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WUTHERING HEIGHTS by Emily Bronte. CHAPTER I.
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l80l.---I have just returned from a visit to my land-
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lord---the solitary neighbour that I shall be troubled
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with. This is certainly a beautiful country. In all Eng-
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land I do not believe that I could have fixed on a situa-
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tion so completely removed from the stir of society---a
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perfect misanthropist's heaven; and Mr. Heathcliff and
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I are such a suitable pair to divide the desolation be-
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tween us. A capital fellow! He little imagined how my
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heart warmed towards him when I beheld his black eyes
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withdraw so suspiciously under their brows, as I rode
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up, and when his fingers sheltered themselves, with a
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jealous resolution, still further in his waistcoat, as I
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announced my name.
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"Mr. Heathcliff?" I said.
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A nod was the answer.
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"Mr. Lockwood, your new tenant, sir. I do myself
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the honour of calling as soon as possible after my ar-
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rival, to express the hope that I have not incon-
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venienced you by my perseverance in soliciting the oc-
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cupation of Thrushcross Grange. I heard yesterday you
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had had some thoughts------"
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"Thrushcross Grange is my own, sir," he interrupted,
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wincing. "I should not allow any one to inconvenience
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me, if I could hinder it. Walk in!"
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The "walk in" was uttered with closed teeth, and ex-
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pressed the sentiment, "Go to the deuce." Even the gate
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over which he leant manifested no sympathizing move-
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ment to the words; and I think that circumstance deter-
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mined me to accept the invitation. I felt interested in a
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man who seemed more exaggeratedly reserved than
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myself.
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When he saw my horse's breast fairly pushing the bar-
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rier, he did put out his hand to unchain it, and then sul-
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lenly preceded me up the causeway, calling, as we en-
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tered the court, "Joseph, take Mr. Lockwood's horse,
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and bring up some wine."
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"Here we have the whole establishment of domestics,
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I suppose," was the reflection suggested by this com-
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pound order. "No wonder the grass grows up between
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the flags, and cattle are the only hedge-cutters."
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Joseph was an elderly, nay, an old man---very old,
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perhaps, though hale and sinewy. "The Lord help us!"
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he soliloquized in an undertone of peevish displeasure,
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while relieving me of my horse, looking, meantime, in
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my face so sourly that I charitably conjectured he must
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have need of divine aid to digest his dinner, and his
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pious ejaculation had no reference to my unexpected
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advent.
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Wuthering Heights is the name of Mr. Heathcliff's
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dwelling, "wuthering" being a significant provincial
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adjective, descriptive of the atmospheric tumult to
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which its station is exposed in stormy weather. Pure,
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bracing ventilation they must have up there at all times,
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indeed. One may guess the power of the north wind
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blowing over the edge by the excessive slant of a few
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stunted firs at the end of the house, and by a range of
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gaunt thorns all stretching their limbs one way, as if
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craving alms of the sun. Happily the architect had fore-
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sight to build it strong. The narrow windows are deeply
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set in the wall, and the corners defended with large jut-
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ting stones.
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Before passing the threshold, I paused to admire a
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quantity of grotesque carving lavished over the front,
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and especially about the principal door; above which,
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among a wilderness of crumbling griffins and shame-
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less little boys, I detected the date "1500," and the name
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"Hareton Earnshaw." I would have made a few com-
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ments, and requested a short history of the place from
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the surly owner; but his attitude at the door appeared
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to demand my speedy entrance or complete departure,
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and I had no desire to aggravate his impatience
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previous to inspecting the penetralium.
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One step brought us into the family sitting-room,
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without any introductory lobby or passage. They call it
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here "the house" pre-eminently. It includes kitchen and
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parlour generally. But, I believe, at Wuthering Heights
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the kitchen is forced to retreat altogether into another
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quarter---at least I distinguished a chatter of tongues
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and a clatter of culinary utensils deep within; and I ob-
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served no signs of roasting, boiling, or baking about the
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huge fireplace, nor any glitter of copper saucepans and
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tin cullenders on the walls. One end, indeed, reflected
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splendidly both light and heat from ranks of immense
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pewter dishes, interspersed with silver jugs and tank-
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ards, towering row after row, on a vast oak dresser, to
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the very roof. The latter had never been underdrawn; its
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entire anatomy lay bare to an inquiring eye, ex-
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cept where a frame of wood laden with oatcakes and
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clusters of legs of beef, mutton, and ham concealed it.
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Above the chimney were sundry villainous old guns
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and a couple of horse-pistols, and, by way of orna-
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ment, three gaudily painted canisters disposed along its
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ledge. The floor was of smooth, white stone; the chairs,
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high-backed, primitive structures painted green, one or
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two heavy black ones lurking in the shade. In an arch
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under the dresser reposed a huge liver-coloured bitch
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pointer surrounded by a swarm of squealing puppies,
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and other dogs haunted other recesses.
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The apartment and furniture would have been noth-
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ing extraordinary as belonging to a homely, northern
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farmer with a stubborn countenance and stalwart limbs
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set out to advantage in knee-breeches and gaiters. Such
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an individual seated in his armchair, his mug of
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ale frothing on the round table before him, is to be seen
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in any circuit of five or six miles among these hills, if
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you go at the right time after dinner. But Mr. Heathcliff
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forms a singular contrast to his abode and style of liv-
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ing. He is a dark-skinned gipsy in aspect. in dress and
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manners a gentleman---that is, as much a gentleman as
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many a country squire; rather slovenly, perhaps, yet
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not looking amiss with his negligence, because he has
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an erect and handsome figure, and rather morose.
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Possibly, some people might suspect him of a degree
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of underbred pride; I have a sympathetic chord within
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that tells me it is nothing of the sort. I know, by instinct,
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his reserve springs from an aversion to showy displays
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of feeling, to manifestations of mutual kindliness. He'll
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love and hate equally under cover, and esteem it a
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species of impertinence to be loved or hated again. No,
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I'm running on too fast. I bestow my own attributes
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over liberally on him. Mr. Heathcliff may have entirely
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dissimilar reasons for keeping his hand out of the way
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when he meets a would-be acquaintance to those which
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actuate me. Let me hope my constitution is almost pe-
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culiar. My dear mother used to say I should never have
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a comfortable home, and only last summer I proved
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myself perfectly unworthy of one.
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While enjoying a month of fine weather at the sea
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coast, I was thrown into the company of a most fasci-
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nating creature---a real goddess in my eyes, as long as
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she took no notice of me. I "never told my love" vocally;
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still, if looks have language, the merest idiot might have
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guessed I was over head and ears. She understood me
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at last, and looked a return---the sweetest of all imagina-
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ble looks. And what did I do? I confess it with shame---
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shrank icily into myself, like a snail; at every glance re-
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tired colder and farther, till finally the poor innocent
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was led to doubt her own senses, and, overwhelmed
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with confusion at her supposed mistake, persuaded her
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mamma to decamp. By this curious turn of disposition
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I have gained the reputation of deliberate heartlessness;
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how undeserved I alone can appreciate.
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I took a seat at the end of the hearthstone opposite
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that towards which my landlord advanced, and filled
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up an interval of silence by attempting to caress the
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canine mother, who had left her nursery, and was sneak-
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ing wolfishly to the back of my legs, her lip curled up,
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and her white teeth watering for a snatch. My caress
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provoked a long, guttural gnarl.
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"You'd better let the dog alone," growled Mr. Heath-
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cliff, in unison, checking fiercer demonstrations with a
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punch of his foot. "She's not accustomed to be spoiled
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---not kept for a pet." Then, striding to a side door, he
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shouted again, "Joseph!"
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Joseph mumbled indistinctly in the depths of the
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cellar, but gave no intimation of ascending; so his
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master dived down to him, leaving me vis-a-vis the ruf-
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fianly bitch and a pair of grim shaggy sheep-dogs, who
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shared with her a jealous guardianship over all my
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movements. Not anxious to come in contact with their
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fangs, I sat still; but, imagining they would scarcely
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understand tacit insults, I unfortunately indulged in
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winking and making faces at the trio, and some turn of
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my physiognomy so irritated madam that she sud-
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denly broke into a fury and leapt on my knees. I flung
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her back, and hastened to interpose the table between
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us. This proceeding roused the whole hive. Half a
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dozen four-footed fiends, of various sizes and ages, is-
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sued from hidden dens to the common centre. I felt my
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heels and coat-laps peculiar subjects of assault; and par-
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rying off the larger combatants as effectually as I could
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with the poker, I was constrained to demand, aloud,
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assistance from some of the household in re-establish-
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ing peace.
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Mr. Heathcliff and his man climbed the cellar steps
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with vexatious phlegm. I don't think they moved one
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second faster than usual, though the hearth was an ab-
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solute tempest of worrying and yelping. Happily, an
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inhabitant of the kitchen made more dispatch. A lusty
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dame, with tucked-up gown, bare arms, and fire-flushed
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cheeks, rushed into the midst of us flourishing a fry-
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ing-pan, and used that weapon and her tongue to such
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purpose that the storm subsided magically, and she only
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remained, heaving like a sea after a high wind, when
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her master entered on the scene.
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"What the devil is the matter?" he asked, eyeing me
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in a manner that I could ill endure after this inhospita-
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ble treatment.
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"What the devil, indeed!" I muttered. "The herd of
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possessed swine could have had no worse spirits in
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them than those animals of yours, sir. You might as well
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leave a stranger with a brood of tigers!"
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"They won't meddle with persons who touch noth-
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ing," he remarked, putting the bottle before me, and
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restoring the displaced table. "The dogs do right to be
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vigilant. Take a glass of wine."
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"No, thank you."
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"Not bitten, are you?"
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"If I had been, I would have set my signet on the
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biter."
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Heathcliff's countenance relaxed into a grin.
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"Come, come," he said; "you are flurried, Mr.
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Lockwood. Here, take a little wine. Guests are so ex-
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ceedingly rare in this house that I and my dogs, I am
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willing to own, hardly know how to receive them. Your
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health, sir!"
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I bowed and returned the pledge, beginning to per-
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ceive that it would be foolish to sit sulking for the mis-
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behaviour of a pack of curs; besides, I felt loath to yield
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the fellow further amusement at my expense, since his
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humour took that turn. He---probably swayed by pru-
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dential consideration of the folly of offending a good
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tenant---relaxed a little in the laconic style of chipping
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off his pronouns and auxiliary verbs, and introduced
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what he supposed would be a subject of interest to me
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---a discourse on the advantages and disadvantages of
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my present place of retirement. I found him very intel-
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ligent on the topics we touched; and before I went home
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I was encouraged so far as to volunteer another visit to-
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morrow. He evidently wished no repetition of my in-
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trusion. I shall go, notwithstanding. It is astonishing
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how sociable I feel myself, compared with him.
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CHAPTER II.
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Yesterday afternoon set in misty and cold. I had
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half a mind to spend it by my study fire, instead
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of wading through heath and mud to Wuthering
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Heights. On coming up from dinner, however (N.B.
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---I dine between twelve and one o'clock. The house-
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keeper, a matronly lady, taken as a fixture along with
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the house, could not, or would not, comprehend my
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request that I might be served at five), on mounting the
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stairs with this lazy intention, and stepping into the
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room, I saw a servant girl on her knees surrounded by
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brushes and coal-scuttles, and raising an infernal dust
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as she extinguished the flames with heaps of cinders.
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This spectacle drove me back immediately. I took my
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hat, and after a four miles' walk, arrived at Heathcliff's
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garden gate just in time to escape the first feathery flakes
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of a snow-shower.
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On that bleak hill-top the earth was hard with a black
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frost, and the air made me shiver through every limb.
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Being unable to remove the chain, I jumped over, and
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running up the flagged causeway bordered with strag-
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gling gooseberry bushes, knocked vainly for admit-
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tance, till my knuckles tingled and the dogs howled.
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"Wretched inmates!" I ejaculated mentally, "you de-
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serve perpetual isolation from your species for your
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churlish inhospitality. At least, I would not keep my
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doors barred in the daytime. I don't care; I will get in!"
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So resolved, I grasped the latch and shook it ve-
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hemently. Vinegar-faced Joseph projected his head
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from a round window of the barn.
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"What are ye for?" he shouted. "T' maister's down i'
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t' fowld. Go round by th' end ot' laith, if ye went to
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spake to him."
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"Is there nobody inside to open the door?" I hallooed
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responsively.
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"There's nobbut t' missis, and shoo'll not oppen't an
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ye mak yer flaysome dins till neeght."
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"Why? Cannot you tell her who I am, eh, Joseph?"
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"Nor-ne me! I'll hae no hend wi't," muttered the
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head, vanishing.
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The snow began to drive thickly. I seized the handle
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to essay another trial, when a young man without
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coat, and shouldering a pitchfork, appeared in the yard
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behind. He hailed me to follow him; and, after march-
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ing through a wash-house, and a paved area containing
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a coal-shed, pump, and pigeon-cot, we at length arrived
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in the huge, warm, cheerful apartment where I was for-
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merly received. It glowed delightfully in the radiance of
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an immense fire, compounded of coal, peat, and wood;
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and near the table, laid for a plentiful evening meal, I
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was pleased to observe the "missis," an individual
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whose existence I had never previously suspected. I
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bowed and waited, thinking she would bid me take a
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seat. She looked at me, leaning back in her chair, and
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remained motionless and mute.
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"Rough weather!" I remarked. "I'm afraid, Mrs.
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Heathcliff, the door must bear the consequence of your
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servants' leisure attendance. I had hard work to make
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them hear me."
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She never opened her mouth. I stared---she stared
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also. At any rate, she kept her eyes on me in a cool, re-
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gardless manner, exceedingly embarrassing and dis-
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agreeable.
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"Sit down," said the young man gruffly. "He'll be in
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soon."
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I obeyed, and hemmed, and called the villain Juno,
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who deigned, at this second interview, to move the ex-
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treme tip of her tail, in token of owning my acquaint-
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ance.
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"A beautiful animal!" I commenced again. "Do you
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intend parting with the little ones, madam?"
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"They are not mine," said the amiable hostess, more
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repellingly than Heathcliff himself could have replied.
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"Ah, your favourites are among these?" I continued,
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turning to an obscure cushion full of something like
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cats.
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"A strange choice of favourites!" she observed
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scornfully.
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Unluckily it was a heap of dead rabbits. I hemmed
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once more, and drew closer to the hearth, repeating
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my comment on the wildness of the evening.
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"You should not have come out," she said, rising and
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reaching from the chimney-piece two of the painted
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canisters.
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Her position before was sheltered from the light;
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now, I had a distinct view of her whole figure and
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countenance. She was slender, and apparently scarcely
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past girlhood; an admirable form, and the most exqui-
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site little face that I have ever had the pleasure of be-
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holding; small features, very fair; flaxen ringlets, or
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rather golden, hanging loose on her delicate neck; and
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eyes, had they been agreeable in expression, that
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would have been irresistible. Fortunately for my suscep-
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tible heart, the only sentiment they evinced hovered be-
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tween scorn and a kind of desperation, singularly un-
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natural to be detected there. The canisters were almost
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out of her reach. I made a motion to aid her. She
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turned upon me as a miser might turn if any one at-
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tempted to assist him in counting his gold.
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"I don't want your help," she snapped. "I can get
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them for myself."
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"I beg your pardon," I hastened to reply.
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"Were you asked to tea?" she demanded, tying an
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apron over her neat black frock, and standing with a
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spoonful of the leaf poised over the pot.
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"I shall be glad to have a cup," I answered.
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"Were you asked?" she repeated.
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"No," I said, half smiling. "You are the proper per-
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son to ask me."
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She flung the tea back, spoon and all, and resumed
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her chair in a pet. Her forehead corrugated, and her
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red under-lip pushed out, like a child's ready to cry.
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Meanwhile, the young man had slung on to his per-
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son a decidedly shabby upper garment, and, erecting
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himself before the blaze, looked down on me from the
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corner of his eyes, for all the world as if there were some
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mortal feud unavenged between us. I began to doubt
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whether he were a servant or not. His dress and speech
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were both rude, entirely devoid of the superiority ob-
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servable in Mr. and Mrs. Heathcliff. His thick brown
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curls were rough and uncultivated, his whiskers en-
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croached bearishly over his cheeks, and his hands were
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embrowned like those of a common labourer. Still his
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bearing was free, almost haughty, and he showed none
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of a domestic's assiduity in attending on the lady of the
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house. In the absence of clear proofs of his condition, I
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deemed it best to abstain from noticing his curious
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conduct; and, five minutes afterwards, the entrance of
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Heathcliff relieved me, in some measure, from my un-
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comfortable state.
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"You see, sir, I am come, according to promise," I
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exclaimed, assuming the cheerful; "and I fear I shall be
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weather-bound for half an hour, if you can afford me
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shelter during that space."
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"Half an hour?" he said, shaking the white flakes
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from his clothes. "I wonder you should select the thick
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of a snowstorm to ramble about in. Do you know that
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you run a risk of being lost in the marshes? People fa-
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miliar with these moors often miss their road on such
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evenings; and I can tell you there is no chance of
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a change at present."
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"Perhaps I can get a guide among your lads, and he
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might stay at the Grange till morning. Could you spare
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me one?"
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"No, I could not."
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"Oh, indeed! Well, then, I must trust to my own sa-
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gacity."
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"Umph!"
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"Are you going to mak th' tea?" demanded he of
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the shabby coat, shifting his ferocious gaze from me to
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the young lady.
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"Is he to have any?" she asked, appealing to Heath-
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cliff.
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"Get it ready, will you?" was the answer, uttered so
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savagely that I started. The tone in which the words
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were said revealed a genuine bad nature. I no longer felt
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inclined to call Heathcliff a capital fellow. When the
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preparations were finished, he invited me with---"Now,
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sir, bring forward your chair." And we all, including
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the rustic youth, drew round the table, an austere si-
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lence prevailing while we discussed our meal.
|
||
|
||
I thought, if I had caused the cloud, it was my duty to
|
||
make an effort to dispel it. They could not every day sit
|
||
so grim and taciturn; and it was impossible, however
|
||
ill-tempered they might be, that the universal scowl they
|
||
wore was their everyday countenance.
|
||
|
||
"It is strange," I began, in the interval of swallowing
|
||
one cup of tea and receiving another---"it is strange
|
||
how custom can mould our tastes and ideas. Many
|
||
could not imagine the existence of happiness in a life
|
||
of such complete exile from the world as you spend,
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff; yet, I'll venture to say, that surrounded by your
|
||
family, and with your amiable lady as the presiding genius over
|
||
your home and heart--"
|
||
|
||
"My amiable lady!" he interrupted, with an almost diabolical
|
||
sneer on his face. "Where is she--my amiable lady?"
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Heathcliff, your wife, I mean."
|
||
|
||
"Well, yes--Oh! you would intimate that her spirit has taken
|
||
the post of ministering angel, and guards the fortunes of Wuthering
|
||
Heights, even when her body is gone. Is that it?"
|
||
|
||
Perceiving myself in a blunder, I attempted to correct it. I might
|
||
have seen there was too great a disparity between the ages of the
|
||
parties to make it likely that they were man and wife. One was about
|
||
forty, a period of mental vigour at which men seldom cherish
|
||
the delusion of being married for love, by girls: that dream is reserved
|
||
for the solace of our decling years. The other did not look seventeen.
|
||
|
||
Then it flashed upon me--"The clown at my elbow, who is
|
||
drinking his tea out of a basin and eating his bread with unwashed
|
||
hands, may be her husband. Heathcliff, junior, of course. Here is
|
||
the consequence of being buried alive: she has thrown herself away
|
||
upon that boor, from sheer ignorance that better individuals existed!
|
||
A sad pity--I must beware how I cause her to regret her choice."
|
||
|
||
The last reflection may seem conceited; it was not. My neighbour
|
||
struck me as bordering on repulsive. I knew, through experience,
|
||
that I was tolerably attractive.
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Heathcliff is my daughter-in-law," said Heathcliff,
|
||
corroborating my surmise. He turned, as he spoke, a peculiar look in her
|
||
direction, a look of hatred, unless he has a most perverse set of
|
||
facial muscles that will not, like those of other people, interpret the
|
||
language of his soul.
|
||
|
||
"Ah, certainly--I see now; you are the favoured possessor of the
|
||
beneficent fairy," I remarked, turning to my neighbour.
|
||
|
||
This was worse than before: the youth grew crimson, and
|
||
clenched his fist with every appearance of a meditated assault. But
|
||
he seemed to recollect himself, presently, and smothered the storm
|
||
in a brutal curse, muttered on my behalf, which however, I took care
|
||
not to notice.
|
||
|
||
"Unhappy in your conjectures, sir!" observed my host; "we
|
||
neither of us have the privilege of owning your good fairy; her mate
|
||
is dead. I said she was my daughter-in-law, therefore, she must have
|
||
married my son."
|
||
|
||
"And this young man is--"
|
||
|
||
"Not my son, assuredly."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff smiled again, as if it were rather too bold
|
||
a jest to attribute the paternity of that bear to him.
|
||
"My name is Hareton Earnshaw," growled the other;
|
||
"and I'd counsel you to respect it!"
|
||
|
||
"I've shown no disrespect," was my reply, laughing
|
||
internally at the dignity with which he announced him-
|
||
self.
|
||
|
||
He fixed his eye on me longer than I cared to return
|
||
the stare, for fear I might be tempted either to box his
|
||
ears or render my hilarity audible. I began to feel un-
|
||
mistakably out of place in that pleasant family circle.
|
||
The dismal spiritual atmosphere overcame, and more
|
||
than neutralized, the glowing physical comforts round
|
||
me; and I resolved to be cautious how I ventured under
|
||
those rafters a third time.
|
||
|
||
The business of eating being concluded, and no one
|
||
uttering a word of sociable conversation, I approached
|
||
a window to examine the weather. A sorrowful sight I
|
||
saw---dark night coming down prematurely, and sky
|
||
and hills mingled in one bitter whirl of wind and suf-
|
||
focating snow.
|
||
|
||
"I don't think it possible for me to get home now
|
||
without a guide," I could not help exclaiming. "The
|
||
roads will be buried already; and, if they were bare, I
|
||
could scarcely distinguish a foot in advance."
|
||
|
||
"Hareton, drive those dozen sheep into the barn
|
||
porch. They'll be covered if left in the fold all night.
|
||
And put a plank before them," said Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"How must I do?" I continued, with rising irritation.
|
||
|
||
There was no reply to my question; and on looking
|
||
round I saw only Joseph bringing in a pail of porridge
|
||
for the dogs, and Mrs. Heathcliff leaning over the fire,
|
||
diverting herself with burning a bundle of matches
|
||
which had fallen from the chimney-piece as she re-
|
||
stored the tea-canister to its place. The former, when he
|
||
had deposited his burden, took a critical survey of the
|
||
room, and in cracked tones grated out,---
|
||
|
||
"Aw wonder how yah can faishion to stand thear i'
|
||
idleness un war, when all on 'em's goan out! Bud
|
||
yah're a nowt, and it's no use talking; yah'll niver mend
|
||
o' yer ill ways, but goa raight to t' divil, like yer mother
|
||
afore ye!"
|
||
|
||
I imagined for a moment that this piece of eloquence
|
||
was addressed to me; and, sufficiently enraged, stepped
|
||
towards the aged rascal with an intention of kicking
|
||
him out of the door. Mrs. Heathcliff, however, checked
|
||
me by her answer.
|
||
|
||
"You scandalous old hypocrite!" she replied. "Are
|
||
you not afraid of being carried away bodily, whenever
|
||
you mention the devil's name? I warn you to refrain
|
||
from provoking me, or I'll ask your abduction as a spe-
|
||
cial favour. Stop! Look here, Joseph," she continued,
|
||
taking a long, dark book from a shelf; "I'll show you
|
||
how far I've progressed in the black art. I shall soon be
|
||
competent to make a clear house of it. The red cow
|
||
didn't die by chance, and your rheumatism can hardly
|
||
be reckoned among providential visitations!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, wicked, wicked!" gasped the elder; "may the
|
||
Lord deliver us from evil!"
|
||
|
||
"No, reprobate; you are a castaway. Be off, or I'll hurt
|
||
you seriously. I'll have you all modelled in wax and clay;
|
||
and the first who passes the limits I fix shall---I'll not
|
||
say what he shall be done to, but you'll see! Go! I'm
|
||
looking at you."
|
||
|
||
The little witch put a mock malignity into her beau-
|
||
tiful eyes, and Joseph, trembling with sincere horror,
|
||
hurried out, praying and ejaculating "wicked" as he
|
||
went. I thought her conduct must be prompted by a
|
||
species of dreary fun; and, now that we were alone, I en-
|
||
deavoured to interest her in my distress.
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Heathcliff," I said earnestly, "you must ex-
|
||
cuse me for troubling you. I presume, because, with that
|
||
face, I'm sure you cannot help being good-hearted.
|
||
Do point out some landmarks by which I may know my
|
||
way home. I have no more idea how to get there than
|
||
you would have how to get to London."
|
||
|
||
"Take the road you came," she answered, ensconc-
|
||
ing herself in a chair, with a candle, and the long book
|
||
open before her. "It is brief advice, but as sound as I can
|
||
give."
|
||
|
||
"Then, if you hear of me being discovered dead in a
|
||
bog or a pit full of snow, your conscience won't whis-
|
||
per that it is partly your fault?"
|
||
|
||
"How so? I cannot escort you. They wouldn't let me
|
||
go to the end of the garden wall."
|
||
|
||
"You! I should be sorry to ask you to cross the
|
||
threshold for my convenience on such a night," I cried.
|
||
"I want you to tell me my way, not to show it, or else to
|
||
persuade Mr. Heathcliff to give me a guide."
|
||
|
||
"Who? There is himself, Earnshaw, Zillah, Joseph,
|
||
and I. Which would you have?"
|
||
|
||
"Are there no boys at the farm?"
|
||
|
||
"No; those are all."
|
||
|
||
"Then, it follows that I am compelled to stay."
|
||
|
||
"That you may settle with your host. I have nothing
|
||
to do with it."
|
||
|
||
"I hope it will be a lesson to you to make no more
|
||
rash journeys on these hills," cried Heathcliff's stern
|
||
voice from the kitchen entrance. "As to staying here, I
|
||
don't keep accommodations for visitors. You must
|
||
share a bed with Hareton or Joseph, if you do."
|
||
|
||
"I can sleep on a chair in this room," I replied.
|
||
|
||
"No, no! A stranger is a stranger, be he rich or poor.
|
||
It will not suit me to permit any one the range of the
|
||
place while I am off guard!" said the unmannerly
|
||
wretch.
|
||
|
||
With this insult, my patience was at an end. I uttered
|
||
an expression of disgust, and pushed past him into the
|
||
yard, running against Earnshaw in my haste. It was so
|
||
dark that I could not see the means of exit; and, as I
|
||
wandered round, I heard another specimen of their civil
|
||
behaviour amongst each other. At first the young man
|
||
appeared about to befriend me.
|
||
|
||
"I'll go with him as far as the park," he said.
|
||
|
||
"You'll go with him to hell!" exclaimed his master,
|
||
or whatever relation he bore. "And who is to look after
|
||
the horses, eh?"
|
||
|
||
"A man's life is of more consequence than one eve-
|
||
ning's neglect of the horses. Somebody must go," mur-
|
||
mured Mrs. Heathcliff, more kindly than I expected.
|
||
|
||
"Not at your command!" retorted Hareton. "If you
|
||
set store on him, you'd better be quiet."
|
||
|
||
"Then I hope his ghost will haunt you; and I hope
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff will never get another tenant till the
|
||
Grange is a ruin!" she answered sharply.
|
||
|
||
"Hearken, hearken; shoo's cursing on 'em!" mut-
|
||
tered Joseph, towards whom I had been steering.
|
||
|
||
He sat within earshot, milking the cows by the light
|
||
of a lantern, which I seized unceremoniously, and call-
|
||
ing out that I would send it back on the morrow, rushed
|
||
to the nearest postern.
|
||
|
||
"Maister, maister, he's staling t' lanthern!" shouted
|
||
the ancient, pursuing my retreat. "Hey, Gnasher! Hey,
|
||
dog! Hey, Wolf, holld him, holld him!"
|
||
|
||
On opening the little door, two hairy monsters flew at
|
||
my throat, bearing me down and extinguishing the light;
|
||
while a mingled guffaw from Heathcliff and Hareton
|
||
put the copestone on my rage and humiliation. Fortu-
|
||
nately, the beasts seemed more bent on stretching their
|
||
paws and yawning, and flourishing their tails, than de-
|
||
vouring me alive; but they would suffer no resurrection,
|
||
and I was forced to lie till their malignant masters
|
||
pleased to deliver me. Then, hatless and trembling with
|
||
|
||
wrath, I ordered the miscreants to let me out---on their
|
||
peril to keep me one minute longer---with several inco-
|
||
herent threats of retaliation that, in their indefinite
|
||
depth of virulency, smacked of King Lear.
|
||
|
||
The vehemence of my agitation brought on a copious
|
||
bleeding at the nose; and still Heathcliff laughed, and
|
||
still I scolded. I don't know what would have concluded
|
||
the scene had there not been one person at hand rather
|
||
more rational than myself and more benevolent than my
|
||
entertainer. This was Zillah, the stout housewife, who
|
||
at length issued forth to inquire into the nature of the
|
||
uproar. She thought that some of them had been laying
|
||
violent hands on me; and, not daring to attack her mas-
|
||
ter, she turned her vocal artillery against the younger
|
||
scoundrel.
|
||
|
||
"Well, Mr. Earnshaw," she cried, "I wonder what
|
||
you'll have agait next! Are we going to murder folk on
|
||
our very door-stones? I see this house will never do for
|
||
me. Look at t' poor lad; he's fair choking!--Wisht,
|
||
wisht! you munn't go on so. Come in, and I'll cure that.
|
||
There now, hold ye still."
|
||
|
||
With these words she suddenly splashed a pint of
|
||
icy water down my neck, and pulled me into the kitchen.
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff followed, his accidental merriment ex-
|
||
piring quickly in his habitual moroseness.
|
||
|
||
I was sick exceedingly, and dizzy and faint, and thus
|
||
compelled perforce to accept lodgings under his roof.
|
||
He told Zillah to give me a glass of brandy, and then
|
||
|
||
passed on to the inner room; while she condoled with
|
||
me on my sorry predicament, and having obeyed his
|
||
orders, whereby I was somewhat revived, ushered me
|
||
to bed.
|
||
CHAPTER III.
|
||
|
||
While leading the way upstairs, she recommended
|
||
that I should hide the candle, and not make a
|
||
noise, for her master had an odd notion about the cham-
|
||
ber she would put me in, and never let anybody lodge
|
||
there willingly. I asked the reason. She did not know,
|
||
she answered. She had only lived there a year or two;
|
||
and they had so many queer goings on, she could not
|
||
begin to be curious.
|
||
|
||
Too stupefied to be curious myself, I fastened my
|
||
door and glanced round for the bed. The whole furni-
|
||
ture consisted of a chair, a clothes-press, and a large
|
||
oak case, with squares cut out near the top resembling
|
||
coach windows. Having approached this structure, I
|
||
looked inside, and perceived it to be a singular sort of
|
||
old-fashioned couch, very conveniently designed to ob-
|
||
viate the necessity for every member of the family hav-
|
||
ing a room to himself. In fact, it formed a little closet;
|
||
and the ledge of a window, which it enclosed, served
|
||
as a table. I slid back the panelled sides, got in with my
|
||
light, pulled them together again, and felt secure against
|
||
the vigilance of Heathcliff and every one else.
|
||
|
||
The ledge where I placed my candle had a few mil-
|
||
dewed books piled up in one corner, and it was covered
|
||
|
||
with writing scratched on the paint. This writing, how-
|
||
ever, was nothing but a name repeated in all kinds of
|
||
characters, large and small---Catherine Earnshaw,
|
||
here and there varied to Catherine Heathcliff and then
|
||
again to Catherine Linton.
|
||
|
||
In vapid listlessness I leant my head against the win-
|
||
dow, and continued spelling over Catherine Earnshaw
|
||
---Heathcliff---Linton, till my eyes closed. But they had
|
||
not rested five minutes when a glare of white letters
|
||
started from the dark as vivid as spectres---the air
|
||
swarmed with Catherines; and rousing myself to dispel
|
||
the obtrusive name, I discovered my candle-wick re-
|
||
clining on one of the antique volumes, and perfum-
|
||
ing the place with an odour of roasted calf-skin. I
|
||
snuffed it off, and, very ill at ease under the influence
|
||
of cold and lingering nausea, sat up and spread open
|
||
the injured tome on my knee. It was a Testament, in
|
||
lean type, and smelling dreadfully musty. A fly-leaf
|
||
bore the inscription, "Catherine Earnshaw, her book,"
|
||
and a date some quarter of a century back. I shut it,
|
||
and took up another, and another, till I had examined
|
||
all. Catherine's library was select, and its state of dilapi-
|
||
dation proved it to have been well used, though not al-
|
||
together for a legitimate purpose. Scarcely one chapter
|
||
had escaped a pen-and-ink commentary---at least, the
|
||
appearance of one---covering every morsel of blank
|
||
that the printer had left. Some were detached sentences;
|
||
other parts took the form of a regular diary, scrawled in
|
||
an unformed, childish hand. At the top of an extra page
|
||
|
||
(quite a treasure, probably, when first lighted on) I
|
||
was greatly amused to behold an excellent caricature
|
||
of my friend Joseph, rudely yet powerfully sketched.
|
||
An immediate interest kindled within me for the un-
|
||
known Catherine, and I began forthwith to decipher
|
||
her faded hieroglyphics.
|
||
|
||
"An awful Sunday!" commenced the paragraph be-
|
||
neath. "I wish my father were back again. Hindley is
|
||
a detestable substitute---his conduct to Heathcliff is
|
||
atrocious---H. and I are going to rebel---we took our
|
||
initiatory step this evening.
|
||
|
||
"All day had been flooding with rain. We could not
|
||
go to church, so Joseph must needs get up a congrega-
|
||
tion in the garret; and while Hindley and his wife basked
|
||
downstairs before a comfortable fire---doing anything
|
||
but reading their Bibles, I'll answer for it---Heathcliff,
|
||
myself, and the unhappy plough-boy were commanded
|
||
to take our prayer-books and mount. We were ranged
|
||
in a row on a sack of corn, groaning and shivering, and
|
||
hoping that Joseph would shiver too, so that he might
|
||
give us a short homily for his own sake. A vain idea!
|
||
The service lasted precisely three hours; and yet my
|
||
brother had the face to exclaim, when he saw us de-
|
||
scending, 'What! done already?' On Sunday evenings
|
||
we used to be permitted to play, if we did not make
|
||
much noise; now a mere titter is sufficient to send us
|
||
into corners!
|
||
|
||
" 'You forget you have a master here,' says the ty-
|
||
rant. 'I'll demolish the first who puts me out of temper!
|
||
|
||
I insist on perfect sobriety and silence. O boy! was that
|
||
you?----Frances darling, pull his hair as you go by. I
|
||
heard him snap his fingers.' Frances pulled his hair
|
||
heartily, and then went and seated herself on her hus-
|
||
band's knee; and there they were, like two babies, kiss-
|
||
ing and talking nonsense by the hour---foolish palaver
|
||
that we should be ashamed of. We made ourselves as
|
||
snug as our means allowed in the arch of the dresser.
|
||
I had just fastened our pinafores together, and hung
|
||
them up for a curtain, when in comes Joseph on an er-
|
||
rand from the stables. He tears down my handiwork,
|
||
boxes my ears, and croaks,---
|
||
|
||
" 'T' maister nobbut just buried, and Sabbath no
|
||
o'ered, und t' sound o' t' gospel still i' yer lugs, and ye
|
||
darr be laiking! Shame on ye! Sit ye down, ill childer;
|
||
there's good books eneugh if ye'll read 'em. Sit ye down,
|
||
and think o' yer sowls!'
|
||
|
||
"Saying this, he compelled us so to square our posi-
|
||
tions that we might receive from the far-off flre a dull
|
||
ray to show us the text of the lumber he thrust upon us.
|
||
I could not bear the employment. I took my dingy vol-
|
||
ume by the scroop, and hurled it into the dog-kennel,
|
||
vowing I hated a good book. Heathcliff kicked his to
|
||
the same place. Then there was a hubbub!
|
||
|
||
" 'Maister Hindley!' shouted our chaplain. 'Maister,
|
||
coom hither! Miss Cathy's riven th' back off "Th' Hel-
|
||
met o' Salvation," un Heathcliff's pawsed his fit into t'
|
||
first part o' "T' Brooad Way to Destruction!" It's fair
|
||
|
||
flaysome that ye let 'em go on this gait. Ech! th' owd
|
||
man wad ha' laced 'em properly; but he's goan!'
|
||
|
||
"Hindley hurried up from his paradise on the hearth,
|
||
and seizing one of us by the collar, and the other by the
|
||
arm, hurled both into the back kitchen, where, Joseph asseverated,
|
||
`owd Nick' would fetch us as sure as we were living; and, so
|
||
comforted, we each sought a separate nook to await his advent.
|
||
|
||
"I reached this book, and a pot of ink from a shelf, and pushed
|
||
the house-door ajar to give me light, and I have got the time on
|
||
with writing for twenty minutes; but my companion is impatient
|
||
and proposes that we should appropriate the dairy woman's cloak, and
|
||
have a scamper on the moors, under its shelter. A pleasant suggestion--
|
||
and then, if the surly old man come in, he may believe his prophesy
|
||
verified--we cannot be damper, or colder, in the rain than we are here."
|
||
|
||
I suppose Catherine fulfilled her project, for the next sentence
|
||
took up another subject; she waxed lachrymose.
|
||
|
||
"How little did I dream that Hindley would ever make me cry so!"
|
||
she wrote. "My head aches, till I cannot keep it on the pillow;
|
||
and still I can't give over. Poor Heathcliff! Hindley calls him a
|
||
vagabond, and won't let him sit with us, nor eat with us any more;
|
||
and he says, he and I must not play together, and threatens to turn
|
||
him out of the house if we break his orders.
|
||
|
||
"He has been blaming our father (how dared he?) for treating
|
||
H. too liberally; and swears he will reduce him to his right place--"
|
||
|
||
I began to nod drowsily over the dim page; my eye wandered from
|
||
manuscript to print. I saw a red ornamented title--"Seventy
|
||
Times Seven, and the First of the Seventy-First. A Pious Discourse
|
||
delivered by the Reverend Jabes Branderham, in the Chapel of
|
||
Gimmerden Sough." And while I was, half consciously, worrying
|
||
my brain to guess what Jabes Branderham would make of his subject,
|
||
I sank back in bed, and fell asleep.
|
||
|
||
Alas, for the effects of bad tea and bad temper! what else could it
|
||
be that made me pass such a terrible night? I don't remember another
|
||
that I can at all compare with it since I was capable of suffering.
|
||
|
||
I began to dream, almost before I ceased to be sensible of my
|
||
locality. I thought it was morning, and I had set out on my way
|
||
home, with Joseph for a guide. The snow lay yards deep in our
|
||
road; and, as we floundered on, my companion wearied me with
|
||
constant reproaches that I had not brought a pilgrim's staff, telling
|
||
me I could never get into the house without one, and boastfully
|
||
flourishing a heavy-headed cudgel, which I understood to be so
|
||
denominated.
|
||
|
||
For a moment I considered it absurd that I should need such
|
||
a weapon to gain admittance into my own residence. Then a new
|
||
idea flashed across me. I was not going there. We were
|
||
journeying to hear the famous Jabes Branderham
|
||
preach from the text, "Seventy Times Seven," and either
|
||
Joseph the preacher or I had committed the "First
|
||
of the Seventy-First," and were to be publicly exposed
|
||
and excommunicated.
|
||
|
||
We came to the chapel. I have passed it really in my
|
||
walks twice or thrice. It lies in a hollow between two
|
||
hills---an elevated hollow, near a swamp, whose peaty
|
||
moisture is said to answer all the purposes of embalm-
|
||
ing on the few corpses deposited there. The roof has
|
||
been kept whole hitherto; but as the clergyman's sti-
|
||
pend is only twenty pounds per annum, and a house
|
||
with two rooms, threatening speedily to determine into
|
||
one, no clergyman will undertake the duties of pastor,
|
||
especially as it is currently reported that his flock would
|
||
rather let him starve than increase the living by one
|
||
penny from their own pockets. However, in my dream,
|
||
Jabes had a full and attentive congregation, and he
|
||
preached--good God! what a sermon, divided into
|
||
four hundred and ninety parts, each fully equal to an
|
||
ordinary address from the pulpit, and each discussing
|
||
a separate sin! Where he searched for them, I cannot
|
||
tell. He had his private manner of interpreting the
|
||
phrase, and it seemed necessary the brother should
|
||
sin different sins on every occasion. They were of the
|
||
most curious character---odd transgressions that I never
|
||
imagined previously.
|
||
|
||
Oh, how weary I grew! How I writhed, and yawned,
|
||
and nodded, and revived! How I pinched, and pricked
|
||
myself, and rubbed my eyes, and stood up, and sat down
|
||
again, and nudged Joseph to inform me if he would
|
||
ever have done! I was condemned to hear all out. Fi-
|
||
nally, he reached the "First of the Seventy-First." At
|
||
that crisis, a sudden inspiration descended on me. I
|
||
was moved to rise and denounce Jabes Branderham as
|
||
the sinner of the sin that no Christian need pardon.
|
||
|
||
"Sir," I exclaimed, "sitting here within these four
|
||
walls, at one stretch, I have endured and forgiven the
|
||
four hundred and ninety heads of your discourse. Sev-
|
||
enty times seven times have I plucked up my hat and
|
||
been about to depart; seventy times seven times have
|
||
you preposterously forced me to resume my seat. The
|
||
four hundred and ninety-first is too much.---Fellow-
|
||
martyrs, have at him! Drag him down, and crush him
|
||
to atoms, that the place which knows him may know
|
||
him no more!"
|
||
|
||
"Thou art the man!" cried Jabes, after a solemn
|
||
pause, leaning over his cushion. "Seventy times seven
|
||
times didst thou gapingly contort thy visage; seventy
|
||
times seven did I take counsel with my soul. Lo, this is
|
||
human weakness; this also may be absolved! The 'First
|
||
of the Seventy-First' is come. Brethren, execute upon
|
||
him the judgment written. Such honour have all His
|
||
saints!"
|
||
|
||
With that concluding word, the whole assembly, ex-
|
||
alting their pilgrim's staves, rushed round me in a body;
|
||
and I, having no weapon to raise in self-defence, com-
|
||
menced grappling with Joseph, my nearest and most
|
||
ferocious assailant, for his. In the confluence of the
|
||
multitude several clubs crossed; blows aimed at me fell
|
||
on other sconces. Presently the whole chapel resounded
|
||
|
||
with rappings and counter-rappings. Every man's hand
|
||
was against his neighbour; and Branderham, unwilling
|
||
to remain idle, poured forth his zeal in a shower of loud
|
||
taps on the boards of the pulpit, which responded so
|
||
smartly that at last, to my unspeakable relief, they woke
|
||
me. And what was it that had suggested the tremendous
|
||
tumult? What had played Jabes's part in the row?
|
||
Merely the branch of a fir-tree that touched my lattice,
|
||
as the blast wailed by, and rattled its dry cones against
|
||
the panes! I listened doubtingly an instant, detected the
|
||
disturber, then turned and dozed, and dreamt again---
|
||
if possible, still more disagreeably than before.
|
||
|
||
This time I remembered I was lying in the oak closet,
|
||
and I heard distinctly the gusty wind and the driving
|
||
of the snow. I heard also the fir-bough repeat its teasing
|
||
sound, and ascribed it to the right cause. But it an-
|
||
noyed me so much that I resolved to silence it, if pos-
|
||
sible; and I thought I rose and endeavoured to unhasp
|
||
the casement. The hook was soldered into the staple---a
|
||
circumstance observed by me when awake, but forgot-
|
||
ten. "I must stop it, nevertheless!" I muttered, knock-
|
||
ing my knuckles through the glass, and stretching an
|
||
arm out to seize the importunate branch; instead of
|
||
which, my fingers closed on the fingers of a little, ice-
|
||
cold hand! The intense horror of nightmare came over
|
||
me. I tried to draw back my arm, but the hand clung
|
||
to it, and a most melancholy voice sobbed, "Let me in
|
||
---let me in!" "Who are you?" I asked, struggling,
|
||
|
||
meanwhile, to disengage myself. "Catherine Linton,"
|
||
it replied shiveringly. (Why did I think of Linton? I
|
||
had read Earnshaw twenty times for Linton.) "I'm
|
||
come home. I'd lost my way on the moor." As it spoke,
|
||
I discerned, obscurely, a child's face looking through
|
||
the window. Terror made me cruel; and finding it use-
|
||
less to attempt shaking the creature off, I pulled its
|
||
wrist on to the broken pane, and rubbed it to and fro
|
||
till the blood ran down and soaked the bedclothes. Still
|
||
it wailed, "Let me in!" and maintained its tenacious
|
||
gripe, almost maddening me with fear. "How can I?"
|
||
I said at length. "Let me go, if you want me to let you
|
||
in!" The fingers relaxed; I snatched mine through the
|
||
hole, hurriedly piled the books up in a pyramid against
|
||
it, and stopped my ears to exclude the lamentable
|
||
prayer. I seemed to keep them closed above a quarter
|
||
of an hour; yet the instant I listened again, there was
|
||
the doleful cry moaning on! "Begone!" I shouted; "I'll
|
||
never let you in---not if you beg for twenty years." "It
|
||
is twenty years," mourned the voice---"twenty years.
|
||
I've been a waif for twenty years!" Thereat began a fee-
|
||
ble scratching outside, and the pile of books moved as
|
||
if thrust forward. I tried to jump up, but could not stir
|
||
a limb, and so yelled aloud in a frenzy of fright. To my
|
||
confusion, I discovered the yell was not ideal. Hasty
|
||
footsteps approached my chamber door; somebody
|
||
pushed it open with a vigorous hand, and a light glim-
|
||
mered through the squares at the top of the bed. I sat
|
||
shuddering yet, and wiping the perspiration from my
|
||
|
||
forehead. The intruder appeared to hesitate, and mut-
|
||
tered to himself. At last he said in a half-whisper, plainly
|
||
not expecting an answer, "Is any one here?" I consid-
|
||
ered it best to confess my presence, for I knew Heath-
|
||
cliff's accents, and feared he might search further if I
|
||
kept quiet. With this intention I turned and opened
|
||
the panels. I shall not soon forget the effect my action
|
||
produced.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff stood near the entrance, in his shirt and
|
||
trousers, with a candle dripping over his fingers, and
|
||
his face as white as the wall behind him. The first creak
|
||
of the oak startled him like an electric shock. The light
|
||
leaped from his hold to a distance of some feet, and his
|
||
agitation was so extreme that he could hardly pick it up.
|
||
|
||
"It is only your guest, sir," I called out, desirous to
|
||
spare him the humiliation of exposing his cowardice
|
||
further. "I had the misfortune to scream in my sleep,
|
||
owing to a frightful nightmare. I'm sorry I disturbed
|
||
you."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, God confound you, Mr. Lockwood! I wish
|
||
you were at the---" commenced my host, setting the
|
||
candle on a chair, because he found it impossible to hold
|
||
it steady. "And who showed you up into this room?"
|
||
he continued, crushing his nails into his palms and
|
||
grinding his teeth to subdue the maxillary convulsions.
|
||
"Who was it? I've a good mind to turn them out of the
|
||
house this moment."
|
||
|
||
"It was your servant Zillah," I replied, flinging my-
|
||
self on to the floor, and rapidly resuming my garments.
|
||
"I should not care if you did, Mr. Heathcliff; she richly
|
||
deserves it. I suppose that she wanted to get another
|
||
proof that the place was haunted, at my expense. Well,
|
||
it is---swarming with ghosts and goblins! You have
|
||
reason in shutting it up, I assure you. No one will thank
|
||
you for a doze in such a den!"
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean?" asked Heathcliff, "and what
|
||
are you doing? Lie down and finish out the night, since
|
||
you are here; but, for Heaven's sake, don't repeat that
|
||
horrid noise. Nothing could excuse it, unless you were
|
||
having your throat cut!"
|
||
|
||
"If the little fiend had got in at the window, she prob-
|
||
ably would have strangled me!" I returned. "I'm not
|
||
going to endure the persecutions of your hospitable an-
|
||
cestors again. Was not the Reverend Jabes Branderham
|
||
akin to you on the mother's side? And that minx, Cath-
|
||
erine Linton, or Earnshaw, or however she was called,
|
||
she must have been a changeling----wicked little soul!
|
||
She told me she had been walking the earth those
|
||
twenty years---a just punishment for her mortal trans-
|
||
gressions, I've no doubt."
|
||
|
||
Scarcely were these words uttered, when I recol-
|
||
lected the association of Heathcliff's with Catherine's
|
||
name in the book, which had completely slipped from
|
||
my memory, till thus awakened. I blushed at my incon-
|
||
|
||
sideration; but without showing further consciousness
|
||
of the offence, I hastened to add, "The truth is, sir, I
|
||
passed the first part of the night in-----" Here I stopped
|
||
afresh. I was about to say "perusing those old volumes"
|
||
---then it would have revealed my knowledge of their
|
||
written as well as their printed contents; so, correcting
|
||
myself, I went on, "In spelling over the name scratched
|
||
on that window-ledge---a monotonous occupation, cal-
|
||
culated to set me asleep, like counting, or---"
|
||
|
||
"What can you mean by talking in this way to me?"
|
||
thundered Heathcliff, with savage vehemence. "How
|
||
---how dare you, under my roof?---God, he's mad to
|
||
speak so!" And he struck his forehead with rage.
|
||
|
||
I did not know whether to resent this language or
|
||
pursue my explanation; but he seemed so powerfully
|
||
affected that I took pity and proceeded with my dreams,
|
||
affirming I had never heard the appellation of "Cather-
|
||
ine Linton" before, but reading it often over produced
|
||
an impression which personified itself when I had no
|
||
longer my imagination under control. Heathcliff grad-
|
||
ually fell back into the shelter of the bed as I spoke,
|
||
finally sitting down almost concealed behind it. I
|
||
guessed, however, by his irregular and intercepted
|
||
breathing, that he struggled to vanquish an excess of
|
||
violent emotion. Not liking to show him that I had
|
||
heard the conflict, I continued my toilet rather noisily,
|
||
looked at my watch, and soliloquized on the length of
|
||
the night. Not three o'clock yet! I could have taken
|
||
oath it had been six. Time stagnates here. We must
|
||
surely have retired to rest at eight!
|
||
|
||
"Always at nine in winter, and rise at four," said my
|
||
host, suppressing a groan, and, as I fancied, by the mo-
|
||
tion of his arm's shadow, dashing a tear from his eyes.
|
||
"Mr. Lockwood," he added, "you may go into my room.
|
||
You'll only be in the way, coming downstairs so early;
|
||
and your childish outcry has sent sleep to the devil for
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"And for me too," I replied. "I'll walk in the yard
|
||
till daylight, and then I'll be off; and you need not dread
|
||
a repetition of my intrusion. I'm now quite cured of
|
||
seeking pleasure in society, be it country or town. A
|
||
sensible man ought to find sufficient company in him-
|
||
self."
|
||
|
||
"Delightful company!" muttered Heathcliff. "Take
|
||
the candle, and go where you please. I shall join you
|
||
directly. Keep out of the yard, though---the dogs are
|
||
unchained; and the house---Juno mounts sentinel
|
||
there, and----nay, you can only ramble about the steps
|
||
and passages. But away with you! I'll come in two min-
|
||
utes!"
|
||
|
||
I obeyed, so far as to quit the chamber; when, igno-
|
||
rant where the narrow lobbies led, I stood still, and was
|
||
witness, involuntarily, to a piece of superstition on the
|
||
part of my landlord which belied oddly his apparent
|
||
sense. He got on to the bed and wrenched open the
|
||
lattice, bursting, as he pulled at it, into an uncontrol-
|
||
lable passion of tears. "Come in! come in!" he sobbed.
|
||
|
||
"Cathy, do come! Oh, do---once more! Oh, my heart's
|
||
darling! hear me this time, Catherine, at last!" The
|
||
spectre showed a spectre's ordinary caprice. It gave no
|
||
sign of being; but the snow and wind whirled wildly
|
||
through, even reaching my station, and blowing out the
|
||
light.
|
||
|
||
There was such anguish in the gush of grief that ac-
|
||
companied this raving that my compassion made me
|
||
overlook its folly, and I drew off, half angry to have lis-
|
||
tened at all, and vexed at having related my ridiculous
|
||
nightmare, since it produced that agony; though why
|
||
was beyond my comprehension. I descended cautiously
|
||
to the lower regions, and landed in the back kitchen,
|
||
where a gleam of fire, raked compactly together, en-
|
||
abled me to rekindle my candle. Nothing was stirring
|
||
except a brindled, gray cat, which crept from the ashes,
|
||
and saluted me with a querulous mew.
|
||
|
||
Two benches, shaped in sections of a circle, nearly
|
||
enclosed the hearth. On one of these I stretched myself,
|
||
and Grimalkin mounted the other. We were both of us
|
||
nodding ere any one invaded our retreat, and then it
|
||
was Joseph, shuffling down a wooden ladder that
|
||
vanished in the roof, through a trap---the ascent to his
|
||
garret, I suppose. He cast a sinister look at the little
|
||
flame which I had enticed to play between the ribs,
|
||
swept the cat from its elevation, and bestowing himself
|
||
in the vacancy, commenced the operation of stuffing a
|
||
three-inch pipe with tobacco. My presence in his sanc-
|
||
tum was evidently esteemed a piece of impudence too
|
||
|
||
shameful for remark. He silently applied the tube to
|
||
his lips, folded his arms, and puffed away. I let him en-
|
||
joy the luxury unannoyed; and after sucking out his last
|
||
wreath, and heaving a profound sigh, he got up, and de-
|
||
parted as solemnly as he came.
|
||
|
||
A more elastic footstep entered next; and now I
|
||
opened my mouth for a "good-morning," but closed it
|
||
again, the salutation unachieved, for Hareton Earn-
|
||
shaw was performing his orisons, sotto voce, in a series
|
||
of curses directed against every object he touched, while
|
||
he rummaged a corner for a spade or shovel to dig
|
||
through the drifts. He glanced over the back of the
|
||
bench, dilating his nostrils, and thought as little of ex-
|
||
changing civilities with me as with my companion the
|
||
cat. I guessed by his preparations that egress was al-
|
||
lowed, and leaving my hard couch, made a movement
|
||
to follow him. He noticed this, and thrust at an inner
|
||
door with the end of his spade, intimating by an inar-
|
||
ticulate sound that there was the place where I must go
|
||
if I changed my locality.
|
||
|
||
It opened into the house, where the females were al-
|
||
ready astir---Zillah urging flakes of flame up the chim-
|
||
ney with a colossal bellows; and Mrs. Heathcliff, kneel-
|
||
ing on the hearth, reading a book by the aid of the blaze.
|
||
She held her hand interposed between the furnace-heat
|
||
and her eyes, and seemed absorbed in her occupation,
|
||
desisting from it only to chide the servant for covering
|
||
her with sparks, or to push away a dog, now and then,
|
||
that snoozled its nose over-forwardly into her face. I
|
||
|
||
was surprised to see Heathcliff there also. He stood by
|
||
the fire, his back towards me, just finishing a stormy
|
||
scene to poor Zillah, who ever and anon interrupted her
|
||
labour to pluck up the corner of her apron and heave
|
||
an indignant groan.
|
||
|
||
"And you, you worthless----" he broke out as I en-
|
||
tered, turning to his daughter-in-law, and employing an
|
||
epithet as harmless as duck or sheep, but generally rep-
|
||
resented by a dash------. "There you are at your idle
|
||
tricks again! The rest of them do earn their bread;
|
||
you live on my charity! Put your trash away, and find
|
||
something to do. You shall pay me for the plague of
|
||
having you eternally in my sight. Do you hear, dam-
|
||
nable jade?"
|
||
|
||
"I'll put my trash away, because you can make me
|
||
if I refuse," answered the young lady, closing her book
|
||
and throwing it on a chair. "But I'll not do anything,
|
||
though you should swear your tongue out, except what
|
||
I please!"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff lifted his hand, and the speaker sprang to
|
||
a safer distance, obviously acquainted with its weight.
|
||
Having no desire to be entertained by a cat-and-dog
|
||
combat, I stepped forward briskly, as if eager to par-
|
||
take the warmth of the hearth, and innocent of any
|
||
knowledge of the interrupted dispute. Each had enough
|
||
decorum to suspend further hostilities. Heathcliff placed
|
||
his fists, out of temptation, in his pockets; Mrs. Heath-
|
||
cliff curled her lip, and walked to a seat far off, where
|
||
she kept her word by playing the part of a statue during
|
||
|
||
the remainder of my stay. That was not long. I declined
|
||
joining their breakfast, and at the first gleam of dawn
|
||
took an opportunity of escaping into the free air, now
|
||
clear, and still, and cold as impalpable ice.
|
||
|
||
My landlord hallooed for me to stop ere I reached
|
||
the bottom of the garden, and offered to accompany me
|
||
across the moor. It was well he did, for the whole hill-
|
||
back was one billowy, white ocean, the swells and falls
|
||
not indicating corresponding rises and depressions in
|
||
the ground. Many pits, at least, were filled to a level,
|
||
and entire ranges of mounds, the refuse of the quarries,
|
||
blotted from the chart which my yesterday's walk left
|
||
pictured in my mind. I had remarked on one side of the
|
||
road, at intervals of six or seven yards, a line of upright
|
||
stones, continued through the whole length of the
|
||
barren. These were erected and daubed with lime on
|
||
purpose to serve as guides in the dark, and also when a
|
||
fall, like the present, confounded the deep swamps on
|
||
either hand with the firmer path; but, exceptiog a dirty
|
||
dot pointing up here and there, all traces of their exist-
|
||
ence had vanished, and my companion found it neces-
|
||
sary to warn me frequently to steer to the right or left,
|
||
when I imagined I was following correctly the windings
|
||
of the road.
|
||
|
||
We exchanged little conversation, and he halted at
|
||
the entrance of Thrushcross Park, saying I could make
|
||
no error there. Our adieus were limited to a hasty
|
||
bow, and then I pushed forward, trusting to my own
|
||
resources, for the porter's lodge is untenanted as yet.
|
||
|
||
The distance from the gate to the Grange is two miles;
|
||
I believe I managed to make it four, what with losing
|
||
myself among the trees, and sinking up to the neck in
|
||
snow---a predicament which only those who have ex-
|
||
perienced it can appreciate. At any rate, whatever were
|
||
my wanderings, the clock chimed twelve as I entered
|
||
the house, and that gave exactly an hour for every mile
|
||
of the usual way from Wuthering Heights.
|
||
|
||
My human fixture and her satellites rushed to wel-
|
||
come me, exclaiming tumultuously they had completely
|
||
given me up. Everybody conjectured that I perished last
|
||
night, and they were wondering how they must set
|
||
about the search for my remains. I bid them be quiet,
|
||
now that they saw me returned, and, benumbed to my
|
||
very heart, I dragged upstairs; whence, after putting
|
||
on dry clothes, and pacing to and fro thirty or forty
|
||
minutes, to restore the animal heat, I am adjourned to
|
||
my study, feeble as a kitten---almost too much so to
|
||
enjoy the cheerful fire and smoking coffee which the
|
||
servant has prepared for my refreshment.
|
||
CHAPTER IV.
|
||
|
||
What vain weather-cocks we are! I, who had de-
|
||
termined to hold myself independent of all social
|
||
intercourse, and thanked my stars that at length I had
|
||
lighted on a spot where it was next to impracticable--- I,
|
||
weak wretch, after maintaining till dusk a struggle with
|
||
low spirits and solitude, was finally compelled to strike
|
||
my colours; and under pretence of gaining information
|
||
concerning the necessities of my establishment, I de-
|
||
sired Mrs. Dean, when she brought in supper, to sit
|
||
down while I ate it, hoping sincerely she would prove a
|
||
regular gossip, and either rouse me to animation or lull
|
||
me to sleep by her talk.
|
||
|
||
"You have lived here a considerable time," I com-
|
||
menced---"did you not say sixteen years?"
|
||
|
||
"Eighteen, sir. I came, when the mistress was mar-
|
||
ried, to wait on her; after she died, the master retained
|
||
me for his housekeeper."
|
||
|
||
"Indeed."
|
||
|
||
There ensued a pause. She was not a gossip, I feared
|
||
---unless about her own affairs, and those could hardly
|
||
interest me. However, having studied for an interval,
|
||
with a fist on either knee, and a cloud of meditation
|
||
over her ruddy countenance, she ejaculated,---
|
||
|
||
"Ah, times are greatly changed since thenl"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," I remarked; "you've seen a good many altera-
|
||
tions, I suppose?"
|
||
|
||
"I have; and troubles too," she said.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I'll turn the talk on my landlord's family!" I
|
||
thought to myself. "A good subject to start! And that
|
||
pretty girl-widow, I should like to know her history---
|
||
whether she be a native of the country, or, as is more
|
||
probable, an exotic that the surly indigenae will not
|
||
recognize for kin." With this intention I asked Mrs.
|
||
Dean why Heathcliff let Thrushcross Grange, and pre-
|
||
ferred living in a situation and residence so much in-
|
||
ferior. "Is he not rich enough to keep the estate in good
|
||
order?" I inquired.
|
||
|
||
"Rich, sir!" she returned. "He has nobody knows
|
||
what money, and every year it increases. Yes, yes; he's
|
||
rich enough to live in a finer house than this. But he's
|
||
very near---cose-handed; and if he had meant to flit
|
||
to Thrushcross Grange, as soon as he heard of a good
|
||
tenant he could not have borne to miss the chance of
|
||
getting a few hundreds more. It is strange people should
|
||
be so greedy when they are alone in the world!"
|
||
|
||
"He had a son, it seems?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, he had one. He is dead."
|
||
|
||
"And that young lady, Mrs. Heathcliff, is his
|
||
widow?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes."
|
||
|
||
"Where did she come from originally?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, sir, she is my late master's daughter. Catherine
|
||
Linton was her maiden name. I nursed her, poor thing!
|
||
I did wish Mr. Heathcliff would remove here, and then
|
||
we might have been together again."
|
||
|
||
"What! Catherine Linton?" I exclaimed, astonished.
|
||
But a minute's reflection convinced me it was not my
|
||
ghostly Catherine. "Then," I continued, "my predeces-
|
||
sor's name was Linton?"
|
||
|
||
"It was."
|
||
|
||
"And who is that Earnshaw---Hareton Earnshaw---
|
||
who lives with Mr. Heathcliff? Are they relations?"
|
||
|
||
"No; he is the late Mrs. Linton's nephew."
|
||
|
||
"The young lady's cousin, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; and her husband was her cousin also---one
|
||
on the mother's side, the other on the father's side.
|
||
Heathcliff married Mr. Linton's sister."
|
||
|
||
"I see the house at Wuthering Heights has 'Earn-
|
||
shaw' carved over the front door. Are they an old fam-
|
||
ily?"
|
||
|
||
"Very old, sir; and Hareton is the last of them, as our
|
||
Miss Cathy is of us---I mean of the Lintons. Have you
|
||
been to Wuthering Heights? I beg pardon for asking;
|
||
but I should like to hear how she is."
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Heathcliff? She looked very well, and very
|
||
handsome; yet, I think, not very happy."
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear, I don't wonder! And how did you like
|
||
the master?"
|
||
|
||
"A rough fellow, rather, Mrs. Dean. Is not that his
|
||
character?"
|
||
|
||
"Rough as a saw-edge, and hard as whinstone. The
|
||
less you meddle with him the better."
|
||
|
||
"He must have had some ups and downs in life to
|
||
make him such a churl. Do you know anything of his
|
||
history?"
|
||
|
||
"It's a cuckoo's, sir. I know all about it---except
|
||
where he was born, and who were his parents, and
|
||
how he got his money at first. And Hareton has been
|
||
cast out like an unfledged dunnock! The unfortunate
|
||
lad is the only one in all this parish that does not guess
|
||
how he has been cheated."
|
||
|
||
"Well, Mrs. Dean, it will be a charitable deed to tell
|
||
me something of my neighbours. I feel I shall not rest if
|
||
I go to bed, so be good enough to sit and chat an hour."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, certainly, sir! I'll just fetch a little sewing, and
|
||
then I'll sit as long as you please. But you've caught
|
||
cold---I saw you shivering; and you must have some
|
||
gruel to drive it out."
|
||
|
||
The worthy woman bustled off, and I crouched
|
||
nearer the fire. My head felt hot, and the rest of me
|
||
chill; moreover, I was excited, almost to a pitch of fool-
|
||
ishness, through my nerves and brain. This caused me
|
||
to feel, not uncomfortable, but rather fearful (as I am
|
||
still) of serious effects from the incidents of to-day and
|
||
yesterday. She returned presently, bringing a smoking
|
||
basin and a basket of work; and having placed the
|
||
former on the hob, drew in her seat, evidently pleased
|
||
to find me so companionable.
|
||
|
||
* * * * *
|
||
|
||
Before I came to live here, she commenced--- waiting
|
||
no further invitation to her story---I was almost always
|
||
at Wuthering Heights, because my mother had nursed
|
||
Mr. Hindley Earnshaw (that was Hareton's father),
|
||
and I got used to playing with the children. I ran er-
|
||
rands, too, and helped to make hay, and hung about
|
||
the farm, ready for anything that anybody would set
|
||
me to. One fine summer morning---it was the beginning
|
||
of harvest, I remember--- Mr. Earnshaw, the old master,
|
||
came downstairs, dressed for a journey; and after he
|
||
had told Joseph what was to be done during the day,
|
||
he turned to Hindley, and Cathy, and me---for I sat
|
||
eating my porridge with them---and he said, speaking
|
||
|
||
to his son, "Now, my bonny man, I'm going to Liver-
|
||
pool to-day; what shall I bring you? You may choose
|
||
what you like. Only let it be little, for I shall walk
|
||
there and back. Sixty miles each way---that is a long
|
||
spell!" Hindley named a fiddle, and then he asked Miss
|
||
Cathy. She was hardly six years old, but she could ride
|
||
any horse in the stable, and she chose a whip. He did
|
||
not forget me, for he had a kind heart, though he was
|
||
rather severe sometimes. He promised to bring me a
|
||
pocketful of apples and pears; and then he kissed his
|
||
children, said good-bye, and set off.
|
||
|
||
It seemed a long while to us all---the three days of his
|
||
absence---and often did little Cathy ask when he would
|
||
be home. Mrs. Earnshaw expected him by supper-time
|
||
on the third evening, and she put the meal off hour after
|
||
hour. There were no signs of his coming, however, and
|
||
at last the children got tired of running down to the
|
||
gate to look. Then it grew dark. She would have had
|
||
them to bed, but they begged sadly to be allowed to
|
||
stay up; and just about eleven o'clock the door-latch
|
||
was raised quietly, and in stepped the master. He threw
|
||
himself into a chair, laughing and groaning, and bid
|
||
them all stand off, for he was nearly killed. He would
|
||
not have such another walk for the three kingdoms.
|
||
|
||
"And at the end of it, to be flighted to death!" he
|
||
said, opening his greatcoat, which he held bundled up
|
||
in his arms. "See here, wife! I was never so beaten with
|
||
anything in my life; but you must e'en take it as a gift
|
||
of God, though it's as dark almost as if it came from the
|
||
devil."
|
||
|
||
We crowded round, and over Miss Cathy's head I
|
||
had a peep at a dirty, ragged, black-haired child, big
|
||
enough both to walk and talk. Indeed, its face looked
|
||
older than Catherine's; yet when it was set on its feet it
|
||
only stared round, and repeated over and over again
|
||
some gibberish that nobody could understand. I was
|
||
frightened, and Mrs. Earnshaw was ready to fling it out
|
||
of doors. She did fly up, asking how he could fashion
|
||
to bring that gipsy brat into the house, when they had
|
||
their own bairns to feed and fend for; what he meant to
|
||
do with it, and whether he were mad. The master tried
|
||
to explain the matter; but he was really half dead with
|
||
fatigue, and all that I could make out, amongst her
|
||
scolding, was a tale of his seeing it starving, and house-
|
||
less, and as good as dumb, in the streets of Liverpool,
|
||
where he picked it up and inquired for its owner. Not
|
||
a soul knew to whom it belonged, he said; and his
|
||
money and time being both limited, he thought it better
|
||
to take it home with him at once, than run into vain
|
||
expenses there, because he was determined be would
|
||
not leave it as he found it. Well, the conclusion was that
|
||
my mistress grumbled herself calm; and Mr. Earnshaw
|
||
told me to wash it, and give it clean things, and let it
|
||
sleep with the children.
|
||
|
||
Hindley and Cathy contented themselves with look-
|
||
ing and listening till peace was restored; then both be-
|
||
gan searching their father's pockets for the presents he
|
||
had promised them. The former was a boy of fourteen,
|
||
but when he drew out what had been a fiddle, crushed
|
||
to morsels in the greatcoat, he blubbered aloud; and
|
||
|
||
Cathy, when she learned the master had lost her whip
|
||
in attending on the stranger, showed her humour by
|
||
grinning and spitting at the stupid little thing, earning
|
||
for her pains a sound blow from her father to teach her
|
||
cleaner manners. They entirely refused to have it in
|
||
bed with them, or even in their room; and I had no
|
||
more sense, so I put it on the landing of the stairs, hop-
|
||
ing it might be gone on the morrow. By chance, or else
|
||
attracted by hearing his voice, it crept to Mr. Earn-
|
||
shaw's door, and there he found it on quitting his cham-
|
||
ber. Inquiries were made as to how it got there. I was
|
||
obliged to confess, and in recompense for my coward-
|
||
ice and inhumanity was sent out of the house.
|
||
|
||
This was Heathcliff's first introduction to the family.
|
||
On coming back a few days afterwards (for I did not
|
||
consider my banishment perpetual) I found they had
|
||
christened him "Heathcliff." It was the name of a son
|
||
who died in childhood, and it has served him ever since,
|
||
both for Christian and surname. Miss Cathy and he
|
||
were now very thick; but Hindley hated him, and, to
|
||
say the truth, I did the same; and we plagued and went
|
||
on with him shamefully, for I wasn't reasonable enough
|
||
to feel my injustice, and the mistress never put in a
|
||
word on his behalf when she saw him wronged.
|
||
|
||
He seemed a sullen, patient child, hardened, perhaps,
|
||
to ill-treatment. He would stand Hindley's blows with-
|
||
out winking or shedding a tear, and my pinches moved
|
||
him only to draw in a breath and open his eyes, as if he
|
||
had hurt himself by accident and nobody was to blame.
|
||
This endurance made old Earnshaw furious when he
|
||
discovered his son persecuting the poor, fatherless child,
|
||
as he called him. He took to Heathcliff strangely, be-
|
||
lieving all he said (for that matter, he said precious
|
||
little, and generally the truth), and petting him up far
|
||
above Cathy, who was too mischievous and wayward
|
||
for a favourite.
|
||
|
||
So from the very beginning he bred bad feeling in
|
||
the house; and at Mrs. Earnshaw's death, which hap-
|
||
pened in less than two years after, the young master
|
||
had learned to regard his father as an oppressor rather
|
||
than a friend, and Heathcliff as a usurper of his parent's
|
||
affections and his privileges, and he grew bitter with
|
||
brooding over these injuries. I sympathized a while;
|
||
but when the children fell ill of the measles, and I had
|
||
to tend them, and take on me the cares of a woman at
|
||
once, I changed my ideas. Heathcliff was dangerously
|
||
sick; and while he lay at the worst he would have me
|
||
constantly by his pillow. I suppose he felt I did a good
|
||
deal for him, and he hadn't wit to guess that I was com-
|
||
pelled to do it. However, I will say this---he was the
|
||
quietest child that ever nurse watched over. The dif-
|
||
ference between him and the others forced me to be
|
||
less partial. Cathy and her brother harassed me ter-
|
||
ribly; he was as uncomplaining as a lamb, though hard-
|
||
ness, not gentleness, made him give little trouble.
|
||
|
||
He got through, and the doctor affirmed it was in a
|
||
great measure owing to me, and praised me for my care.
|
||
I was vain of his commendations, and softened towards
|
||
the being by whose means I earned them; and thus
|
||
Hindley lost his last ally. Still I couldn't dote on Heath-
|
||
cliff, and I wondered often what my master saw to ad-
|
||
mire so much in the sullen boy, who never, to my recol-
|
||
lection, repaid his indulgence by any sign of gratitude.
|
||
He was not insolent to his benefactor, he was simply
|
||
insensible, though knowing perfectly the hold he had on
|
||
his heart, and conscious he had only to speak and all
|
||
the house would be obliged to bend to his wishes. As an
|
||
instance, I remember Mr. Earnshaw once bought a
|
||
couple of colts at the parish fair, and gave the lads each
|
||
one. Heathcliff took the handsomest, but it soon fell
|
||
lame, and when he discovered it, he said to Hindley,---
|
||
|
||
"You must exchange horses with me---I don't like
|
||
mine; and if you won't, I shall tell your father of the
|
||
three thrashings you've given me this week, and show
|
||
him my arm, which is black to the shoulder." Hindley
|
||
put out his tongue and cuffed him over the ears. "You'd
|
||
better do it at once," he persisted, escaping to the
|
||
porch (they were in the stable). "You will have to; and
|
||
if I speak of these blows, you'll get them again with in-
|
||
terest." "Off, dog!" cried Hindley, threatening him with
|
||
|
||
an iron weight used for weighing potatoes and hay.
|
||
"Throw it," he replied, standing still, "and then I'll tell
|
||
how you boasted that you would turn me out of doors
|
||
as soon as he died, and see whether he will not turn
|
||
you out directly." Hindley threw it, hitting him on the
|
||
breast, and down he fell, but staggered up immediately,
|
||
breathless and white; and had I not prevented it, he
|
||
would have gone just so to the master, and got full re-
|
||
venge by letting his condition plead for him, intimating
|
||
who had caused it. "Take my colt, gipsy, then!" said
|
||
young Earnshaw. "And I pray that he may break your
|
||
neck. Take him, and be damned, you beggarly inter-
|
||
loper; and wheedle my father out of all he has. Only
|
||
afterwards show him what you are, imp of Satan. And
|
||
take that! I hope he'll kick out your brains!"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff had gone to loose the beast and shift it to
|
||
his own stall. He was passing behind it, when Hindley
|
||
finished his speech by knocking him under its feet, and
|
||
without stopping to examine whether his hopes were
|
||
fulfilled, ran away as fast as he could. I was surprised
|
||
to witness how coolly the child gathered himself up, and
|
||
went on with his intention---exchanging saddles and
|
||
all, and then sitting down on a bundle of hay to over-
|
||
come the qualm which the violent blow occasioned, be-
|
||
fore he entered the house. I persuaded him easily to let
|
||
me lay the blame of his bruises on the horse. He minded
|
||
little what tale was told, since he had what he wanted.
|
||
He complained so seldom, indeed, of such stirs as these,
|
||
that I really thought him not vindictive. I was de-
|
||
ceived completely, as you will hear.
|
||
CHAPTER V.
|
||
|
||
In the course of time Mr. Earnshaw began to fail. He
|
||
had been active and healthy, yet his strength left
|
||
him suddenly; and when he was confined to the chim-
|
||
ney-corner he grew grievously irritable. A nothing vexed
|
||
him, and suspected slights of his authority nearly threw
|
||
him into fits. This was especially to be remarked if any
|
||
one attempted to impose upon or domineer over his
|
||
favourite. He was painfully jealous lest a word should
|
||
be spoken amiss to him, seeming to have got into his
|
||
head the notion that, because he liked Heathcliff, all
|
||
hated and longed to do him an ill turn. It was a disad-
|
||
vantage to the lad, for the kinder among us did not
|
||
wish to fret the master, so we humoured his partiality;
|
||
and that humouring was rich nourishment to the child's
|
||
pride and black tempers. Still it became in a manner
|
||
necessary. Twice or thrice Hindley's manifestation of
|
||
scorn, while his father was near, roused the old man to
|
||
a fury. He seized his stick to strike him, and shook with
|
||
rage that he could not do it.
|
||
|
||
At last our curate (we had a curate then, who made
|
||
the living answer by teaching the little Lintons and
|
||
Earnshaws and farming his bit of land himself) advised
|
||
that the young man should be sent to college; and Mr.
|
||
Earnshaw agreed, though with a heavy spirit, for he
|
||
said, "Hindley was nought, and would never thrive as
|
||
where he wandered."
|
||
|
||
I hoped heartily we should have peace now. It hurt
|
||
me to think the master should be made uncomfortable
|
||
by his own good deed. I fancied the discontent of age
|
||
and disease arose from his family disagreements, as he
|
||
would have it that it did. Really, you know, sir, it was
|
||
in his sinking frame. We might have got on tolerably,
|
||
notwithstanding, but for two people---Miss Cathy and
|
||
Joseph the servant. You saw him, I dare say, up yonder.
|
||
He was, and is yet most likely, the wearisomest self-
|
||
righteous Pharisee that ever ransacked a Bible to rake
|
||
the promises to himself and fling the curses to his neigh-
|
||
bours. By his knack of sermonizing and pious dis-
|
||
coursing he contrived to make a great impression on
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw; and the more feeble the master became,
|
||
the more influence he gained. He was relentless in wor-
|
||
rying him about his soul's concerns, and about ruling
|
||
his children rigidly. He encouraged him to regard
|
||
Hindley as a reprobate; and night after night he regu-
|
||
larly grumbled out a long string of tales against Heath-
|
||
cliff and Catherine, always minding to flatter Earn-
|
||
shaw's weakness by heaping the heaviest blame on the
|
||
latter.
|
||
|
||
Certainly she had ways with her such as I never saw
|
||
a child take up before; and she put all of us past our
|
||
patience fifty times and oftener in a day. From the hour
|
||
she came downstairs till the hour she went to bed we
|
||
had not a minute's security that she wouldn't be in mis-
|
||
chief. Her spirits were always at high-water mark, her
|
||
tongue always going---singing, laughing, and plaguing
|
||
everybody who would not do the same. A wild, wicked
|
||
|
||
slip she was; but she had the bonniest eye, the sweetest
|
||
smile, and lightest foot in the parish. And, after all, I
|
||
believe she meant no harm; for when once she made
|
||
you cry in good earnest, it seldom happened that she
|
||
would not keep you company, and oblige you to be
|
||
quiet, that you might comfort her. She was much too
|
||
fond of Heathcliff. The greatest punishment we could
|
||
invent for her was to keep her separate from him; yet
|
||
she got chided more than any of us on his account. In
|
||
play she liked exceedingly to act the little mistress,
|
||
using her hands freely, and commanding her compan-
|
||
ions. She did so to me, but I would not bear shopping
|
||
and ordering, and so I let her know.
