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1904
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THE SEA-WOLF
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by Jack London
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CHAPTER ONE.
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I SCARCELY KNOW WHERE to begin, though I sometimes facetiously place
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the cause of it all to Charley Furuseth's credit. He kept a summer
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cottage in Mill Valley, under the shadow of Mount Tamalpais, and never
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occupied it except when he loafed through the winter months and read
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Nietzsche and Schopenhauer to rest his brain. When summer came on,
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he elected to sweat out a hot and dusty existence in the city and to
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toil incessantly. Had it not been my custom to run up to see him every
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Saturday afternoon and to stop over till Monday morning, this
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particular January Monday morning would not have found me afloat on
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San Francisco Bay.
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Not but that I was afloat in a safe craft, for the Martinez was a
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new ferry-steamer, making her fourth or fifth trip on the run
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between Sausalito and San Francisco. The danger lay in the heavy fog
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which blanketed the bay, and of which, as a landsman, I had little
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apprehension. In fact, I remember the placid exaltation with which I
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took up my position on the forward upper deck, directly beneath the
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pilot-house, and allowed the mystery of the fog to lay hold of my
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imagination. A fresh breeze was blowing, and for a time I was alone in
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the moist obscurity; yet not alone, for I was dimly conscious of the
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presence of the pilot, and of what I took to be the captain, in the
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glass house above my head.
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I remember thinking how comfortable it was, this division of labor
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which made it unnecessary for me to study fogs, winds, tides, and
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navigation in order to visit my friend who lived across an arm of
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the sea. It was good that men should be specialists, I mused. The
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peculiar knowledge of the pilot and captain sufficed for many
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thousands of people who knew no more of the sea and navigation than
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I knew. On the other hand, instead of having to devote my energy to
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the learning of a multitude of things, I concentrated it upon a few
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particular things, such as, for instance, the analysis of Poe's
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place in American literature, an essay of mine, by the way, in the
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current 'Atlantic.' Coming aboard, as I passed through the cabin, I
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had noticed with greedy eyes a stout gentleman reading the 'Atlantic,'
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which was open at my very essay. And there it was again, the
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division of labor, the special knowledge of the pilot and captain
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which permitted the stout gentleman to read my special knowledge on
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Poe while they carried him safely from Sausalito to San Francisco.
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A red-faced man, slamming the cabin door behind him and stumping out
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on the deck, interrupted my reflections, though I made a mental note
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of the topic for use in a projected essay which I had thought of
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calling 'The Necessity for Freedom: A Plea for the Artist.' The
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red-faced man shot a glance up at the pilot-house, gazed around at the
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fog, stumped across the deck and back (he evidently had artificial
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legs), and stood still by my side, legs wide apart and with an
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expression of keen enjoyment on his face. I was not wrong when I
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decided that his days had been spent on the sea.
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'It's nasty weather like this here that turns heads gray before
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their time,' he said, with a nod toward the pilot-house.
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'I had not thought there was any particular strain,' I answered. 'It
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seems as simple as a-b-c. They know the direction by compass, the
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distance, and the speed. I should not call it anything more than
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mathematical certainty.'
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'Strain!' he snorted. 'Simple as a-b-c! Mathematical certainty!'
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He seemed to brace himself up and lean backward against the air as
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he stared at me. 'How about this here tide that's rushin' out
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through the Golden Gate?' he demanded, or bellowed, rather. 'How
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fast is she ebbin'? What's the drift, eh? Listen to that, will you!
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A bell-buoy, and we're atop of it! See 'em alterin' the course!'
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From out of the fog came the mournful tolling of a bell, and I could
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see the pilot turning the wheel with great rapidity. The bell, which
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had seemed straight ahead, was now sounding from the side. Our own
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whistle was blowing hoarsely, and from time to time the sound of other
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whistles came to us from out of the fog.
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'That's a ferryboat of some sort,' the newcomer said, indicating a
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whistle off to the right. 'And there! D'ye hear that? Blown by
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mouth. Some scow schooner, most likely. Better watch out, Mr.
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Schooner-man. Ah, I thought so.'
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The unseen ferryboat was blowing blast after blast, and the
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mouth-blown horn was tooting in terror-stricken fashion.
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'And now they're payin' their respects to each other and tryin' to
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get clear,' the red-faced man went on, as the hurried whistling
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ceased.
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His face was shining, his eyes flashing with excitement, as he
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translated into articulate language the speech of the horns and
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sirens. 'That's a steam-siren a-goin' it over there to the left. And
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you hear that fellow with a frog in his throat- a steam-schooner, as
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near as I can judge, crawlin' in from the Heads against the tide.'
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A shrill little whistle, piping as if gone mad, came from directly
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ahead and from very near at hand. Gongs sounded on the Martinez. Our
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paddlewheels stopped, their pulsing beat died away, and then they
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started again. The shrill little whistle, like the chirping of a
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cricket amid the cries of great beasts, shot through the fog from more
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to the side and swiftly grew faint and fainter. I looked to my
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companion for enlightenment.
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'One of them daredevil launches,' he said. 'I almost wish we'd
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sunk him, the little rip! They're the cause of more trouble. And
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what good are they? Any jackass gets aboard one and thinks he can
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run it, blowin' his whistle to beat the band and tellin' the rest of
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the world to look out for him because he's comin' and can't look out
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for himself. Because he's comin'! And you've got to look out, too.
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Right of way! Common decency! They don't know the meanin' of it!'
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I felt quite amused at his unwarranted choler, and while he
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stumped moodily up and down I fell to dwelling upon the romance of the
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fog. And romantic it certainly was- the fog, like the gray shadow of
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infinite mystery, brooding over the whirling speck of earth; and
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men, mere motes of light and sparkle, cursed with an insane relish for
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work, riding their steeds of wood and steel through the heart of the
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mystery, groping their way blindly through the unseen, and clamoring
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and clanging in confident speech the while their hearts are heavy with
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incertitude and fear.
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The voice of my companion brought me back to myself with a laugh. I,
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too, had been groping and floundering, the while I thought I rode
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clear-eyed through the mystery.
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'Hello! Somebody comin' our way,' he was saying. 'And d'ye hear
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that? He's comin' fast. Walkin' right along. Guess he don't hear us
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yet. Wind's in wrong direction.'
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The fresh breeze was blowing right down upon us, and I could hear
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the whistle plainly, off to one side and a little ahead.
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'Ferryboat?' I asked.
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He nodded, then added: 'Or he wouldn't be keepin' up such a clip.'
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He gave a short chuckle. 'They're gettin' anxious up there.'
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I glanced up. The captain had thrust his head and shoulders out of
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the pilot-house and was staring intently into the fog, as though by
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sheer force of will he could penetrate it. His face was anxious, as
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was the face of my companion, who had stumped over to the rail and was
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gazing with a like intentness in the direction of the invisible
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danger.
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Then everything happened, and with inconceivable rapidity. The fog
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seemed to break away as though split by a wedge, and the bow of a
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steamboat emerged, trailing fog-wreaths on each side like seaweed on
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the snout of Leviathan. I could see the pilot-house and a
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white-bearded man leaning partly out of it, on his elbows. He was clad
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in a blue uniform, and I remember noting how trim and quiet he was.
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His quietness, under the circumstances, was terrible. He accepted
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Destiny, marched hand in hand with it, and coolly measured the stroke.
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As he leaned there, he ran a calm and speculative eye over us, as
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though to determine the precise point of the collision, and took no
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notice whatever when our pilot, white with rage, shouted, 'Now
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you've done it!'
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'Grab hold of something and hang on!' the red-faced man said to
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me. All his bluster had gone, and he seemed to have caught the
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contagion of preternatural calm. 'And listen to the women scream,'
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he said grimly, almost bitterly, I thought, as though he had been
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through the experience before.
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The vessels came together before I could follow his advice. We
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must have been struck squarely amidships, for I saw nothing, the
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strange steamboat having passed beyond my line of vision. The Martinez
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heeled over sharply, and there was a crashing and rending of timber. I
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was thrown flat on the wet deck, and before I could scramble to my
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feet I heard the screams of the women. This it was, I am certain,- the
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most indescribable of bloodcurdling sounds,- that threw me into a
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panic. I remembered the life-preservers stored in the cabin, but was
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met at the door and swept backward by a wild rush of men and women.
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What happened in the next few minutes I do not recollect, though I
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have a clear remembrance of pulling down life-preservers from the
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overhead racks while the red-faced man fastened them about the
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bodies of an hysterical group of women. This memory is as distinct and
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sharp as that of any picture I have seen. It is a picture, and I can
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see it now- the jagged edges of the hole in the side of the cabin,
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through which the gray fog swirled and eddied; the empty upholstered
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seats, littered with all the evidences of sudden flight, such as
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packages, hand-satchels, umbrellas, and wraps; the stout gentleman who
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had been reading my essay, incased in cork and canvas, the magazine
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still in his hand, and asking me with monotonous insistence if I
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thought there was any danger; the red-faced man stumping gallantly
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around on his artificial legs and buckling life-preservers on all
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comers; and, finally, the screaming bedlam of women.
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This it was, the screaming of the women, that most tried my
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nerves. It must have tried, too, the nerves of the red-faced man,
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for I have another picture which will never fade from my mind. The
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stout gentleman is stuffing the magazine into his overcoat pocket
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and looking on curiously. A tangled mass of women, with drawn, white
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faces and open mouths, is shrieking like a chorus of lost souls; and
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the red-faced man, his face now purplish with wrath, and with arms
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extended overhead, as in the act of hurling thunderbolts, is shouting,
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'Shut up! Oh, shut up!'
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I remember the scene impelled me to sudden laughter, and in the next
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instant I realized that I was becoming hysterical myself; for these
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were women, of my own kind, like my mother and sisters, with the
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fear of death upon them and unwilling to die. And I remember that
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the sounds they made reminded me of the squealing of pigs under the
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knife of the butcher, and I was struck with horror at the vividness of
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the analogy. These women, capable of the most sublime emotions, of the
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tenderest sympathies, were open-mouthed and screaming. They wanted
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to live; they were helpless, like rats in a trap, and they screamed.
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The horror of it drove me out on deck. I was feeling sick and
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squeamish, and sat down on a bench. In a hazy way I saw and heard
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men rushing and shouting as they strove to lower the boats. It was
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just as I had read descriptions of such scenes in books. The tackles
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jammed. Nothing worked. One boat lowered away with the plugs out,
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filled with women and children and then with water, and capsized.
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Another boat had been lowered by one end and still hung in the
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tackle by the other end where it had been abandoned. Nothing was to be
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seen of the strange steamboat which had caused the disaster, though
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I heard men saying that she would undoubtedly send boats to our
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assistance.
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I descended to the lower deck. The Martinez was sinking fast, for
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the water was very near. Numbers of the passengers were leaping
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overboard. Others, in the water, were clamoring to be taken aboard
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again. No one heeded them. A cry arose that we were sinking. I was
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seized by the consequent panic, and went over the side in a surge of
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bodies. How I went over I do not know, though I did know, and
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instantly, why those in the water were so desirous of getting back
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on the steamer. The water was cold- so cold that it was painful. The
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pang, as I plunged into it, was as quick and sharp as that of fire. It
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bit to the marrow. It was like the grip of death. I gasped with the
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anguish and shock of it, filling my lungs before the life-preserver
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popped me to the surface. The taste of the salt was strong in my
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mouth, and I was strangling with the acrid stuff in my throat and
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lungs.
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But it was the cold that was most distressing. I felt that I could
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survive but a few minutes. People were struggling and floundering in
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the water about me. I could hear them crying out to one another. And I
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heard, also, the sound of oars. Evidently the strange steamboat had
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lowered its boats. As the time went by I marveled that I was still
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alive. I had no sensation whatever in my lower limbs, while a chilling
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numbness was wrapping about my heart and creeping into it. Small
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waves, with spiteful foaming crests, continually broke over me and
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into my mouth, sending me off into more strangling paroxysms.
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The noises grew indistinct, though I heard a final and despairing
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chorus of screams in the distance and knew that the Martinez had
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gone down. Later,- how much later I have no knowledge,- I came to
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myself with a start of fear. I was alone, I could hear no calls or
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cries- only the sound of the waves, made weirdly hollow and
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reverberant by the fog. A panic in a crowd, which partakes of a sort
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of community of interest, is not so terrible as a panic when one is by
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oneself; and such a panic I now suffered. Whither was I drifting?
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The red-faced man had said that the tide was ebbing through the Golden
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Gate. Was I, then, being carried out to sea? And the life-preserver in
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which I floated? was it not liable to go to pieces at any moment? I
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had heard of such things being made of paper and hollow rushes,
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which quickly became saturated and lost all buoyancy. I could not swim
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a stroke, and I was alone, floating, apparently, in the midst of a
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gray primordial vastness. I confess that a madness seized me, that I
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shrieked aloud as the women had shrieked, and beat the water with my
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numb hands.
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How long this lasted I have no conception, for a blankness
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intervened, of which I remember no more than one remembers of troubled
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and painful sleep. When I aroused, it was as after centuries of
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time, and I saw, almost above me and emerging from the fog, the bow of
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a vessel and three triangular sails, each shrewdly lapping the other
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and filled with wind. Where the bow cut the water there was a great
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foaming and gurgling, and I seemed directly in its path. I tried to
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cry out, but was too exhausted. The bow plunged down, just missing
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me and sending a swash of water clear over my head. Then the long
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black side of the vessel began slipping past, so near that I could
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have touched it with my hands. I tried to reach it, in a mad resolve
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to claw into the wood with my nails; but my arms were heavy and
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lifeless. Again I strove to call out, but made no sound.
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The stern of the vessel shot by, dropping, as it did so, into a
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hollow between the waves; and I caught a glimpse of a man standing
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at a wheel, and of another man who seemed to be doing little else than
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smoke a cigar. I saw the smoke issuing from his lips as he slowly
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turned his head and glanced out over the water in my direction. It was
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a careless, unpremeditated glance, one of those haphazard things men
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do when they have no immediate call to do anything in particular,
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but act because they are alive and must do something.
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But life and death were in that glance. I could see the vessel being
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swallowed up in the fog; I saw the back of the man at the wheel, and
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the head of the other man turning, slowly turning, as his gaze
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struck the water and casually lifted along it toward me. His face wore
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an absent expression, as of deep thought, and I became afraid that
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if his eyes did light upon me he would nevertheless not see me. But
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his eyes did light upon me, and looked squarely into mine; and he
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did see me, for he sprang to the wheel, thrusting the other man aside,
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and whirled it round and round, hand over hand, at the same time
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shouting orders of some sort. The vessel seemed to go off at a tangent
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to its former course and to leap almost instantly from view into the
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fog.
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I felt myself slipping into unconsciousness, and tried with all
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the power of my will to fight above the suffocating blankness and
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darkness that was rising around me. A little later I heard the
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stroke of oars, growing nearer and nearer, and the calls of a man.
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When he was very near I heard him crying, in vexed fashion: 'Why in-
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don't you sing out?'
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This meant me, I thought, and then the blankness and darkness rose
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over me.
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CHAPTER TWO.
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I SEEMED SWINGING IN A mighty rhythm through orbit vastness.
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Sparkling points of light spluttered and shot past me. They were
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stars, I knew, and flaring comets, that peopled my flight among the
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suns. As I reached the limit of my swing and prepared to rush back
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on the counter-swing, a great gong struck, and thundered and
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reverberated through abysmal space. For an immeasurable period,
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quiescent, lapped in the rippling of placid centuries, I enjoyed and
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pondered my tremendous flight.
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But a change came over the face of the dream, for a dream I told
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myself it must be. My rhythm grew shorter and shorter. I was jerked
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from swing to counter-swing with irritating haste. I could scarcely
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catch my breath, so fiercely was I impelled through the heavens. The
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gong thundered more frequently and more furiously. I grew to await
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it with a nameless dread. Then it seemed as though I were being
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dragged over rasping sands, white and hot in the sun. This gave
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place to a sense of intolerable anguish. My skin was scorching in
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the torment of fire. The gong clanged and knelled. The sparkling
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points of light flashed past me in an interminable stream, as though
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the whole sidereal system were dropping into the void. I gasped,
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caught my breath painfully, and opened my eyes. Two men were
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kneeling beside me, working over me. My mighty rhythm was the lift and
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forward plunge of a ship on the sea. The terrific gong was a
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frying-pan, hanging on the wall, that rattled and clattered with
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each leap of the ship. The rasping, scorching sands were a man's
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hard hands chafing my naked chest. I squirmed under the pain of it and
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half lifted my head. My chest was raw and red, and I could see tiny
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blood-globules starting through the torn and inflamed cuticle.
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'That'll do, Yonson,' one of the men said. 'Carn't yer see you've
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bloomin' well rubbed all the gent's skin off?'
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The man addressed as Yonson, a man of the heavy Scandinavian type,
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ceased chafing me and arose awkwardly to his feet. The man who had
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spoken to him was clearly a Cockney, with the clean lines and weakly
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pretty, almost effeminate, face of the man who has absorbed the
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sound of Bow Bells with his mother's milk. A draggled muslin cap on
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his head, and a dirty gunny-sack about his slim hips, proclaimed him
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cook of the decidedly dirty ship's galley in which I found myself.
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'An' 'ow yer feelin' now, sir?' he asked, with the subservient smirk
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which comes only of generations of tip-seeking ancestors.
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For reply, I twisted weakly into a sitting posture, and was helped
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by Yonson to my feet. The rattle and bang of the frying-pan was
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grating horribly on my nerves. I could not collect my thoughts.
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Clutching the woodwork of the galley for support,- and I confess the
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grease with which it was scummed put my teeth on edge,- I reached
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across a hot cooking-range to the offending utensil, unhooked it,
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and wedged it securely into the coal-box.
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The cook grinned at my exhibition of nerves, and thrust into my hand
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a steaming mug with an ''Ere, this'll do yer good.'
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It was a nauseous mess,- ship's coffee,- but the heat of it was
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revivifying. Between gulps of the molten stuff I glanced down at my
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raw and bleeding chest and turned to the Scandinavian.
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'Thank you, Mr. Yonson,' I said; 'but don't you think your
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measures were rather heroic?'
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It was because he understood the reproof of my action, rather than
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of my words, that he held up his palm for inspection. It was
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remarkably calloused. I passed my hand over the horny projections, and
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my teeth went on edge once more from the horrible rasping sensation
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produced.
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'My name is Johnson, not Yonson,' he said in very good, though slow,
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English, with no more than a shade of accent to it.
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There was mild protest in his pale-blue eyes, and, withal, a timid
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frankness and manliness that quite won me to him.
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'Thank you, Mr. Johnson,' I corrected, and reached out my hand for
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his.
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He hesitated, awkward and bashful, shifted his weight from one leg
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to the other, then blunderingly gripped my hand in a hearty shake.
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'Have you any dry clothes I may put on?' I asked the cook.
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'Yes, sir,' he answered, with cheerful alacrity. 'I'll run down
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an' tyke a look over my kit, if you've no objections, sir, to
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wearin' my things.'
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He dived out of the galley door, or glided, rather, with a swiftness
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and smoothness of gait that struck me as being not so much cat-like as
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oily. In fact, this oiliness, or greasiness, as I was later to
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learn, was probably the most salient expression of his personality.
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'And where am I?' I asked Johnson, whom I took, and rightly, to be
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one of the sailors. 'What vessel is this? And where is she bound?'
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'Off the Farralones, heading about sou'west,' he answered slowly and
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methodically, as though groping for his best English, and rigidly
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observing the order of my queries. 'The schooner Ghost; bound
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seal-hunting to Japan.'
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'And who is the captain? I must see him as soon as I am dressed?'
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Johnson looked puzzled and embarrassed. He hesitated while he groped
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in his vocabulary and framed a complete answer. 'The cap'n is Wolf
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Larsen, or so men call him. I never heard his other name. But you
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better speak soft with him. He is mad this morning. The mate-'
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But he did not finish. The cook had glided in.
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'Better sling yer 'ook out of 'ere, Yonson,' he said. 'The Old
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Man'll be wantin' yer on deck, an' this ayn't no d'y to fall foul of
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'im.'
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Johnson turned obediently to the door, at the same time, over the
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cook's shoulder, favoring me with an amazingly solemn and portentous
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wink, as though to emphasize his interrupted remark and the need for
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me to be soft-spoken with the captain.
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Hanging over the cook's arm was a loose and crumpled array of
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evil-looking and sour-smelling garments.
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'They was put aw'y wet, sir,' he vouchsafed explanation. 'But you'll
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'ave to make them do while I dry yours out by the fire.'
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Clinging to the woodwork, staggering with the roll of the ship,
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and aided by the cook, I managed to slip into a rough woolen
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undershirt. On the instant my flesh was creeping and crawling from the
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harsh contact. He noticed my involuntary twitching and grimacing,
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and smirked:
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'I only 'ope yer don't ever 'ave to get used to such as that in this
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life, 'cos you've got a bloomin' soft skin, that you 'ave, more like a
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lydy's than any I know of. I was bloomin' well sure you was a
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gentleman as soon as I set eyes on yer.'
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I had taken a dislike to him at the first, and as he helped to dress
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me this dislike increased. There was something repulsive about his
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touch. I shrank from his hand; my flesh revolted. And between this and
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the smells arising from various pots boiling and bubbling on the
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galley fire, I was in haste to get out into the fresh air. Further,
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there was the need of seeing the captain about what arrangements could
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be made for getting me ashore.
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A cheap cotton shirt, with frayed collar and a bosom discolored with
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what I took to be ancient bloodstains, was put on me amidst a
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running and apologetic fire of comment. A pair of workman's brogans
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incased my feet, and for trousers I was furnished with a pair of
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pale-blue, washed-out overalls, one leg of which was fully ten
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inches shorter than the other. The abbreviated leg looked as though
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the devil had there clutched for the Cockney's soul and missed the
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shadow for the substance.
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'And whom have I to thank for this kindness?' I asked, when I
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stood completely arrayed, a tiny boy's cap on my head, and for coat
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a dirty, striped cotton jacket which ended at the small of my back,
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and the sleeves of which reached just below my elbows.
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The cook drew himself up in smugly humble fashion, a deprecating
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smirk on his face. Out of my experience with stewards on the
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Atlantic liners at the end of the voyage, I could have sworn he was
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waiting for his tip. From my fuller knowledge of the creature I now
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know that the posture was unconscious. An hereditary servility, no
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doubt, was responsible.
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'Mugridge, sir,' he fawned, his effeminate features running into a
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greasy smile. 'Thomas Mugridge, sir, an' at yer service.'
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'All right, Thomas,' I said. 'I shall not forget you- when my
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clothes are dry.'
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A soft light suffused his face, and his eyes glistened, as though
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somewhere in the deeps of his being his ancestors had quickened and
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stirred with dim memories of tips received in former lives.
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'Thank you, sir,' he said very gratefully and very humbly indeed.
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Precisely in the way that the door slid back, he slid aside, and I
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stepped out on deck. I was still weak from my prolonged immersion. A
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puff of wind caught me, and I staggered across the moving deck to a
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|
corner of the cabin, to which I clung for support. The schooner,
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|
heeled over far out from the perpendicular, was bowing and plunging
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|
into the long Pacific roll. If she were heading southwest, as
|
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Johnson had said, the wind, then, I calculated, was blowing nearly
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|
from the south. The fog was gone, and in its place the sun sparkled
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crisply on the surface of the water. I turned to the east, where I
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|
knew California must lie, but could see nothing save low-lying
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|
fog-banks- the same fog, doubtless, that had brought about the
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|
disaster to the Martinez and placed me in my present situation. To the
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|
north, not far away, a group of naked rocks thrust above the sea, on
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one of which I could distinguish a lighthouse. In the southwest, and
|
|
almost in our course, I saw the pyramidal loom of some vessel's sails.
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Having completed my survey of the horizon, I turned to my more
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|
immediate surroundings. My first thought was that a man who had come
|
|
through a collision and rubbed shoulders with death merited more
|
|
attention than I received. Beyond a sailor at the wheel, who stared
|
|
curiously across the top of the cabin, I attracted no notice whatever.
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|
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|
Everybody seemed interested in what was going on amidships. There,
|
|
on a hatch, a large man was lying on his back. He was fully clothed,
|
|
though his shirt was ripped open in front. Nothing was to be seen of
|
|
his chest, however, for it was covered with a mass of black hair, in
|
|
appearance like the furry coat of a dog. His face and neck were hidden
|
|
beneath a black beard, intershot with gray, which would have been
|
|
stiff and bushy had it not been limp and draggled and dripping with
|
|
water. His eyes were closed, and he was apparently unconscious; but
|
|
his mouth was wide open, his breast heaving as though from suffocation
|
|
as he labored noisily for breath. A sailor, from time to time and
|
|
quite methodically, as a matter of routine, dropped a canvas bucket
|
|
into the ocean at the end of a rope, hauled it in hand under hand, and
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|
sluiced its contents over the prostrate man.
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|
Pacing back and forth the length of the hatchway, and savagely
|
|
chewing the end of a cigar, was the man whose casual glance had
|
|
rescued me from the sea. His height was probably five feet ten inches,
|
|
or ten and a half; but my first impression or feel of the man was
|
|
not of this, but of his strength. And yet, while he was of massive
|
|
build, with broad shoulders and deep chest, I could not characterize
|
|
his strength as massive. It was what might be termed a sinewy,
|
|
knotty strength, of the kind we ascribe to lean and wiry men, but
|
|
which, in him, because of his heavy build, partook more of the
|
|
enlarged gorilla order. Not that in appearance he seemed in the
|
|
least gorilla-like. What I am striving to express is this strength
|
|
itself, more as a thing apart from his physical semblance. It was a
|
|
strength we are wont to associate with things primitive, with wild
|
|
animals and the creatures we imagine our tree-dwelling prototypes to
|
|
have been- a strength savage, ferocious, alive in itself, the
|
|
essence of life in that it is the potency of motion, the elemental
|
|
stuff itself out of which the many forms of life have been molded.
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|
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|
Such was the impression of strength I gathered from this man who
|
|
paced up and down. He was firmly planted on his legs; his feet
|
|
struck the deck squarely and with surety: every movement of a
|
|
muscle, from the heave of the shoulders to the tightening of the
|
|
lips about the cigar, was decisive and seemed to come out of a
|
|
strength that was excessive and overwhelming. In fact, though this
|
|
strength pervaded every action of his, it seemed but the advertisement
|
|
of a greater strength that lurked within, that lay dormant and no more
|
|
than stirred from time to time, but which might arouse at any
|
|
moment, terrible and compelling, like the rage of a lion or the
|
|
wrath of a storm.
|
|
|
|
The cook stuck his head out of the galley door and grinned
|
|
encouragingly at me, at the same time jerking his thumb in the
|
|
direction of the man who paced up and down by the hatchway. Thus I was
|
|
given to understand that he was the captain, the 'Old Man,' in the
|
|
cook's vernacular, the person whom I must interview and put to the
|
|
trouble of somehow getting me ashore. I had half started forward, to
|
|
get over with what I was certain would be a stormy quarter of an hour,
|
|
when a more violent suffocating paroxysm seized the unfortunate person
|
|
who was lying on his back. He writhed about convulsively. The chin,
|
|
with the damp black beard, pointed higher in the air as the back
|
|
muscles stiffened and the chest swelled in an unconscious and
|
|
instinctive effort to get more air.
|
|
|
|
The captain, or Wolf Larsen, as men called him, ceased pacing, and
|
|
gazed down at the dying man. So fierce had this final struggle
|
|
become that the sailor paused in the act of flinging more water over
|
|
him, and stared curiously, the canvas bucket partly tilted and
|
|
dripping its contents to the deck. The dying man beat a tattoo on
|
|
the hatch with his heels, straightened out his legs, stiffened in
|
|
one great, tense effort, and rolled his head from side to side. Then
|
|
the muscles relaxed, the head stopped rolling, and a sigh, as of
|
|
profound relief, floated upward from his lips. The jaw dropped, the
|
|
upper lip lifted, and two rows of tobacco-discolored teeth appeared.
|
|
It seemed as though his features had frozen into a diabolical grin
|
|
at the world he had left and outwitted.
|
|
|
|
Then a most surprising thing occurred. The captain broke loose
|
|
upon the dead man like a thunderclap. Oaths rolled from his lips in
|
|
a continuous stream. And they were not namby-pamby oaths, or mere
|
|
expressions of indecency. Each word was a blasphemy, and there were
|
|
many words. They crisped and crackled like electric sparks. I had
|
|
never heard anything like it in my life, nor could I have conceived it
|
|
possible. With a turn for literary expression myself, and a penchant
|
|
for forcible figures and phrases, I appreciated as no other
|
|
listener, I dare say, the peculiar vividness and strength and absolute
|
|
blasphemy of his metaphors. The cause of it all, as near as I could
|
|
make out, was that the man, who was mate, had gone on a debauch before
|
|
leaving San Francisco, and then had the poor taste to die at the
|
|
beginning of the voyage and leave Wolf Larsen short-handed.
|
|
|
|
It should be unnecessary to state, at least to my friends, that I
|
|
was shocked. Oaths and vile language of any sort had always been
|
|
unutterably repellent to me. I felt a wilting sensation, a sinking
|
|
at the heart, and, I might just as well say, a giddiness. To me
|
|
death had always been invested with solemnity and dignity. It had been
|
|
peaceful in its occurrence, sacred in its ceremonial. But death in its
|
|
more sordid and terrible aspects was a thing with which I had been
|
|
unacquainted till now. As I say, while I appreciated the power of
|
|
the terrific denunciation that swept out of Wolf Larsen's mouth, I was
|
|
inexpressibly shocked. But the dead man continued to grin
|
|
unconcernedly with a sardonic humor, a cynical mockery and defiance.
|
|
He was master of the situation.
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|
|
|
CHAPTER THREE.
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|
|
WOLF LARSEN CEASED SWEARING as suddenly as he had begun. He
|
|
relighted his cigar and glanced around. His eyes chanced upon the
|
|
cook.
|
|
|
|
'Well, Cooky?' he began, with a suaveness that was cold and of the
|
|
temper of steel.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, sir,' the cook eagerly interpolated, with appeasing and
|
|
apologetic servility.
|
|
|
|
'Don't you think you've stretched that neck of yours just about
|
|
enough? It's unhealthy, you know. The mate's gone, so I can't afford
|
|
to lose you, too. You must be very, very careful of your health,
|
|
Cooky. Understand?'
|
|
|
|
His last word, in striking contrast with the smoothness of his
|
|
previous utterance, snapped like the lash of a whip. The cook
|
|
quailed under it.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, sir,' was the meek reply, as the offending head disappeared
|
|
into the galley.
|
|
|
|
At this rebuke the rest of the crew became uninterested and fell
|
|
to work at one task or another. A number of men, however, who were
|
|
lounging about a companionway between the galley and the hatch, and
|
|
who did not seem to be sailors, continued talking in low tones with
|
|
one another. These, I afterward learned, were the hunters, the men who
|
|
shot the seals, and a very superior breed to common sailor-folk.
|
|
|
|
'Johansen!' Wolf Larsen called out. A sailor stepped forward
|
|
obediently. 'Get your palm and needle and sew the beggar up. You'll
|
|
find some old canvas in the sail-locker. Make it do.'
|
|
|
|
'What'll I put on his feet, sir?' the man asked, after the customary
|
|
'Aye, aye, sir.'
|
|
|
|
'We'll see to that,' Wolf Larsen answered, and elevated his voice in
|
|
a cal of 'Cooky!'
|
|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge popped out of his galley like a jack-in-the-box.
|
|
|
|
'Go below and fill a sack with coal.'
|
|
|
|
'Any of you fellows got a Bible or prayer-book?' was the captain's
|
|
next demand, this time of the hunters lounging about the companionway.
|
|
|
|
They shook their heads, and some one made a jocular remark which I
|
|
did not catch, but which raised a general laugh.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen made the same demand of the sailors. Bibles and
|
|
prayer-books seemed scarce articles, but one of the men volunteered to
|
|
pursue the quest among the watch below, returning in a minute with the
|
|
information that 'they ain't none.'
|
|
|
|
The captain shrugged his shoulders. 'Then we'll drop him over
|
|
without any palavering, unless our clerical-looking castaway has the
|
|
burial service at sea by heart.'
|
|
|
|
By this time he had swung fully around and was facing me.
|
|
|
|
'You're a preacher, aren't you?' he asked.
|
|
|
|
The hunters- there were six of them- to a man turned and regarded
|
|
me. I was painfully aware of my likeness to a scarecrow. A laugh
|
|
went up at my appearance- a laugh that was not lessened or softened by
|
|
the dead man stretched and grinning on the deck before us; a laugh
|
|
that was as rough and harsh and frank as the sea itself; that arose
|
|
out of coarse feelings and blunted sensibilities, from natures that
|
|
knew neither courtesy nor gentleness.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen did not laugh, though his gray eyes lighted with a
|
|
slight glint of amusement; and in that moment, having stepped
|
|
forward quite close to him, I received my first impression of the
|
|
man himself- of the man as apart from his body and from the torrent of
|
|
blasphemy I had heard. The face, with large features and strong lines,
|
|
of the square order, yet well filled out, was apparently massive at
|
|
first sight; but again, as with the body, the massiveness seemed to
|
|
vanish and a conviction to grow of a tremendous and excessive mental
|
|
or spiritual strength that lay behind, sleeping, in the deeps of his
|
|
being. The jaw, the chin, the brow rising to a goodly height and
|
|
swelling heavily above the eyes- these, while strong in themselves,
|
|
unusually strong, seemed to speak an immense vigor or virility of
|
|
spirit that lay behind and beyond and out of sight. There was no
|
|
sounding such a spirit, no measuring, no determining of metes and
|
|
bounds, or neatly classifying in some pigeonhole with others of
|
|
similar type.
|
|
|
|
The eyes- and it was my destiny to know them well- were large and
|
|
handsome, wide apart, as the true artist's are wide, sheltering
|
|
under a heavy brow and arched over by thick black eyebrows. The eyes
|
|
themselves were of that baffling protean gray which is never twice the
|
|
same; which runs through many shades and colorings like intershot silk
|
|
in sunshine; which is gray, dark and light, and greenish gray, and
|
|
sometimes of the clear azure of the deep sea. They were eyes that
|
|
masked the soul with a thousand guises, and that sometimes opened,
|
|
at rare moments, and allowed it to rush up as though it were about
|
|
to fare forth nakedly into the world on some wonderful adventure- eyes
|
|
that could brood with the hopeless somberness of leaden skies; that
|
|
could snap and crackle points of fire like those that sparkle from a
|
|
whirling sword; that could grow chill as an arctic landscape, and
|
|
yet again, that could warm and soften and be all adance with
|
|
love-lights, intense and masculine, luring and compelling, which at
|
|
the same time fascinate and dominate women till they surrender in a
|
|
gladness of joy and of relief and sacrifice.
|
|
|
|
But to return. I told him that, unhappily for the burial service,
|
|
I was not a preacher, when he sharply demanded:
|
|
|
|
'What do you do for a living?'
|
|
|
|
I confess I had never had such a question asked me before, nor had I
|
|
ever canvassed it. I was quite taken aback, and, before I could find
|
|
myself, had sillily stammered: 'I am a gentleman.'
|
|
|
|
His lip curled in a swift sneer.
|
|
|
|
'I have worked, I do work,' I cried impetuously, as though he were
|
|
my judge and I required vindication, and at the same time very much
|
|
aware of my arrant idiocy in discussing the subject at all.
|
|
|
|
'For your living?'
|
|
|
|
There was something so imperative and masterful about him that I was
|
|
quite beside myself- 'rattled,' as Furuseth would have termed it, like
|
|
a quaking child before a stern schoolmaster.
|
|
|
|
'Who feeds you?' was his next question.
|
|
|
|
'I have an income,' I answered stoutly, and could have bitten my
|
|
tongue the next instant. 'All of which, you will pardon my
|
|
observing, has nothing whatsoever to do with what I wish to see you
|
|
about.'
|
|
|
|
But he disregarded my protest.
|
|
|
|
'Who earned it? Eh? I thought so. Your father. You stand on dead
|
|
men's legs. You've never had any of your own. You couldn't walk
|
|
alone between two sunrises and hustle the meat for your belly for
|
|
three meals. Let me see your hand.'
|
|
|
|
His tremendous, dormant strength must have stirred swiftly and
|
|
accurately, or I must have slept a moment, for before I knew it he had
|
|
stepped two paces forward, gripped my right hand in his, and held it
|
|
up for inspection. I tried to withdraw it, but his fingers
|
|
tightened, without visible effort, till I thought mine would be
|
|
crushed. It is hard to maintain one's dignity under such
|
|
circumstances. I could not squirm or struggle like a schoolboy. Nor
|
|
could I attack such a creature, who had but to twist my arm to break
|
|
it. Nothing remained but to stand still and accept the indignity. I
|
|
had time to notice that the pockets of the dead man had been emptied
|
|
on the deck and that his body and his grin had been wrapped from
|
|
view in canvas, the folds of which the sailor Johansen was sewing
|
|
together with coarse white twine, shoving the needle through with a
|
|
leather contrivance fitted on the palm of his hand.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen dropped my hand with a flirt of disdain.
|
|
|
|
'Dead men's hands have kept it soft. Good for little else than
|
|
dishwashing and scullion-work.'
|
|
|
|
'I wish to be put ashore,' I said firmly, for I now had myself in
|
|
control.
|
|
|
|
'I shall pay you whatever you judge your delay and trouble to be
|
|
worth.'
|
|
|
|
He looked at me curiously. Mockery shone in his eyes.
|
|
|
|
'I have a counter-proposition to make, and for the good of your
|
|
soul. My mate's gone, and there'll be a lot of promotion. A sailor
|
|
comes aft to take mate's place, cabin-boy goes for'ard to take
|
|
sailor's place, and you take the cabin-boy's place, sign the
|
|
articles for the cruise, twenty dollars per month and found. Now, what
|
|
do you say? And mind you, it's for your own soul's sake. It will be
|
|
the making of you. You might learn in time to stand on your own legs
|
|
and perhaps to toddle along a bit.'
|
|
|
|
But I took no notice. The sails of the vessel I had seen off to
|
|
the southwest had grown larger and plainer. They were of the same
|
|
rig as the Ghost's, though the hull itself, I could see, was
|
|
smaller. She was a pretty sight, leaping and flying toward us, and
|
|
evidently bound to pass at close range. The wind had been
|
|
momentarily increasing, and the sun, after a few angry gleams, had
|
|
disappeared. The sea had turned a dull leaden gray and grown
|
|
rougher, and was now tossing foaming whitecaps to the sky. We were
|
|
traveling faster and heeled farther over. Once, in a gust, the rail
|
|
dipped under the sea, and the decks on that side were for the moment
|
|
awash with water that made a couple of the hunters hastily lift
|
|
their feet.
|
|
|
|
'That vessel will soon be passing us,' I said, after a moment's
|
|
pause. 'As she is going in the opposite direction, she is very
|
|
probably bound for San Francisco.'
|
|
|
|
'Very probably,' was Wolf Larsen's answer, as he turned partly
|
|
away from me and cried out, 'Cooky! Oh, Cooky!'
|
|
|
|
The Cockney popped out of the galley.
|
|
|
|
'Where's that boy? Tell him I want him.'
|
|
|
|
'Yes, sir,' and Thomas Mugridge fled swiftly aft and disappeared
|
|
down another companionway near the wheel. A moment later he emerged, a
|
|
heavy-set young fellow of eighteen or nineteen, with a glowering,
|
|
villainous countenance, trailing at his heels.
|
|
|
|
''Ere 'e, is, sir,' the cook said.
|
|
|
|
But Wolf Larsen ignored that worthy, turning at once to the
|
|
cabin-boy.
|
|
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'What's your name, boy?'
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'George Leach, sir,' came the sullen answer, and the boy's bearing
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showed clearly that he divined the reason for which he had been
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summoned.
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'Not an Irish name,' the captain snapped sharply. 'O'Toole or
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McCarthy would suit your mug a-sight better.
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'But let that go,' he continued. 'You may have very good reasons for
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forgetting your name, and I'll like you none the worse for it as
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long as you toe the mark. Telegraph Hill, of course, is your port of
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entry. It sticks out all over your mug. Tough as they make them and
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twice as nasty. I know the kind. Well, you can make up your mind to
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have it taken out of you on this craft. Understand? Who shipped you,
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anyway?'
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'McCready & Swanson.'
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'Sir!' Wolf Larsen thundered.
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'McCready & Swanson, sir,' the boy corrected, his eyes burning
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with a bitter light.
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'Who got the advance money?'
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'They did, sir.'
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'I thought as much. And devilish glad you were to let them have
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it. Couldn't make yourself scarce too quick, with several gentlemen
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you may have heard of looking for you.'
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The boy metamorphosed into a savage on the instant. His body bunched
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together as though for a spring, and his face became as an
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infuriated beast's as he snarled, 'It's a-'
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'A what?' Wolf Larsen asked, a peculiar softness in his voice, as
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though he were overwhelmingly curious to hear the unspoken word.
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The boy hesitated, then mastered his temper. 'Nothin', sir. I take
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it back.'
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'And you have shown me I was right.' This with a gratified smile.
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'How old are you?'
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'Just turned sixteen, sir.'
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'A lie. You'll never see eighteen again. Big for your age at that,
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with muscles like a horse. Pack up your kit and go for'ard into the
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fo'c's'le. You're a boat-puller now. You're promoted; see?'
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Without waiting for the boy's acceptance, the captain turned to
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the sailor who had just finished the gruesome task of sewing up the
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body. 'Johansen, do you know anything about navigation?'
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'No, sir.'
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'Well, never mind; you're mate just the same. Get your traps aft
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into the mate's berth.'
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'Aye, aye, sir,' was the cheery response, as Johansen started
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forward.
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In the meantime the erstwhile cabin-boy had not moved.
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'What are you waiting for?' Wolf Larsen demanded.
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'I didn't sign for boat-puller, sir,' was the reply. 'I signed for
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cabin-boy. An' I don't want no boat-pullin' in mine.'
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'Pack up and go for'ard.'
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This time Wolf Larsen's command was thrillingly imperative. The
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boy glowered sullenly, but refused to move.
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Then came another vague stirring of Wolf Larsen's tremendous
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strength. It was utterly unexpected, and it was over and done with
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between the ticks of two seconds. He had sprung fully six feet
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across the deck and driven his fist into the other's stomach. At the
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same moment, as though I had been struck myself, I felt a sickening
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shock in the pit of my stomach. I instance this to show the
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sensitiveness of my nervous organization at the time and how unused
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I was to spectacles of brutality. The cabin-boy- and he weighed one
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hundred and sixty-five at the very least- crumpled up. His body
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wrapped limply about the fist like a wet rag about a stick. He
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lifted into the air, described a short curve, and struck the deck on
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his head and shoulders, where he lay and writhed about in agony.
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'Well?' Larsen asked of me. 'Have you made up your mind?'
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I had glanced occasionally at the approaching schooner, and it was
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now almost abreast of us and not more than a couple of hundred yards
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away. It was a very trim and neat little craft. I could see a large
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black number on one of its sails, and I had seen pictures of
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pilot-boats.
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'What vessel is that?' I asked.
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'The pilot-boat Lady Mine,' Wolf Larsen answered grimly. 'Got rid of
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her pilots and running into San Francisco. She'll be there in five
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or six hours with this wind.'
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'Will you please signal it, then, so that I may be put ashore?'
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'Sorry, but I've lost the signal-book overboard,' he remarked, and
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the group of hunters grinned.
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I debated a moment, looking him squarely in the eyes. I had seen the
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frightful treatment of the cabin-boy, and knew that I should very
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probably receive the same, if not worse. As I say, I debated with
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myself, and then I did what I consider the bravest act of my life. I
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ran to the side, waving my arms and shouting:
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'Lady Mine, ahoy! Take me ashore! A thousand dollars if you take
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me ashore!'
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I waited, watching two men who stood by the wheel, one of them
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steering. The other was lifting a megaphone to his lips. I did not
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turn my head, though I expected every moment a killing blow from the
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human brute behind me. At last, after what seemed centuries, unable
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|
longer to stand the strain, I looked around. He had not moved. He
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was standing in the same position, swaying easily to the roll of the
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ship and lighting a fresh cigar.
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'What is the matter? Anything wrong?'
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This was the cry from the Lady Mine.
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'Yes!' I shouted at the top of my lungs. 'Life or death! One
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thousand dollars if you take me ashore!'
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'Too much 'Frisco tanglefoot for the health of my crew!' Wolf Larsen
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shouted after. 'This one'- indicating me with his thumb- 'fancies
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sea-serpents and monkeys just now.'
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The man on the Lady Mine laughed back through the megaphone. The
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pilot-boat plunged past.
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'Give him- for me!' came a final cry, and the two men waved their
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arms in farewell.
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I leaned despairingly over the rail, watching the trim little
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schooner swiftly increasing the bleak sweep of ocean between us. And
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she would probably be in San Francisco in five or six hours! My head
|
|
seemed bursting. There was an ache in my throat as though my heart
|
|
were up in it. A curling wave struck the side and splashed salt
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spray on my lips. The wind puffed strongly, and the Ghost heeled far
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|
over, burying her lee rail. I could hear the water rushing down upon
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the deck.
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When I turned around, a moment later, I saw the cabin-boy staggering
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to his feet. His face was ghastly white, twitching with suppressed
|
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pain. He looked very sick.
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'Well, Leach, are you going for'ard?' Wolf Larsen asked.
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'Yes, sir,' came the answer of a spirit cowed.
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'And you?' I was asked.
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'I'll give you a thousand-' I began, but was interrupted.
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'Stow that! Are you going to take up your duties as cabin-boy? Or do
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I have to take you in hand?'
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|
What was I to do? To be brutally beaten, to be killed perhaps, would
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|
not help my case. I looked steadily into the cruel gray eyes. They
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might have been granite for all the light and warmth of a human soul
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|
they contained. One may see the soul stir in some men's eyes, but
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his were bleak and cold and gray as the sea itself.
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'Well?'
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'Yes,' I said.
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'Say "Yes, sir."'
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'Yes, sir,' I corrected.
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'What is your name?'
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'Van Weyden, sir.'
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'First name?'
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'Humphrey, sir- Humphrey Van Weyden.'
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'Age?'
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'Thirty-five, sir.'
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'That'll do. Go to the cook and learn your duties.'
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And thus it was that I passed into a state of involuntary
|
|
servitude to Wolf Larsen. He was stronger than I, that was all. But it
|
|
was very unreal at the time. It is no less unreal now that I look back
|
|
upon it. It will always be to me as a monstrous, inconceivable
|
|
thing, a horrible nightmare.
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|
'Hold on; don't go yet.'
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|
I stopped obediently in my walk toward the galley.
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'Johansen, call all hands. Now that we've everything cleaned up,
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|
we'll have the funeral and get the decks cleared of useless lumber.'
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|
While Johansen was summoning the watch below, a couple of sailors,
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|
under the captain's direction, laid the canvas-swathed corpse upon a
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hatchcover. On each side the deck, against the rail, and bottoms up,
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|
were lashed a number of small boats. Several men picked up the
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|
hatch-cover with its ghastly freight, carried it to the lee side,
|
|
and rested it on the boats, the feet pointing overboard. To the feet
|
|
was attached the sack of coal which the cook had fetched.
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|
I had always conceived a burial at sea to be a very solemn and
|
|
awe-inspiring event, but I was quickly disillusioned, by this burial
|
|
at any rate. One of the hunters, a little dark-eyed man whom his mates
|
|
called 'Smoke,' was telling stories liberally intersprinkled with
|
|
oaths and obscenities; and every minute or so the group of hunters
|
|
gave mouth to a laughter that sounded to me like a chorus of wolves.
|
|
The sailors trooped noisily aft, some of the watch below running the
|
|
sleep from their eyes, and talked in low tones together. There was
|
|
an ominous and worried expression on their faces. It was evident
|
|
that they did not like the outlook of a voyage under such a captain
|
|
and begun so inauspiciously. From time to time they stole glances at
|
|
Wolf Larsen, and I could see that they were apprehensive of the man.
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|
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|
He stepped up to the hatch-cover, and all caps came off. I ran my
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|
eyes over them- twenty men all told, twenty-two, including the man
|
|
at the wheel and myself. I was pardonably curious in my survey, for it
|
|
appeared my fate to be pent up with them on this miniature floating
|
|
world for I knew not how many weeks or months. The sailors, in the
|
|
main, were English and Scandinavian, and their faces seemed of the
|
|
heavy, stolid order. The hunters, on the other hand, had stronger
|
|
and more diversified faces, with hard lines and the marks of the
|
|
free play of passions. Strange to say, and I noted it at once, Wolf
|
|
Larsen's features showed no such evil stamp. There seemed nothing
|
|
vicious in them. True, there were lines, but they were the lines of
|
|
decision and firmness. It seemed, rather, a frank and open
|
|
countenance, which frankness or openness was enhanced by the fact that
|
|
he was smooth-shaven. I could hardly believe, until the next
|
|
incident occurred, that it was the face of a man who could behave as
|
|
he had behaved to the cabin-boy.
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|
|
|
At this moment, as he opened his mouth to speak, puff after puff
|
|
struck the schooner and pressed her side under. The wind shrieked a
|
|
wild song through the rigging. Some of the hunters glanced anxiously
|
|
aloft. The whole lee rail, where the dead man lay, was buried in the
|
|
sea, and as the schooner lifted and righted, the water swept across
|
|
the deck, wetting us above our shoe-tops. A shower of rain drove
|
|
down upon us, each drop stinging like a hailstone. As it passed,
|
|
Wolf Larsen began to speak, the bareheaded men swaying in unison to
|
|
the heave and lunge of the deck.
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|
|
|
'I only remember one part of the service,' he said, 'and that is,
|
|
"And the body shall be cast into the sea." So cast it in.'
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|
|
|
He ceased speaking. The men holding the hatch-cover seemed
|
|
perplexed, puzzled no doubt by the briefness of the ceremony. He burst
|
|
upon them in a fury.
|
|
|
|
'Lift up that end there! What the - 's the matter with you?'
|
|
|
|
They elevated the end of the hatch-cover with pitiful haste, and,
|
|
like a dog flung overside, the dead man slid feet first into the
|
|
sea. The coal at his feet dragged him down. He was gone.
|
|
|
|
'Johansen,' Wolf Larsen said briskly to the new mate, 'keep all
|
|
hands on deck now they're here. Get in the topsails and outer jibs.
|
|
We're in for a sou'easter. Reef the jib and the mainsail, too, while
|
|
you're about it.'
|
|
|
|
In a moment the decks were in commotion, Johansen bellowing orders
|
|
and the men pulling or letting go ropes of various sorts- all
|
|
naturally confusing to a landsman such as myself. But it was the
|
|
heartlessness of it that especially struck me. The dead man was an
|
|
episode that was past, an incident that was dropped, in a canvas
|
|
covering with a sack of coal, while the ship sped along and her work
|
|
went on. Nobody had been affected. The hunters were laughing at a
|
|
fresh story of Smoke's; the men pulling and hauling, and two of them
|
|
climbing aloft; Wolf Larsen was studying the clouding sky to windward;
|
|
and the dead man, buried sordidly, and sinking down, down-
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|
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|
Then it was that the cruelty of the sea, its relentlessness and
|
|
awfulness, rushed upon me. Life had become cheap and tawdry, a beastly
|
|
and inarticulate thing, a soulless stirring of the ooze and slime. I
|
|
held onto the weather rail, close by the shrouds, and gazed out across
|
|
the desolate foaming waves to the low-lying fog-banks that hid San
|
|
Francisco and the California coast. Rain-squalls were driving in
|
|
between, and I could scarcely see the fog. And this strange vessel,
|
|
with its terrible men, pressed under by wind and sea and ever
|
|
leaping up and out, as for very life, was heading away into the
|
|
southwest, into the great and lonely Pacific expanse.
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|
CHAPTER FOUR.
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|
WHAT HAPPENED TO ME NEXT on the sealing-schooner Ghost, as I
|
|
strove to fit into my new environment, are matters of humiliation
|
|
and pain. The cook, who was called 'the doctor' by the crew, 'Tommy'
|
|
by the hunters, and 'Cooky' by Wolf Larsen, was a changed personage.
|
|
The difference worked in my status brought about a corresponding
|
|
difference in treatment from him. Servile and fawning as he had been
|
|
before, he was now as domineering and bellicose.
|
|
|
|
He absurdly insisted upon my addressing him as Mr. Mugridge, and his
|
|
behavior and carriage were insufferable as he showed me my duties.
|
|
Besides my work in the cabin, with its four small staterooms, I was
|
|
supposed to be his assistant in the galley, and my colossal
|
|
ignorance concerning such things as peeling potatoes or washing greasy
|
|
pots was a source of unending and sarcastic wonder to him. This was
|
|
part of the attitude he chose to adopt toward me; and I confess,
|
|
before the day was done, that I hated him with more lively feelings
|
|
than I had ever hated any one in my life before.
|
|
|
|
This first day was made more difficult for me from the fact that the
|
|
Ghost, under close reefs (terms such as these I did not learn till
|
|
later), was plunging through what Mr. Mugridge called an ''owlin'
|
|
sou'easter.' At half-past five, under his directions, I set the
|
|
table in the cabin, with rough-weather trays in place, and then
|
|
carried the tea and cooked food down from the galley.
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|
|
|
'Look sharp or you'll get doused,' was Mr. Mugridge's parting
|
|
injunction as I left the galley with a big teapot in one hand and in
|
|
the hollow of the other arm several loaves of fresh-baked bread. One
|
|
of the hunters, a tall, loose-jointed chap named Henderson, was
|
|
going aft at the time from the steerage (the name the hunters
|
|
facetiously gave their amidships sleeping-quarters) to the cabin. Wolf
|
|
Larsen was on the poop, smoking his everlasting cigar.
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|
|
|
''Ere she comes! Sling yer 'ook!' the cook cried.
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|
|
|
I stopped, for I did not know what was coming, and saw the galley
|
|
door slide shut with a bang. Then I saw Henderson leaping like a
|
|
madman for the main rigging, up which he shot, on the inside, till
|
|
he was many feet higher than my head. Also, I saw a great wave,
|
|
curling and foaming, poised far above the rail. I was directly under
|
|
it. My mind did not work quickly, everything was so new and strange. I
|
|
grasped that I was in danger, but that was all. I stood still, in
|
|
trepidation. Then Wolf Larsen shouted from the poop:
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|
|
|
'Grab hold something, you- you Hump!'
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|
|
|
But it was too late. I sprang toward the rigging, to which I might
|
|
have clung, and was met by the descending wall of water. What happened
|
|
after that was very confusing. I was beneath the water, suffocating
|
|
and drowning. My feet were out from under me, and I was turning over
|
|
and over and being swept along I knew not where. Several times I
|
|
collided against hard objects, once striking my right knee a
|
|
terrible blow. Then the flood seemed suddenly to subside, and I was
|
|
breathing the good air again. I had been swept against the galley
|
|
and around the steerage companionway from the weather side into the
|
|
lee scuppers. The pain from my hurt knee was agonizing. I could not
|
|
put my weight on it, or at least I thought I could not put my weight
|
|
on it; and I felt sure the leg was broken. But the cook was after
|
|
me, shouting through the lee galley door:
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|
|
|
''Ere, you! Don't tyke all night about it! Where's the pot? Lost
|
|
overboard? Serve you bloody well right if yer neck was broke!'
|
|
|
|
I managed to struggle to my feet. The great teapot was still in my
|
|
hand. I limped to the galley and handed it to him. But he was
|
|
consuming with indignation, real or feigned.
|
|
|
|
'Gawd blime me if you ayn't a slob. Wot're you good for, anyw'y, I'd
|
|
like to know. Eh? Wot're you good for, anyw'y? Cawn't even carry a bit
|
|
of tea aft without losin' it. Now I'll 'ave to boil some more.
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|
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|
'An' wot're you snifflin' about?' he burst out at me with renewed
|
|
rage. ''Cos you've 'urt yer pore little leg, pore little mama's
|
|
darlin'!'
|
|
|
|
I was not sniffling, though my face might well have been drawn and
|
|
twitching from the pain. But I called up all my resolution, set my
|
|
teeth, and hobbled back and forth from galley to cabin, and cabin to
|
|
galley, without further mishap. Two things I had acquired by my
|
|
accident: an injured kneecap that went undressed and from which I
|
|
suffered for weary months, and the name of 'Hump,' which Wolf Larsen
|
|
had called me from the poop. Thereafter, fore and aft, I was known
|
|
by no other name, until the term became a part of my thought processes
|
|
and I identified it with myself, thought of myself as Hump, as
|
|
though Hump were I and had always been I.
|
|
|
|
It was no easy task waiting on the cabin table, where sat Wolf
|
|
Larsen, Johansen, and the six hunters. The cabin was small, to begin
|
|
with, and to move around, as I was compelled to, was not made easier
|
|
by the schooner's violent pitching and wallowing. But what struck me
|
|
most forcibly was the total lack of sympathy on the part of the men
|
|
whom I served. I could feel my knee through my clothes swelling up
|
|
to the size of an apple, and I was sick and faint from the pain of it.
|
|
I could catch glimpses of my face, white and ghastly, distorted with
|
|
pain, in the cabin mirror. All the men must have seen my condition,
|
|
but not one spoke or took notice of me, till I was almost grateful
|
|
to Wolf Larsen later on (I was washing the dishes) when he said:
|
|
|
|
'Don't let a little thing like that bother you. You'll get used to
|
|
such things in time. It may cripple you some, but, all the same,
|
|
you'll be learning to walk. That's what you call a paradox, isn't it?'
|
|
he added.
|
|
|
|
He seemed pleased when I nodded my head with the customary 'Yes,
|
|
sir.'
|
|
|
|
'I suppose you know a bit about literary things? Eh? Good. I'll have
|
|
some talks with you sometime.'
|
|
|
|
And then, taking no further account of me, he turned his back and
|
|
went up on deck.
|
|
|
|
That night, when I had finished an endless amount of work, I was
|
|
sent to sleep in the steerage, where I made up a spare bunk. I was
|
|
glad to get out of the detestable presence of the cook and to be off
|
|
my feet. To my surprise, my clothes had dried on me, and there
|
|
seemed no indications of catching cold either from the last soaking or
|
|
from the prolonged soaking after the foundering of the Martinez. Under
|
|
ordinary circumstances, after all that I had undergone I should have
|
|
been a fit subject for a funeral.
|
|
|
|
But my knee was bothering me terribly. As well as I could make
|
|
out, the kneecap seemed turned up on edge in the midst of the
|
|
swelling. As I sat in my bunk examining it (the six hunters were all
|
|
in the steerage, smoking, and talking in loud voices), Henderson
|
|
took a passing glance at it.
|
|
|
|
'Looks nasty,' he commented. 'Tie a rag around it, and it'll be
|
|
all right.'
|
|
|
|
That was all. And on the land I should have been lying on the
|
|
broad of my back, with a surgeon attending me, and with strict
|
|
injunctions to do nothing but rest. But I must do these men justice.
|
|
Callous as they were to my suffering, they were equally callous to
|
|
their own when anything befell them. And this was due, I believe,
|
|
first to habit and second to the fact that they were less
|
|
sensitively organized. I really believe that a finely organized,
|
|
high-strung man would suffer twice or thrice as much as they from a
|
|
like injury.
|
|
|
|
Tired as I was, exhausted in fact, I was prevented from sleeping
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by the pain in my knee. It was all I could do to keep from groaning
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aloud. At home I should undoubtedly have given vent to my anguish, but
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this new and elemental environment seemed to call for a savage
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repression. Like the savage, the attitude of these men was stoical
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in great things, childish in little things. I remember, later in the
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voyage, seeing Kerfoot, another of the hunters, lose a finger by
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having it smashed to a jelly; and he did not even murmur or change the
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expression on his face. Yet I have seen the same man, time and
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again, fly into the most outrageous passion over a trifle.
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He was doing it now, vociferating, bellowing, waving his arms, and
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cursing like a fiend, and all because of a disagreement with another
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hunter as to whether a seal-pup knew instinctively how to swim. He
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held that it did; that it could swim the moment it was born. The other
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hunter, Latimer, a lean Yankee-looking fellow, with shrewd,
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narrow-slitted eyes, held otherwise; held that the seal-pup was born
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on the land for no other reason than that it could not swim; that
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its mother was compelled to teach it to swim, as birds were
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compelled to teach their nestlings how to fly.
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For the most part, the remaining four hunters leaned on the table or
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lay in their bunks and left the discussion to the two antagonists. But
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they were supremely interested, for every little while they ardently
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took sides, and sometimes all were talking at once, till their
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voices surged back and forth in waves of sound like mimic
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thunder-rolls in the confined space. Childish and immaterial as the
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topic was, the quality of their reasoning was still more childish
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and immaterial. In truth, there was very little reasoning or none at
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all. Their method was one of assertion, assumption, and
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denunciation. They proved that a seal-pup could swim or not swim at
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birth by stating the proposition very bellicosely and then following
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it up with an attack on the opposing man's judgment, common sense,
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nationality, or past history. Rebuttal was similar in all respects.
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I have related this in order to show the mental caliber of the men
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with whom I was thrown in contact. Intellectually they were
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children, inhabiting the physical bodies of men.
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And they smoked, incessantly smoked, using a coarse, cheap, and
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offensive-smelling tobacco. The air was thick and murky with the smoke
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of it; and this, combined with the violent movement of the ship as she
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struggled through the storm, would surely have made me seasick had I
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been a victim to that malady. As it was, it made me quite squeamish,
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though this nausea might have been due to the pain of my leg and my
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exhaustion.
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As I lay there thinking, I naturally dwelt upon myself and my
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situation. It was unparalleled, undreamed-of, that I, Humphrey Van
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Weyden, a scholar and a dilettante, if you please, in things
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artistic and literary, should be lying here on a Bering Sea
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seal-hunting schooner. Cabin-boy! I had never done any hard manual
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labor, or scullion labor, in my life. I had lived a placid, uneventful
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sedentary existence all my days- the life of a scholar and a recluse
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|
on an assured and comfortable income. Violent life and athletic sports
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had never appealed to me. I had always been a bookworm; so my
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sisters and father had called me during my childhood. I had gone
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camping but once in my life, and then I left the party almost at its
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start and returned to the comforts and conveniences of a roof. And
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here I was, with dreary and endless vistas before me of table-setting,
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potato-peeling, and dishwashing. And I was not strong. The doctors had
|
|
always said that I had a remarkable constitution, but I had never
|
|
developed it or my body through exercise. My muscles were small and
|
|
soft, like a woman's, or so the doctors had said time and again in the
|
|
course of their attempts to persuade me to go in for
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physical-culture fads. But I had preferred to use my head rather
|
|
than my body; and here I was, in no fit condition for the rough life
|
|
in prospect.
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These are merely a few of the things that went through my mind,
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and are related for the sake of vindicating in advance the weak and
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|
helpless role I was destined to play. But I thought also of my
|
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mother and sisters, and pictured their grief. I was among the
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|
missing dead of the Martinez disaster, an unrecovered body. I could
|
|
see the headlines in the papers, the fellows at the University Club
|
|
and the Bibelot shaking their heads and saying, 'Poor Chap!' And I
|
|
could see Charley Furuseth, as I had said good-by to him that morning,
|
|
lounging in a dressing-gown on the be-pillowed window-couch and
|
|
delivering himself of oracular and pessimistic epigrams.
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And all the while, rolling, plunging, climbing the moving
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|
mountains and falling and wallowing in the foaming valleys, the
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|
schooner Ghost was fighting her way farther and farther into the heart
|
|
of the Pacific- and I was on her. I could hear the wind above. It came
|
|
to my ears as a muffled roar. Now and again feet stamped overhead.
|
|
An endless creaking was going on all about me, the woodwork and the
|
|
fittings groaning and squeaking and complaining in a thousand keys.
|
|
The hunters were still arguing and roaring like some semi-human,
|
|
amphibious breed. The air was filled with oaths and indecent
|
|
expressions. I could see their faces, flushed and angry, the brutality
|
|
distorted and emphasized by the sickly yellow of the sea-lamps,
|
|
which rocked back and forth with the ship. Through the dim
|
|
smoke-haze the bunks looked like the sleeping-dens of animals in a
|
|
menagerie. Oilskins and sea-boots were hanging from the walls, and
|
|
here and there rifles and shotguns rested securely in the racks. It
|
|
was a sea-fitting for the buccaneers and pirates of bygone years. My
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imagination ran riot, and still I could not sleep. And it was a
|
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long, long night, weary and dreary and long.
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CHAPTER FIVE.
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BUT MY FIRST NIGHT IN the hunters' steerage was also my last. Next
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day Johansen, the new mate, was routed from the cabin by Wolf Larsen
|
|
and sent into the steerage to sleep thereafter, while I took
|
|
possession of the tiny cabin state-room, which, on the first day of
|
|
the voyage, had already had two occupants. The reason for this
|
|
change was quickly learned by the hunters and became the cause of a
|
|
deal of grumbling on their part. It seemed that Johansen, in his
|
|
sleep, lived over each night the events of the day. His incessant
|
|
talking and shouting and bellowing of orders had been too much for
|
|
Wolf Larsen, who accordingly foisted the nuisance upon his hunters.
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|
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After a sleepless night, I arose, weak and in agony, to hobble
|
|
through my second day on the Ghost. Thomas Mugridge routed me out at
|
|
half-past five, much in the fashion that Bill Sykes must have routed
|
|
out his dog. But Mr. Mugridge's brutality to me was paid back in
|
|
kind and with interest. The unnecessary noise he made (I had lain
|
|
wide-eyed the whole night) must have awakened one of the hunters;
|
|
for a heavy shoe whizzed through the semidarkness, and Mr. Mugridge,
|
|
with a sharp howl of pain, humbly begged everybody's pardon. Later on,
|
|
in the galley, I noticed that his ear was bruised and swollen. It
|
|
never went entirely back to its normal shape, and was called a
|
|
'cauliflower ear' by the sailors.
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|
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The day was filled with miserable variety. I had taken my dried
|
|
clothes down from the galley the night before, and the first thing I
|
|
did was to exchange the cook's garments for them. I looked for my
|
|
purse. In addition to some small change (and I have a good memory
|
|
for such things), it had contained one hundred and eighty-five dollars
|
|
in gold and paper. The purse I found, but its contents, with the
|
|
exception of the small silver, had been abstracted. I spoke to the
|
|
cook about it, when I went on deck to take up my duties in the galley;
|
|
and though I had looked forward to a surly answer, I had not
|
|
expected the belligerent harangue that I received.
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|
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|
'Look 'ere, 'Ump', he began, a malicious light in his eyes and a
|
|
snarl in his throat, 'd' ye want yer nose punched? If yer think I'm
|
|
a thief, just keep it to yerself, or you'll find 'ow bloody well
|
|
mistyken you are. Strike me blind if this ayn't gratitude for yer!
|
|
'Ere yer come, a pore mis'rable specimen of 'uman scum, an' I tykes
|
|
yer into my galley an' treats yer 'andsome, an' this is wot I get
|
|
for it. Nex' time yer can go to 'ell, say I, an' I've a good mind to
|
|
give yer what-for, anyw'y.'
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|
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So saying, he put up his fists and started for me. To my eternal
|
|
shame be it, I cowered away from the blow and ran out the galley door.
|
|
What else was I to do? Force, nothing but force, obtained on this
|
|
brute-ship. Moral suasion was a thing unknown. Picture it to yourself:
|
|
a man of ordinary stature, slender of build and with weak, undeveloped
|
|
muscles, who has lived a peaceful, placid life, and is unused to
|
|
violence of any sort- what could such a man possibly do? There was
|
|
no more reason that I should stand and face these human beasts than
|
|
that I should stand and face an infuriated bull.
