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AT THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND by GEORGE MAC DONALD
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AT THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND
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BY GEORGE MAC DONALD
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AUTHOR OF "DEALINGS WITH FAIRIES," "RANALD BANNERMAN," ETC., ETC.
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___________
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GEORGE ROUTLEDGE & SONS
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NEW YORK: 416 BROOME STREET
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1871
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CHAPTER I
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THE HAY-LOFT
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I HAVE been asked to tell you about the back of the north wind.
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An old Greek writer mentions a people who lived there, and were
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so comfortable that they could not bear it any longer, and
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drowned themselves. My story is not the same as his. I do not
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think Herodotus had got the right account of the place. I am
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going to tell you how it fared with a boy who went there.
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He lived in a low room over a coach-house; and that was not
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by any means at the back of the north wind, as his mother very
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well knew. For one side of the room was built only of boards,
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and the boards were so old that you might run a penknife through
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into the north wind. And then let them settle between them which
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was the sharper! I know that when you pulled it out again the
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wind would be after it like a cat after a mouse, and you would
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know soon enough you were not at the back of the north wind.
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Still, this room was not very cold, except when the north wind
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blew stronger than usual: the room I have to do with now was
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always cold, except in summer, when the sun took the matter into
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his own hands. Indeed, I am not sure whether I ought to call it
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a room at all; for it was just a loft where they kept hay and
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straw and oats for the horses.
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And when little Diamond -- but stop: I must tell you that his
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father, who was a coachman, had named him after a favourite
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horse, and his mother had had no objection: -- when little
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Diamond, then, lay there in bed, he could hear the horses under
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him munching away in the dark, or moving sleepily in their
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dreams. For Diamond's father had built him a bed in the loft
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with boards all round it, because they had so little room in
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their own end over the coach-house; and Diamond's father put old
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Diamond in the stall under the bed, because he was a quiet
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horse, and did not go to sleep standing, but lay down like a
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reasonable creature. But, although he was a surprisingly
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reasonable creature, yet, when young Diamond woke in the middle
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of the night, and felt the bed shaking in the blasts of the
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north wind, he could not help wondering whether, if the wind
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should blow the house down, and he were to fall through into the
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manger, old Diamond mightn't eat him up before he knew him in
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his night-gown. And although old Diamond was very quiet all
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night long, yet when he woke he got up like an earthquake, and
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then young Diamond knew what o'clock it was, or at least what
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was to be done next, which was -- to go to sleep again as fast
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as he could.
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There was hay at his feet and hay at his head, piled up in
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great trusses to the very roof. Indeed it was sometimes only
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through a little lane with several turnings, which looked as if
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it had been sawn out for him, that he could reach his bed at
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all. For the stock of hay was, of course, always in a state
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either of slow ebb or of sudden flow. Sometimes the whole space
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of the loft, with the little panes in the roof for the stars to
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look in, would lie open before his open eyes as he lay in bed;
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sometimes a yellow wall of sweet-smelling fibres closed up his
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view at the distance of half a yard. Sometimes, when his mother
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had undressed him in her room, and told him to trot to bed by
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himself, he would creep into the heart of the hay, and lie there
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thinking how cold it was outside in the wind, and how warm it
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was inside there in his bed, and how he could go to it when he
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pleased, only he wouldn't just yet; he would get a little colder
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first. And ever as he grew colder, his bed would grow warmer,
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till at last he would scramble out of the hay, shoot like an
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arrow into his bed, cover himself up, and snuggle down, thinking what
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a happy boy he was. He had not the least idea that the wind got
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in at a chink in the wall, and blew about him all night. For the
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back of his bed was only of boards an inch thick, and on the
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other side of them was the north wind.
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Now, as I have already said, these boards were soft and
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crumbly. To be sure, they were tarred on the outside, yet in
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many places they were more like tinder than timber. Hence it
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happened that the soft part having worn away from about it,
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little Diamond found one night, after he lay down, that a knot
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had come out of one of them, and that the wind was blowing in
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upon him in a cold and rather imperious fashion. Now he had no
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fancy for leaving things wrong that might be set right; so he
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jumped out of bed again, got a little strike of hay, twisted it
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up, folded it in the middle, and, having thus made it into a
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cork, stuck it into the hole in the wall. But the wind began to
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blow loud and angrily, and, as Diamond was falling asleep, out
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blew his cork and hit him on the nose, just hard enough to wake
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him up quite, and let him hear the wind whistling shrill in the
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hole. He searched for his hay-cork, found it, stuck it in
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harder, and was just dropping off once more, when, pop! with an
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angry whistle behind it, the cork struck him again, this time on
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the cheek. Up he rose once more, made a fresh stopple of hay,
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and corked the hole severely. But he was hardly down again
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before -- pop! it came on his forehead. He gave it up, drew the
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clothes above his head, and was soon fast asleep.
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Although the next day was very stormy, Diamond forgot all
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about the hole, for he was busy making a cave by the side of his
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mother's fire with a broken chair, a three-legged stool, and a
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blanket, and then sitting in it. His mother, however, discovered
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it, and pasted a bit of brown paper over it, so that,
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when Diamond had snuggled down the next night, he had no
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occasion to think of it.
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Presently, however, he lifted his head and listened. Who
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could that be talking to him? The wind was rising again, and
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getting very loud, and full of rushes and whistles. He was sure
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some one was talking -- and very near him, too, it was. But he
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was not frightened, for he had not yet learned how to be; so he
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sat up and hearkened. At last the voice, which, though
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quite gentle, sounded a little angry, appeared to come from the
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back of the bed. He crept nearer to it, and laid his ear against
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the wall. Then he heard nothing but the wind, which sounded very
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loud indeed. The moment, however, that he moved his head from
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the wall, he heard the voice again, close to his ear. He felt
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about with his hand, and came upon the piece of paper his mother
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had pasted over the hole. Against this he laid his ear, and then
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he heard the voice quite distinctly. There was, in fact, a
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little corner of the paper loose, and through that, as from a
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mouth in the wall, the voice came.
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"What do you mean, little boy -- closing up my window?"
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"What window?" asked Diamond.
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"You stuffed hay into it three times last night. I had to
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blow it out again three times."
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"You can't mean this little hole! It isn't a window; it's
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a hole in my bed."
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"I did not say it was a window: I said it was my window."
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"But it can't be a window, because windows are holes to see
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out of."
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"Well, that's just what I made this window for."
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"But you are outside: you can't want a window."
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"You are quite mistaken. Windows are to see out of, you
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say. Well, I'm in my house, and I want windows to see out of
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it."
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"But you've made a window into my bed."
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"Well, your mother has got three windows into my dancing
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room, and you have three into my garret."
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"But I heard father say, when my mother wanted him to make
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a window through the wall, that it was against the law, for it
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would look into Mr. Dyves's garden."
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The voice laughed.
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"The law would have some trouble to catch me!" it said.
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"But if it's not right, you know," said Diamond, "that's no
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matter. You shouldn't do it."
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"I am so tall I am above that law," said the voice.
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"You must have a tall house, then," said Diamond.
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"Yes; a tall house: the clouds are inside it."
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"Dear me!" said Diamond, and thought a minute. "I think,
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then, you can hardly expect me to keep a window in my bed
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for you. Why don't you make a window into Mr. Dyves's bed?"
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"Nobody makes a window into an ash-pit," said the voice,
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rather sadly. "I like to see nice things out of my windows."
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"But he must have a nicer bed than I have, though mine is
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very nice -- so nice that I couldn't wish a better."
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"It's not the bed I care about: it's what is in it. -- But
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you just open that window."
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"Well, mother says I shouldn't be disobliging; but it's
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rather hard. You see the north wind will blow right in my face
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if I do."
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"I am the North Wind."
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"O-o-oh!" said Diamond, thoughtfully. "Then will you
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promise not to blow on my face if I open your window?"
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"I can't promise that."
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"But you'll give me the toothache. Mother's got it
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already."
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"But what's to become of me without a window?"
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"I'm sure I don't know. All I say is, it will be worse for
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me than for you."
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"No; it will not. You shall not be the worse for it -- I
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promise you that. You will be much the better for it. Just you
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believe what I say, and do as I tell you."
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"Well, I can pull the clothes over my head," said Diamond,
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and feeling with his little sharp nails, he got hold of the open
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edge of the paper and tore it off at once.
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In came a long whistling spear of cold, and struck his
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little naked chest. He scrambled and tumbled in under the
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bedclothes, and covered himself up: there was no paper now
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between him and the voice, and he felt a little -- not
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frightened exactly -- I told you he had not learned that yet -- but rather
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queer; for what a strange person this North Wind must be that
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lived in the great house -- "called Out-of-Doors, I suppose,"
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thought Diamond -- and made windows into people's beds! But the
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voice began again; and he could hear it quite plainly, even with
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his head under the bed-clothes. It was a still more gentle voice
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now, although six times as large and loud as it had been, and he
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thought it sounded a little like his mother's.
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"What is your name, little boy?" it asked.
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"Diamond," answered Diamond, under the bed-clothes.
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"What a funny name!"
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"It's a very nice name," returned its owner.
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"I don't know that," said the voice.
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"Well, I do," retorted Diamond, a little rudely.
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"Do you know to whom you are speaking!"
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"No," said Diamond.
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And indeed he did not. For to know a person's name is not
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always to know the person's self.
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"Then I must not be angry with you. -- You had better look
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and see, though."
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"Diamond is a very pretty name," persisted the boy, vexed
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that it should not give satisfaction.
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"Diamond is a useless thing rather," said the voice.
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"That's not true. Diamond is very nice -- as big as two -- and
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so quiet all night! And doesn't he make a jolly row in the
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morning, getting upon his four great legs! It's like thunder."
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"You don't seem to know what a diamond is."
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"Oh, don't I just! Diamond is a great and good horse; and
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he sleeps right under me. He is old Diamond, and I am young
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Diamond; or, if you like it better, for you're very par-
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ticular, Mr. North Wind, he's big Diamond, and I'm little
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Diamond; and I don't know which of us my father likes best."
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A beautiful laugh, large but very soft and musical, sounded
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somewhere beside him, but Diamond kept his head under the
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clothes.
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"I'm not Mr. North Wind," said the voice.
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"You told me that you were the North Wind," insisted
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Diamond.
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"I did not say Mister North Wind," said the voice.
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"Well, then, I do; for mother tells me I ought to be
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polite."
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"Then let me tell you I don't think it at all polite of you
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to say Mister to me."
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"Well, I didn't know better. I'm very sorry."
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"But you ought to know better."
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"I don't know that."
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"I do. You can't say it's polite to lie there talking --
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with your head under the bed-clothes, and never look up to see
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what kind of person you are talking to. -- I want you to come
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out with me."
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"I want to go to sleep," said Diamond, very nearly crying,
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for he did not like to be scolded, even when he deserved it.
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"You shall sleep all the better to-morrow night."
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"Besides," said Diamond, "you are out in Mr. Dyves's
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garden, and I can't get there. I can only get into our own
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yard."
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"Will you take your head out of the bed-clothes?" said the
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voice, just a little angrily.
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"No!" answered Diamond, half peevish, half frightened.
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The instant he said the word, a tremendous blast of wind
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crashed in a board of the wall, and swept the clothes off
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Diamond. He started up in terror. Leaning over him was the
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large, beautiful, pale face of a woman. Her dark eyes looked a
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little angry, for they had just begun to flash; but a quivering
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in her sweet upper lip made her look as if she were going to
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cry. What was the most strange was that away from her head
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streamed out her black hair in every direction, so that the
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darkness in the hay-loft looked as if it were made of her, hair
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but as Diamond gazed at her in speechless amazement, mingled with confidence
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-- for the boy was entranced with her mighty beauty -- her hair
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began to gather itself out of the darkness, and fell down all
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about her again, till her face looked out of the midst of it
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like a moon out of a cloud. From her eyes came all the light by
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which Diamond saw her face and her, hair; and that was all he
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did see of her yet. The wind was over and gone.
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"Will you go with me now, you little Diamond? I am sorry I
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was forced to be so rough with you," said the lady.
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"I will; yes, I will," answered Diamond, holding out both
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his arms. "But," he added, dropping them, "how shall I get my
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clothes? They are in mother's room, and the door is locked."
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"Oh, never mind your clothes. You will not be cold. I shall
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take care of that. Nobody is cold with the north wind."
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"I thought everybody was," said Diamond.
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"That is a great mistake. Most people make it, however.
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They are cold because they are not with the north wind, but
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without it."
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If Diamond had been a little older, and had supposed
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himself a good deal wiser, he would have thought the lady was
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joking. But he was not older, and did not fancy himself wiser,
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and therefore understood her well enough. Again he stretched out
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his arms. The lady's face drew back a little.
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"Follow me, Diamond," she said.
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"Yes," said Diamond, only a little ruefully.
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"You're not afraid?" said the North Wind.
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"No, ma'am; but mother never would let me go without shoes:
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she never said anything about clothes, so I dare say she
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wouldn't mind that."
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"I know your mother very well," said the lady. "She is a
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good woman. I have visited her often. I was with her when you
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were born. I saw her laugh and cry both at once. I love your
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mother, Diamond."
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"How was it you did not know my name, then, ma'am? Please
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am I to say ma'am to you, ma'am?"
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"One question at a time, dear boy. I knew your name quite
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well, but I wanted to hear what you would say for it. Don't you
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remember that day when the man was finding fault with your name
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-- how I blew the window in?"
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"Yes, yes," answered Diamond, eagerly. "Our window opens
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like a door, right over the coach-house door. And the wind --
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you, ma'am -- came in, and blew the Bible out of the man's
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hands, and the leaves went all flutter, flutter on the floor,
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and my mother picked it up and gave it back to him open, and
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there ----"
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"Was your name in the Bible -- the sixth stone in the high
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priest's breastplate."
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"Oh! -- a stone, was it?" said Diamond. "I thought it had
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been a horse -- I did."
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"Never mind. A horse is better than a stone any day. Well,
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you see, I know all about you and your mother."
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"Yes. I will go with you."
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"Now for the next question: you're not to call me ma'am.
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You must call me just my own name -- respectfully, you know --
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just North Wind."
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"Well, please, North Wind, you are so beautiful, I am quite
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ready to go with you."
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"You must not be ready to go with everything beautiful all
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at once, Diamond."
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"But what's beautiful can't be bad. You're not bad, North
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Wind?"
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"No; I'm not bad. But sometimes beautiful things grow bad
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by doing bad, and it takes some time for their badness to spoil
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their beauty. So little boys may be mistaken if they go after
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things because they are beautiful."
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"Well, I will go with you because you are beautiful and
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good, too."
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"Ah, but there's another thing, Diamond: -- What if I
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should look ugly without being bad -- look ugly myself because
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I am making ugly things beautiful? -- What then?"
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"I don't quite understand you, North Wind. You tell me what
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then."
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"Well, I will tell you. If you see me with my face all
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black, don't be frightened. If you see me flapping wings like a
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bat's, as big as the whole sky, don't be frightened. If you hear
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me raging ten times worse than Mrs. Bill, the blacksmith's wife
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-- even if you see me looking in at people's windows like Mrs.
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Eve Dropper, the gardener's wife -- you must believe that I am
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doing my work. Nay, Diamond, if I change into a serpent or a
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tiger, you must not let go your hold of me, for my hand will
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never change in yours if you keep a good hold. If you keep a
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hold, you will know who I am all the time, even when you look at
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me and can't see me the least like the North Wind. I may look
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something very awful. Do you understand?"
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"Quite well," said little Diamond.
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"Come along, then," said North Wind, and disappeared behind
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the mountain of hay.
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Diamond crept out of bed and followed her
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CHAPTER II
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THE LAWN
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WHEN Diamond got round the corner of the hay, for a moment he
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hesitated. The stair by which he would naturally have gone down
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to the door was at the other side of the loft, and looked very
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black indeed; for it was full of North Wind's hair, as she
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descended before him. And just beside him was the ladder going
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straight down into the stable, up which his father always came
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to fetch the hay for Diamond's dinner. Through the opening in
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the floor the faint gleam of the-stable lantern was enticing,
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and Diamond thought he would run down that way.
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The stair went close past the loose-box in which Diamond
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the horse lived. When Diamond the boy was half-way down, he
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remembered that it was of no use to go this way, for the
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stable-door was locked. But at the same moment there was horse
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Diamond's great head poked out of his box on to the ladder, for
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he knew boy Diamond although he was in his night-gown, and
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wanted him to pull his ears for him. This Diamond did very
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gently for a minute or so, and patted and stroked his neck too,
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and kissed the big horse, and had begun to take the bits of
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straw and hay out of his mane, when all at once he
|
||
recollected that the Lady North Wind was waiting for him in the
|
||
yard.
|
||
|
||
"Good night, Diamond," he said, and darted up the ladder,
|
||
across the loft, and down the stair to the door. But when he got
|
||
out into the yard, there was no lady.
|
||
|
||
Now it is always a dreadful thing to think there is
|
||
somebody and find nobody. Children in particular have not made
|
||
up their minds to it; they generally cry at nobody, especially
|
||
when they wake up at night. But it was an especial
|
||
disappointment to Diamond, for his little heart had been beating with
|
||
joy: the face of the North Wind was so grand! To have a lady
|
||
like that for a friend -- with such long hair, too! Why, it was
|
||
longer than twenty Diamonds' tails! She was gone. And there he
|
||
stood, with his bare feet on the stones of the paved yard.
|
||
|
||
It was a clear night overhead, and the stars were shining.
|
||
Orion in particular was making the most of his bright belt and
|
||
golden sword. But the moon was only a poor thin crescent. There
|
||
was just one great, jagged, black and gray cloud in the sky,
|
||
with a steep side to it like a precipice; and the moon was
|
||
against this side, and looked as if she had tumbled off the top
|
||
of the cloud-hill, and broken herself in rolling down the
|
||
precipice. She did not seem comfortable, for she was looking
|
||
down into the deep pit waiting for her. At least that was what
|
||
Diamond thought as he stood for a moment staring at her. But he
|
||
was quite wrong, for the moon was not afraid, and there was no
|
||
pit she was going down into, for there were no sides to it, and
|
||
a pit without sides to it is not a pit at all. Diamond, however,
|
||
had not been out so late before in all his life, and things
|
||
looked so strange about him! -- just as if he had got into
|
||
Fairyland, of which he knew quite as much as anybody; for his
|
||
mother had no money to buy books to set him wrong on the
|
||
subject. I have seen this world -- only sometimes, just now and
|
||
then, you know -- look as strange as ever I saw Fairyland. But
|
||
I confess that I have not yet seen Fairyland at its best. I am
|
||
always going to see it so some time. But if you had been out in
|
||
the face and not at the back of the North Wind, on a cold rather
|
||
frosty night, and in your night-gown, you would have felt it all
|
||
quite as strange as Diamond did. He cried a little, just a
|
||
little, he was so disappointed to lose the lady: of course, you,
|
||
little man, wouldn't have done that! But for my
|
||
part, I don't mind people crying so much as I mind what they cry
|
||
about, and how they cry -- whether they cry quietly like ladies
|
||
and gentlemen, or go shrieking like vulgar emperors, or
|
||
ill-natured cooks; for all emperors are not gentlemen, and all
|
||
cooks are not ladies -- nor all queens and princesses for that
|
||
matter, either.
|
||
|
||
But it can't be denied that a little gentle crying does one
|
||
good. It did Diamond good; for as soon as it was over he was a
|
||
brave boy again.
|
||
|
||
"She shan't say it was my fault, anyhow!" said Diamond. "I
|
||
daresay she is hiding somewhere to see what I will do. I will
|
||
look for her."
|
||
|
||
So he went round the end of the stable towards the
|
||
kitchen-garden. But the moment he was clear of the shelter of
|
||
the stable, sharp as a knife came the wind against his little
|
||
chest and his bare legs. Still he would look in the
|
||
kitchen-garden, and went on. But when he got round the
|
||
weeping-ash that stood in the corner, the wind blew much
|
||
stronger, and it grew stronger and stronger till he could hardly
|
||
fight against it. And it was so cold! All the flashy spikes of
|
||
the stars seemed to have got somehow into the wind. Then he
|
||
thought of what the lady had said about people being cold
|
||
because they were not with the North Wind. How it was that he
|
||
should have guessed what she meant at that very moment I cannot
|
||
tell, but I have observed that the most wonderful thing in the
|
||
world is how people come to understand anything. He turned his
|
||
back to the wind, and trotted again towards the yard; whereupon,
|
||
strange to say, it blew so much more gently against his calves
|
||
than it had blown against his shins that he began to feel almost
|
||
warm by contrast.
|
||
|
||
You must not think it was cowardly of Diamond to turn his
|
||
back to the wind: he did so only because he thought Lady North
|
||
Wind had said something like telling him to do so. If she had
|
||
said to him that he must hold his face to it, Diamond would have
|
||
held his face to it. But the most foolish thing is to fight for
|
||
no good, and to please nobody.
|
||
|
||
Well, it was just as if the wind was pushing Diamond along.
|
||
If he turned round, it grew very sharp on his legs especially,
|
||
and so he thought the wind might really be Lady North Wind,
|
||
though he could not see her, and he had better let her blow him
|
||
wherever she pleased. So she blew and blew, and he went and
|
||
went, until he found himself standing at a door in a wall, which
|
||
door led from the yard into a little belt of shrubbery, flanking
|
||
Mr. Coleman's house. Mr. Coleman was his father's master, and
|
||
the owner of Diamond. He opened the door, and went through the
|
||
shrubbery, and out into the middle of the lawn, still hoping to
|
||
find North Wind. The soft grass was very pleasant to his bare
|
||
feet, and felt warm after the stones of the yard; but the lady
|
||
was nowhere to be seen. Then he began to think that after all he
|
||
must have done wrong, and she was offended with him for not
|
||
following close after her, but staying to talk to the horse,
|
||
which certainly was neither wise nor polite.
|
||
|
||
There he stood in the middle of the lawn, the wind blowing
|
||
his night-gown till it flapped like a loose sail. The stars were
|
||
very shiny over his head; but they did not give light enough to
|
||
show that the grass was green; and Diamond stood alone in the
|
||
strange night, which looked half solid all about him. He began
|
||
to wonder whether he was in a dream or not. It was important to
|
||
determine this; "for," thought Diamond, "if I am in a dream, I
|
||
am safe in my bed, and I needn't cry. But if I'm not in a dream,
|
||
I'm out here, and perhaps I had better cry, or, at least, I'm
|
||
not sure whether I can help it." He came to the conclusion,
|
||
however, that, whether he was in a dream or not, there could be
|
||
no harm in not crying for a little while longer: he could begin
|
||
whenever he liked.
|
||
|
||
The back of Mr. Coleman's house was to the lawn, and one of
|
||
the drawing-room windows looked out upon it. The ladies had not
|
||
gone to bed; for the light was still shining in that window. But
|
||
they had no idea that a little boy was standing on
|
||
the lawn in his night-gown, or they would have run out in a
|
||
moment. And as long as he saw that light, Diamond could not feel
|
||
quite lonely. He stood staring, not at the great warrior Orion
|
||
in the sky, nor yet at the disconsolate, neglected moon going
|
||
down in the west, but at the drawing-room window with the light
|
||
shining through its green curtains. He had been in that room
|
||
once or twice that he could remember at Christmas times; for the
|
||
Colemans were kind people, though they did not care much about
|
||
children.
|
||
|
||
All at once the light went nearly out: he could only see a
|
||
glimmer of the shape of the window. Then, indeed, he felt that
|
||
he was left alone. It was so dreadful to be out in the night
|
||
after everybody was gone to bed! That was more than he could
|
||
bear. He burst out crying in good earnest, beginning with a wail
|
||
like that of the wind when it is waking up.
|
||
|
||
Perhaps you think this was very foolish; for could he not
|
||
go home to his own bed again when he liked? Yes; but it looked
|
||
dreadful to him to creep up that stair again and lie down in his
|
||
bed again, and know that North Wind's window was open beside
|
||
him, and she gone, and he might never see her again. He would be
|
||
just as lonely there as here. Nay, it would be much worse if he
|
||
had to think that the window was nothing but a hole in the wall.
|
||
|
||
At the very moment when he burst out crying, the old nurse
|
||
who had grown to be one of the family, for she had not gone away
|
||
when Miss Coleman did not want any more nursing, came to the
|
||
back door, which was of glass, to close the shutters. She
|
||
thought she heard a cry, and, peering out with a hand on each
|
||
side of her eyes like Diamond's blinkers, she saw something
|
||
white on the lawn. Too old and too wise to be frightened, she
|
||
opened the door, and went straight towards the white thing to
|
||
see what it was. And when Diamond saw her coming he was not
|
||
frightened either, though Mrs. Crump was a little cross
|
||
sometimes; for there is a good kind of crossness that is only
|
||
disagreeable, and there is a bad kind of crossness that is very
|
||
nasty indeed. So she came up with her neck stretched out, and
|
||
her head at the end of it, and her eyes foremost of all, like a
|
||
snail's, peering into the night to see what it could be that
|
||
went on glimmering white before her. When she did see, she made
|
||
a great exclamation, and threw up her hands. Then without a
|
||
word, for she thought Diamond was walking in his sleep, she
|
||
caught hold of him, and led him towards the house. He made no
|
||
objection, for he was just in the mood to be grateful for notice
|
||
of any sort, and Mrs. Crump led him straight into the
|
||
drawing-room.
|
||
|
||
Now, from the neglect of the new housemaid, the fire in
|
||
Miss Coleman's bedroom had gone out, and her mother had told her
|
||
to brush her hair by the drawing-room fire -- a disorderly
|
||
proceeding which a mother's wish could justify. The young lady
|
||
was very lovely, though not nearly so beautiful as North Wind;
|
||
and her hair was extremely long, for it came down to her knees
|
||
-- though that was nothing at all to North Wind's hair. Yet when
|
||
she looked round, with her hair all about her, as Diamond
|
||
entered, he thought for one moment that it was North Wind, and,
|
||
pulling his hand from Mrs. Crump's, he stretched out his arms
|
||
and ran towards Miss Coleman. She was so pleased that she threw
|
||
down her brush, and almost knelt on the floor to receive him in
|
||
her arms. He saw the next moment that she was not Lady North
|
||
Wind, but she looked so like her he could not help running into
|
||
her arms and bursting into tears afresh. Mrs.
|
||
Crump said the poor child had walked out in his sleep, and
|
||
Diamond thought she ought to know, and did not contradict her
|
||
for anything he knew, it might be so indeed. He let them talk on
|
||
about him, and said nothing; and when, after their astonishment
|
||
was over, and Miss Coleman had given him a sponge-cake, it was
|
||
decreed that Mrs. Crump should take him to his mother, he was
|
||
quite satisfied.
|
||
|
||
His mother had to get out of bed to open the door when Mrs.
|
||
Crump knocked. She was indeed surprised to see her,
|
||
boy; and having taken him in her arms and carried him to his
|
||
bed, returned and had a long confabulation with Mrs. Crump, for
|
||
they were still talking when Diamond fell fast asleep, and could
|
||
hear them no longer.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER III
|
||
OLD DIAMOND
|
||
|
||
DIAMOND woke very early in the morning, and thought what a
|
||
curious dream he had had. But the memory grew brighter and
|
||
brighter in his head, until it did not look altogether like a
|
||
dream, and he began to doubt whether he had not really been
|
||
abroad in the wind last night. He came to the conclusion that,
|
||
if he had really been brought home to his mother by Mrs. Crump,
|
||
she would say something to him about it, and that would settle
|
||
the matter. Then he got up and dressed himself, but, finding
|
||
that his father and mother were not yet stirring, he went down
|
||
the ladder to the stable. There he found that even old Diamond
|
||
was not awake yet, for he, as well as young Diamond, always got
|
||
up the moment he woke, and now he was lying as flat as a horse
|
||
could lie upon his nice trim bed of straw.
|
||
|
||
"I'll give old Diamond a surprise," thought the, boy; and
|
||
creeping up very softly, before the horse knew, he was astride
|
||
of his back. Then it was young Diamond's turn to have more of a
|
||
surprise than he had expected; for as with an earthquake, with
|
||
a rumbling and a rocking hither and thither, a sprawling of legs
|
||
and heaving as of many backs, young Diamond found himself
|
||
hoisted up in the air, with both hands twisted in the horse's
|
||
mane. The next instant old Diamond lashed out with both his hind
|
||
legs, and giving one cry of terror young Diamond found himself
|
||
lying on his neck, with his arms as far round it as they would
|
||
go. But then the horse stood as still as a stone, except that he
|
||
lifted his head gently up to let the boy slip down to his back.
|
||
For when he heard young Diamond's cry he knew that there was
|
||
nothing to kick about; for young Diamond was a good boy, and old
|
||
Diamond was a good horse, and the one was all right on the back
|
||
of the other.
|
||
|
||
As soon as Diamond had got himself comfortable on the
|
||
saddle place, the horse began pulling at the hay, and the boy
|
||
began thinking. He had never mounted Diamond himself before, and
|
||
he had never got off him without being lifted down. So he sat,
|
||
while the horse ate, wondering how he was to reach the ground.
|
||
|
||
But while he meditated, his mother woke, and her first
|
||
thought was to see her boy. She had visited him twice during the
|
||
night, and found him sleeping quietly. Now his bed was empty,
|
||
and she was frightened.
|
||
|
||
"Diamond! Diamond! Where are you, Diamond?" she called out.
|
||
|
||
Diamond turned his head where he sat like a knight on his
|
||
steed in enchanted stall, and cried aloud, --
|
||
|
||
"Here, mother!"
|
||
|
||
"Where, Diamond?" she returned.
|
||
|
||
"Here, mother, on Diamond's back."
|
||
|
||
She came running to the ladder, and peeping down, saw him
|
||
aloft on the great horse.
|
||
|
||
"Come down, Diamond," she said.
|
||
|
||
"I can't," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"How did you. get up?" asked his mother.
|
||
|
||
"Quite easily," answered he; "but when I got up, Diamond
|
||
would get up too, and so here I am."
|
||
|
||
His mother thought he had been walking in his sleep again,
|
||
and hurried down the ladder. She did not much like going up to
|
||
the horse, for she had not been used to horses; but she would
|
||
have gone into a lion's den, not to say a horse's stall, to help
|
||
her boy. So she went and lifted him off Diamond's back, and felt
|
||
braver all her life after. She carried him in her arms
|
||
up to her room; but, afraid of frightening him at his own
|
||
sleep-walking, as she supposed it, said nothing about last
|
||
night. Before the next day was over, Diamond had almost
|
||
concluded the whole adventure a dream.
|
||
|
||
For a week his mother watched him very carefully -- going
|
||
into the loft several times a night -- as often, in fact, as she
|
||
woke. Every time she found him fast asleep.
|
||
|
||
All that week it was hard weather. The grass showed white
|
||
in the morning with the hoar-frost which clung like tiny comfits
|
||
to every blade. And as Diamond's shoes were not good, and his
|
||
mother had not quite saved up enough money to get him the new
|
||
pair she so much wanted for him, she would not let him run out.
|
||
He played all his games over and over indoors, especially that
|
||
of driving two chairs harnessed to the baby's cradle; and if
|
||
they did not go very fast, they went as fast as could be
|
||
expected of the best chairs in the world, although one of them
|
||
had only three legs, and the other only half a back.
|
||
|
||
At length his mother brought home his new shoes, and no
|
||
sooner did she find they fitted him than she told him he might
|
||
run out in the yard and amuse himself for an hour.
|
||
|
||
The sun was going down when he flew from the door like a
|
||
bird from its cage. All the world was new to him. A great fire
|
||
of sunset burned on the top of the gate that led from the
|
||
stables to the house; above the fire in the sky lay a large lake
|
||
of green light, above that a golden cloud, and over that the
|
||
blue of the wintry heavens. And Diamond thought that, next to
|
||
his own home, he had never seen any place he would like so much
|
||
to live in as that sky. For it is not fine things that make home
|
||
a nice place, but your mother and your father.
|
||
|
||
As he was looking at the lovely colours, the gates were
|
||
thrown open, and there was old Diamond and his friend in the
|
||
carriage, dancing with impatience to get at their stalls and
|
||
their oats. And in they came. Diamond was not in the least
|
||
afraid of his father driving over him, but, careful not to spoil
|
||
the grand show he made with his fine horses and his
|
||
multitudinous cape, with a red edge to every fold, he slipped
|
||
out of the way and let him dash right on to the stables. To be
|
||
quite safe he had to step into the recess of the door that led
|
||
from the yard to the shrubbery.
|
||
|
||
As he stood there he remembered how the wind had driven him
|
||
to this same spot on the night of his dream. And once more he
|
||
was almost sure that it was no dream. At all events, he would go
|
||
in and see whether things looked at all now as they did then. He
|
||
opened the door, and passed through the little belt of
|
||
shrubbery. Not a flower was to be seen in the beds on the lawn.
|
||
Even the brave old chrysanthemums and Christmas roses had passed
|
||
away before the frost. What? Yes! There was one! He ran and
|
||
knelt down to look at it.
|
||
|
||
It was a primrose -- a dwarfish thing, but perfect in shape
|
||
-- a baby-wonder. As he stooped his face to see it close, a
|
||
little wind began to blow, and two or three long leaves that
|
||
stood up behind the flower shook and waved and quivered, but the
|
||
primrose lay still in the green hollow, looking up at the sky,
|
||
and not seeming to know that the wind was blowing at all. It was
|
||
just a one eye that the dull black wintry earth had opened to
|
||
look at the sky with. All at once Diamond thought it was saying
|
||
its prayers, and he ought not to be staring at it so. He ran to
|
||
the stable to see his father make Diamond's bed. Then his father
|
||
took him in his arms, carried him up the ladder, and set him
|
||
down at the table where they were going to have their tea.
|
||
|
||
"Miss is very poorly," said Diamond's father. "Mis'ess has
|
||
been to the doctor with her to-day, and she looked very glum
|
||
when she came out again. I was a-watching of them to see what
|
||
doctor had said."
|
||
|
||
"And didn't Miss look glum too?" asked his mother.
|
||
|
||
"Not half as glum as Mis'ess," returned the coachman. "You
|
||
see --"
|
||
|
||
But he lowered his voice, and Diamond could not make out
|
||
more than a word here and there. For Diamond's father was not
|
||
only one of the finest of coachmen to look at, and one of the
|
||
best of drivers, but one of the most discreet of servants as
|
||
well. Therefore he did not talk about family affairs to any one
|
||
but his wife, whom he had proved better than himself long ago,
|
||
and was careful that even Diamond should hear nothing he could
|
||
repeat again concerning master and his family.
|
||
|
||
It was bed-time soon, and Diamond went to bed and fell fast
|
||
asleep.
|
||
|
||
He awoke all at once, in the dark.
|
||
|
||
"Open the window, Diamond," said a voice.
|
||
|
||
Now Diamond's mother had once more pasted up North Wind's
|
||
window.
|
||
|
||
"Are you North Wind?" said Diamond: "I don't hear you
|
||
blowing."
|
||
|
||
"No; but you hear me talking. Open the window, for I
|
||
haven't overmuch time."
|
||
|
||
"Yes," returned Diamond. "But, please, North Wind, where's
|
||
the use? You left me all alone last time."
|
||
|
||
He had got up on his knees, and was busy with his nails
|
||
once more at the paper over the hole in the wall. For now that
|
||
North Wind spoke again, he remembered all that had taken place
|
||
before as distinctly as if it had happened only last night.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, but that was your fault," returned North Wind. "I had
|
||
work to do; and, besides, a gentleman should never keep a lady
|
||
waiting."
|
||
|
||
"But I'm not a gentleman," said Diamond, scratching away at
|
||
the paper.
|
||
|
||
"I hope you won't say so ten years after this."
|
||
|
||
"I'm going to be a coachman, and a coachman is not a
|
||
gentleman," persisted Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"We call your father a gentleman in our house," said North
|
||
Wind.
|
||
|
||
"He doesn't call himself one," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"That's of no consequence: every man ought to be a
|
||
gentleman, and your father is one."
|
||
|
||
Diamond was so pleased to hear this that he scratched at
|
||
the paper like ten mice, and getting hold of the edge of it,
|
||
tore it off. The next instant a young girl glided across the
|
||
bed, and stood upon the floor.
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear!" said Diamond, quite dismayed; "I didn't know --
|
||
who are you, please?"
|
||
|
||
"I'm North Wind."
|
||
|
||
"Are you really?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes. Make haste."
|
||
|
||
"But you're no bigger than me."
|
||
|
||
"Do you think I care about how big or how little I am?
|
||
Didn't you see me this evening? I was less then."
|
||
|
||
"No. Where was you?"
|
||
|
||
"Behind the leaves of the primrose. Didn't you see them
|
||
blowing?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Make haste, then, if you want to go with me."
|
||
|
||
"But you are not big enough to take care of me. I think you
|
||
are only Miss North Wind."
|
||
|
||
"I am big enough to show you the way, anyhow. But if you
|
||
won't come, why, you must stay."
|
||
|
||
"I must dress myself. I didn't mind with a grown lady, but
|
||
I couldn't go with a little girl in my night-gown."
|
||
|
||
"Very well. I'm not in such a hurry as I was the other
|
||
night. Dress as fast as you can, and I'll go and shake the
|
||
primrose leaves till you come."
|
||
|
||
"Don't hurt it," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
North Wind broke out in a little laugh like the breaking of
|
||
silver bubbles, and was gone in a moment. Diamond saw -- for it
|
||
was a starlit night, and the mass of hay was at a low ebb now --
|
||
the gleam of something vanishing down the stair, and, springing
|
||
out of bed, dressed himself as fast as ever he could. Then he
|
||
crept out into the yard, through the door in the wall, and away
|
||
to the primrose. Behind it stood North Wind, leaning over it,
|
||
and looking at the flower as if she had been its mother.
|
||
|
||
"Come along," she said, jumping up and holding out her
|
||
hand.
|
||
|
||
Diamond took her hand. It was cold, but so pleasant and
|
||
full of life, it was better than warm. She led him across the
|
||
garden. With one bound she was on the top of the wall. Diamond
|
||
was left at the foot.
|
||
|
||
"Stop, stop!" he cried. "Please, I can't jump like that."
|
||
|
||
"You don't try" said North Wind, who from the top looked
|
||
down a foot taller than before.
|
||
|
||
"Give me your hand again, and I will, try" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
She reached down, Diamond laid hold of her hand, gave a
|
||
great spring, and stood beside her.
|
||
|
||
"This is nice!" he said.
|
||
|
||
Another bound, and they stood in the road by the river. It
|
||
was full tide, and the stars were shining clear in its depths,
|
||
for it lay still, waiting for the turn to run down again to the
|
||
sea. They walked along its side. But they had not walked far be-
|
||
fore its surface was covered with ripples, and the stars had
|
||
vanished from its bosom.
|
||
|
||
And North Wind was now tall as a full-grown girl. Her hair
|
||
was flying about her head, and the wind was blowing a breeze
|
||
down the river. But she turned aside and went up a narrow lane,
|
||
and as she went her hair fell down around her.
|
||
|
||
"I have some rather disagreeable work to do to-night," she
|
||
said, "before I get out to sea, and I must set about it at once.
|
||
The disagreeable work must be looked after first."
|
||
|
||
So saying, she laid hold of Diamond and began to run,
|
||
gliding along faster and faster. Diamond kept up with her as
|
||
well as he could. She made many turnings and windings,
|
||
apparently because it was not quite easy to get him over walls
|
||
and houses. Once they ran through a hall where they found back
|
||
and front doors open. At the foot of the stair North Wind stood
|
||
still, and Diamond, hearing a great growl, started in terror,
|
||
and there, instead of North Wind, was a huge wolf by his side.
|
||
He let go his hold in dismay, and the wolf bounded up the stair.
|
||
The windows of the house rattled and shook as if guns were
|
||
firing, and the sound of a great fall came from above. Diamond
|
||
stood with white face staring up at the landing.
|
||
|
||
"Surely," he thought, "North Wind can't be eating one of
|
||
the children!" Coming to himself all at once, he rushed after
|
||
her with his little fist clenched. There were ladies in long
|
||
trains going up and down the stairs, and gentlemen in white
|
||
neckties attending on them, who stared at him, but none of them
|
||
were of the people of the house, and they said nothing. Before
|
||
he reached the head of the stair, however, North Wind met him,
|
||
took him by the hand, and hurried down and out of the house.
|
||
|
||
"I hope you haven't eaten a baby, North Wind!" said
|
||
Diamond, very solemnly.
|
||
|
||
North Wind laughed merrily, and went tripping on faster.
|
||
Her grassy robe swept and swirled about her steps, and wherever
|
||
it passed over withered leaves, they went fleeing and whirling
|
||
in spirals, and running on their edges like wheels, all about
|
||
her feet.
|
||
|
||
"No," she said at last, "I did not eat a baby. You would
|
||
not have had to ask that foolish question if you had not let go
|
||
your hold of me. You would have seen how I served a nurse that
|
||
was calling a child bad names, and telling her she was wicked.
|
||
She had been drinking. I saw an ugly gin bottle in a cupboard."
|
||
|
||
"And you frightened her?" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I believe so!" answered North Wind laughing merrily. "I
|
||
flew at her throat, and she tumbled over on the floor with such
|
||
a crash that they ran in. She'll be turned away to-morrow -- and
|
||
quite time, if they knew as much as I do."
|
||
|
||
"But didn't you frighten the little one?"
|
||
|
||
"She never saw me. The woman would not have seen me either
|
||
if she had not been wicked."
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" said Diamond, dubiously.
|
||
|
||
"Why should you see things," returned North Wind, "that you
|
||
wouldn't understand or know what to do with? Good people see
|
||
good things; bad people, bad things."
|
||
|
||
"Then are you a bad thing?"
|
||
|
||
"No. For you see me, Diamond, dear," said the girl, and she
|
||
looked down at him, and Diamond saw the loving eyes of the great
|
||
lady beaming from the depths of her falling hair.
|
||
|
||
"I had to make myself look like a bad thing before she
|
||
could see me. If I had put on any other shape than a wolf's she
|
||
would not have seen me, for that is what is growing to be her
|
||
own shape inside of her."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what you mean," said Diamond, "but I suppose
|
||
it's all right."
|
||
|
||
They were now climbing the slope of a grassy ascent. It was
|
||
Primrose Hill, in fact, although Diamond had never heard of it.
|
||
The moment they reached the top, North Wind stood and turned her
|
||
face towards London The stars were still shining clear and cold
|
||
overhead. There was not a cloud to be seen. The air was sharp,
|
||
but Diamond did not find it cold.
|
||
|
||
"Now," said the lady, "whatever you do, do not let my hand
|
||
go. I might have lost you the last time, only I was not in a
|
||
hurry then: now I am in a hurry."
|
||
|
||
Yet she stood still for a moment
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER IV
|
||
NORTH WIND
|
||
|
||
AND as she stood looking towards London, Diamond saw that she
|
||
was trembling.
|
||
|
||
"Are you cold, North Wind?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"No, Diamond," she answered, looking down upon him with a
|
||
smile; "I am only getting ready to sweep one of my rooms. Those
|
||
careless, greedy, untidy children make it in such a mess."
|
||
|
||
As she spoke he could have told by her voice, if he had not
|
||
seen with his eyes, that she was growing larger and larger. Her
|
||
head went up and up towards the stars; and as she grew, still
|
||
trembling through all her body, her hair also grew -- longer and
|
||
longer, and lifted itself from her head, and went out in black
|
||
waves. The next moment, however, it fell back around her, and
|
||
she grew less and less till she was only a tall woman. Then she
|
||
put her hands behind her head, and gathered some of her hair,
|
||
and began weaving and knotting it together. When she had done,
|
||
she bent down her beautiful face close to his, and said --
|
||
|
||
"Diamond, I am afraid you would not keep hold of me, and if
|
||
I were to drop you, I don't know what might happen; so I have
|
||
been making a place for you in my hair. Come."
|
||
|
||
Diamond held out his arms, for with that grand face looking
|
||
at him, be believed like a baby. She took him in her hands,
|
||
threw him over her shoulder, and said, "Get in, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
And Diamond parted her hair with his hands, crept between,
|
||
and feeling about soon found the woven nest. It was just like a
|
||
pocket, or like the shawl in which gipsy women carry their
|
||
children. North Wind put her hands to her back, felt all about
|
||
the nest, and finding it safe, said --
|
||
|
||
"Are you comfortable, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, indeed," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
The next moment he was rising in the air. North Wind grew
|
||
towering up to the place of the clouds. Her hair went streaming
|
||
out from her, till it spread like a mist over the stars. She
|
||
flung herself abroad in space.
|
||
|
||
Diamond held on by two of the twisted ropes which, parted
|
||
and interwoven, formed his shelter, for he could not help being
|
||
a little afraid. As soon as he had come to himself, he peeped
|
||
through the woven meshes, for he did not dare to look over the
|
||
top of the nest. The earth was rushing past like a river or a
|
||
sea below him. Trees and water and green grass hurried away
|
||
beneath. A great roar of wild animals rose as they rushed over
|
||
the Zoological Gardens, mixed with a chattering of monkeys and
|
||
a screaming of birds; but it died away in a moment behind them.
|
||
And now there was nothing but the roofs of houses, sweeping
|
||
along like a great torrent of stones and rocks. Chimney-pots
|
||
fell, and tiles flew from the roofs; but it looked to him as if
|
||
they were left behind by the roofs and the chimneys as they
|
||
scudded away. There was a great roaring, for the wind was
|
||
dashing against London like a sea; but at North Wind's back
|
||
Diamond, of course, felt nothing of it all. He was in a perfect
|
||
calm. He could hear the sound of it, that was all.
|
||
|
||
By and by he raised himself and looked over the edge of his
|
||
nest. There were the houses rushing up and shooting away below
|
||
him, like a fierce torrent of rocks instead of water. Then he
|
||
looked up to the sky, but could see no stars; they were hidden
|
||
by the blinding masses of the lady's hair which swept between.
|
||
He began to wonder whether she would hear him if he spoke. He
|
||
would try.
|
||
|
||
"Please, North Wind," he said, "what is that noise?"
|
||
|
||
From high over his head came the voice of North Wind,
|
||
answering him, gently --
|
||
|
||
"The noise of my besom. I am the old woman that sweeps the
|
||
cobwebs from the, sky; only I'm busy with the floor now."
|
||
|
||
"What makes the houses look as if they were running away?"
|
||
|
||
"I am sweeping so fast over them."
|
||
|
||
"But, please, North Wind, I knew London was very big, but
|
||
I didn't know it was so big as this. It seems as if we should
|
||
never get away from it."
|
||
|
||
"We are going round and round, else we should have left it
|
||
long ago."
|
||
|
||
"Is this the way you sweep, North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; I go round and round with my great besom."
|
||
|
||
"Please, would you mind going a little slower, for I want
|
||
to see the streets?"
|
||
|
||
"You won't see much now."
|
||
|
||
"Why?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I have nearly swept all the people home."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! I forgot," said Diamond, and was quiet after that, for
|
||
he did not want to be troublesome.
|
||
|
||
But she dropped a little towards the roofs of the houses,
|
||
and Diamond could see down into the streets. There were very few
|
||
people about, though. The lamps flickered and flared again, but
|
||
nobody seemed to want them.
|
||
|
||
Suddenly Diamond espied a little girl coming along a
|
||
street. She was dreadfully blown by the wind, and a broom she
|
||
was trailing behind her was very troublesome. It seemed as if
|
||
the wind had a spite at her -- it kept worrying her like a wild
|
||
beast, and tearing at her rags. She was so lonely there!
|
||
|
||
"Oh! please, North Wind," he cried, "won't you help that
|
||
little girl?"
|
||
|
||
"No, Diamond; I mustn't leave my work."
|
||
|
||
"But why shouldn't you be kind to her?"
|
||
|
||
"I am kind to her. I am sweeping the wicked smells away."
|
||
|
||
"But you're kinder to me, dear North Wind. Why shouldn't
|
||
you be as kind to her as you are to me?"
|
||
|
||
"There are reasons, Diamond. Everybody can't be done to all
|
||
the same. Everybody is not ready for the same thing."
|
||
|
||
"But I don't see why I should be kinder used than she."
|
||
|
||
"Do you think nothing's to be done but what you can see,
|
||
Diamond, you silly! It's all right. Of course you can help her
|
||
if you like. You've got nothing particular to do at this moment;
|
||
I have."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! do let me help her, then. But you won't be able to
|
||
wait, perhaps?"
|
||
|
||
"No, I can't wait; you must do it yourself. And, mind, the
|
||
wind will get a hold of you, too."
|
||
|
||
"Don't you want me to help her, North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Not without having some idea what will happen. If you
|
||
break down and cry, that won't be much of a help to her, and it
|
||
will make a goose of little Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"I want to go," said Diamond. "Only there's just one thing
|
||
-- how am I to get home?"
|
||
|
||
"If you're anxious about that, perhaps you had better go
|
||
with me. I am bound to take you home again, if you do."
|
||
|
||
"There!" cried Diamond, who was still looking after the
|
||
little girl., 'I'm sure the wind will blow her over, and perhaps
|
||
kill her. Do let me go."
|
||
|
||
They had been sweeping more slowly along the line of the
|
||
street. There was a lull in the roaring.
|
||
|
||
"Well, though I cannot promise to take you home," said
|
||
North Wind, as she sank nearer and nearer to the tops of the
|
||
houses, "I can promise you it will be all right in the end. You
|
||
will get home somehow. Have you made up your mind what to do?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; to help the little girl," said Diamond firmly.
|
||
|
||
The same moment North Wind dropt into the street and stood,
|
||
only a tall lady, but with her hair flying up over the
|
||
housetops. She put her hands to her back, took Diamond, and set
|
||
him down in the street. The same moment he was caught in the
|
||
fierce coils of the blast, and all but blown away. North Wind
|
||
stepped back a step, and at once towered in stature to the
|
||
height of the houses. A chimney-pot clashed at Diamond's feet.
|
||
He turned in terror, but it was to look for the little girl, and
|
||
when he turned again the lady had vanished, and the wind was
|
||
roaring along the street as if it had been the bed of an
|
||
invisible torrent. The little girl was scudding before the
|
||
blast, her hair flying too, and behind her she dragged her
|
||
broom. Her little legs were going as fast as ever they could to
|
||
keep her from falling. Diamond crept into the shelter of a
|
||
doorway, thinking to stop her; but she passed him like a bird,
|
||
crying gently and pitifully.
|
||
|
||
"Stop! stop! little girl," shouted Diamond, starting in
|
||
pursuit.
|
||
|
||
"I can't," wailed the girl, "the wind won't leave go of
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
Diamond could run faster than she, and he had no broom. In
|
||
a few moments he had caught her by the frock, but it tore in his
|
||
hand, and away went the little girl. So he had to run again, and
|
||
this time he ran so fast that he got before her, and turning
|
||
round caught her in his arms, when down they went both together,
|
||
which made the little girl laugh in the midst of her crying.
|
||
|
||
"Where are you going?" asked Diamond, rubbing the elbow
|
||
that had stuck farthest out. The arm it belonged to was twined
|
||
round a lamp-post as he stood between the little girl and the
|
||
wind.
|
||
|
||
"Home," she said, gasping for breath.
|
||
|
||
"Then I will go with you," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
And then they were silent for a while, for the wind blew
|
||
worse than ever, and they had both to hold on to the lamp-post.
|
||
|
||
"Where is your crossing?" asked the girl at length.
|
||
|
||
"I don't sweep," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What do you do, then?" asked she. "You ain't big enough
|
||
for most things."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what I do do," answered he, feeling rather
|
||
ashamed. "Nothing, I suppose. My father's Mr. Coleman's
|
||
coachman."
|
||
|
||
"Have you a father?" she said, staring at him as if a boy
|
||
with a father was a natural curiosity.
|
||
|
||
"Yes. Haven't you?" returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"No; nor mother neither. Old Sal's all I've got." And she
|
||
began to cry again.
|
||
|
||
"I wouldn't go to her if she wasn't good to me," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"But you must go somewheres."
|
||
|
||
"Move on," said the voice of a policeman behind them.
|
||
|
||
"I told you so," said the girl. "You must go somewheres.
|
||
They're always at it."
|
||
|
||
"But old Sal doesn't beat you, does she?"
|
||
|
||
"I wish she would."
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean?" asked Diamond, quite bewildered.
|
||
|
||
"She would if she was my mother. But she wouldn't lie abed
|
||
a-cuddlin' of her ugly old bones, and laugh to hear me crying at
|
||
the door."
|
||
|
||
"You don't mean she won't let you in to-night?"
|
||
|
||
"It'll be a good chance if she does."
|
||
|
||
"Why are you out so late, then?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"My crossing's a long way off at the West End, and I had
|
||
been indulgin' in door-steps and mewses."
|
||
|
||
"We'd better have a try anyhow," said Diamond. "Come
|
||
along."
|
||
|
||
As he spoke Diamond thought he caught a glimpse of North
|
||
Wind turning a corner in front of them; and when they turned the
|
||
corner too, they found it quiet there, but he saw nothing of the
|
||
lady.
|
||
|
||
"Now you lead me," he said, taking her hand, "and I'll take
|
||
care of you."
|
||
|
||
The girl withdrew her hand, but only to dry her eyes with
|
||
her frock, for the other had enough to do with her broom. She
|
||
put it in his again, and led him, turning after turning, until
|
||
they stopped at a cellar-door in a very dirty lane. There she
|
||
knocked.
|
||
|
||
"I shouldn't like to live here," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes, you would, if you had nowhere else to go to,"
|
||
answered the girl. "I only wish we may get in."
|
||
|
||
"I don't want to go in," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Where do you mean to go, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Home to my home."
|
||
|
||
"Where's that?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't exactly know."
|
||
|
||
"Then you're worse off than I am."
|
||
|
||
"Oh no, for North Wind --" began Diamond, and stopped, he
|
||
hardly knew why.
|
||
|
||
"What?" said the girl, as she held her ear to the door
|
||
listening.
|
||
|
||
But Diamond did not reply. Neither did old Sal.
|
||
|
||
"I told you so," said the girl. "She is wide awake
|
||
hearkening. But we don't get in."
|
||
|
||
"What will you do, then?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Move on," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"Where?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, anywheres. Bless you, I'm used to it."
|
||
|
||
"Hadn't you better come home with me, then?"
|
||
|
||
"That's a good joke, when you don't know where it is. Come
|
||
on."
|
||
|
||
"But where?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, nowheres in particular. Come on."
|
||
|
||
Diamond obeyed. The wind had now fallen considerably. They
|
||
wandered on and on, turning in this direction and that,
|
||
without any reason for one way more than another, until they had
|
||
got out of the thick of the houses into a waste kind of place.
|
||
By this time they were both very tired. Diamond felt a good deal
|
||
inclined to cry, and thought he had been very silly to get down
|
||
from the back of North Wind; not that he would have minded it if
|
||
he had done the girl any good; but he thought he had been of no
|
||
use to her. He was mistaken there, for she was far happier for
|
||
having Diamond with her than if she had been wandering about
|
||
alone. She did not seem so tired as he was.
|
||
|
||
"Do let us rest a bit," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Let's see," she answered. "There's something like a
|
||
railway there. Perhaps there's an open arch."
|
||
|
||
They went towards it and found one, and, better still,
|
||
there was an empty barrel lying under the arch.
|
||
|
||
"Hillo! here we are!" said the girl. "A barrel's the
|
||
jolliest bed going -- on the tramp, I mean. We'll have forty
|
||
winks, and then go on again."
|
||
|
||
She crept in, and Diamond crept in beside her. They put
|
||
their arms round each other, and when he began to grow warm,
|
||
Diamond's courage began to come back.
|
||
|
||
"This is jolly!" he said. "I'm so glad!"
|
||
|
||
"I don't think so much of it," said the girl. "I'm used to
|
||
it, I suppose. But I can't think how a kid like you comes to be
|
||
out all alone this time o' night."
|
||
|
||
She called him a kid, but she was not really a month older
|
||
than he was; only she had had to work for her bread, and that so
|
||
soon makes people older.
|
||
|
||
"But I shouldn't have been out so late if I hadn't got down
|
||
to help you," said Diamond. "North Wind is gone home long ago."
|
||
|
||
"I think you must ha' got out o' one o' them Hidget
|
||
Asylms," said the girl. "You said something about the north wind
|
||
afore that I couldn't get the rights of."
|
||
|
||
So now, for the sake of his character, Diamond had to tell
|
||
her the whole story.
|
||
|
||
She did not believe a word of it. She said he wasn't such
|
||
a flat as to believe all that bosh. But as she spoke there came
|
||
a great blast of wind through the arch, and set the barrel
|
||
rolling. So they made haste to get out of it, for they had no notion of
|
||
being rolled over and over as if they had been packed tight and
|
||
wouldn't hurt, like a barrel of herrings.
|
||
|
||
"I thought we should have had a sleep," said Diamond; "but
|
||
I can't say I'm very sleepy after all. Come, let's go on again."
|
||
|
||
They wandered on and on, sometimes sitting on a door-step,
|
||
but always turning into lanes or fields when they had a chance.
|
||
|
||
They found themselves at last on a rising ground that
|
||
sloped rather steeply on the other side. It was a waste kind of
|
||
spot below, bounded by an irregular wall, with a few doors in
|
||
it. Outside lay broken things in general, from garden rollers to
|
||
flower-pots and wine-bottles. But the moment they reached the
|
||
brow of the rising ground, a gust of wind seized them and blew
|
||
them down hill as fast as they could run. Nor could Diamond stop
|
||
before he went bang against one of the doors in the wall. To his
|
||
dismay it burst open. When they came to themselves they peeped
|
||
in. It was the back door of a garden.
|
||
|
||
"Ah, ah!" cried Diamond, after staring for a few moments,
|
||
"I thought so! North Wind takes nobody in! Here I am in master's
|
||
garden! I tell you what, little girl, you just bore a hole in
|
||
old Sal's wall, and put your mouth to it, and say, 'Please,
|
||
North Wind, mayn't I go out with you?' and then you'll see
|
||
what'll come."
|
||
|
||
"I daresay I shall. But I'm out in the wind too often
|
||
already to want more of it."
|
||
|
||
"I said with the North Wind, not in it."
|
||
|
||
"It's all one."
|
||
|
||
"It's not all one."
|
||
|
||
"It is all one."
|
||
|
||
"But I know best."
|
||
|
||
"And I know better. I'll box your ears," said the girl.
|
||
|
||
Diamond got very angry. But he remembered that even if she
|
||
did box his ears, he musn't box hers again, for she was a girl,
|
||
and all that boys must do, if girls are rude, is to go away and
|
||
leave them. So he went in at the door.
|
||
|
||
"Good-bye, mister" said the girl.
|
||
|
||
This brought Diamond to his senses.
|
||
|
||
"I'm sorry I was cross," he said. "Come in, and my mother
|
||
will give you some breakfast."
|
||
|
||
"No, thank you. I must be off to my crossing. It's morning
|
||
now."
|
||
|
||
"I'm very sorry for you," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, it is a life to be tired of -- what with old Sal,
|
||
and so many holes in my shoes."
|
||
|
||
"I wonder you're so good. I should kill myself."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no, you wouldn't! When I think of it, I always want to
|
||
see what's coming next, and so I always wait till next is over.
|
||
Well! I suppose there's somebody happy somewheres. But it ain't
|
||
in them carriages. Oh my! how they do look sometimes -- fit to
|
||
bite your head off! Good-bye!"
|
||
|
||
She ran up the hill and disappeared behind it. Then Diamond
|
||
shut the door as he best could, and ran through the
|
||
kitchen-garden to the stable. And wasn't he glad to get into his
|
||
own blessed bed again!