|
||
|
||
Now, Mr. Earnshaw did not understand jokes from
|
||
his children. He had always been strict and grave with
|
||
them; and Catherine, on her part, had no idea why her
|
||
father should be crosser and less patient in his ailing
|
||
condition than he was in his prime. His peevish reproofs
|
||
wakened in her a naughty delight to provoke him. She
|
||
was never so happy as when we were all scolding her at
|
||
once, and she defying us with her bold, saucy look and
|
||
her ready words, turning Joseph's religious curses into
|
||
ridicule, baiting me, and doing just what her father
|
||
hated most---showing how her pretended insolence,
|
||
which he thought real, had more power over Heathcliff
|
||
|
||
than his kindness; how the boy would do her bidding
|
||
in anything, and his only when it suited his own inclina-
|
||
tion. After behaving as badly as possible all day, she
|
||
sometimes came fondling to make it up at night. "Nay,
|
||
Cathy," the old man would say, "I cannot love thee;
|
||
thou'rt worse than thy brother. Go say thy prayers,
|
||
child, and ask God's pardon. I doubt thy mother and I
|
||
must rue that we ever reared thee!" That made her cry
|
||
at first; and then being repulsed continually hardened
|
||
her, and she laughed if I told her to say she was sorry
|
||
for her faults, and beg to be forgiven.
|
||
|
||
But the hour came at last that ended Mr. Earnshaw's
|
||
troubles on earth. He died quietly in his chair one Octo-
|
||
ber evening, seated by the fireside. A high wind blus-
|
||
tered round the house and roared in the chimney. It
|
||
sounded wild and stormy, yet it was not cold, and
|
||
we were all together---I, a little removed from the
|
||
hearth, busy at my knitting, and Joseph reading his
|
||
Bible near the table (for the servants generally sat in
|
||
the house then, after their work was done). Miss Cathy
|
||
had been sick, and that made her still. She leant against
|
||
her father's knee, and Heathcliff was lying on the floor
|
||
with his head in her lap.
|
||
|
||
I remember the master, before he fell into a doze, stroking
|
||
her bonny hair--it pleased him rarely to see her gentle--and
|
||
saying--
|
||
|
||
"Why canst thou not always be a good lass, Cathy?"
|
||
|
||
And she turned her face up to his, and laughed, and answered--
|
||
|
||
"Why cannot you always be a good man, father?"
|
||
|
||
But as soon as she saw him vexed again, she kissed his hand,
|
||
and said she would sing him to sleep. She began singing very low,
|
||
till his fingers dropped from hers, and his head sank on his breast.
|
||
Then I told her to hush, and not stir, for fear she should wake
|
||
him. We all kept as mute as mice a full half-hour, and should
|
||
have done so longer, only Joseph, having finished his chapter, got
|
||
up and said that he must rouse the master for prayers and bed.
|
||
He stepped forward, and called him by name, and touched his
|
||
shoulder, but he would not move--so he took the candle and
|
||
looked at him.
|
||
|
||
I thought there was something wrong as he set down the light;
|
||
and seizing the children each by an arm, whispered them to
|
||
"frame upstairs, and make little din--they might pray alone that
|
||
evening--he had summut to do."
|
||
|
||
"I shall bid father good-night first," said Catherine, putting
|
||
her arms round his neck, before we could hinder her.
|
||
|
||
The poor thing discovered her loss directly--she screamed out--
|
||
|
||
"Oh, he's dead, Heathcliff! he's dead!"
|
||
|
||
And they both set up a heart-breaking cry.
|
||
|
||
I joined my wail to theirs, loud and bitter; but Joseph asked
|
||
what we could be thinking of to roar in that way over a saint in
|
||
heaven.
|
||
|
||
He told me to put on my cloak and run to Gimmerton for the
|
||
doctor and the parson. I could not guess the use that either would
|
||
be of, then. However, I went, through wind and rain, and brought
|
||
one, the doctor, back with me; the other said he would come in
|
||
the morning.
|
||
|
||
Leaving Joseph to explain matters, I ran to the children's room;
|
||
their door was ajar, I saw they had never laid down, though it was
|
||
past midnight; but they were calmer, and did not need me to
|
||
console them. The little souls were comforting each other with
|
||
better thoughts than I could have hit on; no parson in the world
|
||
ever pictured heaven so beautifully as they did, in their innocent
|
||
talk; and, while I sobbed and listened, I could not help wishing
|
||
we were all there safe together.
|
||
CHAPTER VI.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Hindley came home to the funeral; and--a thing that
|
||
amazed us, and set the neighbours gossipping right and left--he
|
||
brought a wife with him.
|
||
|
||
What she was, and where she was born he never informed us;
|
||
probably, she had neither money nor name to recommend her,
|
||
or he would scarcely have kept the union from his father.
|
||
|
||
She was not one that would have disturbed the house much
|
||
on her own account. Every object she saw, the moment she crossed
|
||
the threshold, appeared to delight her; and every circumstance that
|
||
took place about her, except the preparing for the burial, and the
|
||
presence of the mourners.
|
||
|
||
I thought she was half silly, from her behaviour while that went
|
||
on; she ran into her chamber, and made me come with her, though
|
||
I should have been dressing the children; and there she sat shivering
|
||
and clasping her hands, and asking repeatedly--
|
||
|
||
"Are they gone yet?"
|
||
|
||
Then she began describing with hysterical emotion the effect
|
||
it produced on her to see black; and started, and trembled, and, at
|
||
last, fell a weeping--and when I asked what the matter? answered,
|
||
she didn't know; but she felt so afraid of dying!
|
||
|
||
I imagined her as little likely to die as myself. She was rather
|
||
thin, but young, and fresh complexioned, and her eyes sparkled as
|
||
bright as diamonds. I did remark, to be sure, that mounting the
|
||
|
||
stairs made her breathe very quick, that the least sudden noise
|
||
set her all in a quiver, and that she coughed troublesomely sometimes:
|
||
but I knew nothing of what these symptoms portended, and
|
||
had no impulse to sympathize with her. We don't in general take
|
||
to foreigners here, Mr. Lockwood, unless they take to us first.
|
||
|
||
Young Earnshaw was altered considerably in the three years of
|
||
his absence. He had grown sparer, and lost his colour, and spoke
|
||
and dressed quite differently; and, on the very day of his return,
|
||
he told Joseph and me we must thenceforth quarter ourselves in
|
||
the back-kitchen, and leave the house for him. Indeed, he would
|
||
have carpeted and papered a small spare room for a parlour; but
|
||
his wife expressed such pleasure at the white floor, and huge
|
||
glowing fire-place, at the pewter dishes, and delf-case, and
|
||
dog-kennel, and the wide space there was to move about in, where
|
||
they usually sat, that he thought it unneccessary to her comfort,
|
||
and so dropped the intention.
|
||
|
||
She expressed pleasure, too, at finding a sister among her new
|
||
acquaintance, and she prattled to Catherine and kissed her and
|
||
ran about with her, and gave her quantities of presents, at the
|
||
beginning. Her affection tired very soon, however, and when she
|
||
grew peevish, Hindley became tyrannical. A few words from her,
|
||
evincing a dislike to Heathcliff, were enough to rouse in him all
|
||
his old hatred of the boy. He drove him from their company to
|
||
the servants, deprived him of the instructions of the curate and
|
||
insisted that he should labour out of doors instead, compelling
|
||
him to do so, as hard as any other lad on the farm.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff bore his degradation pretty well at first, because Cathy
|
||
taught him what she learnt, and worked or played with him in the
|
||
fields. They both promised fair to grow up as rude as savages, the
|
||
young master being entirely negligent how they behaved, and what
|
||
they did, so they kept clear of him. He would not even have seen
|
||
after their going to church on Sundays, only Joseph and the curate
|
||
reprimanded his carelessness when they absented themselves, and
|
||
that reminded him to order Heathcliff a flogging, and Catherine a
|
||
fast from dinner or supper.
|
||
|
||
But it was one of their chief amusements to run away to the
|
||
moors in the morning and remain there all day, and the after-
|
||
punishment grew a mere thing to laugh at. The curate might set
|
||
as many chapters as he pleased for Catherine to get by heart, and
|
||
Joseph might thrash Heathcliff till his arm ached; they forgot
|
||
everything the minute they were together again, at least the minute
|
||
they contrived some naughty plan of revenge; and many a time
|
||
I've cried to myself to watch them growing more reckless
|
||
daily, and I not daring to speak a syllable for fear of losing the
|
||
small power I still retained over the unfriended creatures.
|
||
|
||
One Sunday evening, it chanced that they were banished from the
|
||
sitting-room, for making a noise, or a light offence of the
|
||
kind, and when I went to call them to supper, I could discover
|
||
them nowhere.
|
||
|
||
We searched the house, above and below, and the yard and
|
||
stables; they were invisible; and, at last, Hindley in a passion told
|
||
us to bolt the doors, and swore nobody should let them in that night.
|
||
|
||
The household went to bed; and I, too anxious to lie down,
|
||
opened my lattice and put my head out to hearken, though it
|
||
rained, determined to admit them in spite of the prohibition,
|
||
should they return.
|
||
|
||
In a while, I distinguished steps coming up the road, and the
|
||
light of a lantern glimmered through the gate.
|
||
|
||
I threw a shawl over my head and ran to prevent them from waking
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw by knocking. There was Heathcliff, by himself;
|
||
it gave me a start to see him alone.
|
||
|
||
"Where is Miss Catherine?" I cried hurriedly. "No accident, I
|
||
hope?"
|
||
|
||
"At Thrushcross Grange," he answered, "and I would have
|
||
been there too, but they had not the manners to ask me to
|
||
stay."
|
||
|
||
"Well, you will catch it!" I said, "you'll never be content will
|
||
you're sent about your business. What in the world led you wandering
|
||
to Thrushcross Grange?"
|
||
|
||
"Let me get off my wet clothes, and I'll tell you all about it,
|
||
Nelly," he replied.
|
||
|
||
I bid him beware of rousing the master, and while he undressed,
|
||
and I waited to put out the candle, he continued--
|
||
|
||
"Cathy and I escaped from the wash-house to have a ramble
|
||
at liberty, and getting a glimpse of the Grange lights, we thought
|
||
|
||
we would just go and see whether the Lintons passed their
|
||
Sunday evenings standing shivering in corners, while their father
|
||
and mother sat eating and drinking, and singing and laughing, and
|
||
burning their eyes out before the fire. Do you think they do? Or
|
||
reading sermons, and being catechised by their man-servant, and
|
||
set to learn a column of Scripture names, if they don't answer
|
||
properly?"
|
||
|
||
"Probably not," I responded. "They are good children, no
|
||
doubt, and don't deserve the treatment you receive, for your bad
|
||
conduct."
|
||
|
||
"Don't you cant, Nelly" he said. "Nonsense! We ran from the
|
||
top of the Heights to the park, without stopping--Catherine completely
|
||
beaten in the race, because she was barefoot. You'll have to
|
||
seek for her shoes in the bog to-morrow. We crept through a
|
||
broken hedge, groped our way up the path, and planted ourselves
|
||
on a flower-plot under the drawing-room window. The light came
|
||
from thence; they had not put up the shutters, and the curtains
|
||
were only half closed. Both of us were able to look in by standing
|
||
on the basement, and clinging to the ledge, and we saw--ah! it
|
||
was beautiful--a splendid place carpeted with crimson, and
|
||
crimson-covered chairs and tables, and a pure white ceiling bordered
|
||
by gold, a shower of glass-drops hanging in silver chains from the
|
||
centre, and shimmering with little soft tapers. Old Mr. and Mrs.
|
||
Linton were not there. Edgar and his sister had it entirely to
|
||
themselves; shouldn't they have been happy? We should have thought
|
||
ourselves in heaven! And new, guess what your good children
|
||
were doing? Isabella--I believe she is eleven, a year younger than
|
||
Cathy--lay screaming at the farther end of the room, shrieking
|
||
as if witches were running red hot needles into her. Edgar stood
|
||
|
||
on the hearth weeping silently, and in the middle of the table sat
|
||
a little dog shaking its paw and yelping, which from their mutual
|
||
accusations, we understood they had nearly pulled in two be-
|
||
tween them. The idiots! That was their pleasure---to
|
||
quarrel who should hold a heap of warm hair, and each
|
||
begin to cry because both, after struggling to get it,
|
||
refused to take it. We laughed outright at the petted
|
||
things. We did despise them. When would you catch
|
||
me wishing to have what Catherine wanted, or find us
|
||
by ourselves seeking entertainment in yelling, and sob-
|
||
bing, and rolling on the ground, divided by the whole
|
||
room? I'd not exchange for a thousand lives my condi-
|
||
tion here for Edgar Linton's at Thrushcross Grange---
|
||
not if I might have the privilege of flinging Joseph off
|
||
the highest gable, and painting the house-front with
|
||
Hindley's blood!"
|
||
|
||
"Hush, hush!" I interrupted. "Still you have not
|
||
told me, Heathcliff, how Catherine is left behind."
|
||
|
||
"I told you we laughed," he answered. "The Lintons
|
||
heard us, and with one accord they shot like arrows
|
||
to the door. There was silence, and then a cry, 'O
|
||
mamma, mamma! O papa! O mamma, come here. O
|
||
papa, oh!' They really did howl out something in that
|
||
way. We made frightful noises to terrify them still more,
|
||
and then we dropped off the ledge because somebody
|
||
was drawing the bars, and we felt we had better flee. I
|
||
|
||
had Cathy by the hand, and was urging her on, when
|
||
all at once she fell down. 'Run, Heathcliff, run!' she
|
||
whispered. 'They have let the bull-dog loose, and he
|
||
holds me!' The devil had seized her ankle, Nelly; I
|
||
heard his abominable snorting. She did not yell out---
|
||
no! she would have scorned to do it if she had been
|
||
spitted on the horns of a mad cow. I did, though. I
|
||
vociferated curses enough to annihilate any fiend in
|
||
Christendom; and I got a stone and thrust it between
|
||
his jaws, and tried with all my might to cram it down
|
||
his throat. A beast of a servant came up with a lantern
|
||
at last, shouting, 'Keep fast, Skulker, keep fast!' He
|
||
changed his note, however, when he saw Skulker's
|
||
game. The dog was throttled off, his huge purple tongue
|
||
hanging half a foot out of his mouth, and his pendent
|
||
lips streaming with bloody slaver. The man took Cathy
|
||
up. She was sick---not from fear, I'm certain, but from
|
||
pain. He carried her in. I followed, grumbling execra-
|
||
tions and vengeance. 'What prey, Robert?' hallooed
|
||
Linton from the entrance. 'Skulker has caught a little
|
||
girl, sir,' he replied; 'and there's a lad here,' he added,
|
||
making a clutch at me, 'who looks an out-and-outer.
|
||
Very like, the robbers were for putting them through
|
||
the window to open the doors to the gang after all were
|
||
asleep, that they might murder us at their ease---Hold
|
||
your tongue, you foul-mouthed thief, you! You shall
|
||
go to the gallows for this---Mr. Linton, sir, don't lay
|
||
by your gun.' 'No, no, Robert,' said the old fool. 'The
|
||
rascals knew that yesterday was my rent-day. They
|
||
|
||
thought to have me cleverly. Come in; I'll furnish them
|
||
a reception.----There, John, fasten the chain---Give
|
||
Skulker some water, Jenny. To beard a magistrate in
|
||
his stronghold, and on the Sabbath, too! Where will
|
||
their insolence stop?---Oh, my dear Mary, look here!
|
||
Don't be afraid; it is but a boy, yet the villain scowls
|
||
so plainly in his face; would it not be a kindness to the
|
||
country to hang him at once, before he shows his nature
|
||
in acts as well as features?' He pulled me under the
|
||
chandelier, and Mrs. Linton placed her spectacles on
|
||
her nose and raised her hands in horror. The cowardly
|
||
children crept nearer also, Isabella lisping, 'Frightful
|
||
thing! Put him in the cellar, papa. He's exactly like the
|
||
son of the fortune-teller that stole my tame pheasant.
|
||
---Isn't he, Edgar?'
|
||
|
||
"While they examined me Cathy came round. She
|
||
heard the last speech, and laughed. Edgar Linton, after
|
||
an inquisitive stare, collected sufficient wit to recognize
|
||
her. They see us at church, you know, though we sel-
|
||
dom meet them elsewhere. 'That's Miss Earnshaw!'
|
||
he whispered to his mother; 'and look how Skulker
|
||
has bitten her---how her foot bleeds!'
|
||
|
||
" 'Miss Earnshaw! Nonsense!' cried the dame;
|
||
'Miss Earnshaw scouring the country with a gipsy!
|
||
And yet, my dear, the child is in mourning. Surely it
|
||
is. And she may be lamed for life.'
|
||
|
||
" 'What culpable carelessness in her brother!' ex-
|
||
claimed Mr. Linton, turning from me to Catherine.
|
||
'I've understood from Shielders' " (that was the curate,
|
||
|
||
sir) " 'that he lets her grow up in absolute heathenism.
|
||
But who is this? Where did she pick up this compan-
|
||
ion? Oho! I declare he is that strange acquisition my
|
||
late neighbour made in his journey to Liverpool---a
|
||
little Lascar, or an American or Spanish castaway.'
|
||
|
||
" 'A wicked boy, at all events,' remarked the old
|
||
lady, 'and quite unfit for a decent house! Did you notice
|
||
his language, Linton? I'm shocked that my children
|
||
should have heard it.'
|
||
|
||
"I recommenced cursing---don't be angry, Nelly---
|
||
and so Robert was ordered to take me off. I refused to
|
||
go without Cathy. He dragged me into the garden,
|
||
pushed the lantern into my hand, assured me that Mr.
|
||
Earnshaw should be informed of my behaviour, and
|
||
bidding me march directly, secured the door again.
|
||
The curtains were still looped up at one corner, and I
|
||
resumed my station as spy; because, if Catherine had
|
||
wished to return, I intended shattering their great glass
|
||
panes to a million of fragments, unless they let her out.
|
||
She sat on the sofa quietly. Mrs. Linton took off the
|
||
gray cloak of the dairymaid which we had borrowed
|
||
for our excursion, shaking her head and expostulating
|
||
with her, I suppose. She was a young lady, and they
|
||
made a distinction between her treatment and mine.
|
||
Then the woman-servant brought a basin of warm
|
||
water, and washed her feet; and Mr. Linton mixed a
|
||
tumbler of negus, and Isabella emptied a plateful of
|
||
cakes into her lap, and Edgar stood gaping at a distance.
|
||
Afterwards they dried and combed her beautiful hair,
|
||
|
||
and gave her a pair of enormous slippers, and wheeled
|
||
her to the fire; and I left her, as merry as she could be,
|
||
dividing her food between the little dog and Skulker,
|
||
whose nose she pinched as he ate, and kindling a spark
|
||
of spirit in the vacant blue eyes of the Lintons---a dim
|
||
reflection from her own enchanting face. I saw they
|
||
were full of stupid admiration; she is so immeasurably
|
||
superior to them---to everybody on earth, is she not,
|
||
Nelly?"
|
||
|
||
"There will more come of this business than you
|
||
reckon on," I answered, covering him up and extin-
|
||
guishing the light. "You are incurable, Heathcliff; and
|
||
Mr. Hindley will have to proceed to extremities---see
|
||
if he won't." My words came truer than I desired. The
|
||
luckless adventure made Earnshaw furious. And then
|
||
Mr. Linton, to mend manners, paid us a visit himself
|
||
on the morrow, and read the young master such a lec-
|
||
ture on the road he guided his family that he was stirred
|
||
to look about him in earnest. Heathcliff received no
|
||
flogging, but he was told that the first word he spoke to
|
||
Miss Catherine should ensure a dismissal; and Mrs.
|
||
Earnshaw undertook to keep her sister-in-law in due
|
||
restraint when she returned home, employing art, not
|
||
force. With force she would have found it impossible.
|
||
CHAPTER VII.
|
||
|
||
Cathy stayed at Thrushcross Grange five weeks----
|
||
till Christmas. By that time her ankle was thor-
|
||
oughly cured, and her manners much improved. The
|
||
mistress visited her often in the interval, and com-
|
||
menced her plan of reform by trying to raise her self-
|
||
respect with fine clothes and flattery, which she took
|
||
readily; so that, instead of a wild, hatless little savage
|
||
jumping into the house, and rushing to squeeze us all
|
||
breathless, there lighted from a handsome black pony
|
||
a very dignified person, with brown ringlets falling
|
||
from the cover of a feathered beaver, and a long cloth
|
||
habit, which she was obliged to hold up with both
|
||
hands, that she might sail in. Hindley lifted her from
|
||
her horse, exclaiming delightedly, "Why, Cathy, you
|
||
are quite a beauty! I should scarcely have known you.
|
||
You look like a lady now---Isabella Linton is not to be
|
||
compared with her, is she, Frances?"
|
||
|
||
"Isabella has not her natural advantages," replied
|
||
his wife; "but she must mind and not grow wild again
|
||
here---Ellen, help Miss Catherine off with her things.
|
||
---Stay, dear; you will disarrange your curls. Let me
|
||
untie your hat."
|
||
|
||
I removed the habit, and there shone forth beneath
|
||
a grand plaid silk frock, white trousers, and burnished
|
||
shoes; and while her eyes sparkled joyfully when the
|
||
dogs came bounding up to welcome her, she dare hardly
|
||
touch them lest they should fawn upon her splendid
|
||
garments. She kissed me gently. I was all flour making
|
||
|
||
the Christmas cake, and it would not have done to give
|
||
me a hug; and then she looked round for Heathcliff.
|
||
Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw watched anxiously their meet-
|
||
ing, thinking it would enable them to judge, in some
|
||
measure, what grounds they had for hoping to suc-
|
||
ceed in separating the two friends.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff was hard to discover at first. If he were
|
||
careless and uncared for before Catherine's absence,
|
||
he had been ten times more so since. Nobody but I even
|
||
did him the kindness to call him a dirty boy, and bid
|
||
him wash himself, once a week; and children of his age
|
||
seldom have a natural pleasure in soap and water.
|
||
Therefore, not to mention his clothes, which had seen
|
||
three months' service in mire and dust, and his thick
|
||
uncombed hair, the surface of his face and hands was
|
||
dismally beclouded. He might well skulk behind the
|
||
settle, on beholding such a bright, graceful damsel en-
|
||
ter the house, instead of a rough-headed counterpart
|
||
of himself, as he expected. "Is Heathcliff not here?" she
|
||
demanded, pulling off her gloves, and displaying fin-
|
||
gers wonderfully whitened with doing nothing and
|
||
staying indoors.
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff, you may come forward," cried Mr. Hind-
|
||
ley, enjoying his discomfiture, and gratified to see what
|
||
a forbidding young blackguard he would be compelled
|
||
to present himself. "You may come and wish Miss
|
||
Catherine welcome, like the other servants."
|
||
|
||
Cathy, catching a glimpse of her friend in his con-
|
||
cealment, flew to embrace him. She bestowed seven or
|
||
|
||
eight kisses on his cheek within the second, and then
|
||
stopped, and drawing back, burst into a laugh, exclaim-
|
||
ing, "Why, how very black and cross you look! and
|
||
how---how funny and grim! But that's because I'm
|
||
used to Edgar and Isabella Linton. Well, Heathcliff,
|
||
have you forgotten me?"
|
||
|
||
She had some reason to put the question, for shame
|
||
and pride threw double gloom over his countenance,
|
||
and kept him immovable.
|
||
|
||
"Shake hands, Heathcliff," said Mr. Earnshaw, con-
|
||
descendingly; "once in away that is permitted."
|
||
|
||
"I shall not," replied the boy, finding his tongue at
|
||
last; "I shall not stand to be laughed at. I shall not bear
|
||
it."
|
||
|
||
And he would have broken from the circle, but Miss
|
||
Cathy seized him again.
|
||
|
||
"I did not mean to laugh at you," she said; "I could
|
||
not hinder myself. Heathcliff, shake hands at least.
|
||
What are you sulky for? It was only that you looked
|
||
odd. If you wash your face and brush your hair it will
|
||
be all right; but you are so dirty!"
|
||
|
||
She gazed concernedly at the dusky fingers she held
|
||
in her own, and also at her dress, which she feared had
|
||
gained no embellishment from its contact with his.
|
||
|
||
"You needn't have touched me," he answered, fol-
|
||
lowing her eye and snatching away his hand. "I shall
|
||
be as dirty as I please; and I like to be dirty, and I will
|
||
be dirty."
|
||
|
||
With that he dashed head foremost out of the room,
|
||
amid the merriment of the master and mistress, and to
|
||
the serious disturbance of Catherine, who could not
|
||
comprehend how her remarks should have produced
|
||
such an exhibition of bad temper.
|
||
|
||
After playing lady's-maid to the newcomer, and put-
|
||
ting my cakes in the oven, and making the house and
|
||
kitchen cheerful with great fires, befitting Christmas
|
||
Eve, I prepared to sit down and amuse myself by sing-
|
||
ing carols all alone, regardless of Joseph's affirmations
|
||
that he considered the merry tunes I chose as next door
|
||
to songs. He had retired to private prayer in his cham-
|
||
ber, and Mr. and Mrs. Earnshaw were engaging Missy's
|
||
attention by sundry gay trifles bought for her to present
|
||
to the little Lintons, as an acknowledgment of their
|
||
kindness. They had invited them to spend the morrow
|
||
at Wuthering Heights, and the invitation had been ac-
|
||
cepted, on one condition. Mrs. Linton begged that her
|
||
darlings might be kept carefully apart from that
|
||
"naughty, swearing boy."
|
||
|
||
Under these circumstances I remained solitary. I
|
||
smelt the rich scent of the heating spices, and admired
|
||
the shining kitchen utensils, the polished clock, decked
|
||
in holly, the silver mugs ranged on a tray ready to be
|
||
filled with mulled ale for supper, and, above all, the
|
||
|
||
speckless purity of my particular care---the scoured
|
||
and well-swept floor. I gave due inward applause to
|
||
every object, and then I remembered how old Earn-
|
||
shaw used to come in when all was tidied, and call me
|
||
a cant lass, and slip a shilling into my hand as a Christ-
|
||
mas-box; and from that I went on to think of his fond-
|
||
ness for Heathcliff, and his dread lest he should suffer
|
||
neglect after death had removed him; and that natur-
|
||
ally led me to consider the poor lad's situation now, and
|
||
from singing I changed my mind to crying. It struck me
|
||
soon, however, there would be more sense in endeav-
|
||
ouring to repair some of his wrongs than shedding tears
|
||
over them. I got up and walked into the court to seek
|
||
him. He was not far. I found him smoothing the glossy
|
||
coat of the new pony in the stable, and feeding the other
|
||
beasts, according to custom.
|
||
|
||
"Make haste, Heathcliff!" I said; "the kitchen is so
|
||
comfortable, and Joseph is upstairs. Make haste, and
|
||
let me dress you smart before Miss Cathy comes out,
|
||
and then you can sit together, with the whole hearth
|
||
to yourselves, and have a long chatter till bedtime."
|
||
|
||
He proceeded with his task, and never turned his
|
||
head towards me.
|
||
|
||
"Come; are you coming?" I continued. "There's a
|
||
little cake for each of you, nearly enough; and you'll
|
||
need half an hour's donning."'
|
||
|
||
I waited five minutes, but getting no answer left him.
|
||
Catherine supped with her brother and sister-in-law.
|
||
|
||
Joseph and I joined at an unsociable meal, seasoned
|
||
with reproofs on one side and sauciness on the other.
|
||
His cake and cheese remained on the table all night for
|
||
the fairies. He managed to continue work till nine
|
||
o'clock, and then marched dumb and dour to his
|
||
chamber. Cathy sat up late, having a world of things
|
||
to order for the reception of her new friends. She came
|
||
into the kitchen once to speak to her old one; but he
|
||
was gone, and she only stayed to ask what was the mat-
|
||
ter with him, and then went back. In the morning he
|
||
rose early; and as it was a holiday carried his ill-hu-
|
||
mour on to the moors, not reappearing till the family
|
||
were departed for church. Fasting and reflection seemed
|
||
to have brought him to a better spirit. He hung about
|
||
me for a while, and having screwed up his courage, ex-
|
||
claimed abruptly,---
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, make me decent; I'm going to be good."
|
||
|
||
"High time, Heathcliff," I said; "you have grieved
|
||
Catherine. She's sorry she ever came home, I dare say.
|
||
It looks as if you envied her because she is more thought
|
||
of than you."
|
||
|
||
The notion of envying Catherine was incomprehen-
|
||
sible to him, but the notion of grieving her he under-
|
||
stood clearly enough.
|
||
|
||
"Did she say she was grieved?" he inquired, looking
|
||
very serious.
|
||
|
||
"She cried when I told her you were off again this
|
||
morning."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I cried last night," he returned, "and I had
|
||
more reason to cry than she."
|
||
|
||
"Yes. You had the reason of going to bed with a
|
||
proud heart and an empty stomach," said I. "Proud
|
||
people breed sad sorrows for themselves. But, if you
|
||
be ashamed of your touchiness, you must ask pardon,
|
||
mind, when she comes in. You must go up and offer
|
||
to kiss her, and say---you know best what to say; only
|
||
do it heartily, and not as if you thought her converted
|
||
into a stranger by her grand dress. And now, though I
|
||
have dinner to get ready, I'll steal time to arrange you
|
||
so that Edgar Linton shall look quite a doll beside you;
|
||
and that he does. You are younger, and yet, I'll be
|
||
bound, you are taller and twice as broad across the
|
||
shoulders. You could knock him down in a twinkling.
|
||
Don't you feel that you could?"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff's face brightened a moment; then it was
|
||
overcast afresh, and he sighed.
|
||
|
||
"But, Nelly, if I knocked him down twenty times,
|
||
that wouldn't make him less handsome or me more so.
|
||
I wish I had light hair and a fair skin, and was dressed
|
||
and behaved as well, and had a chance of being as rich
|
||
as he will be."
|
||
|
||
"And cried for mamma at every turn," I added,
|
||
"and trembled if a country lad heaved his fist against
|
||
you, and sat at home all day for a shower of rain. Oh,
|
||
Heathcliff, you are showing a poor spirit! Come to
|
||
the glass, and I'll let you see what you should wish. Do
|
||
you mark those two lines between your eyes; and those
|
||
thick brows that, instead of rising arched, sink in the
|
||
middle; and that couple of black fiends, so deeply bur-
|
||
ied, who never open their windows boldly, but lurk
|
||
glinting under them, like devil's spies? Wish and learn
|
||
to smooth away the surly wrinkles, to raise your lids
|
||
frankly, and change the fiends to confident, innocent
|
||
angels, suspecting and doubting nothing, and always
|
||
seeing friends where they are not sure of foes. Don't
|
||
get the expression of a vicious cur that appears to know
|
||
the kicks it gets are its desert, and yet hates all the
|
||
world as well as the kicker for what it suffers."
|
||
|
||
"In other words, I must wish for Edgar Linton's
|
||
great blue eyes and even forehead," he replied. "I do,
|
||
and that won't help me to them."
|
||
|
||
"A good heart will help you to a bonny face, my
|
||
lad," I continued, "if you were a regular black; and a
|
||
bad one will turn the bonniest into something worse
|
||
than ugly. And now that we've done washing, and
|
||
combing, and sulking, tell me whether you don't think
|
||
yourself rather handsome? I'll tell you I do. You're fit
|
||
for a prince in disguise. Who knows but your father
|
||
was Emperor of China, and your mother an Indian
|
||
queen, each of them able to buy up, with one week's
|
||
income, Wuthering Heights and Thrushcross Grange
|
||
|
||
together? And you were kidnapped by wicked sailors
|
||
and brought to England. Were I in your place, I would
|
||
frame high notions of my birth; and the thoughts of
|
||
what I was should give me courage and dignity to sup-
|
||
port the oppressions of a little farmer."
|
||
|
||
So I chattered on; and Heathcliff gradually lost his
|
||
frown and began to look quite pleasant, when all at
|
||
once our conversation was interrupted by a rumbling
|
||
sound moving up the road and entering the court. He
|
||
ran to the window and I to the door, just in time to be-
|
||
hold the two Lintons descend from the family carriage,
|
||
smothered in cloaks and furs, and the Earnshaws dis-
|
||
mount from their horses. They often rode to church
|
||
in winter. Catherine took a hand of each of the chil-
|
||
dren, and brought them into the house and set them be-
|
||
fore the fire, which quickly put colour into their white
|
||
faces.
|
||
|
||
I urged my companion to hasten now and show his
|
||
amiable humour, and he willingly obeyed; but ill luck
|
||
would have it that, as he opened the door leading from
|
||
the kitchen on one side, Hindley opened it on the other.
|
||
They met, and the master, irritated at seeing him clean
|
||
and cheerful, or, perhaps, eager to keep his promise to
|
||
Mrs. Linton, shoved him back with a sudden thrust,
|
||
and angrily bade Joseph "keep the fellow out of the
|
||
room; send him into the garret till dinner is over. He'll
|
||
be cramming his fingers in the tarts and stealing the
|
||
fruit, if left alone with them a minute."
|
||
|
||
"Nay, sir," I could not avoid answering; "he'll touch
|
||
nothing----not he; and I suppose he must have his share
|
||
of the dainties as well as we."
|
||
|
||
"He shall have his share of my hand if I catch him
|
||
downstairs till dark," cried Hindley---"Begone, you
|
||
vagabond! What! you are attempting the coxcomb, are
|
||
you? Wait till I get hold of those elegant locks; see if I
|
||
won't pull them a bit longer."
|
||
|
||
"They are long enough already," observed Master
|
||
Linton, peeping from the doorway; "I wonder they
|
||
don't make his head ache. It's like a colt's mane over
|
||
his eyes."
|
||
|
||
He ventured this remark without any intention to
|
||
insult; but Heathcliff's violent nature was not prepared
|
||
to endure the appearance of impertinence from one
|
||
whom he seemed to hate, even then, as a rival. He
|
||
seized a tureen of hot apple sauce---the first thing that
|
||
came under his gripe---and dashed it full against the
|
||
speaker's face and neck, who instantly commenced a
|
||
lament that brought Isabella and Catherine hurrying
|
||
to the place. Mr. Earnshaw snatched up the culprit di-
|
||
rectly, and conveyed him to his chamber, where,
|
||
doubtless, he administered a rough remedy to cool
|
||
the fit of passion, for he appeared red and breathless. I
|
||
got the dish-cloth, and rather spitefully scrubbed
|
||
Edgar's nose and mouth, affirming it served him right
|
||
for meddling. His sister began weeping to go home,
|
||
and Cathy stood by confounded, blushing for all.
|
||
|
||
"You should not have spoken to him!" she expos-
|
||
tulated with Master Linton. "He was in a bad temper;
|
||
and now you've spoilt your visit, and he'll be flogged.
|
||
I hate him to be flogged. I can't eat my dinner. Why
|
||
did you speak to him, Edgar?"
|
||
|
||
"I didn't," sobbed the youth, escaping from my
|
||
hands and finishing the remainder of the purifica-
|
||
tion with his cambric pocket-handkerchief. "I promised
|
||
mamma that I wouldn't say one word to him, and I
|
||
didn't."
|
||
|
||
"Well, don't cry," replied Catherine contemptu-
|
||
ously; "you're not killed. Don't make more mischief.
|
||
My brother is coming; be quiet!---Hush, Isabella! Has
|
||
anybody hurt you?"
|
||
|
||
"There, there, children; to your seats," cried Hind-
|
||
ley, bustling in. "That brute of a lad has warmed me
|
||
nicely. Next time, Master Edgar, take the law into your
|
||
own fists; it will give you an appetite."
|
||
|
||
The little party recovered its equanimity at sight of
|
||
the fragrant feast. They were hungry after their ride,
|
||
and easily consoled, since no real harm had befallen
|
||
them. Mr. Earnshaw carved bountiful platefuls, and
|
||
the mistress made them merry with lively talk. I waited
|
||
behind her chair, and was pained to behold Catherine,
|
||
with dry eyes and an indifferent air, commence cutting
|
||
up the wing of a goose before her. "An unfeeling child,"
|
||
I thought to myself; "how lightly she dismisses her old
|
||
playmate's troubles! I could not have imagined her to
|
||
|
||
be so selfish." She lifted a mouthful to her lips, then she
|
||
set it down again; her cheeks flushed, and the tears
|
||
gushed over them. She slipped her fork to the floor, and
|
||
hastily dived under the cloth to conceal her emotion.
|
||
I did not call her unfeeling long, for I perceived she was
|
||
in purgatory throughout the day, and wearying to find
|
||
an opportunity of getting by herself, or paying a visit to
|
||
Heathcliff, who had been locked up by the master, as
|
||
I discovered, on endeavouring to introduce to him a
|
||
private mess of victuals.
|
||
|
||
In the evening we had a dance. Cathy begged that
|
||
he might be liberated then, as Isabella Linton had no
|
||
partner. Her entreaties were vain, and I was appointed
|
||
to supply the deficiency. We got rid of all gloom in the
|
||
excitement of the exercise, and our pleasure was in-
|
||
creased by the arrival of the Gimmerton band, muster-
|
||
ing fifteen strong---a trumpet, a trombone, clarionets,
|
||
bassoons, French horns, and a bass viol, besides singers.
|
||
They go the rounds of all the respectable houses, and
|
||
receive contributions every Christmas, and we esteemed
|
||
it a first-rate treat to hear them. After the usual carols
|
||
had been sung, we set them to songs and glees. Mrs.
|
||
Earnshaw loved the music, and so they gave us plenty.
|
||
|
||
Catherine loved it too, but she said it sounded sweet-
|
||
est at the top of the steps, and she went up in the dark;
|
||
I followed. They shut the house door below, never
|
||
noting our absence, it was so full of people. She made
|
||
no stay at the stairs' head, but mounted farther to the
|
||
garret where Heathcliff was confined, and called him.
|
||
He stubbornly declined answering for a while; she per-
|
||
|
||
severed, and finally persuaded him to hold communion
|
||
with her through the boards. I let the poor things con-
|
||
verse unmolested, till I supposed the songs were going
|
||
to cease, and the singers to get some refreshment; then
|
||
I clambered up the ladder to warn her. Instead of find-
|
||
ing her outside, I heard her voice within. The little
|
||
monkey had crept by the skylight of one garret, along
|
||
the roof, into the skylight of the other, and it was with
|
||
the utmost difficulty I could coax her out again. When
|
||
she did come, Heathcliff came with her, and she in-
|
||
sisted that I should take him into the kitchen, as my fel-
|
||
low-servant had gone to a neighbour's to be removed
|
||
from the sound of our "devil's psalmody," as it pleased
|
||
him to call it. I told them I intended by no means to
|
||
encourage their tricks, but as the prisoner had never
|
||
broken his fast since yesterday's dinner, I would wink
|
||
at his cheating Mr. Hindley that once. He went down.
|
||
I set him a stool by the fire, and offered him a quantity
|
||
of good things; but he was sick, and could eat littie, and
|
||
my attempts to entertain him were thrown away. He
|
||
leant his two elbows on his knees, and his chin on his
|
||
hands, and remained wrapt in dumb meditation. On
|
||
my inquiring the subject of his thoughts he answered
|
||
gravely,---
|
||
|
||
"I'm trying to settle how I shall pay Hindley back. I
|
||
don't care how long I wait, if I can only do it at last. I
|
||
hope he will not die before I do!"
|
||
|
||
"For shame, Heathcliff!" said I "It is for God to
|
||
punish wicked people; we should learn to forgive."
|
||
|
||
"No; God won't have the satisfaction that I shall,"
|
||
he returned. "I only wish I knew the best way. Let me
|
||
alone, and I'll plan it out; while I'm thinking of that I
|
||
don't feel pain."
|
||
|
||
But, Mr. Lockwood, I forget these tales cannot divert
|
||
you. I'm annoyed how I should dream of chattering on
|
||
at such a rate, and your gruel cold, and you nodding
|
||
for bed! I could have told Heathcliff's history---all
|
||
that you need hear---in half a dozen words.
|
||
|
||
Thus interrupting herself, the housekeeper rose and
|
||
proceeded to lay aside her sewing; but I felt incapable
|
||
of moving from the hearth, and I was very far from
|
||
nodding. "Sit still, Mrs. Dean," I cried, "do sit still an-
|
||
other half-hour! You've done just right to tell the story
|
||
leisurely---that is the method I like; and you must fin-
|
||
ish it in the same style. I am interested in every charac-
|
||
ter you have mentioned, more or less."
|
||
|
||
"The clock is on the stroke of eleven, sir."
|
||
|
||
"No matter. I'm not accustomed to go to bed in the
|
||
long hours. One or two is early enough for a person
|
||
who lies till ten."
|
||
|
||
"You shouldn't lie till ten. There's the very prime of
|
||
the morning gone long before that time. A person who
|
||
has not done one half his day's work by ten o'clock
|
||
runs a chance of leaving the other half undone."
|
||
|
||
"Nevertheless, Mrs. Dean, resume your chair, be-
|
||
cause to-morrow I intend lengthening the night till
|
||
afternoon. I prognosticate for myself an obstinate cold,
|
||
at least."
|
||
|
||
"I hope not, sir. Well, you must allow me to leap over
|
||
some three years. During that space Mrs. Earn-
|
||
shaw---"
|
||
|
||
"No, no; I'll allow nothing of the sort. Are you ac-
|
||
quainted with the mood of mind in which, if you were
|
||
seated alone, and the cat licking its kitten on the rug
|
||
before you, you would watch the operation so intently
|
||
that puss's neglect of one ear would put you seriously
|
||
out of temper?"
|
||
|
||
"A terribly lazy mood, I should say."
|
||
|
||
"On the contrary, a tiresomely active one. It is mine
|
||
at present; and, therefore, continue minutely. I per-
|
||
ceive that people in these regions acquire over people
|
||
in towns the value that a spider in a dungeon does over
|
||
a spider in a cottage, to their various occupants; and
|
||
yet the deepened attraction is not entirely owing to the
|
||
situation of the looker-on. They do live more in earnest,
|
||
more in themselves, and less in surface, change, and
|
||
frivolous external things. I could fancy a love for life
|
||
here almost possible; and I was a fixed unbeliever in
|
||
any love of a year's standing. One state resembles set-
|
||
ting a hungry man down to a single dish, on which he
|
||
may concentrate his entire appetite and do it justice;
|
||
the other, introducing him to a table laid out by French
|
||
|
||
cooks. He can perhaps extract as much enjoyment
|
||
from the whole, but each part is a mere atom in his re-
|
||
gard and remembrance."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, here we are the same as anywhere else, when
|
||
you get to know us," observed Mrs. Dean, somewhat
|
||
puzzled at my speech.
|
||
|
||
"Excuse me," I responded. "You, my good friend,
|
||
are a striking evidence against that assertion. Except-
|
||
ing a few provincialisms of slight consequence, you
|
||
have no marks of the manners which I am habituated
|
||
to consider as peculiar to your class. I am sure you
|
||
have thought a great deal more than the generality
|
||
of servants think. You have been compelled to cultivate
|
||
your reflective faculties, for want of occasions for frit-
|
||
tering your life away in silly trifles."
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Dean laughed.
|
||
|
||
"I certainly esteem myself a steady, reasonable kind
|
||
of body," she said--"not exactly from living among
|
||
the hills and seeing one set of faces and one series of
|
||
actions from year's end to year's end, but I have under-
|
||
gone sharp discipline, which has taught me wisdom;
|
||
and then, I have read more than you would fancy, Mr.
|
||
Lockwood. You could not open a book in this library
|
||
that I have not looked into, and got something out of
|
||
also---unless it be that range of Greek and Latin, and
|
||
that of French; and those I know one from another. It
|
||
is as much as you can expect of a poor man's daughter.
|
||
However, if I am to follow my story in true gossip's
|
||
|
||
fashion, I had better go on; and instead of leaping three
|
||
years, I will be content to pass to the next summer
|
||
---the summer of 1778; that is nearly twenty-three
|
||
years ago."
|
||
CHAPTER VIII.
|
||
|
||
On the morning of a fine June day my first bonny
|
||
little nursling, and the last of the ancient Earn-
|
||
shaw stock, was born. We were busy with the hay in a
|
||
far-away field when the girl that usually brought our
|
||
breakfasts came running an hour too soon, across the
|
||
meadow and up the lane, calling me as she ran.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, such a grand bairn!" she panted out. "The
|
||
finest lad that ever breathed! But the doctor says missis
|
||
must go. He says she's been in a consumption these
|
||
many months. I heard him tell Mr. Hindley; and now
|
||
she has nothing to keep her, and she'll be dead before
|
||
winter. You must come home directly. You're to nurse
|
||
it, Nelly---to feed it with sugar and milk, and take care
|
||
of it day and night. I wish I were you, because it will be
|
||
all yours when there is no missis!"
|
||
|
||
"But is she very ill?" I asked, flinging down my rake
|
||
and tying my bonnet.
|
||
|
||
"I guess she is; yet she looks bravely," replied the
|
||
girl, "and she talks as if she thought of living to see it
|
||
grow a man. She's out of her head for joy, it's such a
|
||
beauty! If I were her, I'm certain I should not die; I
|
||
should get better at the bare sight of it, in spite of Ken-
|
||
neth. I was fairly mad at him. Dame Archer brought
|
||
the cherub down to master, in the house, and his face
|
||
just began to light up, when the old croaker steps for-
|
||
ward, and says he, 'Earnshaw, it's a blessing your wife
|
||
has been spared to leave you this son. When she came,
|
||
|
||
I felt convinced we shouldn't keep her long; and now,
|
||
I must tell you, the winter will probably finish her.
|
||
Don't take on and fret about it too much. It can't be
|
||
helped. And besides, you should have known better than
|
||
to choose such a rush of a lass!' "
|
||
|
||
"And what did the master answer?" I inquired.
|
||
|
||
"I think he swore; but I didn't mind him---I was
|
||
straining to see the bairn." And she began again to de-
|
||
scribe it rapturously. I, as zealous as herself, hurried
|
||
eagerly home to admire, on my part, though I was very
|
||
sad for Hindley's sake. He had room in his heart only
|
||
for two idols---his wife and himself. He doted on both,
|
||
and adored one, and I couldn't conceive how he would
|
||
bear the loss.
|
||
|
||
When we got to Wuthering Heights, there he stood at
|
||
the front door; and, as I passed in, I asked, "How was
|
||
the baby?"
|
||
|
||
"Nearly ready to run about, Nell!" he replied, put-
|
||
ting on a cheerful smile.
|
||
|
||
"And the mistress?" I ventured to inquire; "the doc-
|
||
tor says she's------"
|
||
|
||
"Damn the doctor!" he interrupted, reddening.
|
||
"Frances is quite right; she'll be perfectly well by this
|
||
time next week. Are you going upstairs? Will you tell
|
||
her that I'll come, if she'll promise not to talk. I left
|
||
|
||
her because she would not hold her tongue; and she
|
||
must. Tell her Mr. Kenneth says she must be quiet."
|
||
|
||
I delivered this message to Mrs. Earnshaw. She
|
||
seemed in flighty spirits, and replied merrily,---
|
||
|
||
"I hardly spoke a word, Ellen, and there he has gone
|
||
out twice, crying. Well, say I promise I won't speak; but
|
||
that does not bind me not to laugh at him."
|
||
|
||
Poor soul! Till within a week of her death that gay
|
||
heart never failed her, and her husband persisted dog-
|
||
gedly---nay, furiously---in affirming her health im-
|
||
proved every day. When Kenneth warned him that his
|
||
medicines were useless at that stage of the malady, and
|
||
he needn't put him to further expense by attending her,
|
||
he retorted,---
|
||
|
||
"I know you need not; she's well---she does not
|
||
want any more attendance from you! She never was
|
||
in a consumption. It was a fever, and it is gone; her
|
||
pulse is as slow as mine now, and her cheek as cool."
|
||
|
||
He told his wife the same story, and she seemed to
|
||
believe him; but one night, while leaning on his shoul-
|
||
der in the act of saying she thought she should be able
|
||
to get up to-morrow, a fit of coughing took her---a very
|
||
slight one. He raised her in his arms; she put her two
|
||
hands about his neck, her face changed, and she was
|
||
dead.
|
||
|
||
As the girl had anticipated, the child Hareton fell
|
||
wholly into my hands. Mr. Earnshaw, provided he saw
|
||
him healthy, and never heard him cry, was contented, as
|
||
far as regarded him. For himself, he grew desperate;
|
||
his sorrow was of that kind that will not lament. He
|
||
neither wept nor prayed; he cursed and defied---exe-
|
||
crated God and man, and gave himself up to reckless
|
||
dissipation. The servants could not bear his tyrannical
|
||
and evil conduct long. Joseph and I were the only two
|
||
that would stay. I had not the heart to leave my charge;
|
||
and besides, you know I had been his foster-sister, and
|
||
excused his behaviour more readily than a stranger
|
||
would. Joseph remained to hector over tenants and
|
||
labourers, and because it was his vocation to be where
|
||
he had plenty of wickedness to reprove.
|
||
|
||
The master's bad ways and bad companions formed
|
||
a pretty example for Catherine and Heathcliff. His treat-
|
||
ment of the latter was enough to make a fiend of a saint.
|
||
And, truly, it appeared as if the lad were possessed
|
||
of something diabolical at that period. He delighted to
|
||
witness Hindley degrading himself past redemption,
|
||
and became daily more notable for savage sullenness
|
||
and ferocity. I could not half tell what an infernal house
|
||
we had. The curate dropped calling, and nobody decent
|
||
came near us at last, unless Edgar Linton's visits to Miss
|
||
Cathy might be an exception. At fifteen she was the
|
||
queen of the countryside; she had no peer, and she did
|
||
turn out a haughty, headstrong creature! I own I did
|
||
not like her after her infancy was past, and I vexed her
|
||
frequently by trying to bring down her arrogance; she
|
||
never took an aversion to me, though. She had a won-
|
||
|
||
drous constancy to old attachments---even Heathcliff
|
||
kept his hold on her affections unalterably; and young
|
||
Linton, with all his superiority, found it difficult to
|
||
make an equally deep impression. He was my late mas-
|
||
ter; that is his portrait over the fireplace. It used to hang
|
||
on one side, and his wife's on the other; but hers has
|
||
been removed, or else you might see something of what
|
||
she was. Can you make that out?
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Dean raised the candle, and I discerned a soft-
|
||
featured face, exceedingly resembling the young lady
|
||
at the Heights, but more pensive and amiable in ex-
|
||
pression. It formed a sweet picture. The long light hair
|
||
curled slightly on the temples; the eyes were large and
|
||
serious, the figure almost too graceful. I did not marvel
|
||
how Catherine Earnshaw could forget her first friend
|
||
for such an individual. I marvelled much how he,
|
||
with a mind to correspond with his person, could fancy
|
||
my idea of Catherine Earnshaw.
|
||
|
||
"A very agreeable portrait," I observed to the house-
|
||
keeper. "Is it like?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," she answered; "but he looked better when he
|
||
was animated. That is his everyday countenance.
|
||
He wanted spirit in general."
|
||
|
||
Catherine had kept up her acquaintance with the
|
||
Lintons since her five weeks' residence among them;
|
||
and as she had no temptation to show her rough side
|
||
in their company, and had the sense to be ashamed of
|
||
being rude where she experienced such invariable
|
||
|
||
courtesy, she imposed unwittingly on the old lady and
|
||
gentleman by her ingenious cordiality, gained the ad-
|
||
miration of Isabella, and the heart and soul of her
|
||
brother---acquisitions that flattered her from the first,
|
||
for she was full of ambition, and led her to adopt a
|
||
double character without exactly intending to deceive
|
||
any one. In the place where she heard Heathcliff termed
|
||
a "vulgar young ruffian," and "worse than a brute,"
|
||
she took care not to act like him; but at home she had
|
||
small inclination to practise politeness that would only
|
||
be laughed at, and restrain an unruly nature when it
|
||
would bring her neither credit nor praise.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Edgar seldom mustered courage to visit Wuther-
|
||
ing Heights openly. He had a terror of Earnshaw's repu-
|
||
tation, and shrank from encountering him; and yet he
|
||
was always received with our best attempts at civility.
|
||
The master himself avoided offending him, knowing
|
||
why he came; and if he could not be gracious, kept out
|
||
of the way. I rather think his appearance there was dis-
|
||
tasteful to Catherine. She was not artful, never played
|
||
the coquette, and had evidently an objection to her two
|
||
friends meeting at all; for when Heathcliff expressed
|
||
contempt of Linton in his presence, she could not half
|
||
coincide as she did in his absence; and when Linton
|
||
evinced disgust and antipathy to Heathcliff, she dared
|
||
not treat his sentiments with indifference, as if deprecia-
|
||
tion of her playmate were of scarcely any consequence
|
||
to her. I've had many a laugh at her perplexities and
|
||
untold troubles, which she vainly strove to hide from
|
||
my mockery. That sounds ill-natured, but she was so
|
||
proud it became really impossible to pity her distresses,
|
||
|
||
till she should be chastened into more humility. She
|
||
did bring herself, finally, to confess, and to confide in
|
||
me. There was not a soul else that she might fashion
|
||
into an adviser.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Hindley had gone from home one afternoon,
|
||
and Heathcliff presumed to give himself a holiday on
|
||
the strength of it. He had reached the age of sixteen
|
||
then, I think, and without having bad features or being
|
||
deficient in intellect, he contrived to convey an impres-
|
||
sion of inward and outward repulsiveness that his pres-
|
||
ent aspect retains no traces of. In the first place, he
|
||
had by that time lost the benefit of his early education.
|
||
Continual hard work, begun soon and concluded late,
|
||
had extinguished any curiosity he once possessed in
|
||
pursuit of knowledge, and any love for books or learn-
|
||
ing. His childhood's sense of superiority instilled into
|
||
him by the favours of old Mr. Earnshaw was faded
|
||
away. He struggled long to keep up an equality with
|
||
Catherine in her studies, and yielded with poignant
|
||
though silent regret; but he yielded completely, and
|
||
there was no prevailing on him to take a step in the way
|
||
of moving upward, when he found he must necessarily
|
||
sink beneath his former level. Then personal appear-
|
||
ance sympathized with mental deterioration. He ac-
|
||
quired a slouching gait and ignoble look; his naturally
|
||
reserved disposition was exaggerated into an almost
|
||
idiotic excess of unsociable moroseness, and he took a
|
||
grim pleasure, apparently, in exciting the aversion
|
||
rather than the esteem of his few acquaintance.
|
||
|
||
Catherine and he were constant companions still at
|
||
his seasons of respite from labour, but he had ceased
|
||
to express his fondness for her in words, and recoiled
|
||
with angry suspicion from her girlish caresses, as if
|
||
conscious there could be no gratification in lavishing
|
||
such marks of affection on him. On the before-named
|
||
occasion he came into the house to announce his in-
|
||
tention of doing nothing, while I was assisting Miss
|
||
Cathy to arrange her dress. She had not reckoned on
|
||
his taking it into his head to be idle, and imagining she
|
||
would have the whole place to herself, she managed,
|
||
by some means, to inform Mr. Edgar of her brother's
|
||
absence, and was then preparing to receive him.
|
||
|
||
"Cathy, are you busy this afternoon?" asked Heath-
|
||
cliff. "Are you going anywhere?"
|
||
|
||
"No; it is raining," she answered.
|
||
|
||
"Why have you that silk frock on, then?" he said.
|
||
"Nobody coming here, I hope?"
|
||
|
||
"Not that I know of," stammered miss; "but you
|
||
should be in the field now, Heathcliff. It is an hour past
|
||
dinner-time. I thought you were gone."
|
||
|
||
"Hindley does not often free us from his accursed
|
||
presence," observed the boy. "I'll not work any more
|
||
to-day; I'll stay with you."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, but Joseph will tell," she suggested. "You'd bet-
|
||
ter go."
|
||
|
||
"Joseph is loading lime on the further side of Pen-
|
||
iston Crag; it will take him till dark, and he'll never
|
||
know."
|
||
|
||
So saying, he lounged to the fire and sat down. Cath-
|
||
erine reflected an instant with knitted brows; she found
|
||
it needful to smooth the way for an intrusion. "Isabella
|
||
and Edgar Linton talked of calling this afternoon,"
|
||
she said, at the conclusion of a minute's silence. "As it
|
||
rains, I hardly expect them; but they may come, and if
|
||
they do you run the risk of being scolded for no good."
|
||
|
||
"Order Ellen to say you are engaged, Cathy," he per-
|
||
sisted. "Don't turn me out for those pitiful, silly friends
|
||
of yours! I'm on the point, sometimes, of complaining
|
||
that they---but I'll not."
|
||
|
||
"That they what?" cried Catherine, gazing at him
|
||
with a troubled countenance.---"Oh, Nelly!" she added
|
||
petulantly, jerking her head away from my hands,
|
||
"you've combed my hair quite out of curl. That's
|
||
enough; let me alone.---What are you on the point of
|
||
complaining about, Heathcliff?"
|
||
|
||
"Nothing---only look at the almanac on that wall."
|
||
He pointed to a framed sheet hanging near the window,
|
||
and continued, "The crosses are for the evenings you
|
||
have spent with the Lintons, the dots for those spent
|
||
with me. Do you see? I've marked every day."
|
||
|
||
"Yes; very foolish---as if I took notice!" replied
|
||
Catherine, in a peevish tone. "And where is the sense
|
||
of that?"
|
||
|
||
"To show that I do take notice," said Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"And should I always be sitting with you?" she de-
|
||
manded, growing more irritated. "What good do I get?
|
||
What do you talk about? You might be dumb, or
|
||
a baby, for anything you say to amuse me, or for any-
|
||
thing you do either."
|
||
|
||
"You never told me before that I talked too little,
|
||
or that you disliked my company, Cathy," exclaimed
|
||
Heathcliff in much agitation.
|
||
|
||
"It's no company at all, when people know nothing,
|
||
and say nothing," she muttered.
|
||
|
||
Her companion rose up; but he hadn't time to ex-
|
||
press his feelings further, for a horse's feet were heard
|
||
on the flags; and, having knocked gently, young Lin-
|
||
ton entered, his face brilliant with delight at the unex-
|
||
pected summons he had received. Doubtless Catherine
|
||
marked the difference between her friends, as one came
|
||
in and the other went out. The contrast resembled what
|
||
you see in exchanging a bleak, hilly, coal country for a
|
||
beautiful fertile valley; and his voice and greeting were
|
||
as opposite as his aspect. He had a sweet, low manner
|
||
of speaking, and pronounced his words as you do---
|
||
that's less gruff than we talk here, and softer.
|
||
|
||
"I'm not come too soon, am I?" he said, casting a
|
||
look at me. I had begun to wipe the plate and tidy some
|
||
drawers at the far end in the dresser.
|
||
|
||
"No," answered Catherine---"What are you doing
|
||
there, Nelly?"
|
||
|
||
"My work, miss," I replied. (Mr. Hindley had given
|
||
me directions to make a third party in any private
|
||
visits Linton chose to pay.)
|
||
|
||
She stepped behind me and whispered crossly, "Take
|
||
yourself and your dusters off. When company are in the
|
||
house, servants don't commence scouring and cleaning
|
||
in the room where they are."
|
||
|
||
"It's a good opportunity, now that master is away,"
|
||
I answered aloud. "He hates me to be fidgeting over
|
||
these things in his presence. I'm sure Mr. Edgar will ex-
|
||
cuse me."
|
||
|
||
"I hate you to be fidgeting in my presence," ex-
|
||
claimed the young lady imperiously, not allowing her
|
||
guest time to speak. She had failed to recover her equa-
|
||
nimity since the little dispute with Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"I'm sorry for it, Miss Catherine," was my response;
|
||
and I proceeded assiduously with my occupation.
|
||
|
||
She, supposing Edgar could not see her, snatched
|
||
the cloth from my hand, and pinched me, with a pro-
|
||
longed wrench, very spitefully on the arm. I've said I
|
||
|
||
did not love her, and rather relished mortifying her
|
||
vanity now and then---besides, she hurt me extremely;
|
||
so I started up from my knees, and screamed out, "O
|
||
miss, that's a nasty trick! You have no right to nip me,
|
||
and I'm not going to bear it."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't touch you, you lying creature!" cried she,
|
||
her fingers tingling to repeat the act, and her ears red
|
||
with rage. She never had power to conceal her pas-
|
||
sion; it always set her whole complexion in a blaze.
|
||
|
||
"What's that, then?" I retorted, showing a decided
|
||
purple witness to refute her.
|
||
|
||
She stamped her foot, wavered a moment, and then,
|
||
irresistibly impelled by the naughty spirit within her,
|
||
slapped me on the cheek---a stinging blow that filled
|
||
both eyes with water.
|
||
|
||
"Catherine, love! Catherine!" interposed Linton,
|
||
greatly shocked at the double fault of falsehood and
|
||
violence which his idol had committed.
|
||
|
||
"Leave the room, Ellen!" she repeated, trembling all
|
||
over.
|
||
|
||
Little Hareton, who followed me everywhere, and
|
||
was sitting near me on the floor, at seeing my tears com-
|
||
menced crying himself, and sobbed out complaints
|
||
against "wicked Aunt Cathy," which drew her fury on
|
||
to his unlucky head. She seized his shoulders, and shook
|
||
him till the poor child waxed livid, and Edgar thought-
|
||
|
||
lessly laid hold of her hands to deliver him. In an in-
|
||
stant one was wrung free, and the astonished young
|
||
man felt it applied over his own ear in a way that could
|
||
not be mistaken for jest. He drew back in consterna-
|
||
tion. I lifted Hareton in my arms, and walked off to the
|
||
kitchen with him, leaving the door of communication
|
||
open, for I was curious to watch how they would settle
|
||
their disagreement. The insulted visitor moved to the
|
||
spot where he had laid his hat, pale and with a quiver-
|
||
ing lip.
|
||
|
||
"That's right!" I said to myself. "Take warning and
|
||
begone! It's a kindness to let you have a glimpse of her
|
||
genuine disposition."
|
||
|
||
"Where are you going?" demanded Catherine, ad-
|
||
vancing to the door.
|
||
|
||
He swerved aside, and attempted to pass.
|
||
|
||
"You must not go!" she exclaimed energetically.
|
||
|
||
"I must and shall!" he replied in a subdued voice.
|
||
|
||
"No," she persisted, grasping the handle; "not yet,
|
||
Edgar Linton. Sit down. You shall not leave me in
|
||
that temper. I should be miserable all night, and I won't
|
||
be miserable for you!"
|
||
|
||
"Can I stay, after you have struck me?" asked Lin-
|
||
ton.
|
||
|
||
Catherine was mute.
|
||
|
||
"You've made me afraid and ashamed of you," he
|
||
continued. "I'll not come here again."
|
||
|
||
Her eyes began to glisten, and her lids to twinkle.
|
||
|
||
"And you told a deliberate untruth," he said.
|
||
|
||
"I didn't," she cried, recovering her speech. "I did
|
||
nothing deliberately. Well, go, if you please---get away.
|
||
And now I'll cry---I'll cry myself sick."
|
||
|
||
She dropped down on her knees by a chair, and set
|
||
to weeping in serious earnest. Edgar persevered in his
|
||
resolution as far as the court; there he lingered. I re-
|
||
solved to encourage him.
|
||
|
||
"Miss is dreadfully wayward, sir," I called out. "As
|
||
bad as any marred child. You'd better be riding home,
|
||
or else she will be sick only to grieve us."
|
||
|
||
The soft thing looked askance through the window.
|
||
He possessed the power to depart as much as a cat pos-
|
||
sesses the power to leave a mouse half killed or a bird
|
||
half eaten. Ah, I thought, there will be no saving him;
|
||
he's doomed, and flies to his fate! And so it was. He
|
||
turned abruptly, hastened into the house again, shut
|
||
the door behind him; and when I went in a while after
|
||
to inform them that Earnshaw had come home rabid
|
||
drunk, ready to pull the whole place about our ears
|
||
(his ordinary frame of mind in that condition), I saw
|
||
|
||
the quarrel had merely effected a closer intimacy---
|
||
had broken the outworks of youthful timidity, and
|
||
enabled them to forsake the disguise of friendship, and
|
||
confess themselves lovers.
|
||
|
||
Intelligence of Mr. Hindley's arrival drove Linton
|
||
speedily to his horse, and Catherine to her chamber. I
|
||
went to hide little Hareton, and to take the shot out
|
||
of the master's fowling-piece, which he was fond of
|
||
playing with in his insane excitement, to the hazard of
|
||
the lives of any who provoked or even attracted his
|
||
notice too much; and I had hit upon the plan of remov-
|
||
ing it, that he might do less mischief if he did go the
|
||
length of firing the gun.
|
||
CHAPTER IX.
|
||
|
||
He entered, vociferating oaths dreadful to hear, and
|
||
caught me in the act of stowing his son away in
|
||
the kitchen cupboard. Hareton was impressed with a
|
||
wholesome terror of encountering either his wild beast's
|
||
fondness or his madman's rage; for in one he ran a
|
||
chance of being squeezed and kissed to death, and in
|
||
the other of being flung into the fire or dashed against
|
||
the wall; and the poor thing remained perfectly quiet
|
||
wherever I chose to put him.
|
||
|
||
"There, I've found it out at last," cried Hindley, pull-
|
||
ing me back by the skin of my neck, like a dog. "By
|
||
heaven and hell, you've sworn between you to mur-
|
||
der that child! I know how it is, now, that he is always
|
||
out of my way. But, with the help of Satan, I shall make
|
||
you swallow the carving-knife, Nelly! You needn't
|
||
laugh, for I've just crammed Kenneth, head-downmost,
|
||
in the Blackhorse marsh; and two is the same as one---
|
||
and I want to kill some of you. I shall have no rest till I
|
||
do."
|
||
|
||
"But I don't like the carving-knife, Mr. Hindley," I
|
||
answered; "it has been cutting red herrings. I'd rather
|
||
be shot, if you please."
|
||
|
||
"You'd rather be damned!" he said; "and so you
|
||
shall. No law in England can hinder a man from keep-
|
||
ing his house decent, and mine's abominable. Open
|
||
your mouth."
|
||
|
||
He held the knife in his hand, and pushed its point
|
||
between my teeth; but, for my part, I was never much
|
||
afraid of his vagaries. I spat out, and affirmed it tasted
|
||
detestably; I would not take it on any account.
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" said he, releasing me, "I see that hideous little
|
||
villain is not Hareton. I beg your pardon, Nell. If it
|
||
be, he deserves flaying alive for not running to wel-
|
||
come me, and for screaming as if I were a goblin. Un-
|
||
natural cub, come hither. I'll teach thee to impose on a
|
||
good-hearted, deluded father. Now, don't you think
|
||
the lad would be handsomer cropped? It makes a dog
|
||
fiercer, and I love something fierce---get me a scissors
|
||
---something fierce and trim! Besides, it's infernal
|
||
affectation---devilish conceit it is to cherish our ears---
|
||
we're asses enough without them. Hush, child, hush!
|
||
Well, then, it is my darling! Wisht, dry thy eyes---
|
||
there's a joy; kiss me. What! it won't? Kiss me, Hare-
|
||
ton! Damn thee, kiss me! By God, as if I would rear
|
||
such a monster! As sure as I'm living, I'll break the
|
||
brat's neck."
|
||
|
||
Poor Hareton was squalling and kicking in his
|
||
father's arms with all his might, and redoubled his yells
|
||
when he carried him upstairs and lifted him over the
|
||
banister. I cried out that he would frighten the child into
|
||
fits, and ran to rescue him. As I reached them, Hindley
|
||
leant forward on the rails to listen to a noise below, al-
|
||
most forgetting what he had in his hands. "Who is
|
||
that?" he asked, hearing some one approaching the
|
||
stair's foot. I leant forward also, for the purpose of
|
||
signing to Heathcliff, whose step I recognized, not to
|
||
|
||
come farther; and at the instant when my eye quitted
|
||
Hareton, he gave a sudden spring, delivered himself
|
||
from the careless grasp that held him, and fell.
|
||
|
||
There was scarcely time to experience a thrill of
|
||
horror before we saw that the little wretch was safe.
|
||
Heathcliff arrived underneath just at the critical mo-
|
||
ment; by a natural impulse he arrested his descent, and
|
||
setting him on his feet, looked up to discover the author
|
||
of the accident. A miser who has parted with a lucky
|
||
lottery ticket for five shillings, and finds next day he has
|
||
lost in the bargain five thousand pounds, could not
|
||
show a blanker countenance than he did on beholding
|
||
the figure of Mr. Earnshaw above. It expressed, plainer
|
||
than words could do, the intensest anguish at having
|
||
made himself the instrument of thwarting his own re-
|
||
venge. Had it been dark, I dare say he would have tried
|
||
to remedy the mistake by smashing Hareton's skull on
|
||
the steps; but we witnessed his salvation, and I was
|
||
presently below with my precious charge pressed to
|
||
my heart. Hindley descended more leisurely, sobered
|
||
and abashed.
|
||
|
||
"It is your fault, Ellen," he said; "you should have
|
||
kept him out of sight. You should have taken him from
|
||
me. Is he injured anywhere?"
|
||
|
||
"Injured!" I cried angrily; "if he's not killed, he'll
|
||
be an idiot! Oh, I wonder his mother does not rise from
|
||
her grave to see how you use him! You're worse than a
|
||
heathen---treating your own flesh and blood in that
|
||
manner!"
|
||
|
||
He attempted to touch the child, who, on finding him-
|
||
self with me, sobbed off his terror directly. At the first
|
||
finger his father laid on him, however, he shrieked
|
||
again louder than before, and struggled as if he would
|
||
go into convulsions.
|
||
|
||
"You shall not meddle with him," I continued.
|
||
"He hates you; they all hate you---that's the truth! A
|
||
happy family you have, and a pretty state you're come
|
||
to!"
|
||
|
||
"I shall come to a prettier yet, Nelly," laughed the
|
||
misguided man, recovering his hardness. "At present,
|
||
convey yourself and him away.---And hark you, Heath-
|
||
cliff; clear you too quite from my reach and hearing. I
|
||
wouldn't murder you to-night, unless, perhaps, I set
|
||
the house on fire; but that's as my fancy goes."
|
||
|
||
While saying this he took a pint bottle of brandy
|
||
from the dresser and poured some into a tumbler.
|
||
|
||
"Nay, don't!" I entreated. "Mr. Hindley, do take
|
||
warning. Have mercy on this unfortunate boy, if you
|
||
care nothing for yourself!"
|
||
|
||
"Any one will do better for him than I shall," he an-
|
||
swered.
|
||
|
||
"Have mercy on your own soul!" I said, endeavour-
|
||
ing to snatch the glass from his hand.
|
||
|
||
"Not I! On the contrary I shall have great pleasure
|
||
in sending it to perdition to punish its Maker," ex-
|
||
claimed the blasphemer. "Here's to its hearty damna-
|
||
tion!"
|
||
|
||
He drank the spirits and impatiently bade us go,
|
||
terminating his command with a sequel of horrid im-
|
||
precations too bad to repeat or remember.
|
||
|
||
"It's a pity he cannot kill himself with drink," ob-
|
||
served Heathcliff, muttering an echo of curses back
|
||
when the door was shut. "He's doing his very utmost,
|
||
but his constitution defies him. Mr. Kenneth says he
|
||
would wager his mare that he'll outlive any man on this
|
||
side Gimmerton, and go to the grave a hoary sinner,
|
||
unless some happy chance out of the common course
|
||
befall him."
|
||
|
||
I went into the kitchen and sat down to lull my little
|
||
lamb to sleep. Heathcliff, as I thought, walked through
|
||
to the barn. It turned out afterwards that he only got
|
||
as far as the other side the settle, when he flung him-
|
||
self on a bench by the wall, removed from the fire, and
|
||
remained silent.
|
||
|
||
I was rocking Hareton on my knee, and humming a
|
||
song that began---
|
||
|
||
"It was far in the night, and the bairnies grat,
|
||
The mither beneath the mools heard that"---
|
||
|
||
when Miss Cathy, who had listened to the hubbub from
|
||
her room, put her head in and whispered,---
|
||
|
||
"Are you alone, Nelly?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, miss," I replied.
|
||
|
||
She entered and approached the hearth. I, supposing
|
||
she was going to say something, looked up. The ex-
|
||
pression of her face seemed disturbed and anxious. Her
|
||
lips were half asunder, as if she meant to speak, and she
|
||
drew a breath; but it escaped in a sigh instead of a sen-
|
||
tence. I resumed my song, not having forgotten her re-
|
||
cent behaviour.
|
||
|
||
"Where's Heathcliff?" she said, interrupting me.
|
||
|
||
"About his work in the stable," was my answer.
|
||
|
||
He did not contradict me; perhaps he had fallen into a
|
||
doze. There followed another long pause, during which
|
||
I perceived a drop or two trickle from Catherine's cheek
|
||
to the flags. Is she sorry for her shameful conduct? I
|
||
asked myself. That will be a novelty. But she may come
|
||
|
||
to the point as she will; I shan't help her. No; she felt
|
||
small trouble regarding any subject save her own
|
||
concerns.
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear!" she cried at last, "I'm very unhappy!"
|
||
|
||
"A pity," observed I. "You're hard to please. So
|
||
many friends, and so few cares, and can't make your-
|
||
self content!"
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, will you keep a secret for me?" she pursued,
|
||
kneeling down by me and lifting her winsome eyes to
|
||
my face with that sort of look which turns off bad tem-
|
||
per even when one has all the right in the world to in-
|
||
dulge it.
|
||
|
||
"Is it worth keeping?" I inquired less sulkily.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, and it worries me, and I must let it out. I want
|
||
to know what I should do. To-day Edgar Linton has
|
||
asked me to marry him, and I've given him an answer.
|
||
Now, before I tell you whether it was a consent or de-
|
||
nial, you tell me which it ought to have been."
|
||
|
||
"Really, Miss Catherine, how can I know?" I re-
|
||
plied. "To be sure, considering the exhibition you per-
|
||
formed in his presence this afternoon, I might say it
|
||
would be wise to refuse him; since he asked you after
|
||
that, he must either be hopelessly stupid or a venture-
|
||
some fool."
|
||
|
||
"If you talk so, I won't tell you any more," she re-
|
||
turned peevishly, rising to her feet. "I accepted him,
|
||
Nelly. Be quick, and say whether I was wrong."
|
||
|
||
"You accepted him! Then what good is it discussing
|
||
the matter? You have pledged your word, and cannot
|
||
retract."
|
||
|
||
"But say whether I should have done so---do!"
|
||
she exclaimed in an irritated tone, chafing her hands to-
|
||
gether and frowning.
|
||
|
||
"There are many things to be considered before that
|
||
question can be answered properly," I said sen-
|
||
tentiously. "First and foremost, do you love Mr.
|
||
Edgar?"
|
||
|
||
"Who can help it? Of course I do," she answered.
|
||
|
||
Then I put her through the following catechism; for
|
||
a girl of twenty-two it was not injudicious.
|
||
|
||
"Why do you love him, Miss Cathy?"
|
||
|
||
"Nonsense; I do--that's sufficient."
|
||
|
||
"By no means; you must say why."
|
||
|
||
"Well, because he is handsome and pleasant to be
|
||
with."
|
||
|
||
"Bad!" was my commentary.
|
||
|
||
"And because he is young and cheerful."
|
||
|
||
"Bad still."
|
||
|
||
"And because he loves me."
|
||
|
||
"Indifferent, coming there."
|
||
|
||
"And he will be rich, and I shall like to be the great-
|
||
est woman of the neighbourhood, and I shall be proud
|
||
of having such a husband."
|
||
|
||
"Worst of all. And now, say how you love him."
|
||
|
||
"As everybody loves. You're silly, Nelly."
|
||
|
||
"Not at all---answer."
|
||
|
||
"I love the ground under his feet, and the air over
|
||
his head, and everything he touches, and every word
|
||
he says. I love all his looks, and all his actions, and him
|
||
entirely and altogether. There now!"
|
||
|
||
"And why?"
|
||
|
||
"Nay, you are making a jest of it. It is exceedingly
|
||
ill-natured. It's no jest to me!" said the young lady,
|
||
scowling and turning her face to the fire.
|
||
|
||
"I'm very far from jesting, Miss Catherine," I replied.
|
||
|
||
"You love Mr. Edgar because he is handsome, and
|
||
young, and cheerful, and rich, and loves you. The last,
|
||
however, goes for nothing---you would love him with-
|
||
out that probably; and with it you wouldn't, unless he
|
||
possessed the four former attractions."
|
||
|
||
"No; to be sure not. I should only pity him---hate
|
||
him, perhaps, if he were ugly and a clown."
|
||
|
||
"But there are several other handsome, rich young
|
||
men in the world---handsomer, possibly, and richer
|
||
than he is. What should hinder you from loving them?"
|
||
|
||
"If there be any, they are out of my way. I've seen
|
||
none like Edgar."
|
||
|
||
"You may see some. And he won't always be hand-
|
||
some and young, and may not always be rich."
|
||
|
||
"He is now; and I have only to do with the present.
|
||
I wish you would speak rationally."
|
||
|
||
"Well, that settles it. If you have only to do with the
|
||
present, marry Mr. Linton."
|
||
|
||
"I don't want your permission for that---I shall
|
||
marry him; and yet you have not told me whether I'm
|
||
right."
|
||
|
||
"Perfectly right, if people be right to marry only for
|
||
the present. And now, let us hear what you are unhappy
|
||
about. Your brother will be pleased; the old lady and
|
||
|
||
gentleman will not object, I think; you will escape from
|
||
a disorderly, comfortless home into a wealthy, respecta-
|
||
ble one; and you love Edgar, and Edgar loves you. All
|
||
seems smooth and easy. Where is the obstacle?"
|
||
|
||
"Here, and here!" replied Catherine, striking one
|
||
hand on her forehead and the other on her breast; "in
|
||
whichever place the soul lives. In my soul and in my
|
||
heart I'm convinced I'm wrong."
|
||
|
||
"That's very strange. I cannot make it out."
|
||
|
||
"It's my secret. But if you will not mock at me, I'll
|
||
explain it. I can't do it distinctly, but I'll give you a
|
||
feeling of how I feel."
|
||
|
||
She seated herself by me again; her countenance
|
||
grew sadder and graver, and her clasped hands trem-
|
||
bled.