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|
|
|
So I thought it out at the time, feeling the need for vindication,
|
|
and desiring to be at peace with my conscience. But this vindication
|
|
did not satisfy. Nor to this day can I permit my manhood to look
|
|
back upon those events and feel entirely exonerated. The situation was
|
|
something that really exceeded rational formulas for conduct, and
|
|
demanded more than the cold conclusions of reason. When viewed in
|
|
the light of formal logic, there is not one thing of which to be
|
|
ashamed, but, nevertheless, a shame rises within me at the
|
|
recollection, and in the pride of my manhood I feel that my manhood
|
|
has in unaccountable ways been smirched and sullied.
|
|
|
|
All of which is neither here nor there. The speed with which I ran
|
|
from the galley caused excruciating pain in my knee, and I sank down
|
|
helplessly at the break of the poop. But the Cockney had not pursued
|
|
me.
|
|
|
|
'Look at 'im run! Look at 'im run!' I could hear him crying. 'An'
|
|
with a gyme leg at that! Come on back, you pore little mama's darlin'!
|
|
I won't 'it her; no, I won't.'
|
|
|
|
I came back and went on with my work, and here the episode ended for
|
|
the time, though further developments were yet to take place. I set
|
|
the breakfast table in the cabin, and at seven o'clock waited on the
|
|
hunters and officers. The storm had evidently broken during the night,
|
|
though a huge sea was still running and a stiff wind blowing. Sail had
|
|
been made in the early watches, so that the Ghost was racing along
|
|
under everything except the two topsails and the flying jib. These
|
|
three sails, I gathered from the conversation, were to be set
|
|
immediately after breakfast. I learned, also, that Wolf Larsen was
|
|
anxious to make the most of the storm, which was driving him to the
|
|
southwest, into that portion of the sea where he expected to pick up
|
|
with the northeast trades. It was before this steady wind that he
|
|
hoped to make the major portion of the run to Japan, curving south
|
|
into the tropics and north again as he approached the coast of Asia.
|
|
|
|
After breakfast I had another unenviable experience. When I had
|
|
finished washing the dishes, I cleaned the cabin stove and carried the
|
|
ashes up on deck to empty them. Wolf Larsen and Henderson were
|
|
standing near the wheel, deep in conversation. The sailor Johnson
|
|
was steering. As I started toward the weather side, I saw him make a
|
|
sudden motion with his head, which I mistook for a token of
|
|
recognition and good morning. In reality he was attempting to warn
|
|
me to throw my ashes over the lee side. Unconscious of my blunder, I
|
|
passed by Wolf Larsen and the hunter, and flung the ashes over the
|
|
side to windward. The wind drove them back, and not only over me,
|
|
but over Henderson and Wolf Larsen. The next instant the latter kicked
|
|
me violently, as a cur is kicked. I had not realized there could be so
|
|
much pain in a kick. I reeled away from him and leaned against the
|
|
cabin in a half-fainting condition. Everything was swimming before
|
|
my eyes, and I turned sick. The nausea overpowered me, and I managed
|
|
to crawl to the side in time to save the deck. But Wolf Larsen did not
|
|
follow me up. Brushing the ashes from his clothes, he had resumed
|
|
his conversation with Henderson. Johansen, who had seen the affair
|
|
from the break of the poop, sent a couple of sailors aft to clean up
|
|
the mess.
|
|
|
|
Later in the morning I received a surprise of a totally different
|
|
sort. Following the cook's instructions, I had gone into Wolf Larsen's
|
|
state-room to put it to rights and make the bed. Against the wall,
|
|
near the head of the bunk, was a rack filled with books. I glanced
|
|
over them, noting with astonishment such names as Shakespeare,
|
|
Tennyson, Poe, and De Quincey. There were scientific works, too, among
|
|
which were represented men such as Tyndall, Proctor, Darwin, and I
|
|
remarked Bulfinch's 'Age of Fable,' Shaw's 'History of English and
|
|
American Literature,' and Johnson's 'Natural History' in two large
|
|
volumes. Then there were a number of grammars, such as Metcalf and
|
|
Reed & Kellogg; and I smiled as I saw a copy of 'The Dean's English.'
|
|
|
|
I could not reconcile these books with the man from what I had
|
|
seen of him, and I wondered if he could possibly read them. But when I
|
|
came to make the bed, I found, between the blankets, dropped
|
|
apparently as he had sunk off to sleep, a complete Browning. It was
|
|
open at 'In a Balcony,' and I noticed here and there passages
|
|
underlined in pencil. Further, letting drop the volume during a
|
|
lurch of the ship, a sheet of paper fell out. It was scrawled over
|
|
with geometrical diagrams and calculations of some sort.
|
|
|
|
It was patent that this terrible man was no ignorant clod, such as
|
|
one would inevitably suppose him to be from his exhibitions of
|
|
brutality. At once he became an enigma. One side or the other of his
|
|
nature was perfectly comprehensible, but both sides together were
|
|
bewildering. I had already remarked that his language was excellent,
|
|
marred with an occasional slight inaccuracy. Of course, in common
|
|
speech with the sailors and hunters, it sometimes fairly bristled with
|
|
errors, which was due to the vernacular itself; but in the few words
|
|
he had held with me it had been clear and correct.
|
|
|
|
This glimpse I had caught of his other side must have emboldened me,
|
|
for I resolved to speak to him about the money I had lost.
|
|
|
|
'I have been robbed,' I said to him a little later, when I found him
|
|
pacing up and down the poop alone.
|
|
|
|
'Sir,' he corrected, not harshly, but sternly.
|
|
|
|
'I have been robbed, sir,' I amended.
|
|
|
|
'How did it happen?' he asked.
|
|
|
|
Then I told him the whole circumstance: how my clothes had been left
|
|
to dry in the galley, and how, later, I was nearly beaten by the
|
|
cook when I mentioned the matter.
|
|
|
|
He smiled at my recital.
|
|
|
|
'Pickings,' he concluded; 'Cooky's pickings. And don't you think
|
|
your miserable life worth the price? Besides, consider it a lesson.
|
|
You'll learn in time how to take care of your money for yourself. I
|
|
suppose, up to now, your lawyer has done it for you, or your
|
|
business agent.'
|
|
|
|
I could feel the quiet sneer through his words, but demanded, 'How
|
|
can I get it back again?'
|
|
|
|
'That's your lookout. You haven't any lawyer or business agent
|
|
now, so you'll have to depend on yourself. When you get a dollar, hang
|
|
on to it. A man who leaves his money lying around the way you did
|
|
deserves to lose it. Besides, you have sinned. You have no right to
|
|
put temptation in the way of your fellow-creatures. You tempted Cooky,
|
|
and he fell. You have placed his immortal soul in jeopardy. By the
|
|
way, do you believe in the immortal soul?'
|
|
|
|
His lids lifted lazily as he asked the question, and it seemed
|
|
that the deeps were opening to me and that I was gazing into his soul.
|
|
But it was an illusion. Far as it might have seemed, no man has ever
|
|
seen very far into Wolf Larsen's soul, or seen it at all; of this I am
|
|
convinced. It was a very lonely soul, I was to learn, that never
|
|
unmasked, though at rare moments it played at doing so.
|
|
|
|
'I read immortality in your eyes,' I answered, dropping the 'sir'-
|
|
an experiment, for I thought the intimacy of the conversation
|
|
warranted it.
|
|
|
|
He took no notice. 'By that, I take it, you see something that is
|
|
alive, but that necessarily does not have to live forever.'
|
|
|
|
'I read more than that,' I continued boldly.
|
|
|
|
'Then you read consciousness. You read the consciousness of life
|
|
that it is alive; but still, no further away, no endlessness of life.'
|
|
|
|
How clearly he thought, and how well he expressed what he thought!
|
|
From regarding me curiously, he turned his head and glanced out over
|
|
the leaden sea to windward. A bleakness came into his eyes, and the
|
|
lines of his mouth grew severe and harsh. He was evidently in a
|
|
pessimistic mood.
|
|
|
|
'Then, to what end?' he demanded abruptly, turning back to me. 'If I
|
|
am immortal, why?'
|
|
|
|
I halted. How could I explain my idealism to this man? How could I
|
|
put into speech a something felt, a something like the strains of
|
|
music heard in sleep, a something that convinced, yet transcended
|
|
utterance?
|
|
|
|
'What do you believe, then?' I countered.
|
|
|
|
'I believe that life is a mess,' he answered promptly. 'It is like
|
|
yeast, a ferment, a thing that moves, and may move for a minute, an
|
|
hour, a year, or a hundred years, but that in the end will cease to
|
|
move. The big eat the little that they may continue to move; the
|
|
strong eat the weak that they may retain their strength. The lucky eat
|
|
the most and move the longest, that is all. What do you make of
|
|
those things?'
|
|
|
|
He swept his arm in an impatient gesture toward a number of the
|
|
sailors who were working on some kind of rope-stuff amidships.
|
|
|
|
'They move. So does the jellyfish move. They move in order to eat in
|
|
order that they may keep moving. There you have it. They live for
|
|
their belly's sake, and the belly is for their sake. It's a circle;
|
|
you get nowhere. Neither do they. In the end they come to a
|
|
standstill. They move no more. They are dead.'
|
|
|
|
'They have dreams,' I interrupted; 'radiant, flashing dreams- '
|
|
|
|
'Of grub,' he concluded sententiously.
|
|
|
|
'And of more- '
|
|
|
|
'Grub. Of a larger appetite and more luck in satisfying it.' His
|
|
voice sounded harsh. There was no levity in it. 'For, look you, they
|
|
dream of making lucky voyages which will bring them more money, of
|
|
becoming the masters of ships, of finding fortunes- in short, of being
|
|
in a better position for preying on their fellows, of having all night
|
|
in, good grub, and somebody else to do the dirty work. You and I are
|
|
just like them. There is no difference, except that we have eaten more
|
|
and better. I am eating them now, and you, too. But in the past you
|
|
have eaten more than I have. You have slept in soft beds, and worn
|
|
fine clothes, and eaten good meals. Who made those beds, and those
|
|
clothes, and those meals? Not you. You never made anything in your own
|
|
sweat. You live on an income which your father earned. You are like
|
|
a frigate-bird swooping down upon the boobies and robbing them of
|
|
the fish they have caught. You are one with a crowd of men who have
|
|
made what they call a government, who are masters of all the other
|
|
men, and who eat the food the other men get and would like to eat
|
|
themselves. You wear the warm clothes. They made the clothes, but they
|
|
shiver in rags and ask you, or the lawyer or business agent who
|
|
handles your money, for a job.'
|
|
|
|
'But that is beside the matter,' I cried.
|
|
|
|
'Not at all.' He was speaking rapidly now, and his eyes were
|
|
flashing. 'It is piggishness, and it is life. Of what use or sense
|
|
is an immortality of piggishness? What is the end? What is it all
|
|
about? You have made no food, yet the food you have eaten or wasted
|
|
might have saved the lives of a score of wretches who made the food,
|
|
but did not eat it. What immortal end did you serve? Or did they?
|
|
Consider yourself and me. What does your boasted immortality amount to
|
|
when your life runs foul of mine? You would like to go back to the
|
|
land, which is a favorable place for your kind of piggishness. It is a
|
|
whim of mine to keep you aboard this ship, where my piggishness
|
|
flourishes. And keep you I will. I may make or break you. You may
|
|
die today, this week, or next month. I could kill you now, with a blow
|
|
of my fist, for you are a miserable weakling. But if we are
|
|
immortal, what is the reason for this? To be piggish as you and I have
|
|
been all our lives does not seem to be just the thing for immortals to
|
|
be doing. Again, what's it all about? Why have I kept you here?'
|
|
|
|
'Because you are stronger,' I managed to blurt out.
|
|
|
|
'But why stronger?' he went on at once with his perpetual queries.
|
|
'Because I am a bigger bit of the ferment than you. Don't you see?
|
|
Don't you see?'
|
|
|
|
'But the hopelessness of it,' I protested.
|
|
|
|
'I agree with you,' he answered. 'Then why move at all, since moving
|
|
is living? Without moving and being part of the yeast there would be
|
|
no hopelessness. But- and there it is- we want to live and move,
|
|
though we have no reason to, because it happens that it is the
|
|
nature of life to live and move, to want to live and move. If it
|
|
were not for this, life would be dead. It is because of this life that
|
|
is in you that you dream of your immortality. The life that is in
|
|
you is alive and wants to go on being alive forever. Bah! An
|
|
eternity of piggishness!'
|
|
|
|
He abruptly turned on his heel and started forward. He stopped at
|
|
the break of the poop and called me to him.
|
|
|
|
'By the way, how much was it that Cooky got away with?' he asked.
|
|
|
|
'One hundred and eighty-five dollars, sir,' I answered.
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He nodded his head. A moment later, as I started down the
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companion-stairs to lay the table for dinner, I heard him loudly
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cursing some man amidships.
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CHAPTER SIX.
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BY THE FOLLOWING MORNING the storm had blown itself quite out, and
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the Ghost was rolling slightly on a calm sea without a breath of wind.
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Occasional light airs were felt, however, and Wolf Larsen patrolled
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the poop constantly, his eyes ever searching the sea to the northeast,
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from which direction the great trade-wind must blow.
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The men are all on deck and busy preparing their various boats for
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the season's hunting. There are seven boats aboard, the captain's
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dinghy and the six which the hunters will use. Three, a hunter, a
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boat-puller, and a boat-steerer, compose a boat's crew. On board the
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schooner the boat-pullers and steerers are the crew. The hunters, too,
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are supposed to be in command of the watches, subject always to the
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orders of Wolf Larsen.
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All this, and more, I have learned. The Ghost is considered the
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fastest schooner in both the San Francisco and Victoria fleets. In
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fact, she was once a private yacht, and was built for speed. Her lines
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and fittings, though I know nothing about such things, speak for
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themselves. Johnson was telling me about her in a short chat I had
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with him during yesterday's second dog-watch. He spoke most
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enthusiastically, with the love for a fine craft such as some men feel
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for horses. He is greatly disgusted with the outlook, and I am given
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to understand that Wolf Larsen bears a very unsavory reputation
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among the sealing-captains. It was the Ghost herself that lured
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Johnson into signing for the voyage, but he is already beginning to
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repent.
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As he told me, the Ghost is an eighty-ton schooner of a remarkably
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fine model. Her beam, or width, is twenty-three feet, and her length a
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little over ninety feet. A lead keel of fabulous but unknown weight
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makes her very stable, while she carries an immense spread of
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canvas. From the deck to the truck of the maintopmast is something
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over a hundred feet, while the foremast with its topmast is eight or
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ten feet shorter. I am giving these details so that the size of this
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little floating world which holds twenty-two men may be appreciated.
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It is a very little world, a mote, a speck, and I marvel that men
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should dare to venture the sea on a contrivance so small and fragile.
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Wolf Larsen has also a reputation for reckless carrying on of
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sail. I overheard Henderson and another of the hunters, Standish, a
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Californian, talking about it. Two years ago he dismasted the Ghost in
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a gale in Bering Sea, whereupon the present masts were put in, which
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are stronger and heavier in every way. He is said to have remarked,
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when he put them in, that he preferred turning her over to losing
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the sticks.
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Every man aboard, with the exception of Johansen, who is rather
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overcome by his promotion, seems to have an excuse for having sailed
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on the Ghost. Half the men forward are deep-water sailors, and their
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excuse is that they did not know anything about her or her captain.
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And those who do know whisper that the hunters, while excellent shots,
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were so notorious for their quarrelsome and rascally proclivities that
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they could not sign on any decent schooner.
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I have made the acquaintance of another one of the crew. Louis he is
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called, a rotund and jovial-faced Nova Scotia Irishman, and a very
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sociable fellow, prone to talk as long as he can find a listener. In
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the afternoon, while the cook was below asleep and I was peeling the
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everlasting potatoes, Louis dropped into the galley for a 'yarn.'
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His excuse for being aboard was that he was drunk when he signed. He
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assured me again and again that it was the last thing in the world
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he would dream of doing in a sober moment. It seems that he has been
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seal-hunting regularly each season for a dozen years, and is accounted
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one of the two or three very best boat-steerers in both fleets.
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'Ah, my boy,'- he shook his head ominously at me,- ''t is the
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worst schooner ye could iv selected; nor were ye drunk at the time, as
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was I. 'T is sealin' is the sailor's paradise- on other ships than
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this. The mate was the first, but, mark me words, there'll be more
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dead men before the trip is done with. Hist, now, between you an'
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meself an' the stanchion there, this Wolf Larsen is a regular devil,
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an' the Ghost'll be a hell-ship like she's always be'n since he had
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hold iv her. Don't I know? Don't I know? Don't I remember him in
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Hakodate two years gone, when he had a row an' shot four iv his men?
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Wasn't I a-layin' on the Emma L., not three hundred yards away? An'
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there was a man the same year he killed with a blow iv his fist.
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Yes, sir, killed 'im dead- oh. His head must iv smashed like an
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egg-shell. 'T is the beast he is, this Wolf Larsen- the great big
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beast mentioned iv in Revelations; an' no good end will he ever come
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to. But I've said nothin' to ye, mind ye; I've whispered never a word;
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for old fat Louis'll live the voyage out, if the last mother's son
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of yez go to the fishes.
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'Wolf Larsen!' he snorted a moment later. 'Listen to the word,
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will ye! Wolf- 't is what he is. He's not black-hearted, like some
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men. 'T is no heart he has at all. Wolf, just wolf, 't is what he
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is. D'ye wonder he's well named?'
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'But if he is so well known for what he is,' I queried, 'how is it
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that he can get men to ship with him?'
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'An' how is it ye can get men to do anything on God's earth an'
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sea?' Louis demanded with Celtic fire. 'How d' ye find me aboard if 't
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wasn't that I was drunk as a pig when I put me name down? There's them
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that can't sail with better men, like the hunters, an' them that don't
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know, like the poor devils of wind-jammers for'ard there. But
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they'll come to it, they'll come to it, an' be sorry the day they
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was born. I could weep for the poor creatures, did I but forget poor
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old fat Louis and the troubles before him. But 't is not a whisper
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I've dropped; mind ye, not a whisper.
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'Them hunters is the wicked boys,' he broke forth again, for he
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suffered from a constitutional plethora of speech. 'But wait till they
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get to cuttin' up iv jinks an' rowin' round. He's the boy'll fix
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'em. 'T is him that'll put the fear of God in their rotten black
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hearts. Look at that hunter iv mine, Horner. "Jock" Horner they call
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him, so quiet-like an' easy-goin'; soft-spoken as a girl, till ye'd
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think butter wouldn't melt in the mouth iv him. Didn't he kill his
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boat-steerer last year? 'T was called a sad accident, but I met the
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boat-puller in Yokohama, an' the straight iv it was given me. An'
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there's Smoke, the black little devil- didn't the Roosians have him
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for three years in the salt-mines of Siberia for poachin' on Copper
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Island, which is a Roosian preserve? Shackled he was, hand an' foot,
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with his mate. An' didn't they have words or a ruction of some kind?
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For 't was the other fellow Smoke sent up in the buckets to the top of
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the mine; an' a piece at a time he went up, a leg today, an'
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tomorrow an arm, the next day the head, an' so on.'
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'But you can't mean it!' I cried out, overcome with the horror of
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it.
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'Mean what?' he demanded, quick as a flash. ''T is nothin' I've
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said. Deef I am, an' dumb, as ye should be for the sake iv your
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mother; an' never once have I opened me lips but to say fine things iv
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them an' him, God curse his soul! an' may he rot in purgatory ten
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thousand years, an' then go down to the last an' deepest hell iv all!'
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Johnson, the man who had chafed me raw when I first came aboard,
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seemed the least equivocal of the men for'ard or aft. In fact, there
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was nothing equivocal about him. One was struck at once by his
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straightforwardness and manliness, which, in turn, were tempered by
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a modesty which might be mistaken for timidity. But timid he was
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not. He seemed rather to have the courage of his convictions, the
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certitude of his manhood. It was this that made him protest, at the
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beginning of our acquaintance, against being called Yonson. And upon
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this and him Louis passed judgment and prophecy.
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''T is a fine chap, that squarehead Johnson we've for'ard with
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us,' he said. 'The best sailorman in the fo'c's'le. He's my
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boat-puller. But it's to trouble he'll come with Wolf Larsen, as the
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sparks fly upward. It's meself that knows. I can see it brewin' an'
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comin' up like a storm in the sky. I've talked to him like a
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brother, but it's little he sees in takin' in his lights or flyin'
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false signals. He grumbles out when things don't go to suit him, an'
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there'll be always some telltale carryin' word iv it aft to the
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Wolf. The Wolf is strong, an' it's the way of a wolf to hate strength,
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an' strength is is he'll see in Johnson- no knucklin' under, an' a
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"Yes, sir; thank ye kindly, sir," for a curse or a blow. Oh, she's
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a-comin'! She's a-comin'! An' God knows where I'll get another
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boat-puller. What does the fool up an' say, when the Old Man calls him
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Yonson, but "Me name is Johnson, sir," and' then spells it out, letter
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for letter. Ye should iv seen the Old Man's face! I thought he'd let
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drive at him on the spot. He didn't, but he will, an' he'll break that
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squarehead's heart, or it's little I know iv the ways iv men on the
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ships iv the sea.'
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Thomas Mugridge is becoming unendurable. I am compelled to mister
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him and to sir him with every speech. One reason for this is that Wolf
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Larsen seems to have taken a fancy to him. It is an unprecedented
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thing, I take it, for a captain to be chummy with the cook, but this
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is certainly what Wolf Larsen is doing. Two or three times he put
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his head into the galley and chaffed Mugridge good-naturedly, and
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once, this afternoon, he stood by the break of the poop and chatted
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with him for fully fifteen minutes. When it was over, and Mugridge was
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back in the galley, he became greasily radiant and went about his work
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humming Coster songs in a nerve-racking and discordant falsetto.
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'I always get along with the officers,' he remarked to me in a
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confidential tone. 'I know the w'y, I do, to myke myself uppreci-yted.
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There was my last skipper- w'y, I thought nothin' of droppin' down
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in the cabin for a little chat an' a friendly glass. "Mugridge,"
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says 'e to me, "Mugridge," says 'e, "you've missed yer vocytion." "an'
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ow's that?" says I. "Yer should' a' been born a gentleman, an' never
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'ad to work for yer livin'." God strike me dead, 'Ump, if that ayn't
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wot 'e says, an' me a-sittin' there in 'is own cabin, jolly- like
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an' comfortable, a-smokin' 'is cigars an' drinkin' 'is rum.'
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This chitter-chatter drove me to distraction. I never heard a
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voice I hated so. His oily, insinuating tones, his greasy smile, and
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his monstrous self-conceit grated on my nerves till sometimes I was
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all in a tremble. Positively he was the most disgusting and
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loathsome person I have ever met. The filth of his cooking was
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indescribable; and as he cooked everything that was eaten aboard, I
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was compelled to select with great circumspection what I ate, choosing
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from the least dirty of his concoctions.
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My hands bothered me a great deal, unused as they were to work.
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The nails were discolored and black, while the skin was already
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grained with dirt which even a scrubbing-brush could not remove.
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Then blisters came, in a painful and never-ending procession, and I
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had a great burn on my forearm, acquired by losing my balance in a
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|
roll of the ship and pitching against the galley stove. Nor was my
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knee any better. The swelling had not gone down, and the cap was still
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up on edge. Hobbling about on it from morning to night was not helping
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it any. What I needed was rest, if it were ever to get well.
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Rest! I never before knew the meaning of the word. I had been
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resting all my life and did not know it. But now could I sit still for
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one half-hour and do nothing, not even think, it would be the most
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pleasurable thing in the world. But it is a revelation, on the other
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hand. I shall be able to appreciate the lives of the working-people
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hereafter. I did not dream that work was so terrible a thing. From
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half-past five in the morning till ten o'clock at night I am
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everybody's slave, with not one moment to myself except such as I
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can steal near the end of the second dog-watch. Let me pause for a
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|
minute to look out over the sea sparkling in the sun, or to gaze at
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a sailor going aloft to the gaff topsails or running out the bowsprit,
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and I am sure to hear the hateful voice, ''Ere, you, 'Ump! No
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sodgerin'! I've got my peepers on yer.'
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There are signs of rampant bad temper in the steerage, and the
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gossip is going around that Smoke and Henderson have had a fight.
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Henderson seems the best of the hunters, a slow-going fellow and
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hard to rouse; but roused he must have been for Smoke had a bruised
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and discolored eye and looked particularly vicious when he came into
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the cabin for supper.
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A cruel thing happened just before supper, indicative of the
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|
callousness and brutishness of these men. There is one green hand in
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the crew, Harrison by name, a clumsy-looking country boy, mastered,
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I imagine, by the spirit of adventure, and making his first voyage. In
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the light, baffling airs, the schooner has been tacking about a
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|
great deal, at which times the sails pass from one side to the
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|
other, and a man is sent aloft to shift over the fore-gaff topsail.
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In some way, when Harrison was aloft, the sheet jammed in the
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block through which it runs at the end of the gaff. As I understood
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it, there were two ways of getting it cleared- first, by lowering
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the foresail, which was comparatively easy and without danger; and,
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second, by climbing out on the peak-halyards to the end of the gaff
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itself, a very hazardous performance.
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Johansen called out to Harrison to go out on the halyards. It was
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patent to everybody that the boy was afraid. And well he might be,
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eighty feet above the deck, to trust himself on those thin and jerking
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ropes. Had there been a steady breeze it would not have been so bad,
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but the Ghost was rolling emptily in a long sea, and with each roll
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the canvas flapped and boomed and the halyards slacked and jerked
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taut. They were capable of snapping a man off like a fly from a
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whiplash.
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Harrison heard the order and understood what was demanded of him,
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but hesitated. It was probably the first time in his life he had
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been aloft. Johansen, who had caught the contagion of Wolf Larsen's
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masterfulness, burst out with a volley of abuse and curses.
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'That'll do, Johansen!' Wolf Larsen said brusquely. 'I'll have you
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know that I do the swearing on this ship. If I need your assistance,
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I'll call you in.'
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'Yes, sir,' the mate acknowledged submissively.
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In the meantime Harrison had started out on the halyards. I was
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looking up from the galley door, and I could see him trembling in
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every limb as with ague. He proceeded very slowly and cautiously, an
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|
inch at a time. Outlined against the clear blue of the sky, he had the
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appearance of an enormous spider crawling along the tracery of its
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web.
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It was a slightly uphill climb, for the foresail peaked high; and
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the halyards, running through various blocks on the gaff and mast,
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gave him separate holds for hands and feet. But the trouble lay in
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that the wind was not strong enough or steady enough to keep the
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sail full. When he was halfway out, the Ghost took a long roll to
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windward and back again into the hollow between two seas. Harrison
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ceased his progress and held on tightly. Eighty feet beneath I could
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see the agonized strain of his muscles as he gripped for very life.
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The sail emptied and the gaff swung amidships. The halyards
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slackened, and, though it all happened very quickly, I could see
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them sag beneath the weight of his body. Then the gaff swung to the
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side with an abrupt swiftness, the great sail boomed like a cannon,
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and the three rows of reef-points slatted against the canvas like a
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volley of rifles. Harrison, clinging on, made the giddy rush through
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the air. This rush ceased abruptly. The halyards became instantly
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taut. It was the snap of the whip. His clutch was broken. One hand was
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torn loose from its hold. The other lingered desperately for a moment,
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and followed. His body pitched out and down, but in some way he
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managed to save himself with his legs. He was hanging by them, head
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|
downward. A quick effort brought his hands up to the halyards again;
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but he was a long time regaining his former position, where he hung, a
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pitiable object.
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'I'll bet he has no appetite for supper,' I heard Wolf Larsen's
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|
voice, which came to me from around the corner of the galley. 'Look at
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his gills.'
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In truth Harrison was very sick, as a person is seasick; and for a
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|
long time clung to his precarious perch without attempting to move.
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Johansen, however, continued violently to urge him on to the
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completion of his task.
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'It is a shame,' I heard Johnson growling in painfully slow and
|
|
correct English. He was standing by the main rigging, a few feet
|
|
away from me. 'The boy is willing enough. He will learn if he has a
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|
chance. But this- ' He paused a while, for the word 'murder' was his
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|
final judgment.
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'Hist, will ye!' Louis whispered to him. 'For the love iv your
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|
mother, hold your mouth!'
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But Johnson, looking on, still continued his grumbling.
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'Look here,'- the hunter Standish spoke to Wolf Larsen,- 'that's
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my boat-puller, and I don't want to lose him.'
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'That's all right, Standish,' was the reply. 'He's your
|
|
boat-puller when you've got him in the boat, but he's my sailor when I
|
|
have him aboard, and I'll do what I well please with him.'
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'But that's no reason- ' Standish began in a torrent of speech.
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'That'll do; easy as she goes,' Wolf Larsen counseled back. 'I've
|
|
told you what's what, and let it stop at that. The man's mine, and
|
|
I'll make soup of him and eat it if I want to.'
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There was an angry gleam in the hunter's eye, but he turned on his
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|
heel and entered the steerage companionway, where he remained, looking
|
|
upward. All hands were on deck now, and all eyes were aloft, where a
|
|
human life was at grapples with death. The callousness of these men,
|
|
to whom industrial organization gave control of the lives of other
|
|
men, was appalling. I, who had lived out of the whirl of the world,
|
|
had never dreamed that its work was carried on in such fashion. Life
|
|
had always seemed a peculiarly sacred thing; but here it counted for
|
|
nothing, was a cipher in the arithmetic of commerce. I must say,
|
|
however, that the sailors themselves were sympathetic, as instance the
|
|
case of Johnson; but the masters (the hunters and the captain) were
|
|
heartlessly indifferent. Even the protest of Standish arose out of the
|
|
fact that he did not wish to lose his boat-puller. Had it been some
|
|
other hunter's boat-puller, he, like them, would have been no more
|
|
than amused.
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|
But to return to Harrison. It took Johansen, insulting and
|
|
reviling the poor wretch, fully ten minutes to get him started
|
|
again. A little later he made the end of the gaff, where, astride
|
|
the spar itself, he had a better chance for holding on. He cleared the
|
|
sheet, and was free to return, slightly downhill now, along the
|
|
halyards to the mast. But he had lost his nerve. Unsafe as was his
|
|
present position, he was loath to forsake it for the more unsafe
|
|
position on the halyards.
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He looked along the airy path he must traverse, and then down to the
|
|
deck. His eyes were wide and staring, and he was trembling
|
|
violently. I had never seen fear so strongly stamped upon a human
|
|
face. Johansen called vainly for him to come down. At any moment he
|
|
was liable to be snapped off the gaff, but he was helpless with
|
|
fright. Wolf Larsen, walking up and down with Smoke and in
|
|
conversation, took no more notice of him, though he cried sharply,
|
|
once, to the man at the wheel:
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|
|
'You're off your course, my man! Be careful, unless you're looking
|
|
for trouble.'
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|
'Aye, aye, sir,' the helmsman responded, putting a couple of
|
|
spokes down.
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|
He had been guilty of running the Ghost several points off her
|
|
course, in order that what little wind there was should fill the
|
|
foresail and hold it steady. He had striven to help the unfortunate
|
|
Harrison at the risk of incurring Wolf Larsen's anger.
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|
The time went by, and the suspense, to me, was terrible. Thomas
|
|
Mugridge, on the other hand, considered it a laughable affair, and was
|
|
continually bobbing his head out of the galley door to make jocose
|
|
remarks. How I hated him! And how my hatred for him grew and grew,
|
|
during that fearful time, to cyclopean dimensions! For the first
|
|
time in my life I experienced the desire to murder- 'saw red,' as some
|
|
of our picturesque writers phrase it. Life in general might still be
|
|
sacred, but life in the particular case of Thomas Mugridge had
|
|
become very profane indeed. I was frightened when I became conscious
|
|
that I was seeing red, and the thought flashed through my mind: Was I,
|
|
too, becoming tainted by the brutality of my environment?- I, who even
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in the most flagrant crimes had denied the justice and righteousness
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of capital punishment.
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Fully half an hour went by, and then I saw Johnson and Louis in some
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sort of altercation. It ended with Johnson flinging off Louis's
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detaining arm and starting forward. He crossed the deck, sprang into
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the fore rigging, and began to climb. But the quick eye of Wolf Larsen
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caught him.
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'Here, you, what are you up to?' he cried.
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Johnson's ascent was arrested. He looked his captain in the eyes and
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replied slowly:
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'I am going to get that boy down.'
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'You'll get down out of that rigging, and- lively about it! D'ye
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hear! Get down!'
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Johnson hesitated, but the long years of obedience to the masters of
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ships overpowered him, and he dropped sullenly to the deck and went on
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forward.
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At half after five I went below to set the cabin table; but I hardly
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knew what I did, for my eyes and brain were filled with the vision
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of a man, white-faced and trembling, comically, like a bug, clinging
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to the thrashing gaff. At six o'clock, when I served supper, going
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on deck to get the food from the galley, I saw Harrison, still in
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the same position. The conversation at the table was of other
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things. Nobody seemed interested in the wantonly imperiled life.
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But, making an extra trip to the galley a little later, I was
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gladdened by the sight of Harrison staggering weakly from the
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rigging to the forecastle scuttle. He had finally summoned the courage
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to descend.
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Before closing this incident, I must give a scrap of conversation
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I had with Wolf Larsen in the cabin, while I was washing the dishes.
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'You were looking squeamish this afternoon,' he began. 'What was the
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matter?'
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I could see that he knew what had made me possibly as sick as
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Harrison, that he was trying to draw me, and I answered: 'It was
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because of the brutal treatment of that boy.'
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He gave a short laugh. 'Like seasickness, I suppose. Some men are
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subject to it, and others are not.'
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'Not so,' I objected.
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'Just so,' he went on. 'The earth is as full of brutality as the sea
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is full of motion. And some men are made sick by the one, and some
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by the other. That's the only reason.'
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'But you who make a mock of human life, don't you place any value
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upon it whatever?' I demanded.
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'Value? What value? He looked at me, and though his eyes were steady
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and motionless, there seemed a cynical smile in them. 'What kind of
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value? How do you measure it? Who values it?'
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'I do,' I made answer.
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'Then what is it worth to you? Another man's life, I mean. Come,
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now, what is it worth?'
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The value of life? How could I put a tangible value upon it? Somehow
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I, who have always had expression, lacked expression when with Wolf
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Larsen. I have since determined that a part of it was due to the man's
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personality, but that the greater part was due to his totally
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different outlook. Unlike other materialists I had met, and with
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whom I had something in common to start on, I had nothing in common
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with him. Perhaps, also, it was the elemental simplicity of his mind
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that baffled me. He drove so directly to the core of the matter,
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divesting a question always of all superfluous details, and with
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such an air of finality, that I seemed to find myself struggling in
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deep water with no footing under me. Value of life? How could I answer
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the question on the spur of the moment? The sacredness of life I had
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accepted as axiomatic. That it was intrinsically valuable was a truism
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I had never questioned. But when he challenged the truism I was
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speechless.
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'We were talking about this yesterday,' he said. 'I held that life
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was a ferment, a yeasty something which devoured life that it might
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live, and that living was merely successful piggishness. Why, if there
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is anything in supply and demand, life is the cheapest thing in the
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|
world. There is only so much water, so much earth, so much air; but
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the life that is demanding to be born is limitless. Nature is a
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spendthrift. Look at the fish and their millions of eggs. For that
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|
matter, look at you and me. In our loins are the possibilities of
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millions of lives. Could we but find time and opportunity and
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utilize the last bit and every bit of the unborn life that is in us,
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we could become the fathers of nations and populate continents.
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Life? Bah! It has no value. Of cheap things it is the cheapest.
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Everywhere it goes begging. Nature spills it out with a lavish hand.
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Where there is room for one life, she sows a thousand lives, and
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it's life eat life till the strongest and most piggish life is left.'
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'You have read Darwin,' I said. 'But you read him misunderstandingly
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when you conclude that the struggle for existence sanctions your
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wanton destruction of life.'
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He shrugged his shoulders. 'You know you only mean that in
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|
relation to human life, for of the flesh and the fowl and the fish you
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|
destroy as much as I or any other man. And human life is in no wise
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different, though you feel it is and think that you reason why it
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is. Why should I be parsimonious with this life which is cheap and
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|
without value? There are more sailors than there are ships on the
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|
sea for them, more workers than there are factories or machines for
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|
them. Why, you who live on the land know that you house your poor
|
|
people in the slums of cities and loose famine and pestilence upon
|
|
them, and that there still remain more poor people, dying for want
|
|
of a crust of bread and a bit of meat (which is life destroyed),
|
|
than you know what to do with. Have you ever seen the London dockers
|
|
fighting like wild beasts for a chance to work?'
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He started for the companion-stairs, but turned his head for a final
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|
word. 'Do you know, the only value life has is what life puts upon
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itself; and it is of course overestimated, since it is of necessity
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|
prejudiced in its own favor. Take that man I had aloft. He held on
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|
as if he were a precious thing, a treasure beyond diamonds or
|
|
rubies. To you? No. To me? Not at all. To himself, yes. But I do not
|
|
accept his estimate. He sadly overrates himself. There is plenty
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|
more life demanding to be born. Had he fallen and dripped his brains
|
|
upon the deck like honey from the comb, there would have been no
|
|
loss to the world. He was worth nothing to the world. The supply is
|
|
too large. To himself only was he of value, and to show how fictitious
|
|
even this value was, being dead, he is unconscious that he has lost
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|
himself. He alone rated himself beyond diamonds and rubies. Diamonds
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|
and rubies are gone, spread out on the deck to be washed away by a
|
|
bucket of sea-water, and he does not even know that the diamonds and
|
|
rubies are gone. He does not lose anything, for with the loss of
|
|
himself he loses the knowledge of loss. Don't you see? And what have
|
|
you to say?'
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'That you are at least consistent,' was all I could say, and I
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went on washing the dishes.
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CHAPTER SEVEN.
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AT LAST, AFTER THREE DAYS of variable winds, we caught the northeast
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trades. I came on deck, after a good night's rest in spite of my
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|
poor knee, to find the Ghost foaming along, wing-and-wing and with
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|
every sail drawing except the jibs, with a fresh breeze astern. Oh,
|
|
the wonder of the great trade-wind! All day we sailed, and all
|
|
night, and the next day, and the next, day after day, the wind
|
|
always astern and blowing steadily and strong. The schooner sailed
|
|
herself. There was no pulling and hauling on sheets and tackles, no
|
|
shifting of topsails, no work at all for the sailors to do except to
|
|
steer. At night, when the sun went down, the sheets were slackened; in
|
|
the morning, when they yielded up the damp of the dew and relaxed,
|
|
they were pulled tight again- and that was all.
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|
Ten knots, twelve knots, eleven knots, varying from time to time,
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|
was the speed we were making; and ever out of the northeast the
|
|
brave wind blew, driving us on our course two hundred and fifty
|
|
miles between the dawns. It saddened me and gladdened me, the gait
|
|
with which we were leaving San Francisco behind and with which we were
|
|
foaming down upon the tropics. Each day grew perceptibly warmer. In
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|
the second dog-watch the sailors came on deck, stripped, and threw
|
|
buckets of water upon one another from overside. Flying-fish were
|
|
beginning to be seen, and during the night the watch above scrambled
|
|
over the deck in pursuit of those that fell aboard. In the morning,
|
|
Thomas Mugridge being duly bribed, the galley was pleasantly areek
|
|
with the odor of their frying, while dolphin meat was served fore
|
|
and aft on such occasions as Johnson caught the blazing beauties
|
|
from the bowsprit end.
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|
|
|
Johnson seemed to spend all his spare time there, or aloft at the
|
|
cross-trees, watching the Ghost cleaving the water under her press
|
|
of sail. There was passion, adoration, in his eyes, and he went
|
|
about in a sort of trance, gazing in ecstasy at the swelling sails,
|
|
the foaming wake, and the heave and the run of her over the liquid
|
|
mountains that were moving with us in stately procession.
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|
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|
The days and nights were all 'a wonder and a wild delight,' and
|
|
though I had little time from my dreary work, I stole odd moments to
|
|
gaze and gaze at the unending glory of what I never dreamed the
|
|
world possessed. Above, the sky was stainless blue- blue as the sea
|
|
itself, which, under the forefoot, was of the color and sheen of azure
|
|
satin. All around the horizon were pale, fleecy clouds, never
|
|
changing, never moving, like a silver setting for the flawless
|
|
turquoise sky.
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|
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|
I do not forget one night, when I should have been asleep, of
|
|
lying on the forecastle-head and gazing down at the spectral ripple of
|
|
foam thrust aside by the Ghost's forefoot. It sounded like the
|
|
gurgling of a brook over mossy stones in some quiet dell, and the
|
|
crooning song of it lured me away and out of myself till I was no
|
|
longer Hump the cabin-boy, or Van Weyden the man who had dreamed
|
|
away thirty-five years among books. But a voice behind me, the
|
|
unmistakable voice of Wolf Larsen, strong with the invincible
|
|
certitude of the man and mellow with appreciation of the words he
|
|
was quoting, aroused me.
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|
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|
O the blazing tropic night, when the wake's a welt of light
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|
That holds the hot sky tame,
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|
And the steady forefoot snores through the planet-powdered floors
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|
Where the scared whale flukes in flame.
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|
Her plates are scarred by the sun, dear lass,
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And her ropes are taut with the dew,
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|
For we're booming down on the old trail, our own trail, the out
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|
trail,
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|
We're sagging south on the Long Trail- the trail that is always
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|
|
|
new.
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|
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|
'Eh, Hump? How's it strike you?' he asked, after the due pause which
|
|
words and setting demanded.
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|
|
|
I looked into his face. It was aglow with light, as the sea
|
|
itself, and the eyes were flashing in the starshine.
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|
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|
'It strikes me as remarkable, to say the least, that you should show
|
|
enthusiasm,' I answered coldly.
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|
|
|
'Why, man, it's living; it's life!' he cried.
|
|
|
|
'Which is a cheap thing and without value.' I flung his words at
|
|
him.
|
|
|
|
He laughed, and it was the first time I had heard honest mirth in
|
|
his voice.
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|
|
|
'Ah, I cannot get you to understand, cannot drive it into your head,
|
|
what a thing this life is. Of course life is valueless, except to
|
|
itself. And I can tell you that my life is pretty valuable just now-
|
|
to myself. It is beyond price, which you will acknowledge is a
|
|
terrific overrating, but which I cannot help, for it is the life
|
|
that is in me that makes the rating.'
|
|
|
|
He appeared waiting for the words with which to express the
|
|
thought that was in him, and finally went on:
|
|
|
|
'Do you know, I am filled with a strange uplift; I feel as if all
|
|
time were echoing through me, as though all powers were mine. I know
|
|
truth, divine good from evil, right from wrong. My vision is clear and
|
|
far. I could almost believe in God. But'- and his voice changed, and
|
|
the light went out of his face- 'what is this condition in which I
|
|
find myself- this joy of living, this exultation of life, this
|
|
inspiration, I may well call it? It is what comes when there is
|
|
nothing wrong with one's digestion, when his stomach is in trim, and
|
|
his appetite has an edge, and all goes well. It is the bribe for
|
|
living, the champagne of the blood, the effervescence of the
|
|
ferment, that makes some men think holy thoughts, and other men to see
|
|
God or to create him when they cannot see him. That is all- the
|
|
drunkenness of life, the stirring and crawling of the yeast, the
|
|
babbling of the life that is insane with consciousness that it is
|
|
alive. And- bah! Tomorrow I shall pay for it as the drunkard pays,
|
|
as the miser clutching for a pot of gold pays on waking to penury. And
|
|
I shall know that I must die, at sea most likely; cease crawling of
|
|
myself, to be all acrawl with the corruption of the sea; to be fed
|
|
upon, to yield up all the strength and movement of my muscles, that
|
|
they may become strength and movement in fin and scale and the guts of
|
|
fishes. Bah! And bah! again. The champagne is already flat. The
|
|
sparkle and bubble have gone out, and it is a tasteless drink.'
|
|
|
|
He left me as suddenly as he had come, springing to the deck with
|
|
the weight and softness of a tiger. The Ghost plowed on her way. I
|
|
noted that the gurgling forefoot was very like a snore, and as I
|
|
listened to it the effect of Wolf Larsen's swift rush from sublime
|
|
exultation to despair slowly left me. Then some deepwater sailor, from
|
|
the waist of the ship, lifted a rich tenor voice in the 'Song of the
|
|
Trade-wind':
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|
|
|
Oh, I am the wind the seamen love-
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|
|
|
I am steady, and strong, and true;
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|
|
|
They follow my track by the clouds above,
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|
O'er the fathomless tropic blue.
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|
CHAPTER EIGHT.
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|
SOMETIMES I THOUGHT Wolf Larsen mad, or half mad at least, what with
|
|
his strange moods and vagaries. At other times I took him for a
|
|
great man, a genius who had never arrived. And, finally, I was
|
|
convinced that he was the perfect type of the primitive man, born a
|
|
thousand years or generations too late, and an anachronism in this
|
|
culminating century of civilization. He was certainly an individualist
|
|
of the most pronounced type. Not only that, but he was very lonely.
|
|
There was no congeniality between him and the rest of the men aboard
|
|
ship; his tremendous virility and mental strength walled him apart.
|
|
They were more like children to him, even the hunters, and as children
|
|
he treated them, descending perforce to their level and playing with
|
|
them as a man plays with puppies. Or else he probed them with the
|
|
cruel hand of a vivisectionist, groping about in their mental
|
|
processes and examining their souls as though to see of what this
|
|
soul-stuff was made.
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|
|
|
I had seen him a score of times, at table, insulting this hunter
|
|
or that with cool and level eyes and, withal, a certain air of
|
|
interest, pondering their actions or replies or petty rages with a
|
|
curiosity almost laughable to me who stood onlooker and who
|
|
understood. Concerning his own rages, I was convinced that they were
|
|
not real, that they were sometimes experiments, but that in the main
|
|
they were the habits of a pose or attitude he had seen fit to take
|
|
toward his fellowmen. I knew, with the possible exception of the
|
|
incident of the dead mate, that I had not seen him really angry; nor
|
|
did I wish ever to see him in a genuine rage, when all the force of
|
|
him would be called into play.
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|
|
|
While on the question of vagaries, I shall tell what befell Thomas
|
|
Mugridge in the cabin, and at the same time complete an incident
|
|
upon which I have already touched once or twice. The twelve o'clock
|
|
dinner was over, one day, and I had just finished putting the cabin in
|
|
order, when Wolf Larsen and Thomas Mugridge descended the
|
|
companion-stairs. Though the cook had a cubby-hole of a state-room
|
|
opening off from the cabin, in the cabin itself he had never dared
|
|
to linger or to be seen, and he flitted to and fro, once or twice a
|
|
day, like a timid specter.
|
|
|
|
'So you know how to play Nap,' Wolf Larsen was saying in a pleased
|
|
sort of voice. 'I might have guessed an Englishman would know. I
|
|
learned it myself in English ships.'
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|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge was beside himself, a blithering imbecile, so
|
|
pleased was he at chumming thus with the captain. The little airs he
|
|
put on, and the painful striving to assume the easy carriage of a
|
|
man born to a dignified place in life, would have been sickening had
|
|
they not been ludicrous. He quite ignored my presence, though I
|
|
credited him with being simply unable to see me. His pale, wishy-washy
|
|
eyes were swimming like lazy summer seas, though what blissful visions
|
|
they beheld were beyond my imagination.
|
|
|
|
'Get the cards, Hump,' Wolf Larsen ordered, as they took seats at
|
|
the table, 'and bring out the cigars and the whiskey you'll find in my
|
|
berth.'
|
|
|
|
I returned with the articles in time to hear the Cockney hinting
|
|
broadly that there was a mystery about him- that he might be a
|
|
gentleman's son gone wrong or something or other; also, that he was
|
|
a remittance-man, and was paid to keep away from- England- 'p'yed
|
|
'an'somely, sir,' was the way he put it; 'p'yed 'an'somely to sling my
|
|
'ook an' keep slingin' it.'
|
|
|
|
I had brought the customary liquor-glasses, but Wolf Larsen frowned,
|
|
shook his head, and signaled with his hands for me to bring the
|
|
tumblers. These he filled two thirds full with undiluted whiskey,-
|
|
'a gentleman's drink,' quoth Thomas Mugridge,- and they clinked
|
|
their glasses to the glorious game of Nap, lighted cigars, and fell to
|
|
shuffling and dealing the cards.
|
|
|
|
They played for money. They increased the amounts of the bets.
|
|
They drank whiskey, they drank it neat, and I fetched more. I do not
|
|
know whether Wolf Larsen cheated,- a thing he was thoroughly capable
|
|
of doing,- but he won steadily. The cook made repeated journeys to his
|
|
bunk for money. Each time he performed the journey with greater
|
|
swagger, but he never brought more than a few dollars at a time. He
|
|
grew maudlin, familiar, could hardly see the cards or sit upright.
|
|
As a preliminary to another journey to his bunk, he hooked Wolf
|
|
Larsen's buttonhole with a greasy forefinger and vacuously
|
|
proclaimed and reiterated: 'I got money. I got money, I tell yer,
|
|
an' I'm a gentleman's son.'
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen was unaffected by the drink, yet he drank glass for
|
|
glass, and, if anything, his glasses were fuller. There was no
|
|
change in him. He did not appear even amused at the other's antics.
|
|
|
|
In the end, with loud protestations that he could lose like a
|
|
gentleman, the cook's last money was staked on the game and lost.
|
|
Whereupon he leaned his head on his hands and wept. Wolf Larsen looked
|
|
curiously at him, as though about to probe and vivisect him, then
|
|
changed his mind, as from the foregone conclusion that there was
|
|
nothing there to probe.
|
|
|
|
'Hump,' he said to me, elaborately polite, 'kindly take Mr.
|
|
Mugridge's arm and help him up on deck. He is not feeling very well.
|
|
And tell Johansen to douse him with a few buckets of salt water,' he
|
|
added in a lower tone, for my ear alone.
|
|
|
|
I left Mr. Mugridge on deck, in the hands of a couple of grinning
|
|
sailors who had been told off for the purpose. Mr. Mugridge was
|
|
sleepily spluttering that he was a gentleman's son. But as I descended
|
|
the companion-stairs to clear the table I heard him shriek as the
|
|
first bucket of water struck him.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen was counting his winnings.
|
|
|
|
'One hundred and eighty-five dollars, even,' he said aloud. 'Just as
|
|
I thought. The beggar came aboard without a cent.'
|
|
|
|
'And what you have won is mine, sir,' I said boldly.
|
|
|
|
He favored me with a quizzical smile. 'Hump, I have studied some
|
|
grammar in my time, and I think your tenses are tangled. "Was mine,"
|
|
you should have said, not "is mine."'
|
|
|
|
'It is a question, not of grammar, but of ethics,' I answered.
|
|
|
|
It was possibly a minute before he spoke.
|
|
|
|
'D' ye know, Hump,' he said, with a slow seriousness which had in it
|
|
an indefinable strain of sadness, 'that this is the first time I
|
|
have heard the word "ethics" in the mouth of a man. You and I are
|
|
the only men on this ship who know its meaning.'
|
|
|
|
'At one time in my life,' he continued, after another pause, 'I
|
|
dreamed that I might some day talk with men who used such language,
|
|
that I might lift myself out of the place in life in which I had
|
|
been born, and hold conversations and mingle with men who talked about
|
|
just such things as ethics. And this is the first time I have ever
|
|
heard the word pronounced. Which is all by the way, for you are wrong.
|
|
It is a question neither of grammar nor ethics, but of fact.'
|
|
|
|
'I understand,' I said. 'The fact is that you have the money.'
|
|
|
|
His face brightened. He seemed pleased at my perspicacity.
|
|
|
|
'But it's avoiding the real question,' I continued, 'which is one of
|
|
right.'
|
|
|
|
'Ah,' he remarked, with a wry pucker of his mouth, 'I see you
|
|
still believe in such things as right and wrong.'
|
|
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'But don't you- at all?' I demanded.
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'Not the least bit. Might is right, and that is all there is to
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it. Weakness is wrong. Which is a very poor way of saying that it is
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good for oneself to be strong, and evil for oneself to be weak, or,
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better yet, it is pleasurable to be strong, because of the profits;
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painful to be weak, because of the penalties. just now the
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possession of this money is a pleasurable thing. It is good for one to
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possess it. Being able to possess it, I wrong myself and the life that
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is in me if I give it to you and forego the pleasure of possessing
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it.'
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'But you wrong me by withholding it,' I objected.
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'Not at all. One man cannot wrong another man. He can only wrong
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himself. As I see it, I do wrong always when I consider the
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interests of others. Don't you see? How can two particles of the yeast
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wrong each other by striving to devour each other? It is their
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inborn heritage to strive to devour, and to strive not to be devoured.
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When they depart from this they sin.'
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'Then you don't believe in altruism?' I asked.
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He received the word as though it had a familiar ring, though he
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pondered it thoughtfully. 'Let me see; it means something about
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cooperation, doesn't it?'
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Well, in a way there has come to be a sort of connection,' I
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answered, unsurprised by this time at such gaps in his vocabulary,
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which, like his knowledge, was the acquirement of a self-read,
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self-educated man whom no one had directed in his studies, and who had
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thought much and talked little or not at all. 'An altruistic act is an
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act performed for the welfare of others. It is unselfish, as opposed
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to an act performed for self, which is selfish.'
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He nodded his head. 'Oh, yes, I remember it now. I ran across it
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in Spencer.'
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'Spencer!' I cried. 'Have you read him?'
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'Not very much,' was his confession. 'I understood quite a good deal
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of "First Principles," but his "Biology" took the wind out of my
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sails, and his "Psychology" left me butting around in the doldrums for
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many a day. I honestly could not understand what he was driving at.
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I put it down to mental deficiency on my part, but since then I have
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decided that it was for want of preparation. I had no proper basis.
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Only Spencer and myself know how hard I hammered. But I did get
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something out of his "Data of Ethics." There's where I ran across
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"altruism," and I remember now how it was used.'
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I wondered what this man could have got from such a work. Spencer
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I remembered enough to know that altruism was imperative to his
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ideal of highest conduct. Wolf Larsen evidently had sifted the great
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philosopher's teachings, rejecting and selecting according to his
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needs and desires.
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'What else did you run across?' I asked.
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His brows drew in slightly with the mental effort of suitably
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phrasing thoughts which he had never before put into speech. I felt an
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elation of spirit. I was groping in his soul-stuff, as he made a
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practice of groping in the soul-stuff of others. I was exploring
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virgin territory. A strange, a terribly strange region was unrolling
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itself before my eyes.
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'In as few words as possible,' he began, 'Spencer puts it
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something like this: First, a man must act for his own benefit- to
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do this is to be moral and good. Next, he must act for the benefit
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of his children. And third, he must act for the benefit of his race.'
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'And the highest, finest right conduct,' I interjected, 'is that act
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which benefits at the same time the man, his children, and his race.'
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'I wouldn't stand for that,' he replied. 'Couldn't see the necessity
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for it, nor the common sense. I cut out the race and the children. I
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would sacrifice nothing for them. It's just so much slush and
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sentiment, and you must see it yourself, at least for one who does not
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believe in eternal life. With immortality before me, altruism would be
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a paying business proposition. I might elevate my soul to all kinds of
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altitudes. But with nothing eternal before me but death, given for a
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brief spell this yeasty crawling and squirming which is called life,
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why, it would be immoral for me to perform any act that was a
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sacrifice. Any sacrifice that makes me lose one crawl or squirm is
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foolish; and not only foolish, for it is a wrong against myself, and a
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wicked thing. I must not lose one crawl or squirm if I am to get the
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most out of the ferment. Nor will the eternal movelessness that is
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coming to me be made easier or harder by the sacrifices or
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selfishnesses of the time when I was yeasty and acrawl.'
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'Then you are an individualist, a materialist, and, logically, a
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hedonist.'
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'Big words,' he smiled. 'But what is a hedonist?'
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He nodded agreement when I had given the definition.
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'And you are also,' I continued, 'a man one could not trust in the
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least thing where it was possible for a selfish interest to
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intervene?'
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'Now you're beginning to understand,' he said, brightening.
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'You are a man utterly without what the world calls morals?'
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'That's it.'
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'A man of whom to be always afraid-'
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'That's the way to put it.'
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'As one is afraid of a snake, or a tiger, or a shark?'
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'Now you know me,' he said. 'And you know me as I am generally
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known. Other men call me "Wolf."'
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'You are a sort of monster,' I added audaciously, 'a Caliban who has
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pondered Setebos, and who acts as you act, in idle moments, by whim
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and fancy.'
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His brow clouded at the allusion. He did not understand, and I
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quickly learned that he did not know the poem.
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'I'm just reading Browning,' he confessed, 'and it's pretty tough. I
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haven't got very far along, and as it is, I've about lost my
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bearings.'
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Not to be tiresome, I shall say that I fetched the book from his
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state-room and read 'Caliban' aloud. He was delighted. It was a
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primitive mode of reasoning and of looking at things that he
|
|
understood thoroughly. He interrupted again and again with comment and
|
|
criticism. When I finished, he had me read it over a second time,
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and a third. We fell into discussion- philosophy, science,
|
|
evolution, religion. He betrayed the inaccuracies of the self-read
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|
man, and, it must be granted, the certitude and directness of the
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primitive mind. The very simplicity of his reasoning was its strength,
|
|
and his materialism was far more compelling than the subtly complex
|
|
materialism of Charley Furuseth. Not that I, a confirmed, and, as
|
|
Furuseth phrased it, a temperamental, idealist, was to be compelled;
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|
but that Wolf Larsen stormed the last strongholds of my faith with a
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vigor that received respect while not accorded conviction.
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Time passed. Supper was at hand and the table not laid. I became
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|
restless and anxious, and when Thomas Mugridge glared down the
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companionway, sick and angry of countenance, I prepared to go about my
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|
duties. But Wolf Larsen cried out to him':
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'Cooky, you've got to hustle tonight. I'm busy with Hump, and you'll
|
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do the best you can without him.'
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And again the unprecedented was established. That night I sat at
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table with the captain and the hunters, while Thomas Mugridge waited
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on us and washed the dishes afterward- a whim, a Caliban-mood of
|
|
Wolf Larsen's, and one I foresaw would bring me trouble. In the
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meantime we talked and talked, much to the disgust of the hunters, who
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could not understand a word.
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CHAPTER NINE.
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THREE DAYS OF REST, THREE blessed days of rest, are what I had
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with Wolf Larsen, eating at the cabin table and doing nothing but
|
|
discuss life, literature, and the universe, the while Thomas
|
|
Mugridge fumed and raged and did my work as well as his own.
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|
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'Watch out for squalls, is all I can say to you,' was Louis's
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|
warning, given during a spare half-hour on deck while Wolf Larsen
|
|
was engaged in straightening out a row among the hunters.
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|
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'Ye can't tell what'll be happenin',' Louis went on, in response
|
|
to my query for more definite information. 'The man's as contrary as
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|
air-currents or water-currents. You can never guess the ways iv him.
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|
'T is just as you're thinkin' you know him an' are makin' a
|
|
favorable slant along him that he whirls around, dead ahead, an' comes
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|
howlin' down upon you an' a-rippin' all iv your fine-weather sails
|
|
to rags.'
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|
So I was not altogether surprised when the squall foretold by
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Louis smote me. We had been having a heated discussion,- upon life, of
|
|
course,- and, grown overbold, I was passing stiff strictures upon Wolf
|
|
Larsen and the life of Wolf Larsen. In fact, I was vivisecting him and
|
|
turning over his soul-stuff as keenly and thoroughly as it was his
|
|
custom to do it to others. It may be a weakness of mine that I have an
|
|
incisive way of speech, but I threw all restraint to the winds and cut
|
|
and slashed until the whole man of him was snarling. The dark
|
|
sun-bronze of his face went black with wrath; his eyes became
|
|
ablaze. There was no clearness or sanity in them- nothing but the
|
|
terrific rage of a madman. It was the wolf in him that I saw, and a
|
|
mad wolf at that.
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|
|
|
He sprang for me with a half-roar, gripping my arm. I had steeled
|
|
myself to brazen it out, though I was trembling inwardly; but the
|
|
enormous strength of the man was too much for my fortitude. He had
|
|
gripped me by the biceps with his single hand, and when that grip
|
|
tightened I wilted and shrieked aloud. My feet went out from under me.
|
|
I simply could not stand upright and endure the agony. The muscles
|
|
refused their duty. The pain was too great. My biceps was being
|
|
crushed to a pulp.
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|
|
|
He seemed to recover himself, for a lurid gleam came into his
|
|
eyes, and he relaxed his hold with a short laugh that was more like
|
|
a growl. I fell to the floor, feeling very faint, while he sat down,
|
|
lighted a cigar, and watched me as a cat watches a mouse. As I writhed
|
|
about I could see in his eyes that curiosity I had so often noted,
|
|
that wonder and perplexity, that questing, that everlasting query of
|
|
his as to what it was all about.
|
|
|
|
I finally crawled to my feet and ascended the companion-stairs. Fair
|
|
weather was over, and there was nothing left but to return to the
|
|
galley. My left arm was numb, as though paralyzed, and days passed
|
|
before I could use it, while weeks went by before the last stiffness
|
|
and pain went out of it. And he had done nothing but put his hand upon
|
|
my arm and squeeze. There had been no wrenching or jerking. He had
|
|
just closed his hand with a steady pressure. What he might have done I
|
|
did not fully realize till next day, when he put his head into the
|
|
galley, and, as a sign of renewed friendliness, asked me how my arm
|
|
was getting on.
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|
|
|
'It might have been worse,' he smiled.
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|
|
|
I was peeling potatoes. He picked one up from the pan. It was
|
|
fair-sized, firm, and unpeeled. He closed his hand upon it,
|
|
squeezed, and the potato squirted out between his fingers in mushy
|
|
streams. The pulpy remnant he dropped back into the pan and turned
|
|
away, and I had a sharp vision of how it might have fared with me
|
|
had the monster put his strength upon me.
|
|
|
|
But the three days' rest was good, in spite of it all, for it had
|
|
given my knee the very chance it needed. It felt much better, the
|
|
swelling had materially decreased, and the cap seemed descending
|
|
into its proper place. Also, the three days' rest brought the
|
|
trouble I had foreseen. It was plainly Thomas Mugridge's intention
|
|
to make me pay for those three days. He treated me vilely, cursed me
|
|
continually, and heaped his own work upon me. He even ventured to
|
|
raise his fist to me, but I was becoming animal-like myself, and I
|
|
snarled in his face so terribly that it must have frightened him back.
|
|
It is no pleasant picture I can conjure up of myself, Humphrey Van
|
|
Weyden, in that noisome ship's galley, crouched in a corner over my
|
|
task, my face raised to the face of the creature about to strike me,
|
|
my lips lifted and snarling like a dog's, my eyes gleaming with fear
|
|
and helplessness and the courage that comes of fear and
|
|
helplessness. I do not like the picture. It reminds me too strongly of
|
|
a rat in a trap. I do not care to think of it; but it was effective,
|
|
for the threatened blow did not descend.
|
|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge backed away, glaring as hatefully and viciously as I
|
|
glared. A pair of beasts is what we were, penned together and
|
|
showing our teeth. He was a coward, afraid to strike me because I
|
|
had not quailed sufficiently in advance; so he chose a new way to
|
|
intimidate me. There was only one galley knife that as a knife
|
|
amounted to anything. This, through many years of service and wear,
|
|
had acquired a long, lean blade. It was unusually cruel-looking, and
|
|
at first I had shuddered every time I used it. The cook borrowed a
|
|
stone from Johansen and proceeded to sharpen the knife. He did it with
|
|
great ostentation, glancing significantly at me the while. He
|
|
whetted it up and down all day long. Every odd moment he could find he
|
|
had the knife and stone out and was whetting away. The steel
|
|
acquired a razor-edge. He tried it with the ball of his thumb or
|
|
across the nail, he shaved hairs from the back of his hand, glanced
|
|
along the edge with microscopic acuteness, and found, or feigned
|
|
that he found, always, a slight inequality in its edge somewhere. Then
|
|
he would put it on the stone again, and whet, whet, whet, till I could
|
|
have laughed aloud, it was so very ludicrous.
|
|
|
|
It was also serious, for I learned that he was capable of using
|
|
it, that under all his cowardice there was a courage of cowardice,
|
|
like mine, that would impel him to do the very thing his whole
|
|
nature protested against doing and was afraid of doing. 'Cooky's
|
|
sharpening his knife for Hump,' was being whispered about among the
|
|
sailors, and some of them twitted him about it. This he took in good
|
|
part, and was really pleased, nodding his head with direful
|
|
foreknowledge and mystery, until George Leach, the erstwhile
|
|
cabin-boy, ventured some rough pleasantry on the subject.
|
|
|
|
Now it happened that Leach was one of the sailors told off to
|
|
douse Mugridge after his game of cards with the captain. Leach had
|
|
evidently done his task with a thoroughness that Mugridge had not
|
|
forgiven, for words followed, and evil names involving smirched
|
|
ancestries. Mugridge menaced with the knife he was sharpening for
|
|
me. Leach laughed and hurled more of his Telegraph Hill
|
|
billingsgate, and before either he or I knew what had happened, his
|
|
right forearm had been ripped open from elbow to wrist by a quick
|
|
slash of the knife. The cook backed away, a fiendish expression on his
|
|
face, the knife held before him in a position of defense. But Leach
|
|
took it quite calmly, though his blood was spouting upon the deck as
|
|
generously as water from a fountain.
|
|
|
|
'I'm goin' to get you, Cooky,' he said, 'and I'll get you hard.
|
|
And I won't be in no hurry about it. You'll be without that knife when
|
|
I come for you.'
|
|
|
|
So saying, he turned and walked quietly forward. Mugridge's face was
|
|
livid with fear at what he had done and at what he might expect sooner
|
|
or later from the man he had stabbed. But his demeanor toward me was
|
|
more ferocious than ever. In spite of his fear at the reckoning he
|
|
must expect to pay for what he had done, he could see that it had been
|
|
an object-lesson to me, and he became more domineering and exultant.
|
|
Also, there was a lust in him, akin to madness, which had come with
|
|
sight of the blood he had drawn. He was beginning to see red in
|
|
whatever direction he looked. The psychology of it is sadly tangled,
|
|
and yet I could read the workings of his mind as clearly as though
|
|
it were a printed book.
|
|
|
|
Several days went by, the Ghost still foaming down the trades, and I
|
|
could swear I saw madness growing in Thomas Mugridge's eyes. And I
|
|
confess that I became afraid, very much afraid. Whet, whet, whet, it
|
|
went, all day long. The look in his eyes as he felt the keen edge
|
|
and glared at me was positively carnivorous. I was afraid to turn my
|
|
shoulder to him, and when I left the galley I went out backward- to
|
|
the amusement of the sailors and hunters, who made a point of
|
|
gathering in groups to witness my exit. The strain was too great. I
|
|
sometimes thought my mind would give way under it- a meet thing on
|
|
this ship of madmen and brutes. Every hour, every minute, of my
|
|
existence was in jeopardy. I was a human soul in distress, and yet
|
|
no soul, fore or aft, betrayed sufficient sympathy to come to my
|
|
aid. At times I thought of throwing myself on the mercy of Wolf
|
|
Larsen; but the vision of the mocking devil in his eyes that
|
|
questioned life and sneered at it would come strong upon me and compel
|
|
me to refrain. At other times I seriously contemplated suicide, and
|
|
the whole force of my hopeful philosophy was required to keep me
|
|
from going over the side in the darkness of night.
|
|
|
|
Several times Wolf Larsen tried to inveigle me into discussion,
|
|
but I gave him short answers and eluded him. Finally, he commanded
|
|
me to resume my seat at the cabin table for a time and let the cook do
|
|
my work. Then I spoke frankly, telling him what I was enduring from
|
|
Thomas Mugridge because of the three days of favoritism which had been
|
|
shown me. Wolf Larsen regarded me with smiling eyes.
|
|
|
|
'So you're afraid, eh?' he sneered.
|
|
|
|
'Yes,' I said defiantly and honestly, 'I am afraid.'
|
|
|
|
'That's the way with you fellows,' he cried half angrily;
|
|
'sentimentalizing about your immortal souls, and afraid to die. At
|
|
sight of a sharp knife and a cowardly Cockney, the clinging of life to
|
|
life overcomes all your fond foolishness. Why, my dear fellow, you
|
|
will live forever. You are a god, and a god cannot be killed. Cooky
|
|
cannot hurt you. You are sure of your resurrection. What's there to be
|
|
afraid of?
|
|
|
|
'You have eternal life before you. You are a millionaire in
|
|
immortality, a millionaire whose fortune cannot be lost, whose fortune
|
|
is less perishable than the stars and as lasting as space or time.
|
|
It is impossible for you to diminish your principal. Immortality is
|
|
a thing without beginning or end. Eternity is eternity, and though you
|
|
die here and now, you will go on living somewhere else and
|
|
hereafter. And it is all very beautiful, this shaking off of the flesh
|
|
and soaring of the imprisoned spirit. Cooky cannot hurt you. He can
|
|
only give you a boost on the path you eternally must tread.
|
|
|
|
'Or, if you do not wish to be boosted just yet, why not boost Cooky?
|
|
According to your ideas, he too must be an immortal millionaire. You
|
|
cannot bankrupt him. His paper will always circulate at par. You
|
|
cannot diminish the length of his living by killing him, for he is
|
|
without beginning or end. He's bound to go on living, somewhere,
|
|
somehow. Then boost him. Stick a knife in him and let his spirit free.
|
|
As it is, it's in a nasty prison, and you'll do him only a kindness by
|
|
breaking down the door. And who knows? It may be a very beautiful
|
|
spirit that will go soaring up into the blue from that ugly carcass.
|
|
Boost him along, and I'll promote you to his place, and he's getting
|
|
forty-five dollars a month.'
|
|
|
|
It was plain that I could look for no help or mercy from Wolf
|
|
Larsen. Whatever was to be done I must do for myself; and out of the
|
|
courage of fear I evolved the plan of fighting Thomas Mugridge with
|
|
his own weapons. I borrowed a whetstone from Johansen. Louis, the
|
|
boat-steerer, had already begged me for condensed milk and sugar.
|
|
The lazaret, where such delicacies were stored, was situated beneath
|
|
the cabin floor. Watching my chance, I stole five cans of the milk,
|
|
and that night, when it was Louis's watch on deck, I traded them
|
|
with him for a dirk, as lean and cruel-looking as Thomas Mugridge's
|
|
vegetable-knife. It was rusty and dull, but I turned the grindstone
|
|
while Louis gave it an edge. I slept more soundly than usual that
|
|
night.
|
|
|
|
Next morning, after breakfast, Thomas Mugridge began his whet, whet,
|
|
whet. I glanced warily at him, for I was on my knees taking the
|
|
ashes from the stove. When I returned from throwing them overside,
|
|
he was talking to Harrison, whose honest yokel's face was filled
|
|
with fascination and wonder.
|
|
|
|
'Yes,' Mugridge was saying, 'an' wot does 'is worship do but give me
|
|
two years in Reading. But blimey if I cared. The other mug was fixed
|
|
plenty. Should 'a' seen 'im. Knife just like this.' He shot a glance
|
|
in my direction to see if I was taking it in, and went on with a
|
|
gory narrative of his prowess.
|
|
|
|
A call from the mate interrupted him, and Harrison went aft.
|
|
Mugridge sat down on the raised threshold to the galley and went on
|
|
with his knife-sharpening. I put the shovel away and calmly sat down
|
|
on the coal-box, facing him. He favored me with a vicious stare. Still
|
|
calmly, though my heart was going pit-a-pat, I pulled out Louis's dirk
|
|
and began to whet it on the stone. I had looked for almost any sort of
|
|
explosion on the Cockney's part, but, to my surprise, he did not
|
|
appear aware of what I was doing. He went on whetting his knife; so
|
|
did I; and for two hours we sat there, face to face, whet, whet, the
|
|
news of it spread abroad, and half the ship's company was crowding the
|
|
galley doors to see the sight.
|
|
|
|
Encouragement and advice were freely tendered, and Jock Horner,
|
|
the quiet, soft-spoken hunter who looked as though he would not harm a
|
|
mouse, advised me to leave the ribs alone and to thrust upward, at the
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same time giving what he called the 'Spanish twist' to the blade.