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER V
|
||
THE SUMMER-HOUSE
|
||
|
||
DIAMOND said nothing to his mother about his adventures. He had
|
||
half a notion that North Wind was a friend of his mother, and
|
||
that, if she did not know all about it, at least she did not
|
||
mind his going anywhere with the lady of the wind. At the same
|
||
time he doubted whether he might not appear to be telling
|
||
stories if he told all, especially as he could hardly believe it
|
||
himself when he thought about it in the middle of the day,
|
||
although when the twilight was once half-way on to night he had
|
||
no doubt about it, at least for the first few days after he had
|
||
been with her. The girl that swept the crossing had certainly
|
||
refused to believe him. Besides, he felt sure that North Wind
|
||
would tell him if he ought to speak.
|
||
|
||
It was some time before he saw the lady of the wind again.
|
||
Indeed nothing remarkable took place in Diamond's history until
|
||
the following week. This was what happened then. Diamond the
|
||
horse wanted new shoes, and Diamond's father took him out of the
|
||
stable, and was just getting on his back to ride him to the
|
||
forge, when he saw his little boy standing by the pump, and
|
||
looking at him wistfully. Then the coachman took his foot out of
|
||
the stirrup, left his hold of the mane and bridle, came across
|
||
to his boy, lifted him up, and setting him
|
||
on the horse's back, told him to sit up like a man. He then led
|
||
away both Diamonds together.
|
||
|
||
The boy atop felt not a little tremulous as the great
|
||
muscles that lifted the legs of the horse knotted and relaxed
|
||
against his legs, and he cowered towards the withers, grasping
|
||
with his hands the bit of mane worn short by the collar; but
|
||
when his father looked back at him, saying once more, "Sit up,
|
||
Diamond," he let the mane go and sat up, notwithstanding that
|
||
the horse, thinking, I suppose, that his master had said to him,
|
||
"Come up, Diamond," stepped out faster. For both the Diamonds were
|
||
just grandly obedient. And Diamond soon found that, as he was
|
||
obedient to his father, so the horse was obedient to him. For he
|
||
had not ridden far before he found courage to reach forward and
|
||
catch hold of the bridle, and when his father, whose hand was
|
||
upon it, felt the boy pull it towards him, he looked up and
|
||
smiled, and, well pleased, let go his hold, and left Diamond to
|
||
guide Diamond; and the boy soon found that he could do so
|
||
perfectly. It was a grand thing to be able to guide a great
|
||
beast like that. And another discovery he made was that, in
|
||
order to guide the horse, he had in a measure to obey the horse
|
||
first. If he did not yield his body to the motions of the
|
||
horse's body, he could not guide him; he must fall off.
|
||
|
||
The blacksmith lived at some distance, deeper into London.
|
||
As they crossed the angle of a square, Diamond, who was now
|
||
quite comfortable on his living throne, was glancing this way
|
||
and that in a gentle pride, when he saw a girl sweeping a
|
||
crossing scuddingly before a lady. The lady was his father's
|
||
mistress, Mrs. Coleman, and the little girl was she for whose
|
||
sake he had got off North Wind's back. He drew Diamond's bridle
|
||
in eager anxiety to see whether her outstretched hand would
|
||
gather a penny from Mrs. Coleman. But she had given one at the
|
||
last crossing, and the hand returned only to grasp its broom.
|
||
Diamond could not bear it. He had a penny in his pocket, a gift
|
||
of the same lady the day before, and he tumbled off his horse to
|
||
give it to the girl. He tumbled off, I say, for he did tumble
|
||
when he reached the ground. But he got up in an instant, and
|
||
ran, searching his pocket as he ran. She made him a pretty
|
||
courtesy when he offered his treasure, but with a bewildered
|
||
stare. She thought first: "Then he was on the
|
||
back of the North Wind after all!" but, looking up at the sound
|
||
of the horse's feet on the paved crossing, she changed her idea,
|
||
saying to herself, "North Wind is his father's horse! That's the
|
||
secret of it! Why couldn't he say so?" And she had a mind to
|
||
refuse the penny. But his smile put it all right, and she not
|
||
only took his penny but put it in her mouth with a "Thank you,
|
||
mister. Did they wollop you then?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh no!" answered Diamond. "They never wollops me."
|
||
|
||
"Lor!" said the little girl, and was speechless.
|
||
|
||
Meantime his father, looking up, and seeing the horse's
|
||
back bare, suffered a pang of awful dread, but the next moment
|
||
catching sight of him, took him up and put him on, saying --
|
||
|
||
"Don't get off again, Diamond. The horse might have put his
|
||
foot on you."
|
||
|
||
"No, father," answered the boy, and rode on in majestic
|
||
safety.
|
||
|
||
The summer drew near, warm and splendid. Miss Coleman was
|
||
a little better in health, and sat a good deal in the garden.
|
||
One day she saw Diamond peeping through the shrubbery, and
|
||
called him. He talked to her so frankly that she often sent for
|
||
him after that, and by degrees it came about that he had leave
|
||
to run in the garden as he pleased. He never touched any of the
|
||
flowers or blossoms, for he was not like some boys who cannot
|
||
enjoy a thing without pulling it to pieces, and so preventing
|
||
every one from enjoying it after them.
|
||
|
||
A week even makes such a long time in a child's life, that
|
||
Diamond had begun once more to feel as if North Wind were a
|
||
dream of some far-off year.
|
||
|
||
One hot evening, he had been sitting with the young
|
||
mistress, as they called her, in a little summer-house at the bottom
|
||
of the lawn -- a wonderful thing for beauty, the boy thought, for
|
||
a little window in the side of it was made of coloured glass. It
|
||
grew dusky, and the lady began to feel chill, and went in,
|
||
leaving the boy in the summer-house. He sat there gazing out
|
||
at a bed of tulips, which, although they had closed for the
|
||
night, could not go quite asleep for the wind that kept waving
|
||
them about. All at once he saw a great humble-bee fly out of one
|
||
of the tulips.
|
||
|
||
"There! that is something done," said a voice -- a gentle,
|
||
merry, childish voice, but so tiny. "At last it was. I thought
|
||
he would have had to stay there all night, poor fellow! I did."
|
||
|
||
Diamond could not tell whether the voice was near or far
|
||
away, it was so small and yet so clear. He had never seen a
|
||
fairy, but he had heard of such, and he began to look all about
|
||
for one. And there was the tiniest creature sliding down the
|
||
stem of the tulip!
|
||
|
||
"Are you the fairy that herds the bees?" he asked, going
|
||
out of the summer-house, and down on his knees on the green
|
||
shore of the tulip-bed.
|
||
|
||
"I'm not a fairy," answered the little creature.
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that?"
|
||
|
||
"It would become you better to ask how you are to know it."
|
||
|
||
"You've just told me."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. But what's the use of knowing a thing only because
|
||
you're told it?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, how am I to know you are not a fairy? You do look
|
||
very like one."
|
||
|
||
"In the first place, fairies are much bigger than you see
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" said Diamond reflectively; "I thought they were very
|
||
little."
|
||
|
||
"But they might be tremendously bigger than I am, and yet
|
||
not very big. Why, I could be six times the size I am, and not
|
||
be very huge. Besides, a fairy can't grow big and little at
|
||
will, though the nursery-tales do say so: they don't know
|
||
better. You stupid Diamond! have you never seen me before?"
|
||
|
||
And, as she spoke, a moan of wind bent the tulips almost to
|
||
the ground, and the creature laid her hand on Diamond's
|
||
shoulder. In a moment he knew that it was North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"I am very stupid," he said; "but I never saw you so small
|
||
before, not even when you were nursing the primrose."
|
||
|
||
"Must you see me every size that can be measured before you
|
||
know me, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"But how could I think it was you taking care of a great
|
||
stupid humble-bee?"
|
||
|
||
"The more stupid he was the more need he had to be taken
|
||
care of. What with sucking honey and trying to open the door, he
|
||
was nearly dated; and when it opened in the morning to let the
|
||
sun see the tulip's heart, what would the sun have thought to
|
||
find such a stupid thing lying there -- with wings too?"
|
||
|
||
"But how do you have time to look after bees?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't look after bees. I had this one to look after. It
|
||
was hard work, though."
|
||
|
||
"Hard work! Why, you could blow a chimney down, or -- or a
|
||
boy's cap off," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Both are easier than {to} blow a tulip open. But I
|
||
scarcely know the difference between hard and easy. I am always
|
||
able for what I have to do. When I see my work, I just rush at
|
||
it -- and it is done. But I mustn't chatter. I have got to sink
|
||
a ship to-night."
|
||
|
||
"Sink a ship! What! with men in it?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, and women too."
|
||
|
||
"How dreadful! I wish you wouldn't talk so."
|
||
|
||
"It is rather dreadful. But it is my work. I must do it."
|
||
|
||
"I hope you won't ask me to go with you."
|
||
|
||
"No, I won't ask you. But you must come for all that."
|
||
|
||
"I won't then."
|
||
|
||
"Won't you?" And North Wind grew a tall lady, and looked
|
||
him in the eyes, and Diamond said --
|
||
|
||
"Please take me. You cannot be cruel."
|
||
|
||
"No; I could not be cruel if I would. I can do nothing
|
||
cruel, although I often do what looks like cruel to those who do
|
||
not know what I really am doing. The people they say I drown, I
|
||
only carry away to -- to -- to -- well, the back of the North
|
||
Wind -- that is what they used to call it long ago, only I never
|
||
saw the place."
|
||
|
||
"How can you carry them there if you never saw it?"
|
||
|
||
"I know the way."
|
||
|
||
"But how is it you never saw it?"
|
||
|
||
"Because it is behind me."
|
||
|
||
"But you can look round."
|
||
|
||
"Not far enough to see my own back. No; I always look
|
||
before me. In fact, I grow quite blind and deaf when I try to
|
||
see my back. I only mind my work."
|
||
|
||
"But how does it be your work?"
|
||
|
||
"Ah, that I can't tell you. I only know it is, because when
|
||
I do it I feel all right, and when I don't I feel all wrong.
|
||
East Wind says -- only one does not exactly know how much to
|
||
believe of what she says, for she is very naughty sometimes --
|
||
she says it is all managed by a, baby; but whether she is good
|
||
or naughty when she says that, I don't know. I just stick to my
|
||
work. It is all one to me to let a bee out of a tulip, or to
|
||
sweep the cobwebs from the sky. You would like to go with me
|
||
to-night?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't want to see a ship sunk."
|
||
|
||
"But suppose I had to take you?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, then, of course I must go."
|
||
|
||
"There's a good Diamond. -- I think I had better be growing
|
||
a bit. Only you must go to bed first. I can't take you till
|
||
you're in bed. That's the law about the children. So I had
|
||
better go and do something else first."
|
||
|
||
"Very well, North Wind," said Diamond. "What are you going
|
||
to do first, if you please?"
|
||
|
||
"I think I may tell you. Jump up on the top of the wall,
|
||
there."
|
||
|
||
"I can't."
|
||
|
||
"Ah! and I can't help you -- you haven't been to bed yet,
|
||
you see. Come out to the road with me, just in front of the
|
||
coach-house, and I will show you."
|
||
|
||
North Wind grew very small indeed, so small that she could
|
||
not have blown the dust off a dusty miller, as the Scotch
|
||
children call a yellow auricula. Diamond could not even see the
|
||
blades of grass move as she flitted along by his foot. They left
|
||
the lawn, went out by the wicket in the-coach-house gates, and
|
||
then crossed the road to the low wall that separated it from the
|
||
river.
|
||
|
||
"You can get up on this wall, Diamond," said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"Yes; but my mother has forbidden me."
|
||
|
||
"Then don't," said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"But I can see over," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! to be sure. I can't."
|
||
|
||
So saying, North Wind gave a little bound, and stood on the
|
||
top of the wall. She was just about the height a dragon-fly
|
||
would be, if it stood on end.
|
||
|
||
"You darling!" said Diamond, seeing what a lovely little
|
||
toy-woman she was.
|
||
|
||
"Don't be impertinent, Master Diamond," said North Wind.
|
||
"If there's one thing makes me more angry than another, it is
|
||
the way you humans judge things by their size. I am quite as
|
||
respectable now as I shall be six hours after this, when I take
|
||
an East Indiaman by the royals, twist her round, and push her
|
||
under. You have no right to address me in such a fashion."
|
||
|
||
But as she spoke, the tiny face wore the smile of a great,
|
||
grand woman. She was only having her own beautiful fun out of
|
||
Diamond, and true woman's fun never hurts.
|
||
|
||
"But look there!" she resumed. "Do you see a boat with one
|
||
man in it -- a green and white boat?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; quite well."
|
||
|
||
"That's a poet."
|
||
|
||
"I thought you said it was a bo-at."
|
||
|
||
"Stupid pet! Don't you know what a poet is?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, a thing to sail on the water in."
|
||
|
||
"Well, perhaps you're not so far wrong. Some poets do carry
|
||
people over the sea. But I have no business to talk so much. The
|
||
man is a poet."
|
||
|
||
"The boat is a boat," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Can't you spell?" asked North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"Not very well."
|
||
|
||
"So I see. A poet is not a bo-at, as you call it. A poet is
|
||
a man who is glad of something, and tries to make other people
|
||
glad of it too."
|
||
|
||
"Ah! now I know. Like the man in the sweety-shop."
|
||
|
||
"Not very. But I see it is no use. I wasn't sent to tell
|
||
you, and so I can't tell you. I must be off. Only first just
|
||
look at the man."
|
||
|
||
"He's not much of a rower" said Diamond -- "paddling first
|
||
with one fin and then with the other."
|
||
|
||
"Now look here!" said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
And she flashed like a dragon-fly across the water, whose
|
||
surface rippled and puckered as she passed. The next moment the
|
||
man in the boat glanced about him, and bent to his oars. The
|
||
boat flew over the rippling water. Man and boat and river were
|
||
awake. The same instant almost, North Wind perched again upon
|
||
the river wall.
|
||
|
||
"How did you do that?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I blew in his face," answered North Wind. "I don't see how
|
||
that could do it," said Diamond. "I daresay not. And therefore
|
||
you will say you don't believe it could."
|
||
|
||
"No, no, dear North Wind. I know you too well not to
|
||
believe you."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I blew in his face, and that woke him up."
|
||
|
||
"But what was the good of it?"
|
||
|
||
"Why! don't you see? Look at him -- how he is pulling. I
|
||
blew the mist out of him."
|
||
|
||
"How was that?"
|
||
|
||
"That is just what I cannot tell you."
|
||
|
||
"But you did it."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. I have to do ten thousand things without being able
|
||
to tell how."
|
||
|
||
"I don't like that," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
He was staring after the boat. Hearing no answer, he looked
|
||
down to the wall.
|
||
|
||
North Wind was gone. Away across the river went a long
|
||
ripple -- what sailors call a cat's paw. The man in the boat was
|
||
putting up a sail. The moon was coming to herself on the edge of
|
||
a great cloud, and the sail began to shine white. Diamond rubbed
|
||
his eyes, and wondered what it was all about. Things seemed
|
||
going on around him, and all to understand each other. but he
|
||
could make nothing of it. So he put his hands in his pockets,
|
||
and went in to have his tea. The night was very hot, for the
|
||
wind had fallen again.
|
||
|
||
"You don't seem very well to-night, Diamond," said his
|
||
mother.
|
||
|
||
"I am quite well, mother," returned Diamond, who was only
|
||
puzzled.
|
||
|
||
"I think you had better go to bed," she added.
|
||
|
||
"Very well, mother," he answered.
|
||
|
||
He stopped for one moment to look out of the window. Above
|
||
the moon the clouds were going different ways. Somehow or other
|
||
this troubled him, but, notwithstanding, he was soon fast
|
||
asleep.
|
||
|
||
He woke in the middle of the night and the darkness. A
|
||
terrible noise was rumbling overhead, like the rolling beat of
|
||
great drums echoing through a brazen vault. The roof of the loft
|
||
in which he lay had no ceiling; only the tiles were between him
|
||
and the sky. For a while he could not come quite awake, for the
|
||
noise kept beating him down, so that his heart was troubled and
|
||
fluttered painfully. A second peal of thunder burst over his
|
||
head, and almost choked him with fear. Nor did he recover until
|
||
the great blast that followed, having torn some tiles off the
|
||
roof, sent a spout of wind down into his bed and over his face,
|
||
which brought him wide awake, and gave him back his courage. The
|
||
same moment he heard a mighty yet musical voice calling him.
|
||
|
||
"Come up, Diamond," it said. "It's all ready. I'm waiting
|
||
for you."
|
||
|
||
He looked out of the bed, and saw a gigantic, powerful, but
|
||
most lovely arm -- with a hand whose fingers were nothing the
|
||
less ladylike that they could have strangled a boa-constrictor,
|
||
or choked a tigress off its prey -- stretched down through a big
|
||
hole in the roof. Without a moment's hesitation he reached out
|
||
his tiny one, and laid it in the grand palm before him.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VI
|
||
OUT IN THE STORM
|
||
|
||
THE hand felt its way up his arm, and, grasping it gently and
|
||
strongly above the elbow, lifted Diamond from the bed. The
|
||
moment he was through the hole in the roof, all the winds of
|
||
heaven seemed to lay hold upon him, and buffet him hither and
|
||
thither. His hair blew one way, his night-gown another, his legs
|
||
threatened to float from under him, and his head to grow dizzy
|
||
with the swiftness of the invisible assailant. Cowering, he
|
||
clung with the other hand to the huge hand which held his arm,
|
||
and fear invaded his heart.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, North Wind!" he murmured, but the words vanished from
|
||
his lips as he had seen the soap-bubbles that burst too soon
|
||
vanish from the mouth of his pipe. The wind caught them, and
|
||
they were nowhere. They couldn't get out at all, but were torn
|
||
away and strangled. And yet North Wind heard them, and in her
|
||
answer it seemed to Diamond that just because she was so big and
|
||
could not help it, and just because her ear and her mouth must
|
||
seem to him so dreadfully far away, she spoke to him more
|
||
tenderly and graciously than ever before. Her voice was like the
|
||
bass of a deep organ, without the groan in it; like the most
|
||
delicate of violin tones without the wail in it; like the most
|
||
glorious of trumpet-ejaculations without the defiance in it;
|
||
like the sound of falling water without the
|
||
clatter and clash in it: it was like all of them and neither of
|
||
them -- all of them without their faults, each of them without
|
||
its peculiarity: after all, it was more like his mother's voice
|
||
than anything else in the world.
|
||
|
||
"Diamond, dear," she said, "be a man. What is fearful to
|
||
you is not the least fearful to me."
|
||
|
||
"But it can't hurt you," murmured Diamond, "for you're it."
|
||
|
||
"Then if I'm it, and have you in my arms, how can it hurt
|
||
you?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes! I see," whispered Diamond. "But it looks so
|
||
dreadful, and it pushes me about so."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, it does, my dear. That is what it was sent for."
|
||
|
||
At the same moment, a peal of thunder which shook Diamond's
|
||
heart against the sides of his bosom hurtled out of the heavens:
|
||
I cannot say out of the sky, for there was no sky Diamond had
|
||
not seen the lightning, for he had been intent on finding the
|
||
face of North Wind. Every moment the folds of her garment would
|
||
sweep across his eyes and blind him, but between, he could just
|
||
persuade himself that he saw great glories of woman's eyes
|
||
looking down through rifts in the mountainous clouds over his
|
||
head.
|
||
|
||
He trembled so at the thunder, that his knees failed him,
|
||
and he sunk down at North Wind's feet, and clasped her round the
|
||
column of her ankle. She instantly stooped, lifted him from the
|
||
roof -- up -- up into her bosom, and held him there, saying, as
|
||
if to an inconsolable child --
|
||
|
||
"Diamond, dear, this will never do."
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes, it will," answered Diamond. "I am all right now --
|
||
quite comfortable, I assure you, dear North Wind. If you will
|
||
only let me stay here, I shall be all right indeed."
|
||
|
||
"But you will feel the wind here, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"I don't mind that a bit, so long as I feel your arms
|
||
through it," answered Diamond, nestling closer to her grand
|
||
bosom.
|
||
|
||
"Brave boy!" returned North Wind, pressing him closer.
|
||
|
||
"No," said Diamond, "I don't see that. It's not courage at
|
||
all, so long as I feel you there."
|
||
|
||
"But hadn't you better get into my hair? Then you would not
|
||
feel the wind; you will here."
|
||
|
||
"Ah, but, dear North Wind, you don't know how nice it is to
|
||
feel your arms about me. It is a thousand times better to have
|
||
them and the wind together, than to have only your hair and the
|
||
back of your neck and no wind at all."
|
||
|
||
"But it is surely more comfortable there?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, perhaps; but I begin to think there are better
|
||
things than being comfortable."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, indeed there are. Well, I will keep you in front of
|
||
me. You will feel the wind, but not too much. I shall only
|
||
want one arm to take care of you; the other will be quite enough
|
||
to sink the ship."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, dear North Wind! how can you talk so?"
|
||
|
||
"My dear boy, I never talk; I always mean what I say."
|
||
|
||
"Then you do mean to sink the ship with the other hand?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"It's not like you."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that?"
|
||
|
||
"Quite easily. Here you are taking care of a poor little
|
||
boy with one arm, and there you are sinking a ship with the
|
||
other. It can't be like you."
|
||
|
||
"Ah! but which is me? I can't be two mes, you know."
|
||
|
||
"No. Nobody can be two mes."
|
||
|
||
"Well, which me is me?"
|
||
|
||
"Now I must think. There looks to be two."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. That's the very point. -- You can't be knowing the
|
||
thing you don't know, can you?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"Which me do you know?"
|
||
|
||
"The kindest, goodest, best me in the world," answered
|
||
Diamond, clinging to North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"Why am I good to you?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know."
|
||
|
||
"Have you ever done anything for me?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"Then I must be good to you because I choose to be good to
|
||
you."
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Why should I choose?"
|
||
|
||
"Because -- because -- because you like."
|
||
|
||
"Why should I like to be good to you?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know, except it be because it's good to be good to
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"That's just it; I am good to you because I like to be
|
||
good."
|
||
|
||
"Then why shouldn't you be good to other people as well as
|
||
to me?"
|
||
|
||
"That's just what I don't know. Why shouldn't I?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know either. Then why shouldn't you?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I am."
|
||
|
||
"There it is again," said Diamond. "I don't see that you
|
||
are. It looks quite the other thing."
|
||
|
||
"Well, but listen to me, Diamond. You know the one me, you
|
||
say, and that is good."
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Do you know the other me as well?"
|
||
|
||
"No. I can't. I shouldn't like to."
|
||
|
||
"There it is. You don't know the other me. You are sure of
|
||
one of them?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"And you are sure there can't be two mes?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Then the me you don't know must be the same as the me you
|
||
do know, -- else there would be two mes?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Then the other me you don't know must be as kind as the me
|
||
you do know?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Besides, I tell you that it is so, only it doesn't look
|
||
like it. That I confess freely. Have you anything more to
|
||
object?"
|
||
|
||
"No, no, dear North Wind; I am quite satisfied."
|
||
|
||
"Then I will tell you something you might object. You might
|
||
say that the me you know is like the other me, and that I am
|
||
cruel all through."
|
||
|
||
"I know that can't be, because you are so kind."
|
||
|
||
"But that kindness might be only a pretence for the sake of
|
||
being more cruel afterwards."
|
||
|
||
Diamond clung to her tighter than ever, crying --
|
||
|
||
"No, no, dear North Wind; I can't believe that. I don't
|
||
believe it. I won't believe it. That would kill me. I love
|
||
you, and you must love me, else how did I come to love you? How
|
||
could you know how to put on such a beautiful face if you did
|
||
not love me and the rest? No. You may sink as many ships as you
|
||
like, and I won't say another word. I can't say I shall like to
|
||
see it, you know."
|
||
|
||
"That's quite another thing," said North Wind; and as she
|
||
spoke she gave one spring from the roof of the hay-loft, and
|
||
rushed up into the clouds, with Diamond on her left arm close to
|
||
her heart. And as if the clouds knew she had come, they burst
|
||
into a fresh jubilation of thunderous light. For a few moments,
|
||
Diamond seemed to be borne up through the depths of an ocean of
|
||
dazzling flame; the next, the winds were writhing around him
|
||
like a storm of serpents. For they were in the midst of the
|
||
clouds and mists, and they of course took the shapes of the
|
||
wind, eddying and wreathing and whirling and shooting and
|
||
dashing about like grey and black water, So that it was as if
|
||
the wind itself had taken shape, and he saw the grey and black
|
||
wind tossing and raving most madly all about him. Now it blinded
|
||
him by smiting him upon the eyes; now it deafened him by
|
||
bellowing in his ears; for even when the thunder came he knew
|
||
now that it was the billows of the great ocean of the air
|
||
dashing against each other in their haste to fill the hollow
|
||
scooped out by the lightning; now it took his breath quite away
|
||
by sucking it from his body with the speed of its rush. But he
|
||
did not mind it. He only gasped first and then laughed, for the
|
||
arm of North Wind was about him, and he was leaning against her
|
||
bosom. It is quite impossible for me to describe what he saw.
|
||
Did you ever watch a great wave shoot into a winding passage
|
||
amongst rocks? If you ever did, you would see that the water rushed
|
||
every way at once, some of it even turning back and opposing the
|
||
rest; greater confusion you might see nowhere except in a crowd
|
||
of frightened people. Well, the wind was like that, except that
|
||
it went much faster, and therefore was much wilder, and twisted
|
||
and shot and curled and dodged and clashed and raved ten times
|
||
more madly than anything else in creation except human passions.
|
||
Diamond saw the threads of the lady's hair streaking it all. In
|
||
parts indeed he could not tell which was hair and which was
|
||
black storm and vapour. It seemed
|
||
sometimes that all the great billows of mist-muddy wind were
|
||
woven out of the crossing lines of North Wind's infinite hair,
|
||
sweeping in endless intertwistings. And Diamond felt as the wind
|
||
seized on his hair, which his mother kept rather long, as if he
|
||
too was a part of the storm, and some of its life went out from
|
||
him. But so sheltered was he by North Wind's arm and bosom that
|
||
only at times, in the fiercer onslaught of some curl-billowed
|
||
eddy, did he recognise for a moment how wild was the storm in
|
||
which he was carried, nestling in its very core and formative
|
||
centre.
|
||
|
||
It seemed to Diamond likewise that they were motionless in
|
||
this centre, and that all the confusion and fighting went on
|
||
around them. Flash after flash illuminated the fierce chaos,
|
||
revealing in varied yellow and blue and grey and dusky red the
|
||
vapourous contention; peal after peal of thunder tore the
|
||
infinite waste; but it seemed to Diamond that North Wind and he
|
||
were motionless, all but the hair. It was not so. They were
|
||
sweeping with the speed of the wind itself towards the sea.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VII
|
||
THE CATHEDRAL
|
||
|
||
I MUST not go on describing what cannot be described, for
|
||
nothing is more wearisome.
|
||
|
||
Before they reached the sea, Diamond felt North Wind's hair
|
||
just beginning to fall about him.
|
||
|
||
"Is the storm over, North Wind?" he called out.
|
||
|
||
"No, Diamond. I am only waiting a moment to set you down.
|
||
You would not like to see the ship sunk, and I am going to give
|
||
you a place to stop in till I come back for you."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! thank you," said Diamond. "I shall be sorry to leave
|
||
you, North Wind, but I would rather not see the ship go down.
|
||
And I'm afraid the poor people will cry, and I should hear them.
|
||
Oh, dear!"
|
||
|
||
"There are a good many passengers on board; and to tell the
|
||
truth, Diamond, I don't care about your hearing the cry you
|
||
speak of. I am afraid you would not get it out of your little
|
||
head again for a long time."
|
||
|
||
"But how can you bear it then, North Wind? For I am sure
|
||
you are kind. I shall never doubt that again."
|
||
|
||
"I will tell you how I am able to bear it, Diamond: I am
|
||
always hearing, through every noise, through all the noise I am
|
||
making myself even, the sound of a far-off song. I do not
|
||
exactly know where it is, or what it means; and I don't hear
|
||
much of it, only the odour of its music, as it were, flitting
|
||
across the great billows of the ocean outside this air in which
|
||
I make such a storm; but what I do hear is quite enough to make
|
||
me able to bear the cry from the drowning ship. So it would you
|
||
if you could hear it."
|
||
|
||
"No, it wouldn't," returned Diamond, stoutly. "For they
|
||
wouldn't hear the music of the far-away song; and if they did,
|
||
it wouldn't do them any good. You see you and I are not going to
|
||
be drowned, and so we might enjoy it."
|
||
|
||
"But you have never heard the psalm, and you don't know
|
||
what it is like. Somehow, I can't say how, it tells me that all
|
||
is right; that it is coming to swallow up all cries."
|
||
|
||
"But that won't do them any good -- the people, I mean,"
|
||
persisted Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"It must. It must," said North Wind, hurriedly. "It
|
||
wouldn't be the song it seems to be if it did not swallow up all
|
||
their fear and pain too, and set them singing it themselves with
|
||
the rest. I am sure it will. And do you know, ever since I knew
|
||
I had hair, that is, ever since it began to go out and away,
|
||
that song has been coming nearer and nearer. Only I must say it
|
||
was some thousand years before I heard it."
|
||
|
||
"But how can you say it was coming nearer when you did not
|
||
hear it?" asked doubting little Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Since I began to hear it, I know it is growing louder,
|
||
therefore I judge it was coming nearer and nearer until I did
|
||
hear it first. I'm not so very old, you know -- a few thousand
|
||
years only -- and I was quite a baby when I heard the noise
|
||
first, but I knew it must come from the voices of people ever so
|
||
much older and wiser than I was. I can't sing at all, except now and
|
||
then, and I can never tell what my song is going to be; I only
|
||
know what it is after I have sung it. -- But this will never do.
|
||
Will you stop here?"
|
||
|
||
"I can't see anywhere to stop," said Diamond. "Your hair is
|
||
all down like a darkness, and I can't see through it if I knock
|
||
my eyes into it ever so much."
|
||
|
||
"Look, then," said North Wind; and, with one sweep of her
|
||
great white arm, she swept yards deep of darkness like a great
|
||
curtain from before the face of the boy.
|
||
|
||
And lo! it was a blue night, lit up with stars. Where it
|
||
did not shine with stars it shimmered with the milk of the
|
||
stars, except where, just opposite to Diamond's face, the grey
|
||
towers of a cathedral blotted out each its own shape of sky and
|
||
stars.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! what's that?" cried Diamond, struck with a kind of
|
||
terror, for he had never seen a cathedral, and it rose before
|
||
him with an awful reality in the midst of the wide spaces,
|
||
conquering emptiness with grandeur.
|
||
|
||
"A very good place for you to wait in," said North Wind.
|
||
"But we shall go in, and you shall judge for yourself."
|
||
|
||
There was an open door in the middle of one of the towers,
|
||
leading out upon the roof, and through it they passed. Then
|
||
North Wind set Diamond on his feet, and he found himself at the
|
||
top of a stone stair, which went twisting away down into the
|
||
darkness for only a little light came in at the door. It was
|
||
enough, however, to allow Diamond to see that North Wind stood
|
||
beside him. He looked up to find her face, and saw that she was
|
||
no longer a beautiful giantess, but the tall gracious lady he
|
||
liked best to see. She took his hand, and, giving him the broad
|
||
part of the spiral stair to walk on, led him down a good way;
|
||
then, opening another little door, led him out upon
|
||
a narrow gallery that ran all round the central part of the
|
||
church, on the ledges of the windows of the clerestory, and
|
||
through openings in the parts of the wall that divided the
|
||
windows from each other. It was very narrow, and except when
|
||
they were passing through the wall, Diamond saw nothing to keep
|
||
him from falling into the church. It lay below him like a great
|
||
silent gulf hollowed in stone, and he held his breath for fear
|
||
as he looked down.
|
||
|
||
"What are you trembling for, little Diamond?" said the lady,
|
||
as she walked gently along, with her hand held out behind her
|
||
leading him, for there was not breadth enough for them to walk
|
||
side by side.
|
||
|
||
"I am afraid of falling down there," answered Diamond. "It
|
||
is so deep down."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, rather," answered North Wind; "but you were a hundred
|
||
times higher a few minutes ago."
|
||
|
||
"Ah, yes, but somebody's arm was about me then," said
|
||
Diamond, putting his little mouth to the beautiful cold hand
|
||
that had a hold of his.
|
||
|
||
"What a dear little warm mouth you've got!" said North
|
||
Wind. "It is a pity you should talk nonsense with it. Don't you
|
||
know I have a hold of you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; but I'm walking on my own legs, and they might slip.
|
||
I can't trust myself so well as your arms."
|
||
|
||
"But I have a hold of you, I tell you, foolish child."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, but somehow I can't feel comfortable."
|
||
|
||
"If you were to fall, and my hold of you were to give way,
|
||
I should be down after you in a less moment than a lady's watch
|
||
can tick, and catch you long before you had reached the ground."
|
||
|
||
"I don't like it though," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! oh! oh!" he screamed the next moment, bent double with
|
||
terror, for North Wind had let go her hold of his hand, and had
|
||
vanished, leaving him standing as if rooted to the gallery.
|
||
|
||
She left the words, "Come after me," sounding in his ears.
|
||
|
||
But move he dared not. In a moment more he would from very
|
||
terror have fallen into the church, but suddenly there came a
|
||
gentle breath of cool wind upon his face, and it kept blowing
|
||
upon him in little puffs, and at every puff Diamond felt his
|
||
faintness going away, and his fear with it. Courage was reviving
|
||
in his little heart, and still the cool wafts of the soft wind
|
||
breathed upon him, and the soft wind was so mighty and strong
|
||
within its gentleness, that in a minute more Diamond was
|
||
marching along the narrow ledge as fearless for the time as
|
||
North Wind herself.
|
||
|
||
He walked on and on, with the windows all in a row on one
|
||
side of him, and the great empty nave of the church echoing to
|
||
every one of his brave strides on the other, until at last he
|
||
came to a little open door, from which a broader stair led him down
|
||
and down and down, till at last all at once he found himself in
|
||
the arms of North Wind, who held him close to her, and kissed
|
||
him on the forehead. Diamond nestled to her, and murmured into
|
||
her bosom, --
|
||
|
||
"Why did you leave me, dear North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I wanted you to walk alone," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"But it is so much nicer here!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I daresay; but I couldn't hold a little coward to my
|
||
heart. It would make me so cold!"
|
||
|
||
"But I wasn't brave of myself," said Diamond, whom my older
|
||
readers will have already discovered to be a true child in this,
|
||
that he was given to metaphysics. "It was the wind that blew in
|
||
my face that made me brave. Wasn't it now, North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes: I know that. You had to be taught what courage was.
|
||
And you couldn't know what it was without feeling it: therefore
|
||
it was given you. But don't you feel as if you would try to be
|
||
brave yourself next time?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do. But trying is not much."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, it is -- a very great deal, for it is a beginning.
|
||
And a beginning is the greatest thing of all. To try to be brave
|
||
is to be brave. The coward who tries to be brave is before the
|
||
man who is brave because he is made so, and never had to try."
|
||
|
||
"How kind you are, North Wind!"
|
||
|
||
"I am only just. All kindness is but justice. We owe it."
|
||
|
||
"I don't quite understand that."
|
||
|
||
"Never mind; you will some day. There is no hurry about
|
||
understanding it now."
|
||
|
||
"Who blew the wind on me that made me brave?"
|
||
|
||
"I did."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't see you."
|
||
|
||
"Therefore you can believe me."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes; of course. But how was it that such a little
|
||
breath could be so strong?"
|
||
|
||
"That I don't know."
|
||
|
||
"But you made it strong?"
|
||
|
||
"No: I only blew it. I knew it would make you strong, just
|
||
as it did the man in the boat, you remember. But how my breath
|
||
has that power I cannot tell. It was put into it when I
|
||
was made. That is all I know. But really I must be going about
|
||
my work."
|
||
|
||
"Ah! the poor ship! I wish you would stop here, and let the
|
||
poor ship go."
|
||
|
||
"That I dare not do. Will you stop here till I come back?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes. You won't be long?"
|
||
|
||
"Not longer than I can help. Trust me, you shall get home
|
||
before the morning."
|
||
|
||
In a moment North Wind was gone, and the next Diamond heard
|
||
a moaning about the church, which grew and grew to a roaring.
|
||
The storm was up again, and he knew that North Wind's hair was
|
||
flying.
|
||
|
||
The church was dark. Only a little light came through the
|
||
windows, which were almost all of that precious old stained
|
||
glass which is so much lovelier than the new. But Diamond could
|
||
not see how beautiful they were, for there was not enough of
|
||
light in the stars to show the colours of them. He could only
|
||
just distinguish them from the walls, He looked up, but could
|
||
not see the gallery along which he had passed. He could only
|
||
tell where it was far up by the faint glimmer of the windows of
|
||
the clerestory, whose sills made part of it. The church grew
|
||
very lonely about him, and he began to feel like a child whose
|
||
mother has forsaken it. Only he knew that to be left alone is
|
||
not always to be forsaken.
|
||
|
||
He began to feel his way about the place, and for a while
|
||
went wandering up and down. His little footsteps waked little
|
||
answering echoes in the great house. It wasn't too big to mind
|
||
him. It was as if the church knew he was there, and meant to
|
||
make itself his house. So it went on giving back an answer to
|
||
every step, until at length Diamond thought he should like to
|
||
say something out loud, and see what the church would answer.
|
||
But he found he was afraid to speak. He could not utter a word
|
||
for fear of the loneliness. Perhaps it was as well that he did
|
||
not, for the sound of a spoken word would have made him feel the
|
||
place yet more deserted and empty. But he thought he could sing.
|
||
He was fond of singing, and at home he used to sing, to tunes of
|
||
his own, all the nursery rhymes he knew. So he began to try Hey
|
||
diddle diddle, but it wouldn't do. Then he tried Little Boy
|
||
Blue, but it was no better. Neither would
|
||
Sing a Song of Sixpence sing itself at all. Then he tried Poor
|
||
old Cockytoo, but he wouldn't do. They all sounded so silly! and
|
||
he had never thought them silly before. So he was quiet, and
|
||
listened to the echoes that came out of the dark corners in
|
||
answer to his footsteps.
|
||
|
||
At last he gave a great sigh, and said, "I'm so tired." But
|
||
he did not hear the gentle echo that answered from far away over
|
||
his head, for at the same moment he came against the lowest of
|
||
a few steps that stretched across the church, and fell down and
|
||
hurt his arm. He cried a little first, and then crawled up the
|
||
steps on his hands and knees. At the top he came to a little bit
|
||
of carpet, on which he lay down; and there he lay staring at the
|
||
dull window that rose nearly a hundred feet above his head.
|
||
|
||
Now this was the eastern window of the church, and the moon
|
||
was at that moment just on the edge of the horizon. The next,
|
||
she was peeping over it. And lo! with the moon, St. John and St.
|
||
Paul, and the rest of them, began to dawn in the window in their
|
||
lovely garments. Diamond did not know that the wonder-working
|
||
moon was behind, and he thought all the light was coming out of
|
||
the window itself, and that the good old men were appearing to
|
||
help him, growing out of the night and the darkness, because he
|
||
had hurt his arm, and was very tired and lonely, and North Wind
|
||
was so long in coming. So he lay and looked at them backwards
|
||
over his head, wondering when they would come down or what they
|
||
would do next. They were very dim, for the moonlight was not
|
||
strong enough for the colours, and he had enough to do with his
|
||
eyes trying to make out their shapes. So his eyes grew tired,
|
||
and more and more tired, and his eyelids grew so heavy that they
|
||
would keep tumbling down over his eyes. He kept lifting them and
|
||
lifting them, but every time they were heavier than the last. It
|
||
was no use: they were too much for him. Sometimes before he had
|
||
got them half up, down they were again; and at length he gave it
|
||
up quite, and the moment he gave it up, he was fast asleep.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER VIII
|
||
THE EAST WINDOW
|
||
|
||
THAT Diamond had fallen fast asleep is very evident from the
|
||
strange things he now fancied as taking place. For he thought he
|
||
heard a sound as of whispering up in the great window. He tried
|
||
to open his eyes, but he could not. And the whispering went on
|
||
and grew louder and louder, until he could hear every word that
|
||
was said. He thought it was the Apostles talking about him. But
|
||
he could not open his eyes.
|
||
|
||
"And how comes he to be lying there, St. Peter?" said one.
|
||
|
||
"I think I saw him a while ago up in the gallery, under the
|
||
Nicodemus window. Perhaps he has fallen down.
|
||
|
||
What do you think, St. Matthew?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't think he could have crept here after falling from
|
||
such a height. He must have been killed."
|
||
|
||
"What are we to do with him? We can't leave him lying
|
||
there. And we could not make him comfortable up here in the
|
||
window: it's rather crowded already. What do you say, St.
|
||
Thomas?"
|
||
|
||
"Let's go down and look at him."
|
||
|
||
There came a rustling, and a chinking, for some time, and
|
||
then there was a silence, and Diamond felt somehow that all
|
||
the Apostles were standing round him and looking down on him.
|
||
And still he could not open his eyes.
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter with him, St. Luke?" asked one.
|
||
|
||
"There's nothing the matter with him," answered St. Luke,
|
||
who must have joined the company of the Apostles from the next
|
||
window, one would think. "He's in a sound sleep."
|
||
|
||
"I have it," cried another. "This is one of North Wind's
|
||
tricks. She has caught him up and dropped him at our door, like
|
||
a withered leaf or a foundling baby. I don't understand that
|
||
woman's conduct, I must say. As if we hadn't enough to do with
|
||
our money, without going taking care of other people's children!
|
||
That's not what our forefathers built cathedrals for."
|
||
|
||
Now Diamond could not bear to hear such things against
|
||
North Wind, who, he knew, never played anybody a trick. She was
|
||
far too busy with her own work for that. He struggled hard to
|
||
open his eyes, but without success.
|
||
|
||
"She should consider that a church is not a place for
|
||
pranks, not to mention that we live in it," said another.
|
||
|
||
"It certainly is disrespectful of her. But she always is
|
||
disrespectful. What right has she to bang at our windows as she
|
||
has been doing the whole of this night? I daresay there is glass
|
||
broken somewhere. I know my blue robe is in a dreadful mess with
|
||
the rain first and the dust after. It will cost me shillings to
|
||
clean it."
|
||
|
||
Then Diamond knew that they could not be Apostles, talking
|
||
like this. They could only be the sextons and vergers and
|
||
such-like, who got up at night, and put on the robes of deans
|
||
and bishops, and called each other grand names, as the foolish
|
||
servants he had heard his father tell of call themselves
|
||
lords and ladies, after their masters and mistresses. And he was
|
||
so angry at their daring to abuse North Wind, that he jumped up,
|
||
crying --
|
||
|
||
"North Wind knows best what she is about. She has a good
|
||
right to blow the cobwebs from your windows, for she was sent to
|
||
do it. She sweeps them away from grander places, I can tell you,
|
||
for I've been with her at it."
|
||
|
||
This was what he began to say, but as he spoke his eyes
|
||
came wide open, and behold, there were neither Apostles nor
|
||
vergers there -- not even a window with the effigies of holy men
|
||
in it, but a dark heap of hay all about him, and the little
|
||
panes in the roof of his loft glimmering blue in the light of
|
||
the morning. Old Diamond was coming awake down below in the
|
||
stable. In a moment more he was on his feet, and shaking himself
|
||
so that young Diamond's bed trembled under him.
|
||
|
||
"He's grand at shaking himself," said Diamond. "I wish I
|
||
could shake myself like that. But then I can wash myself, and he
|
||
can't. What fun it would be to see Old Diamond washing his face
|
||
with his hoofs and iron shoes! Wouldn't it be a picture?"
|
||
|
||
So saying, he got up and dressed himself. Then he went out
|
||
into the garden. There must have been a tremendous wind in the
|
||
night, for although all was quiet now, there lay the little
|
||
summer-house crushed to the ground, and over it the great
|
||
elm-tree, which the wind had broken across, being much decayed
|
||
in the middle. Diamond almost cried to see the wilderness of
|
||
green leaves, which used to be so far up in the blue air,
|
||
tossing about in the breeze, and liking it best when the wind
|
||
blew it most, now lying so near the ground, and without any hope
|
||
of ever getting up into the deep air again.
|
||
|
||
"I wonder how old the tree is!" thought Diamond. "It must
|
||
take a long time to get so near the sky as that poor tree was."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, indeed," said a voice beside him, for Diamond had
|
||
spoken the last words aloud.
|
||
|
||
Diamond started, and looking around saw a clergyman, a
|
||
brother of Mrs. Coleman, who happened to be visiting her. He was
|
||
a great scholar, and was in the habit of rising early.
|
||
|
||
"Who are you, my man?" he added.
|
||
|
||
"Little Diamond," answered the boy.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! I have heard of you. How do you come to be up so
|
||
early?"
|
||
|
||
"Because the sham Apostles talked such nonsense, they waked
|
||
me up."
|
||
|
||
The clergyman stared. Diamond saw that he had better have
|
||
held his tongue, for he could not explain things.
|
||
|
||
"You must have been dreaming, my little man," said he.
|
||
"Dear! dear!" he went on, looking at the tree, "there has been
|
||
terrible work here. This is the north wind's doing. What a pity!
|
||
I wish we lived at the back of it, I'm sure."
|
||
|
||
"Where is that" sir?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Away in the Hyperborean regions," answered the clergyman,
|
||
smiling.
|
||
|
||
"I never heard of the place," returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I daresay not," answered the clergyman; "but if this tree
|
||
had been there now, it would not have been blown down, for there
|
||
is no wind there."
|
||
|
||
"But, please, sir, if it had been there," said Diamond, "we
|
||
should not have had to be sorry for it."
|
||
|
||
"Certainly not."
|
||
|
||
"Then we shouldn't have had to be glad for it, either."
|
||
|
||
"You're quite right, my boy," said the clergyman, looking
|
||
at him very kindly, as he turned away to the house, with his
|
||
eyes bent towards the earth. But Diamond thought within himself,
|
||
"I will ask North Wind next time I see her to take me to that
|
||
country. I think she did speak about it once before."
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER IX
|
||
HOW DIAMOND GOT TO THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND
|
||
|
||
WHEN Diamond went home to breakfast, he found his father and
|
||
mother already seated at the table. They were both busy with
|
||
their bread and butter, and Diamond sat himself down in his
|
||
usual place. His mother looked up at him, and, after watching
|
||
him for a moment, said:
|
||
|
||
"I don't think the boy is looking well, husband."
|
||
|
||
"Don't you? Well, I don't know. I think he looks pretty
|
||
bobbish. How do you feel yourself, Diamond, my boy?"
|
||
|
||
"Quite well, thank you, father; at least, I think I've got
|
||
a little headache."
|
||
|
||
"There! I told you," said his father and mother both at
|
||
once.
|
||
|
||
"The child's very poorly" added his mother.
|
||
|
||
"The child's quite well," added his father.
|
||
|
||
And then they both laughed.
|
||
|
||
"You see," said his mother, "I've had a letter from my
|
||
sister at Sandwich."
|
||
|
||
"Sleepy old hole!" said his father.
|
||
|
||
"Don't abuse the place; there's good people in it," said
|
||
his mother.
|
||
|
||
"Right, old lady," returned his father; "only I don't
|
||
believe there are more than two pair of carriage-horses in the
|
||
whole blessed place."
|
||
|
||
"Well, people can get to heaven without carriages -- or
|
||
coachmen either, husband. Not that I should like to go without
|
||
my coachman, you know. But about the boy?"
|
||
|
||
"What boy?"
|
||
|
||
"That boy, there, staring at you with his goggle-eyes."
|
||
|
||
"Have I got goggle-eyes, mother?" asked Diamond, a little
|
||
dismayed.
|
||
|
||
"Not too goggle," said his mother, who was quite proud of
|
||
her boy's eyes, only did not want to make him vain.
|
||
|
||
"Not too goggle; only you need not stare so."
|
||
|
||
"Well, what about him?" said his father.
|
||
|
||
"I told you I had got a letter."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, from your sister; not from Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"La, husband! you've got out of bed the wrong leg first
|
||
this morning, I do believe."
|
||
|
||
"I always get out with both at once," said his father,
|
||
laughing.
|
||
|
||
"Well, listen then. His aunt wants the boy to go down and
|
||
see her."
|
||
|
||
"And that's why you want to make out that he ain't looking
|
||
well."
|
||
|
||
"No more he is. I think he had better go."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I don't care, if you can find the money," said his
|
||
father.
|
||
|
||
"I'll manage that," said his mother; and so it was agreed
|
||
that Diamond should go to Sandwich.
|
||
|
||
I will not describe the preparations Diamond made. You
|
||
would have thought he had been going on a three months' voyage.
|
||
Nor will I describe the journey, for our business is now at the
|
||
place. He was met at the station by his aunt, a cheerful
|
||
middle-aged woman, and conveyed in safety to the sleepy old
|
||
town, as his father called it. And no wonder that it was sleepy,
|
||
for it was nearly dead of old age.
|
||
|
||
Diamond went about staring with his beautiful goggle-eyes,
|
||
at the quaint old streets, and the shops, and the houses.
|
||
Everything looked very strange, indeed; for here was a town
|
||
abandoned by its nurse, the sea, like an old oyster left on the
|
||
shore till it gaped for weariness. It used to be one of the five
|
||
chief seaports in England, but it began to hold itself too high,
|
||
and the consequence was the sea grew less and less intimate with
|
||
it, gradually drew back, and kept more to itself, till at length
|
||
it left it high and dry: Sandwich was a seaport no more; the sea
|
||
went on with its own tide-business a long way off, and forgot
|
||
it. Of course it went to sleep, and had no more to do
|
||
with ships. That's what comes to cities and nations, and boys
|
||
and girls, who say, "I can do without your help. I'm enough for
|
||
myself."
|
||
|
||
Diamond soon made great friends with an old woman who kept
|
||
a toyshop, for his mother had given him twopence for
|
||
pocket-money before he left, and he had gone into her shop to
|
||
spend it, and she got talking to him. She looked very funny,
|
||
because she had not got any teeth, but Diamond liked her, and
|
||
went often to her shop, although he had nothing to spend there
|
||
after the twopence was gone.
|
||
|
||
One afternoon he had been wandering rather wearily about
|
||
the streets for some time. It was a hot day, and he felt tired.
|
||
As he passed the toyshop, he stepped in.
|
||
|
||
"Please may I sit down for a minute on this box?" he said,
|
||
thinking the old woman was somewhere in the shop. But he got no
|
||
answer, and sat down without one. Around him were a great many
|
||
toys of all prices, from a penny up to shillings. All at once he
|
||
heard a gentle whirring somewhere amongst them. It made him
|
||
start and look behind him. There were the sails of a windmill
|
||
going round and round almost close to his ear. He thought at
|
||
first it must be one of those toys which are wound up and go
|
||
with clockwork; but no, it was a common penny toy, with the
|
||
windmill at the end of a whistle, and when the whistle blows the
|
||
windmill goes. But the wonder was that there was no one at the
|
||
whistle end blowing, and yet the sails were turning round and
|
||
round -- now faster, now slower, now faster again.
|
||
|
||
"What can it mean?" said Diamond, aloud.
|
||
|
||
"It means me," said the tiniest voice he had ever heard."
|
||
|
||
"Who are you, please?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, really, I begin to be ashamed of you," said the
|
||
voice. "I wonder how long it will be before you know me; or how
|
||
often I might take you in before you got sharp enough to suspect
|
||
me. You are as bad as a baby that doesn't know his mother in a
|
||
new bonnet."
|
||
|
||
"Not quite so bad as that, dear North Wind," said Diamond,
|
||
"for I didn't see you at all, and indeed I don't see you yet,
|
||
although I recognise your voice. Do grow a little, please."
|
||
|
||
"Not a hair's-breadth," said the voice, and it was the
|
||
smallest voice that ever spoke. "What are you doing here?"
|
||
|
||
"I am come to see my aunt. But, please, North Wind, why
|
||
didn't you come back for me in the church that night?"
|
||
|
||
"I did. I carried you safe home. All the time you were
|
||
dreaming about the glass Apostles, you were lying in my arms."
|
||
|
||
"I'm so glad," said Diamond. "I thought that must be it,
|
||
only I wanted to hear you say so. Did you sink the ship, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"And drown everybody?"
|
||
|
||
"Not quite. One boat got away with six or seven men in it."
|
||
|
||
"How could the boat swim when the ship couldn't?"
|
||
|
||
"Of course I had some trouble with it. I had to contrive a
|
||
bit, and manage the waves a little. When they're once thoroughly
|
||
waked up, I have a good deal of trouble with them sometimes.
|
||
They're apt to get stupid with tumbling over each other's heads.
|
||
That's when they're fairly at it. However, the boat got to a
|
||
desert island before noon next day."
|
||
|
||
"And what good will come of that?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know. I obeyed orders. Good bye."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! stay, North Wind, do stay!" cried Diamond, dismayed to
|
||
see the windmill get slower and slower.
|
||
|
||
"What is it, my dear child?" said North Wind, and the
|
||
windmill began turning again so swiftly that Diamond could
|
||
scarcely see it. "What a big voice you've got! and what a noise
|
||
you do make with it? What is it you want? I have little to do,
|
||
but that little must be done."
|
||
|
||
"I want you to take me to the country at the back of the
|
||
north wind."
|
||
|
||
"That's not so easy," said North Wind, and was silent for
|
||
so long that Diamond thought she was gone indeed. But after he
|
||
had quite given her up, the voice began again.
|
||
|
||
"I almost wish old Herodotus had held his tongue about it.
|
||
Much he knew of it!"
|
||
|
||
"Why do you wish that, North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Because then that clergyman would never have heard of it,
|
||
and set you wanting to go. But we shall see. We shall see. You
|
||
must go home now, my dear, for you don't seem very well, and
|
||
I'll see what can be done for you. Don't wait for me. I've got
|
||
to break a few of old Goody's toys; she's thinking too much of
|
||
her new stock. Two or three will do. There! go now."
|
||
|
||
Diamond rose, quite sorry, and without a word left the
|
||
shop, and went home.
|
||
|
||
It soon appeared that his mother had been right about him,
|
||
for that same afternoon his head began to ache very much, and he
|
||
had to go to bed.
|
||
|
||
He awoke in the middle of the night. The lattice window of
|
||
his room had blown open, and the curtains of his little bed were
|
||
swinging about in the wind.
|
||
|
||
"If that should be North Wind now!" thought Diamond.
|
||
|
||
But the next moment he heard some one closing the window,
|
||
and his aunt came to his bedside. She put her hand on his face,
|
||
and said --
|
||
|
||
"How's your head, dear?"
|
||
|
||
"Better, auntie, I think."
|
||
|
||
"Would you like something to drink?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes! I should, please."
|
||
|
||
So his aunt gave him some lemonade, for she had been used
|
||
to nursing sick people, and Diamond felt very much refreshed,
|
||
and laid his head down again to go very fast asleep, as he
|
||
thought. And so he did, but only to come awake again, as a fresh
|
||
burst of wind blew the lattice open a second time. The same
|
||
moment he found himself in a cloud of North Wind's hair, with
|
||
her beautiful face, set in it like a moon, bending over him.
|
||
|
||
"Quick, Diamond!" she said. "I have found such a chance!"
|
||
|
||
"But I'm not well," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I know that, but you will be better for a little fresh
|
||
air. You shall have plenty of that."
|
||
|
||
"You want me to go, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do. It won't hurt you."
|
||
|
||
"Very well," said Diamond; and getting out of the
|
||
bed-clothes, he jumped into North Wind's arms.
|
||
|
||
"We must make haste before your aunt comes," said she, as
|
||
she glided out of the open lattice and left it swinging.
|
||
|
||
The moment Diamond felt her arms fold around him he began
|
||
to feel better. It was a moonless night, and very dark, with
|
||
glimpses of stars when the clouds parted.
|
||
|
||
"I used to dash the waves about here," said North Wind,
|
||
"where cows and sheep are feeding now; but we shall soon get to
|
||
them. There they are."
|
||
|
||
And Diamond, looking down, saw the white glimmer of
|
||
breaking water far below him.
|
||
|
||
"You see, Diamond," said North Wind, "it is very difficult
|
||
for me to get you to the back of the north wind, for that
|
||
country lies in the very north itself, and of course I can't
|
||
blow northwards."
|
||
|
||
"Why not?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"You little silly!" said North Wind. "Don't you see that if
|
||
I were to blow northwards I should be South Wind, and that is as
|
||
much as to say that one person could be two persons?"
|
||
|
||
"But how can you ever get home at all, then?"
|
||
|
||
"You are quite right -- that is my home, though I never get
|
||
farther than the outer door. I sit on the doorstep, and hear the
|
||
voices inside. I am nobody there, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"I'm very sorry."
|
||
|
||
"Why?"
|
||
|
||
"That you should be nobody."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I don't mind it. Dear little man! you will be very
|
||
glad some day to be nobody yourself. But you can't understand
|
||
that now, and you had better not try; for if you do, you will be
|
||
certain to go fancying some egregious nonsense, and making
|
||
yourself miserable about it."
|
||
|
||
"Then I won't," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"There's a good boy. It will all come in good time."
|
||
|
||
"But you haven't told me how you get to the doorstep, you
|
||
know."
|
||
|
||
"It is easy enough for me. I have only to consent to be
|
||
nobody, and there I am. I draw into myself and there I am on the
|
||
doorstep. But you can easily see, or you have less sense than I
|
||
think, that to drag you, you heavy thing, along with me, would
|
||
take centuries, and I could not give the time to it."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I'm so sorry!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What for now, pet?"
|
||
|
||
"That I'm so heavy for you. I would be lighter if I could,
|
||
but I don't know how."
|
||
|
||
"You silly darling! Why, I could toss you a hundred miles
|
||
from me if I liked. It is only when I am going home that I shall
|
||
find you heavy."
|
||
|
||
"Then you are going home with me?"
|
||
|
||
"Of course. Did I not come to fetch you just for that?"
|
||
|
||
"But all this time you must be going southwards."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. Of course I am."
|
||
|
||
"How can you be taking me northwards, then?"
|
||
|
||
"A very sensible question. But you shall see. I will get
|
||
rid of a few of these clouds -- only they do come up so fast!
|
||
It's like trying to blow a brook dry. There! What do you see
|
||
now?"
|
||
|
||
"I think I see a little boat, away there, down below."
|
||
|
||
"A little boat, indeed! Well! She's a yacht of two hundred
|
||
tons; and the captain of it is a friend of mine; for he is a man
|
||
of good sense, and can sail his craft well. I've helped him many
|
||
a time when he little thought it. I've heard him grumbling at
|
||
me, when I was doing the very best I could for him. Why, I've
|
||
carried him eighty miles a day, again and again, right north."
|
||
|
||
"He must have dodged for that," said Diamond, who had been
|
||
watching the vessels, and had seen that they went other ways
|
||
than the wind blew.
|
||
|
||
"Of course he must. But don't you see, it was the best I
|
||
could do? I couldn't be South Wind. And besides it gave him a
|
||
share in the business. It is not good at all -- mind that,
|
||
Diamond -- to do everything for those you love, and not give
|
||
them a share in the doing. It's not kind. It's making too much
|
||
of yourself, my child. If I had been South Wind, he would only
|
||
have smoked his pipe all day, and made himself stupid."
|
||
|
||
"But how could he be a man of sense and grumble at you when
|
||
you were doing your best for him?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh! you must make allowances," said North Wind, "or you
|
||
will never do justice to anybody. -- You do understand, then,
|
||
that a captain may sail north ----"
|
||
|
||
"In spite of a north wind -- yes," supplemented Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Now, I do think you must be stupid, my, dear" said North
|
||
Wind. "Suppose the north wind did not blow where would he be
|
||
then?"
|
||
|
||
"Why then the south wind would carry him."
|
||
|
||
"So you think that when the north wind stops the south wind
|
||
blows. Nonsense. If I didn't blow, the captain couldn't sail his
|
||
eighty miles a day. No doubt South Wind would carry him faster,
|
||
but South Wind is sitting on her doorstep then, and if I stopped
|
||
there would be a dead calm. So you are all wrong to say he can
|
||
sail north in spite of me; he sails north by my help, and my
|
||
help alone. You see that, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do, North Wind. I am stupid, but I don't want to be
|
||
stupid."
|
||
|
||
"Good boy! I am going to blow you north in that little
|
||
craft, one of the finest that ever sailed the sea. Here we are,
|
||
right over it. I shall be blowing against you; you will be
|
||
sailing against me; and all will be just as we want it. The
|
||
captain won't get on so fast as he would like, but he will get
|
||
on, and so shall we. I'm just going to put you on board. Do you
|
||
see in front of the tiller -- that thing the man is working, now
|
||
to one side, now to the other -- a round thing like the top of
|
||
a drum?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Below that is where they keep their spare sails, and some
|
||
stores of that sort. I am going to blow that cover off. The same
|
||
moment I will drop you on deck, and you must tumble in. Don't be
|
||
afraid, it is of no depth, and you will fall on sail-cloth. You
|
||
will find it nice and warm and dry-only dark; and you will know
|
||
I am near you by every roll and pitch of the vessel. Coil
|
||
yourself up and go to sleep. The yacht shall be my cradle and
|
||
you shall be my baby."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, dear North Wind. I am not a bit afraid," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
In a moment they were on a level with the bulwarks, and
|
||
North Wind sent the hatch of the after-store rattling away over
|
||
the deck to leeward. The next, Diamond found himself in the
|
||
dark, for he had tumbled through the hole as North Wind had told
|
||
him, and the cover was replaced over his head. Away he went
|
||
rolling to leeward, for the wind began all at once to blow hard.
|
||
He heard the call of the captain, and the loud trampling of the
|
||
men over his head, as they hauled at the main sheet to get the
|
||
boom on board that they might take in a reef in the mainsail.
|
||
Diamond felt about until he had found what seemed the most
|
||
comfortable place, and there he snuggled down and lay.
|
||
|
||
Hours after hours, a great many of them, went by; and still
|
||
Diamond lay there. He never felt in the least tired or
|
||
impatient, for a strange pleasure filled his heart. The
|
||
straining of the masts, the creaking of the boom, the singing of
|
||
the ropes, the banging of the blocks as they put the vessel
|
||
about, all fell in with the roaring of the wind above, the surge
|
||
of the waves past her sides, and the thud with which every now
|
||
and then one would strike her; while through it all Diamond
|
||
could hear the gurgling, rippling, talking flow of the water
|
||
against her planks, as she slipped through it, lying now on this
|
||
side, now on that -- like a subdued air running through the
|
||
grand music his North Wind was making about him to keep him from
|
||
tiring as they sped on towards the country at the back of her
|
||
doorstep.
|
||
|
||
How long this lasted Diamond had no idea. He seemed to fall
|
||
asleep sometimes, only through the sleep he heard the sounds
|
||
going on. At length the weather seemed to get worse. The
|
||
confusion and trampling of feet grew more frequent over his
|
||
head; the vessel lay over more and more on her side, and went
|
||
roaring through the waves, which banged and thumped at her as if
|
||
in anger. All at once arose a terrible uproar. The hatch
|
||
was blown off; a cold fierce wind swept in upon him; and a long
|
||
arm came with it which laid hold of him and lifted him out. The
|
||
same moment he saw the little vessel far below him righting
|
||
herself. She had taken in all her sails and lay now tossing on
|
||
the waves like a sea-bird with folded wings. A short distance to
|
||
the south lay a much larger vessel, with two or three sails set,
|
||
and towards it North Wind was carrying Diamond. It was a German
|
||
ship, on its way to the North Pole.
|
||
|
||
"That vessel down there will give us a lift now," said
|
||
North Wind; "and after that I must do the best I can."
|
||
|
||
She managed to hide him amongst the flags of the big ship,
|
||
which were all snugly stowed away, and on and on they sped
|
||
towards the north. At length one night she whispered in his ear,
|
||
"Come on deck, Diamond;" and he got up at once and crept on
|
||
deck. Everything looked very strange. Here and there on all
|
||
sides were huge masses of floating ice, looking like cathedrals,
|
||
and castles, and crags, while away beyond was a blue sea.
|
||
|
||
"Is the sun rising or setting?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Neither or both, which you please. I can hardly tell which
|
||
myself. If he is setting now, he will be rising the next
|
||
moment."
|
||
|
||
"What a strange light it is!" said Diamond. "I have heard
|
||
that the sun doesn't go to bed all the summer in these parts.
|
||
Miss Coleman told me that. I suppose he feels very sleepy, and
|
||
that is why the light he sends out looks so like a dream."
|
||
|
||
"That will account for it well enough for all practical
|
||
purposes," said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
Some of the icebergs were drifting northwards; one was
|
||
passing very near the ship. North Wind seized Diamond, and with
|
||
a single bound lighted on one of them -- a huge thing, with
|
||
sharp pinnacles and great clefts. The same instant a wind began
|
||
to blow from the south. North Wind hurried Diamond down the
|
||
north side of the iceberg, stepping by its jags and splintering;
|
||
for this berg had never got far enough south to be melted and
|
||
smoothed by the summer sun. She brought him to a cave near the
|
||
water, where she entered, and, letting Diamond go, sat down as
|
||
if weary on a ledge of ice.
|
||
|
||
Diamond seated himself on the other side, and for a while
|
||
was enraptured with the colour of the air inside the cave. It
|
||
was a deep, dazzling, lovely blue, deeper than the deepest blue
|
||
of the sky. The blue seemed to be in constant motion, like the
|
||
blackness when you press your eyeballs with your fingers,
|
||
boiling and sparkling. But when he looked across to North Wind
|
||
he was frightened; her face was worn and livid.
