but more graceful construction, which perchance had first been a
|
|
tree on the bank, and then, as it were, fell into the water, to
|
|
float there for a generation, the most proper vessel for the lake.
|
|
I remember that when I first looked into these depths there were
|
|
many large trunks to be seen indistinctly lying on the bottom, which
|
|
had either been blown over formerly, or left on the ice at the last
|
|
cutting, when wood was cheaper; but now they have mostly
|
|
disappeared.
|
|
When I first paddled a boat on Walden, it was completely
|
|
surrounded by thick and lofty pine and oak woods, and in some of its
|
|
coves grape-vines had run over the trees next the water and formed
|
|
bowers under which a boat could pass. The hills which form its
|
|
shores are so steep, and the woods on them were then so high, that,
|
|
as you looked down from the west end, it had the appearance of an
|
|
amphitheatre for some land of sylvan spectacle. I have spent many
|
|
an hour, when I was younger, floating over its surface as the zephyr
|
|
willed, having paddled my boat to the middle, and lying on my back
|
|
across the seats, in a summer forenoon, dreaming awake, until I was
|
|
aroused by the boat touching the sand, and I arose to see what shore
|
|
my fates had impelled me to; days when idleness was the most
|
|
attractive and productive industry. Many a forenoon have I stolen
|
|
away, preferring to spend thus the most valued part of the day; for
|
|
I was rich, if not in money, in sunny hours and summer days, and
|
|
spent them lavishly; nor do I regret that I did not waste more of
|
|
them in the workshop or the teacher's desk. But since I left those
|
|
shores the woodchoppers have still further laid them waste, and now
|
|
for many a year there will be no more rambling through the aisles of
|
|
the wood, with occasional vistas through which you see the water.
|
|
My Muse may be excused if she is silent henceforth. How can you
|
|
expect the birds to sing when their groves are cut down?
|
|
Now the trunks of trees on the bottom, and the old log canoe,
|
|
and the dark surrounding woods, are gone, and the villagers, who
|
|
scarcely know where it lies, instead of going to the pond to bathe
|
|
or drink, are thinking to bring its water, which should be as sacred
|
|
as the Ganges at least, to the village in a pipe, to wash their
|
|
dishes with! -- to earn their Walden by the turning of a cock or
|
|
drawing of a plug! That devilish Iron Horse, whose ear-rending
|
|
neigh is heard throughout the town, has muddied the Boiling Spring
|
|
with his foot, and he it is that has browsed off all the woods on
|
|
Walden shore, that Trojan horse, with a thousand men in his belly,
|
|
introduced by mercenary Greeks! Where is the country's champion,
|
|
the Moore of Moore Hill, to meet him at the Deep Cut and thrust an
|
|
avenging lance between the ribs of the bloated pest?
|
|
Nevertheless, of all the characters I have known, perhaps Walden
|
|
wears best, and best preserves its purity. Many men have been
|
|
likened to it, but few deserve that honor. Though the woodchoppers
|
|
have laid bare first this shore and then that, and the Irish have
|
|
built their sties by it, and the railroad has infringed on its
|
|
border, and the ice-men have skimmed it once, it is itself
|
|
unchanged, the same water which my youthful eyes fell on; all the
|
|
change is in me. It has not acquired one permanent wrinkle after
|
|
all its ripples. It is perennially young, and I may stand and see a
|
|
swallow dip apparently to pick an insect from its surface as of
|
|
yore. It struck me again tonight, as if I had not seen it almost
|
|
daily for more than twenty years -- Why, here is Walden, the same
|
|
woodland lake that I discovered so many years ago; where a forest
|
|
was cut down last winter another is springing up by its shore as
|
|
lustily as ever; the same thought is welling up to its surface that
|
|
was then; it is the same liquid joy and happiness to itself and its
|
|
Maker, ay, and it may be to me. It is the work of a brave man
|
|
surely, in whom there was no guile! He rounded this water with his
|
|
hand, deepened and clarified it in his thought, and in his will
|
|
bequeathed it to Concord. I see by its face that it is visited by
|
|
the same reflection; and I can almost say, Walden, is it you?
|
|
|
|
It is no dream of mine,
|
|
To ornament a line;
|
|
I cannot come nearer to God and Heaven
|
|
Than I live to Walden even.
|
|
I am its stony shore,
|
|
And the breeze that passes o'er;
|
|
In the hollow of my hand
|
|
Are its water and its sand,
|
|
And its deepest resort
|
|
Lies high in my thought.
|
|
|
|
The cars never pause to look at it; yet I fancy that the
|
|
engineers and firemen and brakemen, and those passengers who have a
|
|
season ticket and see it often, are better men for the sight. The
|
|
engineer does not forget at night, or his nature does not, that he
|
|
has beheld this vision of serenity and purity once at least during
|
|
the day. Though seen but once, it helps to wash out State Street
|
|
and the engine's soot. One proposes that it be called "God's Drop."
|
|
I have said that Walden has no visible inlet nor outlet, but it
|
|
is on the one hand distantly and indirectly related to Flint's Pond,
|
|
which is more elevated, by a chain of small ponds coming from that
|
|
quarter, and on the other directly and manifestly to Concord River,
|
|
which is lower, by a similar chain of ponds through which in some
|
|
other geological period it may have flowed, and by a little digging,
|
|
which God forbid, it can be made to flow thither again. If by
|
|
living thus reserved and austere, like a hermit in the woods, so
|
|
long, it has acquired such wonderful purity, who would not regret
|
|
that the comparatively impure waters of Flint's Pond should be
|
|
mingled with it, or itself should ever go to waste its sweetness in
|
|
the ocean wave?
|
|
Flint's, or Sandy Pond, in Lincoln, our greatest lake and inland
|
|
sea, lies about a mile east of Walden. It is much larger, being
|
|
said to contain one hundred and ninety-seven acres, and is more
|
|
fertile in fish; but it is comparatively shallow, and not remarkably
|
|
pure. A walk through the woods thither was often my recreation. It
|
|
was worth the while, if only to feel the wind blow on your cheek
|
|
freely, and see the waves run, and remember the life of mariners. I
|
|
went a-chestnutting there in the fall, on windy days, when the nuts
|
|
were dropping into the water and were washed to my feet; and one
|
|
day, as I crept along its sedgy shore, the fresh spray blowing in my
|
|
face, I came upon the mouldering wreck of a boat, the sides gone,
|
|
and hardly more than the impression of its flat bottom left amid the
|
|
rushes; yet its model was sharply defined, as if it were a large
|
|
decayed pad, with its veins. It was as impressive a wreck as one
|
|
could imagine on the seashore, and had as good a moral. It is by
|
|
this time mere vegetable mould and undistinguishable pond shore,
|
|
through which rushes and flags have pushed up. I used to admire the
|
|
ripple marks on the sandy bottom, at the north end of this pond,
|
|
made firm and hard to the feet of the wader by the pressure of the
|
|
water, and the rushes which grew in Indian file, in waving lines,
|
|
corresponding to these marks, rank behind rank, as if the waves had
|
|
planted them. There also I have found, in considerable quantities,
|
|
curious balls, composed apparently of fine grass or roots, of
|
|
pipewort perhaps, from half an inch to four inches in diameter, and
|
|
perfectly spherical. These wash back and forth in shallow water on
|
|
a sandy bottom, and are sometimes cast on the shore. They are
|
|
either solid grass, or have a little sand in the middle. At first
|
|
you would say that they were formed by the action of the waves, like
|
|
a pebble; yet the smallest are made of equally coarse materials,
|
|
half an inch long, and they are produced only at one season of the
|
|
year. Moreover, the waves, I suspect, do not so much construct as
|
|
wear down a material which has already acquired consistency. They
|
|
preserve their form when dry for an indefinite period.
|
|
Flint's Pond! Such is the poverty of our nomenclature. What
|
|
right had the unclean and stupid farmer, whose farm abutted on this
|
|
sky water, whose shores he has ruthlessly laid bare, to give his
|
|
name to it? Some skin-flint, who loved better the reflecting
|
|
surface of a dollar, or a bright cent, in which he could see his own
|
|
brazen face; who regarded even the wild ducks which settled in it as
|
|
trespassers; his fingers grown into crooked and bony talons from the
|
|
long habit of grasping harpy-like; -- so it is not named for me. I
|
|
go not there to see him nor to hear of him; who never saw it, who
|
|
never bathed in it, who never loved it, who never protected it, who
|
|
never spoke a good word for it, nor thanked God that He had made it.
|
|
Rather let it be named from the fishes that swim in it, the wild
|
|
fowl or quadrupeds which frequent it, the wild flowers which grow by
|
|
its shores, or some wild man or child the thread of whose history is
|
|
interwoven with its own; not from him who could show no title to it
|
|
but the deed which a like-minded neighbor or legislature gave him --
|
|
him who thought only of its money value; whose presence perchance
|
|
cursed all the shores; who exhausted the land around it, and would
|
|
fain have exhausted the waters within it; who regretted only that it
|
|
was not English hay or cranberry meadow -- there was nothing to
|
|
redeem it, forsooth, in his eyes -- and would have drained and sold
|
|
it for the mud at its bottom. It did not turn his mill, and it was
|
|
no privilege to him to behold it. I respect not his labors, his
|
|
farm where everything has its price, who would carry the landscape,
|
|
who would carry his God, to market, if he could get anything for
|
|
him; who goes to market for his god as it is; on whose farm nothing
|
|
grows free, whose fields bear no crops, whose meadows no flowers,
|
|
whose trees no fruits, but dollars; who loves not the beauty of his
|
|
fruits, whose fruits are not ripe for him till they are turned to
|
|
dollars. Give me the poverty that enjoys true wealth. Farmers are
|
|
respectable and interesting to me in proportion as they are poor --
|
|
poor farmers. A model farm! where the house stands like a fungus in
|
|
a muckheap, chambers for men horses, oxen, and swine, cleansed and
|
|
uncleansed, all contiguous to one another! Stocked with men! A
|
|
great grease-spot, redolent of manures and buttermilk! Under a high
|
|
state of cultivation, being manured with the hearts and brains of
|
|
men! As if you were to raise your potatoes in the churchyard! Such
|
|
is a model farm.
|
|
No, no; if the fairest features of the landscape are to be named
|
|
after men, let them be the noblest and worthiest men alone. Let our
|
|
lakes receive as true names at least as the Icarian Sea, where
|
|
"still the shore" a "brave attempt resounds."
|
|
Goose Pond, of small extent, is on my way to Flint's; Fair
|
|
Haven, an expansion of Concord River, said to contain some seventy
|
|
acres, is a mile southwest; and White Pond, of about forty acres, is
|
|
a mile and a half beyond Fair Haven. This is my lake country.
|
|
These, with Concord River, are my water privileges; and night and
|
|
day, year in year out, they grind such grist as I carry to them.
|
|
Since the wood-cutters, and the railroad, and I myself have
|
|
profaned Walden, perhaps the most attractive, if not the most
|
|
beautiful, of all our lakes, the gem of the woods, is White Pond; --
|
|
a poor name from its commonness, whether derived from the remarkable
|
|
purity of its waters or the color of its sands. In these as in
|
|
other respects, however, it is a lesser twin of Walden. They are so
|
|
much alike that you would say they must be connected under ground.
|
|
It has the same stony shore, and its waters are of the same hue. As
|
|
at Walden, in sultry dog-day weather, looking down through the woods
|
|
on some of its bays which are not so deep but that the reflection
|
|
from the bottom tinges them, its waters are of a misty bluish-green
|
|
or glaucous color. Many years since I used to go there to collect
|
|
the sand by cartloads, to make sandpaper with, and I have continued
|
|
to visit it ever since. One who frequents it proposes to call it
|
|
Virid Lake. Perhaps it might be called Yellow Pine Lake, from the
|
|
following circumstance. About fifteen years ago you could see the
|
|
top of a pitch pine, of the kind called yellow pine hereabouts,
|
|
though it is not a distinct species, projecting above the surface in
|
|
deep water, many rods from the shore. It was even supposed by some
|
|
that the pond had sunk, and this was one of the primitive forest
|
|
that formerly stood there. I find that even so long ago as 1792, in
|
|
a "Topographical Description of the Town of Concord," by one of its
|
|
citizens, in the Collections of the Massachusetts Historical
|
|
Society, the author, after speaking of Walden and White Ponds, adds,
|
|
"In the middle of the latter may be seen, when the water is very
|
|
low, a tree which appears as if it grew in the place where it now
|
|
stands, although the roots are fifty feet below the surface of the
|
|
water; the top of this tree is broken off, and at that place
|
|
measures fourteen inches in diameter." In the spring of '49 I
|
|
talked with the man who lives nearest the pond in Sudbury, who told
|
|
me that it was he who got out this tree ten or fifteen years before.
|
|
As near as he could remember, it stood twelve or fifteen rods from
|
|
the shore, where the water was thirty or forty feet deep. It was in
|
|
the winter, and he had been getting out ice in the forenoon, and had
|
|
resolved that in the afternoon, with the aid of his neighbors, he
|
|
would take out the old yellow pine. He sawed a channel in the ice
|
|
toward the shore, and hauled it over and along and out on to the ice
|
|
with oxen; but, before he had gone far in his work, he was surprised
|
|
to find that it was wrong end upward, with the stumps of the
|
|
branches pointing down, and the small end firmly fastened in the
|
|
sandy bottom. It was about a foot in diameter at the big end, and
|
|
he had expected to get a good saw-log, but it was so rotten as to be
|
|
fit only for fuel, if for that. He had some of it in his shed then.
|
|
There were marks of an axe and of woodpeckers on the butt. He
|
|
thought that it might have been a dead tree on the shore, but was
|
|
finally blown over into the pond, and after the top had become
|
|
water-logged, while the butt-end was still dry and light, had
|
|
drifted out and sunk wrong end up. His father, eighty years old,
|
|
could not remember when it was not there. Several pretty large logs
|
|
may still be seen lying on the bottom, where, owing to the
|
|
undulation of the surface, they look like huge water snakes in
|
|
motion.
|
|
This pond has rarely been profaned by a boat, for there is
|
|
little in it to tempt a fisherman. Instead of the white lily, which
|
|
requires mud, or the common sweet flag, the blue flag (Iris
|
|
versicolor) grows thinly in the pure water, rising from the stony
|
|
bottom all around the shore, where it is visited by hummingbirds in
|
|
June; and the color both of its bluish blades and its flowers and
|
|
especially their reflections, is in singular harmony with the
|
|
glaucous water.
|
|
White Pond and Walden are great crystals on the surface of the
|
|
earth, Lakes of Light. If they were permanently congealed, and
|
|
small enough to be clutched, they would, perchance, be carried off
|
|
by slaves, like precious stones, to adorn the heads of emperors; but
|
|
being liquid, and ample, and secured to us and our successors
|
|
forever, we disregard them, and run after the diamond of Kohinoor.
|
|
They are too pure to have a market value; they contain no muck. How
|
|
much more beautiful than our lives, how much more transparent than
|
|
our characters, are they! We never learned meanness of them. How
|
|
much fairer than the pool before the farmers door, in which his
|
|
ducks swim! Hither the clean wild ducks come. Nature has no human
|
|
inhabitant who appreciates her. The birds with their plumage and
|
|
their notes are in harmony with the flowers, but what youth or
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maiden conspires with the wild luxuriant beauty of Nature? She
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flourishes most alone, far from the towns where they reside. Talk
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of heaven! ye disgrace earth.
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Baker Farm
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Sometimes I rambled to pine groves, standing like temples, or
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like fleets at sea, full-rigged, with wavy boughs, and rippling with
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light, so soft and green and shady that the Druids would have
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forsaken their oaks to worship in them; or to the cedar wood beyond
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Flint's Pond, where the trees, covered with hoary blue berries,
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spiring higher and higher, are fit to stand before Valhalla, and the
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creeping juniper covers the ground with wreaths full of fruit; or to
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swamps where the usnea lichen hangs in festoons from the white
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spruce trees, and toadstools, round tables of the swamp gods, cover
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the ground, and more beautiful fungi adorn the stumps, like
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butterflies or shells, vegetable winkles; where the swamp-pink and
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dogwood grow, the red alderberry glows like eyes of imps, the
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waxwork grooves and crushes the hardest woods in its folds, and the
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wild holly berries make the beholder forget his home with their
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beauty, and he is dazzled and tempted by nameless other wild
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forbidden fruits, too fair for mortal taste. Instead of calling on
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some scholar, I paid many a visit to particular trees, of kinds
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which are rare in this neighborhood, standing far away in the middle
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of some pasture, or in the depths of a wood or swamp, or on a
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hilltop; such as the black birch, of which we have some handsome
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specimens two feet in diameter; its cousin, the yellow birch, with
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its loose golden vest, perfumed like the first; the beech, which has
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so neat a bole and beautifully lichen-painted, perfect in all its
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details, of which, excepting scattered specimens, I know but one
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small grove of sizable trees left in the township, supposed by some
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to have been planted by the pigeons that were once baited with
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beechnuts near by; it is worth the while to see the silver grain
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sparkle when you split this wood; the bass; the hornbeam; the Celtis
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occidentalis, or false elm, of which we have but one well-grown;
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some taller mast of a pine, a shingle tree, or a more perfect
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hemlock than usual, standing like a pagoda in the midst of the
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woods; and many others I could mention. These were the shrines I
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visited both summer and winter.
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Once it chanced that I stood in the very abutment of a rainbow's
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arch, which filled the lower stratum of the atmosphere, tinging the
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grass and leaves around, and dazzling me as if I looked through
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colored crystal. It was a lake of rainbow light, in which, for a
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short while, I lived like a dolphin. If it had lasted longer it
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might have tinged my employments and life. As I walked on the
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railroad causeway, I used to wonder at the halo of light around my
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shadow, and would fain fancy myself one of the elect. One who
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visited me declared that the shadows of some Irishmen before him had
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no halo about them, that it was only natives that were so
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distinguished. Benvenuto Cellini tells us in his memoirs, that,
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after a certain terrible dream or vision which he had during his
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confinement in the castle of St. Angelo a resplendent light appeared
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over the shadow of his head at morning and evening, whether he was
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in Italy or France, and it was particularly conspicuous when the
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grass was moist with dew. This was probably the same phenomenon to
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which I have referred, which is especially observed in the morning,
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but also at other times, and even by moonlight. Though a constant
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one, it is not commonly noticed, and, in the case of an excitable
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imagination like Cellini's, it would be basis enough for
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superstition. Beside, he tells us that he showed it to very few.
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But are they not indeed distinguished who are conscious that they
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are regarded at all?
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I set out one afternoon to go a-fishing to Fair Haven, through
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the woods, to eke out my scanty fare of vegetables. My way led
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through Pleasant Meadow, an adjunct of the Baker Farm, that retreat
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of which a poet has since sung, beginning,--
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"Thy entry is a pleasant field,
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Which some mossy fruit trees yield
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Partly to a ruddy brook,
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By gliding musquash undertook,
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And mercurial trout,
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Darting about."
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I thought of living there before I went to Walden. I "hooked" the
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apples, leaped the brook, and scared the musquash and the trout. It
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was one of those afternoons which seem indefinitely long before one,
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in which many events may happen, a large portion of our natural
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life, though it was already half spent when I started. By the way
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there came up a shower, which compelled me to stand half an hour
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under a pine, piling boughs over my head, and wearing my
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handkerchief for a shed; and when at length I had made one cast over
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the pickerelweed, standing up to my middle in water, I found myself
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suddenly in the shadow of a cloud, and the thunder began to rumble
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with such emphasis that I could do no more than listen to it. The
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gods must be proud, thought I, with such forked flashes to rout a
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poor unarmed fisherman. So I made haste for shelter to the nearest
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hut, which stood half a mile from any road, but so much the nearer
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to the pond, and had long been uninhabited:--
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"And here a poet builded,
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In the completed years,
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For behold a trivial cabin
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That to destruction steers."
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So the Muse fables. But therein, as I found, dwelt now John Field,
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an Irishman, and his wife, and several children, from the
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broad-faced boy who assisted his father at his work, and now came
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running by his side from the bog to escape the rain, to the
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wrinkled, sibyl-like, cone-headed infant that sat upon its father's
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knee as in the palaces of nobles, and looked out from its home in
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the midst of wet and hunger inquisitively upon the stranger, with
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the privilege of infancy, not knowing but it was the last of a noble
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|
line, and the hope and cynosure of the world, instead of John
|
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Field's poor starveling brat. There we sat together under that part
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of the roof which leaked the least, while it showered and thundered
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without. I had sat there many times of old before the ship was
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built that floated his family to America. An honest, hard-working,
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|
but shiftless man plainly was John Field; and his wife, she too was
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brave to cook so many successive dinners in the recesses of that
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lofty stove; with round greasy face and bare breast, still thinking
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|
to improve her condition one day; with the never absent mop in one
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|
hand, and yet no effects of it visible anywhere. The chickens,
|
|
which had also taken shelter here from the rain, stalked about the
|
|
room like members of the family, too humanized, methought, to roast
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|
well. They stood and looked in my eye or pecked at my shoe
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|
significantly. Meanwhile my host told me his story, how hard he
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worked "bogging" for a neighboring farmer, turning up a meadow with
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a spade or bog hoe at the rate of ten dollars an acre and the use of
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the land with manure for one year, and his little broad-faced son
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worked cheerfully at his father's side the while, not knowing how
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poor a bargain the latter had made. I tried to help him with my
|
|
experience, telling him that he was one of my nearest neighbors, and
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that I too, who came a-fishing here, and looked like a loafer, was
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getting my living like himself; that I lived in a tight, light, and
|
|
clean house, which hardly cost more than the annual rent of such a
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|
ruin as his commonly amounts to; and how, if he chose, he might in a
|
|
month or two build himself a palace of his own; that I did not use
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tea, nor coffee, nor butter, nor milk, nor fresh meat, and so did
|
|
not have to work to get them; again, as I did not work hard, I did
|
|
not have to eat hard, and it cost me but a trifle for my food; but
|
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as he began with tea, and coffee, and butter, and milk, and beef, he
|
|
had to work hard to pay for them, and when he had worked hard he had
|
|
to eat hard again to repair the waste of his system -- and so it was
|
|
as broad as it was long, indeed it was broader than it was long, for
|
|
he was discontented and wasted his life into the bargain; and yet he
|
|
had rated it as a gain in coming to America, that here you could get
|
|
tea, and coffee, and meat every day. But the only true America is
|
|
that country where you are at liberty to pursue such a mode of life
|
|
as may enable you to do without these, and where the state does not
|
|
endeavor to compel you to sustain the slavery and war and other
|
|
superfluous expenses which directly or indirectly result from the
|
|
use of such things. For I purposely talked to him as if he were a
|
|
philosopher, or desired to be one. I should be glad if all the
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|
meadows on the earth were left in a wild state, if that were the
|
|
consequence of men's beginning to redeem themselves. A man will not
|
|
need to study history to find out what is best for his own culture.
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|
But alas! the culture of an Irishman is an enterprise to be
|
|
undertaken with a sort of moral bog hoe. I told him, that as he
|
|
worked so hard at bogging, he required thick boots and stout
|
|
clothing, which yet were soon soiled and worn out, but I wore light
|
|
shoes and thin clothing, which cost not half so much, though he
|
|
might think that I was dressed like a gentleman (which, however, was
|
|
not the case), and in an hour or two, without labor, but as a
|
|
recreation, I could, if I wished, catch as many fish as I should
|
|
want for two days, or earn enough money to support me a week. If he
|
|
and his family would live simply, they might all go a-huckleberrying
|
|
in the summer for their amusement. John heaved a sigh at this, and
|
|
his wife stared with arms a-kimbo, and both appeared to be wondering
|
|
if they had capital enough to begin such a course with, or
|
|
arithmetic enough to carry it through. It was sailing by dead
|
|
reckoning to them, and they saw not clearly how to make their port
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|
so; therefore I suppose they still take life bravely, after their
|
|
fashion, face to face, giving it tooth and nail, not having skill to
|
|
split its massive columns with any fine entering wedge, and rout it
|
|
in detail; -- thinking to deal with it roughly, as one should handle
|
|
a thistle. But they fight at an overwhelming disadvantage --
|
|
living, John Field, alas! without arithmetic, and failing so.
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|
"Do you ever fish?" I asked. "Oh yes, I catch a mess now and
|
|
then when I am lying by; good perch I catch. -- "What's your bait?"
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"I catch shiners with fishworms, and bait the perch with them."
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"You'd better go now, John," said his wife, with glistening and
|
|
hopeful face; but John demurred.
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|
The shower was now over, and a rainbow above the eastern woods
|
|
promised a fair evening; so I took my departure. When I had got
|
|
without I asked for a drink, hoping to get a sight of the well
|
|
bottom, to complete my survey of the premises; but there, alas! are
|
|
shallows and quicksands, and rope broken withal, and bucket
|
|
irrecoverable. Meanwhile the right culinary vessel was selected,
|
|
water was seemingly distilled, and after consultation and long delay
|
|
passed out to the thirsty one -- not yet suffered to cool, not yet
|
|
to settle. Such gruel sustains life here, I thought; so, shutting
|
|
my eyes, and excluding the motes by a skilfully directed
|
|
undercurrent, I drank to genuine hospitality the heartiest draught I
|
|
could. I am not squeamish in such cases when manners are concerned.
|
|
As I was leaving the Irishman's roof after the rain, bending my
|
|
steps again to the pond, my haste to catch pickerel, wading in
|
|
retired meadows, in sloughs and bog-holes, in forlorn and savage
|
|
places, appeared for an instant trivial to me who had been sent to
|
|
school and college; but as I ran down the hill toward the reddening
|
|
west, with the rainbow over my shoulder, and some faint tinkling
|
|
sounds borne to my ear through the cleansed air, from I know not
|
|
what quarter, my Good Genius seemed to say -- Go fish and hunt far
|
|
and wide day by day -- farther and wider -- and rest thee by many
|
|
brooks and hearth-sides without misgiving. Remember thy Creator in
|
|
the days of thy youth. Rise free from care before the dawn, and
|
|
seek adventures. Let the noon find thee by other lakes, and the
|
|
night overtake thee everywhere at home. There are no larger fields
|
|
than these, no worthier games than may here be played. Grow wild
|
|
according to thy nature, like these sedges and brakes, which will
|
|
never become English bay. Let the thunder rumble; what if it
|
|
threaten ruin to farmers' crops? That is not its errand to thee.
|
|
Take shelter under the cloud, while they flee to carts and sheds.
|
|
Let not to get a living be thy trade, but thy sport. Enjoy the
|
|
land, but own it not. Through want of enterprise and faith men are
|
|
where they are, buying and selling, and spending their lives like
|
|
serfs.
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|
|
|
O Baker Farm!
|
|
"Landscape where the richest element
|
|
Is a little sunshine innocent." ...
|
|
"No one runs to revel
|
|
On thy rail-fenced lea." ...
|
|
"Debate with no man hast thou,
|
|
With questions art never perplexed,
|
|
As tame at the first sight as now,
|
|
In thy plain russet gabardine dressed." ...
|
|
"Come ye who love,
|
|
And ye who hate,
|
|
Children of the Holy Dove,
|
|
And Guy Faux of the state,
|
|
And hang conspiracies
|
|
From the tough rafters of the trees!"
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|
|
|
Men come tamely home at night only from the next field or
|
|
street, where their household echoes haunt, and their life pines
|
|
because it breathes its own breath over again; their shadows,
|
|
morning and evening, reach farther than their daily steps. We
|
|
should come home from far, from adventures, and perils, and
|
|
discoveries every day, with new experience and character.
|
|
Before I had reached the pond some fresh impulse had brought out
|
|
John Field, with altered mind, letting go "bogging" ere this sunset.
|
|
But he, poor man, disturbed only a couple of fins while I was
|
|
catching a fair string, and he said it was his luck; but when we
|
|
changed seats in the boat luck changed seats too. Poor John Field!
|
|
-- I trust he does not read this, unless he will improve by it --
|
|
thinking to live by some derivative old-country mode in this
|
|
primitive new country -- to catch perch with shiners. It is good
|
|
bait sometimes, I allow. With his horizon all his own, yet he a
|
|
poor man, born to be poor, with his inherited Irish poverty or poor
|
|
life, his Adam's grandmother and boggy ways, not to rise in this
|
|
world, he nor his posterity, till their wading webbed bog-trotting
|
|
feet get talaria to their heels.
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|
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|
Higher Laws
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|
|
|
As I came home through the woods with my string of fish,
|
|
trailing my pole, it being now quite dark, I caught a glimpse of a
|
|
woodchuck stealing across my path, and felt a strange thrill of
|
|
savage delight, and was strongly tempted to seize and devour him
|
|
raw; not that I was hungry then, except for that wildness which he
|
|
represented. Once or twice, however, while I lived at the pond, I
|
|
found myself ranging the woods, like a half-starved hound, with a
|
|
strange abandonment, seeking some kind of venison which I might
|
|
devour, and no morsel could have been too savage for me. The
|
|
wildest scenes had become unaccountably familiar. I found in
|
|
myself, and still find, an instinct toward a higher, or, as it is
|
|
named, spiritual life, as do most men, and another toward a
|
|
primitive rank and savage one, and I reverence them both. I love
|
|
the wild not less than the good. The wildness and adventure that
|
|
are in fishing still recommended it to me. I like sometimes to take
|
|
rank hold on life and spend my day more as the animals do. Perhaps
|
|
I have owed to this employment and to hunting, when quite young, my
|
|
closest acquaintance with Nature. They early introduce us to and
|
|
detain us in scenery with which otherwise, at that age, we should
|
|
have little acquaintance. Fishermen, hunters, woodchoppers, and
|
|
others, spending their lives in the fields and woods, in a peculiar
|
|
sense a part of Nature themselves, are often in a more favorable
|
|
mood for observing her, in the intervals of their pursuits, than
|
|
philosophers or poets even, who approach her with expectation. She
|
|
is not afraid to exhibit herself to them. The traveller on the
|
|
prairie is naturally a hunter, on the head waters of the Missouri
|
|
and Columbia a trapper, and at the Falls of St. Mary a fisherman.
|
|
He who is only a traveller learns things at second-hand and by the
|
|
halves, and is poor authority. We are most interested when science
|
|
reports what those men already know practically or instinctively,
|
|
for that alone is a true humanity, or account of human experience.
|
|
They mistake who assert that the Yankee has few amusements,
|
|
because he has not so many public holidays, and men and boys do not
|
|
play so many games as they do in England, for here the more
|
|
primitive but solitary amusements of hunting, fishing, and the like
|
|
have not yet given place to the former. Almost every New England
|
|
boy among my contemporaries shouldered a fowling-piece between the
|
|
ages of ten and fourteen; and his hunting and fishing grounds were
|
|
not limited, like the preserves of an English nobleman, but were
|
|
more boundless even than those of a savage. No wonder, then, that
|
|
he did not oftener stay to play on the common. But already a change
|
|
is taking place, owing, not to an increased humanity, but to an
|
|
increased scarcity of game, for perhaps the hunter is the greatest
|
|
friend of the animals hunted, not excepting the Humane Society.
|
|
Moreover, when at the pond, I wished sometimes to add fish to my
|
|
fare for variety. I have actually fished from the same kind of
|
|
necessity that the first fishers did. Whatever humanity I might
|
|
conjure up against it was all factitious, and concerned my
|
|
philosophy more than my feelings. I speak of fishing only now, for
|
|
I had long felt differently about fowling, and sold my gun before I
|
|
went to the woods. Not that I am less humane than others, but I did
|
|
not perceive that my feelings were much affected. I did not pity
|
|
the fishes nor the worms. This was habit. As for fowling, during
|
|
the last years that I carried a gun my excuse was that I was
|
|
studying ornithology, and sought only new or rare birds. But I
|
|
confess that I am now inclined to think that there is a finer way of
|
|
studying ornithology than this. It requires so much closer
|
|
attention to the habits of the birds, that, if for that reason only,
|
|
I have been willing to omit the gun. Yet notwithstanding the
|
|
objection on the score of humanity, I am compelled to doubt if
|
|
equally valuable sports are ever substituted for these; and when
|
|
some of my friends have asked me anxiously about their boys, whether
|
|
they should let them hunt, I have answered, yes -- remembering that
|
|
it was one of the best parts of my education -- make them hunters,
|
|
though sportsmen only at first, if possible, mighty hunters at last,
|
|
so that they shall not find game large enough for them in this or
|
|
any vegetable wilderness -- hunters as well as fishers of men. Thus
|
|
far I am of the opinion of Chaucer's nun, who
|
|
|
|
"yave not of the text a pulled hen
|
|
That saith that hunters ben not holy men."
|
|
|
|
There is a period in the history of the individual, as of the race,
|
|
when the hunters are the "best men," as the Algonquins called them.
|
|
We cannot but pity the boy who has never fired a gun; he is no more
|
|
humane, while his education has been sadly neglected. This was my
|
|
answer with respect to those youths who were bent on this pursuit,
|
|
trusting that they would soon outgrow it. No humane being, past the
|
|
thoughtless age of boyhood, will wantonly murder any creature which
|
|
holds its life by the same tenure that he does. The hare in its
|
|
extremity cries like a child. I warn you, mothers, that my
|
|
sympathies do not always make the usual philanthropic distinctions.
|
|
Such is oftenest the young man's introduction to the forest, and
|
|
the most original part of himself. He goes thither at first as a
|
|
hunter and fisher, until at last, if he has the seeds of a better
|
|
life in him, he distinguishes his proper objects, as a poet or
|
|
naturalist it may be, and leaves the gun and fish-pole behind. The
|
|
mass of men are still and always young in this respect. In some
|
|
countries a hunting parson is no uncommon sight. Such a one might
|
|
make a good shepherd's dog, but is far from being the Good Shepherd.
|
|
I have been surprised to consider that the only obvious employment,
|
|
except wood-chopping, ice-cutting, or the like business, which ever
|
|
to my knowledge detained at Walden Pond for a whole half-day any of
|
|
my fellow-citizens, whether fathers or children of the town, with
|
|
just one exception, was fishing. Commonly they did not think that
|
|
they were lucky, or well paid for their time, unless they got a long
|
|
string of fish, though they had the opportunity of seeing the pond
|
|
all the while. They might go there a thousand times before the
|
|
sediment of fishing would sink to the bottom and leave their purpose
|
|
pure; but no doubt such a clarifying process would be going on all
|
|
the while. The Governor and his Council faintly remember the pond,
|
|
for they went a-fishing there when they were boys; but now they are
|
|
too old and dignified to go a-fishing, and so they know it no more
|
|
forever. Yet even they expect to go to heaven at last. If the
|
|
legislature regards it, it is chiefly to regulate the number of
|
|
hooks to be used there; but they know nothing about the hook of
|
|
hooks with which to angle for the pond itself, impaling the
|
|
legislature for a bait. Thus, even in civilized communities, the
|
|
embryo man passes through the hunter stage of development.
|
|
I have found repeatedly, of late years, that I cannot fish
|
|
without falling a little in self-respect. I have tried it again and
|
|
again. I have skill at it, and, like many of my fellows, a certain
|
|
instinct for it, which revives from time to time, but always when I
|
|
have done I feel that it would have been better if I had not fished.
|
|
I think that I do not mistake. It is a faint intimation, yet so are
|
|
the first streaks of morning. There is unquestionably this instinct
|
|
in me which belongs to the lower orders of creation; yet with every
|
|
year I am less a fisherman, though without more humanity or even
|
|
wisdom; at present I am no fisherman at all. But I see that if I
|
|
were to live in a wilderness I should again be tempted to become a
|
|
fisher and hunter in earnest. Beside, there is something
|
|
essentially unclean about this diet and all flesh, and I began to
|
|
see where housework commences, and whence the endeavor, which costs
|
|
so much, to wear a tidy and respectable appearance each day, to keep
|
|
the house sweet and free from all ill odors and sights. Having been
|
|
my own butcher and scullion and cook, as well as the gentleman for
|
|
whom the dishes were served up, I can speak from an unusually
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complete experience. The practical objection to animal food in my
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case was its uncleanness; and besides, when I had caught and cleaned
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and cooked and eaten my fish, they seemed not to have fed me
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essentially. It was insignificant and unnecessary, and cost more
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than it came to. A little bread or a few potatoes would have done
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as well, with less trouble and filth. Like many of my
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contemporaries, I had rarely for many years used animal food, or
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tea, or coffee, etc.; not so much because of any ill effects which I
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had traced to them, as because they were not agreeable to my
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imagination. The repugnance to animal food is not the effect of
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experience, but is an instinct. It appeared more beautiful to live
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low and fare hard in many respects; and though I never did so, I
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went far enough to please my imagination. I believe that every man
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who has ever been earnest to preserve his higher or poetic faculties
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in the best condition has been particularly inclined to abstain from
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animal food, and from much food of any kind. It is a significant
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fact, stated by entomologists -- I find it in Kirby and Spence --
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that "some insects in their perfect state, though furnished with
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organs of feeding, make no use of them"; and they lay it down as "a
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general rule, that almost all insects in this state eat much less
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than in that of larvae. The voracious caterpillar when transformed
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into a butterfly ... and the gluttonous maggot when become a fly"
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content themselves with a drop or two of honey or some other sweet
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liquid. The abdomen under the wings of the butterfly still
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|
represents the larva. This is the tidbit which tempts his
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insectivorous fate. The gross feeder is a man in the larva state;
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and there are whole nations in that condition, nations without fancy
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or imagination, whose vast abdomens betray them.