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, do you never dream queer dreams?" she said
|
||
suddenly, after some minutes' reflection.
|
||
|
||
"Yes; now and then," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"And so do I. I've dreamt in my life dreams that have
|
||
stayed with me ever after, and changed my ideas;
|
||
they've gone through and through me, like wine
|
||
through water, and altered the colour of my mind. And
|
||
this is one. I'm going to tell it; but take care not to smile
|
||
at any part of it."
|
||
|
||
"Oh! don't, Miss Catherine!" I cried. "We're dismal
|
||
enough without conjuring up ghosts and visions to per-
|
||
plex us. Come, come, be merry and like yourself! Look
|
||
at little Hareton! He's dreaming nothing dreary. How
|
||
sweetly he smiles in his sleep!"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; and how sweetly his father curses in his soli-
|
||
tude! You remember him, I dare say, when he was just
|
||
such another as that chubby thing---nearly as young
|
||
and innocent. However, Nelly, I shall oblige you to
|
||
listen; it's not long, and I've no power to be merry to-
|
||
night."
|
||
|
||
"I won't hear it, I won't hear it!" I repeated hastily.
|
||
|
||
I was superstitious about dreams then, and am still;
|
||
and Catherine had an unusual gloom in her aspect that
|
||
made me dread something from which I might shape a
|
||
prophecy and foresee a fearful catastrophe. She was
|
||
vexed, but she did not proceed. Apparently taking up
|
||
another subject, she recommenced in a short time.
|
||
|
||
"If I were in heaven, Nelly, I should be extremely
|
||
miserable."
|
||
|
||
"Because you are not fit to go there," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"All sinners would be miserable in heaven."
|
||
|
||
"But it is not for that. I dreamt once that I
|
||
was there."
|
||
|
||
"I tell you I won't hearken to your dreams, Miss
|
||
Catherine! I'll go to bed," I interrupted again.
|
||
|
||
She laughed and held me down, for I made a motion
|
||
to leave my chair.
|
||
|
||
"This is nothing," cried she. "I was only going to
|
||
say that heaven did not seem to be my home, and I
|
||
broke my heart with weeping to come back to earth;
|
||
and the angels were so angry that they flung me out
|
||
into the middle of the heath on the top of Wuthering
|
||
Heights, where I woke sobbing for joy. That will do to
|
||
explain my secret as well as the other. I've no
|
||
more business to marry Edgar Linton than I have to
|
||
be in heaven; and if the wicked man in there had not
|
||
brought Heathcliff so low, I shouldn't have thought
|
||
of it. It would degrade me to marry Heathcliff now, so
|
||
he shall never know how I love him; and that not be-
|
||
cause he's handsome, Nelly, but because he's more my-
|
||
self than I am. Whatever our souls are made of, his and
|
||
mine are the same; and Linton's is as different as a
|
||
moonbeam from lightning, or frost from fire."
|
||
|
||
Ere this speech ended I became sensible of Heath-
|
||
cliff's presence. Having noticed a slight movement, I
|
||
turned my head and saw him rise from the bench and
|
||
steal out noiselessly. He had listened till he heard
|
||
Catherine say it would degrade her to marry him, and
|
||
then he stayed to hear no further. My companion, sit-
|
||
ting on the ground, was prevented by the back of the
|
||
settle from remarking his presence or departure; but I
|
||
started and bade her hush.
|
||
|
||
"Why?" she asked, gazing nervously round.
|
||
|
||
"Joseph is here," I answered, catching opportunely
|
||
the roll of his cart-wheels up the road, "and Heathcliff
|
||
will come in with him. I'm not sure whether he were
|
||
not at the door this moment."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, he couldn't overhear me at the door," said she.
|
||
"Give me Hareton while you get the supper, and when
|
||
it is ready ask me to sup with you. I want to cheat
|
||
my uncomfortable conscience, and be convinced that
|
||
Heathcliff has no notion of these things. He has not, has
|
||
he? He does not know what being in love is?"
|
||
|
||
"I see no reason that he should not know, as well as
|
||
you," I returned; "and if you are his choice, he'll be the
|
||
most unfortunate creature that ever was born. As soon
|
||
as you become Mrs. Linton, he loses friend, and love,
|
||
and all. Have you considered how you'll bear the
|
||
separation, and how he'll bear to be quite deserted in
|
||
the world? Because, Miss Catherine------"
|
||
|
||
"He quite deserted! we separated!" she exclaimed
|
||
with an accent of indignation. "Who is to separate us,
|
||
pray? They'll meet the fate of Milo. Not as long as I
|
||
live, Ellen---for no mortal creature. Every Linton on
|
||
the face of the earth might melt into nothing before I
|
||
could consent to forsake Heathcliff. Oh, that's not what
|
||
I intend---that's not what I mean! I shouldn't be Mrs.
|
||
Linton were such a price demanded! He'll be as much
|
||
to me as he has been all his lifetime. Edgar must shake
|
||
off his antipathy, and tolerate him, at least. He will,
|
||
|
||
when he learns my true feelings towards him. Nelly,
|
||
I see now--you think me a selfish wretch; but did it
|
||
never strike you that if Heathcliff and I married, we
|
||
should be beggars? Whereas, if I marry Linton, I can
|
||
aid Heathcliff to rise, and place him out of my broth-
|
||
er's power."
|
||
|
||
"With your husband's money, Miss Catherine?" I
|
||
asked. "You'll find him not so pliable as you calculate
|
||
upon; and, though I'm hardly a judge, I think that's
|
||
the worst motive you've given yet for being the wife of
|
||
young Linton."
|
||
|
||
"It is not!" retorted she; "it is the best! The others
|
||
were the satisfaction of my whims; and for Edgar's sake,
|
||
too---to satisfy him. This is for the sake of one who com-
|
||
prehends in his person my feelings to Edgar and my-
|
||
self. I cannot express it, but surely you and everybody
|
||
have a notion that there is or should be an existence of
|
||
yours beyond you. What were the use of my creation if
|
||
I were entirely contained here? My great miseries in this
|
||
world have been Heathcliff's miseries, and I watched
|
||
and felt each from the beginning. My great thought in
|
||
living is himself. If all else perished, and he remained,
|
||
I should still continue to be. And if all else remained,
|
||
and he were annihilated, the universe would turn to a
|
||
mighty stranger---I should not seem a part of it. My
|
||
love for Linton is like the foliage in the woods; time will
|
||
change it, I'm well aware, as winter changes the trees.
|
||
My love for Heathcliff resembles the eternal rocks be-
|
||
neath---a source of little visible delight, but necessary.
|
||
Nelly, I am Heathcliff! He's always, always in my mind
|
||
|
||
---not as a pleasure, any more than I am always a pleas-
|
||
ure to myself, but as my own being. So don't talk of
|
||
our separation again. It is impracticable, and-----"
|
||
|
||
She paused, and hid her face in the folds of my gown,
|
||
but I jerked it forcibly away. I was out of patience with
|
||
her folly.
|
||
|
||
"If I can make any sense of your nonsense, miss," I
|
||
said, "it only goes to convince me that you are ignorant
|
||
of the duties you undertake in marrying, or else that
|
||
you are a wicked, unprincipled girl. But trouble me
|
||
with no more secrets; I'll not promise to keep them."
|
||
|
||
"You'll keep that?" she asked eagerly.
|
||
|
||
"No, I'll not promise," I repeated.
|
||
|
||
She was about to insist, when the entrance of Joseph
|
||
finished our conversation; and Catherine removed her
|
||
seat to a corner and nursed Hareton, while I made the
|
||
supper. After it was cooked, my fellow-servant and I
|
||
began to quarrel who should carry some to Mr. Hind-
|
||
ley; and we didn't settle it till all was nearly cold. Then
|
||
we came to the agreement that we would let him ask if
|
||
he wanted any, for we feared particularly to go into his
|
||
presence when he had been some time alone.
|
||
|
||
"And how isn't that nowt comed in fro' th' field be
|
||
this time? What is he about? girt idle seeght!"
|
||
demanded the old man, looking round for Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"I'll call him," I replied. "He's in the barn, I've no
|
||
doubt."
|
||
|
||
I went and called, but got no answer. On returning,
|
||
I whispered to Catherine that he had heard a good
|
||
part of what she said, I was sure, and told how I saw
|
||
him quit the kitchen just as she complained of
|
||
her brother's conduct regarding him. She jumped up in
|
||
a fine fright, flung Hareton on to the settle, and ran to
|
||
seek for her friend herself, not taking leisure to con-
|
||
sider why she was so flurried, or how her talk would
|
||
have affected him. She was absent such a while that
|
||
Joseph proposed we should wait no longer. He cun-
|
||
ningly conjectured they were staying away in order to
|
||
avoid hearing his protracted blessing. They were "ill
|
||
eneugh for ony fahl manners," he affirmed. And on
|
||
their behalf he added that night a special prayer to the
|
||
usual quarter of an hour's supplication before meat,
|
||
and would have tacked another to the end of the grace,
|
||
had not his young mistress broken in upon him
|
||
with a hurried command that he must run down the
|
||
road, and wherever Heathcliff had rambled, find and
|
||
make him re-enter directly.
|
||
|
||
"I want to speak to him, and I must before I go up-
|
||
stairs," she said. "And the gate is open. He is some-
|
||
where out of hearing, for he would not reply, though I
|
||
shouted at the top of the fold as loud as I could."
|
||
|
||
Joseph objected at first. She was too much in earnest,
|
||
however, to suffer contradiction; and at last he placed
|
||
his hat on his head and walked grumbling forth. Mean-
|
||
|
||
time, Catherine paced up and down the floor, exclaim-
|
||
ing,---
|
||
|
||
"I wonder where he is---I wonder where he can be.
|
||
What did I say, Nelly? I've forgotten. Was he vexed at
|
||
my bad humour this afternoon? Dear! tell me what
|
||
I've said to grieve him. I do wish he'd come. I do wish
|
||
he would."
|
||
|
||
"What a noise for nothing!" I cried, though rather
|
||
uneasy myself. "What a trifle scares you! It's surely no
|
||
great cause of alarm that Heathcliff should take a
|
||
moonlight saunter on the moors, or even lie too sulky to
|
||
speak to us in the hay-loft. I'll engage he's lurking there.
|
||
See if I don't ferret him out!"
|
||
|
||
I departed to renew my search. Its result was disap-
|
||
pointment, and Joseph's quest ended in the same.
|
||
|
||
"Yon lad gets war un war!" observed he on re-en-
|
||
tering. "He's left th' yate at t' full swing, and miss's
|
||
pony has trodden dahn two rigs o' corn, and plottered
|
||
through, raight o'er into t' meadow! Hahsomdiver, t'
|
||
maister 'ull play t' devil to-morn, and he'll do weel. He's
|
||
patience itsseln wi' sich careless, offald craters---pa-
|
||
tience itsseln he is! Bud he'll not be soa allus---yah's
|
||
see, all on ye! Yah munn't drive him out of his heead
|
||
for nowt!"
|
||
|
||
"Have you found Heathcliff, you ass?" interrupted
|
||
Catherine. "Have you been looking for him, as I or-
|
||
dered?"
|
||
|
||
"I sud more likker look for th' horse," he replied. "It
|
||
'ud be to more sense. Bud I can look for norther horse
|
||
nur man of a neeght loike this---as black as t'
|
||
chimbley; und Heathcliff's noan t' chap to coom at my
|
||
whistle. Happen he'll be less hard o' hearing wi' ye!"
|
||
|
||
It was a very dark evening for summer. The clouds
|
||
appeared inclined to thunder, and I said we had better
|
||
all sit down; the approaching rain would be certain to
|
||
bring him home without further trouble. However,
|
||
Catherine would not be persuaded into tranquillity.
|
||
She kept wandering to and fro, from the gate to the
|
||
door, in a state of agitation which permitted no repose,
|
||
and at length took up a permanent situation on one
|
||
side of the wall, near the road, where, heedless of my
|
||
expostulations and the growling thunder, and the great
|
||
drops that began to plash around her, she remained,
|
||
calling at intervals, and then listening, and then crying
|
||
outright. She beat Hareton, or any child, at a good pas-
|
||
sionate fit of crying.
|
||
|
||
About midnight, while we still sat up, the storm
|
||
came rattling over the Heights in full fury. There was a
|
||
violent wind, as well as thunder, and either one or the
|
||
other split a tree off at the corner of the building; a huge
|
||
bough fell across the roof, and knocked down a por-
|
||
tion of the east chimney stack, sending a clatter of
|
||
stones and soot into the kitchen fire. We thought a bolt
|
||
had fallen in the middle of us, and Joseph swung on to
|
||
his knees, beseeching the Lord to remember the pa-
|
||
triarchs Noah and Lot, and, as in former times, spare
|
||
the righteous, though He smote the ungodly. I felt some
|
||
|
||
sentiment that it must be a judgment on us also. The
|
||
Jonah, in my mind, was Mr. Earnshaw; and I shook
|
||
the handle of his den, that I might ascertain if he were
|
||
yet living. He replied audibly enough in a fashion
|
||
which made my companion vociferate, more clamor-
|
||
ously than before, that a wide distinction might be
|
||
drawn between saints like himself and sinners like his
|
||
master. But the uproar passed away in twenty min-
|
||
utes, leaving us all unharmed, excepting Cathy, who got
|
||
thoroughly drenched for her obstinacy in refusing to
|
||
take shelter, and standing bonnetless and shawl-less to
|
||
catch as much water as she could with her hair and
|
||
clothes. She came in and lay down on the settle, all
|
||
soaked as she was, turning her face to the back and
|
||
putting her hands before it.
|
||
|
||
"Well, miss!" I exclaimed, touching her shoulder;
|
||
"you are not bent on getting your death, are you? Do
|
||
you know what o'clock it is? Half-past twelve. Come,
|
||
come to bed! There's no use waiting longer on that
|
||
foolish boy. He'll be gone to Gimmerton, and he'll stay
|
||
there now. He guesses we shouldn't wake for him till
|
||
this late hour---at least he guesses that only Mr. Hind-
|
||
ley would be up; and he'd rather avoid having the door
|
||
opened by the master."
|
||
|
||
"Nay, nay; he's noan at Gimmerton," said Joseph.
|
||
"I's niver wonder but he's at t' bothom of a bog-hoile.
|
||
This visitation worn't for nowt, and I wod hev ye to look
|
||
out, miss; yah muh be t' next. Thank Hivin for all! All
|
||
warks togither for gooid to them as is chozzen, and
|
||
piked out fro' th' rubbidge. Yah knaw whet t' Scripture
|
||
|
||
ses." And he began quoting several texts, referring us
|
||
to chapters and verses where we might find them.
|
||
|
||
I, having vainly begged the wilful girl to rise and re-
|
||
move her wet things, left him preaching and her shiver-
|
||
ing, and betook myself to bed with little Hareton, who
|
||
slept as fast as if every one had been sleeping round
|
||
him. I heard Joseph read on a while afterwards; then I
|
||
distinguished his slow step on the ladder, and then I
|
||
dropped asleep.
|
||
|
||
Coming down somewhat later than usual, I saw, by
|
||
the sunbeams piercing the chinks of the shutters, Miss
|
||
Catherine still seated near the fireplace. The house
|
||
door was ajar too; light entered from its unclosed win-
|
||
dows. Hindley had come out, and stood on the kitchen
|
||
hearth, haggard and drowsy.
|
||
|
||
"What ails you, Cathy?" he was saying when I en-
|
||
tered; "you look as dismal as a drowned whelp. Why
|
||
are you so damp and pale, child?"
|
||
|
||
"I've been wet!" she answered reluctantly, "and
|
||
I'm cold; that's all."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, she is naughty!" I cried, perceiving the master
|
||
to be tolerably sober. "She got steeped in the shower of
|
||
yesterday evening, and there she has sat the night
|
||
through, and I couldn't prevail on her to stir."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw stared at us in surprise. "The night
|
||
through!" he repeated. "What kept her up? Not fear
|
||
of the thunder, surely? That was over hours since."
|
||
|
||
Neither of us wished to mention Heathcliff's absence
|
||
as long as we could conceal it, so I replied I didn't
|
||
know how she took it into her head to sit up, and she
|
||
said nothing. The morning was fresh and cool. I threw
|
||
back the lattice, and presently the room filled with
|
||
sweet scents from the garden; but Catherine called
|
||
peevishly to me, "Ellen, shut the window. I'm starv-
|
||
ing!" And her teeth chattered as she shrank closer to
|
||
the almost extinguished embers.
|
||
|
||
"She's ill," said Hindley, taking her wrist; "I sup-
|
||
pose that's the reason she would not go to bed. Damn
|
||
it! I don't want to be troubled with more sickness here.
|
||
What took you into the rain?"
|
||
|
||
"Running after t' lads as usuald!" croaked Joseph,
|
||
catching an opportunity, from our hesitation, to thrust
|
||
in his evil tongue. "If I war yah, maister, I'd just slam t'
|
||
boards i' their faces all on 'em, gentle and simple.
|
||
Never a day ut yah're off, but yon cat o' Linton comes
|
||
sneaking hither; and Miss Nelly---shoo's a fine lass---
|
||
shoo sits watching for ye i' t' kitchen; and as yah're in
|
||
at one door, he's out at t'other, and then wer grand
|
||
lady goes a-coorting of her side! It's bonny behaviour,
|
||
lurking amang t' fields after twelve o' t' night wi' that
|
||
fahl, flaysome divil of a gipsy, Heathcliff! They think
|
||
I'm blind, but I'm noan---nowt ut t' soart! I seed young
|
||
Linton boath coming and going, and I seed yah" (di-
|
||
|
||
recting his discourse to me), "yah gooid fur nowt,
|
||
slattenly witch, nip up and bolt into th' house, t' minute
|
||
yah heard t' maister's horse fit clatter up t' road."
|
||
|
||
"Silence, eavesdropper!" cried Catherine; "none of
|
||
your insolence before me!---Edgar Linton came yester-
|
||
day by chance, Hindley, and it was I who told him
|
||
to be off, because I knew you would not like to have
|
||
met him as you were."
|
||
|
||
"You lie, Cathy, no doubt," answered her brother,
|
||
"and you are a confounded simpleton! But never mind
|
||
Linton at present; tell me---were you not with Heath-
|
||
cliff last night? Speak the truth, now. You need not be
|
||
afraid of harming him. Though I hate him as much as
|
||
ever, he did me a good turn a short time since that will
|
||
make my conscience tender of breaking his neck. To
|
||
prevent it, I shall send him about his business this very
|
||
morning; and after he's gone, I'd advise you all to look
|
||
sharp. I shall only have the more humour for you."
|
||
|
||
"I never saw Heathcliff last night," answered Cath-
|
||
erine, beginning to sob bitterly, "and if you do turn
|
||
him out of doors, I'll go with him. But perhaps you'll
|
||
never have an opportunity; perhaps he's gone." Here
|
||
she burst into uncontrollable grief, and the remainder
|
||
of her words were inarticulate.
|
||
|
||
Hindley lavished on her a torrent of scornful abuse,
|
||
and bade her get to her room immediately, or she
|
||
shouldn't cry for nothing. I obliged her to obey; and I
|
||
shall never forget what a scene she acted when we
|
||
|
||
reached her chamber---it terrified me. I thought she
|
||
was going mad, and I begged Joseph to run for the doc-
|
||
tor. It proved the commencement of delirium. Mr. Ken-
|
||
neth, as soon as he saw her, pronounced her dan-
|
||
gerously ill. She had a fever. He bled her, and he told
|
||
me to let her live on whey and water-gruel, and take
|
||
care she did not throw herself downstairs or out of the
|
||
window; and then he left, for he had enough to do in
|
||
the parish, where two or three miles was the ordinary
|
||
distance between cottage and cottage.
|
||
|
||
Though I cannot say I made a gentle nurse,
|
||
and Joseph and the master were no better, and though
|
||
our patient was as wearisome and headstrong as a pa-
|
||
tient could be, she weathered it through. Old Mrs. Lin-
|
||
ton paid us several visits, to be sure, and set things to
|
||
rights, and scolded and ordered us all; and when Cath-
|
||
erine was convalescent she insisted on conveying her
|
||
to Thrushcross Grange, for which deliverance we were
|
||
very grateful; but the poor dame had reason to repent
|
||
of her kindness. She and her husband both took the
|
||
fever, and died within a few days of each other.
|
||
|
||
Our young lady returned to us, saucier and more pas-
|
||
sionate and haughtier than ever. Heathcliff had never
|
||
been heard of since the evening of the thunderstorm;
|
||
and one day I had the misfortune, when she had pro-
|
||
voked me exceedingly, to lay the blame of his disap-
|
||
pearance on her---where indeed it belonged, as she
|
||
well knew. From that period, for several months, she
|
||
ceased to hold any communication with me, save in the
|
||
relation of a mere servant. Joseph fell under a ban also.
|
||
|
||
He would speak his mind, and lecture her all the same
|
||
as if she were a little girl; and she esteemed herself
|
||
a woman, and our mistress, and thought that her re-
|
||
cent illness gave her a claim to be treated with consid-
|
||
eration. Then the doctor had said that she would not
|
||
bear crossing much---she ought to have her own way;
|
||
and it was nothing less than murder in her eyes for any
|
||
one to presume to stand up and contradict her. From
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw and his companions she kept aloof; and
|
||
tutored by Kenneth, and serious threats of a fit that
|
||
often attended her rages, her brother allowed her what-
|
||
ever she pleased to demand, and generally avoided
|
||
aggravating her fiery temper. He was rather too indul-
|
||
gent in humouring her caprices---not from affection,
|
||
but from pride. He wished earnestly to see her bring
|
||
honour to the family by an alliance with the Lintons;
|
||
and as long as she let him alone she might trample on
|
||
us like slaves, for aught he cared. Edgar Linton, as mul-
|
||
titudes have been before, and will be after him, was in-
|
||
fatuated, and believed himself the happiest man alive
|
||
on the day he led her to Gimmerton Chapel, three years
|
||
subsequent to his father's death.
|
||
|
||
Much against my inclination, I was persuaded to
|
||
leave Wuthering Heights and accompany her here.
|
||
Little Hareton was nearly five years old, and I had just
|
||
begun to teach him his letters. We made a sad parting,
|
||
but Catherine's tears were more powerful than ours.
|
||
When I refused to go, and when she found her entreaties
|
||
did not move me, she went lamenting to her husband
|
||
and brother. The former offered me munificent wages;
|
||
the latter ordered me to pack up. He wanted no women
|
||
|
||
in the house, he said, now that there was no mistress;
|
||
and as to Hareton, the curate should take him in hand
|
||
by-and-by. And so I had but one choice left---to do as
|
||
I was ordered. I told the master he got rid of all decent
|
||
people only to ride to ruin a little faster. I kissed Hare-
|
||
ton, said good-bye, and since then he has been a
|
||
stranger; and it's very queer to think it, but I've no
|
||
doubt he has completely forgotten all about Ellen
|
||
Dean, and that he was ever more than all the world to
|
||
her, and she to him.
|
||
|
||
* * * * * * * * * * *
|
||
|
||
At this point of the housekeeper's story she chanced
|
||
to glance towards the timepiece over the chimney, and
|
||
was in amazement on seeing the minute-hand measure
|
||
half-past one. She would not hear of staying a second
|
||
longer---in truth, I felt rather disposed to defer the
|
||
sequel of her narrative myself. And now that she is van-
|
||
ished to her rest, and I have meditated for another
|
||
hour or two, I shall summon courage to go also, in spite
|
||
of aching laziness of head and limbs.
|
||
CHAPTER X.
|
||
|
||
A charming introduction to a hermit's life! Four
|
||
weeks' torture, tossing, and sickness. Oh, these
|
||
bleak winds, and bitter northern skies, and impassable
|
||
roads, and dilatory country surgeons! And, oh, this
|
||
dearth of the human physiognomy! and, worse than
|
||
all, the terrible intimation of Kenneth that I need not
|
||
expect to be out of doors till spring!
|
||
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff has just honoured me with a call.
|
||
About seven days ago he sent me a brace of grouse---
|
||
the last of the season. Scoundrel! He is not altogether
|
||
guiltless in this illness of mine, and that I had a great
|
||
mind to tell him; but, alas! how could I offend a man
|
||
who was charitable enough to sit at my bedside a good
|
||
hour, and talk on some other subject than pills and
|
||
draughts, blisters, and leeches? This is quite an easy in-
|
||
terval. I am too weak to read, yet I feel as if I could
|
||
enjoy something interesting. Why not have up Mrs.
|
||
Dean to finish her tale? I can recollect its chief incidents
|
||
as far as she had gone. Yes; I remember her hero had
|
||
run off, and never been heard of for three years; and the
|
||
heroine was married. I'll ring. She'll be delighted to find
|
||
me capable of talking cheerfully. Mrs. Dean came.
|
||
|
||
"It wants twenty minutes, sir, to taking the medi-
|
||
cine," she commenced.
|
||
|
||
"Away, away with it!" I replied. "I desire to
|
||
have------"
|
||
|
||
"The doctor says you must drop the powders."
|
||
|
||
"With all my heart! Don't interrupt me. Come and
|
||
take your seat here. Keep your fingers from that bitter
|
||
phalanx of vials. Draw your knitting out of your pocket
|
||
---that will do; now continue the history of Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff, from where you left off to the present day. Did he
|
||
finish his education on the Continent, and come back a
|
||
gentleman? or did he get a sizar's place at college, or
|
||
escape to America, and earn honours by drawing blood
|
||
from his foster-country, or make a fortune more
|
||
promptly on the English highways?"
|
||
|
||
"He may have done a little in all these vocations,
|
||
Mr. Lockwood, but I couldn't give my word for any. I
|
||
stated before that I didn't know how he gained
|
||
his money, neither am I aware of the means he took to
|
||
raise his mind from the savage ignorance into which
|
||
it was sunk; but, with your leave, I'll proceed in my
|
||
own fashion, if you think it will amuse and not weary
|
||
you. Are you feeling better this morning?"
|
||
|
||
"Much."
|
||
|
||
"That's good news.-----I got Miss Catherine and
|
||
myself to Thrushcross Grange, and, to my agreeable dis-
|
||
appointment, she behaved infinitely better than I dared
|
||
to expect. She seemed almost over-fond of Mr. Linton,
|
||
and even to his sister she showed plenty of affection.
|
||
They were both very attentive to her comfort, certainly.
|
||
It was not the thorn bending to the honeysuckles, but
|
||
the honeysuckles embracing the thorn. There were no
|
||
|
||
mutual concessions---one stood erect and the others
|
||
yielded; and who can be ill-natured and bad-tempered
|
||
when they encounter neither opposition nor indiffer-
|
||
ence? I observed that Mr. Edgar had a deep-rooted
|
||
fear of ruffling her humour. He concealed it from
|
||
her; but if ever he heard me answer sharply, or saw
|
||
any other servant grow cloudy at some imperious or-
|
||
der of hers, he would show his trouble by a frown of dis-
|
||
pleasure that never darkened on his own account. He
|
||
many a time spoke sternly to me about my pertness, and
|
||
averred that the stab of a knife could not inflict a worse
|
||
pang than he suffered at seeing his lady vexed. Not to
|
||
grieve a kind master, I learned to be less touchy; and
|
||
for the space of half a year the gunpowder lay as harm-
|
||
less as sand, because no fire came near to explode it.
|
||
Catherine had seasons of gloom and silence now and
|
||
then; they were respected with sympathizing silence
|
||
by her husband, who ascribed them to an alteration in
|
||
her constitution, produced by her perilous illness, as
|
||
she was never subject to depression of spirits before.
|
||
The return of sunshine was welcomed by answering
|
||
sunshine from him. I believe I may assert that they were
|
||
really in possession of deep and growing happiness.
|
||
|
||
It ended. Well, we must be for ourselves in the long
|
||
run; the mild and generous are only more justly selfish
|
||
than the domineering, and it ended when circumstances
|
||
caused each to feel that the one's interest was not the
|
||
chief consideration in the other's thoughts. On a mel-
|
||
low evening in September I was coming from the gar-
|
||
den with a heavy basket of apples which I had been
|
||
gathering. It had got dusk, and the moon looked over
|
||
|
||
the high wall of the court, causing undefined shadows
|
||
to lurk in the corners of the numerous projecting por-
|
||
tions of the building. I set my burden on the house steps
|
||
by the kitchen door, and lingered to rest, and drew in a
|
||
few more breaths of the soft, sweet air. My eyes were
|
||
on the moon, and my back to the entrance, when I
|
||
heard a voice behind me say,---
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, is that you?"
|
||
|
||
It was a deep voice, and foreign in tone, yet there
|
||
was something in the manner of pronouncing my name
|
||
which made it sound familiar. I turned about to dis-
|
||
cover who spoke, fearfully; for the doors were shut,
|
||
and I had seen nobody on approaching the steps. Some-
|
||
thing stirred in the porch; and moving nearer, I dis-
|
||
tinguished a tall man dressed in dark clothes, with dark
|
||
face and hair. He leant against the side, and held his
|
||
fingers on the latch, as if intending to open for him-
|
||
self. "Who can it be?" I thought. "Mr. Earnshaw? Oh
|
||
no! The voice has no resemblance to his."
|
||
|
||
"I have waited here an hour," he resumed, while I
|
||
continued staring; "and the whole of that time all
|
||
round has been as still as death. I dared not enter. You
|
||
do not know me? Look, I'm not a stranger!"
|
||
|
||
A ray fell on his features; the cheeks were sallow and
|
||
half covered with black whiskers, the brows lowering,
|
||
the eyes deep-set and singular. I remembered the eyes.
|
||
|
||
"What!" I cried, uncertain whether to regard him
|
||
as a worldly visitor, and I raised my hands in amaze-
|
||
ment. "What! you come back? Is it really you? Is it?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, Heathcliff," he replied, glancing from me up
|
||
to the windows, which reflected a score of glittering
|
||
moons, but showed no lights from within. "Are they
|
||
at home? Where is she? Nelly, you are not glad. You
|
||
needn't be so disturbed. Is she here? Speak! I want to
|
||
have one word with her---your mistress. Go, and say
|
||
some person from Gimmerton desires to see her."
|
||
|
||
"How will she take it?" I exclaimed. "What will she
|
||
do? The surprise bewilders me. It will put her out of
|
||
her head. And you are Heathcliff, but altered! Nay,
|
||
there's no comprehending it. Have you been for a sol-
|
||
dier?"
|
||
|
||
"Go and carry my message," he interrupted impa-
|
||
tiently. "I'm in hell till you do!"
|
||
|
||
He lifted the latch, and I entered; but when I got to
|
||
the parlour where Mr. and Mrs. Linton were, I could
|
||
not persuade myself to proceed. At length I resolved
|
||
on making an excuse to ask if they would have the
|
||
candles lighted, and I opened the door.
|
||
|
||
They sat together in a window whose lattice lay back
|
||
against the wall, and displayed, beyond the garden trees
|
||
and the wild green park, the valley of Gimmerton, with
|
||
a long line of mist winding nearly to its top (for very
|
||
soon after you pass the chapel, as you may have no-
|
||
|
||
ticed, the sough that runs from the marshes joins a beck
|
||
which follows the bend of the glen). Wuthering Heights
|
||
rose above this silvery vapour, but our old house was
|
||
invisible; it rather dips down on the other side. Both
|
||
the room and its occupants, and the scene they gazed
|
||
on, looked wondrously peaceful. I shrank reluctantly
|
||
from performing my errand, and was actually going
|
||
away leaving it unsaid, after having put my question
|
||
about the candles, when a sense of my folly compelled
|
||
me to return and mutter. "A person from Gimmerton
|
||
wishes to see you, ma'am."
|
||
|
||
"What does he want?" asked Mrs. Linton.
|
||
|
||
"I did not question him," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"Well, close the curtains, Nelly," she said, "and
|
||
bring up tea. I'll be back again directly."
|
||
|
||
She quitted the apartment. Mr. Edgar inquired care-
|
||
lessly who it was.
|
||
|
||
"Some one mistress does not expect," I replied.
|
||
"That Heathcliff---you recollect him, sir---who used
|
||
to live at Mr. Earnshaw's."
|
||
|
||
"What! The gipsy---the ploughboy?" he cried. "Why
|
||
did you not say so to Catherine?"
|
||
|
||
"Hush! you must not call him by those names, mas-
|
||
ter," I said. "She'd be sadly grieved to hear you. She
|
||
|
||
was nearly heartbroken when he ran off. I guess his re-
|
||
turn will make a jubilee to her."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Linton walked to a window on the other side of
|
||
the room that overlooked the court. He unfastened it
|
||
and leant out. I suppose they were below, for he ex-
|
||
claimed quickly, "Don't stand there, love! Bring the
|
||
person in, if it be any one particular." Ere long I heard
|
||
the click of the latch, and Catherine flew upstairs,
|
||
breathless and wild, too excited to show gladness; in-
|
||
deed, by her face, you would rather have surmised an
|
||
awful calamity.
|
||
|
||
"O Edgar, Edgar!" she panted, flinging her arms
|
||
round his neck. "O Edgar darling! Heathcliff's come
|
||
back---he is!" And she tightened her embrace to a
|
||
squeeze.
|
||
|
||
"Well, well," cried her husband crossly, "don't
|
||
strangle me for that. He never struck me as such a
|
||
marvellous treasure. There is no need to be frantic."
|
||
|
||
"I know you didn't like him," she answered, repress-
|
||
ing a little the intensity of her delight. "Yet, for my
|
||
sake, you must be friends now. Shall I tell him to come
|
||
up?"
|
||
|
||
"Here?" he said---"into the parlour?"
|
||
|
||
"Where else?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
He looked vexed, and suggested the kitchen as a more
|
||
suitable place for him. Mrs. Linton eyed him with a
|
||
droll expression---half angry, half laughing, at his fas-
|
||
tidiousness.
|
||
|
||
"No," she added, after a while; "I cannot sit in the
|
||
kitchen.---Set two tables here, Ellen---one for your
|
||
master and Miss Isabella, being gentry; the other for
|
||
Heathcliff and myself, being of the lower orders.---Will
|
||
that please you, dear? Or must I have a fire lighted else-
|
||
where? If so, give directions. I'll run down and secure
|
||
my guest. I'm afraid the joy is too great to be real!"
|
||
|
||
She was about to dart off again, but Edgar arrested
|
||
her.
|
||
|
||
"You bid him step up," he said, addressing me, "and,
|
||
Catherine, try to be glad without being absurd. The
|
||
whole household need not witness the sight of your wel-
|
||
coming a runaway servant as a brother."
|
||
|
||
I descended and found Heathcliff waiting under the
|
||
porch, evidently anticipating an invitation to enter. He
|
||
followed my guidance without waste of words, and
|
||
I ushered him into the presence of the master and mis-
|
||
tress, whose flushed cheeks betrayed signs of warm
|
||
talking. But the lady's glowed with another feeling when
|
||
her friend appeared at the door. She sprang forward,
|
||
took both his hands, and led him to Linton; and then
|
||
she seized Linton's reluctant fingers and crushed them
|
||
into his. Now fully revealed by the fire and candle-
|
||
light, I was amazed more than ever to behold the trans-
|
||
|
||
formation of Heathcliff. He had grown a tall, athletic,
|
||
well-formed man, beside whom my master seemed
|
||
quite slender and youth-like. His upright carriage sug-
|
||
gested the idea of his having been in the army. His
|
||
countenance was much older in expression and de-
|
||
cision of feature than Mr. Linton's; it looked intelligent,
|
||
and retained no marks of former degradation. A half-
|
||
civilized ferocity lurked yet in the depressed brows and
|
||
eyes full of black fire, but it was subdued, and his man-
|
||
ner was even dignified---quite divested of roughness,
|
||
though too stern for grace. My master's surprise
|
||
equalled or exceeded mine. He remained for a minute
|
||
at a loss how to address the ploughboy, as he had called
|
||
him. Heathcliff dropped his slight hand, and stood
|
||
looking at him coolly till he chose to speak.
|
||
|
||
"Sit down, sir," he said at length. "Mrs. Linton, re-
|
||
calling old times, would have me give you a cordial
|
||
reception; and, of course, I am gratified when anything
|
||
occurs to please her."
|
||
|
||
"And I also," answered Heathcliff, "especially if it
|
||
be anything in which I have a part. I shall stay an hour
|
||
or two willingly."
|
||
|
||
He took a seat opposite Catherine, who kept her gaze
|
||
fixed on him as if she feared he would vanish were she
|
||
to remove it. He did not raise his to her often---a quick
|
||
glance now and then sufficed; but it flashed back, each
|
||
time more confidently, the undisguised delight he drank
|
||
from hers. They were too much absorbed in their mu-
|
||
tual joy to suffer embarrassment. Not so Mr. Edgar.
|
||
|
||
He grew pale with pure annoyance---a feeling that
|
||
reached its climax when his lady rose, and stepping
|
||
across the rug, seized Heathcliff's hands again, and
|
||
laughed like one beside herself.
|
||
|
||
"I shall think it a dream to-morrow!" she cried. "I
|
||
shall not be able to believe that I have seen,
|
||
and touched, and spoken to you once more. And yet,
|
||
cruel Heathcliff! you don't deserve this welcome. To be
|
||
absent and silent for three years, and never to think of
|
||
me!"
|
||
|
||
"A little more than you have thought of me," he
|
||
murmured. "I heard of your marriage, Cathy, not long
|
||
since; and while waiting in the yard below I meditated
|
||
this plan---just to have one glimpse of your face, a stare
|
||
of surprise, perhaps, and pretended pleasure; after-
|
||
wards settle my score with Hindley; and then prevent
|
||
the law by doing execution on myself. Your welcome
|
||
has put these ideas out of my mind; but beware of meet-
|
||
ing me with another aspect next time! Nay, you'll
|
||
not drive me off again. You were really sorry for me,
|
||
were you? Well, there was cause. I've fought through a
|
||
bitter life since I last heard your voice; and you must
|
||
forgive me, for I struggled only for you!"
|
||
|
||
"Catherine, unless we are to have cold tea, please to
|
||
come to the table," interrupted Linton, striving to pre-
|
||
serve his ordinary tone, and a due measure of polite-
|
||
ness. "Mr. Heathcliff will have a long walk, wherever
|
||
he may lodge to-night, and I'm thirsty."
|
||
|
||
She took her post before the urn; and Miss Isabella
|
||
came, summoned by the bell; then having handed
|
||
their chairs forward, I left the room. The meal hardly
|
||
endured ten minutes. Catherine's cup was never filled.
|
||
She could neither eat nor drink. Edgar had made a slop
|
||
in his saucer, and scarcely swallowed a mouthful. Their
|
||
guest did not protract his stay that evening above an
|
||
hour longer. I asked, as he departed, if he went to Gim-
|
||
merton?
|
||
|
||
"No; to Wuthering Heights," he answered. "Mr.
|
||
Earnshaw invited me when I called this morning."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw invited him! and he called on Mr.
|
||
Earnshaw! I pondered this sentence painfully after
|
||
he was gone. Is he turning out a bit of a hypocrite, and
|
||
coming into the country to work mischief under a
|
||
cloak? I mused. I had a presentiment in the bottom of
|
||
my heart that he had better have remained away.
|
||
|
||
About the middle of the night I was wakened from
|
||
my first nap by Mrs. Linton gliding into my chamber,
|
||
taking a seat on my bedside, and pulling me by the hair
|
||
to rouse me.
|
||
|
||
"I cannot rest, Ellen," she said, by way of apology.
|
||
"And I want some living creature to keep me company
|
||
in my happiness. Edgar is sulky because I'm glad of a
|
||
thing that does not interest him. He refuses to open his
|
||
mouth, except to utter pettish, silly speeches; and he
|
||
affirmed I was cruel and selfish for wishing to talk when
|
||
he was so sick and sleepy. He always contrives to be sick
|
||
|
||
at the least cross! I gave a few sentences of commen-
|
||
dation to Heathcliff, and he, either for a headache or a
|
||
pang of envy, began to cry; so I got up and left him."
|
||
|
||
"What use is it praising Heathcliff to him?" I an-
|
||
swered. "As lads they had an aversion to each other,
|
||
and Heathcliff would hate just as much to hear him
|
||
praised; it's human nature. Let Mr. Linton alone about
|
||
him, unless you would like an open quarrel between
|
||
them."
|
||
|
||
"But does it not show great weakness?" pursued she.
|
||
"I'm not envious. I never feel hurt at the brightness of
|
||
Isabella's yellow hair and the whiteness of her skin, at
|
||
her dainty elegance and the fondness all the family
|
||
exhibit for her. Even you, Nelly, if we have a dispute
|
||
sometimes, you back Isabella at once; and I yield like a
|
||
foolish mother. I call her a darling, and flatter her into a
|
||
good temper. It pleases her brother to see us cordial,
|
||
and that pleases me. But they are very much alike. They
|
||
are spoiled children, and fancy the world was made for
|
||
their accommodation; and though I humour both, I
|
||
think a smart chastisement might improve them, all the
|
||
same."
|
||
|
||
"You're mistaken, Mrs. Linton," said I. "They
|
||
humour you. I know what there would be to do if they
|
||
did not. You can well afford to indulge their passing
|
||
whims as long as their business is to anticipate all your
|
||
desires. You may, however, fall out at last over some-
|
||
thing of equal consequence to both sides; and then
|
||
|
||
those you term weak are very capable of being as ob-
|
||
stinate as you."
|
||
|
||
"And then we shall fight to the death, shan't we,
|
||
Nelly?" she returned, laughing. "No; I tell you I
|
||
have such faith in Linton's love that I believe I might
|
||
kill him, and he wouldn't wish to retaliate."
|
||
|
||
I advised her to value him the more for his affection.
|
||
|
||
"I do," she answered; "but he needn't resort to whin-
|
||
ing for trifles. It is childish; and instead of melting into
|
||
tears because I said that Heathcliff was now worthy of
|
||
any one's regard, and it would honour the first gentle-
|
||
man in the country to be his friend, he ought to have
|
||
said it for me, and been delighted from sympathy. He
|
||
must get accustomed to him, and he may as well like
|
||
him. Considering how Heathcliff has reason to object
|
||
to him, I'm sure he behaved excellently."
|
||
|
||
"What do you think of his going to Wuthering
|
||
Heights?" I inquired. "He is reformed in every respect,
|
||
apparently---quite a Christian---offering the right hand
|
||
of fellowship to his enemies all around!"
|
||
|
||
"He explained it," she replied. "I wonder as much as
|
||
you. He said he called to gather information concern-
|
||
ing me from you, supposing you resided there still; and
|
||
Joseph told Hindley, who came out and fell to ques-
|
||
tioning him of what he had been doing, and how he had
|
||
been living, and finally desired him to walk in. There
|
||
were some persons sitting at cards. Heathcliff joined
|
||
|
||
them. My brother lost some money to him; and finding
|
||
him plentifully supplied, he requested that he would
|
||
come again in the evening, to which he consented.
|
||
Hindley is too reckless to select his acquaintance pru-
|
||
dently. He doesn't trouble himself to reflect on the
|
||
causes he might have for mistrusting one whom he has
|
||
basely injured. But Heathcliff affirms his principal rea-
|
||
son for resuming a connection with his ancient per-
|
||
secutor is a wish to install himself in quarters at walk-
|
||
ing distance from the Grange, and an attachment to
|
||
the house where we lived together, and likewise a hope
|
||
that I shall have more opportunities of seeing him there
|
||
than I could have if he settled in Gimmerton. He means
|
||
to offer liberal payment for permission to lodge at the
|
||
Heights; and doubtless my brother's covetousness will
|
||
prompt him to accept the terms. He was always greedy,
|
||
though what he grasps with one hand he flings away
|
||
with the other."
|
||
|
||
"It's a nice place for a young man to fix his dwelling in!"
|
||
said I. Have you no fear of the consequences, Mrs. Linton?"
|
||
|
||
"None for my friend," she replied. "His strong head will keep
|
||
him from danger; a little for Hindley, but he can't be made morally
|
||
worse than he is; and I stand between him and bodily harm. The
|
||
event of this evening reconciled me to God and humanity! I
|
||
had risen in angry rebellion against providence. Oh, I've
|
||
endured very, very bitter misery, Nelly! If that creature
|
||
knew how bitter, he'd be ashamed to cloud its removal
|
||
with idle petulance. It was kindness for him which
|
||
induced me to bear it alone. Had I expressed the agony
|
||
I frequently felt, he would have been taught to long
|
||
|
||
for its alleviation as ardently as I. However, it's over,
|
||
and I'll take no revenge on his folly. I can afford to suf-
|
||
fer anything hereafter. Should the meanest thing alive
|
||
slap me on the cheek, I'd not only turn the other, but
|
||
I'd ask pardon for provoking it; and as a proof I'll go
|
||
make my peace with Edgar instantly. Good-night! I'm
|
||
an angel!"
|
||
|
||
In this self-complacent conviction she departed; and
|
||
the success of her fulfilled resolution was obvious on
|
||
the morrow. Mr. Linton had not only abjured his peev-
|
||
ishness (though his spirits seemed still subdued by
|
||
Catherine's exuberance of vivacity), but he ventured
|
||
no objection to her taking Isabella with her to
|
||
Wuthering Heights in the afternoon; and she rewarded
|
||
him with such a summer of sweetness and affection in
|
||
return as made the house a paradise for several days,
|
||
both master and servants profiting from the perpetual
|
||
sunshine.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff---Mr. Heathcliff, I should say in future---
|
||
used the liberty of visiting at Thrushcross Grange cau-
|
||
tiously, at first. He seemed estimating how far its owner
|
||
would bear his intrusion. Catherine, also, deemed it
|
||
judicious to moderate her expressions of pleasure in re-
|
||
ceiving him; and he gradually established his right to
|
||
be expected. He retained a great deal of the reserve
|
||
for which his boyhood was remarkable; and that served
|
||
to repress all startling demonstrations of feeling. My
|
||
master's uneasiness experienced a lull, and further cir-
|
||
cumstances diverted it into another channel for a
|
||
space.
|
||
|
||
His new source of trouble sprang from the not-an-
|
||
ticipated misfortune of Isabella Linton evincing a sud-
|
||
den and irresistible attraction towards the tolerated
|
||
guest. She was at that time a charming young lady of
|
||
eighteen, infantile in manners, though possessed of
|
||
keen wit, keen feelings, and a keen temper, too, if ir-
|
||
ritated. Her brother, who loved her tenderly, was ap-
|
||
palled at this fantastic preference. Leaving aside the
|
||
degradation of an alliance with a nameless man, and
|
||
the possible fact that his property, in default of heirs,
|
||
male, might pass into such a one's power, he had sense
|
||
to comprehend Heathcliff's disposition---to know that,
|
||
though his exterior was altered, his mind was un-
|
||
changeable and unchanged. And he dreaded that mind.
|
||
It revolted him. He shrank forebodingly from the idea
|
||
of committing Isabella to its keeping. He would have
|
||
recoiled still more had he been aware that her attach-
|
||
ment rose unsolicited, and was bestowed where it awak-
|
||
ened no reciprocation of sentiment, for the minute he
|
||
discovered its existence he laid the blame on Heathcliff's
|
||
deliberate designing.
|
||
|
||
We had all remarked, during some time, that Miss
|
||
Linton fretted, and pined over something. She grew
|
||
cross and wearisome, snapping at and teasing Catherine
|
||
continually, at the imminent risk of exhausting her
|
||
limited patience. We excused her, to a certain extent,
|
||
on the plea of ill-health. She was dwindling and fading
|
||
before our eyes. But one day, when she had been
|
||
peculiarly wayward, rejecting her breakfast, complain-
|
||
ing that the servants did not do what she told them; that
|
||
the mistress would allow her to be nothing in the house,
|
||
|
||
and Edgar neglected her; that she had caught a cold
|
||
with the doors being left open, and we let the parlour
|
||
fire go out on purpose to vex her, with a hundred yet
|
||
more frivolous accusations, Mrs. Linton peremptorily
|
||
insisted that she should get to bed, and having scolded
|
||
her heartily, threatened to send for the doctor. Men-
|
||
tion of Kenneth caused her to exclaim instantly that her
|
||
health was perfect, and it was only Catherine's harsh-
|
||
ness which made her unhappy.
|
||
|
||
"How can you say I am harsh, you naughty fond-
|
||
ling?" cried the mistress, amazed at the unreasonable
|
||
assertion. "You are surely losing your reason. When
|
||
have I been harsh, tell me?"
|
||
|
||
"Yesterday," sobbed Isabella, "and now!"
|
||
|
||
"Yesterday!" said her sister-in-law. "On what occa-
|
||
sion?"
|
||
|
||
"In our walk along the moor. You told me to ramble
|
||
where I pleased, while you sauntered on with Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff!"
|
||
|
||
"And that's your notion of harshness?" said Cather-
|
||
ine, laughing. "It was no hint that your company was
|
||
superfluous. We didn't care whether you kept with us
|
||
or not. I merely thought Heathcliff's talk would have
|
||
nothing entertaining for your ears."
|
||
|
||
"Oh no," wept the young lady; "you wished me away
|
||
because you knew I liked to be there!"
|
||
|
||
"Is she sane?" asked Mrs. Linton, appealing to me.
|
||
"I'll repeat our conversation, word for word, Isabella;
|
||
and you point out any charm it could have had for you."
|
||
|
||
"I don't mind the conversation," she answered. "I
|
||
wanted to be with------"
|
||
|
||
"Well?" said Catherine, perceiving her hesitate to
|
||
complete the sentence.
|
||
|
||
"With him; and I won't be always sent off!" she con-
|
||
tinued, kindling up. "You are a dog in the manger,
|
||
Cathy, and desire no one to be loved but yourself!"
|
||
|
||
"You are an impertinent little monkey!" exclaimed
|
||
Mrs. Linton, in surprise. "But I'll not believe this
|
||
idiocy. It is impossible that you can covet the admira-
|
||
tion of Heathcliff---that you consider him an agreeable
|
||
person! I hope I have misunderstood you, Isabella?"
|
||
|
||
"No, you have not," said the infatuated girl. "I
|
||
love him more than ever you loved Edgar; and he might
|
||
love me, if you would let him!"
|
||
|
||
"I wouldn't be you for a kingdom, then!" Catherine
|
||
declared emphatically; and she seemed to speak sin-
|
||
cerely.---"Nelly, help me to convince her of her mad-
|
||
ness. Tell her what Heathcliff is---an unreclaimed
|
||
creature, without refinement, without cultivation, an
|
||
arid wilderness of furze and whinstone. I'd as soon
|
||
put that little canary into the park on a winter's day,
|
||
as recommend you to bestow your heart on him. It is
|
||
|
||
deplorable ignorance of his character, child, and noth-
|
||
ing else, which makes that dream enter your head. Pray
|
||
don't imagine that he conceals depths of benevolence
|
||
and affection beneath a stern exterior. He's not a rough
|
||
diamond, a pearl-containing oyster of a rustic. He's a
|
||
fierce, pitiless, wolfish man. I never say to him, 'Let
|
||
this or that enemy alone, because it would be ungener-
|
||
ous or cruel to harm them.' I say, 'Let them alone, be-
|
||
cause I should hate them to be wronged.' And he'd crush
|
||
you like a sparrow's egg, Isabella, if he found you a
|
||
troublesome charge. I know he couldn't love a Linton;
|
||
and yet he'd be quite capable of marrying your fortune
|
||
and expectations. Avarice is growing with him a be-
|
||
setting sin. There's my picture; and I'm his friend---so
|
||
much so, that had he thought seriously to catch you, I
|
||
should perhaps have held my tongue, and let you fall
|
||
into his trap."
|
||
|
||
Miss Linton regarded her sister-in-law with indigna-
|
||
tion.
|
||
|
||
"For shame! for shame!" she repeated angrily;
|
||
"you are worse than twenty foes, you poisonous
|
||
friend!"
|
||
|
||
"Ah! you won't believe me, then?" said Catherine.
|
||
"You think I speak from wicked selfishness?"
|
||
|
||
"I'm certain you do," retorted Isabella; "and I shud-
|
||
der at you!"
|
||
|
||
"Good!" cried the other. "Try for yourself, if that
|
||
be your spirit. I have done, and yield the argument to
|
||
your saucy insolence."
|
||
|
||
"And I must suffer for her egotism!" she sobbed, as
|
||
Mrs. Linton left the room. "All, all is against me. She
|
||
has blighted my single consolation. But she uttered
|
||
falsehoods, didn't she? Mr. Heathcliff is not a fiend. He
|
||
has an honourable soul, and a true one, or how could
|
||
he remember her?"
|
||
|
||
"Banish him from your thoughts, miss," I said. "He's
|
||
a bird of bad omen---no mate for you. Mrs. Linton
|
||
spoke strongly, and yet I can't contradict her. She is bet-
|
||
ter acquainted with his heart than I, or any one besides;
|
||
and she never would represent him as worse than he is.
|
||
Honest people don't hide their deeds. How has he been
|
||
living? How has he got rich? Why is he staying at
|
||
Wuthering Heights, the house of a man whom he ab-
|
||
hors? They say Mr. Earnshaw is worse and worse since
|
||
he came. They sit up all night together continually, and
|
||
Hindley has been borrowing money on his land, and
|
||
does nothing but play and drink. I heard only a week
|
||
ago---it was Joseph who told me---I met him at Gim-
|
||
merton. 'Nelly,' he said, 'we's hae a crowner's 'quest
|
||
enow, at ahr folks. One on 'em's a'most getten his finger
|
||
cut off wi' hauding t'other fro' stickin hisseln loike a
|
||
cawlf. That's maister, yah knaw, 'at's soa up o' going
|
||
tuh t' grand 'sizes. He's noan feared o' t' bench o' judges,
|
||
norther Paul, nur Peter, nur John, nur Matthew, nor
|
||
noan on 'em, not he. He fair likes---he langs to set his
|
||
brazened face agean 'em. And yon bonny lad Heath-
|
||
|
||
cliff, yah mind, he's a rare un! He can girn a laugh as
|
||
well's onybody at a raight divil's jest. Does he niver say
|
||
nowt of his fine living amang us, when he goes to t'
|
||
Grange? This is t' way on't. Up at sundown; dice,
|
||
brandy, cloised shutters, un can'le-light till next day at
|
||
noon; then, t' fooil gangs banning un raving to his
|
||
cham'er, makking dacent fowks dig thur fingers i' thur
|
||
lugs fur varry shame; un the knave, why he can caint
|
||
his brass, un ate, un sleep, un off to his neighbour's to
|
||
gossip wi' t' wife. I' course, he tells Dame Catherine
|
||
how her fathur's goold runs into his pocket, and her
|
||
fathur's son gallops down t' broad road, while he flees
|
||
afore to oppen t' pikes!' Now, Miss Linton, Joseph is
|
||
an old rascal, but no liar; and if his account of Heath-
|
||
cliff's conduct be true, you would never think of desir-
|
||
ing such a husband, would you?"
|
||
|
||
"You are leagued with the rest, Ellen!" she replied.
|
||
"I'll not listen to your slanders. What malevolence you
|
||
must have to wish to convince me that there is no happi-
|
||
ness in the worldl"
|
||
|
||
Whether she would have got over this fancy if left
|
||
to herself, or persevered in nursing it perpetually, I
|
||
cannot say. She had little time to reflect. The day after,
|
||
there was a justice meeting at the next town. My mas-
|
||
ter was obliged to attend; and Mr. Heathcliff, aware
|
||
of his absence, called rather earlier than usual. Cather-
|
||
ine and Isabella were sitting in the library, on hostile
|
||
terms, but silent---the latter alarmed at her recent in-
|
||
discretion, and the disclosure she had made of her se-
|
||
cret feelings in a transient fit of passion; the former,
|
||
|
||
on mature consideration, really offended with her
|
||
companion, and if she laughed again at her pertness, in-
|
||
clined to make it no laughing matter to her. She did
|
||
laugh as she saw Heathcliff pass the window. I was
|
||
sweeping the hearth, and I noticed a mischievous smile
|
||
on her lips. Isabella, absorbed in her meditations, or a
|
||
book, remained till the door opened; and it was too late
|
||
to attempt an escape, which she would gladly have
|
||
done had it been practicable.
|
||
|
||
"Come in; that's right!" exclaimed the mistress
|
||
gaily, pulling a chair to the fire. "Here are two people
|
||
sadly in need of a third to thaw the ice between them;
|
||
and you are the very one we should both of us choose.
|
||
Heathcliff, I'm proud to show you, at last, somebody
|
||
that dotes on you more than myself. I expect you to feel
|
||
flattered. Nay, it's not Nelly; don't look at her! My
|
||
poor little sister-in-law is breaking her heart by mere
|
||
contemplation of your physical and moral beauty. It
|
||
lies in your own power to be Edgar's brother.---No, no,
|
||
Isabella; you shan't run off," she continued, arresting,
|
||
with feigned playfulness, the confounded girl, who had
|
||
risen indignantly.---"We were quarrelling like cats
|
||
about you, Heathcliff, and I was fairly beaten in protes-
|
||
tations of devotion and admiration; and, moreover, I
|
||
was informed that if I would but have the manners to
|
||
stand aside, my rival, as she will have herself to be,
|
||
would shoot a shaft into your soul that would fix you
|
||
for ever, and send my image into eternal oblivion!"
|
||
|
||
"Catherine!" said Isabella, calling up her dignity,
|
||
and disdaining to struggle from the tight grasp that
|
||
|
||
held her, "I'd thank you to adhere to the truth, and not
|
||
slander me, even in joke.---Mr. Heathcliff, be kind
|
||
enough to bid this friend of yours release me. She for-
|
||
gets that you and I are not intimate acquaintances;
|
||
and what amuses her is painful to me beyond expres-
|
||
sion."
|
||
|
||
"As the guest answered nothing, but took his seat,
|
||
and looked thoroughly indifferent what sentiments she
|
||
cherished concerning him, she turned and whispered
|
||
an earnest appeal for liberty to her tormentor.
|
||
|
||
"By no means!" cried Mrs. Linton in answer. "I
|
||
won't be named a dog in the manger again. You shall
|
||
stay.---Now, then, Heathcliff, why don't you evince
|
||
satisfaction at my pleasant news? Isabella swears that
|
||
the love Edgar has for me is nothing to that she enter-
|
||
tains for you. I'm sure she made some speech of the
|
||
kind---did she not, Ellen? And she has fasted ever since
|
||
the day before yesterday's walk, from sorrow and rage
|
||
that I dispatched her out of your society under the idea
|
||
of its being unacceptable."
|
||
|
||
"I think you belie her," said Heathcliff, twisting his
|
||
chair to face them. "She wishes to be out of my society
|
||
now, at any rate."
|
||
|
||
And he stared hard at the object of discourse, as one
|
||
might do at a strange, repulsive animal---a centipede
|
||
from the Indies, for instance, which curiosity leads one
|
||
to examine in spite of the aversion it raises. The poor
|
||
thing couldn't bear that. She grew white and red in
|
||
|
||
rapid succession, and, while tears beaded her lashes,
|
||
bent the strength of her small fingers to loosen the firm
|
||
clutch of Catherine; and perceiving that as fast as she
|
||
raised one finger off her arm another closed down, and
|
||
she could not remove the whole together, she began to
|
||
make use of her nails; and their sharpness presently
|
||
ornamented the detainer's with crescents of red.
|
||
|
||
"There's a tigress!" exclaimed Mrs. Linton, setting
|
||
her free, and shaking her hand with pain. "Begone, for
|
||
God's sake, and hide your vixen face! How foolish to
|
||
reveal those talons to him! Can't you fancy the con-
|
||
clusions he'll draw?---Look, Heathcliff! they are in-
|
||
struments that will do execution; you must beware of
|
||
your eyes."
|
||
|
||
"I'd wrench them off her fingers if they ever menaced
|
||
me," he answered brutally, when the door had closed
|
||
after her. "But what did you mean by teasing the crea-
|
||
ture in that manner, Cathy? You were not speaking the
|
||
truth, were you?"
|
||
|
||
"I assure you I was," she returned. "She has been
|
||
dying for your sake several weeks, and raving about
|
||
you this morning, and pouring forth a deluge of abuse,
|
||
because I represented your failings in a plain light, for
|
||
the purpose of mitigating her adoration. But don't no-
|
||
tice it further. I wished to punish her sauciness---that's
|
||
all. I like her too well, my dear Heathcliff, to let you ab-
|
||
solutely seize and devour her up."
|
||
|
||
"And I like her too ill to attempt it," said he, "ex-
|
||
cept in a very ghoulish fashion. You'd hear of odd
|
||
things if I lived alone with that mawkish, waxen face.
|
||
The most ordinary would be painting on its white the
|
||
colours of the rainbow, and turning the blue eyes black,
|
||
every day or two. They detestably resemble Linton's."
|
||
|
||
"Delectably!" observed Catherine. "They are dove's
|
||
eyes---angel's!"
|
||
|
||
"She's her brother's heir, is she not?" he asked, after
|
||
a brief silence.
|
||
|
||
"I should be sorry to think so," returned his com-
|
||
panion. "Half a dozen nephews shall erase her title
|
||
please Heaven! Abstract your mind from the subject
|
||
at present. You are too prone to covet your neigh-
|
||
bour's goods. Remember this neighbour's goods are
|
||
mine."
|
||
|
||
"If they were mine, they would be none the less that,"
|
||
said Heathcliff; "but though Isabella Linton may be
|
||
silly, she is scarcely mad; and, in short, we'll dismiss
|
||
the matter, as you advise."
|
||
|
||
From their tongues they did dismiss it; and Cather-
|
||
ine, probably, from her thoughts. The other, I felt cer-
|
||
tain, recalled it often in the course of the evening. I saw
|
||
him smile to himself---grin rather---and lapse into omi-
|
||
nous musing whenever Mrs. Linton had occasion to
|
||
be absent from the apartment.
|
||
|
||
I determined to watch his movements. My heart in-
|
||
variably cleaved to the master's, in preference to Cath-
|
||
erine's side---with reason, I imagined, for he was
|
||
kind, and trustful, and honourable; and she---she could
|
||
not be called the opposite, yet she seemed to allow her-
|
||
self such wide latitude that I had little faith in her prin-
|
||
ciples, and still less sympathy for her feelings. I wanted
|
||
something to happen which might have the effect of
|
||
freeing both Wuthering Heights and the Grange of Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff quietly, leaving us as we had been prior to
|
||
his advent. His visits were a continual nightmare to me,
|
||
and, I suspected, to my master also. His abode at the
|
||
Heights was an oppression past explaining. I felt that
|
||
God had forsaken the stray sheep there to its own
|
||
wicked wanderings, and an evil beast prowled between
|
||
it and the fold, waiting his time to spring and destroy.
|
||
CHAPTER XI.
|
||
|
||
Sometimes, while meditating on these things in
|
||
solitude, I've got up in a sudden terror, and put
|
||
on my bonnet to go see how all was at the farm. I've
|
||
persuaded my conscience that it was a duty to warn
|
||
him how people talked regarding his ways; and then
|
||
I've recollected his confirmed bad habits, and, hopeless
|
||
of benefiting him, have flinched from re-entering the
|
||
dismal house, doubting if I could bear to be taken at
|
||
my word.
|
||
|
||
One time I passed the old gate, going out of my way,
|
||
on a journey to Gimmerton. It was about the period
|
||
that my narrative has reached---a bright, frosty after-
|
||
noon, the ground bare, and the road hard and dry. I
|
||
came to a stone where the highway branches off on to
|
||
the moor at your left hand---a rough sand-pillar, with
|
||
the letters W. H. cut on its north side, on the east, G.,
|
||
and on the south-west, T. G. It serves as a guide-post
|
||
to the Grange, the Heights, and village. The sun shone
|
||
yellow on its gray head, reminding me of summer; and
|
||
I cannot say why, but all at once a gush of child's sensa-
|
||
tions flowed into my heart. Hindley and I held it a fa-
|
||
vourite spot twenty years before. I gazed long at the
|
||
weather-worn block, and stooping down, perceived a
|
||
hole near the bottom still full of snail-shells and pebbles,
|
||
which we were fond of storing there with more perish-
|
||
able things; and, as fresh as reality, it appeared that I
|
||
beheld my early playmate seated on the withered turf,
|
||
his dark, square head bent forward, and his little hand
|
||
scooping out the earth with a piece of slate. "Poor Hind-
|
||
|
||
ley!" I exclaimed involuntarily. I started. My bodily
|
||
eye was cheated into a momentary belief that the child
|
||
lifted its face and stared straight into mine! It vanished
|
||
in a twinkling; but immediately I felt an irresistible
|
||
yearning to be at the Heights. Superstition urged me to
|
||
comply with this impulse. Supposing he should be
|
||
dead, I thought, or should die soon!---supposing it
|
||
were a sign of death! The nearer I got to the house the
|
||
more agitated I grew; and on catching sight of it I trem-
|
||
bled every limb. The apparition had outstripped me. It
|
||
stood looking through the gate. That was my first idea
|
||
on observing an elf-locked, brown-eyed boy setting his
|
||
ruddy countenance against the bars. Further reflection
|
||
suggested this must be Hareton, my Hareton, not al-
|
||
tered greatly since I Ieft him, ten months since.
|
||
|
||
"God bless thee, darling!" I cried, forgetting instan-
|
||
taneously my foolish fears. "Hareton, it's Nelly---Nelly,
|
||
thy nurse."
|
||
|
||
He retreated out of arm's length, and picked up a
|
||
large flint.
|
||
|
||
"I am come to see thy father, Hareton," I added,
|
||
guessing from the action that Nelly, if she lived in his
|
||
memory at all, was not recognized as one with me.
|
||
|
||
He raised his missile to hurl it. I commenced a sooth-
|
||
ing speech, but could not stay his hand. The stone
|
||
struck my bonnet; and then ensued, from the stammer-
|
||
ing lips of the little fellow, a string of curses, which,
|
||
whether he comprehended them or not, were delivered
|
||
|
||
with practised emphasis, and distorted his baby features
|
||
into a shocking expression of malignity. You may be
|
||
certain this grieved more than angered me. Fit to cry, I
|
||
took an orange from my pocket, and offered it to pro-
|
||
pitiate him. He hesitated, and then snatched it from my
|
||
hold, as if he fancied I only intended to tempt and dis-
|
||
appoint him. I showed another, keeping it out of his
|
||
reach.
|
||
|
||
"Who has taught you those fine words, my bairn?"
|
||
I inquired---"the curate?"
|
||
|
||
"Damn the curate, and thee! Gie me that," he re-
|
||
plied.
|
||
|
||
"Tell us where you got your lessons, and you shall
|
||
have it," said I. "Who's your master?"
|
||
|
||
"Devil daddy," was his answer.
|
||
|
||
"And what do you learn from daddy?" I continued.
|
||
|
||
He jumped at the fruit. I raised it higher. "What does
|
||
he teach you?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"Naught," said he, "but to keep out of his gait.
|
||
Daddy cannot bide me, because I swear at him."
|
||
|
||
"Ah! and the devil teaches you to swear at daddy?"
|
||
I observed.
|
||
|
||
"Ay---nay," he drawled.
|
||
|
||
"Who, then?"
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff."
|
||
|
||
I asked if he liked Mr. Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"Ay!" he answered again.
|
||
|
||
Desiring to have his reasons for liking him, I could
|
||
only gather the sentences, "I known't. He pays dad
|
||
back what he gies to me; he curses daddy for cursing
|
||
me. He says I mun do as I will."
|
||
|
||
"And the curate does not teach you to read and write
|
||
then?" I pursued.
|
||
|
||
"No, I was told the curate should have his ------
|
||
teeth dashed down his ------ throat if he stepped over
|
||
the threshold. Heathcliff had promised that!"
|
||
|
||
I put the orange in his hand, and bade him tell his
|
||
father that a woman called Nelly Dean was waiting to
|
||
speak with him by the garden gate. He went up the
|
||
walk, and entered the house; but instead of Hindley,
|
||
Heathcliff appeared on the door stones; and I turned
|
||
directly and ran down the road as hard as ever I could
|
||
race, making no halt till I gained the guide-post, and
|
||
feeling as scared as if I had raised a goblin. This is not
|
||
much connected with Miss Isabella's affair, except that
|
||
it urged me to resolve further on mounting vigilant
|
||
guard, and doing my utmost to check the spread of such
|
||
bad influence at the Grange, even though I should
|
||
|
||
wake a domestic storm by thwarting Mrs. Linton's
|
||
pleasure.
|
||
|
||
The next time Heathcliff came, my young lady
|
||
chanced to be feeding some pigeons in the court. She
|
||
had never spoken a word to her sister-in-law for three
|
||
days; but she had likewise dropped her fretful com-
|
||
plaining, and we found it a great comfort. Heathcliff
|
||
had not the habit of bestowing a single unnecessary
|
||
civility on Miss Linton, I knew. Now, as soon as he
|
||
beheld her, his first precaution was to take a sweeping
|
||
survey of the house-front. I was standing by the kitchen
|
||
window, but I drew out of sight. He then stepped
|
||
across the pavement to her, and said something. She
|
||
seemed embarrassed and desirous of getting away; to
|
||
prevent it, he laid his hand on her arm. She averted her
|
||
face. He apparently put some question which she had
|
||
no mind to answer. There was another rapid glance
|
||
at the house; and supposing himself unseen, the scoun-
|
||
drel had the impudence to embrace her.
|
||
|
||
"Judas! traitor!" I ejaculated. "You are a hypocrite,
|
||
too, are you---a deliberate deceiver?"
|
||
|
||
"Who is, Nelly?" said Catherine's voice at my elbow.
|
||
I had been over-intent on watching the pair outside to
|
||
mark her entrance.
|
||
|
||
"Your worthless friend!" I answered warmly--"the
|
||
sneaking rascal yonder. Ah, he has caught a glimpse of
|
||
us; he is coming in! I wonder will he have the heart to
|
||
|
||
find a plausible excuse for making love to miss, when
|
||
he told you he hated her?"