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter with you, dear North Wind?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Nothing much. I feel very faint. But you mustn't mind it,
|
||
for I can bear it quite well. South Wind always blows me faint.
|
||
If it were not for the cool of the thick ice between me and her,
|
||
I should faint altogether. Indeed, as it is, I fear I must
|
||
vanish."
|
||
|
||
Diamond stared at her in terror, for he saw that her form
|
||
and face were growing, not small, but transparent, like
|
||
something dissolving, not in water, but in light. He could see
|
||
the side of the blue cave through her very heart. And she melted
|
||
away till all that was left was a pale face, like the moon in
|
||
the morning, with two great lucid eyes in it.
|
||
|
||
"I am going, Diamond," she said.
|
||
|
||
"Does it hurt you?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"It's very uncomfortable," she answered; "but I don't mind
|
||
it, for I shall come all right again before long. I thought I
|
||
should be able to go with you all the way, but I cannot. You
|
||
must not be frightened though. Just go straight on, and you will
|
||
come all right. You'll find me on the doorstep."
|
||
|
||
As she spoke, her face too faded quite away, only Diamond
|
||
thought he could still see her eyes shining through the blue.
|
||
When he went closer, however, he found that what he thought her
|
||
eyes were only two hollows in the ice. North Wind was quite
|
||
gone; and Diamond would have cried, if he had not trusted her so
|
||
thoroughly. So he sat still in the blue air of the cavern
|
||
listening to the wash and ripple of the water all about the base
|
||
of the iceberg, as it sped on and on into the open sea
|
||
northwards. It was an excellent craft to go with the current,
|
||
for there was twice as much of it below water as above. But a
|
||
light south wind was blowing too, and so it went fast.
|
||
|
||
After a little while Diamond went out and sat on the edge
|
||
of his floating island, and looked down into the ocean beneath
|
||
him. The white sides of the berg reflected so much light below
|
||
the water, that he could see far down into the green abyss.
|
||
Sometimes he fancied he saw the eyes of North Wind looking up at
|
||
him from below, but the fancy never lasted beyond the moment of
|
||
its birth. And the time passed he did not know how, for he felt
|
||
as if he were in a dream. When he got tired of the green water,
|
||
he went into the blue cave; and when he got tired of the blue
|
||
cave he went out and gazed all about him on the blue sea, ever
|
||
sparkling in the sun, which kept wheeling about the sky, never
|
||
going below the horizon. But he chiefly gazed northwards, to see
|
||
whether any land were appearing. All this time he never wanted
|
||
to eat. He broke off little bits of the berg now and then and
|
||
sucked them, and he thought them very nice.
|
||
|
||
At length, one time he came out of his cave, he spied far
|
||
off on the horizon, a shining peak that rose into the sky like
|
||
the top of some tremendous iceberg; and his vessel was bearing
|
||
him straight towards it. As it went on the peak rose and rose
|
||
higher and higher above the horizon; and other peaks rose after
|
||
it, with sharp edges and jagged ridges connecting them. Diamond
|
||
thought this must be the place he was going to; and he was
|
||
right; for the mountains rose and rose, till he saw the line of
|
||
the coast at their feet and at length the iceberg drove into a
|
||
little bay, all around which were lofty precipices with snow on
|
||
their tops, and streaks of ice down their sides. The berg
|
||
floated slowly up to a projecting rock. Diamond stepped on
|
||
shore, and without looking behind him began to follow a natural
|
||
path which led windingly towards the top of the precipice.
|
||
|
||
When he reached it, he found himself on a broad table of
|
||
ice, along which he could walk without much difficulty. Before
|
||
him, at a considerable distance, rose a lofty ridge of ice,
|
||
which shot up into fantastic pinnacles and towers and
|
||
battlements. The air was very cold, and seemed somehow dead, for
|
||
there was not the slightest breath of wind.
|
||
|
||
In the centre of the ridge before him appeared a gap like
|
||
the opening of a valley. But as he walked towards it, gazing,
|
||
and wondering whether that could be the way he had to take, he
|
||
saw that what had appeared a gap was the form of a woman seated
|
||
against the ice front of the ridge, leaning forwards with her
|
||
hands in her lap, and her hair hanging down to the ground.
|
||
|
||
"It is North Wind on her doorstep," said Diamond joyfully,
|
||
and hurried on.
|
||
|
||
He soon came up to the place, and there the form sat, like
|
||
one of the great figures at the door of an Egyptian temple,
|
||
motionless, with drooping arms and head. Then Diamond grew
|
||
frightened, because she did not move nor speak. He was sure it
|
||
was North Wind, but he thought she must be dead at last. Her
|
||
face was white as the snow, her eyes were blue as the air in the
|
||
ice-cave, and her hair hung down straight, like icicles. She had
|
||
on a greenish robe, like the colour in the hollows of a glacier
|
||
seen from far off.
|
||
|
||
He stood up before her, and gazed fearfully into her face
|
||
for a few minutes before he ventured to speak. At length, with
|
||
a great effort and a trembling voice, he faltered out --
|
||
|
||
"North Wind!"
|
||
|
||
"Well, child?" said the form, without lifting its head.
|
||
|
||
"Are you ill, dear North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"No. I am waiting."
|
||
|
||
"What for?"
|
||
|
||
"Till I'm wanted."
|
||
|
||
"You don't care for me any more," said Diamond, almost
|
||
crying now.
|
||
|
||
"Yes I do. Only I can't show it. All my love is down at the
|
||
bottom of my heart. But I feel it bubbling there."
|
||
|
||
"What do you want me to do next, dear North Wind?" said
|
||
Diamond, wishing to show his love by being obedient.
|
||
|
||
"What do you want to do yourself?"
|
||
|
||
"I want to go into the country at your back."
|
||
|
||
"Then you must go through me."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what you mean."
|
||
|
||
"I mean just what I say. You must walk on as if I were an
|
||
open door, and go right through me."
|
||
|
||
"But that will hurt you."
|
||
|
||
"Not in the least. It will hurt you, though."
|
||
|
||
"I don't mind that, if you tell me to do it."
|
||
|
||
"Do it," said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
Diamond walked towards her instantly. When he reached her
|
||
knees, he put out his hand to lay it on her, but nothing was
|
||
there save an intense cold. He walked on. Then all grew white
|
||
about him; and the cold stung him like fire. He walked on still,
|
||
groping through the whiteness. It thickened about him. At last,
|
||
it got into his heart, and he lost all sense. I would say that
|
||
he fainted -- only whereas in common faints all grows black
|
||
about you, he felt swallowed up in whiteness. It was when he
|
||
reached North Wind's heart that he fainted and fell. But as he
|
||
fell, he rolled over the threshold, and it was thus that Diamond
|
||
got to the back of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER X
|
||
AT THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND
|
||
|
||
I HAVE now come to the most difficult part of my story. And why?
|
||
Because I do not know enough about it. And why should I not know
|
||
as much about this part as about any other part? For of course
|
||
I could know nothing about the story except Diamond had told it;
|
||
and why should not Diamond tell about the country at the back of
|
||
the north wind, as well as about his adventures in getting
|
||
there? Because, when he came back, he had forgotten a great
|
||
deal, and what he did remember was very hard to tell. Things
|
||
there are so different from things here! The people there do not
|
||
speak the same language for one thing. Indeed, Diamond insisted
|
||
that there they do not speak at all. I do not think he was
|
||
right, but it may well have appeared so to Diamond. The fact is,
|
||
we have different reports of the place from the most trustworthy
|
||
people. Therefore we are bound to believe that it appears
|
||
somewhat different to different people. All, however, agree in
|
||
a general way about it.
|
||
|
||
I will tell you something of what two very different people
|
||
have reported, both of whom knew more about it, I believe, than
|
||
Herodotus. One of them speaks from his own experience, for he
|
||
visited the country; the other from the testimony of a
|
||
young peasant girl who came back from it for a month's visit to
|
||
her friends. The former was a great Italian of noble family, who
|
||
died more than five hundred years ago; the latter a Scotch
|
||
shepherd who died not forty years ago.
|
||
|
||
The Italian, then, informs us that he had to enter that
|
||
country through a fire so hot that he would have thrown himself
|
||
into boiling glass to cool himself. This was not Diamond's
|
||
experience, but then Durante -- that was the name of the
|
||
Italian, and it means Lasting, for his books will last as long
|
||
as there are enough men in the world worthy of having them --
|
||
Durante was an elderly man, and Diamond was a little boy, and so
|
||
their experience must be a little different. The peasant girl,
|
||
on the other hand, fell fast asleep in a wood, and woke in the
|
||
same country.
|
||
|
||
In describing it, Durante says that the ground everywhere
|
||
smelt sweetly, and that a gentle, even-tempered wind, which
|
||
never blew faster or slower, breathed in his face as he went,
|
||
making all the leaves point one way, not so as to disturb the
|
||
birds in the tops of the trees, but, on the contrary, sounding
|
||
a bass to their song. He describes also a little river which was
|
||
so full that its little waves, as it hurried along, bent the
|
||
grass, full of red and yellow flowers, through which it flowed.
|
||
He says that the purest stream in the world beside this one
|
||
would look as if it were mixed with something that did not
|
||
belong to it, even although it was flowing ever in the brown
|
||
shadow of the trees, and neither sun nor moon could shine upon
|
||
it. He seems to imply that it is always the month of May in that
|
||
country. It would be out of place to describe here the wonderful
|
||
sights he saw, for the music of them is in another key from that
|
||
of this story, and I shall therefore only add from the
|
||
account of this traveller, that the people there are so free and
|
||
so just and so healthy, that every one of them has a crown like
|
||
a king and a mitre like a priest.
|
||
|
||
The peasant girl -- Kilmeny was her name -- could not
|
||
report such grand things as Durante, for, as the shepherd says,
|
||
telling her story as I tell Diamond's --
|
||
|
||
"Kilmeny had been she knew not where,
|
||
|
||
And Kilmeny had seen what she could not declare;
|
||
|
||
Kilmeny had been where the cock never crew,
|
||
|
||
Where the rain never fell, and the wind never blew.
|
||
|
||
But it seemed as the harp of the sky had rung,
|
||
|
||
And the airs of heaven played round her tongue,
|
||
|
||
When she spoke of the lovely forms she had seen,
|
||
|
||
And a land where sin had never been;
|
||
|
||
A land of love and a land of light,
|
||
|
||
Withouten sun, or moon, or night;
|
||
|
||
Where the river swayed a living stream,
|
||
|
||
And the light a pure and cloudless beam:
|
||
|
||
The land of vision it would seem,
|
||
|
||
And still an everlasting dream."
|
||
|
||
The last two lines are the shepherd's own remark, and a
|
||
matter of opinion. But it is clear, I think, that Kilmeny must
|
||
have described the same country as Durante saw, though, not
|
||
having his experience, she could neither understand nor describe
|
||
it so well.
|
||
|
||
Now I must give you such fragments of recollection as
|
||
Diamond was able to bring back with him.
|
||
|
||
When he came to himself after he fell, he found himself at
|
||
the back of the north wind. North Wind herself was nowhere to be
|
||
seen. Neither was there a vestige of snow or of ice within
|
||
sight. The sun too had vanished; but that was no matter, for
|
||
there was plenty of a certain still rayless light.
|
||
Where it came from he never found out; but he thought it
|
||
belonged to the country itself. Sometimes he thought it came out
|
||
of the flowers, which were very bright, but had no strong
|
||
colour. He said the river -- for all agree that there is a river
|
||
there -- flowed not only through, but over grass: its channel,
|
||
instead of being rock, stones, pebbles, sand, or anything else,
|
||
was of pure meadow grass, not over long. He insisted that if it
|
||
did not sing tunes in people's ears, it sung tunes in their
|
||
heads, in proof of which I may mention that, in the troubles
|
||
which followed, Diamond was often heard singing; and when asked
|
||
what he was singing, would answer, "One of the tunes the river
|
||
at the back of the north wind sung." And I may as well say at
|
||
once that Diamond never told these things to any one but -- no,
|
||
I had better not say who it was; but whoever it was told me, and
|
||
I thought it would be well to write them for my child-readers.
|
||
|
||
He could not say he was very happy there, for he had
|
||
neither his father nor mother with him, but he felt so still and
|
||
quiet and patient and contented, that, as far as the mere
|
||
feeling went, it was something better than mere happiness.
|
||
Nothing went wrong at the back of the north wind. Neither was
|
||
anything quite right, he thought. Only everything was going to
|
||
be right some day. His account disagreed with that of Durante,
|
||
and agreed with that of Kilmeny, in this, that he protested
|
||
there was no wind there at all. I fancy he missed it. At all
|
||
events we could not do without wind. It all depends on how big
|
||
our lungs are whether the wind is too strong for us or not.
|
||
|
||
When the person he told about it asked him whether he saw
|
||
anybody he knew there, he answered, "Only a little girl
|
||
belonging to the gardener, who thought he had lost her, but was
|
||
quite mistaken, for there she was safe enough, and was to come
|
||
back some day, as I came back, if they would only wait."
|
||
|
||
"Did you talk to her, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"No. Nobody talks there. They only look at each other, and
|
||
understand everything."
|
||
|
||
"Is it cold there?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"Is it hot?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"What is it then?"
|
||
|
||
"You never think about such things there."
|
||
|
||
"What a queer place it must be!"
|
||
|
||
"It's a very good place."
|
||
|
||
"Do you want to go back again?"
|
||
|
||
"No; I don't think I have left it; I feel it here,
|
||
somewhere."
|
||
|
||
"Did the people there look pleased?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes -- quite pleased, only a little sad."
|
||
|
||
"Then they didn't look glad?"
|
||
|
||
"They looked as if they were waiting to be gladder some
|
||
day."
|
||
|
||
This was how Diamond used to answer questions about that
|
||
country. And now I will take up the story again, and tell you
|
||
how he got back to this country.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XI
|
||
HOW DIAMOND GOT HOME AGAIN
|
||
|
||
WHEN one at the back of the north wind wanted to know how things
|
||
were going with any one he loved, he had to go to a certain
|
||
tree, climb the stem, and sit down in the branches. In a few
|
||
minutes, if he kept very still, he would see something at least
|
||
of what was going on with the people he loved.
|
||
|
||
One day when Diamond was sitting in this tree, he began to
|
||
long very much to get home again, and no wonder, for he saw his
|
||
mother crying. Durante says that the people there may always
|
||
follow their wishes, because they never wish but what is good.
|
||
Diamond's wish was to get home, and he would fain follow his
|
||
wish.
|
||
|
||
But how was he to set about it? If he could only see North
|
||
Wind! But the moment he had got to her back, she was gone
|
||
altogether from his sight. He had never seen her back. She might
|
||
be sitting on her doorstep still, looking southwards, and
|
||
waiting, white and thin and blue-eyed, until she was wanted. Or
|
||
she might have again become a mighty creature, with power to do
|
||
that which was demanded of her, and gone far away upon many
|
||
missions. She must be somewhere, however. He could not go home
|
||
without her, and therefore he must find her.
|
||
She could never have intended to leave him always away from his
|
||
mother. If there had been any danger of that, she would have
|
||
told him, and given him his choice about going. For North Wind
|
||
was right honest. How to find North Wind, therefore, occupied
|
||
all his thoughts.
|
||
|
||
In his anxiety about his mother, he used to climb the tree
|
||
every day, and sit in its branches. However many of the dwellers
|
||
there did so, they never incommoded one another; for the moment
|
||
one got into the tree, he became invisible to
|
||
every one else; and it was such a wide-spreading tree that there
|
||
was room for every one of the people of the country in it,
|
||
without the least interference with each other. Sometimes, on
|
||
getting down, two of them would meet at the root, and then they
|
||
would smile to each other more sweetly than at any other time,
|
||
as much as to say, "Ah, you've been up there too!"
|
||
|
||
One day he was sitting on one of the outer branches of the
|
||
tree, looking southwards after his home. Far away was a blue
|
||
shining sea, dotted with gleaming and sparkling specks of white.
|
||
Those were the icebergs. Nearer he saw a great range of
|
||
snow-capped mountains, and down below him the lovely
|
||
meadow-grass of the country, with the stream flowing and flowing
|
||
through it, away towards the sea. As he looked he began to
|
||
wonder, for the whole country lay beneath him like a map, and
|
||
that which was near him looked just as small as that which he
|
||
knew to be miles away. The ridge of ice which encircled it
|
||
appeared but a few yards off, and no larger than the row of
|
||
pebbles with which a child will mark out the boundaries of the
|
||
kingdom he has appropriated on the sea-shore. He thought he
|
||
could distinguish the vapoury form of North Wind, seated as he
|
||
had left her, on the other side. Hastily he descended the tree,
|
||
and to his amazement found that the map or model of the country
|
||
still lay at his feet. He stood in it. With one stride he had
|
||
crossed the river; with another he had reached the ridge of ice;
|
||
with the third he stepped over its peaks, and sank wearily down
|
||
at North Wind's knees. For there she sat on her doorstep. The
|
||
peaks of the great ridge of ice were as lofty as ever behind
|
||
her, and the country at her back had vanished from Diamond's
|
||
view.
|
||
|
||
North Wind was as still as Diamond had left her. Her pale
|
||
face was white as the snow, and her motionless eyes were as blue
|
||
as the caverns in the ice. But the instant Diamond touched her,
|
||
her face began to change like that of one waking from sleep.
|
||
Light began to glimmer from the blue of her eyes. A moment more,
|
||
and she laid her hand on Diamond's head, and began playing with
|
||
his hair. Diamond took hold of her hand, and laid his face to
|
||
it. She gave a little start.
|
||
|
||
"How very alive you are, child!" she murmured. "Come nearer
|
||
to me."
|
||
|
||
By the help of the stones all around he clambered up beside
|
||
her, and laid himself against her bosom. She gave a great sigh,
|
||
slowly lifted her arms, and slowly folded them about him, until
|
||
she clasped him close. Yet a moment, and she roused herself, and
|
||
came quite awake; and the cold of her bosom, which had pierced
|
||
Diamond's bones, vanished.
|
||
|
||
"Have you been sitting here ever since I went through you,
|
||
dear North Wind?" asked Diamond, stroking her hand.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," she answered, looking at him with her old kindness.
|
||
|
||
"Ain't you very tired?"
|
||
|
||
"No; I've often had to sit longer. Do you know how long you
|
||
have been?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh! years and years," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"You have just been seven days," returned North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"I thought I had been a hundred years!" exclaimed Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I daresay," replied North Wind. "You've been away
|
||
from here seven days; but how long you may have been in there is
|
||
quite another thing. Behind my back and before my face things
|
||
are so different! They don't go at all by the same rule."
|
||
|
||
"I'm very glad," said Diamond, after thinking a while.
|
||
|
||
"Why?" asked North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"Because I've been such a long time there, and such a
|
||
little while away from mother. Why, she won't be expecting me
|
||
home from Sandwich yet!"
|
||
|
||
"No. But we mustn't talk any longer. I've got my orders
|
||
now, and we must be off in a few minutes."
|
||
|
||
Next moment Diamond found himself sitting alone on the
|
||
rock. North Wind had vanished. A creature like a great
|
||
humble-bee or cockchafer flew past his face; but it could be
|
||
neither, for there were no insects amongst the ice. It passed
|
||
him again and again, flying in circles around him, and he
|
||
concluded that it must be North Wind herself, no bigger than Tom
|
||
Thumb when his mother put him in the nutshell lined with
|
||
flannel. But she was no longer vapoury and thin. She was solid,
|
||
although tiny. A moment more, and she perched on his shoulder.
|
||
|
||
"Come along, Diamond," she said in his ear, in the smallest
|
||
and highest of treble voices; "it is time we were setting out
|
||
for Sandwich."
|
||
|
||
Diamond could just see her, by turning his head towards his
|
||
shoulder as far as he could, but only with one eye, for his nose
|
||
came between her and the other.
|
||
|
||
"Won't you take me in your arms and carry me?" he said in
|
||
a whisper, for he knew she did not like a loud voice when she
|
||
was small.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! you ungrateful boy," returned North Wind, smiling "how
|
||
dare you make game of me? Yes, I will carry you, but you shall
|
||
walk a bit for your impertinence first. Come along."
|
||
|
||
She jumped from his shoulder, but when Diamond looked for
|
||
her upon the ground, he could see nothing but a little spider
|
||
with long legs that made its way over the ice towards the south.
|
||
It ran very fast indeed for a spider, but Diamond ran a long way
|
||
before it, and then waited for it. It was up with him sooner
|
||
than he had expected, however, and it had grown a good deal. And
|
||
the spider grew and grew and went faster and faster, till all at
|
||
once Diamond discovered that it was not a spider, but a weasel;
|
||
and away glided the weasel, and away went Diamond after it, and
|
||
it took all the run there was in him to keep up with the weasel.
|
||
And the weasel grew, and grew, and grew, till all at once
|
||
Diamond saw that the weasel was not a weasel but a cat. And away
|
||
went the cat, and Diamond after it.
|
||
And when he had run half a mile, he found the cat waiting for
|
||
him, sitting up and washing her face not to lose time. And away
|
||
went the cat again, and Diamond after it. But the next time he
|
||
came up with the cat, the cat was not a cat, but a
|
||
hunting-leopard. And the hunting-leopard grew to a jaguar, all
|
||
covered with spots like eyes. And the jaguar grew to a Bengal
|
||
tiger. And at none of them was Diamond afraid, for he had been
|
||
at North Wind's back, and he could be afraid of her no longer
|
||
whatever she did or grew. And the tiger flew over the snow in a
|
||
straight line for the south, growing less and less to Diamond's
|
||
eyes till it was only a black speck upon the whiteness; and then
|
||
it vanished altogether. And now Diamond felt that he would
|
||
rather not run any farther, and that the ice had got very rough.
|
||
Besides, he was near the precipices that bounded the sea, so he
|
||
slackened his pace to a walk, saying aloud to himself:
|
||
|
||
"When North Wind has punished me enough for making game of
|
||
her, she will come back to me; I know she will, for I can't go
|
||
much farther without her."
|
||
|
||
"You dear boy! It was only in fun. Here I am!" said North
|
||
Wind's voice behind him.
|
||
|
||
Diamond turned, and saw her as he liked best to see her,
|
||
standing beside him, a tall lady.
|
||
|
||
"Where's the tiger?" he asked, for he knew all the
|
||
creatures from a picture book that Miss Coleman had given him.
|
||
"But, of course," he added, "you were the tiger. I was puzzled
|
||
and forgot. I saw it such a long way off before me, and there
|
||
you were behind me. It's so odd, you know."
|
||
|
||
"It must look very odd to you, Diamond: I see that. But it
|
||
is no more odd to me than to break an old pine in two."
|
||
|
||
"Well, that's odd enough," remarked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"So it is! I forgot. Well, none of these things are odder
|
||
to me than it is to you to eat bread and butter."
|
||
|
||
"Well, that's odd too, when I think of it," persisted
|
||
Diamond. "I should just like a slice of bread and butter! I'm
|
||
afraid to say how long it is -- how long it seems to me, that is
|
||
-- since I had anything to eat."
|
||
|
||
"Come then," said North Wind, stooping and holding out her
|
||
arms. "You shall have some bread and butter very soon. I am glad
|
||
to find you want some."
|
||
|
||
Diamond held up his arms to meet hers, and was safe upon
|
||
her bosom. North Wind bounded into the air. Her tresses began to
|
||
lift and rise and spread and stream and flow and flutter; and
|
||
with a roar from her hair and an answering roar from one of the
|
||
great glaciers beside them, whose slow torrent tumbled two or
|
||
three icebergs at once into the waves at their feet, North Wind
|
||
and Diamond went flying southwards.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XII
|
||
WHO MET DIAMOND AT SANDWICH
|
||
|
||
As THEY flew, so fast they went that the sea slid away from
|
||
under them like a great web of shot silk, blue shot with grey,
|
||
and green shot with purple. They went so fast that the stars
|
||
themselves appeared to sail away past them overhead, "like
|
||
golden boats," on a blue sea turned upside down. And they went
|
||
so fast that Diamond himself went the other way as fast -- I
|
||
mean he went fast asleep in North Wind's arms.
|
||
|
||
When he woke, a face was bending over him; but it was not
|
||
North Wind's; it was his mother's. He put out his arms to her,
|
||
and she clasped him to her bosom and burst out crying. Diamond
|
||
kissed her again and again to make her stop. Perhaps kissing is
|
||
the best thing for crying, but it will not always stop it.
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter, mother?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, Diamond, my darling! you have been so ill!" she
|
||
sobbed.
|
||
|
||
"No, mother dear. I've only been at the back of the north
|
||
wind," returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I thought you were dead," said his mother.
|
||
|
||
But that moment the doctor came in.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! there!" said the doctor with gentle cheerfulness;
|
||
"we're better to-day, I see."
|
||
|
||
Then he drew the mother aside, and told her not to talk to
|
||
Diamond, or to mind what he might say; for he must be kept
|
||
as quiet as possible. And indeed Diamond was not much inclined
|
||
to talk, for he felt very strange and weak, which was little
|
||
wonder, seeing that all the time he had been away he had only
|
||
sucked a few lumps of ice, and there could not be much
|
||
nourishment in them.
|
||
|
||
Now while he is lying there, getting strong again with
|
||
chicken broth and other nice things, I will tell my readers what
|
||
had been taking place at his home, for they ought to be told it.
|
||
|
||
They may have forgotten that Miss Coleman was in a very
|
||
poor state of health. Now there were three reasons for this. In
|
||
the first place, her lungs were not strong. In the second place,
|
||
there was a gentleman somewhere who had not behaved very well to
|
||
her. In the third place, she had not anything particular to do.
|
||
These three nots together are enough to make a lady very ill
|
||
indeed. Of course she could not help the first cause; but if the
|
||
other two causes had not existed, that would have been of little
|
||
consequence; she would only have to be a little careful. The
|
||
second she could not help quite; but if she had had anything to
|
||
do, and had done it well, it would have been very difficult for
|
||
any man to behave badly to her. And for this third cause of her
|
||
illness, if she had had anything to do that was worth doing, she
|
||
might have borne his bad behaviour so that even that would not
|
||
have made her ill. It is not always easy, I confess, to find
|
||
something to do that is worth doing, but the most difficult
|
||
things are constantly being done, and she might have found
|
||
something if she had tried. Her fault lay in this, that she had
|
||
not tried. But, to be sure, her father and mother were to blame
|
||
that they had never set her going. Only then again, nobody had
|
||
told her father and mother that they ought to set her going in
|
||
that direction. So as none of them would find it out of
|
||
themselves, North Wind had to teach them.
|
||
|
||
We know that North Wind was very busy that night on which
|
||
she left Diamond in the cathedral. She had in a sense been
|
||
blowing through and through the Colemans' house the whole of the
|
||
night. First, Miss Coleman's maid had left a chink of her
|
||
mistress's window open, thinking she had shut it, and North Wind
|
||
had wound a few of her hairs round the lady's throat. She was
|
||
considerably worse the next morning. Again, the ship which North
|
||
Wind had sunk that very night belonged to Mr. Coleman. Nor will
|
||
my readers understand what a heavy loss this was to him until I
|
||
have informed them that he had been getting poorer and poorer
|
||
for some time. He was not so successful in his speculations as
|
||
he had been, for he speculated a great deal more than was right,
|
||
and it was time he should be pulled up. It is a hard thing for
|
||
a rich man to grow poor; but it is an awful thing for him to
|
||
grow dishonest, and some kinds of speculation lead a man deep
|
||
into dishonesty before he thinks what he is about. Poverty will
|
||
not make a man worthless -- he may be worth a great deal more
|
||
when he is poor than he was when he was rich; but dishonesty
|
||
goes very far indeed to make a man of no value -- a thing to be
|
||
thrown out in the dust-hole of the creation, like a bit of a
|
||
broken basin, or a dirty rag. So North Wind had to look after
|
||
Mr. Coleman, and try to make an honest man of him. So she sank
|
||
the ship which was his last venture, and he was what himself and
|
||
his wife and the world called ruined.
|
||
|
||
Nor was this all yet. For on board that vessel Miss
|
||
Coleman's lover was a passenger; and when the news came that the
|
||
vessel had gone down, and that all on board had perished, we may
|
||
be sure she did not think the loss of their fine house and
|
||
garden and furniture the greatest misfortune in the world.
|
||
|
||
Of course, the trouble did not end with Mr. Coleman and his
|
||
family. Nobody can suffer alone. When the cause of suffering is
|
||
most deeply hidden in the heart, and nobody knows anything about
|
||
it but the man himself, he must be a great and a
|
||
good man indeed, such as few of us have known, if the pain
|
||
inside him does not make him behave so as to cause all about him
|
||
to be more or less uncomfortable. But when a man brings
|
||
money-troubles on himself by making haste to be rich, then most
|
||
of the people he has to do with must suffer in the same way with
|
||
himself. The elm-tree which North Wind blew down that very
|
||
night, as if small and great trials were to be gathered in one
|
||
heap, crushed Miss Coleman's pretty summer-house: just so the
|
||
fall of Mr. Coleman crushed the little family that lived over
|
||
his coach-house and stable. Before Diamond was well enough to be
|
||
taken home, there was no home for him to go to. Mr. Coleman --
|
||
or his creditors, for I do not know the particulars -- had sold
|
||
house, carriage, horses, furniture, and everything. He and his
|
||
wife and daughter and Mrs. Crump had gone to live in a small
|
||
house in Hoxton, where he would be unknown, and whence he could
|
||
walk to his place of business in the City. For he was not an old
|
||
man, and hoped yet to retrieve his fortunes. Let us hope that he
|
||
lived to retrieve his honesty, the tail of which had slipped
|
||
through his fingers to the very last joint, if not beyond it.
|
||
|
||
Of course, Diamond's father had nothing to do for a time,
|
||
but it was not so hard for him to have nothing to do as it was
|
||
for Miss Coleman. He wrote to his wife that, if her sister would
|
||
keep her there till he got a place, it would be better for them,
|
||
and he would be greatly obliged to her. Meantime, the gentleman
|
||
who had bought the house had allowed his furniture to remain
|
||
where it was for a little while.
|
||
|
||
Diamond's aunt was quite willing to keep them as long as
|
||
she could. And indeed Diamond was not yet well enough to be
|
||
moved with safety.
|
||
|
||
When he had recovered so far as to be able to go out, one
|
||
day his mother got her sister's husband, who had a little
|
||
pony-cart, to carry them down to the sea-shore, and leave them
|
||
there for a few hours. He had some business to do further on at
|
||
Ramsgate, and would pick them up as he returned. A whiff of the
|
||
sea-air would do them both good, she said, and she thought
|
||
besides she could best tell Diamond what had happened if she had
|
||
him quite to herself.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XIII
|
||
THE SEASIDE
|
||
|
||
DIAMOND and his mother sat down upon the edge of the rough grass
|
||
that bordered the sand. The sun was just far enough past its
|
||
highest not to shine in their eyes when they looked eastward. A
|
||
sweet little wind blew on their left side, and comforted the
|
||
mother without letting her know what it was that comforted her.
|
||
Away before them stretched the sparkling waters of the ocean,
|
||
every wave of which flashed out its own delight back in the face
|
||
of the great sun, which looked down from the stillness of its
|
||
blue house with glorious silent face upon its flashing children.
|
||
On each hand the shore rounded outwards, forming a little bay.
|
||
There were no white cliffs here, as further north and south, and
|
||
the place was rather dreary, but the sky got at them so much the
|
||
better. Not a house, not a creature was within sight. Dry sand
|
||
was about their feet, and under them thin wiry grass, that just
|
||
managed to grow out of the poverty-stricken shore.
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear!" said Diamond's mother, with a deep sigh, "it's
|
||
a sad world!"
|
||
|
||
"Is it?" said Diamond. "I didn't know."
|
||
|
||
"How should you know, child? You've been too well taken
|
||
care of, I trust."
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes, I have," returned Diamond. "I'm sorry! I
|
||
thought you were taken care of too. I thought my father took
|
||
care of you. I will ask him about it. I think he must have
|
||
forgotten."
|
||
|
||
"Dear boy!" said his mother. "your father's the best man in
|
||
the world."
|
||
|
||
"So I thought!" returned Diamond with triumph. "I was sure
|
||
of it! -- Well, doesn't he take very good care of you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes, he does," answered his mother, bursting into
|
||
tears. "But who's to take care of him? And how is he to take
|
||
care of us if he's got nothing to eat himself?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear!" said Diamond with a gasp; "hasn't he got
|
||
anything to eat? Oh! I must go home to him."
|
||
|
||
"No, no, child. He's not come to that yet. But what's to
|
||
become of us, I don't know."
|
||
|
||
"Are you very hungry, mother? There's the basket. I thought
|
||
you put something to eat in it."
|
||
|
||
"O you darling stupid! I didn't say I was hungry," returned
|
||
his mother, smiling through her tears.
|
||
|
||
"Then I don't understand you at all," said Diamond. "Do
|
||
tell me what's the matter."
|
||
|
||
"There are people in the world who have nothing to eat,
|
||
Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"Then I suppose they don't stop in it any longer. They --
|
||
they -- what you call -- die -- don't they?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, they do. How would you like that?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know. I never tried. But I suppose they go where
|
||
they get something to eat."
|
||
|
||
"Like enough they don't want it," said his mother,
|
||
petulantly.
|
||
|
||
"That's all right then," said Diamond, thinking I daresay
|
||
more than he chose to put in words.
|
||
|
||
"Is it though? Poor boy! how little you know about things!
|
||
Mr. Coleman's lost all his money, and your father has nothing to
|
||
do, and we shall have nothing to eat by and by."
|
||
|
||
"Are you sure, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"Sure of what?"
|
||
|
||
"Sure that we shall have nothing to eat."
|
||
|
||
"No, thank Heaven! I'm not sure of it. I hope not."
|
||
|
||
"Then I can't understand it, mother. There's a piece of
|
||
gingerbread in the basket, I know."
|
||
|
||
"O you little bird! You have no more sense than a sparrow
|
||
that picks what it wants, and never thinks of the winter and the
|
||
frost and, the snow."
|
||
|
||
"Ah -- yes -- I see. But the birds get through the winter,
|
||
don't they?"
|
||
|
||
"Some of them fall dead on the ground."
|
||
|
||
"They must die some time. They wouldn't like to be birds
|
||
always. Would you, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"What a child it is!" thought his mother, but she said
|
||
nothing.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! now I remember," Diamond went on. "Father told me that
|
||
day I went to Epping Forest with him, that the rose-bushes, and
|
||
the may-bushes, and the holly-bushes were the bird's barns, for
|
||
there were the hips, and the haws, and the holly-berries, all
|
||
ready for the winter."
|
||
|
||
"Yes; that's all very true. So you see the birds are
|
||
provided for. But there are no such barns for you and me,
|
||
Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"Ain't there?"
|
||
|
||
"No. We've got to work for our bread."
|
||
|
||
"Then let's go and work," said Diamond, getting up.
|
||
|
||
"It's no use. We've not got anything to do."
|
||
|
||
"Then let's wait."
|
||
|
||
"Then we shall starve."
|
||
|
||
"No. There's the basket. Do you know, mother, I think I
|
||
shall call that basket the barn."
|
||
|
||
"It's not a very big one. And when it's empty -- where are
|
||
we then?"
|
||
|
||
"At auntie's cupboard," returned Diamond promptly.
|
||
|
||
"But we can't eat auntie's things all up and leave her to
|
||
starve."
|
||
|
||
"No, no. We'll go back to father before that. He'll have
|
||
found a cupboard somewhere by that time."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know it. But I haven't got even a cupboard, and
|
||
I've always had plenty to eat. I've heard you say I had too
|
||
much, sometimes."
|
||
|
||
"But I tell you that's because I've had a cupboard for you,
|
||
child."
|
||
|
||
"And when yours was empty, auntie opened hers."
|
||
|
||
"But that can't go on."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know? I think there must be a big cupboard
|
||
somewhere, out of which the little cupboards are filled, you
|
||
know, mother."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I wish I could find the door of that cupboard," said
|
||
his mother. But the same moment she stopped, and was silent for
|
||
a good while. I cannot tell whether Diamond knew what she was
|
||
thinking, but I think I know. She had heard something at church
|
||
the day before, which came back upon her -- something like this,
|
||
that she hadn't to eat for tomorrow as well as for to-day; and
|
||
that what was not wanted couldn't be missed. So, instead of
|
||
saying anything more, she stretched out her hand for the basket,
|
||
and she and Diamond had their dinner.
|
||
|
||
And Diamond did enjoy it. For the drive and the fresh air
|
||
had made him quite hungry; and he did not, like his mother,
|
||
trouble himself about what they should dine off that day week.
|
||
The fact was he had lived so long without any food at all at the
|
||
back of the north wind, that he knew quite well that food was
|
||
not essential to existence; that in fact, under certain
|
||
circumstances, people could live without it well enough.
|
||
|
||
His mother did not speak much during their dinner. After
|
||
it was over she helped him to walk about a little, but he was
|
||
not able for much and soon got tired. He did not get fretful,
|
||
though. He was too glad of having the sun and the wind again, to
|
||
fret because he could not run about. He lay down on the dry
|
||
sand, and his mother covered him with a shawl. She then sat by
|
||
his side, and took a bit of work from her pocket. But Diamond
|
||
felt rather sleepy, and turned on his side and gazed sleepily
|
||
over the sand. A few yards off he saw something fluttering.
|
||
|
||
"What is that, mother?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Only a bit of paper," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"It flutters more than a bit of paper would, I think," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I'll go and see if you like," said his mother. "My eyes
|
||
are none of the best."
|
||
|
||
So she rose and went and found that they were both right,
|
||
for it was a little book, partly buried in the sand. But several
|
||
of its leaves were clear of the sand, and these the wind kept
|
||
blowing about in a very flutterful manner. She took it up and
|
||
brought it to Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What is it, mother?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"Some nursery rhymes, I think," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"I'm too sleepy," said Diamond. "Do read some of them to
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I will," she said, and began one. -- "But this is
|
||
such nonsense!" she said again. "I will try to find a better
|
||
one."
|
||
|
||
She turned the leaves searching, but three times, with
|
||
sudden puffs, the wind blew the leaves rustling back to the same
|
||
verses.
|
||
|
||
"Do read that one," said Diamond, who seemed to be of the
|
||
same mind as the wind. "It sounded very nice. I am sure it is a
|
||
good one."
|
||
|
||
So his mother thought it might amuse him, though she
|
||
couldn't find any sense in it. She never thought he might
|
||
understand it, although she could not.
|
||
|
||
Now I do not exactly know what the mother read, but this is
|
||
what Diamond heard, or thought afterwards that he had heard. He
|
||
was, however, as I have said, very sleepy. and when he thought
|
||
he understood the verses he may have been only dreaming better
|
||
ones. This is how they went --
|
||
|
||
I know a river
|
||
whose waters run asleep
|
||
run run ever
|
||
singing in the shallows
|
||
dumb in the hollows
|
||
sleeping so deep
|
||
and all the swallows
|
||
that dip their feathers
|
||
in the hollows
|
||
or in the shallows
|
||
are the merriest swallows of all
|
||
for the nests they bake
|
||
with the clay they cake
|
||
with the water they shake
|
||
from their wings that rake
|
||
the water out of the shallows
|
||
or the hollows
|
||
will hold together
|
||
in any weather
|
||
and so the swallows
|
||
are the merriest fellows
|
||
and have the merriest children
|
||
and are built so narrow
|
||
like the head of an arrow
|
||
to cut the air
|
||
and go just where
|
||
the nicest water is flowing
|
||
and the nicest dust is blowing
|
||
for each so narrow
|
||
like head of an arrow
|
||
is only a barrow
|
||
to carry the mud he makes
|
||
from the nicest water flowing
|
||
and the nicest dust that is blowing
|
||
to build his nest
|
||
for her he loves best
|
||
with the nicest cakes
|
||
which the sunshine bakes
|
||
all for their merry children
|
||
all so callow
|
||
with beaks that follow
|
||
gaping and hollow
|
||
wider and wider
|
||
after their father
|
||
or after their mother
|
||
the food-provider
|
||
who brings them a spider
|
||
or a worm the poor hider
|
||
down in the earth
|
||
so there's no dearth
|
||
for their beaks as yellow
|
||
as the buttercups growing
|
||
beside the flowing
|
||
of the singing river
|
||
always and ever
|
||
growing and blowing
|
||
for fast as the sheep
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
crop them and crop them
|
||
they cannot stop them
|
||
but up they creep
|
||
and on they go blowing
|
||
and so with the daisies
|
||
the little white praises
|
||
they grow and they blow
|
||
and they spread out their crown
|
||
and they praise the sun
|
||
and when he goes down
|
||
their praising is done
|
||
and they fold up their crown
|
||
and they sleep every one
|
||
till over the plain
|
||
he's shining amain
|
||
and they're at it again
|
||
praising and praising
|
||
such low songs raising
|
||
that no one hears them
|
||
but the sun who rears them
|
||
and the sheep that bite them
|
||
are the quietest sheep
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
with the merriest bleat
|
||
and the little lambs
|
||
are the merriest lambs
|
||
they forget to eat
|
||
for the frolic in their feet
|
||
and the lambs and their dams
|
||
are the whitest sheep
|
||
with the woolliest wool
|
||
and the longest wool
|
||
and the trailingest tails
|
||
and they shine like snow
|
||
in the grasses that grow
|
||
by the singing river
|
||
that sings for ever
|
||
and the sheep and the lambs
|
||
are merry for ever
|
||
because the river
|
||
sings and they drink it
|
||
and the lambs and their dams
|
||
are quiet
|
||
and white
|
||
because of their diet
|
||
for what they bite
|
||
is buttercups yellow
|
||
and daisies white
|
||
and grass as green
|
||
as the river can make it
|
||
with wind as mellow
|
||
to kiss it and shake it.
|
||
as never was seen
|
||
but here in the hollows
|
||
beside the river
|
||
where all the swallows
|
||
are merriest of fellows
|
||
for the nests they make
|
||
with the clay they cake
|
||
in the sunshine bake
|
||
till they are like bone
|
||
as dry in the wind
|
||
as a marble stone
|
||
so firm they bind
|
||
the grass in the clay
|
||
that dries in the wind
|
||
the sweetest wind
|
||
that blows by the river
|
||
flowing for ever
|
||
but never you find
|
||
whence comes the wind
|
||
that blows on the hollows
|
||
and over the shallows
|
||
where dip the swallows
|
||
alive it blows
|
||
the life as it goes
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
into the river
|
||
that sings as it flows
|
||
and the life it blows
|
||
into the sheep
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
with the woolliest wool
|
||
and the trailingest tails
|
||
and it never fails
|
||
gentle and cool
|
||
to wave the wool
|
||
and to toss the grass
|
||
as the lambs and the sheep
|
||
over it pass
|
||
and tug and bite
|
||
with their teeth so white
|
||
and then with the sweep
|
||
of their trailing tails
|
||
smooth it again
|
||
and it grows amain
|
||
and amain it grows
|
||
and the wind as it blows
|
||
tosses the swallows
|
||
over the hollows
|
||
and down on the shallows
|
||
till every feather
|
||
doth shake and quiver
|
||
and all their feathers
|
||
go all together
|
||
blowing the life
|
||
and the joy so rife
|
||
into the swallows
|
||
that skim the shallows
|
||
and have the yellowest children
|
||
for the wind that blows
|
||
is the life of the river
|
||
flowing for ever
|
||
that washes the grasses
|
||
still as it passes
|
||
and feeds the daisies
|
||
the little white praises
|
||
and buttercups bonny
|
||
so golden and sunny
|
||
with butter and honey
|
||
that whiten the sheep
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
that nibble and bite
|
||
and grow whiter than white
|
||
and merry and quiet
|
||
on the sweet diet
|
||
fed by the river
|
||
and tossed for ever
|
||
by the wind that tosses
|
||
the swallow that crosses
|
||
over the shallows
|
||
dipping his wings
|
||
to gather the water
|
||
and bake the cake
|
||
that the wind shall make
|
||
as hard as a bone
|
||
as dry as a stone
|
||
it's all in the wind
|
||
that blows from behind
|
||
and all in the river
|
||
that flows for ever
|
||
and all in the grasses
|
||
and the white daisies
|
||
and the merry sheep
|
||
awake or asleep
|
||
and the happy swallows
|
||
skimming the shallows
|
||
and it's all in the wind
|
||
that blows from behind
|
||
|
||
Here Diamond became aware that his mother had stopped
|
||
reading.
|
||
|
||
"Why don't you go on, mother dear?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"It's such nonsense!" said his mother. "I believe it would
|
||
go on for ever."
|
||
|
||
"That's just what it did," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What did?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
"Why, the river. That's almost the very tune it used to
|
||
sing."
|
||
|
||
His mother was frightened, for she thought the fever was
|
||
coming on again. So she did not contradict him.
|
||
|
||
"Who made that poem?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know," she answered. "Some silly woman for her
|
||
children, I suppose -- and then thought it good enough to
|
||
print."
|
||
|
||
"She must have been at the back of the north wind some time
|
||
or other, anyhow," said Diamond. "She couldn't have got a hold
|
||
of it anywhere else. That's just how it went." And he began to
|
||
chant bits of it here and there; but his mother said nothing for
|
||
fear of making him, worse; and she was very glad indeed when she
|
||
saw her brother-in-law jogging along in his little cart. They
|
||
lifted Diamond in, and got up themselves, and away they went,
|
||
"home again, home again, home again," as Diamond sang. But he
|
||
soon grew quiet, and before they reached Sandwich he was fast
|
||
asleep and dreaming of the country at the back of the north
|
||
wind.