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It is hard to provide and cook so simple and clean a diet as
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will not offend the imagination; but this, I think, is to be fed
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when we feed the body; they should both sit down at the same table.
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Yet perhaps this may be done. The fruits eaten temperately need not
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make us ashamed of our appetites, nor interrupt the worthiest
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pursuits. But put an extra condiment into your dish, and it will
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poison you. It is not worth the while to live by rich cookery.
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Most men would feel shame if caught preparing with their own hands
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precisely such a dinner, whether of animal or vegetable food, as is
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every day prepared for them by others. Yet till this is otherwise
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we are not civilized, and, if gentlemen and ladies, are not true men
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and women. This certainly suggests what change is to be made. It
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may be vain to ask why the imagination will not be reconciled to
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flesh and fat. I am satisfied that it is not. Is it not a reproach
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that man is a carnivorous animal? True, he can and does live, in a
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|
great measure, by preying on other animals; but this is a miserable
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|
way -- as any one who will go to snaring rabbits, or slaughtering
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lambs, may learn -- and he will be regarded as a benefactor of his
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|
race who shall teach man to confine himself to a more innocent and
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|
wholesome diet. Whatever my own practice may be, I have no doubt
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|
that it is a part of the destiny of the human race, in its gradual
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improvement, to leave off eating animals, as surely as the savage
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tribes have left off eating each other when they came in contact
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with the more civilized.
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If one listens to the faintest but constant suggestions of his
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genius, which are certainly true, he sees not to what extremes, or
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|
even insanity, it may lead him; and yet that way, as he grows more
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|
resolute and faithful, his road lies. The faintest assured
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|
objection which one healthy man feels will at length prevail over
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|
the arguments and customs of mankind. No man ever followed his
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genius till it misled him. Though the result were bodily weakness,
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|
yet perhaps no one can say that the consequences were to be
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|
regretted, for these were a life in conformity to higher principles.
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|
If the day and the night are such that you greet them with joy, and
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|
life emits a fragrance like flowers and sweet-scented herbs, is more
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|
elastic, more starry, more immortal -- that is your success. All
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|
nature is your congratulation, and you have cause momentarily to
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|
bless yourself. The greatest gains and values are farthest from
|
|
being appreciated. We easily come to doubt if they exist. We soon
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|
forget them. They are the highest reality. Perhaps the facts most
|
|
astounding and most real are never communicated by man to man. The
|
|
true harvest of my daily life is somewhat as intangible and
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|
indescribable as the tints of morning or evening. It is a little
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|
star-dust caught, a segment of the rainbow which I have clutched.
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Yet, for my part, I was never unusually squeamish; I could
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sometimes eat a fried rat with a good relish, if it were necessary.
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|
I am glad to have drunk water so long, for the same reason that I
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|
prefer the natural sky to an opium-eater's heaven. I would fain
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|
keep sober always; and there are infinite degrees of drunkenness. I
|
|
believe that water is the only drink for a wise man; wine is not so
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|
noble a liquor; and think of dashing the hopes of a morning with a
|
|
cup of warm coffee, or of an evening with a dish of tea! Ah, how
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|
low I fall when I am tempted by them! Even music may be
|
|
intoxicating. Such apparently slight causes destroyed Greece and
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|
Rome, and will destroy England and America. Of all ebriosity, who
|
|
does not prefer to be intoxicated by the air he breathes? I have
|
|
found it to be the most serious objection to coarse labors long
|
|
continued, that they compelled me to eat and drink coarsely also.
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|
But to tell the truth, I find myself at present somewhat less
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|
particular in these respects. I carry less religion to the table,
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|
ask no blessing; not because I am wiser than I was, but, I am
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|
obliged to confess, because, however much it is to be regretted,
|
|
with years I have grown more coarse and indifferent. Perhaps these
|
|
questions are entertained only in youth, as most believe of poetry.
|
|
My practice is "nowhere," my opinion is here. Nevertheless I am far
|
|
from regarding myself as one of those privileged ones to whom the
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|
Ved refers when it says, that "he who has true faith in the
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|
Omnipresent Supreme Being may eat all that exists," that is, is not
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|
bound to inquire what is his food, or who prepares it; and even in
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|
their case it is to be observed, as a Hindoo commentator has
|
|
remarked, that the Vedant limits this privilege to "the time of
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|
distress."
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|
Who has not sometimes derived an inexpressible satisfaction from
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|
his food in which appetite had no share? I have been thrilled to
|
|
think that I owed a mental perception to the commonly gross sense of
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|
taste, that I have been inspired through the palate, that some
|
|
berries which I had eaten on a hillside had fed my genius. "The
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|
soul not being mistress of herself," says Thseng-tseu, "one looks,
|
|
and one does not see; one listens, and one does not hear; one eats,
|
|
and one does not know the savor of food." He who distinguishes the
|
|
true savor of his food can never be a glutton; he who does not
|
|
cannot be otherwise. A puritan may go to his brown-bread crust with
|
|
as gross an appetite as ever an alderman to his turtle. Not that
|
|
food which entereth into the mouth defileth a man, but the appetite
|
|
with which it is eaten. It is neither the quality nor the quantity,
|
|
but the devotion to sensual savors; when that which is eaten is not
|
|
a viand to sustain our animal, or inspire our spiritual life, but
|
|
food for the worms that possess us. If the hunter has a taste for
|
|
mud-turtles, muskrats, and other such savage tidbits, the fine lady
|
|
indulges a taste for jelly made of a calf's foot, or for sardines
|
|
from over the sea, and they are even. He goes to the mill-pond, she
|
|
to her preserve-pot. The wonder is how they, how you and I, can
|
|
live this slimy, beastly life, eating and drinking.
|
|
Our whole life is startlingly moral. There is never an
|
|
instant's truce between virtue and vice. Goodness is the only
|
|
investment that never fails. In the music of the harp which
|
|
trembles round the world it is the insisting on this which thrills
|
|
us. The harp is the travelling patterer for the Universe's
|
|
Insurance Company, recommending its laws, and our little goodness is
|
|
all the assessment that we pay. Though the youth at last grows
|
|
indifferent, the laws of the universe are not indifferent, but are
|
|
forever on the side of the most sensitive. Listen to every zephyr
|
|
for some reproof, for it is surely there, and he is unfortunate who
|
|
does not hear it. We cannot touch a string or move a stop but the
|
|
charming moral transfixes us. Many an irksome noise, go a long way
|
|
off, is heard as music, a proud, sweet satire on the meanness of our
|
|
lives.
|
|
We are conscious of an animal in us, which awakens in proportion
|
|
as our higher nature slumbers. It is reptile and sensual, and
|
|
perhaps cannot be wholly expelled; like the worms which, even in
|
|
life and health, occupy our bodies. Possibly we may withdraw from
|
|
it, but never change its nature. I fear that it may enjoy a certain
|
|
health of its own; that we may be well, yet not pure. The other day
|
|
I picked up the lower jaw of a hog, with white and sound teeth and
|
|
tusks, which suggested that there was an animal health and vigor
|
|
distinct from the spiritual. This creature succeeded by other means
|
|
than temperance and purity. "That in which men differ from brute
|
|
beasts," says Mencius, "is a thing very inconsiderable; the common
|
|
herd lose it very soon; superior men preserve it carefully." Who
|
|
knows what sort of life would result if we had attained to purity?
|
|
If I knew so wise a man as could teach me purity I would go to seek
|
|
him forthwith. "A command over our passions, and over the external
|
|
senses of the body, and good acts, are declared by the Ved to be
|
|
indispensable in the mind's approximation to God." Yet the spirit
|
|
can for the time pervade and control every member and function of
|
|
the body, and transmute what in form is the grossest sensuality
|
|
into purity and devotion. The generative energy, which, when we are
|
|
loose, dissipates and makes us unclean, when we are continent
|
|
invigorates and inspires us. Chastity is the flowering of man; and
|
|
what are called Genius, Heroism, Holiness, and the like, are but
|
|
various fruits which succeed it. Man flows at once to God when the
|
|
channel of purity is open. By turns our purity inspires and our
|
|
impurity casts us down. He is blessed who is assured that the
|
|
animal is dying out in him day by day, and the divine being
|
|
established. Perhaps there is none but has cause for shame on
|
|
account of the inferior and brutish nature to which he is allied. I
|
|
fear that we are such gods or demigods only as fauns and satyrs, the
|
|
divine allied to beasts, the creatures of appetite, and that, to
|
|
some extent, our very life is our disgrace.--
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|
|
|
"How happy's he who hath due place assigned
|
|
To his beasts and disafforested his mind!
|
|
. . . . . . .
|
|
Can use this horse, goat, wolf, and ev'ry beast,
|
|
And is not ass himself to all the rest!
|
|
Else man not only is the herd of swine,
|
|
But he's those devils too which did incline
|
|
Them to a headlong rage, and made them worse."
|
|
|
|
All sensuality is one, though it takes many forms; all purity is
|
|
one. It is the same whether a man eat, or drink, or cohabit, or
|
|
sleep sensually. They are but one appetite, and we only need to see
|
|
a person do any one of these things to know how great a sensualist
|
|
he is. The impure can neither stand nor sit with purity. When the
|
|
reptile is attacked at one mouth of his burrow, he shows himself at
|
|
another. If you would be chaste, you must be temperate. What is
|
|
chastity? How shall a man know if he is chaste? He shall not know
|
|
it. We have heard of this virtue, but we know not what it is. We
|
|
speak conformably to the rumor which we have heard. From exertion
|
|
come wisdom and purity; from sloth ignorance and sensuality. In the
|
|
student sensuality is a sluggish habit of mind. An unclean person
|
|
is universally a slothful one, one who sits by a stove, whom the sun
|
|
shines on prostrate, who reposes without being fatigued. If you
|
|
would avoid uncleanness, and all the sins, work earnestly, though it
|
|
be at cleaning a stable. Nature is hard to be overcome, but she
|
|
must be overcome. What avails it that you are Christian, if you are
|
|
not purer than the heathen, if you deny yourself no more, if you are
|
|
not more religious? I know of many systems of religion esteemed
|
|
heathenish whose precepts fill the reader with shame, and provoke
|
|
him to new endeavors, though it be to the performance of rites
|
|
merely.
|
|
I hesitate to say these things, but it is not because of the
|
|
subject -- I care not how obscene my words are -- but because I
|
|
cannot speak of them without betraying my impurity. We discourse
|
|
freely without shame of one form of sensuality, and are silent about
|
|
another. We are so degraded that we cannot speak simply of the
|
|
necessary functions of human nature. In earlier ages, in some
|
|
countries, every function was reverently spoken of and regulated by
|
|
law. Nothing was too trivial for the Hindoo lawgiver, however
|
|
offensive it may be to modern taste. He teaches how to eat, drink,
|
|
cohabit, void excrement and urine, and the like, elevating what is
|
|
mean, and does not falsely excuse himself by calling these things
|
|
trifles.
|
|
Every man is the builder of a temple, called his body, to the
|
|
god he worships, after a style purely his own, nor can he get off by
|
|
hammering marble instead. We are all sculptors and painters, and
|
|
our material is our own flesh and blood and bones. Any nobleness
|
|
begins at once to refine a man's features, any meanness or
|
|
sensuality to imbrute them.
|
|
John Farmer sat at his door one September evening, after a hard
|
|
day's work, his mind still running on his labor more or less.
|
|
Having bathed, he sat down to re-create his intellectual man. It
|
|
was a rather cool evening, and some of his neighbors were
|
|
apprehending a frost. He had not attended to the train of his
|
|
thoughts long when he heard some one playing on a flute, and that
|
|
sound harmonized with his mood. Still he thought of his work; but
|
|
the burden of his thought was, that though this kept running in his
|
|
head, and he found himself planning and contriving it against his
|
|
will, yet it concerned him very little. It was no more than the
|
|
scurf of his skin, which was constantly shuffled off. But the notes
|
|
of the flute came home to his ears out of a different sphere from
|
|
that he worked in, and suggested work for certain faculties which
|
|
slumbered in him. They gently did away with the street, and the
|
|
village, and the state in which he lived. A voice said to him --
|
|
Why do you stay here and live this mean moiling life, when a
|
|
glorious existence is possible for you? Those same stars twinkle
|
|
over other fields than these. -- But how to come out of this
|
|
condition and actually migrate thither? All that he could think of
|
|
was to practise some new austerity, to let his mind descend into his
|
|
body and redeem it, and treat himself with ever increasing respect.
|
|
|
|
|
|
Brute Neighbors
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|
|
|
Sometimes I had a companion in my fishing, who came through the
|
|
village to my house from the other side of the town, and the
|
|
catching of the dinner was as much a social exercise as the eating
|
|
of it.
|
|
Hermit. I wonder what the world is doing now. I have not heard
|
|
so much as a locust over the sweet-fern these three hours. The
|
|
pigeons are all asleep upon their roosts -- no flutter from them.
|
|
Was that a farmer's noon horn which sounded from beyond the woods
|
|
just now? The hands are coming in to boiled salt beef and cider and
|
|
Indian bread. Why will men worry themselves so? He that does not
|
|
eat need not work. I wonder how much they have reaped. Who would
|
|
live there where a body can never think for the barking of Bose?
|
|
And oh, the housekeeping! to keep bright the devil's door-knobs, and
|
|
scour his tubs this bright day! Better not keep a house. Say, some
|
|
hollow tree; and then for morning calls and dinner-parties! Only a
|
|
woodpecker tapping. Oh, they swarm; the sun is too warm there; they
|
|
are born too far into life for me. I have water from the spring,
|
|
and a loaf of brown bread on the shelf. -- Hark! I hear a rustling
|
|
of the leaves. Is it some ill-fed village hound yielding to the
|
|
instinct of the chase? or the lost pig which is said to be in these
|
|
woods, whose tracks I saw after the rain? It comes on apace; my
|
|
sumachs and sweetbriers tremble. -- Eh, Mr. Poet, is it you? How do
|
|
you like the world to-day?
|
|
Poet. See those clouds; how they hang! That's the greatest
|
|
thing I have seen to-day. There's nothing like it in old paintings,
|
|
nothing like it in foreign lands -- unless when we were off the
|
|
coast of Spain. That's a true Mediterranean sky. I thought, as I
|
|
have my living to get, and have not eaten to-day, that I might go
|
|
a-fishing. That's the true industry for poets. It is the only
|
|
trade I have learned. Come, let's along.
|
|
Hermit. I cannot resist. My brown bread will soon be gone. I
|
|
will go with you gladly soon, but I am just concluding a serious
|
|
meditation. I think that I am near the end of it. Leave me alone,
|
|
then, for a while. But that we may not be delayed, you shall be
|
|
digging the bait meanwhile. Angleworms are rarely to be met with in
|
|
these parts, where the soil was never fattened with manure; the race
|
|
is nearly extinct. The sport of digging the bait is nearly equal to
|
|
that of catching the fish, when one's appetite is not too keen; and
|
|
this you may have all to yourself today. I would advise you to set
|
|
in the spade down yonder among the ground-nuts, where you see the
|
|
johnswort waving. I think that I may warrant you one worm to every
|
|
three sods you turn up, if you look well in among the roots of the
|
|
grass, as if you were weeding. Or, if you choose to go farther, it
|
|
will not be unwise, for I have found the increase of fair bait to be
|
|
very nearly as the squares of the distances.
|
|
Hermit alone. Let me see; where was I? Methinks I was nearly
|
|
in this frame of mind; the world lay about at this angle. Shall I
|
|
go to heaven or a-fishing? If I should soon bring this meditation
|
|
to an end, would another so sweet occasion be likely to offer? I
|
|
was as near being resolved into the essence of things as ever I was
|
|
in my life. I fear my thoughts will not come back to me. If it
|
|
would do any good, I would whistle for them. When they make us an
|
|
offer, is it wise to say, We will think of it? My thoughts have
|
|
left no track, and I cannot find the path again. What was it that I
|
|
was thinking of? It was a very hazy day. I will just try these
|
|
three sentences of Confutsee; they may fetch that state about again.
|
|
I know not whether it was the dumps or a budding ecstasy. Mem.
|
|
There never is but one opportunity of a kind.
|
|
Poet. How now, Hermit, is it too soon? I have got just
|
|
thirteen whole ones, beside several which are imperfect or
|
|
undersized; but they will do for the smaller fry; they do not cover
|
|
up the hook so much. Those village worms are quite too large; a
|
|
shiner may make a meal off one without finding the skewer.
|
|
Hermit. Well, then, let's be off. Shall we to the Concord?
|
|
There's good sport there if the water be not too high.
|
|
Why do precisely these objects which we behold make a world?
|
|
Why has man just these species of animals for his neighbors; as if
|
|
nothing but a mouse could have filled this crevice? I suspect that
|
|
Pilpay & Co. have put animals to their best use, for they are all
|
|
beasts of burden, in a sense, made to carry some portion of our
|
|
thoughts.
|
|
The mice which haunted my house were not the common ones, which
|
|
are said to have been introduced into the country, but a wild native
|
|
kind not found in the village. I sent one to a distinguished
|
|
naturalist, and it interested him much. When I was building, one of
|
|
these had its nest underneath the house, and before I had laid the
|
|
second floor, and swept out the shavings, would come out regularly
|
|
at lunch time and pick up the crumbs at my feet. It probably had
|
|
never seen a man before; and it soon became quite familiar, and
|
|
would run over my shoes and up my clothes. It could readily ascend
|
|
the sides of the room by short impulses, like a squirrel, which it
|
|
resembled in its motions. At length, as I leaned with my elbow on
|
|
the bench one day, it ran up my clothes, and along my sleeve, and
|
|
round and round the paper which held my dinner, while I kept the
|
|
latter close, and dodged and played at bopeep with it; and when at
|
|
last I held still a piece of cheese between my thumb and finger, it
|
|
came and nibbled it, sitting in my hand, and afterward cleaned its
|
|
face and paws, like a fly, and walked away.
|
|
A phoebe soon built in my shed, and a robin for protection in a
|
|
pine which grew against the house. In June the partridge (Tetrao
|
|
umbellus), which is so shy a bird, led her brood past my windows,
|
|
from the woods in the rear to the front of my house, clucking and
|
|
calling to them like a hen, and in all her behavior proving herself
|
|
the hen of the woods. The young suddenly disperse on your approach,
|
|
at a signal from the mother, as if a whirlwind had swept them away,
|
|
and they so exactly resemble the dried leaves and twigs that many a
|
|
traveler has placed his foot in the midst of a brood, and heard the
|
|
whir of the old bird as she flew off, and her anxious calls and
|
|
mewing, or seen her trail her wings to attract his attention,
|
|
without suspecting their neighborhood. The parent will sometimes
|
|
roll and spin round before you in such a dishabille, that you
|
|
cannot, for a few moments, detect what kind of creature it is. The
|
|
young squat still and flat, often running their heads under a leaf,
|
|
and mind only their mother's directions given from a distance, nor
|
|
will your approach make them run again and betray themselves. You
|
|
may even tread on them, or have your eyes on them for a minute,
|
|
without discovering them. I have held them in my open hand at such
|
|
a time, and still their only care, obedient to their mother and
|
|
their instinct, was to squat there without fear or trembling. So
|
|
perfect is this instinct, that once, when I had laid them on the
|
|
leaves again, and one accidentally fell on its side, it was found
|
|
with the rest in exactly the same position ten minutes afterward.
|
|
They are not callow like the young of most birds, but more perfectly
|
|
developed and precocious even than chickens. The remarkably adult
|
|
yet innocent expression of their open and serene eyes is very
|
|
memorable. All intelligence seems reflected in them. They suggest
|
|
not merely the purity of infancy, but a wisdom clarified by
|
|
experience. Such an eye was not born when the bird was, but is
|
|
coeval with the sky it reflects. The woods do not yield another
|
|
such a gem. The traveller does not often look into such a limpid
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|
well. The ignorant or reckless sportsman often shoots the parent at
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such a time, and leaves these innocents to fall a prey to some
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prowling beast or bird, or gradually mingle with the decaying leaves
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which they so much resemble. It is said that when hatched by a hen
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they will directly disperse on some alarm, and so are lost, for they
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never hear the mother's call which gathers them again. These were
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my hens and chickens.
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It is remarkable how many creatures live wild and free though
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secret in the woods, and still sustain themselves in the
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neighborhood of towns, suspected by hunters only. How retired the
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otter manages to live here! He grows to be four feet long, as big
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as a small boy, perhaps without any human being getting a glimpse of
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him. I formerly saw the raccoon in the woods behind where my house
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is built, and probably still heard their whinnering at night.
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Commonly I rested an hour or two in the shade at noon, after
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planting, and ate my lunch, and read a little by a spring which was
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the source of a swamp and of a brook, oozing from under Brister's
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Hill, half a mile from my field. The approach to this was through a
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succession of descending grassy hollows, full of young pitch pines,
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into a larger wood about the swamp. There, in a very secluded and
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shaded spot, under a spreading white pine, there was yet a clean,
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firm sward to sit on. I had dug out the spring and made a well of
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clear gray water, where I could dip up a pailful without roiling it,
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and thither I went for this purpose almost every day in midsummer,
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when the pond was warmest. Thither, too, the woodcock led her
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brood, to probe the mud for worms, flying but a foot above them down
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the bank, while they ran in a troop beneath; but at last, spying me,
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she would leave her young and circle round and round me, nearer and
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nearer till within four or five feet, pretending broken wings and
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legs, to attract my attention, and get off her young, who would
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already have taken up their march, with faint, wiry peep, single
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file through the swamp, as she directed. Or I heard the peep of the
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young when I could not see the parent bird. There too the turtle
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doves sat over the spring, or fluttered from bough to bough of the
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soft white pines over my head; or the red squirrel, coursing down
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the nearest bough, was particularly familiar and inquisitive. You
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only need sit still long enough in some attractive spot in the woods
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that all its inhabitants may exhibit themselves to you by turns.
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I was witness to events of a less peaceful character. One day
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when I went out to my wood-pile, or rather my pile of stumps, I
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observed two large ants, the one red, the other much larger, nearly
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half an inch long, and black, fiercely contending with one another.
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Having once got hold they never let go, but struggled and wrestled
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and rolled on the chips incessantly. Looking farther, I was
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surprised to find that the chips were covered with such combatants,
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that it was not a duellum, but a bellum, a war between two races of
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ants, the red always pitted against the black, and frequently two
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red ones to one black. The legions of these Myrmidons covered all
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the hills and vales in my wood-yard, and the ground was already
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|
strewn with the dead and dying, both red and black. It was the only
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battle which I have ever witnessed, the only battle-field I ever
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trod while the battle was raging; internecine war; the red
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republicans on the one hand, and the black imperialists on the
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other. On every side they were engaged in deadly combat, yet
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|
without any noise that I could hear, and human soldiers never fought
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so resolutely. I watched a couple that were fast locked in each
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other's embraces, in a little sunny valley amid the chips, now at
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noonday prepared to fight till the sun went down, or life went out.
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The smaller red champion had fastened himself like a vice to his
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adversary's front, and through all the tumblings on that field never
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for an instant ceased to gnaw at one of his feelers near the root,
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having already caused the other to go by the board; while the
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stronger black one dashed him from side to side, and, as I saw on
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|
looking nearer, had already divested him of several of his members.
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They fought with more pertinacity than bulldogs. Neither manifested
|
|
the least disposition to retreat. It was evident that their
|
|
battle-cry was "Conquer or die." In the meanwhile there came along
|
|
a single red ant on the hillside of this valley, evidently full of
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|
excitement, who either had despatched his foe, or had not yet taken
|
|
part in the battle; probably the latter, for he had lost none of his
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|
limbs; whose mother had charged him to return with his shield or
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|
upon it. Or perchance he was some Achilles, who had nourished his
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|
wrath apart, and had now come to avenge or rescue his Patroclus. He
|
|
saw this unequal combat from afar -- for the blacks were nearly
|
|
twice the size of the red -- he drew near with rapid pace till be
|
|
stood on his guard within half an inch of the combatants; then,
|
|
watching his opportunity, he sprang upon the black warrior, and
|
|
commenced his operations near the root of his right fore leg,
|
|
leaving the foe to select among his own members; and so there were
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three united for life, as if a new kind of attraction had been
|
|
invented which put all other locks and cements to shame. I should
|
|
not have wondered by this time to find that they had their
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|
respective musical bands stationed on some eminent chip, and playing
|
|
their national airs the while, to excite the slow and cheer the
|
|
dying combatants. I was myself excited somewhat even as if they had
|
|
been men. The more you think of it, the less the difference. And
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|
certainly there is not the fight recorded in Concord history, at
|
|
least, if in the history of America, that will bear a moment's
|
|
comparison with this, whether for the numbers engaged in it, or for
|
|
the patriotism and heroism displayed. For numbers and for carnage
|
|
it was an Austerlitz or Dresden. Concord Fight! Two killed on the
|
|
patriots' side, and Luther Blanchard wounded! Why here every ant
|
|
was a Buttrick -- "Fire! for God's sake fire!" -- and thousands
|
|
shared the fate of Davis and Hosmer. There was not one hireling
|
|
there. I have no doubt that it was a principle they fought for, as
|
|
much as our ancestors, and not to avoid a three-penny tax on their
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|
tea; and the results of this battle will be as important and
|
|
memorable to those whom it concerns as those of the battle of Bunker
|
|
Hill, at least.
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|
I took up the chip on which the three I have particularly
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|
described were struggling, carried it into my house, and placed it
|
|
under a tumbler on my window-sill, in order to see the issue.
|
|
Holding a microscope to the first-mentioned red ant, I saw that,
|
|
though he was assiduously gnawing at the near fore leg of his enemy,
|
|
having severed his remaining feeler, his own breast was all torn
|
|
away, exposing what vitals he had there to the jaws of the black
|
|
warrior, whose breastplate was apparently too thick for him to
|
|
pierce; and the dark carbuncles of the sufferer's eyes shone with
|
|
ferocity such as war only could excite. They struggled half an hour
|
|
longer under the tumbler, and when I looked again the black soldier
|
|
had severed the heads of his foes from their bodies, and the still
|
|
living heads were hanging on either side of him like ghastly
|
|
trophies at his saddle-bow, still apparently as firmly fastened as
|
|
ever, and he was endeavoring with feeble struggles, being without
|
|
feelers and with only the remnant of a leg, and I know not how many
|
|
other wounds, to divest himself of them; which at length, after half
|
|
an hour more, he accomplished. I raised the glass, and he went off
|
|
over the window-sill in that crippled state. Whether he finally
|
|
survived that combat, and spent the remainder of his days in some
|
|
Hotel des Invalides, I do not know; but I thought that his industry
|
|
would not be worth much thereafter. I never learned which party was
|
|
victorious, nor the cause of the war; but I felt for the rest of
|
|
that day as if I had had my feelings excited and harrowed by
|
|
witnessing the struggle, the ferocity and carnage, of a human battle
|
|
before my door.
|
|
Kirby and Spence tell us that the battles of ants have long been
|
|
celebrated and the date of them recorded, though they say that Huber
|
|
is the only modern author who appears to have witnessed them.
|
|
"AEneas Sylvius," say they, "after giving a very circumstantial
|
|
account of one contested with great obstinacy by a great and small
|
|
species on the trunk of a pear tree," adds that "this action was
|
|
fought in the pontificate of Eugenius the Fourth, in the presence of
|
|
Nicholas Pistoriensis, an eminent lawyer, who related the whole,
|
|
history of the battle with the greatest fidelity." A similar
|
|
engagement between great and small ants is recorded by Olaus Magnus,
|
|
in which the small ones, being victorious, are said to have buried
|
|
the bodies of their own soldiers, but left those of their giant
|
|
enemies a prey to the birds. This event happened previous to the
|
|
expulsion of the tyrant Christiern the Second from Sweden." The
|
|
battle which I witnessed took place in the Presidency of Polk, five
|
|
years before the passage of Webster's Fugitive-Slave Bill.
|
|
Many a village Bose, fit only to course a mud-turtle in a
|
|
victualling cellar, sported his heavy quarters in the woods, without
|
|
the knowledge of his master, and ineffectually smelled at old fox
|
|
burrows and woodchucks' holes; led perchance by some slight cur
|
|
which nimbly threaded the wood, and might still inspire a natural
|
|
terror in its denizens; -- now far behind his guide, barking like a
|
|
canine bull toward some small squirrel which had treed itself for
|
|
scrutiny, then, cantering off, bending the bushes with his weight,
|
|
imagining that he is on the track of some stray member of the
|
|
jerbilla family. Once I was surprised to see a cat walking along
|
|
the stony shore of the pond, for they rarely wander so far from
|
|
home. The surprise was mutual. Nevertheless the most domestic cat,
|
|
which has lain on a rug all her days, appears quite at home in the
|
|
woods, and, by her sly and stealthy behavior, proves herself more
|
|
native there than the regular inhabitants. Once, when berrying, I
|
|
met with a cat with young kittens in the woods, quite wild, and they
|
|
all, like their mother, had their backs up and were fiercely
|
|
spitting at me. A few years before I lived in the woods there was
|
|
what was called a "winged cat" in one of the farm-houses in Lincoln
|
|
nearest the pond, Mr. Gilian Baker's. When I called to see her in
|
|
June, 1842, she was gone a-hunting in the woods, as was her wont (I
|
|
am not sure whether it was a male or female, and so use the more
|
|
common pronoun), but her mistress told me that she came into the
|
|
neighborhood a little more than a year before, in April, and was
|
|
finally taken into their house; that she was of a dark brownish-gray
|
|
color, with a white spot on her throat, and white feet, and had a
|
|
large bushy tail like a fox; that in the winter the fur grew thick
|
|
and flatted out along her sides, forming stripes ten or twelve
|
|
inches long by two and a half wide, and under her chin like a muff,
|
|
the upper side loose, the under matted like felt, and in the spring
|
|
these appendages dropped off. They gave me a pair of her "wings,"
|
|
which I keep still. There is no appearance of a membrane about
|
|
them. Some thought it was part flying squirrel or some other wild
|
|
animal, which is not impossible, for, according to naturalists,
|
|
prolific hybrids have been produced by the union of the marten and
|
|
domestic cat. This would have been the right kind of cat for me to
|
|
keep, if I had kept any; for why should not a poet's cat be winged
|
|
as well as his horse?
|
|
In the fall the loon (Colymbus glacialis) came, as usual, to
|
|
moult and bathe in the pond, making the woods ring with his wild
|
|
laughter before I had risen. At rumor of his arrival all the
|
|
Mill-dam sportsmen are on the alert, in gigs and on foot, two by two
|
|
and three by three, with patent rifles and conical balls and
|
|
spy-glasses. They come rustling through the woods like autumn
|
|
leaves, at least ten men to one loon. Some station themselves on
|
|
this side of the pond, some on that, for the poor bird cannot be
|
|
omnipresent; if he dive here he must come up there. But now the
|
|
kind October wind rises, rustling the leaves and rippling the
|
|
surface of the water, so that no loon can be heard or seen, though
|
|
his foes sweep the pond with spy-glasses, and make the woods resound
|
|
with their discharges. The waves generously rise and dash angrily,
|
|
taking sides with all water-fowl, and our sportsmen must beat a
|
|
retreat to town and shop and unfinished jobs. But they were too
|
|
often successful. When I went to get a pail of water early in the
|
|
morning I frequently saw this stately bird sailing out of my cove
|
|
within a few rods. If I endeavored to overtake him in a boat, in
|
|
order to see how he would manoeuvre, he would dive and be completely
|
|
lost, so that I did not discover him again, sometimes, till the
|
|
latter part of the day. But I was more than a match for him on the
|
|
surface. He commonly went off in a rain.