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Leach, his bandaged arm prominently to the fore, begged me to leave
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a few remnants of the cook for him, and Wolf Larsen paused once or
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twice at the break of the poop to glance curiously at what must have
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been to him a stirring and crawling of the yeasty thing he knew as
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life.
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And I make free to say that for the time being life assumed the same
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sordid values to me. There was nothing pretty about it, nothing
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divine- only two cowardly moving things that sat whetting steel upon
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stone, and a group of other moving things, cowardly and otherwise,
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that looked on. Half of them, I am sure, were anxious to see us
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shedding each other's blood. It would have been entertainment. And I
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do not think there was one who would have interfered had we closed
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in a death-struggle.
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On the other hand, the whole thing was laughable and childish. Whet,
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whet, whet- Humphrey Van Weyden sharpening his knife in a ship's
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galley and trying its edge with his thumb. Of all situations this
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was the most inconceivable. I know that my own kind could not have
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believed it possible. I had not been called 'Sissy' Van Weyden all
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my days without reason, and that 'Sissy' Van Weyden should be
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capable of doing this thing was a revelation to Humphrey Van Weyden,
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who knew not whether to be exultant or ashamed.
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But nothing happened. At the end of two hours Thomas Mugridge put
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away knife and stone and held out his hand.
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'Wot's the good of mykin' a 'oly show of ourselves for them mugs?'
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he demanded. 'They don't love us, an' bloody well glad they'd be
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a-seein' us cuttin' our throats. Yer not 'arf bad, 'Ump. You've got
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spunk, as you Yanks s'y, an' I like yer in a w'y. So come on an'
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shyke.'
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Coward that I might be, I was less a coward than he. It was a
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distinct victory I had gained, and I refused to forego any of it by
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shaking his detestable hand.
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'All right,' he said pridelessly; 'tyke it or leave it. I'll like
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yer none the less for it.' And, to save his face, he turned fiercely
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upon the onlookers. 'Get outer my galley door, you bloomin' swabs!'
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This command was reinforced by a steaming kettle of water, and at
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sight of it the sailors scrambled out of the way. This was a sort of
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victory for Thomas Mugridge and enabled him to accept more
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gracefully the defeat I had given him, though, of course, he was too
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discreet to attempt to drive the hunters away.
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'I see Cooky's finish,' I heard Smoke say to Horner.
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'You bet,' was the reply. 'Hump runs the galley from now on, and
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Cooky pulls in his horns.'
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Mugridge heard and shot a swift glance at me, but I gave no sign
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that the conversation had reached me. I had not thought my victory was
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so far-reaching and complete, but I resolved to let go nothing I had
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gained. As the days went by, Smoke's prophecy was verified. The
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Cockney became more humble and slavish to me than even to Wolf Larsen.
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I mistered him and sirred him no longer, washed no more greasy pots,
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and peeled no more potatoes. I did my own work, and my own work
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only, and when and in what fashion I saw fit. Also, I carried the dirk
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in a sheath at my hip, sailor-fashion, and maintained toward Thomas
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Mugridge a constant attitude which was composed of equal parts of
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domineering, insult, and contempt.
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CHAPTER TEN.
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MY INTIMACY WITH Wolf Larsen increased, if by intimacy may be
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denoted those relations which exist between master and man, or, better
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yet, between king and jester. I was to him no more than a toy, and
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he valued me no more than a child values a toy. My function was to
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amuse, and so long as I amused all went well; but let him become
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bored, or let him have one of his black moods come upon him, and at
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once I was relegated from cabin table to galley, while, at the same
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time, I was fortunate to escape with my life and a whole body.
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The loneliness of the man was slowly being borne in upon me. There
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was not a man aboard but hated or feared him, nor was there a man whom
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he did not despise. He seemed consuming with the tremendous power that
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was in him and that seemed never to have found adequate expression
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in works. He was as Lucifer would be, were that proud spirit
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banished to a society of soulless, Tomlinsonian ghosts.
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This loneliness was bad enough in itself, but, to make it worse,
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he was oppressed by the primal melancholy of the race. Knowing him,
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I reviewed the old Scandinavian myths with clearer understanding.
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The white-skinned, fair-haired savages who created that terrible
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pantheon were of the same fiber as he. The frivolity of the
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laughter-loving Latins was no part of him. When he laughed it was from
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a humor that was nothing else than ferocious. But he laughed rarely;
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he was too often sad. And it was a sadness as deep-reaching as the
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roots of the race. It was the race heritage, the sadness which had
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made the race sober-minded, clean-lived, and fanatically moral.
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In point of fact, the chief vent to this primal melancholy has
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|
been religion in its more agonizing forms. But the compensations of
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|
such religion were denied Wolf Larsen. His brutal materialism would
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|
not permit it. So, when his blue moods came on, nothing remained for
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him but to be devilish. Had he not been so terrible a man, I could
|
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sometimes have felt sorry for him, as, for instance, one morning
|
|
when I went into his state-room to fill his water-bottle and came
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|
unexpectedly upon him. He did not see me. His head was buried in his
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hands, and his shoulders were heaving convulsively as with sobs. He
|
|
seemed torn by some mighty grief. As I softly withdrew, I could hear
|
|
him groaning, 'God! God! God!' Not that he was calling upon God; it
|
|
was a mere expletive, but it came from his soul.
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At dinner he asked the hunters for a remedy for headache, and by
|
|
evening, strong man that he was, he was half blind, and reeling
|
|
about the cabin.
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'I've never been sick in my life, Hump,' he said, as I guided him to
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his room. 'Nor did I ever have a headache except the time my head was
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|
healing after having been laid open for six inches by a capstan-bar.'
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For three days this blinding headache lasted, and he suffered as
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|
wild animals suffer, as it seemed the way on ship to suffer, without
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|
plaint, without sympathy, utterly alone.
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|
This morning, however, on entering his state-room to make the bed
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|
and put things in order, I found him well and hard at work. Table
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|
and bunk were littered with designs and calculations. On a large
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|
transparent sheet, compass and square in hand, he was copying what
|
|
appeared to be a scale of some sort or other.
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|
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|
'Hello, Hump!' he greeted me genially. 'I'm just finished the
|
|
finishing touches. Want to see it work?'
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'But what is it?' I asked.
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|
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|
'A labor-saving device for mariners, navigation reduced to
|
|
kindergarten simplicity,' he answered gaily. 'From today a child
|
|
will be able to navigate a ship. No more long-winded calculations. All
|
|
you need is one star in the sky on dirty night to know instantly where
|
|
you are. Look. I place the transparent scale on this star-map,
|
|
revolving the scale on the North Pole. On the scale I've worked out
|
|
the circles of altitude and the lines of bearing. All I do is put it
|
|
on a star, revolve the scale till it is opposite those figures on
|
|
the map underneath, and presto, there you are, the ship's precise
|
|
location!'
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|
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|
There was a ring of triumph in his voice, and his eyes, clear blue
|
|
this morning as the sea, were sparkling with light.
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|
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|
'You must be well up in mathematics,' I said. 'Where did you go to
|
|
school?' 'Never saw the inside of one, worse luck,' was the answer. 'I
|
|
had to dig it out for myself.
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|
|
|
'And why do you think I have made this thing?' he demanded abruptly.
|
|
'Dreaming to leave footprints on the sands of time?' He laughed one of
|
|
his horrible mocking laughs. 'Not at all. To get it patented, to
|
|
make money from it, to revel in piggishness, with all night in while
|
|
other men do the work. That's my purpose. Also, I have enjoyed working
|
|
it out.'
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|
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'The creative joy,' I murmured.
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|
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|
'I guess that's what it ought to be called. Which is another way
|
|
of expressing the joy of life in that it is alive, the triumph of
|
|
movement over matter, of the quick over the dead, the pride of the
|
|
yeast because it is yeast and crawls.'
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|
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|
I threw up my hands with helpless disapproval of his inveterate
|
|
materialism, and went about making the bed. He continued copying lines
|
|
and figures upon the transparent scale. It was a task requiring the
|
|
utmost nicety and precision, and I could not but admire the way he
|
|
tempered his strength to the fineness and delicacy of the need.
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|
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|
When I had finished the bed, I caught myself looking at him in a
|
|
fascinated sort of way. He was certainly a handsome man- beautiful
|
|
in the masculine sense. And again, with never-failing wonder, I
|
|
remarked the total lack of viciousness, or wickedness, or
|
|
sinfulness, in his face. It was the face, I am convinced, of a man who
|
|
did no wrong. And by this I do not wish to be misunderstood. What I
|
|
mean is that it was the face of a man who either did nothing
|
|
contrary to the dictates of his conscience, or who had no
|
|
conscience. I incline to the latter way of accounting for it. He was a
|
|
magnificent atavism, a man so purely primitive that he was of the type
|
|
that came into the world before the development of the moral nature.
|
|
He was not immoral, but merely unmoral.
|
|
|
|
As I have said, in the masculine sense his was a beautiful face.
|
|
Smooth-shaven, every line was distinct, and it was cut as clear and
|
|
sharp as a cameo; while sea and sun had tanned the naturally fair skin
|
|
to a dark bronze which bespoke struggle and battle, and added to
|
|
both his savagery and his beauty. The lips were full, yet possessed of
|
|
the firmness, almost harshness, which is characteristic of thin
|
|
lips. The set of his mouth, his chin, his jaw, was likewise firm or
|
|
harsh, with all the fierceness and indomitableness of the male; the
|
|
nose also. It was the nose of a being born to conquer and command.
|
|
It just hinted of the eagle beak. It might have been Grecian, it might
|
|
have been Roman, only it was a shade too massive for the one, a
|
|
shade too delicate for the other. And while the whole face was the
|
|
incarnation of fierceness and strength, the primal melancholy from
|
|
which he suffered seemed to greaten the lines of mouth and eye and
|
|
brow, seemed to give a largeness and completeness which otherwise
|
|
the face would have lacked.
|
|
|
|
And so I caught myself standing idly and studying him. I cannot
|
|
say how greatly the man had come to interest me. Who was he? What
|
|
was he? How had he happened to be? All powers seemed his, all
|
|
potentialities; why, then, was he no more than the obscure master of a
|
|
seal-hunting schooner, with a reputation for frightful brutality among
|
|
the men who hunted seals?
|
|
|
|
My curiosity burst from me in a flood of speech:
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|
|
|
'Why is it that you have not done great things in this world? With
|
|
the power that is yours you might have risen to any height.
|
|
Unpossessed of conscience or moral instinct, you might have mastered
|
|
the world, broken it to your hand. And yet here you are, at the top of
|
|
your life, where diminishing and dying begin, living an obscure and
|
|
sordid existence hunting sea-animals for the satisfaction of woman's
|
|
vanity and love of decoration, reveling in a piggishness, to use
|
|
your own words, which is anything and everything except splendid. Why,
|
|
with all that wonderful strength, have you not done something? There
|
|
was nothing to stop you, nothing that could stop you. What was
|
|
wrong? Did you lack ambition? Did you fall under temptation? What
|
|
was the matter? What was the matter?'
|
|
|
|
He had lifted his eyes to me at the beginning of my outburst and
|
|
followed me complacently until I had done and stood before him
|
|
breathless and dismayed. He waited a moment, as though seeing where to
|
|
begin, and then said:
|
|
|
|
'Hump, do you know the parable of the sower who went forth to sow?
|
|
If you will remember, some of the seed fell upon stony places, where
|
|
there was not much earth, and forthwith they sprung up because they
|
|
had no deepness of earth. And when the sun was up, they were scorched;
|
|
and because they had no root they withered away. And some fell among
|
|
thorns, and the thorns sprung up and choked them.'
|
|
|
|
'Well?' I said.
|
|
|
|
'Well?' he queried half petulantly. 'It was not well. I was one of
|
|
those seeds.'
|
|
|
|
He dropped his head to the scale and resumed the copying. I finished
|
|
my work, and had opened the door to leave, when he spoke to me.
|
|
|
|
'Hump, if you will look on the west coast of the map of Norway you
|
|
will see an indentation called Romsdal Fiord. I was born within a
|
|
hundred miles of that stretch of water. But I was not born
|
|
Norwegian. I am a Dane. My father and mother were Danes, and how
|
|
they ever came to that bleak bight of land on the west coast I do
|
|
not know. I never heard. Outside of that, there is nothing mysterious.
|
|
They were poor people and unlettered. They came of generations of
|
|
poor, unlettered people- peasants of the sea who sowed their sons on
|
|
the waves as has been their custom since time began. There is no
|
|
more to tell.'
|
|
|
|
'But there is,' I objected. 'It is still obscure to me.'
|
|
|
|
'What can I tell you,' he demanded, with a recrudescence of
|
|
fierceness, 'of the meagerness of a child's life- of fish diet and
|
|
coarse living; of going out with the boats from the time I could
|
|
crawl; of my brothers, who went away one by one to the deep-sea
|
|
farming and never came back; of myself, unable to read or write,
|
|
cabin-boy at the mature age of ten on the coastwise, old-country
|
|
ships; of the rough fare and rougher usage, where kicks and blows were
|
|
bed and breakfast and took the place of speech, and fear and hatred
|
|
and pain were my only soul-experiences? I do not care to remember. A
|
|
madness comes up in my brain even now as I think of it. But there were
|
|
coastwise skippers I would have sought and killed when a man's
|
|
strength came to me, only the lines of my life were cast at the time
|
|
in other places. I did return, not long ago, but unfortunately the
|
|
skippers were dead, all but one, a mate in the old days, a skipper
|
|
when I met him, and when I left him, a cripple who would never walk
|
|
again.'
|
|
|
|
'But you who read Spencer and Darwin and have never seen the
|
|
inside of a school, how did you learn to read and write?' I queried.
|
|
|
|
'In the English merchant service. Cabin-boy at twelve, ship's boy at
|
|
fourteen, ordinary seaman at sixteen, able seaman at seventeen and
|
|
cock of the fo'c's'le; infinite ambition and infinite loneliness,
|
|
receiving neither help nor sympathy, I did it all for myself-
|
|
navigation, mathematics, science, literature, and what not. And of
|
|
what use has it been? Master and owner of a ship at the top of my
|
|
life, as you say, when I am beginning to diminish and die. Paltry,
|
|
isn't it? And when the sun was up I was scorched, and because I had no
|
|
root I withered away.'
|
|
|
|
'But history tells of slaves who rose to the purple,' I chided.
|
|
|
|
'And history tells of opportunities that came to the slaves who rose
|
|
to the purple,' he answered grimly. 'No man makes opportunity. All the
|
|
great men ever did was to know it when it came to them. The Corsican
|
|
knew. I have dreamed as greatly as the Corsican. I should have known
|
|
the opportunity, but it never came. The thorns sprung up and choked
|
|
me. And, Hump, I can tell you that you know more about me than any
|
|
living man except my own brother.'
|
|
|
|
'And what is he? And where is he?'
|
|
|
|
'Master of the steamship Macedonia, seal-hunter,' was the answer.
|
|
'We will meet him most probably on the Japan coast. Men call him
|
|
"Death" Larsen.'
|
|
|
|
'Death Larsen!' I involuntarily cried. 'Is he like you?'
|
|
|
|
'Hardly. He is a lump of an animal without any head. He has all
|
|
my- my-'
|
|
|
|
'Brutishness,' I suggested.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, thank you for the word- all my brutishness; but he can
|
|
scarcely read or write.'
|
|
|
|
'And he has never philosophized on life,' I added.
|
|
|
|
'No,' Wolf Larsen answered, with an indescribable air of sadness.
|
|
'And he is all the happier for leaving life alone. He is too busy
|
|
living it to think about it. My mistake was in ever opening the
|
|
books.'
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER ELEVEN.
|
|
|
|
THE GHOST HAS ATTAINED the southernmost point of the arc she is
|
|
describing across the Pacific, and is already beginning to edge away
|
|
to the west and north toward some lone island, it is rumored, where
|
|
she will fill her water-casks before proceeding to the season's hunt
|
|
along the coast of Japan. The hunters have experimented and
|
|
practiced with their rifles and shotguns till they are satisfied,
|
|
and the boat-pullers and steerers have made their sprit-sails, bound
|
|
the oars and rowlocks in leather and sennit so that they will make
|
|
no noise when creeping on the seals, and put their boats in
|
|
apple-pie order, to use Leach's homely phrase.
|
|
|
|
His arm, by the way, has healed nicely, though the scar will
|
|
remain all his life. Thomas Mugridge lives in mortal fear of him,
|
|
and is afraid to venture on deck after dark. There are two or three
|
|
standing quarrels in the forecastle. Louis tells me that the gossip of
|
|
the sailors finds its way aft, and that two of the telltales have been
|
|
badly beaten by their mates. He shakes his head dubiously over the
|
|
outlook for the man Johnson, who is boat-puller in the same boat
|
|
with him. Johnson has been guilty of speaking his mind too freely, and
|
|
has collided two or three times with Wolf Larsen over the
|
|
pronunciation of his name. Johansen he thrashed on the amidships
|
|
deck the other night, since which time the mate has called him by
|
|
his proper name. But of course it is out of the question that
|
|
Johnson should thrash Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
Louis has also given me additional information about Death Larsen,
|
|
which tallies with the captain's brief description. We may expect to
|
|
meet Death Larsen on the Japan coast. 'And look out for squalls,' is
|
|
Louis's prophecy, 'for they hate one another like the wolf-whelps they
|
|
are.' Death Larsen is in command of the only sealing-steamer in the
|
|
fleet, which carries fourteen boats, where the schooners carry only
|
|
six. There is wild talk of cannon aboard, and of strange raids and
|
|
expeditions she may make, ranging from opium-smuggling into the States
|
|
and arms-smuggling into China, to black-birding and open piracy. Yet I
|
|
cannot but believe Louis, for I have never yet caught him in a lie,
|
|
while he has a cyclopedic knowledge of sealing and the men of the
|
|
sealing-fleets.
|
|
|
|
As it is forward and in the galley, so it is in the steerage and
|
|
aft, on this veritable hell-ship. Men fight and struggle ferociously
|
|
for one another's lives. The hunters are looking for a shooting scrape
|
|
at any moment between Smoke and Henderson, whose old quarrel has not
|
|
healed, while Wolf Larsen says positively that he will kill the
|
|
survivor of the affair if such affair comes off. He frankly states
|
|
that the position he takes is based on no moral grounds, that all
|
|
the hunters could kill and eat one another, so far as he is concerned,
|
|
were it not that he needs them alive for the hunting. If they will
|
|
only hold their hands until the season is over, he promises them a
|
|
royal carnival, when all grudges can be settled and the survivors
|
|
may toss the non-survivors overboard and arrange a story as to how the
|
|
missing men were lost at sea. I think even the hunters are appalled at
|
|
his cold-bloodedness. Wicked men though they be, they are certainly
|
|
very much afraid of him.
|
|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge is cur-like in his subjection to me, while I go
|
|
about in secret dread of him. His is the courage of fear, a strange
|
|
thing I know well of myself, and at any moment it may master the
|
|
fear and impel him to the taking of my life. My knee is much better,
|
|
though it often aches for long periods, and the stiffness is gradually
|
|
leaving the arm which Wolf Larsen squeezed. Otherwise I am in splendid
|
|
condition, feel that I am in splendid condition. My muscles are
|
|
growing harder and increasing in size. My hands, however, are a
|
|
spectacle for grief. Also, I am suffering from boils, due to the
|
|
diet most likely, for I was never so afflicted before.
|
|
|
|
I was amused, a couple of evenings back, by seeing Wolf Larsen
|
|
reading the Bible, a copy of which, after the futile search for one at
|
|
the beginning of the voyage, had been found in the dead mate's
|
|
sea-chest. I wondered what Wolf Larsen could get from it, and he
|
|
read aloud to me from Ecclesiastes. I could imagine he was speaking
|
|
the thoughts of his own mind as he read to me, and his voice,
|
|
reverberating deeply and mournfully in the confined cabin, charmed and
|
|
held me. He may be uneducated, but he certainly knows how to express
|
|
the significance of the written word. I can hear him now, as I shall
|
|
always hear him, the primal melancholy vibrant in his voice, as he
|
|
read from Ecclesiastes the passage beginning: 'I gathered me also
|
|
silver and gold.'
|
|
|
|
'There you have it, Hump,' he said, closing the book upon his finger
|
|
and looking up at me. 'The Preacher who was king over Israel in
|
|
Jerusalem thought as I think. You call me a pessimist. Is not this
|
|
pessimism of the blackest?- 'all is vanity and vexation of spirit';
|
|
'there is no profit under the sun'; 'there is one event unto all,'
|
|
to the fool and the wise, the clean and the unclean, the sinner and
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the saint; and that event is death, and an evil thing, he says. For
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the Preacher loved life, and did not want to die, saying, 'For a
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living dog is better than a dead lion.' He preferred the vanity and
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vexation to the silence and unmovableness of the grave. And so I. To
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crawl is piggish; but to not crawl, to be as the clod and rock, is
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loathsome to contemplate. It is loathsome to the life that is in me,
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the very essence of which is movement, the power of movement, and
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the consciousness of the power of movement. Life itself is
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unsatisfaction, but to look ahead to death is greater unsatisfaction.'
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'You are worse off than Omar,' I said. 'He, at least, after the
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customary agonizing of youth, found content and made of his
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materialism a joyous thing.'
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'Who was Omar?' Wolf Larsen asked, and I did no more work that
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day, nor the next, or next.
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In his random reading he had never chanced upon the 'Rubaiyat,'
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and it was to him like a great find of treasure. Much I remembered,
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possibly two thirds of the quatrains, and I managed to piece out the
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remainder without difficulty. We talked for hours over single stanzas,
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and I found him reading into them a wail of regret and a rebellion
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which for the life of me I could not discover myself. Possibly I
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recited with a certain joyous lilt which was my own, for- his memory
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was good, and at a second rendering, very often the first, he made a
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quatrain his own- he recited the same lines and invested them with
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an unrest and passionate revolt that were well-nigh convincing.
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I was interested as to which quatrain he would like best, and was
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not surprised when he hit upon the one born of an instant's
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irritability and quite at variance with the Persian's complacent
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philosophy and genial code of life:
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What, without asking, hither hurried Whence?
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And, without asking, Whither hurried hence!
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Oh, many a Cup of this forbidden Wine
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Must drown the memory of that insolence!
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'Great!' Wolf Larsen cried. 'Great! That's the keynote. Insolence!
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He could not have used a better word.'
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In vain I objected and denied. He deluged me, overwhelmed me with
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argument.
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'It's not the nature of life to be otherwise. Life, when it knows
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that it must cease living, will always rebel. It cannot help itself.
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The Preacher found life and the works of life all a vanity and
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vexation, an evil thing; but death, the ceasing to be able to be
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vain and vexed, he found an eviler thing. Through chapter after
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chapter he is worried by the one event that cometh to all alike. So
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Omar, so I, so you, even you, for you rebelled against dying when
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Cooky sharpened a knife for you. You were afraid to die; the life that
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was in you, that composes you, that is greater than you, did not
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want to die. You have talked of the instinct of immortality. I talk of
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the instinct of life, which is to live, and which, when death looms
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near and large, masters the instinct, so called, of immortality. It
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mastered it in you (you cannot deny it), because a crazy Cockney
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cook sharpened a knife.
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'You are afraid of him now. You are afraid of me. You cannot deny
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it. If I catch you by the throat thus,'- his hand was about my throat,
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and my breath was shut off,- 'and begin to press the life out of
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you, thus, and thus, your instinct of immortality will go
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glimmering, and your instinct of life, which is longing for life, will
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flutter up, and you will struggle to save yourself. Eh? I see the fear
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of death in your eyes. You beat the air with your arms. You exert
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all your puny strength to struggle to live. Your hand is clutching
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my arm; lightly it feels as a butterfly resting there. Your chest is
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heaving, your tongue protruding, your skin turning dark, your eyes
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swimming. "To live! To live! To live!" you are crying; and you are
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crying to live here and now, not hereafter. You doubt your
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immortality, eh? Ha! ha! You are not sure of it. You won't chance
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it. This life only you are certain is real. Ah, it is growing dark and
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darker. It is the darkness of death, the ceasing to be, the ceasing to
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feel, the ceasing to move, that is gathering about you, descending
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upon you, rising around you. Your eyes are becoming set. They are
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glazing. My voice sounds faint and far. You cannot see my face. And
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still you struggle in my grip. You kick with your legs. Your body
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draws itself up in knots like a snake's. Your chest heaves and
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strains. To live! To live! To live- '
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I heard no more. Consciousness was blotted out by the darkness he
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had so graphically described, and when I came to myself I was lying on
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the floor, and he was smoking a cigar and regarding me thoughtfully
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with that old, familiar light of curiosity in his eyes.
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'Well, have I convinced you?' he demanded. 'Here, take a drink of
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this. I want to ask you some questions.'
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I rolled my head negatively on the floor. 'Your arguments are too-
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er- forcible,' I managed to articulate, at cost of great pain to my
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aching throat.
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'You'll be all right in half an hour,' he assured me. 'And I promise
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I won't use any more physical demonstrations. Get up now. You can
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sit on a chair.'
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And, toy that I was of this monster, the discussion of Omar and
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the Preacher was resumed. And half the night we sat up over it.
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CHAPTER TWELVE.
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THE LAST TWENTY-FOUR HOURS have witnessed a carnival of brutality.
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From cabin to forecastle it seems to have broken out like a contagion.
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I scarcely know where to begin. Wolf Larsen was really the cause of
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it. The relations among the men, strained and made tense by feuds,
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quarrels, and grudges, were in a state of unstable equilibrium. Wolf
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Larsen disturbed the equilibrium, and evil passions flared up like
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flame in prairie-grass.
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Thomas Mugridge was proving himself a sneak, a spy, an informer.
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He attempted to curry favor and reinstate himself in the good graces
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of the captain by carrying tales of the men forward. He it was, I
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|
know, that carried some of Johnson's hasty talk to Wolf Larsen.
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|
Johnson, it seems, had bought a suit of oilskins from the slop-chest
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and found them to be of greatly inferior quality. Nor was he slow in
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|
advertising the fact. The slop-chest is a sort of miniature
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|
dry-goods store which is carried by all sealing-schooners and which is
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|
stocked with articles peculiar to the needs of the sailors. Whatever a
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|
sailor purchases is taken from his subsequent earnings on the
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|
sealing-grounds; for, as it is with the hunters, so it is with the
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|
boat-pullers and steerers: in the place of wages, they receive a
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'lay,' a rate of so much per skin for every skin captured in their
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|
particular boat.
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But of Johnson's grumbling at the slop-chest I knew nothing, so that
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what I witnessed came with the shock of sudden surprise. I had just
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finished sweeping the cabin, and had been inveigled by Wolf Larsen
|
|
into a discussion of Hamlet, his favorite Shakespearean character,
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|
when Johansen descended the companion-stairs, followed by Johnson. The
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|
latter's cap came off, after the custom of the sea, and he stood
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|
respectfully in the middle of the cabin, swaying heavily and
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|
uneasily to the roll of the schooner, and facing the captain.
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'Shut the doors and draw the slide,' Wolf Larsen said to me.
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I noticed an anxious light in Johnson's eyes, but mistook it for the
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|
native shyness and embarrassment of the man. The mate, Johansen, stood
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|
away several feet to the side of him, and fully three yards in front
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of him sat Wolf Larsen on one of the revolving cabin chairs. An
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|
appreciable pause fell after I had closed the doors and drawn the
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|
slide- a pause that must have lasted fully a minute. It was broken
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|
by Wolf Larsen.
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'Yonson,' he began.
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'My name is Johnson, sir,' the sailor boldly corrected.
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'Well, Johnson, then,- you! Can you guess why I have sent for you?'
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'Yes, and no, sir,' was the slow reply. 'My work is done well. The
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|
mate knows that, and you know it, sir. So there cannot be any
|
|
complaint.'
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'And is that all?' Wolf Larsen queried, his voice soft and low and
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|
purring.
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'I know you have it in for me,' Johnson continued with his
|
|
unalterable and ponderous slowness. 'You do not like me. You- you-'
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'Go on,' Wolf Larsen prompted. 'Don't be afraid of my feelings.'
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'I am not afraid,' the sailor retorted, a slight angry flush
|
|
rising through his sunburn. 'You do not like me because I am too
|
|
much of a man, that is why, sir.'
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|
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|
'You are too much of a man for ship discipline, if that is what
|
|
you mean, and if you know what I mean,' was Wolf Larsen's retort.
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|
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|
'I know English, and I know what you mean, sir,' Johnson answered,
|
|
his flush deepening at the slur on his knowledge of the English
|
|
language.
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|
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|
'Johnson,' Wolf Larsen said, with an air of dismissing all that
|
|
had gone before as introductory to the main business in hand, 'I
|
|
understand you're not quite satisfied with those oilskins.'
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'No, I am not. They are no good, sir.'
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'And you've been shooting off your mouth about them.'
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|
'I say what I think, sir,' the sailor answered courageously, not
|
|
failing at the same time in ship courtesy, which demanded that 'sir'
|
|
be appended to each speech he made.
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|
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|
It was at this moment that I chanced to glance at Johansen. His
|
|
big fists were clenching and unclenching, and his face was
|
|
positively fiendish, so malignantly did he look at Johnson. I
|
|
noticed a black discoloration, still faintly visible, under Johansen's
|
|
eye, a mark of the thrashing he had received a few nights before
|
|
from the sailor. For the first time I began to divine that something
|
|
terrible was about to be enacted- what, I could not imagine.
|
|
|
|
'Do you know what happens to men who say what you've said about my
|
|
slop-chest and me?' Wolf Larsen was demanding.
|
|
|
|
'I know, sir,' was the answer.
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|
|
|
'What?' Wolf Larsen demanded sharply and imperatively.
|
|
|
|
'What you and the mate there are going to do to me, sir.'
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|
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|
At this Larsen sprang from the sitting posture like a wild animal, a
|
|
tiger, and like a tiger covered the intervening space in an
|
|
avalanche of fury that Johnson strove vainly to fend off. He threw one
|
|
arm down to protect the stomach, the other arm up to protect the head;
|
|
but Wolf Larsen's fist drove midway between, on the chest, with a
|
|
crushing, resounding impact. Johnson's breath, suddenly expelled, shot
|
|
from his mouth, and as suddenly checked, with the forced, audible
|
|
expiration of a man wielding an ax. He almost fell backward, and
|
|
swayed from side to side in an effort to recover his balance.
|
|
|
|
Johnson fought bravely enough, but he was no match for Wolf
|
|
Larsen, much less for Wolf Larsen and the mate. It was frightful. I
|
|
had not imagined a human being could endure so much and still live and
|
|
struggle on. And struggle on Johnson did. Of course there was no
|
|
hope for him, not the slightest, and he knew it as well as I, but by
|
|
the manhood that was in him he could not cease from fighting for
|
|
that manhood.
|
|
|
|
It was too much for me to witness. I felt that I should lose my
|
|
mind, and I ran up the companion-stairs to open the doors and escape
|
|
on deck. But Wolf Larsen, leaving his victim for the moment, and
|
|
with one of his tremendous springs, gained my side, and flung me
|
|
into the far corner of the cabin.
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|
|
|
'The phenomenon of life, Hump,' he girded at me. 'Stay and watch it.
|
|
You may gather data on the immortality of the soul. Besides, you know,
|
|
we can't hurt Johnson's soul. It's only the fleeting form we may
|
|
demolish.'
|
|
|
|
It seemed centuries, possibly it was no more than ten minutes,
|
|
that the beating continued. And when Johnson could no longer rise,
|
|
they still continued to beat and kick him where he lay.
|
|
|
|
'Easy, Johansen; easy as she goes,' Wolf Larsen finally said.
|
|
|
|
But the beast in the mate was up and rampant, and Wolf Larsen was
|
|
compelled to brush him away with a back-handed sweep of the arm,
|
|
gentle enough, apparently, but which hurled Johansen back like a cork,
|
|
driving his head against the wall with a crash. He fell to the
|
|
floor, half stunned for the moment, breathing heavily and blinking his
|
|
eyes in a stupid sort of way.
|
|
|
|
'Jerk open the doors, Hump,' Larsen commanded.
|
|
|
|
I obeyed, and the two brutes picked up the senseless man like a sack
|
|
of rubbish and hove him clear up the companion-stairs, through the
|
|
narrow doors, and out on deck. Louis, his boat-mate, gave a turn of
|
|
the wheel and gazed imperturbably into the binnacle.
|
|
|
|
Not so George Leach, the erstwhile cabin-boy. Fore and aft there was
|
|
nothing that could have surprised us more than his consequent
|
|
behavior. He it was that came up on the poop, without orders, and
|
|
dragged Johnson forward, where he set about dressing his wounds as
|
|
well as he could and making him comfortable.
|
|
|
|
I had come up on deck for a breath of fresh air and to try to get
|
|
some repose for my overwrought nerves. Wolf Larsen was smoking a cigar
|
|
and examining the patent log which the Ghost usually towed astern, but
|
|
which had been hauled in for some purpose. Suddenly Leach's voice came
|
|
to my ears. It was tense and hoarse with an overmastering rage. I
|
|
turned and saw him standing just beneath the break of the poop on
|
|
the port side of the galley. His face was convulsed and white, his
|
|
eyes were flashing, his clenched fists raised overhead, as the boy
|
|
hurled his imprecations recklessly full in the face of the captain,
|
|
who had sauntered slowly forward to the break of the poop, and leaning
|
|
his elbow on the corner of the cabin, gazed down thoughtfully and
|
|
curiously at the excited boy.
|
|
|
|
Leach went on, indicting Wolf Larsen as he had never been indicted
|
|
before. The sailors assembled in a fearful group just outside the
|
|
forecastle scuttle, and watched and listened. The hunters piled
|
|
pell-mell out of the steerage, but as Leach's tirade continued I saw
|
|
that there was no levity in their faces. Even they were frightened,
|
|
not at the boy's terrible words, but at his terrible audacity. It
|
|
did not seem possible that any living creature could thus beard Wolf
|
|
Larsen to his teeth. I know for myself that I was shocked into
|
|
admiration of the boy, and I saw in him the splendid invincibleness of
|
|
immortality rising above the flesh and the fears of the flesh, as in
|
|
the prophets of old, to condemn unrighteousness.
|
|
|
|
And such condemnation! He haled forth Wolf Larsen's soul naked to
|
|
the scorn of men. He rained upon it curses from God and high heaven,
|
|
and withered it with a heat of invective that savored of a medieval
|
|
excommunication of the Catholic Church. He ran the gamut of
|
|
denunciation, rising to heights of wrath, and from sheer exhaustion
|
|
sinking to the most indecent abuse.
|
|
|
|
Everybody looked for Larsen to leap upon the boy and destroy him.
|
|
But it was not his whim. His cigar went out, and he continued to
|
|
gaze silently and curiously.
|
|
|
|
Leach had worked himself into an ecstasy of impotent rage.
|
|
|
|
'Pig! Pig! Pig!' he was reiterating at the top of his lungs. 'Why
|
|
don't you come down and kill me, you murderer? You can do it. I
|
|
ain't afraid. There's no one to stop you! Come on, you coward! Kill
|
|
me! Kill me! Kill me!'
|
|
|
|
It was at this stage that Thomas Mugridge's erratic soul brought him
|
|
into the scene. He had been listening at the galley door, but he now
|
|
came out, ostensibly to fling some scraps over the side, but obviously
|
|
to see the killing he was certain would take place. He smirked
|
|
greasily up into the face of Wolf Larsen, who seemed not to see him.
|
|
But the Cockney was unabashed, and turned to Leach, saying:
|
|
|
|
'Such language! Shockin'!'
|
|
|
|
Leach's rage was no longer impotent. Here at last was something
|
|
ready to hand, and for the first time since the stabbing the Cockney
|
|
had appeared outside the galley without his knife. The words had
|
|
barely left his mouth when he was knocked down by Leach. Three times
|
|
he struggled to his feet, striving to gain the galley, and each time
|
|
was knocked down.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, Lord!' he cried. ''Elp! 'Elp! Tyke 'im aw'y, carn't yer? Tyke
|
|
'im aw'y!'
|
|
|
|
The hunters laughed from sheer relief. Tragedy had dwindled, the
|
|
farce had begun. The sailors now crowded boldly aft, grinning and
|
|
shuffling, to watch the pommeling of the hated Cockney. And even I
|
|
felt a great joy surge up within me. I confess that I delighted in
|
|
this beating Leach was giving to Thomas Mugridge, though it was as
|
|
terrible, almost, as the one Mugridge had caused to be given to
|
|
Johnson. But the expression of Wolf Larsen's face did not change,- nor
|
|
did his position. For all his pragmatic certitude, it seemed as if
|
|
he watched the play and movement of life in the hope of discovering
|
|
something more about it. And no one interfered. Leach could have
|
|
killed the Cockney, but, having evidently filled the measure of his
|
|
vengeance, he drew away from his prostrate foe, who was whimpering and
|
|
wailing in a puppyish sort of way, and walked forward.
|
|
|
|
But these two affairs were only the opening events of the day's
|
|
program. In the afternoon Smoke and Henderson fell foul of each other,
|
|
and a fusillade of shots came up from the steerage, followed by a
|
|
stampede of the other four hunters for the deck. A column of thick,
|
|
acrid smoke, the kind always made by black powder, was arising through
|
|
the open companion-way, and down through it leaped Wolf Larsen. The
|
|
sound of blows and scuffling came to our ears. Both men were
|
|
wounded, and he was thrashing them both for having disobeyed his
|
|
orders and crippled themselves in advance of the hunting season. In
|
|
fact, they were badly wounded, and, having thrashed them, he proceeded
|
|
to operate upon them in a rough surgical fashion and to dress their
|
|
wounds. I served as assistant while he probed and cleansed the
|
|
passages made by the bullets, and I saw the two men endure his crude
|
|
surgery without anesthetics and with no more to uphold them than a
|
|
stiff tumbler of whiskey.
|
|
|
|
Then, in the first dog-watch, trouble came to a head in the
|
|
forecastle. It took its rise out of the tittle-tattle and tale-bearing
|
|
that had been the cause of Johnson's beating, and from the noise we
|
|
heard, and from the sight of the bruised men next day, it was patent
|
|
that half the forecastle had soundly drubbed the other half.
|
|
|
|
The second dog-watch and the day wound up with a fight between
|
|
Johansen and the lean, Yankee-looking hunter, Latimer. It was caused
|
|
by some remarks of Latimer's concerning the noises made by the mate in
|
|
his sleep, and though Johansen was whipped, he kept the steerage awake
|
|
for the rest of the night while he blissfully slumbered and fought the
|
|
fight over and over again.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER THIRTEEN.
|
|
|
|
FOR THREE DAYS I DID MY OWN work and Thomas Mugridge's too, and I
|
|
flatter myself that I did his work well. I know that it won Wolf
|
|
Larsen's approval, while the sailors beamed with satisfaction during
|
|
the brief time my regime lasted.
|
|
|
|
'The first clean bite since I come aboard Harrison said to me at the
|
|
galley door, as he returned the dinner pots and pans from the
|
|
forecastle. 'Somehow, Tommy's grub always tastes of grease,- stale
|
|
grease,- and I reckon he ain't changed his shirt since he left
|
|
'Frisco.'
|
|
|
|
'I know he hasn't,' I answered.
|
|
|
|
'And I'll bet he sleeps in it,' Harrison added.
|
|
|
|
'And you won't lose,' I agreed. 'The same shirt, and he hasn't had
|
|
it off once in all this time.'
|
|
|
|
But three days were all Wolf Larsen allowed him in which to
|
|
recover from the effects of the beating. On the fourth day, lame and
|
|
sore, scarcely able to see, so closed were his eyes, he was haled from
|
|
his bunk by the nape of the neck and set to his duty. He sniffled
|
|
and wept, but Wolf Larsen was pitiless.
|
|
|
|
'And see that you serve no more slops,' was his parting
|
|
injunction. 'No more grease and dirt, mind, and a clean shirt
|
|
occasionally, or you'll get a tow over the side. Understand?'
|
|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge crawled weakly across the galley floor, and a
|
|
short lurch of the Ghost sent him staggering. In attempting to recover
|
|
himself, he reached for the iron railing which surrounded the stove
|
|
and kept the pots from sliding off; but his missed the railing, and
|
|
his hand, with his weight behind it, landed squarely on the hot
|
|
surface.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, Gawd, Gawd, wot 'ave I done?' he wailed, sitting down in the
|
|
coalbox and nursing his new hurt by rocking back and forth. 'W'y 'as
|
|
all this come on me? It mykes me fair sick, it does, an' I try so 'ard
|
|
to go through life harmless an' 'urtin' nobody.'
|
|
|
|
The tears were running down his puffed and discolored cheeks, and
|
|
his face was drawn with pain. A savage expression flitted across it.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, 'ow I 'ate 'im! 'Ow I 'ate 'im!' he gritted out.
|
|
|
|
'Whom?' I asked; but the poor wretch was weeping again over his
|
|
misfortunes. Less difficult it was to guess whom he hated than whom he
|
|
did not hate; for I had come to see a malignant devil in him which
|
|
impelled him to hate all the world. I sometimes thought that he
|
|
hated even himself, so grotesquely had life dealt with him, and so
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monstrously. At such moments a great sympathy welled up within me, and
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I felt shame that I had ever joyed in his discomfiture or pain. Life
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had been unfair to him. It had played him a scurvy trick when it
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fashioned him into the thing he was, and it had played him scurvy
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tricks ever since. What chance had he to be anything else than what he
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was? And as though answering my unspoken thought, he wailed:
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'I never 'ad no chance, nor 'arf a chance! 'Oo was there to send
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me to school, or put tommy in my 'ungry bell w'en I was a kiddy? 'Oo
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ever did anything for me, heh? 'oo, I s'y?'
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'Never mind, Tommy,' I said, placing a soothing hand on his
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shoulder. 'Cheer up. It'll all come right in the end. You've long
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years before you, and you can make anything you please of yourself.'
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'It's a lie!' he shouted in my face, flinging off the hand. 'It's
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a lie, an' you know it. I'm already myde, an' myde out of leavin's an'
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scraps. It's all right for you, 'Ump. You was born a gentleman. You
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never knew wot it was to go 'ungry, to cry yerself asleep with a
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gnawin' an' gnawin', like a rat, inside yer. It carn't come right.
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If I was President of the United Stytes to-morrer, low would it fill
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my belly for one time w'en I was a kiddy an' it went empty?
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''Ow could it, I s'y? I was born to sufferin' and' sorrer. I've
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'ad more cruel sufferin' than any ten men, I 'ave. I've been in
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'orspital 'arf my bleedin' life. I've 'ad the fever in Aspinwall, in
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'Avana, in New Orleans. I near died of the scurvy, an' rotten with
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it six months in Barbados. Smallpox in 'Onolulu, two broken legs in
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Shanghai, pneumonia in Unalaska, three busted ribs an' my insides
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all twisted in 'Frisco. An' 'ere I am now. Look at me! Look at me!
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My ribs kicked loose from my back again. I'll be coughin' blood before
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eyght bells. 'Ow can it be myde up to me, I arsk? 'Oo's goin' to do
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it? Gawd? 'Ow Gawd must 'ave 'ated me w'en 'e signed me on for a
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voyage in this bloomin' world of 'is!'
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This tirade against destiny went on for an hour or more, and then he
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buckled to his work, limping and groaning, and in his eyes a great
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hatred for all created things.
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Several days more passed before Johnson crawled on deck and went
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about his work in a half-hearted way. He was still a sick man, and I
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more than once observed him creeping painfully aloft to a topsail or
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drooping wearily as he stood at the wheel. But, still worse, it seemed
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that his spirit was broken. He was abject before Wolf Larsen, and
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almost groveled to Johansen. Not so Leach. He went about the deck like
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a tiger-cub, glaring his hatred openly at Wolf Larsen and Johansen.
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'I'll do for you yet, you slab-footed Swede.' I heard him say to
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Johansen one night on deck.
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The mate cursed him in the darkness, and the next moment some
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missile struck the galley a sharp rap. There was more cursing, and a
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mocking laugh, and when all was quiet I stole outside and found a
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heavy knife embedded over an inch in the solid wood. A few minutes
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later the mate came fumbling about in search of it, but I returned
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it privily to Leach next day. He grinned when I handed it over, yet it
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was a grin that contained more sincere thanks than a multitude of
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the verbosities of speech common to the members of my own class.
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Unlike any one else in the ship's company, I now found myself with
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no quarrels on my hands and in the good graces of all. The hunters
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possibly no more than tolerated me, though none of them disliked me;
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while Smoke and Henderson, convalescent under a deck awning and
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swinging day and night in their hammocks, assured me that I was better
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than any hospital nurse, and that they would not forget me at the
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end of the voyage when they were paid off. As though I stood in need
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of their money- I, who could have bought them out, bag and baggage,
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and the schooner and its equipment, a hundred times over! But upon
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me had devolved the task of tending their wounds and pulling them
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through, and I did my best by them.
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Wolf Larsen underwent another bad attack of headache, which lasted
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two days. He must have suffered severely, for he called me in and
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obeyed my commands like a sick child. But nothing I could do seemed to
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relieve him. At my suggestion, however, he gave up smoking and
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drinking, though why so magnificent an animal as he should have
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headaches at all puzzled me.
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''T is the hand of God, I'm tellin' you,' was the way Louis saw
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it. ''T is a visitation for his black-hearted deeds, an' there's
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more behind an' comin', or else-'
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'Or else,' I prompted.
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'God is noddin' an' not doin' his duty, though it's me as
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shouldn't say it.' I was mistaken when I said that I was in the good
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graces of all. Not only did Thomas Mugridge continue to hate me, but
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he had discovered a new reason for hating me. It took me no little
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|
while to puzzle it out, but I finally discovered that it was because I
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was more luckily born than he- 'gentleman born,' he put it.
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'And still no more dead men,' I twitted Louis, when Smoke and
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Henderson, side by side, in friendly conversation, took their first
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exercise on deck.
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Louis surveyed me with his shrewd gray eyes and shook his head
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portentously.
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'She's a-comin', I tell you, an' it'll be sheets an' halyards, stand
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|
by all hands, when she begins to howl. I've had the feel iv it this
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|
long time, an' I can feel it now as plainly as I feel the riggin' iv a
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dark night. She's close, she's close.'
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'Who goes first?' I queried.
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'Not old fat Louis, I promise you,' he laughed. 'For 't is in the
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bones iv me I know that come this time next year I'll be gazin' in the
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old mother's eyes, weary with watchin' iv the sea for the five sons
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|
she gave to it.'
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'Wot's'e been s'yin' to yer?' Thomas Mugridge demanded a moment
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|
later.
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'That he's going home some day to see his mother,' I answered
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diplomatically.
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'I never 'ad none,' was the Cockney's comment, as he gazed with
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lusterless, hopeless eyes into mine.
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CHAPTER FOURTEEN.
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IT DAWNED UPON ME THAT I had never placed a proper valuation upon
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womankind. For that matter, though not amative to any considerable
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|
degree, so far as I have discovered, I was never outside the
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|
atmosphere of women until now. My mother and sisters were always about
|
|
me, and I was always trying to escape them, for they worried me to
|
|
distraction with their solicitude for my health, and with their
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|
periodic inroads on my den, when my orderly confusion, upon which I
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|
prided myself, was turned into worse confusion and less order,
|
|
though it looked neat enough to the eye. I never could find anything
|
|
when they had departed. But now, alas! how welcome would have been the
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|
feel of their presence, the frou-frou and swish-swish of their skirts,
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|
which I had so cordially detested! I am sure, if I ever get home, that
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|
I shall never be irritable with them again. They may dose me and
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|
doctor me morning, noon, and night, and dust and sweep and put my
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|
den to rights every minute of the day, and I shall only lean back
|
|
and survey it all and be thankful that I am possessed of a mother
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|
and some several sisters.
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All of which has set me wondering. Where are the mothers of these
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|
twenty and odd men on the Ghost? It strikes me as unnatural and
|
|
unhealthful that men should be totally separated from women and herd
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|
through the world by themselves. Coarseness and savagery are the
|
|
inevitable results. These men about me should have sisters and wives
|
|
and daughters; then would they be capable of softness and tenderness
|
|
and sympathy. As it is, not one of them is married. In years and years
|
|
not one of them has been in contact with a good woman, or within the
|
|
influence, or redemption, which irresistibly radiates from such a
|
|
creature. There is no balance in their lives. Their masculinity, which
|
|
in itself is of the brute, has been overdeveloped. The other and
|
|
spiritual side of their natures has been dwarfed- atrophied, in fact.
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|
Rendered curious by this new direction of ideas, I talked with
|
|
Johansen last night- the first superfluous words with which he has
|
|
favored me since the voyage began. He left Sweden when he was
|
|
eighteen, is now thirty-eight, and in all the intervening time has not
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|
been home once. He had met a townsman, a couple of years before, in
|
|
some sailor boarding-house in Chile, so that he knew his mother to
|
|
be still alive.
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|
'She must be a pretty old woman now,' he said, staring
|
|
meditatively into the binnacle and then jerking a sharp glance at
|
|
Harrison, who was steering a point off the course.
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|
'When did you last write to her?'
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He performed his mental arithmetic aloud. 'Eighty-one; no-
|
|
eighty-two, eh? no- eighty-three? Yes, eighty-three. Ten years ago.
|
|
From some little port in Madagascar. I was trading.'
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|
'You see,' he went on, as though addressing his neglected mother
|
|
across half the girth of the earth, 'each year I was going home. So
|
|
what was the good to write? It was only a year. And each year
|
|
something happened, and I did not go. But I am mate now, and when I
|
|
pay off at 'Frisco, maybe with five hundred dollars, I will ship
|
|
myself on a windjammer round the Horn to Liverpool, which will give me
|
|
more money; and then I will pay my passage from there home. Then she
|
|
will not do any more work.'
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|
|
|
'But does she work? Now? How old is she?'
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|
|
|
'About seventy,' he answered. And then, boastingly: 'We work from
|
|
the time we are born until we die, in my country. That's why we live
|
|
so long. I will live to a hundred.'
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|
|
|
I shall never forget this conversation. The words were the last I
|
|
ever heard him utter. Perhaps they were the last he did utter, too.
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|
|
|
Going down into the cabin to turn in, I decided that it was too
|
|
stuffy to sleep below. It was a calm night. We were out of the trades,
|
|
and the Ghost was forging ahead barely a knot an hour. So I tucked a
|
|
blanket and pillow under my arm and went up on deck.
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|
|
|
As I passed between Harrison and the binnacle, which was built
|
|
into the top of the cabin, I noticed that he was this time fully three
|
|
points off. Thinking that he was asleep, and wishing him to escape
|
|
reprimand or worse, I spoke to him. But he was not asleep. His eyes
|
|
were wide and staring. He seemed greatly perturbed, unable to reply to
|
|
me.
|
|
|
|
'What's the matter?' I asked. 'Are you sick?'
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|
|
|
He shook his head, and with a deep sigh, as of awakening, caught his
|
|
breath.
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|
'You better get on your course, then,' I chided.
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|
|
|
He put a few spokes over, and I watched the compass-card swing
|
|
slowly to NNW and steady itself with slight oscillations.
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|
|
|
I took a fresh hold on my bedclothes and was preparing to start
|
|
on, when some movement caught my eye, and I looked astern to the rail.
|
|
A sinewy hand, dripping with water, was clutching the rail. A second
|
|
hand took form in the darkness beside it. I watched, fascinated.
|
|
What visitant from the gloom of the deep was I to behold? Whatever
|
|
it was, I knew that it was climbing aboard by the log-line. I saw a
|
|
head, the hair wet and straight, shape itself, and then the
|
|
unmistakable eyes and face of Wolf Larsen. His right cheek was red
|
|
with blood, which flowed from some wound in the head.
|
|
|
|
He drew himself inboard with a quick effort, and rose to his feet,
|
|
glancing swiftly, as he did so, at the man at the wheel, as though
|
|
to assure himself of his identity and that there was nothing to fear
|
|
from him. The sea-water was streaming from him.
|
|
|
|
'All right, Hump,' he said in a low voice. 'Where's the mate?'
|
|
|
|
I shook my head.
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|
|
|
'Johansen!' he called softly. 'Johansen!'
|
|
|
|
'Where is he?' he demanded of Harrison.
|
|
|
|
The young fellow seemed to have recovered his composure, for he
|
|
answered steadily enough:
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|
|
|
'I don't know, sir. I saw him go for'ard a little while ago.'
|
|
|
|
'So did I go for'ard; but you will observe that I didn't come back
|
|
the way I went. Can you explain it?'
|
|
|
|
'You must have been overboard, sir.'
|
|
|
|
'Shall I look for him in the steerage, sir?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen shook his head.
|
|
|
|
'You wouldn't find him, Hump. But you'll do. Come on. Never mind
|
|
your bedding. Leave it where it is.'
|
|
|
|
I followed at his heels. There was nothing stirring amidships.
|
|
|
|
'Those cursed hunters!' was his comment. 'Too fat and lazy to
|
|
stand a four-hour watch.'
|
|
|
|
But on the forecastle head we found three sailors asleep. He
|
|
turned them over and looked at their faces. They composed the watch on
|
|
deck, and it was the ship's custom, in good weather, to let the
|
|
watch sleep, with the exception of the officer, the helmsman, and
|
|
the lookout.
|
|
|
|
'Who's lookout?' he demanded.
|
|
|
|
'Me, sir,' answered Holyoak, one of the deep-water sailors, a slight
|
|
tremor in his voice. 'I winked off just this very minute, sir. I'm
|
|
sorry, sir. It won't happen again.'
|
|
|
|
'Did you hear or see anything on deck?'
|
|
|
|
'No, sir; I-'
|
|
|
|
But Wolf Larsen had turned away with a snort of disgust, leaving the
|
|
sailor rubbing his eyes with surprise at having been let off so
|
|
easily.
|
|
|
|
'Softly, now,' Wolf Larsen warned me in a whisper, as he doubled his
|
|
body into the forecastle scuttle and prepared to descend.
|
|
|
|
I followed with a quaking heart. What was to happen I knew no more
|
|
than did I know what had happened. But blood had been shed, and it was
|
|
through no whim of Wolf Larsen's that he had gone over the side with
|
|
his scalp laid open. Besides, Johansen was missing.
|
|
|
|
It was my first descent into the forecastle, and I shall not soon
|
|
forget my impression of it, caught as I stood on my feet at the bottom
|
|
of the ladder. Built directly in the eyes of the schooner, it was of
|
|
the shape of a triangle, along the three sides of which stood the
|
|
bunks, in double tier- twelve of them. It was no larger than a hall
|
|
bedroom in Grub street, and yet twelve men were herded into it, to eat
|
|
and sleep and carry on all the functions of living. My bedroom at home
|
|
was not large, yet it could have contained a dozen similar
|
|
forecastles, and taking into consideration the height of the
|
|
ceiling, a score at least.
|
|
|
|
It smelled sour and musty, and by the dim light of the swinging
|
|
sea-lamp I saw every bit of available wall-space hung deep with
|
|
sea-boots, oilskins, and garments, clean and dirty, of various
|
|
sorts. These swung back and forth with every roll of the vessel,
|
|
giving rise to a brushing sound, as of trees against a roof or wall.
|
|
Somewhere a boot thumped loudly and at irregular periods against the
|
|
wall; and, though it was a mild night on the sea, there was a
|
|
continual chorus of the creaking timbers and bulkheads, and of abysmal
|
|
noises beneath the flooring.
|
|
|
|
The sleepers did not mind. There were eight of them,- the two
|
|
watches below,- and the air was thick with the warmth and odor of
|
|
their breathing, and the ear was filled with the noise of their
|
|
snoring, and of their sighs and half-groans- tokens plain of the
|
|
rest of the animal-man. But were they sleeping- all of them? Or had
|
|
they been sleeping? This was evidently Wolf Larsen's quest- to find
|
|
the men who appeared to be asleep, and who were not asleep or who
|
|
had not been asleep very recently. And he went about it in a way
|
|
that reminded me of a story out of Boccaccio.
|
|
|
|
He took the sea-lamp from its swinging frame and handed it to me. He
|
|
began at the first bunks forward on the starboard side. In the top one
|
|
lay Oofty-Oofty, a Kanaka and a splendid seaman, so named by his
|
|
mates. He was asleep on his back and breathing as placidly as a woman.
|
|
One arm was under his head, the other lay on top of the blankets. Wolf
|
|
Larsen put thumb and forefinger to the wrist and counted the pulse. In
|
|
the midst of it the Kanaka roused. He awoke as gently as he slept.
|
|
There was no movement of the body whatever. Only the eyes moved.
|
|
They flashed wide open, big and black, and stared unblinking into
|
|
our faces. Wolf Larsen put his finger to his lips as a sign for
|
|
silence, and the eyes closed again.
|
|
|
|
In the lower bunk lay Louis, grossly fat and warm and sweaty, asleep
|
|
unfeignedly, and sleeping laboriously. While Wolf Larsen held his
|
|
wrist he stirred uneasily, bowing his body so that for a moment it
|
|
rested on shoulders and heels. His lips moved, and he gave voice to
|
|
this enigmatic utterance:
|
|
|
|
'A shilling's worth a quarter; but keep your lamps out for
|
|
thruppenny bits, or the publicans'll shove 'em on you for sixpence.'
|
|
|
|
Then he rolled over on his side with a heavy, sobbing sigh, saying:
|
|
|
|
'A sixpence is a tanner, and a shilling a bob, but what a pony is
|
|
I don't know.'
|
|
|
|
Satisfied with the honesty of his and the Kanaka's sleep, Wolf
|
|
Larsen passed on to the next two bunks on the starboard side, occupied
|
|
top and bottom, as we saw in the light of the sea-lamp, by Leach and
|
|
Johnson.
|
|
|
|
As Wolf Larsen bent down to the lower bunk to take Johnson's
|
|
pulse, I, standing erect and holding the lamp, saw Leach's head
|
|
raise stealthily as he peered over the side of his bunk to see what
|
|
was going on. He must have divined Wolf Larsen's trick and the
|
|
sureness of detection, for the light was at once dashed from my hand
|
|
and the forecastle left in darkness. He must have leaped, also, at the
|
|
same instant, straight down on Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
The first sounds were those of a conflict between a bull and a wolf.
|
|
I heard a great infuriated bellow go up from Wolf Larsen, and from
|
|
Leach a snarling that was desperate and blood-curdling. Johnson must
|
|
have joined him immediately, so that his abject and groveling
|
|
conduct on deck for the last few days had been no more than planned
|
|
deception.
|
|
|
|
I was so terror-stricken by this fight in the dark that I leaned
|
|
against the ladder, trembling and unable to ascend. And upon me was
|
|
that old sickness at the pit of the stomach, caused always by the
|
|
spectacle of physical violence. In this instance I could not see,
|
|
but I could hear the impact of the blows- the soft crushing sound made
|
|
by flesh striking forcibly against flesh. Then there was the
|
|
crashing about of the entwined bodies, the labored breathing, the
|
|
short quick gasps of sudden pain.
|
|
|
|
There must have been more men in the conspiracy to murder the
|
|
captain and the mate, for by the sounds I knew that Leach and
|
|
Johnson had been quickly reinforced.
|
|
|
|
'Get a knife, somebody!' Leach was shouting.
|
|
|
|
'Pound him on the head! Mash his brains out!' was Johnson's cry.
|
|
|
|
But after his first bellow Wolf Larsen made no noise. He was
|
|
fighting grimly and silently for very life. Down at the very first, he
|
|
had been unable to gain his feet, and for all of his tremendous
|
|
strength I felt that there was no hope for him.
|
|
|
|
The force with which they struggled was vividly impressed on me, for
|
|
I was knocked down by their surging bodies and badly bruised. But in
|
|
the confusion I managed to crawl into a lower bunk out of the way.
|
|
|
|
'All hands! We've got him! We've got him!' I could hear Leach
|
|
crying.
|
|
|
|
'Who?' asked those who had been asleep.
|
|
|
|
'It's the bloody mate!' was Leach's crafty answer. The words were
|
|
strained from him in a smothered sort of way.
|
|
|
|
This was greeted with whoops of joy, and from then on Wolf Larsen
|
|
had seven strong men on top of him, Louis, I believe, taking no part
|
|
in it. The forecastle was like an angry hive of bees.
|
|
|
|
'What's the row there?' I heard Latimer shout down the scuttle,
|
|
too cautious to descend into the inferno.
|
|
|
|
'Won't somebody get a knife?' Leach pleaded in the first interval of
|
|
comparative silence.
|
|
|
|
The number of the assailants was a cause of confusion. They
|
|
blocked their own efforts, while Wolf Larsen, with but a single
|
|
purpose, achieved his. This was to fight his way across the floor to
|
|
the ladder. Though in total darkness, I followed his progress by its
|
|
sound. No man less than a giant could have done what he did, once he
|
|
had gained the foot of the ladder. Step by step, by the might of his
|
|
arms, the whole pack of men striving to drag him back and down, he
|
|
drew his body up from the floor till he stood erect. And then, step by
|
|
step, hand and foot, he slowly struggled up the ladder.
|
|
|
|
The very last of all, I saw. For Latimer, having finally gone for
|
|
a lantern, held it so that its light shone down the scuttle. Wolf
|
|
Larsen was nearly to the top, though I could not see him. All that was
|
|
visible was the mass of men fastened upon him. It squirmed about, like
|
|
some huge, many-legged spider, and swayed back and forth to the
|
|
regular roll of the vessel. And still, step by step, with long
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intervals between, the mass ascended. Once it tottered, about to
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fall back, but the broken hold was regained, and it still went up.
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'Who is it?' Latimer cried.
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'Larsen,' I heard a muffled voice from within the mass.
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Latimer reached down with his free hand. I saw a hand shoot up to
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clasp his. Latimer pulled, and the next couple of steps were made with
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a rush. Then Wolf Larsen's other hand reached up and clutched the edge
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of the scuttle. The mass swung clear of the ladder, the men still
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clinging to their escaping foe. They began to drop off, to be
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brushed off against the sharp edge of the scuttle, to be knocked off
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by the legs, which were now kicking powerfully. Leach was the last
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to go, falling sheer back from the top of the scuttle and striking
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on head and shoulders upon his sprawling mates. Larsen and the lantern
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disappeared, and we were left in darkness.
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CHAPTER FIFTEEN.
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THERE WAS A DEAL OF CURSING and groaning as the men at the bottom of
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the ladder crawled to their feet.
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'Somebody strike a light; my thumb's out of joint,' said one of
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the men, Parsons, a swarthy, saturnine man, steerer in Standish's
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boat, in which Harrison was puller.
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'You'll find it knockin' about by the bitts,' Leach said, sitting
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down on the edge of the bunk in which I was concealed.
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There was a fumbling and a scratching of matches, and the sea-lamp
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flared up, dim and smoky, and in its weird light bare-legged men moved
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about, nursing their bruises and caring for their hurts. Oofty-Oofty
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laid hold of Parsons' thumb, pulling it out stoutly and snapping it
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back into place. I noticed at the same time that the Kanaka's knuckles
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were laid open clear across and to the bone. Exposing his beautiful
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white teeth in a grin, he explained that the wounds had come from
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striking Wolf Larsen in the mouth.
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'So it was you, was it, you black beggar?' belligerently demanded
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Kelly, an Irish-American and a longshoreman making his first trip, and
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puller for Kerfoot.
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As he made the demand he shoved his pugnacious face close to
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Oofty-oofty. The Kanaka leaped backward to his bunk, to return with
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a leap, flourishing a long knife.
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'Aw, go lay down; you make me tired,' Leach interfered. He was
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evidently, for all of his youth and inexperience, cock of the
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forecastle. 'G'wan, you Kelly. You leave Oofty alone. How in- did he
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know it was you in the dark?'
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Kelly subsided with some muttering, and the Kanaka flashed his white
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teeth in a grateful smile. He was a beautiful creature, almost
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feminine in the pleasing lines of his figure, and there was a softness
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and dreaminess in his large eyes which seemed to contradict his
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reputation for strife and action.
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'How did he get away?' said Johnson.
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He was sitting on the side of his bunk, the whole pose of his figure
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indicating utter dejection and hopelessness. He was still breathing
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heavily from the exertion he had made. His shirt had been ripped
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entirely from him in the struggle.
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'Because he is the devil, as I told you before,' was Leach's answer,
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and thereat he was on his feet and raging his disappointment with
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tears in his eyes.
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'And not one of you to get a knife!' was his unceasing lament.