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Linton saw Isabella tear herself free, and run
|
||
into the garden; and a minute after Heathcliff opened
|
||
the door. I couldn't withhold giving some loose to my
|
||
indignation; but Catherine angrily insisted on silence,
|
||
and threatened to order me out of the kitchen, if I dared
|
||
to be so presumptuous as to put in my insolent tongue.
|
||
|
||
"To hear you, people might think you were the mis-
|
||
tress!" she cried. "You want setting down in your right
|
||
place!---Heathcliff, what are you about, raising this
|
||
stir? I said you must let Isabella alone! I beg you will,
|
||
unless you are tired of being received here, and wish
|
||
Linton to draw the bolts against you!"
|
||
|
||
"God forbid that he should try!" answered the black
|
||
villain. I detested him just then. "God keep him meek
|
||
and patient! Every day I grow madder after sending
|
||
him to heaven!"
|
||
|
||
"Hush!" said Catherine, shutting the inner door.
|
||
"Don't vex me. Why have you disregarded my request?
|
||
Did she come across you on purpose?"
|
||
|
||
"What is it to you?" he growled. "I have a right to
|
||
kiss her, if she chooses; and you have no right to object.
|
||
I am not your husband; you needn't be jealous of me."
|
||
|
||
"I'm not jealous of you," replied the mistress---"I'm
|
||
jealous for you. Clear your face; you shan't scowl at
|
||
|
||
me! If you like Isabella, you shall marry her. But do
|
||
you like her? Tell the truth, Heathcliff. There, you
|
||
won't answer. I'm certain you don't."
|
||
|
||
"And would Mr. Linton approve of his sister marry-
|
||
ing that man?" I inquired.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Linton should approve," returned my lady de-
|
||
cisively.
|
||
|
||
"He might spare himself the trouble," said Heathcliff;
|
||
"I could do as well without his approbation. And as to
|
||
you, Catherine, I have a mind to speak a few words
|
||
now, while we are at it. I want you to be aware that I
|
||
know you have treated me infernally---infernally! Do
|
||
you hear? And if you flatter yourself that I don't per-
|
||
ceive it, you are a fool; and if you think I can be con-
|
||
soled by sweet words, you are an idiot; and if you
|
||
fancy I'll suffer unrevenged, I'll convince you of the
|
||
contrary in a very little while. Meantime, thank you
|
||
for telling me your sister-in-law's secret. I swear I'll
|
||
make the most of it. And stand you aside."
|
||
|
||
"What new phase of his character is this?" exclaimed
|
||
Mrs. Linton, in amazement. "I've treated you infer-
|
||
nally, and you'll take your revenge! How will you take
|
||
it, ungrateful brute? How have I treated you infer-
|
||
nally?"
|
||
|
||
"I seek no revenge on you," replied Heathcliff, less
|
||
vehemently. "That's not the plan. The tyrant grinds
|
||
down his slaves, and they don't turn against him; they
|
||
|
||
crush those beneath them. You are welcome to torture
|
||
me to death for your amusement, only allow me to
|
||
amuse myself a little in the same style, and refrain from
|
||
insult as much as you are able. Having levelled my
|
||
palace, don't erect a hovel and complacently admire
|
||
your own charity in giving me that for a home. lf I imag-
|
||
ined you really wished me to marry Isabel, I'd cut my
|
||
throat!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, the evil is that I am not jealous, is it?" cried
|
||
Catherine. "Well, I won't repeat my offer of a wife. It
|
||
is as bad as offering Satan a lost soul. Your bliss lies,
|
||
like his, in inflicting misery. You prove it. Edgar is re-
|
||
stored from the ill-temper he gave way to at your com-
|
||
ing. I begin to be secure and tranquil; and you, restless
|
||
to know us at peace, appear resolved on exciting a quar-
|
||
rel. Quarrel with Edgar, if you please, Heathcliff, and
|
||
deceive his sister. You'll hit on exactly the most effi-
|
||
cient method of revenging yourself on me."
|
||
|
||
The conversation ceased. Mrs. Linton sat down by
|
||
the fire, flushed and gloomy. The spirit which served
|
||
her was growing intractable; she could neither lay
|
||
nor control it. He stood on the hearth with folded arms,
|
||
brooding on his evil thoughts; and in this position I
|
||
left them to seek the master, who was wondering what
|
||
kept Catherine below so long.
|
||
|
||
"Ellen," said he, when I entered, "have you seen
|
||
your mistress?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes; she's in the kitchen, sir," I answered. "She's
|
||
sadly put out by Mr. Heathcliff's behaviour; and, in-
|
||
deed, I do think it's time to arrange his visits on another
|
||
footing. There's harm in being too soft, and now it's
|
||
come to this------" And I related the scene in the court,
|
||
and, as near as I dared, the whole subsequent dispute.
|
||
I fancied it could not be very prejudicial to Mrs. Linton,
|
||
unless she made it so afterwards by assuming the de-
|
||
fensive for her guest. Edgar Linton had difficulty in
|
||
hearing me to the close. His first words revealed that
|
||
he did not clear his wife of blame.
|
||
|
||
"This is insufferable!" he exclaimed. "It is disgrace-
|
||
ful that she should own him for a friend, and force his
|
||
company on me! Call me two men out of the hall, Ellen.
|
||
Catherine shall linger no longer to argue with the low
|
||
ruffian. I have humoured her enough."
|
||
|
||
He descended, and bidding the servants wait in the
|
||
passage, went, followed by me, to the kitchen. Its oc-
|
||
cupants had recommenced their angry discussion. Mrs.
|
||
Linton, at least, was scolding with renewed vigour.
|
||
Heathcliff had moved to the window, and hung his head,
|
||
somewhat cowed by her violent rating apparently. He
|
||
saw the master first, and made a hasty motion that she
|
||
should be silent; which she obeyed abruptly, on dis-
|
||
covering the reason of his intimation.
|
||
|
||
"How is this?" said Linton, addressing her. "What
|
||
notion of propriety must you have to remain here, after
|
||
the language which has been held to you by that black-
|
||
guard? I suppose, because it is his ordinary talk, you
|
||
|
||
think nothing of it. You are habituated to his baseness,
|
||
and, perhaps, imagine I can get used to it too."
|
||
|
||
"Have you been listening at the door, Edgar?" asked
|
||
the mistress, in a tone particularly calculated to pro-
|
||
voke her husband, implying both carelessness and
|
||
contempt of his irritation. Heathcliff, who had raised
|
||
his eyes at the former speech, gave a sneering laugh at
|
||
the latter---on purpose, it seemed, to draw Mr. Linton's
|
||
attention to him. He succeeded; but Edgar did not mean
|
||
to entertain him with any high flights of passion.
|
||
|
||
"I have been so far forbearing with you, sir," he said
|
||
quietly---"not that I was ignorant of your miserable,
|
||
degraded character, but I felt you were only partly
|
||
responsible for that; and Catherine wishing to keep up
|
||
your acquaintance, I acquiesced---foolishly. Your
|
||
presence is a moral poison that would contaminate the
|
||
most virtuous. For that cause, and to prevent worse
|
||
consequences, I shall deny you hereafter admission
|
||
into this house, and give notice now that I require your
|
||
instant departure. Three minutes' delay will render it
|
||
involuntary and ignominious."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff measured the height and breadth of the
|
||
speaker with an eye full of derision.
|
||
|
||
"Cathy, this lamb of yours threatens like a bull!" he
|
||
said. "It is in danger of splitting its skull against my
|
||
knuckles.---By God, Mr. Linton, I'm mortally sorry
|
||
that you are not worth knocking downl"
|
||
|
||
My master glanced towards the passage, and signed
|
||
me to fetch the men. He had no intention of hazarding a
|
||
personal encounter. I obeyed the hint; but Mrs. Linton,
|
||
suspecting something, followed; and when I attempted
|
||
to call them, she pulled me back, slammed the door to,
|
||
and locked it.
|
||
|
||
"Fair means!" she said, in answer to her husband's
|
||
look of angry surprise. "If you have not courage to at-
|
||
tack him, make an apology, or allow yourself to be
|
||
beaten. It will correct you of feigning more valour
|
||
than you possess. No, I'll swallow the key before you
|
||
shall get it! I'm delightfully rewarded for my kindness
|
||
to each! After constant indulgence of one's weak na-
|
||
ture, and the other's bad one, I earn for thanks two
|
||
samples of blind ingratitude, stupid to absurdity! Ed-
|
||
gar, I was defending you and yours; and I wish Heath-
|
||
cliff may flog you sick for daring to think an evil thought
|
||
of me!"
|
||
|
||
It did not need the medium of a flogging to produce
|
||
that effect on the master. He tried to wrest the key from
|
||
Catherine's grasp, and for safety she flung it into the
|
||
hottest part of the fire; whereupon Mr. Edgar was taken
|
||
with a nervous trembling, and his countenance grew
|
||
deadly pale. For his life he could not avert that excess
|
||
of emotion; mingled anguish and humiliation over-
|
||
came him completely. He leant on the back of a chair,
|
||
and covered his face.
|
||
|
||
"O heavens! In old days this would win you knight-
|
||
hood!" exclaimed Mrs. Linton. "We are vanquished!
|
||
|
||
we are vanquished! Heathcliff would as soon lift a fin-
|
||
ger at you as a king would march his army against a
|
||
colony of mice. Cheer up; you shan't be hurt! Your
|
||
type is not a lamb; it's a sucking leveret."
|
||
|
||
"I wish you joy of the milk-blooded coward, Cathy!"
|
||
said her friend. "I compliment you on your taste. And
|
||
that is the slavering, shivering thing you preferred to
|
||
me! I would not strike him with my fist, but I'd kick him
|
||
with my foot, and experience considerable satisfaction.
|
||
Is he weeping, or is he going to faint for fear?"
|
||
|
||
The fellow approached and gave the chair on which
|
||
Linton rested a push. He'd better have kept his distance.
|
||
My master quickly sprang erect, and struck him full on
|
||
the throat a blow that would have levelled a slighter
|
||
man. It took his breath for a minute; and while he
|
||
choked, Mr. Linton walked out by the back door into
|
||
the yard, and from thence to the front entrance.
|
||
|
||
"There! you've done with coming here," cried Cath-
|
||
erine. "Get away, now. He'll return with a brace of
|
||
pistols and half a dozen assistants. If he did overhear us,
|
||
of course he'd never forgive you. You've played me an
|
||
ill turn, Heathcliff. But go---make haste! I'd rather see
|
||
Edgar at bay than you."
|
||
|
||
"Do you suppose I'm going with that blow burning
|
||
in my gullet?" he thundered. "By hell, no! I'll crush his
|
||
ribs in like a rotten hazel-nut before I cross the thresh-
|
||
old! If I don't floor him now, I shall murder him some
|
||
time; so, as you value his existence, let me get at him!"
|
||
|
||
"He is not coming," I interposed, framing a bit of a
|
||
lie. "There's the coachman and the two gardeners.
|
||
You'll surely not wait to be thrust into the road by
|
||
them! Each has a bludgeon; and master will very likely
|
||
be watching from the parlour windows, to see that they
|
||
fulfil his orders."
|
||
|
||
The gardeners and coachman were there, but Linton
|
||
was with them. They had already entered the court.
|
||
Heathcliff, on second thoughts, resolved to avoid a
|
||
struggle against the three underlings. He seized the
|
||
poker, smashed the lock from the inner door, and
|
||
made his escape as they tramped in.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Linton, who was very much excited, bade me
|
||
accompany her upstairs. She did not know my share
|
||
in contributing to the disturbance, and I was anxious
|
||
to keep her in ignorance.
|
||
|
||
"I'm nearly distracted, Nelly!" she exclaimed, throw-
|
||
ing herself on the sofa. "A thousand smiths' hammers
|
||
are beating in my head! Tell Isabella to shun me; this
|
||
uproar is owing to her; and should she or any one else
|
||
aggravate my anger at present, I shall get wild. And,
|
||
Nelly, say to Edgar, if you see him again to-night, that
|
||
I'm in danger of being seriously ill. I wish it may prove
|
||
true. He has startled and distressed me shockingly. I
|
||
want to frighten him. Besides, he might come and be-
|
||
gin a string of abuse or complainings. I'm certain I
|
||
should recriminate, and God knows where we should
|
||
end! Will you do so, my good Nelly? You are aware
|
||
that I am no way blamable in this matter. What pos-
|
||
|
||
sessed him to turn listener? Heathcliff's talk was out-
|
||
rageous after you left us; but I could soon have diverted
|
||
him from Isabella, and the rest meant nothing. Now all
|
||
is dashed wrong, by the fool's craving to hear evil of
|
||
self that haunts some people like a demon. Had Edgar
|
||
never gathered our conversation, he would never have
|
||
been the worse for it. Really, when he opened on me
|
||
in that unreasonable tone of displeasure after I had
|
||
scolded Heathcliff till I was hoarse for him, I did not
|
||
care hardly what they did to each other---especially as
|
||
I felt that, however the scene closed, we should all be
|
||
driven asunder for nobody knows how long! Well, if
|
||
I cannot keep Heathcliff for my friend---if Edgar will
|
||
be mean and jealous---I'll try to break their hearts by
|
||
breaking my own. That will be a prompt way of finish-
|
||
ing all, when I am pushed to extremity. But it's a deed to
|
||
be reserved for a forlorn hope; I'd not take Linton by
|
||
surprise with it. To this point he has been discreet in
|
||
dreading to provoke me. You must represent the peril
|
||
of quitting that policy, and remind him of my passion-
|
||
ate temper, verging, when kindled, on frenzy. I wish
|
||
you could dismiss that apathy out of that countenance,
|
||
and look rather more anxious about me."
|
||
|
||
The stolidity with which I received these instructions
|
||
was, no doubt, rather exasperating, for they were de-
|
||
livered in perfect sincerity; but I believed a person who
|
||
could plan the turning of her fits of passion to account
|
||
beforehand might, by exerting her will, manage to con-
|
||
trol herself tolerably, even while under their influence;
|
||
and I did not wish to "frighten" her husband, as she
|
||
said, and multiply his annoyances for the purpose of
|
||
|
||
serving her selfishness. Therefore I said nothing when
|
||
I met the master coming towards the parlour; but I
|
||
took the liberty of turning back to listen whether they
|
||
would resume their quarrel together. He began to speak
|
||
first.
|
||
|
||
"Remain where you are, Catherine," he said, without
|
||
any anger in his voice, but with much sorrowful de-
|
||
spondency. "I shall not stay. I am neither come to
|
||
wrangle nor be reconciled; but I wish just to learn
|
||
whether, after this evening's events, you intend to con-
|
||
tinue your intimacy with------"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, for mercy's sake," interrupted the mistress,
|
||
stamping her foot---"for mercy's sake, let us hear
|
||
no more of it now! Your cold blood cannot be worked
|
||
into a fever. Your veins are full of ice-water; but mine
|
||
are boiling, and the sight of such chillness makes them
|
||
dance."
|
||
|
||
"To get rid of me, answer my question," persevered
|
||
Mr. Linton. "You must answer it, and that violence
|
||
does not alarm me. I have found that you can be as
|
||
stoical as any one, when you please. Will you give up
|
||
Heathcliff hereafter, or will you give up me? It is im-
|
||
possible for you to be my friend and his at the same
|
||
time; and I absolutely require to know which you
|
||
choose."
|
||
|
||
"I require to be let alone!" exclaimed Catherine
|
||
furiously. "I demand it! Don't you see I can scarcely
|
||
stand? Edgar, you---you leave me!"
|
||
|
||
She rang the bell till it broke with a twang. I entered
|
||
leisurely. It was enough to try the temper of a saint,
|
||
such senseless, wicked rages! There she lay dashing
|
||
her head against the arm of the sofa, and grinding her
|
||
teeth, so that you might fancy she would crash them to
|
||
splinters! Mr. Linton stood looking at her in sudden
|
||
compunction and fear. He told me to fetch some wa-
|
||
ter. She had no breath for speaking. I brought a glass
|
||
full; and as she would not drink, I sprinkled it on her
|
||
face. In a few seconds she stretched herself out stiff,
|
||
and turned up her eyes, while her cheeks, at once
|
||
blanched and livid, assumed the aspect of death. Lin-
|
||
ton looked terrified.
|
||
|
||
"There is nothing in the world the matter," I whis-
|
||
pered. I did not want him to yield, though I could not
|
||
help being afraid in my heart.
|
||
|
||
"She has blood on her lips!" he said, shuddering.
|
||
|
||
"Never mind!" I answered tartly. And I told him
|
||
how she had resolved, previous to his coming, on ex-
|
||
hibiting a fit of frenzy. I incautiously gave the account
|
||
aloud, and she heard me, for she started up, her hair
|
||
flying over her shoulders, her eyes flashing, the mus-
|
||
cles of her neck and arms standing out preternaturally.
|
||
I made up my mind for broken bones at least; but she
|
||
only glared about her for an instant, and then rushed
|
||
from the room. The master directed me to follow. I did,
|
||
to her chamber door. She hindered me from going
|
||
farther by securing it against me.
|
||
|
||
As she never offered to descend to breakfast next
|
||
morning, I went to ask whether she would have some
|
||
carried up. "No!" she replied peremptorily. The same
|
||
question was repeated at dinner and tea, and again on
|
||
the morrow after, and received the same answer. Mr.
|
||
Linton, on his part, spent his time in the library, and
|
||
did not inquire concerning his wife's occupations. Isa-
|
||
bella and he had had an hour's interview, during which
|
||
he tried to elicit from her some sentiment of proper hor-
|
||
ror for Heathcliff's advances; but he could make noth-
|
||
ing of her evasive replies, and was obliged to close the
|
||
examination unsatisfactorily, adding, however, a sol-
|
||
emn warning that if she were so insane as to encourage
|
||
that worthless suitor, it would dissolve all bonds of re-
|
||
lationship between herself and him.
|
||
CHAPTER XII.
|
||
|
||
While Miss Linton moped about the park and
|
||
garden, always silent, and almost always in tears,
|
||
and her brother shut himself up among books that he
|
||
never opened---wearying, I guessed, with a continual
|
||
vague expectation that Catherine, repenting her con-
|
||
duct, would come of her own accord to ask pardon,
|
||
and seek a reconciliation---and she fasted pertina-
|
||
ciously, under the idea, probably, that at every meal
|
||
Edgar was ready to choke for her absence, and pride
|
||
alone held him from running to cast himself at her feet,
|
||
I went about my household duties, convinced that the
|
||
Grange had but one sensible soul in its walls, and that
|
||
lodged in my body. I wasted no condolences on miss,
|
||
nor any expostulations on my mistress; nor did I pay
|
||
much attention to the sighs of my master, who yearned
|
||
to hear his lady's name, since he might not hear her
|
||
voice. I determined they should come about as they
|
||
pleased for me; and though it was a tiresomely slow
|
||
process, I began to rejoice at length in a faint dawn of
|
||
its progress, as I thought at first.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Linton on the third day unbarred her door, and
|
||
having finished the water in her pitcher and decanter,
|
||
desired a renewed supply, and a basin of gruel, for she
|
||
believed she was dying. That I set down as a speech
|
||
meant for Edgar's ears. I believed no such thing, so I
|
||
kept it to myself, and brought her some tea and dry
|
||
toast. She ate and drank eagerly, and sank back on her
|
||
pillow again, clenching her hands and groaning. "Oh,
|
||
I will die," she exclaimed, "since no one cares anything
|
||
|
||
about me. I wish I had not taken that." Then a good
|
||
while after I heard her murmur, "No, I'll not die---
|
||
he'd be glad---he does not love me at all---he would
|
||
never miss me!"
|
||
|
||
"Did you want anything, ma'am?" I inquired, still
|
||
preserving my external composure, in spite of her
|
||
ghastly countenance and strange, exaggerated manner.
|
||
|
||
"What is that apathetic being doing?" she demanded,
|
||
pushing the thick entangled locks from her wasted face.
|
||
"Has he fallen into a lethargy, or is he dead?"
|
||
|
||
"Neither," replied I, "if you mean Mr. Linton. He's
|
||
tolerably well, I think, though his studies occupy him
|
||
rather more than they ought. He is continually among
|
||
his books, since he has no other society."
|
||
|
||
I should not have spoken so if I had known her
|
||
true condition, but I could not get rid of the notion
|
||
that she acted a part of her disorder.
|
||
|
||
"Among his books!" she cried, confounded. "And
|
||
I dying---I on the brink of the grave! My God! does he
|
||
know how I'm altered?" continued she, staring at her
|
||
reflection in a mirror hanging against the opposite wall.
|
||
"Is that Catherine Linton? He imagines me in a pet---
|
||
in play, perhaps. Cannot you inform him that it is fright-
|
||
ful earnest? Nelly, if it be not too late, as soon as I learn
|
||
how he feels I'll choose between these two---either to
|
||
starve at once (that would be no punishment unless he
|
||
|
||
had a heart), or to recover, and leave the country. Are
|
||
you speaking the truth about him now? Take care. Is
|
||
he actually so utterly indifferent for my life?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, ma'am," I answered, "the master has no idea
|
||
of your being deranged; and, of course, he does not
|
||
fear that you will let yourself die of hunger."
|
||
|
||
"You think not? Cannot you tell him I will?" she
|
||
returned. "Persuade him; speak of your own mind; say
|
||
you are certain I will!"
|
||
|
||
"No, you forget, Mrs. Linton," I suggested, "that you
|
||
have eaten some food with a relish this evening, and to-
|
||
morrow you will perceive its good effects."
|
||
|
||
"If I were only sure it would kill him," she inter-
|
||
rupted, "I'd kill myself directly! These three awful
|
||
nights I've never closed my lids; and oh, I've been tor-
|
||
mented! I've been haunted, Nelly! But I begin to fancy
|
||
you don't like me. How strange! I thought, though
|
||
everybody hated and despised each other, they could
|
||
not avoid loving me. And they have all turned to en-
|
||
emies in a few hours. They have, I'm positive---the
|
||
people here. How dreary to meet death, surrounded by
|
||
their cold faces! Isabella, terrified and repelled, afraid
|
||
to enter the room; it would be so dreadful to watch
|
||
Catherine go! And Edgar standing solemnly by to see
|
||
it over; then offering prayers of thanks to God for re-
|
||
storing peace to his house, and going back to his books!
|
||
What in the name of all that feels has he to do with
|
||
books when I am dying?"
|
||
|
||
She could not bear the notion which I had put into
|
||
her head of Mr. Linton's philosophical resignation.
|
||
Tossing about, she increased her feverish bewilderment
|
||
to madness, and tore the pillow with her teeth; then
|
||
raising herself up, all burning, desired that I would
|
||
open the window. We were in the middle of winter,
|
||
the wind blew strong from the north-east, and I ob-
|
||
jected. Both the expressions flitting over her face and
|
||
the changes of her moods began to alarm me terribly,
|
||
and brought to my recollection her former illness, and
|
||
the doctor's injunction that she should not be crossed.
|
||
A minute previously she was violent; now, supported
|
||
on one arm, and not noticing my refusal to obey her,
|
||
she seemed to find childish diversion in pulling the
|
||
feathers from the rents she had just made, and ranging
|
||
them on the sheet according to their different species.
|
||
Her mind had strayed to other associations.
|
||
|
||
"That's a turkey's," she murmured to herself, "and
|
||
this is a wild duck's, and this is a pigeon's. Ah, they
|
||
put pigeons' feathers in the pillows; no wonder I
|
||
couldn't die! Let me take care to throw it on the floor
|
||
when I lie down. And here is a moor-cock's; and this---
|
||
I should know it among a thousand---it's a lapwing's.
|
||
Bonny bird, wheeling over our heads in the middle of
|
||
the moor. It wanted to get to its nest, for the clouds
|
||
had touched the swells, and it felt rain coming. This
|
||
feather was picked up from the heath; the bird was not
|
||
shot. We saw its nest in the winter, full of little skele-
|
||
tons. Heathcliff set a trap over it, and the old ones dare
|
||
not come. I made him promise he'd never shoot a lap-
|
||
wing after that, and he didn't. Yes, here are more! Did
|
||
|
||
he shoot my lapwings, Nelly? Are they red, any of
|
||
them? Let me look."
|
||
|
||
"Give over with that baby-work!" I interrupted,
|
||
dragging the pillow away, and turning the holes towards
|
||
the mattress, for she was removing its contents by hand-
|
||
fuls. "Lie down and shut your eyes; you're wandering.
|
||
There's a mess! The down is flying about like snow."
|
||
|
||
I went here and there collecting it.
|
||
|
||
"I see in you, Nelly," she continued dreamily, "an
|
||
aged woman. You have gray hair and bent shoulders.
|
||
This bed is the fairy cave under Peniston Crag, and you
|
||
are gathering elf-bolts to hurt our heifers, pretending,
|
||
while I am near, that they are only locks of wool. That's
|
||
what you'll come to fifty years hence. I know you are
|
||
not so now. I'm not wandering; you're mistaken, or
|
||
else I should believe you really were that withered hag,
|
||
and I should think I was under Peniston Crag; and I'm
|
||
conscious it's night, and there are two candles on the
|
||
table making the black press shine like jet."
|
||
|
||
"The black press? Where is that?" I asked. "You are
|
||
talking in your sleep!"
|
||
|
||
"It's against the wall, as it always is," she replied.
|
||
"It does appear odd. I see a face in it!"
|
||
|
||
"There's no press in the room, and never was," said
|
||
I, resuming my seat, and looping up the curtain, that I
|
||
might watch her.
|
||
|
||
"Don't you see that face?" she inquired, gazing
|
||
earnestly at the mirror.
|
||
|
||
And say what I could, I was incapable of making her
|
||
comprehend it to be her own; so I rose and covered it
|
||
with a shawl.
|
||
|
||
"It's behind there still!" she pursued anxiously.
|
||
"And it stirred. Who is it? I hope it will not come out
|
||
when you are gone! O Nelly, the room is haunted! I'm
|
||
afraid of being alone!"
|
||
|
||
I took her hand in mine, and bade her be composed,
|
||
for a succession of shudders convulsed her frame, and
|
||
she would keep straining her gaze towards the glass.
|
||
"There's nobody here!" I insisted. "It was yourself
|
||
Mrs. Linton. You knew it a while since."
|
||
|
||
"Myself!" she gasped; "and the clock is striking
|
||
twelve! It's true, then; that's dreadful!"
|
||
|
||
Her fingers clutched the clothes, and gathered them
|
||
over her eyes. I attempted to steal to the door, with an
|
||
intention of calling her husband; but I was summoned
|
||
back by a piercing shriek. The shawl had dropped
|
||
from the frame.
|
||
|
||
"Why, what is the matter?" cried I. "Who is coward
|
||
now? Wake up! That is the glass---the mirror, Mrs.
|
||
Linton; and you see yourself in it; and there am I too,
|
||
by your side."
|
||
|
||
Trembling and bewildered, she held me fast, but the
|
||
horror gradually passed from her countenance. Its pale-
|
||
ness gave place to a glow of shame.
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear! I thought I was at home," she sighed---
|
||
"I thought I was lying in my chamber at Wuthering
|
||
Heights. Because I'm weak, my brain got confused,
|
||
and I screamed unconsciously. Don't say anything,
|
||
but stay with me. I dread sleeping. My dreams appall
|
||
me."
|
||
|
||
"A sound sleep would do you good, ma'am," I an-
|
||
swered; "and I hope this suffering will prevent your
|
||
trying starving again."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, if I were but in my own bed in the old house!"
|
||
she went on bitterly, wringing her hands. "And that
|
||
wind sounding in the firs by the lattice. Do let me feel
|
||
it---it comes straight down the moor---do let me have
|
||
one breath!"
|
||
|
||
To pacify her, I held the casement ajar a few sec-
|
||
onds. A cold blast rushed through. I closed it, and re-
|
||
turned to my post. She lay still now, her face bathed
|
||
in tears. Exhaustion of body had entirely subdued her
|
||
spirit. Our fiery Catherine was no better than a wailing
|
||
child.
|
||
|
||
"How long is it since I shut myself in here?" she
|
||
asked, suddenly reviving.
|
||
|
||
"It was Monday evening," I replied; "and this is
|
||
Thursday night, or rather Friday morning, at present."
|
||
|
||
"What! of the same week?" she exclaimed. "Only
|
||
that brief time?"
|
||
|
||
"Long enough to live on nothing but cold water and
|
||
ill-temper," observed I.
|
||
|
||
"Well, it seems a weary number of hours," she mut-
|
||
tered doubtfully. "It must be more. I remember being
|
||
in the parlour after they had quarrelled, and Edgar be-
|
||
ing cruelly provoking, and me running into this room
|
||
desperate. As soon as ever I had barred the door, utter
|
||
blackness overwhelmed me, and I fell on the floor. I
|
||
couldn't explain to Edgar how certain I felt of having
|
||
a fit, or going raging mad, if he persisted in teasing me.
|
||
I had no command of tongue or brain, and he did not
|
||
guess my agony perhaps; it barely left me sense to try
|
||
to escape from him and his voice. Before I recovered
|
||
sufficiently to see and hear, it began to be dawn; and,
|
||
Nelly, I'll tell you what I thought, and what has kept
|
||
recurring and recurring till I feared for my reason. I
|
||
thought as I lay there, with my head against that table
|
||
leg, and my eyes dimly discerning the gray square of
|
||
the window, that I was enclosed in the oak-panelled
|
||
bed at home; and my heart ached with some great grief
|
||
which, just waking, I could not recollect. I pondered,
|
||
and worried myself to discover what it could be; and,
|
||
most strangely, the whole last seven years of my life
|
||
grew a blank! I did not recall that they had been at all.
|
||
I was a child; my father was just buried, and my misery
|
||
|
||
arose from the separation that Hindley had ordered
|
||
between me and Heathcliff. I was laid alone, for the first
|
||
time; and rousing from a dismal doze, after a night of
|
||
weeping, I lifted my hand to push the panels aside. It
|
||
struck the table-top! I swept it along the carpet; and
|
||
then memory burst in. My late anguish was swallowed
|
||
in a paroxysm of despair. I cannot say why I felt so
|
||
wildly wretched. It must have been temporary derange-
|
||
ment, for there is scarcely cause. But, supposing at
|
||
twelve years old I had been wrenched from the Heights,
|
||
and every early association, and my all in all, as Heath-
|
||
cliff was at that time, and been converted at a stroke
|
||
into Mrs. Linton, the lady of Thrushcross Grange, and
|
||
the wife of a stranger, an exile and outcast thenceforth
|
||
from what had been my world---you may fancy a
|
||
glimpse of the abyss where I grovelled! Shake your
|
||
head as you will, Nelly, you have helped to unsettle me!
|
||
You should have spoken to Edgar---indeed you should
|
||
---and compelled him to leave me quiet! Oh, I'm burn-
|
||
ing! I wish I were out of doors! I wish I were a girl
|
||
again, half savage and hardy and free, and laughing at
|
||
injuries, not maddening under them! Why am I so
|
||
changed? Why does my blood rush into a hell of tumult
|
||
at a few words? I'm sure I should be myself were I once
|
||
among the heather on those hills. Open the window
|
||
again wide---fasten it open! Quick! Why don't you
|
||
move?"
|
||
|
||
"Because I won't give you your death of cold," I an-
|
||
swered.
|
||
|
||
"You won't give me a chance of life, you mean," she
|
||
said sullenly. "However, I'm not helpless yet. I'll open
|
||
it myself."
|
||
|
||
And sliding from the bed before I could hinder her,
|
||
she crossed the room, walking very uncertainly, threw
|
||
it back, and bent out, careless of the frosty air that cut
|
||
about her shoulders as keen as a knife. I entreated, and
|
||
finally attempted to force her to retire. But I soon
|
||
found her delirious strength much surpassed mine (she
|
||
was delirious, I became convinced by her subsequent
|
||
actions and ravings). There was no moon, and every-
|
||
thing beneath lay in misty darkness. Not a light gleamed
|
||
from any house, far or near---all had been extinguished
|
||
long ago; and those at Wuthering Heights were never
|
||
visible---still she asserted she caught their shining.
|
||
|
||
"Look!" she cried eagerly; "that's my room with the
|
||
candle in it, and the tree swaying before it; and the
|
||
other candle is in Joseph's garret. Joseph sits up late,
|
||
doesn't he? He's waiting till I come home, that he may
|
||
lock the gate. Well, he'll wait a while yet. It's a rough
|
||
journey, and a sad heart to travel it; and we must pass
|
||
by Gimmerton Kirk to go that journey! We've braved
|
||
its ghosts often together, and dared each other to stand
|
||
among the graves and ask them to come. But, Heath-
|
||
cliff, if I dare you now, will you venture? If you do, I'll
|
||
keep you. I'll not lie there by myself. They may bury
|
||
me twelve feet deep, and throw the church down over
|
||
me, but I won't rest till you are with me. I never will!"
|
||
|
||
She paused, and resumed with a strange smile. "He's
|
||
considering; he'd rather I'd come to him! Find a way,
|
||
then---not through that kirkyard. You are slow! Be
|
||
content; you always followed me!"
|
||
|
||
Perceiving it vain to argue against her insanity, I was
|
||
planning how I could reach something to wrap about
|
||
her, without quitting my hold of herself (for I could not
|
||
trust her alone by the gaping lattice), when, to my
|
||
consternation, I heard the rattle of the door-handle,
|
||
and Mr. Linton entered. He had only then come from
|
||
the library, and in passing through the lobby had no-
|
||
ticed our talking, and been attracted by curiosity, or
|
||
fear, to examine what it signified, at that late hour.
|
||
|
||
"O sir!" I cried, checking the exclamation risen to
|
||
his lips at the sight which met him, and the bleak atmos-
|
||
phere of the chamber, "my poor mistress is ill, and she
|
||
quite masters me. I cannot manage her at all. Pray,
|
||
come and persuade her to go to bed. Forget your anger,
|
||
for she's hard to guide any way but her own."
|
||
|
||
"Catherine ill?" he said, hastening to us. "Shut the
|
||
window, Ellen!---Catherine! why------"
|
||
|
||
He was silent. The haggardness of Mrs. Linton's
|
||
appearance smote him speechless, and he could only
|
||
glance from her to me in horrified astonishment.
|
||
|
||
"She's been fretting here," I continued, "and eating
|
||
scarcely anything, and never complaining. She would
|
||
admit none of us till this evening, and so we couldn't
|
||
|
||
inform you of her state, as we were not aware of it our-
|
||
selves; but it is nothing."
|
||
|
||
I felt I uttered my explanations awkwardly. The
|
||
master frowned. "It is nothing, is it, Ellen Dean?" he
|
||
said sternly. "You shall account more clearly for keep-
|
||
ing me ignorant of this!" And he took his wife in his
|
||
arms, and looked at her with anguish.
|
||
|
||
At first she gave him no glance of recognition; he
|
||
was invisible to her abstracted gaze. The delirium was
|
||
not fixed, however; having weaned her eyes from con-
|
||
templating the outer darkness, by degrees she centred
|
||
her attention on him, and discovered who it was that
|
||
held her.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! you are come, are you, Edgar Linton?" she
|
||
said, with angry animation. "You are one of those
|
||
things that are ever found when least wanted, and when
|
||
you are wanted, never! I suppose we shall have plenty
|
||
of lamentations now---I see we shall; but they can't
|
||
keep me from my narrow home out yonder---my rest-
|
||
ing-place, where I'm bound before spring is over! There
|
||
it is---not among the Lintons, mind, under the chapel-
|
||
roof, but in the open air, with a head-stone; and you
|
||
may please yourself whether you go to them or come
|
||
to me!"
|
||
|
||
"Catherine, what have you done?" commenced the
|
||
master. "Am I nothing to you any more? Do you love
|
||
that wretch Heath------"
|
||
|
||
"Hush!" cried Mrs. Linton---"hush, this moment!
|
||
You mention that name, and I end the matter instantly
|
||
by a spring from the window! What you touch at
|
||
present you may have; but my soul will be on that hill-
|
||
top before you lay hands on me again. I don't want you,
|
||
Edgar. I'm past wanting you. Return to your books.
|
||
I'm glad you possess a consolation, for all you had in
|
||
me is gone."
|
||
|
||
"Her mind wanders, sir," I interposed---"she has
|
||
been talking nonsense the whole evening; but let her
|
||
have quiet and proper attendance, and she'll rally.
|
||
Hereafter we must be cautious how we vex her."
|
||
|
||
"I desire no further advice from you," answered Mr.
|
||
Linton. "You knew your mistress's nature, and you
|
||
encouraged me to harass her. And not to give me one
|
||
hint of how she has been these three days! It was heart-
|
||
less! Months of sickness could not cause such a
|
||
change!"
|
||
|
||
I began to defend myself, thinking it too bad to be
|
||
blamed for another's wicked waywardness. "I knew
|
||
Mrs. Linton's nature to be headstrong and domineer-
|
||
ing," cried I, "but I didn't know that you wished to fos-
|
||
ter her fierce temper. I didn't know that, to humour her,
|
||
I should wink at Mr. Heathcliff. I performed the duty
|
||
of a faithful servant in telling you, and I have got a
|
||
faithful servant's wages! Well, it will teach me to be
|
||
careful next time. Next time you may gather intelli-
|
||
gence for yourself."
|
||
|
||
"The next time you bring a tale to me you shall quit
|
||
my service, Ellen Dean," he replied.
|
||
|
||
"You'd rather hear nothing about it, I suppose, then,
|
||
Mr. Linton?" said I. "Heathcliff has your permission
|
||
to come a-courting to miss, and to drop in at every op-
|
||
portunity your absence offers, on purpose to poison
|
||
the mistress against you?"
|
||
|
||
Confused as Catherine was, her wits were alert at
|
||
applying our conversation.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! Nelly has played traitor!" she exclaimed pas-
|
||
sionately---"Nelly is my hidden enemy! You witch!
|
||
So you do seek elf-bolts to hurt us! Let me go, and I'll
|
||
make her rue! I'll make her howl a recantation!"
|
||
|
||
A maniac's fury kindled under her brows. She strug-
|
||
gled desperately to disengage herself from Linton's
|
||
arms. I felt no inclination to tarry the event; and re-
|
||
solving to seek medical aid on my own responsibility,
|
||
I quitted the chamber.
|
||
|
||
In passing the garden to reach the road, at a place
|
||
where a bridle hook is driven into the wall, I saw some-
|
||
thing white moved irregularly, evidently by another
|
||
agent than the wind. Notwithstanding my hurry, I
|
||
stayed to examine it, lest ever after I should have the
|
||
conviction impressed on my imagination that it was a
|
||
creature of the other world. My surprise and perplexity
|
||
were great on discovering, by touch more than vision,
|
||
Miss Isabella's springer, Fanny, suspended by a hand-
|
||
|
||
kerchief, and nearly at its last gasp. I quickly released
|
||
the animal, and lifted it into the garden. I had seen it
|
||
follow its mistress upstairs when she went to bed, and
|
||
wondered much how it could have got out there, and
|
||
what mischievous person had treated it so. While un-
|
||
tying the knot round the hook, it seemed to me that I
|
||
repeatedly caught the beat of horses' feet galloping at
|
||
some distance; but there were such a number of things
|
||
to occupy my reflections that I hardly gave the circum-
|
||
stance a thought, though it was a strange sound in
|
||
that place at two o'clock in the morning.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Kenneth was fortunately just issuing from his
|
||
house to see a patient in the village as I came up the
|
||
street, and my account of Catherine Linton's malady in-
|
||
duced him to accompany me back immediately. He
|
||
was a plain, rough man; and he made no scruple to
|
||
speak his doubts of her surviving this second attack,
|
||
unless she were more submissive to his directions than
|
||
she had shown herself before.
|
||
|
||
"Nelly Dean," said he, "I can't help fancying there's
|
||
an extra cause for this. What has there been to do at
|
||
the Grange? We've odd reports up here. A stout, hearty
|
||
lass like Catherine does not fall ill for a trifle; and that
|
||
sort of people should not, either. It's hard work bring-
|
||
ing them through fevers and such things. How did it
|
||
begin?"
|
||
|
||
"The master will inform you," I answered; "but
|
||
you are acquainted with the Earnshaws' violent dis-
|
||
positions, and Mrs. Linton caps them all. I may say
|
||
|
||
this; it commenced in a quarrel. She was struck during
|
||
a tempest of passion with a kind of fit. That's her
|
||
account, at least, for she flew off in the height of it, and
|
||
locked herself up. Afterwards she refused to eat, and
|
||
now she alternately raves and remains in a half dream,
|
||
knowing those about her, but having her mind filled
|
||
with all sorts of strange ideas and illusions."
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Linton will be sorry?" observed Kenneth in-
|
||
terrogatively.
|
||
|
||
"Sorry? He'll break his heart should anything hap-
|
||
pen!" I replied. "Don't alarm him more than necessary."
|
||
|
||
"Well, I told him to beware," said my companion;
|
||
"and he must bide the consequences of neglecting my
|
||
warning. Hasn't he been intimate with Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
lately?"
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff frequently visits at the Grange," an-
|
||
swered I, "though more on the strength of the mistress
|
||
having known him when a boy than because the master
|
||
likes his company. At present he's discharged from the
|
||
trouble of calling, owing to some presumptuous aspira-
|
||
tions after Miss Linton which he manifested. I hardly
|
||
think he'll be taken in again."
|
||
|
||
"And does Miss Linton turn a cold shoulder on
|
||
him?" was the doctor's next question.
|
||
|
||
"I'm not in her confidence," returned I, reluctant to
|
||
continue the subject.
|
||
|
||
"No; she's a sly one," he remarked, shaking his head.
|
||
"She keeps her own counsel. But she's a real little fool.
|
||
I have it from good authority that last night (and a
|
||
pretty night it was) she and Heathcliff were walking
|
||
in the plantation at the back of your house above two
|
||
hours; and he pressed her not to go in again, but just
|
||
mount his horse and away with him. My informant
|
||
said she could only put him off by pledging her word of
|
||
honour to be prepared on their first meeting after that.
|
||
When it was to be, he didn't hear; but you urge Mr.
|
||
Linton to look sharp."
|
||
|
||
This news filled me with fresh fears. I outstripped
|
||
Kenneth, and ran most of the way back. The little dog
|
||
was yelping in the garden yet. I spared a minute to
|
||
open the gate for it, but instead of going to the house
|
||
door, it coursed up and down snuffing the grass, and
|
||
would have escaped to the road had I not seized and
|
||
conveyed it in with me. On ascending to Isabella's
|
||
room my suspicions were confirmed. It was empty.
|
||
Had I been a few hours sooner, Mrs. Linton's illness
|
||
might have arrested her rash step. But what could be
|
||
done now? There was a bare possibility of overtaking
|
||
them if pursued instantly. I could not pursue them,
|
||
however; and I dare not rouse the family, and fill the
|
||
place with confusion---still less unfold the business to
|
||
my master, absorbed as he was in his present calamity,
|
||
and having no heart to spare for a second grief. I saw
|
||
nothing for it but to hold my tongue, and suffer matters
|
||
to take their course; and Kenneth being arrived, I went
|
||
with a badly composed countenance to announce him.
|
||
Catherine lay in a troubled sleep. Her husband had
|
||
|
||
succeeded in soothing the excess of frenzy. He now
|
||
hung over her pillow, watching every shade and every
|
||
change of her painfully expressive features.
|
||
|
||
The doctor, on examining the case for himself, spoke
|
||
hopefully to him of its having a favourable termination,
|
||
if we could only preserve around her perfect and con-
|
||
stant tranquillity. To me he signified the threatening
|
||
danger was not so much death, as permanent aliena-
|
||
tion of intellect.
|
||
|
||
I did not close my eyes that night, nor did Mr. Lin-
|
||
ton---indeed, we never went to bed; and the servants
|
||
were all up long before the usual hour, moving through
|
||
the house with stealthy tread, and exchanging whispers
|
||
as they encountered each other in their vocations. Every
|
||
one was active but Miss Isabella; and they began to
|
||
remark how sound she slept. Her brother, too, asked
|
||
if she had risen, and seemed impatient for her presence,
|
||
and hurt that she showed so little anxiety for her sister-
|
||
in-law. I trembled lest he should send me to call her;
|
||
but I was spared the pain of being the first proclaimant
|
||
of her flight. One of the maids, a thoughtless girl, who
|
||
had been on an early errand to Gimmerton, came pant-
|
||
ing upstairs, open mouthed, and dashed into the cham-
|
||
ber, crying,---
|
||
|
||
"Oh dear, dear! What mun we have next? Master,
|
||
master, our young lady-----"
|
||
|
||
"Hold your noise!" cried I hastily, enraged at her
|
||
clamorous manner.
|
||
|
||
"Speak lower, Mary. What is the matter?" said Mr.
|
||
Linton. "What ails your young lady?"
|
||
|
||
"She's gone, she's gone! Yon Heathcliff's run off wi'
|
||
her!" gasped the girl.
|
||
|
||
"That is not true!" exclaimed Linton, rising in agi-
|
||
tation. "It cannot be. How has the idea entered your
|
||
head?---Ellen Dean, go and seek her. It is incredible.
|
||
It cannot be."
|
||
|
||
As he spoke he took the servant to the door, and
|
||
then repeated his demand to know her reasons for such
|
||
an assertion.
|
||
|
||
"Why, I met on the road a lad that fetches milk
|
||
here," she stammered, "and he asked whether we
|
||
weren't in trouble at the Grange. I thought he meant
|
||
for missis's sickness, so I answered yes. Then says he,
|
||
'There's somebody gone after 'em, I guess?' I stared.
|
||
He saw I knew nought about it, and he told how a
|
||
gentleman and lady had stopped to have a horse's
|
||
shoe fastened at a blacksmith's shop, two miles out of
|
||
Gimmerton, not very long after midnight; and how the
|
||
blacksmith's lass had got up to spy who they were. She
|
||
knew them both directly. And she noticed the man---
|
||
Heathcliff it was, she felt certain; nob'dy could mistake
|
||
him, besides---put a sovereign in her father's hand for
|
||
payment. The lady had a cloak about her face; but hav-
|
||
ing desired a sup of water, while she drank it fell back,
|
||
and she saw her very plain. Heathcliff held both bridles
|
||
as they rode on, and they set their faces from the village,
|
||
|
||
and went as fast as the rough roads would let them. The
|
||
lass said nothing to her father, but she told it all over
|
||
Gimmerton this morning."
|
||
|
||
I ran and peeped, for form's sake, into Isabella's
|
||
room, confirming, when I returned, the servant's state-
|
||
ment. Mr. Linton had resumed his seat by the bed.
|
||
On my re-entrance he raised his eyes, read the meaning
|
||
of my blank aspect, and dropped them without giving
|
||
an order or uttering a word.
|
||
|
||
"Are we to try any measures for overtaking and
|
||
bringing her back?" I inquired. "How should we do?"
|
||
|
||
"She went of her own accord," answered the master;
|
||
"she had a right to go if she pleased. Trouble me no
|
||
more about her. Hereafter she is only my sister in name
|
||
...not because I disown her, but because she has dis-
|
||
owned me."
|
||
|
||
And that was all he said on the subject. He did not
|
||
make a single inquiry further, or mention her in any
|
||
way, except directing me to send what property she
|
||
had in the house to her fresh home, wherever it was,
|
||
when I knew it.
|
||
CHAPTER XIII.
|
||
|
||
For two months the fugitives remained absent. In
|
||
those two months Mrs. Linton encountered and
|
||
conquered the worst shock of what was denominated
|
||
a brain fever. No mother could have nursed an only
|
||
child more devotedly than Edgar tended her. Day and
|
||
night he was watching and patiently enduring all the
|
||
annoyances that irritable nerves and a shaken reason
|
||
could inflict; and though Kenneth remarked that what
|
||
he saved from the grave would only recompense his
|
||
care by forming the source of constant future anxiety
|
||
---in fact, that his health and strength were being sacri-
|
||
ficed to preserve a mere ruin of humanity---he knew
|
||
no limits in gratitude and joy when Catherine's life
|
||
was declared out of danger; and hour after hour he
|
||
would sit beside her, tracing the gradual return to bod-
|
||
ily health, and flattering his too sanguine hopes with
|
||
the illusion that her mind would settle back to its right
|
||
balance also, and she would soon be entirely her former
|
||
self.
|
||
|
||
The first time she left her chamber was at the com-
|
||
mencement of the following March. Mr. Linton had
|
||
put on her pillow, in the morning, a handful of golden
|
||
crocuses. Her eye, long stranger to any gleam of pleas-
|
||
ure, caught them in waking, and shone delighted as
|
||
she gathered them eagerly together.
|
||
|
||
"These are the earliest flowers at the Heights," she
|
||
exclaimed. "They remind me of soft thaw winds, and
|
||
warm sunshine, and nearly melted snow. Edgar, is
|
||
|
||
there not a south wind, and is not the snow almost
|
||
gone?"
|
||
|
||
"The snow is quite gone down here, darling," replied
|
||
her husband, "and I only see two white spots on the
|
||
whole range of moors. The sky is blue, and the larks
|
||
are singing, and the becks and brooks are all brim full.
|
||
Catherine, last spring at this time I was longing to have
|
||
you under this roof; now I wish you were a mile or two
|
||
up those hills; the air blows so sweetly, I feel that it
|
||
would cure you."
|
||
|
||
"I shall never be there but once more," said the
|
||
invalid; "and then you'll leave me, and I shall remain
|
||
for ever. Next spring you'll long again to have me un-
|
||
der this roof, and you'll look back and think you were
|
||
happy to-day."
|
||
|
||
Linton lavished on her the kindest caresses, and
|
||
tried to cheer her by the fondest words; but, vaguely
|
||
regarding the flowers, she let the tears collect on her
|
||
lashes and stream down her cheeks unheeding. We
|
||
knew she was really better, and therefore decided that
|
||
long confinement to a single place produced much of
|
||
this despondency, and it might be partially removed
|
||
by a change of scene. The master told me to light a fire
|
||
in the many-weeks-deserted parlour, and to set an
|
||
easy-chair in the sunshine by the window; and then
|
||
he brought her down, and she sat a long while enjoy-
|
||
ing the genial heat, and, as we expected, revived by
|
||
the objects round her, which, though familiar, were
|
||
free from the dreary associations investing her hated
|
||
|
||
sick chamber. By evening she seemed greatly exhausted,
|
||
yet no arguments could persuade her to return to that
|
||
apartment; and I had to arrange the parlour sofa for
|
||
her bed, till another room could be prepared. To obvi-
|
||
ate the fatigue of mounting and descending the stairs,
|
||
we fitted up this, where you lie at present, on the same
|
||
floor with the parlour; and she was soon strong enough
|
||
to move from one to the other, leaning on Edgar's arm.
|
||
Ah, I thought myself she might recover, so waited on
|
||
as she was. And there was double cause to desire it, for
|
||
on her existence depended that of another; we cher-
|
||
ished the hope that in a little while Mr. Linton's heart
|
||
would be gladdened, and his lands secured from a
|
||
stranger's gripe, by the birth of an heir.
|
||
|
||
I should mention that Isabella sent to her brother,
|
||
some six weeks from her departure, a short note an-
|
||
nouncing her marriage with Heathcliff. It appeared
|
||
dry and cold, but at the bottom was dotted in with
|
||
pencil an obscure apology, and an entreaty for kind
|
||
remembrance and reconciliation, if her proceeding
|
||
had offended him, asserting that she could not help it
|
||
then, and, being done, she had now no power to repeal
|
||
it. Linton did not reply to this, I believe; and in a fort-
|
||
night more I got a long letter which I considered odd,
|
||
coming from the pen of a bride just out of the honey-
|
||
moon. I'll read it, for I keep it yet. Any relic of the dead
|
||
is precious if they were valued living.
|
||
|
||
DEAR ELLEN, it begins, I came last night to Wuther-
|
||
ing Heights, and heard for the first time that Catherine
|
||
has been, and is yet, very ill. I must not write to her, I
|
||
|
||
suppose, and my brother is either too angry or too dis-
|
||
tressed to answer what I sent him. Still, I must write to
|
||
somebody, and the only choice left me is you.
|
||
|
||
Inform Edgar that I'd give the world to see his face
|
||
again---that my heart returned to Thrushcross Grange
|
||
in twenty-four hours after I left it, and is there at this
|
||
moment, full of warm feelings for him and Catherine.
|
||
I can't follow it, though (those words are underlined);
|
||
they need not expect me; and they may draw what con-
|
||
clusions they please, taking care, however, to lay noth-
|
||
ing at the door of my weak will or deficient affection.
|
||
|
||
The remainder of the letter is for yourself alone. I
|
||
want to ask you two questions; the first is---How did
|
||
you contrive to preserve the common sympathies of
|
||
human nature when you resided here? I cannot recog-
|
||
nize any sentiment which those around share with me.
|
||
|
||
The second question I have great interest in; it is
|
||
this----Is Mr. Heathcliff a man? If so, is he mad? And
|
||
if not, is he a devil? I shan't tell my reasons for making
|
||
this inquiry, but I beseech you to explain, if you can,
|
||
what I have married---that is, when you call to see me;
|
||
and you must call, Ellen, very soon. Don't write, but
|
||
come, and bring me something from Edgar.
|
||
|
||
Now you shall hear how I have been received in my
|
||
new home, as I am led to imagine the Heights will
|
||
be. It is to amuse myself that I dwell on such subjects
|
||
as the lack of external comforts; they never occupy my
|
||
thoughts, except at the moment when I miss them. I
|
||
|
||
should laugh and dance for joy if I found their absence
|
||
was the total of my miseries, and the rest was an un-
|
||
natural dream.
|
||
|
||
The sun set behind the Grange as we turned on to
|
||
the moors: by that I judged it to be six o'clock; and my
|
||
companion halted half an hour to inspect the park and
|
||
the gardens, and probably the place itself, as well as
|
||
he could; so it was dark when we dismounted in the
|
||
paved yard of the farmhouse, and your old fellow-serv-
|
||
ant Joseph issued out to receive us by the light of a dip
|
||
candle. He did it with a courtesy that redounded to
|
||
his credit. His first act was to elevate his torch to a level
|
||
with my face, squint malignantly, project his under
|
||
lip, and turn away. Then he took the two horses and
|
||
led them into the stables, reappearing for the purpose
|
||
of locking the outer gate, as if we lived in an ancient
|
||
castle.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff stayed to speak to him, and I entered the
|
||
kitchen---a dingy, untidy hole. I dare say you would
|
||
not know it, it is so changed since it was in your charge.
|
||
By the fire stood a ruffianly child, strong in limb and
|
||
dirty in garb, with a look of Catherine in his eyes and
|
||
about his mouth.
|
||
|
||
"This is Edgar's legal nephew," I reflected---"mine
|
||
in a manner. I must shake hands, and---yes---I must
|
||
kiss him. It is right to establish a good understanding
|
||
at the beginning."
|
||
|
||
I approached, and attempting to take his chubby
|
||
fist, said,---
|
||
|
||
"How do you do, my dear?"
|
||
|
||
He replied in a jargon I did not comprehend.
|
||
|
||
"Shall you and I be friends, Hareton?" was my next
|
||
essay at conversation.
|
||
|
||
An oath, and a threat to set Throttler on me if I did
|
||
not "frame off," rewarded my perseverance.
|
||
|
||
"Hey, Throttler, lad!" whispered the little wretch,
|
||
rousing a half-bred bull-dog from its lair in a corner.
|
||
"Now, wilt thou be ganging?" he asked authorita-
|
||
tively.
|
||
|
||
Love for my life urged a compliance. I stepped over
|
||
the threshold to wait till the others should enter. Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff was nowhere visible, and Joseph, whom I
|
||
followed to the stables and requested to accompany me
|
||
in, after staring and muttering to himself, screwed up
|
||
his nose and replied,---
|
||
|
||
"Mim! mim! mim! Did iver Christian body hear
|
||
aught like it? Minching un munching! How can I tell
|
||
whet ye say?"
|
||
|
||
"I say I wish you to come with me into the house!"
|
||
I cried, thinking him deaf, yet highly disgusted at his
|
||
rudeness.
|
||
|
||
"None o' me. I getten summut else to do," he an-
|
||
swered, and continued his work, moving his lantern
|
||
jaws meanwhile, and surveying my dress and counte-
|
||
nance (the former a great deal too fine, but the latter,
|
||
I'm sure, as sad as he could desire) with sovereign con-
|
||
tempt.
|
||
|
||
I walked round the yard and through a wicket to
|
||
another door, at which I took the liberty of knocking,
|
||
in hopes some more civil servant might show himself.
|
||
After a short suspense it was opened by a tall, gaunt
|
||
man, without neckerchief, and otherwise extremely
|
||
slovenly; his features were lost in masses of shaggy
|
||
hair that hung on his shoulders, and his eyes, too,
|
||
were like a ghostly Catherine's with all their beauty
|
||
annihilated.
|
||
|
||
"What's your business here?" he demanded grimly.
|
||
"Who are you?"
|
||
|
||
"My name was Isabella Linton," I replied. "You've
|
||
seen me before, sir. I'm lately married to Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff, and he has brought me here--I suppose by your
|
||
permission."
|
||
|
||
"Is he come back, then?" asked the hermit, glaring
|
||
like a hungry wolf,
|
||
|
||
"Yes, we came just now," I said; "but he left me
|
||
by the kitchen door, and when I would have gone in
|
||
your little boy played sentinel over the place, and fright-
|
||
ened me off by the help of a bull-dog."
|
||
|
||
"It's well the hellish villain has kept his word!"
|
||
growled my future host, searching the darkness beyond
|
||
me in expectation of discovering Heathcliff; and then
|
||
he indulged in a soliloquy of execrations, and threats
|
||
of what he would have done had the "fiend" deceived
|
||
him.
|
||
|
||
I repented having tried this second entrance, and
|
||
was almost inclined to slip away before he finished
|
||
cursing; but ere I could execute that intention he or-
|
||
dered me in, and shut and refastened the door. There
|
||
was a great fire, and that was all the light in the huge
|
||
apartment, whose floor had grown a uniform gray, and
|
||
the once brilliant pewter dishes, which used to attract
|
||
my gaze when I was a girl, partook of a similar obscu-
|
||
rity, created by tarnish and dust. I inquired whether I
|
||
might call the maid, and be conducted to a bedroom.
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw vouchsafed no answer. He walked up
|
||
and down, with his hands in his pockets, apparently
|
||
quite forgetting my presence; and his abstraction was
|
||
evidently so deep, and his whole aspect so misanthrop-
|
||
ical, that I shrank from disturbing him again.
|
||
|
||
You'll not be surprised, Ellen, at my feeling particu-
|
||
larly cheerless, seated in worse than solitude on that in-
|
||
hospitable hearth, and remembering that four miles
|
||
distant lay my delightful home, containing the only
|
||
people I loved on earth; and there might as well be the
|
||
Atlantic to part us, instead of those four miles. I could
|
||
not overpass them. I questioned with myself--Where
|
||
must I turn for comfort? and (mind you don't tell Ed-
|
||
gar or Catherine) above every sorrow beside, this rose
|
||
|
||
pre-eminent---despair at finding nobody who could or
|
||
would be my ally against Heathcliff. I had sought shel-
|
||
ter at Wuthering Heights almost gladly, because I was
|
||
secured by that arrangement from living alone with
|
||
him; but he knew the people we were coming amongst,
|
||
and he did not fear their intermeddling.
|
||
|
||
I sat and thought a doleful time. The clock struck
|
||
eight, and nine, and still my companion paced to and
|
||
fro, his head bent on his breast, and perfectly silent,
|
||
unless a groan or a bitter ejaculation forced itself out
|
||
at intervals. I listened to detect a woman's voice in tbe
|
||
house, and filled the interim with wild regrets and dis-
|
||
mal anticipations, which at last spoke audibly in irre-
|
||
pressible sighing and weeping. I was not aware how
|
||
openly I grieved, till Earnshaw halted opposite, in his
|
||
measured walk, and gave me a stare of newly-awakened
|
||
surprise. Taking advantage of his recovered attention,
|
||
I exclaimed,---
|
||
|
||
"I'm tired with my journey, and I want to go to bed!
|
||
Where is the maidservant? Direct me to her, as she
|
||
won't come to me."
|
||
|
||
"We have none," he answered. "You must wait on
|
||
yourself."
|
||
|
||
"Where must I sleep, then?" I sobbed. I was beyond
|
||
regarding self-respect, weighed down by fatigue and
|
||
wretchedness.
|
||
|
||
"Joseph will show you Heathcliff's chamber," said
|
||
he. "Open that door; he's in there."
|
||
|
||
I was going to obey, but he suddenly arrested me,
|
||
and added in the strangest tone,---
|
||
|
||
"Be so good as to turn your lock and draw your bolt;
|
||
don't omit it!"
|
||
|
||
"Well!" I said; "but why, Mr. Earnshaw?" I did not
|
||
relish the notion of deliberately fastening myself in with
|
||
Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"Look here!" he replied, pulling from his waistcoat
|
||
a curiously constructed pistol, having a double-edged
|
||
spring knife attached to the barrel. "That's a great
|
||
tempter to a desperate man, is it not? I cannot resist
|
||
going up with this every night and trying his door. If
|
||
once I find it open, he's done for! I do it invariably,
|
||
even though the minute before I have been recalling
|
||
a hundred reasons that should make me refrain. It is
|
||
some devil that urges me to thwart my own schemes
|
||
by killing him. You fight against that devil for love as
|
||
long as you may; when the time comes, not all the an-
|
||
gels in heaven shall save him!"
|
||
|
||
I surveyed the weapon inquisitively. A hideous no-
|
||
tion struck me. How powerful I should be, possessing
|
||
such an instrument! I took it from his hand and touched
|
||
the blade. He looked astonished at the expression my
|
||
face assumed during a brief second; it was not horror
|
||
---it was covetousness. He snatched the pistol back
|
||
|
||
jealously, shut the knife, and returned it to its conceal-
|
||
ment.
|
||
|
||
"I don't care if you tell him," said he. "Put him on
|
||
his guard, and watch for him. You know the terms we
|
||
are on, I see. His danger does not shock you."
|
||
|
||
"What has Heathcliff done to you?" I asked. "In
|
||
what has he wronged you, to warrant this appalling
|
||
hatred? Wouldn't it be wiser to bid him quit the
|
||
house?"
|
||
|
||
"No!" thundered Earnshaw. "Should he offer to
|
||
leave me, he's a dead man. Persuade him to attempt
|
||
it, and you are a murderess. Am I to lose all without
|
||
a chance of retrieval? Is Hareton to be a beggar? Oh,
|
||
damnation! I wilj have it back, and I'll have his gold
|
||
too, and then his blood, and hell shall have his soul!
|
||
It will be ten times blacker with that guest than ever it
|
||
was before!"
|
||
|
||
You've acquainted me, Ellen, with your old master's
|
||
habits. He is clearly on the verge of madness. He was
|
||
so last night at least. I shuddered to be near him, and
|
||
thought on the servant's ill-bred moroseness as com-
|
||
paratively agreeable. He now recommenced his moody
|
||
walk, and I raised the latch and escaped into the
|
||
kitchen. Joseph was bending over the fire, peering into
|
||
a large pan that swung above it, and a wooden bowl of
|
||
oatmeal stood on the settle close by. The contents of the
|
||
pan began to boil, and he turned to plunge his hand
|
||
into the bowl. I conjectured that this preparation was
|
||
|
||
probably for our supper, and being hungry, I resolved
|
||
it should be eatable; so, crying out sharply, "I'll make
|
||
the porridge!" I removed the vessel out of his reach,
|
||
and proceeded to take off my hat and riding-habit.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Earnshaw," I continued, "directs me to wait on
|
||
myself. I will. I'm not going to act the lady among you,
|
||
for fear I should starve."
|
||
|
||
"Gooid Lord!" he muttered, sitting down and strok-
|
||
ing his ribbed stockings from the knee to the ankle.
|
||
"If there's to be fresh ortherings, just when I getten
|
||
used to two maisters, if I mun hev a mistress set o'er
|
||
my heead, it's like time to be flitting. I niver did think
|
||
to see t' day that I mud lave th' owld place, but I doubt
|
||
it's nigh at hand!"
|
||
|
||
This lamentation drew no notice from me. I went
|
||
briskly to work, sighing to remember a period when it
|
||
would have been all merry fun, but compelled speedily
|
||
to drive off the remembrance. It racked me to recall
|
||
past happiness and the greater peril there was of con-
|
||
juring up its apparition, the quicker the thible ran
|
||
round, and the faster the handfuls of meal fell into the
|
||
water. Joseph beheld my style of cookery with grow-
|
||
ing indignation.
|
||
|
||
"Thear!" he ejaculated. "Hareton, thou willn't sup
|
||
thy porridge to-neeght; they'il be naught but lumps as
|
||
big as my neive. Thear, agean! I'd fling in bowl un all,
|
||
if I wer ye! There, pale t' guilp off, un then ye'll hae
|
||
|
||
done wi't. Bang, bang. It's a mercy t' bothom isn't
|
||
deaved out!"
|
||
|
||
It was rather a rough mess, I own, when poured into
|
||
the basins. Four had been provided, and a gallon
|
||
pitcher of new milk was brought from the dairy, which
|
||
Hareton seized and commenced drinking and spilling
|
||
from the expansive lip. I expostulated, and desired
|
||
that he should have his in a mug, affirming that I could
|
||
not taste the liquid treated so dirtily. The old cynic
|
||
chose to be vastly offended at this nicety, assuring me
|
||
repeatedly that "the barn was every bit as good" as I,
|
||
"and every bit as wollsome," and wondering how I
|
||
could fashion to be so conceited. Meanwhile the infant
|
||
ruffian continued sucking, and glowered up at me defy-
|
||
ingly as he slavered into the jug.
|
||
|
||
"I shall have my supper in another room," I said.
|
||
"Have you no place you call a parlour?"
|
||
|
||
"Parlour!" he echoed sneeringly--"parlour! Nay,
|
||
we've noa parlours. If yah dunnut loike wer company,
|
||
there's maister's; un if yah dunnut loike maister,
|
||
there's us."
|
||
|
||
"Then I shall go upstairs," I answered. "Show me
|
||
a chamber."
|
||
|
||
I put my basin on a tray, and went myself to fetch
|
||
some more milk. With great grumblings the fellow rose
|
||
and preceded me in my ascent. We mounted to the
|
||
|
||
garrets. He opened a door now and then to look into
|
||
the apartments we passed.
|
||
|
||
"Here's a rahm," he said at last, flinging back a
|
||
cranky board on hinges. "It's weel eneugh to ate a
|
||
few porridge in. There's a pack o' corn i' t' corner,
|
||
thear, meeterly clane. If ye're feared o' muckying yer
|
||
grand silk cloes, spread yer hankerchir o' to' top
|
||
on't."
|
||
|
||
The "rahm" was a kind of lumber-hole smelling
|
||
strong of malt and grain, various sacks of which articles
|
||
were piled around, leaving a wide, bare space in the
|
||
middle.
|
||
|
||
"Why, man!" I exclaimed, facing him angrily, "this
|
||
is not a place to sleep in. I wish to see my bedroom."
|
||
|
||
"Bedrume!" he repeated, in a tone of mockery.
|
||
"Yah's see all t'bedrumes thear is. Yon's mine."
|
||
|
||
He pointed into the second garret, only differing
|
||
from the first in being more naked about the walls,
|
||
and having a large, low, curtainless bed with an indigo-
|
||
coloured quilt at one end.
|
||
|
||
"What do I want with yours?" I retorted. "I suppose
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff does not lodge at the top of the house,
|
||
does he?"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, it's Maister Hathecliff's ye're wanting?" cried
|
||
he, as if making a new discovery. "Couldn't ye ha' said
|
||
|
||
soa, at onst? Un then I mud ha' telled ye, baht all this
|
||
wark, that that's just one ye cannut see. He allas keeps
|
||
it locked, un nob'dy iver mells on't but hisseln."
|
||
|
||
"You've a nice house, Joseph," I could not refrain
|
||
from observing, "and pleasant inmates; and I think
|
||
the concentrated essence of all the madness in the
|
||
world took up its abode in my brain the day I linked
|
||
my fate with theirs! However, that is not to the present
|
||
purpose. There are other rooms. For Heaven's sake be
|
||
quick, and let me settle somewbere!"
|
||
|
||
He made no reply to this adjuration, only plodding
|
||
doggedly down the wooden steps, and halting before
|
||
an apartment which, from that halt and the superior
|
||
quality of its furniture, I conjectured to be the best one.
|
||
There was a carpet---a good one--but the pattern was
|
||
obliterated by dust; a fireplace hung with cut paper,
|
||
dropping to pieces; a handsome oak bedstead with
|
||
ample crimson curtains of rather expensive material
|
||
and modern make, but they had evidently experi-
|
||
enced rough usage---the vallances hung in festoons,
|
||
wrenched from their rings, and the iron rod support-
|
||
ing them was bent in an arc on one side, causing the
|
||
drapery to trail upon the floor. The chairs were also
|
||
damaged, many of them severely, and deep indenta-
|
||
tions deformed the panels of the walls. I was endeav-
|
||
ouring to gather resolution for entering and taking pos-
|
||
session, when my fool of a guide announced, "This
|
||
here is t' maister's." My supper by this time was cold,
|
||
my appetite gone, and my patience exhausted. I in-
|
||
|
||
sisted on being provided instantly with a place of refuge
|
||
and means of repose.
|
||
|
||
"Whear the divil?" began the religious elder. "The
|
||
Lord bless us! The Lord forgie us! Whear the hell
|
||
wold ye gang, ye marred, wearisome nowt? Ye've seen
|
||
all but Hareton's bit of a cham'er. There's not another
|
||
hoile to lig down in i' th' hahsel"
|
||
|
||
I was so vexed, I flung my tray and its contents on
|
||
the ground, and then seated myself at the stairs-head,
|
||
hid my face in my hands, and cried.
|
||
|
||
"Ech! ech!" exclaimed Joseph. "Weel done, Miss
|
||
Cathy! weel done, Miss Cathy! Howsiver, t' maister sall
|
||
just tum'le o'er them brocken pots, un then we's hear
|
||
summut---we's hear how it's to be. Gooid-for-naught
|
||
madling! ye desarve pining fro' this to Churstmas, fling-
|
||
ing t' precious gifts o' God under fooit i' yer flaysome
|
||
rages! But I'm mista'en if ye show yer sperrit lang. Will
|
||
Hathecliff bide sich bonny ways, think ye? I nobbut
|
||
wish he may catch ye i' that plisky. I nobbut wish he
|
||
may."
|
||
|
||
And so he went on scolding to his den beneath, tak-
|
||
ing the candle with him, and I remained in the dark.
|
||
The period of reflection succeeding this silly action com-
|
||
pelled me to admit the necessity of smothering my pride
|
||
and choking my wrath, and bestirring myself to remove
|
||
its effects. An unexpected aid presently appeared in the
|
||
shape of Throttler, whom I now recognized as a son of
|
||
our old Skulker. It had spent its whelphood at
|
||
|
||
the Grange, and was given by my father to Mr. Hindley.
|
||
I fancy it knew me. It pushed its nose against mine by
|
||
way of salute, and then hastened to devour the por-
|
||
ridge, while I groped from step to step, collecting the
|
||
shattered earthenware, and drying the spatters of milk
|
||
from the banister with my pocket-handkerchief. Our
|
||
labours were scarcely over when I heard Earnshaw's
|
||
tread in the passage. My assistant tucked in his tail and
|
||
pressed to the wall. I stole into the nearest doorway.
|
||
The dog's endeavour to avoid him was unsuccessful, as
|
||
I guessed by a scutter downstairs, and a prolonged,
|
||
piteous yelping. I had better luck. He passed on, en-
|
||
tered his chamber, and shut the door. Directly after,
|
||
Joseph came up with Hareton, to put him to bed. I had
|
||
found shelter in Hareton's room, and the old man, on
|
||
seeing me, said,---
|
||
|
||
"They's rahm for boath ye un yer pride now, I sud
|
||
think, i' the hahse. It's empty; ye may hev it all to yer-
|
||
seln, un Him as allas maks a third i' sich ill company!"
|
||
|
||
Gladly did I take advantage of this intimation, and
|
||
the minute I flung myself into a chair by the fire
|
||
I nodded and slept. My slumber was deep and sweet,
|
||
though over far too soon. Mr. Heathcliff awoke me. He
|
||
had just come in, and demanded, in his loving manner,
|
||
what I was doing there. I told him the cause of my stay-
|
||
ing up so late--that he had the key of our room in his
|
||
pocket. The adjective our gave mortal offence. He
|
||
swore it was not, nor ever should be mine, and
|
||
he'd------ But I'll not repeat his language, nor describe
|
||
his habitual conduct. He is ingenious and unresting in
|
||
|
||
seeking to gain my abhorrence. I sometimes wonder at
|
||
him with an intensity that deadens my fear; yet I assure
|
||
you a tiger or a venomous serpent could not rouse ter-
|
||
ror in me equal to that which he wakens. He told me
|
||
of Catherine's illness, and accused my brother of caus-
|
||
ing it, promising that I should be Edgar's proxy in suf-
|
||
fering till he could get hold of him.
|
||
|
||
I do hate him---I am wretched---I have been a fooll
|
||
Beware of uttering one breath of this to any one at the
|
||
Grange. I shall expect you every day. Don't disappoint
|
||
me.
|
||
|
||
ISABELLA.
|
||
CHAPTER XIV.
|
||
|
||
As soon as I had perused this epistle I went to the
|
||
master and informed him that his sister had ar-
|
||
rived at the Heights, and sent me a letter expressing
|
||
her sorrow for Mrs. Linton's situation, and her ardent
|
||
desire to see him, with a wish that he would transmit
|
||
to her, as early as possible, some token of forgiveness
|
||
by me.
|
||
|
||
"Forgiveness!" said Linton. "I have nothing to for-
|
||
give her, Ellen. You may call at Wuthering Heights this
|
||
afternoon, if you like, and say that I am not angry, but
|
||
I'm sorry to have lost her---especially as I can never
|
||
think she'll be happy. It is out of the question my going
|
||
to see her, however; we are eternally divided, and
|
||
should she really wish to oblige me, let her persuade
|
||
the villain she has married to leave the country."
|
||
|
||
"And you won't write her a little note, sir?" I asked
|
||
imploringly.
|
||
|
||
"No," he answered; "it is needless. My communica-
|
||
tion with Heathcliff's family shall be as sparing as his
|
||
with mine. It shall not exist."
|
||
|
||
Mr. Edgar's coldness depressed me exceedingly, and
|
||
all the way from the Grange I puzzled my brains how
|
||
to put more heart into what he said, when I repeated it,
|
||
and how to soften his refusal of even a few lines to con-
|
||
sole Isabella. I dare say she had been on the watch for
|
||
me since morning. I saw her looking through the lattice
|
||
|
||
as I came up the garden causeway, and I nodded to her;
|
||
but she drew back as if afraid of being observed. I en-
|
||
tered without knocking. There never was such a dreary,
|
||
dismal scene as the formerly cheerful house presented.
|
||
I must confess that if I had been in the young lady's
|
||
place I would, at least, have swept the hearth and wiped
|
||
the tables with a duster. But she already partook of the
|
||
pervading spirit of neglect which encompassed her.
|
||
Her pretty face was wan and listless, her hair uncurled
|
||
--some locks hanging lankly down, and some care-
|
||
lessly twisted round her head. Probably she had not
|
||
touched her dress since yester evening. Hindley was not
|
||
there. Mr. Heathcliff sat at a table, turning over some
|
||
papers in his pocket-book; but he rose when I
|
||
appeared, asked me how I did, quite friendly, and of-
|
||
fered me a chair. He was the only thing there that
|
||
seemed decent, and I thought he never looked better.
|
||
So much had circumstances altered their positions that
|
||
he would certainly have struck a stranger as a born and
|
||
bred gentleman, and his wife as a thorough little slat-
|
||
tern! She came forward eagerly to greet me, and held
|
||
out one hand to take the expected letter. I shook my
|
||
head. She wouldn't understand the hint, but followed
|
||
me to a sideboard where I went to lay my bonnet, and
|
||
importuned me in a whisper to give her directly what I
|
||
had brought. Heathcliff guessed the meaning of her
|
||
manoeuvres, and said,--
|
||
|
||
"If you have got anything for Isabella---as no
|
||
doubt you have, Nelly--give it to her. You needn't
|
||
make a secret of it. We have no secrets between us."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I have nothing," I replied, thinking it best
|
||
to speak the truth at once. "My master bade me tell his
|
||
sister that she must not expect either a letter or a visit
|
||
from him at present. He sends his love, ma'am, and his
|
||
wishes for your happiness, and his pardon for the grief
|
||
you have occasioned; but he thinks that after this time
|
||
his household and the household here should drop in-
|
||
tercommunication, as nothing could come of keeping
|
||
it up."
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Heathcliff's lip quivered slightly, and she re-
|
||
turned to her seat in the window. Her husband took his
|
||
stand on the hearthstone near me, and began to put
|
||
questions concerning Catherine. I told him as much as
|
||
I thought proper of her illness, and he extorted from
|
||
me, by cross-examination, most of the facts connected
|
||
with its origin. I blamed her, as she deserved, for bring-
|
||
ing it all on herself, and ended by hoping that he would
|
||
follow Mr. Linton's example, and avoid future inter-
|
||
ference with his family, for good or evil.
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Linton is now just recovering," I said. "She'll
|
||
never be like she was, but her life is spared; and if you
|
||
really have a regard for her, you'll shun crossing her
|
||
way again---nay, you'll move out of this country en-
|
||
tirely; and that you may not regret it, I'll inform you
|
||
Catherine Linton is as different now from your old
|
||
friend Catherine Earnshaw as that young lady is dif-
|
||
ferent from me. Her appearance is changed greatly, her
|
||
character much more so; and the person who is com-
|
||
pelled, of necessity, to be her companion will only sus-
|
||
tain his affection hereafter by the remembrance of what
|
||
|
||
she once was, by common humanity, and a sense of
|
||
duty."
|
||
|
||
"That is quite possible," remarked Heathcliff, forcing
|
||
himself to seem calm---"quite possible that your master
|
||
should have nothing but common humanity and a
|
||
sense of duty to fall back upon. But do you imagine that
|
||
I shall leave Catherine to his duty and humanity? and
|
||
can you compare my feelings respecting Catherine to
|
||
his? Before you leave this house, I must exact a promise
|
||
from you that you'll get me an interview with her. Con-
|
||
sent or refuse, I wil see her! What do you say?"
|
||
|
||
"I say, Mr. Heathcliff," I replied, "you must not.
|
||
You never shall, through my means. Another encounter
|
||
between you and the master would kill her altogether."
|
||
|
||
"With your aid that may be avoided," he continued;
|
||
"and should there be danger of such an event---should
|
||
he be the cause of adding a single trouble more to her
|
||
existence---why, I think I shall be justified in going to
|
||
extremes. I wish you had sincerity enough to tell me
|
||
whether Catherine would suffer greatly from his loss;
|
||
the fear that she would restrains me. And there you see
|
||
the distinction between our feelings: had he been in
|
||
my place, and I in his, though I hated him with a hatred
|
||
that turned my life to gall, I never would have raised a
|
||
hand against him. You may look incredulous if you
|
||
please. I never would have banished him from her so-
|
||
ciety as long as she desired his. The moment her regard
|
||
ceased, I would have torn his heart out and drunk his
|
||
blood! But till then---if you don't believe me you don't
|
||
|
||
know me---till then I would have died by inches before
|
||
I touched a single hair of his head!"
|
||
|
||
"And yet," I interrupted, "you have no scruples in
|
||
completely ruining all hopes of her perfect restoration
|
||
by thrusting yourself into her remembrance now, when
|
||
she has nearly forgotten you, and involving her in a
|
||
new tumult of discord and distress."
|
||
|
||
"You suppose she has nearly forgotten me?" he said.
|
||
"O Nelly, you know she has not! You know as well
|
||
as I do that for every thought she spends on Linton, she
|
||
spends a thousand on me! At a most miserable period
|
||
of my life I had a notion of the kind. It haunted me on
|
||
my return to the neighbourhood last summer; but only
|
||
her own assurance could make me admit the horrible
|
||
idea again. And then Linton would be nothing, nor
|
||
Hindley, nor all the dreams that ever I dreamt. Two
|
||
words would comprehend my future---death and hell;
|
||
existence, after losing her, would be hell. Yet I was a
|
||
fool to fancy for a moment that she valued Edgar Lin-
|
||
ton's attachment more than mine. If he loved with all
|
||
the powers of his puny being, he couldn't love as much
|
||
in eighty years as I could in a day. And Catherine has a
|
||
heart as deep as I have; the sea could be as readily
|
||
contained in that horse-trough as her whole affection
|
||
be monopolized by him! Tush! He is scarcely a degree
|
||
dearer to her than her dog or her horse. It is not in him
|
||
to be loved like me. How can she love in him what he
|
||
has not?"
|
||
|
||
"Catherine and Edgar are as fond of each other as
|
||
any two people can be," cried Isabella with sudden
|
||
vivacity. "No one has a right to talk in that manner,
|
||
and I won't hear my brother depreciated in silencel"
|
||
|
||
"Your brother is wondrous fond of you too, isn't
|
||
he?" observed Heathcliff scornfully. "He turns you
|
||
adrift on the world with surprising alacrity."
|
||
|
||
"He is not aware of what I suffer," she replied. "I
|
||
didn't tell him that."
|
||
|
||
"You have been telling him something, then. You
|
||
have written, have you?"
|
||
|
||
"To say that I was married, I did write; you saw the
|
||
note."
|
||
|
||
"And nothing since?"
|
||
|
||
"No."
|
||
|
||
"My young lady is looking sadly the worse for her
|
||
change of condition," I remarked. "Somebody's love
|
||
comes short in her case obviously. Whose, I may guess,
|
||
but perhaps I shouldn't say."
|
||
|
||
"I should guess it was her own," said Heathcliff.
|
||
She degenerates into a mere slut. She is tired of trying
|
||
to please me uncommonly early. You'd hardly credit it,
|
||
but the very morrow of our wedding she was weeping
|
||
to go home. However, she'll suit this house so much the
|
||
|
||
better for not being overnice, and I'll take care she does
|
||
not disgrace me by rambling abroad."
|
||
|
||
"Well, sir," returned I, "I hope you'll consider that
|
||
Mrs. Heathcliff is accustomed to be looked after and
|
||
waited on, and that she has been brought up like an
|
||
only daughter, whom every one was ready to serve. You
|
||
must let her have a maid to keep things tidy about her,
|
||
and you must treat her kindly. Whatever be your notion
|
||
of Mr. Edgar, you cannot doubt that she has a
|
||
capacity for strong attachments, or she wouldn't have
|
||
abandoned the elegances, and comforts, and friends of
|
||
her former home to fix contentedly in such a wilder-
|
||
ness as this with you."
|
||
|
||
"She abandoned them under a delusion," he an-
|
||
swered, "picturing in me a hero of romance, and expect-
|
||
ing unlimited indulgences from my chivalrous devo-
|
||
tion. I can hardly regard her in the light of a rational
|
||
creature, so obstinately has she persisted in forming a
|
||
fabulous notion of my character, and acting on the
|
||
false impressions she cherished. But at last I think she
|
||
begins to know me. I don't perceive the silly smiles
|
||
and grimaces that provoked me at first, and the sense-
|
||
less incapability of discerning that I was in earnest
|
||
when I gave her my opinion of her infatuation and
|
||
herself. It was a marvellous effort of perspicacity to
|
||
discover that I did not love her. I believed, at one time,
|
||
no lessons could teach her that. And yet it is poorly
|
||
learned, for this morning she announced, as a piece of
|
||
appalling intelligence, that I had actually succeeded in
|
||
making her hate me--a positive labour of Hercules, I
|
||
|
||
assure you! If it be achieved, I have cause to return
|
||
thanks.---Can I trust your assertion, Isabella? Are you
|
||
sure you hate me? If I let you alone for half a day, won't
|
||
you come sighing and wheedling to me again?---I
|
||
dare say she would rather I had seemed all tenderness
|
||
before you; it wounds her vanity to have the truth ex-
|
||
posed. But I don't care who knows that the passion was
|
||
wholly on one side; and I never told her a lie about it.
|
||
She cannot accuse me of showing one bit of deceitful
|
||
softness. The first thing she saw me do on coming out of
|
||
the Grange was to hang up her little dog, and when she
|
||
pleaded for it, the first words I uttered were a wish that
|
||
I had the hanging of every being belonging to her, ex-
|
||
cept one. Possibly she took that exception for herself.
|
||
But no brutality disgusted her. I suppose she has an
|
||
innate admiration of it, if only her precious person were
|
||
secure from injury. Now, was it not the depth of ab-
|
||
surdity, of genuine idiocy, for that pitiful, slavish,
|
||
mean-minded brach to dream that I could love her?
|
||
Tell your master, Nelly, that I never, in all my life, met
|
||
with such an abject thing as she is. She even disgraces
|
||
the name of Linton; and I've sometimes relented, from
|
||
pure lack of invention, in my experiments on what she
|
||
could endure and still creep shamefully cringing back.
|
||
But tell him also to set his fraternal and magisterial
|
||
heart at ease; that I keep strictly within the limits of the
|
||
law. I have avoided, up to this period, giving her the
|
||
slightest right to claim a separation; and, what's more,
|
||
she'd thank nobody for dividing us. If she desired to
|
||
go, she might; the nuisance of her presence outweighs
|
||
the gratification to be derived from tormenting her."