|
|
As I was paddling along the north shore one very calm October
|
|
afternoon, for such days especially they settle on to the lakes,
|
|
like the milkweed down, having looked in vain over the pond for a
|
|
loon, suddenly one, sailing out from the shore toward the middle a
|
|
few rods in front of me, set up his wild laugh and betrayed himself.
|
|
I pursued with a paddle and he dived, but when he came up I was
|
|
nearer than before. He dived again, but I miscalculated the
|
|
direction he would take, and we were fifty rods apart when he came
|
|
to the surface this time, for I had helped to widen the interval;
|
|
and again he laughed long and loud, and with more reason than
|
|
before. He manoeuvred so cunningly that I could not get within half
|
|
a dozen rods of him. Each time, when he came to the surface,
|
|
turning his head this way and that, he cooly surveyed the water and
|
|
the land, and apparently chose his course so that he might come up
|
|
where there was the widest expanse of water and at the greatest
|
|
distance from the boat. It was surprising how quickly he made up
|
|
his mind and put his resolve into execution. He led me at once to
|
|
the widest part of the pond, and could not be driven from it. While
|
|
he was thinking one thing in his brain, I was endeavoring to divine
|
|
his thought in mine. It was a pretty game, played on the smooth
|
|
surface of the pond, a man against a loon. Suddenly your
|
|
adversary's checker disappears beneath the board, and the problem is
|
|
to place yours nearest to where his will appear again. Sometimes he
|
|
would come up unexpectedly on the opposite side of me, having
|
|
apparently passed directly under the boat. So long-winded was he
|
|
and so unweariable, that when he had swum farthest he would
|
|
immediately plunge again, nevertheless; and then no wit could divine
|
|
where in the deep pond, beneath the smooth surface, he might be
|
|
speeding his way like a fish, for he had time and ability to visit
|
|
the bottom of the pond in its deepest part. It is said that loons
|
|
have been caught in the New York lakes eighty feet beneath the
|
|
surface, with hooks set for trout -- though Walden is deeper than
|
|
that. How surprised must the fishes be to see this ungainly visitor
|
|
from another sphere speeding his way amid their schools! Yet he
|
|
appeared to know his course as surely under water as on the surface,
|
|
and swam much faster there. Once or twice I saw a ripple where he
|
|
approached the surface, just put his head out to reconnoitre, and
|
|
instantly dived again. I found that it was as well for me to rest
|
|
on my oars and wait his reappearing as to endeavor to calculate
|
|
where he would rise; for again and again, when I was straining my
|
|
eyes over the surface one way, I would suddenly be startled by his
|
|
unearthly laugh behind me. But why, after displaying so much
|
|
cunning, did he invariably betray himself the moment he came up by
|
|
that loud laugh? Did not his white breast enough betray him? He
|
|
was indeed a silly loon, I thought. I could commonly hear the
|
|
splash of the water when he came up, and so also detected him. But
|
|
after an hour he seemed as fresh as ever, dived as willingly, and
|
|
swam yet farther than at first. It was surprising to see how
|
|
serenely he sailed off with unruffled breast when he came to the
|
|
surface, doing all the work with his webbed feet beneath. His usual
|
|
note was this demoniac laughter, yet somewhat like that of a
|
|
water-fowl; but occasionally, when he had balked me most
|
|
successfully and come up a long way off, he uttered a long-drawn
|
|
unearthly howl, probably more like that of a wolf than any bird; as
|
|
when a beast puts his muzzle to the ground and deliberately howls.
|
|
This was his looning -- perhaps the wildest sound that is ever heard
|
|
here, making the woods ring far and wide. I concluded that he
|
|
laughed in derision of my efforts, confident of his own resources.
|
|
Though the sky was by this time overcast, the pond was so smooth
|
|
that I could see where he broke the surface when I did not hear him.
|
|
His white breast, the stillness of the air, and the smoothness of
|
|
the water were all against him. At length having come up fifty rods
|
|
off, he uttered one of those prolonged howls, as if calling on the
|
|
god of loons to aid him, and immediately there came a wind from the
|
|
east and rippled the surface, and filled the whole air with misty
|
|
rain, and I was impressed as if it were the prayer of the loon
|
|
answered, and his god was angry with me; and so I left him
|
|
disappearing far away on the tumultuous surface.
|
|
For hours, in fall days, I watched the ducks cunningly tack and
|
|
veer and hold the middle of the pond, far from the sportsman; tricks
|
|
which they will have less need to practise in Louisiana bayous.
|
|
When compelled to rise they would sometimes circle round and round
|
|
and over the pond at a considerable height, from which they could
|
|
easily see to other ponds and the river, like black motes in the
|
|
sky; and, when I thought they had gone off thither long since, they
|
|
would settle down by a slanting flight of a quarter of a mile on to
|
|
a distant part which was left free; but what beside safety they got
|
|
by sailing in the middle of Walden I do not know, unless they love
|
|
its water for the same reason that I do.
|
|
|
|
|
|
House-Warming
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|
|
|
In October I went a-graping to the river meadows, and loaded
|
|
myself with clusters more precious for their beauty and fragrance
|
|
than for food. There, too, I admired, though I did not gather, the
|
|
cranberries, small waxen gems, pendants of the meadow grass, pearly
|
|
and red, which the farmer plucks with an ugly rake, leaving the
|
|
smooth meadow in a snarl, heedlessly measuring them by the bushel
|
|
and the dollar only, and sells the spoils of the meads to Boston and
|
|
New York; destined to be jammed, to satisfy the tastes of lovers of
|
|
Nature there. So butchers rake the tongues of bison out of the
|
|
prairie grass, regardless of the torn and drooping plant. The
|
|
barberry's brilliant fruit was likewise food for my eyes merely; but
|
|
I collected a small store of wild apples for coddling, which the
|
|
proprietor and travellers had overlooked. When chestnuts were ripe
|
|
I laid up half a bushel for winter. It was very exciting at that
|
|
season to roam the then boundless chestnut woods of Lincoln -- they
|
|
now sleep their long sleep under the railroad -- with a bag on my
|
|
shoulder, and a stick to open burs with in my hand, for I did not
|
|
always wait for the frost, amid the rustling of leaves and the loud
|
|
reproofs of the red squirrels and the jays, whose half-consumed nuts
|
|
I sometimes stole, for the burs which they had selected were sure to
|
|
contain sound ones. Occasionally I climbed and shook the trees.
|
|
They grew also behind my house, and one large tree, which almost
|
|
overshadowed it, was, when in flower, a bouquet which scented the
|
|
whole neighborhood, but the squirrels and the jays got most of its
|
|
fruit; the last coming in flocks early in the morning and picking
|
|
the nuts out of the burs before they fell, I relinquished these
|
|
trees to them and visited the more distant woods composed wholly of
|
|
chestnut. These nuts, as far as they went, were a good substitute
|
|
for bread. Many other substitutes might, perhaps, be found.
|
|
Digging one day for fishworms, I discovered the ground-nut (Apios
|
|
tuberosa) on its string, the potato of the aborigines, a sort of
|
|
fabulous fruit, which I had begun to doubt if I had ever dug and
|
|
eaten in childhood, as I had told, and had not dreamed it. I had
|
|
often since seen its crumpled red velvety blossom supported by the
|
|
stems of other plants without knowing it to be the same.
|
|
Cultivation has well-nigh exterminated it. It has a sweetish taste,
|
|
much like that of a frost-bitten potato, and I found it better
|
|
boiled than roasted. This tuber seemed like a faint promise of
|
|
Nature to rear her own children and feed them simply here at some
|
|
future period. In these days of fatted cattle and waving
|
|
grain-fields this humble root, which was once the totem of an Indian
|
|
tribe, is quite forgotten, or known only by its flowering vine; but
|
|
let wild Nature reign here once more, and the tender and luxurious
|
|
English grains will probably disappear before a myriad of foes, and
|
|
without the care of man the crow may carry back even the last seed
|
|
of corn to the great cornfield of the Indian's God in the southwest,
|
|
whence he is said to have brought it; but the now almost
|
|
exterminated ground-nut will perhaps revive and flourish in spite of
|
|
frosts and wildness, prove itself indigenous, and resume its ancient
|
|
importance and dignity as the diet of the hunter tribe. Some Indian
|
|
Ceres or Minerva must have been the inventor and bestower of it; and
|
|
when the reign of poetry commences here, its leaves and string of
|
|
nuts may be represented on our works of art.
|
|
Already, by the first of September, I had seen two or three
|
|
small maples turned scarlet across the pond, beneath where the white
|
|
stems of three aspens diverged, at the point of a promontory, next
|
|
the water. Ah, many a tale their color told! And gradually from
|
|
week to week the character of each tree came out, and it admired
|
|
itself reflected in the smooth mirror of the lake. Each morning the
|
|
manager of this gallery substituted some new picture, distinguished
|
|
by more brilliant or harmonious coloring, for the old upon the
|
|
walls.
|
|
The wasps came by thousands to my lodge in October, as to winter
|
|
quarters, and settled on my windows within and on the walls
|
|
overhead, sometimes deterring visitors from entering. Each morning,
|
|
when they were numbed with cold, I swept some of them out, but I did
|
|
not trouble myself much to get rid of them; I even felt complimented
|
|
by their regarding my house as a desirable shelter. They never
|
|
molested me seriously, though they bedded with me; and they
|
|
gradually disappeared, into what crevices I do not know, avoiding
|
|
winter and unspeakable cold.
|
|
Like the wasps, before I finally went into winter quarters in
|
|
November, I used to resort to the northeast side of Walden, which
|
|
the sun, reflected from the pitch pine woods and the stony shore,
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|
made the fireside of the pond; it is so much pleasanter and
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wholesomer to be warmed by the sun while you can be, than by an
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artificial fire. I thus warmed myself by the still glowing embers
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which the summer, like a departed hunter, had left.
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When I came to build my chimney I studied masonry. My bricks,
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being second-hand ones, required to be cleaned with a trowel, so
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that I learned more than usual of the qualities of bricks and
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trowels. The mortar on them was fifty years old, and was said to be
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still growing harder; but this is one of those sayings which men
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love to repeat whether they are true or not. Such sayings
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themselves grow harder and adhere more firmly with age, and it would
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take many blows with a trowel to clean an old wiseacre of them.
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Many of the villages of Mesopotamia are built of second-hand bricks
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of a very good quality, obtained from the ruins of Babylon, and the
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cement on them is older and probably harder still. However that may
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be, I was struck by the peculiar toughness of the steel which bore
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so many violent blows without being worn out. As my bricks had been
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in a chimney before, though I did not read the name of
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Nebuchadnezzar on them, I picked out its many fireplace bricks as I
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could find, to save work and waste, and I filled the spaces between
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the bricks about the fireplace with stones from the pond shore, and
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also made my mortar with the white sand from the same place. I
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lingered most about the fireplace, as the most vital part of the
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house. Indeed, I worked so deliberately, that though I commenced at
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the ground in the morning, a course of bricks raised a few inches
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above the floor served for my pillow at night; yet I did not get a
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stiff neck for it that I remember; my stiff neck is of older date.
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I took a poet to board for a fortnight about those times, which
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caused me to be put to it for room. He brought his own knife,
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though I had two, and we used to scour them by thrusting them into
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the earth. He shared with me the labors of cooking. I was pleased
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to see my work rising so square and solid by degrees, and reflected,
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that, if it proceeded slowly, it was calculated to endure a long
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time. The chimney is to some extent an independent structure,
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standing on the ground, and rising through the house to the heavens;
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even after the house is burned it still stands sometimes, and its
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importance and independence are apparent. This was toward the end
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of summer. It was now November.
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The north wind had already begun to cool the pond, though it
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took many weeks of steady blowing to accomplish it, it is so deep.
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When I began to have a fire at evening, before I plastered my house,
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the chimney carried smoke particularly well, because of the numerous
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chinks between the boards. Yet I passed some cheerful evenings in
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that cool and airy apartment, surrounded by the rough brown boards
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full of knots, and rafters with the bark on high overhead. My house
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never pleased my eye so much after it was plastered, though I was
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obliged to confess that it was more comfortable. Should not every
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apartment in which man dwells be lofty enough to create some
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obscurity overhead, where flickering shadows may play at evening
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about the rafters? These forms are more agreeable to the fancy and
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imagination than fresco paintings or other the most expensive
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furniture. I now first began to inhabit my house, I may say, when I
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began to use it for warmth as well as shelter. I had got a couple
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of old fire-dogs to keep the wood from the hearth, and it did me
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good to see the soot form on the back of the chimney which I had
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built, and I poked the fire with more right and more satisfaction
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than usual. My dwelling was small, and I could hardly entertain an
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echo in it; but it seemed larger for being a single apartment and
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remote from neighbors. All the attractions of a house were
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concentrated in one room; it was kitchen, chamber, parlor, and
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keeping-room; and whatever satisfaction parent or child, master or
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servant, derive from living in a house, I enjoyed it all. Cato
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says, the master of a family (patremfamilias) must have in his
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rustic villa "cellam oleariam, vinariam, dolia multa, uti lubeat
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caritatem expectare, et rei, et virtuti, et gloriae erit," that is,
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"an oil and wine cellar, many casks, so that it may be pleasant to
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expect hard times; it will be for his advantage, and virtue, and
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glory." I had in my cellar a firkin of potatoes, about two quarts
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of peas with the weevil in them, and on my shelf a little rice, a
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jug of molasses, and of rye and Indian meal a peck each.
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|
I sometimes dream of a larger and more populous house, standing
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|
in a golden age, of enduring materials, and without gingerbread
|
|
work, which shall still consist of only one room, a vast, rude,
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|
substantial, primitive hall, without ceiling or plastering, with
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bare rafters and purlins supporting a sort of lower heaven over
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|
one's head -- useful to keep off rain and snow, where the king and
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|
queen posts stand out to receive your homage, when you have done
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|
reverence to the prostrate Saturn of an older dynasty on stepping
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|
over the sill; a cavernous house, wherein you must reach up a torch
|
|
upon a pole to see the roof; where some may live in the fireplace,
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|
some in the recess of a window, and some on settles, some at one end
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|
of the hall, some at another, and some aloft on rafters with the
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|
spiders, if they choose; a house which you have got into when you
|
|
have opened the outside door, and the ceremony is over; where the
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|
weary traveller may wash, and eat, and converse, and sleep, without
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|
further journey; such a shelter as you would be glad to reach in a
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|
tempestuous night, containing all the essentials of a house, and
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|
nothing for house-keeping; where you can see all the treasures of
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the house at one view, and everything hangs upon its peg, that a man
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|
should use; at once kitchen, pantry, parlor, chamber, storehouse,
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|
and garret; where you can see so necessary a thing, as a barrel or a
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|
ladder, so convenient a thing as a cupboard, and hear the pot boil,
|
|
and pay your respects to the fire that cooks your dinner, and the
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|
oven that bakes your bread, and the necessary furniture and utensils
|
|
are the chief ornaments; where the washing is not put out, nor the
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|
fire, nor the mistress, and perhaps you are sometimes requested to
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|
move from off the trap-door, when the cook would descend into the
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|
cellar, and so learn whether the ground is solid or hollow beneath
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|
you without stamping. A house whose inside is as open and manifest
|
|
as a bird's nest, and you cannot go in at the front door and out at
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|
the back without seeing some of its inhabitants; where to be a guest
|
|
is to be presented with the freedom of the house, and not to be
|
|
carefully excluded from seven eighths of it, shut up in a particular
|
|
cell, and told to make yourself at home there -- in solitary
|
|
confinement. Nowadays the host does not admit you to his hearth,
|
|
but has got the mason to build one for yourself somewhere in his
|
|
alley, and hospitality is the art of keeping you at the greatest
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|
distance. There is as much secrecy about the cooking as if he had a
|
|
design to poison you. I am aware that I have been on many a man's
|
|
premises, and might have been legally ordered off, but I am not
|
|
aware that I have been in many men's houses. I might visit in my
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|
old clothes a king and queen who lived simply in such a house as I
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|
have described, if I were going their way; but backing out of a
|
|
modern palace will be all that I shall desire to learn, if ever I am
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|
caught in one.
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|
It would seem as if the very language of our parlors would lose
|
|
all its nerve and degenerate into palaver wholly, our lives pass at
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|
such remoteness from its symbols, and its metaphors and tropes are
|
|
necessarily so far fetched, through slides and dumb-waiters, as it
|
|
were; in other words, the parlor is so far from the kitchen and
|
|
workshop. The dinner even is only the parable of a dinner,
|
|
commonly. As if only the savage dwelt near enough to Nature and
|
|
Truth to borrow a trope from them. How can the scholar, who dwells
|
|
away in the North West Territory or the Isle of Man, tell what is
|
|
parliamentary in the kitchen?
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|
However, only one or two of my guests were ever bold enough to
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|
stay and eat a hasty-pudding with me; but when they saw that crisis
|
|
approaching they beat a hasty retreat rather, as if it would shake
|
|
the house to its foundations. Nevertheless, it stood through a
|
|
great many hasty-puddings.
|
|
I did not plaster till it was freezing weather. I brought over
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|
some whiter and cleaner sand for this purpose from the opposite
|
|
shore of the pond in a boat, a sort of conveyance which would have
|
|
tempted me to go much farther if necessary. My house had in the
|
|
meanwhile been shingled down to the ground on every side. In
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|
lathing I was pleased to be able to send home each nail with a
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|
single blow of the hammer, and it was my ambition to transfer the
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|
plaster from the board to the wall neatly and rapidly. I remembered
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|
the story of a conceited fellow, who, in fine clothes, was wont to
|
|
lounge about the village once, giving advice to workmen. Venturing
|
|
one day to substitute deeds for words, he turned up his cuffs,
|
|
seized a plasterer's board, and having loaded his trowel without
|
|
mishap, with a complacent look toward the lathing overhead, made a
|
|
bold gesture thitherward; and straightway, to his complete
|
|
discomfiture, received the whole contents in his ruffled bosom. I
|
|
admired anew the economy and convenience of plastering, which so
|
|
effectually shuts out the cold and takes a handsome finish, and I
|
|
learned the various casualties to which the plasterer is liable. I
|
|
was surprised to see how thirsty the bricks were which drank up all
|
|
the moisture in my plaster before I had smoothed it, and how many
|
|
pailfuls of water it takes to christen a new hearth. I had the
|
|
previous winter made a small quantity of lime by burning the shells
|
|
of the Unio fluviatilis, which our river affords, for the sake of
|
|
the experiment; so that I knew where my materials came from. I
|
|
might have got good limestone within a mile or two and burned it
|
|
myself, if I had cared to do so.
|
|
The pond had in the meanwhile skimmed over in the shadiest and
|
|
shallowest coves, some days or even weeks before the general
|
|
freezing. The first ice is especially interesting and perfect,
|
|
being hard, dark, and transparent, and affords the best opportunity
|
|
that ever offers for examining the bottom where it is shallow; for
|
|
you can lie at your length on ice only an inch thick, like a skater
|
|
insect on the surface of the water, and study the bottom at your
|
|
leisure, only two or three inches distant, like a picture behind a
|
|
glass, and the water is necessarily always smooth then. There are
|
|
many furrows in the sand where some creature has travelled about and
|
|
doubled on its tracks; and, for wrecks, it is strewn with the cases
|
|
of caddis-worms made of minute grains of white quartz. Perhaps
|
|
these have creased it, for you find some of their cases in the
|
|
furrows, though they are deep and broad for them to make. But the
|
|
ice itself is the object of most interest, though you must improve
|
|
the earliest opportunity to study it. If you examine it closely the
|
|
morning after it freezes, you find that the greater part of the
|
|
bubbles, which at first appeared to be within it, are against its
|
|
under surface, and that more are continually rising from the bottom;
|
|
while the ice is as yet comparatively solid and dark, that is, you
|
|
see the water through it. These bubbles are from an eightieth to an
|
|
eighth of an inch in diameter, very clear and beautiful, and you see
|
|
your face reflected in them through the ice. There may be thirty or
|
|
forty of them to a square inch. There are also already within the
|
|
ice narrow oblong perpendicular bubbles about half an inch long,
|
|
sharp cones with the apex upward; or oftener, if the ice is quite
|
|
fresh, minute spherical bubbles one directly above another, like a
|
|
string of beads. But these within the ice are not so numerous nor
|
|
obvious as those beneath. I sometimes used to cast on stones to try
|
|
the strength of the ice, and those which broke through carried in
|
|
air with them, which formed very large and conspicuous white bubbles
|
|
beneath. One day when I came to the same place forty-eight hours
|
|
afterward, I found that those large bubbles were still perfect,
|
|
though an inch more of ice had formed, as I could see distinctly by
|
|
the seam in the edge of a cake. But as the last two days had been
|
|
very warm, like an Indian summer, the ice was not now transparent,
|
|
showing the dark green color of the water, and the bottom, but
|
|
opaque and whitish or gray, and though twice as thick was hardly
|
|
stronger than before, for the air bubbles had greatly expanded under
|
|
this heat and run together, and lost their regularity; they were no
|
|
longer one directly over another, but often like silvery coins
|
|
poured from a bag, one overlapping another, or in thin flakes, as if
|
|
occupying slight cleavages. The beauty of the ice was gone, and it
|
|
was too late to study the bottom. Being curious to know what
|
|
position my great bubbles occupied with regard to the new ice, I
|
|
broke out a cake containing a middling sized one, and turned it
|
|
bottom upward. The new ice had formed around and under the bubble,
|
|
so that it was included between the two ices. It was wholly in the
|
|
lower ice, but close against the upper, and was flattish, or perhaps
|
|
slightly lenticular, with a rounded edge, a quarter of an inch deep
|
|
by four inches in diameter; and I was surprised to find that
|
|
directly under the bubble the ice was melted with great regularity
|
|
in the form of a saucer reversed, to the height of five eighths of
|
|
an inch in the middle, leaving a thin partition there between the
|
|
water and the bubble, hardly an eighth of an inch thick; and in many
|
|
places the small bubbles in this partition had burst out downward,
|
|
and probably there was no ice at all under the largest bubbles,
|
|
which were a foot in diameter. I inferred that the infinite number
|
|
of minute bubbles which I had first seen against the under surface
|
|
of the ice were now frozen in likewise, and that each, in its
|
|
degree, had operated like a burning-glass on the ice beneath to melt
|
|
and rot it. These are the little air-guns which contribute to make
|
|
the ice crack and whoop.
|
|
At length the winter set in good earnest, just as I had finished
|
|
plastering, and the wind began to howl around the house as if it had
|
|
not had permission to do so till then. Night after night the geese
|
|
came lumbering in the dark with a clangor and a whistling of wings,
|
|
even after the ground was covered with snow, some to alight in
|
|
Walden, and some flying low over the woods toward Fair Haven, bound
|
|
for Mexico. Several times, when returning from the village at ten
|
|
or eleven o'clock at night, I heard the tread of a flock of geese,
|
|
or else ducks, on the dry leaves in the woods by a pond-hole behind
|
|
my dwelling, where they had come up to feed, and the faint honk or
|
|
quack of their leader as they hurried off. In 1845 Walden froze
|
|
entirely over for the first time on the night of the 22d of
|
|
December, Flint's and other shallower ponds and the river having
|
|
been frozen ten days or more; in '46, the 16th; in '49, about the
|
|
31st; and in '50, about the 27th of December; in '52, the 5th of
|
|
January; in '53, the 31st of December. The snow had already covered
|
|
the ground since the 25th of November, and surrounded me suddenly
|
|
with the scenery of winter. I withdrew yet farther into my shell,
|
|
and endeavored to keep a bright fire both within my house and within
|
|
my breast. My employment out of doors now was to collect the dead
|
|
wood in the forest, bringing it in my hands or on my shoulders, or
|
|
sometimes trailing a dead pine tree under each arm to my shed. An
|
|
old forest fence which had seen its best days was a great haul for
|
|
me. I sacrificed it to Vulcan, for it was past serving the god
|
|
Terminus. How much more interesting an event is that man's supper
|
|
who has just been forth in the snow to hunt, nay, you might say,
|
|
steal, the fuel to cook it with! His bread and meat are sweet.
|
|
There are enough fagots and waste wood of all kinds in the forests
|
|
of most of our towns to support many fires, but which at present
|
|
warm none, and, some think, hinder the growth of the young wood.
|
|
There was also the driftwood of the pond. In the course of the
|
|
summer I had discovered a raft of pitch pine logs with the bark on,
|
|
pinned together by the Irish when the railroad was built. This I
|
|
hauled up partly on the shore. After soaking two years and then
|
|
lying high six months it was perfectly sound, though waterlogged
|
|
past drying. I amused myself one winter day with sliding this
|
|
piecemeal across the pond, nearly half a mile, skating behind with
|
|
one end of a log fifteen feet long on my shoulder, and the other on
|
|
the ice; or I tied several logs together with a birch withe, and
|
|
then, with a longer birch or alder which had a book at the end,
|
|
dragged them across. Though completely waterlogged and almost as
|
|
heavy as lead, they not only burned long, but made a very hot fire;
|
|
nay, I thought that they burned better for the soaking, as if the
|
|
pitch, being confined by the water, burned longer, as in a lamp.
|
|
Gilpin, in his account of the forest borderers of England, says
|
|
that "the encroachments of trespassers, and the houses and fences
|
|
thus raised on the borders of the forest," were "considered as great
|
|
nuisances by the old forest law, and were severely punished under
|
|
the name of purprestures, as tending ad terrorem ferarum -- ad
|
|
nocumentum forestae, etc.," to the frightening of the game and the
|
|
detriment of the forest. But I was interested in the preservation
|
|
of the venison and the vert more than the hunters or woodchoppers,
|
|
and as much as though I had been the Lord Warden himself; and if any
|
|
part was burned, though I burned it myself by accident, I grieved
|
|
with a grief that lasted longer and was more inconsolable than that
|
|
of the proprietors; nay, I grieved when it was cut down by the
|
|
proprietors themselves. I would that our farmers when they cut down
|
|
a forest felt some of that awe which the old Romans did when they
|
|
came to thin, or let in the light to, a consecrated grove (lucum
|
|
conlucare), that is, would believe that it is sacred to some god.
|
|
The Roman made an expiatory offering, and prayed, Whatever god or
|
|
goddess thou art to whom this grove is sacred, be propitious to me,
|
|
my family, and children, etc.
|
|
It is remarkable what a value is still put upon wood even in
|
|
this age and in this new country, a value more permanent and
|
|
universal than that of gold. After all our discoveries and
|
|
inventions no man will go by a pile of wood. It is as precious to
|
|
us as it was to our Saxon and Norman ancestors. If they made their
|
|
bows of it, we make our gun-stocks of it. Michaux, more than thirty
|
|
years ago, says that the price of wood for fuel in New York and
|
|
Philadelphia "nearly equals, and sometimes exceeds, that of the best
|
|
wood in Paris, though this immense capital annually requires more
|
|
than three hundred thousand cords, and is surrounded to the distance
|
|
of three hundred miles by cultivated plains." In this town the
|
|
price of wood rises almost steadily, and the only question is, how
|
|
much higher it is to be this year than it was the last. Mechanics
|
|
and tradesmen who come in person to the forest on no other errand,
|
|
are sure to attend the wood auction, and even pay a high price for
|
|
the privilege of gleaning after the woodchopper. It is now many
|
|
years that men have resorted to the forest for fuel and the
|
|
materials of the arts: the New Englander and the New Hollander, the
|
|
Parisian and the Celt, the farmer and Robin Hood, Goody Blake and
|
|
Harry Gill; in most parts of the world the prince and the peasant,
|
|
the scholar and the savage, equally require still a few sticks from
|
|
the forest to warm them and cook their food. Neither could I do
|
|
without them.
|
|
Every man looks at his wood-pile with a kind of affection. I
|
|
love to have mine before my window, and the more chips the better to
|
|
remind me of my pleasing work. I had an old axe which nobody
|
|
claimed, with which by spells in winter days, on the sunny side of
|
|
the house, I played about the stumps which I had got out of my
|
|
bean-field. As my driver prophesied when I was plowing, they warmed
|
|
me twice -- once while I was splitting them, and again when they
|
|
were on the fire, so that no fuel could give out more heat. As for
|
|
the axe, I was advised to get the village blacksmith to "jump" it;
|
|
but I jumped him, and, putting a hickory helve from the woods into
|
|
it, made it do. If it was dull, it was at least hung true.
|
|
A few pieces of fat pine were a great treasure. It is
|
|
interesting to remember how much of this food for fire is still
|
|
concealed in the bowels of the earth. In previous years I had often
|
|
gone prospecting over some bare hillside, where a pitch pine wood
|
|
had formerly stood, and got out the fat pine roots. They are almost
|
|
indestructible. Stumps thirty or forty years old, at least, will
|
|
still be sound at the core, though the sapwood has all become
|
|
vegetable mould, as appears by the scales of the thick bark forming
|
|
a ring level with the earth four or five inches distant from the
|
|
heart. With axe and shovel you explore this mine, and follow the
|
|
marrowy store, yellow as beef tallow, or as if you had struck on a
|
|
vein of gold, deep into the earth. But commonly I kindled my fire
|
|
with the dry leaves of the forest, which I had stored up in my shed
|
|
before the snow came. Green hickory finely split makes the
|
|
woodchopper's kindlings, when he has a camp in the woods. Once in a
|
|
while I got a little of this. When the villagers were lighting
|
|
their fires beyond the horizon, I too gave notice to the various
|
|
wild inhabitants of Walden vale, by a smoky streamer from my
|
|
chimney, that I was awake.--
|
|
|
|
Light-winged Smoke, Icarian bird,
|
|
Melting thy pinions in thy upward flight,
|
|
Lark without song, and messenger of dawn,
|
|
Circling above the hamlets as thy nest;
|
|
Or else, departing dream, and shadowy form
|
|
Of midnight vision, gathering up thy skirts;
|
|
By night star-veiling, and by day
|
|
Darkening the light and blotting out the sun;
|
|
Go thou my incense upward from this hearth,
|
|
And ask the gods to pardon this clear flame.
|
|
|
|
Hard green wood just cut, though I used but little of that,
|
|
answered my purpose better than any other. I sometimes left a good
|
|
fire when I went to take a walk in a winter afternoon; and when I
|
|
returned, three or four hours afterward, it would be still alive and
|
|
glowing. My house was not empty though I was gone. It was as if I
|
|
had left a cheerful housekeeper behind. It was I and Fire that
|
|
lived there; and commonly my housekeeper proved trustworthy. One
|
|
day, however, as I was splitting wood, I thought that I would just
|
|
look in at the window and see if the house was not on fire; it was
|
|
the only time I remember to have been particularly anxious on this
|
|
score; so I looked and saw that a spark had caught my bed, and I
|
|
went in and extinguished it when it had burned a place as big as my
|
|
hand. But my house occupied so sunny and sheltered a position, and
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its roof was so low, that I could afford to let the fire go out in
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the middle of almost any winter day.
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The moles nested in my cellar, nibbling every third potato, and
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making a snug bed even there of some hair left after plastering and
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of brown paper; for even the wildest animals love comfort and warmth
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as well as man, and they survive the winter only because they are so
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careful to secure them. Some of my friends spoke as if I was coming
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to the woods on purpose to freeze myself. The animal merely makes a
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bed, which he warms with his body, in a sheltered place; but man,
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having discovered fire, boxes up some air in a spacious apartment,
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and warms that, instead of robbing himself, makes that his bed, in
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which he can move about divested of more cumbrous clothing, maintain
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a kind of summer in the midst of winter, and by means of windows
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even admit the light, and with a lamp lengthen out the day. Thus he
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goes a step or two beyond instinct, and saves a little time for the
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fine arts. Though, when I had been exposed to the rudest blasts a
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long time, my whole body began to grow torpid, when I reached the
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genial atmosphere of my house I soon recovered my faculties and
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prolonged my life. But the most luxuriously housed has little to
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boast of in this respect, nor need we trouble ourselves to speculate
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how the human race may be at last destroyed. It would be easy to
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cut their threads any time with a little sharper blast from the
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north. We go on dating from Cold Fridays and Great Snows; but a
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little colder Friday, or greater snow would put a period to man's
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existence on the globe.
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The next winter I used a small cooking-stove for economy, since
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I did not own the forest; but it did not keep fire so well as the
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open fireplace. Cooking was then, for the most part, no longer a
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poetic, but merely a chemic process. It will soon be forgotten, in
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these days of stoves, that we used to roast potatoes in the ashes,
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after the Indian fashion. The stove not only took up room and
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scented the house, but it concealed the fire, and I felt as if I had
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lost a companion. You can always see a face in the fire. The
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laborer, looking into it at evening, purifies his thoughts of the
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dross and earthiness which they have accumulated during the day.
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But I could no longer sit and look into the fire, and the pertinent
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words of a poet recurred to me with new force.--
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"Never, bright flame, may be denied to me
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Thy dear, life imaging, close sympathy.
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What but my hopes shot upward e'er so bright?
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What but my fortunes sunk so low in night?
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Why art thou banished from our hearth and hall,
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Thou who art welcomed and beloved by all?
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Was thy existence then too fanciful
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For our life's common light, who are so dull?
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Did thy bright gleam mysterious converse hold
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With our congenial souls? secrets too bold?
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Well, we are safe and strong, for now we sit
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Beside a hearth where no dim shadows flit,
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Where nothing cheers nor saddens, but a fire
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Warms feet and hands -- nor does to more aspire;
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By whose compact utilitarian heap
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The present may sit down and go to sleep,
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Nor fear the ghosts who from the dim past walked,
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And with us by the unequal light of the old wood fire talked."