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But the rest had a lively fear of consequences, and gave no heed
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to him.
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'How'll he know which was which?' Kelly asked, and as he went on
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he looked murderously about him- 'unless one of us peaches.'
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'He'll know as soon as ever he claps eyes on us,' Parsons replied.
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'One look at you'd be enough.'
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'Tell him the deck flopped up an' gouged yer teeth out iv yer
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jaw,' Louis grinned. He was the only man who was not out of his
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bunk, and he was jubilant in that he possessed no bruises to advertise
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that he had had a hand in the night's work. 'Just wait till he gets
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a glimpse iv yer mugs tomorrow- the gang iv ye,' he chuckled.
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'We'll say we thought it was the mate,' said one. And another: 'I
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know what I'll say- that I heared a row, jumped out of my bunk, got
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a jolly good crack on the jaw for my pains, an' sailed in myself.
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Couldn't tell who or what it was in the dark an' just hit out.'
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'An' 't was me you hit, of course,' Kelly seconded, his face
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brightening.
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Leach and Johnson took no part in the discussion, and it was plain
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|
to see that their mates looked upon them as men for whom the worst was
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|
inevitable, who were beyond hope and already dead. Leach stood their
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fears and reproaches for some time. Then he broke out:
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'You make me tired! A nice lot of gazabas you are! If you talked
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less with yer mouth an' did something with yer hands, he'd 'a' be'n
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done with by now. Why couldn't one of you, just one of you, get me a
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knife when I sung out? You make me sick! A-beefin' an' bellerin' round
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as though he'd kill you when he gets you! You know he won't. Can't
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|
afford to. No shippin'-masters or beachcombers over here, an' he wants
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yer in his business, an' he wants yer bad. Who's to pull or steer or
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|
sail ship if he loses yer? It's me an' Johnson have to face the music.
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Get into yer bunks, now, and shut yer faces; I want to get some
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sleep.'
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'That's all right, all right,' Parsons spoke up. 'Mebbe he won't
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do for us, but mark my words, hell'll be an ice-box to this ship
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|
from now on.'
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All the while I had been apprehensive. What would happen to me
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when these men discovered my presence? I could never fight my way
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out as Wolf Larsen had done. And at this moment Latimer called down
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the scuttle:
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'Hump, the Old Man wants you.'
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'He ain't down here!' said Parsons.
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'Yes, he is,' I said, sliding out of the bunk and striving my
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hardest to keep my voice steady and bold.
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The sailors looked at me in consternation. Fear was strong in
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their faces, and the devilishness which comes of fear.
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'I'm coming!' I shouted up to Latimer.
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'No, you don't!' Kelly cried, stepping between me and the ladder,
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his right hand shaped into a veritable strangler's clutch. 'You sneak!
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I'll shut yer mouth!'
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'Let him go!' Leach commanded.
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'Not on yer life!' was the angry retort.
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Leach never changed his position on the edge of the bunk. 'Let him
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go, I say,' he repeated, but this time his voice was gritty and
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|
metallic.
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The Irishman wavered. I made to step by him, and he stood aside.
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When I had gained the ladder I turned to the circle of brutal and
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|
malignant faces peering at me through the semi-darkness. A sudden
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and deep sympathy welled up in me.
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'I have seen and heard nothing, believe me,' I said quietly.
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'I tell yer, he's all right,' I could hear Leach say as I went up.
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|
'He don't like the Old Man no more nor you or me.'
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|
I found Wolf Larsen in the cabin, stripped and bloody, waiting for
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me. He greeted me with his whimsical smile.
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|
'Come, get to work, doctor. The signs are favorable for an extensive
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|
practice this voyage. I don't know what the Ghost would have been
|
|
without you, and if I could cherish such noble sentiments, I'd tell
|
|
you that her master is deeply grateful.'
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|
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|
I knew the run of the simple medicine-chest the Ghost carried, and
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|
while I was heating water on the cabin stove and getting the things
|
|
ready for dressing his wounds, he moved about, laughing and
|
|
chatting, and examining his hurts with a calculating eye. I had
|
|
never before seen him stripped, and the sight of his body quite took
|
|
my breath away.
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|
I must say that I was fascinated by the perfect lines of Wolf
|
|
Larsen's figure, and by what I may term the terrible beauty of it. I
|
|
had noted the men in the forecastle. Powerfully muscled though some of
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|
them were, Oofty-Oofty had been the only one whose lines were at all
|
|
pleasing, while, in so far as they pleased, had they been what I
|
|
should call feminine.
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|
|
|
But Wolf Larsen was the man type, the masculine, and almost a god in
|
|
his perfectness. As he moved about or raised his arms, the great
|
|
muscles leapt and moved under the satiny skin. I have forgotten to say
|
|
that the bronze ended with his face. His body, thanks to his
|
|
Scandinavian stock, was fair as the fairest woman's. I remember his
|
|
putting his hand up to feel of the wound on his head, and my
|
|
watching the biceps move like a living thing under its white sheath.
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|
He noticed me, and I became aware that I was staring at him.
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|
'God made you well,' I said.
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|
|
'Did he?' he answered. 'I have often thought so myself, and wondered
|
|
why.'
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|
'Purpose-' I began.
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|
|
'Utility,' he interrupted. 'This body was made for use. These
|
|
muscles were made to grip and tear and destroy living things that
|
|
get between me and life. Feel them,' he commanded.
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|
|
|
They were as hard as iron. And I observed, also, that his whole body
|
|
had unconsciously drawn itself together, tense and alert; that muscles
|
|
were softly crawling and shaping about the hips, along the back, and
|
|
across the shoulders; that the arms were slightly lifted, their
|
|
muscles contracting, the fingers crooking till the hands were like
|
|
talons; and that even the eyes had changed expression and into them
|
|
were coming watchfulness and measurement and a light none other than
|
|
of battle.
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|
|
|
'Stability, equilibrium,' he said, relaxing on the instant and
|
|
sinking his body back into repose. 'Feet with which to clutch the
|
|
ground, legs to stand on and to help withstand, while with arms and
|
|
hands, teeth and nails, I struggle to kill and not to be killed.
|
|
Purpose? Utility is the word.'
|
|
|
|
I did not argue. I had seen the mechanism of the primitive
|
|
fighting beast, and I was as strongly impressed as if I had seen the
|
|
engines of a battleship or Atlantic liner.
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|
|
|
I was surprised, considering the fierce struggle in the
|
|
forecastle, at the superficiality of his hurts, and I pride myself
|
|
that I dressed them dexterously. With the exception of two bad wounds,
|
|
the rest were merely severe bruises and lacerations. The blow which he
|
|
had received before going overboard had laid his scalp open several
|
|
inches. This, under his direction, I cleansed and sewed together.
|
|
|
|
'By the way, Hump, as I have remarked, you are a handy man,' Wolf
|
|
Larsen began when my work was done. 'As you know, we're short a
|
|
mate. Hereafter you shall stand watches, receive seventy-five
|
|
dollars per month, and be addressed fore and aft as Mr. Van Weyden.'
|
|
|
|
'I- I don't understand navigation, you know,' I gasped.
|
|
|
|
'Not necessary at all.'
|
|
|
|
'I really do not care to sit in the high places,' I objected. 'I
|
|
find life precarious enough in my present humble situation. I have
|
|
no experience. Mediocrity, you see, has its compensations.'
|
|
|
|
He smiled as though it were all settled.
|
|
|
|
'I won't be mate on this hell-ship!' I cried defiantly.
|
|
|
|
I saw his face grow hard and the merciless glitter come into his
|
|
eyes. He walked to the door of his room, saying:
|
|
|
|
'And now, Mr. Van Weyden, good night.'
|
|
|
|
'Good night, Mr. Larsen,' I answered weakly.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER SIXTEEN.
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|
|
|
I CANNOT SAY THAT THE POSITION Of mate carried with it anything more
|
|
joyful than that there were no more dishes to wash. I was ignorant
|
|
of the simplest duties of mate, and would have fared badly indeed
|
|
had not the sailors sympathized with me. I knew nothing of the
|
|
minutiae of ropes and rigging, of the trimming and setting of sails;
|
|
but the sailors took pains to put me to rights, Louis proving a
|
|
specially good teacher, and I had little trouble with those under me.
|
|
|
|
With the hunters it was otherwise. Familiar in varying degree with
|
|
the sea, they took me as a sort of joke. In truth, it was a joke to me
|
|
that I, the veriest landsman, should be filling the office of mate;
|
|
but to be taken as a joke by others was a different matter. I made
|
|
no complaint, but Wolf Larsen demanded the must punctilious
|
|
sea-etiquette in my case,- far more than poor Johansen had ever
|
|
received,- and at the expense of several rows, threats, and much
|
|
grumbling, he brought the hunters to time. I was 'Mr. Van Weyden' fore
|
|
and aft, and only Wolf Larsen himself ever addressed me as 'Hump.'
|
|
|
|
It was amusing. Perhaps the wind would haul a few points while we
|
|
were at dinner, and as I left the table he would say, 'Mr. Van Weyden,
|
|
will you kindly put about on the port tack?' And I would go on deck,
|
|
beckon Louis to me, and learn from him what was to be done. Then, a
|
|
few minutes later, having digested his instructions and thoroughly
|
|
mastered the maneuver, I would proceed to issue my orders. I
|
|
remember an early instance of this kind, when Wolf Larsen appeared
|
|
on the scene just as I had begun to give orders. He smoked his cigar
|
|
and looked on quietly till the thing was done, and then paced aft by
|
|
my side along the weather poop.
|
|
|
|
'Hump,' he said,- 'I beg pardon, Mr. Van Weyden,- I congratulate
|
|
you. I think you can now fire your father's legs back into the grave
|
|
to him. You've discovered your own, and learned to stand on them. A
|
|
little rope-work, sail-making, and experience with storms and such
|
|
things, and by the end of the voyage you could ship on any coasting
|
|
schooner.'
|
|
|
|
It was during this period, between the death of Johansen and the
|
|
arrival on the sealing-grounds, that I passed my pleasantest hours
|
|
on the Ghost. Wolf Larsen was considerate, the sailors helped me,
|
|
and I was no longer in irritating contact with Thomas Mugridge. And
|
|
I make free to say, as the days went by, that I found I was taking a
|
|
certain secret pride in myself. Fantastic as the situation was,- a
|
|
landlubber second in command,- I was nevertheless carrying it off
|
|
well; and during that brief time I was proud of myself, and I grew
|
|
to love the heave and roll of the Ghost under my feet as she
|
|
wallowed north and west through the tropic sea to the islet where we
|
|
filled our water-casks.
|
|
|
|
But my happiness was not unalloyed. It was comparative, a period
|
|
of less misery slipped in between a past of great miseries and a
|
|
future of great miseries. For the Ghost, so far as the seamen were
|
|
concerned, was a hell-ship of the worst description. They never had
|
|
a moment's rest or peace. Wolf Larsen treasured against them the
|
|
attempt on his life and the drubbing he had received in the
|
|
forecastle, and morning, noon, and night, and all night as well, he
|
|
devoted himself to making life unlivable for them.
|
|
|
|
He knew well the psychology of the little thing, and it was the
|
|
little things by which he kept the crew worked up to the verge of
|
|
madness. I have seen Harrison called from his bunk to put properly
|
|
away a misplaced paint-brush, and the two watches below haled from
|
|
their tired sleep to accompany him and see him do it. A little
|
|
thing, truly, but when multiplied by the thousand ingenious devices of
|
|
such a mind, the mental state of the men in the forecastle may be
|
|
slightly comprehended.
|
|
|
|
Of course much grumbling went on, and little outbursts were
|
|
continually occurring. Blows were struck, and there were always two or
|
|
three men nursing injuries at the hands of the human beast who was
|
|
their master. Concerted action was impossible in face of the heavy
|
|
arsenal of weapons carried in the steerage and cabin. Leach and
|
|
Johnson were the two particular victims of Wolf Larsen's diabolic
|
|
temper, and the look of profound melancholy which had settled on
|
|
Johnson's face and in his eyes made my heart bleed.
|
|
|
|
With Leach it was different. There was too much of the fighting
|
|
beast in him. He seemed possessed by an insatiable fury which gave
|
|
no time for grief. His lips had become distorted into a permanent
|
|
snarl, which, at mere sight of Wolf Larsen, broke out in sound,
|
|
horrible and menacing, and, I do believe, unconsciously. I have seen
|
|
him follow Wolf Larsen about with his eyes, like an animal its keeper,
|
|
the while the animal-like snarl sounded deep in his throat and
|
|
vibrated forth between his teeth.
|
|
|
|
I remember once, on deck, in bright day, touching him on the
|
|
shoulder as preliminary to giving an order. His back was toward me,
|
|
and at the first feel of my hand he leaped upright in the air and away
|
|
from me, snarling and turning his head as he leaped. He had for the
|
|
moment mistaken me for the man he hated.
|
|
|
|
Both he and Johnson would have killed Wolf Larsen at the slightest
|
|
opportunity, but the opportunity never came. Wolf Larsen was too
|
|
wise for that, and, besides, they had no adequate weapons. With
|
|
their fists alone they had no chance whatever. Time and again he
|
|
fought it out with Leach, who fought back always, like a wildcat,
|
|
tooth and nail and fist, until stretched exhausted or unconscious on
|
|
the deck. And he was never averse to another encounter. All the
|
|
devil that was in him challenged the devil in Wolf Larsen. They had
|
|
but to appear on deck at the same time, when they would be at it,
|
|
cursing, snarling, striking; and I have seen Leach fling himself
|
|
upon Wolf Larsen without warning or provocation. Once he threw his
|
|
heavy sheath-knife, missing Wolf Larsen's throat by an inch. Another
|
|
time he dropped a steel marlinespike from the main-crosstree. It was a
|
|
difficult cast to make on a rolling ship, but the sharp point of the
|
|
spike, whistling seventy-five feet through the air, barely missed Wolf
|
|
Larsen's head as he emerged from the cabin companionway, and drove its
|
|
length two inches and over into the solid deck-planking. Still another
|
|
time he stole into the steerage, possessed himself of a loaded
|
|
shotgun, and was making a rush for the deck with it when caught by
|
|
Kerfoot and disarmed.
|
|
|
|
I often wondered why Wolf Larsen did not kill him and make an end of
|
|
it. But he only laughed and seemed to enjoy it. There seemed a certain
|
|
spice about it, such as men must feel who take delight in making
|
|
pets of ferocious animals.
|
|
|
|
'It gives a thrill to life,' he explained to me, 'when life is
|
|
carried in one's hand. Man is a natural gambler, and life is the
|
|
biggest stake he can lay. The greater the odds, the greater the
|
|
thrill. Why should I deny myself the joy of exciting Leach's soul to
|
|
fever-pitch? For that matter, I do him a kindness. The greatness of
|
|
sensation is mutual. He is living more royally than any man for'ard,
|
|
though he does not know it. For he has what they have not- purpose,
|
|
something to do and be done, an all-absorbing end to strive to attain,
|
|
the desire to kill me, the hope that he may kill me. Really, Hump,
|
|
he is living deep and high. I doubt that he has ever lived so
|
|
swiftly and keenly before, and I honestly envy him, sometimes, when
|
|
I see him raging at the summit of passion and sensibility.'
|
|
|
|
'Ah, but it is cowardly, cowardly,' I cried. 'You have all the
|
|
advantage.'
|
|
|
|
'Of the two of us, you and I, who is the greater coward?' he asked
|
|
seriously. 'If the situation is unpleasing, you compromise with your
|
|
conscience when you make yourself a party to it. If you were really
|
|
great, really true to yourself, you would join forces with Leach and
|
|
Johnson. But you are afraid, you are afraid. You want to live. The
|
|
life that is in you cries out that it must live, no matter what the
|
|
cost; so you live ignominiously, untrue to the best you dream of,
|
|
sinning against your whole pitiful little code, and, if there were a
|
|
hell, heading your soul straight for it. Bah! I play the braver
|
|
part. I do no sin, for I am true to the promptings of the life that is
|
|
in me. I am sincere with my soul at least, and that is what you are
|
|
not.'
|
|
|
|
There was a sting in what he said. Perhaps, after all, I was playing
|
|
a cowardly part. And the more I thought about it the more it
|
|
appeared that my duty to myself lay in doing what he had advised,
|
|
lay in joining forces with Johnson and Leach and working for his
|
|
death. Right here, I think, entered the austere conscience of my
|
|
Puritan ancestry, impelling me toward lurid deeds and sanctioning even
|
|
murder as right conduct. I dwelt upon the idea. It would be a most
|
|
moral act to rid the world of such a monster. Humanity would be better
|
|
and happier for it, life fairer and sweeter.
|
|
|
|
I pondered it long, lying sleepless in my bunk and reviewing in
|
|
endless procession the facts of the situation. I talked with Johnson
|
|
and Leach during the night watches when Wolf Larsen was below. But
|
|
both men had lost hope, Johnson because of temperamental
|
|
despondency, Leach because he had beaten himself out in the vain
|
|
struggle and was exhausted. But he caught my hand in a passionate grip
|
|
one night, saying:
|
|
|
|
'I think ye're square, Mr. Van Weyden. But stay where you are an'
|
|
keep yer mouth shut. Say nothin', but saw wood. We're dead men, I know
|
|
it; but, all the same, you might be able to do us a favor sometime
|
|
when we need it damn bad.'
|
|
|
|
It was only next day, when Wainwright Island loomed to windward,
|
|
close abeam, that Wolf Larsen opened his mouth in prophecy. He had
|
|
attacked Johnson, been attacked by Leach, and had just finished
|
|
whipping the pair of them.
|
|
|
|
'Leach,' he said, 'you know I'm going to kill you sometime or other,
|
|
don't you?'
|
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A snarl was the answer.
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'And as for you, Johnson, you'll get so tired of life before I'm
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through with you that you'll fling yourself over the side. See if
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you don't.'
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'That's suggestion,' he added, in an aside to me. 'I'll bet you a
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month's pay he acts upon it.'
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I had cherished a hope that his victims would find an opportunity to
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escape while filling our water-barrels, but Wolf Larsen had selected
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his spot well. The Ghost lay half a mile beyond the surf-line of a
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lonely beach. Here debouched a deep gorge, with precipitous,
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volcanic walls which no man could scale. And here, under his direct
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supervision,- for he went ashore himself,- Leach and Johnson filled
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the small casks and rolled them down to the beach. They had no
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chance to make a break for liberty in one of the boats.
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Harrison and Kelly, however, made such an attempt. They composed the
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crew of one of the boats, and their task was to play between the
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schooner and the shore, carrying a single cask each trip. Just
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before dinner, starting for the beach with an empty barrel, they
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altered their course and bore away to the left to round the promontory
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which jutted into the sea between them and liberty. Beyond its foaming
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base lay the pretty villages of the Japanese colonists and smiling
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valleys which penetrated deep into the interior. Once in the
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fastnesses they promised, and the two men could defy Wolf Larsen.
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I had observed Henderson and Smoke loitering about the deck all
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morning, and I now learned why they were there. Procuring their
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rifles, they opened fire in a leisurely manner upon the deserters.
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It was a most cold-blooded exhibition of marksmanship. At first
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their bullets zipped harmlessly along the surface of the water on each
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side the boat; but, as the men continued to pull lustily, they
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struck closer and closer.
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'Now watch me take Kelly's right oar,' Smoke said, drawing a more
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careful aim.
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I was looking through the glasses, and I saw the oar-blade shattered
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as he shot. Henderson duplicated his feat, selecting Harrison's
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right oar. The boat slued around. The two remaining oars were
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quickly broken. The men tried to row with the spinters, and had them
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shot out of their hands. Kelly ripped up a bottom-board and began
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paddling, but dropped it with a cry of pain as its splinters drove
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into his hands. Then they gave up, letting the boat drift till a
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second boat, sent from the shore by Wolf Larsen, took them in tow
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and brought them aboard.
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Late that afternoon we hove up anchor and got away. Nothing was
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before us but the three or four months' hunting on the
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sealing-grounds. The outlook was black indeed, and I went about my
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work with a heavy heart. An almost funereal gloom seemed to have
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descended upon the Ghost. Wolf Larsen had taken to his bunk with one
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of his strange splitting headaches. Harrison stood listlessly at the
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wheel, half supporting himself by it, as though wearied by the
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weight of his flesh. The rest of the men were morose and silent. I
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came upon Kelly crouching in the lee of the forecastle scuttle, his
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head on his knees, his arms about his head, in an attitude of
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unutterable despondency.
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Johnson I found lying full-length on the forecastle head, staring at
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the troubled churn of the forefoot, and I remembered with horror the
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suggestion Wolf Larsen had made. It seemed likely to bear fruit. I
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tried to break in on the man's morbid thoughts by calling him away;
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but he smiled sadly at me, and refused to obey.
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Leach approached me as I returned aft.
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'I want to ask a favor, Mr. Van Weyden,' he said. 'If it's yer
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luck to ever make 'Frisco once more, will you hunt up Matt McCarthy?
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He's my old man. He lives on the Hill, back of the Mayfair bakery,
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runnin' a cobbler's shop that everybody knows, an' you'll have no
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trouble. Tell him I lived to be sorry for the trouble I brought him
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an' the things I done, an'- an' just tell him "God bless him," for
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me.'
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I nodded my head, but said:
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'We'll all win back to San Francisco, Leach, and you'll be with me
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when I go to see Matt McCarthy.'
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'I'd like to believe you,' he answered, shaking my hand, 'but I
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can't. Wolf Larsen'll do for me, I know it, and all I can hope is
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he'll do it quick.'
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And as he left me I was aware of the same desire at my heart.
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Since it was to be done, let it be done with despatch. The general
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gloom had gathered me into its folds. The worst appeared inevitable;
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and as I paced the deck hour after hour, I found myself afflicted with
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Wolf Larsen's repulsive ideas. What was it all about? Where was the
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grandeur of life that it should permit such wanton destruction of
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human souls? It was a cheap and sordid thing, after all, this life,
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and the sooner over the better. Over and done with! Over and done
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with! I, too, leaned upon the rail and gazed longingly into the sea,
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with the certitude that sooner or later I should be sinking down,
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down, through the cool green depths of its oblivion.
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CHAPTER SEVENTEEN.
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STRANGE TO SAY, IN SPITE of the general foreboding, nothing of
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especial moment happened on the Ghost. We ran on to the north and west
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till we raised the coast of Japan and picked up with the great seal
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herd. Coming from no man knew where in the illimitable Pacific, it was
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traveling north on its annual migration to the rookeries of Bering
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Sea. And north we traveled with it, ravaging and destroying,
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flinging the naked carcasses to the shark, and salting down the skins,
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so that they might later adorn the fair shoulders of the women of
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the cities.
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It was wanton slaughter, and all for woman's sake. No man ate of the
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seal-meat or the oil. After a good day's killing I have seen our decks
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covered with hides and bodies, slippery with fat and blood, the
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scuppers running red; masts, ropes, and rails splattered high with the
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sanguinary color; and the men, like butchers plying their trade, naked
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and red of arm and hand, hard at work with ripping- and
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flensing-knives, removing the skins from the pretty sea-creatures they
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had killed.
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It was my task to tally the pelts as they came aboard from the
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boats, to oversee the skinning, and afterward the cleansing of the
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decks and bringing things shipshape again. It was not pleasant
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|
work,- my soul and my stomach revolted at it,- and yet, in a way, this
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handling and directing of many men was good for me. It developed
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what little executive ability I possessed, and I was aware of a
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toughening or hardening which I was undergoing and which could not
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be anything but wholesome for 'Sissy' Van Weyden.
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One thing I was beginning to feel, and that was that I could never
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again be quite the same man I had been. While my hope and faith in
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human life still survived Wolf Larsen's destructive criticism, he
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had nevertheless been a cause of change in minor matters. He had
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opened up for me the world of the real, of which I had known virtually
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|
nothing, and from which I had always shrunk. I had learned to look
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more closely at life as it is lived, to recognize that there were such
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|
things as facts in the world; to emerge from the realm of mind and
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idea, and to place certain values on the concrete and objective phases
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of existence.
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I saw more of Wolf Larsen than ever when we had gained the
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grounds; for when the weather was fair and we were in the midst of the
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herd, all hands were away in the boats, and left on board were only he
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|
and I, and Thomas Mugridge, who did not count. But there was no play
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|
about it. The six boats, spreading out fanwise from the schooner until
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|
the first weather boat and the last lee boat were anywhere from ten to
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|
twenty miles apart, cruised along a straight course over the sea
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|
till nightfall or bad weather drove them in. It was our duty to sail
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the Ghost well to leeward of the last lee boat, so that all the
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boats would have fair wind to run for us in case of squalls for
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|
threatening weather.
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It is no slight matter for two men, particularly when a stiff wind
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|
has sprung up, to handle a vessel like the Ghost, steering, keeping
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|
lookout for the boats, and setting or taking in sail, so it devolved
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|
upon me to learn, and learn quickly. Steering I picked up easily,
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|
but running aloft to the crosstrees, and swinging my whole, weight
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|
by my arms when I left the ratlines and climbed still higher, was more
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|
difficult. This, too, I learned, and quickly, for I felt somehow a
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|
wild desire to vindicate myself in Wolf Larsen's eyes, to prove my
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|
right to live in ways other than of the mind. Nay, the time came
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|
when I took joy in the run to the masthead, and in the clinging on
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|
by my legs at that precarious height while I swept the sea with the
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glasses in search of the boats.
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I remember one beautiful day, when the boats left early and the
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reports of the hunters' guns grew dim and distant and died away as
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|
they scattered far and wide over the sea. There was just the
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|
faintest wind from the westward; but it breathed its last by the
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|
time we managed to get to leeward of the last lee boat. One by one-
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I was at the masthead and saw- the six boats disappeared over the
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|
bulge of the earth as they followed the seal into the west. We lay,
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|
scarcely rolling on the placid sea, unable to follow. Wolf Larsen
|
|
was apprehensive. The barometer was down, and the sky to the east
|
|
did not please him. He studied it with unceasing vigilance.
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'If she comes out of there,' he said, 'hard and snappy, putting us
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|
to windward of the boats, it's likely there'll be empty bunks in
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steerage and f'c's'le.'
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|
By eleven o'clock the sea had became glass. By midday, though we
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|
were well up in the northerly latitudes, the heat was sickening. There
|
|
was no freshness in the air. It was sultry and oppressive, reminding
|
|
me of what the old Californians term 'earthquake weather.' There was
|
|
something ominous about it, and in intangible ways one was made to
|
|
feel that the worst was about to come. Slowly the whole eastern sky
|
|
filled with clouds that overtowered us like some black sierra of the
|
|
infernal regions. So clearly could one see canon, gorge, and
|
|
precipice, and the shadows that lay therein, that one looked
|
|
unconsciously for the white surf-line and bellowing caverns where
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|
the sea charges forever on the land. And still we rocked gently, and
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there was no wind.
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'It's no squall,' Wolf Larsen said. 'Old Mother Nature's going to
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|
get up on her hind legs and howl for all that's in her, and it'll keep
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|
up jumping, Hump, to pull through with half our boats. You'd better
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|
run up and loosen the topsails.'
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'But if it is going to howl, and there are only two of us?' I asked,
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|
a note of protest in my voice.
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|
'Why, we've got to make the best of the first of it and run down
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|
to our boats before our canvas is ripped out of us. After that I don't
|
|
give a rap what happens. The sticks'll stand it, and you and I will
|
|
have to, though we've plenty cut out for us.'
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|
Still the calm continued. We ate dinner, a hurried and anxious
|
|
meal for me, with eighteen men abroad on the sea and beyond the
|
|
bulge of the earth, and with that heaven-rolling mountain range of
|
|
clouds moving slowly down upon us. Wolf Larsen did not seem
|
|
affected, however, though I noticed, when we returned to the deck, a
|
|
slight twitching of the nostrils, a perceptible quickness of movement.
|
|
His face was stern, the lines of it had grown hard, and yet in his
|
|
eyes- blue, clear blue this day- there was a strange brilliancy, a
|
|
bright, scintillating light. It struck me that he was joyous in a
|
|
ferocious sort of way; that he was glad there was an impending
|
|
struggle; that he was thrilled and upborne with knowledge that one
|
|
of the great moments of living, when the tide of life surges up in
|
|
flood, was upon him.
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|
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|
Once, and unwitting that he did so or that I saw, he laughed aloud
|
|
mockingly and defiantly at the advancing storm. I see him yet,
|
|
standing there like a pygmy out of the 'Arabian Nights' before the
|
|
huge front of some malignant jinnee. He was daring destiny, and he was
|
|
unafraid.
|
|
|
|
He walked to the galley.
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|
|
|
'Cooky,' I heard him say, 'by the time you've finished pots and pans
|
|
you'll be wanted on deck. Stand ready for a call.'
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|
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|
'Hump,' he said, becoming cognizant of the fascinated gaze I bent
|
|
upon him, 'this beats whiskey, and is where your Omar misses. I
|
|
think he only half lived, after all.'
|
|
|
|
The western half of the sky had by now grown murky. The sun had
|
|
dimmed and faded out of sight. It was two in the afternoon, and a
|
|
ghostly twilight, shot through by wandering purplish lights, had
|
|
descended upon us, and Wolf Larsen's face glowed in the purplish
|
|
light. We lay in the midst of an unearthly quiet, while all about us
|
|
were signs and omens of oncoming sound and movement. The sultry heat
|
|
had become unendurable. The sweat was standing on my forehead, and I
|
|
could feel it trickling down my nose. I felt as though I should faint,
|
|
and reached out to the rail for support.
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|
|
|
And then, just then, the faintest possible whisper of air passed by.
|
|
It was from the east, and like a whisper it came and went. The
|
|
drooping canvas was not stirred, and yet my face had felt the air
|
|
and been cooled.
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|
|
|
'Cooky,' Wolf Larsen called in a low voice (Thomas Mugridge turned a
|
|
pitiable, scared face), 'let go that fore-boom- tackle and pass it
|
|
across, and when she's willing let go the sheet and come in snug
|
|
with the tackle. And if you make a mess of it, it will be the last you
|
|
ever make. Understand?'
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|
|
|
'Mr. Van Weyden, stand by to pass the head-sails over. Then jump for
|
|
the topsails and spread them quick as God'll let you- the quicker
|
|
you do it, the easier you'll find it. As for Cooky, if he isn't
|
|
lively, bat him between the eyes.'
|
|
|
|
I was aware of the compliment and pleased in that no threat had
|
|
accompanied my instructions. We were lying head to northwest, and it
|
|
was his intention to jibe over with the first puff.
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|
|
|
'We'll have the breeze on our quarter,' he explained to me. 'By
|
|
the last guns the boats were bearing away slightly to the south'ard.'
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|
|
|
He turned and walked aft to the wheel. I went forward and took my
|
|
station at the jibs. Another whisper of wind, and another, passed
|
|
by. The canvas flapped lazily.
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|
|
|
'Thank Gawd she's not comin' all of a bunch, Mr. Van Weyden!' was
|
|
the Cockney's fervent ejaculation.
|
|
|
|
And I was indeed thankful, for I had by this time learned enough
|
|
to know, with all our canvas spread, what disaster in such event
|
|
awaited us. The whispers of wind became puffs, the sails filled, the
|
|
Ghost moved. Wolf Larsen put the wheel hard up to port, and we began
|
|
to pay off. The wind was now dead astern, muttering and puffing
|
|
stronger and stronger, and my head-sails were pounding lustily. I
|
|
did not see what went on elsewhere, though I felt the sudden surge and
|
|
heel of the schooner as the wind-pressures changed to the jibing of
|
|
the fore-and main-sails. My hands were full with the flying jib,
|
|
jib, and staysail, and by the time this part of my task was
|
|
accomplished the Ghost was leaping into the southwest, the wind on her
|
|
quarter and all her sheets to starboard. Without pausing for breath,
|
|
though my heart was beating like a trip-hammer from my exertions, I
|
|
sprang to the topsails, and before the wind had become too strong we
|
|
had them fairly set and were coiling down. Then I went aft for orders.
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|
Wolf Larsen nodded approval and relinquished the wheel to me. The
|
|
wind strengthening steadily and the sea rising for an hour I
|
|
steered, each moment becoming more difficult. I had not the experience
|
|
to steer at the gait we were going on a quartering course.
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|
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|
'Now take a run up with the glasses and raise some of the boats.
|
|
We've made at least ten knots, and we're going twelve or thirteen now.
|
|
The old girl knows how to walk. Might as well get some of that
|
|
head-sail off of her,' Larsen added, and turned to Mugridge: 'Cooky,
|
|
run down that flying jib and staysail, and make the downhauls good and
|
|
fast.'
|
|
|
|
I contented myself with the fore-crosstrees, some seventy feet above
|
|
the deck. As I searched the vacant stretch of water before me, I
|
|
comprehended thoroughly the need for haste if we were to recover any
|
|
of our men. Indeed, as I gazed at the heavy sea through which we
|
|
were running, I doubted that there was a boat afloat. It did not
|
|
seem possible that so frail craft could survive such stress of wind
|
|
and water.
|
|
|
|
I could not feel the full force of the wind, for we were running
|
|
with it, but from my lofty perch I looked down as though outside the
|
|
Ghost and apart from her, and saw the shape of her outlined sharply
|
|
against the foaming sea as she tore along instinct with life.
|
|
Sometimes she would lift and send across some great wave, burying
|
|
her starboard rail from view and covering her deck to the hatches with
|
|
the boiling ocean. At such moments, starting from a windward roll, I
|
|
would go flying through the air with dizzying swiftness, as though I
|
|
clung to the end of a huge, inverted pendulum, the arc of which,
|
|
between the greater rolls, must have been seventy feet or more. Once
|
|
the terror this giddy sweep overpowered me, and for a while I clung
|
|
on, hand and foot, weak and trembling, unable to search the sea for
|
|
the missing boats or to behold aught of the sea but that which
|
|
roared beneath and strove to overwhelm the Ghost.
|
|
|
|
But the thought of the men in the midst of it steadied me, and in my
|
|
quest for them I forgot myself. For an hour I saw nothing but the
|
|
naked, desolate sea. And then, where a vagrant shaft of sunlight
|
|
struck the ocean and turned its surface to wrathful silver, I caught a
|
|
small black speck thrust skyward for an instant and swallowed up. I
|
|
waited patiently. Again the tiny point of black projected itself
|
|
through the wrathful blaze, a couple of points off our port bow. I did
|
|
not attempt to shout, but communicated the news to Wolf Larsen by
|
|
waving my arm. He changed the course, and I signaled affirmation
|
|
when the speck showed dead ahead.
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|
|
|
It grew larger, and so swiftly that for the first time I fully
|
|
appreciated the speed of our flight. Wolf Larsen motioned for me to
|
|
come down, and when I stood beside him at the wheel he gave me
|
|
instructions for heaving to.
|
|
|
|
'Expect all hell to break loose,' he cautioned me, 'but don't mind
|
|
it. Yours is to do your own work and to have Cooky stand by the
|
|
fore-sheet.'
|
|
|
|
I managed to make my way forward, but there was little choice of
|
|
sides, for the weather rail seemed buried as often as the lee.
|
|
Having instructed Thomas Mugridge as to what he was to do, I clambered
|
|
into the fore rigging a few feet. The boat was now very close, and I
|
|
could make out plainly that it was lying head to wind and sea and
|
|
dragging on its mast and sail, which had been thrown overboard and
|
|
made to serve as a sea-anchor. The three men were bailing. Each
|
|
rolling mountin whelmed them from view, and I would wait with
|
|
sickening anxiety, fearing that they would never appear again. Then,
|
|
and with black suddenness, the boat would shoot clear through the
|
|
foaming crest, bow pointed to the sky and the whole length of her
|
|
bottom showing, wet and dark, till she seemed on end. There would be a
|
|
fleeting glimpse of the three men flinging water in frantic haste,
|
|
when she would topple over and fall into the yawning valley, bow
|
|
down and showing her full inside length to the stern upreared almost
|
|
directly above the bow. Each time that she reappeared was a
|
|
recurrent miracle.
|
|
|
|
The Ghost suddenly changed her course, keeping away, and it came
|
|
to me with a shock that Wolf Larsen was giving up the rescue as
|
|
impossible. Then I realized that he was preparing to heave to, and
|
|
dropped to the deck to be in readiness. We were now dead before the
|
|
wind, the boat far away and abreast of us. I felt an abrupt easing
|
|
of the schooner, a loss for the moment of all strain and pressure
|
|
coupled with a swift acceleration of speed. She was rushing around
|
|
on her heel into the wind.
|
|
|
|
As she arrived at right-angles to the sea, the full force of the
|
|
wind, from which we had hitherto run away, caught us. I was
|
|
unfortunately and ignorantly facing it. It stood up against me like
|
|
a wall, filling my lungs with air which I could not expel. And as I
|
|
choked and strangled, and as the Ghost wallowed for an instant,
|
|
broadside on and rolling straight over and far into the wind, I beheld
|
|
a huge sea rise far above my head. I turned aside, caught my breath,
|
|
and looked again. The wave overtopped the Ghost, and I gazed sheer
|
|
up and into it. A shaft of sunlight smote the over-curl, and I
|
|
caught a glimpse of translucent, rushing green, backed by a milky
|
|
smother of foam.
|
|
|
|
Then it descended, pandemonium broke loose, everything happened at
|
|
once. I was struck a crushing, stunning blow, nowhere in particular
|
|
and yet everywhere. My hold had been broken loose, I was under
|
|
water, and the thought passed through my mind that this was the
|
|
terrible thing of which I had heard, the being swept in the trough
|
|
of the sea. My body struck and pounded as it was dashed helplessly
|
|
along and turned over and over, and when I could hold my breath no
|
|
longer I breathed the stinging salt water into my lungs. But through
|
|
it all I clung to the one idea- I must get the jib backed over to
|
|
windward. I had no fear of death. I had no doubt but that I should
|
|
come through somehow. And as this idea of fulfilling Wolf Larsen's
|
|
order persisted in my dazed consciousness, I seemed to see him
|
|
standing at the wheel in the midst of the wild welter, pitting his
|
|
will against the will of the storm and defying it.
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I brought up violently against what I took to be the rail, breathed,
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and breathed the sweet air again. I tried to rise, but struck my head,
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and was knocked back on hands and knees. By some freak of the waters I
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had been swept clear under the forecastle head and into the eyes. As I
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scrambled out on all fours, I passed over the body of Thomas Mugridge,
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who lay in a groaning heap. There was no time to investigate. I must
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get the jib backed over.
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When I emerged on deck it seemed that the end of everything had
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come. On all sides there was a rending and crashing of wood and
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steel and canvas. The Ghost was being wrenched and torn to
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fragments. The foresail and foretopsail, emptied of the wind by the
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maneuver, and with no one to bring in the sheet in time, were
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thundering into ribbons, the heavy boom thrashing and splintering from
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rail to rail. The air was thick with flying wreckage, detached ropes
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and stays were hissing and coiling like snakes, and down through it
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all crashed the gaff of the foresail.
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The spar could not have missed me by many inches, while it spurred
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me to action. Perhaps the situation was not hopeless. I remembered
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Wolf Larsen's caution. He had expected 'all hell to break loose,'
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and here it was. And where was he? I caught sight of him toiling at
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the mainsheet, heaving it in and flat with his tremendous muscles, the
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stern of the schooner lifted high in the air, and his body outlined
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against a white surge of sea sweeping past. All this and more- a whole
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world of chaos and wreck- in possibly fifteen seconds I had seen and
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heard and grasped.
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I did not stop to see what had become of the small boat, but
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sprang to the jibsheet. The jib itself was beginning to slap, partly
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filling and emptying with sharp reports; but with a turn of the sheet,
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and the application of my whole strength each time it slapped, I
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slowly backed it. This I know: I did my best. Either the downhauls had
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been carelessly made fast by Mugridge, or else the pins carried
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away, for, while I pulled till I burst open the ends of all my
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fingers, the flying jib and staysail filled and fluttered with the
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wind, split their cloths apart, and thundered into nothingness.
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Still I pulled, holding what I gained each time with a double turn
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until the next slap gave me more. Then the sheet gave with greater
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ease, and Wolf Larsen was beside me, heaving in alone while I was
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busied taking up the slack.
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'Make fast,' he shouted, 'and come on!'
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As I followed him, I noted that, in spite of wrack and ruin, a rough
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order obtained. The Ghost was hove to. She was still in working order,
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and she was still working. Though the rest of her sails were gone, the
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jib, backed to windward, and the mainsail, hauled down flat, were
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themselves holding, and holding her bow to the furious sea as well.
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I looked for the boat, and, while Wolf Larsen cleared the
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boat-tackles, saw it lift to leeward on a big sea and not a score of
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feet away. And, so nicely had he made his calculation, we drifted
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fairly down upon it, so that nothing remained to do but hook the
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tackles to each end and hoist it aboard. But this was not done so
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easily as it is written.
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In the bow was Kerfoot, Oofty-Oofty in the stern, and Kelly
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amidships. As we drifted closer, the boat would rise on a wave while
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we sank in the trough, till, almost straight above me, I could see the
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heads of the three men craned overside and looking down. Then, the
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next moment, we would lift and soar upward while they sank far down
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beneath us. It seemed incredible that the next surge should not
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crush the Ghost down upon the tiny eggshell.
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But, at the right moment, I passed the tackle to the Kanaka, while
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Wolf Larsen did the same thing forward to Kerfoot. Both tackles were
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hooked in a trice, and the three men, deftly timing the roll, made a
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simultaneous leap aboard the schooner. As the Ghost rolled her side
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out of water, the boat was lifted snugly against her, and before the
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return roll came we had heaved it in over the side and turned it
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bottom up on the deck. I noticed blood spouting from Kerfoot's left
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hand. In some way the third finger had been crushed to a pulp. But
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he gave no sign of pain, and with his single right hand helped us lash
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the boat in its place.
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'Stand by to let that jib over, you Oofty,' Wolf Larsen commanded,
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the very second we had finished with the boat. 'Kelly, come aft and
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slack off the mainsheet. You, Kerfoot, go for'ard and see what's
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become of Cooky. Mr. Van Weyden, run aloft again, and cut away any
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stray stuff in your way.'
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And having commanded, he went aft, with his peculiar tigerish leaps,
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to the wheel. While I toiled up the fore-shrouds the Ghost slowly paid
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off. This time, as we went into the trough of the sea and were
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swept, there were no sails to carry away. And halfway to the
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crosstrees, and flattened against the rigging by the full force of the
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wind, so that it would have been impossible for me to have fallen,
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with the Ghost almost on her beam-ends, and the masts parallel with
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the water, I looked, not down, but at right angles from the
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perpendicular, to the deck of the Ghost. But I saw not the deck, but
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where the deck should have been, for it was buried beneath a wild
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tumbling of water. Out of this water I could see the two masts rising,
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and that was all. The Ghost, for the moment, was buried beneath the
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sea. As she squared off more and more, escaping from the side
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|
pressure, she righted herself and broke her deck, like a whale's back,
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|
through the ocean surface.
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Then we raced, and wildly, across the wild sea, the while I hung
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like a fly in the crosstrees and searched for the other boats. In half
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an hour I sighted the second one, swamped and bottom up, to which were
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desperately clinging Jock Horner, fat Louis, and Johnson. This time
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I remained aloft, and Wolf Larsen succeeded in heaving to without
|
|
being swept. As before, we drifted down upon the boat. Tackles were
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made fast and lines flung to the men, who scrambled aboard like
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|
monkeys. The boat itself was crushed and splintered against the
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schooner's side as it came inboard; but the wreck was securely lashed,
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for it could be patched and made whole again.
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Once more the Ghost bore away before the storm, this time so
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|
submerging herself that for some seconds I thought she would never
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|
reappear. Even the wheel, quite a deal higher than the waist, was
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|
covered and swept again and again. At such moments I felt strangely
|
|
alone with God, and watching the chaos of his wrath. And then the
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wheel would reappear, and Wolf Larsen's broad shoulders, his hands
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gripping the spokes and holding the schooner to the course of his
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will, himself an earth-god, dominating the storm, flinging its
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|
descending waters from him, and riding it to his own ends. And oh, the
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|
marvel of it, the marvel of it, that tiny men should live and
|
|
breathe and work, and drive so frail a contrivance of wood and cloth
|
|
through so tremendous an elemental strife!
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|
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|
As before, the Ghost swung out of the trough, lifting her deck again
|
|
out of the sea, and dashed before the howling blast. It was now
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|
half-past five, and half an hour later, when the last of the day
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|
lost itself in a dim and furious twilight, I sighted a third boat.
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It was bottom up, and there was no sign of its crew. Wolf Larsen
|
|
repeated his maneuver, holding off and then rounding up to windward
|
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and drifting down upon it. But this time he missed by forty feet,
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the boat passing astern.
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'No. 4 boat!' Oofty-Oofty cried, his keen eyes reading its number in
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the one second when it lifted clear of the foam and upside down.
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It was Henderson's boat, and with him had been lost Holyoak and
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|
Williams, another of the deep-water crowd. Lost they indubitably were;
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but the boat remained, and Wolf Larsen made one more reckless effort
|
|
to recover it. I had come down to the deck, and I saw Horner and
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Kerfoot vainly protest against the attempt.
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'By God, I'll not be robbed of my boat by any storm that ever blew
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|
out of hell!' he shouted, and though we four stood with our heads
|
|
together that we might hear, his voice seemed faint and far, as though
|
|
removed from us an immense distance.
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'Mr. Van Weyden,' he cried, and I heard through the tumult as one
|
|
might hear a whisper, 'stand by that jib with Johnson and Oofty! The
|
|
rest of you tail aft to the main-sheet! Lively now, or I'll sail you
|
|
all into kingdom come! Understand?'
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|
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And when he put the wheel hard over and the Ghost's bow swung off,
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|
there was nothing for the hunters to do but obey and make the best
|
|
of a risky chance. How great the risk I realized when I was once
|
|
more buried beneath the pounding seas and clinging for life to the
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|
pin-rail at the foot of the foremast. My fingers were torn loose,
|
|
and I was swept across to the side and over the side into the sea. I
|
|
could not swim, but before I could sink I was swept back again. A
|
|
strong hand gripped me, and when the Ghost finally emerged I found
|
|
that I owed my life to Johnson. I saw him looking anxiously about him,
|
|
and noted that Kelly, who had come forward at the last moment, was
|
|
missing.
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|
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This time, having missed the boat, and not being in the same
|
|
position as in the previous instances, Wolf Larsen was compelled to
|
|
resort to a different maneuver. Running off before the wind with
|
|
everything to starboard, he came about and returned close-hauled on
|
|
the port tack.
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'Grand!' Johnson shouted in my ear, as we successfully came
|
|
through the attendant deluge; and I knew he referred, not to Wolf
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|
Larsen's seamanship, but to the performance of the Ghost herself.
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|
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|
It was now so dark that there was no sign of the boat; but Wolf
|
|
Larsen held back through the frightful turmoil as if guided by
|
|
unerring instinct. This time, though we were continually
|
|
half-buried, there was no trough in which to be swept, and we
|
|
drifted squarely down upon the upturned boat, badly smashing it as
|
|
it was heaved inboard.
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|
Two hours of terrible work followed, in which all hands of us- two
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|
hunters, three sailors, Wolf Larsen, and I- reefed, first one and then
|
|
the other, the jib and mainsail. Hove to under this short canvas,
|
|
our decks were comparatively free of water, while the Ghost bobbed and
|
|
ducked among the combers like a cork.
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|
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|
I had burst open the ends of my fingers at the very first, and
|
|
during the reefing I had worked with tears of pain running down my
|
|
cheeks. And when all was done, I gave up like a woman and rolled. upon
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|
the deck in the agony of exhaustion.
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|
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|
In the meantime, Thomas Mugridge, like a drowned rat, was being
|
|
dragged out from under the forecastle head, where he had cravenly
|
|
ensconced himself. I saw him pulled aft to the cabin, and noted with a
|
|
shock of surprise that the galley had disappeared. A clean space of
|
|
deck showed where it had stood.
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|
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|
In the cabin I found all hands assembled, sailors as well, and while
|
|
coffee was being cooked over the small stove we drank whiskey and
|
|
crunched hardtack. Never in my life had food been so welcome, and
|
|
never had hot coffee tasted so good. So violently did the Ghost
|
|
pitch and toss and tumble that it was impossible for even the
|
|
sailors to move about without holding on, and several times, after a
|
|
cry of 'Now she takes it!' we were heaped upon the wall of the port
|
|
cabin as though it had been the deck.
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|
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|
'To- with a lookout,' I heard Wolf Larsen say when we had eaten
|
|
and drunk our fill. 'There's nothing can be done on deck. If
|
|
anything's going to run us down, we couldn't get out of its way.
|
|
Turn in, all hands, and get some sleep.'
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|
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|
The sailors slipped forward, setting the side-lights as they went,
|
|
while the two hunters remained to sleep in the cabin, it not being
|
|
deemed advisable to open the slide to the steerage companionway.
|
|
Wolf Larsen and I, between us, cut off Kerfoot's crushed finger and
|
|
sewed up the stump. Mugridge, who, during all the time he had been
|
|
compelled to cook and serve coffee and keep the fire going, had
|
|
complained of internal pains, now swore that he had a broken rib or
|
|
two. On examination we found that he had three. But his case was
|
|
deferred to next day, principally for the reason that I did not know
|
|
anything about broken ribs, and would first have to read it up.
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|
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|
'I don't think it was worth it,' I said to Wolf Larsen, 'a broken
|
|
boat for Kelly's life.'
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|
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|
'But Kelly didn't amount to much,' was the reply. 'Good night.'
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|
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|
After all that had passed, suffering intolerable anguish in my
|
|
finger-ends, and with three boats missing, to say nothing of the
|
|
wild capers the Ghost was cutting, I would have thought it
|
|
impossible to sleep. But my eyes must have closed the instant my
|
|
head touched the pillow, and in utter exhaustion I slept throughout
|
|
the night, the while the Ghost, lonely and undirected, fought her
|
|
way through the storm.
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|
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|
CHAPTER EIGHTEEN.
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|
THE NEXT DAY, WHILE THE STORM was blowing itself out, Wolf Larsen
|
|
and I 'crammed' anatomy and surgery and set Mugridge's ribs. Then,
|
|
when the storm broke, Wolf Larsen cruised back and forth over that
|
|
portion of the ocean where we had encountered it, and somewhat more to
|
|
the westward, while the boats were being repaired and new sails made
|
|
and bent. Also, a new galley was being constructed out of odds and
|
|
ends of lumber from the hold. Sealing-schooner after
|
|
sealing-schooner we sighted and boarded, most of which were in
|
|
search of lost boats, and most of which were carrying boats and
|
|
crews that they had picked up and that did not belong to them. For the
|
|
thick of the fleet had been to the westward of us, and the boats,
|
|
scattered far and wide, had headed in mad flight for the nearest
|
|
refuge.
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|
|
|
Two of our boats, with men all safe, we took off the Cisco, and,
|
|
to Wolf Larsen's huge delight and my own grief, he culled Smoke,
|
|
with Nilson and Leach, from the San Diego. So that, at the end of five
|
|
days, we found ourselves short but four men, Henderson, Holyoak,
|
|
Williams, and Kelly, and were once more hunting on the flanks of the
|
|
herd.
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|
|
|
As we followed north, we began to encounter the dreaded sea-fogs.
|
|
Day after day the boats were lowered and swallowed up almost before
|
|
they touched the water, while we on board pumped the horn at regular
|
|
intervals, and every fifteen minutes fired the bomb-gun. Boats were
|
|
continually being lost and found, it being the custom for a boat to
|
|
hunt, on lay, with whatever schooner picked it up, until such time
|
|
as it was recovered by its own schooner. But Wolf Larsen, as was to be
|
|
expected, being a boat short, took possession of the first stray one
|
|
and compelled its men to hunt with the Ghost, not permitting them to
|
|
return to their own schooner when we sighted it. I remember how he
|
|
forced the hunter and his two men below, a rifle at their breasts,
|
|
when their captain passed by at biscuit-toss and hailed us for
|
|
information.
|
|
|
|
Thomas Mugridge, so strangely and pertinaciously clinging to life,
|
|
was soon limping about again and performing his double duties of
|
|
cook and cabin-boy. Johnson and Leach were bullied and beaten as
|
|
much as ever, and they looked for their lives to end with the end of
|
|
the hunting season; while the rest of the crew lived the lives of dogs
|
|
and were worked like dogs by their pitiless master. As for Wolf Larsen
|
|
and me, we got along fairly well, though I could not quite rid
|
|
myself of the idea that right conduct for me lay in killing him. He
|
|
fascinated me immeasurably, and I feared him immeasurably; and yet I
|
|
could not imagine him lying prone in death. There was an endurance, as
|
|
of perpetual youth, about him, which rose up and forbade the
|
|
picture. I could see him only as living always and dominating
|
|
always, fighting and destroying, himself surviving.
|
|
|
|
One diversion of his, when we were in the midst of the herd and
|
|
the sea was too rough to lower the boats, was to lower with two
|
|
boat-pullers and a steerer and go out himself. He was a good shot,
|
|
too, and brought many a skin aboard under what the hunters termed
|
|
'impossible hunting conditions.' It seemed the breath of his nostrils,
|
|
this carrying his life in his hands and struggling for it against
|
|
tremendous odds.
|
|
|
|
I was learning more and more seamanship, and one clear day, a
|
|
thing we rarely encountered now, I had the satisfaction of running and
|
|
handling the Ghost and picking up the boats myself. Wolf Larsen had
|
|
been smitten with one of his headaches, and I stood at the wheel
|
|
from morning until evening, sailing across the ocean after the last
|
|
lee boat, and heaving to and picking it and the other five up
|
|
without command or suggestion from him.
|
|
|
|
Gales we encountered now and again, for it was a raw and stormy
|
|
region, and, in the middle of June, a typhoon most memorable to me,
|
|
and most important because of the changes wrought through it upon my
|
|
future. We must have been caught nearly at the center of this circular
|
|
storm, and Wolf Larsen ran out of it and to the southward, first under
|
|
a double-reefed jib, and finally under bare poles. Never had I
|
|
imagined so great a sea. The seas previously encountered were as
|
|
ripples compared with these, which ran a half-mile from crest to crest
|
|
and which upreared, I am confident, above our masthead. So great was
|
|
it that Wolf Larsen himself did not dare heave to, though he was being
|
|
driven far to the southward and out of the seal herd.
|
|
|
|
We must have been well in the path of the transpacific steamships
|
|
when the typhoon moderated, and here, to the surprise of the
|
|
hunters, we found ourselves in the midst of seals- a second herd, or
|
|
sort of rear-guard, they declared, and a most unusual thing. But it
|
|
was 'Boats over!' the boom, boom of guns, and pitiful slaughter
|
|
through the long day.
|
|
|
|
It was at this time that I was approached by Leach. I had just
|
|
finished tallying the skins of the last boat aboard when he came to my
|
|
side, in the darkness, and said in a low tone:
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|
|
|
'Can you tell me, Mr. Van Weyden, how far we are off the coast,
|
|
and what the bearings of Yokohama are?'
|
|
|
|
My heart leaped with gladness, for I knew what he had in mind, and I
|
|
gave him the bearings- west-northwest and five hundred miles away.
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|
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|
'Thank you, sir,' was all he said as he slipped back into the
|
|
darkness.
|
|
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|
Next morning No. 3 boat and Johnson and Leach were missing. The
|
|
waterbreakers and grub-boxes from all the other boats were likewise
|
|
missing, as were the beds and sea-bags of the two men. Wolf Larsen was
|
|
furious. He set sail and bore away into the west-northwest, two
|
|
hunters constantly at the mastheads, and sweeping the sea with
|
|
glasses, himself pacing the deck like an angry lion. He knew too
|
|
well my sympathy for the runaways to send me aloft as lookout.
|
|
|
|
The wind was fair but fitful, and it was like looking for a needle
|
|
in a haystack to raise that tiny boat out of the blue immensity. But
|
|
he put the Ghost through her best paces, so as to get between the
|
|
deserters and the land. This accomplished, he cruised back and forth
|
|
across what he knew must be their course.
|
|
|
|
On the morning of the third day, shortly after eight bells, a cry
|
|
that the boat was sighted came down from Smoke at the masthead. All
|
|
hands lined the rail. A snappy breeze was blowing from the west,
|
|
with the promise of more wind behind it; and there, to leeward, in the
|
|
troubled silver of the rising sun, appeared and disappeared a black
|
|
speck.
|
|
|
|
We squared away and ran for it. My heart was as lead. I felt
|
|
myself turning sick in anticipation; and as I looked at the gleam of
|
|
triumph in Wolf Larsen's eyes, his form swam before me, and I felt
|
|
almost irresistibly impelled to fling myself upon him. So unnerved was
|
|
I by the thought of impending violence to Leach and Johnson that my
|
|
reason must have left me. I know that I slipped down into the
|
|
steerage, in a daze, and that I was just beginning the ascent to the
|
|
deck, a loaded shotgun in my hands, when I heard the startled cry:
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|
|
|
'There's five men in that boat!'
|
|
|
|
I supported myself in the companion-way, weak and trembling, while
|
|
the observation was being verified by the remarks of the rest of the
|
|
men. Then my knees gave from under me, and I sank down, myself
|
|
again, but overcome by shock at knowledge of what I had so nearly
|
|
done. Also, I was very thankful as I put the gun away and slipped back
|
|
on deck.
|
|
|
|
No one had remarked my absence. The boat was near enough for us to
|
|
make out that it was larger than any sealing-boat and built on
|
|
different lines. As we drew closer, the sail was taken in and the mast
|
|
unstepped. Oars were shipped, and its occupants waited for us to heave
|
|
to and take them aboard.
|
|
|
|
Smoke, who had descended to the deck and was now standing by my
|
|
side, began to chuckle in a significant way. I looked at him
|
|
inquiringly.
|
|
|
|
'Talk of a mess!' he giggled. 'It's a pretty one we've got now.'
|
|
|
|
'What's wrong?' I demanded.
|
|
|
|
Again he chuckled. 'Don't you see there, in the stern- sheets, on
|
|
the bottom? May I never shoot a seal again if that ain't a woman!'
|
|
|
|
I looked closely, but was not sure until exclamation broke out on
|
|
all sides. The boat contained four men, and its fifth occupant was
|
|
certainly a woman.
|
|
|
|
We were agog with excitement, all except Wolf Larsen, who was too
|
|
evidently disappointed in that it was not his own boat with the two
|
|
victims of his malice.
|
|
|
|
We ran down the flying jib, hauled the jib-sheets to windward and
|
|
the mainsheet flat, and came up into the wind. The oars struck the
|
|
water, and with a few strokes the boat was alongside. I now caught
|
|
my first fair glimpse of the woman. She was wrapped in a long
|
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ulster, for the morning was raw, and I could see nothing but her
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face and a mass of light-brown hair escaping from under the seaman's
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cap on her head. The eyes were large and brown and lustrous, the mouth
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sweet and sensitive, and the face itself a delicate oval, though sun
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and exposure to briny wind had burned the face scarlet.
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She seemed to me like a being from another world. I was aware of a
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hungry outreaching for her, as of a starving man for bread. But then I
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had not seen a woman for a very long time. I know that I was lost in a
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great wonder, almost a stupor,- this, then, was a woman?- so that I
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forgot myself and my mate's duties, and took no part in helping the
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newcomers aboard. For when one of the sailors lifted her into Wolf
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Larsen's down-stretched arms, she looked up into our curious faces and
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smiled amusedly and sweetly, as only a woman can smile, and as I had
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seen no one smile for so long that I had forgotten such smiles
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existed.
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'Mr. Van Weyden!'
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Wolf Larsen's voice brought me sharply back to myself.
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'Will you take the lady below and see to her comfort? Make up that
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spare port cabin. Put Cooky to work on it. And see what you can do for
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that face. It's burned badly.'
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He turned brusquely away from us and began to question the new
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men. The boat was cast adrift, though one of them called it a
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'bloody shame,' with Yokohama so near.
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I found myself strangely afraid of this woman I was escorting aft.
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Also, I was awkward. It seemed to me that I was realizing for the
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first time what a delicate, fragile creature a woman is, and as I
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caught her arm to help her down the companion-stairs, I was startled
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by its smallness and softness. Indeed, she was a slender, delicate
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woman, as women go, but to me she was so ethereally slender and
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delicate that I was quite prepared for her arm to crumble in my grasp.
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All this in frankness, to show my first impression, after long
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deprivation, of women in general and of Maud Brewster in particular.
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'No need to go to any great trouble for me,' she protested, when I
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had seated her in Wolf Larsen's armchair, which I had dragged
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hastily from his cabin. 'The men were looking for land at any moment
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this morning, and the vessel should be in by night, don't you think
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so?'
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Her simple faith in the immediate future took me aback. How could
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I explain to her the situation, the strange man who stalked the sea
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like Destiny, all that it had taken me months to learn? But I answered
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honestly:
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'If it were any other captain except ours, I should say you would be
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ashore in Yokohama tomorrow. But our captain is a strange man, and I
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beg of you to be prepared for anything- understand?- for anything.'
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'I- I confess I hardly do understand,' she hesitated, a perturbed
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but not frightened expression in her eyes. 'Or is it a misconception
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of mine that shipwrecked people are always shown every
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consideration? This is such a little thing, you know, we are so
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close to land.'
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'Candidly, I do not know,' I strove to reassure her. 'I wished
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merely to prepare you for the worst, if the worst is to come. This
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man, this captain, is a brute, a demon, and one can never tell what
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will be his next fantastic act.'
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I was growing excited, but she interrupted me with an 'Oh, I see,'
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and her voice sounded weary. To think was patently an effort. She
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was clearly on the verge of physical collapse.
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She asked no further questions, and I vouchsafed no remarks,
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devoting myself to Wolf Larsen's command, which was to make her
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comfortable. I bustled about in quite housewifely fashion, procuring
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soothing lotions for her sunburn, raiding Wolf Larsen's private stores
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for a bottle of port I knew to be there, and directing Thomas Mugridge
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in the preparation of the spare state-room.
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The wind was freshening rapidly, the Ghost heeling over more and
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more, and by the time the state-room was ready she was dashing through
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the water at a lively clip. I had quite forgotten the existence of
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Leach and Johnson, when suddenly, like a thunder-clap, 'Boat ho!' came
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down the open companionway. It was Smoke's unmistakable voice,
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crying from the masthead. I shot a glance at the woman, but she was
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leaning back in the armchair, her eyes closed, unutterably tired. I
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doubted that she had heard, and I resolved to prevent her seeing the
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brutality I knew would follow the capture of the deserters. She was
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tired. Very good. She should sleep.
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There were swift commands on deck, a stamping of feet and a slapping
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of reefpoints, as the Ghost shot into the wind and about on the
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other tack. As she filled away and heeled, the armchair began to slide
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across the cabin floor, and I sprang for it just in time to prevent
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the rescued woman from being spilled out.
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Her eyes were too heavy to suggest more than a hint of the sleepy
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surprise that perplexed her as she looked up at me, and she half
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stumbled, half tottered as I led her to her cabin. Mugridge grinned
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insinuatingly in my face as I shoved him out and ordered him back to
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his galley work, and he won his revenge by spreading glowing reports
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among the hunters as to what an excellent 'Lydy's-myde' I was
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proving myself to be.
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She leaned heavily against me, and I do believe that she had
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fallen asleep again between the armchair and the state-room. This I
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discovered when she nearly fell into the bunk during a sudden lurch of
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the schooner. She aroused, smiled drowsily, and was off to sleep
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again; and asleep I left her, under a heavy pair of sailor's blankets,
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her head resting on a pillow I had appropriated from Wolf Larsen's
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bunk.
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CHAPTER NINETEEN.
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I CAME ON DECK TO FIND THE GHOST heading up close on the port tack
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and cutting in to windward of a familiar sprit-sail close-hauled on
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the same tack ahead of us. All hands were on deck, for they knew
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that something was to happen when Leach and Johnson were dragged
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aboard.
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It was four bells. Louis came aft to relieve the wheel. There was
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a dampness in the air, and I noticed he had on his oilskins.
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'What are we going to have?' I asked him.
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'A healthy young slip of a gale from the breath of it, sir,' he
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answered, 'with a splatter of rain just to wet our gills an' no more.'
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'Too bad we sighted them,' I said, as the Ghost's bow was flung
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off a point by a large sea, and the boat leaped for a moment past
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the jibs and into our line of vision.
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Louis turned a spoke of the wheel and temporized.
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'They'd never of made the land, sir, I'm thinkin'.'
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'Think not?' I queried.
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'No, sir. Did you feel that?' A puff had caught the schooner, and he
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was forced to put the wheel up rapidly to keep her out of the wind.
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''T is no eggshell'll float on this sea an hour come. An' it's a
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|
stroke of luck for them we're here to pick 'em up.'
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Wolf Larsen strode aft from amidships, where he had been talking
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with the rescued men. The cat-like springiness in his tread was a
|
|
little more pronounced than usual, and his eyes were bright and
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snappy.
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'Three oilers and a fourth engineer,' was his greeting. 'But we'll
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make sailors out of them, or boat-pullers, at any rate. Now, what of
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the lady?'
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I knew not why, but I was aware of a twinge or pang, like the cut of
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|
a knife, when he mentioned her. I thought it a certain silly
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|
fastidiousness on my part, but it persisted in spite of me, and I
|
|
merely shrugged my shoulders in answer.
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Wolf Larsen pursed his lips in a long quizzical whistle.
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'What's her name, then?' he demanded.
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'I don't know,' I replied. 'She is asleep. She was very tired. In
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|
fact, I am waiting to hear the news from you. What vessel was it?'
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'Mail-steamer,' he answered shortly. 'The City of Tokio, from
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'Frisco, bound for Yokohama. Disabled in that typhoon. Old tub. Opened
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|
up top and bottom like a sieve. They were adrift four days. And you
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|
don't know who or what she is, eh- maid, wife, or widow? Well, well.'
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He shook his head in a bantering way and regarded me with laughing
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|
eyes.
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'Are you- ' I began. It was on the verge of my tongue to ask if he
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were going to take the castaways in to Yokohama.
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'Am I what?' he asked.
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'What do you intend doing with Leach and Johnson?'
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He shook his head.
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'Really, Hump, I don't know. You see, with these additions I've
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about all the crew I want.'
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'And they've about all the escaping they want,' I said. 'Why not
|
|
give them a change of treatment? Take them aboard and deal gently with
|
|
them. Whatever they have done, they have been hounded into doing.'
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'By me?'
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'By you,' I answered steadily. 'And I give you warning, Wolf Larsen,
|
|
that I may forget the love of my own life in the desire to kill you if
|
|
you go too far in maltreating those poor wretches.'
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|
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'Bravo!' he cried. 'You do me proud, Hump! You've found your legs
|
|
with a vengeance. You're quite an individual. You were unfortunate
|
|
in having your life cast in easy places, but you're developing, and
|
|
I like you the better for it.'
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|
|
His voice and expression changed. His face was serious. 'Do you
|
|
believe in promises?' he asked. 'Are they sacred things?'
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'Of course,' I answered.
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'Then here's a compact,' he went on, consummate actor that he was.
|
|
'If I promise not to lay hands upon Leach and Johnson, will you
|
|
promise, in turn, not to attempt to kill me? Oh, not that I'm afraid
|
|
of you, not that I'm afraid of you,' he hastened to add.
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|
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|
I could hardly believe my ears. What was coming over the man?
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|
'Is it a go?' he asked impatiently.
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'A go,' I answered.
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|
His hand went out to mine, and as I shook it heartily I could have
|
|
sworn I saw the mocking devil shine up for a moment in his eyes.
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|
We strolled across the poop to the lee side. The boat was close at
|
|
hand now and in desperate plight. Johnson was steering, Leach bailing.
|
|
We overhauled them about two feet to their one. Wolf Larsen motioned
|
|
Louis to keep off slightly, and we dashed abreast of the boat not a
|
|
score of feet to windward.
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|
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|
It was at this moment that Leach and Johnson looked up into the
|
|
faces of their shipmates who lined the rail amidships. There was no
|
|
greeting. They were as dead men in their comrades' eyes, and between
|
|
them was the gulf that parts the living and the dead.