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Heathcliff," said I, "this is the talk of a mad-
|
||
man. Your wife, most likely, is convinced you are mad,
|
||
and for that reason she has borne with you hitherto;
|
||
but now that you say she may go, she'll doubtless avail
|
||
herself of the permission.---You are not so bewitched,
|
||
ma'am, are you, as to remain with him of your own
|
||
accord?"
|
||
|
||
"Take care, Ellen!" answered Isabella, her eyes
|
||
sparkling irefully. There was no misdoubting, by their
|
||
expression, the full success of her partner's endeavours
|
||
to make himself detested. "Don't put faith in a single
|
||
word he speaks. He's a lying fiend---a monster, and not
|
||
a human being! I've been told I might leave him be-
|
||
fore, and I've made the attempt, but I dare not repeat
|
||
it. Only, Ellen, promise you'll not mention a syllable
|
||
of his infamous conversation to my brother or Cather-
|
||
ine. Whatever he may pretend, he wishes to provoke
|
||
Edgar to desperation. He says he has married me on
|
||
purpose to obtain power over him; and he shan't ob-
|
||
tain it. I'll die first! I just hope---I pray--that he may
|
||
forget his diabolical prudence and kill me! The single
|
||
pleasure I can imagine is to die or to see him dead!"
|
||
|
||
"There--that will do for the present!" said Heath-
|
||
cliff.----"If you are called upon in a court of law you'll
|
||
remember her language, Nelly. And take a good look at
|
||
that countenance; she's near the point which would
|
||
suit me--No; you're not fit to be your own guardian,
|
||
Isabella, now; and I, being your legal protector, must
|
||
retain you in my custody, however distasteful the
|
||
obligation may be. Go upstairs; I have something to say
|
||
|
||
to Ellen Dean in private. That's not the way. Upstairs, I
|
||
tell you! Why, this is the road upstairs, child."
|
||
|
||
He seized and thrust her from the room, and returned
|
||
muttering,---
|
||
|
||
"I have no pity! I have no pity! The more the worms
|
||
writhe, the more I yearn to crush out their entrails! It
|
||
is a moral teething; and I grind with greater energy in
|
||
proportion to the increase of pain."
|
||
|
||
"Do you understand what the word pity means?"
|
||
I said, hastening to resume my bonnet. "Did you ever
|
||
feel a touch of it in your life?"
|
||
|
||
"Put that down!" he interrupted, perceiving my in-
|
||
tention to depart. "You are not going yet. Come here
|
||
now, Nelly. I must either persuade or compel you to
|
||
aid me in fulfilling my determination to see Catherine,
|
||
and that without delay. I swear that I meditate no
|
||
harm. I don't desire to cause any disturbance, or to ex-
|
||
asperate or insult Mr. Linton. I only wish to hear from
|
||
herself how she is, and why she has been ill, and to ask
|
||
if anything that I could do would be of use to her.
|
||
Last night I was in the Grange garden six hours, and I'Il
|
||
return there to-night; and every night I'll haunt the
|
||
place, and every day, till I find an opportunity of enter-
|
||
ing. If Edgar Linton meets me I shall not hesitate to
|
||
knock him down, and give him enough to assure his
|
||
quiescence while I stay. If his servants oppose me I
|
||
shall threaten them off with these pistols. But
|
||
wouldn't it be better to prevent my coming in contact
|
||
|
||
with them or their master? And you could do it so eas-
|
||
ily. I'd warn you when I came, and then you might
|
||
let me in unobserved, as soon as she was alone, and
|
||
watch till I departed, your conscience quite calm. You
|
||
would be hindering mischief."
|
||
|
||
I protested against playing that treacherous part in
|
||
my employer's house, and, besides, I urged the cruelty
|
||
and selfishness of his destroying Mrs. Linton's tran-
|
||
quillity for his satisfaction. "The commonest occur-
|
||
rence startles her painfully," I said. "She's all nerves,
|
||
and she couldn't bear the surprise, I'm positive. Don't
|
||
persist, sir, or else I shall be obliged to inform my mas-
|
||
ter of your designs, and he'll take measures to secure
|
||
his house and its inmates from any such unwarranta-
|
||
ble intrusions!"
|
||
|
||
"In that case, I'll take measures to secure you,
|
||
woman," exclaimed Heathcliff. "You shall not leave
|
||
Wuthering Heights till to-morrow morning. It is a fool-
|
||
ish story to assert that Catherine could not bear to see
|
||
me; and as to surprising her, I don't desire it. You must
|
||
prepare her; ask her if I may come. You say she never
|
||
mentions my name, and that I am never mentioned to
|
||
her. To whom should she mention me if I am a forbid-
|
||
den topic in the house? She thinks you are all spies for
|
||
her husband. Oh, I've no doubt she's in hell among
|
||
you! I guess by her silence, as much as anything, what
|
||
she feels. You say she is often restless and anxious-look-
|
||
ing. Is that a proof of tranquillity? You talk of her mind
|
||
being unsettled. How the devil could it be otherwise in
|
||
her frightful isolation? And that insipid, paltry crea-
|
||
|
||
ture attending her former duty and humanity, from pity
|
||
and chariry! He might as well plant an oak in a flower-
|
||
pot, and expect it to thrive, as imagine he can restore
|
||
her to vigour in the soil of his shallow cares! Let us set-
|
||
tle it at once. Will you stay here, and am I to fight my
|
||
way to Catherine over Linton and his footman? or
|
||
will you be my friend, as you have been hitherto, and
|
||
do what I request? Decide, because there is no reason
|
||
for my lingering another minute if you persist in your
|
||
stubborn ill-nature."
|
||
|
||
Well, Mr. Lockwood, I argued and complained, and
|
||
flatly refused him fifty times; but in the long run he
|
||
forced me to an agreement. I engaged to carry a letter
|
||
from him to my mistress; and should she consent, I
|
||
promised to let him have intelligence of Linton's next
|
||
absence from home, when he might come, and get in
|
||
as he was able. I wouldn't be there, and my fellow-
|
||
servants should be equally out of the way. Was it right
|
||
or wrong? I fear it was wrong, though expedient. I
|
||
thought I prevented another explosion by my com-
|
||
pliance, and I thought, too, it might create a favourable
|
||
crisis in Catherine's mental illness. And then I remem-
|
||
bered Mr. Edgar's stern rebuke of my carrying tales,
|
||
and I tried to smooth away all disquietude on the sub-
|
||
ject by affirming, with frequent iteration, that that be-
|
||
trayal of trust, if it merited so harsh an appellation,
|
||
should be the last. Notwithstanding, my journey home-
|
||
ward was sadder than my journey thither, and many
|
||
misgivings I had ere I could prevail on myself to put the
|
||
missive into Mrs. Linton's hand.
|
||
|
||
But here is Kenneth. I'll go down and tell him how
|
||
much better you are. My history is dree, as we say, and
|
||
will serve to while away another morning.
|
||
|
||
* * * * *
|
||
|
||
Dree and dreary, I reflected, as the good woman de-
|
||
scended to receive the doctor, and not exactly of the
|
||
kind which I should have chosen to amuse me. But
|
||
never mind. I'll extract wholesome medicines from
|
||
Mrs. Dean's bitter herbs; and firstly, let me beware the
|
||
fascination that lurks in Catherine Heathcliff's bril-
|
||
liant eyes. I should be in a curious taking if I surren-
|
||
dered my heart to that young person, and the daughter
|
||
turned out a second edition of the mother.
|
||
CHAPTER XV.
|
||
|
||
Another week over, and I am so many days nearer
|
||
health and spring! I have now heard all my
|
||
neighbour's history, at different sittings, as the house-
|
||
keeper could spare time from more important occupa-
|
||
tions. I'll continue it in her own words, only a little
|
||
condensed. She is, on the whole, a very fair narrator,
|
||
and I don't think I could improve her style.
|
||
|
||
In the evening, she said---the evening of my visit to
|
||
the Heights---I knew, as well as if I saw him, that Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff was about the place; and I shunned going
|
||
out, because I still carried his letter in my pocket, and
|
||
didn't want to be threatened or teased any more. I had
|
||
made up my mind not to give it till my master went
|
||
somewhere, as I could not guess how its receipt would
|
||
affect Catherine. The consequence was that it did not
|
||
reach her before the lapse of three days. The fourth was
|
||
Sunday, and I brought it into her room after the family
|
||
were gone to church. There was a manservant left to
|
||
keep the house with me, and we generally made a prac-
|
||
tice of locking the doors during the hours of service; but
|
||
on that occasion the weather was so warm and pleas-
|
||
ant that I set them wide open, and, to fulfil my engage-
|
||
ment, as I knew who would be coming, I told my com-
|
||
panion that the mistress wished very much for some
|
||
oranges, and he must run over to the village and get a
|
||
few, to be paid for on the morrow. He departed, and I
|
||
went upstairs.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Linton sat in a loose, white dress, with a light
|
||
shawl over her shoulders, in the recess of the open win-
|
||
dow as usual. Her thick, long hair had been partly re-
|
||
moved at the beginning of her illness, and now she
|
||
wore it simply combed in its natural tresses over her
|
||
temples and neck. Her appearance was altered, as I
|
||
had told Heathcliff; but when she was calm there
|
||
seemed unearthly beauty in the change. The flash of her
|
||
eyes had been succeeded by a dreamy and melancholy
|
||
softness; they no longer gave the impression of looking
|
||
at the objects around her; they appeared always to gaze
|
||
beyond, and far beyond---you would have said out of
|
||
this world. Then the paleness of her face---its haggard
|
||
aspect having vanished as she recovered flesh---and
|
||
the peculiar expression arising from her mental state,
|
||
though painfully suggestive of their causes, added to
|
||
the touching interest which she awakened, and----in-
|
||
variably to me, I know, and to any person who saw her,
|
||
I should think---refuted more tangible proofs of con-
|
||
valescence, and stamped her as one doomed to decay.
|
||
|
||
A book lay spread on the sill before her, and the
|
||
scarcely perceptible wind fluttered its leaves at in-
|
||
tervals. I believe Linton had laid it there, for she never
|
||
endeavoured to divert herself with reading or occupa-
|
||
tion of any kind, and he would spend many an hour
|
||
in trying to entice her attention to some subject which
|
||
had formerly been her amusement. She was conscious
|
||
of his aim, and in her better moods endured his efforts
|
||
placidly, only showing their uselessness by now and
|
||
then suppressing a wearied sigh, and checking him at
|
||
last with the saddest of smiles and kisses. At other times
|
||
|
||
she would turn petulantly away, and hide her face in
|
||
her hands, or even push him off angrily; and then he
|
||
took care to let her alone, for he was certain of doing
|
||
no good.
|
||
|
||
Gimmerton chapel bells were still ringing, and the
|
||
full, mellow flow of the beck in the valley came sooth-
|
||
ingly on the ear. It was a sweet substitute for the yet ab-
|
||
sent murmur of the summer foliage which drowned
|
||
that music about the Grange when the trees were in leaf.
|
||
At Wuthering Heights it always sounded on quiet days
|
||
following a great thaw or a season of steady rain. And
|
||
of Wuthering Heights Catherine was thinking as she
|
||
listened---that is, if she thought or listened at all; but
|
||
she had the vague, distant look I mentioned before,
|
||
which expressed no recognition of material things
|
||
either by ear or eye.
|
||
|
||
"There's a letter for you, Mrs. Linton," I said, gently
|
||
inserting it in one hand that rested on her knee. "You
|
||
must read it immediately, because it wants an answer.
|
||
Shall I break the seal?" "Yes," she answered, without
|
||
altering the direction of her eyes. I opened it; it was
|
||
very short. "Now," I continued, "read it." She drew
|
||
away her hand, and let it fall. I replaced it in her lap,
|
||
and stood waiting till it should please her to glance
|
||
down; but that movement was so long delayed that at
|
||
last I resumed---
|
||
|
||
"Must I read it, ma'am? It is from Mr. Heathcliff."
|
||
|
||
There was a start and a troubled gleam of recollec-
|
||
tion, and a struggle to arrange her ideas. She lifted the
|
||
letter, and seemed to peruse it, and when she came to
|
||
the signature she sighed; yet still I found she had not
|
||
gathered its import, for, upon my desiring to hear her
|
||
reply, she merely pointed to the name and gazed at me
|
||
with mournful and questioning eagerness.
|
||
|
||
"Well, he wishes to see you," said I, guessing her
|
||
need of an interpreter. "He's in the garden by this time,
|
||
and impatient to know what answer I shall bring."
|
||
|
||
As I spoke I observed a large dog lying on the sunny
|
||
grass beneath raise its ears as if about to bark, and then,
|
||
smoothing them back, announce, by a wag of the tail,
|
||
that some one approached whom it did not consider a
|
||
stranger. Mrs. Linton bent forward and listened breath-
|
||
lessly. The minute after a step traversed the hall. The
|
||
open house was too tempting for Heathcliff to resist
|
||
walking in. Most likely he supposed that I was inclined
|
||
to shirk my promise, and so resolved to trust to his own
|
||
audacity. With straining eagerness Catherine gazed to-
|
||
wards the entrance of her chamber. He did not hit the
|
||
right room directly. She motioned me to admit him, but
|
||
he found it out ere I could reach the door, and in a stride
|
||
or two was at her side, and had her grasped in
|
||
his arms.
|
||
|
||
He neither spoke nor loosed his hold for some five
|
||
minutes, during which period he bestowed more kisses
|
||
than ever he gave in his life before, I dare say; but then
|
||
my mistress had kissed him first, and I plainly saw that
|
||
|
||
he could hardly bear, for downright agony, to look into
|
||
her face. The same conviction had stricken him as me,
|
||
from the instant he beheld her, that there was no pros-
|
||
pect of ultimate recovery there; she was fated, sure to
|
||
die.
|
||
|
||
"O Cathy! O my life! how can I bear it?" was the
|
||
first sentence he uttered, in a tone that did not seek to
|
||
disguise his despair. And now he stared at her so earn-
|
||
estly that I thought the very intensity of his gaze would
|
||
bring tears into his eyes; but they burned with anguish
|
||
--they did not melt.
|
||
|
||
"What now?" said Catherine, leaning back and re-
|
||
turning his look with a suddenly clouded brow. Her
|
||
humour was a mere vane for constantly varying ca-
|
||
prices. "You and Edgar have broken my heart, Heath-
|
||
cliff! And you both come to bewail the deed to me, as
|
||
if you were the people to be pitied! I shall not pity you,
|
||
not I. You have killed me---and thriven on it, I think.
|
||
How strong you are! How many years do you mean to
|
||
live after I am gone?"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff had knelt on one knee to embrace her. He
|
||
attempted to rise, but she seized his hair and kept him
|
||
down.
|
||
|
||
"I wish I could hold you," she continued bitterly,
|
||
"till we were both dead! I shouldn't care what you suf-
|
||
fered. I care nothing for your sufferings. Why shouldn't
|
||
you suffer? I do! Will you forget me? Will you be
|
||
happy when I am in the earth? Will you say twenty years
|
||
|
||
hence, 'That's the grave of Catherine Earnshaw. I loved
|
||
her long ago, and was wretched to lose her; but it is
|
||
past. I've loved many others since. My children are
|
||
dearer to me than she was, and at death I shall not re-
|
||
joice that I am going to her; I shall be sorry that I must
|
||
leave them.' Will you say so, Heathcliff?"
|
||
|
||
"Don't torture me till I'm as mad as yourself,"
|
||
cried he, wrenching his head free and grinding his teeth.
|
||
|
||
The two, to a cool spectator, made a strange and
|
||
fearful picture. Well might Catherine deem that heaven
|
||
would be a land of exile to her, unless with her mortal
|
||
body she cast away her moral character also. Her pres-
|
||
ent countenance had a wild vindictiveness in its white
|
||
cheek, and a bloodless lip and a scintillating eye; and
|
||
she retained in her closed fingers a portion of the locks
|
||
she had been grasping. As to her companion, while rais-
|
||
ing himself with one hand, he had taken her arm with
|
||
the other, and so inadequate was his stock of gentle-
|
||
ness to the requirements of her condition that on his
|
||
letting go I saw four distinct impressions left blue in
|
||
the colourless skin.
|
||
|
||
"Are you possessed with a devil," he pursued sav-
|
||
agely, "to talk in that manner to me when you are dy-
|
||
ing? Do you reflect that all those words will be branded
|
||
in my memory, and eating deeper eternally after you
|
||
have left me? You know you lie to say I have killed you;
|
||
and, Catherine, you know that I could as soon forget
|
||
you as my existence! Is it not sufficient for your in-
|
||
|
||
fernal selfishness that, while you are at peace, I shall
|
||
writhe in the torments of hell?"
|
||
|
||
"I shall not be at peace," moaned Catherine, recalled
|
||
to a sense of physical weakness by the violent, unequal
|
||
throbbing of her heart, which beat visibly and audibly
|
||
under this excess of agitation. She said nothing further
|
||
till the paroxysm was over, then she continued more
|
||
kindly,---
|
||
|
||
"I'm not wishing you greater torment than I have,
|
||
Heathcliff. I only wish us never to be parted; and
|
||
should a word of mine distress you hereafter, think I
|
||
feel the same distress underground, and for my own
|
||
sake forgive me! Come here and kneel down again.
|
||
You never harmed me in your life. Nay, if you nurse
|
||
anger, that will be worse to remember than my harsh
|
||
words. Won't you come here again? Do!"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff went to the back of her chair and leant
|
||
over, but not so far as to let her see his face, which was
|
||
livid with emotion. She bent round to look at him. He
|
||
would not permit it. Turning abruptly, he walked to the
|
||
fireplace, where he stood, silent, with his back towards
|
||
us. Mrs. Linton's glance followed him suspiciously.
|
||
Every movement woke a new sentiment in her. After a
|
||
pause and a prolonged gaze she resumed, addressing
|
||
me in accents of indignant disappointment,---
|
||
|
||
"Oh, you see, Nelly, he would not relent a moment
|
||
to keep me out of the grave! That is how I'm loved!
|
||
Well, never mind. That is not my Heathcliff. I shall love
|
||
|
||
mine yet, and take him with me; he's in my soul. And,"
|
||
added she musingly, "the thing that irks me most is
|
||
this shattered prison, after all. I'm tired of being en-
|
||
closed here. I'm wearying to escape into that glorious
|
||
world, and to be always there--not seeing it dimly
|
||
through tears, and yearning for it through the walls of
|
||
an aching heart, but really with it and in it. Nelly, you
|
||
think you are better and more fortunate than I, in full
|
||
health and strength. You are sorry for me. Very soon
|
||
that will be altered. I shall be sorry for you. I shall be in-
|
||
comparably beyond and above you all. I wonder he
|
||
won't be near mel" she went on to herself. "I thought
|
||
he wished it---Heathcliff dear, you should not be sul-
|
||
len now. Do come to me, Heathcliff."
|
||
|
||
In her eagerness she rose nnd supported herself on
|
||
the arm of the chair. At that earnest appeal he turned
|
||
to her, looking absolutely desperate. His eyes, wide
|
||
and wet, at last flashed fiercely on her; his breast heaved
|
||
convulsively. An instant they held asunder, and then
|
||
how they met I hardly saw, but Catherine made a
|
||
spring, and he caught her, and they were locked in an
|
||
embrace from which I thought my mistress would never
|
||
be released alive--in fact, to my eyes, she seemed di-
|
||
rectly insensible. He flung himself into the nearest seat,
|
||
and on my approaching hurriedly to ascertain if she had
|
||
fainted, he gnashed at me and foamed like a mad dog,
|
||
and gathered her to him with greedy jealousy. I did not
|
||
feel as if I were in the company of a creature of my own
|
||
species. It appeared that he would not understand,
|
||
though I spoke to him, so I stood off and held my
|
||
tongue in great perplexity.
|
||
|
||
A movement of Catherine's relieved me a little pres-
|
||
ently. She put up her hand to clasp his neck, and bring
|
||
her cheek to his as he held her; while he, in return,
|
||
covering her with frantic caresses, said wildly,----
|
||
|
||
"You teach me now how cruel you've been---cruel
|
||
and false. Why did you despise me? Why did you be-
|
||
tray your own heart, Cathy? I have not one word of
|
||
comfort. You deserve this. You have killed yourself.
|
||
Yes, you may kiss me, and cry, and wring out my kisses
|
||
and tears; they'll blight you---they'll damn you. You
|
||
loved me; then what right had you to leave me? What
|
||
right---answer me---for the poor fancy you felt for Lin-
|
||
ton? Because misery, and degradation, and death, and
|
||
nothing that God or Satan could inflict would have
|
||
parted us, you, of your own will, did it. I have
|
||
not broken your heart---you have broken it; and in
|
||
breaking it you have broken mine. So much the worse
|
||
for me that I am strong. Do I want to live? What kind of
|
||
living will it be when you----- O God! would you like
|
||
to live with your soul in the grave?"
|
||
|
||
"Let me alone! let me alone!" sobbed Catherine.
|
||
"If I've done wrong, I'm dying for it. It is enough! You
|
||
left me too; but I won't upbraid you. I forgive you. For-
|
||
give me."
|
||
|
||
"It is hard to forgive, and to look at those eyes, and
|
||
feel those wasted hands," he answered. "Kiss me again,
|
||
and don't let me see your eyes. I forgive what you have
|
||
done to me. I love my murderer---but yours! How can
|
||
I?"
|
||
|
||
They were silent----their faces hid against each other,
|
||
and washed by each other's tears. At least, I suppose
|
||
the weeping was on both sides, as it seemed Heathcliff
|
||
could weep on a great occasion like this.
|
||
|
||
I grew very uncomfortable, meanwhile, for the after-
|
||
noon wore fast away, the man whom I had sent off re-
|
||
turned from his errand, and I could distinguish by the
|
||
shine of the western sun up the valley a concourse
|
||
thickening outside Gimmerton chapel porch.
|
||
|
||
"Service is over," I announced. "My master will be
|
||
here in half an hour."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff groaned a curse, and strained Catherine
|
||
closer. She never moved.
|
||
|
||
Ere long I perceived a group of the servants pass-
|
||
ing up the road towards the kitchen wing. Mr. Linton
|
||
was not far behind. He opened the gate himself, and
|
||
sauntered slowly up, probably enjoying the lovely
|
||
afternoon, that breathed as soft as summer.
|
||
|
||
"Now he is here!" I exclaimed. "For Heaven's sake
|
||
hurry down! You'll not meet any one on the front
|
||
stairs. Do be quick, and stay among the trees till he is
|
||
fairly in."
|
||
|
||
"I must go, Cathy," said Heathcliff, seeking to ex-
|
||
tricate himself from his companion's arms. "But if I
|
||
live I'll see you again before you are asleep. I won't
|
||
stray five yards from your window."
|
||
|
||
"You must not go!" she answered, holding him as
|
||
firmly as her strength allowed. "You shall not, I tell
|
||
you."
|
||
|
||
"For one hour," he pleaded earnestly.
|
||
|
||
"Not for one minute," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"I must; Linton will be up immediately," persisted
|
||
the alarmed intruder.
|
||
|
||
He would have risen and unfixed her fingers by the
|
||
act; she clung fast, gasping. There was mad resolution
|
||
in her face.
|
||
|
||
"No!" she shrieked. "Oh, don't, don't go! It is the
|
||
last time! Edgar will not hurt us. Heathcliff, I shall die!
|
||
I shall die!"
|
||
|
||
"Damn the fool! There he is!" cried Heathcliff, sink-
|
||
ing back into his seat. "Hush, my darling! Hush, hush,
|
||
Catherine! I'll stay. If he shot me so, I'd expire with a
|
||
blessing on my lips."
|
||
|
||
And there they were fast again. I heard my master
|
||
mounting the stairs. The cold sweat ran from my fore-
|
||
head; I was horrified.
|
||
|
||
"Are you going to listen to her ravings?" I said pas-
|
||
sionately. "She does not know what she says. Will you
|
||
ruin her because she has not wit to help herself? Get
|
||
up! You could be free instantly. That is the most dia-
|
||
bolical deed that ever you did. We are all done for---
|
||
master, mistress, and servant."
|
||
|
||
I wrung my hands and cried out, and Mr. Linton
|
||
hastened his step at the noise. In the midst of my agita-
|
||
tion I was sincerely glad to observe that Catherine's
|
||
arms had fallen relaxed, and her head hung down.
|
||
|
||
"She's fainted or dead," I thought; "so much the
|
||
better. Far better that she should be dead than lingering
|
||
a burden and a misery-maker to all about her."
|
||
|
||
Edgar sprang to his unbidden guest, blanched with
|
||
astonishment and rage. What he meant to do I cannot
|
||
tell. However, the other stopped all demonstrations at
|
||
once by placing the lifeless-looking form in his arms.
|
||
|
||
"Look there!" he said. "Unless you be a fiend, help
|
||
her first; then you shall speak to me!"
|
||
|
||
He walked into the parlour and sat down. Mr. Linton
|
||
summoned me, and with great difficulty, and after re-
|
||
sorting to many means, we managed to restore her to
|
||
sensation; but she was all bewildered. She sighed and
|
||
moaned, and knew nobody. Edgar, in his anxiety for
|
||
her, forgot her hated friend. I did not. I went at the ear-
|
||
liest opportunity and besought him to depart, affirming
|
||
that Catherine was better, and he should hear from me
|
||
in the morning how she passed the night.
|
||
|
||
"I shall not refuse to go out of doors," he answered,
|
||
"but I shall stay in the garden; and, Nelly, mind you
|
||
keep your word to-morrow. I shall be under those
|
||
larch trees. Mind! or I pay another visit, whether Lin-
|
||
ton be in or not."
|
||
|
||
He sent a rapid glance through the half-open door of
|
||
the chamber, and, ascertaining that what I stated was
|
||
apparently true, delivered the house of his luckless
|
||
presence.
|
||
CHAPTER XVI.
|
||
|
||
About twelve o'clock that night was born the Cath-
|
||
erine you saw at Wuthering Heights---a puny
|
||
seven months' child; and two hours after, the mother
|
||
died, having never recovered sufficient consciousness
|
||
to miss Heathcliff or know Edgar. The latter's distrac-
|
||
tion at his bereavement is a subject too painful to be
|
||
dwelt on; its after effects showed how deep the sorrow
|
||
sank. A great addition, in my eyes, was his being left
|
||
without an heir. I bemoaned that as I gazed on the
|
||
feeble orphan, and I mentally abused old Linton for----
|
||
what was only natural partiality---the securing his es-
|
||
tate to his own daughter instead of his son's. An unwel-
|
||
comed infant it was, poor thing! It might have wailed
|
||
out of life and nobody cared a morsel, during those first
|
||
hours of existence. We redeemed the neglect after-
|
||
wards, but its beginning was as friendless as its end is
|
||
likely to be.
|
||
|
||
Next morning---bright and cheerful out of doors----
|
||
stole softened in through the blinds of the silent room,
|
||
and suffused the couch and its occupant with a mellow,
|
||
tender glow. Edgar Linton had his head laid on the pil-
|
||
low, and his eyes shut. His young and fair features were
|
||
almost as deathlike as those of the form beside him,
|
||
and almost as fixed; but his was the hush of exhausted
|
||
anguish, and hers of perfect peace. Her brow smooth,
|
||
her lids closed, her lips wearing the expression of a
|
||
smile---no angel in heaven could be more beautiful
|
||
than she appeared. And I partook of the infinite calm
|
||
in which she lay. My mind was never in a holier frame
|
||
|
||
than while I gazed on that untroubled image of Divine
|
||
rest. I instinctively echoed the words she had uttered a
|
||
few hours before. "Incomparably beyond and above us
|
||
all! Whether still on earth or now in heaven, her spirit
|
||
is at home with God!"
|
||
|
||
I don't know if it be a peculiarity in me, but I am
|
||
seldom otherwise than happy while watching in the
|
||
chamber of death, should no frenzied or despair-
|
||
ing mourner share the duty with me. I see a repose that
|
||
neither earth nor hell can break, and I feel an assur-
|
||
ance of the endless and shadowless hereafter---the eter-
|
||
nity they have entered---where life is boundless in its
|
||
duration, and love in its sympathy, and joy in its full-
|
||
ness. I noticed on that occasion how much selfishness
|
||
there is even in a love like Mr. Linton's, when he so
|
||
regretted Catherine's blessed release. To be sure, one
|
||
might have doubted, after the wayward and impatient
|
||
existence she had led, whether she merited a haven of
|
||
peace at last. One might doubt in seasons of cold re-
|
||
flection, but not then, in the presence of her corpse. It
|
||
asserted its own tranquillity, which seemed a pledge of
|
||
equal quiet to its former inhabitants.
|
||
|
||
Do you believe such people are happy in the other
|
||
world, sir? I'd give a great deal to know.
|
||
|
||
I declined answering Mrs. Dean's question, which
|
||
struck me as something heterodox. She proceeded,----
|
||
|
||
Retracing the course of Catherine Linton, I fear we
|
||
have no right to think she is; but we'll leave her with
|
||
her Maker.
|
||
|
||
The master looked asleep, and I ventured soon
|
||
after sunrise to quit the room and steal out to the pure
|
||
refreshing air. The servants thought me gone to shake
|
||
off the drowsiness of my protracted watch; in re-
|
||
ality, my chief motive was seeing Mr. Heathcliff. If he
|
||
had remained among the larches all night he would
|
||
have heard nothing of the stir at the Grange--unless,
|
||
perhaps, he might catch the gallop of the messenger
|
||
going to Gimmerton. If he had come nearer he would
|
||
probably be aware, from the lights flitting to and fro,
|
||
and the opening and shutting of the outer doors, that
|
||
all was not right within. I wished yet feared to find him.
|
||
I felt the terrible news must be told, and I longed to get
|
||
it over; but how to do it I did not know. He was there
|
||
--at least a few yards farther in the park---leant
|
||
against an old ash tree, his hat off, and his hair soaked
|
||
with the dew that had gathered on the budded branches,
|
||
and fell pattering round him. He had been standing a
|
||
long time in that position, for I saw a pair of ousels pass-
|
||
ing and repassing scarcely three feet from him, busy
|
||
in building their nest, and regarding his proximity no
|
||
more than that of a piece of timber. They flew off at
|
||
my approach, and he raised his eyes and spoke.
|
||
|
||
"She's dead!" he said. "I've not waited for you to
|
||
learn that. Put your handkerchief away; don't snivel
|
||
before me. Damn you all! she wants none of your
|
||
tears!"
|
||
|
||
I was weeping as much for him as her; we do some-
|
||
times pity creatures that have none of the feeling either
|
||
for themselves or others. When I first looked into his
|
||
face, I perceived that he had got intelligence of the
|
||
catastrophe; and a foolish notion struck me that his
|
||
heart was quelled, and he prayed, because his lips
|
||
moved, and his gaze was bent on the ground.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, she's dead!" I answered, checking my sobs
|
||
and drying my cheeks---"gone to heaven, I hope, where
|
||
we may, every one, join her, if we take due warn-
|
||
ing and leave our evil ways to follow good!"
|
||
|
||
"Did she take due warning, then?" asked Heathcliff,
|
||
attempting a sneer. "Did she die like a saint? Come,
|
||
give me a true history of the event. How did------"
|
||
|
||
He endeavoured to pronounce the name, but
|
||
could not manage it; and compressing his mouth he
|
||
held a silent combat with his inward agony, defying,
|
||
meanwhile, my sympathy with an unflinching ferocious
|
||
stare. "How did she die?" he resumed at last, fain, not-
|
||
withstanding his hardihood, to have a support behind
|
||
him; for, after the struggle, he trembled, in spite of
|
||
himself, to his very finger-ends.
|
||
|
||
"Poor wretch!" I thought, "you have a heart and
|
||
nerves the same as your brother men! Why should
|
||
you be anxious to conceal them? Your pride cannot
|
||
blind God. You tempt Him to wring them till He forces
|
||
a cry of humiliation."
|
||
|
||
"Quietly as a lamb!" I answered aloud. "She drew a
|
||
sigh, and stretched herself, like a child reviving, and
|
||
sinking again to sleep; and five minutes after I felt
|
||
one little pulse at her heart, and nothing more!"
|
||
|
||
"And---did she ever mention me?" he asked, hesi-
|
||
tating, as if he dreaded the answer to his question
|
||
would introduce details that he could not bear to hear.
|
||
|
||
"Her senses never returned. She recognized nobody
|
||
from the time you left her," I said. "She lies with a
|
||
sweet smile on her face, and her latest ideas wandered
|
||
back to pleasant early days. Her life closed in a gentle
|
||
dream. May she wake as kindly in the other world!"
|
||
|
||
"May she wake in torment!" he cried with fright-
|
||
ful vehemence, stamping his foot and groaning in a sud-
|
||
den paroxysm of ungovernable passion. "Why, she's a
|
||
liar to the end. Where is she? Not there--not in heaven
|
||
--not perished---where?---Oh! you said you cared
|
||
nothing for my sufferings! And I pray one prayer---I
|
||
repeat it till my tongue stiffens---Catherine Earnshaw,
|
||
may you not rest as long as I am living! You said I
|
||
killed you---haunt me, then! The murdered do haunt
|
||
their murderers, I believe. I know that ghosts have
|
||
wandered on earth. Be with me always----take any form
|
||
---drive me mad---only do not leave me in this abyss,
|
||
where I cannot find you! O God! it is unutterable! I
|
||
cannot live without my life! I cannot live without my
|
||
soul!"
|
||
|
||
He dashed his head against the knotted trunk, and,
|
||
lifting up his eyes, howled---not like a man, but like a
|
||
savage beast being goaded to death with knives and
|
||
spears. I observed several splashes of blood about the
|
||
bark of the tree, and his hand and forehead were both
|
||
stained; probably the scene I witnessed was a repetition
|
||
of others acted during the night. It hardly moved my
|
||
compassion--it appalled me; still I felt reluctant to
|
||
quit him so. But the moment he recollected himself
|
||
enough to notice me watching, he thundered a com-
|
||
mand for me to go, and I obeyed. He was beyond my
|
||
skill to quiet or console.
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Linton's funeral was appointed to take place on
|
||
the Friday following her decease, and till then her coffin
|
||
remained uncovered and strewn with flowers and
|
||
scented leaves in the great drawing-room. Linton spent
|
||
his days and nights there, a sleepless guardian; and----
|
||
a circumstance concealed from all but me---Heathcliff
|
||
spent his nights, at least, outside, equally a stranger
|
||
to repose. I held no communication with him. Still, I
|
||
was conscious of his design to enter, if he could; and
|
||
on the Tuesday, a little after dark, when my master,
|
||
from sheer fatigue, had been compelled to retire a cou-
|
||
ple of hours, I went and opened one of the windows,
|
||
moved by his perseverance to give him a chance of be-
|
||
stowing on the faded image of his idol one final adieu.
|
||
He did not omit to avail himself of the opportunity,
|
||
cautiously and briefly---too cautiously to betray his
|
||
presence by the slightest noise. Indeed, I shouldn't have
|
||
discovered that he had been there, except for the disar-
|
||
rangement of the drapery about the corpse's face, and
|
||
|
||
for observing on the floor a curl of light hair fastened
|
||
with a silver thread, which, on examination, I ascer-
|
||
tained to have been taken from a locket hung round
|
||
Catherine's neck. Heathcliff had opened the trinket
|
||
and cast out its contents, replacing them by a black
|
||
lock of his own. I twisted the two, and enclosed them
|
||
together.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw was, of course, invited to attend the
|
||
remains of his sister to the grave. He sent no excuse,
|
||
but he never came; so that, besides her husband, the
|
||
mourners were wholly composed of tenants and serv-
|
||
ants. Isabella was not asked.
|
||
|
||
The place of Catherine's interment, to the surprise of
|
||
the villagers, was neither in the chapel under the carved
|
||
monument of the Lintons, nor yet by the tombs of her
|
||
own relations outside. It was dug on a green slope in a
|
||
corner of the kirkyard, where the wall is so low that
|
||
heath and bilberry plants have climbed over it from
|
||
the moor, and peat mould almost buries it. Her hus-
|
||
band lies in the same spot now, and they have each a
|
||
simple headstone above, and a plain gray block at their
|
||
feet, to mark the graves.
|
||
CHAPTER XVII.
|
||
|
||
That Friday made the last of our fine days for a
|
||
month. In the evening the weather broke; the wind
|
||
shifted from south to north-east, and brought rain first,
|
||
and then sleet and snow. On the morrow one could
|
||
hardly imagine that there had been three weeks of
|
||
summer---the primroses and crocuses were hidden
|
||
under windy drifts, the larks were silent, the young
|
||
leaves of the early trees smitten and blackened. And
|
||
dreary, and chill, and dismal, that morrow did creep
|
||
over! My master kept his room; I took possession of the
|
||
lonely parlour, converting it into a nursery, and there
|
||
I was, sitting with the moaning doll of a child laid on
|
||
my knee, rocking it to and fro, and watching, mean-
|
||
while, the still driving flakes build up the uncurtained
|
||
window, when the door opened, and some person en-
|
||
tered, out of breath and laughing. My anger was greater
|
||
than my astonishment for a minute. I supposed it one
|
||
of the maids, and I cried,---
|
||
|
||
"Have done! How dare you show your giddiness
|
||
here? What would Mr. Linton say if he heard you?"
|
||
|
||
"Excuse me," answered a familiar voice; "but I know
|
||
Edgar is in bed, and I cannot stop myself."
|
||
|
||
With that the speaker came forward to the fire, pant-
|
||
ing and holding her hand to her side.
|
||
|
||
"I have run the whole way from Wuthering Heights,"
|
||
she continued, after a pause, "except where I've flown.
|
||
|
||
I couldn't count the number of falls I've had. Oh, I'm
|
||
aching all over! Don't be alarmed! There shall be an
|
||
explanation as soon as I can give it, only just have the
|
||
goodness to step out and order the carriage to take me
|
||
on to Gimmerton, and tell a servant to seek up a few
|
||
clothes in my wardrobe."
|
||
|
||
The intruder was Mrs. Heathcliff. She certainly
|
||
seemed in no laughing predicament. Her hair streamed
|
||
on her shoulders, dripping with snow and water; she
|
||
was dressed in the girlish dress she commonly wore,
|
||
befitting her age more than her position---a low frock
|
||
with short sleeves, and nothing on either head or neck.
|
||
The frock was of light silk, and clung to her with wet,
|
||
and her feet were protected merely by thin slippers;
|
||
add to this a deep cut under one ear, which only the
|
||
cold prevented from bleeding profusely, a white face
|
||
scratched and bruised, and a frame hardly able to sup-
|
||
port itself, through fatigue, and you may fancy my first
|
||
fright was not much allayed when I had had leisure to
|
||
examine her.
|
||
|
||
"My dear young lady," I exclaimed, "I'll stir no-
|
||
where, and hear nothing, till you have removed every
|
||
article of your clothes, and put on dry things; and cer-
|
||
tainly you shall not go to Gimmerton to-night, so it is
|
||
needless to order the carriage."
|
||
|
||
"Certainly I shall," she said---"walking or riding.
|
||
Yet I've no objection to dress myself decently. And---
|
||
Ah, see how it flows down my neck now! The fire does
|
||
make it smart."
|
||
|
||
She insisted on my fulfilling her directions before she
|
||
would let me touch her; and not till after the coachman
|
||
had been instructed to get ready, and a maid set to pack
|
||
up some necessary attire, did I obtain her consent for
|
||
binding the wound, and helping to change her gar-
|
||
ments.
|
||
|
||
"Now, Ellen," she said, when my task was finished
|
||
and she was seated in an easy-chair on the hearth, with
|
||
a cup of tea before her, "you sit down opposite me, and
|
||
put poor Catherine's baby away. I don't like to see it.
|
||
You mustn't think I care little for Catherine because I
|
||
behaved so foolishly on entering. I've cried, too, bit-
|
||
terly--yes, more than any one else has reason to cry.
|
||
We parted unreconciled, you remember, and I shan't
|
||
forgive myself. But, for all that, I was not going to sym-
|
||
pathize with him---the brute beast! Oh, give me the
|
||
poker! This is the last thing of his I have about me."
|
||
She slipped the gold ring from her third finger, and
|
||
threw it on the floor. "I'll smash it!" she continued,
|
||
striking it with childish spite, "and then I'll burn itl"
|
||
And she took and dropped the misused article among
|
||
the coals. "There! he shall buy another if he gets me
|
||
back again. He'd be capable of coming to seek me, to
|
||
tease Edgar. I dare not stay, lest that notion should pos-
|
||
sess his wicked head! And besides, Edgar has not
|
||
been kind, has he? And I won't come suing for his as-
|
||
sistance, nor will I bring him into more trouble.
|
||
Necessity compelled me to seek shelter here, though, if
|
||
I had not learned he was out of the way, I'd have
|
||
halted at the kitchen, washed my face, warmed myself,
|
||
got you to bring what I wanted, and departed again
|
||
|
||
to anywhere out of the reach of my accursed---off that
|
||
incarnate goblin! Ah, he was in such a fury! If he had
|
||
caught me! It's a pity Earnshaw is not his match
|
||
in strength. I wouldn't have run till I'd seen him all
|
||
but demolished, had Hindley been able to do it."
|
||
|
||
"Well, don't talk so fast, miss," I interrupted; "you'll
|
||
disorder the handkerchief I have tied round your face,
|
||
and make the cut bleed again. Drink your tea, and take
|
||
breath, and give over laughing; laughter is sadly out
|
||
of place under this roof, and in your condition!"
|
||
|
||
"An undeniable truth," she replied. "Listen to that
|
||
child! It maintains a constant wail. Send it out of my
|
||
hearng for an hour; I shan't stay any longer."
|
||
|
||
I rang the bell and committed it to a servant's care,
|
||
and then I inquired what had urged her to escape from
|
||
Wuthering Heights in such an unlikely plight, and
|
||
where she meant to go, as she refused remaining with
|
||
us.
|
||
|
||
"I ought and I wish to remain," answered she---"to
|
||
cheer Edgar and take care of the baby, for two things,
|
||
and because the Grange is my right home. But I tell you
|
||
he wouldn't let me. Do you think he could bear to see
|
||
me grow fat and merry, could bear to think that we
|
||
were tranquil, and not resolve on poisoning our com-
|
||
fort? Now, I have the satisfaction of being sure that he
|
||
detests me to the point of its annoying him seriously to
|
||
have me within earshot or eyesight. I notice, when I
|
||
enter his presence, the muscles of his countenance are
|
||
|
||
involuntarily distorted into an expression of hatred,
|
||
partly arising from his knowledge of the good causes I
|
||
have to feel that sentiment for him, and partly from
|
||
original aversion. It is strong enough to make me feel
|
||
pretty certain that he would not chase me over England
|
||
supposing I contrived a clear escape, and therefore I
|
||
must get quite away. I've recovered from my first de-
|
||
sire to be killed by him; I'd rather he'd kill himself!
|
||
He has extinguished my love effectually, and so I'm at
|
||
my ease. I can recollect yet how I loved him, and can
|
||
dimly imagine that I could still be loving him, if---no,
|
||
no! Even if he had doted on me, the devilish nature
|
||
would have revealed its existence somehow. Catherine
|
||
had an awfully perverted taste to esteem him so dearly,
|
||
knowing him so well. Monster! Would that he could be
|
||
blotted out of creation and out of my memory!"
|
||
|
||
"Hush, hush! He's a human being," I said. "Be
|
||
more charitable. There are worse men than he is yet."
|
||
|
||
"He's not a human being," she retorted, "and he has
|
||
no claim on my charity. I gave him my heart, and he
|
||
took and pinched it to death, and flung it back to me.
|
||
People feel with their hearts, Ellen; and since he has
|
||
destroyed mine, I have not power to feel for him, and
|
||
I would not, though he groaned from this to his dy-
|
||
ing day, and wept tears of blood for Catherine! No, in-
|
||
deed, indeed, I wouldn't!" And here Isabella began
|
||
to cry; but, immediately dashing the water from her
|
||
lashes, she recommenced. "You asked, what has
|
||
driven me to flight at last? I was compelled to attempt
|
||
it, because I had succeeded in rousing his rage a pitch
|
||
|
||
above his malignity. Pulling out the nerves with red-
|
||
hot pincers requires more coolness than knocking on
|
||
the head. He was worked up to forget the fiendish pru-
|
||
dence he boasted of, and proceeded to murderous vio-
|
||
lence. I experienced pleasure in being able to exasper-
|
||
ate him; the sense of pleasure woke my instinct of self-
|
||
preservation, so I fairly broke free; and if ever I come
|
||
into his hands again, he is welcome to a signal revenge.
|
||
|
||
"Yesterday, you know, Mr. Earnshaw should have
|
||
been at the funeral. He kept himself sober for the pur-
|
||
pose, tolerably sober---not going to bed mad at six
|
||
o'clock and getting up drunk at twelve. Consequently
|
||
he rose, in suicidal low spirits, as fit for the church as
|
||
for a dance; and instead, he sat down by the fire and
|
||
swallowed gin or brandy by tumblerfuls.
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff---I shudder to name him!--has been a
|
||
stranger in the house from last Sunday till to-day.
|
||
Whether the angels have fed him, or his kin beneath, I
|
||
cannot tell; but he has not eaten a meal with us for
|
||
nearly a week. He has just come home at dawn, and
|
||
gone upstairs to his chamber, locking himself in---as if
|
||
anybody dreamt of coveting his company! There he
|
||
has continued, praying like a Methodist---only the deity
|
||
he implored is senseless dust and ashes; and God, when
|
||
addressed, was curiously confounded with his own
|
||
black father! After concluding these precious orisons
|
||
--and they lasted generally till he grew hoarse and his
|
||
voice was strangled in his throat--he would be off
|
||
again, always straight down to the Grange! I wonder
|
||
Edgar did not send for a constable, and give him into
|
||
|
||
custody. For me, grieved as I was about Catherine, it
|
||
was impossible to avoid regarding this season of de-
|
||
liverance from degrading oppression as a holiday.
|
||
|
||
"I recovered spirits sufficient to hear Joseph's eter-
|
||
nal lectures without weeping, and to move up and
|
||
down the house less with the foot of a frightened thief
|
||
than formerly. You wouldn't think that I should cry at
|
||
anything Joseph could say; but he and Hareton are de-
|
||
testable companions. I'd rather sit with Hindley, and
|
||
hear his awful talk, than with 't' little maister' and his
|
||
stanch supporter, that odious old man! When Heath-
|
||
cliff is in, I'm often obliged to seek the kitchen and
|
||
their society, or starve among the damp uninhabited
|
||
chambers. When he is not, as was the case this week, I
|
||
establish a table and chair at one corner of the house
|
||
fire, and never mind how Mr. Earnshaw may occupy
|
||
himself; and he does not interfere with my arrange-
|
||
ments. He is quieter now than he used to be, if no one
|
||
provokes him---more sullen and depressed and less
|
||
furious. Joseph affirms he's sure he's an altered man,
|
||
that the Lord has touched his heart, and he is saved
|
||
'so as by fire.' I'm puzzled to detect signs of the favour-
|
||
ble change; but it is not my business.
|
||
|
||
"Yester-evening I sat in my nook reading some old
|
||
books till late on towards twelve. It seemed so dismal
|
||
to go upstairs, with the wild snow blowing outside, and
|
||
my thoughts continually reverting to the kirkyard and
|
||
the new-made grave. I dared hardly lift my eyes from
|
||
the page before me, that melancholy scene so instantly
|
||
usurped its place. Hindley sat opposite, his head leant
|
||
|
||
on his hand, perhaps meditating on the same subject.
|
||
He had ceased drinking at a point below irrationality,
|
||
and had neither stirred nor spoken during two or three
|
||
hours. There was no sound through the house but the
|
||
moaning wind, which shook the windows every now
|
||
and then, the faint crackling of the coals, and the click
|
||
of my snuffers as I removed at intervals the long wick of
|
||
the candle. Hareton and Joseph were probably fast
|
||
asleep in bed. It was very, very sad; and while I read
|
||
I sighed, for it seemed as if all joy had vanished from
|
||
the world, never to be restored.
|
||
|
||
"The doleful silence was broken at length by the
|
||
sound of the kitchen latch. Heathcliff had returned
|
||
from his watch earlier than usual, owing, I suppose, to
|
||
the sudden storm. That entrance was fastened, and we
|
||
heard him coming round to get in by the other. I
|
||
rose with an irrepressible expression of what I felt on
|
||
my lips, which induced my companion, who had been
|
||
staring towards the door, to turn and look at me.
|
||
|
||
" 'I'll keep him out five minutes,' he exclaimed. 'You
|
||
won't object?'
|
||
|
||
" 'No; you may keep him out the whole night for
|
||
me,' I answered. 'Do; put the key in the lock, and draw
|
||
the bolts.'
|
||
|
||
"Earnshaw accomplished this ere his guest reached
|
||
the front. He then came and brought his chair to the
|
||
other side of my table, leaning over it, and searching in
|
||
my eyes for a sympathy with the burning hate that
|
||
|
||
gleamed from his. As he both looked and felt like an
|
||
assassin, he couldn't exactly find that; but he discov-
|
||
ered enough to encourage him to speak.
|
||
|
||
" 'You and I,' he said, 'have each a great debt to set-
|
||
tle with the man out yonder. If we were neither of us
|
||
cowards, we might combine to discharge it. Are you as
|
||
soft as your brother? Are you willing to endure to
|
||
the last, and not once attempt a repayment?'
|
||
|
||
" 'I'm weary of enduring now,' I replied, 'and I'd be
|
||
glad of a retaliation that wouldn't recoil on myself; but
|
||
treachery and violence are spears pointed at both ends.
|
||
They wound those who resort to them worse than
|
||
their enemies.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Treachery and violence are a just return for
|
||
treachery and violence!' cried Hindley. 'Mrs. Heath-
|
||
cliff, I'll ask you to do nothing but sit still and be dumb.
|
||
Tell me now, can you? I'm sure you would have as much
|
||
pleasure as I in witnessing the conclusion of the fiend's
|
||
existence. He'll be your death unless you overreach
|
||
him; and he'll be my ruin. Damn the hellish villain!
|
||
He knocks at the door as if he were master here al-
|
||
ready! Promise to hold your tongue, and before that
|
||
clock strikes---it wants three minutes of one---you're
|
||
a free woman!'
|
||
|
||
"He took the implements which I described to you
|
||
in my letter from his breast, and would have turned
|
||
down the candle. I snatched it away, however, and
|
||
seized his arm.
|
||
|
||
" 'I'll not hold my tongue,' I said; 'you mustn't touch
|
||
him. Let the door remain shut, and be quiet.'
|
||
|
||
" 'No! I've formed my resolution, and by God I'll
|
||
execute it!' cried the desperate being. 'I'll do you a
|
||
kindness in spite of yourself, and Hareton justice! And
|
||
you needn't trouble your head to screen me; Catherine
|
||
is gone. Nobody alive would regret me, or be ashamed,
|
||
though I cut my throat this minute; and it's time to
|
||
make an end!'
|
||
|
||
"I might as well have struggled with a bear or rea-
|
||
soned with a lunatic. The only resource left me was
|
||
to run to a lattice and warn his intended victim of the
|
||
fate which awaited him.
|
||
|
||
" 'You'd better seek shelter somewhere else to-night,'
|
||
I exclaimed, in rather a triumphant tone. 'Mr. Earn-
|
||
shaw has a mind to shoot you, if you resist in endeav-
|
||
ouring to enter.'
|
||
|
||
" 'You'd better open the door, you-----,' be an-
|
||
swered, addressing me by some elegant term that I
|
||
don't care to repeat.
|
||
|
||
" 'I shall not meddle in the matter,' I retorted again.
|
||
'Come in and get shot, if you please. I've done my
|
||
duty.'
|
||
|
||
"With that I shut the window and returned to my
|
||
place by the fire, having too small a stock of hypocrisy
|
||
at my command to pretend any anxiety for the danger
|
||
|
||
that menaced him. Earnshaw swore passionately at
|
||
me, affirming that I loved the villain yet, and calling
|
||
me all sorts of names for the base spirit I evinced. And
|
||
I, in my secret heart (and conscience never reproached
|
||
me), thought what a blessing it would be for him
|
||
should Heathcliff put him out of misery; and what a
|
||
blessing for me should he send Heathcliff to his right
|
||
abode! As I sat nursing these reflections, the casement
|
||
behind me was banged on to the floor by a blow from
|
||
the latter individual, and his black countenance looked
|
||
blightingly through. The stanchions stood too close to
|
||
suffer his shoulders to follow, and I smiled, exulting in
|
||
my fancied security. His hair and clothes were whitened
|
||
with snow, and his sharp cannibal teeth, revealed by
|
||
cold and wrath, gleamed through the dark.
|
||
|
||
" 'Isabella, let me in, or I'll make you repent!' he
|
||
'girned,' as Joseph calls it.
|
||
|
||
" 'I cannot commit murder,' I replied. 'Mr. Hindley
|
||
stands sentinel with a knife and loaded pistol.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Let me in by the kitchen door,' he said.
|
||
|
||
" 'Hindley will be there before me,' I answered; 'and
|
||
that's a poor love of yours that cannot bear a shower
|
||
of snow! We were left at peace in our beds as long as
|
||
the summer moon shone, but the moment a blast of
|
||
winter returns, you must run for shelterl Heathcliff,
|
||
if I were you, I'd go stretch myself over her grave and
|
||
die like a faithful dog. The world is surely not worth
|
||
living in now, is it? You had distinctly impressed on
|
||
|
||
me the idea that Catherine was the whole joy of your
|
||
life. I can't imagine how you think of surviving her
|
||
loss.'
|
||
|
||
" 'He's there, is he?' exclaimed my companion, rush-
|
||
ing to the gap. 'If I can get my arm out I can hit him!'
|
||
|
||
"I'm afraid, Ellen, you'll set me down as really
|
||
wicked; but you don't know all, so don't judge.
|
||
I wouldn't have aided or abetted an attempt on even
|
||
his life for anything. Wish that he were dead, I must;
|
||
and therefore I was fearfully disappointed, and un-
|
||
nerved by terror for the consequences of my taunting
|
||
speech, when he flung himself on Earnshaw's weapon
|
||
and wrenched it from his grasp.
|
||
|
||
"The charge exploded, and the knife, in springing
|
||
back, closed into its owner's wrist. Heathcliff pulled it
|
||
away by main force, slitting up the flesh as it passed
|
||
on, and thrust it dripping into his pocket. He then
|
||
took a stone, struck down the division between two
|
||
windows, and sprang in. His adversary had fallen sense-
|
||
less with excessive pain and the flow of blood that
|
||
gushed from an artery or a large vein. The ruffian
|
||
kicked and trampled on him, and dashed his head re-
|
||
peatedly against the flags, holding me with one hand
|
||
meantime to prevent me summoning Joseph. He ex-
|
||
erted preterhuman self-denial in abstaining from fin-
|
||
ishing him completely; but getting out of breath he
|
||
finally desisted, and dragged the apparently inanimate
|
||
body on to the settle. There he tore off the sleeve of
|
||
Earnshaw's coat, and bound up the wound with brutal
|
||
|
||
roughness, spitting and cursing during the operation as
|
||
energetically as he had kicked before. Being at liberty,
|
||
I lost no time in seeking the old servant, who, having
|
||
gathered by degrees the purport of my hasty tale, hur-
|
||
ried below, gasping as he descended the steps two at
|
||
once.
|
||
|
||
" 'What is ther to do now---what is ther to do now?'
|
||
|
||
" 'There's this to do,' thundered Heathcliff, 'that
|
||
your master's mad; and should he last another
|
||
month, I'll have him to an asylum. And how the devil
|
||
did you come to fasten me out, you toothless hound?
|
||
Don't stand muttering and mumbling there. Come, I'm
|
||
not going to nurse him. Wash that stuff away; and mind
|
||
the sparks of your candle---it is more than half
|
||
brandy.'
|
||
|
||
" 'And so ye've been murthering on him!' exclaimed
|
||
Joseph, lifting his hands and eyes in horror. 'If iver I
|
||
seed a seeght loike this! May the Lord-----'
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff gave him a push on to his knees in
|
||
the middle of the blood, and flung a towel to him; but
|
||
instead of proceeding to dry it up, he joined his hands
|
||
and began a prayer, which excited my laughter from its
|
||
odd phraseology. I was in the condition of mind to be
|
||
shocked at nothing; in fact, I was as reckless as some
|
||
malefactors show themselves at the foot of the gallows.
|
||
|
||
" 'Oh, I forgot you,' said the tyrant. 'You shall do
|
||
that. Down with you! And you conspire with him
|
||
|
||
against me, do you, viper? There, that is work fit for
|
||
you!"
|
||
|
||
"He shook me till my teeth rattled, and pitched me
|
||
beside Joseph, who steadily concluded his supplica-
|
||
tions, and then rose, vowing he would set off for the
|
||
Grange directly. Mr. Linton was a magistrate, and
|
||
though he had fifty wives dead, he should inquire into
|
||
this. He was so obstinate in his resolution that Heath-
|
||
cliff deemed it expedient to compel from my lips a
|
||
recapitulation of what had taken place, standing over
|
||
me, heaving with malevolence, as I reluctantly de-
|
||
livered the account in answer to his questions. It re-
|
||
quired a great deal of labour to satisfy the old man that
|
||
Heathcliff was not the aggressor, especially with my
|
||
hardly-wrung replies. However, Mr. Earnshaw soon
|
||
convinced him that he was alive still. Joseph hastened
|
||
to administer a dose of spirits, and by their succour his
|
||
master presently regained motion and consciousness.
|
||
Heathcliiff, aware that his opponent was ignorant of
|
||
the treatment received while insensible, called him
|
||
deliriously intoxicated, and said he should not notice
|
||
his atrocious conduct further, but advised him to get
|
||
to bed. To my joy, he left us, after giving this judicious
|
||
counsel, and Hindley stretched himself on the hearth-
|
||
stone. I departed to my own room, marvelling that I
|
||
had escaped so easily.
|
||
|
||
"This morning when I came down, about half an
|
||
hour before noon, Mr. Earnshaw was sitting by the fire
|
||
deadly sick. His evil genius, almost as gaunt and
|
||
ghastly, leant against the chimney. Neither appeared
|
||
|
||
inclined to dine; and, having waited till all was cold on
|
||
the table, I commenced alone. Nothing hindered me
|
||
from eating heartily, and I experienced a certain sense
|
||
of satisfaction and superiority as, at intervals, I cast a
|
||
look towards my silent companions, and felt the com-
|
||
fort of a quiet conscience within me. After I had done,
|
||
I ventured on the unusual liberty of drawing near the
|
||
fire, going round Earnshaw's seat, and kneeling in the
|
||
corner beside him.
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff did not glance my way, and I gazed up,
|
||
and contemplated his features almost as confidently
|
||
as if they had been turned to stone. His forehead, that I
|
||
once thought so manly, and that I now think so dia-
|
||
bolical, was shaded with a heavy cloud; his basilisk
|
||
eyes were nearly quenched by sleeplessness, and weep-
|
||
ing, perhaps, for the lashes were wet then; his lips
|
||
devoid of their ferocious sneer, and sealed in an ex-
|
||
pression of unspeakable sadness. Had it been another,
|
||
I would have covered my face in the presence of such
|
||
grief. In his case, I was gratified; and, ignoble as it
|
||
seems to insult a fallen enemy, I couldn't miss this
|
||
chance of sticking in a dart. His weakness was the
|
||
only time when I could taste the delight of paying
|
||
wrong for wrong."
|
||
|
||
"Fie, fie, miss!" I interrupted. "One might suppose
|
||
you had never opened a Bible in your life. If God af-
|
||
flict your enemies, surely that ought to suffice you. It is
|
||
both mean and presumptuous to add your torture to
|
||
His."
|
||
|
||
"In general I'll allow that it would be, Ellen," she
|
||
continued; "but what misery laid on Heathcliff could
|
||
content me, unless I have a hand in it? I'd rather he
|
||
suffered less, if I might cause his sufferings, and he
|
||
might know that I was the cause. Oh, I owe him so
|
||
much! On only one condition can I hope to forgive
|
||
him. It is, if I may take an eye for an eye, a tooth for a
|
||
tooth, for every wrench of agony return a wrench, re-
|
||
duce him to my level; as he was the first to injure, make
|
||
him the first to implore pardon; and then--why, then,
|
||
Ellen, I might show you some generosity. But it is ut-
|
||
terly impossible I can ever be revenged, and therefore
|
||
I cannot forgive him. Hindley wanted some water,
|
||
and I handed him a glass, and asked him how he was.
|
||
|
||
" 'Not as ill as I wish,' he replied. 'But leaving out
|
||
my arm, every inch of me is as sore as if I had been
|
||
fighting with a legion of imps.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Yes, no wonder,' was my next remark. 'Catherine
|
||
used to boast that she stood between you and bodily
|
||
harm. She meant that certain persons would not hurt
|
||
you for fear of offending her. It's well people don't
|
||
really rise from their grave, or last night she might have
|
||
witnessed a repulsive scene! Are not you bruised
|
||
and cut over your chest and shoulders?'
|
||
|
||
" 'I can't say,' he answered; 'but what do you mean?
|
||
Did he dare to strike me when I was down?'
|
||
|
||
" 'He trampled on and kicked you, and dashed you
|
||
on the ground,' I whispered. 'And his mouth watered
|
||
|
||
to tear you with his teeth, because he's only half man---
|
||
not so much---and the rest fiend.'
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Earnshaw looked up, like me, to the counte-
|
||
nance of our mutual foe, who, absorbed in his anguish,
|
||
seemed insensible to anything around him. The
|
||
longer he stood, the plainer his reflections revealed
|
||
their blackness through his features.
|
||
|
||
" 'Oh, if God would but give me strength to strangle
|
||
him in my last agony, I'd go to hell with joy,' groaned
|
||
the impatient man, writhing to rise, and sinking back in
|
||
despair, convinced of his inadequacy for the struggle.
|
||
|
||
" 'Nay, it's enough that he has murdered one of you,'
|
||
I observed aloud. 'At the Grange, every one knows
|
||
your sister would have been living now had it not been
|
||
for Mr. Heathcliff. After all, it is preferable to be hated
|
||
than loved by him. When I recollect how happy we
|
||
were, how happy Catherine was before he came, I'm fit
|
||
to curse the day.'
|
||
|
||
"Most likely Heathcliff noticed more the truth of
|
||
what was said than the spirit of the person who said it.
|
||
His attention was roused, I saw, for his eyes rained
|
||
down tears among the ashes, and he drew his breath
|
||
in suffocating sighs. I stared full at him, and laughed
|
||
scornfully. The clouded windows of hell flashed a mo-
|
||
ment towards me; the fiend which usually looked out,
|
||
however, was so dimmed and drowned that I did not
|
||
fear to hazard another sound of derision.
|
||
|
||
" 'Get up, and begone out of my sight,' said the
|
||
mourner.
|
||
|
||
"I guessed he uttered those words, at least, though
|
||
his voice was hardly intelligible.
|
||
|
||
" 'I beg your pardon,' I replied. 'But I loved Cather-
|
||
ine too; and her brother requires attendance, which,
|
||
for her sake, I shall supply. Now that she's dead, I
|
||
see her in Hindley. Hindley has exactly her eyes, if
|
||
you had not tried to gouge them out, and made them
|
||
black and red; and her---'
|
||
|
||
" 'Get up, wretched idiot, before I stamp you to
|
||
death!' he cried, making a movement that caused me
|
||
to make one also.
|
||
|
||
" 'But, then,' I continued, holding myself ready to
|
||
flee, 'if poor Catherine had trusted you, and assumed
|
||
the ridiculous, contemptible, degrading title of Mrs.
|
||
Heathcliff, she would soon have presented a similar pic-
|
||
ture. She wouldn't have borne your abominable be-
|
||
haviour quietly. Her detestation and disgust must
|
||
have found voice.'
|
||
|
||
"The back of the settle and Earnshaw's person inter-
|
||
posed between me and him; so instead of endeavouring
|
||
to reach me, he snatched a dinner knife from the table
|
||
and flung it at my head. It struck beneath my ear, and
|
||
stopped the sentence I was uttering; but, pulling it
|
||
out, I sprang to the door and delivered another, which
|
||
I hope went a little deeper than his missile. The last
|
||
|
||
glimpse I caught of him was a furious rush on his part,
|
||
checked by the embrace of his host; and both fell
|
||
locked together on the hearth. In my flight through the
|
||
kitchen I bade Joseph speed to his master. I knocked
|
||
over Hareton, who was hanging a litter of puppies
|
||
from a chair-back in the doorway; and, blest as a soul
|
||
escaped from purgatory, I bounded, leaped, and flew
|
||
down the steep road; then, quitting its windings, shot
|
||
direct across the moor, rolling over banks, and wading
|
||
through marshes, precipitating myself, in fact, towards
|
||
the beacon light of the Grange. And far rather would I
|
||
be condemned to a perpetual dwelling in the infernal
|
||
regions than, even for one night, abide beneath the roof
|
||
of Wuthering Heights again."
|
||
|
||
Isabella ceased speaking, and took a drink of tea;
|
||
then she rose, and bidding me put on her bonnet and
|
||
a great shawl I had brought, and turning a deaf ear to
|
||
my entreaties for her to remain another hour, she
|
||
stepped on to a chair, kissed Edgar's and Catherine's
|
||
portraits, bestowed a similar salute on me, and
|
||
descended to the carriage, accompanied by Fanny, who
|
||
yelped wild with joy at recovering her mistress. She was
|
||
driven away, never to revisit this neighbourhood; but
|
||
a regular correspondence was established between her
|
||
and my master when things were more settled. I believe
|
||
her new abode was in the south, near London; there
|
||
she had a son born, a few months subsequent to her
|
||
escape. He was christened Linton, and, from the first,
|
||
she reported him to be an ailing, peevish creature.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, meeting me one day in the village, in-
|
||
quired where she lived. I refused to tell. He remarked
|
||
that it was not of any moment, only she must be-
|
||
ware of coming to her brother. She should not be with
|
||
him, if he had to keep her himself. Though I would give
|
||
no information, he discovered, through some of the
|
||
other servants, both her place of residence and the
|
||
existence of the child. Still he didn't molest her, for
|
||
which forbearance she might thank his aversion, I sup-
|
||
pose. He often asked about the infant, when he saw
|
||
me; and on hearing its name, smiled grimly, and ob-
|
||
served---
|
||
|
||
"They wish me to hate it too, do they?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't think they wish you to know anything about
|
||
it," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"But I'll have it," he said, "when I want it. They may
|
||
reckon on that."
|
||
|
||
Fortunately its mother died before the time arrived,
|
||
some thirteen years after the decease of Catherine, when
|
||
Linton was twelve or a little more.
|
||
|
||
On the day succeeding Isabella's unexpected visit,
|
||
I had no opportunity of speaking to my master. He
|
||
shunned conversation, and was fit for discussing noth-
|
||
ing. When I could get him to listen, I saw it pleased him
|
||
that his sister had left her husband, whom he abhorred
|
||
with an intensity which the mildness of his nature
|
||
would scarcely seem to allow. So deep and sensitive was
|
||
|
||
his aversion that he refrained from going anywhere
|
||
where he was likely to see or hear of Heathcliff. Grief
|
||
and that together transformed him into a complete her-
|
||
mit. He threw up his office of magistrate, ceased even
|
||
to attend church, avoided the village on all occasions,
|
||
and spent a life of entire seclusion within the limits of
|
||
his park and grounds, only varied by solitary rambles
|
||
on the moors and visits to the grave of his wife, mostly
|
||
at evening, or early morning before other wanderers
|
||
were abroad. But he was too good to be thoroughly un-
|
||
happy long. He didn't pray for Catherine's soul to
|
||
haunt him. Time brought resignation and a melancholy
|
||
sweeter than common joy. He recalled her memory with
|
||
ardent, tender love, and hopeful aspiring to the better
|
||
world, where he doubted not she was gone.
|
||
|
||
And he had earthly consolation and affections also.
|
||
For a few days, I said, he seemed regardless of the puny
|
||
successor to the departed; that coldness melted as fast
|
||
as snow in April, and ere the tiny thing could stammer
|
||
a word or totter a step, it wielded a despot's sceptre in
|
||
his heart. It was named Catherine; but he never called
|
||
it the name in full, as he had never called the first Cath-
|
||
erine short, probably because Heathcliff had a habit
|
||
of doing so. The little one was always Cathy; it formed
|
||
to him a distinction from the mother, and yet a connec-
|
||
tion with her; and his attachment sprang from its rela-
|
||
tion to her far more than from its being his own.
|
||
|
||
I used to draw a comparison between him and Hind-
|
||
ley Earnshaw, and perplex myself to explain satisfac-
|
||
torily why their conduct was so opposite in similar cir-
|
||
|
||
cumstances. They had both been fond husbands, and
|
||
were both attached to their children; and I could not
|
||
see how they shouldn't both have taken the same road,
|
||
for good or evil. But, I thought in my mind, Hindley,
|
||
with apparently the stronger head, has shown himself
|
||
sadly the worse and the weaker man. When his ship
|
||
struck, the captain abandoned his post; and the crew,
|
||
instead of trying to save her, rushed into riot and con-
|
||
fusion, leaving no hope for their luckless vessel. Lin-
|
||
ton, on the contrary, displayed the true courage of a
|
||
loyal and faithful soul. He trusted God, and God com-
|
||
forted him. One hoped, and the other despaired. They
|
||
chose their own lots, and were righteously doomed to
|
||
endure them. But you'll not want to hear my moralizing,
|
||
Mr. Lockwood; you'll judge as well as I can all these
|
||
things. At least, you'll think you will, and that's the
|
||
same. The end of Earnshaw was what might have been
|
||
expected; it followed fast on his sister's; there were
|
||
scarcely six months between them. We at the Grange
|
||
never got a very succinct account of his state preceding
|
||
it; all that I did learn was on occasion of going to aid
|
||
in the preparations for the funeral. Mr. Kenneth came
|
||
to announce the event to my master.
|
||
|
||
"Well, Nelly," said he, riding into the yard one morn-
|
||
ing, too early not to alarm me with an instant presenti-
|
||
ment of bad news, "it's yours and my turn to go into
|
||
mourning at present. Who's given us the slip now,
|
||
do you think?"
|
||
|
||
"Who?" I asked in a flurry.
|
||
|
||
"Why, guess," he returned, dismounting, and sling-
|
||
ing his bridle on a hook by the door. "And nip up the
|
||
corner of your apron. I'm certain you'll need it."
|
||
|
||
"Not Mr. Heathcliff, surely?" I exclaimed.
|
||
|
||
"What! would you have tears for him?" said the doc-
|
||
tor. "No, Heathcliff's a tough young fellow; he looks
|
||
blooming to-day. I've just seen him. He's rapidly re-
|
||
gaining flesh since he lost his better half."
|
||
|
||
"Who is it, then, Mr. Kenneth?" I repeated impa-
|
||
tiently.
|
||
|
||
"Hindley Earnshaw--your old friend Hindley," he
|
||
replied, "and my wicked gossip, though he's been too
|
||
wild for me this long while. There! I said we should
|
||
draw water. But cheer up. He died true to his character
|
||
--drunk as a lord. Poor lad! I'm sorry, too. One can't
|
||
help missing an old companion, though he had the
|
||
worst tricks with him that ever man imagined, and has
|
||
done me many a rascally turn. He's barely twenty-seven,
|
||
it seems; that's your own age. Who would have thought
|
||
you were born in one year?"
|
||
|
||
I confess this blow was greater to me than the shock
|
||
of Mrs. Linton's death. Ancient associations lingered
|
||
round my heart. I sat down in the porch and wept as
|
||
for a blood relation, desiring Mr. Kenneth to get an-
|
||
other servant to introduce him to the master. I could
|
||
not hinder myself from pondering on the question,
|
||
"Had he had fair play?" Whatever I did, that idea
|
||
|
||
would bother me. It was so tiresomely pertinacious that
|
||
I resolved on requesting leave to go to Wuthering
|
||
Heights and assist in the last duties to the dead. Mr.
|
||
Linton was extremely reluctant to consent, but I
|
||
pleaded eloquently for the friendless condition in
|
||
which he lay, and I said my old master and fos-
|
||
ter-brother had a claim on my services as strong as
|
||
his own. Besides, I reminded him that the child Hare-
|
||
ton was his wife's nephew, and, in the absence of nearer
|
||
kin, he ought to act as its guardian; and he ought to
|
||
and must inquire how the property was left, and look
|
||
over the concerns of his brother-in-law. He was unfit
|
||
for attending to such matters then, but he bade me
|
||
speak to his lawyer, and at length permitted me to go.
|
||
His lawyer had been Earnshaw's also. I called at the vil-
|
||
lage, and asked him to accompany me. He shook his
|
||
head, and advised that Heathcliff should be let alone,
|
||
affirming, if the truth were known, Hareton would be
|
||
found little else than a beggar.
|
||
|
||
"His father died in debt," he said; "the whole prop-
|
||
erty is mortgaged, and the sole chance for the natural
|
||
heir is to allow him an opportunity of creating some
|
||
interest in the creditor's heart, that he may be inclined
|
||
to deal leniently towards him."
|
||
|
||
When I reached the Heights, I explained that I had
|
||
come to see everything carried on decently; and Joseph,
|
||
who appeared in sufficient distress, expressed satisfac-
|
||
tion at my presence. Mr. Heathcliff said he did not per-
|
||
ceive that I was wanted; but I might stay and order the
|
||
arrangements for the funeral, if I chose.
|
||
|
||
"Correctly," he remarked, "that fool's body should
|
||
be buried at the cross-roads, without ceremony of any
|
||
kind. I happened to leave him ten minutes yesterday
|
||
afternoon, and in that interval he fastened the two doors
|
||
of the house against me, and he has spent the night in
|
||
drinking himself to death deliberately! We broke in
|
||
this morning, for we heard him snorting like a horse;
|
||
and there he was, laid over the settle; flaying and scalp-
|
||
ing would not have wakened him. I sent for Kenneth,
|
||
and he came, but not till the beast had changed into
|
||
carrion. He was both dead and cold and stark; and so
|
||
you'll allow it was useless making more stir about him."
|
||
|
||
The old servant confirmed this statement, but mut-
|
||
tered,---
|
||
|
||
"I'd rayther he'd goan hisseln for t' doctor! I sud
|
||
ha' taen tent o' t' maister better nor him; and he warn't
|
||
deead when I left, naught o' t' soart!"
|
||
|
||
I insisted on the funeral being respectable. Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff said I might have my own way there too;
|
||
only, he desired me to remember that the money for the
|
||
whole affair came out of his pocket. He maintained a
|
||
hard, careless deportment, indicative of neither joy
|
||
nor sorrow; if anything, it expressed a flinty gratifica-
|
||
tion at a piece of difficult work successfully executed.
|
||
I observed once, indeed, something like exultation in
|
||
his aspect; it was just when the people were bearing
|
||
the coffin from the house. He had the hypocrisy to rep-
|
||
resent a mourner; and previous to following with Hare-
|
||
ton, he lifted the unfortunate child on to the table, and
|
||
|
||
muttered, with peculiar gusto, "Now, my bonny lad,
|
||
you are mine! And we'll see if one tree won't grow
|
||
as crooked as another, with the same wind to twist it!"
|
||
The unsuspecting thing was pleased at this speech. He
|
||
played with Heathcliff's whiskers, and stroked his
|
||
cheek; but I divined its meaning, and observed tartly,
|
||
"That boy must go back with me to Thrushcross
|
||
Grange, sir. There is nothing in the world less yours
|
||
than he is."
|
||
|
||
"Does Linton say so?" he demanded.
|
||
|
||
"Of course; he has ordered me to take him," I re-
|
||
plied.
|
||
|
||
"Well," said the scoundrel, "we'll not argue the
|
||
subject now; but I have a fancy to try my hand at rear-
|
||
ing a young one, so intimate to your master that I must
|
||
supply the place of this with my own, if he attempt to
|
||
remove it. I don't engage to let Hareton go undis-
|
||
puted, but I'll be pretty sure to make the other come!
|
||
Remember to tell him."
|
||
|
||
This hint was enough to bind our hands. I repeated
|
||
its substance on my return; and Edgar Linton, little
|
||
interested at the commencement, spoke no more of in-
|
||
terfering. I'm not aware that he could have done it to
|
||
any purpose, had he been ever so willing.
|
||
|
||
The guest was now the master of Wuthering Heights.
|
||
He held firm possession, and proved to the attorney--
|
||
who, in his turn, proved it to Mr. Linton---that
|
||
Earnshaw had mortgaged every yard of land he owned
|
||
for cash to supply his mania for gaming; and he, Heath-
|
||
cliff, was the mortgagee. In that manner Hareton, who
|
||
should now be the first gentleman in the neigh-
|
||
bourhood, was reduced to a state of complete depend-
|
||
ence on his father's inveterate enemy, and lives in his
|
||
own house as a servant, deprived of the advantage of
|
||
wages, quite unable to right himself, because of
|
||
his friendlessness and his ignorance that he has been
|
||
wronged.
|
||
CHAPTER XVIII.
|
||
|
||
The twelve years, continued Mrs. Dean, following
|
||
that dismal period were the happiest of my life.
|
||
My greatest troubles in their passage rose from our
|
||
little lady's trifling illnesses, which she had to experi-
|
||
ence in common with all children, rich and poor. For
|
||
the rest, after the first six months, she grew like a larch,
|
||
and could walk and talk too, in her own way, before
|
||
the heath blossomed a second time over Mrs. Linton's
|
||
dust. She was the most winning thing that ever brought
|
||
sunshine into a desolate house--a real beauty in face,
|
||
with the Earnshaws' handsome dark eyes, but the Lin-
|
||
tons' fair skin and small features and yellow curling
|
||
hair. Her spirit was high, though not rough, and
|
||
qualified by a heart sensitive and lively to excess in its
|
||
affections. That capacity for intense attachments re-
|
||
minded me of her mother. Still she did not resemble
|
||
her, for she could be soft and mild as a dove, and she
|
||
had a gentle voice and pensive expression. Her anger
|
||
was never furious, her love never fierce. It was deep
|
||
and tender. However, it must be acknowledged, she
|
||
had faults to foil her gifts. A propensity to be saucy
|
||
was one; and a perverse will, that indulged children in-
|
||
variably acquire, whether they be good-tempered or
|
||
cross. If a servant chanced to vex her, it was always, "I
|
||
shall tell papa!" And if he reproved her, even by a
|
||
look, you would have thought it a heart-breaking busi-
|
||
ness. I don't believe he ever did speak a harsh word to
|
||
her. He took her education entirely on himself, and
|
||
made it an amusement. Fortunately, curiosity and a
|
||
|
||
quick intellect made her an apt scholar. She learned
|
||
rapidly and eagerly, and did honour to his teaching.
|
||
|
||
Till she reached the age of thirteen, she had not once
|
||
been beyond the range of the park by herself. Mr.
|
||
Linton would take her with him a mile or so outside,
|
||
on rare occasions; but he trusted her to no one else.
|
||
Gimmerton was an unsubstantial name in her ears; the
|
||
chapel the only building she had approached or entered,
|
||
except her own home. Wuthering Heights and Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff did not exist for her. She was a perfect re-
|
||
cluse, and, apparently, perfectly contented. Sometimes,
|
||
indeed, while surveying the country from her nursery
|
||
window, she would observe,---
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, how long will it be before I can walk to the
|
||
top of those hills? I wonder what lies on the other side.
|
||
Is it the sea?"
|
||
|
||
"No, Miss Cathy," I would answer; "it is hills again,
|
||
just like these."
|
||
|
||
"And what are those golden rocks like when you
|
||
stand under them?" she once asked.
|
||
|
||
The abrupt descent of Peniston Crags particularly
|
||
attracted her notice, especially when the setting sun
|
||
shone on it and the topmost heights, and the whole ex-
|
||
tent of landscape besides lay in shadow. I explained
|
||
that they were bare masses of stone, with hardly enough
|
||
earth in their clefts to nourish a stunted tree.
|
||
|
||
"And why are they bright so long after it is evening
|
||
here?" she pursued.
|
||
|
||
"Because they are a great deal higher up than we
|
||
are," replied I; "you could not climb them---they are
|
||
too high and steep. In winter the frost is always there
|
||
before it comes to us; and deep into summer I have
|
||
found snow under that black hollow on the north-east
|
||
side."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, you have been on them!" she cried gleefully.
|
||
"Then I can go, too, when I am a woman. Has papa
|
||
been, Ellen?"
|
||
|
||
"Papa would tell you, miss," I answered hastily,
|
||
"that they are not worth the trouble of visiting. The
|
||
moors, where you ramble with him, are much nicer;
|
||
and Thrushcross Park is the finest place in the world."
|
||
|
||
"But I know the park, and I don't know those," she
|
||
murmured to herself. "And I should delight to look
|
||
round me from the brow of that tallest point. My little
|
||
pony Minny shall take me some time."
|
||
|
||
One of the maids mentioning the Fairy Cave quite
|
||
turned her head with a desire to fulfil this project. She
|
||
teased Mr. Linton about it, and he promised she should
|
||
have the journey when she got older. But Miss Cath-
|
||
erine measured her age by months, and, "Now, am I
|
||
old enough to go to Peniston Crags?" was the constant
|
||
question in her mouth. The road thither wound close
|
||
by Wuthering Heights. Edgar had not the heart to pass
|
||
|
||
it, so she received as constantly the answer, "Not yet,
|
||
love; not yet."
|
||
|
||
I said Mrs. Heathcliff lived above a dozen years after
|
||
quitting her husband. Her family were of a delicate
|
||
constitution. She and Edgar both lacked the ruddy
|
||
health that you will generally meet in these parts. What
|
||
her last illness was I am not certain. I conjecture they
|
||
died of the same thing---a kind of fever, slow at its com-
|
||
mencement, but incurable, and rapidly consuming life
|
||
towards the close. She wrote to inform her brother of
|
||
the probable conclusion of a four months' indisposi-
|
||
tion under which she had suffered, and entreated him
|
||
to come to her, if possible, for she had much to settle,
|
||
and she wished to bid him adieu, and deliver Linton
|
||
safely into his hands. Her hope was, that Linton might
|
||
be left with him, as he had been with her. His father,
|
||
she would fain convince herself, had no desire to as-
|
||
sume the burden of his maintenance or education. My
|
||
master hesitated not a moment in complying with her
|
||
request. Reluctant as he was to leave home at ordinary
|
||
calls, he flew to answer this, commending Catherine
|
||
to my peculiar vigilance, in his absence, with reiterated
|
||
orders that she must not wander out of the park, even
|
||
under my escort. He did not calculate on her going
|
||
unaccompanied.
|
||
|
||
He was away three weeks. The first day or two my
|
||
charge sat in a corner of the library, too sad for either
|
||
reading or playing. In that quiet state she caused me
|
||
little trouble; but it was succeeded by an interval of
|
||
impatient fretful weariness; and being too busy and
|
||
|
||
too old then to run up and down amusing her, I hit on
|
||
a method by which she might entertain herself. I used
|
||
to send her on her travels round the grounds, now on
|
||
foot and now on a pony, indulging her with a patient
|
||
audience of all her real and imaginary adventures,
|
||
when she returned.
|
||
|
||
The summer shone in full prime, and she took such
|
||
a taste for this solitary rambling that she often con-
|
||
trived to remain out from breakfast till tea; and then
|
||
the evenings were spent in recounting her fanciful
|
||
tales. I did not fear her breaking bounds, because the
|
||
gates were generally locked, and I thought she would
|
||
scarcely venture forth alone, if they had stood wide
|
||
open. Unluckily, my confidence proved misplaced.
|
||
Catherine came to me one morning at eight o'clock,
|
||
and said she was that day an Arabian merchant, going
|
||
to cross the desert with his caravan, and I must give
|
||
her plenty of provision for herself and beasts---a horse
|
||
and three camels, personated by a large hound and a
|
||
couple of pointers. I got together good store of daint-
|
||
ies, and slung them in a basket on one side of the saddle;
|
||
and she sprang up as gay as a fairy, sheltered by her
|
||
wide-brimmed hat and gauze veil from the July sun,
|
||
and trotted off with a merry laugh, mocking my cau-
|
||
tious counsel to avoid galloping and come back early.