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Former Inhabitants and Winter Visitors
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I weathered some merry snow-storms, and spent some cheerful
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winter evenings by my fireside, while the snow whirled wildly
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without, and even the hooting of the owl was hushed. For many weeks
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I met no one in my walks but those who came occasionally to cut wood
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and sled it to the village. The elements, however, abetted me in
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making a path through the deepest snow in the woods, for when I had
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once gone through the wind blew the oak leaves into my tracks, where
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they lodged, and by absorbing the rays of the sun melted the snow,
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and so not only made a my bed for my feet, but in the night their
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dark line was my guide. For human society I was obliged to conjure
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up the former occupants of these woods. Within the memory of many
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of my townsmen the road near which my house stands resounded with
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the laugh and gossip of inhabitants, and the woods which border it
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were notched and dotted here and there with their little gardens and
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dwellings, though it was then much more shut in by the forest than
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now. In some places, within my own remembrance, the pines would
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scrape both sides of a chaise at once, and women and children who
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were compelled to go this way to Lincoln alone and on foot did it
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with fear, and often ran a good part of the distance. Though mainly
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but a humble route to neighboring villages, or for the woodman's
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team, it once amused the traveller more than now by its variety, and
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lingered longer in his memory. Where now firm open fields stretch
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from the village to the woods, it then ran through a maple swamp on
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a foundation of logs, the remnants of which, doubtless, still
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|
underlie the present dusty highway, from the Stratton, now the
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Alms-House Farm, to Brister's Hill.
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East of my bean-field, across the road, lived Cato Ingraham,
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slave of Duncan Ingraham, Esquire, gentleman, of Concord village,
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who built his slave a house, and gave him permission to live in
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Walden Woods; -- Cato, not Uticensis, but Concordiensis. Some say
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|
that he was a Guinea Negro. There are a few who remember his little
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patch among the walnuts, which he let grow up till he should be old
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and need them; but a younger and whiter speculator got them at last.
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He too, however, occupies an equally narrow house at present.
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Cato's half-obliterated cellar-hole still remains, though known to
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|
few, being concealed from the traveller by a fringe of pines. It is
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now filled with the smooth sumach (Rhus glabra), and one of the
|
|
earliest species of goldenrod (Solidago stricta) grows there
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|
luxuriantly.
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|
Here, by the very corner of my field, still nearer to town,
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Zilpha, a colored woman, had her little house, where she spun linen
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|
for the townsfolk, making the Walden Woods ring with her shrill
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|
singing, for she had a loud and notable voice. At length, in the
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war of 1812, her dwelling was set on fire by English soldiers,
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|
prisoners on parole, when she was away, and her cat and dog and hens
|
|
were all burned up together. She led a hard life, and somewhat
|
|
inhumane. One old frequenter of these woods remembers, that as he
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|
passed her house one noon he heard her muttering to herself over her
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|
gurgling pot -- "Ye are all bones, bones!" I have seen bricks amid
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the oak copse there.
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Down the road, on the right hand, on Brister's Hill, lived
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Brister Freeman, "a handy Negro," slave of Squire Cummings once --
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there where grow still the apple trees which Brister planted and
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|
tended; large old trees now, but their fruit still wild and ciderish
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|
to my taste. Not long since I read his epitaph in the old Lincoln
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burying-ground, a little on one side, near the unmarked graves of
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some British grenadiers who fell in the retreat from Concord --
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|
where he is styled "Sippio Brister" -- Scipio Africanus he had some
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|
title to be called -- "a man of color," as if he were discolored.
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|
It also told me, with staring emphasis, when he died; which was but
|
|
an indirect way of informing me that he ever lived. With him dwelt
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Fenda, his hospitable wife, who told fortunes, yet pleasantly --
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|
large, round, and black, blacker than any of the children of night,
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|
such a dusky orb as never rose on Concord before or since.
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|
Farther down the hill, on the left, on the old road in the
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|
woods, are marks of some homestead of the Stratton family; whose
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orchard once covered all the slope of Brister's Hill, but was long
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|
since killed out by pitch pines, excepting a few stumps, whose old
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|
roots furnish still the wild stocks of many a thrifty village tree.
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|
Nearer yet to town, you come to Breed's location, on the other
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|
side of the way, just on the edge of the wood; ground famous for the
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pranks of a demon not distinctly named in old mythology, who has
|
|
acted a prominent and astounding part in our New England life, and
|
|
deserves, as much as any mythological character, to have his
|
|
biography written one day; who first comes in the guise of a friend
|
|
or hired man, and then robs and murders the whole family --
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|
New-England Rum. But history must not yet tell the tragedies
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|
enacted here; let time intervene in some measure to assuage and lend
|
|
an azure tint to them. Here the most indistinct and dubious
|
|
tradition says that once a tavern stood; the well the same, which
|
|
tempered the traveller's beverage and refreshed his steed. Here
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|
then men saluted one another, and heard and told the news, and went
|
|
their ways again.
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|
Breed's hut was standing only a dozen years ago, though it had
|
|
long been unoccupied. It was about the size of mine. It was set on
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|
fire by mischievous boys, one Election night, if I do not mistake.
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|
I lived on the edge of the village then, and had just lost myself
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|
over Davenant's "Gondibert," that winter that I labored with a
|
|
lethargy -- which, by the way, I never knew whether to regard as a
|
|
family complaint, having an uncle who goes to sleep shaving himself,
|
|
and is obliged to sprout potatoes in a cellar Sundays, in order to
|
|
keep awake and keep the Sabbath, or as the consequence of my attempt
|
|
to read Chalmers' collection of English poetry without skipping. It
|
|
fairly overcame my Nervii. I had just sunk my head on this when the
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|
bells rung fire, and in hot haste the engines rolled that way, led
|
|
by a straggling troop of men and boys, and I among the foremost, for
|
|
I had leaped the brook. We thought it was far south over the woods
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|
-- we who had run to fires before -- barn, shop, or dwelling-house,
|
|
or all together. "It's Baker's barn," cried one. "It is the Codman
|
|
place," affirmed another. And then fresh sparks went up above the
|
|
wood, as if the roof fell in, and we all shouted "Concord to the
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|
rescue!" Wagons shot past with furious speed and crushing loads,
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|
bearing, perchance, among the rest, the agent of the Insurance
|
|
Company, who was bound to go however far; and ever and anon the
|
|
engine bell tinkled behind, more slow and sure; and rearmost of all,
|
|
as it was afterward whispered, came they who set the fire and gave
|
|
the alarm. Thus we kept on like true idealists, rejecting the
|
|
evidence of our senses, until at a turn in the road we heard the
|
|
crackling and actually felt the heat of the fire from over the wall,
|
|
and realized, alas! that we were there. The very nearness of the
|
|
fire but cooled our ardor. At first we thought to throw a frog-pond
|
|
on to it; but concluded to let it burn, it was so far gone and so
|
|
worthless. So we stood round our engine, jostled one another,
|
|
expressed our sentiments through speaking-trumpets, or in lower tone
|
|
referred to the great conflagrations which the world has witnessed,
|
|
including Bascom's shop, and, between ourselves, we thought that,
|
|
were we there in season with our "tub," and a full frog-pond by, we
|
|
could turn that threatened last and universal one into another
|
|
flood. We finally retreated without doing any mischief -- returned
|
|
to sleep and "Gondibert." But as for "Gondibert," I would except
|
|
that passage in the preface about wit being the soul's powder --
|
|
"but most of mankind are strangers to wit, as Indians are to
|
|
powder."
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|
It chanced that I walked that way across the fields the
|
|
following night, about the same hour, and hearing a low moaning at
|
|
this spot, I drew near in the dark, and discovered the only survivor
|
|
of the family that I know, the heir of both its virtues and its
|
|
vices, who alone was interested in this burning, lying on his
|
|
stomach and looking over the cellar wall at the still smouldering
|
|
cinders beneath, muttering to himself, as is his wont. He had been
|
|
working far off in the river meadows all day, and had improved the
|
|
first moments that he could call his own to visit the home of his
|
|
fathers and his youth. He gazed into the cellar from all sides and
|
|
points of view by turns, always lying down to it, as if there was
|
|
some treasure, which he remembered, concealed between the stones,
|
|
where there was absolutely nothing but a heap of bricks and ashes.
|
|
The house being gone, he looked at what there was left. He was
|
|
soothed by the sympathy which my mere presence, implied, and showed
|
|
me, as well as the darkness permitted, where the well was covered
|
|
up; which, thank Heaven, could never be burned; and he groped long
|
|
about the wall to find the well-sweep which his father had cut and
|
|
mounted, feeling for the iron hook or staple by which a burden had
|
|
been fastened to the heavy end -- all that he could now cling to --
|
|
to convince me that it was no common "rider." I felt it, and still
|
|
remark it almost daily in my walks, for by it hangs the history of a
|
|
family.
|
|
Once more, on the left, where are seen the well and lilac bushes
|
|
by the wall, in the now open field, lived Nutting and Le Grosse.
|
|
But to return toward Lincoln.
|
|
Farther in the woods than any of these, where the road
|
|
approaches nearest to the pond, Wyman the potter squatted, and
|
|
furnished his townsmen with earthenware, and left descendants to
|
|
succeed him. Neither were they rich in worldly goods, holding the
|
|
land by sufferance while they lived; and there often the sheriff
|
|
came in vain to collect the taxes, and "attached a chip," for form's
|
|
sake, as I have read in his accounts, there being nothing else that
|
|
he could lay his hands on. One day in midsummer, when I was hoeing,
|
|
a man who was carrying a load of pottery to market stopped his horse
|
|
against my field and inquired concerning Wyman the younger. He had
|
|
long ago bought a potter's wheel of him, and wished to know what had
|
|
become of him. I had read of the potter's clay and wheel in
|
|
Scripture, but it had never occurred to me that the pots we use were
|
|
not such as had come down unbroken from those days, or grown on
|
|
trees like gourds somewhere, and I was pleased to hear that so
|
|
fictile an art was ever practiced in my neighborhood.
|
|
The last inhabitant of these woods before me was an Irishman,
|
|
Hugh Quoil (if I have spelt his name with coil enough), who occupied
|
|
Wyman's tenement -- Col. Quoil, he was called. Rumor said that he
|
|
had been a soldier at Waterloo. If he had lived I should have made
|
|
him fight his battles over again. His trade here was that of a
|
|
ditcher. Napoleon went to St. Helena; Quoil came to Walden Woods.
|
|
All I know of him is tragic. He was a man of manners, like one who
|
|
had seen the world, and was capable of more civil speech than you
|
|
could well attend to. He wore a greatcoat in midsummer, being
|
|
affected with the trembling delirium, and his face was the color of
|
|
carmine. He died in the road at the foot of Brister's Hill shortly
|
|
after I came to the woods, so that I have not remembered him as a
|
|
neighbor. Before his house was pulled down, when his comrades
|
|
avoided it as "an unlucky castle," I visited it. There lay his old
|
|
clothes curled up by use, as if they were himself, upon his raised
|
|
plank bed. His pipe lay broken on the hearth, instead of a bowl
|
|
broken at the fountain. The last could never have been the symbol
|
|
of his death, for he confessed to me that, though he had heard of
|
|
Brister's Spring, he had never seen it; and soiled cards, kings of
|
|
diamonds, spades, and hearts, were scattered over the floor. One
|
|
black chicken which the administrator could not catch, black as
|
|
night and as silent, not even croaking, awaiting Reynard, still went
|
|
to roost in the next apartment. In the rear there was the dim
|
|
outline of a garden, which had been planted but had never received
|
|
its first hoeing, owing to those terrible shaking fits, though it
|
|
was now harvest time. It was overrun with Roman wormwood and
|
|
beggar-ticks, which last stuck to my clothes for all fruit. The
|
|
skin of a woodchuck was freshly stretched upon the back of the
|
|
house, a trophy of his last Waterloo; but no warm cap or mittens
|
|
would he want more.
|
|
Now only a dent in the earth marks the site of these dwellings,
|
|
with buried cellar stones, and strawberries, raspberries,
|
|
thimble-berries, hazel-bushes, and sumachs growing in the sunny
|
|
sward there; some pitch pine or gnarled oak occupies what was the
|
|
chimney nook, and a sweet-scented black birch, perhaps, waves where
|
|
the door-stone was. Sometimes the well dent is visible, where once
|
|
a spring oozed; now dry and tearless grass; or it was covered deep
|
|
-- not to be discovered till some late day -- with a flat stone
|
|
under the sod, when the last of the race departed. What a sorrowful
|
|
act must that be -- the covering up of wells! coincident with the
|
|
opening of wells of tears. These cellar dents, like deserted fox
|
|
burrows, old holes, are all that is left where once were the stir
|
|
and bustle of human life, and "fate, free will, foreknowledge
|
|
absolute," in some form and dialect or other were by turns
|
|
discussed. But all I can learn of their conclusions amounts to just
|
|
this, that "Cato and Brister pulled wool"; which is about as
|
|
edifying as the history of more famous schools of philosophy.
|
|
Still grows the vivacious lilac a generation after the door and
|
|
lintel and the sill are gone, unfolding its sweet-scented flowers
|
|
each spring, to be plucked by the musing traveller; planted and
|
|
tended once by children's hands, in front-yard plots -- now standing
|
|
by wallsides in retired pastures, and giving place to new-rising
|
|
forests; -- the last of that stirp, sole survivor of that family.
|
|
Little did the dusky children think that the puny slip with its two
|
|
eyes only, which they stuck in the ground in the shadow of the house
|
|
and daily watered, would root itself so, and outlive them, and house
|
|
itself in the rear that shaded it, and grown man's garden and
|
|
orchard, and tell their story faintly to the lone wanderer a
|
|
half-century after they had grown up and died -- blossoming as fair,
|
|
and smelling as sweet, as in that first spring. I mark its still
|
|
tender, civil, cheerful lilac colors.
|
|
But this small village, germ of something more, why did it fail
|
|
while Concord keeps its ground? Were there no natural advantages --
|
|
no water privileges, forsooth? Ay, the deep Walden Pond and cool
|
|
Brister's Spring -- privilege to drink long and healthy draughts at
|
|
these, all unimproved by these men but to dilute their glass. They
|
|
were universally a thirsty race. Might not the basket,
|
|
stable-broom, mat-making, corn-parching, linen-spinning, and pottery
|
|
business have thrived here, making the wilderness to blossom like
|
|
the rose, and a numerous posterity have inherited the land of their
|
|
fathers? The sterile soil would at least have been proof against a
|
|
low-land degeneracy. Alas! how little does the memory of these
|
|
human inhabitants enhance the beauty of the landscape! Again,
|
|
perhaps, Nature will try, with me for a first settler, and my house
|
|
raised last spring to be the oldest in the hamlet.
|
|
I am not aware that any man has ever built on the spot which I
|
|
occupy. Deliver me from a city built on the site of a more ancient
|
|
city, whose materials are ruins, whose gardens cemeteries. The soil
|
|
is blanched and accursed there, and before that becomes necessary
|
|
the earth itself will be destroyed. With such reminiscences I
|
|
repeopled the woods and lulled myself asleep.
|
|
At this season I seldom had a visitor. When the snow lay
|
|
deepest no wanderer ventured near my house for a week or fortnight
|
|
at a time, but there I lived as snug as a meadow mouse, or as cattle
|
|
and poultry which are said to have survived for a long time buried
|
|
in drifts, even without food; or like that early settler's family in
|
|
the town of Sutton, in this State, whose cottage was completely
|
|
covered by the great snow of 1717 when he was absent, and an Indian
|
|
found it only by the hole which the chimney's breath made in the
|
|
drift, and so relieved the family. But no friendly Indian concerned
|
|
himself about me; nor needed he, for the master of the house was at
|
|
home. The Great Snow! How cheerful it is to hear of! When the
|
|
farmers could not get to the woods and swamps with their teams, and
|
|
were obliged to cut down the shade trees before their houses, and,
|
|
when the crust was harder, cut off the trees in the swamps, ten feet
|
|
from the ground, as it appeared the next spring.
|
|
In the deepest snows, the path which I used from the highway to
|
|
my house, about half a mile long, might have been represented by a
|
|
meandering dotted line, with wide intervals between the dots. For a
|
|
week of even weather I took exactly the same number of steps, and of
|
|
the same length, coming and going, stepping deliberately and with
|
|
the precision of a pair of dividers in my own deep tracks -- to such
|
|
routine the winter reduces us -- yet often they were filled with
|
|
heaven's own blue. But no weather interfered fatally with my walks,
|
|
or rather my going abroad, for I frequently tramped eight or ten
|
|
miles through the deepest snow to keep an appointment with a beech
|
|
tree, or a yellow birch, or an old acquaintance among the pines;
|
|
when the ice and snow causing their limbs to droop, and so
|
|
sharpening their tops, had changed the pines into fir trees; wading
|
|
to the tops of the highest hills when the show was nearly two feet
|
|
deep on a level, and shaking down another snow-storm on my head at
|
|
every step; or sometimes creeping and floundering thither on my
|
|
hands and knees, when the hunters had gone into winter quarters.
|
|
One afternoon I amused myself by watching a barred owl (Strix
|
|
nebulosa) sitting on one of the lower dead limbs of a white pine,
|
|
close to the trunk, in broad daylight, I standing within a rod of
|
|
him. He could hear me when I moved and cronched the snow with my
|
|
feet, but could not plainly see me. When I made most noise he would
|
|
stretch out his neck, and erect his neck feathers, and open his eyes
|
|
wide; but their lids soon fell again, and he began to nod. I too
|
|
felt a slumberous influence after watching him half an hour, as he
|
|
sat thus with his eyes half open, like a cat, winged brother of the
|
|
cat. There was only a narrow slit left between their lids, by which
|
|
be preserved a pennisular relation to me; thus, with half-shut eyes,
|
|
looking out from the land of dreams, and endeavoring to realize me,
|
|
vague object or mote that interrupted his visions. At length, on
|
|
some louder noise or my nearer approach, he would grow uneasy and
|
|
sluggishly turn about on his perch, as if impatient at having his
|
|
dreams disturbed; and when he launched himself off and flapped
|
|
through the pines, spreading his wings to unexpected breadth, I
|
|
could not hear the slightest sound from them. Thus, guided amid the
|
|
pine boughs rather by a delicate sense of their neighborhood than by
|
|
sight, feeling his twilight way, as it were, with his sensitive
|
|
pinions, he found a new perch, where he might in peace await the
|
|
dawning of his day.
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As I walked over the long causeway made for the railroad through
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the meadows, I encountered many a blustering and nipping wind, for
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nowhere has it freer play; and when the frost had smitten me on one
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cheek, heathen as I was, I turned to it the other also. Nor was it
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much better by the carriage road from Brister's Hill. For I came to
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town still, like a friendly Indian, when the contents of the broad
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open fields were all piled up between the walls of the Walden road,
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and half an hour sufficed to obliterate the tracks of the last
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traveller. And when I returned new drifts would have formed,
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through which I floundered, where the busy northwest wind had been
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depositing the powdery snow round a sharp angle in the road, and not
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a rabbit's track, nor even the fine print, the small type, of a
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meadow mouse was to be seen. Yet I rarely failed to find, even in
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midwinter, some warm and springly swamp where the grass and the
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skunk-cabbage still put forth with perennial verdure, and some
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hardier bird occasionally awaited the return of spring.
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Sometimes, notwithstanding the snow, when I returned from my
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walk at evening I crossed the deep tracks of a woodchopper leading
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from my door, and found his pile of whittlings on the hearth, and my
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house filled with the odor of his pipe. Or on a Sunday afternoon,
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if I chanced to be at home, I heard the cronching of the snow made
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by the step of a long-headed farmer, who from far through the woods
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sought my house, to have a social "crack"; one of the few of his
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vocation who are "men on their farms"; who donned a frock instead of
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a professor's gown, and is as ready to extract the moral out of
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church or state as to haul a load of manure from his barn-yard. We
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talked of rude and simple times, when men sat about large fires in
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cold, bracing weather, with clear heads; and when other dessert
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failed, we tried our teeth on many a nut which wise squirrels have
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long since abandoned, for those which have the thickest shells are
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commonly empty.
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The one who came from farthest to my lodge, through deepest
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snows and most dismal tempests, was a poet. A farmer, a hunter, a
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soldier, a reporter, even a philosopher, may be daunted; but nothing
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can deter a poet, for he is actuated by pure love. Who can predict
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his comings and goings? His business calls him out at all hours,
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even when doctors sleep. We made that small house ring with
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boisterous mirth and resound with the murmur of much sober talk,
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making amends then to Walden vale for the long silences. Broadway
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was still and deserted in comparison. At suitable intervals there
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were regular salutes of laughter, which might have been referred
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indifferently to the last-uttered or the forth-coming jest. We made
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many a "bran new" theory of life over a thin dish of gruel, which
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combined the advantages of conviviality with the clear-headedness
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which philosophy requires.
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I should not forget that during my last winter at the pond there
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was another welcome visitor, who at one time came through the
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village, through snow and rain and darkness, till he saw my lamp
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through the trees, and shared with me some long winter evenings.
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One of the last of the philosophers -- Connecticut gave him to the
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world -- he peddled first her wares, afterwards, as he declares, his
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brains. These he peddles still, prompting God and disgracing man,
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bearing for fruit his brain only, like the nut its kernel. I think
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that he must be the man of the most faith of any alive. His words
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and attitude always suppose a better state of things than other men
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are acquainted with, and he will be the last man to be disappointed
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|
as the ages revolve. He has no venture in the present. But though
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comparatively disregarded now, when his day comes, laws unsuspected
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by most will take effect, and masters of families and rulers will
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come to him for advice.
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"How blind that cannot see serenity!"
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A true friend of man; almost the only friend of human progress. An
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Old Mortality, say rather an Immortality, with unwearied patience
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and faith making plain the image engraven in men's bodies, the God
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of whom they are but defaced and leaning monuments. With his
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hospitable intellect he embraces children, beggars, insane, and
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scholars, and entertains the thought of all, adding to it commonly
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some breadth and elegance. I think that he should keep a
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caravansary on the world's highway, where philosophers of all
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nations might put up, and on his sign should be printed,
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"Entertainment for man, but not for his beast. Enter ye that have
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leisure and a quiet mind, who earnestly seek the right road." He is
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perhaps the sanest man and has the fewest crotchets of any I chance
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to know; the same yesterday and tomorrow. Of yore we had sauntered
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and talked, and effectually put the world behind us; for he was
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pledged to no institution in it, freeborn, ingenuus. Whichever way
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we turned, it seemed that the heavens and the earth had met
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together, since he enhanced the beauty of the landscape. A
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blue-robed man, whose fittest roof is the overarching sky which
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reflects his serenity. I do not see how he can ever die; Nature
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cannot spare him.
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Having each some shingles of thought well dried, we sat and
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whittled them, trying our knives, and admiring the clear yellowish
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grain of the pumpkin pine. We waded so gently and reverently, or we
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pulled together so smoothly, that the fishes of thought were not
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|
scared from the stream, nor feared any angler on the bank, but came
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|
and went grandly, like the clouds which float through the western
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|
sky, and the mother-o'-pearl flocks which sometimes form and
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|
dissolve there. There we worked, revising mythology, rounding a
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|
fable here and there, and building castles in the air for which
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|
earth offered no worthy foundation. Great Looker! Great Expecter!
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|
to converse with whom was a New England Night's Entertainment. Ah!
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|
such discourse we had, hermit and philosopher, and the old settler I
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|
have spoken of -- we three -- it expanded and racked my little
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|
house; I should not dare to say how many pounds' weight there was
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|
above the atmospheric pressure on every circular inch; it opened its
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|
seams so that they had to be calked with much dulness thereafter to
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|
stop the consequent leak; -- but I had enough of that kind of oakum
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|
already picked.
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|
There was one other with whom I had "solid seasons," long to be
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|
remembered, at his house in the village, and who looked in upon me
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|
from time to time; but I had no more for society there.
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|
There too, as everywhere, I sometimes expected the Visitor who
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|
never comes. The Vishnu Purana says, "The house-holder is to remain
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|
at eventide in his courtyard as long as it takes to milk a cow, or
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|
longer if he pleases, to await the arrival of a guest." I often
|
|
performed this duty of hospitality, waited long enough to milk a
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|
whole herd of cows, but did not see the man approaching from the
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town.
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Winter Animals
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When the ponds were firmly frozen, they afforded not only new
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|
and shorter routes to many points, but new views from their surfaces
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|
of the familiar landscape around them. When I crossed Flint's Pond,
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|
after it was covered with snow, though I had often paddled about and
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|
skated over it, it was so unexpectedly wide and so strange that I
|
|
could think of nothing but Baffin's Bay. The Lincoln hills rose up
|
|
around me at the extremity of a snowy plain, in which I did not
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|
remember to have stood before; and the fishermen, at an
|
|
indeterminable distance over the ice, moving slowly about with their
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|
wolfish dogs, passed for sealers, or Esquimaux, or in misty weather
|
|
loomed like fabulous creatures, and I did not know whether they were
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|
giants or pygmies. I took this course when I went to lecture in
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|
Lincoln in the evening, travelling in no road and passing no house
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|
between my own hut and the lecture room. In Goose Pond, which lay
|
|
in my way, a colony of muskrats dwelt, and raised their cabins high
|
|
above the ice, though none could be seen abroad when I crossed it.
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|
Walden, being like the rest usually bare of snow, or with only
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|
shallow and interrupted drifts on it, was my yard where I could walk
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|
freely when the snow was nearly two feet deep on a level elsewhere
|
|
and the villagers were confined to their streets. There, far from
|
|
the village street, and except at very long intervals, from the
|
|
jingle of sleigh-bells, I slid and skated, as in a vast moose-yard
|
|
well trodden, overhung by oak woods and solemn pines bent down with
|
|
snow or bristling with icicles.
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|
For sounds in winter nights, and often in winter days, I heard
|
|
the forlorn but melodious note of a hooting owl indefinitely far;
|
|
such a sound as the frozen earth would yield if struck with a
|
|
suitable plectrum, the very lingua vernacula of Walden Wood, and
|
|
quite familiar to me at last, though I never saw the bird while it
|
|
was making it. I seldom opened my door in a winter evening without
|
|
hearing it; Hoo hoo hoo, hoorer, hoo, sounded sonorously, and the
|
|
first three syllables accented somewhat like how der do; or
|
|
sometimes hoo, hoo only. One night in the beginning of winter,
|
|
before the pond froze over, about nine o'clock, I was startled by
|
|
the loud honking of a goose, and, stepping to the door, heard the
|
|
sound of their wings like a tempest in the woods as they flew low
|
|
over my house. They passed over the pond toward Fair Haven,
|
|
seemingly deterred from settling by my light, their commodore
|
|
honking all the while with a regular beat. Suddenly an unmistakable
|
|
cat-owl from very near me, with the most harsh and tremendous voice
|
|
I ever heard from any inhabitant of the woods, responded at regular
|
|
intervals to the goose, as if determined to expose and disgrace this
|
|
intruder from Hudson's Bay by exhibiting a greater compass and
|
|
volume of voice in a native, and boo-hoo him out of Concord horizon.
|
|
What do you mean by alarming the citadel at this time of night
|
|
consecrated to me? Do you think I am ever caught napping at such an
|
|
hour, and that I have not got lungs and a larynx as well as
|
|
yourself? Boo-hoo, boo-hoo, boo-hoo! It was one of the most
|
|
thrilling discords I ever heard. And yet, if you had a
|
|
discriminating ear, there were in it the elements of a concord such
|
|
as these plains never saw nor heard.
|
|
I also heard the whooping of the ice in the pond, my great
|
|
bed-fellow in that part of Concord, as if it were restless in its
|
|
bed and would fain turn over, were troubled with flatulency and had
|
|
dreams; or I was waked by the cracking of the ground by the frost,
|
|
as if some one had driven a team against my door, and in the morning
|
|
would find a crack in the earth a quarter of a mile long and a third
|
|
of an inch wide.
|
|
Sometimes I heard the foxes as they ranged over the snow-crust,
|
|
in moonlight nights, in search of a partridge or other game, barking
|
|
raggedly and demoniacally like forest dogs, as if laboring with some
|
|
anxiety, or seeking expression, struggling for light and to be dogs
|
|
outright and run freely in the streets; for if we take the ages into
|
|
our account, may there not be a civilization going on among brutes
|
|
as well as men? They seemed to me to be rudimental, burrowing men,
|
|
still standing on their defence, awaiting their transformation.
|
|
Sometimes one came near to my window, attracted by my light, barked
|
|
a vulpine curse at me, and then retreated.
|
|
Usually the red squirrel (Sciurus Hudsonius) waked me in the
|
|
dawn, coursing over the roof and up and down the sides of the house,
|
|
as if sent out of the woods for this purpose. In the course of the
|
|
winter I threw out half a bushel of ears of sweet corn, which had
|
|
not got ripe, on to the snow-crust by my door, and was amused by
|
|
watching the motions of the various animals which were baited by it.
|
|
In the twilight and the night the rabbits came regularly and made a
|
|
hearty meal. All day long the red squirrels came and went, and
|
|
afforded me much entertainment by their manoeuvres. One would
|
|
approach at first warily through the shrub oaks, running over the
|
|
snow-crust by fits and starts like a leaf blown by the wind, now a
|
|
few paces this way, with wonderful speed and waste of energy, making
|
|
inconceivable haste with his "trotters," as if it were for a wager,
|
|
and now as many paces that way, but never getting on more than half
|
|
a rod at a time; and then suddenly pausing with a ludicrous
|
|
expression and a gratuitous somerset, as if all the eyes in the
|
|
universe were eyed on him -- for all the motions of a squirrel, even
|
|
in the most solitary recesses of the forest, imply spectators as
|
|
much as those of a dancing girl -- wasting more time in delay and
|
|
circumspection than would have sufficed to walk the whole distance
|
|
-- I never saw one walk -- and then suddenly, before you could say
|
|
Jack Robinson, he would be in the top of a young pitch pine, winding
|
|
up his clock and chiding all imaginary spectators, soliloquizing and
|
|
talking to all the universe at the same time -- for no reason that I
|
|
could ever detect, or he himself was aware of, I suspect. At length
|
|
he would reach the corn, and selecting a suitable ear, frisk about
|
|
in the same uncertain trigonometrical way to the topmost stick of my
|
|
wood-pile, before my window, where he looked me in the face, and
|
|
there sit for hours, supplying himself with a new ear from time to
|
|
time, nibbling at first voraciously and throwing the half-naked cobs
|
|
about; till at length he grew more dainty still and played with his
|
|
food, tasting only the inside of the kernel, and the ear, which was
|
|
held balanced over the stick by one paw, slipped from his careless
|
|
grasp and fell to the ground, when he would look over at it with a
|
|
ludicrous expression of uncertainty, as if suspecting that it had
|
|
life, with a mind not made up whether to get it again, or a new one,
|
|
or be off; now thinking of corn, then listening to hear what was in
|
|
the wind. So the little impudent fellow would waste many an ear in
|
|
a forenoon; till at last, seizing some longer and plumper one,
|
|
considerably bigger than himself, and skilfully balancing it, he
|
|
would set out with it to the woods, like a tiger with a buffalo, by
|
|
the same zig-zag course and frequent pauses, scratching along with
|
|
it as if it were too heavy for him and falling all the while, making
|
|
its fall a diagonal between a perpendicular and horizontal, being
|
|
determined to put it through at any rate; -- a singularly frivolous
|
|
and whimsical fellow; -- and so he would get off with it to where he
|
|
lived, perhaps carry it to the top of a pine tree forty or fifty
|
|
rods distant, and I would afterwards find the cobs strewn about the
|
|
woods in various directions.
|
|
At length the jays arrive, whose discordant screams were heard
|
|
long before, as they were warily making their approach an eighth of
|
|
a mile off, and in a stealthy and sneaking manner they flit from
|
|
tree to tree, nearer and nearer, and pick up the kernels which the
|
|
squirrels have dropped. Then, sitting on a pitch pine bough, they
|
|
attempt to swallow in their haste a kernel which is too big for
|
|
their throats and chokes them; and after great labor they disgorge
|
|
it, and spend an hour in the endeavor to crack it by repeated blows
|
|
with their bills. They were manifestly thieves, and I had not much
|
|
respect for them; but the squirrels, though at first shy, went to
|
|
work as if they were taking what was their own.
|
|
Meanwhile also came the chickadees in flocks, which, picking up
|
|
the crumbs the squirrels had dropped, flew to the nearest twig and,
|
|
placing them under their claws, hammered away at them with their
|
|
little bills, as if it were an insect in the bark, till they were
|
|
sufficiently reduced for their slender throats. A little flock of
|
|
these titmice came daily to pick a dinner out of my woodpile, or the
|
|
crumbs at my door, with faint flitting lisping notes, like the
|
|
tinkling of icicles in the grass, or else with sprightly day day
|
|
day, or more rarely, in spring-like days, a wiry summery phe-be
|
|
from the woodside. They were so familiar that at length one
|
|
alighted on an armful of wood which I was carrying in, and pecked at
|
|
the sticks without fear. I once had a sparrow alight upon my
|
|
shoulder for a moment while I was hoeing in a village garden, and I
|
|
felt that I was more distinguished by that circumstance than I
|
|
should have been by any epaulet I could have worn. The squirrels
|
|
also grew at last to be quite familiar, and occasionally stepped
|
|
upon my shoe, when that was the nearest way.
|
|
When the ground was not yet quite covered, and again near the
|
|
end of winter, when the snow was melted on my south hillside and
|
|
about my wood-pile, the partridges came out of the woods morning and
|
|
evening to feed there. Whichever side you walk in the woods the
|
|
partridge bursts away on whirring wings, jarring the snow from the
|
|
dry leaves and twigs on high, which comes sifting down in the
|
|
sunbeams like golden dust, for this brave bird is not to be scared
|
|
by winter. It is frequently covered up by drifts, and, it is said,
|
|
"sometimes plunges from on wing into the soft snow, where it remains
|
|
concealed for a day or two." I used to start them in the open land
|
|
also, where they had come out of the woods at sunset to "bud" the
|
|
wild apple trees. They will come regularly every evening to
|
|
particular trees, where the cunning sportsman lies in wait for them,
|
|
and the distant orchards next the woods suffer thus not a little. I
|
|
am glad that the partridge gets fed, at any rate. It is Nature's
|
|
own bird which lives on buds and diet drink.