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||
|
||
CHAPTER XIV
|
||
OLD DIAMOND
|
||
|
||
AFTER this Diamond recovered so fast, that in a few days he was
|
||
quite able to go home as soon as his father had a place for them
|
||
to go. Now his father having saved a little money, and finding
|
||
that no situation offered itself, had been thinking over a new
|
||
plan. A strange occurrence it was which turned his thoughts in
|
||
that direction. He had a friend in the Bloomsbury region, who
|
||
lived by letting out cabs and horses to the cabmen. This man,
|
||
happening to meet him one day as he was returning from an
|
||
unsuccessful application, said to him:
|
||
|
||
"Why don't you set up for yourself now -- in the cab line,
|
||
I mean?"
|
||
|
||
"I haven't enough for that," answered Diamond's father.
|
||
|
||
"You must have saved a goodish bit, I should think. Just
|
||
come home with me now and look at a horse I can let you have
|
||
cheap. I bought him only a few weeks ago, thinking he'd do for
|
||
a Hansom, but I was wrong. He's got bone enough for a waggon,
|
||
but a waggon ain't a Hansom. He ain't got go enough for a
|
||
Hansom. You see parties as takes Hansoms wants to go like the
|
||
wind, and he ain't got wind enough, for he ain't so young as he
|
||
once was. But for a four-wheeler as takes families and their
|
||
luggages, he's the very horse. He'd carry a small house any day.
|
||
I bought him cheap, and I'll sell him cheap."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I don't want him," said Diamond's father. "A body must
|
||
have time to think over an affair of so much importance. And
|
||
there's the cab too. That would come to a deal of money."
|
||
|
||
"I could fit you there, I daresay," said his friend. "But
|
||
come and look at the animal, anyhow."
|
||
|
||
"Since I lost my own old pair, as was Mr. Coleman's," said
|
||
Diamond's father, turning to accompany the cab-master, "I ain't
|
||
almost got the heart to look a horse in the face. It's a
|
||
thousand pities to part man and horse."
|
||
|
||
"So it is," returned his friend sympathetically.
|
||
|
||
But what was the ex-coachman's delight, when, on going into
|
||
the stable where his friend led him, he found the horse he
|
||
wanted him to buy was no other than his own old Diamond, grown
|
||
very thin and bony and long-legged, as if they, had been doing
|
||
what they could to fit him for Hansom work!
|
||
|
||
"He ain't a Hansom horse," said Diamond's father
|
||
indignantly.
|
||
|
||
"Well, you're right. He ain't handsome, but he's a good un"
|
||
said his owner.
|
||
|
||
"Who says he ain't handsome? He's one of the handsomest
|
||
horses a gentleman's coachman ever druv," said Diamond's father;
|
||
remarking to himself under his breath -- "though I says it as
|
||
shouldn't" -- for he did not feel inclined all at once to
|
||
confess that his own old horse could have sunk so low.
|
||
|
||
"Well," said his friend, "all I say is -- There's a animal
|
||
for you, as strong as a church; an'll go like a train, leastways
|
||
a parly," he added, correcting himself.
|
||
|
||
But the coachman had a lump in his throat and tears in his
|
||
eyes. For the old horse, hearing his voice, had turned his long
|
||
neck, and when his old friend went up to him and laid his hand
|
||
on his side, he whinnied for joy, and laid his big head on his
|
||
master's breast. This settled the matter. The coachman's arms
|
||
were round the horse's neck in a moment, and he fairly broke
|
||
down and cried. The cab-master had never been so fond of a horse
|
||
himself as to hug him like that, but he saw in a moment how it
|
||
was. And he must have been a good-hearted fellow, for I never
|
||
heard of such an idea coming into the head of any other man with
|
||
a horse to sell: instead of putting something on to the price
|
||
because he was now pretty sure of selling
|
||
him, he actually took a pound off what he had meant to ask for
|
||
him, saying to himself it was a shame to part old friends.
|
||
|
||
Diamond's father, as soon as he came to himself, turned and
|
||
asked how much he wanted for the horse.
|
||
|
||
"I see you're old friends," said the owner.
|
||
|
||
"It's my own old Diamond. I liked him far the best of the
|
||
pair, though the other was good. You ain't got him too, have
|
||
you?"
|
||
|
||
"No; nothing in the stable to match him there."
|
||
|
||
"I believe you," said the coachman. "But you'll be wanting
|
||
a long price for him, I know."
|
||
|
||
"No, not so much. I bought him cheap, and as I say, he
|
||
ain't for my work."
|
||
|
||
The end of it was that Diamond's father bought old Diamond
|
||
again, along with a four-wheeled cab. And as there were some
|
||
rooms to be had over the stable, he took them, wrote to his wife
|
||
to come home, and set up as a cabman.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XV
|
||
THE MEWS
|
||
|
||
IT WAS late in the afternoon when Diamond and his mother and the
|
||
baby reached London. I was so full of Diamond that I forgot to
|
||
tell you a baby had arrived in the meantime. His father was
|
||
waiting for them with his own cab, but they had not told Diamond
|
||
who the horse was; for his father wanted to enjoy the pleasure
|
||
of his surprise when he found it out. He got in with his mother
|
||
without looking at the horse, and his father having put up
|
||
Diamond's carpet-bag and his mother's little trunk, got upon the
|
||
box himself and drove off; and Diamond was quite proud of riding
|
||
home in his father's own carriage. But when he got to the mews,
|
||
he could not help being a little dismayed at first; and if he
|
||
had never been to the back of the north wind, I am afraid he
|
||
would have cried a little. But instead of that, he said to
|
||
himself it was a fine thing all the old furniture was there. And
|
||
instead of helping his mother to be miserable at the change, he
|
||
began to find out all the advantages of the place; for every
|
||
place has some advantages, and they are always better worth
|
||
knowing than the disadvantages. Certainly the weather was
|
||
depressing, for a thick, dull, persistent rain was falling by
|
||
the time they reached home. But happily the weather is very
|
||
changeable; and besides, there was a good fire burning in the
|
||
room, which their neighbour with the drunken
|
||
husband had attended to for them; and the tea-things were put
|
||
out, and the kettle was boiling on the fire. And with a good
|
||
fire, and tea and bread and butter, things cannot be said to be
|
||
miserable. Diamond's father and mother were, notwithstanding,
|
||
rather miserable, and Diamond began to feel a kind of darkness
|
||
beginning to spread over his own mind. But the same moment he
|
||
said to himself, "This will never do. I can't give in to this.
|
||
I've been to the back of the north wind. Things go right there,
|
||
and so I must try to get things to go right here. I've
|
||
got to fight the miserable things. They shan't make me miserable
|
||
if I can help it." I do not mean that he thought these very
|
||
words. They are perhaps too grown-up for him to have thought,
|
||
but they represent the kind of thing that was in his heart and
|
||
his head. And when heart and head go together, nothing can stand
|
||
before them.
|
||
|
||
"What nice bread and butter this is!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I'm glad you like it, my dear" said his father. "I bought
|
||
the butter myself at the little shop round the corner."
|
||
|
||
"It's very nice, thank you, father. Oh, there's baby
|
||
waking! I'll take him."
|
||
|
||
"Sit still, Diamond," said his mother. "Go on with your
|
||
bread and butter. You're not strong enough to lift him yet."
|
||
|
||
So she took the baby herself, and set him on her knee. Then
|
||
Diamond began to amuse him, and went on till the little fellow
|
||
was shrieking with laughter. For the baby's world was his
|
||
mother's arms; and the drizzling rain, and the dreary mews, and
|
||
even his father's troubled face could not touch him. What cared
|
||
baby for the loss of a hundred situations? Yet neither father
|
||
nor mother thought him hard-hearted because he crowed and
|
||
laughed in the middle of their troubles. On the contrary, his
|
||
crowing and laughing were infectious. His little heart was so
|
||
full of merriment that it could not hold it all, and it ran over
|
||
into theirs. Father and mother began to laugh too, and Diamond
|
||
laughed till he had a fit of coughing which frightened his
|
||
mother, and made them all stop. His father took the baby, and
|
||
his mother put him to bed.
|
||
|
||
But it was indeed a change to them all, not only from
|
||
Sandwich, but from their old place. instead of the great river
|
||
where the huge barges with their mighty brown and yellow sails
|
||
went tacking from side to side like little pleasure-skiffs, and
|
||
where the long thin boats shot past with eight and sometimes
|
||
twelve rowers, their windows now looked out upon a dirty paved
|
||
yard. And there was no garden more for Diamond to run into when
|
||
he pleased, with gay flowers about his feet, and solemn
|
||
sun-filled trees over his head. Neither was there a wooden wall
|
||
at the back of his bed with a hole in it for North Wind to come
|
||
in at when she liked. Indeed, there was such a high wall, and
|
||
there were so many houses about the mews, that North Wind seldom
|
||
got into the place at all, except when
|
||
something must be done, and she had a grand cleaning out like
|
||
other housewives; while the partition at the head of Diamond's
|
||
new bed only divided it from the room occupied by a cabman who
|
||
drank too much beer, and came home chiefly to quarrel with his
|
||
wife and pinch his children. It was dreadful to Diamond to hear
|
||
the scolding and the crying. But it could not make him
|
||
miserable, because he had been at the back of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
If my reader find it hard to believe that Diamond should be
|
||
so good, he must remember that he had been to the back of the
|
||
north wind. If he never knew a boy so good, did he ever know a
|
||
boy that had been to the back of the north wind? It was not in
|
||
the least strange of Diamond to behave as he did; on the
|
||
contrary, it was thoroughly sensible of him.
|
||
|
||
We shall see how he got on.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVI
|
||
DIAMOND MAKES A BEGINNING
|
||
|
||
THE wind blew loud, but Diamond slept a deep sleep, and never
|
||
heard it. My own impression is that every time when Diamond
|
||
slept well and remembered nothing about it in the morning, he
|
||
had been all that night at the back of the north wind. I am
|
||
almost sure that was how he woke so refreshed, and felt so quiet
|
||
and hopeful all the day. Indeed he said this much, though not to
|
||
me -- that always when he woke from such a sleep there was a
|
||
something in his mind, he could not tell what -- could not tell
|
||
whether it was the last far-off sounds of the river dying away
|
||
in the distance, or some of the words of the endless song his
|
||
mother had read to him on the sea-shore. Sometimes he thought it
|
||
must have been the twittering of the swallows -- over the
|
||
shallows, you, know; but it may have been the chirping of the
|
||
dingy sparrows picking up their breakfast in the yard -- how can
|
||
I tell? I don't know what I know, I only know what I think; and
|
||
to tell the truth, I am more for the swallows than the sparrows.
|
||
When he knew he was coming awake, he would sometimes try hard to
|
||
keep hold of the words of what seemed a new song, one he had not
|
||
heard before -- a song in which the words and the music somehow
|
||
appeared to be all, one; but even when he thought he had got
|
||
them well fixed in his mind, ever as he came awaker -- as he
|
||
would say -- one line faded away out of it, and then another,
|
||
and then another, till at last there was nothing left but some
|
||
lovely picture of water or grass or daisies, or something else
|
||
very common, but with all the commonness polished off it, and
|
||
the lovely soul of it, which people so seldom see, and, alas!
|
||
yet seldomer believe in, shining out. But after that he would
|
||
sing the oddest, loveliest little songs to the baby -- of his
|
||
own making, his mother said; but Diamond said he did not make
|
||
them; they were made somewhere inside him, and he knew nothing
|
||
about them till they were coming out.
|
||
|
||
When he woke that first morning he got up at once, saying
|
||
to himself, "I've been ill long enough, and have given a great
|
||
deal of trouble; I must try and be of use now, and help my
|
||
mother." When he went into her room he found her lighting the
|
||
fire, and his father just getting out of bed. They had only the
|
||
one room, besides the little one, not much more than a closet,
|
||
in which Diamond slept. He began at once to set things to
|
||
rights, but the baby waking up, he took him, and nursed him till
|
||
his mother had got the breakfast ready. She was looking gloomy,
|
||
and his father was silent; and indeed except Diamond had done
|
||
all he possibly could to keep out the misery that was trying to
|
||
get in at doors and windows, he too would have grown miserable,
|
||
and then they would have been all miserable together. But to try
|
||
to make others comfortable is the only way to get right
|
||
comfortable ourselves, and that comes partly of not being able
|
||
to think so much about ourselves when we are helping other
|
||
people. For our Selves will always do pretty well if we don't
|
||
pay them too much attention. Our Selves are like some little
|
||
children who will be happy enough so long as they are left to
|
||
their own games, but
|
||
when we begin to interfere with them, and make them presents of
|
||
too nice playthings, or too many sweet things, they begin at
|
||
once to fret and spoil.
|
||
|
||
"Why, Diamond, child!" said his mother at last, "you're as
|
||
good to your mother as if you were a girl -- nursing the baby,
|
||
and toasting the bread, and sweeping up the hearth! I declare a
|
||
body would think you had been among the fairies."
|
||
|
||
Could Diamond have had greater praise or greater pleasure?
|
||
You see when he forgot his Self his mother took care of his
|
||
Self, and loved and praised his Self. Our own praises poison our
|
||
Selves, and puff and swell them up, till they lose all shape and
|
||
beauty, and become like great toadstools. But the praises of
|
||
father or mother do our Selves good, and comfort them and make
|
||
them beautiful. They never do them any harm. If they do any
|
||
harm, it comes of our mixing some of our own praises with them,
|
||
and that turns them nasty and slimy and poisonous.
|
||
|
||
When his father had finished his breakfast, which he did
|
||
rather in a hurry, he got up and went down into the yard to get
|
||
out his horse and put him to the cab.
|
||
|
||
"Won't you come and see the cab, Diamond?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, please, father -- if mother can spare me a minute,"
|
||
answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Bless the child! I don't want him," said his mother
|
||
cheerfully.
|
||
|
||
But as he was following his father out of the door, she
|
||
called him back.
|
||
|
||
"Diamond, just hold the baby one minute. I have something
|
||
to say to your father."
|
||
|
||
So Diamond sat down again, took the baby in his lap, and
|
||
began poking his face into its little body, laughing and singing
|
||
all the while, so that the baby crowed like a little bantam. And
|
||
what he sang was something like this -- such nonsense to those
|
||
that couldn't understand it! but not to the baby, who got all
|
||
the good in the world out of it: --
|
||
|
||
baby's a-sleeping
|
||
wake up baby
|
||
for all the swallows
|
||
are the merriest fellows
|
||
and have the yellowest children
|
||
who would go sleeping
|
||
and snore like a gaby
|
||
disturbing his mother
|
||
and father and brother
|
||
and all a-boring
|
||
their ears with his snoring
|
||
snoring snoring
|
||
for himself and no other
|
||
for himself in particular
|
||
wake up baby
|
||
sit up perpendicular
|
||
hark to the gushing
|
||
hark to the rushing
|
||
where the sheep are the woolliest
|
||
and the lambs the unruliest
|
||
and their tails the whitest
|
||
and their eyes the brightest
|
||
and baby's the bonniest
|
||
and baby's the funniest
|
||
and baby's the shiniest
|
||
and baby's the tiniest
|
||
and baby's the merriest
|
||
and baby's the worriest
|
||
of all the lambs
|
||
that plague their dams
|
||
and mother's the whitest
|
||
of all the dams
|
||
that feed the lambs
|
||
that go crop-cropping
|
||
without stop-stopping
|
||
and father's the best
|
||
of all the swallows
|
||
that build their nest
|
||
out of the shining shallows
|
||
and he has the merriest children
|
||
that's baby and Diamond
|
||
and Diamond and baby
|
||
and baby and Diamond
|
||
and Diamond and baby
|
||
|
||
Here Diamond's knees went off in a wild dance which tossed
|
||
the baby about and shook the laughter out of him in immoderate
|
||
peals. His mother had been listening at the door to the last few
|
||
lines of his song, and came in with the tears in her eyes. She
|
||
took the baby from him, gave him a kiss, and told him to run to
|
||
his father.
|
||
|
||
By the time Diamond got into the yard, the horse was
|
||
between the shafts, and his father was looping the traces on.
|
||
Diamond went round to look at the horse. The sight of him made
|
||
him feel very queer. He did not know much about different
|
||
horses, and all other horses than their own were very much the
|
||
same to him. But he could not make it out. This was Diamond and
|
||
it wasn't Diamond. Diamond didn't hang his head like that; yet
|
||
the head that was hanging was very like the one that Diamond
|
||
used to hold so high. Diamond's bones didn't show through his
|
||
skin like that; but the skin they pushed out of shape so was
|
||
very like Diamond's skin; and the bones might be Diamond's
|
||
bones, for he had never seen the shape of them. But when he came
|
||
round in front of the old horse, and he put out his long neck,
|
||
and began sniffing at him and rubbing his upper lip and his nose
|
||
on him, then Diamond saw it could be no other than old Diamond,
|
||
and he did just as his father had done before -- put his arms
|
||
round his neck and cried -- but not much.
|
||
|
||
"Ain't it jolly, father?" he said. "Was there ever anybody
|
||
so lucky as me? Dear old Diamond!"
|
||
|
||
And he hugged the horse again, and kissed both his big
|
||
hairy cheeks. He could only manage one at a time, however -- the
|
||
other cheek was so far off on the other side of his big head.
|
||
|
||
His father mounted the box with just the same air, as Dia-
|
||
mond thought, with which he had used to get upon the coach-box,
|
||
and Diamond said to himself, "Father's as grand as ever anyhow."
|
||
He had kept his brown livery-coat, only his wife had taken the
|
||
silver buttons off and put brass ones instead, because they did
|
||
not think it polite to Mr. Coleman in his fallen fortunes to let
|
||
his crest be seen upon the box of a cab. Old Diamond had kept
|
||
just his collar; and that had the silver crest upon it still,
|
||
for his master thought nobody would notice that, and so let it
|
||
remain for a memorial of the better days of which it reminded
|
||
him -- not unpleasantly, seeing it had been by no fault either
|
||
of his or of the old horse's that they had come down in the
|
||
world together.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, father, do let me drive a bit," said Diamond, jumping
|
||
up on the box beside him.
|
||
|
||
His father changed places with him at once, putting the
|
||
reins into his hands. Diamond gathered them up eagerly.
|
||
|
||
"Don't pull at his mouth," said his father. "just feel, at
|
||
it gently to let him know you're there and attending to him.
|
||
That's what I call talking to him through the reins."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, father, I understand," said Diamond. Then to the
|
||
horse he said, "Go on Diamond." And old Diamond's ponderous bulk
|
||
began at once to move to the voice of the little boy.
|
||
|
||
But before they had reached the entrance of the mews,
|
||
another voice called after young Diamond, which, in his turn, he
|
||
had to obey, for it was that of his mother. "Diamond! Diamond!"
|
||
it cried; and Diamond pulled the reins, and the horse stood
|
||
still as a stone.
|
||
|
||
"Husband," said his mother, coming up, "you're never going
|
||
to trust him with the reins -- a baby like that?"
|
||
|
||
"He must learn some day, and he can't begin too soon. I see
|
||
already he's a born coachman," said his father proudly. "And I
|
||
don't see well how he could escape it, for my father and my
|
||
grandfather, that's his great-grandfather, was all coachmen, I'm
|
||
told; so it must come natural to him, any one would think.
|
||
Besides, you see, old Diamond's as proud of him as we are our
|
||
own selves, wife. Don't you see how he's turning round his ears,
|
||
with the mouths of them open, for the first word he speaks to
|
||
tumble in? He's too well bred to turn his head, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Well, but, husband, I can't do without him to-day.
|
||
Everything's got to be done, you know. It's my first day here.
|
||
And there's that baby!"
|
||
|
||
"Bless you, wife! I never meant to take him away -- only to
|
||
the bottom of Endell Street. He can watch his way back."
|
||
|
||
"No thank you, father; not to-day," said Diamond. "Mother
|
||
wants me. Perhaps she'll let me go another day."
|
||
|
||
"Very well, my man," said his father, and took the reins
|
||
which Diamond was holding out to him.
|
||
|
||
Diamond got down, a little disappointed of course, and went
|
||
with his mother, who was too pleased to speak. She only took
|
||
hold of his hand as tight as if she had been afraid of his
|
||
running away instead of glad that he would not leave her.
|
||
|
||
Now, although they did not know it, the owner of the
|
||
stables, the same man who had sold the horse to his father, had
|
||
been standing just inside one of the stable-doors, with his
|
||
hands in his pockets, and had heard and seen all that passed;
|
||
and from that day John Stonecrop took a great fancy to the
|
||
little boy. And this was the beginning of what came of it.
|
||
|
||
The same evening, just as Diamond was feeling tired of the
|
||
day's work, and wishing his father would come home, Mr.
|
||
Stonecrop knocked at the door. His mother went and opened it.
|
||
|
||
"Good evening, ma'am," said he. "Is the little master in?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, to be sure he is -- at your service, I'm sure, Mr.
|
||
Stonecrop," said his mother.
|
||
|
||
"No, no, ma'am; it's I'm at his service. I'm just a-going
|
||
out with my own cab, and if he likes to come with me, he shall
|
||
drive my old horse till he's tired."
|
||
|
||
"It's getting rather late for him," said his mother
|
||
thoughtfully. "You see he's been an invalid."
|
||
|
||
Diamond thought, what a funny thing! How could he have been
|
||
an invalid when he did not even know what the word meant? But,
|
||
of course, his mother was right.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, well," said Mr. Stonecrop, "I can just let him drive
|
||
through Bloomsbury Square, and then he shall run home again."
|
||
|
||
"Very good, sir. And I'm much obliged to you," said his
|
||
mother. And Diamond, dancing with delight, got his cap, put his
|
||
hand in Mr. Stonecrop's, and went with him to the yard where the
|
||
cab was waiting. He did not think the horse looked nearly so
|
||
nice as Diamond, nor Mr. Stonecrop nearly so grand as his
|
||
father; but he was none, the less pleased. He got up on the box,
|
||
and his new friend got up beside him.
|
||
|
||
"What's the horse's name?" whispered Diamond, as he took
|
||
the reins from the man.
|
||
|
||
"It's not a nice name," said Mr. Stonecrop. "You needn't
|
||
call him by it. I didn't give it him. He'll go well enough
|
||
without it. Give the boy a whip, Jack. I never carries one when
|
||
I drive old ----"
|
||
|
||
He didn't finish the sentence. Jack handed Diamond a whip,
|
||
with which, by holding it half down the stick, he managed just
|
||
to flack the haunches of the horse; and away he went.
|
||
|
||
"Mind the gate," said Mr. Stonecrop; and Diamond did mind
|
||
the gate, and guided the nameless horse through it in safety,
|
||
pulling him this way and that according as was necessary.
|
||
Diamond learned to drive all the sooner that he had been
|
||
accustomed to do what he was told, and could obey the smallest
|
||
hint in a moment. Nothing helps one to get on like that. Some
|
||
people don't know how to do what they are told; they have not
|
||
been used to it, and they neither understand quickly nor are
|
||
able to turn what they do understand into action quickly. With
|
||
an obedient mind one learns the rights of things fast enough;
|
||
for it is the law of the universe, and to obey is to understand.
|
||
|
||
"Look out!" cried Mr. Stonecrop, as they were turning the
|
||
corner into Bloomsbury Square.
|
||
|
||
It was getting dusky now. A cab was approaching rather
|
||
rapidly from the opposite direction, and Diamond pulling aside,
|
||
and the other driver pulling up, they only just escaped a
|
||
collision. Then they knew each other.
|
||
|
||
"Why, Diamond, it's a bad beginning to run into your own
|
||
father," cried the driver.
|
||
|
||
"But, father, wouldn't it have been a bad ending to run
|
||
into your own son?" said Diamond in return; and the two men
|
||
laughed heartily.
|
||
|
||
"This is very kind of you, I'm sure, Stonecrop," said his
|
||
father.
|
||
|
||
"Not a bit. He's a brave fellow, and'll be fit to drive on
|
||
his own hook in a week or two. But I think you'd better let him
|
||
drive you home now, for his mother don't like his having over
|
||
much of the night air, and I promised not to take him farther
|
||
than the square."
|
||
|
||
"Come along then, Diamond," said his father, as he brought
|
||
his cab up to the other, and moved off the box to the seat
|
||
beside it. Diamond jumped across, caught at the reins, said
|
||
"Good-night, and thank you, Mr. Stonecrop," and drove away home,
|
||
feeling more of a man than he had ever yet had a chance of
|
||
feeling in all his life. Nor did his father find it necessary to
|
||
give him a single hint as to his driving. Only I suspect the
|
||
fact that it was old Diamond, and old Diamond on his way to his
|
||
stable, may have had something to do with young Diamond's
|
||
success.
|
||
|
||
"Well, child," said his mother, when he entered the room,
|
||
"you've not been long gone."
|
||
|
||
"No, mother; here I am. Give me the baby."
|
||
|
||
"The baby's asleep," said his mother.
|
||
|
||
Then give him to me, and I'll lay him down."
|
||
|
||
But as Diamond took him, he woke up and began to laugh. For
|
||
he was indeed one of the merriest children. And no wonder, for
|
||
he was as plump as a plum-pudding, and had never had an ache or
|
||
a pain that lasted more than five minutes at a time. Diamond sat
|
||
down with him and began to sing to him.
|
||
|
||
baby baby babbing
|
||
your father's gone a-cabbing
|
||
to catch a shilling for its pence
|
||
to make the baby babbing dance
|
||
for old Diamond's a duck
|
||
they say he can swim
|
||
but the duck of diamonds
|
||
is baby that's him
|
||
and of all the swallows
|
||
the merriest fellows
|
||
that bake their cake
|
||
with the water they shake
|
||
out of the river
|
||
flowing for ever
|
||
and make dust into clay
|
||
on the shiniest day
|
||
to build their nest
|
||
father's the best
|
||
and mother's the whitest
|
||
and her eyes are the brightest
|
||
of all the dams
|
||
that watch their lambs
|
||
cropping the grass
|
||
where the waters pass
|
||
singing for ever
|
||
and of all the lambs
|
||
with the shakingest tails
|
||
and the jumpingest feet
|
||
baby's the funniest
|
||
baby's the bonniest
|
||
and he never wails
|
||
and he's always sweet
|
||
and Diamond's his nurse
|
||
and Diamond's his nurse
|
||
and Diamond's his nurse
|
||
|
||
When Diamond's rhymes grew scarce, he always began dancing
|
||
the baby. Some people wondered that such a child could rhyme as
|
||
he did, but his rhymes were not very good, for he was only
|
||
trying to remember what he had heard the river sing at the back
|
||
of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVII
|
||
DIAMOND GOES ON
|
||
|
||
DIAMOND became a great favourite with all the men about the
|
||
mews. Some may think it was not the best place in the world for
|
||
him to be brought up in; but it must have been, for there he
|
||
was. At first, he heard a good many rough and bad words; but he
|
||
did not like them, and so they did him little harm. He did not
|
||
know in the least what they meant, but there was something in
|
||
the very sound of them, and in the tone of voice in which they
|
||
were said, which Diamond felt to be ugly. So they did not even
|
||
stick to him, not to say get inside him. He never took any
|
||
notice of them, and his face shone pure and good in the middle
|
||
of them, like a primrose in a hailstorm. At first, because his
|
||
face was so quiet and sweet, with a smile always either awake or
|
||
asleep in his eyes, and because he never heeded their ugly words
|
||
and rough jokes, they said he wasn't all there, meaning that he
|
||
was half an idiot, whereas he was a great deal more there than
|
||
they had the sense to see. And before long the bad words found
|
||
themselves ashamed to come out of the men's mouths when Diamond
|
||
was near. The one would nudge the other to remind him that the
|
||
boy was within hearing, and the words choked themselves before
|
||
they got any farther. When they talked to him nicely he had
|
||
always a good answer, some-
|
||
times a smart one, ready, and that helped much to make them
|
||
change their minds about him.
|
||
|
||
One day Jack gave him a curry-comb and a brush to try his
|
||
hand upon old Diamond's coat. He used them so deftly, so gently,
|
||
and yet so thoroughly, as far as he could reach, that the man
|
||
could not help admiring him.
|
||
|
||
"You must make haste and, grow" he said. "It won't do to
|
||
have a horse's belly clean and his back dirty, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Give me a leg," said Diamond, and in a moment he was on
|
||
the old horse's back with the comb and brush. He sat on his
|
||
withers, and reaching forward as he ate his hay, he curried and
|
||
he brushed, first at one side of his neck, and then at the
|
||
other. When that was done he asked for a dressing-comb, and
|
||
combed his mane thoroughly. Then he pushed himself on to his
|
||
back, and did his shoulders as far down as he could reach. Then
|
||
he sat on his croup, and did his back and sides; then he turned
|
||
around like a monkey, and attacked his hind-quarters, and combed
|
||
his tail. This last was not so easy to manage, for he had to
|
||
lift it up, and every now and then old Diamond would whisk it
|
||
out of his hands, and once he sent the comb flying out of the
|
||
stable door, to the great amusement of the men. But Jack fetched
|
||
it again, and Diamond began once more, and did not leave off
|
||
until he had done the whole business fairly well, if not in a
|
||
first-rate, experienced fashion. All the time the old horse went
|
||
on eating his hay, and, but with an occasional whisk of his tail
|
||
when Diamond tickled or scratched him, took no notice of the
|
||
proceeding. But that was all a pretence, for he knew very well
|
||
who it was that was perched on his back, and rubbing away at him
|
||
with the comb and the brush. So he was quite pleased and proud,
|
||
and perhaps said to himself something like this --
|
||
|
||
"I'm a stupid old horse, who can't brush his own coat; but
|
||
there's my young godson on my back, cleaning me like an angel."
|
||
|
||
I won't vouch for what the old horse was thinking, for it
|
||
is very difficult to find out what any old horse is thinking.
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear!" said Diamond when he had done, "I'm so tired!"
|
||
|
||
And he laid himself down at full length on old Diamond's
|
||
back.
|
||
|
||
By this time all the men in the stable were gathered about
|
||
the two Diamonds, and all much amused. One of them lifted him
|
||
down, and from that time he was a greater favourite than before.
|
||
And if ever there was a boy who had a chance of being a prodigy
|
||
at cab-driving, Diamond was that boy, for the strife came to be
|
||
who should have him out with him on the box.
|
||
|
||
His mother, however, was a little shy of the company for
|
||
him, and besides she could not always spare him. Also his father
|
||
liked to have him himself when he could; so that he was more
|
||
desired than enjoyed among the cabmen.
|
||
|
||
But one way and another he did learn to drive all sorts of
|
||
horses, and to drive them well, and that through the most
|
||
crowded streets in London City. Of course there was the man
|
||
always on the box-seat beside him, but before long there was
|
||
seldom the least occasion to take the reins from out of his
|
||
hands. For one thing he never got frightened, and consequently
|
||
was never in too great a hurry. Yet when the moment came for
|
||
doing something sharp, he was always ready for it. I must once
|
||
more remind my readers that he had been to the back of the north
|
||
wind.
|
||
|
||
One day, which was neither washing-day, nor cleaning-day
|
||
nor marketing-day, nor Saturday, nor Monday -- upon which
|
||
consequently Diamond could be spared from the baby -- his father
|
||
took him on his own cab. After a stray job or two by the way,
|
||
they drew up in the row upon the stand between Cockspur Street
|
||
and Pall Mall. They waited a long time, but nobody seemed to
|
||
want to be carried anywhere. By and by
|
||
ladies would be going home from the Academy exhibition, and then
|
||
there would be a chance of a job.
|
||
|
||
"Though, to be sure," said Diamond's father -- with what
|
||
truth I cannot say, but he believed what he said -- "some ladies
|
||
is very hard, and keeps you to the bare sixpence a mile, when
|
||
every one knows that ain't enough to keep a family and a cab
|
||
upon. To be sure it's the law; but mayhap they may get more law
|
||
than they like some day themselves."
|
||
|
||
As it was very hot, Diamond's father got down to have a
|
||
glass of beer himself, and give another to the old waterman. He
|
||
left Diamond on the box.
|
||
|
||
A sudden noise got up, and Diamond looked round to see what
|
||
was the matter.
|
||
|
||
There was a crossing near the cab-stand, where a girl was
|
||
sweeping. Some rough young imps had picked a quarrel with her,
|
||
and were now hauling at her broom to get it away from her. But
|
||
as they did not pull all together, she was holding it against
|
||
them, scolding and entreating alternately.
|
||
|
||
Diamond was off his box in a moment, and running to the
|
||
help of the girl. He got hold of the broom at her end and pulled
|
||
along with her. But the boys proceeded to rougher measures, and
|
||
one of them hit Diamond on the nose, and made it bleed; and as
|
||
he could not let go the broom to mind his nose, he was soon a
|
||
dreadful figure. But presently his father came back, and missing
|
||
Diamond, looked about. He had to look twice, however, before he
|
||
could be sure that that was his boy in the middle of the tumult.
|
||
He rushed in, and sent the assailants flying in all directions.
|
||
The girl thanked Diamond, and began sweeping as if nothing had
|
||
happened, while his father led him away. With the help of old
|
||
Tom, the waterman, he was soon washed into decency, and his
|
||
father set him on the box again, perfectly satisfied with the
|
||
account he gave of the cause of his being in a fray.
|
||
|
||
"I couldn't let them behave so to a poor girl -- could I,
|
||
father?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Certainly not, Diamond," said his father, quite pleased,
|
||
for Diamond's father was a gentleman.
|
||
|
||
A moment after, up came the girl, running, with her broom
|
||
over her shoulder, and calling, "Cab, there! cab!"
|
||
|
||
Diamond's father turned instantly, for he was the foremost
|
||
in the rank, and followed the girl. One or two other passing
|
||
cabs heard the cry, and made for the place, but the girl had
|
||
taken care not to call till she was near enough to give her
|
||
friends the first chance. When they reached the curbstone -- who
|
||
should it be waiting for the cab but Mrs. and Miss Coleman! They
|
||
did not look at the cabman, however. The girl opened the door
|
||
for them; they gave her the address, and a penny; she told the
|
||
cabman, and away they drove.
|
||
|
||
When they reached the house, Diamond's father got down and
|
||
rang the bell. As he opened the door of the cab, he touched his
|
||
hat as he had been wont to do. The ladies both stared for a
|
||
moment, and then exclaimed together:
|
||
|
||
"Why, Joseph! can it be you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, ma'am; yes, miss," answered he, again touching his
|
||
hat, with all the respect he could possibly put into the action.
|
||
"It's a lucky day which I see you once more upon it."
|
||
|
||
"Who would have thought it?" said Mrs. Coleman. "It's
|
||
changed times for both of us, Joseph, and it's not very often we
|
||
can have a cab even; but you see my daughter is still very
|
||
poorly, and she can't bear the motion of the omnibuses. Indeed
|
||
we meant to walk a bit first before we took a cab, but just at
|
||
the corner, for as hot as the sun was, a cold wind came down the
|
||
street, and I saw that Miss Coleman must not face it. But to
|
||
think we should have fallen upon you, of all the cabmen in
|
||
London! I didn't know you had got a cab."
|
||
|
||
"Well, you see, ma'am, I had a chance of buying the old
|
||
horse, and I couldn't resist him. There he is, looking at you,
|
||
ma'am. Nobody knows the sense in that head of his."
|
||
|
||
The two ladies went near to pat the horse, and then they
|
||
noticed Diamond on the box.
|
||
|
||
"Why, you've got both Diamonds with you," said Miss
|
||
Coleman. "How do you do, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
Diamond lifted his cap, and answered politely.
|
||
|
||
"He'll be fit to drive himself before long," said his
|
||
father, proudly. "The old horse is a-teaching of him."
|
||
|
||
"Well, he must come and see us, now you've found us out.
|
||
Where do you live?"
|
||
|
||
Diamond's father gave the ladies a ticket with his name and
|
||
address printed on it; and then Mrs. Coleman took out her purse,
|
||
saying:
|
||
|
||
"And what's your fare, Joseph?"
|
||
|
||
"No, thank you, ma'am," said Joseph. "It was your own old
|
||
horse as took you; and me you paid long ago."
|
||
|
||
He jumped on his box before she could say another word, and
|
||
with a parting salute drove off, leaving them on the pavement,
|
||
with the maid holding the door for them.
|
||
|
||
It was a long time now since Diamond had seen North Wind,
|
||
or even thought much about her. And as his father drove along,
|
||
he was thinking not about her, but about the crossing-sweeper,
|
||
and was wondering what made him feel as if he knew her quite
|
||
well, when he could not remember anything of her. But a picture
|
||
arose in his mind of a little girl running before the wind and
|
||
dragging her broom after her; and from that, by degrees, he
|
||
recalled the whole adventure of the night when he got down from
|
||
North Wind's back in a London street. But he could not quite
|
||
satisfy himself whether the whole affair was not a dream which
|
||
he had dreamed when he was a very little boy. Only he had been
|
||
to the back of the north wind since -- there could be no doubt
|
||
of that; for when he woke every morning, he always knew that he
|
||
had been there again. And as he thought and thought, he recalled
|
||
another thing that had happened that morning, which, although it
|
||
seemed a mere accident, might have something to do with what had
|
||
happened since. His father had intended going on the stand at
|
||
King's Cross that morning, and had turned into Gray's Inn Lane
|
||
to drive there, when they found the way blocked up, and upon
|
||
inquiry were informed that a stack of chimneys had been blown
|
||
down in the night, and had fallen across the road. They were just
|
||
clearing the rubbish away. Diamond's father turned, and made for
|
||
Charing Cross.
|
||
|
||
That night the father and mother had a great deal to talk
|
||
about.
|
||
|
||
"Poor things!" said the mother. "it's worse for them than
|
||
it is for us. You see they've been used to such grand things,
|
||
and for them to come down to a little poky house like that -- it
|
||
breaks my heart to think of it."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know" said Diamond thoughtfully, "whether Mrs.
|
||
Coleman had bells on her toes."
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean, child?" said his mother.
|
||
|
||
"She had rings on her fingers, anyhow," returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Of course she had, as any lady would. What has that to do
|
||
with it?"
|
||
|
||
"When we were down at Sandwich," said Diamond, "you said
|
||
you would have to part with your mother's ring, now we were
|
||
poor."
|
||
|
||
"Bless the child; he forgets nothing," said his mother.
|
||
"Really, Diamond, a body would need to mind what they say to
|
||
you."
|
||
|
||
"Why?" said Diamond. "I only think about it."
|
||
|
||
"That's just why," said the mother.
|
||
|
||
"Why is that why?" persisted Diamond, for he had not yet
|
||
learned that grown-up people are not often so much grown up that
|
||
they never talk like children -- and spoilt ones too.
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Coleman is none so poor as all that yet. No, thank
|
||
Heaven! she's not come to that."
|
||
|
||
"Is it a great disgrace to be poor?" asked Diamond, because
|
||
of the tone in which his mother had spoken.
|
||
|
||
But his mother, whether conscience-stricken I do not know
|
||
hurried him away to bed, where after various attempts to
|
||
understand her, resumed and resumed again in spite of invading
|
||
sleep, he was conquered at last, and gave in, murmuring over and
|
||
over to himself, "Why is why?" but getting no answer to the
|
||
question.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XVIII
|
||
THE DRUNKEN CABMAN
|
||
|
||
A FEW nights after this, Diamond woke up suddenly, believing he
|
||
heard North Wind thundering along. But it was something quite
|
||
different. South Wind was moaning round the chimneys, to be
|
||
sure, for she was not very happy that night, but it was not her
|
||
voice that had wakened Diamond. Her voice would only have lulled
|
||
him the deeper asleep. It was a loud, angry voice, now growling
|
||
like that of a beast, now raving like that of a madman; and when
|
||
Diamond came a little wider awake, he knew that it was the voice
|
||
of the drunken cabman, the wall of whose room was at the head of
|
||
his bed. It was anything but pleasant to hear, but he could not
|
||
help hearing it. At length there came a cry from the woman, and
|
||
then a scream from the baby. Thereupon Diamond thought it time
|
||
that somebody did something, and as himself was the only
|
||
somebody at hand, he must go and see whether he could not do
|
||
something. So he got up and put on part of his clothes, and went
|
||
down the stair, for the cabman's room did not open upon their
|
||
stair, and he had to go out into the yard, and in at the next
|
||
door. This, fortunately, the cabman, being drunk, had left open.
|
||
By the time he reached their stair, all was still except
|
||
the voice of the crying baby, which guided him to the right
|
||
door. He opened it softly, and peeped in. There, leaning back in
|
||
a chair, with his arms hanging down by his sides, and his legs
|
||
stretched out before him and supported on his heels, sat the
|
||
drunken cabman. His wife lay in her clothes upon the bed,
|
||
sobbing, and the baby was wailing in the cradle. It was very
|
||
miserable altogether.
|
||
|
||
Now the way most people do when they see anything very
|
||
miserable is to turn away from the sight, and try to forget it.
|
||
But Diamond began as usual to try to destroy the misery. The
|
||
little boy was just as much one of God's messengers as if he had
|
||
been an angel with a flaming sword, going out to fight the
|
||
devil. The devil he had to fight just then was Misery. And the
|
||
way he fought him was the very best. Like a wise soldier, he
|
||
attacked him first in his weakest point -- that was the, baby;
|
||
for Misery can never get such a hold of a baby as of a grown
|
||
person. Diamond was knowing in babies, and he knew he could do
|
||
something to make the baby, happy; for although he had only
|
||
known one baby as yet, and although not one baby is the same as
|
||
another, yet they are so very much alike in some things, and he
|
||
knew that one baby so thoroughly, that he had good reason to
|
||
believe he could do something for any other. I have known people
|
||
who would have begun to fight the devil in a very different and
|
||
a very stupid way. They would have begun by scolding the idiotic
|
||
cabman; and next they would make his wife angry by saying it
|
||
must be her fault as well as his, and by leaving ill-bred though
|
||
well-meant shabby little books for them to read, which they were
|
||
sure to hate the sight of; while all the time they would not
|
||
have put out a finger to touch the wailing baby. But Diamond had
|
||
him out of the cradle in a moment, set him up on his knee, and
|
||
told him to look at the light. Now all the light there was came
|
||
only from a lamp in the yard, and it was a very dingy and yellow
|
||
light, for the glass of the lamp was dirty, and the gas was bad;
|
||
but the light that came from it was, notwithstanding, as
|
||
certainly light as if it had come from the sun itself, and the
|
||
baby knew that, and smiled to it; and although it was indeed a
|
||
wretched room which that lamp lighted -- so dreary, and dirty,
|
||
and empty, and hopeless! -- there in the middle of it sat
|
||
Diamond on a stool, smiling to the baby, and
|
||
the baby on his knees smiling to the lamp. The father of him sat
|
||
staring at nothing, neither asleep nor awake, not quite lost in
|
||
stupidity either, for through it all he was dimly angry with
|
||
himself, he did not know why. It was that he had struck his
|
||
wife. He had forgotten it, but was miserable about it,
|
||
notwithstanding. And this misery was the voice of the great Love
|
||
that had made him and his wife and the baby and Diamond,
|
||
speaking in his heart, and telling him to be good. For that
|
||
great Love speaks in the most wretched and dirty hearts; only
|
||
the tone of its voice depends on the echoes of the place in
|
||
which it sounds. On Mount Sinai, it was thunder; in the cabman's
|
||
heart it was misery; in the soul of St. John it was perfect
|
||
blessedness.
|
||
|
||
By and by he became aware that there was a voice of singing
|
||
in the room. This, of course, was the voice of Diamond singing
|
||
to the baby -- song after song, every one as foolish as another
|
||
to the cabman, for he was too tipsy to part one word from
|
||
another: all the words mixed up in his ear in a gurgle without
|
||
division or stop; for such was the way he spoke himself, when he
|
||
was in this horrid condition. But the baby was more than content
|
||
with Diamond's songs, and Diamond himself was so contented with
|
||
what the songs were all about, that he did not care a bit about
|
||
the songs themselves, if only baby liked them. But they did the
|
||
cabman good as well as the baby and Diamond, for they put him to
|
||
sleep, and the sleep was busy all the time it lasted, smoothing
|
||
the wrinkles out of his temper.
|
||
|
||
At length Diamond grew tired of singing, and began to talk
|
||
to the baby instead. And as soon as he stopped singing, the
|
||
cabman began to wake up. His brain was a little clearer now, his
|
||
temper a little smoother, and his heart not quite so dirty.
|
||
He began to listen and he went on listening, and heard Diamond
|
||
saying to the baby something like this, for he thought the
|
||
cabman was asleep:
|
||
|
||
"Poor daddy! Baby's daddy takes too much beer and gin, and
|
||
that makes him somebody else, and not his own self at all.
|
||
Baby's daddy would never hit baby's mammy if he didn't take too
|
||
much beer. He's very fond of baby's mammy, and works from
|
||
morning to night to get her breakfast and dinner and supper,
|
||
only at night he forgets, and pays the money away for
|
||
beer. And they put nasty stuff in beer, I've heard my daddy say,
|
||
that drives all the good out, and lets all the bad in. Daddy
|
||
says when a man takes a drink, there's a thirsty devil creeps
|
||
into his inside, because he knows he will always get enough
|
||
there. And the devil is always crying out for more drink, and
|
||
that makes the man thirsty, and so he drinks more and more, till
|
||
he kills himself with it. And then the ugly devil creeps out of
|
||
him, and crawls about on his belly, looking for some other
|
||
cabman to get into, that he may drink, drink, drink. That's what
|
||
my daddy says, baby. And he says, too, the only way to make the
|
||
devil come out is to give him plenty of cold water and tea and
|
||
coffee, and nothing at all that comes from the public-house; for
|
||
the devil can't abide that kind of stuff, and creeps out pretty
|
||
soon, for fear of being drowned in it. But your daddy will drink
|
||
the nasty stuff, poor man! I wish he wouldn't, for it makes
|
||
mammy cross with him, and no wonder! and then when mammy's
|
||
cross, he's crosser, and there's nobody in the house to take
|
||
care of them but baby; and you do take care of them, baby --
|
||
don't you, baby? I know you do. Babies always take care of their
|
||
fathers and mothers -- don't they, baby? That's what they come
|
||
for -- isn't it, baby? And when daddy stops drinking beer and
|
||
nasty gin with turpentine in it, father says, then mammy will be
|
||
so happy, and look so pretty! and daddy will be so good to baby!
|
||
and baby will be as happy as a swallow, which is the merriest
|
||
fellow! And Diamond will be so happy too! And when Diamond's a
|
||
man, he'll take baby out with him on the box, and teach him to
|
||
drive a cab."
|
||
|
||
He went on with chatter like this till baby was asleep, by
|
||
which time he was tired, and father and mother were both wide
|
||
awake -- only rather confused -- the one from the beer, the
|
||
other from the blow -- and staring, the one from his chair, the
|
||
other from her bed, at Diamond. But he was quite unaware of
|
||
their notice, for he sat half-asleep, with his eyes wide open,
|
||
staring in his turn, though without knowing it, at the cabman,
|
||
while the cabman could not withdraw his gaze from Diamond's
|
||
white face and big eyes. For Diamond's face was always rather
|
||
pale, and now it was paler than usual with sleeplessness, and
|
||
the light of the street-lamp upon it. At length he found himself
|
||
nodding, and he knew then it was time to put the baby down, lest
|
||
he should let him fall. So he rose from the little three-legged
|
||
stool, and laid the baby in the cradle, and covered him up -- it
|
||
was well it was a warm night, and he did not want much covering
|
||
-- and then he all but staggered out of the door, he was so
|
||
tipsy himself with sleep.
|
||
|
||
"Wife," said the cabman, turning towards the bed, "I do
|
||
somehow believe that wur a angel just gone. Did you see him,
|
||
wife? He warn't wery big, and he hadn't got none o' them
|
||
wingses, you know. It wur one o' them baby-angels you sees on
|
||
the gravestones, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Nonsense, hubby!" said his wife; "but it's just as good.
|
||
I might say better, for you can ketch hold of him when you like.
|
||
That's little Diamond as everybody knows, and a duck o' diamonds
|
||
he is! No woman could wish for a better child than he be."
|
||
|
||
"I ha' heerd on him in the stable, but I never see the brat
|
||
afore. Come, old girl, let bygones be bygones, and gie us a
|
||
kiss, and we'll go to bed."
|
||
|
||
The cabman kept his cab in another yard, although he had
|
||
his room in this. He was often late in coming home, and was
|
||
not one to take notice of children, especially when he was
|
||
tipsy, which was oftener than not. Hence, if he had ever seen
|
||
Diamond, he did not know him. But his wife knew him well enough,
|
||
as did every one else who lived all day in the yard. She was a
|
||
good-natured woman. It was she who had got the fire lighted and
|
||
the tea ready for them when Diamond and his mother came home
|
||
from Sandwich. And her husband was not an ill-natured man
|
||
either, and when in the morning he recalled not only Diamond's
|
||
visit, but how he himself had behaved to his wife, he was very
|
||
vexed with himself, and gladdened his poor wife's heart by
|
||
telling her how sorry he was. And for a whole week after, he did
|
||
not go near the public-house, hard as it was to avoid it, seeing
|
||
a certain rich brewer had built one, like a trap to catch souls
|
||
and bodies in, at almost every corner he had to pass on his way
|
||
home. Indeed, he was never quite so bad after that, though it
|
||
was some time before he began really to reform.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XIX
|
||
DIAMOND'S FRIENDS
|
||
|
||
ONE day when old Diamond was standing with his nose in his bag
|
||
between Pall Mall and Cockspur Street, and his master was
|
||
reading the newspaper on the box of his cab, which was the last
|
||
of a good many in the row, little Diamond got down for a run,
|
||
for his legs were getting cramped with sitting. And first of all
|
||
he strolled with his hands in his pockets up to the crossing,
|
||
where the girl and her broom were to be found in all weathers.
|
||
Just as he was going to speak to her, a tall gentleman stepped
|
||
upon the crossing. He was pleased to find it so clean, for the
|
||
streets were muddy, and he had nice boots on; so he put his hand
|
||
in his pocket, and gave the girl a penny. But when she gave him
|
||
a sweet smile in return, and made him a pretty courtesy, he
|
||
looked at her again, and said:
|
||
|
||
"Where do you live, my child?"
|
||
|
||
"Paradise Row," she answered; "next door to the Adam and
|
||
Eve -- down the area."
|
||
|
||
"Whom do you live with?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"My wicked old grannie," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"You shouldn't call your grannie wicked," said the
|
||
gentleman.
|
||
|
||
"But she is," said the girl, looking up confidently in his
|
||
face. "If you don't believe me, you can come and take a look at
|
||
her."
|
||
|
||
The words sounded rude, but the girl's face looked so
|
||
simple that the gentleman saw she did not mean to be rude, and
|
||
became still more interested in her.
|
||
|
||
"Still you shouldn't say so," he insisted.
|
||
|
||
"Shouldn't I? Everybody calls her wicked old grannie --
|
||
even them that's as wicked as her. You should hear her swear.
|
||
There's nothing like it in the Row. Indeed, I assure you, sir,
|
||
there's ne'er a one of them can shut my grannie up once she
|
||
begins and gets right a-going. You must put her in a passion
|
||
first, you know. It's no good till you do that -- she's so old
|
||
now. How she do make them laugh, to be sure!"
|
||
|
||
Although she called her wicked, the child spoke so as
|
||
plainly to indicate pride in her grannie's pre-eminence in
|
||
swearing.
|
||
|
||
The gentleman looked very grave to hear her, for he was
|
||
sorry that such a nice little girl should be in such bad
|
||
keeping. But he did not know what to say next, and stood for a
|
||
moment with his eyes on the ground. When he lifted them, he saw
|
||
the face of Diamond looking up in his.
|
||
|
||
"Please, sir," said Diamond, "her grannie's very cruel to
|
||
her sometimes, and shuts her out in the streets at night, if she
|
||
happens to be late."
|
||
|
||
"Is this your brother?" asked the gentleman of the girl.
|
||
|
||
"No, sir."
|
||
|
||
"How does he know your grandmother, then? He does not look
|
||
like one of her sort."
|
||
|
||
"Oh no, sir! He's a good boy -- quite."
|
||
|
||
Here she tapped her forehead with her finger in a
|
||
significant manner.
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean by that?" asked the gentleman, while
|
||
Diamond looked on smiling.
|
||
|
||
"The cabbies call him God's baby," she whispered. "He's not
|
||
right in the head, you know. A tile loose."
|
||
|
||
Still Diamond, though he heard every word, and understood
|
||
it too, kept on smiling. What could it matter what people called
|
||
him, so long as he did nothing he ought not to do? And, besides,
|
||
God's baby was surely the best of names!
|
||
|
||
"Well, my little man, and what can you do?" asked the
|
||
gentleman, turning towards him -- just for the sake of saying
|
||
something.
|
||
|
||
"Drive a cab," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Good; and what else?" he continued; for, accepting what
|
||
the girl had said, he regarded the still sweetness of Diamond's
|
||
face as a sign of silliness, and wished to be kind to the poor
|
||
little fellow.
|
||
|
||
"Nurse a baby," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well -- and what else?"
|
||
|
||
"Clean father's boots, and make him a bit of toast for his
|
||
tea."
|
||
|
||
"You're a useful little man," said the gentleman. "What
|
||
else can you do?"
|
||
|
||
"Not much that I know of," said Diamond. "I can't curry a
|
||
horse, except somebody puts me on his back. So I don't count
|
||
that."
|
||
|
||
"Can you read?"
|
||
|
||
"No. but mother can and father can, and they're going to
|
||
teach me some day soon."
|
||
|
||
"Well, here's a penny for you."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir."
|
||
|
||
"And when you have learned to read, come to me, and I'll
|
||
give you sixpence and a book with fine pictures in it."
|
||
|
||
"Please, sir, where am I to come?" asked Diamond, who was
|
||
too much a man of the world not to know that he must have the
|
||
gentleman's address before he could go and see him.
|
||
|
||
"You're no such silly!" thought he, as he put his hand in
|
||
his pocket, and brought out a card. "There," he said, "your
|
||
father will be able to read that, and tell you where to go."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, sir. Thank you, sir," said Diamond, and put the card
|
||
in his pocket.
|
||
|
||
The gentleman walked away, but turning round a few paces
|
||
off, saw Diamond give his penny to the girl, and, walking slower
|
||
heard him say:
|
||
|
||
"I've got a father, and mother, and little brother, and
|
||
you've got nothing but a wicked old grannie. You may have my
|
||
penny."
|
||
|
||
The girl put it beside the other in her pocket, the only
|
||
trustworthy article of dress she wore. Her grandmother always
|
||
took care that she had a stout pocket.
|
||
|
||
"Is she as cruel as ever?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Much the same. But I gets more coppers now than I used to,
|
||
and I can get summats to eat, and take browns enough home
|
||
besides to keep her from grumbling. It's a good thing she's so
|
||
blind, though."
|
||
|
||
"Why?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
" 'Cause if she was as sharp in the eyes as she used to be,
|
||
she would find out I never eats her broken wittles, and then
|
||
she'd know as I must get something somewheres."
|
||
|
||
"Doesn't she watch you, then?"
|
||
|
||
"O' course she do. Don't she just! But I make believe and
|
||
drop it in my lap, and then hitch it into my pocket."
|
||
|
||
"What would she do if she found you out?"
|
||
|
||
"She never give me no more."
|
||
|
||
"But you don't want it!"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do want it."
|
||
|
||
"What do you do with it, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Give it to cripple Jim."
|
||
|
||
"Who's cripple Jim?"
|
||
|
||
"A boy in the Row. His mother broke his leg when he wur a
|
||
kid, so he's never come to much; but he's a good boy, is Jim,
|
||
and I love Jim dearly. I always keeps off a a penny for Jim --
|
||
leastways as often as I can. -- But there I must sweep again,
|
||
for them busses makes no end o' dirt."
|
||
|
||
"Diamond! Diamond!" cried his father, who was afraid he
|
||
might get no good by talking to the girl; and Diamond obeyed,
|
||
and got up again upon the box. He told his father about the
|
||
gentleman, and what he had promised him if he would learn to
|
||
read, and showed him the gentleman's card.
|
||
|
||
"Why, it's not many doors from the Mews!" said his father,
|
||
giving him back the card. "Take care of it, my boy, for it may
|
||
lead to something. God knows, in these hard times a man wants as
|
||
many friends as he's ever likely to get."
|
||
|
||
"Haven't you got friends enough, father?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, I have no right to complain; but the more the
|
||
better, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Just let me count," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
And he took his hands from his pockets, and spreading out
|
||
the fingers of his left hand, began to count, beginning at the
|
||
thumb.
|
||
|
||
"There's mother, first. and then baby, and then me. Next
|
||
there's old Diamond -- and the cab -- no, I won't count the cab,
|
||
for it never looks at you, and when Diamond's out of the shafts,
|
||
it's nobody. Then there's the man that drinks next door, and his
|
||
wife, and his baby."
|
||
|
||
"They're no friends of mine," said his father.
|
||
|
||
"Well, they're friends of mine," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
His father laughed.
|
||
|
||
"Much good they'll do you!" he said.
|
||
|
||
"How do you know they won't?" returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, go on," said his father.
|
||
|
||
"Then there's Jack and Mr. Stonecrop, and, deary me! not to
|
||
have mentioned Mr. Coleman and Mrs. Coleman, and Miss Coleman,
|
||
and Mrs. Crump. And then there's the clergyman that spoke to me
|
||
in the garden that day the tree was blown down."
|
||
|
||
"What's his name!"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know his name."
|
||
|
||
"Where does he live?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know."
|
||
|
||
"How can you count him, then?"
|
||
|
||
"He did talk to me, and very kindlike too."
|
||
|
||
His father laughed again.
|
||
|
||
"Why, child, you're just counting everybody you know. That
|
||
don't make 'em friends."
|
||
|
||
"Don't it? I thought it did. Well, but they shall be my
|
||
friends. I shall make 'em."
|
||
|
||
"How will you do that?"
|
||
|
||
"They can't help themselves then, if they would. If I choose
|
||
to be their friend, you know, they can't prevent me. Then
|
||
there's that girl at the crossing."
|
||
|
||
"A fine set of friends you do have, to be sure, Diamond!"
|
||
|
||
"Surely she's a friend anyhow, father. If it hadn't been
|
||
for her, you would never have got Mrs. Coleman and Miss Coleman
|
||
to carry home."
|
||
|
||
His father was silent, for he saw that Diamond was right,
|
||
and was ashamed to find himself more ungrateful than he had
|
||
thought.
|
||
|
||
"Then there's the new gentleman," Diamond went on.
|
||
|
||
"If he do as he say," interposed his father.
|
||
|
||
"And why shouldn't he? I daresay sixpence ain't too much
|
||
for him to spare. But I don't quite understand, father: is
|
||
nobody your friend but the one that does something for you?"
|
||
|
||
"No, I won't say that, my boy. You would have to leave out
|
||
baby then."
|
||
|
||
"Oh no, I shouldn't. Baby can laugh in your face, and crow
|
||
in your ears, and make you feel so happy. Call you that nothing,
|
||
father?"
|
||
|
||
The father's heart was fairly touched now. He made no
|
||
answer to this last appeal, and Diamond ended off with saying:
|
||
|
||
"And there's the best of mine to come yet -- and that's
|
||
you, daddy -- except it be mother, you know. You're my friend,
|
||
daddy, ain't you? And I'm your friend, ain't I?"
|
||
|
||
"And God for us all," said his father, and then they were
|
||
both silent for that was very solemn.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XX
|
||
DIAMOND LEARNS TO READ
|
||
|
||
THE question of the tall gentleman as to whether Diamond could
|
||
read or not set his father thinking it was high time he could;
|
||
and as soon as old Diamond was suppered and bedded, he began the
|
||
task that very night. But it was not much of a task to Diamond,
|
||
for his father took for his lesson-book those very rhymes his
|
||
mother had picked up on the sea-shore; and as Diamond was not
|
||
beginning too soon, he learned very fast indeed. Within a month
|
||
he was able to spell out most of the verses for himself.
|
||
|
||
But he had never come upon the poem he thought he had heard
|
||
his mother read from it that day. He had looked through and
|
||
through the book several times after he knew the letters and a
|
||
few words, fancying he could tell the look of it, but had always
|
||
failed to find one more like it than another. So he wisely gave
|
||
up the search till he could really read. Then he resolved to
|
||
begin at the beginning, and read them all straight through. This
|
||
took him nearly a fortnight. When he had almost reached the end,
|
||
he came upon the following verses, which took his fancy much,
|
||
although they were certainly not very like those he was in
|
||
search of.
|
||
|
||
LITTLE BOY BLUE
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue lost his way in a wood.
|
||
|
||
Sing apples and cherries, roses and honey;
|
||
He said, "I would not go back if I could,
|
||
|
||
I'ts all so jolly and funny."
|
||
|
||
He sang, "This wood is all my own,
|
||
|
||
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
|
||
So here I'll sit, like a king on my throne,
|
||
|
||
All so jolly and funny."
|
||
|
||
A little snake crept out of the tree,
|
||
|
||
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
|
||
"Lie down at my feet, little snake," said he,
|
||
|
||
All so jolly and funny.
|
||
|
||
A little bird sang in the tree overhead,
|
||
|
||
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
|
||
"Come and sing your song on my finger instead,
|
||
|
||
All so jolly and funny."
|
||
|
||
The snake coiled up; and the bird flew down,
|
||
And sang him the song of Birdie Brown.
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue found it tiresome to sit,
|
||
And he thought he had better walk on a bit.
|
||
|
||
So up he got, his way to take,
|
||
And he said, "Come along, little bird and snake."
|
||
|
||
And waves of snake o'er the damp leaves passed,
|
||
And the snake went first and Birdie Brown last;
|
||
|
||
By Boy Blue's head, with flutter and dart,
|
||
Flew Birdie Brown with its song in its heart.
|
||
|
||
He came where the apples grew red and sweet:
|
||
"Tree, drop me an apple down at my feet."
|
||
|
||
He came where the cherries hung plump and red:
|
||
"Come to my mouth, sweet kisses," he said.
|
||
And the boughs bow down, and the apples they dapple
|
||
The grass, too many for him to grapple.
|
||
|
||
And the cheeriest cherries, with never a miss,
|
||
Fall to his mouth, each a full-grown kiss.
|
||
|
||
He met a little brook singing a song.
|
||
He said, "Little brook, you are going wrong.
|
||
|
||
"You must follow me, follow me, follow, I say
|
||
Do as I tell you, and come this way."
|
||
|
||
And the song-singing, sing-songing forest brook
|
||
Leaped from its bed and after him took,
|
||
|
||
Followed him, followed. And pale and wan,
|
||
The dead leaves rustled as the water ran.
|
||
|
||
And every bird high up on the bough,
|
||
And every creature low down below,
|
||
|
||
He called, and the creatures obeyed the call,
|
||
Took their legs and their wings and followed him all;
|
||
|
||
Squirrels that carried their tails like a sack,
|
||
Each on his own little humpy brown back;
|
||
|
||
Householder snails, and slugs all tails,
|
||
And butterflies, flutterbies, ships all sails;
|
||
|
||
And weasels, and ousels, and mice, and larks,
|
||
And owls, and rere-mice, and harkydarks,
|
||
|
||
All went running, and creeping, and flowing,
|
||
After the merry boy fluttering and going;
|
||
|
||
The dappled fawns fawning, the fallow-deer following,
|
||
The swallows and flies, flying and swallowing;
|
||
|
||
Cockchafers, henchafers, cockioli-birds,
|
||
Cockroaches, henroaches, cuckoos in herds.
|
||
|
||
The spider forgot and followed him spinning,
|
||
And lost all his thread from end to beginning.
|
||
The gay wasp forgot his rings and his waist,
|
||
He never had made such undignified haste.
|
||
|
||
The dragon-flies melted to mist with their hurrying.
|
||
The mole in his moleskins left his barrowing burrowing.
|
||
|
||
The bees went buzzing, so busy and beesy,
|
||
And the midges in columns so upright and easy.
|
||
|
||
But Little Boy Blue was not content,
|
||
Calling for followers still as he went,
|
||
Blowing his horn, and beating his drum,
|
||
And crying aloud, "Come all of you, come!"
|
||
|
||
He said to the shadows, "Come after me;"
|
||
And the shadows began to flicker and flee,
|
||
|
||
And they flew through the wood all flattering and fluttering,
|
||
Over the dead leaves flickering and muttering.
|
||
|
||
And he said to the wind, "Come, follow; come, follow,
|
||
With whistle and pipe, and rustle and hollo."
|
||
|
||
And the wind wound round at his desire,
|
||
As if he had been the gold cock on the spire.
|
||
|
||
And the cock itself flew down from the church,
|
||
And left the farmers all in the lurch.
|
||
|
||
They run and they fly, they creep and they come,
|
||
Everything, everything, all and some.
|
||
|
||
The very trees they tugged at their roots,
|
||
Only their feet were too fast in their boots,
|
||
|
||
After him leaning and straining and bending,
|
||
As on through their boles he kept walking and wending,
|
||
|
||
Till out of the wood he burst on a lea,
|
||
Shouting and calling, "Come after me!"
|
||
|
||
And then they rose up with a leafy hiss,
|
||
And stood as if nothing had been amiss.
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue sat down on a stone,
|
||
And the creatures came round him every one.
|
||
|
||
And he said to the clouds, "I want you there."
|
||
And down they sank through the thin blue air.
|
||
|
||
And he said to the sunset far in the West,
|
||
"Come here; I want you; I know best."
|
||
|
||
And the sunset came and stood up on the wold,
|
||
And burned and glowed in purple and gold.
|
||
Then Little Boy Blue began to ponder:
|
||
"What's to be done with them all, I wonder."
|
||
|
||
Then Little Boy Blue, he said, quite low,
|
||
"What to do with you all I am sure I don't know."
|
||
|
||
Then the clouds clodded down till dismal it grew;
|
||
The snake sneaked close; round Birdie Brown flew;
|
||
|
||
The brook sat up like a snake on its tail;
|
||
And the wind came up with a what-will-you wail;
|
||
|
||
And all the creatures sat and stared;
|
||
The mole opened his very eyes and glared;
|
||
|
||
And for rats and bats and the world and his wife,
|
||
Little Boy Blue was afraid of his life.
|
||
|
||
Then Birdie Brown began to sing,
|
||
And what he sang was the very thing:
|
||
|
||
"You have brought us all hither, Little Boy Blue,
|
||
Pray what do you want us all to do?"
|
||
|
||
"Go away! go away!" said Little Boy Blue;
|
||
"I'm sure I don't want you -- get away -- do."
|
||
|
||
"No, no; no, no; no, yes, and no, no,"
|
||
Sang Birdie Brown, "it mustn't be so.
|
||
|
||
"We cannot for nothing come here, and away.
|
||
Give us some work, or else we stay."