|
||
The naughty thing never made her appearance at tea.
|
||
One traveller, the hound, being an old dog and fond of
|
||
its ease, returned; but neither Cathy, nor the pony,
|
||
nor the two pointers were visible in any direction. I
|
||
dispatched emissaries down this path and that path,
|
||
and at last went wandering in search of her myself.
|
||
|
||
There was a labourer working at a fence round a plan-
|
||
tation, on the borders of the grounds. I inquired of him
|
||
if he had seen our young lady.
|
||
|
||
"I saw her at morn," he replied. "She would have
|
||
me to cut her a hazel switch, and then she leapt her
|
||
Galloway over the hedge yonder, where it is lowest,
|
||
and galloped out of sight."
|
||
|
||
You may guess how I felt at hearing this news. It
|
||
struck me directly she must have started for Peniston
|
||
Crags. "What will become of her?" I ejaculated, push-
|
||
ing through a gap which the man was repairing, and
|
||
making straight to the highroad. I walked as if for a
|
||
wager, mile after mile, till a turn brought me in view of
|
||
the Heights; but no Catherine could I detect far or near.
|
||
The Crags lie about a mile and a half beyond Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff's place, and that is four from the Grange, so
|
||
I began to fear night would fall ere I could reach them.
|
||
"And what if she should have slipped in clambering
|
||
among them," I reflected, "and been killed or broken
|
||
some of her bones?" My suspense was truly painful;
|
||
and at first it gave me delightful relief to observe, in
|
||
hurrying by the farmhouse, Charlie, the fiercest of the
|
||
pointers, lying under a window, with swelled head
|
||
and bleeding ear. I opened the wicket and ran to the
|
||
door, knocking vehemently for admittance. A woman
|
||
whom I knew, and who formerly lived at Gimmerton,
|
||
answered. She had been servant there since the death of
|
||
Mr. Earnshaw.
|
||
|
||
"Ah," said she, "you are come a-seeking your little
|
||
mistress! Don't be frightened. She's here safe; but I'm
|
||
glad it isn't the master."
|
||
|
||
"He is not at home, then, is he?" I panted, quite
|
||
breathless with quick walking and alarm.
|
||
|
||
"No, no," she replied; "both he and Joseph are off,
|
||
and I think they won't return this hour or more. Step
|
||
in and rest you a bit."
|
||
|
||
I entered, and beheld my stray lamb seated on the
|
||
hearth, rocking herself in a little chair that had been
|
||
her mother's when a child. Her hat was hung against
|
||
the wall, and she seemed perfectly at home, laughing
|
||
and chattering, in the best spirits imaginable, to Hare-
|
||
ton---now a great, strong lad of eighteen---who stared
|
||
at her with considerable curiosity and astonishment,
|
||
comprehending precious little of the fluent succession
|
||
of remarks and questions which her tongue never
|
||
ceased pouring forth.
|
||
|
||
"Very well, miss!" I exclaimed, concealing my joy
|
||
under an angry countenance. "This is your last ride till
|
||
papa comes back. I'll not trust you over the threshold
|
||
again, you naughty, naughty girl!"
|
||
|
||
"Aha, Ellenl" she cried gaily, jumping up and run-
|
||
ning to my side. "I shall have a pretty story to tell to-
|
||
night. And so you've found me out. Have you ever been
|
||
here in your life before?"
|
||
|
||
"Put that hat on, and home at once," said I. "I'm
|
||
dreadfully grieved at you, Miss Cathy; you've done
|
||
extremely wrong. It's no use pouting and crying; that
|
||
won't repay the trouble I've had, scouring the country
|
||
after you. To think how Mr. Linton charged me to keep
|
||
you in; and you stealing off so! It shows you are a cun-
|
||
ning little fox, and nobody will put faith in you any
|
||
more."
|
||
|
||
"What have I done?" sobbed she, instantly checked.
|
||
"Papa charged me nothing. He'll not scold me, Ellen;
|
||
he's never cross like you."
|
||
|
||
"Come, come!" I repeated. "I'll tie the ribbon. Now,
|
||
let us have no petulance. Oh, for shame! You thirteen
|
||
years old, and such a baby!"
|
||
|
||
This exclamation was caused by her pushing the
|
||
hat from her head, and retreating to the chimney out
|
||
of my reach.
|
||
|
||
"Nay," said the servant; "don't be hard on the bonny
|
||
lass, Mrs. Dean. We made her stop. She'd fain have
|
||
ridden forwards, afeard you should be uneasy. Hare-
|
||
ton offered to go with her, and I thought he should. It's
|
||
a wild road over the hills."
|
||
|
||
Hareton, during the discussion, stood with his hands
|
||
in his pockets, too awkward to speak, though he looked
|
||
as if he did not relish my intrusion.
|
||
|
||
"How long am I to wait?" I continued, disregarding
|
||
the woman's interference. "It will be dark in ten min-
|
||
utes.--Where is the pony, Miss Cathy? And where is
|
||
Phoenix? I shall leave you, unless you be quick; so
|
||
please yourself."
|
||
|
||
"The pony is in the yard," she replied, "and Phoenix
|
||
is shut in there. He's bitten, and so is Charlie. I was go-
|
||
ing to tell you all about it; but you are in a bad temper,
|
||
and don't deserve to hear."
|
||
|
||
I picked up her hat, and approached to reinstate it;
|
||
but perceiving that the people of the house took her
|
||
part, she commenced capering round the room; and
|
||
on my giving chase, ran like a mouse over and under
|
||
and behind the furniture, rendering it ridiculous for
|
||
me to pursue. Hareton and the woman laughed, and
|
||
she joined them, and waxed more impertinent still, till
|
||
I cried, in great irritation,---
|
||
|
||
"Well, Miss Cathy, if you were aware whose house
|
||
this is, you'd be glad enough to get out."
|
||
|
||
"It's your father's, isn't it?" said she, turning to
|
||
Hareton.
|
||
|
||
"Nay," he replied, looking down, and blushing bash-
|
||
fully.
|
||
|
||
He could not stand a steady gaze from her eyes,
|
||
though they were just his own.
|
||
|
||
"Whose, then---your master's?" she asked.
|
||
|
||
He coloured deeper, with a different feeling, mut-
|
||
tered an oath, and turned away.
|
||
|
||
"Who is his master?" continued the tiresome girl,
|
||
appealing to me. "He talked about 'our house,' and
|
||
'our folk.' I thought he had been the owner's son. And
|
||
he never said miss. He should have done, shouldn't
|
||
he, if he's a servant?"
|
||
|
||
Hareton grew black as a thunder-cloud at this child-
|
||
ish speech. I silently shook my questioner, and at last
|
||
succeeded in equipping her for departure.
|
||
|
||
"Now, get my horse," she said, addressing her un-
|
||
known kinsman as she would one of the stable-boys at
|
||
the Grange. "And you may come with me. I want to
|
||
see where the goblin-hunter rises in the marsh, and
|
||
to hear about the fairishes, as you call them. But make
|
||
haste! What's the matter? Get my horse, I say."
|
||
|
||
"I'll see thee damned before I be thy servant!"
|
||
growled the lad.
|
||
|
||
"You'll see me what?" asked Catherine in surprise.
|
||
|
||
"Damned, thou saucy witch!" he replied.
|
||
|
||
"There, Miss Cathy, you see you have got into pretty
|
||
company," I interposed. "Nice words to be used to a
|
||
|
||
young lady! Pray don't begin to dispute with him.
|
||
Come, let us seek for Minny ourselves, and begone."
|
||
|
||
"But, Ellen," cried she, staring, fixed in astonish-
|
||
ment, "how dare he speak so to me? Mustn't he be made
|
||
to do as I ask him?---You wicked creature, I shall tell
|
||
papa what you said. Now, then!"
|
||
|
||
Hareton did not appear to feel this threat, so the
|
||
tears sprang into her eyes with indignation. "You bring
|
||
the pony," she exclaimed, turning to the woman,
|
||
"and let my dog free this moment!"
|
||
|
||
"Softly, miss," answered she addressed; "you'll lose
|
||
nothing by being civil. Though Mr. Hareton there be
|
||
not the master's son, he's your cousin; and I was never
|
||
hired to serve you."
|
||
|
||
"He my cousin!" cried Cathy, with a scornful laugh.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, indeed," responded her reprover.
|
||
|
||
"O Ellen! don't let them say such things," she pur-
|
||
sued, in great trouble. "Papa is gone to fetch my cousin
|
||
from London. My cousin is a gentleman's son. That
|
||
my------" She stopped, and wept outright, upset at
|
||
the bare notion of relationship with such a clown.
|
||
|
||
"Hush, hush!" I whispered; "people can have many
|
||
cousins, and of all sorts, Miss Cathy, without being any
|
||
the worse for it; only they needn't keep their company,
|
||
if they be disagreeable and bad."
|
||
|
||
"He's not---he's not my cousin, Ellenl" she went on,
|
||
gathering fresh grief from reflection, and flinging her-
|
||
self into my arms for refuge from the idea.
|
||
|
||
I was much vexed at her and the servant for their
|
||
mutual revelations, having no doubt of Linton's ap-
|
||
proaching arrival, communicated by the former, being
|
||
reported to Mr. Heathcliff, and feeling as confident that
|
||
Catherine's first thought on her father's return would
|
||
be to seek an explanation of the latter's assertion con-
|
||
cerning her rude-bred kindred. Hareton, recovering
|
||
from his disgust at being taken for a servant, seemed
|
||
moved by her distress; and having fetched the pony
|
||
round to the door, he took, to propitiate her, a fine
|
||
crooked-legged terrier-whelp from the kennel, and put-
|
||
ting it into her hand bade her whist, for he meant
|
||
nought. Pausing in her lamentations, she surveyed him
|
||
a glance of awe and horror, then burst forth anew.
|
||
|
||
I could scarcely refrain from smiling at this antipathy
|
||
to the poor fellow, who was a well-made, athletic youth,
|
||
good-looking in features, and stout and healthy, but
|
||
attired in garments befitting his daily occupations of
|
||
working on the farm and lounging among the moors
|
||
after rabbits and game. Still, I thought I could detect
|
||
in his physiognomy a mind owning better qualities than
|
||
his father ever possessed--good things lost amid a wil-
|
||
derness of weeds, to be sure, whose rankness far over-
|
||
topped their neglected growth; yet, notwithstanding,
|
||
evidence of a wealthy soil, that might yield luxuriant
|
||
crops under other and favourable circumstances. Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff, I believe, had not treated him physically ill
|
||
|
||
---thanks to his fearless nature, which offered no temp-
|
||
tation to that course of oppression. He had none of the
|
||
timid susceptibility that would have given zest to ill-
|
||
treatment, in Heathcliff's judgment. He appeared to
|
||
have bent his malevolence on making him a brute. He
|
||
was never taught to read or write, never rebuked for
|
||
any bad habit which did not annoy his keeper, never
|
||
led a single step towards virtue or guarded by a single
|
||
precept against vice. And from what I heard, Joseph
|
||
contributed much to his deterioration by a narrow-
|
||
minded partiality which prompted him to flatter and
|
||
pet him, as a boy, because he was the head of the old
|
||
family. And as he had been in the habit of accusing
|
||
Catherine Earnshaw and Heathcliff, when children, of
|
||
putting the master past his patience, and compelling
|
||
him to seek solace in drink by what he termed their
|
||
"offalld ways," so at present he laid the whole burden
|
||
of Hareton's faults on the shoulders of the usurper of
|
||
his property. If the lad swore, he wouldn't correct him,
|
||
nor however culpably he behaved. It gave Joseph satis-
|
||
faction, apparently, to watch him go the worst lengths.
|
||
He allowed that the lad was ruined, that his soul was
|
||
abandoned to perdition; but then he reflected that
|
||
Heathcliff must answer for it. Hareton's blood would
|
||
be required at his hands; and there lay immense con-
|
||
solation in that thought. Joseph had instilled into him
|
||
a pride of name and of his lineage. He would, had he
|
||
dared, have fostered hate between him and the present
|
||
owner of the Heights; but his dread of that owner
|
||
amounted to superstition, and he confined his feelings
|
||
regarding him to muttered innuendoes and private com-
|
||
|
||
minations. I don't pretend to be intimately acquainted
|
||
with the mode of living customary in those days at
|
||
Wuthering Heights. I only speak from hearsay, for I
|
||
saw little. The villagers affirmed Mr. Heathcliff was
|
||
near, and a cruel hard landlord to his tenants; but the
|
||
house inside had regained its ancient aspect of comfort
|
||
under female management, and the scenes of riot com-
|
||
mon in Hindley's time were not now enacted within its
|
||
walls. The master was too gloomy to seek companion-
|
||
ship with any people, good or bad; and he is yet.
|
||
|
||
This, however, is not making progress with my story.
|
||
Miss Cathy rejected the peace-offering of the terrier,
|
||
and demanded her own dogs, Charlie and Phoenix.
|
||
They came limping, and hanging their heads; and we
|
||
set out for home, sadly out of sorts, every one of us. I
|
||
could not wring from my little lady how she had spent
|
||
the day, except that, as I supposed, the goal of her pil-
|
||
grimage was Peniston Crags; and she arrived without
|
||
adventure to the gate of the farmhouse, when Hareton
|
||
happened to issue forth, attended by some canine fol-
|
||
lowers, who attacked her train. They had a smart battle
|
||
before their owners could separate them; that formed
|
||
an introduction. Catherine told Hareton who she was,
|
||
and where she was going, and asked him to show her
|
||
the way, finally beguiling him to accompany her. He
|
||
opened the mysteries of the Fairy Cave and twenty
|
||
other queer places. But, being in disgrace, I was not
|
||
favoured with a description of the interesting objects
|
||
she saw. I could gather, however, that her guide had
|
||
been a favourite till she hurt his feelings by addressing
|
||
him as a servant, and Heathcliff's housekeeper hurt
|
||
|
||
hers by calling him her cousin. Then the language he
|
||
had held to her rankled in her heart; she who was al-
|
||
ways "love," and "darling," and "queen," and "angel,"
|
||
with everybody at the Grange, to be insulted so shock-
|
||
ingly by a stranger! She did not comprehend it; and
|
||
hard work I had to obtain a promise that she would not
|
||
lay the grievance before her father. I explained how
|
||
he objected to the whole household at the Heights, and
|
||
how sorry he would be to find she had been there; but
|
||
I insisted most on the fact that if she revealed my neg-
|
||
ligence of his orders, he would perhaps be so angry
|
||
that I should have to leave; and Cathy couldn't bear
|
||
that prospect. She pledged her word, and kept it, for
|
||
my sake. After all, she was a sweet little girl.
|
||
CHAPTER XIX.
|
||
|
||
A letter edged with black, announced the day of
|
||
my master's return. Isabella was dead; and he
|
||
wrote to bid me get mourning for his daughter, and ar-
|
||
range a room, and other accommodations, for his
|
||
youthful nephew. Catherine ran wild with joy at the
|
||
idea of welcoming her father back, and indulged most
|
||
sanguine anticipations of the innumerable excellences
|
||
of her "real" cousin. The evening of their expected ar-
|
||
rival came. Since early morning she had been busy or-
|
||
dering her own small affairs; and now, attired in her
|
||
new black frock---poor thing! her aunt's death im-
|
||
pressed her with no definite sorrow---she obliged me,
|
||
by constant worrying, to walk with her down through
|
||
the grounds to meet them.
|
||
|
||
"Linton is just six months younger than I am," she
|
||
chattered, as we strolled leisurely over the swells and
|
||
hollows of mossy turf, under shadow of the trees. "How
|
||
delightful it will be to have him for a playfellowl Aunt
|
||
Isabella sent papa a beautiful lock of his hair. It was
|
||
lighter than mine---more flaxen, and quite as fine. I
|
||
have it carefully preserved in a little glass box; and
|
||
I've often thought what pleasure it would be to see its
|
||
owner. Oh! I am happy---and papa, dear, dear papa!
|
||
Come, Ellen, let us run! Come, run!"
|
||
|
||
She ran, and returned and ran again, many times be-
|
||
fore my sober footsteps reached the gate; and then she
|
||
seated herself on the grassy bank beside the path, and
|
||
|
||
tried to wait patiently; but that was impossible. She
|
||
couldn't be still a minute.
|
||
|
||
"How long they are!" she exclaimed. "Ah, I see
|
||
some dust on the road; they are coming? No! When
|
||
will they be here? May we not go a little way---half a
|
||
mile, Ellen---only just half a mile? Do say yes---to that
|
||
clump of birches at the turn!"
|
||
|
||
I refused stanchly. At length her suspense was
|
||
ended; the travelling carriage rolled in sight. Miss
|
||
Cathy shrieked and stretched out her arms, as soon as
|
||
she caught her father's face looking from the window.
|
||
He descended, nearly as eager as herself; and a consid-
|
||
erable interval elapsed ere they had a thought to spare
|
||
for any but themselves. While they exchanged caresses,
|
||
I took a peep in to see after Linton. He was asleep in a
|
||
corner, wrapped in a warm, fur-lined cloak, as if it
|
||
had been winter---a pale, delicate, effeminate boy, who
|
||
might have been taken for my master's younger brother,
|
||
so strong was the resemblance; but there was a sickly
|
||
peevishness in his aspect that Edgar Linton never had.
|
||
The latter saw me looking; and having shaken hands,
|
||
advised me to close the door and leave him undisturbed,
|
||
for the journey had fatigued him. Cathy would fain
|
||
have taken one glance, but her father told her to come,
|
||
and they walked together up the park, while I hastened
|
||
before to prepare the servants.
|
||
|
||
"Now, darling," said Mr. Linton, addressing his
|
||
daughter, as they halted at the bottom of the front
|
||
steps, "your cousin is not so strong or so merry as you
|
||
|
||
are, and he has lost his mother, remember, a very short
|
||
time since; therefore, don't expect him to play and
|
||
run about with you directly. And don't harass him
|
||
much by talking. Let him be quiet this evening, at
|
||
least, will you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes, papa," answered Catherine; "but I do
|
||
want to see him, and he hasn't once looked out."
|
||
|
||
The carriage stopped, and the sleeper being roused
|
||
was lifted to the ground by his uncle.
|
||
|
||
"This is your cousin Cathy, Linton," he said, putting
|
||
their little hands together. "She's fond of you already;
|
||
and mind you don't grieve her by crying to-night. Try to
|
||
be cheerful now; the travelling is at an end, and you
|
||
have nothing to do but rest and amuse yourself as you
|
||
please."
|
||
|
||
"Let me go to bed, then," answered the boy, shrink-
|
||
ing from Catherine's salute; and he put up his fingers
|
||
to remove incipient tears.
|
||
|
||
"Come, come, there's a good child," I whispered,
|
||
leading him in. "You'll make her weep too. See how
|
||
sorry she is for you!"
|
||
|
||
I do not know whether it was sorrow for him, but
|
||
his cousin put on as sad a countenance as himself,
|
||
and returned to her father. All three entered, and
|
||
mounted to the library, where tea was laid ready. I pro-
|
||
ceeded to remove Linton's cap and mantle, and placed
|
||
|
||
him on a chair by the table; but he was no sooner seated
|
||
than he began to cry afresh. My master inquired what
|
||
was the matter.
|
||
|
||
"I can't sit on a chair," sobbed the boy.
|
||
|
||
"Go to the sofa, then, and Ellen shall bring you some
|
||
tea," answered his uncle patiently.
|
||
|
||
He had been greatly tried during the journey, I felt
|
||
convinced, by his fretful ailing charge. Linton slowly
|
||
trailed himself off, and lay down. Cathy carried a foot-
|
||
stool and her cup to his side. At first she sat silent; but
|
||
that could not last. She had resolved to make a pet of
|
||
her little cousin, as she would have him to be; and she
|
||
commenced stroking his curls, and kissing his cheek,
|
||
and offering him tea in her saucer, like a baby. This
|
||
pleased him, for he was not much better. He dried his
|
||
eyes, and lightened into a faint smile.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, he'll do very well," said the master to me, after
|
||
watching them a minute---"very well, if we can keep
|
||
him, Ellen. The company of a child of his own age
|
||
will instil new spirit into him soon, and by wishing for
|
||
strength he'll gain it."
|
||
|
||
"Ay, if we can keep him!" I mused to myself, and
|
||
sore misgivings came over me that there was slight
|
||
hope of that. And then, I thought, however will that
|
||
weakling live at Wuthering Heights? Between his fa-
|
||
ther and Hareton, what playmates and instructors
|
||
they'll be! Our doubts were presently decided---even
|
||
|
||
earlier than I expected. I had just taken the children
|
||
upstairs, after tea was finished, and seen Linton asleep
|
||
---he would not suffer me to leave him till that was the
|
||
case; I had come down, and was standing by the table
|
||
in the hall, lighting a bedroom candle for Mr. Edgar,
|
||
when a maid stepped out of the kitchen and informed
|
||
me that Mr. Heathcliff's servant Joseph was at the door,
|
||
and wished to speak with the master.
|
||
|
||
"I shall ask him what he wants first," I said, in con-
|
||
siderable trepidation. "A very unlikely hour to be
|
||
troubling people, and the instant they have returned
|
||
from a long journey. I don't think the master can see
|
||
him."
|
||
|
||
Joseph had advanced through the kitchen as I ut-
|
||
tered these words, and now presented himself in the
|
||
hall. He was donned in his Sunday garments, with his
|
||
most sanctimonious and sourest face; and, holding his
|
||
hat in one hand and his stick in the other, he proceeded
|
||
to clean his shoes on the mat.
|
||
|
||
"Good-evening, Joseph," I said coldly. "What busi-
|
||
ness brings you here to-night?"
|
||
|
||
"It's Maister Linton I mun spake to," he answered,
|
||
waving me disdainfully aside.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Linton is going to bed; unless you have some-
|
||
thing particular to say, I'm sure he won't hear it now,"
|
||
I continued. "You had better sit down in there, and
|
||
entrust your message to me."
|
||
|
||
"Which is his rahm?" pursued the fellow, surveying
|
||
the range of closed doors.
|
||
|
||
I perceived he was bent on refusing my mediation,
|
||
so very reluctantly I went up to the library, and an-
|
||
nounced the unseasonable visitor, advising that he
|
||
should be dismissed till next day. Mr. Linton had no
|
||
time to empower me to do so, for Joseph mounted close
|
||
at my heels, and pushing into the apartnment, planted
|
||
himself at the far side of the table, with his two fists
|
||
clapped on the head of his stick, and began in an ele-
|
||
vated tone, as if anticipating opposition,---
|
||
|
||
"Hathecliff has sent me for his lad, and I munn't goa
|
||
back 'bout him."
|
||
|
||
Edgar Linton was silent a minute; an expression of
|
||
exceeding sorrow overcast his features. He would
|
||
have pitied the child on his own account; but recalling
|
||
Isabella's hopes and fears, and anxious wishes for her
|
||
son, and her commendations of him to his care, he
|
||
grieved bitterly at the prospect of yielding him up, and
|
||
searched in his heart how it might be avoided. No plan
|
||
offered itself. The very exhibition of any desire to keep
|
||
him would have rendered the claimant more peremp-
|
||
tory. There was nothing left but to resign him. How-
|
||
ever, he was not going to rouse him from his sleep.
|
||
|
||
"Tell Mr. Heathcliff," he answered calmly, "that his
|
||
son shall come to Wuthering Heights to-morrow. He is
|
||
in bed, and too tired to go the distance now. You may
|
||
also tell him that the mother of Linton desired him to
|
||
|
||
remain under my guardianship; and at present his
|
||
health is very precarious."
|
||
|
||
"Noa!" said Joseph, giving a thud with his prop on
|
||
the floor, and assuming an authoritative air; "noa! that
|
||
means naught. Hathecliff maks noa 'count o' t' mother,
|
||
nor ye norther, but he'll hev his lad, und I mun tak
|
||
him; soa now ye knaw!"
|
||
|
||
"You shall not to-night!" answered Linton decisively.
|
||
|
||
"Walk downstairs at once, and repeat to your master
|
||
what I have said.---Ellen, show him down.---Go!"
|
||
|
||
And aiding the indignant elder with a lift by the arm,
|
||
he rid the room of him, and closed the door.
|
||
|
||
"Varrah weell!" shouted Joseph, as he slowly drew
|
||
off. "To-morn, he's come hisseln; and thrust him out,
|
||
if ye darr!"
|
||
CHAPTER XX.
|
||
|
||
To obviate the danger of this threat being fulfilled,
|
||
Mr. Linton commissioned me to take the boy home
|
||
early, on Catherine's pony; and said he,---
|
||
|
||
"As we shall now have no influence over his destiny,
|
||
good or bad, you must say nothing of where he is gone
|
||
to my daughter. She cannot associate with him here-
|
||
after, and it is better for her to remain in ignorance of
|
||
his proximity, lest she should be restless and anxious
|
||
to visit the Heights. Merely tell her his father sent for
|
||
him suddenly, and he has been obliged to leave us."
|
||
|
||
Linton was very reluctant to be roused from his bed
|
||
at five o'clock, and astonished to be informed that he
|
||
must prepare for further travelling; but I softened off
|
||
the matter by stating that he was going to spend some
|
||
time with his father, Mr. Heathcliff, who wished to see
|
||
him so much, he did not like to defer the pleasure till
|
||
he should recover from his late journey.
|
||
|
||
"My father!" he cried, in strange perplexity.
|
||
|
||
"Mamma never told me I had a father. Where does he
|
||
live? I'd rather stay with uncle."
|
||
|
||
"He lives a little distance from the Grange," I replied,
|
||
just beyond those hills---not so far, but you may walk
|
||
over here when you get hearty. And you should be glad
|
||
to go home, and to see him. You must try to love him,
|
||
as you did your mother, and then he will love you."
|
||
|
||
"But why have I not heard of him before?" asked
|
||
Linton. "Why didn't mamma and he live together, as
|
||
other people do?"
|
||
|
||
"He had business to keep him in the north," I an-
|
||
swered, "and your mother's health required her to re-
|
||
side in the south."
|
||
|
||
"And why didn't mamma speak to me about him?"
|
||
persevered the child. "She often talked of uncle, and
|
||
I learned to love him !ong ago. How am I to love papa?
|
||
I don't know him."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, all children love their parents," I said. "Your
|
||
mother, perhaps, thought you would want to be with
|
||
him if she mentioned him often to you. Let us make
|
||
haste. An early ride on such a beautiful morning is
|
||
much preferable to an hour's more sleep."
|
||
|
||
"Is she to go with us," he demanded---"the little girl
|
||
I saw yesterday?"
|
||
|
||
"Not now," replied I.
|
||
|
||
"Is uncle?" he continued.
|
||
|
||
"No; I shall be your companion there," I said.
|
||
|
||
Linton sank back on his pillow and fell into a brown
|
||
study.
|
||
|
||
"I won't go without uncle," he cried at length. "I
|
||
can't tell whereyou mean to take me."
|
||
|
||
I attempted to persuade him of the naughtiness of
|
||
showing reluctance to meet his father. Still he obsti-
|
||
nately resisted any progress towards dressing, and I
|
||
had to call for my master's assistance in coaxing him
|
||
out of bed. The poor thing was finally got off, with sev-
|
||
eral delusive assurances that his absence should be
|
||
short, that Mr. Edgar and Cathy would visit him, and
|
||
other promises, equally ill-founded, which I invented
|
||
and reiterated at intervals throughout the way. The
|
||
pure heather-scented air, the bright sunshine, and the
|
||
gentle canter of Minny relieved his despondency after
|
||
a while. He began to put questions concerning his new
|
||
home and its inhabitants with greater interest and live-
|
||
liness.
|
||
|
||
"Is Wuthering Heights as pleasant a place as
|
||
Thrushcross Grange?" he inquired, turning to take a
|
||
last glance into the valley, whence a light mist mounted
|
||
and formed a fleecy cloud on the skirts of the blue.
|
||
|
||
"It is not so buried in trees," I replied, "and it is not
|
||
quite so large, but you can see the country beautifully
|
||
all round, and the air is healthier for you---fresher and
|
||
dryer. You will perhaps think the building old and
|
||
dark at first, though it is a respectable house---the next
|
||
best in the neighbourhood. And you will have such nice
|
||
rambles on the moors. Hareton Earnshaw---that is Miss
|
||
Cathy's other cousin, and so yours in a manner---will
|
||
show you all the sweetest spots; and you can bring a
|
||
|
||
book in fine weather, and make a green hollow your
|
||
study; and now and then your uncle may join you in
|
||
a walk. He does frequently walk out on the hills."
|
||
|
||
"And what is my father like?" he asked. "Is he as
|
||
young and handsome as uncle?"
|
||
|
||
"He's as young," said I; "but he has black hair and
|
||
eyes, and looks sterner, and he is taller and bigger al-
|
||
together. He'll not seem to you so gentle and kind at
|
||
first, perhaps, because it is not his way; still, mind you
|
||
be frank and cordial with him; and naturally he'll be
|
||
fonder of you than any uncle, for you are his own."
|
||
|
||
"Black hair and eyes!" mused Linton. "I can't fancy
|
||
him. Then I am not like him, am I?"
|
||
|
||
"Not much," I answered; not a morsel, I thought,
|
||
surveying with regret the white complexion and slim
|
||
frame of my companion, and his large languid eyes---
|
||
his mother's eyes, save that, unless a morbid touchiness
|
||
kindled them a moment, they had not a vestige of her
|
||
sparkiing spirit.
|
||
|
||
"How strange that he should never come to see
|
||
mamma and me" he murmured. "Has he ever seen
|
||
me? If he has, I must have been a baby. I remember not
|
||
a single thing about him."
|
||
|
||
"Why, Master Linton," said I, "three hundred miles
|
||
is a great distance; and ten years seem very different in
|
||
length to a grown-up person compared with what they
|
||
|
||
do to you. It is probable Mr. Heathcliff proposed going from summer
|
||
to summer, but never found a convenient opportunity; and now it is
|
||
too late. Don't trouble him with questions on the subject; it will
|
||
disturb him for no good."
|
||
|
||
The boy was fully occupied with his own cogitations
|
||
for the remainder of the ride, till we halted before the
|
||
farmhouse garden gate. I watched to catch his impres-
|
||
sions in his countenance. He surveyed the carved front
|
||
and low-browed lattices, the straggling gooseberry
|
||
bushes and crooked firs, with solemn intentness, and
|
||
then shook his head. His private feelings entirely dis-
|
||
approved of the exterior of his new abode. But he had
|
||
sense to postpone complaining. There might be com-
|
||
pensation within. Before he dismounted I went and
|
||
opened the door. It was half-past six; the family had
|
||
just finished breakfast; the servant was clearing and
|
||
wiping down the table. Joseph stood by his master's
|
||
chair, telling some tale concerning a lame horse, and
|
||
Hareton was preparing for the hay-fleld.
|
||
|
||
"Hullo, Nelly!" said Mr. Heathcliff when he saw me.
|
||
"I feared I should have to come down and fetch my
|
||
property myself. You've brought it, have you? Let us
|
||
see what we can make of it.
|
||
|
||
He got up and strode to the door. Hareton and Jo-
|
||
seph followed in gaping curiosity. Poor Linton ran a
|
||
frightened eye over the faces of the three.
|
||
|
||
"Sure-ly," said Joseph, after a grave inspection, "he's
|
||
swopped wi' ye, maister, an' yon's his lass!"
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff, having stared his son into an ague of con-
|
||
fusion, uttered a scornful laugh.
|
||
|
||
"God! what a beauty! what a lovely, charming
|
||
thing" he exclaimed. "Haven't they reared it on snails
|
||
and sour milk, Nelly? Oh, damn my soul! but that's
|
||
worse than I expected, and the devil knows I was not
|
||
sanguine!"
|
||
|
||
I bade the trembling and bewildered child get down
|
||
and enter. He did not thoroughly comprehend the
|
||
meaning of his father's speech, or whether it were in-
|
||
tended for him; indeed, he was not yet certain that the
|
||
grim, sneering stranger was his father. But he clung
|
||
to me with growing trepidation; and on Mr. Heathcliff's
|
||
taking a seat and bidding him "come hither," he hid
|
||
his face on my shoulder and wept.
|
||
|
||
"Tut, tut!" said Heathcliff, stretching out a hand
|
||
and dragging him roughly between his knees, and then
|
||
holding up his head by the chin. "None of that non-
|
||
sense! We're not going to hurt thee, Linton. Isn't that
|
||
thy name? Thou art thy mother's child entirely! Where
|
||
is my share in thee, puling chicken?"
|
||
|
||
He took off the boy's cap and pushed back his thick
|
||
flaxen curls, felt his slender arms and his small fingers,
|
||
during which examination Linton ceased crying, and
|
||
lifted his great blue eyes to inspect the inspector.
|
||
|
||
"Do you know me?" asked Heathcliff, having satis-
|
||
fied himself that the limbs were all equally frail nnd
|
||
feeble.
|
||
|
||
"No," said Linton, with a gaze of vacant fear.
|
||
|
||
"You've heard of me, I dare say?"
|
||
|
||
"No," he replied again.
|
||
|
||
"No! What a shame of your mother, never to waken
|
||
your filial regard for me! You are my son, then, I'll tell
|
||
you; and your mother was a wicked slut to leave you
|
||
in ignorance of the sort of father you possessed. Now,
|
||
don't wince and colour up. Though it is something to
|
||
see you have not white blood. Be a good lad, and I'll
|
||
do for you.---Nelly, if you be tired, you may sit down;
|
||
if not, get home again. I guess you'll report what you
|
||
hear and see to the cipher at the Grange; and this thing
|
||
won't be settled while you linger about it."
|
||
|
||
"Well," replied I, "I hope you'll be kind to the boy,
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, or you'll not keep him long; and he's
|
||
all you have akin in the wide world that you will ever
|
||
know, remember."
|
||
|
||
"I'll be very kind to him, you needn't fear," he said,
|
||
laughing. "Only nobody else must be kind to him. I'm
|
||
jealous of monopolizing his affection. And to begin
|
||
my kindness, Joseph, bring the lad some breakfast.---
|
||
Hareton, you infernal calf, begone to your work---Yes,
|
||
Nell," he added, when they had departed, "my son is
|
||
|
||
prospective owner of your place, and I should not wish
|
||
him to die till I was certain of being his successor. Be-
|
||
sides, he's mine, and I want the triumph of seeing my
|
||
descendant fairly lord of their estates---my child hiring
|
||
their children to till their father's lands for wages. That
|
||
is the sole consideration which can make me endure
|
||
the whelp. I despise him for himself, and hate him for
|
||
the memories he revives. But that consideration is suf-
|
||
ficient. He's safe with me, and shall be tended as care-
|
||
fully as your master tends his own. I have a room up-
|
||
stairs furnished for him in handsome style. I've en-
|
||
gaged a tutor also to come three times a week, from
|
||
twenty miles distance, to teach him what he pleases
|
||
to learn. I've ordered Hareton to obey him; and, in fact,
|
||
I've arranged everything with a view to preserve the
|
||
superior and the gentleman in him, above his associates.
|
||
I do regret, however, that he so little deserves the trou-
|
||
ble. If I wished any blessing in the world, it was to find
|
||
him a worthy object of pride; and I'm bitterly disap-
|
||
pointed with the whey-faced whining wretch!"
|
||
|
||
While he was speaking, Joseph returned bearing a
|
||
basin of milk-porridge, and placed it before Linton,
|
||
who stirred round the homely mess with a look of aver-
|
||
sion, and affirmed he could not eat it. I saw the old man-
|
||
servant shared largely in his master's scorn of the child,
|
||
though he was compelled to retain the sentiment in his
|
||
heart, because Heathcliff plainly meant his underlings
|
||
to hold him in honour.
|
||
|
||
"Cannot ate it?" repeated he, peering in Linton's
|
||
face, and subduing his voice to a whisper, for fear of
|
||
|
||
being overheard. "But Maister Hareton nivir ate naught
|
||
else, when he wer a little un; and what wer gooid
|
||
eneugh for him's gooid eneugh for ye, I's rayther think."
|
||
|
||
"I shan't eat it!" answered Linton snappishly. "Take
|
||
it away."
|
||
Joseph snatched up the food indignantly, and
|
||
brought it to us.
|
||
|
||
"Is there aught ails th' victuals?" he asked, thrusting
|
||
the tray under Heathcliff's nose.
|
||
|
||
"What should ail them?" he said.
|
||
|
||
"Wah!" answered Joseph, "yon dainty chap says he
|
||
cannut ate 'em. But I guess it's raight. His mother wer
|
||
just soa; we wer a'most too mucky to sow t' corn for
|
||
makking her breead."
|
||
|
||
"Don't mention his mother to me," said the master
|
||
angrily. "Get him something that he can eat, that's all.
|
||
--What is his usual food, Nelly?"
|
||
|
||
I suggested boiled milk or tea; and the housekeeper
|
||
received instructions to prepare some. Come, I re-
|
||
flected, his father's selfishness may contribute to his
|
||
comfort. He perceives his delicate constitution, and
|
||
the necessity of treating him tolerably. I'll console Mr.
|
||
Edgar by acquainting him with the turn Heathcliff's
|
||
humour has taken. Having no excuse for lingering
|
||
longer, I slipped out, while Linton was engaged in tim-
|
||
idly rebuffing the advances of a friendly sheep-dog.
|
||
|
||
But he was too much on the alert to be cheated. As I
|
||
closed the door, I heard a cry, and a frantic repetition
|
||
of the words,---
|
||
|
||
"Don't leave me! I'll not stay here! I'll not stay
|
||
here"
|
||
|
||
Then the latch was raised and fell. They did not
|
||
suffer him to come forth. I mounted Minny, and urged
|
||
her to a trot; and so my brief guardianship ended.
|
||
CHAPTER XXI.
|
||
|
||
We had sad work with little Cathy that day. She
|
||
rose in high glee, eager to join her cousin, and
|
||
such passionate tears and lamentations followed the
|
||
news of his departure that Edgar himself was obliged
|
||
to soothe her by affirming he should come back soon.
|
||
He added, however, "if I can get him," and there
|
||
were no hopes of that. This promise poorly pacified
|
||
her; but time was more potent; and though still at in-
|
||
tervals she inquired of her father when Linton would
|
||
return, before she did see him again his features had
|
||
waxed so dim in her memory that she did not recognize
|
||
him.
|
||
|
||
When I chanced to encounter the housekeeper of
|
||
Wuthering Heights, in paying business visits to Gim-
|
||
merton, I used to ask how the young master got on, for
|
||
he lived almost as secluded as Catherine herself, and
|
||
was never to be seen. I could gather from her that he
|
||
continued in weak health, and was a tiresome inmate.
|
||
She said Mr. Heathcliff seemed to dislike him ever
|
||
longer and worse, though he took some trouble to con-
|
||
ceal it. He had an antipathy to the sound of his voice,
|
||
and could not do at all with his sitting in the same room
|
||
with him many minutes together. There seldom passed
|
||
much talk between them. Linton learned his lessons
|
||
and spent his evenings in a small apartment they called
|
||
the parlour, or else lay in bed all day, for he was con-
|
||
stantly getting coughs, and colds, and aches, and pains
|
||
of some sort.
|
||
|
||
"And I never knew such a faint-hearted creature,"
|
||
added the woman, "nor one so careful of hisseln. He
|
||
will go on if I leave the window open a bit late in the
|
||
evening. Oh, it's killing, a breath of night air! And he
|
||
must have a fire in the middle of summer; and Joseph's
|
||
bacca pipe is poison; and he must always have sweets
|
||
and dainties, and always milk, milk for ever, heeding
|
||
naught how the rest of us are pinched in winter; and
|
||
there he'll sit, wrapped in his furred cloak in his chair
|
||
by the fire, with some toast and water or other slop on
|
||
the hob to sip at; and if Hareton, for pity, comes to
|
||
amuse him---Hareton is not bad-natured, though he's
|
||
rough---they're sure to part, one swearing and the other
|
||
crying. I believe the master would relish Earnshaw's
|
||
thrashing him to a mummy, if he were not his son; and
|
||
I'm certain he would be fit to turn him out of doors if
|
||
he knew half the nursing he gives hisseln. But then he
|
||
won't go into danger of temptation. He never enters the
|
||
parlour, and should Linton show those ways in the
|
||
house where he is, he sends him upstairs directly."
|
||
|
||
I divined from this account that utter lack of sym-
|
||
pathy had rendered young Heathcliff selfish and dis-
|
||
agreeable, if he were not so originally; and my interest
|
||
in him consequently decayed, though still I was moved
|
||
with a sense of grief at his lot, and a wish that he had
|
||
been left with us. Mr. Edgar encouraged me to gain
|
||
information. He thought a great deal about him, I
|
||
fancy, and would have run some risk to see him; and
|
||
he told me once to ask the housekeeper whether he ever
|
||
came into the village. She said he had only been twice,
|
||
on horseback, accompanying his father, and both
|
||
|
||
times he pretended to be quite knocked up for three or
|
||
four days afterwards. That housekeeper left, if I recol-
|
||
lect rightly, two years after he came, and another,
|
||
whom I did not know, was her successor. She lives there
|
||
still.
|
||
|
||
Time wore on at the Grange in its former pleasant
|
||
way till Miss Cathy reached sixteen. On the anniversary
|
||
of her birth we never manifested any signs of rejoicing,
|
||
because it was also the anniversary of my late mistress's
|
||
death. Her father invariably spent that day alone in the
|
||
library, and walked at dusk as far as Gimmerton kirk-
|
||
yard, where he would frequently prolong his stay be-
|
||
yond midnight. Therefore Catherine was thrown on her
|
||
own resources for amusement. This 20th of March was
|
||
a beautiful spring day, and when her father had retired,
|
||
my young lady came down dressed for going out, and
|
||
said she asked to have a ramble on the edge of the moor
|
||
with me. Mr. Linton had given her leave, if we went
|
||
only a short distance and were back within the hour.
|
||
|
||
"So make haste, Ellen!" she cried. "I know where
|
||
I wish to go---where a colony of moor game are settled.
|
||
I want to see whether they have made their nests yet."
|
||
|
||
"That must be a good distance up," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"They don't breed on the edge of the moor."
|
||
|
||
"No, it's not," she said. "I've gone very near with
|
||
papa."
|
||
|
||
I put on my bonnet and sallied out, thinking nothing
|
||
more of the matter. She bounded before me, and re-
|
||
turned to my side, and was off again like a young grey-
|
||
hound; and at first I found plenty of entertainment in
|
||
listening to the larks singing far and near, and enjoying
|
||
the sweet, warm sunshine, and watching her, my pet
|
||
and my delight, with her golden ringlets flying loose
|
||
behind, and her bright cheek, as soft and pure in its
|
||
bloom as a wild rose, and her eyes radiant with cloud-
|
||
less pleasure. She was a happy creature, and an angel,
|
||
in those days. It's a pity she could not be content.
|
||
|
||
"Well," said I, "where are your moor-game, Miss
|
||
Cathy? We should be at them. The Grange park fence
|
||
is a great way off now."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, a little farther---only a little farther, Ellen,"
|
||
was her answer continually. "Climb to that hillock,
|
||
pass that bank, and by the time you reach the other side
|
||
I shall have raised the birds."
|
||
|
||
But there were so many hillocks and banks to climb
|
||
and pass that at length I began to be weary, and told
|
||
oher we must halt and retrace our steps. I shouted to
|
||
her, as she had outstripped me a long way. She either
|
||
did not hear or did not regard, for she still sprang on,
|
||
and I was compelled to follow. Finally she dived into
|
||
a hollow, and before I came in sight of her again she was
|
||
two miles nearer Wuthering Heights than her own
|
||
home; and I beheld a couple of persons arrest her, one
|
||
of whom I felt convinced was Mr. Heathcliff himself.
|
||
|
||
Cathy had been caught in the fact of plundering, or
|
||
at least hunting out the nests of the grouse. The Heights
|
||
were Heathcliff's land, and he was reproving the
|
||
poacher.
|
||
|
||
"I've neither taken any nor found any," she said, as
|
||
I toiled to them, expanding her hands in corroboration
|
||
of the statement. "I didn't mean to take them; but papa
|
||
told me there were quantities up here, and I wished to
|
||
see the eggs."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff glanced at me with an all-meaning smile,
|
||
expressing his acquaintance with the party, and, conse-
|
||
quently, his malevolence towards it, and demanded
|
||
who "papa" was.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Linton of Thrushcross Grange," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"I thought you did not know me, or you wouldn't
|
||
have spoken in that way."
|
||
|
||
"You suppose papa is highly esteemed and respected,
|
||
then?" he said sarcastically.
|
||
|
||
"And what are you?" inquired Catherine, gazing
|
||
curiously on the speaker. "That man I've seen before.
|
||
Is he your son?"
|
||
|
||
She pointed to Hareton, the other individual, who
|
||
had gained nothing but increased bulk and strength by
|
||
the addition of two years to his age; he seemed as awk-
|
||
ward and rough as ever.
|
||
|
||
"Miss Cathy," I interrupted, "it will be three hours
|
||
instead of one that we are out presently. We really
|
||
must go back."
|
||
|
||
"No, that man is not my son," answered Heathcliff,
|
||
pushing me aside. "But I have one, and you have seen
|
||
him before too; and though your nurse is in a hurry,
|
||
I think both you and she would be the better for a
|
||
little rest. Will you just turn this nab of heath and walk
|
||
into my house? You'll get home earlier for the ease,
|
||
and you shall receive a kind welcome."
|
||
|
||
I whispered Catherine that she mustn't on any ac-
|
||
count accede to the proposal. It was entirely out of the
|
||
question.
|
||
|
||
"Why?" she asked aloud. "I'm tired of running, and
|
||
the ground is dewy. I can't sit here. Let us go, Ellen.
|
||
Besides, he says I have seen his son. He's mistaken, I
|
||
think; but I guess where he lives---at the farmhouse I
|
||
isited in coming from Peniston Crags. Don't you?"
|
||
|
||
"I do---Come, Nelly, hold your tongue; it will be a
|
||
treat for her to look in on us.---Hareton, get forwards
|
||
with the lass.---You shall walk with me, Nelly."
|
||
|
||
"No, she's not going to any such place," I cried,
|
||
struggling to release my arm, which he had seized;
|
||
but she was almost at the door-stones already, scamper-
|
||
ing round the brow at full speed. Her appointed com-
|
||
panion did not pretend to escort her; he shied off by
|
||
the roadside and vanished.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Heathcliff, it's very wrong," I continued. "You
|
||
know you mean no good. And there she'll see Linton,
|
||
and all will be told as soon as ever we return; and I
|
||
shall have the blame."
|
||
|
||
"I want her to see Linton," he answered. "He's look-
|
||
ing better these few days. It's not often he's fit to be
|
||
seen. And we'll soon persuade her to keep the visit
|
||
secret. Where is the harm of it?"
|
||
|
||
"The harm of it is that her father would hate me if
|
||
he found I suffered her to enter your house; and I am
|
||
convinced you have a bad design in encouraging her
|
||
to do so," I replied.
|
||
|
||
"My design is as honest as possible. I'll inform you
|
||
of its whole scope," he said---"that the two cousins
|
||
may fall in love, and get married. I'm acting generously
|
||
to your master. His young chit has no expectations,
|
||
and should she second my wishes, she'll be provided
|
||
for at once as joint successor with Linton."
|
||
|
||
"If Linton died," I answered, "and his life is quite
|
||
uncertain, Catherine would be the heir."
|
||
|
||
"No, she would not," he said. "There is no clause
|
||
in the will to secure it so. His property would go to me.
|
||
But to prevent disputes I desire their union, and am
|
||
resolved to bring it about."
|
||
|
||
"And I am resolved she shall never approach your
|
||
house with me again," I returned, as we reached the
|
||
gate, where Miss Cathy waited our coming.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff bade me be quiet, and preceding us up
|
||
the path, hastened to open the door. My young lady
|
||
gave him several looks, as if she could not exactly make
|
||
up her mind what to think of him; but now he smiled
|
||
when he met her eye, and softened his voice in addres-
|
||
sing her; and I was foolish enough to imagine the
|
||
memory of her mother might disarm him from desiring
|
||
her injury. Linton stood on the hearth. He had been out
|
||
walking in the fields, for his cap was on, and he was
|
||
calling to Joseph to bring him dry shoes. He had grown
|
||
tall of his age, still wanting some months of sixteen.
|
||
His features were pretty yet, and his eye and complex-
|
||
ion brighter than I remembered them, though with
|
||
merely temporary lustre borrowed from the salubrious
|
||
air and genial sun.
|
||
|
||
"Now, who is that?" asked Mr. Heathcliff, turning
|
||
to Cathy. "Can you tell?"
|
||
|
||
"Your son?" she said, having doubtfully surveyed
|
||
first one and then the other.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes," answered he. "But is this the only time
|
||
you have beheld him? Think! Ah! you have a short
|
||
memory.---Linton, don't you recall your cousin that
|
||
you used to tease us so with wishing to see?"
|
||
|
||
"What, Linton!" cried Cathy, kindling into joyful
|
||
surprise at the name. "Is that little Linton? He's taller
|
||
than I am!---Are you Linton?"
|
||
|
||
The youth stepped forward and acknowledged him-
|
||
self. She kissed him fervently, and they gazed with
|
||
wonder at the change time had wrought in the appear-
|
||
ance of each. Catherine had reached her full height;
|
||
her figure was both plump and slender, elastic as steel,
|
||
and her whole aspect sparkling with health and spirits.
|
||
Linton's looks and movements were very languid, and
|
||
his form extremely slight; but there was a grace in his
|
||
manner that mitigated these defects, and rendered him
|
||
not unpleasing. After exchanging numerous marks of
|
||
fondness with him, his cousin went to Mr. Heathcliff,
|
||
who lingered by the door, dividing his attention be-
|
||
tween the objects inside and those that lay without---
|
||
pretending, that is, to observe the latter, and really
|
||
noting the former alone.
|
||
|
||
"And you are my uncle, then!" she cried, reaching
|
||
up to salute him. "I thought I liked you, though you
|
||
were cross at first. Why don't you visit at the Grange
|
||
with Linton? To live all these years such close neigh-
|
||
bours, and never see us, is odd. What have you done
|
||
so for?"
|
||
|
||
"I visited it once or twice too often before you were
|
||
born," he answered. "There---damn it! If you have
|
||
any kisses to spare, give them to Linton---they are
|
||
thrown away on me."
|
||
|
||
"Naughty Ellenl" exclaimed Catherine, flying to at-
|
||
tack me next with her lavish caresses. "Wicked Ellen,
|
||
to try to hinder me from entering! But I'll take this
|
||
walk every morning in future---may I, uncle?---and
|
||
sometimes bring papa. Won't you be glad to see us?"
|
||
|
||
"Of coursel" replied the uncle, with a hardly sup-
|
||
pressed grimace, resulting from his deep aversion to
|
||
both the proposed visitors. "But stay," he continued,
|
||
turning towards the young lady. "Now I think of it, I'd
|
||
better tell you. Mr. Linton has a prejudice against me.
|
||
We quarrelled at one time of our lives with unchristian
|
||
ferocity, and if you mention coming here to him he'll
|
||
put a veto on your visits altogether. Therefore you
|
||
must not mention it, unless you be careless of seeing
|
||
your cousin hereafter. You may come if you will, but
|
||
you must not mention it,"
|
||
|
||
"Why did you quarrel?" asked Catherine, consider-
|
||
ably crestfallen.
|
||
|
||
"He thought me too poor to wed his sister," answered
|
||
Heathcliff, "and was grieved that I got her. His pride
|
||
was hurt, and he'll never forgive it."
|
||
|
||
"That's wrong!" said the young lady. "Some time
|
||
I'll tell him so. But Linton and I have no share in your
|
||
quarrel. I'll not come here then; he shall come to the
|
||
Grange."
|
||
|
||
"It will be too far for me," murmured her cousin; "to
|
||
walk four miles would kill me. No, come here, Miss
|
||
|
||
Catherine, now and then---not every morning, but
|
||
once or twice a week."
|
||
|
||
The father launched towards his son a glance of bitter
|
||
contempt.
|
||
|
||
"I am afraid, Nelly, I shall lose my labour," he mut-
|
||
tered to me. "Miss Catherine, as the ninny calls her,
|
||
will discover his value, and send him to the devil. Now,
|
||
if it had been Hareton! Do you know that, twenty
|
||
times a day, I covet Hareton, with all his degradation?
|
||
I'd have loved the lad had he been some one else. But
|
||
I think he's safe from her love. I'll pit him against that
|
||
paltry creature, unless it bestir itself briskly. We cal-
|
||
culate it will scarcely last till it is eighteen. Oh, con-
|
||
found the vapid thing! He's absorbed in drying his
|
||
feet, and never looks at her.---Lintonl"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, father," answered the boy.
|
||
|
||
"Have you nothing to show your cousin anywhere
|
||
about---not even a rabbit or a weasel's nest? Take her
|
||
into the garden before you change your shoes, and into
|
||
the stable to see your horse."
|
||
|
||
"Wouldn't you rather sit here?" asked Linton, ad-
|
||
dressing Cathy in a tone which expressed reluctance to
|
||
move again.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know," she replied, casting a longing look
|
||
to the door, and evidently eager to be active.
|
||
He kept his seat, and shrank closer to the fire. Heath-
|
||
|
||
cliff rose and went into the kitchen, and from thence to
|
||
the yard, calling out for Hareton. Hareton responded,
|
||
and presently the two re-entered. The young man had
|
||
been washing himself, as was visible by the glow on
|
||
his cheeks and his wetted hair.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I'Il ask you, uncle," cried Miss Cathy, recollect-
|
||
ing the housekeeper's assertion. "That is not my cousin,
|
||
is he?"
|
||
|
||
"'Yes," he replied---"your mother's nephew. Don't
|
||
you like him?"
|
||
Catherine looked queer.
|
||
|
||
"Is he not a handsome lad?" he continued.
|
||
The uncivil little thing stood on tiptoe, and whis-
|
||
pered a sentence in Heathcliff's ear. He laughed. Hare-
|
||
ton darkened. I perceived he was very sensitive to sus-
|
||
pected slights, and had obviously a dim notion of his
|
||
inferiority. But his master or guardian chased the frown
|
||
by exclaiming,---
|
||
|
||
"You'll be the favourite among us, Hareton! She
|
||
says you are a-----What was it? Well, something very
|
||
flattering. Here! you go with her round the farm. And
|
||
behave like a gentleman, mind! Don't use any bad
|
||
words; and don't stare when the young lady is not look-
|
||
ing at you, and be ready to hide your face when she is;
|
||
and when you speak, say your words slowly, and keep
|
||
your hands out of your pockets. Be off, and entertain
|
||
her as nicely as you can."
|
||
|
||
He watched the couple walking past the window.
|
||
Earnshaw had his countenance completely averted
|
||
from his companion. He seemed studying the familiar
|
||
landscape with a stranger's and an artist's interest. Cath-
|
||
erine took a sly look at him, expressing small admira-
|
||
tion. She then turned her attention to seeking out ob-
|
||
jects of amusement for herself, and tripped merrily
|
||
on, lilting a tune to supply the lack of conversation.
|
||
|
||
"I've tied his tongue," observed Heathcliff. "He'll
|
||
not venture a single syllable all the time! Nelly, you
|
||
recollect me at his age---nay, some years younger. Did
|
||
I ever look so stupid---so 'gaumless,' as Joseph calls
|
||
it?"
|
||
|
||
"Worse," I replied, "because more sullen with it."
|
||
|
||
"I've a pleasure in him," he continued, reflecting
|
||
aloud. "He has satisfied my expectations. If he were
|
||
a born fool I should not enjoy it half so much. But he's
|
||
no fool; and I can sympathize with all his feelings, hav-
|
||
ing felt them myself. I know what he suffers now, for
|
||
instance, exactly. It is merely a beginning of what he
|
||
shall suffer, though. And he'll never be able to emerge
|
||
from his bathos of coarseness and ignorance. I've got
|
||
him faster than his scoundrel of a father secured me,
|
||
and lower, for he takes a pride in his brutishness. I've
|
||
taught him to scorn everything extra-animal as silly and
|
||
weak. Don't you think Hindley would be proud of his
|
||
son if he could see him---almost as proud as I am of
|
||
mine? But there's this difference; one is gold put to the
|
||
use of paving-stones, and the other is tin polished to
|
||
|
||
ape a service of silver. Mine has nothing valuable about
|
||
it, yet I shall have the merit of making it go as far as
|
||
such poor stuff can go. His had first-rate qualities, and
|
||
they are lost, rendered worse than unavailing. I have
|
||
nothing to regret; he would have more than any but me
|
||
are aware of. And the best of it is, Hareton is damnably
|
||
fond of me! You'll own that I've outmatched Hindley
|
||
there. If the dead villain could rise from his grave to
|
||
abuse me for his offspring's wrongs, I should have the
|
||
fun of seeing the said offspring fight him back again,
|
||
indignant that he should dare to rail at the one friend
|
||
he has in the world."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff chuckled a fiendish laugh at the idea. I
|
||
made no reply, because I saw that he expected none.
|
||
Meantime our young companion, who sat too removed
|
||
from us to hear what was said, began to evince symp-
|
||
toms of uneasiness, probably repenting that he had
|
||
denied himself the treat of Catherine's society for fear
|
||
of a little fatigue. His father remarked the restless
|
||
glances wandering to the window, and the hand irreso-
|
||
lutely extended towards his cap.
|
||
|
||
"Get up, you idle boy!" he exclaimed, with assumed
|
||
heartiness. "Away after them! They are just at the cor-
|
||
ner, by the stand of hives."
|
||
|
||
Linton gathered his energies, and left the hearth.
|
||
The lattice was open, and as he stepped out I heard
|
||
Cathy inquiring of her unsociable attendant what was
|
||
that inscription over the door? Hareton stared up, and
|
||
scratched his head like a true clown.
|
||
|
||
"It's some damnable writing," he answered. "I can-
|
||
not read it."
|
||
|
||
"Can't read it?" cried Catherine. "I can read it; it's
|
||
English. But I want to know why it is there."
|
||
|
||
Linton giggled---the first appearance of mirth he
|
||
had exhibited.
|
||
|
||
"He does not know his letters," he said to his cousin.
|
||
|
||
"Could you believe in the existence of such a colossal
|
||
dunce?"
|
||
|
||
"Is he all as he should be?" asked Miss Cathy seri-
|
||
ously, "or is he simple---not right? I've questioned
|
||
him twice now, and each time he looked so stupid I
|
||
think he does not understand me. I can hardly under-
|
||
stand him, I'm sure."
|
||
|
||
Linton repeated his laugh, and glanced at Hareton
|
||
tauntingly, who certainly did not seem quite clear of
|
||
comprehension at that moment.
|
||
|
||
"There's nothing the matter but laziness---is there,
|
||
Earnshaw?" he said. "My cousin fancies you are an
|
||
idiot. There you experience the consequence of scorn-
|
||
ing 'book-larning,' as you would say.---Have you no-
|
||
ticed, Catherine, his frightful Yorkshire pronuncia-
|
||
tion?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, where the devil is the use on't?" growled
|
||
Hareton, more ready in answering his daily compan-
|
||
ion. He was about to enlarge further, but the two young-
|
||
sters broke into a noisy fit of merriment, my giddy miss
|
||
being delighted to discover that she might turn his
|
||
strange talk to matter of amusement.
|
||
|
||
"Where is the use of the devil in that sentence?"
|
||
tittered Linton. "Papa told you not to say any bad
|
||
words, and you can't open your mouth without one.
|
||
Do try to behave like a gentleman---now do!"
|
||
|
||
"If thou weren't more a lass than a lad, I'd fell thee
|
||
this minute, I would, pitiful lath of a crater!" retorted
|
||
the angry boor, retreating, while his face burned with
|
||
mingled rage and mortification, for he was conscious
|
||
of being insulted, and embarrassed how to resent it.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff having overheard the conversation
|
||
as well as I, smiled when he saw him go, but immedi-
|
||
ately afterwards cast a look of singular aversion on the
|
||
flippant pair, who remained chattering in the doorway,
|
||
the boy finding animation enough while discussing
|
||
Hareton's faults and deficiencies and relating anecdotes
|
||
of his goings-on, and the girl relishing his pert and
|
||
spiteful sayings, without considering the ill-nature they
|
||
evinced. I began to dislike more than to compassion-
|
||
ate Linton, and to excuse his father, in some measure,
|
||
for holding him cheap.
|
||
|
||
We stayed till afternoon---I could not tear Miss
|
||
Cathy away sooner; but happily my master had not
|
||
|
||
quitted his apartment, and remained ignorant of our
|
||
prolonged absence. As we walked home I would fain
|
||
have enlightened my charge on the characters of the
|
||
people we had quitted, but she got it into her head that
|
||
I was prejudiced against them.
|
||
|
||
"Aha!" she cried, "you take papa's side, Ellen. You
|
||
are partial, I know, or else you wouldn't have cheated
|
||
me so many years into the notion that Linton lived a
|
||
long way from here. I'm really extremely angry, only
|
||
I'm so pleased I can't show it. But you must hold your
|
||
tongue about my uncle. He's my uncle, remember,
|
||
and I'll scold papa for quarrelling with him."
|
||
|
||
And so she ran on, till I relinquished the endeavour
|
||
to convince her of her mistake. She did not mention
|
||
the visit that night, because she did not see Mr. Linton.
|
||
Next day it all came out, sadly to my chagrin. And
|
||
still I was not altogether sorry. I thought the burden
|
||
of directing and warning would be more efficiently
|
||
borne by him than me. But he was too timid in giving
|
||
satisfactory reasons for his wish that she should shun
|
||
connection with the household of the Heights, and Cath-
|
||
erine liked good reasons for every restraint that ha-
|
||
rassed her petted will.
|
||
|
||
"Papa!" she exclaimed, after the morning's saluta-
|
||
tions, "guess whom I saw yesterday in my walk on the
|
||
moors. Ah, papa, you started! You've not done right,
|
||
have you, now? I saw----- But listen, and you shall
|
||
hear how I found you out, and Ellen, who is in league
|
||
with you, and yet pretended to pity me so when I kept
|
||
|
||
hoping, and was always disappointed about Linton's
|
||
coming back."
|
||
|
||
She gave a faithful account of her excursion and its
|
||
consequences; and my master, though he cast more
|
||
than one reproachful look at me, said nothing till she
|
||
had concluded. Then he drew her to him, and asked if
|
||
she knew why he had concealed Linton's near neigh-
|
||
bourhood from her. Could she think it was to deny her
|
||
a pleasure that she might harmlessly enjoy?
|
||
|
||
"It was because you disliked Mr. Heathcliff," she
|
||
answered.
|
||
|
||
"Then you believe I care more for my own feelings
|
||
than yours, Cathy?" he said. "No, it was not because
|
||
I disliked Mr. Heathcliff, but because Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
dislikes me, and is a most diabolical man, delighting to
|
||
wrong and ruin those he hates, if they give him the
|
||
slightest opportunity. I knew that you could not keep
|
||
up an acquaintance with your cousin without being
|
||
brought into contact with him, and I knew he would
|
||
detest you on my account; so for your own good, and
|
||
nothing else, I took precautions that you should not
|
||
see Linton again. I meant to explain this some time as
|
||
you grew older, and I'm sorry I delayed it."
|
||
|
||
"But Mr. Heathcliff was quite cordial, papa," ob-
|
||
served Catherine, not at all convinced; "and he didn't
|
||
object to our seeing each other. He said I might come
|
||
to his house when I pleased, only I must not tell you,
|
||
because you had quarrelled with him, and would not
|
||
|
||
forgive him for marrying Aunt Isabella. And you won't.
|
||
you are the one to be blamed. He is willing to let us be
|
||
friends---at least, Linton and I---and you are not."
|
||
|
||
My master, perceiving that she would not take his
|
||
word for her uncle-in-law's evil disposition, gave a
|
||
hasty sketch of his conduct to Isabella, and the man-
|
||
ner in which Wuthering Heights became his property.
|
||
He could not bear to discourse long upon the topic, for
|
||
though he spoke little of it, he still felt the same horror
|
||
and detestation of his ancient enemy that had occupied
|
||
his heart ever since Mrs. Linton's death. "She might
|
||
have been living yet if it had not been for him!" was his
|
||
constant bitter reflection; and in his eyes Heathcliff
|
||
seemed a murderer. Miss Cathy---conversant with no
|
||
bad deeds except her own slight acts of disobedience,
|
||
injustice, and passion, arising from hot temper and
|
||
thoughtlessness, and repented of on the day they were
|
||
committed---was amazed at the blackness of spirit
|
||
that could brood on and cover revenge for years, and
|
||
deliberately prosecute its plans without a visitation of
|
||
remorse. She appeared so deeply impressed and shocked
|
||
at this new view of human nature, excluded from all
|
||
her studies and all her ideas till now, that Mr. Edgar
|
||
deemed it unnecessary to pursue the subject. He merely
|
||
added,---
|
||
|
||
"You will know hereafter, darling, why I wish you to
|
||
avoid his house and family. Now return to your old
|
||
employments and amusements, and think no more
|
||
about them."
|
||
|
||
Catherine kissed her father and sat down quietly to
|
||
her lessons for a couple of hours, according to cus-
|
||
tom; then she accompanied him into the grounds, and
|
||
the whole day passed as usual. But in the evening, when
|
||
she had retired to her room, and I went to help her to
|
||
undress, I found her crying on her knees by the bed-
|
||
side.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, fie, silly child!" I exclaimed. "If you had any
|
||
real griefs you'd be ashamed to waste a tear on this
|
||
little contrariety. You never had one shadow of sub-
|
||
stantial sorrow, Miss Catherine. Suppose, for a minute,
|
||
that master and I were dead, and you were by yourself
|
||
in the world; how would you feel then? Compare the
|
||
present occasion with such an affliction as that, and
|
||
be thankful for the friends you have, instead of covet-
|
||
ing more."
|
||
|
||
"I'm not crying for myself, Ellen," she answered---
|
||
|
||
"it's for him. He expected to see me again to-morrow,
|
||
and there he'll be so disappointed; and he'll wait for me,
|
||
and I shan't come."
|
||
|
||
"Nonsense!" said I. "Do you imagine he has
|
||
thought as much of you as you have of him? Hasn't he
|
||
Hareton for a companion? Not one in a hundred would
|
||
weep at losing a relation they had just seen twice, for
|
||
two afternoons. Linton will conjecture how it is, and
|
||
trouble himself no further about you."
|
||
|
||
"But may I not write a note to tell him why I cannot
|
||
come," she asked, rising to her feet, "and just send
|
||
those books I promised to lend him? His books are not
|
||
as nice as mine, and he wanted to have them extremely
|
||
when I told him how interesting they were. May I not,
|
||
Ellen?"
|
||
|
||
"No, indeed! no, indeed!" replied I, with decision.
|
||
|
||
"Then he would write to you, and there'd never be
|
||
an end of it. No, Miss Catherine, the acquaintance must
|
||
be dropped entirely; so papa expects, and I shall see
|
||
that it is done."
|
||
|
||
"But how can one little note-----" she recom-
|
||
menced, putting on an imploring countenance.
|
||
|
||
"Silence!" I interrupted. "We'll not begin with your
|
||
little notes. Get into bed."
|
||
|
||
She threw at me a very naughty look---so naughty
|
||
that I would not kiss her good-night at first. I covered
|
||
her up and shut her door in great displeasure, but re-
|
||
penting half-way, I returned softly, and lo! there was
|
||
miss standing at the table with a bit of blank paper be-
|
||
fore her and a pencil in her hand, which she guiltily
|
||
slipped out of sight on my entrance.
|
||
|
||
"You'll get nobody to take that, Catherine," I said,
|
||
"if you write it; and at present I shall put out your can-
|
||
dle."
|
||
|
||
I set the extinguisher on the flame, receiving as I did
|
||
so a slap on my hand, and a petulant "Cross thing!" I
|
||
then quitted her again, and she drew the bolt in one of
|
||
her worst, most peevish humours. The letter was fin-
|
||
ished and forwarded to its destination by a milk-fetcher
|
||
who came from the village; but that I did not learn till
|
||
some time afterwards. Weeks passed on, and Cathy re-
|
||
covered her temper, though she grew wondrous fond
|
||
of stealing off to corners by herself; and often, if I came
|
||
near her suddenly while reading, she would start and
|
||
bend over the book, evidently desirous to hide it, and
|
||
I detected edges of loose paper sticking out beyond the
|
||
leaves. She also got a trick of coming down early in the
|
||
morning and lingering about the kitchen, as if she were
|
||
expecting the arrival of something; and she had a small
|
||
drawer in a cabinet in the library which she would trifle
|
||
over for hours, and whose key she took special care to
|
||
remove when she left it.
|
||
|
||
One day, as she inspected this drawer, I observed that
|
||
the playthings and trinkets which recently formed its
|
||
contents were transmuted into bits of folded paper. My
|
||
curiosity and suspicions were aroused. I determined to
|
||
take a peep at her mysterious treasures; so at night, as
|
||
soon as she and my master were safe upstairs, I
|
||
searched and readily found among my house-keys one
|
||
that would fit the lock. Having opened, I emptied
|
||
the whole contents into my apron, and took them
|
||
with me to examine at leisure in my own chamber.
|
||
Though I could not but suspect, I was still surprised to
|
||
discover that they were a mass of correspondence---
|
||
daily, almost, it must have been---from Linton Heath-
|
||
|
||
cliff, answers to documents forwarded by her. The
|
||
earlier dated were embarrassed and short; gradually,
|
||
however, they expanded into copious love-letters, fool-
|
||
ish, as the age of the writer rendered natural, yet with
|
||
touches here and there which I thought were bor-
|
||
rowed from a more experienced source. Some of them
|
||
struck me as singularly odd compounds of ardour and
|
||
flatness, commencing in strong feeling, and concluding
|
||
in the affected, wordy style that a schoolboy might use
|
||
to a fancied, incorporeal sweetheart. Whether they sat-
|
||
isfied Cathy I don't know, but they appeared very
|
||
worthless trash to me. After turning over as many as I
|
||
thought proper, I tied them in a handkerchief and set
|
||
them aside, relocking the vacant drawer.
|
||
|
||
Following her habit, my young lady descended early,
|
||
and visited the kitchen. I watched her go to the door
|
||
on the arrival of a certain little boy, and while the dairy-
|
||
maid filled his can, she tucked something into his
|
||
jacket pocket, and plucked something out. I went round
|
||
by the garden and laid wait for the messenger, who
|
||
fought valorously to defend his trust, and we spilt the
|
||
milk between us; but I succeeded in abstracting the
|
||
epistle, and threatening serious consequences if he did
|
||
not look sharp home, I remained under the wall and
|
||
perused Miss Cathy's affectionate composition. It was
|
||
more simple and more eloquent than her cousin's---
|
||
very pretty and very silly. I shook my head, and went
|
||
meditating into the house. The day being wet, she could
|
||
not divert herself with rambling about the park, so, at
|
||
the conclusion of her morning studies, she resorted to
|
||
the solace of the drawer. Her father sat reading at the
|
||
|
||
table, and I, on purpose, had sought a bit of work in
|
||
some unripped fringes of the window curtain, keeping
|
||
my eye steadily fixed on her proceedings. Never did any
|
||
bird flying back to a plundered nest which it had left
|
||
brimful of chirping young ones express more complete
|
||
despair in its anguished cries and flutterings than she
|
||
by her single "Oh!" and the change that transfigured
|
||
her late happy countenance. Mr. Linton looked up.
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter, love? Have you hurt yourself?"
|
||
he said.
|
||
|
||
His tone and look assured her he had not been the
|
||
discoverer of the hoard.
|
||
|
||
"No, papa," she gasped---"Ellen! Ellenl come up-
|
||
stairs! I'm sick!"
|
||
|
||
I obeyed her summons, and accompanied her out.
|
||
|
||
"O Ellen, you have got them!" she commenced im-
|
||
mediately, dropping on her knees, when we were en-
|
||
closed alone. "Oh, give them to me, and I'll never,
|
||
never do so again! Don't tell papa. You have not told
|
||
papa, Ellen? Say you have not. I've been exceedingly
|
||
naughty, but I won't do it any more!"
|
||
|
||
With a grave severity in my manner I bade her stand
|
||
up.
|
||
|
||
"So," I exclaimed, "Miss Catherine, you are tolerably
|
||
far on, it seems; you may well be ashamed of them. A
|
||
|
||
fine bundle of trash you study in your leisure hours, to
|
||
be sure. Why, it's good enough to be printed. And what
|
||
do you suppose the master will think when I display it
|
||
before him? I haven't shown it yet, but you needn't
|
||
imagine I shall keep your ridiculous secrets. For
|
||
shame! And you must have led the way in writing such
|
||
absurdities. He would not have thought of beginning,
|
||
I'm certain."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't! I didn't!" sobbed Cathy, fit to break her
|
||
heart. "I didn't once think of loving him till------"
|
||
|
||
"Loving!" cried I, as scornfully as I could utter the
|
||
word. "Loving! Did anybody ever hear the like? I
|
||
might just as well talk of loving the miller who comes
|
||
once a year to buy our corn. Pretty loving, indeed! And
|
||
both times together you have seen Linton hardly four
|
||
hours in your life! Now here is the babyish trash. I'm
|
||
going with it to the library, and we'll see what your
|
||
father says to such loving."
|
||
|
||
She sprang at her precious epistles, but I held them
|
||
above my head; and then she poured out further fran-
|
||
tic entreaties that I would burn them---do anything
|
||
rather than show them. And being really fully as much
|
||
inclined to laugh as scold---for I esteemed it all girlish
|
||
vanity---I at length relented in a measure, and
|
||
asked,---
|
||
|
||
"If I consent to burn them, will you promise faith-
|
||
fully neither to send nor receive a letter again, nor a
|
||
|
||
book (for I perceive you have sent him books), nor
|
||
locks of hair, nor rings, nor playthings?"
|
||
|
||
"We don't send playthings!" cried Catherine, her
|
||
pride overcoming her shame.
|
||
|
||
"Nor anything at all then, my lady," I said. "Unless
|
||
you will, here I go."
|
||
|
||
"I promise, Ellen!" she cried, catching my dress.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, put them in the fire!---do, do!"
|
||
But when I proceeded to open a place with the poker
|
||
the sacrifice was too painful to be borne. She earnestly
|
||
supplicated that I would spare her one or two.
|
||
|
||
"One or two, Ellen, to keep for Linton's sake!"
|
||
I unknotted the handkerchief, and commenced drop-
|
||
ping them in from an angle, and the flame curled up the
|
||
chimney.
|
||
|
||
"I will have one, you cruel wretch," she screamed,
|
||
darting her hand into the fire and drawing forth some
|
||
half-consumed fragments, at the expense of her fin-
|
||
gers.
|
||
|
||
"Very well; and I will have some to exhibit to papa!"
|
||
I answered, shaking back the rest into the bundle, and
|
||
turning anew to the door.
|
||
|
||
She emptied her blackened pieces into the flames,
|
||
and motioned me to finish the immolation. It was done.
|
||
|
||
I stirred up the ashes, and interred them under a
|
||
shovelful of coals; and she mutely, and with a sense of
|
||
intense injury, retired to her private apartment. I de-
|
||
scended to tell my master that the young lady's qualm
|
||
of sickness was almost gone, but I judged it best for her
|
||
to lie down a while. She wouldn't dine; but she reap-
|
||
peared at tea, pale and red about the eyes, and mar-
|
||
vellously subdued in outward aspect. Next morning I
|
||
answered the letter by a slip of paper inscribed, "Mas-
|
||
ter Heathcliff is requested to send no more notes to
|
||
Miss Linton, as she will not receive them." And
|
||
thenceforth the little boy came with vacant pockets.
|
||
CHAPTER XXII.
|
||
|
||
Summer drew to an end, and early autumn. It was
|
||
past Michaelmas; but the harvest was late that
|
||
year, and a few of our fields were still uncleared. Mr.
|
||
Linton and his daughter would frequently walk out
|
||
among the reapers. At the carrying of the last sheaves
|
||
they stayed till dusk, and the evening happening to be
|
||
chill and damp, my master caught a bad cold, that set-
|
||
tled obstinately on his lungs, and confined him indoors
|
||
throughout the whole of the winter, nearly without in-
|
||
termission.
|
||
|
||
Poor Cathy, frightened from her little romance, had
|
||
been considerably sadder and duller since its abandon-
|
||
ment; and her father insisted on her reading less, and
|
||
taking more exercise. She had his companionship no
|
||
longer. I esteemed it a duty to supply its lack, as much
|
||
as possible, with mine---an inefficient substitute, for I
|
||
could only spare two or three hours from my numerous
|
||
diurnal occupations to follow her footsteps, and then
|
||
my society was obviously less desirable than his.
|
||
|
||
On an afternoon in October or the beginning of No-
|
||
vember, a fresh, watery afternoon, when the turf and
|
||
paths were rustling with moist, withered leaves, and the
|
||
cold blue sky was half hidden by clouds---dark gray
|
||
streamers, rapidly mounting from the west and bod-
|
||
ing abundant rain---I requested my young lady to
|
||
forego her ramble, because I was certain of showers.
|
||
She refused, and I unwillingly donned a cloak and took
|
||
my umbrella to accompany her on a stroll to the bottom
|
||
|
||
of the park---a formal walk which she generally affected
|
||
if low-spirited (and that she invariably was when Mr.
|
||
Edgar had been worse than ordinary)---a thing never
|
||
known from his confession, but guessed both by her
|
||
and me from his increased silence and the melancholy
|
||
of his countenance. She went sadly on. There was no
|
||
running or bounding now, though the chill wind might
|
||
well have tempted her to race. And often, from the side
|
||
of my eye, I could detect her raising a hand and brush-
|
||
ing something off her cheeks. I gazed round for a means
|
||
of diverting her thoughts. On one side of the road rose
|
||
a high, rough bank, where hazels and stunted oaks, with
|
||
their roots half exposed, held uncertain tenure. The
|
||
soil was too loose for the latter, and strong winds had
|
||
blown some nearly horizontal. In summer Miss Cath-
|
||
erine delighted to climb along these trunks, and sit in
|
||
the branches, swinging twenty feet above the ground;
|
||
and I, pleased with her agility and her light, childish
|
||
heart, still considered it proper to scold every time I
|
||
caught her at such an elevation, but so that she knew
|
||
there was no necessity for descending. From dinner to
|
||
tea she would lie in her breeze-rocked cradle, doing
|
||
nothing except singing old songs---my nursery lore---to
|
||
herself, or watching the birds, joint tenants, feed and
|
||
entice their young ones to fly; or nestling with closed
|
||
lids, half thinking, half dreaming, happier than words
|
||
can express.
|
||
|
||
"Look, miss!" I exclaimed, pointing to a nook under
|
||
the roots of one twisted tree; "winter is not here yet.
|
||
There's a little flower up yonder---the last bud from the
|
||
multitude of bluebells that clouded those turf steps in
|
||
|
||
July with a lilac mist. Will you clamber up and pluck
|
||
it to show to papa?"
|
||
|
||
Cathy stared a long time at the lonely blossom trem-
|
||
bling in its earthy shelter, and replied at length,---
|
||
|
||
"No, I'll not touch it. But it looks melancholy, does
|
||
it not, Ellen?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," I observed---"about as starved and sackless
|
||
as you. Your cheeks are bloodless. Let us take hold of
|
||
hands and run. You're so low I dare say I shall keep up
|
||
with you."
|
||
|
||
"No," she repeated, and continued sauntering on,
|
||
pausing at intervals to muse over a bit of moss, or a tuft
|
||
of blanched grass, or a fungus spreading its bright
|
||
orange among the heaps of brown foliage; and ever and
|
||
anon her hand was lifted to her averted face.
|
||
|
||
"Catherine, why are you crying, love?" I asked, ap-
|
||
proaching and putting my arm over her shoulder. "You
|
||
mustn't cry because papa has a cold. Be thankful it is
|
||
nothing worse."
|
||
She now put no further restraint on her tears; her
|
||
breath was stifled by sobs.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, it will be something worse!" she said. "And
|
||
what shall I do when papa and you leave me, and I
|
||
am by myself? I can't forget your words, Ellen; they
|
||
are always in my ear. How life will be changed, how
|
||
dreary the world will be, when papa and you are dead!"
|
||
|
||
"None can tell whether you won't die before us," I
|
||
replied. "It's wrong to anticipate evil. We'll hope there
|
||
are years and years to come before any of us go. Master
|
||
is young, and I am strong and hardly forty-five. My
|
||
mother lived till eighty, a canty dame to the last. And
|
||
suppose Mr. Linton were spared till he saw sixty, that
|
||
would be more years than you have counted, miss.
|
||
And would it not be foolish to mourn a calamity above
|
||
twenty years beforehand?"
|
||
|
||
"But Aunt Isabella was younger than papa," she
|
||
remarked, gazing up with timid hope to seek further
|
||
consolation.
|
||
|
||
"Aunt Isabella had not you and me to nurse her," I
|
||
replied. "She wasn't as happy as master; she hadn't
|
||
as much to live for. All you need do is to wait well on
|
||
your father, and cheer him by letting him see you cheer-
|
||
ful, and avoid giving him anxiety on any subject. Mind
|
||
that, Cathy. I'll not disguise but you might kill him if
|
||
you were wild and reckless, and cherished a foolish,
|
||
fanciful affection for the son of a person who would be
|
||
glad to have him in his grave, and allowed him to dis-
|
||
cover that you fretted over the separation he has judged
|
||
it expedient to make."
|
||
|
||
"I fret about nothing on earth except papa's illness,"
|
||
answered my companion. "I care for nothing in com-
|
||
parison with papa. And I'll never---never---oh, never,
|
||
while I have my senses, do an act or say a word to vex
|
||
him. I love him better than myself, Ellen, and I know it
|
||
by this: I pray every night that I may live after him, be-
|
||
|
||
cause I would rather be miserable than that he should
|
||
be. That proves I love him better than myself."
|
||
|
||
"Good words," I replied. "But deeds must prove it
|
||
also. And after he is well, remember you don't forget
|
||
resolutions formed in the hour of fear."
|
||
|
||
As we talked, we neared a door that opened on the
|
||
road; and my young lady, lightening into sunshine
|
||
again, climbed up and seated herself on the top of the
|
||
wall, reaching over to gather some hips that bloomed
|
||
scarlet on the summit branches of the wild rose trees
|
||
shadowing the highway side. The lower fruit had dis-
|
||
appeared, but only birds could touch the upper, except
|
||
from Cathy's present station. In stretching to pull them,
|
||
her hat fell off, and as the door was locked she proposed
|
||
scrambling down to recover it. I bade her be cautious
|
||
lest she got a fall, and she nimbly disappeared. But the
|
||
return was no such easy matter. The stones were
|
||
smooth and neatly cemented, and the rose bushes and
|
||
blackberry stragglers could yield no assistance in re-
|
||
ascending. I, like a fool, didn't recollect that till I heard
|
||
her laughing and exclaiming,---
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, you'll have to fetch the key, or else I must run
|
||
round to the porter's lodge. I can't scale the ramparts
|
||
on this side."
|
||
|
||
"Stay where you are," I answered. "I have my bun-
|
||
dle of keys in my pocket. Perhaps I may manage to
|
||
open it; if not, I'll go."
|
||
|
||
Catherine amused herself with dancing to and fro be-
|
||
fore the door, while I tried all the large keys in suc-
|
||
cession. I had applied the last, and found that none
|
||
would do. So, repeating my desire that she would re-
|
||
main there, I was about to hurry home as fast as I could,
|
||
when an approaching sound arrested me. It was the
|
||
trot of a horse. Cathy's dance stopped also.
|
||
|
||
"Who is that?" I whispered.