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|
|
|
The next instant they were opposite the poop, where stood Wolf
|
|
Larsen and I. We were falling in the trough, and they were rising on
|
|
the surge. Johnson looked at me, and I could see that his face was
|
|
worn and haggard. I waved my hand to him, and he answered the
|
|
greeting, but with a wave that was hopeless and despairing. It was
|
|
as if he were saying farewell. I did not see into the eyes of Leach,
|
|
for he was looking at Wolf Larsen, the old and implacable snarl of
|
|
hatred as strong as ever on his face.
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|
|
|
Then they were gone astern. The sprit-sail filled with the wind
|
|
suddenly, careening the frail, open craft till it seemed it would
|
|
surely capsize.
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|
|
|
Wolf Larsen barked a short laugh in my ear and strode away to the
|
|
weather side of the poop. I expected him to give orders for the
|
|
Ghost to heave to, but she kept on her course and he made no sign.
|
|
Louis tood imperturbably at the wheel, but I noticed the grouped
|
|
sailors forward turning troubled faces in our direction. Still the
|
|
Ghost tore along till the boat dwindled to a speck, when Wolf Larsen's
|
|
voice rang out in command, and we went about on the starboard tack.
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|
|
|
Back we held, two miles and more to windward of the struggling
|
|
cockleshell, when the flying jib was run down and the schooner hove
|
|
to. In all that wild waste there was no refuge for Leach and Johnson
|
|
save on the Ghost, and they resolutely began the windward beat. At the
|
|
end of an hour and a half they were nearly alongside, standing past
|
|
our stern on the last leg out, aiming to fetch us on the next leg
|
|
back.
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|
|
|
'So you've changed your mind?' I heard Wolf Larsen mutter, half to
|
|
himself, half to them, as though they could hear. 'You want to come
|
|
aboard, eh? Well, then, just keep a-coming. Hard up with that helm!'
|
|
he commanded Oofty-Oofty, the Kanaka, who had in the meantime relieved
|
|
Louis at the wheel.
|
|
|
|
Command followed command. As the schooner paid off, the fore-and
|
|
main-sheets were slacked away for fair wind. And before the wind we
|
|
were, and leaping, when Johnson, easing his sheet at imminent peril,
|
|
cut across our wake a hundred feet away. Again Wolf Larsen laughed, at
|
|
the same time beckoning them with his arm to follow. It was
|
|
evidently his intention to play with them- a lesson, I took it, in
|
|
lieu of a beating, though a dangerous lesson, for the frail craft
|
|
stood in momentary danger of being overwhelmed.
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|
|
|
''T is the fear of death at the hearts of them,' Louis muttered in
|
|
my ear as I passed forward to see to taking in the flying jib and
|
|
staysail.
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|
|
|
'Oh, he'll heave to in a little while and pick them up,' I
|
|
answered cheerfully.
|
|
|
|
Louis looked at me shrewdly. 'Think so?' he asked.
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|
|
|
'Surely,' I answered. 'Don't you?'
|
|
|
|
'I think nothing but of my own skin, these days,' was his answer.
|
|
'An' 't is with wonder I'm filled as to the workin' out of things. A
|
|
pretty mess that 'Frisco whisky got me into, an' a prettier mess
|
|
that woman's got you into aft there. Ah, it's myself that knows ye for
|
|
a blitherin' fool.'
|
|
|
|
'What do you mean?' I demanded; for, having sped his shaft, he was
|
|
turning away.
|
|
|
|
'What do I mean?' he cried. 'An' it's you that asks me! 'T is not
|
|
what I mean, but what the Wolf'll mean. The Wolf, I said, the Wolf!'
|
|
|
|
'If trouble comes, will you stand by?' asked impulsively, for he had
|
|
voiced my own fear.
|
|
|
|
'Stand by? 'T is old fat Louis I stand by, an' trouble enough
|
|
it'll be. We're at the beginnin' of things, I'm tellin' ye, the bare
|
|
beginnin' of things.'
|
|
|
|
'I had not thought you so great a coward,' I sneered.
|
|
|
|
He favored me with a contemptuous stare.
|
|
|
|
'If I raised never a hand for that poor fool,'- pointing astern to
|
|
the tiny sail,- 'd' ye think I'm hungerin' for a broken head for a
|
|
woman I never laid me eyes upon before this day?'
|
|
|
|
I turned scornfully away and went aft.
|
|
|
|
'Better get in those topsails, Mr. Van Weyden,' Wolf Larsen said, as
|
|
I came on the poop.
|
|
|
|
I felt relief, at least as far as the two men were concerned. I
|
|
had scarcely opened my mouth to issue the necessary commands, when
|
|
eager men were springing to halyards and downhauls, and others were
|
|
racing aloft. This eagerness on their part was noted by Wolf Larsen
|
|
with a grim smile.
|
|
|
|
Still we increased our lead, and when the boat had dropped astern
|
|
several miles we hove to and waited. All eyes watched it coming,
|
|
even Wolf Larsen's; but he was the only unperturbed man aboard. Louis,
|
|
gazing fixedly, betrayed a trouble in his face he was not quite able
|
|
to hide.
|
|
|
|
The boat drew closer and closer, hurling along through the
|
|
seething green like a thing alive, lifting and sending and uptossing
|
|
across the huge-backed breakers, or disappearing behind them only to
|
|
rush into sight again and shoot skyward. It seemed impossible that
|
|
it could continue to live, yet with each dizzying sweep it did achieve
|
|
the impossible. A rain-squall drove past, and out of the flying wet
|
|
the boat emerged, almost upon us.
|
|
|
|
'Hard up, there!' Wolf Larsen shouted, himself springing to the
|
|
wheel and whirling it over.
|
|
|
|
Again the Ghost sprang away and raced before the wind, and for two
|
|
hours Johnson and Leach pursued us. We hove to and ran away, hove to
|
|
and ran away; and ever astern the struggling patch of sail tossed
|
|
skyward and fell into the rushing valleys. It was a quarter of a
|
|
mile away when a thick squall of rain veiled it from view. It never
|
|
emerged. The wind blew the air clear again, but no patch of sail broke
|
|
the troubled surface. I thought I saw, for an instant, the boat's
|
|
bottom show black in a breaking crest. At the best, that was all.
|
|
For Johnson and Leach the travail of existence had ceased.
|
|
|
|
The men remained grouped amidships. No one had gone below, and no
|
|
one was speaking. Nor were any looks being exchanged. Each man
|
|
seemed stunned- deeply contemplative, as it were, and, not quite sure,
|
|
trying to realize just what had taken place. Wolf Larsen gave them
|
|
little time for thought. He at once put the Ghost upon her course- a
|
|
course which meant the seal-herd and not Yokohama harbor. But the
|
|
men were no longer eager as they pulled and hauled, and I heard curses
|
|
among them which left their lips smothered and as heavy and lifeless
|
|
as were they. Not so was it with the hunters. Smoke the
|
|
irrepressible related a story, and they descended into the steerage
|
|
bellowing with laughter.
|
|
|
|
As I passed to leeward of the galley on my way aft, I was approached
|
|
by the engineer we had rescued. His face was white, his lips were
|
|
trembling.
|
|
|
|
'Good God! sir, what kind of a craft is this?' he cried.
|
|
|
|
'You have eyes; you have seen,' I answered almost brutally, what
|
|
of the pain and fear at my own heart.
|
|
|
|
'Your promise?' I said to Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
'I was not thinking of taking them aboard when I made that promise,'
|
|
he answered. 'And, anyway, you'll agree I've not laid my hands upon
|
|
them. Far from it, far from it,' he laughed a moment later.
|
|
|
|
I made no reply. I was incapable of speaking, my mind was too
|
|
confused. I must have time to think, I knew. This woman, sleeping even
|
|
now in the spare cabin, was a responsibility which I must consider,
|
|
and the only rational thought that flickered through my mind was
|
|
that I must do nothing hastily if I were to be any help to her at all.
|
|
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY.
|
|
|
|
THE REMAINDER OF THE DAY passed uneventfully. The young slip of a
|
|
gale, having wetted our gills, proceeded to moderate. The fourth
|
|
engineer and the three oilers, after a warm interview with Wolf
|
|
Larsen, were furnished with outfits from the slop-chest, assigned
|
|
places under the hunters in the various boats and watches on the
|
|
vessel, and bundled forward into the forecastle. They went
|
|
protestingly, but their voices were not loud. They were awed by what
|
|
they had already seen of Wolf Larsen's character, while the tale of
|
|
woe they speedily heard in the forecastle took the last bit of
|
|
rebellion out of them.
|
|
|
|
Miss Brewster- we had learned her name from the engineer- slept on
|
|
and on. At supper I requested the hunters to lower their voices, so
|
|
she was not disturbed; and it was not till next morning that she
|
|
made her appearance. It had been my intention to have her meals served
|
|
apart, but Wolf Larsen put down his foot. Who was she that she
|
|
should be too good for cabin table and cabin society? had been his
|
|
demand.
|
|
|
|
But her coming to the table had something amusing in it. The hunters
|
|
fell as silent as clams. Jock Horner and Smoke alone were unabashed,
|
|
stealing stealthy glances at her now and again, and even taking part
|
|
in the conversation. The other four men glued their eyes on their
|
|
plates and chewed steadily and with thoughtful precision, their ears
|
|
moving and wabbling, in time with their jaws, like the ears of so many
|
|
animals.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen had little to say at first, doing no more than reply
|
|
when he was addressed. Not that he was abashed. Far from it. This
|
|
woman was a new type to him, a different breed from any he had ever
|
|
known, and he was curious. He studied her, his eyes rarely leaving her
|
|
face, unless to follow the movements of her hands or shoulders. I
|
|
studied her myself, and though it was I who maintained the
|
|
conversation, I know that I was a bit shy, not quite self-possessed.
|
|
His was the perfect poise, the supreme confidence in self which
|
|
nothing could shake; and he was no more timid of a woman than he was
|
|
of storm and battle.
|
|
|
|
'And when shall we arrive at Yokohama?' she asked, turning to him
|
|
and looking him square in the eyes.
|
|
|
|
There it was, the question flat. The jaws stopped working, the
|
|
ears ceased wabbling, and though eyes remained on plates, each man
|
|
listened greedily for the answer.
|
|
|
|
'In four months, possibly three, if the season closes early,' Wolf
|
|
Larsen said. She caught her breath and stammered:
|
|
|
|
'I- I thought- I was given to understand that Yokohama was only a
|
|
day's sail away. It- ' Here she paused and looked about the table at
|
|
the circle of unsympathetic faces staring hard at the plates. 'It is
|
|
not right,' she concluded.
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'That is a question you must settle with Mr. Van Weyden there,' he
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replied, bowing to me with a mischievous twinkle. 'Mr. Van Weyden is
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what you may call an authority on such things as rights. Now I, who am
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only a sailor, would look upon the situation somewhat differently.
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It may possibly be your misfortune that you have to remain with us,
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but it is certainly our good fortune.'
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He regarded her smilingly. Her eyes fell before his gaze, but she
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lifted them again, and defiantly, to mine. I read the unspoken
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question there: Was it right? But I had decided that the part I was to
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play must be a neutral one, so I did not answer.
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'What do you think?' she demanded.
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'It is unfortunate,' I said, 'especially if you have any engagements
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falling due in the course of the next several months. But, since you
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say that you were voyaging to Japan for your health, I can assure
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you that it will improve no better anywhere than aboard the Ghost.'
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I saw her eyes flash with indignation, and this time it was I who
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dropped mine, while I felt my face flushing under her gaze. It was
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cowardly, but what else could I do?
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'Mr. Van Weyden speaks with the voice of authority.' Wolf Larsen
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laughed.
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I nodded my head and she, having recovered herself, waited
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expectantly.
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'Not that he is much to speak of now,' Wolf Larsen went on; 'but
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he has improved wonderfully. You should have seen him when he came
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on board. A more scrawny, pitiful specimen of humanity one could
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hardly conceive. Isn't that so, Kerfoot?'
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Kerfoot, thus directly addressed, was startled into dropping his
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knife on the floor, though he managed to grunt affirmation.
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'Developed himself by peeling potatoes and washing dishes. Eh,
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Kerfoot?'
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Again that worthy grunted.
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'Look at him now. True, he is not what you would term muscular,
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but still he has muscles, which is more than he had when he came
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aboard. Also, he has legs to stand on. You would not think so to
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look at him, but he was quite unable to stand alone at first.'
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The hunters were snickering, but she looked at me with a sympathy in
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her eyes which more than compensated for Wolf Larsen's nastiness. In
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truth, it had been so long since I had received sympathy that I was
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softened, and I became then, and gladly, her willing slave. But I
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was angry with Wolf Larsen. He was challenging my manhood with his
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slurs, challenging the very legs he claimed to be instrumental in
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getting for me.
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'I may have learned to stand on my own legs,' I retorted. 'But I
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have yet to stamp upon others with them.'
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He looked at me insolently. 'Your education is only half
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completed, then,' he said dryly, and turned to her. 'We are very
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hospitable upon the Ghost. Mr. Van Weyden has discovered that. We do
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everything to make our guests feel at home, eh, Mr. Van Weyden?'
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'Even to the peeling of potatoes and the washing of dishes,' I
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answered, 'to say nothing of wringing their necks, out of very
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fellowship.'
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'I beg of you not to receive false impressions of us from Mr. Van
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Weyden,' he interposed with mock anxiety. 'You will observe, Miss
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Brewster, that he carries a dirk in his belt, a- ahem- a most
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unusual thing for a ship's officer to do. While really very estimable,
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Mr. Van Weyden is sometimes- how shall I say?- er- quarrelsome, and
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harsh measures are necessary. He is quite reasonable and fair in his
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calm moments, and as he is calm now, he will not deny that only
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yesterday he threatened my life.'
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I was well-nigh choking, and my eyes were certainly fiery. He drew
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attention to me.
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'Look at him now. He can scarcely control himself in your
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presence. He is not accustomed to the presence of ladies, anyway. I
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shall have to arm myself before I dare go on deck with him.'
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He shook his head sadly, murmuring, 'Too bad, too bad,' while the
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hunters burst into guffaws of laughter.
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The deep sea-voices of these men, rumbling and bellowing in the
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confined space, produced a wild effect. The whole setting was wild,
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and for the first time, regarding this strange woman and realizing how
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incongruous she was in it, I was aware of how much a part of it I
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was myself. I knew these men and their mental processes, was one of
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them myself, living the seal-hunting life, eating the seal-hunting
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fare, thinking largely the seal-hunting thoughts. There was no
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strangeness to it, to the rough clothes, the coarse faces, the wild
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laughter, and the lurching cabin walls and swaying sea-lamps.
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As I buttered a piece of bread and my eyes chanced to rest upon my
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hand. The knuckles were skinned and inflamed clear across, the fingers
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swollen, the nails rimmed with black. I felt the mattress-like
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growth of beard on my neck, knew that the sleeve of my coat was
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ripped, that a button was missing from the throat of the blue shirt
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I wore. The dirk mentioned by Wolf Larsen rested in its sheath on my
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hip. It was very natural that it should be there- how natural I had
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not imagined until now, when I looked upon it with her eyes and knew
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how strange it and all that went with it must appear to her.
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But she divined the mockery in Wolf Larsen's words, and again
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favored me with a sympathetic glance. But there was a look of
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bewilderment also in her eyes. That it was mockery made the
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situation more puzzling to her.
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'I may be taken off by some passing vessel, perhaps,' she suggested.
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'There will be no passing vessels, except other
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sealing-schooners,' Wolf Larsen made answer.
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'I have no clothes, nothing,' she objected. 'You hardly realize,
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sir, that I am not a man, or that I am unaccustomed to the vagrant,
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careless life which you and your men seem to lead.'
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'The sooner you get accustomed to it the better,' he said. 'I'll
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furnish you with cloth, needles, and thread,' he added. 'I hope it
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will not be too dreadful a hardship for you to make yourself a dress
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or two.'
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She made a wry pucker with her mouth, as though to advertise her
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ignorance of dressmaking. That she was frightened and bewildered,
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and that she was bravely striving to hide it, was quite plain to me.
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'I suppose you're like Mr. Van Weyden there, accustomed to having
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things done for you. Well, I think doing a few things for yourself
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|
will hardly dislocate any joints. By the way, what do you for a
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living?'
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She regarded him with amazement unconcealed.
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'I mean no offense, believe me. People eat, therefore they must
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|
procure the wherewithal. These men here shoot seals in order to
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|
live; for the same reason I sail this schooner; and Mr. Van Weyden,
|
|
for the present at any rate, earns his salty grub by assisting me. Now
|
|
what do you do?'
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She shrugged her shoulders.
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'Do you feed yourself, or does some one else feed you?'
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'I'm afraid some one else has fed me most of my life,' she
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|
laughed, trying bravely to enter into the spirit of his quizzing,
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|
though I could see a terror dawning and growing in her eyes as she
|
|
watched Wolf Larsen.
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'And I suppose some one else makes your bed for you?'
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'I have made beds,' she replied.
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'Very often?'
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She shook her head with mock ruefulness.
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|
'Do you know what they do to poor men in the States who, like you,
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|
do not work for their living?'
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'I am very ignorant,' she pleaded. 'What do they do to the poor
|
|
men who are like me?'
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|
'They send them to jail. The crime of not earning a living, in their
|
|
case, is called vagrancy. If I were Mr. Van Weyden, who harps
|
|
eternally on questions of right and wrong, I'd ask, By what right do
|
|
you live when you do nothing to deserve living?'
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'But as you are not Mr. Van Weyden, I don't have to answer, do I?'
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She beamed upon him through her terror-filled eyes, and the pathos
|
|
of it cut me to the heart. I felt that I must in some way break in and
|
|
lead the conversation into other channels.
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|
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|
'Have you ever earned a dollar by your own labor?' he demanded,
|
|
certain of her answer, a triumphant vindictiveness in his voice.
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|
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|
'Yes, I have,' she answered slowly, and I could have laughed aloud
|
|
at his crestfallen visage. 'I remember my father giving me a dollar
|
|
once, when I was a little girl, for remaining absolutely quiet for
|
|
five minutes.'
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|
He smiled indulgently.
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|
'But that was long ago,' she continued. 'And you would scarcely
|
|
demand a little girl of nine to earn her own living. At present,
|
|
however,' she said, after another slight pause, 'I earn about eighteen
|
|
hundred dollars a year.'
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|
|
|
With one accord all eyes left the plates and settled on her. A woman
|
|
who earned eighteen hundred dollars a year was worth looking at.
|
|
Wolf Larsen was undisguised in his admiration.
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|
|
|
'Salary or piece-work?' he asked.
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|
'Piece-work,' she answered promptly.
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|
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|
'Eighteen hundred,' he calculated. 'That's a hundred and fifty
|
|
dollars a month. Well, Miss Brewster, there is nothing small about the
|
|
Ghost. Consider yourself on salary during the time you remain with
|
|
us.'
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|
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|
She made no acknowledgment. She was too unused as yet to the whims
|
|
of the man to accept them with equanimity.
|
|
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|
'I forgot to inquire,' he went on suavely, 'as to the nature of your
|
|
occupation. What commodities do you turn out? What tools and materials
|
|
do you require?'
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|
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|
'Paper and ink,' she laughed. 'And, oh! also a typewriter.'
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|
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|
'You are Maud Brewster,' I said slowly and with certainty, almost as
|
|
though I were charging her with a crime.
|
|
|
|
Her eyes lifted curiously to mine.
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|
|
|
'How do you know?'
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|
'Aren't you?' I demanded.
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|
|
She acknowledged her identity with a nod. It was Wolf Larsen's
|
|
turn to be puzzled. The name and its magic signified nothing to him. I
|
|
was proud that it did mean something to me, and for the first time
|
|
in a weary while I was convincingly conscious of a superiority over
|
|
him.
|
|
|
|
'I remember writing a review of a thin little volume-' I had begun
|
|
carelessly, when she interrupted me.
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|
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|
'You!' she cried. 'You are-'
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|
|
|
She was now staring at me in wide-eyed wonder.
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|
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|
I nodded my identity, in turn.
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|
|
|
'Humphrey Van Weyden,' she concluded; then added, with a sigh of
|
|
relief and unaware that she had glanced that relief at Wolf Larsen, 'I
|
|
am so glad.'
|
|
|
|
'I remember the review,' she went on hastily, becoming aware of
|
|
the awkwardness of her remark, 'that too, too flattering review.'
|
|
|
|
'Not at all,' I denied valiantly. 'You impeach my sober judgment and
|
|
make my canons of little worth, Besides, all my brother critics were
|
|
with me.'
|
|
|
|
'You are very kind, I am sure, she murmured; and the very
|
|
conventionality of her tones and words, with the host of
|
|
associations it aroused of the old life on the other side of the
|
|
world, gave me a quick thrill- rich with rememberance but stinging
|
|
sharp with homesickness.
|
|
|
|
'And you are Maud Brewster,' I said solemnly, gazing across at her.
|
|
|
|
'And you are Humphrey Van Weyden,' she said, gazing back at me
|
|
with equal solemnity and awe. 'How unusual! I don't understand. We
|
|
surely are not to expect some wildly romantic sea-story from your
|
|
sober pen.'
|
|
|
|
'No, I am not gathering material, I assure you,' was my answer. 'I
|
|
have neither aptitude nor inclination for fiction.'
|
|
|
|
'Tell me, why have you always buried yourself in California?' she
|
|
next asked. 'It has not been kind of you. We of the East have seen
|
|
so very little of you- too little indeed of the Dean of American
|
|
Letters the Second.'
|
|
|
|
I bowed to, and disclaimed, the compliment.
|
|
|
|
'I nearly met you, once, in Philadelphia, some Browning affair or
|
|
other- you were to lecture, you know. My train was four hours late.'
|
|
|
|
And then we quite forgot where we were, leaving Wolf Larsen stranded
|
|
and silent in the midst of our flood of gossip. The hunters left the
|
|
table and went on deck, and still we talked. Wolf Larsen alone
|
|
remained. Suddenly I became aware of him, leaning back from the
|
|
table and listening curiously to our alien speech of a world he did
|
|
not know.
|
|
|
|
I broke short off in the middle of a sentence. The present, with all
|
|
its perils and anxieties, rushed upon me with stunning force. It smote
|
|
Miss Brewster likewise, a vague and nameless terror rushing into her
|
|
eyes as she regarded Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
He rose to his feet and laughed awkwardly. The sound of it was
|
|
metallic.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, don't mind me,' he said, with a self-depreciatory wave of his
|
|
hand.
|
|
|
|
'I don't count. Go on, go on, I pray you.'
|
|
|
|
But the gates of speech were closed, and we, too, rose from the
|
|
table and laughed awkwardly.
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|
|
|
CHAPTER TWENTY-ONE.
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|
THE CHAGRIN WOLF LARSEN felt from being ignored by Maud Brewster and
|
|
me in the conversation at table had to express itself in some fashion,
|
|
and it fell to Thomas Mugridge to be the victim. He had not mended his
|
|
ways or his shirt, though the latter he contended he had changed.
|
|
The garment itself did not bear out the assertion, nor did the
|
|
accumulations of grease on stove and pot and pan attest a general
|
|
cleanliness.
|
|
|
|
'I've given you warning, Cooky,' Wolf Larsen said, 'and now you've
|
|
got to take your medicine.'
|
|
|
|
Mugridge's face turned white under its sooty veneer, and when Wolf
|
|
Larsen called for a rope and a couple of men, the miserable Cockney
|
|
fled wildly out of the galley and dodged and ducked about the deck,
|
|
with the grinning crew in pursuit. Few things could have been more
|
|
to their liking than to give him a tow over the side, for to the
|
|
forecastle he had sent messages and concoctions of the vilest order.
|
|
Conditions favored the undertaking. The Ghost was slipping through the
|
|
water at no more than three miles an hour, and the sea was fairly
|
|
calm. But Mugridge had little stomach for a dip in it. Possibly he had
|
|
seen men towed before. Besides, the water was frightfully cold, and
|
|
his was anything but a rugged constitution.
|
|
|
|
As usual, the watches below and the hunters turned out for what
|
|
promised sport. Mugridge seemed to be in rabid fear of the water,
|
|
and he exhibited a nimbleness and speed we did not dream he possessed.
|
|
Cornered in the right angle of the poop and galley, he sprang like a
|
|
cat to the top of the cabin and ran aft. But his pursuers forestalling
|
|
him, he doubled back across the cabin, passed over the galley, and
|
|
gained the deck by means of the steerage scuttle. Straight forward
|
|
he raced, the boat-puller Harrison at his heels and gaining on him.
|
|
But Mugridge, leaping suddenly, caught the jib-boom-lift. It
|
|
happened in an instant. Holding his weight by his arms and in
|
|
mid-air doubling his body at the hips, he let fly with both feet.
|
|
The oncoming Harrison caught the kick squarely in the pit of the
|
|
stomach, groaned involuntarily, and doubled up and backward to the
|
|
deck.
|
|
|
|
Hand-clapping and roars of laughter from the hunters greeted the
|
|
exploit while Mugridge, eluding half of his pursuers at the
|
|
foremast, ran aft and through the remainder like a runner on the
|
|
football field. Straight aft he held to the poop, and along the poop
|
|
to the stern. So great was his speed that as he curved past the corner
|
|
of the cabin he slipped and fell. Nilson was standing at the wheel,
|
|
and the Cockney's hurling body struck his legs. Both went down
|
|
together, but Mugridge alone arose. By some freak of pressures, his
|
|
frail body had snapped the strong man's leg like a pipe-stem.
|
|
|
|
Parsons took the wheel, and the pursuit continued. Round and round
|
|
the decks they went, Mugridge sick with fear, the sailors hallooing
|
|
and shouting directions to one another, and the hunters bellowing
|
|
encouragement and laughter. Mugridge went down on the fore-hatch,
|
|
under three men; but he emerged from the mass like an eel, bleeding at
|
|
the mouth, the offending shirt ripped into tatters, and sprang for the
|
|
main-rigging. Up he went, clear up, beyond the ratlines, to the very
|
|
masthead.
|
|
|
|
Half a dozen sailors swarmed to the crosstrees after him, where they
|
|
clustered and waited while two of their number, Oofty-Oofty and
|
|
Black (who was Latimer's boat-steerer), continued up the thin steel
|
|
stays, lifting their bodies higher and higher by means of their arms.
|
|
|
|
It was a perilous undertaking, for, at a height of over a hundred
|
|
feet from the deck, holding on by their hands, they were not in the
|
|
best of positions to protect themselves from Mugridge's feet. And
|
|
Mugridge kicked savagely, till the Kanaka, hanging on with one hand,
|
|
seized the Cockney's foot with the other. Black duplicated the
|
|
performance a moment later with the other foot. Then the three writhed
|
|
together in a swaying tangle, struggling, sliding, and falling into
|
|
the arms of their mates on the crosstrees.
|
|
|
|
The aerial battle was over, and Thomas Mugridge, whining and
|
|
gibbering, was brought down to the deck. Wolf Larsen rove a bowline in
|
|
a piece of rope and slipped it under his shoulders. Then he was
|
|
carried aft and flung into the sea. Forty- fifty- sixty feet of line
|
|
ran out, when Wolf Larsen cried, 'Belay!' Oofty-Oofty took a turn on a
|
|
bitt, the rope tautened, and the Ghost, lunging onward, jerked the
|
|
cook to the surface.
|
|
|
|
It was a pitiful spectacle. Though he could not drown, and was
|
|
nine-lived in addition, he was suffering all the agonies of
|
|
half-drowning. The Ghost was going very slowly, and when her stern
|
|
lifted on a wave and she slipped forward, she pulled the wretch to the
|
|
surface and gave him a moment in which to breathe; but after each lift
|
|
the stern fell, and while the bow lazily climbed the next wave the
|
|
line slackened and he sank beneath.
|
|
|
|
I had forgotten the existence of Maud Brewster, and I remembered her
|
|
with a start as she stepped lightly beside me. It was her first time
|
|
on deck since she had come aboard. A dead silence greeted her
|
|
appearance.
|
|
|
|
'What is the cause of the merriment?' she asked.
|
|
|
|
'Ask Captain Larsen,' I answered composedly and coldly, though
|
|
inwardly my blood was boiling at the thought that she should be
|
|
witness to such brutality.
|
|
|
|
She took my advice and was turning to put it into execution when her
|
|
eyes lighted on Oofty-Oofty, immediately before her, his body instinct
|
|
with alertness and grace as he held the turn of the rope.
|
|
|
|
'Are you fishing?' she asked him.
|
|
|
|
He made no reply. His eyes, fixed intently on the sea astern,
|
|
suddenly flashed.
|
|
|
|
'Shark, ho, sir!' he cried.
|
|
|
|
'Heave in! Lively! All hands tail on!' Wolf Larsen shouted,
|
|
springing himself to the rope in advance of the quickest.
|
|
|
|
Mugridge had heard the Kanaka's warning cry and was screaming madly.
|
|
I could see a black fin cutting the water and making for him with
|
|
greater swiftness than he was being pulled aboard. It was an even toss
|
|
whether the shark or we would get him, and it was a matter of moments.
|
|
When Mugridge was directly beneath us, the stern descended the slope
|
|
of a passing wave, thus giving the advantage to the shark. The fin
|
|
disappeared. The belly flashed white in a swift upward rush. Almost
|
|
equally swift, but not quite, was Wolf Larsen. He threw his strength
|
|
into one tremendous jerk. The Cockney's body left the water, so did
|
|
part of the shark's. He drew up his legs, and the man-eater seemed
|
|
no more than barely to touch one foot, sinking back into the water
|
|
with a splash. But at the moment of contact Thomas Mugridge cried out.
|
|
Then he came in like a fresh-caught fish on a line, clearing the
|
|
rail generously and striking the deck in a heap, on hands and knees,
|
|
and rolling over. The right foot was missing, amputated neatly at
|
|
the ankle!
|
|
|
|
I looked instantly at Maud Brewster. Her face was white, her eyes
|
|
dilated with horror. She was gazing, not at Thomas Mugridge, but at
|
|
Wolf Larsen. And he was aware of it, for he said, with one of his
|
|
short laughs:
|
|
|
|
'Man-play, Miss Brewster. Somewhat rougher, I warrant, than that you
|
|
have been used to, but still man-play. The shark was not in the
|
|
reckoning. It-'
|
|
|
|
But at this juncture, Mugridge, who had lifted his head and
|
|
ascertained the extent of his loss, floundered over on the deck and
|
|
buried his teeth in Wolf Larsen's leg. Wolf Larsen stooped, coolly, to
|
|
the Cockney, and pressed with thumb and finger at the rear of the jaws
|
|
and below the ears. The jaws opened with reluctance, and Wolf Larsen
|
|
stepped free.
|
|
|
|
'As I was saying,' went on, as though nothing unwonted had happened,
|
|
'the shark was not in the reckoning. It was- ahem- shall we say
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Providence?'
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She gave no sign that she had heard, though the expression of her
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eyes changed to one of inexpressible loathing as she started to turn
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away. She no more than started, for she swayed and tottered, and
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reached her hand weakly out to mine. I caught her in time to save
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her from falling, and helped her to a seat on the cabin. I thought she
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must faint outright, but she controlled herself.
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'Will you get a tourniquet, Mr. Van Weyden?' Wolf Larsen called to
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me.
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I hesitated. Her lips moved, and though they formed no words, she
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commanded me with her eyes, plainly as speech, to go to the help of
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the unfortunate man. 'Please,' she managed to whisper, and I could but
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obey.
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By now I had developed such skill at surgery that Wolf Larsen,
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beyond several words of advice, left me to my task with a couple of
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sailors for assistants. For his task he elected a vengeance on the
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shark.
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A heavy swivel-hook, baited with fat salt pork, was dropped
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overside; and by the time I had compressed the severed veins and
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arteries the sailors were singing and heaving in the offending
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monster. I did not see it myself, but my assistants, first one and
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then the other, deserted me for a few moments to run amidships and
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look at what was going on. The shark, a sixteen-footer, was hoisted up
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against the main-rigging. Its jaws were pried apart to their
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greatest extension, and a stout stake, sharpened at both ends, was
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so inserted that when the pries were removed the spread jaws were
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fixed upon it. This accomplished, the hook was cut out. The shark
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dropped back into the sea, helpless, yet with its full strength,
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doomed to lingering starvation- a living death less meet for it than
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for the man who devised the punishment.
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CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO.
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I KNEW WHAT IT WAS AS SHE came toward me. For ten minutes I had
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watched her talking earnestly with the engineer, and now, with a
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sign for silence, I drew her out of earshot of the helmsman. Her
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face was white and set; her large eyes- larger than usual, what of the
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purpose in them- looked penetratingly into mine. I felt rather timid
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and apprehensive, for she had come to search Humphrey Van Weyden's
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soul, and Humphrey Van Weyden had nothing of which to be
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particularly proud since his advent on the Ghost.
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We walked to the break of the poop, where she turned and faced me. I
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glanced around to see that no one was within hearing distance.
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'What is it?' I asked gently; but the expression of grim
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determination on her face did not relax.
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'I can readily understand,' she began, 'that this morning's affair
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was largely an accident; but I have been talking with Mr. Haskins.
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He tells me that the day we were rescued, even while I was in the
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cabin, two men were drowned, deliberately drowned- murdered.'
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There was a query in her voice, and she faced me accusingly, as
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though I were guilty of the deed, or at least a party to it.
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'The information is quite correct,' I answered. 'The two men were
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murdered.'
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'And you permitted it!' she cried.
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'I was unable to prevent it, is a better way of phrasing it,' I
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replied, still gently.
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'But you tried to prevent it?' There was an emphasis on the 'tried,'
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and a pleading little note in her voice. 'Oh, but you didn't!' she
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hurried on, divining my answer. 'But why didn't you?'
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I shrugged my shoulders.
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'You must remember, Miss Brewster, that you are a new inhabitant
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of this little world, and that you do not yet understand the laws
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which operate within it. You bring with you certain fine conceptions
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of humanity, manhood, conduct, and such things; but here you will find
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them misconceptions. I have found it so,' I added, with an involuntary
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sigh.
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She shook her head incredulously.
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'What would you advise, then?' I asked. 'That I should take a knife,
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or a gun, or an ax, and kill this man?'
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She started back.
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'No, not that!'
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'Then what should I do? Kill myself?'
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'You speak in purely materialistic terms,' she objected. 'There is
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such a thing as moral courage, and moral courage is never without
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effect.'
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'Ah,' I smiled, 'you advise me to kill neither him nor myself, but
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to let him kill me.' I held up my hand as she was about to speak. 'For
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moral courage is a worthless asset on this little floating world.
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Leach, one of the men who were murdered, had moral courage to an
|
|
unusual degree. So had the other man, Johnson. Not only did it not
|
|
stand them in good stead, but it destroyed them. And so with me, if
|
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I should exercise what little moral courage I may possess. You must
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|
understand, Miss Brewster, and understand clearly, that this man is
|
|
a monster. He is without conscience. Nothing is sacred to him, nothing
|
|
is too terrible for him to do. It was due to his whim that I was
|
|
detained aboard in the first place. It is due to his whim that I am
|
|
still alive. I do nothing, can do nothing, because I am a slave to
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this monster, as you are now a slave to him; because I desire to live,
|
|
as you will desire to live; because I cannot fight and overcome him,
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just as you will not be able to fight and overcome him.'
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She waited for me to go on.
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'What remains? Mine is the role of the weak. I remain silent and
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suffer ignominy as you will remain silent and suffer ignominy. And
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it is well. It is the best we can do if we wish to live. The battle is
|
|
not always to the strong. We have not the strength with which to fight
|
|
this man; we must dissimulate, and win, if win we can, by craft. If
|
|
you will be advised by me, this is what you will do. I know my
|
|
position is perilous, and I may say frankly that yours is even more
|
|
perilous. We must stand together, without appearing to do so, in
|
|
secret alliance. I shall not be able to side with you openly, and,
|
|
no matter what indignities may be put upon me, you are to remain
|
|
likewise silent. We must provoke no scenes with this man, or cross his
|
|
will. And we must keep smiling faces and be friendly with him, no
|
|
matter how repulsive it may be.'
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She brushed her hand across her forehead in a puzzled way, saying,
|
|
'Still, I do not understand.'
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|
'You must do as I say,' I interrupted authoritatively, for I saw
|
|
Wolf Larsen's gaze wandering toward us from where he paced up and down
|
|
with Latimer amidships. 'Do as I say, and before long you will find
|
|
I am right.'
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'What shall I do, then?' she asked, detecting the anxious glance I
|
|
had shot at the object of our conversation, and impressed, I flatter
|
|
myself with the earnestness of my manner.
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'Dispense with all the moral courage you can,' I said briskly.
|
|
'Don't arouse this man's animosity. Be quite friendly with him, talk
|
|
with him, discuss literature and art with him- he is fond of such
|
|
things. You will find him an interested listener and no fool. And
|
|
for your own sake try to avoid witnessing, as much as you can, the
|
|
brutalities of the ship. It will make it easier for you to act your
|
|
part.'
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|
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'I am to lie,' she said in steady, rebellious tones; 'by speech
|
|
and action to lie.'
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|
|
|
Wolf Larsen had separated from Latimer and was coming toward us. I
|
|
was desperate.
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|
'Please, please understand me,' I said hurriedly, lowering my voice.
|
|
'All your experience of men and things is worthless here. You must
|
|
begin over again. I know- I can see it- you have, among other ways,
|
|
been used to managing people with your eyes, letting your moral
|
|
courage speak out through them, as it were. You have already managed
|
|
me with your eyes, commanded me with them. But don't try it on Wolf
|
|
Larsen. You could as easily control a lion, while he would make a mock
|
|
of you. He would-'
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|
|
|
'I have always been proud of the fact that I discovered him,' I
|
|
said, turning the conversation as Wolf Larsen stepped on the poop
|
|
and joined us. 'The editors were afraid of him, and the publishers
|
|
would have none of him. But I knew, and his genius and my judgment
|
|
were vindicated when he made that magnificent hit with his "Plowman."
|
|
|
|
'And it was a newspaper poem,' she said glibly.
|
|
|
|
'It did happen to see the light in a newspaper,' I replied, 'but not
|
|
because the magazine editors had been denied a glimpse at it.
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|
|
|
'We were talking of Harris,' I said to Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, yes,' he acknowledged. 'I remember "The Ring." Filled with
|
|
pretty sentiments and an almighty faith in human illusions. By the
|
|
way, Mr. Van Weyden, you'd better look in on Cooky. He's complaining
|
|
and restless.'
|
|
|
|
Thus was I bluntly dismissed from the poop, only to find Mugridge
|
|
sleeping soundly from the morphine I had given him. I made no haste to
|
|
return on deck, and when I did, I was gratified to see Miss Brewster
|
|
in animated conversation with Wolf Larsen. As I say, the sight
|
|
gratified me. She was following my advice. And yet I was conscious
|
|
of a slight shock or hurt in that she was able to do the thing I had
|
|
begged her to do, and which she had notably disliked.
|
|
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY-THREE.
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|
|
BRAVE WINDS, BLOWING FAIR, swiftly drove the Ghost northward into
|
|
the sealherd. We encountered it well up to the forty-fourth
|
|
parallel, in a raw and stormy sea across which the wind harried the
|
|
fog-banks in eternal flight. For days at a time we could never see the
|
|
sun or take an observation; then the wind would sweep the face of
|
|
the ocean clean, the waves would ripple and flash, and we would
|
|
learn where we were. A day of clear weather might follow, or three
|
|
days or four, and then the fog would settle down upon us seemingly
|
|
thicker than ever.
|
|
|
|
The hunting was perilous; yet the boats were lowered day after
|
|
day, were swallowed up in the gray obscurity, and were seen no more
|
|
till nightfall, and often not till long after, when they would creep
|
|
in like sea-wraiths, one by one, out of the gray. Wainwright, the
|
|
hunter whom Wolf Larsen had stolen with boat and men, took advantage
|
|
of the veiled sea and escaped. He disappeared one morning in the
|
|
encircling fog with his two men, and we never saw them again, though
|
|
it was not many days before we learned that they had passed from
|
|
schooner to schooner until they finally regained their own.
|
|
|
|
This was the thing I had set my mind upon doing, but the opportunity
|
|
never offered. It was not in the mate's province to go out in the
|
|
boats, and though I maneuvered cunningly for it, Wolf Larsen never
|
|
granted me the privilege. Had he done so, I should have managed
|
|
somehow to carry Miss Brewster away with me. As it was, the
|
|
situation was approaching a stage which I was afraid to consider. I
|
|
involuntarily shunned the thought of it, and yet the thought
|
|
continually arose in my mind like a haunting specter.
|
|
|
|
I had read sea-romances in my time, wherein figured, as a matter
|
|
of course, the lone woman in the midst of a shipload of men; but I
|
|
learned now that I had never comprehended the deeper significance of
|
|
such a situation- the thing the writers harped upon and exploited so
|
|
thoroughly. And here it was now, and I was face to face with it.
|
|
That it should be as vital as possible, it required no more than
|
|
that the woman should be Maud Brewster, who now charmed me in person
|
|
as she had long charmed me through her work.
|
|
|
|
No one more out of environment could be imagined. She was a
|
|
delicate, ethereal creature, swaying and willowy, light and graceful
|
|
of movement. It never seemed to me that she walked, or, at least,
|
|
walked after the ordinary manner of mortals. Hers was an extreme
|
|
lithesomeness, and she moved with a certain indefinable airiness,
|
|
approaching one as down might float or as bird on noiseless wings.
|
|
|
|
She was like a bit of Dresden china, and I was continually impressed
|
|
with what I may call her fragility. As at the time I caught her arm
|
|
when helping her below, so at any time I was quite prepared, should
|
|
stress or rough handling befall her, to see her crumble away. I have
|
|
never seen body and spirit in such perfect accord. Describe her verse,
|
|
as the critics have, as sublimated and spiritual, and you have
|
|
described her body. It seemed to partake of her soul, to have
|
|
analogous attributes, and to link it to life with the slenderest of
|
|
chains. Indeed, she trod the earth lightly, and in her constitution
|
|
there was little of the robust clay.
|
|
|
|
She was in striking contrast to Wolf Larsen. Each was nothing that
|
|
the other was, everything that the other was not. I noted them walking
|
|
the deck together one morning, and I likened them to the extreme
|
|
ends of the human ladder of evolution- the one the culmination of
|
|
all savagery, the other the finished product of the finest
|
|
civilization. True, Wolf Larsen possessed intellect to an unusual
|
|
degree, but it was directed solely to the exercise of his savage
|
|
instincts and made him but the more formidable a savage. He was
|
|
splendidly muscled, a heavy man, and though he strode with the
|
|
certitude and directness of the physical man, there was nothing
|
|
heavy about his stride. The jungle and the wilderness lurked in the
|
|
lift and downput of his feet. He was cat-footed, lithe, and strong,
|
|
always strong. I likened him to some great tiger, a beast of prowess
|
|
and prey. He looked it, and the piercing glitter that arose at times
|
|
in his eyes was the same piercing glitter I had observed in the eyes
|
|
of caged leopards and other preying creatures of the wild.
|
|
|
|
But this day, as I noted them pacing up and down, I saw that it
|
|
was she who terminated the walk. They came up to where I was
|
|
standing by the entrance to the companionway. Though she betrayed it
|
|
by no outward sign, I felt, somehow, that she was greatly perturbed.
|
|
She made some idle remark, looking at me, and laughed lightly
|
|
enough, but I saw her eyes return to his, involuntarily, as though
|
|
fascinated; then they fell, but not swiftly enough to veil the rush of
|
|
terror that filled them.
|
|
|
|
It was in his eyes that I saw the cause of her perturbation.
|
|
Ordinarily gray and cold and harsh, they were now warm and soft and
|
|
golden, and all adance with tiny lights that dimmed and faded, or
|
|
welled up till the full orbs were flooded with a flowing radiance.
|
|
Perhaps it was to this that the golden color was due; but golden his
|
|
eyes were, enticing and masterful, at the same time luring and
|
|
compelling, and speaking a demand and clamor of the blood which no
|
|
woman, much less Maud Brewster, could misunderstand.
|
|
|
|
Her own terror rushed upon me, and in that moment of fear, the
|
|
most terrible fear a man can experience, I knew that in
|
|
inexpressible ways she was dear to me. The knowledge that I loved
|
|
her rushed upon me with the terror, and with both emotions gripping at
|
|
my heart and causing my blood at the same time to chill and to leap
|
|
riotously. I felt myself drawn by a power without me and beyond me,
|
|
and found my eyes returning against my will to gaze into the eyes of
|
|
Wolf Larsen. But he had recovered himself. The golden color and the
|
|
dancing lights were gone. Cold and gray and glittering they were as he
|
|
bowed brusquely and turned away.
|
|
|
|
'I am afraid,' she whispered, with a shiver. 'I am so afraid.'
|
|
|
|
I, too, was afraid, and, what of my discovery of how much she
|
|
meant to me, my mind was in a turmoil; but I succeeded in answering
|
|
quite calmly: 'All will come right, Miss Brewster. Trust me; it will
|
|
come right.'
|
|
|
|
She answered with a grateful little smile that sent my heart
|
|
pounding, and started to descend the companion-stairs.
|
|
|
|
For a long while I remained standing where she had left me. There
|
|
was imperative need to adjust myself, to consider the significance
|
|
of the changed aspect of things. It had come at last: love had come
|
|
when I least expected it, and under the most forbidding conditions. Of
|
|
course my philosophy had always recognized the inevitableness of the
|
|
love-call sooner or later; but long years of bookish silence had
|
|
made me inattentive and unprepared.
|
|
|
|
And now it had come! Maud Brewster! My memory flashed back to that
|
|
first thin little volume on my desk, and I saw before me, as though in
|
|
the concrete, the row of thin little volumes on my library shelf.
|
|
How I had welcomed each of them! Each year one had come from the
|
|
press, and to me each was the advent of the year. They had voiced a
|
|
kindred intellect and spirit, and as such I had received them into a
|
|
camaraderie of the mind; but now their place was in my heart.
|
|
|
|
My heart? A revulsion of feeling came over me. I seemed to stand
|
|
outside myself and to look at myself incredulously. Maud Brewster!
|
|
Humphrey Van Weyden, the 'cold-blooded fish,' the 'emotionless
|
|
monster,' the 'analytical demon,' of Charley Furuseth's christening,
|
|
in love! And then, without rhyme or reason, all skeptical, my mind
|
|
flew back to a small note in a biographical directory, and I said to
|
|
myself: 'She was born in Cambridge, and she is twenty-seven years
|
|
old.' And then I said: 'Twenty-seven years old, and still free and
|
|
fancy-free.' But how did I know she was fancy-free? And the pang of
|
|
new-born jealousy put all incredulity to flight. There was no doubt
|
|
about it. I was jealous; therefore I loved. And the woman I loved
|
|
was Maud Brewster.
|
|
|
|
I, Humphrey Van Weyden, was in love! And again the doubt assailed
|
|
me. Not that I was afraid of it, however, or reluctant to meet it.
|
|
On the contrary, idealist that I was to the most pronounced degree, my
|
|
philosophy had always recognized and guerdoned love as the greatest
|
|
thing in the world, the aim and the summit of being, the most
|
|
exquisite pitch of joy and happiness to which life could thrill, the
|
|
thing of all things to be hailed and welcomed and taken into the
|
|
heart. But now that it had come I could not believe. I could not be so
|
|
fortunate. It was too good, too good to be true. These lines came into
|
|
my head:
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|
|
|
I wandered all these years among
|
|
|
|
A world of women, seeking you.
|
|
|
|
And then I had ceased seeking. It was not for me, this greatest
|
|
thing in the world, I had decided. Furuseth was right; I was abnormal,
|
|
an 'emotionless monster,' a strange bookish creature capable of
|
|
pleasuring in sensations only of the mind. And though I had been
|
|
surrounded by women all my days, my appreciation of them had been
|
|
esthetic and nothing more. I had actually, at times, considered myself
|
|
outside the pale, a monkish fellow denied the eternal or the passing
|
|
passions I saw and understood so well in others. And now it had
|
|
come! Undreamed of and unheralded, it had come. In what would have
|
|
been no less than an ecstasy, I left my post at the head of the
|
|
companionway and started along the deck, murmuring to myself those
|
|
beautiful lines of Mrs. Browning:
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|
|
|
I lived with visions for my company
|
|
|
|
Instead of men and women years ago,
|
|
|
|
And found them gentle mates, nor thought to know
|
|
|
|
A sweeter music than they played to me.
|
|
|
|
But the sweeter music was playing in my ears, and I was blind and
|
|
oblivious to all about me. The sharp voice of Wolf Larsen aroused me.
|
|
|
|
'What the hell are you up to?' he was demanding.
|
|
|
|
I had strayed forward where the sailors were painting, and I came to
|
|
myself to find my advancing foot on the verge of overturning a
|
|
paint-pot.
|
|
|
|
'Sleepwalking, sunstroke- what?' he barked.
|
|
|
|
'No; indigestion,' I retorted, and continued my walk as if nothing
|
|
untoward had occurred.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER TWENTY-FOUR.
|
|
|
|
AMONG THE MOST VIVID memories of my life are those of the events
|
|
on the Ghost which occurred during the forty hours succeeding the
|
|
discovery of my love for Maud Brewster. I, who had lived my life in
|
|
quiet places, only to enter at the age of thirty-five upon a court
|
|
of the most irrational adventure I could have imagined, never had more
|
|
incident and excitement crammed into any forty hours of my experience.
|
|
Nor can I quite close my ears to a small voice of pride which tells me
|
|
I did not do so badly, all things considered.
|
|
|
|
To begin with, at the midday dinner Wolf Larsen informed the hunters
|
|
that they were to eat thenceforth in the steerage. It was an
|
|
unprecedented thing on sealing-schooners, where it is the custom for
|
|
the hunters to rank unofficially as officers. He gave no reason, but
|
|
his motive was obvious enough. Horner and Smoke had been displaying
|
|
a gallantry toward Maud Brewster, ludicrous in itself and
|
|
inoffensive to her, but to him evidently distasteful.
|
|
|
|
The announcement was received with black silence, though the other
|
|
four hunters glanced significantly at the two who had been the cause
|
|
of their banishment. Jock Horner, quiet as was his way, gave no
|
|
sign; but the blood surged darkly across Smoke's forehead, and he half
|
|
opened his mouth to speak. Wolf Larsen was watching him, waiting for
|
|
him, the steely glitter in his eyes; but Smoke closed his mouth
|
|
again without having said anything.
|
|
|
|
'Anything to say?' the other demanded aggressively.
|
|
|
|
It was a challenge, but Smoke refused to accept it.
|
|
|
|
'About what?' he asked so innocently that Wolf Larsen was
|
|
disconcerted, while the others smiled.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, nothing,' Wolf Larsen said lamely. 'I just thought you might
|
|
want to register a kick.'
|
|
|
|
'About what?' asked the imperturbable Smoke.
|
|
|
|
Smoke's mates were now smiling broadly. His captain could have
|
|
killed him, and I doubt not that blood would have flowed had not
|
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Maud Brewster been present. For that matter, it was her presence which
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enabled Smoke to act as he did. He was too discreet and cautious a man
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to incur Wolf Larsen's anger at a time when that anger could be
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expressed in terms stronger than words. I was in fear that a
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struggle might take place, but a cry from the helmsman made it easy
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for the situation to save itself.
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'Smoke ho!' the cry came down the open companionway.
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'How's it bear?' Wolf Larsen called up.
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'Dead astern, sir!'
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'Maybe it's a Russian,' suggested Latimer.
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His words brought anxiety into the faces of the other hunters. A
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Russian could mean but one thing- a cruiser. The hunters, never more
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than roughly aware of the position of the ship, nevertheless knew that
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we were close to the boundaries of the forbidden sea, while Wolf
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Larsen's record as a poacher was notorious. All eyes centered upon
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him.
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'We're dead safe,' he assured them with a laugh. 'No salt-mines this
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time, Smoke. But I'll tell you what- I'll lay odds of five to one it's
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the Macedonia.'
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No one accepted his offer, and he went on: 'In which event I'll
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lay ten to one there's trouble breezing up.'
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'No, thank you,' Latimer spoke up. 'I don't object to losing my
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money, but I like to get a run for it, anyway. There never was a
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time when there wasn't trouble when you and that brother of yours
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got together, and I'll lay twenty to one on that.'
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A general smile followed, in which Wolf Larsen joined, and the
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dinner went on smoothly, thanks to me, for he treated me abominably
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the rest of the meal, sneering at me and patronizing me till I was all
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a-tremble with suppressed rage. Yet I knew I must control myself for
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Maud Brewster's sake, and I received my reward when her eyes caught
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mine for a fleeting second, and they said as distinctly as if she
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spoke, 'Be brave, be brave!'
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We left the table to go on deck, for a steamer was a welcome break
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in the monotony of the sea on which we floated, while the conviction
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that it was 'Death' Larsen and the Macedonia added to the
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excitement. The stiff breeze and heavy sea which had sprung up the
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previous afternoon had been moderating all the morning, so that it was
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now possible to lower the boats for an afternoon's hunt. The hunting
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promised to be profitable. We had sailed since daylight across a sea
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barren of seals and were now running into the herd.
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The smoke was still miles astern, but overhauling us rapidly, when
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we lowered our boats. They spread out and struck a northerly course
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across the ocean. Now and again we saw a sail lower, heard the reports
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of the shotguns, and saw the sail go up again. The seals were thick,
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the wind dying away; everything favored a big catch. As we ran off
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to get our leeward position of the last lee boat, we found the ocean
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fairly carpeted with sleeping seals. They were all about us, thicker
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than I had ever seen them before, in twos and threes and bunches,
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stretched full-length on the surface, and sleeping for all the world
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like so many lazy young dogs.
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Under the approaching smoke the hull and upper works of a steamer
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were growing larger and larger. It was the Macedonia. I read her
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name through the glasses as she passed by scarcely a mile to
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starboard. Wolf Larsen looked savagely at the vessel, while Maud
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Brewster was curious.
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'Where is the trouble you were so sure was breezing up, Captain
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Larsen?' she asked gaily.
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He glanced at her, a moment's amusement softening his features.
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'What did you expect? That they'd come aboard and cut out throats?'
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'Something like that,' she confessed. 'You understand,
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seal-hunters are so new and strange to me that I am quite ready to
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expect anything.'
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He nodded his head.
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'Quite right, quite right. Your error is that you failed to expect
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the worst.'
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'Why, what can be worse than cutting our throats?' she asked, with
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pretty, naive surprise.
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'Cutting our purses,' he answered. 'Man is so made these days that
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his capacity for living is determined by the money he possesses.'
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'"Who steals my purse steals trash,"' she quoted.
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'Who steals my purse steals my right to live,' was the reply, 'old
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saws to the contrary. For he steals my bread and meat and bed, and
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in so doing imperils my life. There are not enough soup-kitchens and
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bread-lines to go around, you know, and when men have nothing in their
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purses they usually die, and die miserably- unless they are able to
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fill their purses pretty speedily.'
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'But I fail to see that this steamer has any designs on your purse.'
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'Wait and you will see,' he answered grimly.
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We did not have long to wait. Having passed several miles beyond our
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line of boats, the Macedonia proceeded to lower her own. We knew she
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carried fourteen boats to our five (we were one-short through the
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desertion of Wainwright), and she began dropping them far to leeward
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of our last boat, continued dropping them athwart our course, and
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finished dropping them far to windward of our first weather boat.
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The hunting, for us, was spoiled. There were no seals behind us, and
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ahead of us the line of fourteen boats, like a huge broom, swept the
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herd before it.
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Our boats hunted across the two or three miles of water between them
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and the point where the Macedonia's had been dropped, and then
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|
headed for home. The wind had fallen to a whisper, the ocean was
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growing calmer and calmer, and this, coupled with the presence of
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the great herd, made a perfect hunting-day- one of the two or three
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days to be encountered in the whole of a lucky season. An angry lot of
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men, boat-pullers and steerers as well as hunters, swarmed over our
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side. Each man felt that he had been robbed, and the boats were
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hoisted in amid curses, which, if curses had power, would have settled
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Death Larsen for all eternity- 'Dead and damned for a dozen of
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eternities,' commented Louis, his eyes twinkling up at me as he rested
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from hauling taut the lashings of his boat.
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'Listen to them, and find if it is hard to discover the most vital
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thing in their souls,' said Wolf Larsen. 'Faith, and love, and high
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ideals? The good, the beautiful, the true?'
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'Their innate sense of right has been violated,' Maud Brewster said,
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joining the conversation.
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She was standing a dozen feet away, one hand resting on the
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main-shrouds and her body swaying gently to the slight roll of the
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ship. She had not raised her voice, and yet I was struck by its
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|
clear and bell-like tone. Ah, it was sweet in my ears! I scarcely
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|
dared look at her just then, for fear of betraying myself. A small
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boy's cap was perched on her head, and her hair, light brown and
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|
arranged in a loose and fluffy order that caught the sun, seemed an
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|
aureole about the delicate oval of her face. She was positively
|
|
bewitching, and, withal, sweetly spirituelle, if not saintly. All my
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oldtime marvel at life returned to me at sight of this splendid
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incarnation of it, and Wolf Larsen's cold explanation of life and
|
|
its meaning was truly ridiculous and laughable.
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'A sentimentalist,' he sneered, 'like Mr. Van Weyden. Those men
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are cursing because their desires have been outraged. That is all.
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|
What desires? The desires for the good grub and soft beds ashore which
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a handsome payday brings them- the women and the drink, the gorging
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|
and the beastliness which so truly express them, the best that is in
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|
them, their highest aspirations, their ideals, if you please. The
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|
exhibition they make of their feelings is not a touching sight, yet it
|
|
shows how deeply they have been touched, how deeply their purses
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|
have been touched; for to lay hands on their purses is to lay hands on
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|
their souls.'
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'You hardly behave as if your purse had been touched,' she said
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smilingly.
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'Then it so happens that I am behaving differently, for my purse and
|
|
my soul have both been touched. At the current price of skins in the
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London market, and based on a fair estimate of what the afternoon's
|
|
catch would have been had not the Macedonia hogged it, the Ghost has
|
|
lost about fifteen hundred dollars' worth of skins.'
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'You speak so calmly- ' she began.
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'But I do not feel calm; I could kill the man who has robbed me,' he
|
|
interrupted. 'Yes, yes, I know, and that man my brother- more
|
|
sentiment! Bah!'
|
|
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|
His face underwent a sudden change. His voice was less harsh and
|
|
wholly sincere as he said:
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|
'You must be happy, you sentimentalists, really and truly happy at
|
|
dreaming and finding things good, and, because you find some of them
|
|
good, feeling good yourselves. Now, tell me, you two, do you find me
|
|
good?'
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'You are good to look upon- in a way,' I qualified.
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'There are in you all powers for good,' was Maud Brewster's answer.
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|
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|
'There you are!' he cried at her, half angrily. 'Your words are
|
|
empty to me. There is nothing clear and sharp and definite about the
|
|
thought you have expressed. You cannot pick it up in your two hands
|
|
and look at it. In point of fact, it is not a thought. It is a
|
|
feeling, a sentiment, a something based upon illusion, and not a
|
|
product of the intellect at all.'
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|
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As he went on, his voice again grew soft, and a confiding note
|
|
came into it. 'Do you know, I sometimes catch myself wishing that I,
|
|
too, were blind to the facts of life and knew only its fancies and
|
|
illusions. They're wrong, all wrong, of course, and contrary to
|
|
reason, but in the face of them my reason tells me, wrong and most
|
|
wrong, that to dream and live illusions give greater delight. And,
|
|
after all, delight is the wage for living. Without delight, living
|
|
is a worthless act. To labor at living and be paid is worse than to be
|
|
dead. He who delights the most, lives the most, and your dreams and
|
|
unrealities are less disturbing to you and most gratifying than are my
|
|
facts to me.'
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|
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He shook his head slowly, pondering.
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|
|
|
'I often doubt the worthwhileness of reason. Dreams must be more
|
|
substantial and satisfying. Emotional delight is more filling and
|
|
lasting than intellectual delight; and, besides, you pay for your
|
|
moments of intellectual delight by having the blues. Emotional delight
|
|
is followed by no more than jaded senses, which speedily recuperate. I
|
|
envy you, I envy you.' He stopped abruptly, and then on his lips
|
|
formed one of his strange quizzical smiles, as he added: 'It's from my
|
|
brain I envy you, take notice, and not from my heart. My reason
|
|
dictates it. The envy is an intellectual product. I am like a sober
|
|
man looking upon drunken men, and, greatly weary, wishing he, too,
|
|
were drunk.'
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|
|
|
'Or like a wise man looking upon fools and wishing he, too, were a
|
|
fool,' I laughed.
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|
|
|
'Quite so,' he said. 'You are blessed, bankrupt pair of fools. You
|
|
have no facts in your pocketbook.'
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|
|
|
'Yet we spend as freely as you,' was Maud Brewster's contribution.
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|
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|
'More freely, because it costs you nothing.'
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|
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|
'And because we draw upon eternity,' she retorted.
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|
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|
'Whether you do or think you do, it's the same thing. You spend what
|
|
you haven't got, and in return you get greater value from spending
|
|
what you haven't got than I get from spending what I have got and what
|
|
I have sweated to get.'
|
|
|
|
'Why don't you change the basis of your coinage, then?' she
|
|
queried teasingly.
|
|
|
|
He looked at her quickly, half hopefully, and then said, all
|
|
regretfully: 'Too late. I'd like to, perhaps, but I can't. My
|
|
pocketbook is stuffed with the old coinage, and it's a stubborn thing.
|
|
I can never bring myself to recognize anything else as valid.'
|
|
|
|
He ceased speaking, and his gaze wandered absently past her and
|
|
became lost in the placid sea. The old primal melancholy was strong
|
|
upon him. He was quivering to it. He had reasoned himself into a spell
|
|
of the blues, and within a few hours one could look for the devil
|
|
within him to be up and stirring. I remembered Charley Furuseth, and
|
|
knew this man's sadness for the penalty which the materialist ever
|
|
pays for his materialism.
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|
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY-FIVE.
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|
YOU'VE BEEN ON DECK, Mr. Van Weyden,' Wolf Larsen said the following
|
|
morning at the breakfast-table. 'How do things look?'
|
|
|
|
'Clear enough,' I answered, glancing at the sunshine which
|
|
streamed down the open companionway. 'Fair westerly breeze, with a
|
|
promise of stiffening, if Louis predicts correctly.'
|
|
|
|
He nodded his head in a pleased way. 'Any signs of fog?'
|
|
|
|
'Thick banks in the north and northwest.'
|
|
|
|
He nodded his head again, evincing even greater satisfaction than
|
|
before.
|
|
|
|
'What of the Macedonia?'
|
|
|
|
'Not sighted,' I answered.
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|
|
|
I could have sworn his face fell at the intelligence, but why he
|
|
should be disappointed I could not conceive.
|
|
|
|
I was soon to learn. 'Smoke ho!' came the hail from on deck, and his
|
|
face brightened.
|
|
|
|
'Good!' he exclaimed, and left the table at once to go on deck and
|
|
into the steerage, where the hunters were taking the first breakfast
|
|
of their exile.
|
|
|
|
Maud Brewster and I scarcely touched the food before us, gazing,
|
|
instead, in silent anxiety at each other and listening to Wolf
|
|
Larsen's voice, which easily penetrated the cabin through the
|
|
intervening bulkhead. He spoke at length, and his conclusion was
|
|
greeted with a wild roar of cheers. The bulkhead was too thick for
|
|
us to hear what he said; but, whatever it was, it had affected the
|
|
hunters strongly, for the cheering was followed by loud exclamations
|
|
and shouts of joy.
|
|
|
|
From the sounds on deck I knew that the sailors had been routed
|
|
out and were preparing to lower the boats. Maud Brewster accompanied
|
|
me on deck, but I left her at the break of the poop, where she might
|
|
watch the scene and not be in it. The sailors must have learned
|
|
whatever project was on hand, and the vim and snap they put into their
|
|
work attested their enthusiasm. The hunters came trooping on deck with
|
|
shotguns and ammunition-boxes, and, most unusual, their rifles. The
|
|
latter were rarely taken in the boats, for a seal shot at long range
|
|
with a rifle invariably sank before a boat could reach it. But each
|
|
hunter this day had his rifle and a large supply of cartridges. I
|
|
noticed they grinned with satisfaction whenever they looked at the
|
|
Macedonia's smoke, which was rising higher and higher as she
|
|
approached from the west.
|
|
|
|
The five boats went over the side with a rush, spread out like the
|
|
ribs of a fan, and set a northerly course, as on the preceding
|
|
afternoon, for us to follow. I watched for some time, curiously, but
|
|
there seemed nothing extraordinary about their behavior. They
|
|
lowered sails, shot seals, and hoisted sails again and continued on
|
|
their way, as I had always seen them do. The Macedonia repeated her
|
|
performance of yesterday, 'hogging' the sea by dropping her line of
|
|
boats in advance of ours and across our course. Fourteen boats require
|
|
a considerable spread of ocean for comfortable hunting, and when she
|
|
had completely lapped our line she continued steaming into the
|
|
northeast, dropping more boats as she went.
|
|
|
|
'What's up?' I asked Wolf Larsen, unable longer to keep my curiosity
|
|
in check.
|
|
|
|
'Never mind what's up,' he answered gruffly. 'You won't be a
|
|
thousand years in finding out, and in the meantime just pray for
|
|
plenty of wind.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, well, I don't mind telling you,' he said the next moment.
|
|
'I'm going to give that brother of mine a taste of his own medicine.
|
|
In short, I'm going to play the hog myself, and not for one day, but
|
|
for the rest of the season- if we're in luck.'
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|
|
|
'And if we're not?' I queried.