|
|
In dark winter mornings, or in short winter afternoons, I
|
|
sometimes heard a pack of hounds threading all the woods with
|
|
hounding cry and yelp, unable to resist the instinct of the chase,
|
|
and the note of the hunting-horn at intervals, proving that man was
|
|
in the rear. The woods ring again, and yet no fox bursts forth on
|
|
to the open level of the pond, nor following pack pursuing their
|
|
Actaeon. And perhaps at evening I see the hunters returning with a
|
|
single brush trailing from their sleigh for a trophy, seeking their
|
|
inn. They tell me that if the fox would remain in the bosom of the
|
|
frozen earth he would be safe, or if be would run in a straight line
|
|
away no foxhound could overtake him; but, having left his pursuers
|
|
far behind, he stops to rest and listen till they come up, and when
|
|
he runs he circles round to his old haunts, where the hunters await
|
|
him. Sometimes, however, he will run upon a wall many rods, and
|
|
then leap off far to one side, and he appears to know that water
|
|
will not retain his scent. A hunter told me that he once saw a fox
|
|
pursued by hounds burst out on to Walden when the ice was covered
|
|
with shallow puddles, run part way across, and then return to the
|
|
same shore. Ere long the hounds arrived, but here they lost the
|
|
scent. Sometimes a pack hunting by themselves would pass my door,
|
|
and circle round my house, and yelp and hound without regarding me,
|
|
as if afflicted by a species of madness, so that nothing could
|
|
divert them from the pursuit. Thus they circle until they fall upon
|
|
the recent trail of a fox, for a wise hound will forsake everything
|
|
else for this. One day a man came to my hut from Lexington to
|
|
inquire after his hound that made a large track, and had been
|
|
hunting for a week by himself. But I fear that he was not the wiser
|
|
for all I told him, for every time I attempted to answer his
|
|
questions he interrupted me by asking, "What do you do here?" He
|
|
had lost a dog, but found a man.
|
|
One old hunter who has a dry tongue, who used to come to bathe
|
|
in Walden once every year when the water was warmest, and at such
|
|
times looked in upon me, told me that many years ago he took his gun
|
|
one afternoon and went out for a cruise in Walden Wood; and as he
|
|
walked the Wayland road he heard the cry of hounds approaching, and
|
|
ere long a fox leaped the wall into the road, and as quick as
|
|
thought leaped the other wall out of the road, and his swift bullet
|
|
had not touched him. Some way behind came an old hound and her
|
|
three pups in full pursuit, hunting on their own account, and
|
|
disappeared again in the woods. Late in the afternoon, as he was
|
|
resting in the thick woods south of Walden, he heard the voice of
|
|
the hounds far over toward Fair Haven still pursuing the fox; and on
|
|
they came, their hounding cry which made all the woods ring sounding
|
|
nearer and nearer, now from Well Meadow, now from the Baker Farm.
|
|
For a long time he stood still and listened to their music, so sweet
|
|
to a hunter's ear, when suddenly the fox appeared, threading the
|
|
solemn aisles with an easy coursing pace, whose sound was concealed
|
|
by a sympathetic rustle of the leaves, swift and still, keeping the
|
|
round, leaving his pursuers far behind; and, leaping upon a rock
|
|
amid the woods, he sat erect and listening, with his back to the
|
|
hunter. For a moment compassion restrained the latter's arm; but
|
|
that was a short-lived mood, and as quick as thought can follow
|
|
thought his piece was levelled, and whang! -- the fox, rolling over
|
|
the rock, lay dead on the ground. The hunter still kept his place
|
|
and listened to the hounds. Still on they came, and now the near
|
|
woods resounded through all their aisles with their demoniac cry.
|
|
At length the old hound burst into view with muzzle to the ground,
|
|
and snapping the air as if possessed, and ran directly to the rock;
|
|
but, spying the dead fox, she suddenly ceased her hounding as if
|
|
struck dumb with amazement, and walked round and round him in
|
|
silence; and one by one her pups arrived, and, like their mother,
|
|
were sobered into silence by the mystery. Then the hunter came
|
|
forward and stood in their midst, and the mystery was solved. They
|
|
waited in silence while he skinned the fox, then followed the brush
|
|
a while, and at length turned off into the woods again. That
|
|
evening a Weston squire came to the Concord hunter's cottage to
|
|
inquire for his hounds, and told how for a week they had been
|
|
hunting on their own account from Weston woods. The Concord hunter
|
|
told him what he knew and offered him the skin; but the other
|
|
declined it and departed. He did not find his hounds that night,
|
|
but the next day learned that they had crossed the river and put up
|
|
at a farmhouse for the night, whence, having been well fed, they
|
|
took their departure early in the morning.
|
|
The hunter who told me this could remember one Sam Nutting, who
|
|
used to hunt bears on Fair Haven Ledges, and exchange their skins
|
|
for rum in Concord village; who told him, even, that he had seen a
|
|
moose there. Nutting had a famous foxhound named Burgoyne -- he
|
|
pronounced it Bugine -- which my informant used to borrow. In the
|
|
"Wast Book" of an old trader of this town, who was also a captain,
|
|
town-clerk, and representative, I find the following entry. Jan.
|
|
18th, 1742-3, "John Melven Cr. by 1 Grey Fox 0--2--3"; they are not
|
|
now found here; and in his ledger, Feb, 7th, 1743, Hezekiah Stratton
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has credit "by 1/2 a Catt skin 0--1--4+"; of course, a wild-cat, for
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Stratton was a sergeant in the old French war, and would not have
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got credit for hunting less noble game. Credit is given for
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deerskins also, and they were daily sold. One man still preserves
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the horns of the last deer that was killed in this vicinity, and
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another has told me the particulars of the hunt in which his uncle
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was engaged. The hunters were formerly a numerous and merry crew
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here. I remember well one gaunt Nimrod who would catch up a leaf by
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the roadside and play a strain on it wilder and more melodious, if
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my memory serves me, than any hunting-horn.
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At midnight, when there was a moon, I sometimes met with hounds
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in my path prowling about the woods, which would skulk out of my
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way, as if afraid, and stand silent amid the bushes till I had
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passed.
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Squirrels and wild mice disputed for my store of nuts. There
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were scores of pitch pines around my house, from one to four inches
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in diameter, which had been gnawed by mice the previous winter -- a
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Norwegian winter for them, for the snow lay long and deep, and they
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were obliged to mix a large proportion of pine bark with their other
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diet. These trees were alive and apparently flourishing at
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midsummer, and many of them had grown a foot, though completely
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girdled; but after another winter such were without exception dead.
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It is remarkable that a single mouse should thus be allowed a whole
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pine tree for its dinner, gnawing round instead of up and down it;
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but perhaps it is necessary in order to thin these trees, which are
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wont to grow up densely.
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The hares (Lepus Americanus) were very familiar. One had her
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form under my house all winter, separated from me only by the
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flooring, and she startled me each morning by her hasty departure
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when I began to stir -- thump, thump, thump, striking her head
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against the floor timbers in her hurry. They used to come round my
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door at dusk to nibble the potato parings which I had thrown out,
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and were so nearly the color of the ground that they could hardly be
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distinguished when still. Sometimes in the twilight I alternately
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lost and recovered sight of one sitting motionless under my window.
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When I opened my door in the evening, off they would go with a
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squeak and a bounce. Near at hand they only excited my pity. One
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evening one sat by my door two paces from me, at first trembling
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with fear, yet unwilling to move; a poor wee thing, lean and bony,
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with ragged ears and sharp nose, scant tail and slender paws. It
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looked as if Nature no longer contained the breed of nobler bloods,
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but stood on her last toes. Its large eyes appeared young and
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unhealthy, almost dropsical. I took a step, and lo, away it scud
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with an elastic spring over the snow-crust, straightening its body
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and its limbs into graceful length, and soon put the forest between
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me and itself -- the wild free venison, asserting its vigor and the
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dignity of Nature. Not without reason was its slenderness. Such
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then was its nature. (Lepus, levipes, light-foot, some think.)
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|
What is a country without rabbits and partridges? They are
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among the most simple and indigenous animal products; ancient and
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|
venerable families known to antiquity as to modern times; of the
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|
very hue and substance of Nature, nearest allied to leaves and to
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the ground -- and to one another; it is either winged or it is
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|
legged. It is hardly as if you had seen a wild creature when a
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rabbit or a partridge bursts away, only a natural one, as much to be
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|
expected as rustling leaves. The partridge and the rabbit are still
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|
sure to thrive, like true natives of the soil, whatever revolutions
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|
occur. If the forest is cut off, the sprouts and bushes which
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|
spring up afford them concealment, and they become more numerous
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|
than ever. That must be a poor country indeed that does not support
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a hare. Our woods teem with them both, and around every swamp may
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|
be seen the partridge or rabbit walk, beset with twiggy fences and
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horse-hair snares, which some cow-boy tends.
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The Pond in Winter
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After a still winter night I awoke with the impression that some
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|
question had been put to me, which I had been endeavoring in vain to
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|
answer in my sleep, as what -- how -- when -- where? But there was
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|
dawning Nature, in whom all creatures live, looking in at my broad
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|
windows with serene and satisfied face, and no question on her lips.
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|
I awoke to an answered question, to Nature and daylight. The snow
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|
lying deep on the earth dotted with young pines, and the very slope
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|
of the hill on which my house is placed, seemed to say, Forward!
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|
Nature puts no question and answers none which we mortals ask. She
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|
has long ago taken her resolution. "O Prince, our eyes contemplate
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|
with admiration and transmit to the soul the wonderful and varied
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|
spectacle of this universe. The night veils without doubt a part of
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|
this glorious creation; but day comes to reveal to us this great
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|
work, which extends from earth even into the plains of the ether."
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|
Then to my morning work. First I take an axe and pail and go in
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|
search of water, if that be not a dream. After a cold and snowy
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|
night it needed a divining-rod to find it. Every winter the liquid
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|
and trembling surface of the pond, which was so sensitive to every
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|
breath, and reflected every light and shadow, becomes solid to the
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|
depth of a foot or a foot and a half, so that it will support the
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|
heaviest teams, and perchance the snow covers it to an equal depth,
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|
and it is not to be distinguished from any level field. Like the
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|
marmots in the surrounding hills, it closes its eyelids and becomes
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|
dormant for three months or more. Standing on the snow-covered
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|
plain, as if in a pasture amid the hills, I cut my way first through
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|
a foot of snow, and then a foot of ice, and open a window under my
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|
feet, where, kneeling to drink, I look down into the quiet parlor of
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|
the fishes, pervaded by a softened light as through a window of
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|
ground glass, with its bright sanded floor the same as in summer;
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|
there a perennial waveless serenity reigns as in the amber twilight
|
|
sky, corresponding to the cool and even temperament of the
|
|
inhabitants. Heaven is under our feet is well as over our heads.
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|
Early in the morning, while all things are crisp with frost, men
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|
come with fishing-reels and slender lunch, and let down their fine
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|
lines through the snowy field to take pickerel and perch; wild men,
|
|
who instinctively follow other fashions and trust other authorities
|
|
than their townsmen, and by their goings and comings stitch towns
|
|
together in parts where else they would be ripped. They sit and eat
|
|
their luncheon in stout fear-naughts on the dry oak leaves on the
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|
shore, as wise in natural lore as the citizen is in artificial.
|
|
They never consulted with books, and know and can tell much less
|
|
than they have done. The things which they practice are said not
|
|
yet to be known. Here is one fishing for pickerel with grown perch
|
|
for bait. You look into his pail with wonder as into a summer pond,
|
|
as if he kept summer locked up at home, or knew where she had
|
|
retreated. How, pray, did he get these in midwinter? Oh, he got
|
|
worms out of rotten logs since the ground froze, and so he caught
|
|
them. His life itself passes deeper in nature than the studies of
|
|
the naturalist penetrate; himself a subject for the naturalist. The
|
|
latter raises the moss and bark gently with his knife in search of
|
|
insects; the former lays open logs to their core with his axe, and
|
|
moss and bark fly far and wide. He gets his living by barking
|
|
trees. Such a man has some right to fish, and I love to see nature
|
|
carried out in him. The perch swallows the grub-worm, the pickerel
|
|
swallows the perch, and the fisher-man swallows the pickerel; and so
|
|
all the chinks in the scale of being are filled.
|
|
When I strolled around the pond in misty weather I was sometimes
|
|
amused by the primitive mode which some ruder fisherman had adopted.
|
|
He would perhaps have placed alder branches over the narrow holes in
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|
the ice, which were four or five rods apart and an equal distance
|
|
from the shore, and having fastened the end of the line to a stick
|
|
to prevent its being pulled through, have passed the slack line over
|
|
a twig of the alder, a foot or more above the ice, and tied a dry
|
|
oak leaf to it, which, being pulled down, would show when he had a
|
|
bite. These alders loomed through the mist at regular intervals as
|
|
you walked half way round the pond.
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|
Ah, the pickerel of Walden! when I see them lying on the ice, or
|
|
in the well which the fisherman cuts in the ice, making a little
|
|
hole to admit the water, I am always surprised by their rare beauty,
|
|
as if they were fabulous fishes, they are so foreign to the streets,
|
|
even to the woods, foreign as Arabia to our Concord life. They
|
|
possess a quite dazzling and transcendent beauty which separates
|
|
them by a wide interval from the cadaverous cod and haddock whose
|
|
fame is trumpeted in our streets. They are not green like the
|
|
pines, nor gray like the stones, nor blue like the sky; but they
|
|
have, to my eyes, if possible, yet rarer colors, like flowers and
|
|
precious stones, as if they were the pearls, the animalized nuclei
|
|
or crystals of the Walden water. They, of course, are Walden all
|
|
over and all through; are themselves small Waldens in the animal
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|
kingdom, Waldenses. It is surprising that they are caught here --
|
|
that in this deep and capacious spring, far beneath the rattling
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|
teams and chaises and tinkling sleighs that travel the Walden road,
|
|
this great gold and emerald fish swims. I never chanced to see its
|
|
kind in any market; it would be the cynosure of all eyes there.
|
|
Easily, with a few convulsive quirks, they give up their watery
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|
ghosts, like a mortal translated before his time to the thin air of
|
|
heaven.
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|
As I was desirous to recover the long lost bottom of Walden
|
|
Pond, I surveyed it carefully, before the ice broke up, early in
|
|
'46, with compass and chain and sounding line. There have been many
|
|
stories told about the bottom, or rather no bottom, of this pond,
|
|
which certainly had no foundation for themselves. It is remarkable
|
|
how long men will believe in the bottomlessness of a pond without
|
|
taking the trouble to sound it. I have visited two such Bottomless
|
|
Ponds in one walk in this neighborhood. Many have believed that
|
|
Walden reached quite through to the other side of the globe. Some
|
|
who have lain flat on the ice for a long time, looking down through
|
|
the illusive medium, perchance with watery eyes into the bargain,
|
|
and driven to hasty conclusions by the fear of catching cold in
|
|
their breasts, have seen vast holes "into which a load of hay might
|
|
be driven," if there were anybody to drive it, the undoubted source
|
|
of the Styx and entrance to the Infernal Regions from these parts.
|
|
Others have gone down from the village with a "fifty-six" and a
|
|
wagon load of inch rope, but yet have failed to find any bottom; for
|
|
while the "fifty-six" was resting by the way, they were paying out
|
|
the rope in the vain attempt to fathom their truly immeasurable
|
|
capacity for marvellousness. But I can assure my readers that
|
|
Walden has a reasonably tight bottom at a not unreasonable, though
|
|
at an unusual, depth. I fathomed it easily with a cod-line and a
|
|
stone weighing about a pound and a half, and could tell accurately
|
|
when the stone left the bottom, by having to pull so much harder
|
|
before the water got underneath to help me. The greatest depth was
|
|
exactly one hundred and two feet; to which may be added the five
|
|
feet which it has risen since, making one hundred and seven. This
|
|
is a remarkable depth for so small an area; yet not an inch of it
|
|
can be spared by the imagination. What if all ponds were shallow?
|
|
Would it not react on the minds of men? I am thankful that this
|
|
pond was made deep and pure for a symbol. While men believe in the
|
|
infinite some ponds will be thought to be bottomless.
|
|
A factory-owner, hearing what depth I had found, thought that it
|
|
could not be true, for, judging from his acquaintance with dams,
|
|
sand would not lie at so steep an angle. But the deepest ponds are
|
|
not so deep in proportion to their area as most suppose, and, if
|
|
drained, would not leave very remarkable valleys. They are not like
|
|
cups between the hills; for this one, which is so unusually deep for
|
|
its area, appears in a vertical section through its centre not
|
|
deeper than a shallow plate. Most ponds, emptied, would leave a
|
|
meadow no more hollow than we frequently see. William Gilpin, who
|
|
is so admirable in all that relates to landscapes, and usually so
|
|
correct, standing at the head of Loch Fyne, in Scotland, which he
|
|
describes as "a bay of salt water, sixty or seventy fathoms deep,
|
|
four miles in breadth," and about fifty miles long, surrounded by
|
|
mountains, observes, "If we could have seen it immediately after the
|
|
diluvian crash, or whatever convulsion of nature occasioned it,
|
|
before the waters gushed in, what a horrid chasm must it have
|
|
appeared!
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|
|
|
"So high as heaved the tumid hills, so low
|
|
Down sunk a hollow bottom broad and deep,
|
|
Capacious bed of waters."
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|
|
|
But if, using the shortest diameter of Loch Fyne, we apply these
|
|
proportions to Walden, which, as we have seen, appears already in a
|
|
vertical section only like a shallow plate, it will appear four
|
|
times as shallow. So much for the increased horrors of the chasm of
|
|
Loch Fyne when emptied. No doubt many a smiling valley with its
|
|
stretching cornfields occupies exactly such a "horrid chasm," from
|
|
which the waters have receded, though it requires the insight and
|
|
the far sight of the geologist to convince the unsuspecting
|
|
inhabitants of this fact. Often an inquisitive eye may detect the
|
|
shores of a primitive lake in the low horizon hills, and no
|
|
subsequent elevation of the plain have been necessary to conceal
|
|
their history. But it is easiest, as they who work on the highways
|
|
know, to find the hollows by the puddles after a shower. The amount
|
|
of it is, the imagination give it the least license, dives deeper
|
|
and soars higher than Nature goes. So, probably, the depth of the
|
|
ocean will be found to be very inconsiderable compared with its
|
|
breadth.
|
|
As I sounded through the ice I could determine the shape of the
|
|
bottom with greater accuracy than is possible in surveying harbors
|
|
which do not freeze over, and I was surprised at its general
|
|
regularity. In the deepest part there are several acres more level
|
|
than almost any field which is exposed to the sun, wind, and plow.
|
|
In one instance, on a line arbitrarily chosen, the depth did not
|
|
vary more than one foot in thirty rods; and generally, near the
|
|
middle, I could calculate the variation for each one hundred feet in
|
|
any direction beforehand within three or four inches. Some are
|
|
accustomed to speak of deep and dangerous holes even in quiet sandy
|
|
ponds like this, but the effect of water under these circumstances
|
|
is to level all inequalities. The regularity of the bottom and its
|
|
conformity to the shores and the range of the neighboring hills were
|
|
so perfect that a distant promontory betrayed itself in the
|
|
soundings quite across the pond, and its direction could be
|
|
determined by observing the opposite shore. Cape becomes bar, and
|
|
plain shoal, and valley and gorge deep water and channel.
|
|
When I had mapped the pond by the scale of ten rods to an inch,
|
|
and put down the soundings, more than a hundred in all, I observed
|
|
this remarkable coincidence. Having noticed that the number
|
|
indicating the greatest depth was apparently in the centre of the
|
|
map, I laid a rule on the map lengthwise, and then breadthwise, and
|
|
found, to my surprise, that the line of greatest length intersected
|
|
the line of greatest breadth exactly at the point of greatest depth,
|
|
notwithstanding that the middle is so nearly level, the outline of
|
|
the pond far from regular, and the extreme length and breadth were
|
|
got by measuring into the coves; and I said to myself, Who knows but
|
|
this hint would conduct to the deepest part of the ocean as well as
|
|
of a pond or puddle? Is not this the rule also for the height of
|
|
mountains, regarded as the opposite of valleys? We know that a hill
|
|
is not highest at its narrowest part.
|
|
Of five coves, three, or all which had been sounded, were
|
|
observed to have a bar quite across their mouths and deeper water
|
|
within, so that the bay tended to be an expansion of water within
|
|
the land not only horizontally but vertically, and to form a basin
|
|
or independent pond, the direction of the two capes showing the
|
|
course of the bar. Every harbor on the sea-coast, also, has its bar
|
|
at its entrance. In proportion as the mouth of the cove was wider
|
|
compared with its length, the water over the bar was deeper compared
|
|
with that in the basin. Given, then, the length and breadth of the
|
|
cove, and the character of the surrounding shore, and you have
|
|
almost elements enough to make out a formula for all cases.
|
|
In order to see how nearly I could guess, with this experience,
|
|
at the deepest point in a pond, by observing the outlines of a
|
|
surface and the character of its shores alone, I made a plan of
|
|
White Pond, which contains about forty-one acres, and, like this,
|
|
has no island in it, nor any visible inlet or outlet; and as the
|
|
line of greatest breadth fell very near the line of least breadth,
|
|
where two opposite capes approached each other and two opposite bays
|
|
receded, I ventured to mark a point a short distance from the latter
|
|
line, but still on the line of greatest length, as the deepest. The
|
|
deepest part was found to be within one hundred feet of this, still
|
|
farther in the direction to which I had inclined, and was only one
|
|
foot deeper, namely, sixty feet. Of course, a stream running
|
|
through, or an island in the pond, would make the problem much more
|
|
complicated.
|
|
If we knew all the laws of Nature, we should need only one fact,
|
|
or the description of one actual phenomenon, to infer all the
|
|
particular results at that point. Now we know only a few laws, and
|
|
our result is vitiated, not, of course, by any confusion or
|
|
irregularity in Nature, but by our ignorance of essential elements
|
|
in the calculation. Our notions of law and harmony are commonly
|
|
confined to those instances which we detect; but the harmony which
|
|
results from a far greater number of seemingly conflicting, but
|
|
really concurring, laws, which we have not detected, is still more
|
|
wonderful. The particular laws are as our points of view, as, to
|
|
the traveller, a mountain outline varies with every step, and it has
|
|
an infinite number of profiles, though absolutely but one form.
|
|
Even when cleft or bored through it is not comprehended in its
|
|
entireness.
|
|
What I have observed of the pond is no less true in ethics. It
|
|
is the law of average. Such a rule of the two diameters not only
|
|
guides us toward the sun in the system and the heart in man, but
|
|
draws lines through the length and breadth of the aggregate of a
|
|
man's particular daily behaviors and waves of life into his coves
|
|
and inlets, and where they intersect will be the height or depth of
|
|
his character. Perhaps we need only to know how his shores trend
|
|
and his adjacent country or circumstances, to infer his depth and
|
|
concealed bottom. If he is surrounded by mountainous circumstances,
|
|
an Achillean shore, whose peaks overshadow and are reflected in his
|
|
bosom, they suggest a corresponding depth in him. But a low and
|
|
smooth shore proves him shallow on that side. In our bodies, a bold
|
|
projecting brow falls off to and indicates a corresponding depth of
|
|
thought. Also there is a bar across the entrance of our every cove,
|
|
or particular inclination; each is our harbor for a season, in which
|
|
we are detained and partially land-locked. These inclinations are
|
|
not whimsical usually, but their form, size, and direction are
|
|
determined by the promontories of the shore, the ancient axes of
|
|
elevation. When this bar is gradually increased by storms, tides,
|
|
or currents, or there is a subsidence of the waters, so that it
|
|
reaches to the surface, that which was at first but an inclination
|
|
in the shore in which a thought was harbored becomes an individual
|
|
lake, cut off from the ocean, wherein the thought secures its own
|
|
conditions -- changes, perhaps, from salt to fresh, becomes a sweet
|
|
sea, dead sea, or a marsh. At the advent of each individual into
|
|
this life, may we not suppose that such a bar has risen to the
|
|
surface somewhere? It is true, we are such poor navigators that our
|
|
thoughts, for the most part, stand off and on upon a harborless
|
|
coast, are conversant only with the bights of the bays of poesy, or
|
|
steer for the public ports of entry, and go into the dry docks of
|
|
science, where they merely refit for this world, and no natural
|
|
currents concur to individualize them.
|
|
As for the inlet or outlet of Walden, I have not discovered any
|
|
but rain and snow and evaporation, though perhaps, with a
|
|
thermometer and a line, such places may be found, for where the
|
|
water flows into the pond it will probably be coldest in summer and
|
|
warmest in winter. When the ice-men were at work here in '46-7, the
|
|
cakes sent to the shore were one day rejected by those who were
|
|
stacking them up there, not being thick enough to lie side by side
|
|
with the rest; and the cutters thus discovered that the ice over a
|
|
small space was two or three inches thinner than elsewhere, which
|
|
made them think that there was an inlet there. They also showed me
|
|
in another place what they thought was a "leach-hole," through which
|
|
the pond leaked out under a hill into a neighboring meadow, pushing
|
|
me out on a cake of ice to see it. It was a small cavity under ten
|
|
feet of water; but I think that I can warrant the pond not to need
|
|
soldering till they find a worse leak than that. One has suggested,
|
|
that if such a "leach-hole" should be found, its connection with the
|
|
meadow, if any existed, might be proved by conveying some, colored
|
|
powder or sawdust to the mouth of the hole, and then putting a
|
|
strainer over the spring in the meadow, which would catch some of
|
|
the particles carried through by the current.
|
|
While I was surveying, the ice, which was sixteen inches thick,
|
|
undulated under a slight wind like water. It is well known that a
|
|
level cannot be used on ice. At one rod from the shore its greatest
|
|
fluctuation, when observed by means of a level on land directed
|
|
toward a graduated staff on the ice, was three quarters of an inch,
|
|
though the ice appeared firmly attached to the shore. It was
|
|
probably greater in the middle. Who knows but if our instruments
|
|
were delicate enough we might detect an undulation in the crust of
|
|
the earth? When two legs of my level were on the shore and the
|
|
third on the ice, and the sights were directed over the latter, a
|
|
rise or fall of the ice of an almost infinitesimal amount made a
|
|
difference of several feet on a tree across the pond. When I began
|
|
to cut holes for sounding there were three or four inches of water
|
|
on the ice under a deep snow which had sunk it thus far; but the
|
|
water began immediately to run into these holes, and continued to
|
|
run for two days in deep streams, which wore away the ice on every
|
|
side, and contributed essentially, if not mainly, to dry the surface
|
|
of the pond; for, as the water ran in, it raised and floated the
|
|
ice. This was somewhat like cutting a hole in the bottom of a ship
|
|
to let the water out. When such holes freeze, and a rain succeeds,
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and finally a new freezing forms a fresh smooth ice over all, it is
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beautifully mottled internally by dark figures, shaped somewhat like
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a spider's web, what you may call ice rosettes, produced by the
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channels worn by the water flowing from all sides to a centre.
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Sometimes, also, when the ice was covered with shallow puddles, I
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saw a double shadow of myself, one standing on the head of the
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other, one on the ice, the other on the trees or hillside.
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While yet it is cold January, and snow and ice are thick and
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solid, the prudent landlord comes from the village to get ice to
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cool his summer drink; impressively, even pathetically, wise, to
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foresee the heat and thirst of July now in January -- wearing a
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thick coat and mittens! when so many things are not provided for.
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It may be that he lays up no treasures in this world which will cool
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his summer drink in the next. He cuts and saws the solid pond,
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unroofs the house of fishes, and carts off their very element and
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air, held fast by chains and stakes like corded wood, through the
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favoring winter air, to wintry cellars, to underlie the summer
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there. It looks like solidified azure, as, far off, it is drawn
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through the streets. These ice-cutters are a merry race, full of
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jest and sport, and when I went among them they were wont to invite
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me to saw pit-fashion with them, I standing underneath.
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In the winter of '46-7 there came a hundred men of Hyperborean
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extraction swoop down on to our pond one morning, with many carloads
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of ungainly-looking farming tools -- sleds, plows, drill-barrows,
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turf-knives, spades, saws, rakes, and each man was armed with a
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double-pointed pike-staff, such as is not described in the
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New-England Farmer or the Cultivator. I did not know whether they
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had come to sow a crop of winter rye, or some other kind of grain
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recently introduced from Iceland. As I saw no manure, I judged that
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they meant to skim the land, as I had done, thinking the soil was
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deep and had lain fallow long enough. They said that a gentleman
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farmer, who was behind the scenes, wanted to double his money,
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which, as I understood, amounted to half a million already; but in
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|
order to cover each one of his dollars with another, he took off the
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only coat, ay, the skin itself, of Walden Pond in the midst of a
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hard winter. They went to work at once, plowing, barrowing,
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rolling, furrowing, in admirable order, as if they were bent on
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making this a model farm; but when I was looking sharp to see what
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kind of seed they dropped into the furrow, a gang of fellows by my
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side suddenly began to hook up the virgin mould itself, with a
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peculiar jerk, clean down to the sand, or rather the water -- for it
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was a very springy soil -- indeed all the terra firma there was --
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and haul it away on sleds, and then I guessed that they must be
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cutting peat in a bog. So they came and went every day, with a
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peculiar shriek from the locomotive, from and to some point of the
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polar regions, as it seemed to me, like a flock of arctic
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snow-birds. But sometimes Squaw Walden had her revenge, and a hired
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man, walking behind his team, slipped through a crack in the ground
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down toward Tartarus, and he who was so brave before suddenly became
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|
but the ninth part of a man, almost gave up his animal heat, and was
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glad to take refuge in my house, and acknowledged that there was
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some virtue in a stove; or sometimes the frozen soil took a piece of
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steel out of a plowshare, or a plow got set in the furrow and had to
|
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be cut out.
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|
To speak literally, a hundred Irishmen, with Yankee overseers,
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|
came from Cambridge every day to get out the ice. They divided it
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|
into cakes by methods too well known to require description, and
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these, being sledded to the shore, were rapidly hauled off on to an
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|
ice platform, and raised by grappling irons and block and tackle,
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|
worked by horses, on to a stack, as surely as so many barrels of
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flour, and there placed evenly side by side, and row upon row, as if
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they formed the solid base of an obelisk designed to pierce the
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|
clouds. They told me that in a good day they could get out a
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|
thousand tons, which was the yield of about one acre. Deep ruts and
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"cradle-holes" were worn in the ice, as on terra firma, by the
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passage of the sleds over the same track, and the horses invariably
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|
ate their oats out of cakes of ice hollowed out like buckets. They
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|
stacked up the cakes thus in the open air in a pile thirty-five feet
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|
high on one side and six or seven rods square, putting hay between
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|
the outside layers to exclude the air; for when the wind, though
|
|
never so cold, finds a passage through, it will wear large cavities,
|
|
leaving slight supports or studs only here and there, and finally
|
|
topple it down. At first it looked like a vast blue fort or
|
|
Valhalla; but when they began to tuck the coarse meadow hay into the
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|
crevices, and this became covered with rime and icicles, it looked
|
|
like a venerable moss-grown and hoary ruin, built of azure-tinted
|
|
marble, the abode of Winter, that old man we see in the almanac --
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his shanty, as if he had a design to estivate with us. They
|
|
calculated that not twenty-five per cent of this would reach its
|
|
destination, and that two or three per cent would be wasted in the
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|
cars. However, a still greater part of this heap had a different
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|
destiny from what was intended; for, either because the ice was
|
|
found not to keep so well as was expected, containing more air than
|
|
usual, or for some other reason, it never got to market. This heap,
|
|
made in the winter of '46-7 and estimated to contain ten thousand
|
|
tons, was finally covered with hay and boards; and though it was
|
|
unroofed the following July, and a part of it carried off, the rest
|
|
remaining exposed to the sun, it stood over that summer and the next
|
|
winter, and was not quite melted till September, 1848. Thus the
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|
pond recovered the greater part.
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|
Like the water, the Walden ice, seen near at hand, has a green
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|
tint, but at a distance is beautifully blue, and you can easily tell
|
|
it from the white ice of the river, or the merely greenish ice of
|
|
some ponds, a quarter of a mile off. Sometimes one of those great
|
|
cakes slips from the ice-man's sled into the village street, and
|
|
lies there for a week like a great emerald, an object of interest to
|
|
all passers. I have noticed that a portion of Walden which in the
|
|
state of water was green will often, when frozen, appear from the
|
|
same point of view blue. So the hollows about this pond will,
|
|
sometimes, in the winter, be filled with a greenish water somewhat
|
|
like its own, but the next day will have frozen blue. Perhaps the
|
|
blue color of water and ice is due to the light and air they
|
|
contain, and the most transparent is the bluest. Ice is an
|
|
interesting subject for contemplation. They told me that they had
|
|
some in the ice-houses at Fresh Pond five years old which was as
|
|
good as ever. Why is it that a bucket of water soon becomes putrid,
|
|
but frozen remains sweet forever? It is commonly said that this is
|
|
the difference between the affections and the intellect.
|
|
Thus for sixteen days I saw from my window a hundred men at work
|
|
like busy husbandmen, with teams and horses and apparently all the
|
|
implements of farming, such a picture as we see on the first page of
|
|
the almanac; and as often as I looked out I was reminded of the
|
|
fable of the lark and the reapers, or the parable of the sower, and
|
|
the like; and now they are all gone, and in thirty days more,
|
|
probably, I shall look from the same window on the pure sea-green
|
|
Walden water there, reflecting the clouds and the trees, and sending
|
|
up its evaporations in solitude, and no traces will appear that a
|
|
man has ever stood there. Perhaps I shall hear a solitary loon
|
|
laugh as he dives and plumes himself, or shall see a lonely fisher
|
|
in his boat, like a floating leaf, beholding his form reflected in
|
|
the waves, where lately a hundred men securely labored.
|
|
Thus it appears that the sweltering inhabitants of Charleston
|
|
and New Orleans, of Madras and Bombay and Calcutta, drink at my
|
|
well. In the morning I bathe my intellect in the stupendous and
|
|
cosmogonal philosophy of the Bhagvat-Geeta, since whose composition
|
|
years of the gods have elapsed, and in comparison with which our
|
|
modern world and its literature seem puny and trivial; and I doubt
|
|
if that philosophy is not to be referred to a previous state of
|
|
existence, so remote is its sublimity from our conceptions. I lay
|
|
down the book and go to my well for water, and lo! there I meet the
|
|
servant of the Bramin, priest of Brahma and Vishnu and Indra, who
|
|
still sits in his temple on the Ganges reading the Vedas, or dwells
|
|
at the root of a tree with his crust and water jug. I meet his
|
|
servant come to draw water for his master, and our buckets as it
|
|
were grate together in the same well. The pure Walden water is
|
|
mingled with the sacred water of the Ganges. With favoring winds it
|
|
is wafted past the site of the fabulous islands of Atlantis and the
|
|
Hesperides, makes the periplus of Hanno, and, floating by Ternate
|
|
and Tidore and the mouth of the Persian Gulf, melts in the tropic
|
|
gales of the Indian seas, and is landed in ports of which Alexander
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|
only heard the names.