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear! and oh dear!" with sob and with sigh,
|
||
Said Little Boy Blue, and began to cry.
|
||
|
||
But before he got far, he thought of a thing;
|
||
And up he stood, and spoke like a king.
|
||
|
||
Why do you hustle and jostle and bother?
|
||
Off with you all! Take me back to my mother."
|
||
|
||
The sunset stood at the gates of the west.
|
||
"Follow me, follow me" came from Birdie Brown's breast.
|
||
"I am going that way as fast as I can,"
|
||
Said the brook, as it sank and turned and ran.
|
||
|
||
Back to the woods fled the shadows like ghosts:
|
||
"If we stay, we shall all be missed from our posts."
|
||
|
||
Said the wind with a voice that had changed its cheer,
|
||
"I was just going there, when you brought me here."
|
||
|
||
"That's where I live," said the sack-backed squirrel,
|
||
And he turned his sack with a swing and a swirl.
|
||
|
||
Said the cock of the spire, "His father's churchwarden."
|
||
Said the brook running faster, "I run through his garden."
|
||
|
||
Said the mole, "Two hundred worms -- there I caught 'em
|
||
Last year, and I'm going again next autumn."
|
||
|
||
Said they all, "If that's where you want us to steer for,
|
||
What in earth or in water did you bring us here for?"
|
||
|
||
"Never you mind," said Little Boy Blue;
|
||
"That's what I tell you. If that you won't do,
|
||
|
||
"I'll get up at once, and go home without you.
|
||
I think I will; I begin to doubt you."
|
||
|
||
He rose; and up rose the snake on its tail,
|
||
And hissed three times, half a hiss, half a wail.
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue he tried to go past him;
|
||
But wherever he turned, sat the snake and faced him.
|
||
|
||
"If you don't get out of my way," he said,
|
||
"I tell you, snake, I will break your head."
|
||
|
||
The snake he neither would go nor come;
|
||
So he hit him hard with the stick of his drum.
|
||
|
||
The snake fell down as if he were dead,
|
||
And Little Boy Blue set his foot on his head.
|
||
|
||
And all the creatures they marched before him,
|
||
And marshalled him home with a high cockolorum.
|
||
And Birdie Brown sang Twirrrr twitter twirrrr twee --
|
||
|
||
Apples and cherries, roses and honey;
|
||
Little Boy Blue has listened to me --
|
||
|
||
All so jolly and funny.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXI
|
||
SAL'S NANNY
|
||
|
||
DIAMOND managed with many blunders to read this rhyme to his
|
||
mother.
|
||
|
||
"Isn't it nice, mother?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, it's pretty," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"I think it means something," returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I'm sure I don't know what," she said.
|
||
|
||
"I wonder if it's the same boy -- yes, it must be the same
|
||
-- Little Boy Blue, you know. Let me see -- how does that rhyme
|
||
go?
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn --
|
||
|
||
Yes, of course it is -- for this one went 'blowing his horn and
|
||
beating his drum.' He had a drum too.
|
||
|
||
Little Boy Blue, come blow me your horn;
|
||
|
||
The sheep's in the meadow, the cow's in the corn,
|
||
|
||
He had to keep them out, you know. But he wasn't minding his
|
||
work. It goes --
|
||
|
||
Where's the little boy that looks after the sheep?
|
||
|
||
He's under the haystack, fast asleep.
|
||
|
||
There, you see, mother! And then, let me see --
|
||
|
||
Who'll go and wake him? No, not I;
|
||
|
||
For if I do, he'll be sure to cry.
|
||
|
||
So I suppose nobody did wake him. He was a rather cross little
|
||
boy, I daresay, when woke up. And when he did wake of himself,
|
||
and saw the mischief the cow had done to the corn, instead of
|
||
running home to his mother, he ran away into the wood and lost
|
||
himself. Don't you think that's very likely, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"I shouldn't wonder," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"So you see he was naughty; for even when he lost himself
|
||
he did not want to go home. Any of the creatures would have
|
||
shown him the way if he had asked it -- all but the snake. He
|
||
followed the snake, you know, and he took him farther away. I
|
||
suppose it was a young one of the same serpent that tempted Adam
|
||
and Eve. Father was telling us about it last Sunday, you
|
||
remember."
|
||
|
||
"Bless the child!" said his mother to herself; and then
|
||
added aloud, finding that Diamond did not go on, "Well, what
|
||
next?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know, mother. I'm sure there's a great deal more,
|
||
but what it is I can't say. I only know that he killed the
|
||
snake. I suppose that's what he had a drumstick for. He couldn't
|
||
do it with his horn."
|
||
|
||
"But surely you're not such a silly as to take it all for
|
||
true, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"I think it must be. It looks true. That killing of the
|
||
snake looks true. It's what I've got to do so often."
|
||
|
||
His mother looked uneasy. Diamond smiled full in her face,
|
||
and added --
|
||
|
||
"When baby cries and won't be happy, and when father and
|
||
you talk about your troubles, I mean."
|
||
|
||
This did little to reassure his mother; and lest my reader
|
||
should have his qualms about it too, I venture to remind him
|
||
once more that Diamond had been to the back of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
Finding she made no reply, Diamond went on --
|
||
|
||
"In a week or so, I shall be able to go to the tall
|
||
gentleman and tell him I can read. And I'll ask him if he can
|
||
help me to understand the rhyme."
|
||
|
||
But before the week was out, he had another reason for
|
||
going to Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
For three days, on each of which, at one time or other,
|
||
Diamond's father was on the same stand near the National
|
||
Gallery, the girl was not at her crossing, and Diamond got quite
|
||
anxious about her, fearing she must be ill. On the fourth day,
|
||
not seeing her yet, he said to his father, who had that moment
|
||
shut the door of his cab upon a fare --
|
||
|
||
"Father, I want to go and look after the girl, She can't be
|
||
well."
|
||
|
||
"All right," said his father. "Only take care of yourself,
|
||
Diamond."
|
||
|
||
So saying he climbed on his box and drove off.
|
||
|
||
He had great confidence in his boy, you see, and would
|
||
trust him anywhere. But if he had known the kind of place in
|
||
which the girl lived, he would perhaps have thought twice before
|
||
he allowed him to go alone. Diamond, who did know something of
|
||
it, had not, however, any fear. From talking to the girl he had
|
||
a good notion of where about it was, and he remembered the
|
||
address well enough; so by asking his way some twenty times,
|
||
mostly of policemen, he came at length pretty near the place.
|
||
The last policeman he questioned looked down upon
|
||
him from the summit of six feet two inches, and replied with
|
||
another question, but kindly:
|
||
|
||
"What do you want there, my small kid? It ain't where you
|
||
was bred, I guess."
|
||
|
||
"No" sir" answered Diamond. "I live in Bloomsbury."
|
||
|
||
"That's a long way off," said the policeman.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, it's a good distance," answered Diamond; "but I find
|
||
my way about pretty well. Policemen are always kind to me."
|
||
|
||
"But what on earth do you want here?"
|
||
|
||
Diamond told him plainly what he was about, and of course
|
||
the man believed him, for nobody ever disbelieved Diamond.
|
||
People might think he was mistaken, but they never thought he
|
||
was telling a story.
|
||
|
||
"It's an ugly place," said the policeman.
|
||
|
||
"Is it far off?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"No. It's next door almost. But it's not safe."
|
||
|
||
"Nobody hurts me," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I must go with you, I suppose."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no! please not," said Diamond. "They might think I was
|
||
going to meddle with them, and I ain't, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Well, do as you please," said the man, and gave him full
|
||
directions.
|
||
|
||
Diamond set off, never suspecting that the policeman, who
|
||
was a kind-hearted man, with children of his own, was following
|
||
him close, and watching him round every corner. As he went on,
|
||
all at once he thought he remembered the place, and whether it
|
||
really was so, or only that he had laid up the policeman's
|
||
instructions well in his mind, he went straight for the cellar
|
||
of old Sal.
|
||
|
||
"He's a sharp little kid, anyhow, for as simple as he
|
||
looks," said the man to himself. "Not a wrong turn does he take!
|
||
But old Sal's a rum un for such a child to pay a morning visit
|
||
to. She's worse when she's sober than when she's half drunk.
|
||
I've seen her when she'd have torn him in pieces."
|
||
|
||
Happily then for Diamond, old Sal had gone out to get some
|
||
gin. When he came to her door at the bottom of the area-stair
|
||
and knocked, he received no answer. He laid his ear to the door,
|
||
and thought he heard a moaning within. So he tried the door, and
|
||
found it was not locked! It was a dreary place
|
||
indeed, -- and very dark, for the window was below the level of
|
||
the street, and covered with mud, while over the grating which
|
||
kept people from falling into the area, stood a chest of
|
||
drawers, placed there by a dealer in second-hand furniture,
|
||
which shut out almost all the light. And the smell in the place
|
||
was dreadful. Diamond stood still for a while, for he could see
|
||
next to nothing, but he heard the moaning plainly enough now,
|
||
When he got used to the darkness, he discovered his friend lying
|
||
with closed eyes and a white suffering face on a heap of little better
|
||
than rags in a corner of the den. He went up to her and spoke; but
|
||
she made him no answer. Indeed, she was not in the least aware
|
||
of his presence, and Diamond saw that he could do nothing for
|
||
her without help. So taking a lump of barley-sugar from his
|
||
pocket, which he had bought for her as he came along, and laying
|
||
it beside her, he left the place, having already made up his
|
||
mind to go and see the tall gentleman, Mr. Raymond, and ask him
|
||
to do something for Sal's Nanny, as the girl was called.
|
||
|
||
By the time he got up the area-steps, three or four women
|
||
who had seen him go down were standing together at the top
|
||
waiting for him. They wanted his clothes for their children; but
|
||
they did not follow him down lest Sal should find them there.
|
||
The moment he appeared, they laid their hands on him, and all
|
||
began talking at once, for each wanted to get some advantage
|
||
over her neighbours. He told them quite quietly, for he was not
|
||
frightened, that he had come to see what was the matter with
|
||
Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"What do you know about Nanny?" said one of them fiercely.
|
||
"Wait till old Sal comes home, and you'll catch it, for going
|
||
prying into her house when she's out. If you don't give me your
|
||
jacket directly, I'll go and fetch her."
|
||
|
||
"I can't give you my jacket," said Diamond. "It belongs to
|
||
my father and mother, you know. It's not mine to give. Is it
|
||
now? You would not think it right to give away what wasn't yours
|
||
-- would you now?"
|
||
|
||
"Give it away! No, that I wouldn't; I'd keep it," she said,
|
||
with a rough laugh. "But if the jacket ain't yours, what right
|
||
have you to keep it? Here, Cherry, make haste. It'll be one go
|
||
apiece."
|
||
|
||
They all began to tug at the jacket, while Diamond stooped
|
||
and kept his arms bent to resist them. Before they had done him
|
||
or the jacket any harm, however, suddenly they all scampered
|
||
away; and Diamond, looking in the opposite direction, saw the
|
||
tall policeman coming towards him.
|
||
|
||
"You had better have let me come with you, little man," he
|
||
said, looking down in Diamond's face, which was flushed with his
|
||
resistance.
|
||
|
||
"You came just in the right time, thank you," returned
|
||
Diamond. "They've done me no harm."
|
||
|
||
"They would have if I hadn't been at hand, though."
|
||
|
||
"Yes; but you were at hand, you know, so they couldn't."
|
||
|
||
Perhaps the answer was deeper in purport than either
|
||
Diamond or the policeman knew. They walked away together,
|
||
Diamond telling his new friend how ill poor Nanny was, and that
|
||
he was going to let the tall gentleman know. The policeman put
|
||
him in the nearest way for Bloomsbury, and stepping out in good
|
||
earnest, Diamond reached Mr. Raymond's door in less than an
|
||
hour. When he asked if he was at home, the servant, in return,
|
||
asked what he wanted.
|
||
|
||
"I want to tell him something."
|
||
|
||
"But I can't go and trouble him with such a message as
|
||
that."
|
||
|
||
"He told me to come to him -- that is, when I could read --
|
||
and I can."
|
||
|
||
"How am I to know that?"
|
||
|
||
Diamond stared with astonishment for one moment, then
|
||
aswered:
|
||
|
||
"Why, I've just told you. That's how you know it."
|
||
|
||
But this man was made of coarser grain than the policeman,
|
||
and, instead of seeing that Diamond could not tell a lie, he put
|
||
his answer down as impudence, and saying, "Do you think I'm
|
||
going to take your word for it?" shut the door in his face.
|
||
|
||
Diamond turned and sat down on the doorstep, thinking with
|
||
himself that the tall gentleman must either come in or come out,
|
||
and he was therefore in the best possible position for finding
|
||
him. He had not waited long before the door opened again; but
|
||
when he looked round, it was only the servant once more.
|
||
|
||
"Get, away" he said. "What are you doing on the doorstep?"
|
||
|
||
"Waiting for Mr. Raymond," answered Diamond, getting up.
|
||
|
||
"He's not at home."
|
||
|
||
"Then I'll wait till he comes," returned Diamond, sitting
|
||
down again with a smile.
|
||
|
||
What the man would have done next I do not know, but a step
|
||
sounded from the hall, and when Diamond looked round yet again,
|
||
there was the tall gentleman.
|
||
|
||
"Who's this, John?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know, sir. An imperent little boy as will sit on
|
||
the doorstep."
|
||
|
||
"Please" sir" said Diamond, "he told me you weren't at
|
||
home, and I sat down to wait for you."
|
||
|
||
"Eh, what!" said Mr. Raymond. "John! John! This won't do.
|
||
Is it a habit of yours to turn away my visitors? There'll be
|
||
some one else to turn away, I'm afraid, if I find any more of
|
||
this kind of thing. Come in, my little man. I suppose you've
|
||
come to claim your sixpence?"
|
||
|
||
"No, sir, not that."
|
||
|
||
"What! can't you read yet?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I can now, a little. But I'll come for that next
|
||
time. I came to tell you about Sal's Nanny."
|
||
|
||
"Who's Sal's Nanny?"
|
||
|
||
"The girl at the crossing you talked to the same day."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes; I remember. What's the matter? Has she got run
|
||
over?"
|
||
|
||
Then Diamond told him all.
|
||
|
||
Now Mr. Raymond was one of the kindest men in London. He
|
||
sent at once to have the horse put to the brougham, took Diamond
|
||
with him, and drove to the Children's Hospital. There he was
|
||
well known to everybody, for he was not only a large subscriber,
|
||
but he used to go and tell the children stories of an afternoon.
|
||
One of the doctors promised to go and find Nanny, and do what
|
||
could be done -- have her brought to the hospital, if possible.
|
||
|
||
That same night they sent a litter for her, and as she
|
||
could be of no use to old Sal until she was better, she did not
|
||
object to having her removed. So she was soon lying in the fever
|
||
ward -- for the first time in her life in a nice clean bed. But
|
||
she knew nothing of the whole affair. She was too ill to know
|
||
anything.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXII
|
||
MR. RAYMOND'S RIDDLE
|
||
|
||
MR. RAYMOND took Diamond home with him, stopping at the Mews to
|
||
tell his mother that he would send him back soon. Diamond ran in
|
||
with the message himself, and when he reappeared he had in his
|
||
hand the torn and crumpled book which North Wind had given him.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! I see," said Mr. Raymond: "you are going to claim your
|
||
sixpence now."
|
||
|
||
"I wasn't thinking of that so much as of another thing,"
|
||
said Diamond. "There's a rhyme in this book I can't quite
|
||
understand. I want you to tell me what it means, if you please."
|
||
|
||
"I will if I can," answered Mr. Raymond. "You shall read it
|
||
to me when we get home, and then I shall see."
|
||
|
||
Still with a good many blunders, Diamond did read it after
|
||
a fashion. Mr. Raymond took the little book and read it over
|
||
again.
|
||
|
||
Now Mr. Raymond was a poet himself, and so, although he had
|
||
never been at the back of the north wind, he was able to
|
||
understand the poem pretty well. But before saying anything
|
||
about it, he read it over aloud, and Diamond thought he
|
||
understood it much better already.
|
||
|
||
"I'll tell you what I think it means," he then said. "It
|
||
means that people may have their way for a while, if they like,
|
||
but it will get them into such troubles they'll wish they hadn't
|
||
had it."
|
||
|
||
"I know, I know!" said Diamond. "Like the poor cabman next
|
||
door. He drinks too much."
|
||
|
||
"Just so," returned Mr. Raymond. "But when people want to
|
||
do right, things about them will try to help them. Only they
|
||
must kill the snake, you know."
|
||
|
||
"I was sure the snake had something to do with it," cried
|
||
Diamond triumphantly.
|
||
|
||
A good deal more talk followed, and Mr. Raymond gave
|
||
Diamond his sixpence.
|
||
|
||
"What will you do with it?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"Take it home to my mother," he answered. "She has a teapot
|
||
-- such a black one! -- with a broken spout, and she keeps all
|
||
her money in it. It ain't much; but she saves it up to buy shoes
|
||
for me. And there's baby coming on famously, and he'll want
|
||
shoes soon. And every sixpence is something -- ain't it, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"To be sure, my man. I hope you'll always make as good a
|
||
use of your money."
|
||
|
||
"I hope so, sir," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"And here's a book for you, full of pictures and stories
|
||
and poems. I wrote it myself, chiefly for the children of the
|
||
hospital where I hope Nanny is going. I don't mean I printed it,
|
||
you know. I made it," added Mr. Raymond, wishing Diamond to
|
||
understand that he was the author of the book.
|
||
|
||
"I know what you mean. I make songs myself. They're awfully
|
||
silly, but they please baby, and that's all they're meant for."
|
||
|
||
"Couldn't you let me hear one of them now?" said Mr.
|
||
Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"No, sir, I couldn't. I forget them as soon as I've done
|
||
with them. Besides, I couldn't make a line without baby on my
|
||
knee. We make them together, you know. They're just as much
|
||
baby's as mine. It's he that pulls them out of me."
|
||
|
||
"I suspect the child's a genius," said the poet to himself,
|
||
"and that's what makes people think him silly."
|
||
|
||
Now if any of my child readers want to know what a genius
|
||
is -- shall I try to tell them, or shall I not? I will give them
|
||
one very short answer: it means one who understands things
|
||
without any other body telling him what they mean. God makes a
|
||
few such now and then to teach the rest of us.
|
||
|
||
"Do you like riddles?" asked Mr. Raymond, turning over the
|
||
leaves of his own book.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what a riddle is," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"It's something that means something else, and you've got
|
||
to find out what the something else is."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Raymond liked the old-fashioned riddle best, and had
|
||
written a few -- one of which he now read.
|
||
|
||
I have only one foot, but thousands of toes;
|
||
|
||
My one foot stands, but never goes.
|
||
|
||
I have many arms, and they're mighty all;
|
||
|
||
And hundreds of fingers, large and small.
|
||
|
||
From the ends of my fingers my beauty grows.
|
||
|
||
I breathe with my hair, and I drink with my toes.
|
||
|
||
I grow bigger and bigger about the waist,
|
||
|
||
And yet I am always very tight laced.
|
||
|
||
None e'er saw me eat -- I've no mouth to bite;
|
||
|
||
Yet I eat all day in the full sunlight.
|
||
|
||
In the summer with song I shave and quiver,
|
||
|
||
But in winter I fast and groan and shiver.
|
||
|
||
"Do you know what that means, Diamond?" he asked, when he
|
||
had finished.
|
||
|
||
"No, indeed, I don't," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Then you can read it for yourself, and think over it, and
|
||
see if you can find out," said Mr. Raymond, giving him the book.
|
||
"And now you had better go home to your mother. When you've
|
||
found the riddle, you can come again."
|
||
|
||
If Diamond had had to find out the riddle in order to see
|
||
Mr. Raymond again, I doubt if he would ever have seen him.
|
||
|
||
"Oh then," I think I hear some little reader say, "he could
|
||
not have been a genius, for a genius finds out things without
|
||
being told."
|
||
|
||
I answer, "Genius finds out truths, not tricks." And if you
|
||
do not understand that, I am afraid you must be content to wait
|
||
till you grow older and know more.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIII
|
||
THE EARLY BIRD
|
||
|
||
WHEN Diamond got home he found his father at home already,
|
||
sitting by the fire and looking rather miserable, for his head
|
||
ached and he felt sick. He had been doing night work of late,
|
||
and it had not agreed with him, so he had given it up, but not
|
||
in time, for he had taken some kind of fever. The next day he
|
||
was forced to keep his bed, and his wife nursed him, and Diamond
|
||
attended to the baby. If he had not been ill, it would have been
|
||
delightful to have him at home; and the first day Diamond sang
|
||
more songs than ever to the baby, and his father listened with
|
||
some pleasure. But the next he could not bear even Diamond's
|
||
sweet voice, and was very ill indeed; so Diamond took the baby
|
||
into his own room, and had no end of quiet games with him there.
|
||
If he did pull all his bedding on the floor, it did not matter,
|
||
for he kept baby very quiet, and made the bed himself again, and
|
||
slept in it with baby all the next night, and many nights after.
|
||
|
||
But long before his father got well, his mother's savings
|
||
were all but gone. She did not say a word about it in the
|
||
hearing of her husband, lest she should distress him; and one
|
||
night, when she could not help crying, she came into Diamond's
|
||
room that his father might not hear her. She thought Diamond was
|
||
asleep, but he was not. When he heard her sobbing, he was
|
||
frightened, and said --
|
||
|
||
"Is father worse, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"No, Diamond," she answered, as well as she could; "he's a
|
||
good bit better."
|
||
|
||
"Then what are you crying for, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"Because my money is almost all gone," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"O mammy, you make me think of a little poem baby and I
|
||
learned out of North Wind's book to-day. Don't you remember how
|
||
I bothered you about some of the words?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, child," said his mother heedlessly, thinking only of
|
||
what she should do after to-morrow.
|
||
|
||
Diamond began and repeated the poem, for he had a wonderful
|
||
memory.
|
||
|
||
A little bird sat on the edge of her nest;
|
||
|
||
Her yellow-beaks slept as sound as tops;
|
||
|
||
That day she had done her very best,
|
||
|
||
And had filled every one of their little crops.
|
||
|
||
She had filled her own just over-full,
|
||
|
||
And hence she was feeling a little dull.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, dear!" she sighed, as she sat with her head
|
||
|
||
Sunk in her chest, and no neck at all,
|
||
|
||
While her crop stuck out like a feather bed
|
||
|
||
Turned inside out, and rather small;
|
||
|
||
"What shall I do if things don't reform?
|
||
|
||
I don't know where there's a single worm.
|
||
|
||
"I've had twenty to-day, and the children five each,
|
||
|
||
Besides a few flies, and some very fat spiders:
|
||
|
||
No one will say I don't do as I preach --
|
||
|
||
I'm one of the best of bird-providers;
|
||
|
||
But where's the use? We want a storm --
|
||
|
||
I don't know where there's a single worm."
|
||
|
||
"There's five in my crop," said a wee, wee bird,
|
||
|
||
Which woke at the voice of his mother's pain;
|
||
|
||
"I know where there's five." And with the word
|
||
|
||
He tucked in his head, and went off again.
|
||
|
||
"The folly of childhood," sighed his mother,
|
||
|
||
"Has always been my especial bother."
|
||
|
||
The yellow-beaks they slept on and on --
|
||
|
||
They never had heard of the bogy To-morrow;
|
||
|
||
But the mother sat outside, making her moan --
|
||
|
||
She'll soon have to beg, or steal, or borrow.
|
||
|
||
For she never can tell the night before,
|
||
|
||
Where she shall find one red worm more.
|
||
|
||
The fact, as I say, was, she'd had too many;
|
||
|
||
She couldn't sleep, and she called it virtue,
|
||
|
||
Motherly foresight, affection, any
|
||
|
||
Name you may call it that will not hurt you,
|
||
|
||
So it was late ere she tucked her head in,
|
||
|
||
And she slept so late it was almost a sin.
|
||
|
||
But the little fellow who knew of five
|
||
|
||
Nor troubled his head about any more,
|
||
|
||
Woke very early, felt quite alive,
|
||
|
||
And wanted a sixth to add to his store:
|
||
|
||
He pushed his mother, the greedy elf,
|
||
|
||
Then thought he had better try for himself.
|
||
|
||
When his mother awoke and had rubbed her eyes,
|
||
|
||
Feeling less like a bird, and more like a mole,
|
||
|
||
She saw him -- fancy with what surprise --
|
||
|
||
Dragging a huge worm out of a hole!
|
||
|
||
'Twas of this same hero the proverb took form:
|
||
|
||
'Tis the early bird that catches the worm.
|
||
|
||
"There, mother!" said Diamond, as he finished; "ain't it
|
||
funny?"
|
||
|
||
"I wish you were like that little bird, Diamond, and could
|
||
catch worms for yourself," said his mother, as she rose to go
|
||
and look after her husband.
|
||
|
||
Diamond lay awake for a few minutes, thinking what he could
|
||
do to catch worms. It was very little trouble to make up his
|
||
mind, however, and still less to go to sleep after it.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIV
|
||
ANOTHER EARLY BIRD
|
||
|
||
HE GOT up in the morning as soon as he heard the men moving in
|
||
the yard. He tucked in his little brother so that he could not
|
||
tumble out of bed, and then went out, leaving the door open, so
|
||
that if he should cry his mother might hear him at once. When he
|
||
got into the yard he found the stable-door just opened.
|
||
|
||
"I'm the early bird, I think," he said to himself. "I hope
|
||
I shall catch the worm."
|
||
|
||
He would not ask any one to help him, fearing his project
|
||
might meet with disapproval and opposition. With great
|
||
difficulty, but with the help of a broken chair he brought down
|
||
from his bedroom, he managed to put the harness on Diamond. If
|
||
the old horse had had the least objection to the proceeding, of
|
||
course he could not have done it; but even when it came to the
|
||
bridle, he opened his mouth for the bit, just as if he had been
|
||
taking the apple which Diamond sometimes gave him. He fastened
|
||
the cheek-strap very carefully, just in the usual hole, for fear
|
||
of choking his friend, or else letting the bit get amongst his
|
||
teeth. It was a job to get the saddle on; but with the chair he
|
||
managed it. If old Diamond had had an
|
||
education in physics to equal that of the camel, he would have
|
||
knelt down to let him put it on his back, but that was more than
|
||
could be expected of him, and then Diamond had to creep quite
|
||
under him to get hold of the girth. The collar was almost the
|
||
worst part of the business; but there Diamond could help
|
||
Diamond. He held his head very low till his little master had
|
||
got it over and turned it round, and then he lifted his head,
|
||
and shook it on to his shoulders. The yoke was rather diffi-
|
||
cult; but when he had laid the traces over the horse's neck, the
|
||
weight was not too much for him. He got him right at last, and
|
||
led him out of the stable.
|
||
|
||
By this time there were several of the men watching him,
|
||
but they would not interfere, they were so anxious to see how he
|
||
would get over the various difficulties. They followed him as
|
||
far as the stable-door, and there stood watching him again as he
|
||
put the horse between the shafts, got them up one after the
|
||
other into the loops, fastened the traces, the belly-band, the
|
||
breeching, and the reins.
|
||
|
||
Then he got his whip. The moment he mounted the box, the
|
||
men broke into a hearty cheer of delight at his success. But
|
||
they would not let him go without a general inspection of the
|
||
harness; and although they found it right, for not a buckle had
|
||
to be shifted, they never allowed him to do it for himself again
|
||
all the time his father was ill.
|
||
|
||
The cheer brought his mother to the window, and there she
|
||
saw her little boy setting out alone with the cab in the gray of
|
||
morning. She tugged at the window, but it was stiff; and before
|
||
she could open it, Diamond, who was in a great hurry, was out of
|
||
the mews, and almost out of the street. She called "Diamond!
|
||
Diamond!" but there was no answer except from Jack.
|
||
|
||
"Never fear for him, ma'am," said Jack. "It'ud be only a
|
||
devil as would hurt him, and there ain't so many o' them as some
|
||
folk 'ud have you believe. A boy o' Diamond's size as can
|
||
'arness a 'oss t'other Diamond's size, and put him to, right as
|
||
a trivet -- if he do upset the keb -- 'll fall on his feet,
|
||
ma'am."
|
||
|
||
"But he won't upset the cab, will he, Jack?"
|
||
|
||
"Not he, ma'am. Leastways he won't go for to do it."
|
||
|
||
"I know as much as that myself. What do you mean?"
|
||
|
||
"I mean he's a little likely to do it as the oldest man in
|
||
the stable. How's the gov'nor to-day, ma'am?"
|
||
|
||
"A good deal better, thank you," she answered, closing the
|
||
window in some fear lest her husband should have been made
|
||
anxious by the news of Diamond's expedition. He knew pretty
|
||
well, however, what his boy was capable of, and although not
|
||
quite easy was less anxious than his mother. But as the evening
|
||
drew on, the anxiety of both of them increased, and every sound
|
||
of wheels made his father raise himself in his bed, and his
|
||
mother peep out of the window.
|
||
|
||
Diamond had resolved to go straight to the cab-stand where
|
||
he was best known, and never to crawl for fear of getting
|
||
annoyed by idlers. Before he got across Oxford Street, however,
|
||
he was hailed by a man who wanted to catch a train, and was in
|
||
too great a hurry to think about the driver. Having carried him
|
||
to King's Cross in good time, and got a good fare in return, he
|
||
set off again in great spirits, and reached the stand in safety.
|
||
He was the first there after all.
|
||
|
||
As the men arrived they all greeted him kindly, and
|
||
inquired after his father.
|
||
|
||
"Ain't you afraid of the old 'oss running away with you?"
|
||
asked one.
|
||
|
||
"No, he wouldn't run away with me," answered Diamond. "He
|
||
knows I'm getting the shillings for father. Or if he did he
|
||
would only run home."
|
||
|
||
"Well, you're a plucky one, for all your girl's looks!"
|
||
said the man; "and I wish ye luck."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir," said Diamond. "I'll do what I can. I
|
||
came to the old place, you see, because I knew you would let me
|
||
have my turn here."
|
||
|
||
In the course of the day one man did try to cut him out,
|
||
but he was a stranger; and the shout the rest of them raised let
|
||
him see it would not do, and made him so far ashamed besides,
|
||
that he went away crawling.
|
||
|
||
Once, in a block, a policeman came up to him, and asked him
|
||
for his number. Diamond showed him his father's badge, saying
|
||
with a smile:
|
||
|
||
"Father's ill at home, and so I came out with the cab.
|
||
There's no fear of me. I can drive. Besides, the old horse could
|
||
go alone."
|
||
|
||
"Just as well, I daresay. You're a pair of 'em. But you are
|
||
a rum 'un for a cabby -- ain't you now?" said the policeman. "I
|
||
don't know as I ought to let you go."
|
||
|
||
"I ain't done nothing," said Diamond. "It's not my fault
|
||
I'm no bigger. I'm big enough for my age."
|
||
|
||
"That's where it is," said the man. "You ain't fit."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that?" asked Diamond, with his usual
|
||
smile, and turning his head like a little bird.
|
||
|
||
"Why, how are you to get out of this ruck now, when it
|
||
begins to move?"
|
||
|
||
"Just you get up on the box," said Diamond, "and I'll show
|
||
you. There, that van's a-moving now. Jump up."
|
||
|
||
The policeman did as Diamond told him, and was soon
|
||
satisfied that the little fellow could drive.
|
||
|
||
"Well," he said, as he got down again, "I don't know as I
|
||
should be right to interfere. Good luck to you, my little man!"
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir," said Diamond, and drove away.
|
||
|
||
In a few minutes a gentleman hailed him.
|
||
|
||
"Are you the driver of this cab?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, sir" said Diamond, showing his badge, of which, he
|
||
was proud.
|
||
|
||
"You're the youngest cabman I ever saw. How am I to know
|
||
you won't break all my bones?"
|
||
|
||
"I would rather break all my own," said Diamond. "But if
|
||
you're afraid, never mind me; I shall soon get another fare."
|
||
|
||
"I'll risk it," said the gentleman; and, opening the door
|
||
himself, he jumped in.
|
||
|
||
He was going a good distance, and soon found that Diamond
|
||
got him over the ground well. Now when Diamond had only to go
|
||
straight ahead, and had not to mind so much what he was about,
|
||
his thoughts always turned to the riddle Mr. Raymond had set
|
||
him; and this gentleman looked so clever that he fancied he must
|
||
be able to read it for him. He had given up all hope of finding
|
||
it out for himself, and he could not plague his father about it
|
||
when he was ill. He had thought of the answer himself, but
|
||
fancied it could not be the right one, for to see how it all
|
||
fitted required some knowledge of physiology. So, when he
|
||
reached the end of his journey, he got down very quickly, and
|
||
with his head just looking in at the window, said, as the
|
||
gentleman gathered his gloves and newspapers:
|
||
|
||
"Please, sir, can you tell me the meaning of a riddle?"
|
||
|
||
"You must tell me the riddle first," answered the
|
||
gentleman, amused.
|
||
|
||
Diamond repeated the riddle.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! that's easy enough," he returned. "It's a tree."
|
||
|
||
"Well, it ain't got no mouth, sure enough; but how then
|
||
does it eat all day long?"
|
||
|
||
"It sucks in its food through the tiniest holes in its
|
||
leaves," he answered. "Its breath is its food. And it can't do
|
||
it except in the daylight."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir, thank you," returned Diamond. "I'm sorry
|
||
I couldn't find it out myself; Mr. Raymond would have been
|
||
better pleased with me."
|
||
|
||
"But you needn't tell him any one told you."
|
||
|
||
Diamond gave him a stare which came from the very back of
|
||
the north wind, where that kind of thing is unknown.
|
||
|
||
"That would be cheating," he said at last.
|
||
|
||
"Ain't you a cabby, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Cabbies don't cheat."
|
||
|
||
"Don't they? I am of a different opinion."
|
||
|
||
"I'm sure my father don't."
|
||
|
||
"What's your fare, young innocent?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, I think the distance is a good deal over three miles
|
||
-- that's two shillings. Only father says sixpence a mile is too
|
||
little, though we can't ask for more."
|
||
|
||
"You're a deep one. But I think you're wrong. It's over
|
||
four miles -- not much, but it is."
|
||
|
||
"Then that's half-a-crown," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, here's three shillings. Will that do?"
|
||
|
||
"Thank you kindly, sir. I'll tell my father how good you
|
||
were to me -- first to tell me my riddle, then to put me right
|
||
about the distance, and then to give me sixpence over. It'll
|
||
help father to get well again, it will."
|
||
|
||
"I hope it may, my man. I shouldn't wonder if you're as
|
||
good as you look, after all."
|
||
|
||
As Diamond returned, he drew up at a stand he had never
|
||
been on before: it was time to give Diamond his bag of chopped
|
||
beans and oats. The men got about him, and began to chaff him.
|
||
He took it all good-humouredly, until one of them, who was an
|
||
ill-conditioned fellow, began to tease old Diamond by poking him
|
||
roughly in the ribs, and making general game of him. That he
|
||
could not bear, and the tears came in his eyes. He undid the
|
||
nose-bag, put it in the boot, and was just going to mount and
|
||
drive away, when the fellow interfered, and would not let him
|
||
get up. Diamond endeavoured to persuade him, and was very civil,
|
||
but he would have his fun out of him, as he said. In a few
|
||
minutes a group of idle boys had assembled, and Diamond found
|
||
himself in a very uncomfortable position. Another cab drew up at
|
||
the stand, and the driver got off and approached the assemblage.
|
||
|
||
"What's up here?" he asked, and Diamond knew the voice. It
|
||
was that of the drunken cabman.
|
||
|
||
"Do you see this young oyster? He pretends to drive a cab,"
|
||
said his enemy.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do see him. And I sees you too. You'd better leave
|
||
him alone. He ain't no oyster. He's a angel come down on his own
|
||
business. You be off, or I'll be nearer you than quite
|
||
agreeable."
|
||
|
||
The drunken cabman was a tall, stout man, who did not look
|
||
one to take liberties with.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! if he's a friend of yours," said the other, drawing
|
||
back.
|
||
|
||
Diamond got out the nose-bag again. Old Diamond should have
|
||
his feed out now.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, he is a friend o' mine. One o' the best I ever had.
|
||
It's a pity he ain't a friend o' yourn. You'd be the better for
|
||
it, but it ain't no fault of hisn."
|
||
|
||
When Diamond went home at night, he carried with him one
|
||
pound one shilling and sixpence, besides a few coppers extra,
|
||
which had followed some of the fares.
|
||
|
||
His mother had got very anxious indeed -- so much so that
|
||
she was almost afraid, when she did hear the sound of his cab,
|
||
to go and look, lest she should be yet again disappointed, and
|
||
should break down before her husband. But there was the old
|
||
horse, and there was the cab all right, and there was Diamond in
|
||
the box, his pale face looking triumphant as a full moon in the
|
||
twilight.
|
||
|
||
When he drew up at the stable-door, Jack came out, and
|
||
after a good many friendly questions and congratulations, said:
|
||
|
||
"You go in to your mother, Diamond. I'll put up the old
|
||
'oss. I'll take care on him. He do deserve some small attention,
|
||
he do."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, Jack," said Diamond, and bounded into the
|
||
house, and into the arms of his mother, who was waiting him at
|
||
the top of the stair.
|
||
|
||
The poor, anxious woman led him into his own room, sat down
|
||
on his bed, took him on her lap as if he had been a baby, and
|
||
cried.
|
||
|
||
"How's father?" asked Diamond, almost afraid to ask.
|
||
|
||
"Better, my child," she answered, "but uneasy about you, my
|
||
dear."
|
||
|
||
"Didn't you tell him I was the early bird gone out to catch
|
||
the worm?"
|
||
|
||
"That was what put it in your head, was it, you monkey?"
|
||
said his mother, beginning to get better.
|
||
|
||
"That or something else," answered Diamond, so very quietly
|
||
that his mother held his head back and stared in his face.
|
||
|
||
"Well! of all the children!" she said, and said no more.
|
||
|
||
"And here's my worm," resumed Diamond.
|
||
|
||
But to see her face as he poured the shillings and
|
||
sixpences and pence into her lap! She burst out crying a second
|
||
time, and ran with the money to her husband.
|
||
|
||
And how pleased he was! It did him no end of good. But
|
||
while he was counting the coins, Diamond turned to baby, who was
|
||
lying awake in his cradle, sucking his precious thumb, and took
|
||
him up, saying:
|
||
|
||
"Baby, baby! I haven't seen you for a whole year."
|
||
And then he began to sing to him as usual. And what he sang was
|
||
this, for he was too happy either to make a song of his own or
|
||
to sing sense. It was one out of Mr. Raymond's book.
|
||
|
||
THE TRUE STORY OF THE CAT AND THE FIDDLE
|
||
|
||
Hey, diddle, diddle!
|
||
|
||
The cat and the fiddle!
|
||
|
||
He played such a merry tune,
|
||
|
||
That the cow went mad
|
||
|
||
With the pleasure she had,
|
||
|
||
And jumped right over the moon.
|
||
|
||
But then, don't you see?
|
||
|
||
Before that could be,
|
||
|
||
The moon had come down and listened.
|
||
|
||
The little dog hearkened,
|
||
|
||
So loud that he barkened,
|
||
|
||
"There's nothing like it, there isn't."
|
||
|
||
Hey, diddle, diddle!
|
||
|
||
Went the cat and the fiddle,
|
||
|
||
Hey diddle, diddle, dee, dee!
|
||
|
||
The dog laughed at the sport
|
||
|
||
Till his cough cut him short,
|
||
|
||
It was hey diddle, diddle, oh me!
|
||
|
||
And back came the cow
|
||
|
||
With a merry, merry low,
|
||
|
||
For she'd humbled the man in the moon.
|
||
|
||
The dish got excited,
|
||
|
||
The spoon was delighted,
|
||
|
||
And the dish waltzed away with the spoon.
|
||
|
||
But the man in the moon,
|
||
|
||
Coming back too soon
|
||
|
||
From the famous town of Norwich,
|
||
|
||
Caught up the dish,
|
||
|
||
Said, "It's just what I wish
|
||
|
||
To hold my cold plum-porridge!"
|
||
|
||
Gave the cow a rat-tat,
|
||
|
||
Flung water on the cat,
|
||
|
||
And sent him away like a rocket.
|
||
|
||
Said, "O Moon there you are!"
|
||
|
||
Got into her car,
|
||
|
||
And went off with the spoon in his pocket
|
||
|
||
Hey ho! diddle, diddle!
|
||
|
||
The wet cat and wet fiddle,
|
||
|
||
They made such a caterwauling,
|
||
|
||
That the cow in a fright
|
||
|
||
Stood bolt upright
|
||
|
||
Bellowing now, and bawling;
|
||
|
||
And the dog on his tail,
|
||
|
||
Stretched his neck with a wail.
|
||
|
||
But "Ho! ho!" said the man in the moon --
|
||
|
||
"No more in the South
|
||
|
||
Shall I burn my mouth,
|
||
|
||
For I've found a dish and a spoon."
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXV
|
||
DIAMOND'S DREAM
|
||
|
||
"THERE, baby!" said Diamond; "I'm so happy that I can only sing
|
||
nonsense. Oh, father, think if you had been a poor man, and
|
||
hadn't had a cab and old Diamond! What should I have done?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know indeed what you could have done," said his
|
||
father from the bed.
|
||
|
||
"We should have all starved, my precious Diamond," said his
|
||
mother, whose pride in her boy was even greater than her joy in
|
||
the shillings. Both of them together made her heart ache, for
|
||
pleasure can do that as well as pain.
|
||
|
||
"Oh no! we shouldn't," said Diamond. "I could have taken
|
||
Nanny's crossing till she came back; and then the money, instead
|
||
of going for Old Sal's gin, would have gone for father's
|
||
beef-tea. I wonder what Nanny will do when she gets well again.
|
||
Somebody else will be sure to have taken the crossing by that
|
||
time. I wonder if she will fight for it, and whether I shall
|
||
have to help her. I won't bother my head about that. Time enough
|
||
yet! Hey diddle! hey diddle! hey diddle diddle! I wonder whether
|
||
Mr. Raymond would take me to see Nanny. Hey diddle! hey diddle!
|
||
hey diddle diddle!
|
||
The baby and fiddle! O, mother, I'm such a silly! But I can't
|
||
help it. I wish I could think of something else, but there's
|
||
nothing will come into my head but hey diddle diddle! the cat
|
||
and the fiddle! I wonder what the angels do -- when they're
|
||
extra happy, you know -- when they've been driving cabs all day
|
||
and taking home the money to their mothers. Do you think they
|
||
ever sing nonsense, mother?"
|
||
|
||
"I daresay they've got their own sort of it," answered his
|
||
mother, "else they wouldn't be like other people." She was
|
||
thinking more of her twenty-one shillings and sixpence, and of
|
||
the nice dinner she would get for her sick husband next day,
|
||
than of the angels and their nonsense, when she said it. But
|
||
Diamond found her answer all right.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, to be sure," he replied. "They wouldn't be like other
|
||
people if they hadn't their nonsense sometimes. But it must be
|
||
very pretty nonsense, and not like that silly hey diddle diddle!
|
||
the cat and the fiiddle! I wish I could get it out of my head.
|
||
I wonder what the angels' nonsense is like. Nonsense is a very
|
||
good thing, ain't it, mother? -- a little of it now and then;
|
||
more of it for baby, and not so much for grown people like
|
||
cabmen and their mothers? It's like the pepper and salt that
|
||
goes in the soup -- that's it -- isn't it, mother? There's baby
|
||
fast asleep! Oh, what a nonsense baby it is -- to sleep so much!
|
||
Shall I put him down, mother?"
|
||
|
||
Diamond chattered away. What rose in his happy little heart
|
||
ran out of his mouth, and did his father and mother good. When
|
||
he went to bed, which he did early, being more tired, as you may
|
||
suppose, than usual, he was still thinking what the nonsense
|
||
could be like which the angels sang when they were too happy to
|
||
sing sense. But before coming to any conclusion
|
||
he fell fast asleep. And no wonder, for it must be acknowledged
|
||
a difficult question.
|
||
|
||
That night he had a very curious dream which I think my
|
||
readers would like to have told them. They would, at least, if
|
||
they are as fond of nice dreams as I am, and don't have enough
|
||
of them of their own.
|
||
|
||
He dreamed that he was running about in the twilight in the
|
||
old garden. He thought he was waiting for North Wind, but she
|
||
did not come. So he would run down to the back
|
||
gate, and see if she were there. He ran and ran. It was a good
|
||
long garden out of his dream, but in his dream it had grown so
|
||
long and spread out so wide that the gate he wanted was nowhere.
|
||
He ran and ran, but instead of coming to the gate found himself
|
||
in a beautiful country, not like any country he had ever been in
|
||
before. There were no trees of any size; nothing bigger in fact
|
||
than hawthorns, which were full of may-blossom. The place in
|
||
which they grew was wild and dry, mostly covered with grass, but
|
||
having patches of heath. It extended on every side as far as he
|
||
could see. But although it was so wild, yet wherever in an
|
||
ordinary heath you might have expected furze bushes, or holly,
|
||
or broom, there grew roses -- wild and rare -- all kinds. On
|
||
every side, far and near, roses were glowing. There too was the
|
||
gum-cistus, whose flowers fall every night and come again the
|
||
next morning, lilacs and syringas and laburnums, and many shrubs
|
||
besides, of which he did not know the names; but the roses were
|
||
everywhere. He wandered on and on, wondering when it would come
|
||
to an end. It was of no use going back, for there was no house
|
||
to be seen anywhere. But he was not frightened, for you know
|
||
Diamond was used to things that were rather out of the way. He
|
||
threw himself down under a rose-bush, and fell asleep.
|
||
|
||
He woke, not out of his dream, but into it, thinking he
|
||
heard a child's voice, calling "Diamond, Diamond!" He jumped up,
|
||
but all was still about him. The rose-bushes were pouring out
|
||
their odours in clouds. He could see the scent like mists of the
|
||
same colour as the rose, issuing like a slow fountain and
|
||
spreading in the air till it joined the thin rosy vapour which
|
||
hung over all the wilderness. But again came
|
||
the voice calling him, and it seemed to come from over his head.
|
||
He looked up, but saw only the deep blue sky full of stars --
|
||
more brilliant, however, than he had seen them before; and both
|
||
sky and stars looked nearer to the earth.
|
||
|
||
While he gazed up, again he heard the cry. At the same
|
||
moment he saw one of the biggest stars over his head give a kind
|
||
of twinkle and jump, as if it went out and came in again. He
|
||
threw himself on his back, and fixed his eyes upon it. Nor had
|
||
he gazed long before it went out, leaving something like a scar
|
||
in the blue. But as he went on gazing he saw a face where the
|
||
star had been -- a merry face, with bright eyes. The eyes
|
||
appeared not only to see Diamond, but to know that Diamond had
|
||
caught sight of them, for the face withdrew the same moment.
|
||
Again came the voice, calling "Diamond, Diamond;" and in jumped
|
||
the star to its place.
|
||
|
||
Diamond called as loud as he could, right up into the sky:
|
||
|
||
"Here's Diamond, down below you. What do you want him to
|
||
do?"
|
||
|
||
The next instant many of the stars round about that one
|
||
went out, and many voices shouted from the sky, --
|
||
|
||
"Come up; come up. We're so jolly! Diamond! Diamond!"
|
||
|
||
This was followed by a peal of the merriest, kindliest
|
||
laughter, and all the stars jumped into their places again.
|
||
|
||
"How am I to come up?" shouted Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Go round the rose-bush. It's got its foot in it," said the
|
||
first voice.
|
||
|
||
Diamond got up at once, and walked to the other side of the
|
||
rose-bush.
|
||
|
||
There he found what seemed the very opposite of what he
|
||
wanted -- a stair down into the earth. It was of turf and moss.
|
||
It did not seem to promise well for getting into the sky, but
|
||
Diamond had learned to look through the look of things. The
|
||
voice must have meant that he was to go down this stair; and
|
||
down this stair Diamond went, without waiting to think more
|
||
about it.
|
||
|
||
It was such a nice stair, so cool and soft -- all the sides
|
||
as well as the steps grown with moss and grass and ferns! Down
|
||
and down Diamond went -- a long way, until at last he heard the
|
||
gurgling and splashing of a little stream; nor had he gone much
|
||
farther before he met it -- yes, met it coming up the stairs to
|
||
meet him, running up just as naturally as if it had been doing
|
||
the other thing. Neither was Diamond in the least surprised to
|
||
see it pitching itself from one step to another as it climbed
|
||
towards him: he never thought it was odd -- and no more it was,
|
||
there. It would have been odd here. It made a merry tune as it
|
||
came, and its voice was like the laughter he had heard from the
|
||
sky. This appeared promising; and he went on, down and down the
|
||
stair, and up and up the stream, till at last he came where it
|
||
hurried out from under a stone, and the stair stopped
|
||
altogether. And as the stream bubbled up, the stone shook and
|
||
swayed with its force; and Diamond thought he would try to lift
|
||
it. Lightly it rose to his hand, forced up by the stream from
|
||
below; and, by what would have seemed an unaccountable
|
||
perversion of things had he been awake, threatened to come
|
||
tumbling upon his head. But he avoided it, and when it fell, got
|
||
upon it. He now saw that the opening through which the water
|
||
came pouring in was over his head, and with the help of the
|
||
stone he scrambled out by it, and found himself on the side of
|
||
a grassy hill which rounded away from him in every direction,
|
||
and down which came the brook
|
||
which vanished in the hole. But scarcely had he noticed so much
|
||
as this before a merry shouting and laughter burst upon him, and
|
||
a number of naked little boys came running, every one eager to
|
||
get to him first. At the shoulders of each fluttered two little
|
||
wings, which were of no use for flying, as they were mere buds;
|
||
only being made for it they could not help fluttering as if they
|
||
were flying. Just as the foremost of the troop reached him, one
|
||
or two of them fell, and the rest with shouts of laughter came
|
||
tumbling over them till they heaped up a
|
||
mound of struggling merriment. One after another they extricated
|
||
themselves, and each as he got free threw his arms round Diamond
|
||
and kissed him. Diamond's heart was ready to melt within him
|
||
from clear delight. When they had all embraced him, --
|
||
|
||
"Now let us have some fun," cried one, and with a shout
|
||
they all scampered hither and thither, and played the wildest
|
||
gambols on the grassy slopes. They kept constantly coming back
|
||
to Diamond, however, as the centre of their enjoyment, rejoicing
|
||
over him as if they had found a lost playmate.
|
||
|
||
There was a wind on the hillside which blew like the very
|
||
embodiment of living gladness. It blew into Diamond's heart, and
|
||
made him so happy that he was forced to sit down and cry.
|
||
|
||
"Now let's go and dig for stars," said one who seemed to be
|
||
the captain of the troop.
|
||
|
||
They all scurried away, but soon returned, one after
|
||
another, each with a pickaxe on his shoulder and a spade in his
|
||
hand. As soon as they were gathered, the captain led them in a
|
||
straight line to another part of the hill. Diamond rose and
|
||
followed.
|
||
|
||
"Here is where we begin our lesson for to-night," he said.
|
||
"Scatter and dig."
|
||
|
||
There was no more fun. Each went by himself, walking slowly
|
||
with bent shoulders and his eyes fixed on the ground. Every now
|
||
and then one would stop, kneel down, and look intently, feeling
|
||
with his hands and parting the grass. One would get up and walk
|
||
on again, another spring to his feet, catch eagerly at his
|
||
pickaxe and strike it into the ground once and again, then throw
|
||
it aside, snatch up his spade, and commence digging at the
|
||
loosened earth. Now one would sorrow-
|
||
fully shovel the earth into the hole again, trample it down with
|
||
his little bare white feet, and walk on. But another would give
|
||
a joyful shout, and after much tugging and loosening would draw
|
||
from the hole a lump as big as his head, or no bigger than his
|
||
fist; when the under side of it would pour such a blaze of
|
||
golden or bluish light into Diamond's eyes that he was quite
|
||
dazzled. Gold and blue were the commoner colours: the jubilation
|
||
was greater over red or green or purple. And every time a star
|
||
was dug up all the little angels dropped their tools and crowded
|
||
about it, shouting and dancing and fluttering their wing-buds.
|
||
|
||
When they had examined it well, they would kneel down one
|
||
after the other and peep through the hole; but they always stood
|
||
back to give Diamond the first look. All that diamond could
|
||
report, however, was, that through the star-holes he saw a great
|
||
many things and places and people he knew quite well, only
|
||
somehow they were different -- there was something marvellous
|
||
about them -- he could not tell what. Every time he rose from
|
||
looking through a star-hole, he felt as if his heart would break
|
||
for, joy; and he said that if he had not cried, he did not know
|
||
what would have become of him.
|
||
|
||
As soon as all had looked, the star was carefully fitted in
|
||
again, a little mould was strewn over it, and the rest of the
|
||
heap left as a sign that the star had been discovered.
|
||
|
||
At length one dug up a small star of a most lovely colour
|
||
-- a colour Diamond had never seen before. The moment the angel
|
||
saw what it was, instead of showing it about, he handed it to
|
||
one of his neighbours, and seated himself on the edge of the
|
||
hole, saying:
|
||
|
||
"This will do for me. Good-bye. I'm off."
|
||
|
||
They crowded about him, hugging and kissing him; then stood
|
||
back with a solemn stillness, their wings lying close to their
|
||
shoulders. The little fellow looked round on them once with a
|
||
smile, and then shot himself headlong through the star-hole.
|
||
Diamond, as privileged, threw himself on the ground to peep
|
||
after him, but he saw nothing. "It's no use," said the captain.
|
||
"I never saw anything more of one that went that way."
|
||
|
||
"His wings can't be much use," said Diamond, concerned and
|
||
fearful, yet comforted by the calm looks of the rest.
|
||
|
||
"That's true," said the captain. "He's lost them by this
|
||
time. They all do that go that way. You haven't got any, you
|
||
see."
|
||
|
||
"No," said Diamond. "I never did have any."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! didn't you?" said the captain.
|
||
|
||
"Some people say," he added, after a pause, "that they come
|
||
again. I don't know. I've never found the colour I care about
|
||
myself. I suppose I shall some day."
|
||
|
||
Then they looked again at the star, put it carefully into
|
||
its hole, danced around it and over it -- but solemnly, and
|
||
called it by the name of the finder.
|
||
|
||
"Will you know it again?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes. We never forget a star that's been made a door
|
||
of."
|
||
|
||
Then they went on with their searching and digging.
|
||
|
||
Diamond having neither pickaxe nor spade, had the more time
|
||
to think.
|
||
|
||
"I don't see any little girls," he said at last.
|
||
|
||
The captain stopped his shovelling, leaned on his spade,
|
||
rubbed his forehead thoughtfully with his left hand -- the
|
||
little angels were all left-handed -- repeated the words "little
|
||
girls," and then, as if a thought had struck him, resumed his work,
|
||
saying --
|
||
|
||
"I think I know what you mean. I've never seen any of them,
|
||
of course; but I suppose that's the sort you mean. I'm told --
|
||
but mind I don't say it is so, for I don't know -- that when we
|
||
fall asleep, a troop of angels very like ourselves, only quite
|
||
different, goes round to all the stars we have discovered, and
|
||
discovers them after us. I suppose with our shovelling and
|
||
handling we spoil them a bit; and I daresay the clouds that come
|
||
up from below make them smoky and dull sometimes. They say --
|
||
mind, I say they say -- these other angels take them out one by
|
||
one, and pass each round as we do, and breathe over it, and rub
|
||
it with their white hands, which are softer than ours, because
|
||
they don't do any pick-and-spade work, and smile at it, and put
|
||
it in again: and that is what keeps them from growing dark."
|
||
|
||
"How jolly!" thought Diamond. "I should like to see them at
|
||
their work too. -- When do you go to sleep?" he asked the
|
||
captain.
|
||
|
||
"When we grow sleepy," answered the captain. "They do say
|
||
-- but mind I say they say -- that it is when those others --
|
||
what do you call them? I don't know if that is their name; I am
|
||
only guessing that may be the sort you mean -- when they are on
|
||
their rounds and come near any troop of us we fall asleep. They
|
||
live on the west side of the hill. None of us have ever been to
|
||
the top of it yet."
|
||
|
||
Even as he spoke, he dropped his spade. He tumbled down
|
||
beside it, and lay fast asleep. One after the other each of the
|
||
troop dropped his pickaxe or shovel from his listless hands, and
|
||
lay fast asleep by his work.
|
||
|
||
"Ah!" thought Diamond to himself, with delight, "now the
|
||
girl-angels are coming, and I, not being an angel, shall not
|
||
fall asleep like the rest, and I shall see the the girl-angels."
|
||
|
||
But the same moment he felt himself growing sleepy. He
|
||
struggled hard with the invading power. He put up his fingers to
|
||
his eyelids and pulled them open. But it was of no use. He
|
||
thought he saw a glimmer of pale rosy light far up the green
|
||
hill, and ceased to know.
|
||
|
||
When he awoke, all the angels were starting up wide awake
|
||
too. He expected to see them lift their tools, but no, the time
|
||
for play had come. They looked happier than ever, and each began
|
||
to sing where he stood. He had not heard them sing before.
|
||
|
||
"Now," he thought, "I shall know what kind of nonsense the
|
||
angels sing when they are merry. They don't drive cabs, I see,
|
||
but they dig for stars, and they work hard enough to be merry
|
||
after it."
|
||
|
||
And he did hear some of the angels' nonsense; for if it was
|
||
all sense to them, it had only just as much sense to Diamond as
|
||
made good nonsense of it. He tried hard to set it down in his
|
||
mind, listening as closely as he could, now to one, now to
|
||
another, and now to all together. But while they were yet
|
||
singing he began, to his dismay, to find that he was coming
|
||
awake -- faster and faster. And as he came awake, he found that,
|
||
for all the goodness of his memory, verse after verse of the
|
||
angels' nonsense vanished from it. He always thought he could
|
||
keep the last, but as the next began he lost the one before it,
|
||
and at length awoke, struggling to keep hold of the last verse
|
||
of all. He felt as if the effort to keep from forgetting that
|
||
one verse of the vanishing song nearly killed him. And
|
||
yet by the time he was wide awake he could not be sure of that
|
||
even. It was something like this:
|
||
|
||
White hands of whiteness
|
||
|
||
Wash the stars' faces,
|
||
|
||
Till glitter, glitter, glit, goes their brightness
|
||
|
||
Down to poor places.
|
||
|
||
This, however, was so near sense that he thought it could not be
|
||
really what they did sing.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVI
|
||
DIAMOND TAKES A FARE THE WRONG WAY RIGHT
|
||
|
||
THE next morning Diamond was up almost as early as before. He
|
||
had nothing to fear from his mother now, and made no secret of
|
||
what he was about. By the time he reached the stable, several of
|
||
the men were there. They asked him a good many questions as to
|
||
his luck the day before, and he told them all they wanted to
|
||
know. But when he proceeded to harness the old horse, they
|
||
pushed him aside with rough kindness, called him a baby, and
|
||
began to do it all for him. So Diamond ran in and had another
|
||
mouthful of tea and bread and butter; and although he had never
|
||
been so tired as he was the night before, he started quite fresh
|
||
this morning. It was a cloudy day, and the wind blew hard from
|
||
the north -- so hard sometimes that, perched on the box with
|
||
just his toes touching the ground, Diamond wished that he had
|
||
some kind of strap to fasten himself down with lest he should be
|
||
blown away. But he did not really mind it.