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, I wish you could open the door," whispered
|
||
back my companion anxiously.
|
||
|
||
"Ho, Miss Lintonl" cried a deep voice (the rider's);
|
||
|
||
"I'm glad to meet you. Don't be in haste to enter, for
|
||
I have an explanation to ask and obtain."
|
||
|
||
"I shan't speak to you, Mr. Heathcliff," answered
|
||
Catherine. "Papa says you are a wicked man, and you
|
||
hate both him and me; and Ellen says the same."
|
||
|
||
"That is nothing to the purpose," said Heathcliff. (He
|
||
it was.) "I don't hate my son, I suppose, and it is con-
|
||
cerning him that I demand your attention. Yes, you
|
||
have cause to blush. Two or three months since were
|
||
you not in the habit of writing to Linton---making love
|
||
in play, eh? You deserved, both of you, flogging for that
|
||
---you especially, the elder, and less sensitive, as it
|
||
turns out. I've got your letters, and if you give me any
|
||
pertness I'll send them to your father. I presume you
|
||
grew weary of the amusement and dropped it, didn't
|
||
|
||
you? Well, you dropped Linton with it into a Slough of
|
||
Despond. He was in earnest---in love, really. As true as
|
||
I live, he's dying for you, breaking his heart at your
|
||
fickleness---not figuratively, but actually. Though Hare-
|
||
ton has made him a standing jest for six weeks, and I
|
||
have used more serious measures, and attempted to
|
||
frighten him out of his idiocy, he gets worse daily; and
|
||
he'll be under the sod before summer unless you restore
|
||
him!"
|
||
|
||
"How can you lie so glaringly to the poor child?" I
|
||
called from the inside. "Pray ride on! How can you
|
||
deliberately get up such paltry falsehoods?---Miss
|
||
Cathy, I'll knock the lock off with a stone. You won't
|
||
believe that vile nonsense. You can feel in yourself it is
|
||
impossible that a person should die for love of a stran-
|
||
ger."
|
||
|
||
"I was not aware there were eavesdroppers," mut-
|
||
tered the detected villain. "Worthy Mrs. Dean, I like
|
||
you, but I don't like your double-dealing," he added
|
||
aloud. "How could you lie so glaringly as to affirm I
|
||
hated the 'poor child,' and invent bugbear stories to
|
||
terrify her from my door-stones? Catherine Linton (the
|
||
very name warms me), my bonny lass, I shall be from
|
||
home all this week; go and see if I have not spoken
|
||
truth; do---there's a darling! Just imagine your father
|
||
in my place, and Linton in yours; then think how you
|
||
would value your careless lover if he refused to stir a
|
||
step to comfort you when your father himself entreated
|
||
him; and don't, from pure stupidity, fall into the same
|
||
|
||
error. I swear, on my salvation, he's going to his grave,
|
||
and none but you can save him!"
|
||
|
||
The lock gave way, and I issued out.
|
||
|
||
"I swear Linton is dying," repeated Heathcliff, look-
|
||
ing hard at me. "And grief and disappointment are
|
||
hastening his death. Nelly, if you won't let her go, you
|
||
can walk over yourself. But I shall not return till this
|
||
time next week; and I think your master himself would
|
||
scarcely object to her visiting her cousin."
|
||
|
||
"Come in," said I, taking Cathy by the arm and half
|
||
forcing her to re-enter; for she lingered, viewing with
|
||
troubled eyes the features of the speaker, too stern to
|
||
express his inward deceit.
|
||
|
||
He pushed his horse close, and bending down, ob-
|
||
served,---
|
||
|
||
"Miss Catherine, I'll own to you that I have little pa-
|
||
tience with Linton; and Hareton and Joseph have less.
|
||
I'll own that he's with a harsh set. He pines for kind-
|
||
ness as well as love, and a kind word from you would
|
||
be his best medicine. Don't mind Mrs. Dean's cruel
|
||
cautions, but be generous, and contrive to see him. He
|
||
dreams of you day and night, and cannot be persuaded
|
||
that you don't hate him, since you neither write nor
|
||
call."
|
||
|
||
I closed the door and rolled a stone to assist the loos-
|
||
ened lock in holding it, and spreading my umbrella, I
|
||
|
||
drew my charge underneath, for the rain began to drive
|
||
through the moaning branches of the trees, and
|
||
warned us to avoid delay. Our hurry prevented any
|
||
comment on the encounter with Heathcliff as we
|
||
stretched towards home, but I divined instinctively that
|
||
Catherine's heart was clouded now in double darkness.
|
||
Her features were so sad they did not seem hers. She
|
||
evidently regarded what she had heard as every syllable
|
||
true.
|
||
|
||
The master had retired to rest before we came in.
|
||
Cathy stole to his room to inquire how he was; he had
|
||
fallen asleep. She returned, and asked me to sit with
|
||
her in the library. We took our tea together, and after-
|
||
wards she lay down on the rug, and told me not to talk,
|
||
for she was weary. I got a book, and pretended to read.
|
||
As soon as she supposed me absorbed in my occupation
|
||
she recommenced her silent weeping; it appeared, at
|
||
present, her favourite diversion. I suffered her to en-
|
||
joy it a while, then I expostulated, deriding and ridicul-
|
||
ing all Mr. Heathcliff's assertions about his son, as if
|
||
I were certain she would coincide. Alas! I hadn't skill to
|
||
counteract the effect his account had produced; it was
|
||
just what he intended.
|
||
|
||
"You may be right, Ellen," she answered, "but I shall
|
||
never feel at ease till I know. And I must tell Linton it
|
||
is not my fault that I don't write, and convince him that
|
||
I shall not change."
|
||
|
||
What use were anger and protestations against her
|
||
silly credulity? We parted that night hostile, but next
|
||
|
||
day beheld me on the road to Wuthering Heights by the
|
||
side of my wilful young mistress's pony. I couldn't bear
|
||
to witness her sorrow, to see her pale dejected counte-
|
||
nance and heavy eyes; and I yielded, in the faint hope
|
||
that Linton himself might prove, by his reception of
|
||
us, how little of the tale was founded on fact.
|
||
CHAPTER XXIII.
|
||
|
||
The rainy night had ushered in a misty morn-
|
||
ing, half frost, half drizzle, and temporary brooks
|
||
crossed our path, gurgling from the uplands. My feet
|
||
were thoroughly wetted. I was cross and low---exactly
|
||
the humour suited for making the most of these dis-
|
||
agreeable things. We entered the farmhouse by the
|
||
kitchen way, to ascertain whether Mr. Heathcliff were
|
||
really absent, because I put slight faith in his own affir-
|
||
mation.
|
||
|
||
Joseph seemed sitting in a sort of elysium alone, be-
|
||
side a roaring fire, a quart of ale on the table near him,
|
||
bristling with large pieces of toasted oat-cake, and his
|
||
black, short pipe in his mouth. Catherine ran to the
|
||
hearth to warm herself. I asked if the master was in.
|
||
My question remained so long unanswered that I
|
||
thought the old man had grown deaf, and repeated it
|
||
louder.
|
||
|
||
"Na---ay!" he snarled, or rather screamed through
|
||
his nose. "Na---ay! yah muh goa back whear yah coom
|
||
frough."
|
||
|
||
"Joseph!" cried a peevish voice, simultaneously
|
||
with me, from the inner room. "How often am I to call
|
||
you? There are only a few red ashes now. Joseph! come
|
||
this moment."
|
||
|
||
Vigorous puffs and a resolute stare into the grate de-
|
||
clared he had no ear for this appeal. The housekeeper
|
||
|
||
and Hareton were invisible---one gone on an errand,
|
||
and the other at his work probably. We knew Linton's
|
||
tones, and entered.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I hope you'll die in a garret, starved to
|
||
death," said the boy, mistaking our approach for that
|
||
of his negligent attendant.
|
||
|
||
He stopped on observing his error. His cousin flew
|
||
to him.
|
||
|
||
"Is that you, Miss Linton?" he said, raising his head
|
||
from the arm of the great chair in which he reclined.
|
||
|
||
"No, don't kiss me; it takes my breath. Dear me! Papa
|
||
said you would call," continued he, after recovering a
|
||
little from Catherine's embrace, while she stood by look-
|
||
ing very contrite. "Will you shut the door, if you please?
|
||
You left it open; and those---those detestable creatures
|
||
won't bring coals to the fire. It's so cold!"
|
||
|
||
I stirred up the cinders, and fetched a scuttleful my-
|
||
self. The invalid complained of being covered with
|
||
ashes; but he had a tiresome cough, and looked fever-
|
||
ish and ill, so I did not rebuke his temper.
|
||
|
||
"Well, Linton," murmured Catherine, when his
|
||
corrugated brow relaxed, "are you glad to see me? Can
|
||
I do you any good?"
|
||
|
||
"Why didn't you come before?" he asked. "You
|
||
should have come, instead of writing. It tired me dread-
|
||
|
||
fully writing those long letters. I'd far rather have talked
|
||
to you. Now, I can neither bear to talk nor anything
|
||
else. I wonder where Zillah is! Will you"---looking at
|
||
me---"step into the kitchen and see?"
|
||
|
||
I had received no thanks for my other service, and
|
||
being unwilling to run to and fro at his behest, I re-
|
||
plied,---
|
||
|
||
"Nobody is out there but Joseph."
|
||
|
||
"I want to drink," he exclaimed fretfully, turning
|
||
away. "Zillah is constantly gadding off to Gimmerton
|
||
since papa went; it's miserable! And I'm obliged to
|
||
come down here; they resolved never to hear me up-
|
||
stairs."
|
||
|
||
"Is your father attentive to you, Master Heathcliff?"
|
||
I asked, perceiving Catherine to be checked in her
|
||
friendly advances.
|
||
|
||
"Attentive? He makes them a little more attentive
|
||
at least," he cried. "The wretches! Do you know, Miss
|
||
Linton, that brute Hareton laughs at me! I hate him!
|
||
Indeed, I hate them all! They are odious beings."
|
||
|
||
Cathy began searching for some water; she lighted on
|
||
a pitcher in the dresser, filled a tumbler, and brought
|
||
it. He bade her add a spoonful of wine from a bottle on
|
||
the table; and having swallowed a small portion, ap-
|
||
peared more tranquil, and said she was very kind.
|
||
|
||
"And are you glad to see me?" asked she, reiterating
|
||
her former question, and pleased to detect the faint
|
||
dawn of a smile.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, I am. It's something new to hear a voice like
|
||
yours!" he replied. "But I have been vexed because you
|
||
wouldn't come. And papa swore it was owing to me.
|
||
He called me a pitiful, shuffling, worthless thing, and
|
||
said you despised me, and if he had been in my place
|
||
he would be more the master of the Grange than your
|
||
father by this time. But you don't despise me, do you,
|
||
Miss-------"
|
||
|
||
"I wish you would say Catherine, or Cathy," inter-
|
||
rupted my young lady. "Despise you? No! Next to
|
||
papa and Ellen, I love you better than anybody living.
|
||
I don't love Mr. Heathcliff, though, and I dare not come
|
||
when he returns. Will he stay away many days?"
|
||
|
||
"Not many," answered Linton; "but he goes on to
|
||
the moors frequently since the shooting season com-
|
||
menced, and you might spend an hour or two with me
|
||
in his absence. Do say you will. I think I should not be
|
||
peevish with you. You'd not provoke me, and you'd
|
||
always be ready to help me, wouldn't you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes," said Catherine, stroking his long soft hair.
|
||
"If I could only get papa's consent I'd spend half my
|
||
time with you. Pretty Linton! I wish you were my
|
||
brother."
|
||
|
||
"And then you would like me as well as your father?"
|
||
observed he more cheerfully. "But papa says you
|
||
would love me better than him and all the world if you
|
||
were my wife; so I'd rather you were that."
|
||
|
||
"No, I should never love anybody better than
|
||
papa," she returned gravely. "And people hate their
|
||
wives sometimes, but not their sisters and brothers; and
|
||
if you were the latter you would live with us, and papa
|
||
would be as fond of you as he is of me."
|
||
|
||
Linton denied that people ever hated their wives,
|
||
but Cathy affirmed they did, and in her wisdom in-
|
||
stanced his own father's aversion to her aunt. I en-
|
||
deavoured to stop her thoughtless tongue. I couldn't
|
||
succeed till everything she knew was out. Master Heath-
|
||
cliff, much irritated, asserted her relation was false.
|
||
|
||
"Papa told me, and papa does not tell falsehoods,"
|
||
she answered pertly.
|
||
|
||
"My papa scorns yours!" cried Linton. "He calls
|
||
him a sneaking fool."
|
||
|
||
"Yours is a wicked man," retorted Catherine, "and
|
||
you are very naughty to dare to repeat what he says.
|
||
He must be wicked to have made Aunt Isabella leave
|
||
him as she did."
|
||
|
||
"She didn't leave him," said the boy. "You shan't
|
||
contradict me."
|
||
|
||
"She did," cried my young lady.
|
||
|
||
"Well, I'll tell you something," said Linton. "Your
|
||
mother hated your father. Now then."
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" exclaimed Catherine, too enraged to continue.
|
||
|
||
"And she loved mine," added he.
|
||
|
||
"You little liar! I hate you now!" she panted, and her
|
||
face grew red with passion.
|
||
|
||
"She did! she did!" sang Linton, sinking into the
|
||
recess of his chair, and leaning back his head to enjoy
|
||
the agitation of the other disputant, who stood behind.
|
||
|
||
"Hush, Master Heathcliff!" I said. "That's your
|
||
father's tale too, I suppose."
|
||
|
||
"It isn't. You hold your tongue!" he answered.---
|
||
|
||
"She did! she did, Catherine! She did! she did!"
|
||
Cathy, beside herself, gave the chair a violent push,
|
||
and caused him to fall against one arm. He was im-
|
||
mediately seized by a suffocating cough that soon ended
|
||
his triumph. It lasted so long that it frightened even me.
|
||
As to his cousin, she wept with all her might, aghast at
|
||
the mischief she had done, though she said nothing. I
|
||
held him till the fit exhausted itself. Then he thrust me
|
||
away, and leant his head down silently. Catherine
|
||
quelled her lamentations also, took a seat opposite, and
|
||
looked solemnly into the fire.
|
||
|
||
"How do you feel now, Master Heathcliff?" I in-
|
||
quired, after waiting ten minutes.
|
||
|
||
"I wish she felt as I do," he replied---"spiteful, cruel
|
||
thing! Hareton never touches me; he never struck me
|
||
in his life. And I was better to-day; and there-----" His
|
||
voice died in a whimper.
|
||
|
||
"I didn't strike you!" muttered Cathy, chewing her
|
||
lip to prevent another burst of emotion.
|
||
|
||
He sighed and moaned like one under great suffer-
|
||
ing, and kept it up for a quarter of an hour, on purpose
|
||
to distress his cousin, apparently, for whenever he
|
||
caught a stifled sob from her he put renewed pain and
|
||
pathos into the inflections of his voice.
|
||
|
||
"I'm sorry I hurt you, Linton," she said at length,
|
||
racked beyond endurance. "But I couldn't have been
|
||
hurt by that little push, and I had no idea that you could
|
||
either. You're not much, are you, Linton? Don't let
|
||
me go home thinking I've done you harm. Answer!
|
||
Speak to me!"
|
||
|
||
"I can't speak to you," he murmured. "You've hurt
|
||
me so that I shall lie awake all night choking with this
|
||
cough. If you had it you'd know what it was; but you'll
|
||
be comfortably asleep while I'm in agony, and nobody
|
||
near me. I wonder how you would like to pass those
|
||
fearful nights." And he began to wail aloud, for very
|
||
pity of himself.
|
||
|
||
"Since you are in the habit of passing dreadful
|
||
nights," I said, "it won't be miss who spoils your ease;
|
||
you'd be the same had she never come. However, she
|
||
shall not disturb you again; and perhaps you'll get
|
||
quieter when we leave you."
|
||
|
||
"Must I go?" asked Catherine dolefully, bending
|
||
over him. "Do you want me to go, Linton?"
|
||
|
||
"You can't alter what you've done," he replied pet-
|
||
tishly, shrinking from her, "unless you alter it for the
|
||
worse by teasing me into a fever."
|
||
|
||
"Well, then, I must go?" she repeated.
|
||
|
||
"Let me alone, at least," said he. "I can't bear your
|
||
talking."
|
||
|
||
She lingered, and resisted my persuasions to depar-
|
||
ture a tiresome while; but as he neither looked up nor
|
||
spoke, she finally made a movement to the door, and I
|
||
followed. We were recalled by a scream. Linton had slid
|
||
from his seat on to the hearth-stone, and lay writhing in
|
||
the mere perverseness of an indulged plague of a child,
|
||
determined to be as grievous and harassing as it can. I
|
||
thoroughly gauged his disposition from his behaviour,
|
||
and saw at once it would be folly to attempt humouring
|
||
him. Not so my companion. She ran back in terror,
|
||
knelt down, and cried, and soothed, and entreated, till
|
||
he grew quiet from lack of breath, by no means from
|
||
compunction at distressing her.
|
||
|
||
"I shall lift him on to the settle," I said, "and he may
|
||
roll about as he pleases. We can't stop to watch him.
|
||
I hope you are satisfled, Miss Cathy, that you are not
|
||
the person to benefit him, and that his condition
|
||
of health is not occasioned by attachment to you. Now,
|
||
then, there he is! Come away. As soon as he knows
|
||
there is nobody by to care for his nonsense, he'll be
|
||
glad to lie still."
|
||
|
||
She placed a cushion under his head, and offered him
|
||
some water. He rejected the latter, and tossed uneasily
|
||
on the former, as if it were a stone or a block of wood.
|
||
She tried to put it more comfortably.
|
||
|
||
"I can't do with that," he said; "it's not high
|
||
enough."
|
||
|
||
Catherine brought another to lay above it.
|
||
|
||
"That's too high," murmured the provoking thing.
|
||
|
||
"How must I arrange it, then?" she asked despair-
|
||
ingly.
|
||
|
||
He twined himself up to her, as she half knelt by the
|
||
settle, and converted her shoulder into a support.
|
||
|
||
"No, that won't do," I said. "You'll be content with
|
||
the cushion, Master Heathcliff. Miss has wasted too
|
||
much time on you already; we cannot remain five min-
|
||
utes longer."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes; we can!" replied Cathy. "He's good and
|
||
patient now. He's beginning to think I shall have far
|
||
greater misery than he will to-night if I believe he is the
|
||
worse for my visit, and then I dare not come again.---
|
||
Tell the truth about it, Linton; for I mustn't come if I
|
||
have hurt you."
|
||
|
||
"You must come, to cure me," he answered. "You
|
||
ought to come, because you have hurt me; you know
|
||
you have extremely. I was not as ill when you entered
|
||
as I am at present---was I?"
|
||
|
||
"But you've made yourself ill by crying and being
|
||
in a passion."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't do it all," said his cousin. "However, we'll
|
||
be friends now. And you want me---you would wish to
|
||
see me sometimes, really?"
|
||
|
||
"I told you I did," he replied impatiently. "Sit on
|
||
the settle and let me lean on your knee. That's as
|
||
mamma used to do, whole afternoons together. Sit
|
||
quite still and don't talk; but you may sing a song, if
|
||
you can sing, or you may say a nice long interesting
|
||
ballad---one of those you promised to teach me---or a
|
||
story. I'd rather have a ballad, though. Begin."
|
||
|
||
Catherine repeated the longest she could remember.
|
||
The employment pleased both mightily. Linton would
|
||
have another, and after that another, notwithstanding
|
||
my strenuous objections; and so they went on until the
|
||
|
||
clock struck twelve, and we heard Hareton in the
|
||
court, returning for his dinner.
|
||
|
||
"And to-morrow, Catherine---will you be here to-
|
||
morrow?" asked young Heathcliff, holding her frock
|
||
as she rose reluctantly.
|
||
|
||
"No," I answered, "nor next day neither." She,
|
||
however, gave a different response evidently, for his
|
||
forehead cleared as she stooped and whispered in his
|
||
ear.
|
||
|
||
"You won't go to-morrow, recollect, miss," I com-
|
||
menced, when we were out of the house. "You are not
|
||
dreaming of it, are you?"
|
||
|
||
She smiled.
|
||
|
||
"Oh, I'll take good care," I continued. "I'll have that
|
||
lock mended, and you can escape by no way else."
|
||
|
||
"I can get over the wall," she said, laughing. "The
|
||
Grange is not a prison, Ellen, and you are not my ga-
|
||
oler. And besides, I'm almost seventeen; I'm a woman.
|
||
And I'm certain Linton would recover quickly if he had
|
||
me to look after him. I'm older than he is, you know,
|
||
and wiser---less childish, am I not? And he'll soon do as
|
||
I direct him, with some slight coaxing. He's a pretty
|
||
little darling when he's good. I'd make such a pet of him
|
||
if he were mine. We should never quarrel, should we,
|
||
after we were used to each other? Don't you like him,
|
||
Ellen?"
|
||
|
||
"Like him!" I exclaimed. "The worst-tempered bit
|
||
of a sickly slip that ever struggled into its teens. Hap-
|
||
pily, as Mr. Heathcliff conjectured, he'll not win twenty.
|
||
I doubt whether he'll see spring, indeed. And small
|
||
loss to his family whenever he drops off. And lucky it is
|
||
for us that his father took him: the kinder he was
|
||
treated, the more tedious and selfish he'd be. I'm glad
|
||
you have no chance of having him for a husband,
|
||
Miss Catherine."
|
||
|
||
My companion waxed serious at hearing this speech.
|
||
To speak of his death so regardlessly wounded her feel-
|
||
ings.
|
||
|
||
"He's younger than I," she answered, after a pro-
|
||
tracted pause of meditation, "and he ought to live the
|
||
longest. He will---he must live as long as I do. He's as
|
||
strong now as when he first came into the north; I'm
|
||
positive of that. It's only a cold that ails him---the same
|
||
as papa has. You say papa will get better, and why
|
||
shouldn't he?"
|
||
|
||
"Well, well," I cried, "after all we needn't trouble
|
||
ourselves; for listen, miss---and mind I'll keep my
|
||
word; if you attempt going to Wuthering Heights again,
|
||
with or without me, I shall inform Mr. Linton; and un-
|
||
less he allow it, the intimacy with your cousin must
|
||
not be revived."
|
||
|
||
"It has been revived," muttered Cathy sulkily.
|
||
|
||
"Must not be continued, then," I said.
|
||
|
||
"We'll see," was her reply; and she set off at a gallop,
|
||
leaving me to toil in the rear.
|
||
|
||
We both reached home before our dinner-time; my
|
||
master supposed we had been wandering through the
|
||
park, and therefore he demanded no explanation of our
|
||
absence. As soon as I entered I hastened to change my
|
||
soaked shoes and stockings, but sitting such a while at
|
||
the Heights had done the mischief. On the succeeding
|
||
morning I was laid up, and during three weeks I re-
|
||
mained incapacitated for attending to my duties---a
|
||
calamity never experienced prior to that period, and
|
||
never, I am thankful to say, since.
|
||
|
||
My little mistress behaved like an angel in coming
|
||
to wait on me and cheer my solitude. The confinement
|
||
brought me exceedingly low--it is wearisome to a stir-
|
||
ring, active body; but few have slighter reasons for
|
||
complaint than I had. The moment Catherine Ieft Mr.
|
||
Linton's room she appeared at my bedside. Her day
|
||
was divided between us; no amusement usurped a mi-
|
||
nute. She neglected her meals, her studies, and her
|
||
play, and she was the fondest nurse that ever watched.
|
||
She must have had a warm heart, when she Ioved her
|
||
father so, to give so much to me. I said her days were
|
||
divided between us; but the master retired early, and I
|
||
generally needed nothing after six o'clock; thus the
|
||
evening was her own. Poor thing! I never considered
|
||
what she did with herself after tea. And though fre-
|
||
quently, when she looked in to bid me good-night, I
|
||
remarked a fresh colour in her cheeks and a pinkness
|
||
over her slender fingers, instead of fancying the hue
|
||
|
||
borrowed from a cold ride across the moors, I laid it
|
||
to the charge of a hot fire in the library.
|
||
CHAPTER XXIV.
|
||
|
||
At the close of three weeks I was able to quit my
|
||
chamber and move about the house; and on the
|
||
first occasion of my sitting up in the evening I asked
|
||
Catherine to read to me, because my eyes were weak.
|
||
We were in the library, the master having gone to bed.
|
||
She consented, rather unwillingly, I fancied; and imag-
|
||
ining my sort of books did not suit her, I bade her
|
||
please herself in the choice of what she perused. She
|
||
selected one of her own favourites, and got forward
|
||
steadily about an hour; then came frequent questions.
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, are not you tired? Hadn't you better lie down
|
||
now? You'll be sick keeping up so long, Ellen."
|
||
|
||
"No, no, dear; I'm not tired," I returned continually.
|
||
Perceiving me immovable, she essayed another
|
||
method of showing her disrelish for her occupation. It
|
||
changed to yawning and stretching, and---
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, I'm tired."
|
||
|
||
"Give over, then, and talk," I answered.
|
||
|
||
That was worse. She fretted and sighed, and looked at
|
||
her watch till eight, and finally went to her room, com-
|
||
pletely overdone with sleep, judging by her peevish,
|
||
heavy look, and the constant rubbing she inflicted on
|
||
her eyes. The following night she seemed more impa-
|
||
tient still, and on the third from recovering my com-
|
||
pany she complained of a headache and left me. I
|
||
|
||
thought her conduct odd; and having remained alone
|
||
a long while, I resolved on going and inquiring whether
|
||
she were better, and asking her to come and lie on the
|
||
sofa, instead of upstairs in the dark. No Catherine could
|
||
I discover upstairs, and none below. The servants af-
|
||
firmed they had not seen her. I listened at Mr. Edgar's
|
||
door; all was silence. I returned to her apartment, ex-
|
||
tinguished my candle, and seated myself in the window.
|
||
|
||
The moon shone bright; a sprinkling of snow cov-
|
||
ered the ground, and I reflected that she might possibly
|
||
have taken it into her head to walk about the garden
|
||
for refreshment. I did detect a figure creeping along
|
||
the inner fence of the park, but it was not my young
|
||
mistress. On its merging into the light I recognized one
|
||
of the grooms. He stood a considerable period, viewing
|
||
the carriage-road through the grounds, then started off
|
||
at a brisk pace, as if he had detected something, and re-
|
||
appeared presently leading miss's pony; and there she
|
||
was, just dismounted, and walking by its side. The man
|
||
took his charge stealthily across the grass towards the
|
||
stable. Cathy entered by the casement window of the
|
||
drawing-room, and glided noiselessly up to where I
|
||
awaited her. She put the door gently to, slipped off her
|
||
snowy shoes, untied her hat, and was proceeding, un-
|
||
conscious of my espionage, to lay aside her mantle,
|
||
when I suddenly rose and revealed myself. The surprise
|
||
petrified her an instant; she uttered an inarticulate ex-
|
||
clamation, and stood fixed.
|
||
|
||
"My dear Miss Catherine," I began, too vividly im-
|
||
pressed by her recent kindness to break into a scold,
|
||
|
||
"where have you been riding out at this hour? And
|
||
why should you try to deceive me by telling a tale?
|
||
Where have you been? Speak!"
|
||
|
||
"To the bottom of the park," she stammered. "I
|
||
didn't tell a tale."
|
||
|
||
"And nowhere else?" I demanded.
|
||
|
||
"No," was the muttered reply.
|
||
|
||
"O Catherine!" I cried sorrowfully. "You know
|
||
you have been doing wrong, or you wouldn't be driven
|
||
to uttering an untruth to me. That does grieve me. I'd
|
||
rather be three months ill than hear you frame a delib-
|
||
erate lie."
|
||
|
||
She sprang forward, and bursting into tears, threw
|
||
her arms round my neck.
|
||
|
||
"Well, Ellen, I'm so afraid of you being angry," she
|
||
said. "Promise not to be angry, and you shall know
|
||
the very truth. I hate to hide it."
|
||
|
||
We sat down in the window-seat. I assured her I
|
||
would not scold, whatever her secret might be, and I
|
||
guessed it, of course; so she commenced,---
|
||
|
||
"I've been to Wuthering Heights, Ellen, and I've
|
||
never missed going a day since you fell ill, except thrice
|
||
before and twice after you left your room. I gave Mi-
|
||
chael books and pictures to prepare Minny every eve-
|
||
|
||
ning, and to put her back in the stable. You mustn't
|
||
scold him either, mind. I was at the Heights by half-
|
||
past six, and generally stayed till half-past eight, and
|
||
then galloped home. It was not to amuse myself that I
|
||
went; I was often wretched all the time. Now and then
|
||
I was happy---once in a week perhaps. At first I ex-
|
||
pected there would be sad work persuading you to let
|
||
me keep my word to Linton, for I had engaged to call
|
||
again next day when we quitted him; but as you stayed
|
||
upstairs on the morrow, I escaped that trouble. While
|
||
Michael was refastening the lock of the park door in the
|
||
afternoon, I got possession of the key, and told him how
|
||
my cousin wished me to visit him, because he was sick
|
||
and couldn't come to the Grange, and how papa would
|
||
object to my going; and then I negotiated with him
|
||
about the pony. He is fond of reading, and he thinks of
|
||
leaving soon to get married; so he offered, if I would
|
||
lend him books out of the library, to do what I wished;
|
||
but I preferred giving him my own, and that satisfied
|
||
him better.
|
||
|
||
"On my second visit Linton seemed in lively spirits,
|
||
and Zillah (that is their housekeeper) made us a clean
|
||
room and a good fire, and told us that, as Joseph was
|
||
out at a prayer-meeting, and Hareton Earnshaw was
|
||
off with his dogs---robbing our woods of pheasants, as I
|
||
heard afterwards---we might do what we liked. She
|
||
brought me some warm wine and gingerbread, and ap-
|
||
peared exceedingly good-natured; and Linton sat in
|
||
the arm-chair, and I in the little rocking-chair on the
|
||
hearth-stone, and we laughed and talked so merrily,
|
||
and found so much to say. We planned where we would
|
||
|
||
go, and what we would do in summer. I needn't re-
|
||
peat that, because you would call it silly.
|
||
|
||
"One time, however, we were near quarrelling. He
|
||
said the pleasantest manner of spending a hot July day
|
||
was lying from morning till evening on a bank of heath
|
||
in the middle of the moors, with the bees humming
|
||
dreamily about among the bloom, and the larks singing
|
||
high up overhead, and the blue sky and bright sun shin-
|
||
ing steadily and cloudlessly. That was his most perfect
|
||
idea of heaven's happiness. Mine was rocking in a
|
||
rustling green tree, with a west wind blowing, and
|
||
bright white clouds flitting rapidly above, and not only
|
||
larks, but throstles, and blackbirds, and linnets, and
|
||
cuckoos pouing ou.t music on every side, and the moors
|
||
seen at a distance, broken into cool, dusky dells, but
|
||
close by great swells of long grass undulating in waves
|
||
to the breeze, and woods and sounding water, and the
|
||
whole world awake and wild with joy. He wanted all to
|
||
lie in an ecstasy of peace; I wanted all to sparkle and
|
||
dance in a glorious jubilee. I said his heaven would be
|
||
only half alive, and he said mine would be drunk; I said
|
||
I should fall asleep in his, and he said he could not
|
||
breathe in mine, and began to grow very snappish. At
|
||
last we agreed to try both, as soon as the right weather
|
||
came; and then we kissed each other and were friends.
|
||
|
||
"After sitting still an hour, I looked at the great room
|
||
with its smooth uncarpeted floor, and thought how nice
|
||
it would be to play in if we removed the table; and I
|
||
asked Linton to call Zillah in to help us, and we'd have
|
||
a game at blind-man's buff. She should try to catch us;
|
||
|
||
you used to, you know, Ellen. He wouldn't. There was
|
||
no pleasure in it, he said. But he consented to play at
|
||
ball with me. We found two in a cupboard, among a
|
||
heap of old toys, tops, and hoops, and battledores, and
|
||
shuttlecocks. One was marked C. and the other H. I
|
||
wished to have the C., because that stood for Catherine,
|
||
and the H. might be for Heathcliff, his name; but the
|
||
bran came out of H., and Linton didn't like it. I beat
|
||
him constantly, and he got cross again, and coughed,
|
||
and returned to his chair. That night, though, he eas-
|
||
ily recovered his good-humour. He was charmed with
|
||
two or three pretty songs---your songs, Ellen; and when
|
||
I was obliged to go he begged and entreated me to come
|
||
the following evening, and I promised. Minny and I
|
||
went flying home as light as air, and I dreamt of
|
||
Wuthering Heights and my sweet darling cousin till
|
||
morning.
|
||
|
||
"On the morrow I was sad, partly because you were
|
||
poorly, and partly that I wished my father knew and
|
||
approved of my excursions; but it was beautiful moon-
|
||
light after tea, and as I rode on the gloom cleared. I
|
||
shall have another happy evening, I thought to myself;
|
||
and, what delights me more, my pretty Linton will. I
|
||
trotted up their garden, and was turning round to the
|
||
back, when that fellow Earnshaw met me, took my
|
||
bridle, and bade me go in by the front entrance. He
|
||
patted Minny's neck, and said she was a bonny beast,
|
||
and appeared as if he wanted me to speak to him. I
|
||
only told him to leave my horse alone, or else it would
|
||
kick him. He answered in his vulgar accent, 'It wouldn't
|
||
do mitch hurt if it did,' and surveyed its legs with a
|
||
|
||
smile. I was half inclined to make it try; however, he
|
||
moved off to open the door, and as he raised the latch
|
||
he looked up to the inscription above, and said, with a
|
||
stupid mixture of awkwardness and elation,---
|
||
|
||
" 'Miss Catherine, I can read yon now.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Wonderful!' I exclaimed. 'Pray let us hear you;
|
||
you are grown clever.'
|
||
|
||
"He spelt, and drawled over by syllables, the name,
|
||
'Hareton Earnshaw.'
|
||
|
||
" 'And the flgures?' I cried encouragingly, perceiv-
|
||
ing that he came to a dead halt.
|
||
|
||
" 'I cannot tell them yet,' he answered.
|
||
|
||
" 'Oh, you dunce!' I said, laughing heartily at his
|
||
failure.
|
||
|
||
"The fool stared, with a grin hovering about his lips,
|
||
and a scowl gathering over his eyes, as if uncertain
|
||
whether he might not join in my mirth---whether it
|
||
were not pleasant familiarity, or what it really was,
|
||
contempt. I settled his doubts by suddenly retrieving
|
||
my gravity and desiring him to walk away, for I came
|
||
to see Linton, not him. He reddened---I saw that by
|
||
the moonlight---dropped his hand from the latch, and
|
||
skulked off, a picture of mortified vanity. He imagined
|
||
himself to be as accomplished as Linton, I suppose, be-
|
||
|
||
cause he could spell his own name, and was mar-
|
||
vellously discomfited that I didn't think the same."
|
||
|
||
"Stop, Miss Catherine dear!" I interrupted. "I shall
|
||
not scold, but I don't like your conduct there. If you
|
||
had remembered that Hareton was your cousin as
|
||
much as Master Heathcliff, you would have felt how
|
||
improper it was to behave in that way. At least, it was
|
||
praiseworthy ambition for him to desire to be as ac-
|
||
complished as Linton, and probably he did not learn
|
||
merely to show off. You had made him ashamed of his
|
||
ignorance before, I have no doubt, and he wished to
|
||
remedy it and please you. To sneer at his imperfect at-
|
||
tempt was very bad breeding. Had you been brought
|
||
up in his circumstances, would you be less rude? He
|
||
was as quick and as intelligent a child as ever you were,
|
||
and I'm hurt that he should be despised now, because
|
||
that base Heathcliff has treated him so unjustly."
|
||
|
||
"Well, Ellen, you won't cry about it, will you?" she
|
||
exclaimed, surprised at my earnestness. "But wait, and
|
||
you shall hear if he conned his A B C to please me, and
|
||
if it were worth while being civil to the brute. I entered.
|
||
Linton was lying on the settle, and half got up to wel-
|
||
come me.
|
||
|
||
" 'I'm ill to-night, Catherine, love,' he said; 'and you
|
||
must have all the talk, and let me listen. Come and sit
|
||
by me. I was sure you wouldn't break your word, and
|
||
I'll make you promise again before you go.'
|
||
|
||
"I knew now that I mustn't tease him, as he was ill;
|
||
and I spoke softly, and put no questions, and avoided
|
||
irritating him in any way. I had brought some of my
|
||
nicest books for him. He asked me to read a little of
|
||
one, and I was about to comply, when Earnshaw burst
|
||
the door open, having gathered venom with reflection.
|
||
He advanced direct to us, seized Linton by the arm,
|
||
and swung him off the seat.
|
||
|
||
" 'Get to thy own room!' he said, in a voice almost
|
||
inarticulate with passion; and his face looked swelled
|
||
and furious. 'Take her there if she comes to see thee;
|
||
thou shalln't keep me out of this. Begone wi' ye both!'
|
||
|
||
"He swore at us, and left Linton no time to answer,
|
||
nearly throwing him into the kitchen; and he clenched
|
||
his fist as I followed, seemingly longing to knock me
|
||
down. I was afraid for a moment, and I let one volume
|
||
fall; he kicked it after me, and shut us out. I heard a
|
||
malignant, crackly laugh by the fire, and turning, be-
|
||
held that odious Joseph standing rubbing his bony
|
||
hands, and quivering.
|
||
|
||
" 'I wer sure he'd sarve ye out! He's a grand lad!
|
||
He's getten t' raight sperrit in him! He knaws---ay, he
|
||
knaws as weel as I do---who sud be t' maister yonder!
|
||
Ech, ech, ech! He made ye skift properly! Ech, ech,
|
||
ech!'
|
||
|
||
" 'Where must we go?' I asked of my cousin, disre-
|
||
garding the old wretch's mockery.
|
||
|
||
"Linton was white and trembling. He was not pretty
|
||
then, Ellen---oh no! He looked frightful, for his thin
|
||
face and large eyes were wrought into an expression of
|
||
frantic, powerless fury. He grasped the handle of the
|
||
door, and shook it; it was fastened inside.
|
||
|
||
" 'If you don't let me in I'll kill you! if you don't let
|
||
me in I'll kill you!' he rather shrieked than said. 'Devil!
|
||
devil! I'll kill you! I'll kill you!'
|
||
|
||
"Joseph uttered his croaking laugh again.
|
||
|
||
" 'Thear, that's t' father!' he cried. 'That's father!
|
||
We've allas summut o' either side in us. Niver heed,
|
||
Hareton, lad---dunnut be 'feared---he cannot get at
|
||
thee!'
|
||
|
||
"I took hold of Linton's hands and tried to pull him
|
||
away, but he shrieked so shockingly that I dared not
|
||
proceed. At last his cries were choked by a dreadful fit
|
||
of coughing. Blood gushed from his mouth, and he
|
||
fell on the ground. I ran into the yard, sick with terror,
|
||
and called for Zillah as loud as I could. She soon heard
|
||
me. She was milking the cows in a shed behind the barn,
|
||
and hurrying from her work she inquired what there
|
||
was to do. I hadn't breath to explain. Dragging her in,
|
||
I looked about for Linton. Earnshaw had come out to
|
||
examine the mischief he had caused, and he was then
|
||
conveying the poor thing upstairs. Zillah and I ascended
|
||
after him; but he stopped me at the top of the steps, and
|
||
said I shouldn't go in---I must go home. I exclaimed
|
||
that he had killed Linton, and I would enter. Joseph
|
||
|
||
locked the door, and declared I should do 'no sich stuff,'
|
||
and asked me whether I were 'bahn to be as mad as
|
||
him.' I stood crying till the housekeeper reappeared.
|
||
She affirmed he would be better in a bit, but he couldn't
|
||
do with that shrieking and din; and she took me and
|
||
nearly carried me into the house.
|
||
|
||
"Ellen, I was ready to tear my hair off my head. I
|
||
sobbed and wept so that my eyes were almost blind; and
|
||
the ruffian you have such sympathy with stood opposite,
|
||
presuming every now and then to bid me 'wisht,' and
|
||
denying that it was his fault; and finally, frightened by
|
||
my assertions that I would tell papa, and that he should
|
||
be put in prison and hanged, he commenced blubbering
|
||
himself, and hurried out to hide his cowardly agitation.
|
||
Still I was not rid of him. When at length they com-
|
||
pelled me to depart, and I had got some hundred
|
||
yards off the premises, he suddenly issued from the
|
||
shadow of the roadside, and checked Minny and took
|
||
hold of me.
|
||
|
||
" 'Miss Catherine, I'm ill grieved,' he began, 'but it's
|
||
rayther too bad------'
|
||
|
||
"I gave him a cut with my whip, thinking perhaps he
|
||
would murder me. He let go, thundering one of his hor-
|
||
rid curses, and I galloped home more than half out
|
||
of my senses.
|
||
|
||
"I didn't bid you good-night that evening, and I
|
||
didn't go to Wuthering Heights the next. I wished to go
|
||
exceedingly, but I was strangely excited, and dreaded
|
||
|
||
to hear that Linton was dead, sometimes, and some-
|
||
times shuddered at the thought of encountering Hare-
|
||
ton. On the third day I took courage---at least I couldn't
|
||
bear longer suspense, and stole off once more. I went at
|
||
five o'clock, and walked, fancying I might manage to
|
||
creep into the house and up to Linton's room unob-
|
||
served. However, the dogs gave notice of my approach.
|
||
Zillah received me, and saying 'the lad was mend-
|
||
ing nicely,' showed me into a small, tidy, carpeted apart-
|
||
ment, where, to my inexpressible joy, I beheld Linton
|
||
laid on a little sofa, reading one of my books. But he
|
||
would neither speak to me nor look at me through a
|
||
whole hour, Ellen; he has such an unhappy temper.
|
||
And what quite confounded me, when he did open his
|
||
mouth it was to utter the falsehood that I had oc-
|
||
casioned the uproar, and Hareton was not to blame!
|
||
Unable to reply, except passionately, I got up and
|
||
walked from the room. He sent after me a faint 'Cath-
|
||
erine!' He did not reckon on being answered so. But I
|
||
wouldn't turn back; and the morrow was the second
|
||
day on which I stayed at home, nearly determined to
|
||
visit him no more. But it was so miserable going to bed
|
||
and getting up, and never hearing anything about him,
|
||
that my resolution melted into air before it was prop-
|
||
erly formed. It had appeared wrong to take the jour-
|
||
ney once, now it seemed wrong to refrain. Michael
|
||
came to ask if he must saddle Minny; I said 'Yes,' and
|
||
considered myself doing a duty as she bore me over
|
||
the hills. I was forced to pass the front windows to get
|
||
to the court; it was no use trying to conceal my presence.
|
||
|
||
" 'Young master is in the house,' said Zillah, as she
|
||
saw me making for the parlour. I went in. Earnshaw
|
||
was there also, but he quitted the room directly. Lin-
|
||
ton sat in the great armchair half asleep. Walking up
|
||
to the fire, I began in a serious tone, partly meaning it
|
||
to be true,---
|
||
|
||
" 'As you don't like me, Linton, and as you think I
|
||
come on purpose to hurt you, and pretend that I do so
|
||
every time, this is our last meeting. Let us say good-bye;
|
||
and tell Mr. Heathcliff that you have no wish to see me,
|
||
and that he mustn't invent any more falsehoods on the
|
||
subject.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Sit down and take your hat off, Catherine,' he an-
|
||
swered. 'You are so much happier than I am, you ought
|
||
to be better. Papa talks enough of my defects and shows
|
||
enough scorn of me to make it natural I should doubt
|
||
myself. I doubt whether I am not altogether as worth-
|
||
less as he calls me frequently; and then I feel so cross
|
||
and bitter, I hate everybody! I am worthless, and bad in
|
||
temper, and bad in spirit, almost always, and if you
|
||
choose you may say good-bye; you'll get rid of an an-
|
||
noyance. Only, Catherine, do me this justice: believe
|
||
that if I might be as sweet, and as kind, and as good as
|
||
you are, I would be---as willingly, and more so, than
|
||
as happy and as healthy. And believe that your kind-
|
||
ness has made me love you deeper than if I deserved
|
||
your love; and though I couldn't and cannot help show-
|
||
ing my nature to you, I regret it and repent it, and shall
|
||
regret and repent it till I die!'
|
||
|
||
"I felt he spoke the truth, and I felt I must forgive
|
||
him; and though he should quarrel the next moment,
|
||
I must forgive him again. We were reconciled; but we
|
||
cried, both of us, the whole time I stayed---not entirely
|
||
for sorrow, yet I was sorry Linton had that distorted
|
||
nature. He'll never let his friends be at ease, and he'll
|
||
never be at ease himself. I have always gone to his
|
||
little parlour since that night, because his father re-
|
||
turned the day after.
|
||
|
||
"About three times, I think, we have been merry and
|
||
hopeful, as we were the first evening; the rest of my
|
||
visits were dreary and troubled---now with his selfish-
|
||
ness and spite, and now with his sufferings; but I've
|
||
learned to endure the former with nearly as little resent-
|
||
ment as the latter. Mr. Heathcliff purposely avoids me;
|
||
I have hardly seen him at all. Last Sunday, indeed, com-
|
||
ing earlier than usual, I heard him abusing poor Lin-
|
||
ton cruelly for his conduct of the night before. I can't
|
||
tell how he knew of it, unless he listened. Linton had
|
||
certainly behaved provokingly. However, it was the
|
||
business of nobody but me, and I interrupted Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff's lecture by entering and telling him so. He
|
||
burst into a laugh, and went away, saying he was glad
|
||
I took that view of the matter. Since then I've told Lin-
|
||
ton he must whisper his bitter things. Now, Ellen, you
|
||
have heard all. I can't be prevented from going to
|
||
Wuthering Heights except by inflicting misery on two
|
||
people; whereas, if you'll only not tell papa, my going
|
||
need disturb the tranquillity of none. You'll not tell,
|
||
will you? It will be very heartless if you do."
|
||
|
||
"I'll make up my mind on that point by to-morrow,
|
||
Miss Catherine," I replied. "It requires some study;
|
||
and so I'll leave you to your rest, and go think it over."
|
||
|
||
I thought it over aloud, in my master's presence,
|
||
walking straight from her room to his, and relating the
|
||
whole story, with the exception of her conversations
|
||
with her cousin, and any mention of Hareton. Mr. Lin-
|
||
ton was alarmed and distressed, more than he would
|
||
acknowledge to me. In the morning Catherine learned
|
||
my betrayal of her confidence, and she learned also
|
||
that her secret visits were to end. In vain she wept and
|
||
writhed against the interdict, and implored her father to
|
||
have pity on Linton. All she got to comfort her was a
|
||
promise that he would write and give him leave to come
|
||
to the Grange when he pleased, but explaining that he
|
||
must no longer expect to see Catherine at Wuthering
|
||
Heights. Perhaps, had he been aware of his nephew's
|
||
disposition and state of health, he would have seen fit
|
||
to withhold even that slight consolation.
|
||
CHAPTER XXV.
|
||
|
||
These things happened last winter, sir," said Mrs.
|
||
Dean---"hardly more than a year ago. Last winter
|
||
I did not think, at another twelve months' end, I should
|
||
be amusing a stranger to the family with relating them!
|
||
Yet who knows how long you'll be a stranger? You're
|
||
too young to rest always contented, living by yourself,
|
||
and I some way fancy no one could see Catherine Lin-
|
||
ton and not love her. You smile; but why do you look
|
||
so lively and interested when I talk about her? and why
|
||
have you asked me to hang her picture over your fire-
|
||
place? and why------"
|
||
|
||
"Stop, my good friend!" I cried. "It may be very
|
||
possible that I should love her, but would she love me?
|
||
I doubt it too much to venture my tranquillity by run-
|
||
ning into temptation. And then my home is not here.
|
||
I'm of the busy world, and to its arms I must return.
|
||
Go on. Was Catherine obedient to her father's com-
|
||
mands?"
|
||
|
||
"She was," continued the housekeeper. "Her affec-
|
||
tion for him was still the chief sentiment in her heart;
|
||
and he spoke without anger---he spoke in the deep ten-
|
||
derness of one about to leave his treasure amid perils
|
||
and foes, where his remembered words would be the
|
||
only aid that he could bequeath to guide her. He said
|
||
to me a few days afterwards,---
|
||
|
||
" 'I wish my nephew would write, Ellen, or call.
|
||
Tell me sincerely what you think of him. Is he changed
|
||
|
||
for the better, or is there a prospect of improvement as
|
||
he grows a man?'
|
||
|
||
" 'He's very delicate, sir,' I replied, 'and scarcely
|
||
likely to reach manhood; but this I can say, he does not
|
||
resemble his father. And if Miss Catherine had the mis-
|
||
fortune to marry him, he would not be beyond her con-
|
||
trol, unless she were extremely and foolishly indulgent.
|
||
However, master, you'll have plenty of time to get ac-
|
||
quainted with him, and see whether he would suit her.
|
||
It wants four years and more to his being of age.'
|
||
|
||
Edgar sighed, and walking to the window, looked out
|
||
towards Gimmerton Kirk. It was a misty afternoon,
|
||
but the February sun shone dimly, and we could just
|
||
distinguish the two fir-trees in the yard, and the sparely
|
||
scattered gravestones.
|
||
|
||
"I've prayed often," he half soliloquized, "for the
|
||
approach of what is coming, and now I begin to shrink
|
||
and fear it. I thought the memory of the hour I came
|
||
down that glen a bridegroom would be less sweet than
|
||
the anticipation that I was soon, in a few months, or
|
||
possibly weeks, to be carried up and laid in its lonely
|
||
hollow. Ellen, I've been very happy with my little
|
||
Cathy; through winter nights and summer days she was
|
||
a living hope at my side. But I've been as happy musing
|
||
by myself among those stones, under that old church,
|
||
lying through the long June evenings on the green
|
||
mound of her mother's grave, and wishing, yearning
|
||
for the time when I might lie beneath it. What can I
|
||
do for Cathy? How must I quit her? I'd not care one
|
||
|
||
moment for Linton being Heathcliff's son, nor for his
|
||
taking her from me, if he could console her for my loss.
|
||
I'd not care that Heathcliff gained his ends, and tri-
|
||
umphed in robbing me of my last blessing. But should
|
||
Linton be unworthy---only a feeble tool to his father---
|
||
I cannot abandon her to him. And, hard though it be
|
||
to crush her buoyant spirit, I must persevere in making
|
||
her sad while I live, and leaving her solitary when I die.
|
||
Darling! I'd rather resign her to God, and lay her in the
|
||
earth before me."
|
||
|
||
"Resign her to God as it is, sir," I answered; "and
|
||
if we should lose you---which may He forbid---under
|
||
His providence I'll stand her friend and counsellor to
|
||
the last. Miss Catherine is a good girl; I don't fear that
|
||
she will go wilfully wrong; and people who do their
|
||
duty are always finally rewarded."
|
||
|
||
Spring advanced, yet my master gathered no real
|
||
strength, though he resumed his walks in the grounds
|
||
with his daughter. To her inexperienced notions this
|
||
itself was a sign of convalescence. And then his cheek
|
||
was often flushed, and his eyes were bright; she felt
|
||
sure of his recovery. On her seventeenth birthday he
|
||
did not visit the churchyard. It was raining, and I ob-
|
||
served,---
|
||
|
||
"You'll surely not go out to-night, sir?"
|
||
He answered,---
|
||
|
||
"No, I'll defer it this year a little longer."
|
||
|
||
He wrote again to Linton, expressing his great desire
|
||
to see him; and had the invalid been presentable, I've
|
||
no doubt his father would have permitted him to come.
|
||
As it was, being instructed, he returned an answer, inti-
|
||
mating that Mr. Heathcliff objected to his calling at
|
||
the Grange; but his uncle's kind remembrance delighted
|
||
him, and he hoped to meet him sometimes in his ram-
|
||
bles, and personaliy to petition that his cousin and he
|
||
might not remain long so utterly divided.
|
||
|
||
That part of his letter was simple and probably his
|
||
own. Heathcliff knew he could plead eloquently for
|
||
Catherine's company, then.
|
||
|
||
"I do not ask," he said, "that she may visit here, but
|
||
am I never to see her because my father forbids me to
|
||
go to her home, and you forbid her to come to mine?
|
||
Do, now and then, ride with her towards the Heights,
|
||
and let us exchange a few words in your presence. We
|
||
have done nothing to deserve this separation; and you
|
||
are not angry with me---you have no reason to dislike
|
||
me, you allow, yourself. Dear uncle, send me a kind
|
||
note to-morrow, and leave to join you anywhere you
|
||
please, except at Thrushcross Grange. I believe an in-
|
||
terview would convince you that my father's character
|
||
is not mine. He affirms I am more your nephew than
|
||
his son; and though I have faults which render me un-
|
||
worthy of Catherine, she has excused them, and for her
|
||
sake you should also. You inquire after my health. It
|
||
is better; but while I remain cut off from all hope, and
|
||
doomed to solitude or the society of those who never
|
||
|
||
did and never will like me, how can I be cheerful and
|
||
well?"
|
||
|
||
Edgar, though he felt for the boy, could not consent
|
||
to grant his request, because he could not accompany
|
||
Catherine. He said in summer perhaps they might meet.
|
||
Meantime he wished him to continue writing at inter-
|
||
vals, and engaged to give him what advice and comfort
|
||
he was able by letter, being well aware of his hard posi-
|
||
tion in his family. Linton complied, and had he been
|
||
unrestrained, would probably have spoiled all by filling
|
||
his epistles with complaints and lamentations; but his
|
||
father kept a sharp watch over him, and of course in-
|
||
sisted on every line that my master sent being shown.
|
||
So, instead of penning his peculiar personal sufferings
|
||
and distresses, the themes constantly uppermost in his
|
||
thoughts, he harped on the cruel obligation of being
|
||
held asunder from his friend and love, and gently inti-
|
||
mated that Mr. Linton must allow an interview soon,
|
||
or he should fear he was purposely deceiving him with
|
||
empty promises.
|
||
|
||
Cathy was a powerful ally at home, and between
|
||
them they at length persuaded my master to acquiesce
|
||
in their having a ride or a walk together about once a
|
||
week, under my guardianship, and on the moors nearest
|
||
the Grange---for June found him still declining. Though
|
||
he had set aside yearly a portion of his income for my
|
||
young lady's fortune, he had a natural desire that she
|
||
might retain---or at least return in a short time to---
|
||
the house of her ancestors; and he considered her only
|
||
prospect of doing that was by a union with his heir.
|
||
|
||
He had no idea that the latter was failing almost as fast
|
||
as himself, nor had any one, I believe. No doctor visited
|
||
the Heights, and no one saw Master Heathcliff to make
|
||
report of his condition among us. I, for my part, began
|
||
to fancy my forebodings were false, and that he must
|
||
be actually rallying, when he mentioned riding and
|
||
walking on the moors, and seemed so earnest in pursu-
|
||
ing his object. I could not picture a father treating a dy-
|
||
ing child as tyrannically and wickedly as I afterwards
|
||
learned Heathcliff had treated him, to compel this ap-
|
||
parent eagerness, his efforts redoubling the more im-
|
||
minently his avaricious and unfeeling plans were threat-
|
||
ened with defeat by death.
|
||
CHAPTER XXVI.
|
||
|
||
Summer was already past its prime when Edgar
|
||
reluctantly yielded his assent to their entreaties,
|
||
and Catherine and I set out on our first ride to join her
|
||
cousin. It was a close, sultry day, devoid of sunshine,
|
||
but with a sky too dappled and hazy to threaten rain;
|
||
and our place of meeting had been fixed at the guide-
|
||
stone by the crossroads. On arriving there, however,
|
||
a little herd-boy, dispatched as a messenger, told us
|
||
that---
|
||
|
||
"Maister Linton wer just o' this side th' Heights, and
|
||
he'd be mitch obleeged to us to gang on a bit further."
|
||
|
||
"Then Master Linton has forgot the first injunction
|
||
of his uncle," I observed. "He bade us keep on the
|
||
Grange land, and here we are off at once."
|
||
|
||
"Well, we'll turn our horses' heads round when we
|
||
reach him," answered my companion; "our excursion
|
||
shall lie towards home."
|
||
|
||
But when we reached him, and that was scarcely a
|
||
quarter of a mile from his own door, we found he had
|
||
no horse, and we were forced to dismount and leave
|
||
ours to graze. He lay on the heath awaiting our ap-
|
||
proach, and did not rise till we came within a few
|
||
yards. Then he walked so feebly, and looked so pale,
|
||
that I immediately exclaimed,---
|
||
|
||
"Why, Master Heathcliff, you are not fit for enjoying
|
||
a ramble this morning. How ill you do look!"
|
||
|
||
Catherine surveyed him with grief and astonishment.
|
||
She changed the ejaculation of joy on her lips to one of
|
||
alarm, and the congratulation on their long-postponed
|
||
meeting to an anxious inquiry whether he were worse
|
||
than usual.
|
||
|
||
"No; better---better!" he panted, trembling, and re-
|
||
taining her hand as if he needed its support, while his
|
||
large blue eyes wandered timidly over her, the hollow-
|
||
ness round them transforming to haggard wildness the
|
||
languid expression they once possessed.
|
||
|
||
"But you have been worse," persisted his cousin---
|
||
|
||
"worse than when I saw you last. You are thinner,
|
||
and------"
|
||
|
||
"I'm tired," he interrupted hurriedly. "It is too hot
|
||
for walking; let us rest here. And in the morning I often
|
||
feel sick. Papa says I grow so fast."
|
||
|
||
Badly satisfied, Cathy sat down, and he reclined be-
|
||
side her.
|
||
|
||
"This is something like your paradise," said she,
|
||
making an effort at cheerfulness. "You recollect the two
|
||
days we agreed to spend in the place and way each
|
||
thought pleasantest? This is nearly yours, only there
|
||
are clouds; but then they are so soft and mellow, it is
|
||
|
||
nicer than sunshine. Next week, if you can, we'll ride
|
||
down to the Grange Park and try mine."
|
||
|
||
Linton did not appear to remember what she talked
|
||
of, and he had evidently great difficulty in sustaining
|
||
any kind of conversation. His lack of interest in the sub-
|
||
jects she started, and his equal incapacity to contribute
|
||
to her entertainment, were so obvious that she could
|
||
not conceal her disappointment. An indefinite altera-
|
||
tion had come over his whole person and manner. The
|
||
pettishness that might be caressed into fondness had
|
||
yielded to a listless apathy; there was less of the peevish
|
||
temper of a child which frets and teases on purpose to
|
||
be soothed, and more of the self-absorbed moroseness
|
||
of a confirmed invalid, repelling consolation, and ready
|
||
to regard the good-humoured mirth of others as an in-
|
||
sult. Catherine perceived, as well as I did, that he held
|
||
it rather a punishment than a gratification to endure
|
||
our company, and she made no scruple of proposing,
|
||
presently, to depart. That proposal unexpectedly roused
|
||
Linton from his lethargy, and threw him into a strange
|
||
state of agitation. He glanced fearfully towards the
|
||
Heights, begging she would remain another half-hour at
|
||
least.
|
||
|
||
"But I think," said Cathy, "you'd be more comfort-
|
||
able at home than sitting here; and I cannot amuse you
|
||
to-day, I see, by my tales, and songs, and chatter. You
|
||
have grown wiser than I in these six months; you have
|
||
little taste for my diversions now---or else, if I could
|
||
amuse you, I'd willingly stay."
|
||
|
||
"Stay to rest yourself," he replied. "And, Catherine,
|
||
don't think or say that I'm very unwell. It is the heavy
|
||
weather and heat that make me dull; and I walked
|
||
about, before you came, a great deal for me. Tell uncle
|
||
I'm in tolerable health, will you?"
|
||
|
||
"I'll tell him that you say so, Linton. I couldn't af-
|
||
firm that you are," observed my young lady, wondering
|
||
at his pertinacious assertion of what was evidently an
|
||
untruth.
|
||
|
||
"And be here again next Thursday," continued he,
|
||
shunning her puzzled gaze. "And give him my thanks
|
||
for permitting you to come---my best thanks, Catherine.
|
||
And---and if you did meet my father, and he asked you
|
||
about me, don't lead him to suppose that I've been ex-
|
||
tremely silent and stupid. Don't look sad and downcast,
|
||
as you are doing; he'll be angry."
|
||
|
||
"I care nothing for his anger," exclaimed Cathy,
|
||
imagining she would be its object.
|
||
|
||
"But I do," said her cousin, shuddering. "Don't pro-
|
||
voke him against me, Catherine, for he is very hard."
|
||
|
||
"Is he severe to you, Master Heathcliff?" I inquired.
|
||
|
||
"Has he grown weary of indulgence, and passed from
|
||
passive to active hatred?"
|
||
|
||
Linton looked at me, but did not answer; and after
|
||
keeping her seat by his side another ten minutes, during
|
||
|
||
which his head fell drowsily on his breast, and he ut-
|
||
tered nothing except suppressed moans of exhaustion
|
||
or pain, Cathy began to seek solace in looking for bil-
|
||
berries, and sharing the produce of her researches with
|
||
me. She did not offer them to him, for she saw further
|
||
notice would only weary and annoy.
|
||
|
||
"Is it half an hour now, Ellen?" she whispered in my
|
||
ear at last. "I can't tell why we should stay. He's asleep,
|
||
and papa will be wanting us back."
|
||
|
||
"Well, we must not leave him asleep," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"Wait till he wakes, and be patient. You were mighty
|
||
eager to set off, but your longing to see poor Linton has
|
||
soon evaporated."
|
||
|
||
"Why did he wish to see me?" returned Catherine.
|
||
|
||
"In his crossest humours, formerly, I liked him better
|
||
than I do in his present curious mood. It's just as if it
|
||
were a task he was compelled to perform---this inter-
|
||
view---for fear his father should scold him. But I'm
|
||
hardly going to come to give Mr. Heathcliff pleasure,
|
||
whatever reason he may have for ordering Linton to
|
||
undergo this penance. And though I'm glad he's better
|
||
in health, I'm sorry he's so much Iess pleasant, and so
|
||
much less affectionate to me."
|
||
|
||
"You think he is better in health, then?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," she answered, "because he always made such
|
||
a great deal of his sufferings, you know. He is not toler-
|
||
ably well, as he told me to tell papa; but he's better, very
|
||
likely."
|
||
|
||
"There you differ with me, Miss Cathy," I remarked.
|
||
|
||
"I should conjecture him to be far worse."
|
||
|
||
Linton here started from his slumber in bewildered
|
||
terror, and asked if any one had called his name.
|
||
|
||
"No," said Catherine, "unless in dreams. I cannot
|
||
conceive how you manage to doze out of doors, in the
|
||
morning."
|
||
|
||
"I thought I heard my father," he gasped, glancing
|
||
up to the frowning nab above us. "You are sure no-
|
||
body spoke?"
|
||
|
||
"Quite sure," replied his cousin. "Only Ellen and I
|
||
were disputing concerning your health. Are you truly
|
||
stronger, Linton, than when we separated in winter?
|
||
If you be, I'm certain one thing is not stronger---your
|
||
regard for me. Speak! Are you?"
|
||
|
||
The tears gushed from Linton's eyes as he answered,
|
||
|
||
"Yes, yes, I am!" And still under the spell of the imag-
|
||
inary voice, his gaze wandered up and down to detect
|
||
its owner.
|
||
|
||
Cathy rose. "For to-day we must part," she said.
|
||
|
||
"And I won't conceal that I have been sadly disap-
|
||
pointed with our meeting, though I'll mention it to no-
|
||
body but you---not that I stand in awe of Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff."
|
||
|
||
"Hush!" murmured Linton; "for God's sake, hush!
|
||
He's coming." And he clung to Catherine's arm, striv-
|
||
ing to detain her; but at that announcement she hastily
|
||
disengaged herself and whistled to Minny, who obeyed
|
||
her like a dog.
|
||
|
||
"I'll be here next Thursday," she cried, springing to
|
||
the saddle. "Good-bye.---Quick, Ellenl"
|
||
And so we left him, scarcely conscious of our depar-
|
||
ture, so absorbed was he in anticipating his father's
|
||
approach.
|
||
|
||
Before we reached home, Catherine's displeasure
|
||
softened into a perplexed sensation of pity and regret,
|
||
largely blended with vague, uneasy doubts about Lin-
|
||
ton's actual circumstances, physical and social, in
|
||
which I partook, though I counselled her not to say
|
||
much, for a second journey would make us better
|
||
judges. My master requested an account of our ongo-
|
||
ings. His nephew's offering of thanks was duly deliv-
|
||
ered, Miss Cathy gently touching on the rest. I also
|
||
threw little light on his inquiries, for I hardly knew
|
||
what to hide and what to reveal.
|
||
CHAPTER XXVII.
|
||
|
||
Seven days glided away, every one marking its
|
||
course by the henceforth rapid alteration of Edgar
|
||
Linton's state. The havoc that months had previously
|
||
wrought was now emulated by the inroads of hours.
|
||
Catherine we would fain have deluded yet, but her own
|
||
quick spirit refused to delude her; it divined in secret,
|
||
and brooded on the dreadful probability, gradually rip-
|
||
ening into certainty. She had not the heart to mention
|
||
her ride when Thursday came round. I mentioned it for
|
||
her, and obtained permission to order her out of doors;
|
||
for the library, where her father stopped a short time
|
||
daily---the brief period he could bear to sit up---and
|
||
his chamber, had become her whole world. She grudged
|
||
each moment that did not find her bending over his
|
||
pillow or seated by his side. Her countenance grew
|
||
wan with watching and sorrow, and my master gladly
|
||
dismissed her to what he flattered himself would be a
|
||
happy change of scene and society, drawing comfort
|
||
from the hope that she would not now be left entirely
|
||
alone after his death.
|
||
|
||
He had a fixed idea, I guessed by several observa-
|
||
tions he let fall, that, as his nephew resembled him in
|
||
person, he would resemble him in mind, for Linton's
|
||
litters bore few or no indications of his defective char-
|
||
acters. And I, through pardonable weakness, refrained
|
||
from correcting the error, asking myself what good
|
||
there would be in disturbing his last moments with in-
|
||
formation that he had neither power nor opportunity
|
||
to turn to account.
|
||
|
||
We deferred our excursion till the afternoon---a
|
||
golden afternoon of August, every breath from the hills
|
||
so full of life that it seemed, whoever respired it, though
|
||
dying, might revive. Catherine's face was just like the
|
||
landscape---shadows and sunshine flitting over it in
|
||
rapid succession; but the shadows rested longer, and
|
||
the sunshine was more transient; and her poor little
|
||
heart reproached itself for even that passing forgetful-
|
||
ness of its cares.
|
||
|
||
We discerned Linton watching at the same spot he
|
||
had selected before. My young mistress alighted, and
|
||
told me that, as she was resolved to stay a very little
|
||
while, I had better hold the pony and remain on horse-
|
||
back; but I dissented. I wouldn't risk losing sight of
|
||
the charge committed to me a minute, so we climbed
|
||
the slope of heath together. Master Heathcliff received
|
||
us with greater animation on this occasion---not the
|
||
animation of high spirits though, nor yet of joy; it
|
||
looked more like fear.
|
||
|
||
"It is late," he said, speaking short and with diffi-
|
||
culty. "Is not your father very ill? I thought you
|
||
wouldn't come."
|
||
|
||
"Why won't you be candid?" cried Catherine, swal-
|
||
lowing her greeting. "Why cannot you say at once you
|
||
don't want me? It is strange, Linton, that for the second
|
||
time you have brought me here on purpose, apparently,
|
||
to distress us both, and for no reason besides."
|
||
|
||
Linton shivered, and glanced at her, half supplicat-
|
||
ing, half ashamed; but his cousin's patience was not
|
||
sufficient to endure this enigmatical behaviour.
|
||
|
||
"My father is very ill," she said; "and why am I
|
||
called from his bedside? Why didn't you send to ab-
|
||
solve me from my promise when you wished I wouldn't
|
||
keep it? Come! I desire an explanation; playing and
|
||
trifling are completely banished out of my mind, and I
|
||
can't dance attendance on your affectations now!"
|
||
|
||
"My affectations!" he murmured; "what are they?
|
||
For Heaven's sake, Catherine, don't look so angryl
|
||
Despise me as much as you please. I am a worthless,
|
||
cowardly wretch---I can't be scorned enough; but I'm
|
||
too mean for your anger. Hate my father, and spare me
|
||
for contempt."
|
||
|
||
"Nonsense!" cried Catherine in a passion. "Foolish,
|
||
silly boy! And there! he trembles, as if I were really go-
|
||
ing to touch him! You needn't bespeak contempt, Lin-
|
||
ton; anybody will have it spontaneously at your service.
|
||
Get off! I shall return home. It is folly dragging you
|
||
from the hearthstone, and pretending---what do we
|
||
pretend? Let go my frock! If I pitied you for crying
|
||
and looking so very frightened, you should spurn such
|
||
pity.---Ellen, tell him how disgraceful this conduct is.
|
||
---Rise, and don't degrade yourself into an abject rep-
|
||
tile--don't!"
|
||
|
||
With streaming face and an expression of agony Lin-
|
||
ton had thrown his nerveless frame along the ground.
|
||
He seemed convulsed with exquisite terror.
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" he sobbed, "I cannot bear it! Catherine, Cath-
|
||
erine, I'm a traitor too, and I dare not tell you! But leave
|
||
me, and I shall be kiljed! Dear Catherine, my life is in
|
||
your hands; and you have said you loved me, and if
|
||
you did, it wouldn't harm you. You'll not go then, kind,
|
||
sweet, good Catherine? And perhaps you will consent
|
||
---and he'll let me die with you!"
|
||
|
||
My young lady, on witnessing his intense anguish,
|
||
stooped to raise him. The old feeling of indulgent
|
||
tenderness overcame her vexation, and she grew thor-
|
||
oughly moved and alarmed.
|
||
|
||
"Consent to what?" she asked. "To stay? Tell me
|
||
the meaning of this strange talk, and I will. You con-
|
||
tradict your own words and distract me. Be calm and
|
||
frank, and confess at once all that weighs on your heart.
|
||
You wouldn't injure me, Linton, would you? You
|
||
wouldn't let any enemy hurt me, if you could prevent
|
||
it? I'll believe you are a coward for yourself, but not a
|
||
cowardly betrayer of your best friend."
|
||
|
||
"But my father threatened me," gasped the boy,
|
||
clasping his attenuated fingers, "and I dread him---I
|
||
dread him! I dare not tell!"
|
||
|
||
"Oh, well," said Catherine, with scornful compas-
|
||
sion, "keep your secret. I'm no coward. Save yourself.
|
||
I'm not afraid."
|
||
|
||
Her magnanimity provoked his tears. He wept wildly,
|
||
kissing her supporting hands, and yet could not sum-
|
||
mon courage to speak out. I was cogitating what the
|
||
mystery might be, and determined Catherine should
|
||
never suffer to benefit him or any one else, by my good-
|
||
will, when, hearing a rustle among the ling, I looked
|
||
up and saw Mr. Heathcliff almost close upon us, de-
|
||
scending the Heights. He didn't cast a glance towards
|
||
my companions, though they were sufficiently near for
|
||
Linton's sobs to be audible, but hailing me in the al-
|
||
most hearty tone he assumed to none besides, and the
|
||
sincerity of which I couldn't avoid doubtiing, he said,---
|
||
|
||
"It is something to see you so near to my house, Nelly.
|
||
How are you at the Grange? Let us hear. The rumour
|
||
goes," he added in a lower tone, "that Edgar Linton
|
||
is on his deathbed; perhaps they exaggerate his illness?"
|
||
|
||
"No. My master is dying," I replied; "it is true
|
||
enough. A sad thing it will be for us all, but a blessing
|
||
for him."
|
||
|
||
"How long will he last, do you think?" he asked.
|
||
|
||
"I don't know," I said.
|
||
|
||
"Because," he continued, looking at the two young
|
||
people, who were fixed under his eye---Linton ap-
|
||
|
||
peared as if he could not venture to stir or raise his
|
||
head, and Catherine could not move on his account---
|
||
"because that lad yonder seems determined to beat me,
|
||
and I'd thank his uncle to be quick and go before him.
|
||
Hullo! has the whelp been playing that game long? I
|
||
did give him some lessons about snivelling. Is he pretty
|
||
lively with Miss Linton generally?"
|
||
|
||
"Lively? No; he has shown the greatest distress," I
|
||
answered. "To see him, I should say that, instead of
|
||
rambling with his sweetheart on the hills, he ought to
|
||
be in bed, under the hands of a doctor."
|
||
|
||
"He shall be in a day or two," muttered Heathcliff.
|
||
"But first------ Get up, Linton! get up!" he shouted.
|
||
"Don't grovel on the ground there. Up, this moment!"
|
||
|
||
Linton had sunk prostrate again in another paroxysm
|
||
of helpless fear, caused by his father's glance towards
|
||
him, I suppose; there was nothing else to produce such
|
||
humiliation. He made several efforts to obey, but his
|
||
little strength was annihilated for the time, and he fell
|
||
back again with a moan. Mr. Heathcliff advanced, and
|
||
lifted him to lean against a ridge of turf.
|
||
|
||
"Now," said he, with curbed ferocity, "I'm getting
|
||
angry, and if you don't command that paltry spirit of
|
||
yours------Damn you! get up directly!"
|
||
|
||
"I will, father," he panted. "Only let me alone, or I
|
||
shall faint. I've done as you wished, I'm sure. Cathernie
|
||
|
||
will tell you that I---that I---have been cheerful---Ah!
|
||
keep by me, Catherine. Give me your hand."
|
||
|
||
"Take mine," said his father. "Stand on your feet.
|
||
There now; she'll lend you her arm. That's right; look
|
||
at her.---You would imagine I was the devil himself,
|
||
Miss Linton, to excite such horror. Be so kind as to
|
||
walk home with him, will you? He shudders if I touch
|
||
him."
|
||
|
||
"Linton dear!" whispered Catherine, "I can't go to
|
||
Wuthering Heights; papa has forbidden me. He'll not
|
||
harm you. Why are you so afraid?"
|
||
|
||
"I can never re-enter that house," he answered. "I'm
|
||
not to re-enter it without you."
|
||
|
||
"Stop!" cried his father. "We'll respect Catherine's
|
||
filial scruples---Nelly, take him in, and l'll follow your
|
||
advice concerning the doctor without delay."
|
||
|
||
"You'll do well," replied I. "But I must remain with
|
||
my mistress; to mind your son is not my business."
|
||
|
||
"You are very stiff," said Heathcliff---"I know that;
|
||
but you'll force me to pinch the baby and make it
|
||
scream before it moves your charity.---Come, then,
|
||
my hero. Are you willing to return, escorted by me?"
|
||
|
||
He approached once more, and made as if he would
|
||
seize the fragile being; but, shrinking back, Linton
|
||
clung to his cousin, and implored her to accompany
|
||
|
||
him, with a frantic importunity that admitted no denial.
|
||
However I disapproved, I couldn't hinder her. Indeed,
|
||
how could she have refused him herself? What was fill-
|
||
ing him with dread we had no means of discerning; but
|
||
there he was, powerless under its gripe, and any addi-
|
||
tion seemed capable of shocking him into idiocy. We
|
||
reached the threshold. Catherine walked in, and I stood
|
||
waiting till she had conducted the invalid to a chair,
|
||
expecting her out immediately, when Mr. Heathcliff,
|
||
pushing me forward, exclaimed,---
|
||
|
||
"My house is not stricken with the plague, Nelly,
|
||
and I have a mind to be hospitable to-day. Sit down, and
|
||
allow me to shut the door."
|
||
|
||
He shut and locked it also. I started.
|
||
|
||
"You shall have tea before you go home," he added.
|
||
"I am by myself. Hareton is gone with some cattle to
|
||
the Lees, and Zillah and Joseph are off on a journey
|
||
of pleasure; and though I'm used to being alone, I'd
|
||
rather have some interesting company, if I can get it.
|
||
---Miss Linton, take your seat by him. I give you what
|
||
I have; the present is hardly worth accepting, but I have
|
||
nothing else to offer. It is Linton I mean. How she does
|
||
stare! It's odd what a savage feeling I have to anything
|
||
that seems afraid of me. Had I been born where laws
|
||
are less strict and tastes less dainty, I should treat my-
|
||
self to a slow vivisection of those two as an evening's
|
||
amusement."
|
||
|
||
He drew in his breath, struck the table, and swore to
|
||
himself, "By hell, I hate them!"
|
||
|
||
"I'm not afraid of you!" exclaimed Catherine, who
|
||
could not hear the latter part of his speech. She stepped
|
||
close up, her black eyes flashing with passion and reso-
|
||
lution. "Give me that key. I will have it!" she said. "I
|
||
wouldn't eat or drink here if I were starving."