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Spring
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The opening of large tracts by the ice-cutters commonly causes a
|
|
pond to break up earlier; for the water, agitated by the wind, even
|
|
in cold weather, wears away the surrounding ice. But such was not
|
|
the effect on Walden that year, for she had soon got a thick new
|
|
garment to take the place of the old. This pond never breaks up so
|
|
soon as the others in this neighborhood, on account both of its
|
|
greater depth and its having no stream passing through it to melt or
|
|
wear away the ice. I never knew it to open in the course of a
|
|
winter, not excepting that of '52-3, which gave the ponds so severe
|
|
a trial. It commonly opens about the first of April, a week or ten
|
|
days later than Flint's Pond and Fair Haven, beginning to melt on
|
|
the north side and in the shallower parts where it began to freeze.
|
|
It indicates better than any water hereabouts the absolute progress
|
|
of the season, being least affected by transient changes of
|
|
temperature. A severe cold of a few days duration in March may very
|
|
much retard the opening of the former ponds, while the temperature
|
|
of Walden increases almost uninterruptedly. A thermometer thrust
|
|
into the middle of Walden on the 6th of March, 1847, stood at 32x,
|
|
or freezing point; near the shore at 33x; in the middle of Flint's
|
|
Pond, the same day, at 32+x; at a dozen rods from the shore, in
|
|
shallow water, under ice a foot thick, at 36x. This difference of
|
|
three and a half degrees between the temperature of the deep water
|
|
and the shallow in the latter pond, and the fact that a great
|
|
proportion of it is comparatively shallow, show why it should break
|
|
up so much sooner than Walden. The ice in the shallowest part was
|
|
at this time several inches thinner than in the middle. In
|
|
midwinter the middle had been the warmest and the ice thinnest
|
|
there. So, also, every one who has waded about the shores of the
|
|
pond in summer must have perceived how much warmer the water is
|
|
close to the shore, where only three or four inches deep, than a
|
|
little distance out, and on the surface where it is deep, than near
|
|
the bottom. In spring the sun not only exerts an influence through
|
|
the increased temperature of the air and earth, but its heat passes
|
|
through ice a foot or more thick, and is reflected from the bottom
|
|
in shallow water, and so also warms the water and melts the under
|
|
side of the ice, at the same time that it is melting it more
|
|
directly above, making it uneven, and causing the air bubbles which
|
|
it contains to extend themselves upward and downward until it is
|
|
completely honeycombed, and at last disappears suddenly in a single
|
|
spring rain. Ice has its grain as well as wood, and when a cake
|
|
begins to rot or "comb," that is, assume the appearance of
|
|
honeycomb, whatever may be its position, the air cells are at right
|
|
angles with what was the water surface. Where there is a rock or a
|
|
log rising near to the surface the ice over it is much thinner, and
|
|
is frequently quite dissolved by this reflected heat; and I have
|
|
been told that in the experiment at Cambridge to freeze water in a
|
|
shallow wooden pond, though the cold air circulated underneath, and
|
|
so had access to both sides, the reflection of the sun from the
|
|
bottom more than counterbalanced this advantage. When a warm rain
|
|
in the middle of the winter melts off the snow-ice from Walden, and
|
|
leaves a hard dark or transparent ice on the middle, there will be a
|
|
strip of rotten though thicker white ice, a rod or more wide, about
|
|
the shores, created by this reflected heat. Also, as I have said,
|
|
the bubbles themselves within the ice operate as burning-glasses to
|
|
melt the ice beneath.
|
|
The phenomena of the year take place every day in a pond on a
|
|
small scale. Every morning, generally speaking, the shallow water
|
|
is being warmed more rapidly than the deep, though it may not be
|
|
made so warm after all, and every evening it is being cooled more
|
|
rapidly until the morning. The day is an epitome of the year. The
|
|
night is the winter, the morning and evening are the spring and
|
|
fall, and the noon is the summer. The cracking and booming of the
|
|
ice indicate a change of temperature. One pleasant morning after a
|
|
cold night, February 24th, 1850, having gone to Flint's Pond to
|
|
spend the day, I noticed with surprise, that when I struck the ice
|
|
with the head of my axe, it resounded like a gong for many rods
|
|
around, or as if I had struck on a tight drum-head. The pond began
|
|
to boom about an hour after sunrise, when it felt the influence of
|
|
the sun's rays slanted upon it from over the hills; it stretched
|
|
itself and yawned like a waking man with a gradually increasing
|
|
tumult, which was kept up three or four hours. It took a short
|
|
siesta at noon, and boomed once more toward night, as the sun was
|
|
withdrawing his influence. In the right stage of the weather a pond
|
|
fires its evening gun with great regularity. But in the middle of
|
|
the day, being full of cracks, and the air also being less elastic,
|
|
it had completely lost its resonance, and probably fishes and
|
|
muskrats could not then have been stunned by a blow on it. The
|
|
fishermen say that the "thundering of the pond" scares the fishes
|
|
and prevents their biting. The pond does not thunder every evening,
|
|
and I cannot tell surely when to expect its thundering; but though I
|
|
may perceive no difference in the weather, it does. Who would have
|
|
suspected so large and cold and thick-skinned a thing to be so
|
|
sensitive? Yet it has its law to which it thunders obedience when
|
|
it should as surely as the buds expand in the spring. The earth is
|
|
all alive and covered with papillae. The largest pond is as
|
|
sensitive to atmospheric changes as the globule of mercury in its
|
|
tube.
|
|
One attraction in coming to the woods to live was that I should
|
|
have leisure and opportunity to see the Spring come in. The ice in
|
|
the pond at length begins to be honeycombed, and I can set my heel
|
|
in it as I walk. Fogs and rains and warmer suns are gradually
|
|
melting the snow; the days have grown sensibly longer; and I see how
|
|
I shall get through the winter without adding to my wood-pile, for
|
|
large fires are no longer necessary. I am on the alert for the
|
|
first signs of spring, to hear the chance note of some arriving
|
|
bird, or the striped squirrel's chirp, for his stores must be now
|
|
nearly exhausted, or see the woodchuck venture out of his winter
|
|
quarters. On the 13th of March, after I had heard the bluebird,
|
|
song sparrow, and red-wing, the ice was still nearly a foot thick.
|
|
As the weather grew warmer it was not sensibly worn away by the
|
|
water, nor broken up and floated off as in rivers, but, though it
|
|
was completely melted for half a rod in width about the shore, the
|
|
middle was merely honeycombed and saturated with water, so that you
|
|
could put your foot through it when six inches thick; but by the
|
|
next day evening, perhaps, after a warm rain followed by fog, it
|
|
would have wholly disappeared, all gone off with the fog, spirited
|
|
away. One year I went across the middle only five days before it
|
|
disappeared entirely. In 1845 Walden was first completely open on
|
|
the 1st of April; in '46, the 25th of March; in '47, the 8th of
|
|
April; in '51, the 28th of March; in '52, the 18th of April; in '53,
|
|
the 23d of March; in '54, about the 7th of April.
|
|
Every incident connected with the breaking up of the rivers and
|
|
ponds and the settling of the weather is particularly interesting to
|
|
us who live in a climate of so great extremes. When the warmer days
|
|
come, they who dwell near the river hear the ice crack at night with
|
|
a startling whoop as loud as artillery, as if its icy fetters were
|
|
rent from end to end, and within a few days see it rapidly going
|
|
out. So the alligator comes out of the mud with quakings of the
|
|
earth. One old man, who has been a close observer of Nature, and
|
|
seems as thoroughly wise in regard to all her operations as if she
|
|
had been put upon the stocks when he was a boy, and he had helped to
|
|
lay her keel -- who has come to his growth, and can hardly acquire
|
|
more of natural lore if he should live to the age of Methuselah --
|
|
told me -- and I was surprised to hear him express wonder at any of
|
|
Nature's operations, for I thought that there were no secrets
|
|
between them -- that one spring day he took his gun and boat, and
|
|
thought that he would have a little sport with the ducks. There was
|
|
ice still on the meadows, but it was all gone out of the river, and
|
|
he dropped down without obstruction from Sudbury, where he lived, to
|
|
Fair Haven Pond, which he found, unexpectedly, covered for the most
|
|
part with a firm field of ice. It was a warm day, and he was
|
|
surprised to see so great a body of ice remaining. Not seeing any
|
|
ducks, he hid his boat on the north or back side of an island in the
|
|
pond, and then concealed himself in the bushes on the south side, to
|
|
await them. The ice was melted for three or four rods from the
|
|
shore, and there was a smooth and warm sheet of water, with a muddy
|
|
bottom, such as the ducks love, within, and he thought it likely
|
|
that some would be along pretty soon. After he had lain still there
|
|
about an hour he heard a low and seemingly very distant sound, but
|
|
singularly grand and impressive, unlike anything he had ever heard,
|
|
gradually swelling and increasing as if it would have a universal
|
|
and memorable ending, a sullen rush and roar, which seemed to him
|
|
all at once like the sound of a vast body of fowl coming in to
|
|
settle there, and, seizing his gun, he started up in haste and
|
|
excited; but he found, to his surprise, that the whole body of the
|
|
ice had started while he lay there, and drifted in to the shore, and
|
|
the sound he had heard was made by its edge grating on the shore --
|
|
at first gently nibbled and crumbled off, but at length heaving up
|
|
and scattering its wrecks along the island to a considerable height
|
|
before it came to a standstill.
|
|
At length the sun's rays have attained the right angle, and warm
|
|
winds blow up mist and rain and melt the snowbanks, and the sun,
|
|
dispersing the mist, smiles on a checkered landscape of russet and
|
|
white smoking with incense, through which the traveller picks his
|
|
way from islet to islet, cheered by the music of a thousand tinkling
|
|
rills and rivulets whose veins are filled with the blood of winter
|
|
which they are bearing off.
|
|
Few phenomena gave me more delight than to observe the forms
|
|
which thawing sand and clay assume in flowing down the sides of a
|
|
deep cut on the railroad through which I passed on my way to the
|
|
village, a phenomenon not very common on so large a scale, though
|
|
the number of freshly exposed banks of the right material must have
|
|
been greatly multiplied since railroads were invented. The material
|
|
was sand of every degree of fineness and of various rich colors,
|
|
commonly mixed with a little clay. When the frost comes out in the
|
|
spring, and even in a thawing day in the winter, the sand begins to
|
|
flow down the slopes like lava, sometimes bursting out through the
|
|
snow and overflowing it where no sand was to be seen before.
|
|
Innumerable little streams overlap and interlace one with another,
|
|
exhibiting a sort of hybrid product, which obeys half way the law of
|
|
currents, and half way that of vegetation. As it flows it takes the
|
|
forms of sappy leaves or vines, making heaps of pulpy sprays a foot
|
|
or more in depth, and resembling, as you look down on them, the
|
|
laciniated, lobed, and imbricated thalluses of some lichens; or you
|
|
are reminded of coral, of leopard's paws or birds' feet, of brains
|
|
or lungs or bowels, and excrements of all kinds. It is a truly
|
|
grotesque vegetation, whose forms and color we see imitated in
|
|
bronze, a sort of architectural foliage more ancient and typical
|
|
than acanthus, chiccory, ivy, vine, or any vegetable leaves;
|
|
destined perhaps, under some circumstances, to become a puzzle to
|
|
future geologists. The whole cut impressed me as if it were a cave
|
|
with its stalactites laid open to the light. The various shades of
|
|
the sand are singularly rich and agreeable, embracing the different
|
|
iron colors, brown, gray, yellowish, and reddish. When the flowing
|
|
mass reaches the drain at the foot of the bank it spreads out
|
|
flatter into strands, the separate streams losing their
|
|
semi-cylindrical form and gradually becoming more flat and broad,
|
|
running together as they are more moist, till they form an almost
|
|
flat sand, still variously and beautifully shaded, but in which you
|
|
can trace the original forms of vegetation; till at length, in the
|
|
water itself, they are converted into banks, like those formed off
|
|
the mouths of rivers, and the forms of vegetation are lost in the
|
|
ripple marks on the bottom.
|
|
The whole bank, which is from twenty to forty feet high, is
|
|
sometimes overlaid with a mass of this kind of foliage, or sandy
|
|
rupture, for a quarter of a mile on one or both sides, the produce
|
|
of one spring day. What makes this sand foliage remarkable is its
|
|
springing into existence thus suddenly. When I see on the one side
|
|
the inert bank -- for the sun acts on one side first -- and on the
|
|
other this luxuriant foliage, the creation of an hour, I am affected
|
|
as if in a peculiar sense I stood in the laboratory of the Artist
|
|
who made the world and me -- had come to where he was still at work,
|
|
sporting on this bank, and with excess of energy strewing his fresh
|
|
designs about. I feel as if I were nearer to the vitals of the
|
|
globe, for this sandy overflow is something such a foliaceous mass
|
|
as the vitals of the animal body. You find thus in the very sands
|
|
an anticipation of the vegetable leaf. No wonder that the earth
|
|
expresses itself outwardly in leaves, it so labors with the idea
|
|
inwardly. The atoms have already learned this law, and are pregnant
|
|
by it. The overhanging leaf sees here its prototype. Internally,
|
|
whether in the globe or animal body, it is a moist thick lobe, a
|
|
word especially applicable to the liver and lungs and the leaves of
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fat (jnai, labor, lapsus, to flow or slip downward, a lapsing;
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jiais, globus, lobe, globe; also lap, flap, and many other words);
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externally a dry thin leaf, even as the f and v are a pressed and
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dried b. The radicals of lobe are lb, the soft mass of the b
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(single lobed, or B, double lobed), with the liquid l behind it
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pressing it forward. In globe, glb, the guttural g adds to the
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meaning the capacity of the throat. The feathers and wings of birds
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are still drier and thinner leaves. Thus, also, you pass from the
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lumpish grub in the earth to the airy and fluttering butterfly. The
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very globe continually transcends and translates itself, and becomes
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winged in its orbit. Even ice begins with delicate crystal leaves,
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as if it had flowed into moulds which the fronds of waterplants have
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impressed on the watery mirror. The whole tree itself is but one
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leaf, and rivers are still vaster leaves whose pulp is intervening
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earth, and towns and cities are the ova of insects in their axils.
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When the sun withdraws the sand ceases to flow, but in the
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morning the streams will start once more and branch and branch again
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into a myriad of others. You here see perchance how blood-vessels
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are formed. If you look closely you observe that first there pushes
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forward from the thawing mass a stream of softened sand with a
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drop-like point, like the ball of the finger, feeling its way slowly
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and blindly downward, until at last with more heat and moisture, as
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the sun gets higher, the most fluid portion, in its effort to obey
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the law to which the most inert also yields, separates from the
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latter and forms for itself a meandering channel or artery within
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that, in which is seen a little silvery stream glancing like
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lightning from one stage of pulpy leaves or branches to another, and
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ever and anon swallowed up in the sand. It is wonderful how rapidly
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yet perfectly the sand organizes itself as it flows, using the best
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material its mass affords to form the sharp edges of its channel.
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Such are the sources of rivers. In the silicious matter which the
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water deposits is perhaps the bony system, and in the still finer
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soil and organic matter the fleshy fibre or cellular tissue. What
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is man but a mass of thawing clay? The ball of the human finger is
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but a drop congealed. The fingers and toes flow to their extent
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from the thawing mass of the body. Who knows what the human body
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would expand and flow out to under a more genial heaven? Is not the
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hand a spreading palm leaf with its lobes and veins? The ear may be
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regarded, fancifully, as a lichen, umbilicaria, on the side of the
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head, with its lobe or drop. The lip -- labium, from labor (?) --
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laps or lapses from the sides of the cavernous mouth. The nose is a
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manifest congealed drop or stalactite. The chin is a still larger
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drop, the confluent dripping of the face. The cheeks are a slide
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from the brows into the valley of the face, opposed and diffused by
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the cheek bones. Each rounded lobe of the vegetable leaf, too, is a
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thick and now loitering drop, larger or smaller; the lobes are the
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fingers of the leaf; and as many lobes as it has, in so many
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directions it tends to flow, and more heat or other genial
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influences would have caused it to flow yet farther.
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Thus it seemed that this one hillside illustrated the principle
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of all the operations of Nature. The Maker of this earth but
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|
patented a leaf. What Champollion will decipher this hieroglyphic
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for us, that we may turn over a new leaf at last? This phenomenon
|
|
is more exhilarating to me than the luxuriance and fertility of
|
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vineyards. True, it is somewhat excrementitious in its character,
|
|
and there is no end to the heaps of liver, lights, and bowels, as if
|
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the globe were turned wrong side outward; but this suggests at least
|
|
that Nature has some bowels, and there again is mother of humanity.
|
|
This is the frost coming out of the ground; this is Spring. It
|
|
precedes the green and flowery spring, as mythology precedes regular
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|
poetry. I know of nothing more purgative of winter fumes and
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indigestions. It convinces me that Earth is still in her
|
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swaddling-clothes, and stretches forth baby fingers on every side.
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|
Fresh curls spring from the baldest brow. There is nothing
|
|
inorganic. These foliaceous heaps lie along the bank like the slag
|
|
of a furnace, showing that Nature is "in full blast" within. The
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|
earth is not a mere fragment of dead history, stratum upon stratum
|
|
like the leaves of a book, to be studied by geologists and
|
|
antiquaries chiefly, but living poetry like the leaves of a tree,
|
|
which precede flowers and fruit -- not a fossil earth, but a living
|
|
earth; compared with whose great central life all animal and
|
|
vegetable life is merely parasitic. Its throes will heave our
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|
exuviae from their graves. You may melt your metals and cast them
|
|
into the most beautiful moulds you can; they will never excite me
|
|
like the forms which this molten earth flows out into. And not only
|
|
it, but the institutions upon it are plastic like clay in the hands
|
|
of the potter.
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|
Ere long, not only on these banks, but on every hill and plain
|
|
and in every hollow, the frost comes out of the ground like a
|
|
dormant quadruped from its burrow, and seeks the sea with music, or
|
|
migrates to other climes in clouds. Thaw with his gentle persuasion
|
|
is more powerful than Thor with his hammer. The one melts, the
|
|
other but breaks in pieces.
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|
When the ground was partially bare of snow, and a few warm days
|
|
had dried its surface somewhat, it was pleasant to compare the first
|
|
tender signs of the infant year just peeping forth with the stately
|
|
beauty of the withered vegetation which had withstood the
|
|
winter -- life-everlasting, goldenrods, pinweeds, and graceful wild
|
|
grasses, more obvious and interesting frequently than in summer
|
|
even, as if their beauty was not ripe till then; even cotton-grass,
|
|
cat-tails, mulleins, johnswort, hard-hack, meadow-sweet, and other
|
|
strong-stemmed plants, those unexhausted granaries which entertain
|
|
the earliest birds -- decent weeds, at least, which widowed Nature
|
|
wears. I am particularly attracted by the arching and sheaf-like
|
|
top of the wool-grass; it brings back the summer to our winter
|
|
memories, and is among the forms which art loves to copy, and which,
|
|
in the vegetable kingdom, have the same relation to types already in
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|
the mind of man that astronomy has. It is an antique style, older
|
|
than Greek or Egyptian. Many of the phenomena of Winter are
|
|
suggestive of an inexpressible tenderness and fragile delicacy. We
|
|
are accustomed to hear this king described as a rude and boisterous
|
|
tyrant; but with the gentleness of a lover he adorns the tresses of
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|
Summer.
|
|
At the approach of spring the red squirrels got under my house,
|
|
two at a time, directly under my feet as I sat reading or writing,
|
|
and kept up the queerest chuckling and chirruping and vocal
|
|
pirouetting and gurgling sounds that ever were heard; and when I
|
|
stamped they only chirruped the louder, as if past all fear and
|
|
respect in their mad pranks, defying humanity to stop them. No, you
|
|
don't -- chickaree -- chickaree. They were wholly deaf to my
|
|
arguments, or failed to perceive their force, and fell into a strain
|
|
of invective that was irresistible.
|
|
The first sparrow of spring! The year beginning with younger
|
|
hope than ever! The faint silvery warblings heard over the
|
|
partially bare and moist fields from the bluebird, the song sparrow,
|
|
and the red-wing, as if the last flakes of winter tinkled as they
|
|
fell! What at such a time are histories, chronologies, traditions,
|
|
and all written revelations? The brooks sing carols and glees to
|
|
the spring. The marsh hawk, sailing low over the meadow, is already
|
|
seeking the first slimy life that awakes. The sinking sound of
|
|
melting snow is heard in all dells, and the ice dissolves apace in
|
|
the ponds. The grass flames up on the hillsides like a spring fire
|
|
-- "et primitus oritur herba imbribus primoribus evocata" -- as if
|
|
the earth sent forth an inward heat to greet the returning sun; not
|
|
yellow but green is the color of its flame; -- the symbol of
|
|
perpetual youth, the grass-blade, like a long green ribbon, streams
|
|
from the sod into the summer, checked indeed by the frost, but anon
|
|
pushing on again, lifting its spear of last year's hay with the
|
|
fresh life below. It grows as steadily as the rill oozes out of the
|
|
ground. It is almost identical with that, for in the growing days
|
|
of June, when the rills are dry, the grass-blades are their
|
|
channels, and from year to year the herds drink at this perennial
|
|
green stream, and the mower draws from it betimes their winter
|
|
supply. So our human life but dies down to its root, and still puts
|
|
forth its green blade to eternity.
|
|
Walden is melting apace. There is a canal two rods wide along
|
|
the northerly and westerly sides, and wider still at the east end.
|
|
A great field of ice has cracked off from the main body. I hear a
|
|
song sparrow singing from the bushes on the shore -- olit, olit,
|
|
olit -- chip, chip, chip, che char -- che wiss, wiss, wiss. He too
|
|
is helping to crack it. How handsome the great sweeping curves in
|
|
the edge of the ice, answering somewhat to those of the shore, but
|
|
more regular! It is unusually hard, owing to the recent severe but
|
|
transient cold, and all watered or waved like a palace floor. But
|
|
the wind slides eastward over its opaque surface in vain, till it
|
|
reaches the living surface beyond. It is glorious to behold this
|
|
ribbon of water sparkling in the sun, the bare face of the pond full
|
|
of glee and youth, as if it spoke the joy of the fishes within it,
|
|
and of the sands on its shore -- a silvery sheen as from the scales
|
|
of a leuciscus, as it were all one active fish. Such is the
|
|
contrast between winter and spring. Walden was dead and is alive
|
|
again. But this spring it broke up more steadily, as I have said.
|
|
The change from storm and winter to serene and mild weather,
|
|
from dark and sluggish hours to bright and elastic ones, is a
|
|
memorable crisis which all things proclaim. It is seemingly
|
|
instantaneous at last. Suddenly an influx of light filled my house,
|
|
though the evening was at hand, and the clouds of winter still
|
|
overhung it, and the eaves were dripping with sleety rain. I looked
|
|
out the window, and lo! where yesterday was cold gray ice there lay
|
|
the transparent pond already calm and full of hope as in a summer
|
|
evening, reflecting a summer evening sky in its bosom, though none
|
|
was visible overhead, as if it had intelligence with some remote
|
|
horizon. I heard a robin in the distance, the first I had heard for
|
|
many a thousand years, methought, whose note I shall not forget for
|
|
many a thousand more -- the same sweet and powerful song as of yore.
|
|
O the evening robin, at the end of a New England summer day! If I
|
|
could ever find the twig he sits upon! I mean he; I mean the twig.
|
|
This at least is not the Turdus migratorius. The pitch pines and
|
|
shrub oaks about my house, which had so long drooped, suddenly
|
|
resumed their several characters, looked brighter, greener, and more
|
|
erect and alive, as if effectually cleansed and restored by the
|
|
rain. I knew that it would not rain any more. You may tell by
|
|
looking at any twig of the forest, ay, at your very wood-pile,
|
|
whether its winter is past or not. As it grew darker, I was
|
|
startled by the honking of geese flying low over the woods, like
|
|
weary travellers getting in late from Southern lakes, and indulging
|
|
at last in unrestrained complaint and mutual consolation. Standing
|
|
at my door, I could bear the rush of their wings; when, driving
|
|
toward my house, they suddenly spied my light, and with hushed
|
|
clamor wheeled and settled in the pond. So I came in, and shut the
|
|
door, and passed my first spring night in the woods.
|
|
In the morning I watched the geese from the door through the
|
|
mist, sailing in the middle of the pond, fifty rods off, so large
|
|
and tumultuous that Walden appeared like an artificial pond for
|
|
their amusement. But when I stood on the shore they at once rose up
|
|
with a great flapping of wings at the signal of their commander, and
|
|
when they had got into rank circled about over my head, twenty-nine
|
|
of them, and then steered straight to Canada, with a regular honk
|
|
from the leader at intervals, trusting to break their fast in
|
|
muddier pools. A "plump" of ducks rose at the same time and took
|
|
the route to the north in the wake of their noisier cousins.
|
|
For a week I heard the circling, groping clangor of some
|
|
solitary goose in the foggy mornings, seeking its companion, and
|
|
still peopling the woods with the sound of a larger life than they
|
|
could sustain. In April the pigeons were seen again flying express
|
|
in small flocks, and in due time I heard the martins twittering over
|
|
my clearing, though it had not seemed that the township contained so
|
|
many that it could afford me any, and I fancied that they were
|
|
peculiarly of the ancient race that dwelt in hollow trees ere white
|
|
men came. In almost all climes the tortoise and the frog are among
|
|
the precursors and heralds of this season, and birds fly with song
|
|
and glancing plumage, and plants spring and bloom, and winds blow,
|
|
to correct this slight oscillation of the poles and preserve the
|
|
equilibrium of nature.
|
|
As every season seems best to us in its turn, so the coming in
|
|
of spring is like the creation of Cosmos out of Chaos and the
|
|
realization of the Golden Age.--
|
|
|
|
"Eurus ad Auroram Nabathaeaque regna recessit,
|
|
Persidaque, et radiis juga subdita matutinis."
|
|
|
|
"The East-Wind withdrew to Aurora and the Nabathean kingdom,
|
|
And the Persian, and the ridges placed under the morning rays.
|
|
. . . . . . .
|
|
|
|
Man was born. Whether that Artificer of things,
|
|
The origin of a better world, made him from the divine seed;
|
|
Or the earth, being recent and lately sundered from the high
|
|
Ether, retained some seeds of cognate heaven."
|
|
|
|
A single gentle rain makes the grass many shades greener. So
|
|
our prospects brighten on the influx of better thoughts. We should
|
|
be blessed if we lived in the present always, and took advantage of
|
|
every accident that befell us, like the grass which confesses the
|
|
influence of the slightest dew that falls on it; and did not spend
|
|
our time in atoning for the neglect of past opportunities, which we
|
|
call doing our duty. We loiter in winter while it is already
|
|
spring. In a pleasant spring morning all men's sins are forgiven.
|
|
Such a day is a truce to vice. While such a sun holds out to burn,
|
|
the vilest sinner may return. Through our own recovered innocence
|
|
we discern the innocence of our neighbors. You may have known your
|
|
neighbor yesterday for a thief, a drunkard, or a sensualist, and
|
|
merely pitied or despised him, and despaired of the world; but the
|
|
sun shines bright and warm this first spring morning, recreating the
|
|
world, and you meet him at some serene work, and see how it is
|
|
exhausted and debauched veins expand with still joy and bless the
|
|
new day, feel the spring influence with the innocence of infancy,
|
|
and all his faults are forgotten. There is not only an atmosphere
|
|
of good will about him, but even a savor of holiness groping for
|
|
expression, blindly and ineffectually perhaps, like a new-born
|
|
instinct, and for a short hour the south hill-side echoes to no
|
|
vulgar jest. You see some innocent fair shoots preparing to burst
|
|
from his gnarled rind and try another year's life, tender and fresh
|
|
as the youngest plant. Even he has entered into the joy of his
|
|
Lord. Why the jailer does not leave open his prison doors -- why
|
|
the judge does not dismis his case -- why the preacher does not
|
|
dismiss his congregation! It is because they do not obey the hint
|
|
which God gives them, nor accept the pardon which he freely offers
|
|
to all.
|
|
"A return to goodness produced each day in the tranquil and
|
|
beneficent breath of the morning, causes that in respect to the love
|
|
of virtue and the hatred of vice, one approaches a little the
|
|
primitive nature of man, as the sprouts of the forest which has been
|
|
felled. In like manner the evil which one does in the interval of a
|
|
day prevents the germs of virtues which began to spring up again
|
|
from developing themselves and destroys them.
|
|
"After the germs of virtue have thus been prevented many times
|
|
from developing themselves, then the beneficent breath of evening
|
|
does not suffice to preserve them. As soon as the breath of evening
|
|
does not suffice longer to preserve them, then the nature of man
|
|
does not differ much from that of the brute. Men seeing the nature
|
|
of this man like that of the brute, think that he has never
|
|
possessed the innate faculty of reason. Are those the true and
|
|
natural sentiments of man?"
|
|
|
|
"The Golden Age was first created, which without any avenger
|
|
Spontaneously without law cherished fidelity and rectitude.
|
|
Punishment and fear were not; nor were threatening words read
|
|
On suspended brass; nor did the suppliant crowd fear
|
|
The words of their judge; but were safe without an avenger.
|
|
Not yet the pine felled on its mountains had descended
|
|
To the liquid waves that it might see a foreign world,
|
|
And mortals knew no shores but their own.
|
|
. . . . . . .
|
|
There was eternal spring, and placid zephyrs with warm
|
|
Blasts soothed the flowers born without seed."
|
|
|
|
On the 29th of April, as I was fishing from the bank of the
|
|
river near the Nine-Acre-Corner bridge, standing on the quaking
|
|
grass and willow roots, where the muskrats lurk, I heard a singular
|
|
rattling sound, somewhat like that of the sticks which boys play
|
|
with their fingers, when, looking up, I observed a very slight and
|
|
graceful hawk, like a nighthawk, alternately soaring like a ripple
|
|
and tumbling a rod or two over and over, showing the under side of
|
|
its wings, which gleamed like a satin ribbon in the sun, or like the
|
|
pearly inside of a shell. This sight reminded me of falconry and
|
|
what nobleness and poetry are associated with that sport. The
|
|
Merlin it seemed to me it might be called: but I care not for its
|
|
name. It was the most ethereal flight I had ever witnessed. It did
|
|
not simply flutter like a butterfly, nor soar like the larger hawks,
|
|
but it sported with proud reliance in the fields of air; mounting
|
|
again and again with its strange chuckle, it repeated its free and
|
|
beautiful fall, turning over and over like a kite, and then
|
|
recovering from its lofty tumbling, as if it had never set its foot
|
|
on terra firma. It appeared to have no companion in the universe --
|
|
sporting there alone -- and to need none but the morning and the
|
|
ether with which it played. It was not lonely, but made all the
|
|
earth lonely beneath it. Where was the parent which hatched it, its
|
|
kindred, and its father in the heavens? The tenant of the air, it
|
|
seemed related to the earth but by an egg hatched some time in the
|
|
crevice of a crag; -- or was its native nest made in the angle of a
|
|
cloud, woven of the rainbow's trimmings and the sunset sky, and
|
|
lined with some soft midsummer haze caught up from earth? Its eyry
|
|
now some cliffy cloud.
|
|
Beside this I got a rare mess of golden and silver and bright
|
|
cupreous fishes, which looked like a string of jewels. Ah! I have
|
|
penetrated to those meadows on the morning of many a first spring
|
|
day, jumping from hummock to hummock, from willow root to willow
|
|
root, when the wild river valley and the woods were bathed in so
|
|
pure and bright a light as would have waked the dead, if they had
|
|
been slumbering in their graves, as some suppose. There needs no
|
|
stronger proof of immortality. All things must live in such a
|
|
light. O Death, where was thy sting? O Grave, where was thy
|
|
victory, then?
|
|
Our village life would stagnate if it were not for the
|
|
unexplored forests and meadows which surround it. We need the tonic
|
|
of wildness -- to wade sometimes in marshes where the bittern and
|
|
the meadow-hen lurk, and hear the booming of the snipe; to smell the
|
|
whispering sedge where only some wilder and more solitary fowl
|
|
builds her nest, and the mink crawls with its belly close to the
|
|
ground. At the same time that we are earnest to explore and learn
|
|
all things, we require that all things be mysterious and
|
|
unexplorable, that land and sea be infinitely wild, unsurveyed and
|
|
unfathomed by us because unfathomable. We can never have enough of
|
|
nature. We must be refreshed by the sight of inexhaustible vigor,
|
|
vast and titanic features, the sea-coast with its wrecks, the
|
|
wilderness with its living and its decaying trees, the
|
|
thunder-cloud, and the rain which lasts three weeks and produces
|
|
freshets. We need to witness our own limits transgressed, and some
|
|
life pasturing freely where we never wander. We are cheered when we
|
|
observe the vulture feeding on the carrion which disgusts and
|
|
disheartens us, and deriving health and strength from the repast.
|
|
There was a dead horse in the hollow by the path to my house, which
|
|
compelled me sometimes to go out of my way, especially in the night
|
|
when the air was heavy, but the assurance it gave me of the strong
|
|
appetite and inviolable health of Nature was my compensation for
|
|
this. I love to see that Nature is so rife with life that myriads
|
|
can be afforded to be sacrificed and suffered to prey on one
|
|
another; that tender organizations can be so serenely squashed out
|
|
of existence like pulp -- tadpoles which herons gobble up, and
|
|
tortoises and toads run over in the road; and that sometimes it has
|
|
rained flesh and blood! With the liability to accident, we must see
|
|
how little account is to be made of it. The impression made on a
|
|
wise man is that of universal innocence. Poison is not poisonous
|
|
after all, nor are any wounds fatal. Compassion is a very untenable
|
|
ground. It must be expeditious. Its pleadings will not bear to be
|
|
stereotyped.
|
|
Early in May, the oaks, hickories, maples, and other trees, just
|
|
putting out amidst the pine woods around the pond, imparted a
|
|
brightness like sunshine to the landscape, especially in cloudy
|
|
days, as if the sun were breaking through mists and shining faintly
|
|
on the hillsides here and there. On the third or fourth of May I
|
|
saw a loon in the pond, and during the first week of the month I
|
|
heard the whip-poor-will, the brown thrasher, the veery, the wood
|
|
pewee, the chewink, and other birds. I had heard the wood thrush
|
|
long before. The phoebe had already come once more and looked in at
|
|
my door and window, to see if my house was cavern-like enough for
|
|
her, sustaining herself on humming wings with clinched talons, as if
|
|
she held by the air, while she surveyed the premises. The
|
|
sulphur-like pollen of the pitch pine soon covered the pond and the
|
|
stones and rotten wood along the shore, so that you could have
|
|
collected a barrelful. This is the "sulphur showers" we bear of.