|
||
|
||
His head was full of the dream he had dreamed; but it did
|
||
not make him neglect his work, for his work was not to dig stars
|
||
but to drive old Diamond and pick up fares. There are not many
|
||
people who can think about beautiful things and do
|
||
common work at the same time. But then there are not many people
|
||
who have been to the back of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
There was not much business doing. And Diamond felt rather
|
||
cold, notwithstanding his mother had herself put on his
|
||
comforter and helped him with his greatcoat. But he was too well
|
||
aware of his dignity to get inside his cab as some do. A cabman
|
||
ought to be above minding the weather -- at least so Diamond
|
||
thought. At length he was called to a neighbouring house, where
|
||
a young woman with a heavy box had to be taken to Wapping for a
|
||
coast-steamer.
|
||
|
||
He did not find it at all pleasant, so far east and so near
|
||
the river; for the roughs were in great force. However, there
|
||
being no block, not even in Nightingale Lane, he reached the
|
||
entrance of the wharf, and set down his passenger without
|
||
annoyance. But as he turned to go back, some idlers, not content
|
||
with chaffing him, showed a mind to the fare the young woman had
|
||
given him. They were just pulling him off the box, and Diamond
|
||
was shouting for the police, when a pale-faced man, in very
|
||
shabby clothes, but with the look of a gentleman somewhere about
|
||
him, came up, and making good use of his stick, drove them off.
|
||
|
||
"Now, my little man," he said, "get on while you can. Don't
|
||
lose any time. This is not a place for you."
|
||
|
||
But Diamond was not in the habit of thinking only of
|
||
himself. He saw that his new friend looked weary, if not ill,
|
||
and very poor.
|
||
|
||
"Won't you jump in, sir?" he said. "I will take you
|
||
wherever you like."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, my man; but I have no money; so I can't."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! I don't want any money. I shall be much happier if
|
||
you will get in. You have saved me all I had. I owe you a lift,
|
||
sir."
|
||
|
||
"Which way are you going?"
|
||
|
||
"To Charing Cross; but I don't mind where I go."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I am very tired. If you will take me to Charing
|
||
Cross, I shall be greatly obliged to you. I have walked from
|
||
Gravesend, and had hardly a penny left to get through the
|
||
tunnel."
|
||
|
||
So saying, he opened the door and got in, and Diamond drove
|
||
away.
|
||
|
||
But as he drove, he could not help fancying he had seen the
|
||
gentleman -- for Diamond knew he was a gentleman -- before. Do
|
||
all he could, however, he could not recall where or when.
|
||
Meantime his fare, if we may call him such, seeing he was to pay
|
||
nothing, whom the relief of being carried had made less and less
|
||
inclined to carry himself, had been turning over things in his
|
||
mind, and, as they passed the Mint, called to Diamond, who
|
||
stopped the horse, got down and went to the window.
|
||
|
||
"If you didn't mind taking me to Chiswick, I should be able
|
||
to pay you when we got there. It's a long way, but you shall
|
||
have the whole fare from the Docks -- and something over."
|
||
|
||
"Very well, sir" said Diamond. "I shall be most happy."
|
||
|
||
He was just clambering up again, when the gentleman put his
|
||
head out of the window and said --
|
||
|
||
"It's The Wilderness -- Mr. Coleman's place; but I'll
|
||
direct you when we come into the neighbourhood."
|
||
|
||
It flashed upon Diamond who he was. But he got upon his box
|
||
to arrange his thoughts before making any reply.
|
||
|
||
The gentleman was Mr. Evans, to whom Miss Coleman was to
|
||
have been married, and Diamond had seen him several times with
|
||
her in the garden. I have said that he had not behaved very well
|
||
to Miss Coleman. He had put off their marriage more than once in
|
||
a cowardly fashion, merely because he was ashamed to marry upon
|
||
a small income, and live in a humble way. When a man thinks of
|
||
what people will say in such a case, he may love, but his love
|
||
is but a poor affair. Mr. Coleman took him into the firm as a
|
||
junior partner, and it was in a measure through his influence
|
||
that he entered upon those speculations which ruined him. So his love
|
||
had not been a blessing. The ship which North Wind had sunk was their
|
||
last venture, and Mr. Evans had gone out with it in the hope of
|
||
turning its cargo to the best advantage. He was one of the
|
||
single boat-load which managed to reach a desert island, and he
|
||
had gone through a great many hardships and sufferings since
|
||
then. But he was not past being taught, and his troubles had
|
||
done him no end of good, for they had made him doubt himself,
|
||
and begin to think, so that he had come to see that he had been
|
||
foolish as well as wicked. For, if he had had Miss Coleman with
|
||
him in the desert island, to build her a hut, and hunt for her
|
||
food, and make clothes for her, he would have thought himself
|
||
the most fortunate of men; and when he was at home, he would not
|
||
marry till he could afford a man-servant. Before he got home
|
||
again, he had even begun to understand that no man can make
|
||
haste to be rich without going against the will of God, in which
|
||
case it is the one frightful thing to be successful. So he had
|
||
come back a more humble man, and longing to ask Miss Coleman to
|
||
forgive him. But he had no idea what ruin had fallen upon them,
|
||
for he had never made himself thoroughly acquainted with the
|
||
firm's affairs. Few speculative people do know their own
|
||
affairs. Hence he never doubted he should find matters much as
|
||
he left them, and expected to see them all at The Wilderness as
|
||
before. But if he had not fallen in with Diamond, he would not
|
||
have thought of going there first.
|
||
|
||
What was Diamond to do? He had heard his father and mother
|
||
drop some remarks concerning Mr. Evans which made him doubtful
|
||
of him. He understood that he had not been so considerate as he
|
||
might have been. So he went rather slowly till he should make up
|
||
his mind. It was, of course, of no use to drive Mr. Evans to
|
||
Chiswick. But if he should tell
|
||
him what had befallen them, and where they lived now, he might
|
||
put off going to see them, and he was certain that Miss Coleman,
|
||
at least, must want very much to see Mr. Evans. He was pretty
|
||
sure also that the best thing in any case was to bring them
|
||
together, and let them set matters right for themselves.
|
||
|
||
The moment he came to this conclusion, he changed his
|
||
course from westward to northward, and went straight for Mr.
|
||
Coleman's poor little house in Hoxton. Mr. Evans was too tired
|
||
and too much occupied with his thoughts to take the least notice
|
||
of the streets they passed through, and had no suspicion,
|
||
therefore, of the change of direction.
|
||
|
||
By this time the wind had increased almost to a hurricane,
|
||
and as they had often to head it, it was no joke for either of
|
||
the Diamonds. The distance, however, was not great. Before they
|
||
reached the street where Mr. Coleman lived it blew so
|
||
tremendously, that when Miss Coleman, who was going out a little
|
||
way, opened the door, it dashed against the wall with such a
|
||
bang, that she was afraid to venture, and went in again. In five
|
||
minutes after, Diamond drew up at the door. As soon as he had
|
||
entered the street, however, the wind blew right behind them,
|
||
and when he pulled up, old Diamond had so much ado to stop the
|
||
cab against it, that the breeching broke. Young Diamond jumped
|
||
off his box, knocked loudly at the door, then turned to the cab
|
||
and said -- before Mr. Evans had quite begun to think something
|
||
must be amiss:
|
||
|
||
"Please, sir, my harness has given away. Would you mind
|
||
stepping in here for a few minutes? They're friends of mine.
|
||
I'll take you where you like after I've got it mended. I shan't
|
||
be many minutes, but you can't stand in this wind."
|
||
Half stupid with fatigue and want of food, Mr. Evans yielded to
|
||
the boy's suggestion, and walked in at the door which the maid
|
||
held with difficulty against the wind. She took Mr. Evans for a
|
||
visitor, as indeed he was, and showed him into the room on the
|
||
ground-floor. Diamond, who had followed into the hall, whispered
|
||
to her as she closed the door --
|
||
|
||
"Tell Miss Coleman. It's Miss Coleman he wants to see."
|
||
|
||
"I don't, know" said the maid. "He don't look much like a
|
||
gentleman."
|
||
|
||
"He is, though; and I know him. and so does Miss Coleman."
|
||
|
||
The maid could not but remember Diamond, having seen him
|
||
when he and his father brought the ladies home. So she believed
|
||
him, and went to do what he told her.
|
||
|
||
What passed in the little parlour when Miss Coleman came
|
||
down does not belong to my story, which is all about Diamond. If
|
||
he had known that Miss Coleman thought Mr. Evans was dead,
|
||
perhaps he would have managed differently. There was a cry and
|
||
a running to and fro in the house, and then all was quiet again.
|
||
|
||
Almost as soon as Mr. Evans went in, the wind began to
|
||
cease, and was now still. Diamond found that by making the
|
||
breeching just a little tighter than was quite comfortable for
|
||
the old horse he could do very well for the present; and,
|
||
thinking it better to let him have his bag in this quiet place,
|
||
he sat on the box till the old horse should have eaten his
|
||
dinner. In a little while Mr. Evans came out, and asked him to
|
||
come in. Diamond obeyed, and to his delight Miss Coleman put her
|
||
arms round him and kissed him, and there was payment for him!
|
||
not to mention the five precious shillings she gave him, which he
|
||
could not refuse because his mother wanted them so much at home
|
||
for his father. He left them nearly as happy as they were
|
||
themselves.
|
||
|
||
The rest of the day he did better, and, although he had not
|
||
so much to take home as the day before, yet on the whole the
|
||
result was satisfactory. And what a story he had to tell his
|
||
father and mother about his adventures, and how he had done, and
|
||
what was the result! They asked him such a multitude of
|
||
questions! some of which
|
||
he could answer, and some of which he could not answer; and his
|
||
father seemed ever so much better from finding that his boy was
|
||
already not only useful to his family but useful to other
|
||
people, and quite taking his place as a man who judged what was
|
||
wise, and did work worth doing.
|
||
|
||
For a fortnight Diamond went on driving his cab, and
|
||
keeping his family. He had begun to be known about some parts of
|
||
London, and people would prefer taking his cab because they
|
||
liked what they heard of him. One gentleman who lived near the
|
||
mews engaged him to carry him to the City every morning at a
|
||
certain hour;. and Diamond was punctual as clockwork -- though
|
||
to effect that required a good deal of care, for his father's
|
||
watch was not much to be depended on, and had to be watched
|
||
itself by the clock of St. George's church. Between the two,
|
||
however, he did make a success of it.
|
||
|
||
After that fortnight, his father was able to go out again.
|
||
Then Diamond went to make inquiries about Nanny, and this led to
|
||
something else.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVII
|
||
THE CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL
|
||
|
||
THE first day his father resumed his work, Diamond went with him
|
||
as usual. In the afternoon, however, his father, having taken a
|
||
fare to the neighbourhood, went home, and Diamond drove the cab
|
||
the rest of the day. It was hard for old Diamond to do all the
|
||
work, but they could not afford to have another horse. They
|
||
contrived to save him as much as possible, and fed him well, and
|
||
he did bravely.
|
||
|
||
The next morning his father was so much stronger that
|
||
Diamond thought he might go and ask Mr. Raymond to take him to
|
||
see Nanny. He found him at home. His servant had grown friendly
|
||
by this time, and showed him in without any cross-questioning.
|
||
Mr. Raymond received him with his usual kindness, consented at
|
||
once, and walked with him to the Hospital, which was close at
|
||
hand. It was a comfortable old-fashioned house, built in the
|
||
reign of Queen Anne, and in her day, no doubt, inhabited by rich
|
||
and fashionable people: now it was a home for poor sick
|
||
children, who were carefully tended for love's sake. There are
|
||
regions in London where a hospital in every other street might
|
||
be full of such children, whose fathers and mothers are dead, or
|
||
unable to take care of them.
|
||
|
||
When Diamond followed Mr. Raymond into the room where
|
||
those children who had got over the worst of their illness and
|
||
were growing better lay, he saw a number of little iron
|
||
bedsteads, with their heads to the walls, and in every one of
|
||
them a child, whose face was a story in itself. In some, health
|
||
had begun to appear in a tinge upon the cheeks, and a doubtful
|
||
brightness in the eyes, just as out of the cold dreary winter
|
||
the spring comes in blushing buds and bright crocuses. In others
|
||
there were more of the signs of winter left. Their faces
|
||
reminded you of snow and keen cutting winds, more than of
|
||
sunshine and soft breezes and butterflies; but even in them the
|
||
signs of suffering told that the suffering was less, and that if
|
||
the spring-time had but arrived, it had yet arrived.
|
||
|
||
Diamond looked all round, but could see no Nanny. He turned
|
||
to Mr. Raymond with a question in his eyes.
|
||
|
||
"Well?" said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"Nanny's not here," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes, she is."
|
||
|
||
"I don't see her."
|
||
|
||
"I do, though. There she is."
|
||
|
||
He pointed to a bed right in front of where Diamond was
|
||
standing.
|
||
|
||
"That's not Nanny," he said.
|
||
|
||
"It is Nanny. I have seen her many times since you have.
|
||
Illness makes a great difference."
|
||
|
||
"Why, that girl must have been to the back of the north
|
||
wind!" thought Diamond, but he said nothing, only stared; and as
|
||
he stared, something of the old Nanny began to dawn through the
|
||
face of the new Nanny. The old Nanny, though a good girl, and a
|
||
friendly girl, had been rough, blunt in her speech, and dirty in
|
||
her person. Her face would always have
|
||
reminded one who had already been to the back of the north wind
|
||
of something he had seen in the best of company, but it had been
|
||
coarse notwithstanding, partly from the weather, partly from her
|
||
living amongst low people, and partly from having to defend
|
||
herself: now it was so sweet, and gentle, and refined, that she
|
||
might have had a lady and gentleman for a father and mother. And
|
||
Diamond could not help thinking of words which he had heard in
|
||
the church the day before: "Surely it is good to be afflicted;"
|
||
or something like that. North Wind, somehow or other, must have
|
||
had to do with her! She had grown from a rough girl into a
|
||
gentle maiden.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Raymond, however, was not surprided, for he was used to
|
||
see such lovely changes -- something like the change which
|
||
passes upon the crawling, many-footed creature, when it turns
|
||
sick and ill, and revives a butterfly, with two wings instead of
|
||
many feet. Instead of her having to take care of herself, kind
|
||
hands ministered to her, making her comfortable and sweet and
|
||
clean, soothing her aching head, and giving her cooling drink
|
||
when she was thirsty; and kind eyes, the stars of the kingdom of
|
||
heaven, had shone upon her; so that, what with the fire of the
|
||
fever and the dew of tenderness, that which was coarse in her
|
||
had melted away, and her whole face had grown so refined and
|
||
sweet that Diamond did not know her. But as he gazed, the best
|
||
of the old face, all the true and good part of it, that which
|
||
was Nanny herself, dawned upon him, like the moon coming out of
|
||
a cloud, until at length, instead of only believing Mr. Raymond
|
||
that this was she, he saw for himself that it was Nanny indeed
|
||
-- very worn but grown beautiful.
|
||
|
||
He went up to her. She smiled. He had heard her laugh, but
|
||
had never seen her smile before.
|
||
|
||
"Nanny, do you know me?" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
She only smiled again, as if the question was amusing.
|
||
|
||
She was not likely to forget him; for although she did not
|
||
yet know it was he who had got her there, she had dreamed of him
|
||
often, and had talked much about him when delirious. Nor was it
|
||
much wonder, for he was the only boy except Joe who had ever
|
||
shown her kindness.
|
||
|
||
Meantime Mr. Raymond was going from bed to bed, talking to
|
||
the little people. Every one knew him, and every one was eager
|
||
to have a look, and a smile, and a kind word from him.
|
||
Diamond sat down on a stool at the head of Nanny's bed. She laid
|
||
her hand in his. No one else of her old acquaintance had been
|
||
near her.
|
||
|
||
Suddenly a little voice called aloud --
|
||
|
||
"Won't Mr. Raymond tell us a story?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes, please do! please do!" cried several little
|
||
voices which also were stronger than the rest. For Mr. Raymond
|
||
was in the habit of telling them a story when he went to see
|
||
them, and they enjoyed it far more than the other nice things
|
||
which the doctor permitted him to give them.
|
||
|
||
"Very well," said Mr. Raymond, "I will. What sort of a
|
||
story shall it be?"
|
||
|
||
"A true story," said one little girl.
|
||
|
||
"A fairy tale," said a little boy.
|
||
|
||
"Well," said Mr. Raymond, "I suppose, as there is a
|
||
difference, I may choose. I can't think of any true story just
|
||
at this moment, so I will tell you a sort of a fairy one."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, jolly!" exclaimed the little boy who had called out
|
||
for a fairy tale.
|
||
|
||
"It came into my head this morning as I got out of bed,"
|
||
continued Mr. Raymond; "and if it turns out pretty well, I will
|
||
write it down, and get somebody to print it for me, and then you
|
||
shall read it when you like."
|
||
|
||
"Then nobody ever heard it before?" asked one older child.
|
||
|
||
"No, nobody."
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" exclaimed several, thinking it very grand to have the
|
||
first telling; and I daresay there might be a peculiar freshness
|
||
about it, because everything would be nearly as new to the
|
||
story-teller himself as to the listeners.
|
||
|
||
Some were only sitting up and some were lying down, so
|
||
there could not be the same busy gathering, bustling, and
|
||
shifting to and fro with which children generally prepare
|
||
themselves to hear a story; but their faces, and the turning of
|
||
their heads, and many feeble exclamations of expected pleasure,
|
||
showed that all such preparations were making within them.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Raymond stood in the middle of the room, that he might
|
||
turn from side to side, and give each a share of seeing him.
|
||
Diamond kept his place by Nanny's side, with her hand in his. I
|
||
do not know how much of Mr. Raymond's story the smaller children
|
||
understood; indeed, I don't quite know how much there was in it
|
||
to be understood, for in such a story every one has just to take
|
||
what he can get. But they all listened with apparent
|
||
satisfaction, and certainly with great attention. Mr. Raymond
|
||
wrote it down afterwards, and here it is -- somewhat altered no
|
||
doubt, for a good story-teller tries to make his stories better
|
||
every time he tells them. I cannot myself help thinking that he
|
||
was somewhat indebted for this one to the old story of The
|
||
Sleeping Beauty.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXVIII
|
||
LITTLE DAYLIGHT
|
||
|
||
NO HOUSE of any pretension to be called a palace is in the least
|
||
worthy of the name, except it has a wood near it -- very near it
|
||
-- and the nearer the better. Not all round it -- I don't mean
|
||
that, for a palace ought to be open to the sun and wind, and
|
||
stand high and brave, with weathercocks glittering and flags
|
||
flying; but on one side of every palace there must be a wood.
|
||
And there was a very grand wood indeed beside the palace of the
|
||
king who was going to be Daylight's father; such a grand wood,
|
||
that nobody yet had ever got to the other end of it. Near the
|
||
house it was kept very trim and nice, and it was free of
|
||
brushwood for a long way in; but by degrees it got wild, and it
|
||
grew wilder, and wilder, and wilder, until some said wild beasts
|
||
at last did what they liked in it. The king and his courtiers
|
||
often hunted, however, and this kept the wild beasts far away
|
||
from the palace.
|
||
|
||
One glorious summer morning, when the wind and sun were out
|
||
together, when the vanes were flashing and the flags frolicking
|
||
against the blue sky, little Daylight made her appearance from
|
||
somewhere -- nobody could tell where -- a beautiful baby, with
|
||
such bright eyes that she might have come from the sun,
|
||
only by and by she showed such lively ways that she might
|
||
equally well have come out of the wind. There was great
|
||
jubilation in the palace, for this was the first baby the queen
|
||
had had, and there is as much happiness over a new baby in a
|
||
palace as in a cottage.
|
||
|
||
But there is one disadvantage of living near a wood: you do
|
||
not know quite who your neighbours may be. Everybody knew there
|
||
were in it several fairies, living within a few miles of the
|
||
palace, who always had had something to do with each new baby
|
||
that came; for fairies live so much longer than we, that
|
||
they can have business with a good many generations of human
|
||
mortals. The curious houses they lived in were well known also,
|
||
-- one, a hollow oak; another, a birch-tree, though nobody could
|
||
ever find how that fairy made a house of it; another, a hut of
|
||
growing trees intertwined, and patched up with turf and moss.
|
||
But there was another fairy who had lately come to the place,
|
||
and nobody even knew she was a fairy except the other fairies.
|
||
A wicked old thing she was, always concealing her power, and
|
||
being as disagreeable as she could, in order to tempt people to
|
||
give her offence, that she might have the pleasure of taking
|
||
vengeance upon them. The people about thought she was a witch,
|
||
and those who knew her by sight were careful to avoid offending
|
||
her. She lived in a mud house, in a swampy part of the forest.
|
||
|
||
In all history we find that fairies give their remarkable
|
||
gifts to prince or princess, or any child of sufficient
|
||
importance in their eyes, always at the christening. Now this we
|
||
can understand, because it is an ancient custom amongst human
|
||
beings as well; and it is not hard to explain why wicked fairies
|
||
should choose the same time to do unkind things; but it is
|
||
difficult to undertand how they should be able to do them, for
|
||
you would fancy all wicked creatures would be powerless on such
|
||
an occasion. But I never knew of any interference on the part of
|
||
the wicked fairy that did not turn out a good thing in the end.
|
||
What a good thing, for instance, it was that one princess should
|
||
sleep for a hundred years! Was she not saved from all the plague
|
||
of young men who were not worthy of her? And did she not come
|
||
awake exactly at the right moment when the right prince kissed
|
||
her? For my part, I cannot help wishing a good many girls would
|
||
sleep till just the same fate overtook
|
||
them. It would be happier for them, and more agreeable to their
|
||
friends.
|
||
|
||
Of course all the known fairies were invited to the
|
||
christening. But the king and queen never thought of inviting an
|
||
old witch. For the power of the fairies they have by nature;
|
||
whereas a witch gets her power by wickedness. The other fairies,
|
||
however, knowing the danger thus run, provided as well as they
|
||
could against accidents from her quarter. But they could neither
|
||
render her powerless, nor could they arrange their gifts
|
||
in reference to hers beforehand, for they could not tell what
|
||
those might be.
|
||
|
||
Of course the old hag was there without being asked. Not to
|
||
be asked was just what she wanted, that she might have a sort of
|
||
reason for doing what she wished to do. For somehow even the
|
||
wickedest of creatures likes a pretext for doing the wrong
|
||
thing.
|
||
|
||
Five fairies had one after the other given the child such
|
||
gifts as each counted best, and the fifth had just stepped back
|
||
to her place in the surrounding splendour of ladies and
|
||
gentlemen, when, mumbling a laugh between her toothless gums,
|
||
the wicked fairy hobbled out into the middle of the circle, and
|
||
at the moment when the archbishop was handing the baby to the
|
||
lady at the head of the nursery department of state affairs,
|
||
addressed him thus, giving a bite or two to every word before
|
||
she could part with it:
|
||
|
||
"Please your Grace, I'm very deaf: would your Grace mind
|
||
repeating the princess's name?"
|
||
|
||
"With pleasure, my good woman," said the archbishop,
|
||
stooping to shout in her ear: "the infant's name is little
|
||
Daylight."
|
||
|
||
"And little daylight it shall be," cried the fairy, in the
|
||
tone of a dry axle, "and little good shall any of her gifts do
|
||
her. For I bestow upon her the gift of sleeping all day long,
|
||
whether she will or not. Ha, ha! He, he! Hi, hi!"
|
||
|
||
Then out started the sixth fairy, who, of course, the
|
||
others had arranged should come after the wicked one, in order
|
||
to undo as much as she might.
|
||
|
||
"If she sleep all day," she said, mournfully, "she shall,
|
||
at least, wake all night."
|
||
|
||
"A nice prospect for her mother and me!" thought the poor
|
||
king; for they loved her far too much to give her up to nurses,
|
||
especially at night, as most kings and queens do -- and are
|
||
sorry for it afterwards.
|
||
|
||
"You spoke before I had done," said the wicked fairy.
|
||
"That's against the law. It gives me another chance."
|
||
|
||
"I beg your pardon," said the other fairies, all together.
|
||
|
||
"She did. I hadn't done laughing," said the crone. "I had
|
||
only got to Hi, hi! and I had to go through Ho, ho! and Hu, hu!
|
||
So I decree that if she wakes all night she shall wax and wane
|
||
with its mistress, the moon. And what that may mean I hope her
|
||
royal parents will live to see. Ho, ho! Hu, hu!"
|
||
|
||
But out stepped another fairy, for they had been wise
|
||
enough to keep two in reserve, because every fairy knew the
|
||
trick of one.
|
||
|
||
"Until," said the seventh fairy, "a prince comes who shall
|
||
kiss her without knowing it."
|
||
|
||
The wicked fairy made a horrid noise like an angry cat, and
|
||
hobbled away. She could not pretend that she had not finished
|
||
her speech this time, for she had laughed Ho, ho! and Hu, hu!
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what that means," said the poor king to the
|
||
seventh fairy.
|
||
|
||
"Don't be afraid. The meaning will come with the thing
|
||
itself," said she.
|
||
|
||
The assembly broke up, miserable enough -- the queen, at
|
||
least, prepared for a good many sleepless nights, and the lady
|
||
at the head of the nursery department anything but comfortable
|
||
in the prospect before her, for of course the queen could not do
|
||
it all. As for the king, he made up his mind, with what courage
|
||
he could summon, to meet the demands of the case, but wondered
|
||
whether he could with any propriety require the First
|
||
Lord of the Treasury to take a share in the burden laid upon
|
||
him.
|
||
|
||
I will not attempt to describe what they had to go through
|
||
for some time. But at last the household settled into a regular
|
||
system -- a very irregular one in some respects. For at certain
|
||
seasons the palace rang all night with bursts of laughter from
|
||
little Daylight, whose heart the old fairy's curse could not
|
||
reach; she was Daylight still, only a little in the wrong place,
|
||
for she always dropped asleep at the first hint of dawn in the
|
||
east. But her merriment was of short duration. When the moon was
|
||
at the full, she was in glorious spirits, and as beautiful as it
|
||
was possible for a child of her age to be. But as the moon
|
||
waned, she faded, until at last she was wan and withered like
|
||
the poorest, sickliest child you might come upon in the streets
|
||
of a great city in the arms of a homeless mother. Then the night
|
||
was quiet as the day, for the little creature lay in her
|
||
gorgeous cradle night and day with hardly a motion, and indeed
|
||
at last without even a moan, like one dead. At first they often
|
||
thought she was dead, but at last they got used to it, and only
|
||
consulted the almanac to find the moment when she would begin to
|
||
revive, which, of course, was with the first appearance of the
|
||
silver thread of the crescent moon. Then she would move her
|
||
lips, and they would give her a little nourishment; and she
|
||
would grow better and better and better, until for a few days
|
||
she was splendidly well. When well, she was always merriest out
|
||
in the moonlight; but even when near her worst, she seemed
|
||
better when, in warm summer nights, they carried her cradle out
|
||
into the light of the waning moon. Then in her sleep she would
|
||
smile the faintest, most pitiful smile.
|
||
|
||
For a long time very few people ever saw her awake. As she
|
||
grew older she became such a favourite, however, that about the
|
||
palace there were always some who would contrive to keep awake
|
||
at night, in order to be near her. But she soon began to take
|
||
every chance of getting away from her nurses and enjoying her
|
||
moonlight alone. And thus things went on until she was nearly
|
||
seventeen years of age. Her father and mother had by that time
|
||
got so used to the odd state of things that they had ceased to
|
||
wonder at them. All their arrangements had reference to the
|
||
state of the Princess Daylight, and it is amazing how things
|
||
contrive to accommodate themselves. But how any prince was ever
|
||
to find and deliver her, appeared inconceivable.
|
||
|
||
As she grew older she had grown more and more beautiful,
|
||
with the sunniest hair and the loveliest eyes of heavenly blue,
|
||
brilliant and profound as the sky of a June day. But so much
|
||
more painful and sad was the change as her bad time came on. The
|
||
more beautiful she was in the full moon, the more withered and
|
||
worn did she become as the moon waned. At the time at which my
|
||
story has now arrived, she looked, when the moon was small or
|
||
gone, like an old woman exhausted with suffering. This was the
|
||
more painful that her appearance was unnatural; for her hair and
|
||
eyes did not change. Her wan face was both drawn and wrinkled,
|
||
and had an eager hungry look. Her skinny hands moved as if
|
||
wishing, but unable, to lay hold of something. Her shoulders
|
||
were bent forward, her chest went in, and she stooped as if she
|
||
were eighty years old. At last she had to be put to bed, and
|
||
there await the flow of the tide of life. But she grew to
|
||
dislike being seen, still more being touched by any hands,
|
||
during this season. One lovely summer evening, when the moon lay
|
||
all but gone upon the verge of the horizon, she vanished from
|
||
her attendants, and it was only after search-
|
||
ing for her a long time in great terror, that they found her
|
||
fast asleep in the forest, at the foot of a silver birch, and
|
||
carried her home.
|
||
|
||
A little way from the palace there was a great open glade,
|
||
covered with the greenest and softest grass. This was her
|
||
favourite haunt; for here the full moon shone free and glorious,
|
||
while through a vista in the trees she could generally see more
|
||
or less of the dying moon as it crossed the opening. Here she
|
||
had a little rustic house built for her, and here she mostly
|
||
resided. None of the court might go there without leave, and her
|
||
own attendants had learned by this time not to be officious in
|
||
waiting upon her, so that she was very much at liberty. Whether
|
||
the good fairies had anything to do with it or not I cannot
|
||
tell, but at last she got into the way of retreating further
|
||
into the wood every night as the moon waned, so that sometimes
|
||
they had great trouble in finding her; but as she was always
|
||
very angry if she discovered they were watching her, they
|
||
scarcely dared to do so. At length one night they thought they
|
||
had lost her altogether. It was morning before they found her.
|
||
Feeble as she was, she had wandered into a thicket a long way
|
||
from the glade, and there she lay -- fast asleep, of course.
|
||
|
||
Although the fame of her beauty and sweetness had gone
|
||
abroad, yet as everybody knew she was under a bad spell, no king
|
||
in the neighbourhood had any desire to have her for a
|
||
daughter-in-law. There were serious objections to such a
|
||
relation.
|
||
|
||
About this time in a neighbouring kingdom, in consequence
|
||
of the wickedness of the nobles, an insurrection took place upon
|
||
the death of the old king, the greater part of the nobility
|
||
was massacred, and the young prince was compelled to flee for
|
||
his life, disguised like a peasant. For some time, until he got
|
||
out of the country, he suffered much from hunger and fatigue;
|
||
but when he got into that ruled by the princess's father, and
|
||
had no longer any fear of being recognized, he fared better, for
|
||
the people were kind. He did not abandon his disguise, however.
|
||
One tolerable reason was that he had no other clothes to put on,
|
||
and another that he had very little money, and did not know
|
||
where to get any more. There was no good in telling everybody he
|
||
met that he was a prince, for he felt that a prince ought to be
|
||
able to get on like other people, else his rank only made a fool
|
||
of him. He had read of princes setting out upon adventure; and
|
||
here he was out in similar case, only without having had a
|
||
choice in the matter. He would go on, and see what would come of
|
||
it.
|
||
|
||
For a day or two he had been walking through the
|
||
palace-wood, and had had next to nothing to eat, when he came
|
||
upon the strangest little house, inhabited by a very nice, tidy,
|
||
motherly old woman. This was one of the good fairies. The moment
|
||
she saw him she knew quite well who he was and what was going to
|
||
come of it; but she was not at liberty to interfere with the
|
||
orderly march of events. She received him with the kindness she
|
||
would have shown to any other traveller, and gave him bread and
|
||
milk, which he thought the most delicious food he had ever
|
||
tasted, wondering that they did not have it for dinner at the
|
||
palace sometimes. The old woman pressed him to stay all night.
|
||
When he awoke he was amazed to find how well and strong he felt.
|
||
She would not take any of the money he offered, but begged him,
|
||
if he found occasion of continuing in the neighbourhood, to
|
||
return and occupy the same quarters.
|
||
|
||
"Thank you much, good mother," answered the prince; "but
|
||
there is little chance of that. The sooner I get out of this
|
||
wood the better."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that," said the fairy.
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean?" asked the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Why, how should I know?" returned she.
|
||
|
||
"I can't tell," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Very well," said the fairy.
|
||
|
||
"How strangely you talk!" said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Do I?" said the fairy.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, you do," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Very well," said the fairy.
|
||
|
||
The prince was not used to be spoken to in this fashion, so
|
||
he felt a little angry, and turned and walked away. But this did
|
||
not offend the fairy. She stood at the door of her little house
|
||
looking after him till the trees hid him quite. Then she said
|
||
"At last!" and went in.
|
||
|
||
The prince wandered and wandered, and got nowhere. The sun
|
||
sank and sank and went out of sight, and he seemed no nearer the
|
||
end of the wood than ever. He sat down on a fallen tree, ate a
|
||
bit of bread the old woman had given him, and waited for the
|
||
moon; for, although he was not much of an astronomer, he knew
|
||
the moon would rise some time, because she had risen the night
|
||
before. Up she came, slow and slow, but of a good size, pretty
|
||
nearly round indeed; whereupon, greatly refreshed with his piece
|
||
of bread, he got up and went -- he knew not whither.
|
||
|
||
After walking a considerable distance, he thought he was
|
||
coming to the outside of the forest; but when he reached what he
|
||
thought the last of it, he found himself only upon the edge
|
||
of a great open space in it, covered with grass. The moon shone
|
||
very bright, and he thought he had never seen a more lovely
|
||
spot. Still it looked dreary because of its loneliness, for he
|
||
could not see the house at the other side. He sat down, weary
|
||
again, and gazed into the glade. He had not seen so much room
|
||
for several days.
|
||
|
||
All at once he spied something in the middle of the grass.
|
||
What could it be? It moved; it came nearer. Was it a human
|
||
creature, gliding across -- a girl dressed in white, gleaming in
|
||
the moonshine? She came nearer and nearer. He crept behind a
|
||
tree and watched, wondering. It must be some strange being of
|
||
the wood -- a nymph whom the moonlight and the warm dusky air
|
||
had enticed from her tree. But when she came close to where he
|
||
stood, he no longer doubted she was human -- for he had caught
|
||
sight of her sunny hair, and her clear blue eyes, and the
|
||
loveliest face and form that he had ever seen. All at once she
|
||
began singing like a nightingale, and dancing to her own music,
|
||
with her eyes ever turned towards the moon. She passed close to
|
||
where he stood, dancing on by the edge of the trees and away in
|
||
a great circle towards the other side, until he could see but a
|
||
spot of white in the yellowish green of the moonlit grass. But
|
||
when he feared it would vanish quite, the spot grew, and became
|
||
a figure once more. She approached him again, singing and
|
||
dancing, and waving her arms over her head, until she had
|
||
completed the circle. Just opposite his tree she stood, ceased
|
||
her song, dropped her arms, and broke out into a long clear
|
||
laugh, musical as a brook. Then, as if tired, she threw herself
|
||
on the grass, and lay gazing at the moon. The prince was almost
|
||
afraid to breathe lest he should startle her, and she should
|
||
vanish from his sight. As to venturing near her, that never came
|
||
into his head.
|
||
|
||
She had lain for a long hour or longer, when the prince
|
||
began again to doubt concerning her. Perhaps she was but a
|
||
vision of his own fancy. Or was she a spirit of the wood, after
|
||
all? If so, he too would haunt the wood, glad to have lost
|
||
kingdom and everything for the hope of being near her. He would
|
||
build him a hut in the forest, and there he would live for the
|
||
pure chance of seeing her again. Upon nights like
|
||
this at least she would come out and bask in the moonlight, and
|
||
make his soul blessed. But while he thus dreamed she sprang to
|
||
her feet, turned her face full to the moon, and began singing as
|
||
she would draw her down from the sky by the power of her
|
||
entrancing voice. She looked more beautiful than ever. Again she
|
||
began dancing to her own music, and danced away into the
|
||
distance. Once more she returned in a similar manner; but
|
||
although he was watching as eagerly as before, what with fatigue
|
||
and what with gazing, he fell fast asleep before she came near
|
||
him. When he awoke it was broad daylight, and the princess was
|
||
nowhere.
|
||
|
||
He could not leave the place. What if she should come the
|
||
next night! He would gladly endure a day's hunger to see her yet
|
||
again: he would buckle his belt quite tight. He walked round the
|
||
glade to see if he could discover any prints of her feet. But
|
||
the grass was so short, and her steps had been so light, that
|
||
she had not left a single trace behind her. He walked half-way
|
||
round the wood without seeing anything to account for her
|
||
presence. Then he spied a lovely little house, with thatched
|
||
roof and low eaves, surrounded by an exquisite garden, with
|
||
doves and peacocks walking in it. Of course this must be where
|
||
the gracious lady who loved the moonlight lived. Forgetting his
|
||
appearance, he walked towards the door, determined to make
|
||
inquiries, but as he passed a little pond full of gold and
|
||
silver fishes, he caught sight of himself and turned to find the
|
||
door to the kitchen. There he knocked, and asked for a piece of
|
||
bread. The good-natured cook brought him in, and gave him an
|
||
excellent breakfast, which the prince found nothing the worse
|
||
for being served in the kitchen. While he ate, he talked with
|
||
his entertainer, and
|
||
learned that this was the favourite retreat of the Princess
|
||
Daylight. But he learned nothing more, both because he was
|
||
afraid of seeming inquisitive, and because the cook did not
|
||
choose to be heard talking about her mistress to a peasant lad
|
||
who had begged for his breakfast.
|
||
|
||
As he rose to take his leave, it occurred to him that he
|
||
might not be so far from the old woman's cottage as he had
|
||
thought, and he asked the cook whether she knew anything of such
|
||
a place, describing it as well as he could. She said she knew it
|
||
well enough, adding with a smile --
|
||
|
||
"It's there you're going, is it?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, if it's not far off."
|
||
|
||
"It's not more than three miles. But mind what you are
|
||
about, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Why do you say that?"
|
||
|
||
"If you're after any mischief, she'll make you repent it."
|
||
|
||
"The best thing that could happen under the circumstances,"
|
||
remarked the prince.
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean by that?" asked the cook.
|
||
|
||
"Why, it stands to reason," answered the prince "that if
|
||
you wish to do anything wrong, the best thing for you is to be
|
||
made to repent of it."
|
||
|
||
"I see," said the cook. "Well, I think you may venture.
|
||
She's a good old soul."
|
||
|
||
"Which way does it lie from here?" asked the prince.
|
||
|
||
She gave him full instructions; and he left her with many
|
||
thanks.
|
||
|
||
Being now refreshed, however, the prince did not go back to
|
||
the cottage that day: he remained in the forest, amusing himself
|
||
as best he could, but waiting anxiously for the night, in the
|
||
hope that the princess would again appear. Nor was he
|
||
disappointed, for, directly the moon rose, he spied a glimmering
|
||
shape far across the glade. As it drew nearer, he saw it was she
|
||
indeed -- not dressed in white as before: in a pale blue like
|
||
the sky, she looked lovelier still. He thought it was that the
|
||
blue suited her yet better than the white; he did not know that
|
||
she was really more beautiful because the moon was nearer the
|
||
full. In fact the next night was full moon, and the princess
|
||
would then be at the zenith of her loveliness.
|
||
|
||
The prince feared for some time that she was not coming
|
||
near his hiding-place that night; but the circles in her dance
|
||
ever widened as the moon rose, until at last they embraced the
|
||
whole glade, and she came still closer to the trees where he was
|
||
hiding than she had come the night before. He was entranced with
|
||
her loveliness, for it was indeed a marvellous thing. All night
|
||
long he watched her, but dared not go near her. He would have
|
||
been ashamed of watching her too, had he not become almost
|
||
incapable of thinking of anything but how beautiful she was. He
|
||
watched the whole night long, and saw that as the moon went down
|
||
she retreated in smaller and smaller circles, until at last he
|
||
could see her no more.
|
||
|
||
Weary as he was, he set out for the old woman's cottage,
|
||
where he arrived just in time for her breakfast, which she
|
||
shared with him. He then went to bed, and slept for many hours.
|
||
When he awoke the sun was down, and he departed in great anxiety
|
||
lest he should lose a glimpse of the lovely vision. But, whether
|
||
it was by the machinations of the swamp-fairy, or merely that it
|
||
is one thing to go and another to return by the same road, he
|
||
lost his way. I shall not attempt to describe his misery when
|
||
the moon rose, and he saw nothing but trees, trees, trees.
|
||
She was high in the heavens before he reached the glade. Then
|
||
indeed his troubles vanished, for there was the princess coming
|
||
dancing towards him, in a dress that shone like gold, and with
|
||
shoes that glimmered through the grass like fireflies. She was
|
||
of course still more beautiful than before. Like an embodied
|
||
sunbeam she passed him, and danced away into the distance.
|
||
|
||
Before she returned in her circle, the clouds had begun to
|
||
gather about the moon. The wind rose, the trees moaned, and
|
||
their lighter branches leaned all one way before it. The prince
|
||
feared that the princess would go in, and he should see her no
|
||
more that night. But she came dancing on more jubilant than
|
||
ever, her golden dress and her sunny hair streaming out upon the
|
||
blast, waving her arms towards the moon, and in the exuberance
|
||
of her delight ordering the clouds away from off her face. The
|
||
prince could hardly believe she was not a creature of the
|
||
elements, after all.
|
||
|
||
By the time she had completed another circle, the clouds
|
||
had gathered deep, and there were growlings of distant thunder.
|
||
Just as she passed the tree where he stood, a flash of lightning
|
||
blinded him for a moment, and when he saw again, to his horror,
|
||
the princess lay on the ground. He darted to her, thinking she
|
||
had been struck; but when she heard him coming, she was on her
|
||
feet in a moment.
|
||
|
||
"What do you want?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
"I beg your pardon. I thought -- the lightning" said the
|
||
prince, hesitating.
|
||
|
||
"There's nothing the matter," said the princess, waving him
|
||
off rather haughtily.
|
||
|
||
The poor prince turned and walked towards the wood.
|
||
|
||
"Come back," said Daylight: "I like you. You do what you
|
||
are told. Are you good?"
|
||
|
||
"Not so good as I should like to be," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Then go and grow better," said the princess.
|
||
|
||
Again the disappointed prince turned and went.
|
||
|
||
"Come back," said the princess.
|
||
|
||
He obeyed, and stood before her waiting.
|
||
|
||
"Can you tell me what the sun is like?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
"No," he answered. "But where's the good of asking what you
|
||
know?"
|
||
|
||
"But I don't know," she rejoined.
|
||
|
||
"Why, everybody knows."
|
||
|
||
"That's the very thing: I'm not everybody. I've never seen
|
||
the sun."
|
||
|
||
"Then you can't know what it's like till you do see it."
|
||
|
||
"I think you must be a prince," said the princess.
|
||
|
||
"Do I look like one?" said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"I can't quite say that."
|
||
|
||
"Then why do you think so?"
|
||
|
||
"Because you both do what you are told and speak the truth.
|
||
-- Is the sun so very bright?"
|
||
|
||
"As bright as the lightning."
|
||
|
||
"But it doesn't go out like that, does it?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no. It shines like the moon, rises and sets like the
|
||
moon, is much the same shape as the moon, only so bright that
|
||
you can't look at it for a moment."
|
||
|
||
"But I would look at it," said the princess.
|
||
|
||
"But you couldn't," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"But I could," said the princess.
|
||
|
||
"Why don't you, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I can't."
|
||
|
||
"Why can't you?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I can't wake. And I never shall wake until ----"
|
||
|
||
Here she hid her face in her hands, turned away, and walked
|
||
in the slowest, stateliest manner towards the house. The prince
|
||
ventured to follow her at a little distance, but she turned and
|
||
made a repellent gesture, which, like a true gentleman-prince,
|
||
he obeyed at once. He waited a long time, but as she did not
|
||
come near him again, and as the night had now cleared, he set
|
||
off at last for the old woman's cottage.
|
||
|
||
It was long past midnight when he reached it, but, to his
|
||
surprise, the old woman was paring potatoes at the door. Fairies
|
||
are fond of doing odd things. Indeed, however they may
|
||
dissemble, the night is always their day. And so it is with all
|
||
who have fairy blood in them.
|
||
|
||
"Why, what are you doing there, this time of the night,
|
||
mother?" said the prince; for that was the kind way in which any
|
||
young man in his country would address a woman who was much
|
||
older than himself.
|
||
|
||
"Getting your supper ready, my son," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I don't want any supper," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! you've seen Daylight," said she.
|
||
|
||
"I've seen a princess who never saw it," said the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Do you like her?" asked the fairy.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! don't I?" said the prince. "More than you would
|
||
believe, mother."
|
||
|
||
"A fairy can believe anything that ever was or ever could
|
||
be," said the old woman.
|
||
|
||
"Then are you a fairy?" asked the prince.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," said she.
|
||
|
||
"Then what do you do for things not to believe?" asked the
|
||
prince.
|
||
|
||
"There's plenty of them -- everything that never was nor
|
||
ever could be."
|
||
|
||
"Plenty, I grant you," said the prince. "But do you believe
|
||
there could be a princess who never saw the daylight? Do you
|
||
believe that now?"
|
||
|
||
This the prince said, not that he doubted the princess, but
|
||
that he wanted the fairy to tell him more. She was too old a
|
||
fairy, however, to be caught so easily.
|
||
|
||
"Of all people, fairies must not tell secrets. Besides,
|
||
she's a princess."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I'll tell you a secret. I'm a prince."
|
||
|
||
"I know that."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know it?"
|
||
|
||
"By the curl of the third eyelash on your left eyelid."
|
||
|
||
"Which corner do you count from?"
|
||
|
||
"That's a secret."
|
||
|
||
"Another secret? Well, at least, if I am a prince, there
|
||
can be no harm in telling me about a princess."
|
||
|
||
"It's just the princes I can't tell."
|
||
|
||
"There ain't any more of them -- are there?" said the
|
||
prince.
|
||
|
||
"What! you don't think you're the only prince in the world,
|
||
do you?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, dear, no! not at all. But I know there's one too many
|
||
just at present, except the princess ----"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes, that's it," said the fairy.
|
||
|
||
"What's it?" asked the prince.
|
||
|
||
But he could get nothing more out of the fairy, and had to
|
||
go to bed unanswered, which was something of a trial.
|
||
|
||
Now wicked fairies will not be bound by the law which the
|
||
good fairies obey, and this always seems to give the bad the
|
||
advantage over the good, for they use means to gain their ends
|
||
which the others will not. But it is all of no consequence, for
|
||
what they do never succeeds; nay, in the end it brings about the
|
||
very thing they are trying to prevent. So you see that somehow,
|
||
for all their cleverness, wicked fairies are dreadfully stupid,
|
||
for, although from the beginning of the world they have really
|
||
helped instead of thwarting the good fairies, not one of them is
|
||
a bit wiser for it. She will try the bad thing just as they all
|
||
did before her; and succeeds no better of course.
|
||
|
||
The prince had so far stolen a march upon the swamp-fairy
|
||
that she did not know he was in the neighbourhood until after he
|
||
had seen the princess those three times. When she knew it, she
|
||
consoled herself by thinking that the princess must be far too
|
||
proud and too modest for any young man to venture even to speak
|
||
to her before he had seen her six times at least. But there was
|
||
even less danger than the wicked fairy thought; for, however
|
||
much the princess might desire to be set free, she was
|
||
dreadfully afraid of the wrong prince. Now, however, the fairy
|
||
was going to do all she could.
|
||
|
||
She so contrived it by her deceitful spells, that the next
|
||
night the prince could not by any endeavour find his way to the
|
||
glade. It would take me too long to tell her tricks. They would
|
||
be amusing to us, who know that they could not do any harm, but
|
||
they were something other than amusing to the poor prince. He
|
||
wandered about the forest till daylight, and then fell fast
|
||
asleep. The same thing occurred for seven following days, during
|
||
which neither could he find the good fairy's cottage. After the
|
||
third quarter of the moon, however, the bad fairy
|
||
thought she might be at ease about the affair for a fortnight at
|
||
least, for there was no chance of the prince wishing to kiss the
|
||
princess during that period. So the first day of the fourth
|
||
quarter he did find the cottage, and the next day he found the
|
||
glade. For nearly another week he haunted it. But the princess
|
||
never came. I have little doubt she was on the farther edge of
|
||
it some part of every night, but at this period she always wore
|
||
black, and, there being little or no light, the prince never saw
|
||
her. Nor would he have known her if he had seen her. How could
|
||
he have taken the worn decrepit creature she was now, for the
|
||
glorious Princess Daylight?
|
||
|
||
At last, one night when there was no moon at all, he
|
||
ventured near the house. There he heard voices talking, although
|
||
it was past midnight; for her women were in considerable
|
||
uneasiness, because the one whose turn it was to watch her had
|
||
fallen asleep, and had not seen which way she went, and this was
|
||
a night when she would probably wander very far, describing a
|
||
circle which did not touch the open glade at all, but stretched
|
||
away from the back of the house, deep into that side of the
|
||
forest -- a part of which the prince knew nothing. When he
|
||
understood from what they said that she had disappeared, and
|
||
that she must have gone somewhere in the said direction, he
|
||
plunged at once into the wood to see if he could find her. For
|
||
hours he roamed with nothing to guide him but the vague notion
|
||
of a circle which on one side bordered on the house, for so much
|
||
had he picked up from the talk he had overheard.
|
||
|
||
It was getting towards the dawn, but as yet there was no
|
||
streak of light in the sky, when he came to a great birch-tree,
|
||
and sat down weary at the foot of it. While he sat -- very
|
||
miserable, you may be sure -- full of fear for the princess, and
|
||
wondering how her attendants could take it so quietly, he
|
||
bethought himself that it would not be a bad plan to light a
|
||
fire, which, if she were anywhere near, would attract her. This
|
||
he managed with a tinder-box, which the good fairy had given
|
||
him. It was just beginning to blaze up, when he heard a moan,
|
||
which seemed to come from the other side of the tree. He sprung
|
||
to his feet, but his heart throbbed so that he had to lean for
|
||
a moment against the tree before he could move. When he got
|
||
round, there lay a human form in a little dark heap on the
|
||
earth. There was light enough from his fire to show that it was
|
||
not the princess. He lifted it in his arms, hardly heavier than
|
||
a child, and carried it to the flame. The countenance was that
|
||
of an old woman, but it had a fearfully strange look. A black
|
||
hood concealed her hair, and her eyes were closed. He laid her
|
||
down as comfortably as he could, chafed her hands, put a little
|
||
cordial from a bottle, also the gift of the fairy, into her
|
||
mouth; took off his coat and wrapped it about her, and in short
|
||
did the best he could. In a little while she opened her eyes and
|
||
looked at him -- so pitifully! The tears rose and flowed from
|
||
her grey wrinkled cheeks, but she said never a word. She closed
|
||
her eyes again, but the tears kept on flowing, and her whole
|
||
appearance was so utterly pitiful that the prince was near
|
||
crying too. He begged her to tell him what was the matter,
|
||
promising to do all he could to help her; but still she did not
|
||
speak. He thought she was dying, and took her in his arms again
|
||
to carry her to the princess's house, where he thought the
|
||
good-natured cook might he able to do something for her. When he
|
||
lifted her, the tears flowed yet faster, and she gave such a sad
|
||
moan that it went to his very heart.
|
||
|
||
"Mother, mother!" he said. "Poor mother!" and kissed her on
|
||
the withered lips.
|
||
|
||
She started; and what eyes they were that opened upon him!
|
||
But he did not see them, for it was still very dark, and he had
|
||
enough to do to make his way through the trees towards the
|
||
house.
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||
|
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Just as he approached the door, feeling more tired than he
|
||
could have imagined possible -- she was such a little thin old
|
||
thing -- she began to move, and became so restless that, unable
|
||
to carry her a moment longer, he thought to lay her on the
|
||
grass. But she stood upright on her feet. Her hood had dropped,
|
||
and her hair fell about her. The first gleam of the morning was
|
||
caught on her face: that face was bright as the never-aging
|
||
Dawn, and her eyes were lovely as the sky of darkest blue. The
|
||
prince recoiled in overmastering wonder. It was Daylight herself
|
||
whom he had brought from the forest! He fell at her feet, nor
|
||
dared to look up until she laid her hand upon his head. He rose
|
||
then.
|
||
|
||
"You kissed me when I was an old woman: there! I kiss you
|
||
when I am a young princess," murmured Daylight. -- "Is that the
|
||
sun coming?"
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXIX
|
||
RUBY
|
||
|
||
THE children were delighted with the story, and made many
|
||
amusing remarks upon it. Mr. Raymond promised to search his
|
||
brain for another, and when he had found one to bring it to
|
||
them. Diamond having taken leave of Nanny, and promised to go
|
||
and see her again soon, went away with him.
|
||
|
||
Now Mr. Raymond had been turning over in his mind what he
|
||
could do both for Diamond and for Nanny. He had therefore made
|
||
some acquaintance with Diamond's father, and had been greatly
|
||
pleased with him. But he had come to the resolution, before he
|
||
did anything so good as he would like to do for them, to put
|
||
them all to a certain test. So as they walked away together, he
|
||
began to talk with Diamond as follows: --
|
||
|
||
Nanny must leave the hospital soon, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"I'm glad of that, sir."
|
||
|
||
"Why? Don't you think it's a nice place?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, very. But it's better to be well and doing something,
|
||
you know, even if it's not quite so comfortable."
|
||
|
||
"But they can't keep Nanny so long as they would like. They
|
||
can't keep her till she's quite strong. There are always so
|
||
many sick children they want to take in and make better. And the
|
||
question is, What will she do when they send her out again?"
|
||
|
||
"That's just what I can't tell, though I've been thinking
|
||
of it over and over, sir. Her crossing was taken long ago, and
|
||
I couldn't bear to see Nanny fighting for it, especially with
|
||
such a poor fellow as has taken it. He's quite lame, sir."
|
||
|
||
"She doesn't look much like fighting, now, does she,
|
||
Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"No, sir. She looks too like an angel. Angels don't fight
|
||
-- do they, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"Not to get things for themselves, at least," said Mr.
|
||
Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"Besides," added Diamond, "I don't quite see that she would
|
||
have any better right to the crossing than the boy who has got
|
||
it. Nobody gave it to her; she only took it. And now he has
|
||
taken it."
|
||
|
||
"If she were to sweep a crossing -- soon at least -- after
|
||
the illness she has had, she would be laid up again the very
|
||
first wet day," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"And there's hardly any money to be got except on the wet
|
||
days," remarked Diamond reflectively. "Is there nothing else she
|
||
could do, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"Not without being taught, I'm afraid."
|
||
|
||
"Well, couldn't somebody teach her something?"
|
||
|
||
"Couldn't you teach her, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know anything myself, sir. I could teach her to
|
||
dress the, baby; but nobody would give her anything for doing
|
||
things like that: they are so easy. There wouldn't be much good
|
||
in teaching her to drive a cab, for where would she get the
|
||
cab to drive? There ain't fathers and old Diamonds everywhere.
|
||
At least poor Nanny can't find any of them, I doubt."