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|
|
|
'Not to be considered,' he laughed. 'We simply must be in luck, or
|
|
it's all up with us.'
|
|
|
|
He had the wheel at the time, and I went forward to my hospital in
|
|
the forecastle, where lay the two cripped men, Nilson and Thomas
|
|
Mugridge. Nilson was as cheerful as could be expected, for his
|
|
broken leg was knitting nicely; but the Cockney was desperately
|
|
melancholy, and I was aware of a great sympathy for the unfortunate
|
|
creature. And the marvel of it was that still he lived and clung to
|
|
life. The brutal years had reduced his meager body to splintered
|
|
wreckage, and yet the spark of light within burned as brightly as
|
|
ever.
|
|
|
|
'With an artificial foot,- and they make excellent ones,- you will
|
|
be stumping ships' galleys to the end of time,' I assured him,
|
|
jovially.
|
|
|
|
But his answer was serious, nay, solemn.
|
|
|
|
'I don't know about wot you s'y, Mr. Van W'yden, but I do know
|
|
I'll never rest 'appy till I see that 'ell-'ound dead. 'E cawn't
|
|
live as long as me. 'E's got no right to live, an', as the Good Word
|
|
puts it, "'E shall shorely die," an' I s'y, "Amen, an' d- soon at
|
|
that."'
|
|
|
|
When I returned on deck I found Wolf Larsen steering mainly with one
|
|
hand, while with the other hand he held the marine glasses and studied
|
|
the situation of the boats, paying particular attention to the
|
|
position of the Macedonia. The only change noticeable in our boats was
|
|
that they had hauled close on the wind and were heading several points
|
|
west of north. Still, I could not see the expediency of the
|
|
maneuver, for the free sea was intercepted by the Macedonia's five
|
|
weather boats, which, in turn, had hauled close on the wind. Thus they
|
|
slowly diverged toward the west, drawing farther and farther away from
|
|
the remainder of the boats in their line.
|
|
|
|
Our boats were rowing as well as sailing. Even the hunters were
|
|
pulling, and with three pairs of oars in the water they rapidly
|
|
overhauled what I may appropriately term the enemy.
|
|
|
|
The smoke of the Macedonia had dwindled to a dim blot on the
|
|
northeastern horizon. Of the steamer herself nothing was to be seen.
|
|
We had been loafing along till now, our sails shaking half the time
|
|
and spilling the wind; and twice, for short periods, we had been
|
|
hove to. But there was no more loafing. Sheets were trimmed, and
|
|
Wolf Larsen proceeded to put the Ghost through her paces. We ran
|
|
past our line of boats and bore down upon the first weather boat of
|
|
the other line.
|
|
|
|
'Down that flying jib, Mr. Van Weyden,' Wolf Larsen commanded.
|
|
'And stand by to back over the jibs.'
|
|
|
|
I ran forward, and had the downhaul of the flying jib all in and
|
|
fast as we slipped by the boat a hundred feet to leeward. The three
|
|
men in it gazed at us suspiciously. They had been hogging the sea, and
|
|
they knew Wolf Larsen by reputation at any rate. I noted that the
|
|
hunter, a huge Scandinavian sitting in the bow, held his rifle,
|
|
ready to hand, across his knees. It should have been in its proper
|
|
place in the rack. When they came opposite our stern, Wolf Larsen
|
|
greeted them with a wave of the hand, and cried:
|
|
|
|
'Come on aboard and have a "gam"?'
|
|
|
|
'To gam,' among the sealing-schooners, is a substitute for the verbs
|
|
'to visit,' 'to gossip.' It expresses the garrulity of the sea, and is
|
|
a pleasant break in the monotony of the life.
|
|
|
|
The Ghost swung around into the wind, and I finished my work forward
|
|
in time to run aft and lend a hand with the main-sheet.
|
|
|
|
'You will please stay on deck, Miss Brewster,' Wolf Larsen said,
|
|
as he started forward to meet his guest. 'And you, too, Mr. Van
|
|
Weyden.'
|
|
|
|
The boat had lowered its sail and run alongside. The hunter,
|
|
golden-bearded like a sea-king, came over the rail and dropped on
|
|
deck. But his hugeness could not quite overcome his
|
|
apprehensiveness. Doubt and distrust showed strongly in his face. It
|
|
was a transparent face, for all of its hairy shield, and advertised
|
|
instant relief when he glanced from Wolf Larsen to me, noted that
|
|
there was only the pair of us, and then glanced over his own two
|
|
men, who had joined him. Surely he had little reason to be afraid.
|
|
He towered like a Goliath above Wolf Larsen. He must have measured six
|
|
feet eight or nine inches in stature, and I subsequently learned his
|
|
weight- two hundred and forty pounds. And there was no fat about
|
|
him; it was all bone and muscle.
|
|
|
|
A return of apprehension was apparent, when, at the top of the
|
|
companionway. Wolf Larsen invited him below. But he reassured
|
|
himself with a glance down at his host, a big man himself, but dwarfed
|
|
by the propinquity of the giant. So all hesitancy vanished, and the
|
|
pair descended into the cabin. In the meantime his two men, as was the
|
|
wont of visiting sailors, had gone forward into the forecastle to do
|
|
some visiting themselves.
|
|
|
|
Suddenly from the cabin came a great choking bellow, followed by all
|
|
the sounds of a furious struggle. It was the leopard and the lion, and
|
|
the lion made all the noise. Wolf Larsen was the leopard.
|
|
|
|
'You see the sacredness of our hospitality,' I said bitterly to Maud
|
|
Brewster.
|
|
|
|
She nodded her head that she heard, and I noted in her face the
|
|
signs of the same sickness at sight or sound of violent struggle
|
|
from which I had suffered so severely during my first weeks on the
|
|
Ghost.
|
|
|
|
'Wouldn't it be better if you went forward, say by the steerage
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companionway, until it is over?' I suggested.
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She shook her head and gazed at me pitifully. She was not
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frightened, but appalled, rather, at the human animality of it.
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'You will understand,' I took advantage of the opportunity to say,
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'whatever part I take in what is going on and what is to come, that
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I am compelled to take it- if you and I are ever to get out of this
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scrape with our lives. It is not nice- for me,' I added.
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'I understand,' she said in a weak, far-away voice, and her eyes
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showed me that she did understand.
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The sounds from below soon died away. Then Wolf Larsen came alone on
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deck. There was slight flush under his bronze, but otherwise he bore
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no signs of the battle.
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'Send those two men aft, Mr. Van Weyden,' he said.
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I obeyed, and a minute or two later they stood before him.
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'Hoist in your boat,' he said to them. 'Your hunter's decided to
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stay aboard awhile and doesn't want it pounding alongside.'
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'Hoist in your boat, I said,' he repeated, this time in sharper
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tones, as they hesitated to do his bidding.
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'Who knows, you may have to sail with me for a time,' he said
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quite softly, with a silken threat that belied the softness, as they
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moved slowly to comply, 'and we might as well start with a friendly
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understanding. Lively now! Death Larsen makes you jump better than
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that, and you know it.'
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Their movements perceptibly quickened under his coaching, and as the
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boat swung inboard I was sent forward to let go the jibs. Wolf Larsen,
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at the wheel, directed the Ghost after the Macedonia's second
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weather boat.
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Under way, and with nothing for the time being to do, I turned my
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attention to the situation of the boats. The Macedonia's third weather
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boat was being attacked by two. of ours, the fourth by our remaining
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three; and the fifth, turn about, was taking a hand in the defense
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of its nearest mate. The fight had opened at long distance, and the
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rifles were cracking steadily. A quick, snappy sea was being kicked up
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by the wind, a condition which prevented fine shooting; and now and
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again, as we drew closer, we could see the bullets zip-zipping from
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wave to wave.
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The boat we were pursuing had squared away and was running before
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the wind to escape us, and, in the course of its flight, to take
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part in repulsing our general boat attack.
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Attending to sheets and tacks now left me little time to see what
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was taking place, but I happened to be on the poop when Wolf Larsen
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ordered the two strange sailors forward and into the forecastle,
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They went sullenly, but they went. He next ordered Miss Brewster
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below, and smiled at the instant horror that leapt into her eyes.
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'You'll find nothing gruesome down there,' he said. 'Only an
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unhurt man securely made fast to the ring-bolts. Bullets are liable to
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come aboard, and I don't want you killed, you know.'
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Even as he spoke, a bullet was deflected by a brass-capped spoke
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of the wheel between his hands and screeched off through the air to
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windward.
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'You see,' he said to her; and then to me, 'Mr. Van Weyden, will you
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take the wheel?'
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Maud Brewster had stepped inside the companionway, so that only
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her head was exposed. Wolf Larsen had procured a rifle and was
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throwing a cartridge into the barrel. I begged her with my eyes to
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go below, but she smiled and said:
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'We may be feeble land-creatures without legs, but we can show
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Captain Larsen that we are at least as brave as he.'
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He gave her a quick look of admiration.
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'I like you a hundred percent better for that,' he said. 'Books, and
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brains, and bravery. You are well rounded- a blue-stocking fit to be
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the wife of a pirate chief. Ahem! we'll discuss that later,' he
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smiled, as a bullet struck solidly into the cabin wall.
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I saw his eyes flash golden as he spoke, and I saw the terror
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mount in her own.
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'We are braver,' I hastened to say. 'At least, speaking for
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myself, I know I am braver than Captain Larsen.'
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It was I who was now favored by a quick look. He was wondering if
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I was making fun of him. I put three or four spokes over to counteract
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a sheer toward the wind on the part of the Ghost, and then steadied
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her. Wolf Larsen was still waiting an explanation, and I pointed
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down to my knees.
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'You will observe there,' I said, slight trembling. It is because
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I am afraid, the flesh is afraid; and I am afraid in my mind because I
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do not wish to die. But my spirit masters the trembling flesh and
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the qualms of the mind. I am more than brave: I am courageous. Your
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flesh is not afraid. You are not afraid. On the one hand, it costs you
|
|
nothing to encounter danger; on the other, it even gives you
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delight. You enjoy it. You may be unafraid, Mr. Larsen, but you must
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grant that the bravery is mine.'
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'You're right,' he acknowledged at once. 'I never thought of it in
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that way before. But is the opposite true? If you are braver than I,
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am I more cowardly than you?'
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We both laughed at the absurdity, and he dropped down to the deck
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and rested his rifle across the rail. The bullets we had received
|
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had traveled nearly a mile, but by now we had cut that distance in
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|
half. He fired three careful shots. The first struck fifty feet to
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windward of the boat, the second alongside; and at the third the
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boat-steerer let loose his steering-oar and crumpled up in the
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bottom of the boat.
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'I guess that'll fix them,' Wolf Larsen said, rising to his feet. 'I
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couldn't afford to let the hunter have it, and there is a chance the
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boat-puller doesn't know how to steer. In which case, the hunter
|
|
cannot steer and shoot at the same time.'
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His reasoning was justified, for the boat rushed at once into the
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wind, and the hunter sprang aft to take the boat-steerer's place.
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|
There was no more shooting, though the rifles were still cracking
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merrily from the other boats.
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The hunter had managed to get the boat before the wind again, but we
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ran down upon it, going at least two feet to its one. A hundred
|
|
yards away I saw the boat-puller pass a rifle to the hunter. Wolf
|
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Larsen went amidships and took the coil of the throat-halyards from
|
|
its pin. Then he peered over the rail with leveled rifle. Twice I
|
|
saw the hunter let go the steering-oar with one hand, reach for his
|
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rifle, and hesitate. We were now alongside and foaming past.
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'Here, you!' Wolf Larsen cried suddenly to the boat-puller. 'Take
|
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a turn!'
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At the same time he flung the coil of rope. It struck fairly, nearly
|
|
knocking the man over, but he did not obey. Instead, he looked to
|
|
his hunter for orders. The hunter, in turn, was in a quandary. His
|
|
rifle was between his knees, but if he let go the steering-oar in
|
|
order to shoot, the boat would sweep around and collide with the
|
|
schooner. Also, he saw Wolf Larsen's rifle bearing upon him and knew
|
|
he would be shot before he could get his rifle into play.
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'Take a turn,' he said quietly to the man.
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The boat-puller obeyed, taking a turn around the little forward
|
|
thwart and paying out the line as it jerked taut. The boat sheered out
|
|
with a rush, and the hunter steadied it to a parallel course some
|
|
twenty feet from the side of the Ghost.
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'Now get that sail down and come alongside!' Wolf Larsen ordered.
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He never let go his rifle, even passing down the tackles with one
|
|
hand. When they were fast, bow and stern, and the two uninjured men
|
|
prepared to come aboard, the hunter picked up his rifle as if to place
|
|
it in a secure position.
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|
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'Drop it!' Wolf Larsen cried, and the hunter dropped it as though it
|
|
were hot and had burned him.
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Once aboard, the two prisoners hoisted in the boat, and under Wolf
|
|
Larsen's direction carried the wounded boat-steerer down into the
|
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forecastle.
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'If our five boats do as well as you and I have done, we'll have a
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pretty full crew,' Wolf Larsen said to me.
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'The man you shot- he is- I hope?' Maud Brewster quavered.
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'In the shoulder,' he answered. 'Nothing serious. Mr. Van Weyden
|
|
will pull him around as good as ever in three or four weeks'.
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|
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'But he won't pull those chaps around, from the look of it,' he
|
|
added, pointing at the Macedonia's third boat, for which I had been
|
|
steering and which was now nearly abreast of us. 'That's Horner's
|
|
and Smoke's work. I told them we wanted live men, not carcasses. But
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|
the joy of shooting to hit is a most compelling thing, when once
|
|
you've learned how to shoot. Have you ever experienced it, Mr. Van
|
|
Weyden?'
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|
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I shook my head and regarded their work. It had indeed been
|
|
bloody, for they had drawn off and joined our other three boats in the
|
|
attack on the remaining two of the enemy. The deserted boat was in the
|
|
trough of the sea, rolling drunkenly across each comber, its loose
|
|
spritsail out at right angles to it and fluttering and flapping in the
|
|
wind. The hunter and boat-puller were both lying awkwardly in the
|
|
bottom, but the boat-steerer lay across the gunwale, half in and
|
|
half out, his arms trailing in the water and his head rolling from
|
|
side to side.
|
|
|
|
'Don't look, Miss Brewster, please don't look!' I had begged of her,
|
|
and I was glad that she had minded me and been spared the sight.
|
|
|
|
'Head right into the bunch, Mr. Van Weyden,' was Wolf Larsen's
|
|
command.
|
|
|
|
As we drew nearer, the firing ceased, and we saw that the fight
|
|
was over. The remaining two boats had been captured by our five, and
|
|
the seven were grouped together, waiting to be picked up.
|
|
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|
'Look at that!' I cried involuntarily, pointing to the northeast.
|
|
|
|
The blot of smoke which indicated the Macedonia's position had
|
|
reappeared.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, I've been watching it,' was Wolf Larsen's calm reply. He
|
|
measured the distance away to the fog-bank, and for an instant
|
|
paused to feel the weight of the wind on his cheek. 'We'll make it,
|
|
I think; but you can depend upon it that blessed brother of mine has
|
|
twigged our little game and is just a-humping for us. Ah, look at
|
|
that!'
|
|
|
|
The blot of smoke had suddenly grown larger, and it was very black.
|
|
|
|
'I'll beat you out, though, brother mine,' he chuckled. 'I'll beat
|
|
you out, and I hope you no worse than that you rack your old engines
|
|
into scrap.'
|
|
|
|
When we hove to, a hasty though orderly confusion reigned. The boats
|
|
came aboard from every side at once. As fast as the prisoners came
|
|
over the rail they were marshaled forward into the forecastle by our
|
|
hunters, while our sailors hoisted in the boats, dropping them
|
|
anywhere upon the deck and not stopping to lash them. We were
|
|
already under way, all sails set and drawing, and the sheets being
|
|
slacked off for a wind abeam, as the last boat lifted clear of the
|
|
water and swung in the tackles.
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|
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY-SIX.
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|
THERE WAS NEED FOR HASTE. The Macedonia, belching the blackest of
|
|
smoke from her funnel, was charging down upon us from out of the
|
|
northeast. Neglecting the boats that remained to her, she had
|
|
altered her course so as to anticipate ours. She was not running
|
|
straight for us, but ahead of us. Our courses were converging like the
|
|
sides of an angle, the vertex of which was at the edge of the
|
|
fog-bank. It was there, or not at all, that the Macedonia could hope
|
|
to catch us. The hope for the Ghost lay in that she should pass that
|
|
point before the Macedonia arrived at it.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen was steering, his eyes glistening and snapping as they
|
|
dwelt upon and leapt from detail to detail of the chase. Now he
|
|
studied the sea to windward for signs of the wind slackening or
|
|
freshening, now the Macedonia; and, again, his eyes roved over every
|
|
sail, and he gave commands to slack a sheet here a trifle, to come
|
|
in on one there a trifle, till he was drawing out of the Ghost the
|
|
last bit of speed she possessed. All feuds and grudges were forgotten,
|
|
and I was surprised at the alacrity with which the men who had so long
|
|
endured his brutality sprang to execute his orders. Strange to say,
|
|
the unfortunate Johnson came into my mind as we lifted and surged
|
|
and heeled along, and I was aware of a regret that he was not alive
|
|
and present; he had so loved the Ghost and delighted in her sailing
|
|
powers.
|
|
|
|
'Better get your rifles, you fellows,' Wolf Larsen called to our
|
|
hunters; and the five men lined the lee rail, guns in hand, and
|
|
waited.
|
|
|
|
The Macedonia was now but a mile away, the black smoke pouring
|
|
from her funnel at a right angle, so madly she raced, pounding through
|
|
the sea at a seventeen-knot gait- '"sky-hooting through the brine,"'
|
|
as Wolf Larsen quoted while gazing at her. We were not making more
|
|
than nine knots, but the fog-bank was very near.
|
|
|
|
A puff of smoke broke from the Macedonia's deck, we heard a heavy
|
|
report, and a round hole took form in the stretched canvas of our
|
|
mainsail. They were shooting at us with one of the small cannon
|
|
which rumor had said they carried on board. Our men, clustering
|
|
amidships, waved their hats and raised a derisive cheer. Again there
|
|
was a puff of smoke and a loud report, this time the cannonball
|
|
striking not more than twenty feet astern and glancing twice from
|
|
sea to sea to windward before it sank.
|
|
|
|
But there was no rifle-firing, for the reason that all their hunters
|
|
were out in the boats or our prisoners. When the two vessels were half
|
|
a mile apart, a third shot made another hole in our mainsail. Then
|
|
we entered the fog. It was about us, veiling and hiding us in its
|
|
dense wet gauze.
|
|
|
|
The sudden transition was startling. The moment before we had been
|
|
leaping through the sunshine, the clear sky above us, the sea breaking
|
|
and rolling wide to the horizon, and a ship, vomiting smoke and fire
|
|
and iron missiles, rushing madly upon us. And at once, as in an
|
|
instant's leap, the sun was blotted out, there was no sky, even our
|
|
mastheads were lost to view, and our horizon was such as
|
|
tear-blinded eyes may see. The gray mist drove by us like a rain.
|
|
Every woolen filament of our garments, every hair of our heads and
|
|
faces, was jeweled with a crystal globule. The shrouds were wet with
|
|
moisture; it dripped from our rigging overhead; and on the under
|
|
side of our booms, drops of water took shape in long swaying lines,
|
|
which were detached and flung to the deck in mimic showers at each
|
|
surge of the schooner. I was aware of a pent, stifled feeling. As
|
|
the sounds of the ship thrusting herself through the waves were hurled
|
|
back upon us by the fog, so were one's thoughts. The mind recoiled
|
|
from contemplation of a world beyond this wet veil which wrapped us
|
|
around. This was the world, the universe itself, its bounds so near
|
|
that one felt impelled to reach out both arms and push them back. It
|
|
was impossible that the rest could be beyond these walls of gray.
|
|
The rest was a dream, no more than the memory of a dream.
|
|
|
|
It was weird, strangely weird. I looked at Maud Brewster and knew
|
|
that she was similarly affected. Then I looked at Wolf Larsen, but
|
|
there was nothing subjective about his state of consciousness. His
|
|
whole concern was with the immediate, objective present. He still held
|
|
the wheel, and I felt that he was timing Time, reckoning the passage
|
|
of the minutes with each forward lunge and leeward roll of the Ghost.
|
|
|
|
'Go for'ard and hard alee without any noise,' he said to me in a low
|
|
voice. 'Clew up the topsails first. Set men at all the sheets. Let
|
|
there be no rattling of blocks, no sound of voices. No noise,
|
|
understand, no noise.'
|
|
|
|
When all was ready, the word, 'Hard alee,' was passed forward to
|
|
me from man to man; and the Ghost heeled about on the port tack with
|
|
virtually no noise at all. And what little there was- the slapping
|
|
of a few reef-points and the creaking of a sheave in a block or two-
|
|
was ghostly under the hollow echoing pall in which we were swathed.
|
|
|
|
We had scarcely filled away, it seemed, when the fog thinned
|
|
abruptly and we were again in the sunshine, the wide-stretching sea
|
|
breaking before us to the skyline. But the ocean was bare. No wrathful
|
|
Macedonia broke its surface or blackened the sky with her smoke.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen at once squared away and ran down along the rim of the
|
|
fog-bank. His trick was obvious. He had entered the fog to windward of
|
|
the steamer, and while the steamer had blindly driven on into the
|
|
fog in the chance of catching him, he had come about and out of his
|
|
shelter and was now running down to reenter to leeward. Successful
|
|
in this, the old simile of the needle in the haystack would be mild
|
|
indeed compared with his brother's chance of finding him.
|
|
|
|
He did not run long. Jibing the fore-and mainsails and setting the
|
|
topsails again, we headed back into the bank. As we entered I could
|
|
have sworn I saw a vague bulk emerging to windward. I looked quickly
|
|
at Wolf Larsen. Already we were ourselves buried in the fog, but he
|
|
nodded his head. He, too, had seen it- the Macedonia, guessing his
|
|
maneuver and failing for a moment in anticipating it. There was no
|
|
doubt that we had escaped unseen.
|
|
|
|
'He can't keep this up,' Wolf Larsen said. 'He'll have to go back
|
|
for the rest of his boats. Send a man to the wheel, Mr. Van Weyden,
|
|
keep this course for the present, and you might as well set the
|
|
watches, for we won't do any lingering tonight.
|
|
|
|
'I'd give five hundred dollars, though,' he added, 'just to be
|
|
aboard the Macedonia for five minutes, listening to my brother curse.
|
|
|
|
'And now, Mr. Van Weyden,' he said to me when he had been relieved
|
|
from the wheel, 'we must make these newcomers welcome. Serve out
|
|
plenty of whisky to the hunters and see that a few bottles slip
|
|
for'ard. I'll wager every man Jack of them is over the side
|
|
tomorrow, hunting for Wolf Larsen as contentedly as ever they hunted
|
|
for Death Larsen.'
|
|
|
|
'But won't they escape as Wainwright did?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
He laughed shrewdly. 'Not as long as our old hunters have anything
|
|
to say about it. I'm dividing amongst them a dollar a skin for all the
|
|
skins shot by our new hunters. At least half of their enthusiasm today
|
|
was due to that, Oh, no, there won't be any escaping if they have
|
|
anything to say about it. And now you'd better get for'ard to your
|
|
hospital duties. There must be a full ward waiting for you.'
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen took the distribution of the whisky off my hands, and
|
|
the bottles began to make their appearance while I worked over the
|
|
fresh batch of wounded men in the forecastle. I had seen whisky drunk,
|
|
such as whisky and soda by the men of the clubs, but never as these
|
|
men drank it, from pannikins and mugs, and from the bottles- great
|
|
brimming drinks, each one of which was in itself a debauch. But they
|
|
did not stop at one or two. They drank and drank, and ever the bottles
|
|
slipped forward and they drank more.
|
|
|
|
Everybody drank; the wounded drank; Oofty-Oofty, who helped me,
|
|
drank. Only Louis refrained, no more than cautiously wetting his
|
|
lips with the liquor, though he joined in the revels with an abandon
|
|
equal to that of most of them. It was a Saturnalia. In loud voices
|
|
they shouted over the day's fighting, wrangled about details, or waxed
|
|
affectionate and made friends with the men whom they had fought.
|
|
Prisoners and captors hiccoughed on one another's shoulders, and swore
|
|
mighty oaths of respect and esteem. They wept over the miseries of the
|
|
past, and over the miseries yet to come under the iron rule of Wolf
|
|
Larsen. And all cursed him and told terrible tales of his brutality.
|
|
|
|
It was a strange and frightful spectacle- the small, bunk-lined
|
|
space, the floor and walls leaping and lurching, the dim light, the
|
|
swaying shadows lengthening and foreshortening monstrously, the
|
|
thick air heavy with smoke and the smell of bodies and iodoform, and
|
|
the inflamed faces of the men- half-men, I should call them. I noted
|
|
Oofty-Oofty, holding the end of a bandage and looking upon the
|
|
scene, his velvety and luminous eyes glistening in the light like
|
|
those of a deer; and yet I knew the barbaric devil that lurked in
|
|
his breast and belied all the softness and tenderness, almost womanly,
|
|
of his face and form. And I noticed the boyish face of Harrison,- a
|
|
good face once, but now a demon's,- convulsed with passion as he
|
|
told the newcomers of the hell-ship they were in and shrieked curses
|
|
upon the head of Wolf Larsen.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen it was, always Wolf Larsen, enslaver and tormentor of
|
|
men, a male Circe and these his swine, suffering brutes that
|
|
groveled before him and revolted only in drunkenness and in secrecy.
|
|
And was I, too, one of his swine? I thought. And Maud Brewster? No!
|
|
I ground my teeth in my anger and determination till the man I was
|
|
attending winced under my hand and Oofty-Oofty looked at me with
|
|
curiosity. I felt endowed with a sudden strength. What with my
|
|
new-found love, I was a giant. I feared nothing. I would work my
|
|
will through it all, in spite of Wolf Larsen and of my own thirty-five
|
|
bookish years. All would be well. I would make it well. And so,
|
|
exalted, upborne by a sense of power, I turned my back on the
|
|
howling inferno and climbed to the deck, where the fog drifted ghostly
|
|
through the night, and the air was sweet and pure and quiet.
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The steerage, where were two wounded hunters, was a repetition of
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the forecastle, except that Wolf Larsen was not being cursed; and it
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was with a great relief that I again emerged on deck and went aft to
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the cabin. Supper was ready, and Wolf Larsen and Maud were waiting for
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me.
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While all his ship was getting drunk as fast as it could, Larsen
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remained sober. Not a drop of liquor passed his lips. He did not
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dare it under the circumstances, for he had only Louis and me to
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depend upon, and Louis was even now at the wheel. We were sailing on
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through the fog without a lookout and without lights. That Wolf Larsen
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had turned the liquor loose among his men surprised me, but he
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evidently knew their psychology and the best method of cementing in
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cordiality what had begun in bloodshed.
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His victory over Death Larsen seemed to have had a remarkable effect
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upon him. The previous evening he has reasoned himself into the blues,
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and I had been waiting momentarily for one of his characteristic
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outbursts. Yet nothing had occurred, and he was now in splendid
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trim. Possibly his success in capturing so many hunters and boats
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had counteracted the customary reaction. At any rate, the blues were
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gone, and the blue devils had not put in an appearance. So I thought
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at the time; but, ah me! little I knew him or knew that even then,
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perhaps, he was meditating an outbreak more terrible than any I had
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seen.
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As I say, he discovered himself in splendid trim when I entered
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the cabin. He had had no headaches for weeks, his eyes were as clear
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blue as the sky, his bronze skin was beautiful with perfect health;
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life swelled through his veins in full and magnificent flood. While
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waiting for me he had engaged Maud in animated discussion.
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Temptation was the topic they had hit upon, and from the few words I
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heard I made out that he was contending that temptation was temptation
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only when a man was seduced by it and fell.
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'For look you,' he was saying, 'as I see it, a man does things
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because of desire. He has many desires. He may desire to escape
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pain, or to enjoy pleasure. But whatever he does, he does because he
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desires to do it.'
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'But suppose he desires to do two opposite things, neither of
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which will permit him to do the other?' Maud interrupted.
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'The very thing I was coming to,' he said.
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'And between these two desires is just where the soul of the man
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is manifest,' she went on. 'If it is a good soul it will desire and do
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the good action, and the contrary if it is a bad soul. It is the
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soul that decides.'
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'Bosh and nonsense!' he exclaimed impatiently. 'It is the desire
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that decides. Here is a man who wants to, say, get drunk. Also, he
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doesn't want to get drunk. What does he do? How does he do it? He is a
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puppet. He is the creature of his desires, and of the two desires he
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obeys the stronger one, that is all. His soul hasn't anything to do
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with it. How can he be tempted to get drunk and refuse to get drunk?
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If the desire to remain sober prevails, it is because it was the
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stronger desire. Temptation plays no part, unless-' he paused while
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grasping the new thought which had come into his mind- 'unless he is
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tempted to remain sober.
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'Ha! ha!' he laughed. 'What do you think of that, Mr. Van Weyden?'
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'That both of you are hair-splitting,' I said. 'The man's soul is
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his desires. Or, if you will, the sum of his desires is his soul.
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Therein you are both wrong. You lay the stress upon the desire apart
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from the soul, Miss Brewster lays the stress on the soul apart from
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the desire, and in point of fact soul and desire are the same thing.
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'However,' I continued, 'Miss Brewster is right in contending that
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temptation is temptation whether the man yield or overcome. Fire is
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fanned by the wind until it leaps up fiercely. So is desire like fire.
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It is fanned, as by a wind, by sight of the thing desired, or by a new
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and luring description or comprehension of the thing desired. There
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lies the temptation. It is the wind that fans the desire until it
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leaps up to mastery. That's temptation. It may not fan sufficiently to
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make the desire overmastering, but in so far as it fans at all, that
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far is it temptation. And, as you say, it may tempt for good as well
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as for evil.'
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I felt proud of myself as we sat down to the table. My words had
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been decisive. At least, they had put an end to the discussion.
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But Wolf Larsen seemed voluble, prone to speech as I had never
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seen him before. It was as though he were bursting with pent energy
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which must find an outlet somehow. Almost immediately he launched into
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a discussion on love. As usual, his was the sheer materialistic
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side, and Maud's was the idealistic. For myself, beyond a word or so
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of suggestion or correction now and again, I took no part.
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He was brilliant, but so was Maud; and for some time I lost the
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thread of the conversation through studying her face as she talked. It
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was a face that rarely displayed color, but tonight it was flushed and
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vivacious. Her wit was playing keenly, and she was enjoying the tilt
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as much as Wolf Larsen, and he was enjoying it hugely. For some
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reason, though I knew not why in the argument, so utterly had I lost
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it in the contemplation of one stray brown lock of Maud's hair, he
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quoted from 'Iseult at Tintagel,' where she says:
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Blessed am I beyond women even herein,
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That beyond all born women is my sin,
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And perfect my transgression.
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As he had read pessimism into Omar, so, now, he read triumph,
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stinging triumph and exultation, into Swinburne's lines. And he read
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rightly, and he read well. He had hardly ceased quoting when Louis put
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his head into the companionway and whispered down:
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'Be easy, will ye? The fog's lifted, an' 't is the port light iv a
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steamer that's crossin' our bow this blessed minute.'
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Wolf Larsen sprang on deck, and so swiftly that by the time we
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followed him he had pulled the steerage-slide over the drunken
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clamor and was on his way forward to close the forecastle scuttle. The
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fog, though it remained, had lifted high, where it obscured the
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stars and made the night quite black. Directly ahead of us I could see
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a bright red light and a white light, and I could hear the pulsing
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of a steamer's engines. Beyond a doubt it was the Macedonia.
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Wolf Larsen had returned to the poop, and we stood in a silent
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group, watching the lights rapidly cross our bow.
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'Lucky for me he doesn't carry a search-light,' Wolf Larsen said.
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'What if I should cry out loudly?' I queried in a whisper.
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'It would be all up,' he answered.
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'But have you thought upon what would immediately happen?'
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Before I had time to express any desire to know, he had me by the
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|
throat with his gorilla-grip, and by a faint quiver of the muscles-
|
|
a hint, as it were- he suggested to me the twist that would surely
|
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have broken my neck. The next moment he had released me, and we were
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gazing at the Macedonia's lights.
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'What if I should cry out?' Maud asked.
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'I like you too well to hurt you,' he said softly- nay, there was
|
|
a tenderness and a caress in his voice that made me wince. 'But
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|
don't do it just the same, for I'd promptly break Mr. Van Weyden's
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neck.'
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'Then she has my permission to cry out,' I said defiantly.
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'I hardly think you'll care to sacrifice the Dean of American
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|
Letters the Second,' he sneered.
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We spoke no more, though we had become too used to each other for
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|
the silence to be awkward; and when the red light and the white had
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disappeared we returned to the cabin to finish the interrupted supper.
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Again they fell to quoting, and Maud gave Dowson's 'Impenitentia
|
|
Ultima.' She rendered it beautifully, but I watched not her, but
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|
Wolf Larsen. I was fascinated by the fascinated look he bent upon
|
|
Maud. He was quite out of himself, and I noticed the unconscious
|
|
movement of his lips as he shaped word for word as fast as she uttered
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them. He interrupted her when she gave the lines:
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And her eyes should be my light while the sun went out behind me,
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And the viols in her voice be the last sound in my ear.
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'There are viols in your voice,' he said bluntly, and his eyes
|
|
flashed their golden light.
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I could have shouted with joy at her control. She finished the
|
|
concluding stanza without faltering, and then slowly guided the
|
|
conversation into less perilous channels. And all the while I sat in a
|
|
half-daze, the drunken riot of the steerage breaking through the
|
|
bulkhead, the man I feared and the woman I loved talking on and on.
|
|
The table was not cleared. The man who had taken Mugridge's place
|
|
had evidently joined his comrades in the forecastle.
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|
If ever Wolf Larsen attained the summit of living, he attained it
|
|
then. From time to time I forsook my own thoughts to follow him; and I
|
|
followed in amaze, mastered for the moment by his remarkable
|
|
intellect, under the spell of his passion, for he was preaching the
|
|
passion of revolt. It was inevitable that Milton's Lucifer should be
|
|
instanced, and the keenness with which Wolf Larsen analyzed and
|
|
depicted the character was a revelation of his stifled genius. It
|
|
reminded me of Taine, yet I knew the man had never heard of that
|
|
brilliant though dangerous thinker.
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|
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|
'He led a lost cause, and he was not afraid of God's
|
|
thunderbolts,' Wolf Larsen was saying. 'Hurled into hell, he was
|
|
unbeaten. A third of God's angels he had led with him, and straightway
|
|
he incited man to rebel against God and gained for himself and hell
|
|
the major portion of all the generations of man. Why was he beaten out
|
|
of heaven? Because he was less brave than God? Less proud? Less
|
|
aspiring? No! A thousand times no! God was more powerful, as he
|
|
said, whom thunder hath made greater. But Luficer was a free spirit.
|
|
To serve was to suffocate. He preferred suffering in freedom to all
|
|
the happiness of a comfortable servility. He did not care to serve
|
|
God. He cared to serve nothing. He was no figurehead. He stood on
|
|
his own legs. He was an individual.'
|
|
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|
'The first anarchist,' Maud laughed, rising and preparing to
|
|
withdraw to her state-room.
|
|
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|
'Then it is good to be an anarchist,' he cried. He, too, had
|
|
risen, and he stood facing her, where she had paused at the door of
|
|
her room, as he went on:
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|
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Here at least
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We shall be free; the Almighty hath not built
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|
Here for his envy; will not drive us hence;
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|
Here we may reign secure; and in my choice
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|
To reign is worth ambition, though in hell;
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Better to reign in hell than serve in heaven.
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|
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|
It was the defiant cry of a mighty spirit. The cabin still rang with
|
|
his voice, as he stood there, swaying, his bronzed face shining, his
|
|
head up and dominant, and his eyes, golden and masculine, intensely
|
|
masculine and insistently soft, flashing upon Maud at the door.
|
|
|
|
Again that unnamable and unmistakable terror was in her eyes, and
|
|
she said, almost in a whisper, 'You are Lucifer.'
|
|
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|
The door closed, and she was gone. He stood staring after her for
|
|
a minute, then returned to himself and to me.
|
|
|
|
'I'll relieve Louis at the wheel,' he said shortly, 'and call upon
|
|
you to relieve at midnight. Better turn in now and get some sleep.'
|
|
|
|
He pulled on a pair of mittens, put on his cap, and ascended the
|
|
companion-stairs, while I followed his suggestion by going to bed. For
|
|
some unknown reason, prompted mysteriously, I did not undress, but lay
|
|
down fully clothed. For a time I listened to the clamor in the
|
|
steerage and marveled upon the love which had come to me; but my sleep
|
|
on the Ghost had become most healthful and natural, and soon the songs
|
|
and cries died away, my eyes closed, and my consciousness sank down
|
|
into the half-death of slumber.
|
|
|
|
I knew not what had aroused me, but I found myself out of my bunk,
|
|
on my feet, wide awake, my soul vibrating to the warning of danger
|
|
as it might have thrilled to a trumpet call. I threw open the door.
|
|
The cabin light was burning low. I saw Maud, straining and
|
|
struggling and crushed in the embrace of Wolf Larsen's arms. Her
|
|
face was forcibly upturned. I could see the vain beat and flutter of
|
|
her as she strove, by pressing her face against his breast, to
|
|
escape his lips. All this I saw on the very instant of seeing and as I
|
|
sprang forward.
|
|
|
|
I struck him with my fist, on the face, as he raised his head, but
|
|
it was a puny blow. He roared in a ferocious, animal-like way and gave
|
|
me a shove with his hand. It was only a shove, a flirt of the wrist,
|
|
yet so tremendous was his strength that I was hurled backward as
|
|
from a catapult. I struck the door of the state-room that had formerly
|
|
been Mugridge's, splintering and smashing the panels with the impact
|
|
of my body. I struggled to my feet, with difficulty dragging myself
|
|
clear of the wrecked door, unaware of any hurt whatever. I was
|
|
conscious only of an overmastering rage. I think I, too, cried
|
|
aloud, as I drew the knife at my hip and sprang forward a second time.
|
|
|
|
But something had happened. They were reeling apart. I was close
|
|
upon him, my knife uplifted, but I withheld the blow. I was puzzled by
|
|
the strangeness of it. Maud was leaning against the wall, one hand out
|
|
for support; but he was staggering, his left hand pressed against
|
|
his forehead and covering his eyes, and with the right he was
|
|
groping about him in a dazed sort of way. It struck against the
|
|
wall, and his body seemed to express a muscular and physical relief at
|
|
the contact, as though he had found his bearings, his location in
|
|
space, as well as something against which to lean.
|
|
|
|
Then I saw red again. All my wrongs and humiliations flashed upon me
|
|
with a dazzling brightness, all that I had suffered and others had
|
|
suffered at his hands, all the enormity of the man's very existence. I
|
|
sprang upon him, blindly, insanely, and drove the knife into his
|
|
shoulder. I knew, then, that it was no more than a flesh-wound,- I had
|
|
felt the steel grate on his shoulder-blade,- and I raised the knife to
|
|
strike at a more vital part.
|
|
|
|
But Maud had seen my first blow, and she cried, 'Don't! Please
|
|
don't!'
|
|
|
|
I dropped my arm for a moment, and for a moment only. Again the
|
|
knife was raised, and Wolf Larsen would have surely died had she not
|
|
stepped between. Her arms were around me, her hair was brushing my
|
|
face. My pulse rushed up in an unwonted manner, yet my rage mounted
|
|
with it. She looked me bravely in the eyes.
|
|
|
|
'For my sake,' she begged.
|
|
|
|
'I would kill him for your sake!' I cried, trying to free my arm
|
|
without hurting her.
|
|
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|
'Hush!' she said, and laid her fingers lightly on my lips. I could
|
|
have kissed them, had I dared, even then in my rage, the touch of them
|
|
was so sweet, so very sweet. 'Please, please,' she pleaded, and she
|
|
disarmed me by the words, as I was to discover they would ever
|
|
disarm me.
|
|
|
|
I stepped back, separating her, and replaced the knife in its
|
|
sheath. I looked at Wolf Larsen. He still pressed his left hand
|
|
against his forehead. It covered his eyes. His head was bowed. He
|
|
seemed to have grown limp. His body was sagging at the hips, his great
|
|
shoulders were drooping and shrinking forward.
|
|
|
|
'Van Weyden!' he called hoarsely, and with a note of fright in his
|
|
voice. 'Oh, Van Weyden, where are you?'
|
|
|
|
I looked at Maud. She did not speak, but nodded her head.
|
|
|
|
'Here I am,' I answered, stepping to his side. 'What is the matter?'
|
|
|
|
'Help me to a seat,' he said, in the same hoarse, frightened voice.
|
|
|
|
'I am a sick man, a very sick man, Hump,' he said, as he left my
|
|
sustaining grip and sank into a chair.
|
|
|
|
His head dropped forward on the table and was buried in his hands.
|
|
From time to time it rocked back and forward as with pain. Once,
|
|
when he half raised it, I saw the sweat standing in heavy drops on his
|
|
forehead about the roots of his hair.
|
|
|
|
'I am a sick man, a very sick man,' he repeated again, and yet
|
|
once again.
|
|
|
|
'What is the matter?' I asked, resting my hand on his shoulder.
|
|
'What can I do for you?'
|
|
|
|
But he shook my hand off with an irritated movement, and for a
|
|
long time I stood by his side in silence. Maud was looking on, her
|
|
face awed and frightened. What had happened to him we could not
|
|
imagine.
|
|
|
|
'Hump,' he said at last, 'I must get into my bunk. Lend me a hand.
|
|
I'll be all right in a little while. It's those d- headaches, I
|
|
believe. I was afraid of them. I had a feeling- no, I don't know
|
|
what I'm talking about. Help me into my bunk.'
|
|
|
|
But when I got him into his bunk he again buried his face in his
|
|
hands, covering his eyes, and as I turned to go I could hear him
|
|
murmuring, 'I am a sick man, a very sick man.'
|
|
|
|
Maud looked at me inquiringly as I emerged. I shook my head, saying:
|
|
|
|
'Something has happened to him. What, I don't know. He is
|
|
helpless, and frightened, I imagine, for the first time in his life.
|
|
It must have happened before he received the knife-thrust, which
|
|
made only a superficial wound. You must have seen what happened.'
|
|
|
|
She shook her head. 'I saw nothing. It is just as mysterious to
|
|
me. He suddenly released me and staggered away. But what shall we
|
|
do? What shall I do?'
|
|
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|
'Wait until I come back,' I answered.
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|
I went on deck. Louis was at the wheel.
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|
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|
'You may go for'ard and turn in,' I said, taking it from him.
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|
He was quick to obey, and I found myself alone on the deck of the
|
|
Ghost. As quietly as was possible, I clewed up the topsails, lowered
|
|
the flying jib and staysail, backed the jib over, and flattened the
|
|
mainsail. Then I went below to Maud. I placed my finger on my lips for
|
|
silence, and entered Wolf Larsen's room. He was in the same position
|
|
in which I had left him, and his head was rocking- almost writhing-
|
|
from side to side.
|
|
|
|
'Anything I can do for you?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
He made no reply at first, but on my repeating the question he
|
|
answered: 'No, no; I'm all right. Leave me alone till morning.'
|
|
|
|
But as I turned to go I noted that his head had resumed its
|
|
rocking motion. Maud was waiting patiently for me, and I took
|
|
notice, with a thrill of joy, of the queenly poise of her head and her
|
|
glorious calm eyes. Calm and sure they were as her spirit itself.
|
|
|
|
'Will you trust yourself to me for a journey of six hundred miles or
|
|
so?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
'You mean-?' she asked, and I knew she had guessed aright.
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|
|
|
'Yes, I mean just that,' I replied. 'Nothing is left for us but
|
|
the open boat.'
|
|
|
|
'For me, you mean,' she said. 'You are certainly as safe here as you
|
|
have been.'
|
|
|
|
'No, there is nothing left for us but the open boat,' I iterated
|
|
stoutly. 'Dress as warmly as you can, at once, and make into a
|
|
bundle whatever you wish to bring with you. And make all haste,' I
|
|
added, as she turned toward her stateroom.
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|
|
The lazaret was directly beneath the cabin, and, opening the
|
|
trap-door in the floor and carrying a candle with me, I dropped down
|
|
and began overhauling the ship's stores. I selected mainly from the
|
|
canned goods, and by the time I was ready willing hands were
|
|
extended from above to receive what I passed up.
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|
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|
We worked in silence. I helped myself also to blankets, mittens,
|
|
oilskins, caps, and such things, from the slop-chest. It was no
|
|
light adventure, this trusting ourselves in a small boat to so raw and
|
|
stormy a sea, and it was imperative that we should guard ourselves
|
|
against the cold and wet.
|
|
|
|
We worked feverishly at carrying our plunder on deck and
|
|
depositing it amidships, so feverishly that Maud, whose strength was
|
|
hardly a positive quantity, had to give over, exhausted, and sit on
|
|
the steps at the break of the poop. This did not serve to recover her,
|
|
and she lay on her back, on the hard deck, arms stretched out and
|
|
whole body relaxed. It was a trick I remembered of my sister, and I
|
|
knew she would soon be herself again. I reentered Wolf Larsen's
|
|
state-room to get his rifle and shotgun. I spoke to him, but he made
|
|
no answer, though his head was still rocking from side to side and
|
|
he was not asleep.
|
|
|
|
Next to obtain was a stock of ammunition- an easy matter, though I
|
|
had to enter the steerage companionway to do it. Here the hunters
|
|
stored the ammunition-boxes they carried in the boats, and here, but a
|
|
few feet from their noisy revels, I took possession of two boxes.
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|
|
|
Next, to lower a boat. Not so simple a task for one man. Having cast
|
|
off the lashings, I hoisted first on the forward tackle, then on the
|
|
aft, till the boat cleared the rail, when I lowered away, one tackle
|
|
and then the other, for a couple of feet, till it hung snugly, above
|
|
the water, against the schooner's side. I made certain that it
|
|
contained the proper equipment of oars, rowlocks, and sail. Water
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was a consideration, and I robbed every boat aboard of its breaker. As
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there were nine boats all told, it meant that we should have plenty of
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water, and ballast as well, though there was the chance that the
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boat would be overloaded, with the generous supply of other things I
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was taking.
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While Maud was passing me the provisions and I was storing them in
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the boat, a sailor came on deck from the forecastle. He stood by the
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weather rail for a time (we were lowering over the lee rail), and then
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sauntered slowly amidships, where he again paused and stood facing the
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wind, with his back toward us. I could hear my heart beating as I
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crouched low in the boat. Maud had sunk down upon the deck and was,
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I knew, lying motionless, her body in the shadow of the bulwark. But
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the man never turned, and after stretching his arms above his head and
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yawning audibly, he retraced his steps to the forecastle scuttle and
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disappeared.
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A few minutes sufficed to finish the loading, and I lowered the boat
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into the water. As I helped Maud over the rail, and felt her form
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close to mine, it was all I could do to keep from crying out, 'I
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love you! I love you!' Truly, Humphrey Van Weyden was at last in love,
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I thought, as her fingers clung to mine while I lowered her to the
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boat. I held on to the rail with one hand and supported her weight
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with the other, and I was proud at the moment of the feat. It was a
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strength I had not possessed a few months before, on the day I said
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good-by to Charley Furuseth and started for San Francisco on the
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ill-fated Martinez.
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As the boat ascended on a sea, her feet touched and I released her
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hands. I cast off the tackles and leapt after her. I had never rowed
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in my life, but I put out the oars, and at the expense of much
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effort got the boat clear of the Ghost. Then I experimented with the
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sail. I had seen the boat-steerers and hunters set their sprit-sails
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many times, yet this was my first attempt. What took them possibly two
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minutes took me twenty, but in the end I succeeded in setting and
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trimming it, and with the steering-oar in my hands hauled on the wind.
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'There lies Japan,' I remarked, 'straight before us.'
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'Humphrey Van Weyden,' she said, 'you are a brave man.'
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'Nay,' I answered; 'it is you who are a brave woman.'
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We turned our heads, swayed by a common impulse to see the last of
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the Ghost. Her low hull lifted and rolled to windward on a sea; her
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canvas loomed darkly in the night; her lashed wheel creaked as the
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rudder kicked; then sight and sound of her faded away, and we were
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alone on the dark sea.
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CHAPTER TWENTY-SEVEN.
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DAY BROKE, GRAY AND CHILL. The boat was close-hauled on a fresh
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breeze, and the compass indicated that it was making just the course
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that would bring it to Japan. Though stoutly mittened, my fingers were
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cold, and they pained from the grip on the steering-oar. My feet
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were stinging from the bite of the frost, and I hoped fervently that
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the sun would shine.
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Before me, in the bottom of the boat, lay Maud. She, at least, was
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warm, for under her and over her were thick blankets. The top one I
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had drawn over her face to shelter it from the night, so I could see
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nothing but the vague shape of her, and her light-brown hair,
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escaped from the covering and jeweled with moisture from the air.
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Long I looked at her, dwelling upon that one visible bit of her as
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only a man would who deemed it the most precious thing in the world.
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So insistent was my gaze that at last she stirred under the
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blankets, the top fold was thrown back, and she smiled out on me,
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her eyes yet heavy with sleep.
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'Good morning, Mr. Van Weyden,' she said. 'Have you sighted land
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yet?'
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'No,' I answered, 'but we are approaching it at a rate of six
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miles an hour.'
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She made a moue of disappointment.
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'But that is equivalent to one hundred and forty-four miles in
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twenty-four hours,' I added reassuringly.
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Her face brightened. 'And how far have we to go?'
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'Siberia lies off there,' I said, pointing to the west. 'But to
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the southwest, some six hundred miles, is Japan. If this wind should
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hold, we'll make it in five days.'
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'If it storms? The boat could not live?'
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She had a way of looking one in the eyes and demanding the truth,
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and thus she looked at me as she asked the question.
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'It would have to storm very hard,' I temporized.
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'And if it storms very hard?'
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I nodded my head. 'But we may be picked up any moment by a
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sealing-schooner. They are plentifully distributed over this part of
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the ocean.'
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'Why, you are chilled through!' she cried. 'Look! You are shivering.
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Don't deny it; you are. And here I have been lying warm as toast.'
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'I don't see that it would help matters if you, too, sat up and were
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chilled,' I laughed.
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'It will, though, when I learn to steer, which I certainly shall.'
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She sat up and began making her simple toilet. She shook down her
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hair, and it fell about her in a brown cloud, hiding her face and
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shoulders. Dear, damp brown hair! I wanted to kiss it, to ripple it
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through my fingers, to bury my face in it. I gazed entranced, till the
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boat ran into the wind, and the flapping sail warned me I was not
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attending to my duties. Idealist and romanticist that I was and always
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had been in spite of my analytical nature, yet I had failed till now
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|
in grasping much of the physical characteristics of love. The love
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of man and woman, I had always held, was a sublimated something
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related to spirit, a spiritual bond that linked and drew their souls
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together. The bonds of the flesh had no part in my cosmos of love. But
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I was learning the sweet lesson for myself that the soul transmuted
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itself, expressed itself, through the flesh; that the sight and
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sense and touch of the loved one's hair were as much breath and
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voice and essence of the spirit as the light that shone from the
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eyes and the thoughts that fell from the lips. After all, pure
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spirit was unknowable, a thing to be sensed and divined only; nor
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|
could it express itself in terms of itself, Jehovah was
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|
anthropomorphic because he could address himself to the Jews only in
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|
terms of their understanding; so he was conceived as in their own
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|
image, as a cloud, a pillar of fire, a tangible, physical something
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which the mind of the Israelites could grasp.
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And so I gazed upon Maud's light-brown hair, and loved it, and
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learned more of love than all the poets and singers had taught me with
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all their songs and sonnets. She flung it back with a sudden adroit
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movement, and her face emerged, smiling.
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'Why don't women wear their hair down always?' I asked. 'It is so
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much more beautiful.'
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'If it didn't tangle so dreadfully,' she laughed. 'There! I've
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lost one of my precious hairpins!'
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I neglected the boat and had the sail spilling the wind again and
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again, such was my delight in following her every movement as she
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searched through the blankets for the pin. I was surprised, and
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joyfully, that she was so much the woman, and the display of each
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trait and mannerism that was characteristically feminine gave me
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keener joy. For I had been elevating her too highly in my concepts
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|
of her, removing her too far from the plane of the human and too far
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from me. I had been making of her a creature goddess-like and
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unapproachable. So I hailed with delight the little traits that
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proclaimed her only woman after all, such as the toss of the head
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which flung back the cloud of hair, and the search for the pin. She
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was woman, my kind, on my plane, and the delightful intimacy of
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|
kind, of man and woman, was possible, as well as the reverence and awe
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in which I knew I should always hold her.
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She found the pin with an adorable little cry, and I turned my
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attention more fully to my steering. I proceeded to experiment,
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lashing and wedging the steering-oar until the boat held on fairly
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|
well by the wind without my assistance. Occasionally it came up too
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|
close, or fell off too freely; but it always recovered itself and in
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the main behaved satisfactorily.
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'And now we shall have breakfast,' I said. 'But first you must be
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more warmly clad.'
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I got out a heavy shirt, new from the slop-chest and made from
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blanket goods. I knew the kind, so thick and so close of texture
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|
that it could resist the rain and not be soaked through after hours of
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|
wetting. When she had slipped this on over her head, I exchanged the
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boy's cap she wore for a man's cap, large enough to cover her hair,
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|
and, when the flap was turned down, to cover completely her neck and
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|
ears. The effect was charming. Her face was of the sort that cannot
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|
but look well under all circumstances. Nothing could destroy its
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|
exquisite oval, its well-nigh classic lines, its delicately
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stenciled brows, and its large brown eyes, clear-seeing and calm,
|
|
gloriously calm.
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|
Just then a puff, slightly stronger than usual, struck us. The
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|
boat was caught as it obliquely crossed the crest of a wave. It went
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|
over suddenly, burying its gunwale level with the sea and shipping a
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|
bucketful or so of water. I was opening a can of tongue at the moment,
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|
and I sprang to the sheet and cast it off just in time. The sail
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|
flapped and fluttered, and the boat paid off. A few minutes of
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|
regulating sufficed to put it on its course again, when I returned
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|
to the preparation of breakfast.
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'It does very well, it seems, though I am not versed in things
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|
nautical,' she said, nodding her head with grave approval at my
|
|
steering contrivance.
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'But it will serve only when we are sailing by the wind,' I
|
|
explained. 'When running more freely, with the wind astern, abeam,
|
|
or on the quarter, it will be necessary for me to steer.'
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'I must say I don't understand your technicalities,' she said;
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|
'but I do your conclusion, and I don't like it. You cannot steer night
|
|
and day and forever. So I shall expect, after breakfast, to receive my
|
|
first lesson. And then you shall lie down and sleep. We'll stand
|
|
watches just as they do on ships.'
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|
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|
'I don't see how I am to teach you,' I made protest. 'I am just
|
|
learning for myself. You little thought when you trusted yourself to
|
|
me that I had had no experience whatever with small boats. This is the
|
|
first time I have ever been in one.'
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|
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|
'Then we'll learn together, sir. And since you've had a night's
|
|
start you shall teach me what you have learned. And now, breakfast.
|
|
My! this air does give one an appetite!'
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|
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|
'No coffee,' I said regretfully, passing her buttered sea-biscuits
|
|
and a slice of canned tongue. 'And there will be no tea, no soups,
|
|
nothing hot till we have made land somewhere, somehow.'
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|
After the simple breakfast, capped with a cup of cold water, Maud
|
|
took her lesson in steering. In teaching her I learned quite a deal
|
|
myself, though I was applying the knowledge already acquired by
|
|
sailing the Ghost and by watching the boat-steerers sail the small
|
|
boats. She was an apt pupil, and soon learned to keep the course, to
|
|
luff in the puffs, and to cast off the sheet in an emergency.
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|
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|
Having grown tired, apparently, of the task, she relinquished the
|
|
oar to me. I had folded up the blankets, but she now proceeded to
|
|
spread them out on the bottom. When all was arranged snugly, she said:
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|
|
'Now, sir, to bed. And you shall sleep until luncheon.'
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|
|
'Till dinnertime,' she corrected, remembering the arrangement on the
|
|
Ghost.
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|
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|
What could I do? She insisted and said, 'Please, please';
|
|
whereupon I turned the oar over to her and obeyed. I experienced a
|
|
positive sensuous delight as I crawled into the bed she had made
|
|
with her hands. The calm and control which were so much a part of
|
|
her seemed to have been communicated to the blankets, so that I was
|
|
aware of a soft dreaminess and content, and of an oval face and
|
|
brown eyes framed in a fisherman's cap and tossing against a
|
|
background now of gray cloud, now of gray sea, and then I was aware
|
|
that I had been asleep.
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|
|
|
I looked at my watch. It was one o'clock. I had slept seven hours.
|
|
And she had been steering seven hours! When I took the steering-oar
|
|
I had first to unbend her cramped fingers. Her modicum of strength had
|
|
been exhausted, and she was unable even to move from her position. I
|
|
was compelled to let go the sheet while I helped her to the nest of
|
|
blankets and chafed her hands and arms.
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|
|
|
'I am so tired,' she said, with a quick intake of the breath and a
|
|
sigh, drooping her head wearily.
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|
|
|
But she straightened it the next moment. 'Now, don't scold, don't
|
|
you dare scold,' she cried, with mock defiance.
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|
|
|
'I hope my face does not appear angry,' I answered seriously; 'for I
|
|
assure you I am not in the least angry.'
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|
|
|
'N- no,' she considered. 'It looks only reproachful.'
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|
|
|
'Then it is an honest face, for it looks what I feel. You were not
|
|
fair to yourself, nor to me. How can I ever trust you again?'
|
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|
|
She looked penitent. 'I'll be good,' she said, as a naughty child
|
|
might say 'I promise-'
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|
|
|
'To obey as a sailor would obey his captain?'
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|
|
|
Yes,' she answered. 'It was stupid of me, I know.'
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|
|
'Then you must promise something else,' I ventured.
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|
|
'Readily.'
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|
|
'That you will not say, "Please, please," too often; for when you do
|
|
you are sure to override my authority.'
|
|
|
|
She laughed with amused appreciation. She, too, had noticed the
|
|
power of the repeated 'please.'
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|
|
|
'It is a good word-' I began.
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|
|
|
'But I must not overwork it,' she said.
|
|
|
|
Then she laughed weakly, and her head drooped again. I left the
|
|
oar long enough to tuck the blankets about her feet and to pull a
|
|
single fold across her face. Alas! she was not strong. I looked with
|
|
misgiving toward the southwest and thought of the six hundred miles of
|
|
hardship before us- aye, if it were no worse than hardship. On this
|
|
sea a storm might blow up at any moment and destroy us. And yet I
|
|
was unafraid. I was without confidence in the future, extremely
|
|
doubtful, and yet I felt no underlying fear. 'It must come right, it
|
|
must come right,' I repeated to myself over and over again.
|
|
|
|
The wind freshened in the afternoon, raising a stiffer sea and
|
|
trying the boat and me severely. But the supply of food and the nine
|
|
breakers of water enabled the boat to stand up to the sea and wind,
|
|
and I held on as long as I dared. Then I removed the sprit, tightly
|
|
hauling down the peak of the sail, and we raced along under what
|
|
sailors call a leg-of-mutton.
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|
|
|
Late in the afternoon I sighted a steamer's smoke on the horizon
|
|
to leeward, and I knew it either for a Russian cruiser, or, more
|
|
likely, the Macedonia still seeking the Ghost. The sun had not shone
|
|
all day, and it had been bitter cold. As night drew on, the clouds
|
|
darkened and the wind freshened, so that when Maud and I ate supper it
|
|
was with our mittens on and with me still steering and eating
|
|
morsels between puffs.
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|
|
|
By the time it was dark, wind and sea had become too strong for
|
|
the boat, and I reluctantly took in the sail and set about making a
|
|
drag or sea-anchor. I had learned of the device from the talk of the
|
|
hunters, and it was a simple thing to manufacture. Furling the sail
|
|
and lashing it securely about the mast, boom, sprit, and two pairs
|
|
of spare oars, I threw it overboard. A line connected it with the bow,
|
|
and as it floated low in the water, practically unexposed to the wind,
|
|
it drifted less rapidly than the boat. In consequence it held the boat
|
|
bow on to the sea and wind- the safest position in which to escape
|
|
being swamped when the sea is breaking into whitecaps.
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|
|
|
'And now?' Maud asked cheerfully, when the task was accomplished and
|
|
I pulled on my mittens.
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|
|
'And now we are no longer traveling toward Japan,' I answered.
|
|
'Our drift is to the southeast, or south-southeast, at the rate of
|
|
at least two miles an hour.'
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|
|
|
'That will be only twenty-four miles,' she urged, 'if the wind
|
|
remains high all night.'
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|
|
|
'Yes, and only one hundred and forty miles if it continues for three
|
|
days and nights.'
|
|
|
|
'But it won't continue,' she said, with easy confidence. 'It will
|
|
turn around and blow fair.'
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|
|
|
'The sea is the great faithless one.'
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|
|
|
'But the wind!' she retorted. 'I have heard you grow eloquent over
|
|
the brave trade-wind.'
|
|
|
|
'I wish I had thought to bring Wolf Larsen's chronometer and
|
|
sextant,' I said, still gloomily. 'Sailing one direction, drifting
|
|
another direction, to say nothing of the set of the current in some
|
|
third direction, makes a resultant which dead-reckoning can never
|
|
calculate. Before long we shall not know where we are by five
|
|
hundred miles.'
|
|
|
|
Then I begged her pardon and promised I would not be disheartened
|
|
any more. At her solicitation, I let her take the watch till midnight-
|
|
it was then nine o'clock; but I wrapped her in blankets and put an
|
|
oilskin about her before I lay down. I slept only catnaps. The boat
|
|
was leaping and pounding as it fell over the crests, I could hear
|
|
the seas rushing past, and spray was continually being thrown
|
|
aboard. And still, it was not a bad night, I mused- nothing to the
|
|
nights I had been through on the Ghost, nothing, perhaps, to the
|
|
nights we should go through in this cockle-shell. Its planking was
|
|
three quarters of an inch thick. Between us and the bottom of the
|
|
sea was less than an inch of wood.
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|
|
|
And yet, I aver it, and I aver it again, I was unafraid. The death
|
|
which Wolf Larsen and even Thomas Mugridge had made me fear, I no
|
|
longer feared. The coming of Maud Brewster into my life seemed to have
|
|
transformed me. After all, I thought, it is better and finer to love
|
|
than to be loved, if it makes something in life so worth while that
|
|
one is not loath to die for it. I forgot my own life in the love of
|
|
another life; and yet, such is the paradox, I never wanted so much
|
|
to live as right then when I placed the least value upon my own
|
|
life. I never had so much reason for living, was my concluding
|
|
thought; and after that, until I dozed, I contented myself with trying
|
|
to pierce the darkness to where I knew Maud crouched low in the
|
|
stern-sheets, watchful of the foaming sea and ready to call me on
|
|
instant's notice.
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY-EIGHT.
|
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|
|
THERE IS NO NEED OF GOING into an extended recital of our
|
|
suffering in the small boat during the many days we were driven and
|
|
drifted, here and there, willy-nilly, across the ocean. The high
|
|
wind blew from the northwest for twenty-four hours, when it fell calm,
|
|
and in the night sprang up from the southwest. This was dead in our
|
|
teeth, but I took in the sea-anchor and set sail, hauling a course
|
|
on the wind that took us in a south-southeasterly direction. It was an
|
|
even choice between this and the west-northwesterly course that the
|
|
wind permitted; but the warm airs of the south fanned my desire for
|
|
a warmer sea and swayed my decision.
|
|
|
|
In three hours- it was midnight, I well remember, and as dark as I
|
|
had ever seen it on the sea- the wind, still blowing out of the
|
|
southwest, rose furiously, and once again I was compelled to set the
|
|
sea-anchor.
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|
|
|
Day broke and found me wan-eyed and the ocean lashed white, the boat
|
|
pitching, almost on end, to its drag. We were in imminent danger of
|
|
being swamped by the whitecaps. As it was, spray and spume came aboard
|
|
in such quantities that I baled without cessation. The blankets were
|
|
soaking. Everything was wet except Maud, and she, in oilskins,
|
|
rubber boots, and souwester, was dry, all but her face and hands and a
|
|
stray wisp of hair. She relieved me at the baling-hole from time to
|
|
time, and bravely she threw out the water and faced the storm. All
|
|
things are relative. It was no more than a stiff blow; but to us,
|
|
fighting for life in our frail craft, it was indeed a storm.
|
|
|
|
Cold and cheerless, the wind beating on our faces, the white seas
|
|
roaring by, we struggled through the day. Night came, but neither of
|
|
us slept. Day came, and still the wind beat on our faces and the white
|
|
seas roared past. By the second night Maud was falling asleep from
|
|
exhaustion. I covered her with oilskins and a tarpaulin. She was
|
|
comparatively dry, but she was numb with the cold. I feared greatly
|
|
that she might die in the night; but day broke, cold and cheerless,
|
|
with the same clouded sky and beating wind and roaring seas.
|
|
|
|
I had had no sleep for forty-eight hours. I was wet and chilled to
|
|
the marrow, till I felt more dead than alive. My body was stiff from
|
|
exertion as well as from cold, and my aching muscles gave me the
|
|
severest torture whenever I used them- and I used them continually.
|
|
And all the time we were being driven off into the northeast, directly
|
|
away from Japan and toward bleak Bering Sea.
|
|
|
|
And still we lived, and the boat lived, and the wind blew
|
|
unabated. In fact, toward nightfall of the third day it increased a
|
|
trifle and something more. The boat's bow plunged under a crest, and
|
|
we came through quarter full of water. I baled like a madman. The
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liability of shipping another such sea was enormously increased by the
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water that weighed the boat down and robbed it of its buoyancy. And
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another such sea meant the end. When I had the boat empty again I
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was forced to take away the tarpaulin that covered Maud, in order that
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I might lash it down across the bow. It was well I did, for it covered
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the boat fully a third of the way aft, and three times in the next
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several hours it flung off the bulk of the down-rushing water when the
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bow shoved under the seas.
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Maud's condition was pitiable. She sat crouched in the bottom of the
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boat, her lips blue, her face gray and plainly showing the pain she
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suffered. But ever her eyes looked bravely at me, and ever her lips
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uttered brave words.
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The worst of the storm must have blown that night, though little I
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noticed it. I had succumbed and slept where I sat in the stern-sheets.
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The morning of the fourth day found the wind diminished to a gentle
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whisper, the sea dying down, and the sun shining upon us. Oh, the
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blessed sun! How we bathed our poor bodies in its delicious warmth,
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reviving like insects and crawling things after a storm! We smiled
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again, said amusing things, and waxed optimistic over our situation.
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Yet it was, if anything, worse than ever. We were farther away from
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Japan than the night we left the Ghost. Nor could I more than
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roughly guess our latitude and longitude. At a calculation of a
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two-mile drift per hour, during the seventy and odd hours of the storm
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we had been driven at least one hundred and fifty miles to the
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northeast. But was such calculated drift correct? For all I knew, it
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might have been four miles per hour instead of two, in which case we
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were another hundred and fifty miles to the bad.
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Where we were I did not know, though there was quite a likelihood
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that we were in the vicinity of the Ghost. There were seals about
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us, and I was prepared to sight a sealing-schooner at any time. We did
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sight one, in the afternoon, when the northwest breeze had sprung up
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freshly once more; but the strange schooner lost itself on the
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skyline, and we alone occupied the circle of the sea.
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Came days of fog, when even Maud's spirit drooped and there were
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no merry words upon her lips; days of calm, when we floated on the
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lonely immensity of sea, oppressed by its greatness and yet
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marveling at the miracle of tiny life, for we still lived and
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struggled to live; days of sleet and wind and snow-squalls, when
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nothing could keep us warm; or days of drizzling rain, when we
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filled our water-breakers from the drip of the wet sail.
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And ever I loved Maud with an increasing love. She was so
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many-sided, so many-mooded- 'Protean-mooded' I called her. But I
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called her this, and other and dearer things, in my thoughts only.
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Though the declaration of my love urged and trembled on my tongue a
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thousand times, I knew that it was no time for such a declaration.
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If for no other reason, it was no time, when one was protecting and
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trying to save a woman, to ask that woman for her love. Delicate as
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was the situation, not alone in this but in other ways, I flattered
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myself that I was able to deal delicately with it; and also I
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flattered myself that by look or sign I gave no advertisement of the
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love I felt for her. We were like good comrades, and we grew better
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comrades as the days went by.
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One thing about her that surprised me was her lack of timidity and
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fear. The terrible sea, the frail-boat, the storms, the suffering, the
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strangeness and isolation of the situation,- all that should have
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frightened a robust woman,- seemed to make no impression upon her
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who had known life only in its most sheltered and consummately
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artificial aspects, and who was herself all fire and dew and mist,
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sublimated spirit- all that was soft and tender and clinging in woman.
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And yet I am wrong. She was timid and afraid, but she possessed
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courage. The flesh and the qualms of the flesh she was heir to, but
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the flesh bore heavily only on the flesh. And she was spirit, first
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and always spirit, etherealized essence of life, as calm as her calm
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eyes, and sure of permanence in the changing order of the universe.
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Came days of storm, days and nights of storm, when the ocean menaced
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us with its roaring whiteness and the wind smote our struggling boat
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with a Titan's buffets. And ever we were flung off farther and farther
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to the northeast. It was in such a storm, and the worst that we had
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experienced, that I cast a weary glance to leeward, not in quest of
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anything, but more from the weariness of facing the elemental strife
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and in mute appeal, almost, to the wrathful powers to cease and let us
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be. What I saw I could not at first believe; days and nights of
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sleeplessness and anxiety had doubtless turned my head. I looked
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back at Maud, to identify myself, as it were, in time and space. The
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sight of her dear wet cheeks, her flying hair, and her brave brown
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eyes convinced me that my vision was still healthy. Again I turned
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my face to leeward, and again I saw the jutting promontory, black
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and high and naked, the raging surf that broke about its base and beat
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its front high up with spouting fountains, the black and forbidding
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coastline running toward the southeast and fringed with a tremendous
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scarf of white.
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'Maud,' I said, 'Maud.'
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She turned her head and beheld the sight.
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'It cannot be Alaska!' she cried.
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'No,' I answered; and asked, 'Can you swim?'
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She shook her head.
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'Neither can I,' I said. 'So we must get ashore without swimming, in
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some opening between the rocks through which we can drive the boat and
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clamber out. But we must be quick, very quick- and sure.'