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Even in Calidas' drama of Sacontala, we read of "rills dyed yellow
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with the golden dust of the lotus." And so the seasons went rolling
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on into summer, as one rambles into higher and higher grass.
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Thus was my first year's life in the woods completed; and the
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second year was similar to it. I finally left Walden September 6th,
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1847.
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Conclusion
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To the sick the doctors wisely recommend a change of air and
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scenery. Thank Heaven, here is not all the world. The buckeye does
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not grow in New England, and the mockingbird is rarely heard here.
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The wild goose is more of a cosmopolite than we; he breaks his fast
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in Canada, takes a luncheon in the Ohio, and plumes himself for the
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night in a southern bayou. Even the bison, to some extent, keeps
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pace with the seasons cropping the pastures of the Colorado only
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till a greener and sweeter grass awaits him by the Yellowstone. Yet
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we think that if rail fences are pulled down, and stone walls piled
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up on our farms, bounds are henceforth set to our lives and our
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fates decided. If you are chosen town clerk, forsooth, you cannot
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go to Tierra del Fuego this summer: but you may go to the land of
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infernal fire nevertheless. The universe is wider than our views of
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it.
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Yet we should oftener look over the tafferel of our craft, like
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curious passengers, and not make the voyage like stupid sailors
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picking oakum. The other side of the globe is but the home of our
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correspondent. Our voyaging is only great-circle sailing, and the
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doctors prescribe for diseases of the skin merely. One hastens to
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southern Africa to chase the giraffe; but surely that is not the
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game he would be after. How long, pray, would a man hunt giraffes
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if he could? Snipes and woodcocks also may afford rare sport; but I
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trust it would be nobler game to shoot one's self.--
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"Direct your eye right inward, and you'll find
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A thousand regions in your mind
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Yet undiscovered. Travel them, and be
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Expert in home-cosmography."
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What does Africa -- what does the West stand for? Is not our own
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interior white on the chart? black though it may prove, like the
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coast, when discovered. Is it the source of the Nile, or the Niger,
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or the Mississippi, or a Northwest Passage around this continent,
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that we would find? Are these the problems which most concern
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mankind? Is Franklin the only man who is lost, that his wife should
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be so earnest to find him? Does Mr. Grinnell know where he himself
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is? Be rather the Mungo Park, the Lewis and Clark and Frobisher, of
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your own streams and oceans; explore your own higher latitudes --
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with shiploads of preserved meats to support you, if they be
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necessary; and pile the empty cans sky-high for a sign. Were
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preserved meats invented to preserve meat merely? Nay, be a
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Columbus to whole new continents and worlds within you, opening new
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channels, not of trade, but of thought. Every man is the lord of a
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realm beside which the earthly empire of the Czar is but a petty
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state, a hummock left by the ice. Yet some can be patriotic who
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have no self-respect, and sacrifice the greater to the less. They
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love the soil which makes their graves, but have no sympathy with
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the spirit which may still animate their clay. Patriotism is a
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maggot in their heads. What was the meaning of that South-Sea
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Exploring Expedition, with all its parade and expense, but an
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indirect recognition of the fact that there are continents and seas
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in the moral world to which every man is an isthmus or an inlet, yet
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unexplored by him, but that it is easier to sail many thousand miles
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through cold and storm and cannibals, in a government ship, with
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five hundred men and boys to assist one, than it is to explore the
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private sea, the Atlantic and Pacific Ocean of one's being alone.
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"Erret, et extremos alter scrutetur Iberos.
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Plus habet hic vitae, plus habet ille viae."
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Let them wander and scrutinize the outlandish Australians.
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I have more of God, they more of the road.
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It is not worth the while to go round the world to count the cats in
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Zanzibar. Yet do this even till you can do better, and you may
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perhaps find some "Symmes' Hole" by which to get at the inside at
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last. England and France, Spain and Portugal, Gold Coast and Slave
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Coast, all front on this private sea; but no bark from them has
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ventured out of sight of land, though it is without doubt the direct
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way to India. If you would learn to speak all tongues and conform
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to the customs of all nations, if you would travel farther than all
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travellers, be naturalized in all climes, and cause the Sphinx to
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dash her head against a stone, even obey the precept of the old
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philosopher, and Explore thyself. Herein are demanded the eye and
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the nerve. Only the defeated and deserters go to the wars, cowards
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that run away and enlist. Start now on that farthest western way,
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which does not pause at the Mississippi or the Pacific, nor conduct
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toward a wornout China or Japan, but leads on direct, a tangent to
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this sphere, summer and winter, day and night, sun down, moon down,
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and at last earth down too.
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It is said that Mirabeau took to highway robbery "to ascertain
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what degree of resolution was necessary in order to place one's self
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in formal opposition to the most sacred laws of society." He
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declared that "a soldier who fights in the ranks does not require
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half so much courage as a footpad" -- "that honor and religion have
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never stood in the way of a well-considered and a firm resolve."
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This was manly, as the world goes; and yet it was idle, if not
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desperate. A saner man would have found himself often enough "in
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formal opposition" to what are deemed "the most sacred laws of
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society," through obedience to yet more sacred laws, and so have
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tested his resolution without going out of his way. It is not for a
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|
man to put himself in such an attitude to society, but to maintain
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himself in whatever attitude he find himself through obedience to
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the laws of his being, which will never be one of opposition to a
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just government, if he should chance to meet with such.
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I left the woods for as good a reason as I went there. Perhaps
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it seemed to me that I had several more lives to live, and could not
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|
spare any more time for that one. It is remarkable how easily and
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insensibly we fall into a particular route, and make a beaten track
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for ourselves. I had not lived there a week before my feet wore a
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|
path from my door to the pond-side; and though it is five or six
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|
years since I trod it, it is still quite distinct. It is true, I
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|
fear, that others may have fallen into it, and so helped to keep it
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open. The surface of the earth is soft and impressible by the feet
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of men; and so with the paths which the mind travels. How worn and
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|
dusty, then, must be the highways of the world, how deep the ruts of
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|
tradition and conformity! I did not wish to take a cabin passage,
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|
but rather to go before the mast and on the deck of the world, for
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|
there I could best see the moonlight amid the mountains. I do not
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|
wish to go below now.
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|
I learned this, at least, by my experiment: that if one advances
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confidently in the direction of his dreams, and endeavors to live
|
|
the life which he has imagined, he will meet with a success
|
|
unexpected in common hours. He will put some things behind, will
|
|
pass an invisible boundary; new, universal, and more liberal laws
|
|
will begin to establish themselves around and within him; or the old
|
|
laws be expanded, and interpreted in his favor in a more liberal
|
|
sense, and he will live with the license of a higher order of
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|
beings. In proportion as he simplifies his life, the laws of the
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|
universe will appear less complex, and solitude will not be
|
|
solitude, nor poverty poverty, nor weakness weakness. If you have
|
|
built castles in the air, your work need not be lost; that is where
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|
they should be. Now put the foundations under them.
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|
It is a ridiculous demand which England and America make, that
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|
you shall speak so that they can understand you. Neither men nor
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|
toadstools grow so. As if that were important, and there were not
|
|
enough to understand you without them. As if Nature could support
|
|
but one order of understandings, could not sustain birds as well as
|
|
quadrupeds, flying as well as creeping things, and hush and whoa,
|
|
which Bright can understand, were the best English. As if there
|
|
were safety in stupidity alone. I fear chiefly lest my expression
|
|
may not be extravagant enough, may not wander far enough beyond the
|
|
narrow limits of my daily experience, so as to be adequate to the
|
|
truth of which I have been convinced. Extra vagance! it depends on
|
|
how you are yarded. The migrating buffalo, which seeks new pastures
|
|
in another latitude, is not extravagant like the cow which kicks
|
|
over the pail, leaps the cowyard fence, and runs after her calf, in
|
|
milking time. I desire to speak somewhere without bounds; like a
|
|
man in a waking moment, to men in their waking moments; for I am
|
|
convinced that I cannot exaggerate enough even to lay the foundation
|
|
of a true expression. Who that has heard a strain of music feared
|
|
then lest he should speak extravagantly any more forever? In view
|
|
of the future or possible, we should live quite laxly and undefined
|
|
in front, our outlines dim and misty on that side; as our shadows
|
|
reveal an insensible perspiration toward the sun. The volatile
|
|
truth of our words should continually betray the inadequacy of the
|
|
residual statement. Their truth is instantly translated; its
|
|
literal monument alone remains. The words which express our faith
|
|
and piety are not definite; yet they are significant and fragrant
|
|
like frankincense to superior natures.
|
|
Why level downward to our dullest perception always, and praise
|
|
that as common sense? The commonest sense is the sense of men
|
|
asleep, which they express by snoring. Sometimes we are inclined to
|
|
class those who are once-and-a-half-witted with the half-witted,
|
|
because we appreciate only a third part of their wit. Some would
|
|
find fault with the morning red, if they ever got up early enough.
|
|
"They pretend," as I hear, "that the verses of Kabir have four
|
|
different senses; illusion, spirit, intellect, and the exoteric
|
|
doctrine of the Vedas"; but in this part of the world it is
|
|
considered a ground for complaint if a man's writings admit of more
|
|
than one interpretation. While England endeavors to cure the
|
|
potato-rot, will not any endeavor to cure the brain-rot, which
|
|
prevails so much more widely and fatally?
|
|
I do not suppose that I have attained to obscurity, but I should
|
|
be proud if no more fatal fault were found with my pages on this
|
|
score than was found with the Walden ice. Southern customers
|
|
objected to its blue color, which is the evidence of its purity, as
|
|
if it were muddy, and preferred the Cambridge ice, which is white,
|
|
but tastes of weeds. The purity men love is like the mists which
|
|
envelop the earth, and not like the azure ether beyond.
|
|
Some are dinning in our ears that we Americans, and moderns
|
|
generally, are intellectual dwarfs compared with the ancients, or
|
|
even the Elizabethan men. But what is that to the purpose? A
|
|
living dog is better than a dead lion. Shall a man go and hang
|
|
himself because he belongs to the race of pygmies, and not be the
|
|
biggest pygmy that he can? Let every one mind his own business, and
|
|
endeavor to be what he was made.
|
|
Why should we be in such desperate haste to succeed and in such
|
|
desperate enterprises? If a man does not keep pace with his
|
|
companions, perhaps it is because he hears a different drummer. Let
|
|
him step to the music which he hears, however measured or far away.
|
|
It is not important that he should mature as soon as an apple tree
|
|
or an oak. Shall he turn his spring into summer? If the condition
|
|
of things which we were made for is not yet, what were any reality
|
|
which we can substitute? We will not be shipwrecked on a vain
|
|
reality. Shall we with pains erect a heaven of blue glass over
|
|
ourselves, though when it is done we shall be sure to gaze still at
|
|
the true ethereal heaven far above, as if the former were not?
|
|
There was an artist in the city of Kouroo who was disposed to
|
|
strive after perfection. One day it came into his mind to make a
|
|
staff. Having considered that in an imperfect work time is an
|
|
ingredient, but into a perfect work time does not enter, he said to
|
|
himself, It shall be perfect in all respects, though I should do
|
|
nothing else in my life. He proceeded instantly to the forest for
|
|
wood, being resolved that it should not be made of unsuitable
|
|
material; and as he searched for and rejected stick after stick, his
|
|
friends gradually deserted him, for they grew old in their works and
|
|
died, but he grew not older by a moment. His singleness of purpose
|
|
and resolution, and his elevated piety, endowed him, without his
|
|
knowledge, with perennial youth. As he made no compromise with
|
|
Time, Time kept out of his way, and only sighed at a distance
|
|
because he could not overcome him. Before he had found a stock in
|
|
all respects suitable the city of Kouroo was a hoary ruin, and he
|
|
sat on one of its mounds to peel the stick. Before he had given it
|
|
the proper shape the dynasty of the Candahars was at an end, and
|
|
with the point of the stick he wrote the name of the last of that
|
|
race in the sand, and then resumed his work. By the time he had
|
|
smoothed and polished the staff Kalpa was no longer the pole-star;
|
|
and ere he had put on the ferule and the head adorned with precious
|
|
stones, Brahma had awoke and slumbered many times. But why do I
|
|
stay to mention these things? When the finishing stroke was put to
|
|
his work, it suddenly expanded before the eyes of the astonished
|
|
artist into the fairest of all the creations of Brahma. He had made
|
|
a new system in making a staff, a world with full and fair
|
|
proportions; in which, though the old cities and dynasties had
|
|
passed away, fairer and more glorious ones had taken their places.
|
|
And now he saw by the heap of shavings still fresh at his feet,
|
|
that, for him and his work, the former lapse of time had been an
|
|
illusion, and that no more time had elapsed than is required for a
|
|
single scintillation from the brain of Brahma to fall on and inflame
|
|
the tinder of a mortal brain. The material was pure, and his art
|
|
was pure; how could the result be other than wonderful?
|
|
No face which we can give to a matter will stead us so well at
|
|
last as the truth. This alone wears well. For the most part, we
|
|
are not where we are, but in a false position. Through an infinity
|
|
of our natures, we suppose a case, and put ourselves into it, and
|
|
hence are in two cases at the same time, and it is doubly difficult
|
|
to get out. In sane moments we regard only the facts, the case that
|
|
is. Say what you have to say, not what you ought. Any truth is
|
|
better than make-believe. Tom Hyde, the tinker, standing on the
|
|
gallows, was asked if he had anything to say. "Tell the tailors,"
|
|
said he, "to remember to make a knot in their thread before they
|
|
take the first stitch." His companion's prayer is forgotten.
|
|
However mean your life is, meet it and live it; do not shun it
|
|
and call it hard names. It is not so bad as you are. It looks
|
|
poorest when you are richest. The fault-finder will find faults
|
|
even in paradise. Love your life, poor as it is. You may perhaps
|
|
have some pleasant, thrilling, glorious hours, even in a poorhouse.
|
|
The setting sun is reflected from the windows of the almshouse as
|
|
brightly as from the rich man's abode; the snow melts before its
|
|
door as early in the spring. I do not see but a quiet mind may live
|
|
as contentedly there, and have as cheering thoughts, as in a palace.
|
|
The town's poor seem to me often to live the most independent lives
|
|
of any. Maybe they are simply great enough to receive without
|
|
misgiving. Most think that they are above being supported by the
|
|
town; but it oftener happens that they are not above supporting
|
|
themselves by dishonest means, which should be more disreputable.
|
|
Cultivate poverty like a garden herb, like sage. Do not trouble
|
|
yourself much to get new things, whether clothes or friends. Turn
|
|
the old; return to them. Things do not change; we change. Sell
|
|
your clothes and keep your thoughts. God will see that you do not
|
|
want society. If I were confined to a corner of a garret all my
|
|
days, like a spider, the world would be just as large to me while I
|
|
had my thoughts about me. The philosopher said: "From an army of
|
|
three divisions one can take away its general, and put it in
|
|
disorder; from the man the most abject and vulgar one cannot take
|
|
away his thought." Do not seek so anxiously to be developed, to
|
|
subject yourself to many influences to be played on; it is all
|
|
dissipation. Humility like darkness reveals the heavenly lights.
|
|
The shadows of poverty and meanness gather around us, "and lo!
|
|
creation widens to our view." We are often reminded that if there
|
|
were bestowed on us the wealth of Croesus, our aims must still be
|
|
the same, and our means essentially the same. Moreover, if you are
|
|
restricted in your range by poverty, if you cannot buy books and
|
|
newspapers, for instance, you are but confined to the most
|
|
significant and vital experiences; you are compelled to deal with
|
|
the material which yields the most sugar and the most starch. It is
|
|
life near the bone where it is sweetest. You are defended from
|
|
being a trifler. No man loses ever on a lower level by magnanimity
|
|
on a higher. Superfluous wealth can buy superfluities only. Money
|
|
is not required to buy one necessary of the soul.
|
|
I live in the angle of a leaden wall, into whose composition was
|
|
poured a little alloy of bell-metal. Often, in the repose of my
|
|
mid-day, there reaches my ears a confused tintinnabulum from
|
|
without. It is the noise of my contemporaries. My neighbors tell
|
|
me of their adventures with famous gentlemen and ladies, what
|
|
notabilities they met at the dinner-table; but I am no more
|
|
interested in such things than in the contents of the Daily Times.
|
|
The interest and the conversation are about costume and manners
|
|
chiefly; but a goose is a goose still, dress it as you will. They
|
|
tell me of California and Texas, of England and the Indies, of the
|
|
Hon. Mr. --- of Georgia or of Massachusetts, all transient and
|
|
fleeting phenomena, till I am ready to leap from their court-yard
|
|
like the Mameluke bey. I delight to come to my bearings -- not walk
|
|
in procession with pomp and parade, in a conspicuous place, but to
|
|
walk even with the Builder of the universe, if I may -- not to live
|
|
in this restless, nervous, bustling, trivial Nineteenth Century, but
|
|
stand or sit thoughtfully while it goes by. What are men
|
|
celebrating? They are all on a committee of arrangements, and
|
|
hourly expect a speech from somebody. God is only the president of
|
|
the day, and Webster is his orator. I love to weigh, to settle, to
|
|
gravitate toward that which most strongly and rightfully attracts
|
|
me -- not hang by the beam of the scale and try to weigh less -- not
|
|
suppose a case, but take the case that is; to travel the only path I
|
|
can, and that on which no power can resist me. It affords me no
|
|
satisfaction to commerce to spring an arch before I have got a solid
|
|
foundation. Let us not play at kittly-benders. There is a solid
|
|
bottom everywhere. We read that the traveller asked the boy if the
|
|
swamp before him had a hard bottom. The boy replied that it had.
|
|
But presently the traveller's horse sank in up to the girths, and he
|
|
observed to the boy, "I thought you said that this bog had a hard
|
|
bottom." "So it has," answered the latter, "but you have not got
|
|
half way to it yet." So it is with the bogs and quicksands of
|
|
society; but he is an old boy that knows it. Only what is thought,
|
|
said, or done at a certain rare coincidence is good. I would not be
|
|
one of those who will foolishly drive a nail into mere lath and
|
|
plastering; such a deed would keep me awake nights. Give me a
|
|
hammer, and let me feel for the furring. Do not depend on the
|
|
putty. Drive a nail home and clinch it so faithfully that you can
|
|
wake up in the night and think of your work with satisfaction -- a
|
|
work at which you would not be ashamed to invoke the Muse. So will
|
|
help you God, and so only. Every nail driven should be as another
|
|
rivet in the machine of the universe, you carrying on the work.
|
|
Rather than love, than money, than fame, give me truth. I sat
|
|
at a table where were rich food and wine in abundance, and
|
|
obsequious attendance, but sincerity and truth were not; and I went
|
|
away hungry from the inhospitable board. The hospitality was as
|
|
cold as the ices. I thought that there was no need of ice to freeze
|
|
them. They talked to me of the age of the wine and the fame of the
|
|
vintage; but I thought of an older, a newer, and purer wine, of a
|
|
more glorious vintage, which they had not got, and could not buy.
|
|
The style, the house and grounds and "entertainment" pass for
|
|
nothing with me. I called on the king, but he made me wait in his
|
|
hall, and conducted like a man incapacitated for hospitality. There
|
|
was a man in my neighborhood who lived in a hollow tree. His
|
|
manners were truly regal. I should have done better had I called on
|
|
him.
|
|
How long shall we sit in our porticoes practising idle and musty
|
|
virtues, which any work would make impertinent? As if one were to
|
|
begin the day with long-suffering, and hire a man to hoe his
|
|
potatoes; and in the afternoon go forth to practise Christian
|
|
meekness and charity with goodness aforethought! Consider the China
|
|
pride and stagnant self-complacency of mankind. This generation
|
|
inclines a little to congratulate itself on being the last of an
|
|
illustrious line; and in Boston and London and Paris and Rome,
|
|
thinking of its long descent, it speaks of its progress in art and
|
|
science and literature with satisfaction. There are the Records of
|
|
the Philosophical Societies, and the public Eulogies of Great Men!
|
|
It is the good Adam contemplating his own virtue. "Yes, we have
|
|
done great deeds, and sung divine songs, which shall never die" --
|
|
that is, as long as we can remember them. The learned societies and
|
|
great men of Assyria -- where are they? What youthful philosophers
|
|
and experimentalists we are! There is not one of my readers who has
|
|
yet lived a whole human life. These may be but the spring months in
|
|
the life of the race. If we have had the seven-years' itch, we have
|
|
not seen the seventeen-year locust yet in Concord. We are
|
|
acquainted with a mere pellicle of the globe on which we live. Most
|
|
have not delved six feet beneath the surface, nor leaped as many
|
|
above it. We know not where we are. Beside, we are sound asleep
|
|
nearly half our time. Yet we esteem ourselves wise, and have an
|
|
established order on the surface. Truly, we are deep thinkers, we
|
|
are ambitious spirits! As I stand over the insect crawling amid the
|
|
pine needles on the forest floor, and endeavoring to conceal itself
|
|
from my sight, and ask myself why it will cherish those humble
|
|
thoughts, and bide its head from me who might, perhaps, be its
|
|
benefactor, and impart to its race some cheering information, I am
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reminded of the greater Benefactor and Intelligence that stands over
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me the human insect.
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There is an incessant influx of novelty into the world, and yet
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we tolerate incredible dulness. I need only suggest what kind of
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sermons are still listened to in the most enlightened countries.
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There are such words as joy and sorrow, but they are only the burden
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of a psalm, sung with a nasal twang, while we believe in the
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ordinary and mean. We think that we can change our clothes only.
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It is said that the British Empire is very large and respectable,
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and that the United States are a first-rate power. We do not
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believe that a tide rises and falls behind every man which can float
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the British Empire like a chip, if he should ever harbor it in his
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mind. Who knows what sort of seventeen-year locust will next come
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out of the ground? The government of the world I live in was not
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framed, like that of Britain, in after-dinner conversations over the
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wine.
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The life in us is like the water in the river. It may rise this
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year higher than man has ever known it, and flood the parched
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uplands; even this may be the eventful year, which will drown out
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all our muskrats. It was not always dry land where we dwell. I see
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far inland the banks which the stream anciently washed, before
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science began to record its freshets. Every one has heard the story
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which has gone the rounds of New England, of a strong and beautiful
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bug which came out of the dry leaf of an old table of apple-tree
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wood, which had stood in a farmer's kitchen for sixty years, first
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in Connecticut, and afterward in Massachusetts -- from an egg
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deposited in the living tree many years earlier still, as appeared
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by counting the annual layers beyond it; which was heard gnawing out
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for several weeks, hatched perchance by the heat of an urn. Who
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does not feel his faith in a resurrection and immortality
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strengthened by hearing of this? Who knows what beautiful and
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winged life, whose egg has been buried for ages under many
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concentric layers of woodenness in the dead dry life of society,
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deposited at first in the alburnum of the green and living tree,
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which has been gradually converted into the semblance of its
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well-seasoned tomb -- heard perchance gnawing out now for years by
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the astonished family of man, as they sat round the festive board --
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may unexpectedly come forth from amidst society's most trivial and
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handselled furniture, to enjoy its perfect summer life at last!
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I do not say that John or Jonathan will realize all this; but
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such is the character of that morrow which mere lapse of time can
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never make to dawn. The light which puts out our eyes is darkness
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to us. Only that day dawns to which we are awake. There is more
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day to dawn. The sun is but a morning star.
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ON THE DUTY OF CIVIL DISOBEDIENCE
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I heartily accept the motto, -- "That government is best which
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governs least"; and I should like to see it acted up to more rapidly
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and systematically. Carried out, it finally amounts to this, which
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also I believe, -- "That government is best which governs not at
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all"; and when men are prepared for it, that will be the kind of
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government which they will have. Government is at best but an
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expedient; but most governments are usually, and all governments are
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sometimes, inexpedient. The objections which have been brought
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against a standing army, and they are many and weighty, and deserve
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to prevail, may also at last be brought against a standing
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government. The standing army is only an arm of the standing
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|
government. The government itself, which is only the mode which the
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people have chosen to execute their will, is equally liable to be
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abused and perverted before the people can act through it. Witness
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the present Mexican war, the work of comparatively a few individuals
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using the standing government as their tool; for, in the outset, the
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people would not have consented to this measure.
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This American government -- what is it but a tradition, though a
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recent one, endeavoring to transmit itself unimpaired to posterity,
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but each instant losing some of its integrity? It has not the
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vitality and force of a single living man; for a single man can bend
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it to his will. It is a sort of wooden gun to the people
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themselves. But it is not the less necessary for this; for the
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people must have some complicated machinery or other, and hear its
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din, to satisfy that idea of government which they have.
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Governments show thus how successfully men can be imposed on, even
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impose on themselves, for their own advantage. It is excellent, we
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must all allow. Yet this government never of itself furthered any
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enterprise, but by the alacrity with which it got out of its way.
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It does not keep the country free. It does not settle the West. It
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does not educate. The character inherent in the American people has
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done all that has been accomplished; and it would have done somewhat
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more, if the government had not sometimes got in its way. For
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government is an expedient by which men would fain succeed in
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letting one another alone; and, as has been said, when it is most
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expedient, the governed are most let alone by it. Trade and
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commerce, if they were not made of India rubber, would never manage
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to bounce over the obstacles which legislators are continually
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putting in their way; and, if one were to judge these men wholly by
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the effects of their actions, and not partly by their intentions,
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they would deserve to be classed and punished with those mischievous
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persons who put obstructions on the railroads.
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But, to speak practically and as a citizen, unlike those who
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call themselves no-government men, I ask for, not at once no
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government, but at once a better government. Let every man make
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known what kind of government would command his respect, and that
|
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will be one step toward obtaining it.
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After all, the practical reason why, when the power is once in
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the hands of the people, a majority are permitted, and for a long
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period continue, to rule, is not because they are most likely to be
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in the right, nor because this seems fairest to the minority, but
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because they are physically the strongest. But a government in
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which the majority rule in all cases cannot be based on justice,
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even as far as men understand it. Can there not be a government in
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which majorities do not virtually decide right and wrong, but
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conscience? -- in which majorities decide only those questions to
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which the rule of expediency is applicable? Must the citizen ever
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for a moment, or in the least degree, resign his conscience to the
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legislator? Why has every man a conscience, then? I think that we
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should be men first, and subjects afterward. It is not desirable to
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cultivate a respect for the law, so much as for the right. The only
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obligation which I have a right to assume is to do at any time what
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I think right. It is truly enough said that a corporation has no
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conscience; but a corporation of conscientious men is a corporation
|
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with a conscience. Law never made men a whit more just; and, by
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|
means of their respect for it, even the well-disposed are daily made
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the agents of injustice. A common and natural result of an undue
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respect for law is, that you may see a file of soldiers, colonel,
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captain, corporal, privates, powder-monkeys, and all, marching in
|
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admirable order over hill and dale to the wars, against their wills,
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ay, against their common sense and consciences, which makes it very
|
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steep marching indeed, and produces a palpitation of the heart.
|
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They have no doubt that it is a damnable business in which they are
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concerned; they are all peaceably inclined. Now, what are they?
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Men at all? or small movable forts and magazines, at the service of
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some unscrupulous man in power? Visit the Navy Yard, and behold a
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|
marine, such a man as an American government can make, or such as it
|
|
can make a man with its black arts -- a mere shadow and reminiscence
|
|
of humanity, a man laid out alive and standing, and already, as one
|
|
may say, buried under arms with funeral accompaniments, though it
|
|
may be
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"Not a drum was heard, not a funeral note,
|
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As his corse to the rampart we hurried;
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Not a soldier discharged his farewell shot
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O'er the grave where our hero we buried."
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The mass of men serve the state thus, not as men mainly, but as
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|
machines, with their bodies. They are the standing army, and the
|
|
militia, jailers, constables, posse comitatus, etc. In most cases
|
|
there is no free exercise whatever of the judgment or of the moral
|
|
sense; but they put themselves on a level with wood and earth and
|
|
stones; and wooden men can perhaps be manufactured that will serve
|
|
the purpose as well. Such command no more respect than men of straw
|
|
or a lump of dirt. They have the same sort of worth only as horses
|
|
and dogs. Yet such as these even are commonly esteemed good
|
|
citizens. Others, as most legislators, politicians, lawyers,
|
|
ministers, and office-holders, serve the state chiefly with their
|
|
heads; and, as they rarely make any moral distinctions, they are as
|
|
likely to serve the devil, without intending it, as God. A very
|
|
few, as heroes, patriots, martyrs, reformers in the great sense, and
|
|
men, serve the state with their consciences also, and so necessarily
|
|
resist it for the most part; and they are commonly treated as
|
|
enemies by it. A wise man will only be useful as a man, and will
|
|
not submit to be "clay," and "stop a hole to keep the wind away,"
|
|
but leave that office to his dust at least:--
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"I am too high-born to be propertied,
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|
To be a secondary at control,
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|
Or useful serving-man and instrument
|
|
To any sovereign state throughout the world."
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|
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He who gives himself entirely to his fellow-men appears to them
|
|
useless and selfish; but he who gives himself partially to them is
|
|
pronounced a benefactor and philanthropist.
|
|
How does it become a man to behave toward this American
|
|
government to-day? I answer, that he cannot without disgrace be
|
|
associated with it. I cannot for an instant recognize that
|
|
political organization as my government which is the slave's
|
|
government also.
|
|
All men recognize the right of revolution; that is, the right to
|
|
refuse allegiance to, and to resist, the government, when its
|
|
tyranny or its inefficiency are great and unendurable. But almost
|
|
all say that such is not the case now. But such was the case, they
|
|
think, in the Revolution of '75. If one were to tell me that this
|
|
was a bad government because it taxed certain foreign commodities
|
|
brought to its ports, it is most probable that I should not make an
|
|
ado about it, for I can do without them. All machines have their
|
|
friction; and possibly this does enough good to counterbalance the
|
|
evil. At any rate, it is a great evil to make a stir about it. But
|
|
when the friction comes to have its machine, and oppression and
|
|
robbery are organized, I say, let us not have such a machine any
|
|
longer. In other words, when a sixth of the population of a nation
|
|
which has undertaken to be the refuge of liberty are slaves, and a
|
|
whole country is unjustly overrun and conquered by a foreign army,
|
|
and subjected to military law, I think that it is not too soon for
|
|
honest men to rebel and revolutionize. What makes this duty the
|
|
more urgent is the fact that the country so overrun is not our own,
|
|
but ours is the invading army.
|
|
Paley, a common authority with many on moral questions, in his
|
|
chapter on the "Duty of Submission to Civil Government," resolves
|
|
all civil obligation into expediency; and he proceeds to say that
|
|
"so long as the interest of the whole society requires it, that is,
|
|
so long as the established government cannot be resisted or changed
|
|
without public inconveniency, it is the will of God... that the
|
|
established government be obeyed, and no longer.... This principle
|
|
being admitted, the justice of every particular case of resistance
|
|
is reduced to a computation of the quantity of the danger and
|
|
grievance on the one side, and of the probability and expense of
|
|
redressing it on the other." Of this, he says, every man shall
|
|
judge for himself. But Paley appears never to have contemplated
|
|
those cases to which the rule of expediency does not apply, in which
|
|
a people, as well as an individual, must do justice, cost what it
|
|
may. If I have unjustly wrested a plank from a drowning man, I must
|
|
restore it to him though I drown myself. This, according to Paley,
|
|
would be inconvenient. But he that would save his life, in such a
|
|
case, shall lose it. This people must cease to hold slaves, and to
|
|
make war on Mexico, though it cost them their existence as a people.
|
|
In their practice, nations agree with Paley; but does any one
|
|
think that Massachusetts does exactly what is right at the present
|
|
crisis?
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|
|
|
"A drab of state, a cloth-o'-silver slut,
|
|
To have her train borne up, and her soul trail in the dirt."