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps if she were taught to be nice and clean, and only
|
||
speak gentle words"
|
||
|
||
"Mother could teach her that," interrupted Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"And to dress babies, and feed them, and take care of
|
||
them," Mr. Raymond proceeded, "she might get a place as a nurse
|
||
somewhere, you know. People do give money for that."
|
||
|
||
"Then I'll ask mother," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"But you'll have to give her her food then; and your
|
||
father, not being strong, has enough to do already without
|
||
that."
|
||
|
||
"But here's me," said Diamond: "I help him out with it.
|
||
When he's tired of driving, up I get. It don't make any
|
||
difference to old Diamond. I don't mean he likes me as well as
|
||
my father -- of course he can't, you know -- nobody could; but
|
||
he does his duty all the same. It's got to be done, you know,
|
||
sir; and Diamond's a good horse -- isn't he, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"From your description I should say certainly; but I have
|
||
not the pleasure of his acquaintance myself."
|
||
|
||
"Don't you think he will go to heaven, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"That I don't know anything about," said Mr. Raymond. "I
|
||
confess I should be glad to think so," he added, smiling
|
||
thoughtfully.
|
||
|
||
"I'm sure he'll get to the back of the north wind, anyhow,"
|
||
said Diamond to himself; but he had learned to be very careful
|
||
of saying such things aloud.
|
||
|
||
"Isn't it rather too much for him to go in the cab all day
|
||
and every day?" resumed Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"So father says, when he feels his ribs of a morning. But
|
||
then he says the old horse do eat well, and the moment he's
|
||
had his supper, down he goes, and never gets up till he's
|
||
called; and, for the legs of him, father says that makes no end
|
||
of a differ. Some horses, sir! they won't lie down all night
|
||
long, but go to sleep on their four pins, like a haystack,
|
||
father says. I think it's very stupid of them, and so does old
|
||
Diamond. But then I suppose they don't know better, and so they
|
||
can't help it. We mustn't be too hard upon them, father says."
|
||
|
||
"Your father must be a good man, Diamond." Diamond looked
|
||
up in Mr. Raymond's face, wondering what he could mean.
|
||
|
||
"I said your father must be a good man, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"Of course," said Diamond. "How could he drive a cab if he
|
||
wasn't?"
|
||
|
||
"There are some men who drive cabs who are not very good,"
|
||
objected Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
Diamond remembered the drunken cabman, and saw that his
|
||
friend was right.
|
||
|
||
"Ah, but," he returned, "he must be, you know, with such a
|
||
horse as old Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"That does make a difference," said Mr. Raymond. "But it is
|
||
quite enough that he is a good man without our trying to account
|
||
for it. Now, if you like, I will give you a proof that I think
|
||
him a good man. I am going away on the Continent for a while --
|
||
for three months, I believe -- and I am going to let my house to
|
||
a gentleman who does not want the use of my brougham. My horse
|
||
is nearly as old, I fancy, as your Diamond, but I don't want to
|
||
part with him, and I don't want him to be idle; for nobody, as
|
||
you say, ought to be idle; but neither do I want him to be
|
||
worked very hard. Now, it has come into
|
||
my head that perhaps your father would take charge of him, and
|
||
work him under certain conditions."
|
||
|
||
"My father will do what's right," said Diamond. "I'm sure
|
||
of that."
|
||
|
||
"Well, so I think. Will you ask him when he comes home to
|
||
call and have a little chat with me -- to-day, some time?"
|
||
|
||
"He must have his dinner first," said Diamond. "No, he's
|
||
got his dinner with him to-day. It must be after he's had his
|
||
tea."
|
||
|
||
"Of course, of course. Any time will do. I shall be at home
|
||
all day."
|
||
|
||
"Very well, sir. I will tell him. You may be sure he will
|
||
come. My father thinks you a very kind gentleman, and I know he
|
||
is right, for I know your very own self, sir."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Raymond smiled, and as they had now reached his door,
|
||
they parted, and Diamond went home. As soon as his father
|
||
entered the house, Diamond gave him Mr. Raymond's message, and
|
||
recounted the conversation that had preceded it. His father said
|
||
little, but took thought-sauce to his bread and butter, and as
|
||
soon as he had finished his meal, rose, saying:
|
||
|
||
"I will go to your friend directly, Diamond. It would be a
|
||
grand thing to get a little more money. We do want it." Diamond
|
||
accompanied his father to Mr. Raymond's door, and there left
|
||
him.
|
||
|
||
He was shown at once into Mr. Raymond's study, where he
|
||
gazed with some wonder at the multitude of books on the walls,
|
||
and thought what a learned man Mr. Raymond must be.
|
||
|
||
Presently Mr. Raymond entered, and after saying much the
|
||
same about his old horse, made the following distinct proposal
|
||
-- one not over-advantageous to Diamond's father, but for which
|
||
he had reasons -- namely, that Joseph should have the use of
|
||
Mr. Raymond's horse while he was away, on condition that he
|
||
never worked him more than six hours a day, and fed him well,
|
||
and that, besides, he should take Nanny home as soon as she was
|
||
able to leave the hospital, and provide for her as one of his
|
||
own children, neither better nor worse -- so long, that is, as
|
||
he had the horse.
|
||
|
||
Diamond's father could not help thinking it a pretty close
|
||
bargain. He should have both the girl and the horse to feed, and
|
||
only six hours' work out of the horse.
|
||
|
||
"It will save your own horse," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"That is true," answered Joseph; "but all I can get by my
|
||
own horse is only enough to keep us, and if I save him and feed
|
||
your horse and the girl -- don't you see, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, you can go home and think about it, and let me know
|
||
by the end of the week. I am in no hurry before then."
|
||
|
||
So Joseph went home and recounted the proposal to his wife,
|
||
adding that he did not think there was much advantage to be got
|
||
out of it.
|
||
|
||
"Not much that way, husband," said Diamond's mother; "but
|
||
there would be an advantage, and what matter who gets it!"
|
||
|
||
"I don't see it," answered her husband. "Mr. Raymond is a
|
||
gentleman of property, and I don't discover any much good in
|
||
helping him to save a little more. He won't easily get one to
|
||
make such a bargain, and I don't mean he shall get me. It would
|
||
be a loss rather than a gain -- I do think -- at least if I took
|
||
less work out of our own horse."
|
||
|
||
"One hour would make a difference to old Diamond. But
|
||
that's not the main point. You must think what an advantage it
|
||
would be to the poor girl that hasn't a home to go to!"
|
||
|
||
"She is one of Diamond's friends," thought his father.
|
||
|
||
"I could be kind to her, you know," the mother went on,
|
||
"and teach her housework, and how to handle a, baby; and,
|
||
besides, she would help me, and I should be the stronger for it,
|
||
and able to do an odd bit of charing now and then, when I got
|
||
the chance."
|
||
|
||
"I won't hear of that," said her husband. "Have the girl by
|
||
all means. I'm ashamed I did not think of both sides of the
|
||
thing at once. I wonder if the horse is a great eater. To
|
||
be sure, if I gave Diamond two hours' additional rest, it would
|
||
be all the better for the old bones of him, and there would be
|
||
four hours extra out of the other horse. That would give Diamond
|
||
something to do every day. He could drive old Diamond after
|
||
dinner, and I could take the other horse out for six hours after
|
||
tea, or in the morning, as I found best. It might pay for the
|
||
keep of both of them, -- that is, if I had good luck. I should
|
||
like to oblige Mr. Raymond, though he be rather hard, for he has
|
||
been very kind to our Diamond, wife. Hasn't he now?"
|
||
|
||
"He has indeed, Joseph," said his wife, and there the
|
||
conversation ended.
|
||
|
||
Diamond's father went the very next day to Mr. Raymond, and
|
||
accepted his proposal; so that the week after having got another
|
||
stall in the same stable, he had two horses instead of one.
|
||
Oddly enough, the name of the new horse was Ruby, for he was a
|
||
very red chestnut. Diamond's name came from a white lozenge on
|
||
his forehead. Young Diamond said they were rich now, with such
|
||
a big diamond and such a big ruby.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXX
|
||
NANNY'S DREAM
|
||
|
||
NANNY was not fit to be moved for some time yet, and Diamond
|
||
went to see her as often as he could. But being more regularly
|
||
engaged now, seeing he went out every day for a few hours with
|
||
old Diamond, and had his baby to mind, and one of the horses to
|
||
attend to, he could not go so often as he would have liked.
|
||
|
||
One evening, as he sat by her bedside, she said to him:
|
||
|
||
"I've had such a beautiful dream, Diamond! I should like to
|
||
tell it you."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! do," said Diamond; "I am so fond of dreams!"
|
||
|
||
"She must have been to the back of the north wind," he said
|
||
to himself.
|
||
|
||
"It was a very foolish dream, you know. But somehow it was
|
||
so pleasant! What a good thing it is that you believe the dream
|
||
all the time you are in it!"
|
||
|
||
My readers must not suppose that poor Nanny was able to say
|
||
what she meant so well as I put it down here. She had never been
|
||
to school, and had heard very little else than vulgar speech
|
||
until she came to the hospital. But I have been to
|
||
school, and although that could never make me able to dream so
|
||
well as Nanny, it has made me able to tell her dream better than
|
||
she could herself. And I am the more desirous of doing this for
|
||
her that I have already done the best I could for Diamond's
|
||
dream, and it would be a shame to give the boy all the
|
||
advantage.
|
||
|
||
"I will tell you all I know about it," said Nanny. "The day
|
||
before yesterday, a lady came to see us -- a very beautiful
|
||
lady, and very beautifully dressed. I heard the matron say to
|
||
her that it was very kind of her to come in blue and gold; and
|
||
she answered that she knew we didn't like dull colours. She had
|
||
such a lovely shawl on, just like redness dipped in milk, and
|
||
all worked over with flowers of the same colour. It didn't shine
|
||
much, it was silk, but it kept in the shine. When she came to my
|
||
bedside, she sat down, just where you are sitting, Diamond, and
|
||
laid her hand on the counterpane. I was sitting up, with my
|
||
table before me ready for my tea. Her hand looked so pretty in
|
||
its blue glove, that I was tempted to stroke it. I thought she
|
||
wouldn't be angry, for everybody that comes to the hospital is
|
||
kind. It's only in the streets they ain't kind. But she drew her
|
||
hand away, and I almost cried, for I thought I had been rude.
|
||
Instead of that, however, it was only that she didn't like
|
||
giving me her glove to stroke, for she drew it off, and then
|
||
laid her hand where it was before. I wasn't sure, but I ventured
|
||
to put out my ugly hand."
|
||
|
||
"Your hand ain't ugly, Nanny," said Diamond; but Nanny went
|
||
on --
|
||
|
||
"And I stroked it again, and then she stroked mine, --
|
||
think of that! And there was a ring on her finger, and I looked
|
||
down to see what it was like. And she drew it off, and put it upon
|
||
one of my fingers. It was a red stone, and she told me they
|
||
called it a ruby."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, that is funny!" said Diamond. "Our new horse is called
|
||
Ruby. We've got another horse -- a red one -- such a beauty!"
|
||
|
||
But Nanny went on with her story.
|
||
|
||
"I looked at the ruby all the time the lady was talking to
|
||
me, -- it was so beautiful! And as she talked I kept seeing
|
||
deeper and deeper into the stone. At last she rose to go away,
|
||
and I began to pull the ring off my finger; and what do you
|
||
think she said? -- 'Wear it all night, if you like. Only you
|
||
must take care of it. I can't give it you, for some one gave it
|
||
to me; but you may keep it till to-morrow.' Wasn't it kind of
|
||
her? I could hardly take my tea, I was so delighted to hear it;
|
||
and I do think it was the ring that set me dreaming; for, after
|
||
I had taken my tea, I leaned back, half lying and half sitting,
|
||
and looked at the ring on my finger. By degrees I began to
|
||
dream. The ring grew larger and larger, until at last I found
|
||
that I was not looking at a red stone, but at a red sunset,
|
||
which shone in at the end of a long street near where Grannie
|
||
lives. I was dressed in rags as I used to be, and I had great
|
||
holes in my shoes, at which the nasty mud came through to my
|
||
feet. I didn't use to mind it before, but now I thought it
|
||
horrid. And there was the great red sunset, with streaks of
|
||
green and gold between, standing looking at me. Why couldn't I
|
||
live in the sunset instead of in that dirt? Why was it so far
|
||
away always? Why did it never come into our wretched street? It
|
||
faded away, as the sunsets always do, and at last went out
|
||
altogether. Then a cold wind began to blow, and flutter all my
|
||
rags about ----"
|
||
|
||
"That was North Wind herself," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Eh?" said Nanny, and went on with her story.
|
||
|
||
"I turned my back to it, and wandered away. I did not know
|
||
where I was going, only it was warmer to go that way. I don't
|
||
think it was a north wind, for I found myself in the west end at
|
||
last. But it doesn't matter in a dream which wind it was."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that," said Diamond. "I believe North Wind
|
||
can get into our dreams -- yes, and blow in them. Sometimes she
|
||
has blown me out of a dream altogether."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what you mean, Diamond," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"Never mind," answered Diamond. "Two people can't always
|
||
understand each other. They'd both be at the back of the north
|
||
wind directly, and what would become of the other places without
|
||
them?"
|
||
|
||
"You do talk so oddly!" said Nanny. "I sometimes think they
|
||
must have been right about you."
|
||
|
||
"What did they say about me?" asked Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"They called you God's baby."
|
||
|
||
"How kind of them! But I knew that."
|
||
|
||
"Did you know what it meant, though? It meant that you were
|
||
not right in the head."
|
||
|
||
"I feel all right," said Diamond, putting both hands to his
|
||
head, as if it had been a globe he could take off and set on
|
||
again.
|
||
|
||
"Well, as long as you are pleased I am pleased," said
|
||
Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, Nanny. Do go on with your story. I think I like
|
||
dreams even better than fairy tales. But they must be nice ones,
|
||
like yours, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I went on, keeping my back to the wind, until I came
|
||
to a fine street on the top of a hill. How it happened I don't
|
||
know, but the front door of one of the houses was open, and not
|
||
only the front door, but the back door as well, so that I could
|
||
see right through the house -- and what do you think I saw? A
|
||
garden place with green grass, and the moon shining upon it!
|
||
Think of that! There was no moon in the street, but through the
|
||
house there was the moon. I looked and there was nobody near: I
|
||
would not do any harm, and the grass was so much nicer than the
|
||
mud! But I couldn't think of going on the grass with such dirty
|
||
shoes: I kicked them off in the gutter, and ran in on my bare
|
||
feet, up the steps, and through the house, and on to the grass;
|
||
and the moment I came into the moonlight, I began to feel
|
||
better."
|
||
|
||
"That's why North Wind blew you there," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"It came of Mr. Raymond's story about Princess Daylight,"
|
||
returned Nanny. "Well, I lay down upon the grass in the
|
||
moonlight without thinking how I was to get out again. Somehow
|
||
the moon suited me exactly. There was not a breath of the north
|
||
wind you talk about; it was quite gone."
|
||
|
||
"You didn't want her any more, just then. She never goes
|
||
where she's not wanted," said Diamond. "But she blew you into
|
||
the moonlight, anyhow."
|
||
|
||
"Well, we won't dispute about it," said Nanny: "you've got
|
||
a tile loose, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Suppose I have," returned Diamond, "don't you see it may
|
||
let in the moonlight, or the sunlight for that matter?"
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps yes, perhaps no," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"And you've got your dreams, too, Nanny."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, but I know they're dreams."
|
||
|
||
"So do I. But I know besides they are something more as
|
||
well."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! do you?" rejoined Nanny. "I don't."
|
||
|
||
"All right," said Diamond. "Perhaps you will some day."
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps I won't," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
Diamond held his peace, and Nanny resumed her story.
|
||
|
||
"I lay a long time, and the moonlight got in at every tear
|
||
in my clothes, and made me feel so happy ----"
|
||
|
||
"There, I tell you!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What do you tell me?" returned Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"North Wind ----"
|
||
|
||
"It was the moonlight, I tell you," persisted Nanny, and
|
||
again Diamond held his peace.
|
||
|
||
"All at once I felt that the moon was not shining so
|
||
strong. I looked up, and there was a cloud, all crapey and
|
||
fluffy, trying to drown the beautiful creature. But the moon was
|
||
so round, just like a whole plate, that the cloud couldn't stick
|
||
to her. she shook it off, and said there and shone out clearer
|
||
and brighter than ever. But up came a thicker cloud, -- and 'You
|
||
shan't,' said the moon; and 'I will,' said the cloud, -- but it
|
||
couldn't: out shone the moon, quite laughing at its impudence.
|
||
I knew her ways, for I've always been used to watch her. She's
|
||
the only thing worth looking at in our street at night."
|
||
|
||
"Don't call it your street," said Diamond. "You're not
|
||
going back to it. You're coming to us, you know."
|
||
|
||
"That's too good to be true," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"There are very few things good enough to be true," said
|
||
Diamond; "but I hope this is. Too good to be true it can't be.
|
||
Isn't true good? and isn't good good? And how, then,
|
||
can anything be too good to be true? That's like old Sal -- to
|
||
say that."
|
||
|
||
"Don't abuse Grannie, Diamond. She's a horrid old thing,
|
||
she and her gin bottle; but she'll repent some day, and then
|
||
you'll be glad not to have said anything against her."
|
||
|
||
"Why?" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Because you'll be sorry for her."
|
||
|
||
"I am sorry for her now."
|
||
|
||
"Very well. That's right. She'll be sorry too. And there'll
|
||
be an end of it."
|
||
|
||
"All right. You come to us," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Where was I?" said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"Telling me how the moon served the clouds."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. But it wouldn't do, all of it. Up came the clouds and
|
||
the clouds, and they came faster and faster, until the moon was
|
||
covered up. You couldn't expect her to throw off a hundred of
|
||
them at once -- could you?"
|
||
|
||
"Certainly not," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"So it grew very dark; and a dog began to yelp in the
|
||
house. I looked and saw that the door to the garden was shut.
|
||
Presently it was opened -- not to let me out, but to let the dog
|
||
in -- yelping and bounding. I thought if he caught sight of me,
|
||
I was in for a biting first, and the police after. So I jumped
|
||
up, and ran for a little summer-house in the corner of the
|
||
garden. The dog came after me, but I shut the door in his face.
|
||
It was well it had a door -- wasn't it?"
|
||
|
||
"You dreamed of the door because you wanted it," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"No, I didn't; it came of itself. It was there, in the true
|
||
dream."
|
||
|
||
"There -- I've caught you!" said Diamond. "I knew you
|
||
believed in the dream as much as I do."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, well, if you will lay traps for a body!" said Nanny.
|
||
"Anyhow, I was safe inside the summer-house. And what do you
|
||
think? -- There was the moon beginning to shine again -- but
|
||
only through one of the panes -- and that one was just the
|
||
colour of the ruby. Wasn't it funny?"
|
||
|
||
"No, not a bit funny," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"If you will be contrary!" said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"No, no," said Diamond; "I only meant that was the very
|
||
pane I should have expected her to shine through."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, very well!" returned Nanny.
|
||
|
||
What Diamond meant, I do not pretend to say. He had curious
|
||
notions about things.
|
||
|
||
"And now," said Nanny, "I didn't know what to do, for the
|
||
dog kept barking at the door, and I couldn't get out. But the
|
||
moon was so beautiful that I couldn't keep from looking at it
|
||
through the red pane. And as I looked it got larger and larger
|
||
till it filled the whole pane and outgrew it, so that I could
|
||
see it through the other panes; and it grew till it filled them
|
||
too and the whole window, so that the summer-house was nearly as
|
||
bright as day.
|
||
|
||
The dog stopped barking, and I heard a gentle tapping at
|
||
the door, like the wind blowing a little branch against it."
|
||
|
||
"Just like her," said Diamond, who thought everything
|
||
strange and beautiful must be done by North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"So I turned from the window and opened the door; and what
|
||
do you think I saw?"
|
||
|
||
"A beautiful lady," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"No -- the moon itself, as big as a little house, and as round
|
||
as a ball, shining like yellow silver. It stood on the grass --
|
||
down on the very grass: I could see nothing else for the
|
||
brightness of it: And as I stared and wondered, a door opened in
|
||
the side of it, near the ground, and a curious little old man,
|
||
with a crooked thing over his shoulder, looked out, and said:
|
||
'Come along, Nanny; my lady wants you. We're come to fetch you.'
|
||
I wasn't a bit frightened. I went up to the beautiful bright
|
||
thing, and the old man held down his hand, and I
|
||
took hold of it, and gave a jump, and he gave me a lift, and I
|
||
was inside the moon. And what do you think it was like? It was
|
||
such a pretty little house, with blue windows and white
|
||
curtains! At one of the windows sat a beautiful lady, with her
|
||
head leaning on her hand, looking out. She seemed rather sad,
|
||
and I was sorry for her, and stood staring at her.
|
||
|
||
" 'You didn't think I had such a beautiful mistress as
|
||
that!' said the queer little man. 'No, indeed!' I answered: 'who
|
||
would have thought it?' 'Ah! who indeed? But you see you don't
|
||
know everything.' The little man closed the door, and began to
|
||
pull at a rope which hung behind it with a weight at the end.
|
||
After he had pulled a while, he said -- 'There, that will do;
|
||
we're all right now.' Then he took me by the hand and opened a
|
||
little trap in the floor, and led me down two or three steps,
|
||
and I saw like a great hole below me. 'Don't be frightened,'
|
||
said the tittle man. 'It's not a hole. It's only a window. Put
|
||
your face down and look through.' I did as he told me, and there
|
||
was the garden and the summer-house, far away, lying at the
|
||
bottom of the moonlight. 'There!' said the little man; 'we've
|
||
brought you off! Do you see the little dog barking at us down
|
||
there in the garden?' I told him I couldn't see anything so far.
|
||
'Can you see anything so small and so far off?' I said. 'Bless
|
||
you, child!' said the little man; 'I could pick up a needle out
|
||
of the grass if I had only a long enough arm. There's one lying
|
||
by the door of the summer-house now.' I looked at his eyes. They
|
||
were very small, but so bright that I think he saw by the light
|
||
that went out of them. Then he took me up, and up again by a
|
||
little stair in a corner of the room, and through another
|
||
trapdoor, and there was one great round window above us, and I saw
|
||
the blue sky and the clouds, and such lots of stars, all so big and
|
||
shining as hard as ever they could!"
|
||
|
||
"The little girl-angels had been polishing them," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"What nonsense you do talk!" said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"But my nonsense is just as good as yours, Nanny. When you
|
||
have done, I'll tell you my dream. The stars are in it -- not
|
||
the moon, though. She was away somewhere. Perhaps she was gone
|
||
to fetch you then. I don't think that, though,
|
||
for my dream was longer ago than yours. She might have been to
|
||
fetch some one else, though; for we can't fancy it's only us
|
||
that get such fine things done for them. But do tell me what
|
||
came next."
|
||
|
||
Perhaps one of my child-readers may remember whether the
|
||
moon came down to fetch him or her the same night that Diamond
|
||
had his dream. I cannot tell, of course. I know she did not come
|
||
to fetch me, though I did think I could make her follow me when
|
||
I was a boy -- not a very tiny one either.
|
||
|
||
"The little man took me all round the house, and made me
|
||
look out of every window. Oh, it was beautiful! There we were,
|
||
all up in the air, in such a nice, clean little house! 'Your
|
||
work will be to keep the windows bright,' said the little man.
|
||
'You won't find it very difficult, for there ain't much dust up
|
||
here. Only, the frost settles on them sometimes, and the drops
|
||
of rain leave marks on them.' 'I can easily clean them inside,'
|
||
I said; 'but how am I to get the frost and rain off the outside
|
||
of them?' 'Oh!' he said, 'it's quite easy. There are ladders all
|
||
about. You've only got to go out at the door, and climb about.
|
||
There are a great many windows you haven't seen yet, and some of
|
||
them look into places you don't know anything about. I used to
|
||
clean them myself, but I'm getting rather old, you see. Ain't I
|
||
now?' 'I can't tell,' I answered. 'You see I never saw you when
|
||
you were younger.' 'Never saw the man in the moon?' said he.
|
||
'Not very near,' I answered, 'not to tell how young or how old
|
||
he looked. I have seen the bundle of sticks on his back.' For
|
||
Jim had pointed that out to me. Jim was very fond of looking at
|
||
the man in the moon. Poor Jim! I wonder he hasn't been to see
|
||
me. I'm afraid he's ill too."
|
||
|
||
"I'll try to find out," said Diamond, "and let you know."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you," said Nanny. "You and Jim ought to be friends."
|
||
|
||
"But what did the man in the moon say, when you told him
|
||
you had seen him with the bundle of sticks on his back?"
|
||
|
||
"He laughed. But I thought he looked offended too. His
|
||
little nose turned up sharper, and he drew the corners of his
|
||
mouth down from the tips of his ears into his neck. But he
|
||
didn't look cross, you know."
|
||
|
||
"Didn't he say anything?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes! He said: 'That's all nonsense. What you saw was
|
||
my bundle of dusters. I was going to clean the windows. It takes
|
||
a good many, you know. Really, what they do say of their
|
||
superiors down there!' 'It's only because they don't know
|
||
better,' I ventured to say. 'Of course, of course,' said the
|
||
little man. 'Nobody ever does know better. Well, I forgive them,
|
||
and that sets it all right, I hope.' 'It's very good of you,' I
|
||
said. 'No!' said he, 'it's not in the least good of me. I
|
||
couldn't be comfortable otherwise.' After this he said nothing
|
||
for a while, and I laid myself on the floor of his garret, and
|
||
stared up and around at the great blue beautifulness. I had
|
||
forgotten him almost, when at last he said: 'Ain't you done
|
||
yet?' 'Done what?' I asked. 'Done saying your prayers,' says he.
|
||
'I wasn't saying my prayers,' I answered. 'Oh, yes, you were,'
|
||
said he, 'though you didn't know it! And now I must show you
|
||
something else.'
|
||
|
||
"He took my hand and led me down the stair again, and
|
||
through a narrow passage, and through another, and another, and
|
||
another. I don't know how there could be room for so many
|
||
passages in such a little house. The heart of it must be
|
||
ever so much farther from the sides than they are from each
|
||
other. How could it have an inside that was so independent of
|
||
its outside? There's the point. It was funny -- wasn't it,
|
||
Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"No," said Diamond. He was going to say that that was very
|
||
much the sort of thing at the back of the north wind; but he
|
||
checked himself and only added, "All right. I don't see it. I
|
||
don't see why the inside should depend on the outside. It ain't
|
||
so with the crabs. They creep out of their outsides and make new
|
||
ones. Mr. Raymond told me so."
|
||
|
||
"I don't see what that has got to do with it," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"Then go on with your story, please," said Diamond. "What
|
||
did you come to, after going through all those winding passages
|
||
into the heart of the moon?"
|
||
|
||
"I didn't say they were winding passages. I said they were
|
||
long and narrow. They didn't wind. They went by corners."
|
||
|
||
"That's worth knowing," remarked Diamond. "For who knows
|
||
how soon he may have to go there? But the main thing is, what
|
||
did you come to at last?"
|
||
|
||
"We came to a small box against the wall of a tiny room.
|
||
The little man told me to put my ear against it. I did so, and
|
||
heard a noise something like the purring of a cat, only not so
|
||
loud, and much sweeter. 'What is it?' I asked. 'Don't you know
|
||
the sound?' returned the little man. 'No,' I answered. 'Don't
|
||
you know the sound of bees?' he said. I had never heard bees,
|
||
and could not know the sound of them. 'Those are my lady's
|
||
bees,' he went on. I had heard that bees gather honey from the
|
||
flowers. 'But where are the flowers for them?' I asked. 'My
|
||
lady's bees gather their honey from the sun and the stars,' said
|
||
the little man. 'Do let me see them,' I said.
|
||
'No. I daren't do that,' he answered. 'I have no business with
|
||
them. I don't understand them. Besides, they are so bright that
|
||
if one were to fly into your eye, it would blind you
|
||
altogether.' 'Then you have seen them?' 'Oh, yes! Once or twice,
|
||
I think. But I don't quite know: they are so very bright -- like
|
||
buttons of lightning. Now I've showed you all I can to-night,
|
||
and we'll go back to the room.' I followed him, and he made me
|
||
sit down under a lamp that hung from the roof, and gave me some
|
||
bread and honey.
|
||
|
||
"The lady had never moved. She sat with her forehead
|
||
leaning on her hand, gazing out of the little window, hung like
|
||
the rest with white cloudy curtains. From where I was sitting I
|
||
looked out of it too, but I could see nothing. Her face was very
|
||
beautiful, and very white, and very still, and her hand was as
|
||
white as the forehead that leaned on it. I did not see her whole
|
||
face -- only the side of it, for she never moved to turn it full
|
||
upon me, or even to look at me.
|
||
|
||
"How long I sat after I had eaten my bread and honey, I
|
||
don't know. The little man was busy about the room, pulling a
|
||
string here, and a string there, but chiefly the string at the
|
||
back of the door. I was thinking with some uneasiness that he
|
||
would soon be wanting me to go out and clean the windows, and I
|
||
didn't fancy the job. At last he came up to me with a great
|
||
armful of dusters. 'It's time you set about the windows,' he
|
||
said; 'for there's rain coming, and if they're quite clean
|
||
before, then the rain can't spoil them.' I got up at once. 'You
|
||
needn't be afraid,' he said. 'You won't tumble off. Only you
|
||
must be careful. Always hold on with one hand while you rub with
|
||
the other.' As he spoke, he opened the door. I started back in
|
||
a terrible fright, for there was nothing but blue air to be
|
||
seen under me, like a great water without a bottom at all. But
|
||
what must be must, and to live up here was so much nicer than
|
||
down in the mud with holes in my shoes, that I never thought of
|
||
not doing as I was told. The little man showed me how and where
|
||
to lay hold while I put my foot round the edge of the door on to
|
||
the first round of a ladder. 'Once you're up,' he said, 'you'll
|
||
see how you have to go well enough.' I did as he told me, and
|
||
crept out very carefully. Then the little man handed me the
|
||
bundle of dusters, saying, 'I always carry them on my reaping
|
||
hook, but I don't think you could manage it properly. You shall
|
||
have it if you like.' I wouldn't take it, however, for it looked
|
||
dangerous.
|
||
|
||
"I did the best I could with the dusters, and crawled up to
|
||
the top of the moon. But what a grand sight it was! The stars
|
||
were all over my head, so bright and so near that I could almost
|
||
have laid hold of them. The round ball to which I clung went
|
||
bobbing and floating away through the dark blue above and below
|
||
and on every side. It was so beautiful that all fear left me,
|
||
and I set to work diligently. I cleaned window after window. At
|
||
length I came to a very little one, in at which I peeped. There
|
||
was the room with the box of bees in it! I laid my ear to the
|
||
window, and heard the musical hum quite distinctly. A great
|
||
longing to see them came upon me, and I opened the window and
|
||
crept in. The little box had a door like a closet. I opened it
|
||
-- the tiniest crack -- when out came the light with such a
|
||
sting that I closed it again in terror -- not, however, before
|
||
three bees had shot out into the room, where they darted about
|
||
like flashes of lightning. Terribly frightened, I tried to get
|
||
out of the window again, but I could not: there was no way to the
|
||
outside of the moon but through the door; and that was in the room where
|
||
the lady sat. No sooner had I reached the room, than the three
|
||
bees, which had followed me, flew at once to the lady, and
|
||
settled upon her hair. Then first I saw her move. She started,
|
||
put up her hand, and caught them; then rose and, having held
|
||
them into the flame of the lamp one after the other, turned to
|
||
me. Her face was not so sad now as stern. It frightened me much.
|
||
'Nanny, you have got me into trouble,' she said. 'You have been
|
||
letting out my bees, which it is all I can do to manage. You
|
||
have forced me to burn them. It is a great loss, and there will
|
||
be a storm.' As she spoke, the clouds had gathered all about us.
|
||
I could see them come crowding up white about the windows. 'I am
|
||
sorry to find,' said the lady, 'that you are not to be trusted.
|
||
You must go home again -- you won't do for us.' Then came a
|
||
great clap of thunder, and the moon rocked and swayed. All grew
|
||
dark about me, and I fell on the floor and lay half-stunned. I
|
||
could hear everything but could see nothing. 'Shall I throw her
|
||
out of the door, my lady?' said the little man. 'No,' she
|
||
answered; 'she's not quite bad enough for that. I don't think
|
||
there's much harm in her; only she'll never do for us. She would
|
||
make dreadful mischief up here. She's only fit for the mud. It's
|
||
a great pity. I am sorry for her. Just take that ring off her
|
||
finger. I am sadly afraid she has stolen it.' The little man
|
||
caught hold of my hand, and I felt him tugging at the ring. I
|
||
tried to speak what was true about it, but, after a terrible
|
||
effort, only gave a groan. Other things began to come into my
|
||
head. Somebody else had a hold of me. The little man wasn't
|
||
there. I opened my eyes at last, and saw the nurse. I had cried
|
||
out in my sleep, and she had come and waked me. But, Diamond,
|
||
for all it was only a dream,
|
||
I cannot help being ashamed of myself yet for opening the lady's
|
||
box of bees."
|
||
|
||
"You woudn't do it again -- would you -- if she were to
|
||
take you back?" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"No. I don't think anything would ever make me do it again.
|
||
But where's the good? I shall never have the chance."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"You silly baby! It was only a dream," said Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"I know that, Nanny, dear. But how can you tell you mayn't
|
||
dream it again?"
|
||
|
||
"That's not a bit likely."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"You're always saying that," said Nanny. "I don't like it."
|
||
|
||
"Then I won't say it again -- if I don't forget." said
|
||
Diamond. "But it was such a beautiful dream! -- wasn't it,
|
||
Nanny? What a pity you opened that door and let the bees out!
|
||
You might have had such a long dream, and such nice talks with
|
||
the moon-lady. Do try to go again, Nanny. I do so want to hear
|
||
more."
|
||
|
||
But now the nurse came and told him it was time to go; and
|
||
Diamond went, saying to himself, "I can't help thinking that
|
||
North Wind had something to do with that dream. It would be
|
||
tiresome to lie there all day and all night too -- without
|
||
dreaming. Perhaps if she hadn't done that, the moon might have
|
||
carried her to the back of the north wind -- who knows?"
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXI
|
||
THE NORTH WIND DOTH BLOW
|
||
|
||
IT WAS a great delight to Diamond when at length Nanny was well
|
||
enough to leave the hospital and go home to their house. She was
|
||
not very strong yet, but Diamond's mother was very considerate
|
||
of her, and took care that she should have nothing to do she was
|
||
not quite fit for. If Nanny had been taken straight from the
|
||
street, it is very probable she would not have been so pleasant
|
||
in a decent household, or so easy to teach; but after the
|
||
refining influences of her illness and the kind treatment she
|
||
had had in the hospital, she moved about the house just like
|
||
some rather sad pleasure haunting the mind. As she got better,
|
||
and the colour came back to her cheeks, her step grew lighter
|
||
and quicker, her smile shone out more readily, and it became
|
||
certain that she would soon be a treasure of help. It was great
|
||
fun to see Diamond teaching her how to hold the baby, and wash
|
||
and dress him, and often they laughed together over her
|
||
awkwardness. But she had not many such lessons before she was
|
||
able to perform those duties quite as well as Diamond himself.
|
||
|
||
Things however did not go well with Joseph from the very
|
||
arrival of Ruby. It almost seemed as if the red beast had
|
||
brought ill luck with him. The fares were fewer, and the pay
|
||
less. Ruby's services did indeed make the week's income at first
|
||
a little beyond what it used to be, but then there were two more
|
||
to feed. After the first month he fell lame, and for the whole
|
||
of the next Joseph dared not attempt to work him. I cannot say
|
||
that he never grumbled, for his own health was far from what it
|
||
had been; but I can say that he tried to do his best. During all
|
||
that month, they lived on very short commons indeed, seldom
|
||
tasting meat except on Sundays, and poor
|
||
old Diamond, who worked hardest of all, not even then -- so that
|
||
at the end of it he was as thin as a clothes-horse, while Ruby
|
||
was as plump and sleek as a bishop's cob.
|
||
|
||
Nor was it much better after Ruby was able to work again,
|
||
for it was a season of great depression in business, and that is
|
||
very soon felt amongst the cabmen. City men look more after
|
||
their shillings, and their wives and daughters have less to
|
||
spend. It was besides a wet autumn, and bread rose greatly in
|
||
price. When I add to this that Diamond's mother was but poorly,
|
||
for a new baby was coming, you will see that these were not very
|
||
jolly times for our friends in the mews.
|
||
|
||
Notwithstanding the depressing influences around him,
|
||
Joseph was able to keep a little hope alive in his heart; and
|
||
when he came home at night, would get Diamond to read to him,
|
||
and would also make Nanny produce her book that he might see how
|
||
she was getting on. For Diamond had taken her education in hand,
|
||
and as she was a clever child, she was very soon able to put
|
||
letters and words together.
|
||
|
||
Thus the three months passed away, but Mr. Raymond did not
|
||
return. Joseph had been looking anxiously for him, chiefly with
|
||
the desire of getting rid of Ruby -- not that he was absolutely
|
||
of no use to him, but that he was a constant weight upon his
|
||
mind. Indeed, as far as provision went, he was rather worse off
|
||
with Ruby and Nanny than he had been before, but on the other
|
||
hand, Nanny was a great help in the house, and it was a comfort
|
||
to him to think that when the new baby did come, Nanny would be
|
||
with his wife.
|
||
|
||
Of God's gifts a baby is of the greatest; therefore it is
|
||
no wonder that when this one came, she was as heartily welcomed
|
||
by the little household as if she had brought plenty with her.
|
||
Of course she made a great difference in the work to be done --
|
||
far more difference than her size warranted, but Nanny was no
|
||
end of help, and Diamond was as much of a sunbeam as ever, and
|
||
began to sing to the new baby the first moment he got her in his
|
||
arms. But he did not sing the same songs to her that he had sung
|
||
to his brother, for, he said, she was a new baby and must have
|
||
new songs; and besides, she was a sister-baby and not a
|
||
brother-baby, and of course would not like the same kind of
|
||
songs. Where the difference in his songs lay, how-
|
||
ever, I do not pretend to be able to point out. One thing I am
|
||
sure of, that they not only had no small share in the education
|
||
of the little girl, but helped the whole family a great deal
|
||
more than they were aware.
|
||
|
||
How they managed to get through the long dreary expensive
|
||
winter, I can hardly say. Sometimes things were better,
|
||
sometimes worse. But at last the spring came, and the winter was
|
||
over and gone, and that was much. Still, Mr. Raymond did not
|
||
return, and although the mother would have been able to manage
|
||
without Nanny now, they could not look for a place for her so
|
||
long as they had Ruby; and they were not altogether sorry for
|
||
this. One week at last was worse than they had yet had. They
|
||
were almost without bread before it was over. But the sadder he
|
||
saw his father and mother looking, the more Diamond set himself
|
||
to sing to the two babies.
|
||
|
||
One thing which had increased their expenses was that they
|
||
had been forced to hire another little room for Nanny. When the
|
||
second baby came, Diamond gave up his room that Nanny might be
|
||
at hand to help his mother, and went to hers, which, although a
|
||
fine place to what she had been accustomed to, was not very nice
|
||
in his eyes. He did not mind the change though, for was not his
|
||
mother the more comfortable for it? And was not Nanny more
|
||
comfortable too? And indeed was not Diamond himself more
|
||
comfortable that other people were more comfortable? And if
|
||
there was more comfort every way, the change was a happy one.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXII
|
||
DIAMOND AND RUBY
|
||
|
||
IT WAS Friday night, and Diamond, like the rest of the
|
||
household, had had very little to eat that day. The mother would
|
||
always pay the week's rent before she laid out anything even on
|
||
food. His father had been very gloomy -- so gloomy that he had
|
||
actually been cross to his wife. It is a strange thing how pain
|
||
of seeing the suffering of those we love will sometimes make us
|
||
add to their suffering by being cross with them. This comes of
|
||
not having faith enough in God, and shows how necessary this
|
||
faith is, for when we lose it, we lose even the kindness which
|
||
alone can soothe the suffering. Diamond in consequence had gone
|
||
to bed very quiet and thoughtful -- a little troubled indeed.
|
||
|
||
It had been a very stormy winter. and even now that the
|
||
spring had come, the north wind often blew. When Diamond went to
|
||
his bed, which was in a tiny room in the roof, he heard it like
|
||
the sea moaning; and when he fell asleep he still heard the
|
||
moaning. All at once he said to himself, "Am I awake, or am I
|
||
asleep?" But he had no time to answer the question, for there
|
||
was North Wind calling him. His heart beat very fast, it was
|
||
such a long time since he had heard that voice.
|
||
He jumped out of bed, and looked everywhere, but could not see
|
||
her. "Diamond, come here," she said again and again; but where
|
||
the here was he could not tell. To be sure the room was all but
|
||
quite dark, and she might be close beside him.
|
||
|
||
"Dear North Wind," said Diamond, "I want so much to go to
|
||
you, but I can't tell where."
|
||
|
||
"Come here, Diamond," was all her answer.
|
||
|
||
Diamond opened the door, and went out of the room, and down
|
||
the stair and into the yard. His little heart was in a flutter,
|
||
for he had long given up all thought of seeing her again.
|
||
Neither now was he to see her. When he got out, a great puff of
|
||
wind came against him, and in obedience to it he turned his
|
||
back, and went as it blew. It blew him right up to the
|
||
stable-door, and went on blowing.
|
||
|
||
"She wants me to go into the stable," said Diamond to
|
||
himself. "but the door is locked."
|
||
|
||
He knew where the key was, in a certain hole in the wall --
|
||
far too high for him to get at. He ran to the place, however:
|
||
just as he reached it there came a wild blast, and down fell the
|
||
key clanging on the stones at his feet. He picked it up, and ran
|
||
back and opened the stable-door, and went in. And what do you
|
||
think he saw?
|
||
|
||
A little light came through the dusty window from a
|
||
gas-lamp, sufficient to show him Diamond and Ruby with their two
|
||
heads up, looking at each other across the partition of their
|
||
stalls. The light showed the white mark on Diamond's forehead,
|
||
but Ruby's eye shone so bright, that he thought more light came
|
||
out of it than went in. This is what he saw.
|
||
|
||
But what do you think he heard?
|
||
|
||
He heard the two horses talking to each other -- in a strange
|
||
language, which yet, somehow or other, he could understand, and
|
||
turn over in his mind in English. The first words he heard were
|
||
from Diamond, who apparently had been already quarrelling with
|
||
Ruby.
|
||
|
||
"Look how fat you are Ruby!" said old Diamond. "You are so
|
||
plump and your skin shines so, you ought to be ashamed of
|
||
yourself."
|
||
|
||
"There's no harm in being fat," said Ruby in a deprecating
|
||
tone. "No, nor in being sleek. I may as well shine as not."
|
||
|
||
"No harm?" retorted Diamond. "Is it no harm to go eating up
|
||
all poor master's oats, and taking up so much of his time
|
||
grooming you, when you only work six hours -- no, not six hours
|
||
a day, and, as I hear, get along no faster than a big dray-horse
|
||
with two tons behind him? -- So they tell me."
|
||
|
||
"Your master's not mine," said Ruby. "I must attend to my
|
||
own master's interests, and eat all that is given me, and be
|
||
sleek and fat as I can, and go no faster than I need."
|
||
|
||
"Now really if the rest of the horses weren't all asleep,
|
||
poor things -- they work till they're tired -- I do believe they
|
||
would get up and kick you out of the stable. You make me ashamed
|
||
of being a horse. You dare to say my master ain't your master!
|
||
That's your gratitude for the way he feeds you and spares you!
|
||
Pray where would your carcass be if it weren't for him?"
|
||
|
||
"He doesn't do it for my sake. If I were his own horse, he
|
||
would work me as hard as he does you."
|
||
|
||
"And I'm proud to be so worked. I wouldn't be as fat as you
|
||
-- not for all you're worth. You're a disgrace to the stable.
|
||
Look at the horse next you. He's something like a horse -- all
|
||
skin and bone. And his master ain't over kind to him either. He
|
||
put a stinging lash on his whip last week. But that old horse
|
||
knows he's got the wife and children to keep -- as well as his
|
||
drunken master -- and he works like a horse. I daresay he
|
||
grudges his master the beer he drinks, but I don't believe he
|
||
grudges anything else."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I don't grudge yours what he gets by me," said Ruby.
|
||
|
||
"Gets!" retorted Diamond. "What he gets isn't worth
|
||
grudging. It comes to next to nothing -- what with your fat and shine.
|
||
|
||
"Well, at least you ought to be thankful you're the better
|
||
for it. You get a two hours' rest a day out of it."
|
||
|
||
"I thank my master for that -- not you, you lazy fellow!
|
||
You go along like a buttock of beef upon castors -- you do."
|
||
|
||
"Ain't you afraid I'll kick, if you go on like that,
|
||
Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"Kick! You couldn't kick if you tried. You might heave your
|
||
rump up half a foot, but for lashing out -- oho! If you did,
|
||
you'd be down on your belly before you could get your legs under
|
||
you again. It's my belief, once out, they'd stick out for ever.
|
||
Talk of kicking! Why don't you put one foot before the other now
|
||
and then when you're in the cab? The abuse master gets for your
|
||
sake is quite shameful. No decent horse would bring it on him.
|
||
Depend upon it, Ruby, no cabman likes to be abused any more than
|
||
his fare. But his fares, at least when you are between the
|
||
shafts, are very much to be excused. Indeed they are."
|
||
|
||
"Well, you see, Diamond, I don't want to go lame again."
|
||
|
||
"I don't believe you were so very lame after all -- there!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, but I was."
|
||
|
||
"Then I believe it was all your own fault. I'm not lame. I
|
||
never was lame in all my life. You don't take care of your legs.
|
||
You never lay them down at night. There you are with your huge
|
||
carcass crushing down your poor legs all night long. You don't
|
||
even care for your own legs -- so long as you can eat, eat, and
|
||
sleep, sleep. You a horse indeed!"
|
||
|
||
"But I tell you I was lame."
|
||
|
||
"I'm not denying there was a puffy look about your
|
||
off-pastern. But my belief is, it wasn't even grease -- it was
|
||
fat."
|
||
|
||
"I tell you I put my foot on one of those horrid stones
|
||
they make the roads with, and it gave my ankle such a twist."
|
||
|
||
"Ankle indeed! Why should you ape your betters? Horses
|
||
ain't got any ankles: they're only pasterns. And so long as you
|
||
don't lift your feet better, but fall asleep between every step,
|
||
you'll run a good chance of laming all your ankles as you call
|
||
them, one after another. It's not your lively horse that comes
|
||
to grief in that way. I tell you I believe it wasn't much, and
|
||
if it was, it was your own fault. There! I've done. I'm going to
|
||
sleep. I'll try to think as well of you as I can. If you would
|
||
but step out a bit and run off a little of your fat!" Here
|
||
Diamond began to double up his knees; but Ruby spoke again, and,
|
||
as young Diamond thought, in a rather different tone.
|
||
|
||
"I say, Diamond, I can't bear to have an honest old horse
|
||
like you think of me like that. I will tell you the truth: it
|
||
was my own fault that I fell lame."
|
||
|
||
"I told you so," returned the other, tumbling against the
|
||
partition as he rolled over on his side to give his legs every
|
||
possible privilege in their narrow circumstances.
|
||
|
||
"I meant to do it, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
At the words, the old horse arose with a scramble like
|
||
thunder, shot his angry head and glaring eye over into Ruby's
|
||
stall, and said --
|
||
|
||
"Keep out of my way, you unworthy wretch, or I'll bite you.
|
||
You a horse! Why did you do that?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I wanted to grow fat."
|
||
|
||
"You grease-tub! Oh! my teeth and tail! I thought you were
|
||
a humbug! Why did you want to get fat? There's no truth to be
|
||
got out of you but by cross-questioning. You ain't fit to be a
|
||
horse."
|
||
|
||
"Because once I am fat, my nature is to keep fat for a long
|
||
time; and I didn't know when master might come home and want to
|
||
see me."
|
||
|
||
"You conceited, good-for-nothing brute! You're only fit for
|
||
the knacker's yard. You wanted to look handsome, did you? Hold
|
||
your tongue, or I'll break my halter and be at you -- with your
|
||
handsome fat!"
|
||
|
||
"Never mind, Diamond. You're a good horse. You can't hurt
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"Can't hurt you! Just let me once try."
|
||
|
||
"No, you can't."
|
||
|
||
"Why then?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I'm an angel."
|
||
|
||
"What's that?"
|
||
|
||
"Of course you don't know."
|
||
|
||
"Indeed I don't."
|
||
|
||
"I know you don't. An ignorant, rude old human horse, like
|
||
you, couldn't know it. But there's young Diamond listening to
|
||
all we're saying; and he knows well enough there are horses in
|
||
heaven for angels to ride upon, as well as other animals, lions
|
||
and eagles and bulls, in more important situations. The horses
|
||
the angels ride, must be angel-horses, else the angels couldn't
|
||
ride upon them. Well, I'm one of them."
|
||
|
||
"You ain't."
|
||
|
||
"Did you ever know a horse tell a lie?"
|
||
|
||
"Never before. But you've confessed to shamming lame."
|
||
|
||
"Nothing of the sort. It was necessary I should grow fat,
|
||
and necessary that good Joseph, your master, should grow lean.
|
||
I could have pretended to be lame, but that no horse, least of
|
||
all an angel-horse would do. So I must be lame, and so I
|
||
sprained my ankle -- for the angel-horses have ankles -- they
|
||
don't talk horse-slang up there -- and it hurt me very much, I
|
||
assure you, Diamond, though you mayn't be good enough to be able
|
||
to believe it."
|
||
|
||
Old Diamond made no reply. He had lain down again, and a
|
||
sleepy snort, very like a snore, revealed that, if he was not
|
||
already asleep, he was past understanding a word that Ruby was
|
||
saying. When young Diamond found this, he thought he might
|
||
venture to take up the dropt shuttlecock of the conversation.
|
||
|
||
"I'm good enough to believe it, Ruby," he said.
|
||
|
||
But Ruby never turned his head, or took any notice of him.
|
||
I suppose he did not understand more of English than just what
|
||
the coachman and stableman were in the habit of addressing him
|
||
with. Finding, however, that his companion made no reply, he
|
||
shot his head over the partition and looking down at him said --
|
||
|
||
"You just wait till to-morrow, and you'll see whether I'm
|
||
speaking the truth or not. -- I declare the old horse is fast
|
||
asleep! -- Diamond! -- No I won't."
|
||
|
||
Ruby turned away, and began pulling at his hayrack in
|
||
silence.
|
||
|
||
Diamond gave a shiver, and looking round saw that the door
|
||
of the stable was open. He began to feel as if he had been
|
||
dreaming, and after a glance about the stable to see if North
|
||
Wind was anywhere visible, he thought he had better go back to
|
||
bed.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIII
|
||
THE PROSPECT BRIGHTENS
|
||
|
||
THE next morning, Diamond's mother said to his father, "I'm not
|
||
quite comfortable about that child again."
|
||
|
||
"Which child, Martha?" asked Joseph. "You've got a choice
|
||
now."
|
||
|
||
"Well, Diamond I mean. I'm afraid he's getting into his
|
||
queer ways again. He's been at his old trick of walking in his
|
||
sleep. I saw him run up the stair in the middle of the night."
|
||
|
||
"Didn't you go after him, wife?"
|
||
|
||
"Of course I did -- and found him fast asleep in his bed.
|
||
It's because he's had so little meat for the last six weeks, I'm
|
||
afraid."
|
||
|
||
"It may be that. I'm very sorry. But if it don't please God
|
||
to send us enough, what am I to do, wife?"
|
||
|
||
"You can't help it, I know, my dear good man," returned
|
||
Martha. "And after all I don't know. I don't see why he
|
||
shouldn't get on as well as the rest of us. There I'm nursing
|
||
baby all this time, and I get along pretty well. I'm sure, to
|
||
hear the little man singing, you wouldn't think there was much
|
||
amiss with him."
|
||
|
||
For at that moment Diamond was singing like a lark in the
|
||
clouds. He had the new baby in his arms, while his mother was
|
||
dressing herself. Joseph was sitting at his breakfast -- a
|
||
little weak tea, dry bread, and very dubious butter -- which
|
||
Nanny had set for him, and which he was enjoying because he was
|
||
hungry. He had groomed both horses, and had got old Diamond
|
||
harnessed ready to put to.
|
||
|
||
"Think of a fat angel, Dulcimer!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
The baby had not been christened yet, but Diamond, in
|
||
reading his Bible, had come upon the word dulcimer, and thought
|
||
it so pretty that ever after he called his sister Dulcimer!
|
||
|
||
"Think of a red, fat angel, Dulcimer!" he repeated; "for
|
||
Ruby's an angel of a horse, Dulcimer. He sprained his ankle and
|
||
got fat on purpose."
|
||
|
||
"What purpose, Diamond?" asked his father.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! that I can't tell. I suppose to look handsome when his
|
||
master comes," answered Diamond. -- "What do you think,
|
||
Dulcimer? It must be for some good, for Ruby's an angel."
|
||
|
||
"I wish I were rid of him, anyhow," said his father; "for
|
||
he weighs heavy on my mind."
|
||
|
||
"No wonder, father: he's so fat," said Diamond. "But you
|
||
needn't be afraid, for everybody says he's in better condition
|
||
than when you had him."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, but he may be as thin as a tin horse before his owner
|
||
comes. It was too bad to leave him on my hands this way."
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps he couldn't help it," suggested Diamond. "I
|
||
daresay he has some good reason for it."
|
||
|
||
"So I should have said," returned his father, "if he had
|
||
not driven such a hard bargain with me at first."
|
||
|
||
"But we don't know what may come of it yet, husband," said
|
||
his wife. "Mr. Raymond may give a little to boot, seeing
|
||
you've had more of the bargain than you wanted or reckoned
|
||
upon."
|
||
|
||
"I'm afraid not: he's a hard man," said Joseph, as he rose
|
||
and went to get his cab out.
|
||
|
||
Diamond resumed his singing. For some time he carolled
|
||
snatches of everything or anything; but at last it settled down
|
||
into something like what follows. I cannot tell where or how he
|
||
got it.
|
||
|
||
Where did you come from, baby dear?
|
||
|
||
Out of the everywhere into here.
|
||
|
||
Where did you get your eyes so blue?
|
||
|
||
Out of the sky as I came through.
|
||
|
||
What makes the light in them sparkle and spin?
|
||
|
||
Some of the starry spikes left in.
|
||
|
||
Where did you get that little tear?
|
||
|
||
I found it waiting when I got here.
|
||
|
||
What makes your forehead so smooth and high?
|
||
|
||
A soft hand stroked it as I went by.
|
||
|
||
What makes your cheek like a warm white rose?
|
||
|
||
I saw something better than any one knows.
|
||
|
||
Whence that three-cornered smile of bliss?
|
||
|
||
Three angels gave me at once a kiss.
|
||
|
||
Where did you get this pearly ear?
|
||
|
||
God spoke, and it came out to hear.
|
||
|
||
Where did you get those arms and hands?
|
||
|
||
Love made itself into hooks and bands.
|
||
|
||
Feet, whence did you come, you darling things?
|
||
|
||
From the same box as the cherubs' wings.
|
||
|
||
How did they all just come to be you?
|
||
|
||
God thought about me, and so I grew.
|
||
|
||
But how did you come to us, you dear?
|
||
|
||
God thought about you, and so I am here.
|
||
|
||
"You never made that song, Diamond," said his mother.
|
||
|
||
"No, mother. I wish I had. No, I don't. That would be to
|
||
take it from somebody else. But it's mine for all that."
|
||
|
||
"What makes it yours?"
|
||
|
||
"I love it so."
|
||
|
||
"Does loving a thing make it yours?"
|
||
|
||
"I think so, mother -- at least more than anything else
|
||
can. If I didn't love baby (which couldn't be, you know) she
|
||
wouldn't be mine a bit. But I do love baby, and baby is my very
|
||
own Dulcimer."
|
||
|
||
"The baby's mine, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"That makes her the more mine, mother."
|
||
|
||
"How do you make that out?"
|
||
|
||
"Because you're mine, mother."
|
||
|
||
"Is that because you love me?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, just because. Love makes the only myness," said
|
||
Diamond.
|
||
|
||
When his father came home to have his dinner, and change
|
||
Diamond for Ruby, they saw him look very sad, and he told them
|
||
he had not had a fare worth mentioning the whole morning.
|
||
|
||
"We shall all have to go to the workhouse, wife," he said.
|
||
|
||
"It would be better to go to the back of the north wind,"
|
||
said Diamond, dreamily, not intending to say it aloud.
|
||
|
||
"So it would," answered his father. "But how are we to get
|
||
there, Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"We must wait till we're taken," returned Diamond.
|
||
|
||
Before his father could speak again, a knock came to the
|
||
door, and in walked Mr. Raymond with a smile on his face. Joseph
|
||
got up and received him respectfully, but not very cordially.
|
||
Martha set a chair for him, but he would not sit down.
|
||
|
||
"You are not very glad to see me," he said to Joseph. "You
|
||
don't want to part with the old horse."
|
||
|
||
"Indeed, sir, you are mistaken there. What with anxiety
|
||
about him, and bad luck, I've wished I were rid of him a
|
||
thousand times. It was only to be for three months, and here
|
||
it's eight or nine."
|
||
|
||
"I'm sorry to hear such a statement," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
"Hasn't he been of service to you?"
|
||
|
||
"Not much, not with his lameness"
|
||
|
||
"Ah!" said Mr. Raymond, hastily -- "you've been laming him
|
||
-- have you? That accounts for it. I see, I see."
|
||
|
||
"It wasn't my fault, and he's all right now. I don't know
|
||
how it happened, but"
|
||
|
||
"He did it on purpose," said Diamond. "He put his foot on
|
||
a stone just to twist his ankle."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that, Diamond?" said his father, turning
|
||
to him. "I never said so, for I could not think how it came."
|
||
|
||
"I heard it -- in the stable," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Let's have a look at him," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"If you'll step into the yard," said Joseph, "I'll bring
|
||
him out."
|
||
|
||
They went, and Joseph, having first taken off his harness,
|
||
walked Ruby into the middle of the yard.
|
||
|
||
"Why," said Mr. Raymond, "you've not been using him well."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what you mean by that, sir. I didn't expect
|
||
to hear that from you. He's sound in wind and limb -- as sound
|
||
as a barrel."
|
||
|
||
"And as big, you might add. Why, he's as fat as a pig! You
|
||
don't call that good usage!"
|
||
|
||
Joseph was too angry to make any answer.
|
||
|
||
"You've not worked him enough, I say. That's not making
|
||
good use of him. That's not doing as you'd be done by."
|
||
|
||
"I shouldn't be sorry if I was served the same, sir."
|
||
|
||
"He's too fat, I say."
|
||
|
||
"There was a whole month I couldn't work him at all, and he
|
||
did nothing but eat his head off. He's an awful eater. I've
|
||
taken the best part of six hours a day out of him since, but I'm
|
||
always afraid of his coming to grief again, and so I couldn't
|
||
make the most even of that. I declare to you, sir, when he's
|
||
between the shafts, I sit on the box as miserable as if I'd
|
||
stolen him. He looks all the time as if he was a bottling up of
|
||
complaints to make of me the minute he set eyes on you again.
|
||
There! look at him now, squinting round at me with one eye! I
|
||
declare to you, on my word, I haven't laid the whip on him more
|
||
than three times."
|
||
|
||
"I'm glad to hear it. He never did want the whip."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't say that, sir. If ever a horse wanted the whip,
|
||
he do. He's brought me to beggary almost with his snail's pace.
|
||
I'm very glad you've come to rid me of him."
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that," said Mr. Raymond. "Suppose I were to
|
||
ask you to buy him of me -- cheap."
|
||
|
||
"I wouldn't have him in a present, sir. I don't like him.
|
||
And I wouldn't drive a horse that I didn't like -- no, not for
|
||
gold. It can't come to good where there's no love between 'em."
|
||
|
||
"Just bring out your own horse, and let me see what sort of
|
||
a pair they'd make."
|
||
|
||
Joseph laughed rather bitterly as he went to fetch Diamond.
|
||
|
||
When the two were placed side by side, Mr. Raymond could
|
||
hardly keep his countenance, but from a mingling of feelings.
|
||
Beside the great, red, round barrel, Ruby, all body and no legs,
|
||
Diamond looked like a clothes-horse with a skin thrown over it.
|
||
There was hardly a spot of him where you could not descry some
|
||
sign of a bone underneath. Gaunt and grim and weary he stood,
|
||
kissing his master, and heeding no one else.
|
||
|
||
"You haven't been using him well," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"I must say," returned Joseph, throwing an arm round his
|
||
horse's neck, "that the remark had better have been spared, sir.
|
||
The horse is worth three of the other now."
|
||
|
||
"I don't think so. I think they make a very nice pair. If
|
||
the one's too fat, the other's too lean -- so that's all right.
|
||
And if you won't buy my Ruby, I must buy your Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir," said Joseph, in a tone implying anything
|
||
but thanks.
|
||
|
||
"You don't seem to like the proposal," said Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
"I don't," returned Joseph. "I wouldn't part with my old
|
||
Diamond for his skin as full of nuggets as it is of bones."
|
||
|
||
"Who said anything about parting with him?"
|
||
|
||
"You did now, sir."
|
||
|
||
"No; I didn't. I only spoke of buying him to make a pair
|
||
with Ruby. We could pare Ruby and patch Diamond a bit. And for
|
||
height, they are as near a match as I care about. Of course you
|
||
would be the coachman -- if only you would consent to be
|
||
reconciled to Ruby."
|
||
|
||
Joseph stood bewildered, unable to answer.
|
||
|
||
"I've bought a small place in Kent," continued Mr. Raymond,
|
||
"and I must have a pair to my carriage, for the roads are hilly
|
||
thereabouts. I don't want to make a show with a pair of
|
||
high-steppers. I think these will just do. Suppose, for a week
|
||
or two, you set yourself to take Ruby down and bring Diamond up.
|
||
If we could only lay a pipe from Ruby's sides into Diamond's, it
|
||
would be the work of a moment. But I fear that wouldn't answer."
|
||
|
||
A strong inclination to laugh intruded upon Joseph's
|
||
inclination to cry, and made speech still harder than before.
|
||
|
||
"I beg your pardon, sir," he said at length. "I've been so
|
||
miserable, and for so long, that I never thought you was only
|
||
a chaffing of me when you said I hadn't used the horses well. I
|
||
did grumble at you, sir, many's the time in my trouble; but
|
||
whenever I said anything, my little Diamond would look at me
|
||
with a smile, as much as to say: 'I know him better than you,
|
||
father;' and upon my word, I always thought the boy must be
|
||
right."
|
||
|
||
"Will you sell me old Diamond, then?"
|
||
|
||
"I will, sir, on one condition -- that if ever you want to
|
||
part with him or me, you give me the option of buying him. I
|
||
could not part with him, sir. As to who calls him his, that's
|
||
nothing; for, as Diamond says, it's only loving a thing that can
|
||
make it yours -- and I do love old Diamond, sir, dearly."
|
||
|
||
"Well, there's a cheque for twenty pounds, which I wrote to
|
||
offer you for him, in case I should find you had done the
|
||
handsome thing by Ruby. Will that be enough?"
|
||
|
||
"It's too much, sir. His body ain't worth it -- shoes and
|
||
all. It's only his heart, sir -- that's worth millions -- but
|
||
his heart'll be mine all the same -- so it's too much, sir."
|
||
|
||
"I don't think so. It won't be, at least, by the time we've
|
||
got him fed up again. You take it and welcome. Just go on with
|
||
your cabbing for another month, only take it out of Ruby and let
|
||
Diamond rest; and by that time I shall be ready for you to go
|
||
down into the country."