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I spoke with a confidence she knew I did not feel, for she looked at
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me with that unfaltering gaze of hers, and said:
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'I have not thanked you yet for all you have done for me, but-'
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She hesitated, as if in doubt how best to word her gratitude.
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'Well?' I said brutally, for I was not quite pleased with her
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thanking me.
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'You might help me,' she smiled.
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'To acknowledge your obligations before you die? Not at all. We
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are not going to die. We shall land on that island, and we shall be
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snug and sheltered before the day is done.'
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I spoke stoutly, but I did not believe a word. Nor was I prompted to
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lie through fear. I felt no fear, though I was sure of death in that
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boiling surge among the rocks which was rapidly growing nearer. It was
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impossible to hoist sail and claw off that shore. The wind would
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|
instantly capsize the boat; the seas would swamp it the moment it fell
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into the trough; and, besides, the sail, lashed to the spare oars,
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dragged in the sea ahead of us.
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As I say, I was not afraid to meet my own death there, a few hundred
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|
yards to leeward; but I was appalled at the thought that Maud must
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die. My cursed imagination saw her beaten and mangled against the
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rocks, and it was too terrible. I strove to compel myself to think
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we would make the landing safely, and so I spoke not what I
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believed, but what I preferred to believe.
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I recoiled before contemplation of that frightful death, and for a
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moment I entertained the wild idea of seizing Maud in my arms and
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leaping overboard. Then I resolved to wait, and at the last moment,
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when we entered on the final stretch, to take her in my arms and
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proclaim my love, and, with her in my embrace, to make the desperate
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struggle and die.
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Instinctively we drew closer together in the bottom of the boat. I
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felt her mittened hand come out to mine; and thus, without speech,
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we waited the end. We were not far off the line the wind made with the
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western edge of the promontory, and I watched in the hope that some
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set of the current or send of the sea would drift us past before we
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reached the surf.
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'We shall go clear,' I said, with a confidence that I knew
|
|
deceived neither of us. Five minutes later I cried: 'By God! We
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shall go clear!'
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The oath left my lips in my excitement- the first, I do believe,
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in my life, unless 'trouble it,' an expletive of my youth, be
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accounted an oath.
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'I beg your pardon,' I said.
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'You have convinced me for the first time of your sincerity,' she
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said, with a faint smile. 'I do know now that we shall go clear.'
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I had seen a distant headland past the extreme edge of the
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promontory, and as we looked we could see grow the intervening
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coastline of what was evidently a deep cove. At the same time there
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|
broke upon our ears a continuous and mighty bellowing. It partook of
|
|
the magnitude and volume of distant thunder, and it came to us
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|
directly from leeward, rising above the crash of the surf and
|
|
traveling directly in the teeth of the storm. As we passed the
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|
point, the whole cove burst upon our view, a half-moon of white
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sandy beach upon which broke a huge surf and which was covered with
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myriads of seals. It was from them that the great bellowing went up.
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'A rookery!' I cried. 'Now are we indeed saved. There must be men
|
|
and cruisers to protect them from the seal-hunters. Possibly there
|
|
is a station ashore.'
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But as I studied the surf that beat upon the beach, I said: 'Still
|
|
bad, but not so bad. And now, if the gods be truly kind, we shall
|
|
drift by that next headland and come upon a perfectly sheltered
|
|
beach where we may land without wetting our feet.'
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And the gods were kind. The first and second headlands were directly
|
|
in line with the southwest wind; but once around the second,- and we
|
|
went perilously close,- we picked up the third headland, still in line
|
|
with the wind and with the other two. But the cove that intervened! It
|
|
penetrated deep into the land, and the tide, setting in, drifted us
|
|
under the shelter of the point. Here the sea was calm, save for a
|
|
heavy but smooth ground-swell, and I took in the sea-anchor and
|
|
began to row. From the point the shore curved away more and more to
|
|
the south and west, until, at last, it disclosed a cove within the
|
|
cove, a little landlocked harbor, the water as level as a pond, broken
|
|
only by tiny ripples, where vagrant breaths and wisps of the storm
|
|
hurtled down from over the frowning wall of rock that backed the beach
|
|
a hundred feet inshore.
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|
Here were no seals whatever. The boat's stem touched the hard
|
|
shingle. I sprang out, extending my hand to Maud. The next moment
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|
she was beside me. As my fingers released hers, she clutched for my
|
|
arm hastily. At the same moment I swayed, as if about to fall to the
|
|
sand. This was the startling effect of the cessation of motion. We had
|
|
been so long upon the moving, rocking sea that the stable land was a
|
|
shock to us. We expected the beach to lift up this way and that, and
|
|
the rocky walls to swing back and forth like the sides of a ship;
|
|
and when we braced ourselves automatically for these various
|
|
expected movements, their non-occurrence quite overcame our
|
|
equilibrium.
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|
'I really must sit down,' Maud said, with a nervous laugh and a
|
|
dizzy gesture, and forthwith she sat down on the sand.
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|
I attended to making the boat secure and joined her. Thus we
|
|
landed on Endeavor Island, as we called it, land-sick from long custom
|
|
of the sea.
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|
CHAPTER TWENTY-NINE.
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'FOOL!' I CRIED ALOUD in my vexation.
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I had unloaded the boat and carried its contents high up on the
|
|
beach, where I had set about making a camp. There was driftwood,
|
|
though not much, on the beach, and the sight of a coffee-tin I had
|
|
taken from the Ghost's larder had given me the idea of a fire.
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|
'Blithering idiot!' I was continuing.
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|
|
But Maud said, 'Tut! tut!' in gentle reproval, and then asked why
|
|
I was a blithering idiot.
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|
'No matches!' I groaned. 'Not a match did I bring! And now we
|
|
shall have no hot coffee, soup, tea, nor anything.'
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|
'Wasn't it er- Crusoe who rubbed sticks together?' she drawled.
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|
'But I have read the personal narratives of a score of shipwrecked
|
|
men who tried, and tried in vain,' I answered. 'I remember Winters,
|
|
a newspaper fellow with an Alaskan and Siberian reputation. Met him at
|
|
the Bibelot once, and he was telling us how he attempted to make a
|
|
fire with a couple of sticks. It was most amusing. He told it
|
|
inimitably, but it was the story of a failure. I remember his
|
|
conclusion, his black eyes flashing as he said: "Gentlemen, the
|
|
South Sea Islander may do it, the Malay may do it, but, take my
|
|
word, it's beyond the white man."'
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|
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'Oh, well, we've managed so far without it,' she said cheerfully;
|
|
'and there's no reason why we cannot still manage without it.'
|
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|
'But think of the coffee!' I cried. 'It's good coffee, too. I
|
|
know; I took it from Larsen's private stores. And look at that good
|
|
wood.'
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|
|
|
I confess that I wanted the coffee badly, and I learned not long
|
|
afterward that the berry was likewise a little weakness of Maud's.
|
|
Besides, we had been so long on a cold diet that we were numb inside
|
|
as well as out. Anything warm would have been most gratifying. But I
|
|
complained no more, and set about making a tent of the sail for Maud.
|
|
|
|
I had looked upon it as a simple task, what with the oars, mast,
|
|
boom, and sprit, to say nothing of plenty of lines. But as I was
|
|
without experience, and as every detail was an experiment and every
|
|
successful detail an invention, the day was well gone before her
|
|
shelter was an accomplished fact. And then that night it rained, and
|
|
Maud was flooded out and driven back into the boat.
|
|
|
|
The next morning I dug a shallow ditch around the tent, and, an hour
|
|
later, a sudden gust of wind, whipping over the rocky wall behind
|
|
us, picked up the tent and smashed it down on the sand thirty yards
|
|
away.
|
|
|
|
Maud laughed at my crestfallen expression, and I said: 'As soon as
|
|
the wind abates I intend going in the boat to explore the island.
|
|
There must be a station somewhere, and men. And ships must visit the
|
|
station. Some government must protect all these seals. But I wish to
|
|
have you comfortable before I start.'
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|
|
|
'I should like to go with you,' was all she said.
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|
|
|
'It would be better if you remained. You have had enough of
|
|
hardship. It is a miracle that you have survived. And it won't be
|
|
comfortable in the boat, rowing and sailing in this rainy weather.
|
|
What you need is rest, and I should like you to remain and get it.'
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|
|
|
Something suspiciously akin to moistness dimmed her beautiful eyes
|
|
before she dropped them and partly turned away her head.
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|
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|
'I should prefer going with you,' she said in a low voice, in
|
|
which there was just a hint of appeal.
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|
|
|
'I might be able to help you a-' her voice broke- 'a little. And
|
|
if anything should happen to you, think of me left here alone.'
|
|
|
|
'Oh, I intend being very careful,' I answered. 'And I shall not go
|
|
so far but what I can get back before night. Yes, all said and done, I
|
|
think it vastly better for you to remain and sleep and rest and do
|
|
nothing.'
|
|
|
|
She turned and looked me in the eyes. Her gaze was soft but
|
|
unfaltering.
|
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|
'Please, please!' she said very softly.
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|
I stiffened myself to refuse, and shook my head. Still she waited
|
|
and looked at me, I tried to word my refusal, but wavered. I saw the
|
|
glad light spring into her eyes, and knew that I had lost. It was
|
|
impossible to say no after that.
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|
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|
The wind died down in the afternoon, and we were prepared to start
|
|
the following morning. There was no way of penetrating the island from
|
|
our cove, for the walls rose perpendicularly from the beach, and on
|
|
each side of the cove rose from the deep water.
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|
|
|
Morning broke dull and gray, but calm, and I was awake early and had
|
|
the boat in readiness.
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|
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|
'Fool! Imbecile! Yahoo!' I shouted, when I thought it was meet to
|
|
arouse Maud; but this time I shouted in merriment as I danced about
|
|
the beach, bareheaded, in mock despair.
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|
|
Her head appeared under the flap of the sail.
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|
'What now?' she asked sleepily and, withal, curiously.
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|
'Coffee!' I cried. 'What do you say to a cup of coffee- hot
|
|
coffee, piping hot?'
|
|
|
|
'My!' she murmured, 'you startled me. And you are cruel. Here I have
|
|
been composing my soul to do without it, and here you are vexing me
|
|
with your vain suggestions.'
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'Watch me,' I said.
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|
From under clefts among the rocks I gathered a few dry sticks and
|
|
chips. These I whittled into shavings or split into kindling. From
|
|
my notebook I tore out a page, and from the ammunition-box took a
|
|
shotgun shell. Removing the wads from the latter with my knife. I
|
|
emptied the powder on a flat rock. Next I pried the primer, or cap,
|
|
from the shell, and laid it on the rock in the midst of the
|
|
scattered powder. All was ready. Maud still watched from the tent.
|
|
Holding the paper in my left hand, I smashed down upon the cap with
|
|
a rock held in my right. There was a puff of white smoke, a burst of
|
|
flame, and the rough edge of the paper was alight.
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|
|
|
Maud clapped her hands gleefully. 'Prometheus!' she cried.
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|
|
|
But I was far too busy to acknowledge her delight. The feeble
|
|
flame must be cherished tenderly if it were to gather strength and
|
|
live. I fed it shaving by shaving and sliver by sliver, till at last
|
|
it was snapping and crackling as it laid hold of the smaller chips and
|
|
sticks. To be cast away on an island had not entered into my
|
|
calculations, so we were without a kettle or cooking-utensils of any
|
|
sort; but I made shift with the tin used for baling the boat, and
|
|
later, as we consumed our supply of canned goods, we accumulated quite
|
|
an imposing array of cooking-vessels.
|
|
|
|
I boiled the water, but it was Maud who made the coffee. And how
|
|
good it was! My contribution was canned beef fried with crumpled
|
|
sea-biscuit and water. The breakfast was a success, and we sat about
|
|
the fire much longer than enterprising explorers should have done,
|
|
sipping the hot black coffee and talking over our situation.
|
|
|
|
I was confident that we would find a station in some one of the
|
|
coves, for I knew that the rookeries of Bering Sea were thus
|
|
guarded; but Maud advanced the theory- to prepare me for
|
|
disappointment, I do believe, if disappointment were to come- that
|
|
we had discovered an unknown rookery. She was in very good spirits,
|
|
however, and made quite merry in accepting our plight as a grave one.
|
|
|
|
'If you are right,' I said, 'then we must prepare to winter here.
|
|
Our food will not last, but there are the seals. They go away in the
|
|
fall, so I must soon begin to lay in a supply of meat. Then there will
|
|
be huts to build, and driftwood to gather. Also, we shall try out seal
|
|
fat for lighting purposes. Altogether, we'll have our hands full if we
|
|
find the island uninhabited. Which we shall not, I know.'
|
|
|
|
But she was right. We sailed with a beam wind along the shore,
|
|
searching the coves with our glasses, and landing occasionally,
|
|
without finding a sign of human life. Yet we learned that we were
|
|
not the first that had landed on Endeavor Island. High up on the beach
|
|
of the second cove from ours, we discovered the splintered wreck of
|
|
a boat- a sealer's boat, for the rowlocks were bound in sennit, a
|
|
gun-rack was on the starboard side of the bow, and in white letters
|
|
was faintly visible Gazelle No. 2. The boat had lain there for a
|
|
long time, for it was half filled with sand, and the splintered wood
|
|
had that weather-worn appearance due to long exposure to the elements.
|
|
In the stern-sheets I found a rusty ten-gauge shotgun and a sailor's
|
|
sheath-knife broken short across and so rusted as to be almost
|
|
unrecognizable.
|
|
|
|
'They got away,' I said cheerfully; but I felt a sinking at the
|
|
heart and seemed to divine the presence of bleached bones somewhere on
|
|
that beach.
|
|
|
|
I did not wish Maud's spirits to be dampened by such a find, so I
|
|
turned seaward again with our boat and skirted the northeastern
|
|
point of the island. There were no beaches on the southern shore,
|
|
and by early afternoon we rounded the black promontory and completed
|
|
the circumnavigation of the island. I estimated its circumference at
|
|
twenty-five miles, its width as varying from two to five miles;
|
|
while my most conservative calculation placed on its beaches two
|
|
hundred thousand seals. The island was highest at its extreme
|
|
southwestern point, the headlands and backbone diminishing regularly
|
|
until the northeastern portion was only a few feet above the sea. With
|
|
the exception of our little cove, the other beaches sloped gently back
|
|
for a distance of half a mile or so, into what I might call rocky
|
|
meadows, with here and there patches of moss and tundra grass. Here
|
|
the seals hauled out, and the old bulls guarded their harems, while
|
|
the young bulls hauled out by themselves.
|
|
|
|
This brief description is all that Endeavor Island merits. Damp
|
|
and soggy where it was not sharp and rocky, buffeted by storm-winds
|
|
and lashed by the sea, with the air continually a-tremble with the
|
|
bellowing of two hundred thousand amphibians, it was a melancholy
|
|
and miserable sojourning-place. Maud, who had prepared me for
|
|
disappointment, and who had been sprightly and vivacious all day,
|
|
broke down as we landed in our own little cove. She strove bravely
|
|
to hide it from me, but while I was kindling another fire I knew she
|
|
was stifling her sobs in the blankets under the sail-tent.
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It was my turn to be cheerful, and I played the part to the best
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of my ability, and with such success that I brought the laughter
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back into her dear eyes and song on her lips, for she sang to me
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before she went to an early bed. It was the first time I had heard her
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sing, and I lay by the fire, listening and transported; for she was
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nothing if not an artist in everything she did, and her voice,
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though not strong, was wonderfully sweet and expressive.
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I still slept in the boat, and I lay awake long that night, gazing
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up at the first stars I had seen in many nights and pondering the
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situation. Responsibility of this sort was a new thing to me. Wolf
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Larsen had been quite right. I had stood on my father's legs. My
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lawyers and agents had taken care of my money for me. I had had no
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responsibilities at all. Then, on the Ghost, I had learned to be
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responsible for myself. And now, for the first time in my life, I
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found myself responsible for some one else. And it was required of
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me that this should be the gravest of responsibilities, for she was
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the one woman in the world- the one small woman, as I loved to think
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of her.
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CHAPTER THIRTY.
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NO WONDER WE CALLED IT Endeavor Island. For two weeks we toiled at
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building a hut. Maud insisted on helping, and I could have wept over
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her bruised and bleeding hands. And still, I was proud of her
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because of it. There was something heroic about this gently bred woman
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enduring our terrible hardship and with her pittance of strength
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bending to the tasks of a peasant woman. She gathered many of the
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stones that I built into the walls of the hut; also, she turned a deaf
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ear to my entreaties when I begged her to desist. She compromised,
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however, by taking upon herself the lighter labors of cooking and of
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gathering driftwood and moss for our winter's supply.
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The hut's walls rose without difficulty, and everything went
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smoothly until the problem of the roof confronted me. Of what use
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the four walls without a roof? And of what could a roof be made? There
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were the spare oars, very true. They would serve as roof-beams; but
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with what was I to cover them? Moss would never do. Tundra grass was
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impracticable. We needed the sail for the boat, and the tarpaulin
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had begun to leak.
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'Winters used walrus-skins on his hut,' I said.
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'There are the seals,' she suggested.
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So next day the hunting began. I did not know how to shoot, but I
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proceeded to learn. And when I had expended some thirty shells for
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three seals, I decided that the ammunition would be exhausted before I
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acquired the necessary knowledge. I had used eight shells for lighting
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fires before I hit upon the device of banking the embers with wet
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moss, and there remained not over a hundred shells in the box.
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'We must club the seals,' I announced, when convinced of my poor
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marksmanship. 'I have heard the sealers talk about clubbing them.'
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'They are so pretty,' she objected. 'I cannot bear to think of it
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being done. It is so directly brutal, you know, so different from
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shooting them.'
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'That roof must go on,' I answered grimly. 'Winter is almost here.
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It is our lives against theirs. It is unfortunate we haven't plenty of
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ammunition, but I think, anyway, that they suffer less from being
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clubbed than from being all shot up. Besides, I shall do the
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clubbing.'
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'That's just it,' she began eagerly, and broke off in sudden
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confusion.
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'Of course,' I began, 'if you prefer-'
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'But what shall I be doing?' she interrupted, with that softness I
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knew full well to be insistence.
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'Gathering firewood and cooking dinner,' I answered lightly.
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She shook her head. 'It is too dangerous for you to attempt alone.'
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'I know, I know,' she waived my protest. 'I am only a weak woman,
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but just my small assistance may enable you to escape disaster.'
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'But the clubbing?' I suggested.
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'Of course you will do that. I shall probably scream. I'll look away
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when-'
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'The danger is most serious,' I laughed.
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'I shall use my judgment when to look and when not to look,' she
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replied, with a grand air.
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The upshot of the affair was that she accompanied me next morning. I
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rowed into the adjoining cove and up to the edge of the beach. There
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were seals all about us in the water, and the bellowing thousands on
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the beach compelled us to shout at each other to make ourselves heard.
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'I know men club them,' I said, trying to reassure myself, and
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gazing doubtfully at a large bull, not thirty feet away, upreared on
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his fore flippers and regarding me intently. 'But the question is, how
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do they club them?'
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'Let us gather tundra grass and thatch the roof,' Maud said.
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She was as frightened as I at the prospect, and we had reason to be,
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gazing at close range at the gleaming teeth and dog-like mouths.
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'I always thought they were afraid of men,' I said. 'How do I know
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they are not afraid?' I queried a moment later, after having rowed a
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few more strokes along the beach. 'Perhaps if I were to step boldly
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ashore, they would cut for it and I could not catch up with one.'
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And still I hesitated.
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'I heard of a man once that invaded the nesting-grounds of wild
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geese,' Maud said. 'They killed him.'
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'The geese?'
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'Yes, the geese. My brother told me about it when I was a little
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girl.'
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'But I know men club them,' I persisted.
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'I think the tundra grass will make just as good a roof,' she said.
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Far from her intention, her words were maddening me, driving me
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on. I could not play the coward before her eyes.
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'Here goes,' I said, backing water with one oar and running the
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bow ashore.
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I stepped out and advanced valiantly upon a long-maned bull in the
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midst of his wives. I was armed with the regular club with which the
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boat-pullers killed the wounded seals gaffed aboard by the hunters. It
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was only a foot and a half long, and in my superb ignorance I never
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dreamed that the club used ashore when raiding the rookeries
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measured four or five feet. The cows lumbered out of my way, and the
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distance between me and the bull decreased. He raised himself on his
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flippers with an angry movement. We were a dozen feet apart. Still I
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advanced steadily, looking for him to turn tail at any moment and run.
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At six feet the panicky thought rushed into my mind: What if he will
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not run? Why, then I shall club him, came the answer. In my fear I had
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forgotten that I was there to get the bull instead of to make him run.
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And just then he gave a snort and a snarl and rushed at me. His eyes
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were blazing, his mouth was wide open; the teeth gleamed cruelly
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white. Without shame, I confess that it was I that turned tail and
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footed it. He ran awkwardly, but he ran well. He was but two paces
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behind when I tumbled into the boat, and as I shoved off with an oar
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his teeth crunched down upon the blade. The stout wood was crushed
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like an egg-shell. Maud and I were astounded. A moment later he had
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dived under the boat, seized the keel in his mouth, and was shaking
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the boat violently.
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'My!' said Maud. 'Let's go back.'
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I shook my head. 'I can do what other men have done, and I know that
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other men have clubbed seals. But I think I'll leave the bulls alone
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next time.
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'I wish you wouldn't,' she said.
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'Now don't say, "Please, please,"' I cried, half angrily, I do
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believe.
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She made no reply, and I knew my tone must have hurt her.
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'I beg your pardon,' I said, or shouted, rather, in order to make
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myself heard above the roar of the rookery. 'If you say so, I'll
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turn and go back; but honestly, I'd rather stay.'
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'Now, don't say that this is what you get for bringing a woman
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along,' she said. She smiled at me whimsically, gloriously, and I knew
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there was no need for forgiveness.
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I rowed a couple of hundred feet along the beach so as to recover my
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nerves, and then stepped ashore again.
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'Do be cautious!' she called after me.
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I nodded my head and proceeded to make a flank attack on the nearest
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harem. All went until I aimed a blow at an outlying cow's head and
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fell short. She snorted and tried to scramble away. I ran in close and
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struck another blow, hitting the shoulder instead of the head.
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'Look out!' I heard Maud scream.
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In my excitement I had not been taking notice of other things, and I
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looked up to see the lord of the harem charging down upon me. Again
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I fled to the boat, hotly pursued; but this time Maud made no
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suggestion of turning back.
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'It would be better, I imagine, if you let harems alone and
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|
devoted your attention to lonely and inoffensive-looking seals,' was
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|
what she said. 'I think I have read something about them- Dr. Jordan's
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|
book, I believe. They are the young bulls, not old enough to have
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harems of their own. He called them the holluschickie, or something
|
|
like that. It seems to me, if we find where they haul out-'
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'It seems to me that your fighting instinct is aroused,' I laughed.
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She flushed quickly and prettily. 'I'll admit I don't like defeat
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any more than you do, nor any more than I like the idea of killing
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such pretty, inoffensive creatures.'
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'Pretty!' I sniffed. 'I failed to mark anything preeminently
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pretty about those foamy-mouthed beasts that raced me.'
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'Your point of view,' she laughed. 'You lacked perspective. Now if
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you did not have to get so close to the subject-'
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'The very thing!' I cried. 'What I need is a longer club. And
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there's that broken oar ready to hand.'
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'It just comes to me,' she said, 'that Captain Larsen was telling me
|
|
how the men raided the rookeries. They drive the seals, in small
|
|
herds, a short distance inland before they kill them.'
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'I don't care to undertake the herding of one of those harems,' I
|
|
objected.
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'But there are the holluschickie,' she said. 'The holluschickie haul
|
|
out by themselves, and Dr. Jordan says that paths are left between the
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|
harems, and that as long as the holluschickie keep strictly to the
|
|
paths they are unmolested by the masters of the harem.'
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'There's one now,' I said, pointing to a young bull in the water.
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'Let's watch him and follow him if he hauls out.'
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He swam directly to the beach and clambered out into a small opening
|
|
between two harems, the masters of which made warning noises, but
|
|
did not attack him. We watched him travel slowly inland, threading
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about among the harems along what must have been the path.
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'Here goes,' I said, stepping out; but I confess my heart was in
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|
my mouth as I thought of going through the heart of that monstrous
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herd.
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'It would be wise to make the boat fast,' Maud said.
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She had stepped out beside me, and I regarded her with wonderment.
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She nodded her head determinedly. 'Yes, I'm going with you, so you
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|
may as well secure the boat and arm me with a club.'
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'Let's go back,' I said dejectedly. 'I think tundra grass will do,
|
|
after all.'
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'You know it won't,' was her reply. 'Shall I lead?'
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|
With a shrug of the shoulders, but with the warmest admiration and
|
|
pride at heart for this woman, I equipped her with the broken oar
|
|
and took another for myself. It was with nervous trepidation that we
|
|
made the first few rods of the journey. Once Maud screamed in terror
|
|
as a cow thrust an inquisitive nose toward her foot, and several times
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|
I quickened my pace for the same reason. But, beyond warning coughs
|
|
from each side, there were no signs of hostility. It was a rookery
|
|
that had never been raided by the hunters, and in consequence the
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|
seals were mild-tempered and at the same time unafraid.
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In the very heart of the herd the din was terrific. It was almost
|
|
dizzying in its effect. I paused and smiled reassuringly at Maud,
|
|
for I had recovered my equanimity sooner than she. I could see that
|
|
she was still badly frightened. She came close to me and shouted:
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'I'm dreadfully afraid!'
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|
And I was not. Though the novelty had not yet worn off, the peaceful
|
|
comportment of the seals had quieted my alarm. Maud was trembling.
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'I'm afraid, and I'm not afraid,' she chattered, with shaking
|
|
jaws. 'It's my miserable body, not I.'
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|
'It's all right; it's all right,' I reassured her, my arm passing
|
|
instinctively and protectingly around her.
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|
I shall never forget, in that moment, how instantly conscious I
|
|
became of my manhood. The primitive deeps of my nature stirred. I felt
|
|
myself masculine, the protector of the weak, the fighting male. And,
|
|
best of all, I felt myself the protector of my loved one. She leaned
|
|
against me, so light and lily-frail, and as her trembling eased away
|
|
it seemed as though I became aware of prodigious strength. I felt
|
|
myself a match for the most ferocious bull in the herd, and I know,
|
|
had such a bull charged upon me, that I would have met him
|
|
unflinchingly and cooly, and I know that I would have killed him.
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|
'I am all right now,' she said, looking up at me gratefully. 'Let us
|
|
go on.'
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|
And that the strength in me had quieted her and given her confidence
|
|
filled me with an exultant joy. The youth of the race seemed
|
|
burgeoning in me, over-civilized man that I was, and I lived for
|
|
myself the old hunting days and forest nights of my remote and
|
|
forgotten ancestry. I had much for which to thank Wolf Larsen, was
|
|
my thought as we went along the path between the jostling harems.
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|
A quarter of a mile inland we came upon the holluschickie- sleek
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|
bulls, living out the loneliness of their bacherlorhood and
|
|
gathering strength against the day when they would fight their way
|
|
into the ranks of the benedicts.
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|
Everything now went smoothly. I seemed to know just what to do and
|
|
how to do it. Shouting, making threatening gestures with my club,
|
|
and even prodding the lazy ones, I quickly cut out a score of the
|
|
young bachelors from their companions. Whenever one made an attempt to
|
|
break back toward the water, I headed him off. Maud took an active
|
|
part in the drive, and with her cries and flourishings of the broken
|
|
oar was of considerable assistance. I noticed, though, that whenever
|
|
one looked tired and lagged she let him slip past. But I noticed,
|
|
also, whenever one, with a show of fight, tried to break past, that
|
|
her eyes glinted and showed bright and she rapped him smartly with her
|
|
club.
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'My, it's exciting!' she cried, pausing from sheer weakness. 'I
|
|
think I'll sit down.'
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|
I drove the little herd (a dozen strong, now, what of the escapes
|
|
she had permitted) a hundred yards farther on; and by the time she
|
|
joined me I had finished the slaughter and was beginning to skin. An
|
|
hour later went proudly back along the path between the harems. And
|
|
twice again we came down the path burdened with skins, till I
|
|
thought we had enough to roof the hut. I set the sail, laid one tack
|
|
out of the cove, and on the other tack made our own little inner cove.
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|
'It's just like home-coming,' Maud said, as I ran the boat ashore.
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|
I heard her words with a responsive thrill, it was all so dearly
|
|
intimate and natural, and I said:
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|
'It seems as though I have lived this life always. The world of
|
|
books and bookish folk is very vague, more like a dream-memory than an
|
|
actuality. I surely have hunted and forayed and fought all the days of
|
|
my life. And you, too, seem a part of it. You are-' I was on the verge
|
|
of saying, 'my woman, my mate,' but glibly changed it to, 'standing
|
|
the hardship well.'
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|
|
But her ear had caught the flaw. She recognized a flight that
|
|
midmost broke. She gave me a quick look.
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|
'Not that. You were saying-'
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|
'That you are living the life of a savage and living it quite
|
|
successfully,' I said easily.
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|
'Oh,' was all she replied; but I could have sworn there was a note
|
|
of disappointment in her voice.
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|
|
But 'my woman, my mate,' kept ringing in my head for the rest of the
|
|
day and for many days. Yet never did it ring more loudly than the
|
|
night, as I watched her draw back the blanket of moss from the
|
|
coals, blow up the fire, and cook the evening meal. It must have
|
|
been latent savagery stirring in me for the old words, so bound up
|
|
with the roots of the race, to grip me and thrill me. And grip and
|
|
thrill they did, till I fell asleep, murmuring them to myself over and
|
|
over again.
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CHAPTER THIRTY-ONE.
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|
'IT WILL SMELL,' I SAID, 'but it will keep in the heat and keep
|
|
out the rain and snow.'
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|
|
We were surveying the completed sealskin roof.
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|
'It is clumsy, but it will serve the purpose, and that is the main
|
|
thing,' I went on, yearning for her praise.
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|
And she clapped her hands and declared that she was hugely pleased.
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|
'But it is dark in here,' she said the next moment, her shoulders
|
|
shrinking with a little involuntary shiver.
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|
'You might have suggested a window when the walls were going up,'
|
|
I said. 'It was for you, and you should have seen the need of a
|
|
window.'
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|
'But I never do see the obvious, you know,' laughed back. 'And
|
|
besides, you can knock a hole in the wall at any time.'
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|
|
|
'Quite true; I had not thought of it,' I replied, wagging my head
|
|
sagely. 'But have you thought of ordering the window-glass? Just
|
|
call up the firm,- Red 4451 I think it is,- and tell them what size
|
|
and kind of glass you wish.'
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|
'That means-' she began.
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|
'No window.'
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|
It was a dark and evil-appearing thing, that hut, not fit for
|
|
aught better than swine in a civilized land; but for us who had
|
|
known the misery of the open boat it was a snug little habitation.
|
|
Following the housewarming, which was accomplished by means of
|
|
seal-oil and a wick made from cotton calking, came the hunting for our
|
|
winter's meat and the building of the second hut. It was a simple
|
|
affair, now, to go forth in the morning and return by noon with a
|
|
boat-load of seals. And then, while I worked at building the hut, Maud
|
|
tried out the oil from the blubber and kept a slow fire under the
|
|
frames of meat. I had heard of jerking beef on the plains, and our
|
|
seal-meat, cut in thin strips and hung in the smoke, cured
|
|
excellently.
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|
|
|
The second hut was easier to erect, for I built it against the first
|
|
and only three walls were required. But it was work, hard work, all of
|
|
it. Maud and I worked from dawn till dark, to the limit of our
|
|
strength, so that when night came we crawled stiffly to bed and
|
|
slept the animal-like sleep of exhaustion. And yet she declared that
|
|
she had never felt better nor stronger in her life. I knew this was
|
|
true of myself, but hers was such a lily strength that I feared she
|
|
would break down. Often and often, her last reserve force gone, I have
|
|
seen her stretched flat on her back on the sand, in the way she had of
|
|
resting and recuperating. And then she would be up on her feet and
|
|
toiling as hard as ever. Where she obtained this strength was a marvel
|
|
to me.
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|
|
|
'Think of the long rest this winter,' was her reply to my
|
|
remonstrances. 'Why, we'll be clamorous for something to do.'
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|
|
|
We held a housewarming in my hut the night it was roofed. It was the
|
|
end of the third day of a fierce storm that had swung around the
|
|
compass from the southeast to the northwest, and that was then blowing
|
|
directly in upon us. The beaches of the outer cove were thundering
|
|
with the surf, and even in our landlocked inner cove a respectable sea
|
|
was breaking. No high backbone of island sheltered us from the wind,
|
|
and it whistled and bellowed about the hut till at times I feared
|
|
for the strength of the walls. The skin roof, stretched tightly as a
|
|
drumhead, I had thought, sagged and bellied with every gust; and
|
|
innumerable interstices in the walls, not so tightly stuffed with moss
|
|
as Maud had supposed, disclosed themselves. Yet the seal-oil burned
|
|
brightly, and we were warm and comfortable.
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|
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|
It was a pleasant evening indeed, and we voted that as a social even
|
|
on Endeavor Island it had not yet been eclipsed. Our minds were at
|
|
ease. Not only had we resigned ourselves to the bitter winter, but
|
|
we were prepared for it. The seals could depart on their mysterious
|
|
journey into the south at any time, now, for all we cared; and the
|
|
storms held no terror for us. Not only were we sure of being dry and
|
|
warm and sheltered from the wind, but we had the softest and most
|
|
luxurious mattresses that could be made from moss. This had been
|
|
Maud's idea, and she had herself jealously gathered all the moss. This
|
|
was to be my first night on the mattress, and I knew I should sleep
|
|
the sweeter because she had made it.
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As she rose to go, she turned to me with the whimsical way she
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had, and said:
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'Something is going to happen- is happening, for that matter. I feel
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it. Something is coming here, to us. It is coming now. I don't know
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what, but it is coming.'
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'Good or bad?' I asked.
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She shook her head. 'I don't know, but it is there, somewhere.'
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She pointed toward the sea and wind.
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'It's a lee shore,' I laughed, 'and I am sure I'd rather be here
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than arriving a night like this.'
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'You are not frightened?' I asked, as I stepped to open the door for
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her.
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Her eyes looked bravely into mine.
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'And you feel well? Perfectly well?' I said.
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'Never better,' was her answer.
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We talked a little longer before she went.
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'Good night, Maud,' I said.
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'Good night, Humphrey,' she said.
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This use of our given names had come about quite as a matter of
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course, and was as unpremeditated as it was natural. In that moment
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I could have put my arms around her and drawn her to me. I should
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certainly have done so out in that world to which we belonged. As it
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was, the situation stopped there in the only way it could; but I was
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left alone in my little hut, glowing warmly through and through with a
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pleasant satisfaction; and I knew that a tie, or a tacit something,
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existed between us that had not existed before.
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CHAPTER THIRTY-TWO.
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I AWOKE, OPPRESSED BY A mysterious sensation. There seemed something
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missing in my environment. But the mystery and oppressiveness vanished
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after the first few seconds of waking, when I identified the missing
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something as the wind. I had fallen asleep in that state of nerve
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tension with which meets the continuous shock of sound or movement,
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and I had awakened, still tense, bracing myself to meet the pressure
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of something which no longer bore upon me.
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It was the first night I had spent under cover in several months,
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and I lay luxuriously for some minutes under my blankets (for once not
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wet with fog or spray), analyzing, first, the effect produced upon
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me by the cessation of the wind, and next the joy which was mine
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from resting on the mattress made by Maud's hands. When I had
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dressed and opened the door, I heard the waves still lapping on the
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beach, garrulously attesting the fury of the night. It was a clear
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day, and the sun was shining. I had slept late, and I stepped
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outside with sudden energy, bent upon making up lost time, as befitted
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a dweller on Endeavor Island.
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And when outside I stopped short. I believed my eyes without
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question, and yet I was for the moment stunned by what they
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disclosed to me. There, on the beach, not fifty feet away, bow on,
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dismasted, was a black-hulled vessel. Masts and booms, tangled with
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shrouds, sheets, and rent canvas, were rubbing gently alongside. I
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could have rubbed my eyes as I looked. There was the home-made
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galley we had built, the familiar break of the poop, the low
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yacht-cabin scarcely rising above the rail. It was the Ghost!
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What freak of fortune had brought it here- here of all spots? What
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chance of chances? I looked at the bleak, inaccessible wall at my
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back, and knew the profundity of despair. Escape was hopeless, out
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of the question. I thought of Maud, asleep there in the hut we had
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reared; I remembered her 'good night, Humphrey.' 'My woman, my
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mate,' went ringing through my brain; but now, alas! it was a knell
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that sounded. Then everything went black before my eyes.
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Possibly it was the fraction of a second, but I had no knowledge
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of how long an interval had lapsed before I was myself again. There
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lay the Ghost, bow on to the beach, her splintered bowsprit projecting
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over the sand, her tangled spars rubbing against her side to the
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lift of the crooning waves. Something must be done- must be done!
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It came upon me suddenly as strange that nothing moved aboard.
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Wearied from the night of struggle and wreck, all hands were yet
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asleep, I thought. My next thought was that Maud and I might yet
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escape. If we could take to the boat and make around the point
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before any one awoke! I would call her and start. My hand was lifted
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at her door to knock, when I recollected the smallness of the
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island. We could never hide ourselves upon it. There was nothing for
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us but the wide, raw ocean, I thought of our snug little huts, our
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supplies of meat and oil and moss and firewood, and I knew that we
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could never survive the wintry sea and the great storms which were
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to come.
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So I stood, with hesitant knuckle, without her door. It was
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impossible. A wild thought of rushing in and killing her as she
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slept rose in my mind. And then, in a flash, the better solution
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came to me. All hands were asleep. Why not creep aboard the Ghost,-
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well I knew the way to Wolf Larsen's bunk!- and kill him in his sleep?
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After that- well, we would see. But with him dead there was time and
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space in which to prepare to do other things; and, besides, whatever
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new situation arose, it could not possibly be worse than the present
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one.
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My knife was at my hip. I returned to my hut for the shotgun, made
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sure it was loaded, and went down to the Ghost. With some
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|
difficulty, and at the expense of a wetting to the waist, I climbed
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aboard. The forecastle scuttle was open. I paused to listen for the
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breathing of the men, but there was no breathing. I almost gasped as
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the thought came to me: What if the Ghost is deserted? I listened more
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closely. There was no sound. I cautiously descended the ladder. The
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place had the empty and musty feel and smell usual to a dwelling no
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|
longer inhabited. Everywhere was a thick litter of discarded and
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ragged garments, old sea-boots, leaky oilskins- all the worthless
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forecastle dunnage of a long voyage.
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Abandoned hastily, was my conclusion as I ascended to the deck. Hope
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|
was alive again in my breast, and I looked about me with greater
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|
coolness. I noted that the boats were missing. The steerage told the
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|
same tale as the forecastle. The hunters had packed their belongings
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with similar haste. The Ghost was deserted! It was Maud's and mine.
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I thought of the ship's stores and the lazaret beneath the cabin,
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and the idea came to me of surprising Maud with something nice for
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breakfast.
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The reaction from my fear, and the knowledge that the terrible
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deed I had come to do was no longer necessary, made me boyish and
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eager. I went up the steerage companionway two steps at a time, with
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|
nothing distinct in my mind except joy and the hope that Maud would
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sleep on until the surprise breakfast was quite ready for her. As I
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rounded the galley, a new satisfaction was mine at thought of all
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the splendid cooking utensils inside. I sprang up the break of the
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poop, and saw- Wolf Larsen! What of my impetus and the stunning
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surprise. I clattered three or four steps along the deck before I
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could stop myself. He was standing in the companionway, only his
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|
head and shoulders visible, staring straight at me. His arms were
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|
resting on the half-open slide. He made no movement whatever- simply
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|
stood there, staring at me.
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I began to tremble. The old stomach-sickness clutched me. I put
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one hand on the edge of the house to steady myself. My lips seemed
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|
suddenly dry, and I moistened them against the need of speech. Nor did
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|
I for an instant take my eyes off him. Neither of us spoke. There
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|
was something ominous in his silence, his immobility. All my old
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|
fear of him returned and my new fear was increased an hundredfold. And
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|
still we stood, the pair of us, staring at each other.
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I was aware of the demand for action, and, my old helplessness
|
|
strong upon me, I was waiting for him to take the initiative. Then, as
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|
the moments went by, it came to me that the situation was analogous to
|
|
the one in which I had approached the long-maned bull, my intention of
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|
clubbing obscured by fear until it became a desire to make him run. So
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|
it was at last impressed upon me that I was there, not to have Wolf
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Larsen take the initiative, but to take it myself.
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I cocked both barrels and leveled the shotgun at him. Had he
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moved, attempted to drop down the companionway, I know I should have
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|
shot him. But he stood motionless and staring as before. And as I
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|
faced him, with leveled gun shaking in my hands, I had time to note
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|
the worn and haggard appearance of his face. It was as if some
|
|
strong anxiety had wasted it. The cheeks were sunken, and there was
|
|
a wearied, puckered expression on the brow; and it seemed to me that
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|
his eyes were strange, not only the expression, but the physical
|
|
seeming, as though the optic nerves and supporting muscles had
|
|
suffered strain and slightly twisted the eyeballs.
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|
All this I saw, and, my brain now working rapidly, I thought a
|
|
thousand thoughts; and yet I could not pull the triggers. I lowered
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|
the gun and stepped to the corner of the cabin, primarily to relieve
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|
the tension on my nerves and to make a new start, and incidentally
|
|
to be closer. Again I raised the gun. He was almost at arm's length.
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|
There was no hope for him. I was resolved. There was no possible
|
|
chance of missing him, no matter how poor my marksmanship. And yet I
|
|
wrestled with myself and could not pull the triggers.
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|
'Well?' he demanded impatiently.
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|
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|
I strove vainly to force my fingers down on the triggers, and vainly
|
|
I strove to say something.
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|
'Why don't you shoot?' he asked.
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I cleared my throat of a huskiness which prevented speech.
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|
'Hump,' he said slowly, 'you can't do it. You are not exactly
|
|
afraid: you are impotent. Your conventional morality is stronger
|
|
than you. You are the slave to the opinions which have credence
|
|
among the people you have known and have read about. Their code has
|
|
been drummed into your head from the time you lisped, and in spite
|
|
of your philosophy, and of what I have taught you, it won't let you
|
|
kill an unarmed, unresisting man.'
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|
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|
'I know it,' I said hoarsely.
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|
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|
'And you know that I would kill an unarmed man as readily as I would
|
|
smoke a cigar,' he went on. 'You know me for what I am, my worth in
|
|
the world by your standard. You have called me snake, tiger, shark,
|
|
monster, and Caliban. And yet, you little rag puppet, you little
|
|
echoing mechanism, you are unable to kill me as you would a snake or a
|
|
shark, because I have hands, feet, and a body shaped somewhat like
|
|
yours. Bah! I had hoped better things of you, Hump.'
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|
|
|
He stepped out of the companionway and came up to me.
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|
|
|
'Put down that gun. I want to ask you some questions. I haven't
|
|
had a chance to look around yet. What place is this? How is the
|
|
Ghost lying? How did you get wet? Where's Maud?- I beg your pardon-
|
|
Miss Brewster; or should I say "Mrs. Van Weyden"?'
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|
|
|
I had backed away from him, almost weeping at my inability to
|
|
shoot him, but not fool enough to put down the gun. I hoped
|
|
desperately that he might commit some hostile act, attempt to strike
|
|
me or choke me; for in such way only I knew I could be stirred to
|
|
shoot.
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|
|
|
'This is Endeavor Island,' I said.
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|
|
|
'Never heard of it,' he broke in.
|
|
|
|
'At least, that's our name for it,' I amended.
|
|
|
|
'"Our"?' he queried. 'Who's "our"?'
|
|
|
|
'Miss Brewster and myself. And the Ghost is lying, as you can see
|
|
for yourself, bow on to the beach.'
|
|
|
|
'There are seals here,' he said. 'They woke me up with their
|
|
barking, or I'd be sleeping yet. I heard them when I drove in last
|
|
night. They were the first warning that I was on a lee shore. It's a
|
|
rookery, the kind of a thing I've hunted for years. Thanks to my
|
|
brother Death, I've lighted on a fortune. It's a mint. What's its
|
|
bearings?'
|
|
|
|
'Haven't the least idea,' I said. 'But you ought to know quite
|
|
closely. What were your last observations?'
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|
|
|
He smiled, but did not answer.
|
|
|
|
'Well, where are all hands?' I asked him. 'How does it come that you
|
|
are alone?'
|
|
|
|
I was prepared for him again to set aside my question, and was
|
|
surprised at the readiness of his reply.
|
|
|
|
'My brother got me inside forty-eight hours, and through no fault of
|
|
mine. Boarded me in the night, with only the watch on deck. Hunters
|
|
went back on me. He gave them a bigger lay. Heard him offering it. Did
|
|
it right before me. Of course the crew gave me the go-by. That was
|
|
to be expected. All hands went over the side, and there I was,
|
|
marooned on my own vessel. It was Death's turn, and it's all in the
|
|
family anyway.'
|
|
|
|
'But how did you lose the masts?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
'Walk over and examine those lanyards,' he said, pointing to where
|
|
the mizzen-rigging should have been.
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|
|
|
'They have been cut with a knife!' I exclaimed.
|
|
|
|
'Not quite,' he laughed. 'It was a neater job. Look again.'
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|
|
|
I looked. The lanyards had been almost severed, with just enough
|
|
left to hold the shrouds till some severe strain should be put upon
|
|
them.
|
|
|
|
'Cooky did that.' He laughed again. 'I know, though I didn't spot
|
|
him at it. Kind of evened up the score a bit.'
|
|
|
|
'Good for Mugridge!' I cried.
|
|
|
|
'Yes, that's what I thought when everything went over the side. Only
|
|
I said it on the other side of my mouth.'
|
|
|
|
'But what were you doing while all this was going on?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
'My best, you may be sure, which wasn't much under the
|
|
circumstances.'
|
|
|
|
I turned to reexamine Thomas Mugridge's work.
|
|
|
|
'I guess I'll sit down and take the sunshine,' I heard Wolf Larsen
|
|
saying.
|
|
|
|
There was a hint, just a slight hint, of physical feebleness in
|
|
his voice, and it was so strange that I looked quickly at him. His
|
|
hand was sweeping nervously across his face, as though he were
|
|
brushing away cobwebs. I was puzzled- the whole thing was so unlike
|
|
the Wolf Larsen I had known.
|
|
|
|
'How are your headaches?' I asked.
|
|
|
|
'They still trouble me,' was his answer. 'I think I have one
|
|
coming on now.'
|
|
|
|
He slipped down from his sitting posture till he lay on the deck.
|
|
Then he rolled over on his side, his head resting on the biceps of the
|
|
underarm, the forearm shielding his eyes from the sun. I stood
|
|
regarding him wonderingly.
|
|
|
|
'Now's your chance, Hump,' he said.
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|
|
|
'I don't understand,' I lied, for I thoroughly understood.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, nothing,' he added softly, as if he were drowsing; 'only you've
|
|
got me where you want me.'
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|
|
|
'No, I haven't,' I retorted; 'for I want you a few thousand miles
|
|
away from here.'
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|
|
|
He chuckled, and thereafter spoke no more. He did not stir as I
|
|
passed by him and went down into the cabin. I lifted the trap in the
|
|
floor, but for some moments gazed dubiously into the darkness of the
|
|
lazaret beneath. I hesitated to descend. What if his lying down were a
|
|
ruse? Pretty indeed to be caught there like a rat! I crept softly up
|
|
the companionway and peeped at him. He was lying as I had left him.
|
|
Again I went below; but before I dropped into the lazaret I took the
|
|
precaution of casting down the door in advance. At least there would
|
|
be no lid to the trap. But it was all needless. I regained the cabin
|
|
with a store of jams, sea-biscuits, canned meats, and such things,-
|
|
all I could carry,- and replaced the trap-door.
|
|
|
|
A peep at Wolf Larsen showed me that he had not moved. A bright
|
|
thought struck me. I stole into his stateroom and possessed myself
|
|
of his revolvers. There were no other weapons, though I thoroughly
|
|
ransacked the three remaining staterooms. To make sure, I returned and
|
|
went through the steerage and forecastle, and in the galley gathered
|
|
up all the sharp meat-and vegetable-knives. Then I bethought me of the
|
|
great yachtsman's knife he always carried, and I came to him and spoke
|
|
to him, first softly, then loudly. He did not move. I bent over and
|
|
took it from his pocket. I breathed more freely. He had no arms with
|
|
which to attack me from a distance, while I, armed, could always
|
|
forestall him should he attempt to grapple me with his terrible
|
|
gorilla arms.
|
|
|
|
Filling a coffeepot and frying pan with part of my plunder, and
|
|
taking some chinaware from the cabin pantry, I left Wolf Larsen
|
|
lying in the sun and went ashore.
|
|
|
|
Maud was still asleep. I blew up the embers (we had not yet arranged
|
|
a winter kitchen), and quite feverishly cooked the breakfast. Toward
|
|
the end I heard her moving about within the hut, making her simple
|
|
toilet. Just as all was ready and the coffee poured, the door opened
|
|
and she came forth.
|
|
|
|
'It's not fair of you,' was her greeting. 'You are usurping one of
|
|
my prerogatives. You know you agreed that the cooking should be
|
|
mine, and-'
|
|
|
|
'But just this once,' I pleaded.
|
|
|
|
'If you promise not to do it again,' she smiled. 'Unless, of course,
|
|
you have grown tired of my poor efforts.'
|
|
|
|
To my delight, she never once looked toward the beach, and I
|
|
maintained the banter with such success that all unconsciously she
|
|
sipped coffee from the china cup, ate fried evaporated potatoes, and
|
|
spread marmalade on her biscuit. But it could not last. I saw the
|
|
surprise that came over her. She had discovered the china plate from
|
|
which she was eating. She looked over the breakfast, noting detail
|
|
after detail. Then she looked at me, and her face turned slowly toward
|
|
the beach.
|
|
|
|
'Humphrey!' she said.
|
|
|
|
The old unnamable terror mounted into her eyes.
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|
|
'Is- he-?' she quavered.
|
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|
|
I nodded my head.
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|
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|
CHAPTER THIRTY-THREE.
|
|
|
|
WE WAITED ALL DAY FOR WOLF Larsen to come ashore. It was an
|
|
intolerable period of anxiety. Each moment one or the other of us cast
|
|
expectant glances toward the Ghost. But he did not come. He did not
|
|
even appear on deck.
|
|
|
|
'Perhaps it is his headache,' I said. 'I left him lying on the poop.
|
|
He may lie there all night. I think I'll go and see.'
|
|
|
|
Maud looked entreaty at me.
|
|
|
|
'It is all right,' I assured her. 'I shall take the revolvers. You
|
|
know, I collected every weapon on board.'
|
|
|
|
'But there are his arms, his hands, his terrible, terrible hands,'
|
|
she objected. And then she cried, 'Oh, Humphrey, I am afraid of him.
|
|
Don't go! Please don't go!'
|
|
|
|
She rested her hand appealingly on mine and sent my pulse
|
|
fluttering. My heart was surely in my eyes for a moment. The dear
|
|
and lovely woman! And she was so much the woman, clinging and
|
|
appealing, sunshine and dew to my manhood, rooting it deeper and
|
|
sending through it the sap of a new strength. I was for putting my arm
|
|
around her, as when in the midst of the seal-herd, but I considered
|
|
and refrained.
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|
|
|
'I shall not take any risks,' I said. 'I'll merely peep over the bow
|
|
and see.' She pressed my hand earnestly and let me go. But the space
|
|
on deck where I had left him lying was vacant. He had evidently gone
|
|
below. That night we stood alternate watches, one of us sleeping at
|
|
a time; for there was no telling what Wolf Larsen might do.
|
|
|
|
The next day we waited, and the next, and still he made no sign.
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|
|
|
'These headaches of his, these attacks-' Maude said, on the
|
|
afternoon of the fourth day. 'Perhaps he is ill, very ill. He may be
|
|
dead.'
|
|
|
|
'Or dying,' was her afterthought, when she had waited some time
|
|
for me to speak.
|
|
|
|
'Better so,' I answered.
|
|
|
|
'But think, Humphrey- a fellow creature in his last lonely hour!'
|
|
|
|
'Perhaps,' I suggested.
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|
|
|
'Yes, even perhaps,' she acknowledged. 'But we do not know. It would
|
|
be terrible if he were. I could never forgive myself. We must do
|
|
something.'
|
|
|
|
'Perhaps,' I suggested again.
|
|
|
|
I waited, smiling inwardly at the woman of her which compelled a
|
|
solicitude for Wolf Larsen, of all creatures. Where was her solicitude
|
|
for me? I thought- for me whom she had been afraid to have merely peep
|
|
aboard?
|
|
|
|
She was too subtle not to follow the trend of my silence. And she
|
|
was as direct as she was subtle.
|
|
|
|
'You must go aboard, Humphrey, and find out,' she said. 'And if
|
|
you want to laugh at me you have my consent and forgiveness.'
|
|
|
|
I arose obediently and went down the beach.
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|
|
|
'Do be careful,' she called after me.
|
|
|
|
I waved by arm from the forecastle-head and dropped down to the
|
|
deck. Aft I walked to the cabin companion, where I contented myself
|
|
with hailing below. Wolf Larsen answered, and as he started to
|
|
ascend the stairs I cocked my revolver. I displayed it openly during
|
|
our conversation, but he took no notice of it. He appeared the same,
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physically, as when last I saw him, but he was gloomy and silent. In
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fact, the few words we spoke could hardly be called a conversation.
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I did not inquire why he had not been ashore, nor did he ask why I had
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not come aboard. His head was all right again, he said; and so,
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without further parley, I left him.
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Maud received my report with obvious relief, and the sight of
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smoke which later rose in the galley put her in a more cheerful
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mood. The next day, and the next, we saw the galley smoke rising,
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and sometimes we caught glimpses of him on the poop. But that was all.
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He made no attempt to come ashore. This we knew, for we still
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maintained our night watches. We were waiting for him to do
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something,- to show his hand, so to say,- and his inaction puzzled and
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worried us.
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A week of this passed by. We had no other interest than Wolf Larsen,
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and his presence weighed us down with an apprehension which
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prevented us from doing any of the little things we had planned.
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But at the end of the week the smoke ceased rising from the
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galley, and he no longer showed himself on the poop. I could see
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Maud's solicitude again growing, though she timidly- and even proudly,
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I think- forbore a repetition of her request. After all, what
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censure could be put upon her? Besides, I myself was aware of hurt
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at thought of this man whom I had tried to kill dying alone with his
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fellow creatures so near. He was right. The code of my group was
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stronger than I. The fact that he had hands, feet, and a body shaped
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somewhat like mine constituted a claim that I could not ignore.
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So I did not wait a second time for Maud to send me. I discovered
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that we stood in need of condensed milk and marmalade, and announced
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that I was going aboard. I could see that she wavered. She even went
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so far as to murmur that they were non-essentials and that my trip
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after them might be inexpedient. And, as she had followed the trend of
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my silence, she now followed the trend of my speech; and she knew that
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I was going aboard, not because of condensed milk and marmalade, but
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because of her and of her anxiety, which she knew she had failed to
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hide.
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I took off my shoes when I gained the forecastle-head, and went
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noiselessly aft in my stocking feet. Nor did I call this time from the
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top of the companionway. Cautiously descending, I found the cabin
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deserted. The door to his stateroom was closed. At first I thought
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of knocking; then I remembered my ostensible errand and resolved to
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carry it out. Carefully avoiding noise, I lifted the trapdoor in the
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floor and set it to one side. The slopchest, as well as the
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provisions, was stored in the lazaret, and I took advantage of the
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opportunity to lay in a stock of underclothing.
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As I emerged from the lazaret I heard sounds in Wolf Larsen's
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stateroom. I crouched and listened. The doorknob rattled. Furtively,
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instinctively, I slunk back behind the table, and drew and cocked my
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revolver. The door swung open and he came forth. Never had I seen so
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profound a despair as that which I saw on his face- the face of Wolf
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Larsen the fighter, the strong man, the indomitable one. For all the
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world like a woman wringing her hands, he raised his clenched fists
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and groaned. One fist unclosed, and the open palm swept across his
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eyes as though brushing away cobwebs.
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'God! God!' he groaned; and the clenched fists were raised again
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to the infinite despair with which his throat vibrated.
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It was horrible. I was trembling all over, and I could feel the
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shivers running up and down my spine and the sweat standing out on
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my forehead. Surely there can be little in this world more awful
|
|
than the spectacle of a strong man in the moment when he is utterly
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weak and broken.
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But Wolf Larsen regained control of himself by an exertion of his
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remarkable will. And it was exertion. His whole frame shook with the
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struggle. He resembled a man on the verge of a fit. His face strove to
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compose itself, writhing and twisting in the effort till he broke down
|
|
again. Once more the clenched fists went upward and he groaned. He
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caught his breath once or twice and sobbed. Then he was successful.
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I could have thought him the old Wolf Larsen, and yet there was in his
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|
movements a vague suggestion of weakness and indecision. He started
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for the companionway, and stepped forward quite as I had been
|
|
accustomed to see him do; and yet again, in his very walk, there
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|
seemed that suggestion of weakness and indecision.
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I was now concerned with fear for myself. The open trap lay directly
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|
in his path, and his discovery of it would lead instantly to his
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discovery of me. I was angry with myself for being caught in so
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|
cowardly a position, crouching on the floor. There was yet time. I
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|
rose swiftly to my feet, and, I know, quite unconsciously assumed a
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|
defiant attitude. He took no notice of me. Nor did he notice the
|
|
open trap. Before I could grasp the situation, or act, he had walked
|
|
right into the trap. One foot was descending into the opening, while
|
|
the other foot was just on the verge of beginning the uplift. But when
|
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the descending foot missed the solid flooring and felt vacancy
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|
beneath, it was the old Wolf Larsen and the tiger muscles that made
|
|
the falling body spring across the opening, even as it fell, so that
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he struck on his chest and stomach, with arms outstretched, on the
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|
floor of the opposite side. The next instant he had drawn up his
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|
legs and rolled clear. But he rolled into my marmalade and
|
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underclothes and against the trap-door.
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The expression on his face was one of complete comprehension. But
|
|
before I could guess what he had comprehended, he had dropped the
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trap-door into place, closing the lazaret. Then I understood. He
|
|
thought he had me inside. Also, he was blind- blind as a bat. I
|
|
watched him, breathing carefully so that he should not hear me. He
|
|
stepped quickly to his stateroom. I saw his hand miss the doorknob
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by an inch, quickly fumble for it, and find it. This was my chance.
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|
I tiptoed across the cabin and to the top of the stairs. He came back,
|
|
dragging a heavy sea-chest, which he deposited on top of the trap. Not
|
|
content with this, he fetched a second chest and placed it on top of
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|
the first. Then he gathered up the marmalade and underclothes and
|
|
put them on the table. When he started up the companionway, I
|
|
retreated, silently rolling over on top of the cabin.
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He shoved the slide part away back and rested his arms on it, his
|
|
body still in the companionway. His attitude was of one looking
|
|
forward the length of the schooner, or staring, rather, for his eyes
|
|
were fixed and unblinking. I was only five feet away and directly in
|
|
what should have been his line of vision. It was uncanny. I felt
|
|
myself a ghost, in my invisibility. I waved my hand back and forth, of
|
|
course without effect; but when the moving shadow fell across his face
|
|
I saw at once that he was susceptible to the impression. His face
|
|
became more expectant and tense as he tried to analyze and identify
|
|
the impression. He knew that he had responded to something from
|
|
without, that his sensibility had been touched by a changing something
|
|
in his environment; but what it was he could not discover. I ceased
|
|
waving my hand, so that the shadow remained stationary. He slowly
|
|
moved his head back and forth under it and turned from side to side,
|
|
now in the sunshine, now in the shade, feeling the shadow, as it were,
|
|
testing it by sensation.
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|
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|
I, too, was busy, trying to reason out how he was aware of the
|
|
existence of so intangible a thing as a shadow. If it were his
|
|
eyeballs only that were affected, or if his optic nerve were not
|
|
wholly destroyed, the explanation was simple. If otherwise, then the
|
|
only conclusion I could reach was that the sensitive skin recognized
|
|
the difference of temperature between shade and sunshine. Or
|
|
perhaps- and who could tell?- it was that fabled sixth sense which
|
|
conveyed to him the loom and feel of an object close at hand.
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|
|
|
Giving over his attempt to determine the shadow, he stepped out on
|
|
deck and started forward, walking with a swiftness and confidence
|
|
which surprised me. And still there was that hint of the feebleness of
|
|
the blind in his walk. I knew it now for what it was.
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|
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To my amused chagrin, he discovered my shoes on the
|
|
forecastle-head and brought them back with him into the galley. I
|
|
watched him build the fire and set about cooking food for himself;
|
|
then I stole into the cabin for my marmalade and underclothes, slipped
|
|
back past the galley, and climbed down to the beach to deliver my
|
|
barefoot report.
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|
CHAPTER THIRTY-FOUR.
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'IT'S TOO BAD THE GHOST HAS LOST her masts. Why, we could sail
|
|
away in her. Don't you think we could, Humphrey?'
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|
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|
I sprang excitedly to my feet.
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|
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|
'I wonder- I wonder,' I repeated, pacing up and down.
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|
|
|
Maud's eyes were shining with anticipation as they followed me.
|
|
She had such faith in me! And the thought of it was so much added
|
|
power. I remembered Michelet's: 'To man, woman is as the earth was
|
|
to her legendary son; he has but to fall down and kiss her breast
|
|
and he is strong again.' For the first time I knew the wonderful truth
|
|
of his words. Why, I was living them. Maud was all this to me, an
|
|
unfailing source of strength and courage. I had but to look at her, or
|
|
think of her, and be strong again.
|
|
|
|
'It can be done- it can be done,' I was thinking and asserting
|
|
aloud. 'What men have done I can do, and if they have never done
|
|
this before, still I can do it.'
|
|
|
|
'What, for goodness' sake?' Maud demanded. 'Do be merciful. What
|
|
is it you can do?'
|
|
|
|
'We can do it,' I amended. 'Why, nothing else than put the masts
|
|
back into the Ghost and sail away.'