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|
|
|
Practically speaking, the opponents to a reform in Massachusetts are
|
|
not a hundred thousand politicians at the South, but a hundred
|
|
thousand merchants and farmers here, who are more interested in
|
|
commerce and agriculture than they are in humanity, and are not
|
|
prepared to do justice to the slave and to Mexico, cost what it may.
|
|
I quarrel not with far-off foes, but with those who, near at home,
|
|
co-operate with, and do the bidding of those far away, and without
|
|
whom the latter would be harmless. We are accustomed to say, that
|
|
the mass of men are unprepared; but improvement is slow, because the
|
|
few are not materially wiser or better than the many. It is not so
|
|
important that many should be as good as you, as that there be some
|
|
absolute goodness somewhere; for that will leaven the whole lump.
|
|
There are thousands who are in opinion opposed to slavery and to the
|
|
war, who yet in effect do nothing to put an end to them; who,
|
|
esteeming themselves children of Washington and Franklin, sit down
|
|
with their hands in their pockets, and say that they know not what
|
|
to do, and do nothing; who even postpone the question of freedom to
|
|
the question of free-trade, and quietly read the prices-current
|
|
along with the latest advices from Mexico, after dinner, and, it may
|
|
be, fall asleep over them both. What is the price-current of an
|
|
honest man and patriot to-day? They hesitate, and they regret, and
|
|
sometimes they petition; but they do nothing in earnest and with
|
|
effect. They will wait, well disposed, for others to remedy the
|
|
evil, that they may no longer have it to regret. At most, they give
|
|
only a cheap vote, and a feeble countenance and Godspeed, to the
|
|
right, as it goes by them. There are nine hundred and ninety-nine
|
|
patrons of virtue to one virtuous man; but it is easier to deal
|
|
with the real possessor of a thing than with the temporary guardian
|
|
of it.
|
|
All voting is a sort of gaming, like checkers or backgammon,
|
|
with a slight moral tinge to it, a playing with right and wrong,
|
|
with moral questions; and betting naturally accompanies it. The
|
|
character of the voters is not staked. I cast my vote, perchance,
|
|
as I think right; but I am not vitally concerned that that right
|
|
should prevail. I am willing to leave it to the majority. Its
|
|
obligation, therefore, never exceeds that of expediency. Even
|
|
voting for the right is doing nothing for it. It is only expressing
|
|
to men feebly your desire that it should prevail. A wise man will
|
|
not leave the right to the mercy of chance, nor wish it to prevail
|
|
through the power of the majority. There is but little virtue in
|
|
the action of masses of men. When the majority shall at length vote
|
|
for the abolition of slavery, it will be because they are
|
|
indifferent to slavery, or because there is but little slavery left
|
|
to be abolished by their vote. They will then be the only slaves.
|
|
Only his vote can hasten the abolition of slavery who asserts his
|
|
own freedom by his vote.
|
|
I hear of a convention to be held at Baltimore, or elsewhere,
|
|
for the selection of a candidate for the Presidency, made up chiefly
|
|
of editors, and men who are politicians by profession; but I think,
|
|
what is it to any independent, intelligent, and respectable man what
|
|
decision they may come to? Shall we not have the advantage of his
|
|
wisdom and honesty, nevertheless? Can we not count upon some
|
|
independent votes? Are there not many individuals in the country
|
|
who do not attend conventions? But no: I find that the respectable
|
|
man, so called, has immediately drifted from his position, and
|
|
despairs of his country, when his country has more reason to despair
|
|
of him. He forthwith adopts one of the candidates thus selected as
|
|
the only available one, thus proving that he is himself available
|
|
for any purposes of the demagogue. His vote is of no more worth
|
|
than that of any unprincipled foreigner or hireling native, who may
|
|
have been bought. Oh for a man who is a man, and, as my neighbor
|
|
says, has a bone in his back which you cannot pass your hand
|
|
through! Our statistics are at fault: the population has been
|
|
returned too large. How many men are there to a square thousand
|
|
miles in this country? Hardly one. Does not America offer any
|
|
inducement for men to settle here? The American has dwindled into
|
|
an Odd Fellow -- one who may be known by the development of his
|
|
organ of gregariousness, and a manifest lack of intellect and
|
|
cheerful self-reliance; whose first and chief concern, on coming
|
|
into the world, is to see that the almshouses are in good repair;
|
|
and, before yet he has lawfully donned the virile garb, to collect a
|
|
fund for the support of the widows and orphans that may be; who, in
|
|
short ventures to live only by the aid of the Mutual Insurance
|
|
company, which has promised to bury him decently.
|
|
It is not a man's duty, as a matter of course, to devote himself
|
|
to the eradication of any, even the most enormous wrong; he may
|
|
still properly have other concerns to engage him; but it is his
|
|
duty, at least, to wash his hands of it, and, if he gives it no
|
|
thought longer, not to give it practically his support. If I devote
|
|
myself to other pursuits and contemplations, I must first see, at
|
|
least, that I do not pursue them sitting upon another man's
|
|
shoulders. I must get off him first, that he may pursue his
|
|
contemplations too. See what gross inconsistency is tolerated. I
|
|
have heard some of my townsmen say, "I should like to have them
|
|
order me out to help put down an insurrection of the slaves, or to
|
|
march to Mexico; -- see if I would go"; and yet these very men have
|
|
each, directly by their allegiance, and so indirectly, at least, by
|
|
their money, furnished a substitute. The soldier is applauded who
|
|
refuses to serve in an unjust war by those who do not refuse to
|
|
sustain the unjust government which makes the war; is applauded by
|
|
those whose own act and authority he disregards and sets at naught;
|
|
as if the state were penitent to that degree that it hired one to
|
|
scourge it while it sinned, but not to that degree that it left off
|
|
sinning for a moment. Thus, under the name of Order and Civil
|
|
Government, we are all made at last to pay homage to and support our
|
|
own meanness. After the first blush of sin comes its indifference;
|
|
and from immoral it becomes, as it were, unmoral, and not quite
|
|
unnecessary to that life which we have made.
|
|
The broadest and most prevalent error requires the most
|
|
disinterested virtue to sustain it. The slight reproach to which
|
|
the virtue of patriotism is commonly liable, the noble are most
|
|
likely to incur. Those who, while they disapprove of the character
|
|
and measures of a government, yield to it their allegiance and
|
|
support are undoubtedly its most conscientious supporters, and so
|
|
frequently the most serious obstacles to reform. Some are
|
|
petitioning the State to dissolve the Union, to disregard the
|
|
requisitions of the President. Why do they not dissolve it
|
|
themselves -- the union between themselves and the State -- and
|
|
refuse to pay their quota into its treasury? Do not they stand in
|
|
the same relation to the State, that the State does to the Union?
|
|
And have not the same reasons prevented the State from resisting the
|
|
Union, which have prevented them from resisting the State?
|
|
How can a man be satisfied to entertain an opinion merely, and
|
|
enjoy it? Is there any enjoyment in it, if his opinion is that he
|
|
is aggrieved? If you are cheated out of a single dollar by your
|
|
neighbor, you do not rest satisfied with knowing that you are
|
|
cheated, or with saying that you are cheated, or even with
|
|
petitioning him to pay you your due; but you take effectual steps at
|
|
once to obtain the full amount, and see that you are never cheated
|
|
again. Action from principle -- the perception and the performance
|
|
of right -- changes things and relations; it is essentially
|
|
revolutionary, and does not consist wholly with anything which was.
|
|
It not only divides states and churches, it divides families; ay, it
|
|
divides the individual, separating the diabolical in him from the
|
|
divine.
|
|
Unjust laws exist; shall we be content to obey them, or shall we
|
|
endeavor to amend them, and obey them until we have succeeded, or
|
|
shall we transgress them at once? Men generally, under such a
|
|
government as this, think that they ought to wait until they have
|
|
persuaded the majority to alter them. They think that, if they
|
|
should resist, the remedy would be worse than the evil. But it is
|
|
the fault of the government itself that the remedy is worse than the
|
|
evil. It makes it worse. Why is it not more apt to anticipate and
|
|
provide for reform? Why does it not cherish its wise minority? Why
|
|
does it cry and resist before it is hurt? Why does it not encourage
|
|
its citizens to be on the alert to point out its faults, and do
|
|
better than it would have them? Why does it always crucify Christ,
|
|
and excommunicate Copernicus and Luther, and pronounce Washington
|
|
and Franklin rebels?
|
|
One would think, that a deliberate and practical denial of its
|
|
authority was the only offence never contemplated by government;
|
|
else, why has it not assigned its definite, its suitable and
|
|
proportionate, penalty? If a man who has no property refuses but
|
|
once to earn nine shillings for the State, he is put in prison for a
|
|
period unlimited by any law that I know, and determined only by the
|
|
discretion of those who placed him there; but if he should steal
|
|
ninety times nine shillings from the State, he is soon permitted to
|
|
go at large again.
|
|
If the injustice is part of the necessary friction of the
|
|
machine of government, let it go, let it go; perchance it will wear
|
|
smooth -- certainly the machine will wear out. If the injustice has
|
|
a spring, or a pulley, or a rope, or a crank, exclusively for
|
|
itself, then perhaps you may consider whether the remedy will not be
|
|
worse than the evil; but if it is of such a nature that it requires
|
|
you to be the agent of injustice to another, then, I say, break the
|
|
law. Let your life be a counter friction to stop the machine. What
|
|
I have to do is to see, at any rate, that I do not lend myself to
|
|
the wrong which I condemn.
|
|
As for adopting the ways which the State has provided for
|
|
remedying the evil, I know not of such ways. They take too much
|
|
time, and a man's life will be gone. I have other affairs to attend
|
|
to. I came into this world, not chiefly to make this a good place
|
|
to live in, but to live in it, be it good or bad. A man has not
|
|
everything to do, but something; and because he cannot do
|
|
everything, it is not necessary that he should do something wrong.
|
|
It is not my business to be petitioning the Governor or the
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Legislature any more than it is theirs to petition me; and if they
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should not hear my petition, what should I do then? But in this
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case the State has provided no way; its very Constitution is the
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evil. This may seem to be harsh and stubborn and unconciliatory;
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but it is to treat with the utmost kindness and consideration the
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only spirit that can appreciate or deserves it. So is an change for
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the better, like birth and death which convulse the body.
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I do not hesitate to say, that those who call themselves
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Abolitionists should at once effectually withdraw their support,
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both in person and property, from the government of Massachusetts,
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and not wait till they constitute a majority of one, before they
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suffer the right to prevail through them. I think that it is enough
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if they have God on their side, without waiting for that other one.
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Moreover, any man more right than his neighbors constitutes a
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majority of one already.
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I meet this American government, or its representative, the
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State government, directly, and face to face, once a year -- no more
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-- in the person of its tax-gatherer; this is the only mode in which
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a man situated as I am necessarily meets it; and it then says
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distinctly, Recognize me; and the simplest, the most effectual, and,
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in the present posture of affairs, the indispensablest mode of
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treating with it on this head, of expressing your little
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satisfaction with and love for it, is to deny it then. My civil
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neighbor, the tax-gatherer, is the very man I have to deal with --
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for it is, after all, with men and not with parchment that I quarrel
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-- and he has voluntarily chosen to be an agent of the government.
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How shall he ever know well what he is and does as an officer of the
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government, or as a man, until he is obliged to consider whether he
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shall treat me, his neighbor, for whom he has respect, as a neighbor
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and well-disposed man, or as a maniac and disturber of the peace,
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and see if he can get over this obstruction to his neighborliness
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without a ruder and more impetuous thought or speech corresponding
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with his action? I know this well, that if one thousand, if one
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hundred, if ten men whom I could name -- if ten honest men only --
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ay, if one HONEST man, in this State of Massachusetts, ceasing to
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hold slaves, were actually to withdraw from this copartnership, and
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be locked up in the county jail therefor, it would be the abolition
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of slavery in America. For it matters not how small the beginning
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may seem to be: what is once well done is done forever. But we love
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better to talk about it: that we say is our mission. Reform keeps
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many scores of newspapers in its service, but not one man. If my
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esteemed neighbor, the State's ambassador, who will devote his days
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to the settlement of the question of human rights in the Council
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Chamber, instead of being threatened with the prisons of Carolina,
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were to sit down the prisoner of Massachusetts, that State which is
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so anxious to foist the sin of slavery upon her sister -- though at
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present she can discover only an act of inhospitality to be the
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ground of a quarrel with her -- the Legislature would not wholly
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waive the subject the following winter.
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Under a government which imprisons any unjustly, the true place
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for a just man is also a prison. The proper place to-day, the only
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place which Massachusetts has provided for her freer and less
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desponding spirits, is in her prisons, to be put out and locked out
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of the State by her own act, as they have already put themselves out
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by their principles. It is there that the fugitive slave, and the
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Mexican prisoner on parole, and the Indian come to plead the wrongs
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of his race, should find them; on that separate, but more free and
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honorable ground, where the State places those who are not with
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her, but against her -- the only house in a slave State in which a
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free man can abide with honor. If any think that their influence
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would be lost there, and their voices no longer afflict the ear of
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the State, that they would not be as an enemy within its walls, they
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do not know by how much truth is stronger than error, nor how much
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more eloquently and effectively he can combat injustice who has
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experienced a little in his own person. Cast your whole vote, not a
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strip of paper merely, but your whole influence. A minority is
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powerless while it conforms to the majority; it is not even a
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minority then; but it is irresistible when it clogs by its whole
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weight. If the alternative is to keep all just men in prison, or
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give up war and slavery, the State will not hesitate which to
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choose. If a thousand men were not to pay their tax-bills this
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year, that would not be a violent and bloody measure, as it would be
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to pay them, and enable the State to commit violence and shed
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innocent blood. This is, in fact, the definition of a peaceable
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revolution, if any such is possible. If the tax-gatherer, or any
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other public officer, asks me, as one has done, "But what shall I
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do?" my answer is, "If you really wish to do anything, resign your
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office." When the subject has refused allegiance, and the officer
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has resigned his office, then the revolution is accomplished. But
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even suppose blood should flow. Is there not a sort of blood shed
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when the conscience is wounded? Through this wound a man's real
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manhood and immortality flow out, and he bleeds to an everlasting
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death. I see this blood flowing now.
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I have contemplated the imprisonment of the offender, rather
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than the seizure of his goods -- though both will serve the same
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purpose -- because they who assert the purest right, and
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consequently are most dangerous to a corrupt State, commonly have
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not spent much time in accumulating property. To such the State
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renders comparatively small service, and a slight tax is wont to
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appear exorbitant, particularly if they are obliged to earn it by
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special labor with their hands. If there were one who lived wholly
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without the use of money, the State itself would hesitate to demand
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it of him. But the rich man -- not to make any invidious comparison
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-- is always sold to the institution which makes him rich.
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Absolutely speaking, the more money, the less virtue; for money
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comes between a man and his objects, and obtains them for him; and
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it was certainly no great virtue to obtain it. It puts to rest many
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questions which he would otherwise be taxed to answer; while the
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|
only new question which it puts is the hard but superfluous one, how
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to spend it. Thus his moral ground is taken from under his feet.
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|
The opportunities of living are diminished in proportion as what are
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|
called the "means" are increased. The best thing a man can do for
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his culture when he is rich is to endeavor to carry out those
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|
schemes which he entertained when he was poor. Christ answered the
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Herodians according to their condition. "Show me the
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tribute-money," said he; -- and one took a penny out of his pocket;
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-- if you use money which has the image of Caesar on it, and which
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he has made current and valuable, that is, if you are men of the
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|
State, and gladly enjoy the advantages of Caesar's government, then
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|
pay him back some of his own when he demands it; "Render therefore
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|
to Caesar that which is Caesar's, and to God those things which are
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|
God's" -- leaving them no wiser than before as to which was which;
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for they did not wish to know.
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When I converse with the freest of my neighbors, I perceive
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|
that, whatever they may say about the magnitude and seriousness of
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|
the question, and their regard for the public tranquillity, the long
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|
and the short of the matter is, that they cannot spare the
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|
protection of the existing government, and they dread the
|
|
consequences to their property and families of disobedience to it.
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|
For my own part, I should not like to think that I ever rely on the
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|
protection of the State. But, if I deny the authority of the State
|
|
when it presents its tax-bill, it will soon take and waste all my
|
|
property, and so harass me and my children without end. This is
|
|
hard. This makes it impossible for a man to live honestly, and at
|
|
the same time comfortably in outward respects. It will not be worth
|
|
the while to accumulate property; that would be sure to go again.
|
|
You must hire or squat somewhere, and raise but a small crop, and
|
|
eat that soon. You must live within yourself, and depend upon
|
|
yourself always tucked up and ready for a start, and not have many
|
|
affairs. A man may grow rich in Turkey even, if he will be in all
|
|
respects a good subject of the Turkish government. Confucius said,
|
|
"If a state is governed by the principles of reason, poverty and
|
|
misery are subjects of shame; if a state is not governed by the
|
|
principles of reason, riches and honors are the subjects of shame."
|
|
No: until I want the protection of Massachusetts to be extended to
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me in some distant Southern port, where my liberty is endangered, or
|
|
until I am bent solely on building up an estate at home by peaceful
|
|
enterprise, I can afford to refuse allegiance to Massachusetts, and
|
|
her right to my property and life. It costs me less in every sense
|
|
to incur the penalty of disobedience to the State than it would to
|
|
obey. I should feel as if I were worth less in that case.
|
|
Some years ago, the State met me in behalf of the Church, and
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|
commanded me to pay a certain sum toward the support of a clergyman
|
|
whose preaching my father attended, but never I myself. "Pay," it
|
|
said, "or be locked up in the jail." I declined to pay. But,
|
|
unfortunately, another man saw fit to pay it. I did not see why the
|
|
schoolmaster should be taxed to support the priest, and not the
|
|
priest the schoolmaster: for I was not the State's schoolmaster, but
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|
I supported myself by voluntary subscription. I did not see why the
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|
lyceum should not present its tax-bill, and have the State to back
|
|
its demand, as well as the Church. However, at the request of the
|
|
selectmen, I condescended to make some such statement as this in
|
|
writing:-- "Know all men by these presents, that I, Henry Thoreau,
|
|
do not wish to be regarded as a member of any incorporated society
|
|
which I have not joined." This I gave to the town clerk; and he has
|
|
it. The State, having thus learned that I did not wish to be
|
|
regarded as a member of that church, has never made a like demand on
|
|
me since; though it said that it must adhere to its original
|
|
presumption that time. If I had known how to name them, I should
|
|
then have signed off in detail from all the societies which I never
|
|
signed on to; but I did not know where to find a complete list.
|
|
I have paid no poll-tax for six years. I was put into a jail
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|
once on this account, for one night; and, as I stood considering the
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|
walls of solid stone, two or three feet thick, the door of wood and
|
|
iron, a foot thick, and the iron grating which strained the light, I
|
|
could not help being struck with the foolishness of that institution
|
|
which treated me as if I were mere flesh and blood and bones, to be
|
|
locked up. I wondered that it should have concluded at length that
|
|
this was the best use it could put me to, and had never thought to
|
|
avail itself of my services in some way. I saw that, if there was a
|
|
wall of stone between me and my townsmen, there was a still more
|
|
difficult one to climb or break through, before they could get to be
|
|
as free as I was. I did not for a moment feel confined, and the
|
|
walls seemed a great waste of stone and mortar. I felt as if I
|
|
alone of all my townsmen had paid my tax. They plainly did not know
|
|
how to treat me, but behaved like persons who are underbred. In
|
|
every threat and in every compliment there was a blunder; for they
|
|
thought that my chief desire was to stand the other side of that
|
|
stone wall. I could not but smile to see how industriously they
|
|
locked the door on my meditations, which followed them out again
|
|
without let or hindrance, and they were really all that was
|
|
dangerous. As they could not reach me, they had resolved to punish
|
|
my body; just as boys, if they cannot come at some person against
|
|
whom they have a spite, will abuse his dog. I saw that the State
|
|
was half-witted, that it was timid as a lone woman with her silver
|
|
spoons, and that it did not know its friends from its foes, and I
|
|
lost all my remaining respect for it, and pitied it.
|
|
Thus the State never intentionally confronts a man's sense,
|
|
intellectual or moral, but only his body, his senses. It is not
|
|
armed with superior wit or honesty, but with superior physical
|
|
strength. I was not born to be forced. I will breathe after my own
|
|
fashion. Let us see who is the strongest. What force has a
|
|
multitude? They only can force me who obey a higher law than I.
|
|
They force me to become like themselves. I do not hear of men being
|
|
forced to have this way or that by masses of men. What sort of life
|
|
were that to live? When I meet a government which says to me, "Your
|
|
money or your life," why should I be in haste to give it my money?
|
|
It may be in a great strait, and not know what to do: I cannot help
|
|
that. It must help itself; do as I do. It is not worth the while
|
|
to snivel about it. I am not responsible for the successful working
|
|
of the machinery of society. I am not the son of the engineer. I
|
|
perceive that, when an acorn and a chestnut fall side by side, the
|
|
one does not remain inert to make way for the other, but both obey
|
|
their own laws, and spring and grow and flourish as best they can,
|
|
till one, perchance, overshadows and destroys the other. If a plant
|
|
cannot live according to its nature, it dies; and so a man.
|
|
The night in prison was novel and interesting enough. The
|
|
prisoners in their shirt-sleeves were enjoying a chat and the
|
|
evening air in the doorway, when I entered. But the jailer said,
|
|
"Come, boys, it is time to lock up"; and so they dispersed, and I
|
|
heard the sound of their steps returning into the hollow apartments.
|
|
My room-mate was introduced to me by the jailer as "a first-rate
|
|
fellow and a clever man." When the door was locked, he showed me
|
|
where to hang my hat, and how he managed matters there. The rooms
|
|
were whitewashed once a month; and this one, at least, was the
|
|
whitest, most simply furnished, and probably the neatest apartment
|
|
in the town. He naturally wanted to know where I came from, and
|
|
what brought me there; and, when I had told him, I asked him in my
|
|
turn how he came there, presuming him to be an honest man, of
|
|
course; and, as the world goes, I believe he was. "Why," said he,
|
|
"they accuse me of burning a barn; but I never did it." As near as
|
|
I could discover, he had probably gone to bed in a barn when drunk,
|
|
and smoked his pipe there; and so a barn was burnt. He had the
|
|
reputation of being a clever man, had been there some three months
|
|
waiting for his trial to come on, and would have to wait as much
|
|
longer; but he was quite domesticated and contented, since he got
|
|
his board for nothing, and thought that he was well treated.
|
|
He occupied one window, and I the other; and I saw that if one
|
|
stayed there long, his principal business would be to look out the
|
|
window. I had soon read all the tracts that were left there, and
|
|
examined where former prisoners had broken out, and where a grate
|
|
had been sawed off, and heard the history of the various occupants
|
|
of that room; for I found that even here there was a history and a
|
|
gossip which never circulated beyond the walls of the jail.
|
|
Probably this is the only house in the town where verses are
|
|
composed, which are afterward printed in a circular form, but not
|
|
published. I was shown quite a long list of verses which were
|
|
composed by some young men who had been detected in an attempt to
|
|
escape, who avenged themselves by singing them.
|
|
I pumped my fellow-prisoner as dry as I could, for fear I should
|
|
never see him again; but at length he showed me which was my bed,
|
|
and left me to blow out the lamp.
|
|
It was like travelling into a far country, such as I had never
|
|
expected to behold, to lie there for one night. It seemed to me
|
|
that I never had heard the town-clock strike before, nor the evening
|
|
sounds of the village; for we slept with the windows open, which
|
|
were inside the grating. It was to see my native village in the
|
|
light of the Middle Ages, and our Concord was turned into a Rhine
|
|
stream, and visions of knights and castles passed before me. They
|
|
were the voices of old burghers that I heard in the streets. I was
|
|
an involuntary spectator and auditor of whatever was done and said
|
|
in the kitchen of the adjacent village-inn -- a wholly new and rare
|
|
experience to me. It was a closer view of my native town. I was
|
|
fairly inside of it. I never had seen its institutions before.
|
|
This is one of its peculiar institutions; for it is a shire town. I
|
|
began to comprehend what its inhabitants were about.
|
|
In the morning, our breakfasts were put through the hole in the
|
|
door, in small oblong-square tin pans, made to fit, and holding a
|
|
pint of chocolate, with brown bread, and an iron spoon. When they
|
|
called for the vessels again, I was green enough to return what
|
|
bread I had left; but my comrade seized it, and said that I should
|
|
lay that up for lunch or dinner. Soon after he was let out to work
|
|
at haying in a neighboring field, whither he went every day, and
|
|
would not be back till noon; so he bade me good-day, saying that he
|
|
doubted if he should see me again.
|
|
When I came out of prison -- for some one interfered, and paid
|
|
that tax -- I did not perceive that great changes had taken place on
|
|
the common, such as he observed who went in a youth and emerged a
|
|
tottering and gray-headed man; and yet a change had to my eyes come
|
|
over the scene -- the town, and State, and country -- greater than
|
|
any that mere time could effect. I saw yet more distinctly the
|
|
State in which I lived. I saw to what extent the people among whom
|
|
I lived could be trusted as good neighbors and friends; that their
|
|
friendship was for summer weather only; that they did not greatly
|
|
propose to do right; that they were a distinct race from me by their
|
|
prejudices and superstitions, as the Chinamen and Malays are; that
|
|
in their sacrifices to humanity, they ran no risks, not even to
|
|
their property; that after all they were not so noble but they
|
|
treated the thief as he had treated them, and hoped, by a certain
|
|
outward observance and a few prayers, and by walking in a particular
|
|
straight though useless path from time to time, to save their souls.
|
|
This may be to judge my neighbors harshly; for I believe that many
|
|
of them are not aware that they have such an institution as the jail
|
|
in their village.
|
|
It was formerly the custom in our village, when a poor debtor
|
|
came out of jail, for his acquaintances to salute him, looking
|
|
through their fingers, which were crossed to represent the grating
|
|
of a jail window, "How do ye do?" My neighbors did not thus salute
|
|
me, but first looked at me, and then at one another, as if I had
|
|
returned from a long journey. I was put into jail as I was going to
|
|
the shoemaker's to get a shoe which was mended. When I was let out
|
|
the next morning, I proceeded to finish my errand, and, having put
|
|
on my mended shoe, joined a huckleberry party, who were impatient to
|
|
put themselves under my conduct; and in half an hour -- for the
|
|
horse was soon tackled -- was in the midst of a huckleberry field,
|
|
on one of our highest hills, two miles off, and then the State was
|
|
nowhere to be seen.
|
|
This is the whole history of "My Prisons."
|
|
I have never declined paying the highway tax, because I am as
|
|
desirous of being a good neighbor as I am of being a bad subject;
|
|
and as for supporting schools, I am doing my part to educate my
|
|
fellow-countrymen now. It is for no particular item in the tax-bill
|
|
that I refuse to pay it. I simply wish to refuse allegiance to the
|
|
State, to withdraw and stand aloof from it effectually. I do not
|
|
care to trace the course of my dollar, if I could, till it buys a
|
|
man or a musket to shoot one with -- the dollar is innocent -- but I
|
|
am concerned to trace the effects of my allegiance. In fact, I
|
|
quietly declare war with the State, after my fashion, though I will
|
|
still make what use and get what advantage of her I can, as is usual
|
|
in such cases.
|
|
If others pay the tax which is demanded of me, from a sympathy
|
|
with the State, they do but what they have already done in their own
|
|
case, or rather they abet injustice to a greater extent than the
|
|
State requires. If they pay the tax from a mistaken interest in the
|
|
individual taxed, to save his property, or prevent his going to
|
|
jail, it is because they have not considered wisely how far they let
|
|
their private feelings interfere with the public good.
|
|
This, then, is my position at present. But one cannot be too
|
|
much on his guard in such a case, lest his action be biased by
|
|
obstinacy or an undue regard for the opinions of men. Let him see
|
|
that he does only what belongs to himself and to the hour.
|
|
I think sometimes, Why, this people mean well; they are only
|
|
ignorant; they would do better if they knew how: why give your
|
|
neighbors this pain to treat you as they are not inclined to? But I
|
|
think, again, This is no reason why I should do as they do, or
|
|
permit others to suffer much greater pain of a different kind.
|
|
Again, I sometimes say to myself, When many millions of men, without
|
|
heat, without ill-will, without personal feeling of any kind, demand
|
|
of you a few shillings only, without the possibility, such is their
|
|
constitution, of retracting or altering their present demand, and
|
|
without the possibility, on your side, of appeal to any other
|
|
millions, why expose yourself to this overwhelming brute force? You
|
|
do not resist cold and hunger, the winds and the waves, thus
|
|
obstinately; you quietly submit to a thousand similar necessities.
|
|
You do not put your head into the fire. But just in proportion as I
|
|
regard this as not wholly a brute force, but partly a human force,
|
|
and consider that I have relations to those millions as to so many
|
|
millions of men, and not of mere brute or inanimate things, I see
|
|
that appeal is possible, first and instantaneously, from them to the
|
|
Maker of them, and, secondly, from them to themselves. But, if I
|
|
put my head deliberately into the fire, there is no appeal to fire
|
|
or to the Maker of fire, and I have only myself to blame. If I
|
|
could convince myself that I have any right to be satisfied with men
|
|
as they are, and to treat them accordingly, and not according, in
|
|
some respects, to my requisitions and expectations of what they and
|
|
I ought to be, then, like a good Mussulman and fatalist, I should
|
|
endeavor to be satisfied with things as they are, and say it is the
|
|
will of God. And, above all, there is this difference between
|
|
resisting this and a purely brute or natural force, that I can
|
|
resist this with some effect; but I cannot expect, like Orpheus, to
|
|
change the nature of the rocks and trees and beasts.
|
|
I do not wish to quarrel with any man or nation. I do not wish
|
|
to split hairs, to make fine distinctions, or set myself up as
|
|
better than my neighbors. I seek rather, I may say, even an excuse
|
|
for conforming to the laws of the land. I am but too ready to
|
|
conform to them. Indeed, I have reason to suspect myself on this
|
|
head; and each year, as the tax-gatherer comes round, I find myself
|
|
disposed to review the acts and position of the general and State
|
|
governments, and the spirit of the people, to discover a pretext for
|
|
conformity.
|
|
"We must affect our country as our parents,
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And if at any time we alienate
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Our love or industry from doing it honor,
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We must respect effects and teach the soul
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Matter of conscience and religion,
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And not desire of rule or benefit."
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I believe that the State will soon be able to take all my work
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of this sort out of my hands, and then I shall be no better a
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patriot than my fellow-countrymen. Seen from a lower point of view,
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the Constitution, with all its faults, is very good; the law and the
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courts are very respectable; even this State and this American
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government are, in many respects, very admirable and rare things,
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to be thankful for, such as a great many have described them; but
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seen from a point of view a little higher, they are what I have
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described them; seen from a higher still, and the highest, who shall
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say what they are, or that they are worth looking at or thinking of
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at all?
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However, the government does not concern me much, and I shall
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bestow the fewest possible thoughts on it. It is not many moments
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that I live under a government, even in this world. If a man is
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thought-free, fancy-free, imagination-free, that which is not never
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for a long time appearing to be to him, unwise rulers or reformers
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cannot fatally interrupt him.
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I know that most men think differently from myself; but those
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whose lives are by profession devoted to the study of these or
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kindred subjects, content me as little as any. Statesmen and
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legislators, standing so completely within the institution, never
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distinctly and nakedly behold it. They speak of moving society, but
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have no resting-place without it. They may be men of a certain
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experience and discrimination, and have no doubt invented ingenious
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and even useful systems, for which we sincerely thank them; but all
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their wit and usefulness lie within certain not very wide limits.
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They are wont to forget that the world is not governed by policy and
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expediency. Webster never goes behind government, and so cannot
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speak with authority about it. His words are wisdom to those
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legislators who contemplate no essential reform in the existing
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government; but for thinkers, and those who legislate for all time,
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he never once glances at the subject. I know of those whose serene
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and wise speculations on this theme would soon reveal the limits of
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his mind's range and hospitality. Yet, compared with the cheap
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professions of most reformers, and the still cheaper wisdom and
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eloquence of politicians in general, his are almost the only
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sensible and valuable words, and we thank Heaven for him.
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Comparatively, he is always strong, original, and, above all,
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practical. Still, his quality is not wisdom, but prudence. The
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lawyer's truth is not truth, but consistency or a consistent
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expediency. Truth is always in harmony with herself, and is not
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concerned chiefly to reveal the justice that may consist with
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wrong-doing. He well deserves to be called, as he has been called,
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the Defender of the Constitution. There are really no blows to be
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given by him but defensive ones. He is not a leader, but a
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follower. His leaders are the men of '87. "I have never made an
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effort," he says, "and never propose to make an effort; I have never
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countenanced an effort, and never mean to countenance an effort, to
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disturb the arrangement as originally made, by which the various
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States came into the Union." Still thinking of the sanction which
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the Constitution gives to slavery, he says, "Because it was a part
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of the original compact -- let it stand." Notwithstanding his
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special acuteness and ability, he is unable to take a fact out of
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its merely political relations, and behold it as it lies absolutely
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to be disposed of by the intellect -- what, for instance, it
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behooves a man to do here in America to-day with regard to slavery,
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but ventures, or is driven, to make some such desperate answer as
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the following, while professing to speak absolutely, and as a
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private man -- from which what new and singular code of social
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duties might be inferred? "The manner," says he, "in which the
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governments of those States where slavery exists are to regulate it
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is for their own consideration, under their responsibility to their
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constituents, to the general laws of propriety, humanity, and
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justice, and to God. Associations formed elsewhere, springing from
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a feeling of humanity, or any other cause, have nothing whatever to
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do with it. They have never received any encouragement from me, and
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they never will."
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They who know of no purer sources of truth, who have traced up
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its stream no higher, stand, and wisely stand, by the Bible and the
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Constitution, and drink at it there with reverence and humility; but
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they who behold where it comes trickling into this lake or that
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pool, gird up their loins once more, and continue their pilgrimage
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toward its fountain-head.
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No man with a genius for legislation has appeared in America.
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They are rare in the history of the world. There are orators,
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politicians, and eloquent men, by the thousand; but the speaker has
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not yet opened his mouth to speak who is capable of settling the
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much-vexed questions of the day. We love eloquence for its own
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sake, and not for any truth which it may utter, or any heroism it
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may inspire. Our legislators have not yet learned the comparative
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value of free-trade and of freedom, of union, and of rectitude, to a
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nation. They have no genius or talent for comparatively humble
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questions of taxation and finance, commerce and manufacturers and
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agriculture. If we were left solely to the wordy wit of legislators
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in Congress for our guidance, uncorrected by the seasonable
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experience and the effectual complaints of the people, America would
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not long retain her rank among the nations. For eighteen hundred
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years, though perchance I have no right to say it, the New Testament
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has been written; yet where is the legislator who has wisdom and
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practical talent enough to avail himself of the light which it sheds
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on the science of legislation?
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The authority of government, even such as I am willing to submit
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to -- for I will cheerfully obey those who know and can do better
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than I, and in many things even those who neither know nor can do so
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well -- is still an impure one: to be strictly just, it must have
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the sanction and consent of the governed. It can have no pure right
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over my person and property but what I concede to it. The progress
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from an absolute to a limited monarchy, from a limited monarchy to a
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democracy, is a progress toward a true respect for the individual.
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Even the Chinese philosopher was wise enough to regard the
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individual as the basis of the empire. Is a democracy, such as we
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know it, the last improvement possible in government? Is it not
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possible to take a step further towards recognizing and organizing
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the rights of man? There will never be a really free and
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enlightened State until the State comes to recognize the individual
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as a higher and independent power, from which all its own power and
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authority are derived, and treats him accordingly. I please myself
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with imagining a State at least which can afford to be just to all
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men, and to treat the individual with respect as a neighbor; which
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even would not think it inconsistent with its own repose if a few
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were to live aloof from it, not meddling with it, nor embraced by
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it, who fulfilled all the duties of neighbors and fellow-men. A
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State which bore this kind of fruit, and suffered it to drop off as
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fast as it ripened, would prepare the way for a still more perfect
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and glorious State, which also I have imagined, but not yet anywhere
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seen.
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