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir. thank you. Diamond set you down for a
|
||
friend, sir, the moment he saw you. I do believe that child of
|
||
mine knows more than other people."
|
||
|
||
"I think so, too," said Mr. Raymond as he walked away.
|
||
|
||
He had meant to test Joseph when he made the bargain about
|
||
Ruby, but had no intention of so greatly prolonging the trial.
|
||
He had been taken ill in Switzerland, and had been
|
||
quite unable to return sooner. He went away now highly gratified
|
||
at finding that he had stood the test, and was a true man.
|
||
|
||
Joseph rushed in to his wife who had been standing at the
|
||
window anxiously waiting the result of the long colloquy. When
|
||
she heard that the horses were to go together in double harness,
|
||
she burst forth into an immoderate fit of laughter. Diamond came
|
||
up with the baby in his arms and made big anxious eyes at her,
|
||
saying --
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter with you, mother dear? Do cry a little.
|
||
It will do you good. When father takes ever so small a drop of
|
||
spirits, he puts water to it."
|
||
|
||
"You silly darling!" said his mother; "how could I but
|
||
laugh at the notion of that great fat Ruby going side by side
|
||
with our poor old Diamond?"
|
||
|
||
"But why not, mother? With a month's oats, and nothing to
|
||
do, Diamond'll be nearer Ruby's size than you will father's. I
|
||
think it's very good for different sorts to go together. Now
|
||
Ruby will have a chance of teaching Diamond better manners."
|
||
|
||
"How dare you say such a thing, Diamond?" said his father,
|
||
angrily. "To compare the two for manners, there's no comparison
|
||
possible. Our Diamond's a gentleman."
|
||
|
||
"I don't mean to say he isn't, father; for I daresay some
|
||
gentlemen judge their neighbours unjustly. That's all I mean.
|
||
Diamond shouldn't have thought such bad things of Ruby. He
|
||
didn't try to make the best of him."
|
||
|
||
"How do you know that, pray?"
|
||
|
||
"I heard them talking about it one night."
|
||
|
||
"Who?"
|
||
|
||
"Why Diamond and Ruby. Ruby's an angel."
|
||
|
||
Joseph stared and said no more. For all his new gladness,
|
||
he was very gloomy as he re-harnessed the angel, for he thought
|
||
his darling Diamond was going out of his mind.
|
||
|
||
He could not help thinking rather differently, however,
|
||
when he found the change that had come over Ruby. Considering
|
||
his fat, he exerted himself amazingly, and got over the ground
|
||
with incredible speed. So willing, even anxious, was he to go
|
||
now, that Joseph had to hold him quite tight.
|
||
|
||
Then as he laughed at his own fancies, a new fear came upon
|
||
him lest the horse should break his wind, and Mr. Raymond have
|
||
good cause to think he had not been using him well. He might
|
||
even suppose that he had taken advantage of his new
|
||
instructions, to let out upon the horse some of his pent-up
|
||
dislike; whereas in truth, it had so utterly vanished that he
|
||
felt as if Ruby, too, had been his friend all the time.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIV
|
||
IN THE COUNTRY
|
||
|
||
BEFORE the end of the month, Ruby had got respectably thin, and
|
||
Diamond respectably stout. They really began to look fit for
|
||
double harness.
|
||
|
||
Joseph and his wife got their affairs in order, and
|
||
everything ready for migrating at the shortest notice; and they
|
||
felt so peaceful and happy that they judged all the trouble they
|
||
had gone through well worth enduring. As for Nanny, she had been
|
||
so happy ever since she left the hospital, that she expected
|
||
nothing better, and saw nothing attractive in the notion of the
|
||
country. At the same time, she had not the least idea of what
|
||
the word country meant, for she had never seen anything about
|
||
her but streets and gas-lamps. Besides, she was more attached to
|
||
Jim than to Diamond: Jim was a reasonable being, Diamond in her
|
||
eyes at best only an amiable, over-grown baby, whom no amount of
|
||
expostulation would ever bring to talk sense, not to say think
|
||
it. Now that she could manage the baby as well as he, she judged
|
||
herself altogether his superior. Towards his father and mother,
|
||
she was all they could wish.
|
||
|
||
Diamond had taken a great deal of pains and trouble to find
|
||
Jim, and had at last succeeded through the help of the tall
|
||
policeman, who was glad to renew his acquaintance with the
|
||
strange child. Jim had moved his quarters, and had not heard of
|
||
Nanny's illness till some time after she was taken to the
|
||
hospital, where he was too shy to go and inquire about her. But
|
||
when at length she went to live with Diamond's family, Jim was
|
||
willing enough to go and see her. It was after one of his
|
||
visits, during which they had been talking of her new prospects,
|
||
that Nanny expressed to Diamond her opinion of the country.
|
||
|
||
"There ain't nothing in it but the sun and moon, Diamond."
|
||
|
||
"There's trees and flowers," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, they ain't no count," returned Nanny.
|
||
|
||
"Ain't they? They're so beautiful, they make you happy to
|
||
look at them."
|
||
|
||
"That's because you're such a silly."
|
||
|
||
Diamond smiled with a far-away look, as if he were gazing
|
||
through clouds of green leaves and the vision contented him. But
|
||
he was thinking with himself what more he could do for Nanny;
|
||
and that same evening he went to find Mr. Raymond, for he had
|
||
heard that he had returned to town.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! how do you do, Diamond?" said Mr. Raymond; "I am glad
|
||
to see you."
|
||
|
||
And he was indeed, for he had grown very fond of him. His
|
||
opinion of him was very different from Nanny's.
|
||
|
||
"What do you want now, my child?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"I'm always wanting something, sir," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"Well, that's quite right, so long as what you want is
|
||
right. Everybody is always wanting something; only we don't
|
||
mention it in the right place often enough. What is it now?"
|
||
|
||
"There's a friend of Nanny's, a lame boy, called Jim."
|
||
|
||
"I've heard of him," said Mr. Raymond. "Well?"
|
||
|
||
"Nanny doesn't care much about going to the country, sir."
|
||
|
||
"Well, what has that to do with Jim?"
|
||
|
||
"You couldn't find a corner for Jim to work in -- could
|
||
you, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know that I couldn't. That is, if you can show
|
||
good reason for it."
|
||
|
||
"He's a good boy, sir."
|
||
|
||
"Well, so much the better for him."
|
||
|
||
"I know he can shine boots, sir."
|
||
|
||
"So much the better for us."
|
||
|
||
"You want your boots shined in the country -- don't you,
|
||
sir?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, to be sure."
|
||
|
||
"It wouldn't be nice to walk over the flowers with dirty
|
||
boots -- would it, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"No, indeed."
|
||
|
||
"They wouldn't like it -- would they?"
|
||
|
||
"No, they wouldn't."
|
||
|
||
"Then Nanny would be better pleased to go, sir."
|
||
|
||
"If the flowers didn't like dirty boots to walk over them,
|
||
Nanny wouldn't mind going to the country? Is that it? I don't
|
||
quite see it."
|
||
|
||
"No, sir; I didn't mean that. I meant, if you would take
|
||
Jim with you to clean your boots, and do odd jobs, you know,
|
||
sir, then Nanny would like it better. She's so fond of Jim!"
|
||
|
||
"Now you come to the point, Diamond. I see what you mean,
|
||
exactly. I will turn it over in my mind. Could you bring Jim to
|
||
see me?"
|
||
|
||
"I'll try, sir. But they don't mind me much. They think I'm
|
||
silly," added Diamond, with one of his sweetest smiles.
|
||
|
||
What Mr. Raymond thought, I dare hardly attempt to put down
|
||
here. But one part of it was, that the highest wisdom must ever
|
||
appear folly to those who do not possess it.
|
||
|
||
"I think he would come though -- after dark, you know,"
|
||
Diamond continued. "He does well at shining boots. People's kind
|
||
to lame boys, you know, sir. But after dark, there ain't so much
|
||
doing."
|
||
|
||
Diamond succeeded in bringing Jim to Mr. Raymond, and the
|
||
consequence was that he resolved to give the boy a chance. He
|
||
provided new clothes for both him and Nanny; and upon a certain
|
||
day, Joseph took his wife and three children, and Nanny and Jim,
|
||
by train to a certain station in the county of Kent, where they
|
||
found a cart waiting to carry them and their luggage to The
|
||
Mound, which was the name of Mr. Raymond's new residence. I will
|
||
not describe the varied feelings of the party as they went, or
|
||
when they arrived. All I will say is, that Diamond, who is my
|
||
only care, was full of quiet delight -- a gladness too deep to
|
||
talk about.
|
||
|
||
Joseph returned to town the same night, and the next
|
||
morning drove Ruby and Diamond down, with the carriage behind
|
||
them, and Mr. Raymond and a lady in the carriage. For Mr.
|
||
Raymond was an old bachelor no longer: he was bringing his wife
|
||
with him to live at The Mound. The moment Nanny saw her, she
|
||
recognized her as the lady who had lent her the ruby-ring. That
|
||
ring had been given her by Mr. Raymond.
|
||
|
||
The weather was very hot, and the woods very shadowy. There
|
||
were not a great many wild flowers, for it was getting well
|
||
towards autumn, and the most of the wild flowers rise early to
|
||
be before the leaves, because if they did not, they would never
|
||
get a glimpse of the sun for them. So they have their fun
|
||
over, and are ready to go to bed again by the time the trees are
|
||
dressed. But there was plenty of the loveliest grass and daisies
|
||
about the house, and Diamond's chief pleasure seemed to be to
|
||
lie amongst them, and breathe the pure air. But all the time, he
|
||
was dreaming of the country at the back of the north wind, and
|
||
trying to recall the songs the river used to sing. For this was
|
||
more like being at the back of the north wind than anything he
|
||
had known since he left it. Sometimes he would have his little
|
||
brother, sometimes his little sister, and sometimes both
|
||
of them in the grass with him, and then he felt just like a cat
|
||
with her first kittens, he said, only he couldn't purr -- all he
|
||
could do was to sing.
|
||
|
||
These were very different times from those when he used to
|
||
drive the cab, but you must not suppose that Diamond was idle.
|
||
He did not do so much for his mother now, because Nanny occupied
|
||
his former place; but he helped his father still, both in the
|
||
stable and the harness-room, and generally went with him on the
|
||
box that he might learn to drive a pair, and be ready to open
|
||
the carriage-door. Mr. Raymond advised his father to give him
|
||
plenty of liberty.
|
||
|
||
"A boy like that," he said, "ought not to be pushed."
|
||
|
||
Joseph assented heartily, smiling to himself at the idea of
|
||
pushing Diamond. After doing everything that fell to his share,
|
||
the boy had a wealth of time at his disposal. And a happy,
|
||
sometimes a merry time it was. Only for two months or so, he
|
||
neither saw nor heard anything of North Wind.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXV
|
||
I MAKE DIAMOND'S ACQUAINTANCE
|
||
|
||
MR. RAYMOND'S house was called The Mound, because it stood upon
|
||
a little steep knoll, so smooth and symmetrical that it showed
|
||
itself at once to be artificial. It had, beyond doubt, been
|
||
built for Queen Elizabeth as a hunting tower -- a place, namely,
|
||
from the top of which you could see the country for miles on all
|
||
sides, and so be able to follow with your eyes the flying deer
|
||
and the pursuing hounds and horsemen. The mound had been cast up
|
||
to give a good basement-advantage over the neighbouring heights
|
||
and woods. There was a great quarry-hole not far off, brim-full
|
||
of water, from which, as the current legend stated, the
|
||
materials forming the heart of the mound -- a kind of stone
|
||
unfit for building -- had been dug. The house itself was of
|
||
brick, and they said the foundations were first laid in the
|
||
natural level, and then the stones and earth of the mound were
|
||
heaped about and between them, so that its great height should
|
||
be well buttressed.
|
||
|
||
Joseph and his wife lived in a little cottage a short way
|
||
from the house. It was a real cottage, with a roof of thick
|
||
thatch, which, in June and July, the wind sprinkled with the red
|
||
and white petals it shook from the loose topmost sprays of the rose-
|
||
trees climbing the walls. At first Diamond had a nest under this
|
||
thatch -- a pretty little room with white muslin curtains, but
|
||
afterwards Mr. and Mrs. Raymond wanted to have him for a page in
|
||
the house, and his father and mother were quite pleased to have
|
||
him employed without his leaving them. So he was dressed in a
|
||
suit of blue, from which his pale face and fair hair came out
|
||
like the loveliest blossom, and took up his abode in the house.
|
||
|
||
"Would you be afraid to sleep alone, Diamond?" asked his
|
||
mistress.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know what you mean, ma'am," said Diamond. "I never
|
||
was afraid of anything that I can recollect -- not much, at
|
||
least."
|
||
|
||
"There's a little room at the top of the house -- all
|
||
alone," she returned; "perhaps you would not mind sleeping
|
||
there?"
|
||
|
||
"I can sleep anywhere, and I like best to be high up.
|
||
Should I be able to see out?"
|
||
|
||
"I will show you the place," she answered; and taking him
|
||
by the hand, she led him up and up the oval-winding stair in one
|
||
of the two towers.
|
||
|
||
Near the top they entered a tiny little room, with two
|
||
windows from which you could see over the whole country. Diamond
|
||
clapped his hands with delight.
|
||
|
||
"You would like this room, then, Diamond?" said his
|
||
mistress.
|
||
|
||
"It's the grandest room in the house," he answered. "I
|
||
shall be near the stars, and yet not far from the tops of the
|
||
trees. That's just what I like."
|
||
|
||
I daresay he thought, also, that it would be a nice place for
|
||
North Wind to call at in passing; but he said nothing of that
|
||
sort. Below him spread a lake of green leaves, with glimpses of
|
||
grass here and there at the bottom of it. As he looked down, he
|
||
saw a squirrel appear suddenly, and as suddenly vanish amongst
|
||
the topmost branches.
|
||
|
||
"Aha! little squirrel," he cried, "my nest is built higher
|
||
than yours."
|
||
|
||
"You can be up here with your books as much as you like,"
|
||
said his mistress. "I will have a little bell hung at the door,
|
||
which I can ring when I want you. Half-way down the stair is the
|
||
drawing-room."
|
||
|
||
So Diamond was installed as page, and his new room got
|
||
ready for him.
|
||
|
||
It was very soon after this that I came to know Diamond. I
|
||
was then a tutor in a family whose estate adjoined the little
|
||
property belonging to The Mound. I had made the acquaintance of
|
||
Mr. Raymond in London some time before, and was walking up the
|
||
drive towards the house to call upon him one fine warm evening,
|
||
when I saw Diamond for the first time. He was sitting at the
|
||
foot of a great beech-tree, a few yards from the road, with a
|
||
book on his knees. He did not see me. I walked up behind the
|
||
tree, and peeping over his shoulder, saw that he was reading a
|
||
fairy-book.
|
||
|
||
"What are you reading?" I said, and spoke suddenly, with
|
||
the hope of seeing a startled little face look round at me.
|
||
Diamond turned his head as quietly as if he were only obeying
|
||
his mother's voice, and the calmness of his face rebuked my
|
||
unkind desire and made me ashamed of it.
|
||
|
||
"I am reading the story of the Little Lady and the Goblin
|
||
Prince," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"I am sorry I don't know the story," I returned. "Who is it
|
||
by?"
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Raymond made it."
|
||
|
||
"Is he your uncle?" I asked at a guess.
|
||
|
||
"No. He's my master."
|
||
|
||
"What do you do for him?" I asked respectfully.
|
||
|
||
"Anything he wishes me to do," he answered. "I am busy for
|
||
him now. He gave me this story to read. He wants my opinion upon
|
||
it."
|
||
|
||
"Don't you find it rather hard to make up your mind?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear no! Any story always tells me itself what I'm to
|
||
think about it. Mr. Raymond doesn't want me to say whether it is
|
||
a clever story or not, but whether I like it, and why I like it.
|
||
I never can tell what they call clever from what they call
|
||
silly, but I always know whether I like a story or not."
|
||
|
||
"And can you always tell why you like it or not?"
|
||
|
||
"No. Very often I can't at all. Sometimes I can. I always
|
||
know, but I can't always tell why. Mr. Raymond writes the
|
||
stories, and then tries them on me. Mother does the same when
|
||
she makes jam. She's made such a lot of jam since we came here!
|
||
And she always makes me taste it to see if it'll do. Mother
|
||
knows by the face I make whether it will or not."
|
||
|
||
At this moment I caught sight of two more children
|
||
approaching. One was a handsome girl, the other a pale-faced,
|
||
awkward-looking boy, who limped much on one leg. I withdrew a
|
||
little, to see what would follow, for they seemed in some
|
||
consternation. After a few hurried words, they went off
|
||
together, and I pursued my way to the house, where I was as
|
||
kindly received by Mr. and Mrs. Raymond as I could have desired.
|
||
From them I learned something of Diamond, and was in consequence the
|
||
more glad to find him, when I returned, seated in the same place
|
||
as before.
|
||
|
||
"What did the boy and girl want with you, Diamond?" I
|
||
asked.
|
||
|
||
"They had seen a creature that frightened them."
|
||
|
||
"And they came to tell you about it?"
|
||
|
||
"They couldn't get water out of the well for it. So they
|
||
wanted me to go with them."
|
||
|
||
"They're both bigger than you."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, but they were frightened at it."
|
||
|
||
"And weren't you frightened at it?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"Why?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I'm silly. I'm never frightened at things."
|
||
|
||
I could not help thinking of the old meaning of the word
|
||
silly.
|
||
|
||
"And what was it?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"I think it was a kind of an angel -- a very little one. It
|
||
had a long body and great wings, which it drove about it so fast
|
||
that they grew a thin cloud all round it. It flew backwards and
|
||
forwards over the well, or hung right in the middle, making a
|
||
mist of its wings, as if its business was to take care of the
|
||
water."
|
||
|
||
"And what did you do to drive it away?"
|
||
|
||
"I didn't drive it away. I knew, whatever the creature was,
|
||
the well was to get water out of. So I took the jug, dipped it
|
||
in, and drew the water."
|
||
|
||
"And what did the creature do?"
|
||
|
||
"Flew about."
|
||
|
||
"And it didn't hurt you?"
|
||
|
||
"No. Why should it? I wasn't doing anything wrong."
|
||
|
||
"What did your companions say then?"
|
||
|
||
"They said -- 'Thank you, Diamond. What a dear silly you
|
||
are!' "
|
||
|
||
"And weren't you angry with them?"
|
||
|
||
"No! Why should I? I should like if they would play with me
|
||
a little; but they always like better to go away together when
|
||
their work is over. They never heed me. I don't mind it much,
|
||
though. The other creatures are friendly. They don't run away
|
||
from me. Only they're all so busy with their own work, they
|
||
don't mind me much."
|
||
|
||
"Do you feel lonely, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no! When nobody minds me, I get into my nest, and look
|
||
up. And then the sky does mind me, and thinks about me."
|
||
|
||
"Where is your nest?"
|
||
|
||
He rose, saying, "I will show you," and led me to the other
|
||
side of the tree.
|
||
|
||
There hung a little rope-ladder from one of the lower
|
||
boughs. The boy climbed up the ladder and got upon the bough.
|
||
Then he climbed farther into the leafy branches, and went out of
|
||
sight.
|
||
|
||
After a little while, I heard his voice coming down out of
|
||
the tree.
|
||
|
||
"I am in my nest now," said the voice.
|
||
|
||
"I can't see you," I returned.
|
||
|
||
"I can't see you either, but I can see the first star
|
||
peeping out of the sky. I should like to get up into the sky.
|
||
Don't you think I shall, some day?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I do. Tell me what more you see up there."
|
||
|
||
"I don't see anything more, except a few leaves, and the
|
||
big sky over me. It goes swinging about. The earth is all behind
|
||
my back. There comes another star! The wind is like kisses from
|
||
a big lady. When I get up here I feel as if I were in North
|
||
Wind's arms."
|
||
|
||
This was the first I heard of North Wind.
|
||
|
||
The whole ways and look of the child, so full of quiet
|
||
wisdom, yet so ready to accept the judgment of others in his own
|
||
dispraise, took hold of my heart, and I felt myself wonderfully
|
||
drawn towards him. It seemed to me, somehow, as if little
|
||
Diamond possessed the secret of life, and was himself what he
|
||
was so ready to think the lowest living thing -- an angel of God
|
||
with something special to say or do. A gush of reverence came
|
||
over me, and with a single goodnight, I turned and left him in
|
||
his nest.
|
||
|
||
I saw him often after this, and gained so much of his
|
||
confidence that he told me all I have told you. I cannot pretend
|
||
to account for it. I leave that for each philosophical reader to
|
||
do after his own fashion. The easiest way is that of Nanny and
|
||
Jim, who said often to each other that Diamond had a tile loose.
|
||
But Mr. Raymond was much of my opinion concerning the boy; while
|
||
Mrs. Raymond confessed that she often rang her bell just to have
|
||
once more the pleasure of seeing the lovely stillness of the
|
||
boy's face, with those blue eyes which seemed rather made for
|
||
other people to look into than for himself to look out of.
|
||
|
||
It was plainer to others than to himself that he felt the
|
||
desertion of Nanny and Jim. They appeared to regard him as a
|
||
mere toy, except when they found he could minister to the
|
||
increase of their privileges or indulgences, when they made no
|
||
scruple of using him -- generally with success. They were,
|
||
however, well-behaved to a wonderful degree; while I have little
|
||
doubt that much of their good behaviour was owing to the
|
||
unconscious influence of the boy they called God's baby.
|
||
|
||
One very strange thing is that I could never find out where
|
||
he got some of his many songs. At times they would be but
|
||
bubbles blown out of a nursery rhyme, as was the following,
|
||
which I heard him sing one evening to his little Dulcimer.
|
||
There were about a score of sheep feeding in a paddock near him,
|
||
their white wool dyed a pale rose in the light of the setting
|
||
sun. Those in the long shadows from the trees were dead white;
|
||
those in the sunlight were half glorified with pale rose.
|
||
|
||
Little Bo Peep, she lost her sheep,
|
||
|
||
And didn't know where to find them;
|
||
|
||
They were over the height and out of sight,
|
||
|
||
Trailing their tails behind them.
|
||
|
||
Little Bo Peep woke out of her sleep,
|
||
|
||
Jump'd up and set out to find them:
|
||
|
||
"The silly things, they've got no wings,
|
||
|
||
And they've left their trails behind them:
|
||
|
||
"They've taken their tails, but they've left their trails,
|
||
And so I shall follow and find them;"
|
||
For wherever a tail had dragged a trail,
|
||
The long grass grew behind them.
|
||
|
||
And day's eyes and butter-cups, cow's lips and crow's feet
|
||
Were glittering in the sun.
|
||
She threw down her book, and caught up her crook,
|
||
And after her sheep did run.
|
||
|
||
She ran, and she ran, and ever as she ran,
|
||
The grass grew higher and higher;
|
||
Till over the hill the sun began
|
||
To set in a flame of fire.
|
||
|
||
She ran on still -- up the grassy hill,
|
||
And the grass grew higher and higher;
|
||
When she reached its crown, the sun was down,
|
||
And had left a trail of fire.
|
||
|
||
The sheep and their tails were gone, all gone --
|
||
And no more trail behind them!
|
||
Yes, yes! they were there -- long-tailed and fair,
|
||
But, alas! she could not find them.
|
||
Purple and gold, and rosy and blue,
|
||
With their tails all white behind them,
|
||
Her sheep they did run in the trail of the sun;
|
||
She saw them, but could not find them.
|
||
|
||
After the sun, like clouds they did run,
|
||
But she knew they were her sheep:
|
||
She sat down to cry, and look up at the sky,
|
||
But she cried herself asleep.
|
||
|
||
And as she slept the dew fell fast,
|
||
And the wind blew from the sky;
|
||
And strange things took place that shun the day's face,
|
||
Because they are sweet and shy.
|
||
|
||
Nibble, nibble, crop! she heard as she woke:
|
||
A hundred little lambs
|
||
Did pluck and eat the grass so sweet
|
||
That grew in the trails of their dams.
|
||
|
||
Little Bo Peep caught up her crook,
|
||
And wiped the tears that did blind her.
|
||
And nibble, nibble crop! without a stop"
|
||
The lambs came eating behind her.
|
||
|
||
Home, home she came, both tired and lame,
|
||
With three times as many sheep.
|
||
In a month or more, they'll be as big as before,
|
||
And then she'll laugh in her sleep.
|
||
|
||
But what would you say, if one fine day,
|
||
When they've got their bushiest tails,
|
||
Their grown up game should be just the same,
|
||
And she have to follow their trails?
|
||
|
||
Never weep, Bo Peep, though you lose your sheep,
|
||
And do not know where to find them;
|
||
'Tis after the sun the mothers have run,
|
||
And there are their lambs behind them.
|
||
|
||
I confess again to having touched up a little, but it loses
|
||
far more in Diamond's sweet voice singing it than it gains by a
|
||
rhyme here and there.
|
||
|
||
Some of them were out of books Mr. Raymond had given him.
|
||
These he always knew, but about the others he could seldom tell.
|
||
Sometimes he would say, "I made that one." but generally he
|
||
would say, "I don't know; I found it somewhere;" or "I got it at
|
||
the back of the north wind."
|
||
|
||
One evening I found him sitting on the grassy slope under
|
||
the house, with his Dulcimer in his arms and his little brother
|
||
rolling on the grass beside them. He was chanting in his usual
|
||
way, more like the sound of a brook than anything else I can
|
||
think of. When I went up to them he ceased his chant.
|
||
|
||
"Do go on, Diamond. Don't mind me," I said.
|
||
|
||
He began again at once. While he sang, Nanny and Jim sat a
|
||
little way off, one hemming a pocket-handkerchief, and the other
|
||
reading a story to her, but they never heeded Diamond. This is
|
||
as near what he sang as I can recollect, or reproduce rather.
|
||
|
||
What would you see if I took you up
|
||
To my little nest in the air?
|
||
You would see the sky like a clear blue cup
|
||
Turned upside downwards there.
|
||
|
||
What would you do if I took you there
|
||
To my little nest in the tree?
|
||
My child with cries would trouble the air,
|
||
To get what she could but see.
|
||
|
||
What would you get in the top of the tree
|
||
For all your crying and grief?
|
||
Not a star would you clutch of all you see --
|
||
You could only gather a leaf.
|
||
|
||
But when you had lost your greedy grief,
|
||
Content to see from afar,
|
||
You would find in your hand a withering leaf,
|
||
In your heart a shining star.
|
||
|
||
As Diamond went on singing, it grew very dark, and just as
|
||
he ceased there came a great flash of lightning, that blinded us
|
||
all for a moment. Dulcimer crowed with pleasure; but when the
|
||
roar of thunder came after it, the little brother gave a loud
|
||
cry of terror. Nanny and Jim came running up to us, pale with
|
||
fear. Diamond's face, too, was paler than usual, but
|
||
with delight. Some of the glory seemed to have clung to it, and
|
||
remained shining.
|
||
|
||
"You're not frightened -- are you, Diamond?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"No. Why should I be?" he answered with his usual question,
|
||
looking up in my face with calm shining eyes.
|
||
|
||
"He ain't got sense to be frightened," said Nanny, going up
|
||
to him and giving him a pitying hug.
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps there's more sense in not being frightened,
|
||
Nanny," I returned. "Do you think the lightning can do as it
|
||
likes?"
|
||
|
||
"It might kill you," said Jim.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no, it mightn't!" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
As he spoke there came another great flash, and a tearing
|
||
crack.
|
||
|
||
"There's a tree struck!" I said; and when we looked round,
|
||
after the blinding of the flash had left our eyes, we saw a huge
|
||
bough of the beech-tree in which was Diamond's nest hanging to
|
||
the ground like the broken wing of a bird.
|
||
|
||
"There!" cried Nanny; "I told you so. If you had been up
|
||
there you see what would have happened, you little silly!"
|
||
|
||
"No, I don't," said Diamond, and began to sing to Dulcimer.
|
||
All I could hear of the song, for the other children were going
|
||
on with their chatter, was --
|
||
|
||
The clock struck one,
|
||
|
||
And the mouse came down.
|
||
|
||
Dickery, dickery, dock!
|
||
|
||
Then there came a blast of wind, and the rain followed in
|
||
straight-pouring lines, as if out of a watering-pot. Diamond
|
||
jumped up with his little Dulcimer in his arms, and Nanny
|
||
caught up the little boy, and they ran for the cottage. Jim
|
||
vanished with a double shuffle, and I went into the house.
|
||
|
||
When I came out again to return home, the clouds were gone,
|
||
and the evening sky glimmered through the trees, blue, and
|
||
pale-green towards the west, I turned my steps a little aside to
|
||
look at the stricken beech. I saw the bough torn from the stem,
|
||
and that was all the twilight would allow me to see. While I
|
||
stood gazing, down from the sky came a sound of singing, but the
|
||
voice was neither of lark nor of nightingale: it
|
||
was sweeter than either: it was the voice of Diamond, up in his
|
||
airy nest: --
|
||
|
||
The lightning and thunder,
|
||
|
||
They go and they come;
|
||
|
||
But the stars and the stillness
|
||
|
||
Are always at home.
|
||
|
||
And then the voice ceased.
|
||
|
||
"Good-night, Diamond," I said.
|
||
|
||
"Good-night, sir," answered Diamond.
|
||
|
||
As I walked away pondering, I saw the great black top of
|
||
the beech swaying about against the sky in an upper wind, and
|
||
heard the murmur as of many dim half-articulate voices filling
|
||
the solitude around Diamond's nest.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVI
|
||
DIAMOND QUESTIONS NORTH WIND
|
||
|
||
MY READERS will not wonder that, after this, I did my very best
|
||
to gain the friendship of Diamond. Nor did I find this at all
|
||
difficult, the child was so ready to trust. Upon one subject
|
||
alone was he reticent -- the story of his relations with North
|
||
Wind. I fancy he could not quite make up his mind what to think
|
||
of them. At all events it was some little time before he trusted
|
||
me with this, only then he told me everything. If I could not
|
||
regard it all in exactly the same light as he did, I was, while
|
||
guiltless of the least pretence, fully sympathetic, and he was
|
||
satisfied without demanding of me any theory of difficult points
|
||
involved. I let him see plainly enough, that whatever might be
|
||
the explanation of the marvellous experience, I would have given
|
||
much for a similar one myself.
|
||
|
||
On an evening soon after the thunderstorm, in a late
|
||
twilight, with a half-moon high in the heavens, I came upon
|
||
Diamond in the act of climbing by his little ladder into the
|
||
beech-tree.
|
||
|
||
"What are you always going up there for, Diamond?" I heard
|
||
Nanny ask, rather rudely, I thought.
|
||
|
||
"Sometimes for one thing, sometimes for another, Nanny,"
|
||
answered Diamond, looking skywards as he climbed.
|
||
|
||
"You'll break your neck some day," she said.
|
||
|
||
"I'm going up to look at the moon to-night," he added,
|
||
without heeding her remark.
|
||
|
||
"You'll see the moon just as well down here," she returned.
|
||
|
||
"I don't think so."
|
||
|
||
"You'll be no nearer to her up there."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, yes! I shall. I must be nearer her, you know. I wish
|
||
I could dream as pretty dreams about her as you can, Nanny."
|
||
|
||
"You silly! you never have done about that dream. I never
|
||
dreamed but that one, and it was nonsense enough, I'm sure."
|
||
|
||
"It wasn't nonsense. It was a beautiful dream -- and a
|
||
funny one too, both in one."
|
||
|
||
"But what's the good of talking about it that way, when you
|
||
know it was only a dream? Dreams ain't true."
|
||
|
||
"That one was true, Nanny. You know it was. Didn't you come
|
||
to grief for doing what you were told not to do? And isn't that
|
||
true?"
|
||
|
||
"I can't get any sense into him," exclaimed Nanny, with an
|
||
expression of mild despair. "Do you really believe, Diamond,
|
||
that there's a house in the moon, with a beautiful lady and a
|
||
crooked old man and dusters in it?"
|
||
|
||
"If there isn't, there's something better," he answered,
|
||
and vanished in the leaves over our heads.
|
||
|
||
I went into the house, where I visited often in the
|
||
evenings. When I came out, there was a little wind blowing, very
|
||
pleasant after the heat of the day, for although it was late
|
||
summer now, it was still hot. The tree-tops were swinging about
|
||
in it. I took my way past the beech, and called up to see if
|
||
Diamond were still in his nest in its rocking head.
|
||
|
||
"Are you there, Diamond?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, sir," came his clear voice in reply.
|
||
|
||
"Isn't it growing too dark for you to get down safely?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no, sir -- if I take time to it. I know my way so
|
||
well, and never let go with one hand till I've a good hold with
|
||
the other."
|
||
|
||
"Do be careful," I insisted -- foolishly, seeing the boy
|
||
was as careful as he could be already.
|
||
|
||
"I'm coming," he returned. "I've got all the moon I want
|
||
to-night."
|
||
|
||
I heard a rustling and a rustling drawing nearer and
|
||
nearer. Three or four minutes elapsed, and he appeared at length
|
||
creeping down his little ladder. I took him in my arms, and set
|
||
him on the ground.
|
||
|
||
"Thank you, sir," he said. "That's the north wind blowing,
|
||
isn't it, sir?"
|
||
|
||
"I can't tell," I answered. "It feels cool and kind, and I
|
||
think it may be. But I couldn't be sure except it were stronger,
|
||
for a gentle wind might turn any way amongst the trunks of the
|
||
trees."
|
||
|
||
"I shall know when I get up to my own room," said Diamond.
|
||
"I think I hear my mistress's bell. Good-night, sir."
|
||
|
||
He ran to the house, and I went home.
|
||
|
||
His mistress had rung for him only to send him to bed, for
|
||
she was very careful over him and I daresay thought he was not
|
||
looking well. When he reached his own room, he opened both his
|
||
windows, one of which looked to the north and the other to the
|
||
east, to find how the wind blew. It blew right in at the
|
||
northern window. Diamond was very glad, for he thought perhaps
|
||
North Wind herself would come now: a real
|
||
north wind had never blown all the time since he left London.
|
||
But, as she always came of herself, and never when he was
|
||
looking for her, and indeed almost never when he was thinking of
|
||
her, he shut the east window, and went to bed. Perhaps some of
|
||
my readers may wonder that he could go to sleep with such an
|
||
expectation; and, indeed, if I had not known him, I should have
|
||
wondered at it myself; but it was one of his peculiarities, and
|
||
seemed nothing strange in him. He was so full of quietness that
|
||
he could go to sleep almost any time, if he only composed
|
||
himself and let the sleep come. This time he went fast asleep as
|
||
usual.
|
||
|
||
But he woke in the dim blue night. The moon had vanished.
|
||
He thought he heard a knocking at his door. "Somebody wants me,"
|
||
he said to himself, and jumping out of bed, ran to open it.
|
||
|
||
But there was no one there. He closed it again, and, the
|
||
noise still continuing, found that another door in the room was
|
||
rattling. It belonged to a closet, he thought, but he had never
|
||
been able to open it. The wind blowing in at the window must be
|
||
shaking it. He would go and see if it was so.
|
||
|
||
The door now opened quite easily, but to his surprise,
|
||
instead of a closet he found a long narrow room. The moon, which
|
||
was sinking in the west, shone in at an open window at the
|
||
further end. The room was low with a coved ceiling, and occupied
|
||
the whole top of the house, immediately under the roof. It was
|
||
quite empty. The yellow light of the half-moon streamed over the
|
||
dark floor. He was so delighted at the discovery of the strange,
|
||
desolate, moonlit place close to his own snug little room, that
|
||
he began to dance and skip about the floor. The wind came in
|
||
through the door he had left open,
|
||
and blew about him as he danced, and he kept turning towards it
|
||
that it might blow in his face. He kept picturing to himself the
|
||
many places, lovely and desolate, the hill-sides and farm-yards
|
||
and tree-tops and meadows, over which it had blown on its way to
|
||
The Mound. And as he danced, he grew more and more delighted
|
||
with the motion and the wind; his feet grew stronger, and his
|
||
body lighter, until at length it seemed as if he were borne up
|
||
on the air, and could almost fly. So strong did his feeling
|
||
become, that at last he began to doubt whether he was not in one
|
||
of those precious dreams he had so often had, in which he
|
||
floated about on the air at will. But something made him look
|
||
up, and to his unspeakable delight, he found his uplifted hands
|
||
lying in those of North Wind, who was dancing with him, round
|
||
and round the long bare room, her hair now falling to the floor,
|
||
now filling the arched ceiling, her eyes shining on him like
|
||
thinking stars, and the sweetest of grand smiles playing
|
||
breezily about her beautiful mouth. She was, as so often before,
|
||
of the height of a rather tall lady. She did not stoop in order
|
||
to dance with him, but held his hands high in hers. When he saw
|
||
her, he gave one spring, and his arms were about her neck, and
|
||
her arms holding him to her bosom. The same moment she swept
|
||
with him through the open window in at which the moon was
|
||
shining, made a circuit like a bird about to alight, and settled
|
||
with him in his nest on the top of the great beech-tree. There
|
||
she placed him on her lap and began to hush him as if he were
|
||
her own baby, and Diamond was so entirely happy that he did not
|
||
care to speak a word. At length, however, he found that he was
|
||
going to sleep, and that would be to lose so much, that,
|
||
pleasant as it was, he could not consent.
|
||
|
||
"Please, dear North Wind," he said, "I am so happy that I'm
|
||
afraid it's a dream. How am I to know that it's not a dream?"
|
||
|
||
"What does it matter?" returned North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"I should, cry" said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"But why should you cry? The dream, if it is a dream, is a
|
||
pleasant one -- is it not?"
|
||
|
||
"That's just why I want it to be true."
|
||
|
||
"Have you forgotten what you said to Nanny about her
|
||
dream?"
|
||
|
||
"It's not for the dream itself -- I mean, it's not for the
|
||
pleasure of it," answered Diamond, "for I have that, whether it
|
||
be a dream or not; it's for you, North Wind; I can't bear to
|
||
find it a dream, because then I should lose you. You would be
|
||
nobody then, and I could not bear that. You ain't a dream, are
|
||
you, dear North Wind? Do say No, else I shall cry, and come
|
||
awake, and you'll be gone for ever. I daren't dream about you
|
||
once again if you ain't anybody."
|
||
|
||
"I'm either not a dream, or there's something better that's
|
||
not a dream, Diamond," said North Wind, in a rather sorrowful
|
||
tone, he thought.
|
||
|
||
"But it's not something better -- it's you I want, North
|
||
Wind," he persisted, already beginning to cry a little.
|
||
|
||
She made no answer, but rose with him in her arms and
|
||
sailed away over the tree-tops till they came to a meadow, where
|
||
a flock of sheep was feeding.
|
||
|
||
"Do you remember what the song you were singing a week ago
|
||
says about Bo-Peep -- how she lost her sheep, but got twice as
|
||
many lambs?" asked North Wind, sitting down on the grass, and
|
||
placing him in her lap as before.
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes, I do, well enough," answered Diamond; "but I never
|
||
just quite liked that rhyme."
|
||
|
||
"Why not, child?"
|
||
|
||
"Because it seems to say one's as good as another, or two
|
||
new ones are better than one that's lost. I've been thinking
|
||
about it a great deal, and it seems to me that although any one
|
||
sixpence is as good as any other sixpence, not twenty lambs
|
||
would do instead of one sheep whose face you knew. Somehow, when
|
||
once you've looked into anybody's eyes, right deep down into
|
||
them, I mean, nobody will do for that one any more.
|
||
Nobody, ever so beautiful or so good, will make up for that one
|
||
going out of sight. So you see, North Wind, I can't help being
|
||
frightened to think that perhaps I am only dreaming, and you are
|
||
nowhere at all. Do tell me that you are my own, real, beautiful
|
||
North Wind."
|
||
|
||
Again she rose, and shot herself into the air, as if uneasy
|
||
because she could not answer him; and Diamond lay quiet in her
|
||
arms, waiting for what she would say. He tried to see up into
|
||
her face, for he was dreadfully afraid she was not answering him
|
||
because she could not say that she was not a dream; but she had
|
||
let her hair fall all over her face so that he could not see it.
|
||
This frightened him still more.
|
||
|
||
"Do speak, North Wind," he said at last.
|
||
|
||
"I never speak when I have nothing to say," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"Then I do think you must be a real North Wind, and no
|
||
dream," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"But I'm looking for something to say all the time."
|
||
|
||
"But I don't want you to say what's hard to find. If you
|
||
were to say one word to comfort me that wasn't true, then I
|
||
should know you must be a dream, for a great beautiful lady like
|
||
you could never tell a lie."
|
||
|
||
"But she mightn't know how to say what she had to say, so
|
||
that a little boy like you would understand it," said North
|
||
Wind. "Here, let us get down again, and I will try to tell you
|
||
what I think. You musn't suppose I am able to answer all your
|
||
questions, though. There are a great many things I don't
|
||
understand more than you do."
|
||
|
||
She descended on a grassy hillock, in the midst of a wild
|
||
furzy common. There was a rabbit-warren underneath, and some of
|
||
the rabbits came out of their holes, in the moonlight,
|
||
looking very sober and wise, just like patriarchs standing in
|
||
their tent-doors, and looking about them before going to bed.
|
||
When they saw North Wind, instead of turning round and vanishing
|
||
again with a thump of their heels, they cantered slowly up to
|
||
her and snuffled all about her with their long upper lips, which
|
||
moved every way at once. That was their way of kissing her; and,
|
||
as she talked to Diamond, she would every now and then stroke
|
||
down their furry backs, or lift and play with their long ears.
|
||
They would, Diamond thought, have leaped upon her lap, but that
|
||
he was there already.
|
||
|
||
"I think," said she, after they had been sitting silent for
|
||
a while, "that if I were only a dream, you would not have been
|
||
able to love me so. You love me when you are not with me, don't
|
||
you?"
|
||
|
||
"Indeed I do," answered Diamond, stroking her hand. "I see!
|
||
I see! How could I be able to love you as I do if you weren't
|
||
there at all, you know? Besides, I couldn't be able to dream
|
||
anything half so beautiful all out of my own head; or if I did,
|
||
I couldn't love a fancy of my own like that, could I?"
|
||
|
||
"I think not. You might have loved me in a dream, dreamily,
|
||
and forgotten me when you woke, I daresay, but not loved me like
|
||
a real being as you love me. Even then, I don't think you could
|
||
dream anything that hadn't something real like it somewhere. But
|
||
you've seen me in many shapes, Diamond: you remember I was a
|
||
wolf once -- don't you?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes -- a good wolf that frightened a naughty drunken
|
||
nurse."
|
||
|
||
"Well, suppose I were to turn ugly, would you rather I
|
||
weren't a dream then?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; for I should know that you were beautiful inside all
|
||
the same. You would love me, and I should love you all the same.
|
||
I shouldn't like you to look ugly, you know. But I shouldn't
|
||
believe it a bit."
|
||
|
||
"Not if you saw it?"
|
||
|
||
"No, not if I saw it ever so plain."
|
||
|
||
"There's my Diamond! I will tell you all I know about it
|
||
then. I don't think I am just what you fancy me to be. I have to
|
||
shape myself varous ways to various people. But the heart of me
|
||
is true. People call me by dreadful names, and think they know
|
||
all about me. But they don't. Sometimes
|
||
they call me Bad Fortune, sometimes Evil Chance, sometimes Ruin;
|
||
and they have another name for me which they think the most
|
||
dreadful of all."
|
||
|
||
"What is that?" asked Diamond, smiling up in her face.
|
||
|
||
"I won't tell you that name. Do you remember having to go
|
||
through me to get into the country at my back?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh yes, I do. How cold you were, North Wind! and so white,
|
||
all but your lovely eyes! My heart grew like a lump of ice, and
|
||
then I forgot for a while."
|
||
|
||
"You were very near knowing what they call me then. Would
|
||
you be afraid of me if you had to go through me again?"
|
||
|
||
"No. Why should I? Indeed I should be glad enough, if it
|
||
was only to get another peep of the country at your back."
|
||
|
||
"You've never seen it yet."
|
||
|
||
"Haven't I, North Wind? Oh! I'm so sorry! I thought I had.
|
||
What did I see then?"
|
||
|
||
"Only a picture of it. The real country at my real back is
|
||
ever so much more beautiful than that. You shall see it one day
|
||
-- perhaps before very long."
|
||
|
||
"Do they sing songs there?"
|
||
|
||
"Don't you remember the dream you had about the little boys
|
||
that dug for the stars?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, that I do. I thought you must have had something to
|
||
do with that dream, it was so beautiful."
|
||
|
||
"Yes; I gave you that dream."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! thank you. Did you give Nanny her dream too -- about
|
||
the moon and the bees?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes. I was the lady that sat at the window of the moon."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, thank you. I was almost sure you had something to
|
||
do with that too. And did you tell Mr. Raymond the story about
|
||
the Princess Daylight?"
|
||
|
||
"I believe I had something to do with it. At all events he
|
||
thought about it one night when he couldn't sleep. But I want to
|
||
ask you whether you remember the song the boy-angels sang in
|
||
that dream of yours."
|
||
|
||
"No. I couldn't keep it, do what I would, and I did try."
|
||
|
||
"That was my fault."
|
||
|
||
"How could that be, North Wind?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I didn't know it properly myself, and so I
|
||
couldn't teach it to you. I could only make a rough guess at
|
||
something like what it would be, and so I wasn't able to make
|
||
you dream it hard enough to remember it. Nor would I have done
|
||
so if I could, for it was not correct. I made you dream pictures
|
||
of it, though. But you will hear the very song itself when you
|
||
do get to the back of ----"
|
||
|
||
"My own dear North Wind," said Diamond, finishing the
|
||
sentence for her, and kissing the arm that held him leaning
|
||
against her.
|
||
|
||
"And now we've settled all this -- for the time, at least,"
|
||
said North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"But I can't feel quite sure yet," said Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"You must wait a while for that. Meantime you may be
|
||
hopeful, and content not to be quite sure. Come now, I will take
|
||
you home again, for it won't do to tire you too much."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, no, no. I'm not the least tired," pleaded Diamond.
|
||
|
||
"It is better, though."
|
||
|
||
"Very well; if you wish it," yielded Diamond with a sigh.
|
||
|
||
"You are a dear good, boy" said North Wind. "I will come
|
||
for you again to-morrow night and take you out for a
|
||
longer time. We shall make a little journey together, in fact.
|
||
We shall start earlier. and as the moon will be, later, we shall
|
||
have a little moonlight all the way.
|
||
|
||
She rose, and swept over the meadow and the trees. In a few
|
||
moments the Mound appeared below them. She sank a little, and
|
||
floated in at the window of Diamond's room. There she laid him
|
||
on his bed, covered him over, and in a moment he was lapt in a
|
||
dreamless sleep.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVII
|
||
ONCE MORE
|
||
|
||
THE next night Diamond was seated by his open window, with his
|
||
head on his hand, rather tired, but so eagerly waiting for the
|
||
promised visit that he was afraid he could not sleep. But he
|
||
started suddenly, and found that he had been already asleep. He
|
||
rose, and looking out of the window saw something white against
|
||
his beech-tree. It was North Wind. She was holding by one hand
|
||
to a top branch. Her hair and her garments went floating away
|
||
behind her over the tree, whose top was swaying about while the
|
||
others were still.
|
||
|
||
"Are you ready, Diamond?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," answered Diamond, "quite ready."
|
||
|
||
In a moment she was at the window, and her arms came in and
|
||
took him. She sailed away so swiftly that he could at first mark
|
||
nothing but the speed with which the clouds above and the dim
|
||
earth below went rushing past. But soon he began to see that the
|
||
sky was very lovely, with mottled clouds all about the moon, on
|
||
which she threw faint colours like those of mother-of-pearl, or
|
||
an opal. The night was warm, and in the lady's arms he did not
|
||
feel the wind which down below was making waves in the ripe
|
||
corn, and ripples on the rivers and
|
||
lakes. At length they descended on the side of an open earthy
|
||
hill, just where, from beneath a stone, a spring came bubbling
|
||
out.
|
||
|
||
"I am going to take you along this little brook," said
|
||
North Wind. "I am not wanted for anything else to-night, so I
|
||
can give you a treat."
|
||
|
||
She stooped over the stream and holding Diamond down close
|
||
to the surface of it, glided along level with its flow as it ran
|
||
down the hill. And the song of the brook came up into
|
||
Diamond's ears, and grew and grew and changed with every turn.
|
||
It seemed to Diamond to be singing the story of its life to him.
|
||
And so it was. It began with a musical tinkle which changed to
|
||
a babble and then to a gentle rushing. Sometimes its song would
|
||
almost cease, and then break out again, tinkle, babble, and
|
||
rush, all at once. At the bottom of the hill they came to a
|
||
small river, into which the brook flowed with a muffled but
|
||
merry sound. Along the surface of the river, darkly clear below
|
||
them in the moonlight, they floated; now, where it widened out
|
||
into a little lake, they would hover for a moment over a bed of
|
||
water-lilies, and watch them swing about, folded in sleep, as
|
||
the water on which they leaned swayed in the presence of North
|
||
Wind; and now they would watch the fishes asleep among their
|
||
roots below. Sometimes she would hold Diamond over a deep hollow
|
||
curving into the bank, that he might look far into the cool
|
||
stillness. Sometimes she would leave the river and sweep across
|
||
a clover-field. The bees were all at home, and the clover was
|
||
asleep. Then she would return and follow the river. It grew
|
||
wider and wider as it went. Now the armies of wheat and of oats
|
||
would hang over its rush from the opposite banks; now the
|
||
willows would dip low branches in its still waters; and now it
|
||
would lead them through stately trees and grassy banks into a
|
||
lovely garden, where the roses and lilies were asleep, the
|
||
tender flowers quite folded up, and only a few wide-awake and
|
||
sending out their life in sweet, strong odours. Wider and wider
|
||
grew the stream, until they came upon boats lying along its
|
||
banks, which rocked a little in the flutter of North Wind's
|
||
garments. Then came houses on the banks, each standing in a
|
||
lovely lawn, with grand trees; and in parts the river was so
|
||
high that some of the grass and the
|
||
roots of some of the trees were under water, and Diamond, as
|
||
they glided through between the stems, could see the grass at
|
||
the bottom of the water. Then they would leave the river and
|
||
float about and over the houses, one after another -- beautiful
|
||
rich houses, which, like fine trees, had taken centuries to
|
||
grow. There was scarcely a light to be seen, and not a movement
|
||
to be heard: all the people in them lay fast asleep.
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"What a lot of dreams they must be dreaming!" said Diamond.
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"Yes," returned North Wind. "They can't surely be all lies
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-- can they?"
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"I should think it depends a little on who dreams them,"
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suggested Diamond.
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"Yes," said North Wind. "The people who think lies, and do
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lies, are very likely to dream lies. But the people who love
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what is true will surely now and then dream true things. But
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then something depends on whether the dreams are home-grown, or
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whether the seed of them is blown over somebody else's
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garden-wall. Ah! there's some one awake in this house!"
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They were floating past a window in which a light was
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burning. Diamond heard a moan, and looked up anxiously in North
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Wind's face.
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"It's a lady," said North Wind. "She can't sleep for pain."
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"Couldn't you do something for her?" said Diamond.
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"No, I can't. But you could."
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"What could I do?"
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"Sing a little song to her."
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"She wouldn't hear me."
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"I will take you in, and then she will hear you."
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"But that would be rude, wouldn't it? You can go where
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you please, of course, but I should have no business in her
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room."
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"You may trust me, Diamond. I shall take as good care of
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the lady as of you. The window is open. Come."
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By a shaded lamp, a lady was seated in a white wrapper,
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trying to read, but moaning every minute. North Wind floated
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behind her chair, set Diamond down, and told him to sing
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something. He was a little frightened, but he thought a while,
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and then sang: --
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The sun is gone down,
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And the moon's in the sky;
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But the sun will come up,
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And the moon be laid by.
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The flower is asleep
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But it is not dead;
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When the morning shines,
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It will lift its head.
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When winter comes,
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It will die -- no, no;
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It will only hide
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From the frost and the snow.
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Sure is the summer,
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Sure is the sun;
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The night and the winter
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Are shadows that run.
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The lady never lifted her eyes from her book, or her head
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from her hand.
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As soon as Diamond had finished, North Wind lifted him and
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carried him away.
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"Didn't the lady hear me?" asked Diamond when they were
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once more floating down the river.
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"Oh, yes, she heard you," answered North Wind.
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"Was she frightened then?"
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"Oh, no."
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"Why didn't she look to see who it was?"
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"She didn't know you were there."
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"How could she hear me then?"
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"She didn't hear you with her ears."
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"What did she hear me with?"
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"With her heart."
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"Where did she think the words came from?"
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"She thought they came out of the book she was reading. She
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will search all through it to-morrow to find them, and won't be
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able to understand it at all."
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"Oh, what fun!" said Diamond. "What will she do?"
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"I can tell you what she won't do: she'll never forget the
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meaning of them; and she'll never be able to remember the words
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of them."
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"If she sees them in Mr. Raymond's book, it will puzzle
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her, won't it?"
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"Yes, that it will. She will never be able to understand
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it."
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"Until she gets to the back of the north wind," suggested
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Diamond.
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"Until she gets to the back of the north wind," assented
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the lady.
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"Oh!" cried Diamond, "I know now where we are. Oh! do let
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me go into the old garden, and into mother's room, and Diamond's
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stall. I wonder if the hole is at the back of my bed still. I
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should like to stay there all the rest of the night. It won't
|
||
take you long to get home from here, will it, North Wind?"
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||
|
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"No," she answered; "you shall stay as long as you like."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, how jolly," cried Diamond, as North Wind sailed over
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the house with him, and set him down on the lawn at the back.
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||
|
||
Diamond ran about the lawn for a little while in the
|
||
moonlight. He found part of it cut up into flower-beds, and the
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||
little summer-house with the coloured glass and the great
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||
elm-tree gone. He did not like this, and ran into the stable.
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||
There were no horses there at all. He ran upstairs. The rooms
|
||
were empty. The only thing left that he cared about was the hole
|
||
in the wall where his little bed had stood; and that was not
|
||
enough to make him wish to stop. He ran down the stair again,
|
||
and out upon the lawn. There he threw himself down and began to
|
||
cry. It was all so dreary and lost!
|
||
|
||
"I thought I liked the place so much," said Diamond to
|
||
himself, "but I find I don't care about it. I suppose it's only
|
||
the people in it that make you like a place, and when they're
|
||
gone, it's dead, and you don't care a bit about it. North Wind
|
||
told me I might stop as long as I liked, and I've stopped longer
|
||
already. North Wind!" he cried aloud, turning his face towards
|
||
the sky.
|
||
|
||
The moon was under a cloud, and all was looking dull and
|
||
dismal. A star shot from the sky, and fell in the grass beside
|
||
him. The moment it lighted, there stood North Wind.
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" cried Diamond, joyfully, "were you the shooting
|
||
star?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, my child."
|
||
|
||
"Did you hear me call you then?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"So high up as that?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; I heard you quite well."
|
||
|
||
"Do take me home."
|
||
|
||
"Have you had enough of your old home already?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, more than enough. It isn't a home at all now."
|
||
|
||
"I thought that would be it," said North Wind. "Everything,
|
||
dreaming and all, has got a soul in it, or else it's worth
|
||
nothing, and we don't care a bit about it. Some of our thoughts
|
||
are worth nothing, because they've got no soul in them. The
|
||
brain puts them into the mind, not the mind into the brain."
|
||
|
||
"But how can you know about that, North Wind? You haven't
|
||
got a body."
|
||
|
||
"If I hadn't you wouldn't know anything about me. No
|
||
creature can know another without the help of a body. But I
|
||
don't care to talk about that. It is time for you to go home."
|
||
|
||
So saying, North Wind lifted Diamond and bore him away.
|
||
|
||
CHAPTER XXXVIII
|
||
AT THE BACK OF THE NORTH WIND
|
||
|
||
I DID not see Diamond for a week or so after this, and then he
|
||
told me what I have now told you. I should have been astonished
|
||
at his being able even to report such conversations as he said
|
||
he had had with North Wind, had I not known already that some
|
||
children are profound in metaphysics. But a fear crosses me,
|
||
lest, by telling so much about my friend, I should lead people
|
||
to mistake him for one of those consequential, priggish little
|
||
monsters, who are always trying to say clever things, and
|
||
looking to see whether people appreciate them. When a child like
|
||
that dies, instead of having a silly book written about him, he
|
||
should be stuffed like one of those awful big-headed fishes you
|
||
see in museums. But Diamond never troubled his head about what
|
||
people thought of him. He never set up for knowing better than
|
||
others. The wisest things he said came out when he wanted one to
|
||
help him with some difficulty he was in. He was not even
|
||
offended with Nanny and Jim for calling him a silly. He supposed
|
||
there was something in it, though he could not quite understand
|
||
what. I suspect however that the other name they gave him, God's
|
||
Baby, had some share in reconciling him to it.
|
||
|
||
Happily for me, I was as much interested in metaphysics as
|
||
Diamond himself, and therefore, while he recounted his
|
||
conversations with North Wind, I did not find myself at all in
|
||
a strange sea, although certainly I could not always feel the
|
||
bottom, being indeed convinced that the bottom was miles away.
|
||
|
||
"Could it be all dreaming, do you think, sir?" he asked
|
||
anxiously.
|
||
|
||
"I daren't say, Diamond," I answered. "But at least there
|
||
is one thing you may be sure of, that there is a still better
|
||
love than that of the wonderful being you call North Wind. Even
|
||
if she be a dream, the dream of such a beautiful creature could
|
||
not come to you by chance."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I know," returned Diamond; "I know."
|
||
|
||
Then he was silent, but, I confess, appeared more
|
||
thoughtful than satisfied.
|
||
|
||
The next time I saw him, he looked paler than usual.
|
||
|
||
"Have you seen your friend again?" I asked him.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," he answered, solemnly.
|
||
|
||
"Did she take you out with her?"
|
||
|
||
"No. She did not speak to me. I woke all at once, as I
|
||
generally do when I am going to see her, and there she was
|
||
against the door into the big room, sitting just as I saw her
|
||
sit on her own doorstep, as white as snow, and her eyes as blue
|
||
as the heart of an iceberg. She looked at me, but never moved or
|
||
spoke."
|
||
|
||
"Weren't you afraid?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"No. Why should I have been?" he answered. "I only felt a
|
||
little cold."
|
||
|
||
"Did she stay long?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't know. I fell asleep again. I think I have been
|
||
rather cold ever since though," he added with a smile.
|
||
|
||
I did not quite like this, but I said nothing.
|
||
|
||
Four days after, I called again at the Mound. The maid who
|
||
opened the door looked grave, but I suspected nothing. When I
|
||
reached the drawing-room, I saw Mrs. Raymond had been crying.
|
||
|
||
"Haven't you heard?" she said, seeing my questioning looks.
|
||
|
||
"I've heard nothing," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"This morning we found our dear little Diamond lying on the
|
||
floor of the big attic-room, just outside his own door -- fast
|
||
asleep, as we thought. But when we took him up, we did not think
|
||
he was asleep. We saw that ----"
|
||
|
||
Here the kind-hearted lady broke out crying afresh.
|
||
|
||
"May I go and see him?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," she sobbed. "You know your way to the top of the
|
||
tower."
|
||
|
||
I walked up the winding stair, and entered his room. A
|
||
lovely figure, as white and almost as clear as alabaster, was
|
||
lying on the bed. I saw at once how it was. They thought he was
|
||
dead. I knew that he had gone to the back of the north wind.
|
||
|
||
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