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|
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|
'Humphrey!' she exclaimed.
|
|
|
|
And I felt as proud of my conception as if it were already a fact
|
|
accomplished.
|
|
|
|
'But how is it possibly to be done?' she asked.
|
|
|
|
'I don't know,' was my answer. 'I know only that I am capable of
|
|
doing anything these days.'
|
|
|
|
I smiled proudly at her- too proudly, for she dropped her eyes and
|
|
was for the moment silent.
|
|
|
|
'But there is Captain Larsen,' she objected.
|
|
|
|
'Blind and helpless,' I answered promptly, waving him aside as a
|
|
straw.
|
|
|
|
'But those terrible hands of his! You know how he leaped across
|
|
the opening of the lazaret.'
|
|
|
|
'And you know also how I crept about and avoided him,' I contended
|
|
gaily.
|
|
|
|
'And lost your shoes.'
|
|
|
|
'You'd hardly expect him to avoid Wolf Larsen without my feet inside
|
|
of them.'
|
|
|
|
We both laughed, and then went seriously to work constructing the
|
|
plan whereby we were to step the masts of the Ghost and return to
|
|
the world. I remembered hazily the physics of my schooldays, while the
|
|
last few months had given me practical experience with mechanical
|
|
purchases. I must say, though, when we walked down to the Ghost to
|
|
inspect more closely the task before us, that the sight of the great
|
|
masts lying in the water almost disheartened me. Where were we to
|
|
begin? If there had been one mast standing, something high up to which
|
|
to fasten blocks and tackles! But there was nothing. It reminded me of
|
|
the problem of lifting oneself by one's bootstraps. I understood the
|
|
mechanics of levers; but where was I to get a fulcrum?
|
|
|
|
There was the mainmast, fifteen inches in diameter at what was now
|
|
the butt, still sixty-five feet in length, and weighing, I roughly
|
|
calculated, at least three thousand pounds. And then came the
|
|
foremast, larger in diameter and weighing surely thirty-five hundred
|
|
pounds. Where was I to begin? Maud stood silently by my side while I
|
|
evolved in my mind the contrivance known among sailors as 'shears.'
|
|
But, though known to sailors, I invented it there on Endeavor
|
|
Island. By crossing and lashing the ends of two spars and then
|
|
elevating them in the air like an inverted V, I could get a point
|
|
above the deck to which to make fast my hoisting-tackle. To this
|
|
tackle I could, if necessary, attach a second tackle. And then there
|
|
was the windlass!
|
|
|
|
Maud saw that I had achieved a solution, and her eyes warmed
|
|
sympathetically.
|
|
|
|
'What are you going to do?' she asked.
|
|
|
|
'Clear that raffle,' I answered, pointing to the tangled wreckage
|
|
overside.
|
|
|
|
Ah, the decisiveness, the very sound of the words, was good in my
|
|
ears. 'Clear that raffle!' Imagine so salty a phrase on the lips of
|
|
the Humphrey Van Weyden of a few months gone!
|
|
|
|
There must have been a touch of the melodramatic in my pose and
|
|
voice, for Maud smiled. Her appreciation of the ridiculous was keen,
|
|
and in all things she unerringly saw and felt, where it existed, the
|
|
touch of sham, the overshading, the overtone. It was this which had
|
|
given poise and penetration to her own work and made her of worth to
|
|
the world. The serious critic, with the sense of humor and the power
|
|
of expression, must inevitably command the world's ear. And so it
|
|
was that she had commanded. Her sense of humor was really the artist's
|
|
instinct for proportion.
|
|
|
|
'I'm sure I've heard it before, somewhere, in books,' she murmured
|
|
gleefully.
|
|
|
|
I had an instinct for proportion myself, and I collapsed
|
|
forthwith, descending from the dominant pose of a master of matter
|
|
to a state of humble confusion which was, to say the least, very
|
|
miserable.
|
|
|
|
Her hand leaped out at once to mine.
|
|
|
|
'I'm so sorry,' she said.
|
|
|
|
'No need to be,' I gulped. 'It does me good. There's too much of the
|
|
schoolboy in me. All of which is neither here nor there. What we've
|
|
got to do is actually and literally to clear that raffle. If you'll
|
|
come with me in the boat, we'll get to work and straighten things
|
|
out.'
|
|
|
|
'"When the topmen clear the raffle with their clasp-knives in
|
|
their teeth,"' she quoted at me; and for the rest of the afternoon
|
|
we made merry over our labor.
|
|
|
|
Her task was to hold the boat in position while I worked at the
|
|
tangle. And such a tangle- halyards, sheets, guys, downhauls, shrouds,
|
|
stays, all washed about and back and forth and through and twined
|
|
and knitted by the sea. I cut no more than was necessary, and what
|
|
with passing the long ropes under and around the booms and masts, of
|
|
unreeving the halyards and sheets, of coiling down in the boat and
|
|
uncoiling in order to pass through another knot in the bight, I was
|
|
soon wet to the skin.
|
|
|
|
The sails did require some cutting, and the canvas, heavy with
|
|
water, tried my strength severely; but I succeeded before nightfall in
|
|
getting it all spread out on the beach to dry. We were both very tired
|
|
when we knocked off for supper, and we had done good work, too, though
|
|
to the eye it appeared insignificant.
|
|
|
|
Next morning, with Maud as able assistant, I went into the hold of
|
|
the Ghost to clear the steps of the mast-butts. We had no more than
|
|
begun work when the sound of my knocking and hammering brought Wolf
|
|
Larsen.
|
|
|
|
'Hello, below!' he cried down the open hatch.
|
|
|
|
The sound of his voice made Maud quickly draw close to me, as for
|
|
protection, and she rested one hand on my arm while we parleyed.
|
|
|
|
'Hello, on deck!' I replied. 'Good morning to you.'
|
|
|
|
'What are you doing down there?' he demanded. 'Trying to scuttle
|
|
my ship for me?'
|
|
|
|
'Quite the opposite; I'm repairing her,' was my answer.
|
|
|
|
'But what in thunder are you repairing?' There was puzzlement in his
|
|
voice.
|
|
|
|
'Why, I'm getting everything ready for restepping the masts,' I
|
|
replied easily, as though it were the simplest project imaginable.
|
|
|
|
'It seems as though you're standing on your own legs at last, Hump,'
|
|
we heard him say; and then for some time he was silent.
|
|
|
|
'But I say, Hump,' he called down, 'you can't do it.'
|
|
|
|
'Oh, yes, I can,' I retorted. 'I'm doing it now.'
|
|
|
|
'But this is my vessel, my particular property. What if I forbid
|
|
you?'
|
|
|
|
'You forget,' I replied. 'You are no longer the biggest bit of the
|
|
ferment. You were once, and able to eat me, as you were pleased to
|
|
phrase it; but there has been a diminishing, and I am now able to
|
|
eat you. The yeast has grown stale.'
|
|
|
|
He gave a short, disagreeable laugh. 'I see you're working on my
|
|
philosophy back on me for all it is worth. But don't make the
|
|
mistake of underestimating me. For your own good I warn you.'
|
|
|
|
'Since when have you become an altruist?' I queried. 'Confess,
|
|
now, in warning me for my own good, that you are very inconsistent.'
|
|
|
|
He ignored my sarcasm, saying, 'Suppose I clap the hatch on now? You
|
|
won't fool me as you did in the lazaret.'
|
|
|
|
'Wolf Larsen,' I said sternly, for the first time addressing him
|
|
by this his most familiar name, 'I am unable to shoot a helpless,
|
|
unresisting man. You have proved that to my satisfaction as well as
|
|
yours. But I warn you now, and not so much for your own good as for
|
|
mine, that I shall shoot you the moment you attempt a hostile act. I
|
|
can shoot you now, as I stand here; and if you are so minded, just
|
|
go ahead and try to clap on the hatch.'
|
|
|
|
'Nevertheless I forbid you; I distinctly forbid your tampering
|
|
with my ship.'
|
|
|
|
'But, man!' I expostulated. 'You advance the fact that it is your
|
|
ship as though it were a moral right. You have never considered
|
|
moral rights in your dealings with others. You surely do not dream
|
|
that I'll consider them in dealing with you?'
|
|
|
|
I had stepped underneath the open hatchway so that I could see
|
|
him. The lack of expression on his face, so different from when I
|
|
had watched him unseen, was enhanced by the unblinking, staring
|
|
eyes. It was not a pleasant face to look upon.
|
|
|
|
'And none so poor, not even Hump, to do him reverence,' he sneered.
|
|
|
|
The sneer was wholly in his voice. His face remained
|
|
expressionless as ever.
|
|
|
|
'How do you do, Miss Brewster?' he said suddenly, after a pause.
|
|
|
|
I started. She had made no noise whatever, had not even moved. Could
|
|
it be that some glimmer of vision remained to him? Or that his
|
|
vision was coming back?
|
|
|
|
'How do you do, Captain Larsen?' she answered. 'Pray how did you
|
|
know I was here?'
|
|
|
|
'Heard you breathing, of course. I say, Hump's improving; don't
|
|
you think so?'
|
|
|
|
'I don't know,' she answered, smiling at me. 'I have never seen
|
|
him otherwise.'
|
|
|
|
'You should have seen him before, then.'
|
|
|
|
'Wolf Larsen in large doses,' I murmured, 'before and after taking.'
|
|
|
|
'I want to tell you again, Hump,' he said threateningly, 'that you'd
|
|
better leave things alone.'
|
|
|
|
'But don't you care to escape as well as we?' I asked incredulously.
|
|
|
|
'No,' was his answer. 'I intend dying here.'
|
|
|
|
'Well, we don't,' I concluded defiantly, beginning again my knocking
|
|
and hammering.
|
|
|
|
CHAPTER THIRTY-FIVE.
|
|
|
|
NEXT DAY, THE MAST-STEPS clear and everything in readiness, we
|
|
started to get the two topmasts aboard. The maintopmast was over
|
|
thirty feet in length, the foretopmast nearly thirty, and it was of
|
|
these that I intended making the shears. It was puzzling work.
|
|
Fastening one end of a heavy tackle to the windlass, and with the
|
|
other end fast to the butt of the foretopmast, I began to heave.
|
|
Maud held the turn on the windlass and coiled down the slack.
|
|
|
|
We were astonished at the ease with which the spar was lifted. It
|
|
was an improved crank windlass, and the purchase it gave was enormous.
|
|
Of course, what it gave us in power we paid for in distance; as many
|
|
times as it doubled my strength, that many times was doubled the
|
|
length of rope I heaved in. The tackle dragged heavily across the
|
|
rail, increasing its drag as the spar arose more and more out of the
|
|
water, and the exertion on the windlass grew severe.
|
|
|
|
But when the butt of the topmast was level with the rail
|
|
everything came to a standstill.
|
|
|
|
'I might have known it,' I said impatiently. 'Now we have to do it
|
|
all over again.'
|
|
|
|
'Why not fasten the tackle partway down the mast?' Maud suggested.
|
|
|
|
'It's what I should have done at first,' I answered, hugely
|
|
disgusted with myself.
|
|
|
|
Slipping off a turn, I lowered the mast back into the water and
|
|
fastened the tackle a third of the way down from the butt. In an hour,
|
|
what of this and of rests between the heaving, I had hoisted it to the
|
|
point where I could hoist no more. Eight feet of the butt was above
|
|
the rail, and I was as far away as ever from getting the spar on
|
|
board. I sat down and pondered the problem. It did not take long. I
|
|
sprang jubilantly to my feet.
|
|
|
|
'Now I have it!' I cried. 'I ought to make the tackle fast at the
|
|
point of balance. And what we learn of this will serve us with
|
|
everything else we have to hoist aboard.'
|
|
|
|
Once again I undid all my work by lowering the mast into the
|
|
water. But I miscalculated the point of balance, so that when I
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heaved, the top of the mast came up instead of the butt. Maud looked
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despair, but I laughed and said it would do just as well.
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Instructing her how to hold the turn and be ready to slack away at
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command, I laid hold of the mast with my hands and tried to balance it
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inboard across the rail. When I thought I had it I cried to her to
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slack away; but the spar righted, despite my efforts, and dropped back
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toward the water. Again I heaved it up to its old position, for I
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had now another idea. I remembered the watch-tackle,- a small
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double-and single-block affair, and fetched it.
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While I was rigging it between the top of the spar and the
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opposite rail, Wolf Larsen came on the scene. We exchanged nothing
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more than good mornings, and though he could not see, he sat on the
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rail out of the way and followed by the sound all that I did.
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Again instructing Maud to slack away at the windlass when I gave the
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word, I proceeded to heave on the watch-tackle. Slowly the mast
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swung in until it balanced at right angles across the rail; and then I
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discovered, to my amazement, that there was no need for Maud to
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slack away. In fact, the very opposite was necessary. Making the
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watch-tackle fast, I hove on the windlass and brought in the mast,
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inch by inch, till its top tilted down to the deck and finally its
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whole length lay on the deck.
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I looked at my watch. It was twelve o'clock. My back was aching
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sorely, and I felt extremely tired and hungry. And there on the deck
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was a single stick of timber to show for a whole morning's work. For
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the first time I thoroughly realized the extent of the task before us.
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But I was learning, I was learning. The afternoon would show far
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more accomplished. And it did; for we returned at one o'clock, rested,
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and strengthened by a hearty dinner.
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In less than an hour I had the maintopmast on deck and was
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constructing the shears. Lashing the two topmasts together, and making
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allowance for their unequal length, at the point of intersection I
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attached the double block of the mainthroat-halyards. This, with the
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single block and throat-halyards themselves, gave me a
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hoisting-tackle. To prevent the butts of the masts from slipping on
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the deck, I nailed down thick cleats. Everything in readiness, I
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made a line fast to the apex of the shears and carried it directly
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to the windlass. I was growing to have faith in that windlass, for
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it gave me power beyond all expectation. As usual, Maud held the
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turn while I heaved. The shears rose in the air.
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Then I discovered I had forgotten guyropes. This necessitated my
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climbing the shears, which I did twice before I finished guying it
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fore and aft and to each side. Twilight had set in by the time this
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was accomplished. Wolf Larsen, who had sat about and listened all
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afternoon and never opened his mouth, had taken himself off to the
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galley and started his supper. I felt quite stiff across the small
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of the back, so much so that I straightened up with an effort and with
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pain. I looked proudly at my work. It was beginning to show. I was
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wild with desire, like a child with a new toy, to hoist something with
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my shears.
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'I wish it weren't so late,' I said. 'I'd like to see how it works.'
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'Don't be a glutton, Humphrey,' Maud chided me. 'Remember,
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tomorrow is coming, and you're so tired now that you can hardly
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stand.'
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'And you?' I said, with sudden solicitude. 'You must be very
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tired. You have worked hard and nobly. I am proud of you, Maud.'
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'Not half so proud as I am of you, nor with half the reason,' she
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answered, looking me straight in the eyes for a moment with an
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expression in her own and a dancing, tremulous light which I had not
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seen before and which gave me a pang of quick delight. I knew not why,
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for I did not understand it. Then she dropped her eyes, to lift them
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again, laughing.
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'If our friends could see us now!' she said. 'Look at us. Have you
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ever paused for a moment to consider our appearance?'
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'Yes, I have considered yours frequently,' I answered, puzzled
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over what I had seen in her eyes and by her sudden change of subject.
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'Mercy!' she cried. 'And what do I look like, pray?'
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'A scarecrow, I'm afraid,' I replied. 'Just glance at your
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draggled skirts, for instance. Look at those three-cornered tears. And
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such a waist! It would not require a Sherlock Holmes to deduce that
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you have been cooking over a campfire, to say nothing of trying out
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seal-blubber. And, to cap it all, that cap! And all that is the
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woman who wrote "A Kiss Endured."'
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She made me an elaborate and stately curtsy, and said, 'As for
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you, sir-'
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And yet, through the five minutes of banter which followed, there
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was a serious something underneath the fun which I could not but
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relate to the strange and fleeting expression I had caught in her
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eyes. What was it? Could it be that our eyes were speaking beyond
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the will of our speech? My eyes had spoken, I knew, until I had
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found the culprits out and silenced them. This had occurred several
|
|
times. But had she seen the clamor in them and understood? And had her
|
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eyes so spoken to me? What else could that expression have meant?-
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that dancing, tremulous light and a something more which words could
|
|
not describe. And yet it could not be. It was impossible. Besides, I
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was not skilled in the speech of eyes. I was only Humphrey Van Weyden,
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|
a bookish fellow who loved. And to love, and to wait and win love,
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|
that surely was glorious enough for me. And thus I thought, even as we
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|
chaffed each other, until we arrived ashore and there were other
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|
things to think about.
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'It's a shame, after working hard all day, that we cannot have an
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uninterrupted night's sleep,' I complained, after supper.
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'But there can be no danger now, from a blind man?' she queried.
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'I shall never be able to trust him,' I averred; 'and far less now
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|
that he is blind. The liability is that his part-helplessness will
|
|
make him more malignant than ever. I know what I shall do tomorrow,
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|
the first thing- run out a light anchor and kedge the schooner off the
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|
beach. And each night when we come ashore in the boat, Mr. Wolf Larsen
|
|
will be left, virtually a prisoner, on board. So this will be the last
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|
night we have to stand watch, and because of that it will go the
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|
easier.'
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We were awake early, and just finishing breakfast as daylight came.
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'Oh, Humphrey!' I heard Maud cry in dismay, and suddenly stop.
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I looked at her. She was gazing at the Ghost. I followed her gaze,
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but could see nothing unusual. She looked at me, and I looked
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inquiry back.
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'The shears,' she said, and her voice trembled.
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I had forgotten their existence. I looked again, but could not see
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them.
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'If he has-' I muttered savagely.
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She put her hand sympathetically on mine, and said, 'You will have
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|
to begin over again.'
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'Oh, believe me, my anger means nothing; I could not hurt a fly,'
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|
I smiled back bitterly. 'And the worst of it is, he knows it. You
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|
are right. If he has destroyed the shears, I shall do nothing except
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|
begin over again.'
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'But I'll stand my watch on board hereafter,' I blurted out a moment
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|
later. 'And if he interferes-'
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'But I dare not stay ashore, all night, alone,' Maud was saying when
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|
I came back to myself. 'It would be so much nicer if he would be
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|
friendly with us and help us. We could all live comfortably aboard.'
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|
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'We will,' I asserted, still savagely, for the destruction of my
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|
beloved shears had hit me hard. 'That is, you and I will live
|
|
aboard, friendly or not with Wolf Larsen.'
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'It's childish,' I laughed, later, 'for him to do such things, and
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|
for me to grow angry over them, for that matter.'
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|
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But my heart smote me when we climbed aboard and looked at the havoc
|
|
he had done. The shears were gone altogether. The guys had been
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|
slashed right and left. The throat-halyards which I had rigged were
|
|
cut across through every part- and he knew I could not splice. A
|
|
thought struck me: I ran to the windlass. It would not work! He had
|
|
broken it. We looked at each other in consternation. Then I ran to the
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|
side. The masts, booms, and gaffs I had cleared were gone. He had
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|
found the line which held them and cast it adrift.
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|
Tears were in Maud's eyes, and I do believe they were for me. I
|
|
could have wept myself. Where now was our project of remasting the
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|
Ghost? He had done his work well. I sat down on the hatch-combing
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|
and rested my chin on my hands in black despair.
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|
'He deserves to die,' I cried out; 'and- God forgive me- I am not
|
|
man enough to be his executioner.'
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|
But Maud was by my side, passing her hand soothingly through my hair
|
|
as though I were a child, and saying, 'There, there; it will all
|
|
come right. We are in the right and it must come right.'
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|
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|
I remembered Michelet, and leaned my head against her; and truly I
|
|
became strong again. The blessed woman was an unfailing fount of power
|
|
to me. What did it matter? Only a setback, a delay. The tide could not
|
|
have carried the masts far to seaward, and there had been no wind.
|
|
It meant merely more work to find them and tow them back. And,
|
|
besides, it was a lesson. I knew what to expect. He might have
|
|
waited and destroyed our work more effectually when we had more
|
|
accomplished.
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|
|
|
'Here he comes now,' she whispered.
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|
|
|
I glanced up. He was strolling leisurely along the poop on the
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|
port side.
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|
'Take no notice of him,' I whispered. 'He's coming to see how we
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|
take it. Don't let him know that we know. We can deny him that
|
|
satisfaction. Take off your shoes- that's right- and carry them in
|
|
your hand.'
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|
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|
And then we played hide-and-seek with the blind man. As he came up
|
|
the port side we slipped past on the starboard; and from the poop we
|
|
watched him turn and start aft on our track.
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|
|
|
He must have known, somehow, that we were on board, for he said
|
|
'Good morning' very confidently, and waited for the greeting to be
|
|
returned. Then he strolled aft, and we slipped for'ard.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, I know you're aboard,' he called out, and I could see him
|
|
listen intently after he had spoken.
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|
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|
It reminded me of the great hoot-owl, listening, after its booming
|
|
cry, for the stir of its frightened prey. But we did not stir, and
|
|
we moved only when he moved. And so we dodged about the deck, hand
|
|
in hand, like a couple of children chased by a wicked ogre, till
|
|
Wolf Larsen, evidently in disgust, left the deck for the cabin.
|
|
There was glee in our eyes, and suppressed titters in our mouths, as
|
|
we put on our shoes and clambered over the side into the boat. And
|
|
as I looked into Maud's clear brown eyes I forgot the evil he had
|
|
done, and I knew only that I loved her and that because of her the
|
|
strength was mine to win our way back to the world.
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|
CHAPTER THIRTY-SIX.
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|
FOR TWO DAYS MAUD AND I ranged the sea and explored the beaches in
|
|
search of the missing masts. But it was not till the third day that we
|
|
found them, all of them, the shears included, and, of all perilous
|
|
places, in the pounding surf of the grim southwestern promontory.
|
|
And how we worked! At the dark end of the first day we returned,
|
|
exhausted, to our little cove, towing the mainmast behind us. And we
|
|
had been compelled to row, in a dead calm, virtually every inch of the
|
|
way.
|
|
|
|
Another day of heartbreaking and dangerous toil saw us in camp
|
|
with the two topmasts to the good. The day following I was
|
|
desperate, and I rafted together the foremast, the fore- and
|
|
main-booms, and the fore- and main-gaffs. The wind was favorable,
|
|
and I had thought to tow them back under sail; but the wind baffled,
|
|
then died away, and our progress with the oars was a snail's pace. And
|
|
it was such dispiriting effort! To throw one's whole strength and
|
|
weight on the oars, and to feel the boat checked in its forward
|
|
lunge by the heavy drag behind, was not exactly exhilarating.
|
|
|
|
Night began to fall, and, to make matters worse, the wind sprang
|
|
up ahead. Not only did all forward motion cease, but we began to drift
|
|
back and out to sea. I struggled at the oars till I was played out.
|
|
Poor Maud, whom I could never prevent from working to the limit of her
|
|
strength, lay weakly back in the sternsheets. I could row no more.
|
|
My bruised and swollen hands could no longer close on the oar-handles.
|
|
My wrists and arms ached intolerably, and, though I had eaten heartily
|
|
of a twelve-o'clock lunch, I had worked so hard that I was faint
|
|
from hunger.
|
|
|
|
I pulled in the oars and bent forward to the line which held the
|
|
tow. But Maud's hand leapt out restrainingly to mine.
|
|
|
|
'What are you going to do?' she asked in a strained, tense voice.
|
|
|
|
'Cast it off,' I answered, slipping a turn of the rope.
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|
|
|
But her fingers closed on mine.
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|
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|
'Please don't!' she begged.
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|
|
|
'It is useless,' I answered. 'Here is night and the wind blowing
|
|
us off the land.'
|
|
|
|
'But think, Humphrey. If we cannot sail away on the Ghost we may
|
|
remain for years on the island- for life, even. If it has never been
|
|
discovered all these years, it may never be discovered.'
|
|
|
|
'You forget the boat we found on the beach,' I reminded her.
|
|
|
|
'It was a seal-hunting boat,' she replied. 'And you know perfectly
|
|
well that if the men had escaped they would have been back to make
|
|
their fortunes from the rookery. You know they never escaped.'
|
|
|
|
I remained silent, undecided.
|
|
|
|
'Besides,' she added haltingly, 'it's your idea, and I want to you
|
|
succeed.'
|
|
|
|
Now I could harden my heart. As soon as she put it on a flattering
|
|
personal basis, generosity compelled me to deny her.
|
|
|
|
'Better years on the island than to die tonight or tomorrow or the
|
|
next day in the open boat. We are not prepared to brave the sea. We
|
|
have no food, no water, no blankets, nothing. Why, you'd not survive
|
|
the night without blankets. I know how strong you are. You are
|
|
shivering now.'
|
|
|
|
'It is only nervousness,' she answered. 'I am afraid you will cast
|
|
off the masts in spite of me. Oh, please, please, Humphrey, don't!'
|
|
she burst out.
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|
|
|
And so it ended, with the phrase she knew had all power over me.
|
|
We shivered miserably throughout the night. Now and I again I slept
|
|
fitfully, but the pain of the cold always aroused me. How Maud could
|
|
stand it was beyond me. I was too tired to thrash my arms about and
|
|
warm myself, but I found strength time and again to chafe her hands
|
|
and feet to restore the circulation. And still she pleaded with me not
|
|
to cast off the masts. About three in the morning she was caught by
|
|
a cold cramp, and after I had rubbed her out of that she became
|
|
quite numb. I was frightened. I got out the oars and made her row,
|
|
though she was so weak I thought she would faint at every stroke.
|
|
|
|
Morning broke, and we looked long in the growing light for our
|
|
island. At last it showed, small and black, on the horizon, fully
|
|
fifteen miles away. I scanned the sea with my glasses. Far away in the
|
|
southwest I could see a dark line on the water, which grew even as I
|
|
looked at it.
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|
|
|
'Fair wind!' I cried in a husky voice I did not recognize as my own.
|
|
|
|
Maud tried to reply, but could not speak. Her lips were blue with
|
|
cold, and she was hollow-eyed; but oh, how bravely her brown eyes
|
|
looked at me- how piteously brave!
|
|
|
|
Again I fell to chafing her hands, and to moving her arms up and
|
|
down and about until she could thrash them herself. Then I compelled
|
|
her to stand up; and though she would have fallen had I not
|
|
supported her, I forced her to walk back and forth the several steps
|
|
between the thwart and the stern-sheets, and finally to spring up
|
|
and down.
|
|
|
|
'Oh, you brave, brave woman!' I said, when I saw the life coming
|
|
back into her face. 'Did you know that you were brave?'
|
|
|
|
'I never used to be,' she answered. 'I was never brave till I knew
|
|
you. It is you who have made me brave.'
|
|
|
|
'Nor I until I knew you,' I answered.
|
|
|
|
She gave me a quick look, and again I caught that dancing, tremulous
|
|
light and something more in her eyes. But it was only for the
|
|
moment. Then she smiled.
|
|
|
|
'It must have been the conditions,' she said; but I knew she was
|
|
wrong, and I wondered if she likewise knew.
|
|
|
|
Then the wind came, fair and fresh, and the boat was soon laboring
|
|
through a heavy sea toward the island. At half-past three in the
|
|
afternoon we passed the southwestern promontory. Not only were we
|
|
hungry, but we were now suffering from thirst. Our lips were dry and
|
|
cracked, nor could we longer moisten them with our tongues. Then the
|
|
wind slowly died down. By night it was dead calm, and I was toiling
|
|
once more at the oars, but weakly, most weakly. At two in the
|
|
morning the boat's bow touched the beach of our own inner cove, and
|
|
I staggered out to make the painter fast. Maud could not stand, nor
|
|
had I strength to carry her. I fell in the sand with her, and, when
|
|
I had recovered, contented myself with putting my hands under her
|
|
shoulders and dragging her up the beach to the but.
|
|
|
|
The next day we did no work. In fact, we slept till three in the
|
|
afternoon- or at least I did, for I awoke to find Maud cooking dinner.
|
|
Her power of recuperation was wonderful. There was something tenacious
|
|
about that lily-frail body of hers, a clutch on existence which one
|
|
could not reconcile with its patent weakness.
|
|
|
|
'You know I was traveling to Japan for my health,' she said, as we
|
|
lingered at the fire after dinner and delighted in the movelessness of
|
|
loafing. 'I was not very strong. I never was. The doctors
|
|
recommended a sea voyage, and I chose the longest.'
|
|
|
|
'You little knew what you were choosing,' I laughed.
|
|
|
|
'But I shall be a different woman for the experience, as well as a
|
|
stronger woman,' she answered, 'and, I hope, a better woman. At
|
|
least I shall understand a great deal more of life.'
|
|
|
|
Then, as the short day waned, we fell to discussing Wolf Larsen's
|
|
blindness. It was inexplicable, and I instanced his statement that
|
|
he intended to stay and die on Endeavor Island. There had been his
|
|
terrific headaches, and we were agreed that it was some sort of
|
|
brain breakdown, and that in his attacks he endured path beyond our
|
|
comprehension.
|
|
|
|
I noticed, as we talked over his condition, that Maud's sympathy
|
|
went out to him more and more; yet I could not but love her for it, so
|
|
sweetly womanly was it. Besides, there was no false sentiment about
|
|
her feeling. She was agreed that the most rigorous treatment was
|
|
necessary if we were to escape, though she recoiled at the
|
|
suggestion that I might sometime be compelled to take his life to save
|
|
my own- 'our own,' she put it.
|
|
|
|
In the morning we had breakfast and were at work by daylight. I
|
|
found a light kedge-anchor in the forehold, where such things were
|
|
kept, and with a deal of exertion got it on deck and into the boat.
|
|
With a long running-line coiled down in the stern, I rowed well out
|
|
into our little cove and dropped the anchor into the water. There
|
|
was no wind, the tide was high, and the schooner floated. Casting
|
|
off the shorelines, I kedged her out by main strength (the windlass
|
|
being broken), till she rode nearly up and down to the small anchor-
|
|
too small to hold her in any breeze. So I lowered the big starboard
|
|
anchor, giving plenty of slack; and by afternoon I was at work on
|
|
the windlass.
|
|
|
|
Three days I worked on that windlass. Least of all things was I a
|
|
mechanic, and in that time I accomplished what an ordinary machinist
|
|
would have done in as many hours. I had to learn my tools, to begin
|
|
with, and every simple mechanical principle which such a man would
|
|
have at his finger-ends I had likewise to learn. And at the end of
|
|
three days I had a windlass which worked clumsily. It never gave the
|
|
satisfaction the old windlass had given, but it worked and made my
|
|
work possible.
|
|
|
|
In half a day I got the two topmasts aboard and the shears rigged
|
|
and guyed as before. And that night I slept on board, and on deck
|
|
beside my work. Maud, who refused to stay alone ashore, slept in the
|
|
forecastle. Wolf Larsen had sat about, listening to my repairing the
|
|
windlass, and talking with Maud and me upon indifferent subjects. No
|
|
reference was made on either side to the destruction of the shears,
|
|
nor did he say anything further about my leaving his ship alone. But
|
|
still I feared him, blind and helpless and listening, always
|
|
listening, and I never let his strong arms get within reach of me
|
|
while I worked.
|
|
|
|
On this night, sleeping under my beloved shears, I was aroused by
|
|
his footsteps on the deck. It was a starlight night, and I could see
|
|
the bulk of him dimly as he moved about. I rolled out of my blankets
|
|
and crept noiselessly after him in my stocking-feet. He had armed
|
|
himself with a draw-knife from the tool-locker, and with this he
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prepared to cut across the throat-halyards I had again rigged to the
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shears. He felt the halyards with his hands, and discovered that I had
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not made them fast. This would not do for a draw-knife, so he laid
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hold of the running part, hove taut, and made fast. Then he prepared
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to saw across with the draw-knife.
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'I wouldn't if I were you,' I said quietly.
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He heard the click of my pistol and laughed.
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'Hello, Hump,' he said. 'I knew you were here all the time. You
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can't fool my ears.'
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'That's a lie, Wolf Larsen,' I said, just as quietly as before.
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'However, I am aching for a chance to kill you, so go ahead and cut.'
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'You have the chance always,' he sneered.
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'Go ahead and cut,' I threatened ominously.
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'I'd rather disappoint you,' he laughed, and turned on his heel
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and went aft.
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'Something must be done, Humphrey,' Maud said next morning, when I
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had told her of the night's occurrence. 'If he has liberty, he may
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do anything. He may sink the vessel, or set fire to it. There is no
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telling what he may do. We must make him a prisoner.'
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'But how?' I asked, with a helpless shrug. 'I dare not come within
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reach of his arms, and he knows that so long as his resistance is
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passive I cannot shoot him.'
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'There must be some way,' she contended. 'Let me think.'
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'There is one way,' I said grimly.
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She waited.
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I picked up a seal-club.
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'It won't kill him,' I said. 'And before he could recover I'd have
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him bound hard and fast.
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She shook her head with a shudder. 'No, not that. There must be some
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less brutal way. Let us wait.'
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But we did not have to wait long, and the problem solved itself.
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In the morning, after several trials, I found the point of balance
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in the foremast and attached my hoisting tackle a few feet above it.
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Maud held the turn on the windlass and coiled down while I heaved. Had
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the windlass been in order it would not have been so difficult; as
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it was, I was compelled to apply all my weight and strength to every
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inch of the heaving. I had to rest frequently. Maud even contrived, at
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times when all my effort could not budge the windlass, to hold the
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turn with one hand and with the other to throw the weight of her
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slim body to my assistance.
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At the end of an hour the single and double blocks came together
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at the top of the shears. I could hoist no more. And yet the mast
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was not swung entirely inboard. The butt rested against the outside of
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the port rail, while the top of the mast overhung the water far beyond
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the starboard rail. My shears were too short. All my work had been for
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nothing. But I no longer despaired in the old way. I was acquiring
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more confidence in myself and more confidence in the possibilities
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of windlasses, shears, and hoisting-tackles. There was a way in
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which it could be done, and it remained for me to find that way.
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While I was considering the problem Wolf Larsen came on deck. We
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noticed something strange about him at once. The indecisiveness or
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feebleness of his movements was more pronounced. His walk was actually
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tottery as he came down the port side of the cabin. At the break of
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the poop he reeled, raised one hand to his eyes with the familiar
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brushing gesture, and fell down the steps, still on his feet, to the
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main-deck, across which he staggered, falling and flinging his arms
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out for support. He regained his balance by the steerage companionway,
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and stood there dizzily for a space, when he suddenly crumpled up
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and collapsed, his legs bending under him as he sank to the deck.
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'One of his attacks,' I whispered to Maud.
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She nodded her head, and I could see sympathy warm in her eyes.
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We went up to him, but he seemed unconscious, breathing heavily
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and spasmodically. Maud took charge of him, lifting his head to keep
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the blood out of it, and dispatching me to the cabin for a pillow. I
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also brought blankets, and we made him comfortable. I took his
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pulse. It beat steadily and strong, was quite normal. This puzzled me;
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I became suspicious.
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'What if he should be feigning this?' I asked, still holding his
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wrist.
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Maud shook her head, and there was reproof in her eyes. But just
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then the wrist I held leapt from my hand, and the hand clasped like
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a steel trap about my own wrist. I cried aloud in awful fear, a
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wild, inarticulate cry; and I caught one glimpse of his face,
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malignant and triumphant, as his other hand compassed my body and I
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was drawn down to him in a terrible grip.
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My wrist was released, but his other arm, passed around my back,
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held both my arms so that I could not move. His free hand went to my
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throat, and in that moment I knew the bitter foretaste of death earned
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by one's own idiocy. Why had I trusted myself within reach of those
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terrible arms? I could feel other hands at my throat. They were Maud's
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hands, striving vainly to tear loose the hand that was throttling
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me. She gave it up, and I heard her scream in a way that cut me to the
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soul; for it was the woman's scream of fear and heartbreaking despair.
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I had heard it before, during the sinking of the Martinez.
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My face was against his chest, and I could not see, but I heard Maud
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turn and run swiftly along the deck. Everything was happening quickly.
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I had not yet had a glimmering of unconsciousness, and it seemed
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that an interminable period of time was lapsing before I heard her
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feet flying back. And just then I felt the whole man sink under me.
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The breath was leaving his lungs, and his chest was collapsing under
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my weight. Whether it was merely the expelled breath, or consciousness
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of his growing impotence, I know not, but his throat vibrated with a
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deep groan. The hand at my throat relaxed. I breathed. His hand
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fluttered and tightened again. But even his tremendous will could
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|
not overcome the dissolution that assailed it. That will of his was
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breaking down. He was fainting.
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Maud's footsteps were very near as his hand fluttered for the last
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time and my throat was released. I rolled off and over to the deck
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on my back, gasping and blinking in the sunshine. Maud was pale but
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composed,- my eyes had gone instantly to her face,- and she was
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looking at me with mingled alarm and relief. A heavy seal-club in
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her hand caught my eyes, and at that moment she followed my gaze
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down to it. The club dropped from her hand as if it had suddenly stung
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her, and at the same moment my heart surged with a great joy. Truly
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she was my woman- my mate- woman, fighting for me as the mate of a
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caveman would have fought, all the primitive in her aroused, forgetful
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of her culture, hard under the softening civilization of the only life
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she had ever known.
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'Dear woman!' I cried, scrambling to my feet.
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The next moment she was in my arms, weeping convulsively on my
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shoulder while I clasped her close. I looked down at the brown glory
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of her hair, glinting gems in the sunshine far more precious to me
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|
than those in the treasure-chests of kings. And I bent my head and
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kissed her hair softly, so softly that she did not know.
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Then sober thought came to me. After all, she was only a woman,
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crying her relief, now that the danger was past, in the arms of her
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protector or of the one who had been endangered. Had I been father
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|
or brother, the situation would have been nowise different. Besides,
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time and place were not meet, and I wished to earn a better right to
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declare my love. So once again I softly kissed her hair as I felt
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her receding from my clasp.
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'It is a real attack this time,' I said; 'another shock like the one
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that made him blind. He feigned at first, and in doing so brought it
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on.' Maud was already rearranging his pillow.
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'No,' I said; 'not yet. Now that I have him helpless, helpless he
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|
shall remain. From this day we live in the cabin. Wolf Larsen shall
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live in the steerage.'
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I caught him under the shoulders and dragged him to the
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companionway. At my direction Maud fetched a rope. Placing this
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under his shoulders, I balanced him across the threshold and lowered
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|
him down the steps to the floor. I could not lift him directly into
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a bunk, but with Maud's help I lifted first his shoulders and head,
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|
then his body, balanced him across the edge, and rolled him into a
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lower bunk.
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But this was not to be all. I recollected the handcuffs in his
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stateroom, which he preferred to use on sailors instead of the ancient
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and clumsy ship-irons. So, when we left him, he lay handcuffed hand
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|
and foot. For the first time in many days I breathed freely. I felt
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|
strangely light as I came on deck, as though a weight had been
|
|
lifted from my shoulders. I felt, also, that Maud and I had drawn more
|
|
closely together; and I wondered if she, too, felt it as we walked
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along the deck side by side to where the stalled foremast hung in
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the shears.
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|
CHAPTER THIRTY-SEVEN.
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AT ONCE WE MOVED ABOARD the Ghost, occupying our old staterooms
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|
and cooking in the galley. The imprisonment of Wolf Larsen had
|
|
happened most opportunely, for what must have been the Indian summer
|
|
of this high latitude was gone, and drizzling, stormy weather had
|
|
set in. We were very comfortable; and the inadequate shears, with
|
|
the foremast suspended from them, gave a businesslike air to the
|
|
schooner and a promise of departure.
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|
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|
And now that we had Wolf Larsen in irons, how little did we need it!
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|
Like his first attack, his second had been accompanied by serious
|
|
disablement. Maud made the discovery in the afternoon, while trying to
|
|
give him nourishment. He had shown signs of consciousness, and she had
|
|
spoken to him, eliciting no response. He was lying on his left side at
|
|
the time, and in evident pain. With a restless movement he rolled
|
|
his head around, clearing his left ear from the pillow against which
|
|
it had been pressed. At once he heard and answered her, and at once
|
|
she came to me.
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|
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|
Pressing the pillow against his left ear, I asked him if he heard
|
|
me, but he gave no sign. Removing the pillow and repeating the
|
|
question, I was answered promptly that he did.
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|
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|
'Do you know you are deaf in the right ear?' I asked.
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|
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|
'Yes,' he answered in a low, strong voice, 'and worse than that.
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|
My whole right side is affected. It seems asleep. I cannot move arm or
|
|
leg.'
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|
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|
'Feigning again?' I demanded angrily.
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|
|
|
He shook his head, his stern mouth shaping a strange, twisted smile.
|
|
It was indeed a twisted smile, for it was on the left side only, the
|
|
facial muscles of the right side moving not at all.
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|
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|
'That was the last stroke of the Wolf,' he said. 'I am paralyzed;
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|
I shall never walk again. Oh, only on the right side,' he added, as
|
|
though divining the suspicious glance I flung at his left leg, the
|
|
knee of which had just then drawn up and elevated the blankets.
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|
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|
'It's unfortunate,' he continued. 'I'd like to have done for you
|
|
first, Hump. And I thought I had that much left in me.'
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|
|
|
'But why?' I asked, partly in horror, partly out of curiosity.
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|
|
|
Again his mouth framed the twisted smile, as he said:
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|
|
'Oh, just to be alive, to be living and doing, to be the biggest big
|
|
of the ferment to the end- to eat you. But to die this way-'
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|
|
|
He shrugged his shoulders, or attempted to shrug them, rather, for
|
|
the left shoulder alone moved. Like the smile, the shrug was twisted.
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|
|
|
'But how can you account for it?' I asked. 'Where is the seat of
|
|
trouble?'
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|
|
|
'The brain,' he said at once. 'It was those cursed headaches brought
|
|
it on.'
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|
|
|
'Symptoms,' I said.
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|
|
|
He nodded his head. 'There is no accounting for it. I was never sick
|
|
in my life. Something's gone wrong with my brain. A cancer or tumor or
|
|
something of that nature- a thing that devours and destroys. It's
|
|
attacking my nerve centers, eating them up, bit by bit, cell by
|
|
cell- from the pain.'
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|
|
|
'The motor centers, too,' I suggested.
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|
|
|
'So it would seem. And the curse of it is that I must lie here,
|
|
conscious, mentally unimpaired, knowing that the lines are going down,
|
|
breaking bit by bit communication with the world. I cannot see;
|
|
hearing and feeling are leaving me: at this rate I shall soon cease to
|
|
speak. Yet all the time I shall be here, alive, active, and
|
|
powerless.'
|
|
|
|
'When you say you are here, I'd suggest the likelihood of the soul,'
|
|
I said.
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|
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|
'Bosh!' was his retort. 'It simply means that in the attack on my
|
|
brain the higher psychical centers are untouched. I can remember,
|
|
think, and reason. When that goes, I go. I am not. The soul?'
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|
|
|
He broke out in mocking laughter, then turned his left ear to the
|
|
pillow as a sign that he wished no further conversation.
|
|
|
|
Maud and I went about our work oppressed by the fearful fate which
|
|
had overtaken him- how fearful we were yet fully to realize. There was
|
|
the awfulness of retribution about it. Our thoughts were deep and
|
|
solemn, and we spoke to each other scarcely above whispers.
|
|
|
|
'You might remove the handcuffs,' he said that night, as we stood in
|
|
consultation over him. 'It's dead safe. I'm a paralytic now. The
|
|
next thing to watch out for is bedsores.'
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|
|
|
He smiled his twisted smile, and Maud, her eyes wide with horror,
|
|
was compelled to turn away her head.
|
|
|
|
'Do you know that your smile is crooked?' I asked him; for I knew
|
|
that she must attend him, and I wished to save her as much as
|
|
possible.
|
|
|
|
'Then I shall smile no more,' he said calmly. 'I thought something
|
|
was wrong. My right cheek has been numb all day. Yes, and I've had
|
|
warnings of this for the last three days, by spells: my right side
|
|
seemed going to sleep, sometimes arm or hand, sometimes leg or foot.
|
|
|
|
'So my smile is crooked?' he queried, a short while after. 'Well,
|
|
consider henceforth that I smile internally with my soul, if you
|
|
please- my soul. Consider that I am smiling now.'
|
|
|
|
And for the space of several minutes he lay there, quiet,
|
|
indulging his grotesque fancy.
|
|
|
|
The man of him was not changed. It was the old, indomitable,
|
|
terrible Wolf Larsen imprisoned somewhere within that flesh which
|
|
had once been so invincible and splendid. Now it bound him with
|
|
insentient fetters, walling his soul in darkness and silence, blocking
|
|
it from the world which to him had been a riot of action. No more
|
|
would he 'conjugate the verb to do in every mood and tense.' 'To be'
|
|
was all that remained to him- to be, as he had defined death,
|
|
without movement; to will, but not to execute; to think and reason,
|
|
and in his spirit to be as alive as ever, but in the flesh to be dead,
|
|
quite dead.
|
|
|
|
And yet, though I even removed the handcuffs, we could not adjust
|
|
ourselves to his condition. Our minds revolted. To us he was full of
|
|
potentiality. We knew not to expect of him next, what fearful thing,
|
|
rising above the flesh, he might break out and do. Our experience
|
|
warranted this state of mind, and we went about with anxiety always
|
|
upon us.
|
|
|
|
I had solved the problem which had arisen through the shortness of
|
|
the shears. By means of the watch-tackle (I had made a new one) I
|
|
heaved the butt of the foremast across the rail and then lowered it to
|
|
the deck. Next, by means of the shears, I hoisted the main-boom on
|
|
board. Its forty feet of length would supply the height necessary
|
|
properly to swing the mast. By means of a secondary tackle I had
|
|
attached to the shears, I swung the boom to a nearly perpendicular
|
|
position, then lowered the butt to the deck, where, to prevent
|
|
slipping, I spiked great cleats around it. The single block of my
|
|
original shears- tackle I had attached to the end of the boom. Thus by
|
|
carrying this tackle to the windlass I could raise and lower the end
|
|
of the boom at will, the butt always remaining stationary, and by
|
|
means of guys I could swing the boom from side to side. To the end
|
|
of the boom I had likewise rigged a hoisting-tackle, and when the
|
|
whole arrangement was complete I could not but be startled by the
|
|
power and latitude it gave me.
|
|
|
|
Of course two days' work was required for the accomplishment of this
|
|
part of my task, and it was not till the morning of the third day that
|
|
I swung the foremast from the deck and proceeded to square its butt to
|
|
fit the step. Here I was especially awkward. I sawed and chopped and
|
|
chiseled the weathered wood till it had the appearance of having
|
|
been gnawed by some gigantic mouse. But it fitted.
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|
|
|
'It will work- I know it will work!' I cried.
|
|
|
|
Wolf Larsen had received another stroke. He had lost his voice, or
|
|
was losing it. He had only intermittent use of it. As he phrased it,
|
|
the wires were like the stock market, now up, now down. Occasionally
|
|
the wires were up and he spoke as well as ever, though slowly and
|
|
heavily. Then speech would suddenly desert him, in the middle of a
|
|
sentence perhaps, and for hours, sometimes we would wait for the
|
|
connection to be reestablished. He complained of great pain in his
|
|
head, and it was during this period that he arranged a system of
|
|
communication against the time when speech should leave him
|
|
altogether- one pressure of the hand for 'yes,' two for 'no.' It was
|
|
well that it was arranged, for by evening his voice had gone from him.
|
|
By hand pressures, after that, he answered our questions, and when
|
|
he wished to speak he scrawled his thoughts with his left hand,
|
|
quite legibly, on a sheet of paper.
|
|
|
|
The fierce winter had now descended upon us. Gale followed gale,
|
|
with snow and sleet and rain. The seals had started on their great
|
|
southern migration, and the rookery was virtually deserted. I worked
|
|
feverishly. In spite of the bad weather, and of the wind which
|
|
especially hindered me, I was on deck from daylight till dark, and
|
|
making substantial progress.
|
|
|
|
I profited by my lesson learned through raising the shears, and then
|
|
climbed them to attach the guys. To the top of the foremast, which was
|
|
lifted conveniently from the deck, I attached the rigging, stays,
|
|
and throat-and peak-halyards. As usual, I had underrated the amount of
|
|
work involved in this portion of the task, and two long days were
|
|
necessary to complete it. And there was so much yet to be done: the
|
|
sails, for instance, had to be made over.
|
|
|
|
While I toiled at rigging the foremast, Maud sewed on the canvas,
|
|
ready always to drop everything and come to my assistance when more
|
|
hands than two were required. The canvas was heavy and hard, and she
|
|
sewed with the regular sailor's palm and the three-cornered
|
|
sail-needle. Her hands were soon sadly blistered, but she struggled
|
|
bravely on, and, in addition, did the cooking and took care of the
|
|
sick man.
|
|
|
|
'A fig for superstition,' I said on Friday morning. 'That mast
|
|
goes in today.'
|
|
|
|
Everything was ready for the attempt. Carrying the boom-tackle to
|
|
the windlass, I hoisted the mast nearly clear of the deck. Making this
|
|
tackle fast, I took to the windlass the shears-tackle (which was
|
|
connected with the end of the boom), and with a few turns had the mast
|
|
perpendicular and clear.
|
|
|
|
Maud clapped her hands the instant she was relieved from holding the
|
|
turn, crying:
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|
|
|
'It works! It works! We'll trust our lives to it!'
|
|
|
|
Then she assumed a rueful expression.
|
|
|
|
'It's not over the hole,' she said. 'Will you have to begin all
|
|
over?'
|
|
|
|
I smiled in superior fashion, and, slacking off on one of the
|
|
boom-guys and taking in on the other, swung the mast perfectly in
|
|
the center of the deck. Still it was not over the hole. Again the
|
|
rueful expression came on her face, and again I smiled in a superior
|
|
way. Slacking away on the boom-tackle and hoisting an equivalent
|
|
amount on the shears-tackle, I brought the butt of the mast into
|
|
position directly over the hole in the deck. Then I gave Maud
|
|
careful instructions for lowering away, and went into the hold to
|
|
the step on the schooner's bottom.
|
|
|
|
I called to her, and the mast moved easily and accurately.
|
|
Straight toward the square hole of the step the square butt descended;
|
|
but as it descended it slowly twisted, so that square would not fit
|
|
into square. But I had not even a moment's indecision. Calling to Maud
|
|
to cease lowering, I went on deck and made the watch-tackle fast to
|
|
the mast with a rolling hitch. I left Maud to pull on it while I
|
|
went below. By the light of the lantern I saw the butt twist slowly
|
|
around till its sides coincided with the sides of the step. Maud
|
|
made fast and returned to the windlass. Slowly the butt descended
|
|
the several intervening inches, at the same time slightly twisting
|
|
again. Once more Maud rectified the twist with the watch-tackle, and
|
|
once more she lowered away from the windlass. Square fitted into
|
|
square. The mast was stepped.
|
|
|
|
I raised a shout, and she ran down to see. In the yellow
|
|
lantern-light we peered at what we had accomplished. We looked at each
|
|
other, and our hands felt their way and clasped. The eyes of both of
|
|
us, I think, were moist with the joy of success.
|
|
|
|
'It was done so easily, after all,' I remarked. 'All the work was in
|
|
the preparation.'
|
|
|
|
'And all the wonder in the completion,' Maud added. 'I can
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scarcely bring myself to realize that that great mast is really up and
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in- that you have lifted it from the water, swung it through the
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air, and deposited it here where it belongs. It is a Titan's task.'
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'And they made themselves many inventions-' I began merrily, then
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paused to sniff the air.
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I looked hastily at the lantern. It was not smoking. Again I
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sniffed.
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'Something is burning,' Maud said with sudden conviction.
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We sprang together for the ladder, but I raced past her to the deck.
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A dense volume of smoke was pouring out of the steerage companionway.
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'The Wolf is not yet dead,' I muttered to myself as I sprang down
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through the smoke.
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It was so thick in the confined space that I was compelled to feel
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my way; and, so potent was the spell of Wolf Larsen on my imagination,
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I was quite prepared for the helpless giant to grip my neck in a
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stranglehold. I hesitated, the desire to race back and up the steps to
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the deck almost overpowering me. Then I recollected Maud. The vision
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of her, as I had last seen her, in the lantern-light of the schooner's
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hold, her brown eyes warm and moist with joy, flashed before me, and I
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knew that I could not go back.
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I was choking and suffocating by the time I reached Wolf Larsen's
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bunk. I reached in my hand and felt for him. He was lying
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motionless, but moved slightly at the touch of my hand. I felt over
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and under his blankets. There was no warmth, no sign of fire. Yet that
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smoke which blinded me and made me cough and gasp must have a
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source. I lost my head temporarily, and dashed frantically about the
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steerage. A collision with the table partly knocked the wind from my
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body and brought me to myself. I reasoned that a helpless man could
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start a fire only near to where he lay.
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I returned to Wolf Larsen's bunk. There I encountered Maud. How long
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she had been there in that suffocating atmosphere I could not guess.
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'Go up on deck,' I commanded peremptorily.
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'But, Humphrey-' she began to protest in a queer, husky voice.
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'Please! please!' I shouted at her, harshly.
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She drew away obediently; and then I thought, What if she cannot
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find the steps? I started after her, to stop at the foot of the
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companionway. Perhaps she had gone up. As I stood there, hesitant, I
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heard her cry softly:
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'Oh, Humphrey, I am lost!'
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I found her fumbling at the wall of the after-bulkhead, and, half
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leading, half carrying her, I took her up the companionway. The pure
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air was like nectar. Maud was only faint and dizzy, and I left her
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lying on the deck when I took my second plunge below.
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The source of the smoke must be very close to Wolf Larsen: my mind
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was made up to this, and I went straight to his bunk. As I felt
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among his blankets, something hot fell on the back of my hand. It
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burned me, and I jerked my hand away. Then I understood. Through the
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cracks in the bottom of the upper bunk he had set fire to the
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mattress. He still retained sufficient use of his left arm to do this.
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The damp straw of the mattress, fired from beneath and denied air, had
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been smoldering all the while.
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As I dragged the mattress out of the bunk it seemed to
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disintegrate in mid-air, at the same time bursting into flames. I beat
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out the burning remnants of straw in the bulk, then made a dash for
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the deck for fresh air.
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Several buckets of water sufficed to put out the burning mattress in
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the middle of the steerage floor; and ten minutes later, when the
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smoke had fairly cleared, I allowed Maud to come below. Wolf Larsen
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was unconscious, but it was a matter of minutes for the fresh air to
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restore him. We were working over him, however, when he signed for
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paper and pencil.
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'Pray do not interrupt me,' he wrote. 'I am smiling.'
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'I am still a bit of the ferment, you see,' he wrote a little later.
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'I am glad you are as small a bit as you are,' I said.
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'Thank you,' he wrote. 'But just think of how much smaller I shall
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be before I die.'
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'And yet I am all here, Hump,' he wrote with a final flourish. 'I
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can think more clearly than ever in my life before. Nothing to disturb
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me. Concentration is perfect. I am all here and more than here.'
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It was like a message from the night of the grave, for this man's
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body had become his mausoleum. And there, in so strange a sepulcher,
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his spirit fluttered and lived. It would flutter and live till the
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last line of communication was broken, and after that who was to say
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how much longer it might continue to flutter and live?
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CHAPTER THIRTY-EIGHT.
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'I THINK MY LEFT SIDE IS GOING.' Wolf Larsen wrote, the morning
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after his attempt to fire the ship. 'The numbness is growing. I can
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hardly move my hand. You will have to speak louder. The last lines are
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going down.'
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'Are you in pain?' I asked.
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I was compelled to repeat my question loudly before he answered:
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'Not all the time.'
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The left hand stumbled slowly and painfully across the paper, and it
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was with extreme difficulty that we deciphered the scrawl. It was like
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a 'spirit message,' such as are delivered at seances of
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spiritualists for a dollar admission.
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'But I am still here, all here,' hand scrawled, more slowly and
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painfully than ever.
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The pencil dropped, and we had to replace it in the hand.
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'When there is no pain I have perfect peace and quiet. I have
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never thought so clearly. I can ponder life and death like a Hindu
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sage.'
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'And immortality?' Maud queried loudly in the ear.
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Three times the hand essayed to write, but fumbled hopelessly. The
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pencil fell. In vain we tried to replace it. The fingers could not
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close on it. Then Maud pressed and held the fingers, about the
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pencil with her own hand, and the hand wrote, in large letters, and so
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slowly that the minutes ticked off to each letter:
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'B-O-S-H.'
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It was Wolf Larsen's last word,- 'bosh,'- skeptical and invincible
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to the end. The arm and hand relaxed. The trunk of the body moved
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slightly. Then there was no movement. Maud released the hand. The
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fingers spread, falling apart of their own weight, and the pencil
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rolled away.
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'Do you still hear?' I shouted, holding the fingers and waiting
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for the single pressure which would signify 'yes.' There was no
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response. The hand was dead.
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'I noticed the lips slightly move,' Maud said.
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I repeated the question. The lips moved. She placed the tips of
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her fingers on them. Again I repeated the question. 'Yes,' Maud
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announced. We looked at each other expectantly.
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'What good is it?' I asked. 'What can we say now?'
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'Oh, ask him-'
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She hesitated.
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'Ask him something that requires "no" for an answer,' I suggested.
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'Then we shall know with certainty.'
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'Are you hungry?' she cried.
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The lips moved under her fingers, and she answered, 'Yes.'
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'Will you have some beef?' was her next query.
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'No,' she announced.
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'Beef-tea?'
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'Yes, he will have some beef-tea,' she said quietly, looking up at
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me. 'Until his hearing goes we shall be able to communicate with
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him. And after that-'
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She looked at me queerly. I saw her lips trembling and the tears
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swimming up in her eyes. She swayed toward me, and I caught her in
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my arms.
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'Oh, Humphrey,' she sobbed, 'when will it all end? I am so tired, so
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tired!'
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She buried her head on my shoulder, her frail form shaken with a
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|
storm of weeping. She was like a feather in my arms, so slender, so
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ethereal. 'She has broken down at last,' I thought. 'What can I do
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|
without her help?'
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But I soothed and comforted her, till she pulled herself bravely
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|
together and recuperated mentally as quickly as she was wont to do
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physically.
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'I ought to be ashamed of myself,' she said. Then added, with the
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whimsical smile I adored, 'But I am only one small woman.'
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That phrase, 'one small woman,' startled me like an electric
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|
shock. It was my own phrase, my pet, secret phrase, my love-phrase for
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her.
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'Where did you get that phrase?' I demanded, with an abruptness that
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in turn startled her.
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'What phrase?' she asked.
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'"One small woman."'
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'Is it yours?' she asked.
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'Yes,' I answered, 'mine. I made it.'
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'Then you must have talked in your sleep,' she smiled.
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The dancing, tremulous light was in her eyes. Mine, I knew, were
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speaking beyond the will of my speech. I leaned toward her. Without
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|
volition I leaned toward her, as a tree is swayed by the wind. Ah,
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|
we were very close together in that moment. But she shook her head, as
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|
one might shake off sleep or a dream, saying:
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'I have known it all my life. It was my father's name for my
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mother.'
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'It is my phrase, too,' I said stubbornly.
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'For your mother?'
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'No,' I answered; and she questioned no further, though I could have
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sworn her eyes retained for some time a mocking, teasing expression.
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With the foremast in, the work now went on apace. Almost before I
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|
knew it, and without one serious hitch, I had the mainmast stepped.
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A derrick-boom rigged to the foremast had accomplished this; and
|
|
several days more found all stays and shrouds in place and
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|
everything set up taut. Topsails would be a nuisance and a danger
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|
for a crew of two, so I heaved the topmasts on deck and lashed them
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|
fast.
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Several more days were consumed in finishing the sails and putting
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|
them on. There were only three- the jib, foresail, and mainsail;
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|
and, patched, shortened, and distorted, they were a ridiculously
|
|
ill-fitting suit for so trim a craft as the Ghost.
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'But they'll work,' Maud cried jubilantly. 'We'll make them work,
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|
and trust our lives to them!'
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Certainly, among my many new trades, I shone least as a sailmaker. I
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|
could sail them better than make them, and I had no doubt of my
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|
power to bring the schooner to some northern port of Japan. In fact, I
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|
had crammed navigation from textbooks aboard; and, besides, there
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|
was Wolf Larsen's star-scale, so simple a device that a child could
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|
work it.
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As for its inventor, beyond an increasing deafness and the
|
|
movement of the lips growing faint and fainter, there had been
|
|
little change in his condition for a week. But on the day we
|
|
finished bending the schooner's sails he heard his last, and the
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|
last movement of the lips died away, but not before I had asked him,
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|
'Are you all there?' and the lips had answered, 'Yes.'
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The last line was down. Somewhere within that tomb of the flesh
|
|
still dwelt the soul of the man. Walled by the living clay, that
|
|
fierce intelligence we had known burned on; but it burned on in
|
|
silence and darkness. And it was disembodied. To that intelligence
|
|
there could be no objective knowledge of a body. It knew no body.
|
|
The very world was not. It knew only itself and the vastness and
|
|
profundity of the quiet and the dark.
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|
CHAPTER THIRTY-NINE.
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|
THE DAY CAME FOR OUR DEPARTURE. There was no longer anything to
|
|
detain us on Endeavor Island. The Ghost's stumpy masts were in
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|
place, her crazy sails bent. All my handiwork was strong, none of it
|
|
beautiful; but I knew that it would work, and I felt myself a man of
|
|
power as I looked at it.
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|
'I did it! I did it! With my own hands I did it!' I wanted to cry
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|
aloud.
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|
But Maud and I had a way of voicing each other's thoughts; and she
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|
said, as we prepared to hoist the mainsail:
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|
'To think, Humphrey, you did it all with your own hands!'
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|
'But there were two other hands,' I answered- 'two small hands.
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|
And don't say that was also a phrase of your father's.'
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She shook her head and laughed, and held her hands up for
|
|
inspection.
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'I can never get them clean again,' she wailed, 'nor soften the
|
|
weather-beat.'
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|
'Then dirt and weather-beat shall be your guerdon of honor,' I said,
|
|
holding them in mine; and, spite of my resolutions, I would have
|
|
kissed the two dear hands had she not swiftly withdrawn them.
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|
Our comradeship was becoming tremulous. I had mastered my love
|
|
long and well, but now it was mastering me. Willfully had it disobeyed
|
|
and won my eyes to speech, and now it was winning my tongue- aye,
|
|
and my lips, for they were mad this moment to kiss the two small hands
|
|
which had toiled so faithfully and hard. And I, too, was mad. There
|
|
was a cry in my being like bugles calling me to her. And there was a
|
|
wind blowing upon me which I could not resist, swaying the very body
|
|
of me till I leaned toward her, all unconscious that I leaned. And she
|
|
knew it. She could not but know it as she swiftly drew away her hands,
|
|
and yet could not forbear one quick searching look before she turned
|
|
away her eyes.
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|
By means of deck-tackles I had arranged to carry the halyards
|
|
forward to the windlass; and now I hoisted the mainsail, peak and
|
|
throat, at the same time. It was a clumsy way, but it did not take
|
|
long, and soon the foresail as well was up and fluttering.
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|
'We can never get that anchor up in this narrow place, once it has
|
|
left the bottom,' I said. 'We should be on the rocks first.'
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'What can you do?' she asked.
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'Slip it,' my answer. 'And when I do, you must do your first work on
|
|
the windlass. I shall have to run at once to the wheel, and at the
|
|
same time you must be hoisting the jib.'
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|
This maneuver of getting under way I had studied and worked out a
|
|
score of times; and, with the jib-halyard to the windlass, I knew Maud
|
|
was capable of hoisting that most necessary sail. A brisk wind was
|
|
blowing into the cover, and, though the water was calm, rapid work was
|
|
required to get us safely out.
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|
When I knocked the shackle-bolt loose, the chain roared out
|
|
through the hawse-hole and into the sea. I raced aft, putting the
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|
wheel up. The Ghost seemed to start into life as she heeled to the
|
|
first fill of her sails. The jib was rising. As it filled, the Ghost's
|
|
bow swung off, and I had to put the wheel down a few spokes and steady
|
|
her.
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I had devised an automatic jib-sheet which passed the jib across
|
|
of itself, so there was no need for Maud to attend to that; but she
|
|
was still hoisting the jib when I put the wheel hard down. It was a
|
|
moment of anxiety, for the Ghost was rushing directly upon the
|
|
beach, a stone's throw distant. But she swung obediently on her heel
|
|
into the wind. There was a great fluttering and flapping of canvas and
|
|
reef-points, most welcome to my ears, then she filled away on the
|
|
other tack.
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Maud had finished her task and come aft, where she stood beside
|
|
me, a small cap perched on her wind-blown hair, her cheeks flushed
|
|
from exertion, her eyes wide and bright with the excitement, her
|
|
nostrils quivering to the rush and bite of the fresh salt air. Her
|
|
brown eyes were like a startled deer's. There was a wild, keen look in
|
|
them I had never seen before, and her lips parted and her breath
|
|
suspended as the Ghost, charging upon the wall of rock at the entrance
|
|
to the inner cove, swept into the wind and filled away into safe
|
|
water.
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My first mate's berth on the sealing-grounds stood me in good stead,
|
|
and I cleared the inner cove and laid a long tack along the shore of
|
|
the outer cover. Once again about, and the Ghost headed out to open
|
|
sea. She had now caught the bosom-breathing of the ocean, and was
|
|
herself abreath with the rhythm of it as she smoothly mounted and
|
|
slipped down each broad-backed wave. The day had been dull and
|
|
overcast, but the sun now burst through the clouds, a welcome omen,
|
|
and shone upon the curving beach where together we had dared the lords
|
|
of the harem and slain the holluschickie. All Endeavor Island
|
|
brightened under the sun. Even the grim southwestern promontory showed
|
|
less grim, and here and there, where the sea-spray wet its surface,
|
|
high lights flashed and dazzled in the sun.
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|
'I shall always think of it with pride,' I said to Maud.
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|
She threw her head back in a queenly way, but sad, 'Dear, dear
|
|
Endeavor Island! I shall always love it.'
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'And I,' I said quickly.
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|
It seemed our eyes must meet in a great understanding, and yet,
|
|
loath, they struggled away and did not meet.
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|
|
There was a silence I might almost call awkward, till I broke it,
|
|
saying:
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|
|
'See those black clouds to windward. You remember, I told you last
|
|
night the barometer was falling.'
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|
'And the sun is gone,' she said, her eyes still fixed upon our
|
|
island where we had proved our mastery over matter and attained to the
|
|
truest comradeship which may fall to man and woman.
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|
'And it's slack off the sheets for Japan!' I cried gaily. 'A fair
|
|
wind and a flowing sheet, you know, or however it goes.'
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|
|
Lashing the wheel, I ran forward, eased the fore- and main-sheets,
|
|
took in on the boom-tackles, and trimmed everything for the quartering
|
|
breeze which was ours. Unfortunately, when running free it is
|
|
impossible to lash the wheel, so I faced an all-night watch. Maud
|
|
insisted on relieving me, but proved that she had not the strength
|
|
to steer in a heavy sea, even if she could have gained the wisdom on
|
|
such short notice. She appeared quite heartbroken over the discovery,
|
|
but recovered her spirits by coiling down tackles and halyards and
|
|
all stray ropes. Then there were meals to be cooked in the galley,
|
|
beds to make, Wolf Larsen to be attended upon, and she finished the
|
|
day with a grand house-cleaning attack upon the cabin and steerage.
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|
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|
All night I steered, without relief, the wind slowly and steadily
|
|
increasing and the sea rising. At five in the morning Maud brought
|
|
me hot coffee and biscuits she had baked, and at seven a substantial
|
|
and piping hot breakfast put new life into me.
|
|
|
|
Throughout the day, and as slowly and steadily as ever, the wind
|
|
increased. And still the Ghost foamed along, racing off the miles till
|
|
I was certain she was making at least eleven knots. It was too good to
|
|
lose, but by nightfall I was exhausted. Though in splendid physical
|
|
trim, a thirty-six-hour trick at the wheel was the limit of my
|
|
endurance. Besides, I knew, if the wind and sea, increased at the same
|
|
rate during the night, that it would soon be impossible to heave to.
|
|
So, as twilight deepened, gladly, and at the same time reluctantly,
|
|
I brought the Ghost up on the wind.
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|
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|
But I had not reckoned upon the colossal task the reefing of three
|
|
sails meant for one man. While running away from the wind I had not
|
|
appreciated its force, but when we ceased to run, I learned, to my
|
|
sorry, and well-nigh to my despair, how fiercely it was really
|
|
blowing. The wind balked my every effort, ripping the canvas out of my
|
|
hands and in an instant undoing what I had gained by ten minutes of
|
|
severest struggle. At eight o'clock I had succeeded only in putting
|
|
the second reef into the foresail. At eleven o'clock I was no
|
|
further along. Blood dripped from every finger-end, while the nails
|
|
were broken to the quick. From pain and sheer exhaustion, I wept in
|
|
the darkness, secretly, so that Maud should not know.
|
|
|
|
Then, in desperation, I abandoned the attempt to reef the
|
|
mainsail, and resolved to try the experiment of heaving to under the
|
|
close-reefed foresail. Three hours more were required to gasket the
|
|
mainsail and jib, and at two in the morning, nearly dead, the life
|
|
almost buffeted and worked out of me, I had barely sufficient
|
|
consciousness to know the experiment was a success.
|
|
|
|
I was famished, but Maud tried vainly to get me to eat. So
|
|
sleepily helpless was I that she was compelled to hold me in my
|
|
chair to prevent my being flung to the floor by the violent pitching
|
|
of the schooner.
|
|
|
|
Of the passage from the galley to the cabin I knew nothing. In fact,
|
|
I was aware of nothing till I awoke in my bunk, with my boots off.
|
|
It was dark. I was stiff and lame, and cried out with pain when the
|
|
bedclothes touched my poor finger-ends. Morning had evidently not
|
|
come, so I closed my eyes and went to sleep again. I did not know
|
|
it, but I had slept the clock around and it was night again.
|
|
|
|
Once more I awoke, troubled because I could sleep no better. I
|
|
struck a match and looked at my watch. It marked midnight. And I had
|
|
not left the deck until three! I should have been puzzled had I not
|
|
guessed the solution. No wonder I was sleeping brokenly. I had slept
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twenty-one hours. I listened for a while to the behavior of the Ghost,
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to the pounding of the seas and the muffled roar of the wind on deck
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and then turned over on my side and slept peacefully until morning.
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When I arose at seven I saw no sign of Maud, and concluded she was
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in the galley preparing breakfast. On deck I found the Ghost doing
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splendidly under her patch of canvas. But in the galley, though a fire
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was burning and water boiling, I found no Maud.
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I discovered her in the steerage, by Wolf Larsen's bunk. I looked at
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him- the man who had been hurled down from the topmost pitch of life
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to be buried alive and be worse than dead. There seemed a relaxation
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of his expressionless face which was new. Maud looked at me, and I
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understood.
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'His life flickered out in the storm,' I said.
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'But he still lives,' she answered, infinite faith in her voice.
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'He had too great strength.'
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'Yes,' she said; 'but now it no longer shackles him. He is a free
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spirit.'
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'He is a free spirit surely,' I answered; and, taking her hand, I
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led her on deck.
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The storm broke that night, which is to say that it diminished as
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slowly as it had arisen. After breakfast next morning, when I had
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hoisted Wolf Larsen's body on deck ready for burial, it was still
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blowing heavily and a large sea was running. The deck was
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continually awash with the sea which came inboard over the rail and
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through the scuppers. The wind smote the schooner with a sudden
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gust, and she heeled over till her lee rail was buried, the roar in
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her rigging rising in pitch to a shriek. We stood in the water to
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our knees as I bared my head.
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'I remember only one part of the service,' I said, 'and that is,
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"And the body shall be cast into the sea."'
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Maud looked at me, surprised and shocked; but the spirit of
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something I had seen before was strong upon me, impelling me to give
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service to Wolf Larsen as Wolf Larsen had once given service to
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another man. I lifted the end of the hatch-cover, and the
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canvas-shrouded body slipped feet first into the sea. The weight of
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iron dragged it down. It was gone.
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'Good-by, Lucifer, proud spirit!' Maud whispered so low that it
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was drowned by the shouting of the wind; but I saw the movement of her
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lips, and knew.
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As we clung to the lee rail and worked our way aft, I happened to
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glance to leeward. The Ghost, at the moment, was uptossed on a sea,
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and I caught a clear view of a small steamship two or three miles
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away, rolling and pitching head on to the sea as it steamed toward us.
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It was painted black, and from the talk of the hunters of their
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poaching exploits I recognized it as a United States revenue cutter. I
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pointed it out to Maud, and hurriedly led her aft to the safety of the
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poop.
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I started to rush below to the flag-locker, then remembered that
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in rigging the Ghost I had forgotten to make provisions for a
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flag-halyard.
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'We need no distress signal,' Maud said. 'They have only to see us.'
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'We are saved!' I said soberly and solemnly. And then, in an
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exuberance of joy, 'I hardly know whether to be glad or not.'
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I looked at her. Our eyes were not loath to meet. We leaned toward
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each other, and before I knew it, my arms were about her.
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'Need I?' I asked.
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And she answered: 'There is no need; though the telling of it
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would be sweet, so sweet.'
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Her lips met the press of mine, and, by what strange trick of the
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imagination I know not, the scene in the cabin of the Ghost flashed
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upon me, when she had pressed her fingers lightly on my lips and said,
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'Hush, hush.'
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'My woman, my one small woman,' I said, my free hand petting her
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shoulder in the way all lovers know though never learn in school.
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'My man,' she said, looking at me for an instant with tremulous lids
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which fluttered down and veiled her eyes as she rested her head
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against my breast with a happy little sigh.
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I looked toward the cutter. It was very close. A boat was being
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lowered.
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'One kiss, dear love,' I whispered. 'One kiss more before they
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come.'
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'And rescue us from ourselves,' she completed, with a most
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adorable smile, whimsical as I had never seen it, for it was whimsical
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with love.
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THE END
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