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff had the key in his hand that remained on
|
||
the table. He looked up, seized with a sort of surprise
|
||
at her boldness, or possibly reminded by her voice and
|
||
glance of the person from whom she had inherited it.
|
||
She snatched at the instrument, and half succeeded in
|
||
getting it out of his loosened fingers; but her action
|
||
recalled him to the present---he recovered it speedily.
|
||
|
||
"Now, Catherine Linton," he said, "stand off, or I
|
||
shall knock you down, and that will make Mrs. Dean
|
||
mad."
|
||
|
||
Regardless of this warning, she captured his closed
|
||
hand and its contents again. "We will go!" she repeated,
|
||
exerting her utmost efforts to cause the iron muscles
|
||
to relax; and finding that her nails made no impression,
|
||
she applied her teeth pretty sharply. Heathcliff glanced
|
||
at me a glance that kept me from interfering a moment.
|
||
Catherine was too intent on his fingers to notice his
|
||
face. He opened them suddenly, and resigned the ob-
|
||
ject of dispute; but ere she had well secured it, he seized
|
||
her with the liberated hand, and pulling her on his knee,
|
||
administered with the other a shower of terrific slaps
|
||
|
||
on both sides of the head, each sufficient to have ful-
|
||
filled his threat, had she been able to fall.
|
||
|
||
At this diabolical violence I rushed on him furiously.
|
||
"You villain!" I began to cry, "you villain!" A touch
|
||
on the chest silenced me. I am stout, and soon put out
|
||
of breath; and what with that and the rage, I staggered
|
||
dizzily back, and felt ready to suffocate or to burst a
|
||
blood-vessel. The scene was over in two minutes. Cath-
|
||
erine, released, put her two hands to her temples, and
|
||
looked just as if she were not sure whether her ears
|
||
were off or on. She trembled like a reed, poor thing,
|
||
and leant against the table perfectly bewildered.
|
||
|
||
"I know how to chastise children, you see," said the
|
||
scoundrel grimly, as he stooped to repossess himself of
|
||
the key, which had dropped to the floor. "Go to Linton
|
||
now, as I told you, and cry at your ease. I shall be your
|
||
father to-morrow---all the father you'll have in a few
|
||
days---and you shall have plenty of that. You can bear
|
||
plenty; you're no weakling. You shall have a daily taste,
|
||
if I catch such a devil of a temper in your eyes again!"
|
||
|
||
Cathy ran to me instead of Linton, and knelt down
|
||
and put her burning cheek on my lap, weeping aloud.
|
||
Her cousin had shrunk into a corner of the settle, as
|
||
quiet as a mouse, congratulating himself, I dare say,
|
||
that the correction had lighted on another than him.
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, perceiving us all confounded, rose, and
|
||
expeditiously made the tea himself. The cups and sau-
|
||
cers were laid ready. He poured it out, and handed me
|
||
a cup.
|
||
|
||
"Wash away your spleen," he said. "And help your
|
||
own naughty pet and mine. It is not poisoned, though
|
||
I prepared it. I'm going out to seek your horses."
|
||
|
||
Our first thought, on his departure, was to force an
|
||
exit somewhere. We tried the kitchen door, but that
|
||
was fastened outside. We looked at the windows; they
|
||
were too narrow for even Cathy's little figure.
|
||
|
||
"Master Linton," I cried, seeing we were regularly
|
||
imprisoned, "you know what your diabolical father is
|
||
after, and you shall tell us, or I'll box your ears, as he
|
||
has done your cousin's."
|
||
|
||
"Yes, Linton, you must tell," said Catherine. "It
|
||
was for your sake I came, and it will be wickedly un-
|
||
grateful if you refuse."
|
||
|
||
"Give me some tea---I'm thirsty---and then I'll tell
|
||
you," he answered.---"Mrs. Dean, go away. I don't
|
||
like you standing over me---Now, Catherine, you are
|
||
letting your tears fall into my cup. I won't drink that.
|
||
Give me another."
|
||
|
||
Catherine pushed another to him, and wiped her
|
||
face. I felt disgusted at the little wretch's composure,
|
||
since he was no longer in terror for himself. The anguish
|
||
he had exhibited on the moor subsided as soon as ever
|
||
he entered Wuthering Heights, so I guessed he had
|
||
been menaced with an awful visitation of wrath if he
|
||
failed in decoying us there; and that accomplished, he
|
||
had no further immediate fears.
|
||
|
||
"Papa wants us to be married," he continued, after
|
||
sipping some of the liquid. "And he knows your papa
|
||
wouldn't let us marry now, and he's afraid of my dying
|
||
if we wait; so we are to be married in the morning, and
|
||
you are to stay here all night; and if you do as he wishes,
|
||
you shall return home next day, and take me with you."
|
||
|
||
"Take you with her, pitiful changeling!" I exclaimed.
|
||
"You marry! Why, the man is mad, or he thinks us
|
||
fools every one. And do you imagine that beautiful
|
||
young lady, that healthy, hearty girl, will tie herself to
|
||
a little perishing monkey like you? Are you cherishing
|
||
the notion that anybody, let alone Miss Catherine Lin-
|
||
ton, would have you for a husband? You want whipping
|
||
for bringing us in here at all, with your dastardly puling
|
||
tricks; and---don't look so silly now! I've a very good
|
||
mind to shake you severely for your contemptible
|
||
treachery and your imbecile conceit."
|
||
|
||
I did give him a slight shaking, but it brought on
|
||
the cough, and he took to his ordinary resource of
|
||
moaning and weeping, and Catherine rebuked me.
|
||
|
||
"Stay all night? No," she said, looking slowly round.
|
||
"Ellen, I'll burn that door down, but I'll get out."
|
||
|
||
And she would have commenced the execution of
|
||
her threat directly, but Linton was up in alarm for his
|
||
dear self again. He clasped her in his two feeble arms,
|
||
sobbing,---
|
||
|
||
"Won't you have me, and save me?---not let me
|
||
come to the Grange? O darling Catherine, you mustn't
|
||
go and leave, after all! You must obey my father---
|
||
you must!"
|
||
|
||
"I must obey my own," she replied, "and relieve him
|
||
from this cruel suspense. The whole night! What
|
||
would he think? He'll be distressed already. I'll either
|
||
break or burn a way out of the house. Be quiet! You're
|
||
in no danger. But if you hinder me------Linton, I
|
||
love papa better than you!"
|
||
|
||
The mortal terror he felt of Mr. Heathcliff's anger
|
||
restored to the boy his coward's eloquence. Catherine
|
||
was near distraught; still she persisted that she must
|
||
go home, and tried entreaty in her turn, persuading
|
||
him to subdue his selfish agony. While they were thus
|
||
occupied, our gaoler re-entered.
|
||
|
||
"Your beasts have trotted off," he said, "and-----
|
||
Now, Linton! snivelling again? What has she been
|
||
doing to you? Come, come; have done, and get to bed.
|
||
In a month or two, my lad, you'll be able to pay her
|
||
back her present tyrannies with a vigorous hand. You're
|
||
pining for pure love, are you not?---nothing else in the
|
||
world; and she shall have you! There, to bed! Zillah
|
||
won't be here to-night. You must undress yourself.
|
||
Hush! hold your noise! Once in your own room, I'll not
|
||
come near you. You needn't fear. By chance you've
|
||
managed tolerably. I'll look to the rest."
|
||
|
||
He spoke these words, holding the door open for his
|
||
son to pass; and the latter achieved his exit exactly as a
|
||
spaniel might which suspected the person who attended
|
||
on it of designing a spiteful squeeze. The lock was re-
|
||
secured. Heathcliff approached the fire, where my mis-
|
||
tress and I stood silent. Catherine looked up, and in-
|
||
stinctively raised her hand to her cheek. His neighbour-
|
||
hood revived a painful sensation. Anybody else would
|
||
have been incapable of regarding the childish act with
|
||
sternness, but he scowled on her and muttered,---
|
||
|
||
"Oh! you are not afraid of me? Your courage is well
|
||
disguised; you seem damnably afraid!"
|
||
|
||
"I am afraid now," she replied, "because, if I stay,
|
||
papa will be miserable; and how can I endure making
|
||
him miserable when he---when he------ Mr. Heathcliff,
|
||
let me go home! I promise to marry Linton; papa would
|
||
like me to, and I love him. Why should you wish to
|
||
force me to do what I'll willingly do of myself?"
|
||
|
||
"Let him dare to force you!" I cried. "There's law
|
||
in the land---thank God there is!---though we be in an
|
||
out-of-the-way place. I'd inform if he were my own son.
|
||
And it's felony, without benefit of clergy."
|
||
|
||
"Silence!" said the ruffian. "To the devil with your
|
||
clamour! I don't want you to speak.---Miss Linton, I
|
||
shall enjoy myself remarkably in thinking your father
|
||
will be miserable; I shall not sleep for satisfaction. You
|
||
could have hit on no surer way of fixing your residence
|
||
under my roof for the next twenty-four hours than in-
|
||
|
||
forming me that such an event would follow. As to your
|
||
promise to marry Linton, I'll take care you shall keep
|
||
it, for you shall not quit this place till it is fulfilled."
|
||
|
||
"Send Ellen, then, to let papa know I'm safe!" ex-
|
||
claimed Catherine, weeping bitterly; "or marry me now.
|
||
Poor papa!---Ellen, he'll think we're lost. What shall
|
||
we do?"
|
||
|
||
"Not he! He'll think you are tired of waiting on him,
|
||
and run off for a little amusement," answered Heath-
|
||
cliff. "You cannot deny that you entered my house of
|
||
your own accord, in contempt of his injunctions to the
|
||
contrary. And it is quite natural that you should desire
|
||
amusement at your age, and that you would weary of
|
||
nursing a sick man, and that man only your father.
|
||
Catherine, his happiest days were over when your days
|
||
began. He cursed you, I dare say, for coming into the
|
||
world (I did, at least), and it would just do if he cursed
|
||
you as he went out of it. I'd join him. I don't love you.
|
||
How should I? Weep away. As far as I can see, it will
|
||
be your chief diversion hereafter, unless Linton make
|
||
amends for other losses; and your provident parent
|
||
appears to fancy he may. His letters of advice and con-
|
||
solation entertained me vastly. In his last he recom-
|
||
mended my jewel to be careful of his, and kind to her
|
||
when he got her. Careful and kind---that's paternal.
|
||
But Linton requires his whole stock of care and kind-
|
||
ness for himself. Linton can play the little tyrant well.
|
||
He'll undertake to torture any number of cats, if their
|
||
teeth be drawn and their claws pared. You'll be able to
|
||
|
||
tell his uncle fine tales of his kindness when you get
|
||
home again, I assure you."
|
||
|
||
"You're right there!" I said: "explain your son's
|
||
character; show his resemblance to yourself; and then,
|
||
I hope, Miss Cathy will think twice before she takes the
|
||
cockatrice!"
|
||
|
||
"I don't much mind speaking of his amiable qualities
|
||
now," he answered, "because she must either accept
|
||
him or remain a prisoner, and you along with her, till
|
||
your master dies. I can detain you both, quite con-
|
||
cealed, here. If you doubt, encourage her to retract her
|
||
word, and you'll have an opportunity of judging."
|
||
|
||
"I'll not retract my word," said Catherine. "I'll marry
|
||
him within this hour, if I may go to Thrushcross Grange
|
||
afterwards. Mr. Heathcliff, you're a cruel man, but
|
||
you're not a fiend; and you won't, from mere malice,
|
||
destroy irrevocably all my happiness. If papa thought
|
||
I had left him on purpose, and if he died before I re-
|
||
turned, could I bear to live? I've given over crying, but
|
||
I'm going to kneel here at your knee; and I'll not get up,
|
||
and I'll not take my eyes from your face till you look
|
||
back at me! No, don't turn away---do look! You'll see
|
||
nothing to provoke you. I don't hate you. I'm not
|
||
angry that you struck me. Have you never loved any-
|
||
body in all your life, uncle? never? Ah! you must look
|
||
once. I'm so wretched, you can't help being sorry and
|
||
pitying me."
|
||
|
||
"Keep your eft's fingers off, and move, or I'll kick
|
||
you!" cried Heathcliff, brutally repulsing her. "I'd
|
||
rather be hugged by a snake. How the devil can you
|
||
dream of fawning on me? I detest you!"
|
||
|
||
He shrugged his shoulders, shook himself, indeed,
|
||
as if his flesh crept with aversion, and thrust back his
|
||
chair, while I got up and opened my mouth to com-
|
||
mence a downright torrent of abuse. But I was ren-
|
||
dered dumb in the middle of the first sentence by a
|
||
threat that I should be shown into a room by myself the
|
||
very next syllable I uttered. It was growing dark. We
|
||
heard a sound of voices at the garden gate. Our host
|
||
hurried out instantly. He had his wits about him; we
|
||
had not. There was a talk of two or three minutes, and
|
||
he returned alone.
|
||
|
||
"I thought it had been your cousin Hareton," I ob-
|
||
served to Catherine. "I wish he would arrive. Who
|
||
knows but he might take our part?"
|
||
|
||
"It was three servants sent to seek you from the
|
||
Grange," said Heathcliff, overhearing me. "You should
|
||
have opened a lattice and called out; but I could swear
|
||
that chit is glad you didn't. She's glad to be obliged to
|
||
stay, I'm certain."
|
||
|
||
At learning the chance we had missed we both gave
|
||
vent to our grief without control, and he allowed us to
|
||
wail on till nine o'clock. Then he bade us go upstairs,
|
||
through the kitchen, to Zillah's chamber; and I whis-
|
||
pered my companion to obey. Perhaps we might con-
|
||
|
||
trive to get through the window there, or into a garret,
|
||
and out by its skylight. The window, however, was
|
||
narrow, like those below, and the garret trap was safe
|
||
from our attempts, for we were fastened in as before.
|
||
We neither of us lay down. Catherine took her station
|
||
by the lattice, and watched anxiously for morning, a
|
||
deep sigh being the only answer I could obtain to my
|
||
frequent entreaties that she would try to rest. I seated
|
||
myself in a chair, and rocked to and fro, passing harsh
|
||
judgment on my many derelictions of duty, from which,
|
||
it struck me then, all the misfortunes of my employers
|
||
sprang. It was not the case in reality, I am aware, but
|
||
it was in my imagination that dismal night; and I
|
||
thought Heathcliff himself less guilty than I.
|
||
|
||
At seven o'clock he came and inquired if Miss Lin-
|
||
ton had risen. She ran to the door immediately, and
|
||
answered, "Yes." "Here, then," he said, opening it,
|
||
and pulling her out. I rose to follow, but he turned the
|
||
lock again. I demanded my release.
|
||
|
||
"Be patient," he replied. "I'll send up your break-
|
||
fast in a while."
|
||
|
||
I thumped on the panels and rattled the latch angrily,
|
||
and Catherine asked why I was still shut up? He an-
|
||
swered, I must try to endure it another hour; and they
|
||
went away. I endured it two or three hours. At length
|
||
I heard a footstep---not Heathcliff's.
|
||
|
||
"I've brought you something to eat," said a voice.
|
||
"Oppen t' door!"
|
||
|
||
Complying eagerly, I beheld Hareton, laden with
|
||
food enough to last me all day.
|
||
|
||
"Tak it," he added, thursting the tray into my hand.
|
||
|
||
"Stay one minute," I began.
|
||
|
||
"Nay," cried he, and retired, regardless of any pray-
|
||
ers I could pour forth to detain him.
|
||
|
||
And there I remained enclosed the whole day, and
|
||
the whole of the next night, and another, and another.
|
||
Five nights and four days I remained altogether, see-
|
||
ing nobody but Hareton, once every morning; and he
|
||
was a model of a gaoler---surly and dumb, and deaf to
|
||
every attempt at moving his sense of justice or com-
|
||
passion.
|
||
CHAPTER XXVIII.
|
||
|
||
On the fifth morning, or rather afternoon, a differ-
|
||
ent step approached, lighter and shorter, and
|
||
this time the person entered the room. It was Zillah,
|
||
donned in her scarlet shawl, with a black silk bonnet
|
||
on her head, and a willow basket swung to her arm.
|
||
|
||
"Eh, dear, Mrs. Dean!" she exclaimed. "Well, there
|
||
is a talk about you at Gimmerton. I never thought but
|
||
you were sunk in the Blackhorse marsh, and missy with
|
||
you, till master told me you'd been found, and he'd
|
||
lodged you here! What! and you must have got on an
|
||
island, sure. And how long were you in the hole? Did
|
||
master save you, Mrs. Dean? But you're not so thin---
|
||
you've not been so poorly, have you?"
|
||
|
||
"Your master is a true scoundrel!" I replied. "But
|
||
he shall answer for it. He needn't have raised that tale.
|
||
It shall all be laid bare."
|
||
|
||
"What do you mean?" asked Zillah. "It's not his
|
||
tale. They tell that in the village, about your being lost
|
||
in the marsh; and I calls to Earnshaw, when I come in,
|
||
'Eh, they's queer things, Mr. Hareton, happened since
|
||
I went off. It's a sad pity of that likely young lass, and
|
||
cant Nelly Dean.' He stared. I thought he had not
|
||
heard aught, so I told him the rumour. The master
|
||
listened, and he just smiled to himself and said, 'If they
|
||
have been in the marsh, they are out now, Zillah. Nelly
|
||
Dean is lodged, at this minute, in your room. You can
|
||
tell her to flit when you go up; here is the key. The bog-
|
||
|
||
water got into her head, and she would have run home
|
||
quite flighty, but I fixed her till she came round to her
|
||
senses. You can bid her go to the Grange at once, if
|
||
she be able, and carry a message from me that her
|
||
young lady will follow in time to attend the squire's
|
||
funeral.' "
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Edgar is not dead?" I gasped. "O Zillah, Zil-
|
||
lah!"
|
||
|
||
"No, no. Sit you down, my good mistress," she re-
|
||
plied; "you're right sickly yet. He's not dead. Dr. Ken-
|
||
neth thinks he may last another day. I met him on the
|
||
road and asked."
|
||
|
||
Instead of sitting down, I snatched my outdoor things
|
||
and hastened below, for the way was free. On entering
|
||
the house I looked about for some one to give informa-
|
||
tion of Catherine. The place was filled with sunshine,
|
||
and the door stood wide open, but nobody seemed at
|
||
hand. As I hesitated whether to go off at once or return
|
||
and seek my mistress, a slight cough drew my atten-
|
||
tion to the hearth. Linton lay on the settle, sole tenant,
|
||
sucking a stick of sugar-candy, and pursuing my move-
|
||
ments with apathetic eyes. "Where is Miss Catherine?"
|
||
I demanded sternly, supposing I could frighten him
|
||
into giving intelligence by catching him thus alone. He
|
||
sucked on like an innocent,
|
||
|
||
"Is she gone?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"No," he replied; "she's upstairs. She's not to go;
|
||
we won't let her."
|
||
|
||
"You won't let her, little idiot!" I exclaimed. "Direct
|
||
me to her room immediately, or I'll make you sing out
|
||
sharply."
|
||
|
||
"Papa would make you sing out if you attempted to
|
||
get there," he answered. "He says I'm not to be soft
|
||
with Catherine. She's my wife, and it's shameful that
|
||
she should wish to leave me. He says she hates me and
|
||
wants me to die, that she may have my money. But she
|
||
shan't have it, and she shan't go home---she never
|
||
shall! She may cry and be sick as much as she pleases!"
|
||
|
||
He resumed his former occupation, closing his lids
|
||
as if he meant to drop asleep.
|
||
|
||
"Master Heathcliff," I resumed, "have you forgotten
|
||
all Catherine's kindness to you last winter, when you
|
||
affirmed you loved her, and when she brought you
|
||
books and sang you songs, and came many a time
|
||
through wind and snow to see you? She wept to miss
|
||
one evening, because you would be disappointed;
|
||
and you felt then that she was a hundred times too
|
||
good to you, and now you believe the lies your father
|
||
tells, though you know he detests you both. And you
|
||
join him against her. That's fine gratitude, is it not?"
|
||
|
||
The corner of Linton's mouth fell, and he took the
|
||
sugar-candy from his lips.
|
||
|
||
"Did she come to Wuthering Heights because she
|
||
hated you?" I continued. "Think for yourself! As to
|
||
your money, she does not even know that you will have
|
||
any. And you say she's sick, and yet you leave her alone
|
||
up there in a strange house--you who have felt what
|
||
it is to be so neglected! You could pity your own suf-
|
||
ferings, and she pitied them too, but you won't pity
|
||
hers! I shed tears, Master Heathcliff, you see---an el-
|
||
derly woman, and a servant merely; and you, after pre-
|
||
tending such affection and having reason to worship
|
||
her almost, store every tear you have for yourself, and
|
||
lie there quite at ease. Ah! you're a heartless, selfish
|
||
boy!"
|
||
|
||
"I can't stay with her," he answered crossly. "I'll not
|
||
stay by myself. She cries so I can't bear it. And she won't
|
||
give over, though I say I'll call my father. I did call
|
||
him once, and he threatened to strangle her if she was
|
||
not quiet; but she began again the instant he left the
|
||
room, moaning and grieving all night long, though I
|
||
screamed for vexation that I couldn't sleep."
|
||
|
||
"Is Mr. Heathcliff out?" I inquired, perceiving that
|
||
the wretched creature had no power to sympathize
|
||
with his cousin's mental tortures.
|
||
|
||
"He's in the court," he replied, "talking to Dr. Ken-
|
||
neth, who says uncle is dying, truly, at last. I'm glad,
|
||
for I shall be master of the Grange after him. Catherine
|
||
always spoke of it as her house. It isn't hers. It's mine.
|
||
Papa says everything she has is mine. All her nice books
|
||
are mine. She offered to give me them, and her pretty
|
||
|
||
birds, and her pony Minny, if I would get the key of
|
||
our room and let her out; but I told her she had nothing
|
||
to give---they were all, all mine. And then she cried,
|
||
and took a little picture from her neck, and said I
|
||
should have that---two pictures in a gold case, on one
|
||
side her mother, and on the other uncle, when they
|
||
were young. That was yesterday. I said they were mine
|
||
too, and tried to get them from her. The spiteful thing
|
||
wouldn't let me; she pushed me off, and hurt me. I
|
||
shrieked out; that frightens her. She heard papa com-
|
||
ing, and she broke the hinges and divided the case,
|
||
and gave me her mother's portrait. The other she at-
|
||
tempted to hide; but papa asked what was the matter,
|
||
and I explained it. He took the one I had away, and or-
|
||
dered her to resign hers to me. She refused, and he---
|
||
he struck her down, and wrenched it off the chain,
|
||
and crushed it with his foot."
|
||
|
||
"And were you pleased to see her struck?" I asked,
|
||
having my designs in encouraging his talk.
|
||
|
||
"I winked," he answered. "I wink to see my father
|
||
strike a dog or a horse; he does it so hard. Yet I was glad
|
||
at first. She deserved punishing for pushing me. But
|
||
when papa was gone she made me come to the window,
|
||
and showed me her cheek cut on the inside, against
|
||
her teeth, and her mouth filling with blood; and then
|
||
she gathered up the bits of the picture, and went and
|
||
sat down with her face to the wall, and she has never
|
||
spoken to me since, and I sometimes think she can't
|
||
speak for pain. I don't like to think so; but she's a
|
||
|
||
naughty thing for crying continually, and she looks so
|
||
pale and wild, I'm afraid of her."
|
||
|
||
"And you can get the key if you choose?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, when I am upstairs," he answered. "But I
|
||
can't walk upstairs now."
|
||
|
||
"In what apartment is it?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"Oh," he cried, "I shan't tell you where it is! It is our
|
||
secret. Nobody, neither Hareton nor Zillah, is to know.
|
||
There! you've tired me; go away, go away!" And he
|
||
turned his face on to his arm, and shut his eyes again.
|
||
|
||
I considered it best to depart without seeing Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff, and bring a rescue for my young lady
|
||
from the Grange. On reaching it, the astonishment of
|
||
my fellow-servants to see me, and their joy also, was
|
||
intense; and when they heard that their little mistress
|
||
was safe, two or three were about to hurry up and shout
|
||
the news at Mr. Edgar's door; but I bespoke the an-
|
||
nouncement of it myself. How changed I found him
|
||
even in those few days! He lay an image of sadness and
|
||
resignation waiting his death. Very young he looked;
|
||
though his actual age was thirty-nine, one would have
|
||
called him ten years younger, at least. He thought of
|
||
Catherine, for he murmured her name. I touched his
|
||
hand and spoke.
|
||
|
||
"Catherine is coming, dear master," I whispered.
|
||
|
||
"She is alive and well, and will be here, I hope, to-
|
||
night."
|
||
|
||
I trembled at the first effects of this intelligence. He
|
||
half rose up, looked eagerly round the apartment, and
|
||
then sank back in a swoon. As soon as he recovered I
|
||
related our compulsory visit and detention at the
|
||
Heights. I said Heathcliff forced me to go in, which
|
||
was not quite true. I uttered as little as possible against
|
||
Linton, nor did I describe all his father's brutal conduct,
|
||
my intentions being to add no bitterness, if I could help
|
||
it, to his already overflowing cup.
|
||
|
||
He divined that one of his enemy's purposes was to
|
||
secure the personal property, as well as the estate, to
|
||
his son, or rather himself; yet why he did not wait till
|
||
his decease was a puzzle to my master, because igno-
|
||
rant how nearly he and his nephew would quit the
|
||
world together. However, he felt that his will had better
|
||
be altered. Instead of leaving Catherine's fortune at
|
||
her own disposal, he determined to put it in the hands
|
||
of trustees for her use during life, and for her children,
|
||
if she had any, after her. By that means it could not
|
||
fall to Mr. Heathcliff, should Linton die.
|
||
|
||
Having received his orders, I dispatched a man to
|
||
fetch the attorney, and four more, provided with serv-
|
||
iceable weapons, to demand my young lady of her
|
||
gaoler. Both parties were delayed very late. The single
|
||
servant returned first. He said Mr. Green, the lawyer,
|
||
was out when he arrived at his house, and he had to
|
||
wait two hours for his re-entrance; and then Mr. Green
|
||
|
||
told him he had a little business in the village that must
|
||
be done, but he would be at Thrushcross Grange be-
|
||
fore morning. The four men came back unaccompanied
|
||
also. They brought word that Catherine was ill---too
|
||
ill to quit her room---and Heathcliff would not sufler
|
||
them to see her. I scolded the stupid fellows well for
|
||
listening to that tale, which I would not carry to my
|
||
master, resolving to take a whole bevy up to the Heights
|
||
at daylight, and storm it literally, unless the prisoner
|
||
were quietly surrendered to us. Her father shall see her,
|
||
I vowed, and vowed again, if that devil be killed on
|
||
his own door-stones in trying to prevent it!
|
||
|
||
Happily I was spared the journey and the trouble.
|
||
I had gone downstairs at three o'clock to fetch a jug of
|
||
water, and was passing through the hall with it in my
|
||
hand, when a sharp knock at the front door made me
|
||
jump. "Oh! it is Green," I said, recollecting myself---
|
||
"only Green"; and I went on, intending to send some-
|
||
body else to open it; but the knock was repeated, not
|
||
loud, and still importunately. I put the jug on the ban-
|
||
ister and hastened to admit him myself. The harvest
|
||
moon shone clear outside. It was not the attorney. My
|
||
own sweet little mistress sprang on my neck, sobbing,---
|
||
|
||
"Ellen! Ellen! is papa alive?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes!" I cried---"yes, my angel, he is! God be
|
||
thanked, you are safe with us again!"
|
||
|
||
She wanted to run, breathless as she was, upstairs to
|
||
Mr. Linton's room, but I compelled her to sit down on
|
||
|
||
a chair, and made her drink, and washed her pale face,
|
||
chafing it into a faint colour with my apron. Then I
|
||
said I must go first and tell of her arrival, imploring her
|
||
to say she should be happy with young Heathcliff. She
|
||
stared, but soon comprehending why I counselled her
|
||
to utter the falsehood, she assured me she would not
|
||
complain.
|
||
|
||
I couldn't abide to be present at their meeting. I
|
||
stood outside the chamber door a quarter of an hour,
|
||
and hardly ventured near the bed then. All was com-
|
||
posed, however. Catherine's despair was as silent as
|
||
her father's joy. She supported him calmly, in appear-
|
||
ance, and he fixed on her features his raised eyes, that
|
||
seemed dilating with ecstasy.
|
||
|
||
He died blissfully, Mr. Lockwood; he died so. Kiss-
|
||
ing her cheek, he murmured,---
|
||
|
||
"I am going to her; and you, darling child, shall
|
||
come to us," and never stirred or spoke again, but con-
|
||
tinued that rapt, radiant gaze till his pulse impercepti-
|
||
bly stopped and his soul departed. None could have
|
||
noticed the exact minute of his death, it was so entirely
|
||
without a struggle.
|
||
|
||
Whether Catherine had spent her tears, or whether
|
||
the grief were too weighty to let them flow, she sat there
|
||
dry-eyed till the sun rose; she sat till noon, and would
|
||
still have remained brooding over that deathbed, but I
|
||
insisted on her coming away and taking some repose.
|
||
It was well I succeeded in removing her, for at dinner-
|
||
|
||
time appeared the lawyer, having called at Wuthering
|
||
Heights to get his instructions how to behave. He had
|
||
sold himself to Mr. Heathcliff; that was the cause of
|
||
his delay in obeying my master's summons. Fortunately,
|
||
no thought of worldly affairs crossed the latter's mind,
|
||
to disturb him, after his daughter's arrival.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Green took upon himself to order everything
|
||
and everybody about the place. He gave all the servants
|
||
but me notice to quit. He would have carried his dele-
|
||
gated authority to the point of insisting that Edgar
|
||
Linton should not be buried beside his wife, but in the
|
||
chapel with his family. There was the will, however,
|
||
to hinder that, and my loud protestations against any
|
||
infringement of its directions. The funeral was hurried
|
||
over. Catherine, Mrs. Linton Heathcliff now, was suf-
|
||
fered to stay at the Grange till her father's corpse had
|
||
quitted it.
|
||
|
||
She told me that her anguish had at last spurred
|
||
Linton to incur the risk of liberating her. She heard
|
||
the men I sent disputing at the door, and she gathered
|
||
the sense of Heathcliff's answer. It drove her desperate.
|
||
Linton, who had been conveyed up to the little parlour
|
||
soon after I left, was terrified into fetching the key be-
|
||
fore his father reascended. He had the cunning to un-
|
||
lock and relock the door, without shutting it; and when
|
||
he should have gone to bed, he begged to sleep with
|
||
Hareton, and his petition was granted for once. Cath-
|
||
erine stole out before break of day. She dare not try
|
||
the doors, lest the dogs should raise an alarm. She vis-
|
||
ited the empty chambers and examined their windows,
|
||
|
||
and luckily lighting on her mother's, she got easily out
|
||
of its lattice, and on to the ground by means of the
|
||
fir-tree close by. Her accomplice suffered for his share
|
||
in the escape, notwithstanding his timid contrivances.
|
||
CHAPTER XXIX.
|
||
|
||
The evening after the funeral, my young lady and I
|
||
were seated in the library, now musing mournfully,
|
||
one of us despairingly, on our loss, now venturing con-
|
||
jectures as to the gloomy future.
|
||
|
||
We had just agreed the best destiny which could
|
||
await Catherine would be a permission to continue resi-
|
||
dent at the Grange---at least during Linton's life---he
|
||
being allowed to join her there, and I to remain as
|
||
housekeeper. That seemed rather too favourable an
|
||
arrangement to be hoped for, and yet I did hope, and
|
||
began to cheer up under the prospect of retaining my
|
||
home and my employment, and, above all, my beloved
|
||
young mistress, when a servant---one of the discarded
|
||
ones, not yet departed---rushed hastily in, and said
|
||
|
||
"that devil Heathcliff" was coming through the court;
|
||
should he fasten the door in his face?
|
||
|
||
If we had been mad enough to order that proceed-
|
||
ing, we had not time. He made no ceremony of knock-
|
||
ing or announcing his name. He was master, and availed
|
||
himself of the master's privilege to walk straight in
|
||
without saying a word. The sound of our informant's
|
||
voice directed him to the library. He entered, and
|
||
motioning him out, shut the door.
|
||
|
||
It was the same room into which he had been ush-
|
||
ered, as a guest, eighteen years before. The same moon
|
||
shone through the window, and the same autumn
|
||
|
||
landscape lay outside. We had not yet lighted a candle,
|
||
but all the apartment was visible, even to the portraits
|
||
on the wall---the splendid head of Mrs. Linton, and the
|
||
graceful one of her husband. Heathcliff advanced to the
|
||
hearth. Time had little altered his person either. There
|
||
was the same man, his dark face rather sallower and
|
||
more composed, his frame a stone or two heavier, per-
|
||
haps, and no other difference. Catherine had risen,
|
||
with an impulse to dash out, when she saw him.
|
||
|
||
"Stop!" he said, arresting her by the arm. "No more
|
||
runnings away! Where would you go? I'm come to
|
||
fetch you home, and I hope you will be a dutiful daugh-
|
||
ter, and not encourage my son to further disobedience.
|
||
I was embarrassed how to punish him when I discov-
|
||
ered his part in the business---be's such a cobweb, a
|
||
pinch would annihilate him---but you'll see by his
|
||
look that he has received his due. I brought him down
|
||
one evening, the day before yesterday, and just set him
|
||
in a chair, and never touched him afterwards. I sent
|
||
Hareton out, and we had the room to ourselves. In two
|
||
hours I called Joseph to carry him up again; and since
|
||
then my presence is as potent on his nerves as a ghost,
|
||
and I fancy he sees me often, though I am not near.
|
||
Hareton says he wakes and shrieks in the night by the
|
||
hour together, and calls you to protect him from me;
|
||
and whether you like your precious mate or not, you
|
||
must come. He's your concern now; I yield all my in-
|
||
terest in him to you."
|
||
|
||
"Why not let Catherine continue here," I pleaded,
|
||
"and send Master Linton to her? As you hate them
|
||
both, you'd not miss them. They can only be a daily
|
||
plague to your unnatural heart."
|
||
|
||
"I'm seeking a tenant for the Grange," he answered,
|
||
|
||
"and I want my children about me, to be sure. Besides,
|
||
that lass owes me her services for her bread. I'm not
|
||
going to nurture her in luxury and idleness after Linton
|
||
has gone. Make haste and get ready now, and don't
|
||
oblige me to compel you."
|
||
|
||
"I shall," said Catherine. "Linton is all I have to
|
||
love in the world, and though you have done what you
|
||
could to make him hateful to me, and me to him, you
|
||
cannot make us hate each other. And I defy you to hurt
|
||
him when I am by, and I defy you to frighten me."
|
||
|
||
"You are a boastful champion," replied Heathcliff,
|
||
|
||
"but I don't like you well enough to hurt him; you shall
|
||
get the full benefit of the torment as long as it lasts. It
|
||
is not I who will make him hateful to you; it is his own
|
||
sweet spirit. He's as bitter as gall at your desertion and
|
||
its consequences. Don't expect thanks for this noble
|
||
devotion. I heard him draw a pleasant picture to Zillah
|
||
of what he would do if he were as strong as I. The in-
|
||
clination is there, and his very weakness will sharpen
|
||
his wits to find a substitute for strength."
|
||
|
||
"I know he has a bad nature," said Catherine; "he's
|
||
your son. But I'm glad I've a better, to forgive it; and
|
||
I know he loves me, and for that reason I love him.
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, you have nobody to love you; and
|
||
however miserable you make us, we shall still have the
|
||
revenge of thinking that your cruelty arises from your
|
||
greater misery. You are miserable, are you not?---
|
||
lonely, like the devil, and envious like him? Nobody
|
||
loves you---nobody will cry for you when you die. I
|
||
wouldn't be you."
|
||
|
||
Catherine spoke with a kind of dreary triumph. She
|
||
seemed to have made up her mind to enter into the
|
||
spirit of her future family, and draw pleasure from the
|
||
griefs of her enemies.
|
||
|
||
"You shall be sorry to be yourself presently," said
|
||
her father-in-law, "if you stand there another minute.
|
||
Begone, witch, and get your thingsl"
|
||
|
||
She scornfully withdrew. In her absence I began to
|
||
beg for Zillah's place at the Heights, offering to resign
|
||
mine to her; but he would suffer it on no account. He
|
||
bade me be silent; and then, for the first time, allowed
|
||
himself a glance round the room and a look at the
|
||
pictures. Having studied Mrs. Linton's, he said,---
|
||
|
||
"I shall have that home---not because I need it,
|
||
but------" He turned abruptly to the fire, and contin-
|
||
ued, with what, for lack of a better word, I must call
|
||
a smile---"I'll tell you what I did yesterday. I got the
|
||
sexton, who was digging Linton's grave, to remove the
|
||
|
||
earth off her coffin-lid, and I opened it. I thought, once,
|
||
I would have stayed there. When I saw her face again
|
||
---it is hers yet---he had hard work to stir me; but he
|
||
said it would change if the air blew on it, and so I struck
|
||
one side of the coffin loose, and covered it up--not
|
||
Linton's side, damn him! I wish he'd been soldered in
|
||
lead. And I bribed the sexton to pull it away when I'm
|
||
laid there, and slide mine out too. I'll have it made so.
|
||
And then, by the time Linton gets to us he'll not know
|
||
which is which."
|
||
|
||
"You are very wicked Mr. Heathcliff!" I exclaimed.
|
||
"Were you not ashamed to disturb the dead?"
|
||
|
||
"I disturbed nobody, Nelly," he replied, "and I gave
|
||
some ease to myself. I shall be a great deal more com-
|
||
fortable now, and you'll have a better chance of keep-
|
||
ing me underground when I get there. Disturbed her!
|
||
No! She has disturbed me, night and day, through
|
||
eighteen years, incessantly, remorselessly, till yester-
|
||
night; and yesternight I was tranquil. I dreamt I was
|
||
sleeping the last sleep by that sleeper, with my heart
|
||
stopped and my cheek frozen against hers."
|
||
|
||
"And if she had been dissolved into earth, or worse,
|
||
what would you have dreamt of then?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"Of dissolving with her, and being more happy still,"
|
||
he answered. "Do you suppose I dread any change of
|
||
that sort? I expected such a transformation on raising
|
||
the lid, but I'm better pleased that it should not com-
|
||
mence till I share it. Besides, unless I had received a
|
||
|
||
distinct impression of her passionless features, that
|
||
strange feeling would hardly have been removed. It
|
||
began oddly. You know I was wild after she died, and
|
||
eternally, from dawn to dawn, praying her to return to
|
||
me her spirit. I have a strong faith in ghosts; I have a
|
||
conviction that they can and do exist among us. The
|
||
day she was buried there came a fall of snow. In the
|
||
evening I went to the churchyard. It blew bleak as
|
||
winter; all round was solitary. I didn't fear that her
|
||
fool of a husband would wander up the den so late, and
|
||
no one else had business to bring them there. Being
|
||
alone, and conscious two yards of loose earth was the
|
||
sole barrier between us, I said to myself, 'I'll have her
|
||
in my arms again! If she be cold, I'll think it is this
|
||
north wind that chills me, and if she be motionless, it is
|
||
sleep.' I got a spade from the toolhouse, and began to
|
||
delve with all my might. It scraped the coffin. I fell to
|
||
work with my hands. The wood commenced cracking
|
||
about the screws. I was on the point of attaining my ob-
|
||
ject, when it seemed that I heard a sigh from some one
|
||
above, close at the edge of the grave, and bending down.
|
||
'If I can only get this off,' I muttered, 'I wish they may
|
||
shovel in the earth over us both!' and I wrenched at it
|
||
more desperately still. There was another sigh close at
|
||
my ear. I appeared to feel the warm breath of it dis-
|
||
placing the sleet-laden wind. I knew no living thing in
|
||
flesh and blood was by; but as certainly as you perceive
|
||
the approach to some substantial body in the dark,
|
||
though it cannot be discerned, so certainly I felt that
|
||
Cathy was there---not under me, but on the earth. A
|
||
sudden sense of relief flowed from my heart through
|
||
every limb. I relinquished my labour of agony, and
|
||
|
||
turned consoled at once, unspeakably consoled. Her
|
||
presence was with me; it remained while I refilled the
|
||
grave, and led me home. You may laugh if you will,
|
||
but I was sure I should see her there. I was sure she
|
||
was with me, and I could not help talking to her. Having
|
||
reached the Heights, I rushed eagerly to the door. It
|
||
was fastened, and, I remember, that accursed Earnshaw
|
||
and my wife opposed my entrance. I remember stop-
|
||
ping to kick the breath out of him, and then hurrying
|
||
upstairs to my room and hers. I looked round impa-
|
||
tiently; I felt her by me; I could almost see her, and yet
|
||
I could not! I ought to have sweat blood then, from
|
||
the anguish of my yearning, from the fervour of my
|
||
supplications to have but one glimpse. I had not one.
|
||
She showed herself, as she often was in life, a devil to
|
||
me! And since then, sometimes more and sometimes
|
||
less, I've been the sport of that intolerable torture---
|
||
infernal! keeping my nerves at such a stretch that, if
|
||
they had not resembled catgut, they would long ago
|
||
have relaxed to the feebleness of Linton's. When I sat
|
||
in the house with Hareton it seemed that on going out
|
||
I should meet her; when I walked on the moors I should
|
||
meet her coming in; when I went from home I hastened
|
||
to return. She must be somewhere at the Heights, I was
|
||
certain. And when I slept in her chamber, I was beaten
|
||
out of that. I couldn't lie there, for the moment I closed
|
||
my eyes she was either outside the window, or sliding
|
||
back the panels, or entering the room, or even resting
|
||
her darling head on the same pillow as she did when a
|
||
child, and I must open my lids to see. And so I opened
|
||
and closed them a hundred times a night, to be always
|
||
disappointed. It racked me. I've often groaned aloud,
|
||
|
||
till that old rascal Joseph no doubt believed that my
|
||
conscience was playing the fiend inside of me. Now,
|
||
since I've seen her, I'm pacified---a little. It was a
|
||
strange way of killing---not by inches, but by fractions
|
||
of hairbreadths---to beguile me with the spectre of a
|
||
hope through eighteen years!"
|
||
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff paused and wiped his forehead. His
|
||
hair clung to it, wet with perspiration; his eyes were
|
||
fixed on the red embers of the fire, the brows not con-
|
||
tracted, but raised next the temples, diminishing the
|
||
grim aspect of his countenance, but imparting a pecul-
|
||
iar look of trouble and a painful appearance of mental
|
||
tensioo towards one absorbing subject. He only half
|
||
addressed me, and I maintained silence. I didn't like
|
||
to hear him talk. After a short period he resumed his
|
||
meditation on the picture, took it down and leant it
|
||
against the sofa to contemplate it at better advantage;
|
||
and while so occupied Catherine entered, announcing
|
||
that she was ready, when her pony should be saddled.
|
||
|
||
"Send that over to-morrow," said Heathcliff to me;
|
||
then turning to her, he added, "You may do without
|
||
your pony. It is a fine evening, and you'll need no ponies
|
||
at Wuthering Heights, for what journeys you take
|
||
your own feet will serve you. Come along."
|
||
|
||
"Good-bye, Ellen!" whispered my dear little mistress.
|
||
As she kissed me, her lips felt like ice. "Come and see
|
||
me, Ellen; don't forget."
|
||
|
||
"Take care you do no such thing, Mrs. Dean!" said
|
||
her new father. "When I wish to speak to you I'll come
|
||
here. I want none of your prying at my house."
|
||
|
||
He signed her to precede him, and casting back a
|
||
look that cut my heart, she obeyed. I watched them
|
||
from the window walk down the garden. Heathcliff
|
||
fixed Catherine's arm under his, though she disputed
|
||
the act at first evidently, and with rapid strides he hur-
|
||
ried her into the alley, whose trees concealed them.
|
||
CHAPTER XXX.
|
||
|
||
I have paid a visit to the Heights, but I have not seen
|
||
her since she left. Joseph held the door in his hand
|
||
when I called to ask after her, and wouldn't let me pass.
|
||
He said Mrs. Linton was "thrang," and the master was
|
||
not in. Zillah has told me something of the way they
|
||
go on, otherwise I should hardly know who was dead
|
||
and who living. She thinks Catherine haughty, and does
|
||
not like her, I can guess by her talk. My young lady
|
||
asked some aid of her when she first came, but Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff told her to follow her own business, and let
|
||
his daughter-in-law look after herself; and Zillah will-
|
||
ingly acquiesced, being a narrow-minded, selfish
|
||
woman. Catherine evinced a child's annoyance at this
|
||
neglect, repaid it with contempt, and thus enlisted my
|
||
informant among her enemies as securely as if she had
|
||
done her some great wrong. I had a long talk with Zil-
|
||
lah about six weeks ago, a little before you came, one
|
||
day when we forgathered on the moor; and this is
|
||
what she told me.
|
||
|
||
"The first thing Mrs. Linton did," she said, "on her
|
||
arrival at the Heights, was to run upstairs, without even
|
||
wishing good-evening to me and Joseph; she shut her-
|
||
self into Linton's room, and remained till morning.
|
||
Then, while the master and Earnshaw were at break-
|
||
fast, she entered the house and asked all in a quiver if
|
||
the doctor might be sent for; her cousin was very ill.
|
||
|
||
" 'We know that,' answered Heathcliff; 'but his life
|
||
is not worth a farthing, and I won't spend a farthing on
|
||
him.'
|
||
|
||
" 'But I cannot tell how to do,' she said; 'and if no-
|
||
body will help me, he'll die.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Walk out of the room,' cried the master, 'and let
|
||
me never hear a word more about him. None here care
|
||
what becomes of him. If you do, act the nurse; if you
|
||
do not, lock him up and leave him.'
|
||
|
||
"Then she began to bother me, and I said I'd had
|
||
enough plague with the tiresome thing. We each had
|
||
our tasks, and hers was to wait on Linton; Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff bade me leave that labour to her.
|
||
|
||
"How they managed together I can't tell. I fancy he
|
||
fretted a great deal, and moaned hisseln night and day;
|
||
and she had precious little rest, one could guess by her
|
||
white face and heavy eyes. She sometimes came into
|
||
the kitchen all wildered like, and looked as if she
|
||
would fain beg assistance. But I was not going to dis-
|
||
obey the master---I never dare disobey him, Mrs.
|
||
Dean; and though I thought it wrong that Kenneth
|
||
should not be sent for, it was no concern of mine either
|
||
to advise or complain, and I always refused to meddle.
|
||
Once or twice, after we had gone to bed, I've happened
|
||
to open my door again and seen her sitting crying on
|
||
the stairs' top; and then I've shut myself in quick, for
|
||
fear of being moved to interfere. I did pity her then,
|
||
I'm sure; still I didn't wish to lose my place, you know.
|
||
|
||
"At last, one night she came boldly into my cham-
|
||
ber, and frightened me out of my wits by saying,---
|
||
|
||
" 'Tell Mr. Heathcliff that his son is dying. I'm
|
||
sure he is, this time. Get up instantly, and tell him.'
|
||
|
||
"Having uttered this speech, she vanished again. I
|
||
lay a quarter of an hour listening and trembling. Noth-
|
||
ing stirred---the house was quiet.
|
||
|
||
"She's mistaken, I said to myself. He's got over it. I
|
||
needn't disturb them. And I began to doze. But my
|
||
sleep was marred a second time by a sharp ringing of
|
||
the bell---the only bell we have, put up on purpose for
|
||
Linton; and the master called to me to see what was
|
||
the matter, and inform them that he wouldn't have that
|
||
noise repeated.
|
||
|
||
"I delivered Catherine's message. He cursed to
|
||
himself, and in a few minutes came out with a lighted
|
||
candle, and proceeded to their room. I followed. Mrs.
|
||
Heathcliff was seated by the bedside with her hands
|
||
folded on her knees. Her father-in-law went up, held
|
||
the light to Linton's face, looked at him, and touched
|
||
him. Afterwards he turned to her.
|
||
|
||
" 'Now, Catherine,' he said, 'how do you feel?'
|
||
|
||
"She was dumb.
|
||
|
||
" 'How do you feel, Catherine?' he repeated.
|
||
|
||
" 'He's safe, and I'm free,' she answered. 'I should
|
||
feel well, but,' she continued, with a bitterness she
|
||
couldn't conceal, 'you have left me so long to struggle
|
||
against death alone that I feel and see only death. I
|
||
feel like death.'
|
||
|
||
"And she looked like it too. I gave her a little wine.
|
||
Hareton and Joseph, who had been wakened by the
|
||
ringing and the sound of feet, and heard our talk from
|
||
outside, now entered. Joseph was fain, I believe, of
|
||
the lad's removal; Hareton seemed a thought bothered,
|
||
though he was more taken up with staring at Cather-
|
||
ine than thinking of Linton. But the master bade him
|
||
get off to bed again; we didn't want his help. He after-
|
||
wards made Joseph remove the body to his chamber,
|
||
and told me to return to mine, and Mrs. Heathcliff re-
|
||
mained by herself.
|
||
|
||
"In the morning he sent me to tell her she must come
|
||
down to breakfast. She had undressed, and appeared
|
||
going to sleep, and said she was ill, at which I hardly
|
||
wondered. I informed Mr. Heathcliff, and he re-
|
||
plied,---
|
||
|
||
" 'Well, let her be till after the funeral, and go up
|
||
now and then to get her what is needful; and as soon
|
||
as she seems better, tell me.' "
|
||
|
||
Cathy stayed upstairs a fortnight, according to
|
||
Zillah, who visited her twice a day, and would have
|
||
been rather more friendly, but her attempts at increas-
|
||
ing kindness were proudly and promptly repelled.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff went up once to show her Linton's will.
|
||
He had bequeathed the whole of his and what had
|
||
been her movable property to his father. The poor crea-
|
||
ture was threatened or coaxed into that act during her
|
||
week's absence when his uncle died. The lands, being a
|
||
minor, he could not meddle with. However, Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff has claimed and kept them in his wife's right and
|
||
his also--I suppose legally. At any rate, Catherine, des-
|
||
titute of cash and friends, cannot disturb his posses-
|
||
sion.
|
||
|
||
"Nobody," said Zillah, "ever approached her door,
|
||
except that once, but I; and nobody asked anything
|
||
about her. The first occasion of her coming down into
|
||
the house was on a Sunday afternoon. She had cried
|
||
out, when I carried up her dinner, that she couldn't
|
||
bear any longer being in the cold; and I told her the
|
||
master was going to Thrushcross Grange, and Earn-
|
||
shaw and I needn't hinder her from descending; so, as
|
||
soon as she heard Heathcliff's horse trot off, she made
|
||
her appearance, donned in black, and her yellow curls
|
||
combed back behind her ears as plain as a Quaker. She
|
||
couldn't comb them out.
|
||
|
||
"Joseph and I generally go to chapel on Sundays."
|
||
The kirk, you know, has no minister now, explained
|
||
Mrs. Dean, and they call the Methodists' or Baptists'
|
||
place (I can't say which it is) at Gimmerton a chapel.
|
||
|
||
"Joseph has gone," she continued, "but I thought
|
||
proper to bide at home. Young folks are always the
|
||
better for an elder's overlooking; and Hareton, with
|
||
|
||
all his bashfulness, isn't a model of nice behaviour. I
|
||
let him know that his cousin would very likely sit
|
||
with us, and she had been always used to see the Sab-
|
||
bath respected, so he had as good leave his guns and
|
||
bits of indoor work alone while she stayed. He coloured
|
||
up at the news, and cast his eyes over his hands and
|
||
clothes. The train-oil and gunpowder were shoved out
|
||
of sight in a minute. I saw he meant to give her his
|
||
company, and I guessed by his way he wanted to be
|
||
presentable; so, laughing as I durst not laugh when the
|
||
master is by, I offered to help him, if he would, and
|
||
joked at his confusion. He grew sullen, and began to
|
||
swear.
|
||
|
||
"Now, Mrs. Dean," Zillah went on, seeing me not
|
||
pleased by her manner, "you happen think your young
|
||
lady too fine for Mr. Hareton, and happen you're right,
|
||
but I own I should love well to bring her pride a peg
|
||
lower. And what will all her learning and her daintiness
|
||
do for her now? She's as poor as you or I---poorer, I'll
|
||
be bound. You're saving, and I'm doing my little all
|
||
that road."
|
||
|
||
Hareton allowed Zillah to give him her aid, and she
|
||
flattered him into a good humour. So, when Catherine
|
||
came, half forgetting her former insults, he tried to
|
||
make himself agreeable, by the housekeeper's account.
|
||
|
||
"Missis walked in," she said, "as chill as an icicle,
|
||
and as high as a princess. I got up and offered her my
|
||
seat in the armchair. No, she turned up her nose at
|
||
my civility. Earnshaw rose too and bade her come to
|
||
|
||
the settle, and sit close by the fire; he was sure she
|
||
was starved.
|
||
|
||
" 'I've been starved a month and more,' she an-
|
||
swered, resting on the word as scornful as she could.
|
||
|
||
"And she got a chair for herself, and placed it at a
|
||
distance from both of us. Having sat till she was warm,
|
||
she began to look round, and discovered a number of
|
||
books in the dresser. She was instantly upon her feet
|
||
again, stretching to reach them; but they were too high
|
||
up. Her cousin, after watching her endeavours a while,
|
||
at last summoned courage to help her. She held her
|
||
frock, and he filled it with the first that came to hand.
|
||
|
||
"That was a great advance for the lad. She didn't
|
||
thank him, still he felt gratifled that she had accepted
|
||
his assistance, and ventured to stand behind as she
|
||
examined them, and even to stoop and point out what
|
||
struck his fancy in certain old pictures which they con-
|
||
tained. Nor was he daunted by the saucy style in which
|
||
she jerked the page from his finger. He contented him-
|
||
self with going a bit farther back, and looking at her
|
||
instead of the book. She continued reading, or seek-
|
||
ing for something to read. His attention became, by
|
||
degrees, quite centreed in the study of her thick, silky
|
||
curls. Her face he couldn't see, and she couldn't see
|
||
him. And, perhaps not quite awake to what he did, but
|
||
attracted like a child to a candle, at last he proceeded
|
||
from staring to touching. He put out his hand and
|
||
stroked one curl, as gently as if it were a bird. He
|
||
|
||
might have stuck a knife into her neck, she started
|
||
round in such a taking.
|
||
|
||
" 'Get away this moment! How dare you touch me!
|
||
Why are you stopping there?' she cried in a tone of dis-
|
||
gust. 'I can't endure you! I'll go upstairs again if you
|
||
come near me.'
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Hareton recoiled, looking as foolish as he could
|
||
do. He sat down in the settle very quiet, and she con-
|
||
tinued turning over her volumes another half-hour.
|
||
Finally Earnshaw crossed over and whispered to me,---
|
||
|
||
" 'Will you ask her to read to us, Zillah? I'm stalled
|
||
of doing naught; and I do like---I could like to hear her.
|
||
Dunnot say I wanted it, but ask of yourseln.'
|
||
|
||
" 'Mr. Hareton wishes you would read to us, ma'am,'
|
||
I said immediately. 'He'd take it very kind---he'd be
|
||
much obliged.'
|
||
|
||
"She frowned, and looking up, answered,---
|
||
|
||
" 'Mr. Hareton and the whole set of you will be good
|
||
enough to understand that I reject any pretence at
|
||
kindness you have the hypocrisy to offer! I despise you,
|
||
and will have nothing to say to any of you! When I
|
||
would have given my life for one kind word, even to
|
||
see one of your faces, you all kept off. But I won't com-
|
||
plain to you. I'm driven down here by the cold, not
|
||
either to amuse you or enjoy your society.'
|
||
|
||
" 'What could I ha' done?' began Earnshaw. 'How
|
||
was I to blame?'
|
||
|
||
" 'Oh, you are an exception,' answered Mrs. Heath-
|
||
cliff. 'I never missed such a concern as you.'
|
||
|
||
" 'But I offered more than once, and asked,' he said,
|
||
kindling up at her pertness---'I asked Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
to let me wake for you------'
|
||
|
||
" 'Be silent! I'll go out of doors, or anywhere, rather
|
||
than have your disagreeable voice in my ear,' said my
|
||
lady.
|
||
|
||
"Hareton muttered she might go to hell, for him,
|
||
and unslinging his gun, restrained himself from his
|
||
Sunday occupations no longer. He talked now freely
|
||
enough, and she presently saw fit to retreat to her soli-
|
||
tude; but the frost had set in, and, in spite of her pride,
|
||
she was forced to condescend to our company more and
|
||
more. However, I took care there should be no further
|
||
scorning at my good nature. Ever since I've been as
|
||
stiff as herself, and she has no lover or liker among us;
|
||
and she does not deserve one, for, let them say the least
|
||
word to her, and she'll curl back without respect of any
|
||
one. She'll snap at the master himself, and as good as
|
||
dares him to thrash her; and the more hurt she gets,
|
||
the more venomous she grows."
|
||
|
||
At first, on hearing this account from Zillah, I de-
|
||
termined to leave my situation, take a cottage, and
|
||
get Catherine to come and live with me; but Mr. Heath-
|
||
|
||
cliff would as soon permit that as he would set up Hare-
|
||
ton in an independent house, and I can see no remedy
|
||
at present, unless she could marry again, and that
|
||
scheme it does not come within my province to ar-
|
||
range.
|
||
|
||
* * * * *
|
||
Thus ended Mrs. Dean's story. Notwithstanding the
|
||
doctor's prophecy, I am rapidly recovering strength;
|
||
and though it be only the second week in January, I
|
||
propose getting out on horseback in a day or two, and
|
||
riding over to Wuthering Heights to inform my landlord
|
||
that I shall spend the next six months in London; and,
|
||
if he likes, he may look out for another tenant to take
|
||
the place after October. I would not pass another win-
|
||
ter here for much.
|
||
CHAPTER XXXI.
|
||
|
||
Yesterday was bright, calm, and frosty. I went
|
||
to the Heights as I proposed. My housekeeper en-
|
||
treated me to bear a little note from her to her young
|
||
lady, and I did not refuse, for the worthy woman was
|
||
not conscious of anything odd in her request. The front
|
||
door stood open, but the jealous gate was fastened, as
|
||
at my last visit. I knocked, and invoked Earnshaw from
|
||
among the garden beds. He unchained it, and I en-
|
||
tered. The fellow is as handsome a rustic as need be
|
||
seen. I took particular notice of him this time; but then
|
||
he does his best, apparently, to make the least of his
|
||
advantages.
|
||
|
||
I asked if Mr. Heathcliff were at home. He answered,
|
||
No, but he would be in at dinner-time. It was eleven
|
||
o'clock, and I announced my intention of going in and
|
||
waiting for him, at which he immediately flung down
|
||
his tools and accompanied me, in the office of watch-
|
||
dog, not as a substitute for the host.
|
||
|
||
We entered together. Catherine was there, making
|
||
herself useful in preparing some vegetables for the
|
||
approaching meal. She looked more sulky and less
|
||
spirited than when I had seen her first. She hardly raised
|
||
her eyes to notice me, and continued her employment
|
||
with the same disregard to common forms of politeness
|
||
as before, never returning my bow and good-morning
|
||
by the slightest acknowledgment.
|
||
|
||
"She does not seem so amiable," I thought, "as Mrs.
|
||
Dean would persuade me to believe. She's a beauty, it
|
||
is true, but not an angel."
|
||
|
||
Earnshaw surlily bade her remove her things to the
|
||
kitchen. "Remove them yourself," she said, pushing
|
||
them from her as soon as she had done, and retiring to
|
||
a stool by the window, where she began to carve figures
|
||
of birds and beasts out of the turnip parings in her lap.
|
||
I approached her, pretending to desire a view of the
|
||
garden, and, as I fancied, adroitly dropped Mrs. Dean's
|
||
note on to her knee, unnoticed by Hareton; but she
|
||
asked aloud, "What is that?" and chucked it off.
|
||
|
||
"A letter from your old acquaintance, the house-
|
||
keeper at the Grange," I answered, annoyed at her ex-
|
||
posing my kind deed, and fearful lest it should be im-
|
||
agined a missive of my own. She would gladly have
|
||
gathered it up at this information, but Hareton beat her.
|
||
He seized and put it in his waistcoat, saying Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff should look at it first. Thereat Catherine silently
|
||
turned her face from us, and very stealthily drew out
|
||
her pocket-handkerchief and applied it to her eyes; and
|
||
her cousin, after struggling a while to keep down his
|
||
softer feelings, pulled out the letter and flung it on the
|
||
floor beside her, as ungraciously as he could. Catherine
|
||
caught and perused it eagerly; then she put a few ques-
|
||
tions to me concerning the inmates, rational and ir-
|
||
rational, of her former home, and gazing towards the
|
||
hills, murmured in soliloquy,----
|
||
|
||
"I should like to be riding Minny down there! I
|
||
should like to be climbing up there! Oh! I'm tired---
|
||
I'm stalled,Hareton!" And she leant her pretty head
|
||
back against the sill, with half a yawn and half a sigh,
|
||
and lapsed into an aspect of abstracted sadness, neither
|
||
caring nor knowing whether we remarked her.
|
||
|
||
"Mrs. Heathcliff," I said, after sitting some time
|
||
mute, "you are not aware that I am an acquaintance of
|
||
yours---so intimate that I think it strange you won't
|
||
come and speak to me. My housekeeper never wearies
|
||
of talking about and praising you, and she'll be greatly
|
||
disappointed if I return with no news of or from you,
|
||
except that you received her letter and said nothing."
|
||
|
||
She appeared to wonder at this speech, and asked,---
|
||
|
||
"Does Ellen like you?"
|
||
|
||
"Yes, very well," I replied hesitatingly.
|
||
|
||
"You must tell her," she continued, "that I would
|
||
answer her letter, but I have no materials for writing---
|
||
not even a book from which I might tear a leaf."
|
||
|
||
"No books!" I exclaimed. "How do you contrive to
|
||
live here without them? if I may take the liberty to in-
|
||
quire. Though provided with a large library, I'm fre-
|
||
quently very dull at the Grange. Take my books away,
|
||
and I should be desperate."
|
||
|
||
"I was always reading when I had them," said Cath-
|
||
erine; "and Mr. Heathcliff never reads, so he took it
|
||
into his head to destroy my books. I have not had
|
||
a glimpse of one for weeks. Only once I searched
|
||
through Joseph's store of theology, to his great ir-
|
||
ritation.---And once, Hareton, I came upon a secret
|
||
stock in your room---some Latin and Greek, and some
|
||
tales and poetry, all old friends. I brought the last here,
|
||
and you gathered them, as a magpie gathers silver
|
||
spoons, for the mere love of stealing---they are of no
|
||
use to you; or else you concealed them in the bad spirit
|
||
that as you cannot enjoy them nobody else shall. Per-
|
||
haps your envy counselled Mr. Heathcliff to rob me
|
||
of my treasures? But I've most of them written on my
|
||
brain and printed in my heart, and you cannot de-
|
||
prive me of those."
|
||
|
||
Earnshaw blushed crimson when his cousin made
|
||
this revelation of his private literary accumulations,
|
||
and stammered an indignant denial of her accusations.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Hareton is desirous of increasing his amount
|
||
of knowledge," I said, coming to his rescue. "He is not
|
||
envious but emulous of your attainments. He'll be a
|
||
clever scholar in a few years."
|
||
|
||
"And he wants me to sink into a dunce meantime,"
|
||
answered Catherine. "Yes, I hear him trying to spell
|
||
and read to himself, and pretty blunders he makes.----L---I
|
||
wish you would repeat 'Chevy Chase' as you did yester-
|
||
day; it was extremely funny. I heard you, and I heard
|
||
you turning over the dictionary to seek out the hard
|
||
|
||
words, and then cursing because you couldn't read
|
||
their explanations."
|
||
|
||
The young man evidently thought it too bad that he
|
||
should be laughed at for his ignorance, and then
|
||
laughed at for trying to remove it. I had a similar no-
|
||
tion; and remembering Mrs. Dean's anecdote of his first
|
||
attempt at enlightening the darkness in which he had
|
||
been reared, I observed,---
|
||
|
||
"But, Mrs. Heathcliff, we have each had a com-
|
||
mencement, and each stumbled and tottered on the
|
||
threshold. Had our teachers scorned instead of aiding
|
||
us, we should stumble and totter yet."
|
||
|
||
"Oh!" she replied, "I don't wish to limit his acquire-
|
||
ments. Still, he has no right to appropriate what is mine,
|
||
and make it ridiculous to me with his vile mistakes and
|
||
mispronunciations. Those books, both prose and verse,
|
||
are consecrated to me by other associations, and I hate
|
||
to have them debased and profaned in his mouth. Be-
|
||
sides, of all, he has selected my favourite pieces that
|
||
I love the most to repeat, as if out of deliberate malice."
|
||
Hareton's chest heaved in silence a minute. He la-
|
||
boured under a severe sense of mortification and wrath,
|
||
which it was no easy task to suppress. I rose, and, from
|
||
a gentlemanly idea of relieving his embarrassment, took
|
||
up my station in the doorway, surveying the external
|
||
prospect as I stood. He followed my example, and left
|
||
the room, but presently reappeared, bearing half a
|
||
dozen volumes in his hands, which he threw into Cath-
|
||
erine's lap, exclaiming,---
|
||
|
||
"Take them! I never want to hear, or read, or think
|
||
of them again!"
|
||
|
||
"I won't have them now," she answered. "I shall
|
||
connect them with you, and hate them."
|
||
|
||
She opened one that had obviously been often turned
|
||
over, and read a portion in the drawling tone of a be-
|
||
ginner, then laughed and threw it from her. "And lis-
|
||
ten," she continued provokingly, commencing a verse
|
||
of an old ballad in the same fashion.
|
||
|
||
But his self-love would endure no further torment.
|
||
I heard, and not altogether disapprovingly, a manual
|
||
check given to her saucy tongue. The little wretch
|
||
had done her utmost to hurt her cousin's sensitive
|
||
though uncultivated feelings, and a physical argument
|
||
was the only mode he had of balancing the account and
|
||
repaying its effects on the inflictor. He afterwards gath-
|
||
ered the books and hurled them on the fire. I read in
|
||
his countenance what anguish it was to offer that sac-
|
||
rifice to spleen. I fancied that as they consumed he re-
|
||
called the pleasure they had already imparted and the
|
||
triumph and ever-increasing pleasure he had an-
|
||
ticipated from them, and I fancied I guessed the in-
|
||
citement to his secret studies also. He had been content
|
||
with daily labour and rough animal enjoyments till
|
||
Catherine crossed his path. Shame at her scorn, and
|
||
hope of her approval, were his first prompters to higher
|
||
pursuits; and, instead of guarding him from one and
|
||
winning him to the other, his endeavours to raise him-
|
||
self had produced just the contrary result.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, that's all the good that such a brute as you
|
||
can get from them!" cried Catherine, sucking her dam-
|
||
aged lip, and watching the conflagration with indig-
|
||
nant eyes.
|
||
|
||
"You'd better hold your tongue now," he answered
|
||
fiercely.
|
||
|
||
And his agitation precluded further speech. He ad-
|
||
vanced hastily to the entrance, where I made way for
|
||
him to pass. But ere he had crossed the door-stones,
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, coming up the causeway, encountered
|
||
him, and laying hold of his shoulder, asked,---
|
||
|
||
"What's to do now, my lad?"
|
||
|
||
"Naught, naught," he said, and broke away to en-
|
||
joy his grief and anger in solitude.
|
||
|
||
Heathcliff gazed after him and sighed.
|
||
|
||
"It will be odd if I thwart myself," he muttered, un-
|
||
conscious that I was behind him. "But when I look for
|
||
his father in his face, I find her every day more. How
|
||
the devil is he so like? I can hardly bear to see him."
|
||
|
||
He bent his eyes to the ground, and walked moodily
|
||
in. There was a restless, anxious expression in his
|
||
countenance I had never remarked there before, and
|
||
he looked sparer in person. His daughter-in-law, on
|
||
perceiving him through the window, immediately es-
|
||
caped to the kitchen, so that I remained alone.
|
||
|
||
"I'm glad to see you out of doors again, Mr. Lock-
|
||
wood," he said, in reply to my greeting, "from selfish
|
||
motives partly. I don't think I could readily supply
|
||
your loss in this desolation. I've wondered more than
|
||
once what brought you here."
|
||
|
||
"An idle whim, I fear, sir," was my answer, "or else
|
||
an idle whim is going to spirit me away. I shall set out
|
||
for London next week, and I must give you warning
|
||
that I feel no disposition to retain Thrushcross Grange
|
||
beyond the twelve months I agreed to rent it. I believe
|
||
I shall not live there any more."
|
||
|
||
"Oh, indeed; you're tired of being banished from
|
||
the world, are you?" he said. "But if you be coming to
|
||
plead off paying for a place you won't occupy, your
|
||
journey is useless. I never relent in exacting my due
|
||
from any one."
|
||
|
||
"I'm coming to plead off nothing about it," I ex-
|
||
claimed, considerably irritated. "Should you wish it,
|
||
I'll settle with you now." And I drew my notebook
|
||
from my pocket.
|
||
|
||
"No, no," he replied coolly; "you'll leave sufficient
|
||
behind to cover your debts if you fail to return. I'm not
|
||
in such a hurry. Sit down and take your dinner with us.
|
||
A guest that is safe from repeating his visit can gener-
|
||
ally be made welcome.---Catherine, bring the things
|
||
in. Where are you?"
|
||
|
||
Catherine reappeared, bearing a tray of knives and
|
||
forks.
|
||
|
||
"You may get your dinner with Joseph," muttered
|
||
Heathcliff aside, "and remain in the kitchen till he is
|
||
gone."
|
||
|
||
She obeyed his directions very punctually; perhaps
|
||
she had no temptation to transgress. Living among
|
||
clowns and misanthropists, she probably cannot appre-
|
||
ciate a better class of people when she meets them.
|
||
|
||
With Mr. Heathcliff, grim and saturnine, on the one
|
||
hand, and Hareton, absolutely dumb, on the other, I
|
||
made a somewhat cheerless meal, and bade adieu early.
|
||
I would have departed by the back way, to get a last
|
||
glimpse of Catherine and annoy old Joseph; but Hare-
|
||
ton received orders to lead up my horse, and my host
|
||
himself escorted me to the door, so I could not fulfil my
|
||
wish.
|
||
|
||
"How dreary life gets over in that house!" I reflected,
|
||
while riding down the road. "What a realization of
|
||
something more romantic than a fairy tale it would
|
||
have been for Mrs. Linton Heathcliff had she and I
|
||
struck up an attachment, as her good nurse desired,
|
||
and migrated together into the stirring atmosphere of
|
||
the town!"
|
||
CHAPTER XXXII.
|
||
|
||
l802.---This September I was invited to devastate the
|
||
moors of a friend in the north, and on my journey to
|
||
his abode I unexpectedly came within fifteen miles of
|
||
Gimmerton. The ostler at a roadside public-house was
|
||
holding a pail of water to refresh my horses, when a
|
||
cart of very green oats, newly reaped, passed by, and
|
||
he remarked,---
|
||
|
||
"Yon's frough Gimmerton, nah! They're allas three
|
||
wick after other folk wi' ther harvest."
|
||
|
||
"Gimmerton!" I repeated. My residence in that
|
||
locality had already grown dim and dreamy. "Ah! I
|
||
know. How far is it from this?"
|
||
|
||
"Happen fourteen mile o'er th' hills, and a rough
|
||
road," he answered.
|
||
|
||
A sudden impulse seized me to visit Thrushcross
|
||
Grange. It was scarcely noon, and I conceived that I
|
||
might as well pass the night under my own roof as in
|
||
an inn. Besides, I could spare a day easily to arrange
|
||
matters with my landlord, and thus save myself the
|
||
trouble of invading the neighbourhood again. Having
|
||
rested a while, I directed my servant to inquire the way
|
||
to the village, and with great fatigue to our beasts we
|
||
managed the distance in some three hours.
|
||
|
||
I left him there, and proceeded down the valley alone.
|
||
The gray church looked grayer, and the lonely church-
|
||
|
||
yard lonelier. I distinguished a moor sheep cropping
|
||
the short turf on the graves. It was sweet, warm weather
|
||
---too warm for travelling; but the heat did not hinder
|
||
me from enjoying the delightful scenery above and
|
||
below. Had I seen it nearer August I'm sure it would
|
||
have tempted me to waste a month among its solitudes.
|
||
In winter nothing more dreary, in summer nothing
|
||
more divine, than those glens shut in by hills, and those
|
||
bluff, bold swells of heath.
|
||
|
||
I reached the Grange before sunset, and knocked for
|
||
admittance; but the family had retreated into the back
|
||
premises, I judged, by one thin, blue wreath curling
|
||
from the kitchen chimney, and they did not hear. I
|
||
rode into the court. Under the porch a girl of nine or
|
||
ten sat knitting, and an old woman reclined on the
|
||
house-steps, smoking a meditative pipe.
|
||
|
||
"Is Mrs. Dean within?" I demanded of the dame.
|
||
|
||
"Mistress Dean? Nay!" she answered, "shoo doesn't
|
||
bide here; shoo's up at th' Heights."
|
||
|
||
"Are you the housekeeper, then?" I continued.
|
||
|
||
"Eea, aw keep th' hause," she replied.
|
||
|
||
"Well, I'm Mr. Lockwood, the master. Are there any
|
||
rooms to lodge me in, I wonder? I wish to stay
|
||
all night."
|
||
|
||
"T'maister!" she cried in astonishment. "Whet! who-
|
||
iver knew yah wur coming? Yah sud ha' send word.
|
||
They's nowt norther dry nor mensful abaht t' place,
|
||
nowt there isn't."
|
||
|
||
She threw down her pipe and bustled in; the girl fol-
|
||
lowed, and I entered too. Soon perceiving that her re-
|
||
port was true, and, moreover, that I had almost upset
|
||
her wits by my unwelcome apparition, I bade her be
|
||
composed. I would go out for a walk, and meantime
|
||
she must try to prepare a corner of a sitting-room for
|
||
me to sup in, and a bedroom to sleep in. No sweeping
|
||
and dusting---only good fire and dry sheets were neces-
|
||
sary. She seemed willing to do her best, though she
|
||
thrust the hearth-brush into the grates in mistake for
|
||
the poker; and malappropriated several other articles
|
||
of her craft; but I retired, confiding in her energy for a
|
||
resting-place against my return. Wuthering Heights
|
||
was the goal of my proposed excursion. An after-
|
||
thought brought me back when I had quitted the
|
||
court.
|
||
|
||
"All well at the Heights?" I inquired of the woman.
|
||
|
||
"Eea, f'r owt ee knaw," she answered, skurrying
|
||
away with a pan of hot cinders.
|
||
|
||
I would have asked why Mrs. Dean had deserted the
|
||
Grange, but it was impossible to delay her at such a
|
||
crisis, so I turned away and made my exit, rambling
|
||
leisurely along with the glow of a sinking sun behind,
|
||
and the mild glory of a rising moon in front---one fad-
|
||
|
||
ing and the other brightening---as I quitted the park
|
||
and climbed the stony by-road branching off to Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff's dwelling. Before I arrived in sight of it, all
|
||
that remained of day was a beamless amber light along
|
||
the west; but I could see every pebble on the path, and
|
||
every blade of grass, by that splendid moon. I had
|
||
neither to climb the gate nor to knock; it yielded to
|
||
my hand. That is an improvement, I thought. And I no-
|
||
ticed another by the aid of my nostrils---a fragrance of
|
||
stocks and wallflowers wafted on the air from amongst
|
||
the homely fruit-trees.
|
||
|
||
Both doors and lattices were open; and yet, as is usu-
|
||
ally the case in a coal district, a fine, red fire illumi-
|
||
nated the chimney. The comfort which the eye derives
|
||
from it renders the extra heat endurable. But the house
|
||
of Wuthering Heights is so large that the inmates have
|
||
plenty of space for withdrawing out of its influence,
|
||
and accordingly what inmates there were had stationed
|
||
themselves not far from one of the windows. I could
|
||
both see them and hear them talk before I entered, and
|
||
looked and listened in consequence, being moved
|
||
thereto by a mingled sense of curiosity and envy that
|
||
grew as I lingered.
|
||
|
||
"Con-trary!" said a voice as sweet as a silver bell.
|
||
|
||
"That for the third time, you dunce! I'm not going to
|
||
tell you again. Recollect, or I'll pull your hair."
|
||
|
||
"Contrary, then," answered another, in deep but
|
||
softened tones. "And now, kiss me for minding so
|
||
well."
|
||
|
||
"No; read it over first correctly, without a single
|
||
mistake."
|
||
|
||
The male speaker began to read. He was a young
|
||
man respectably dressed and seated at a table, having a
|
||
book before him. His handsome features glowed with
|
||
pleasure, and his eyes kept impatiently wandering from
|
||
the page to a small white hand over his shoulder, which
|
||
recalled him by a smart slap on the cheek whenever its
|
||
owner detected such signs of inattention. Its owner
|
||
stood behind, her light, shining ringlets blending at in-
|
||
tervals with his brown locks, as she bent to superintend
|
||
his studies; and her face---it was lucky he could not
|
||
see her face, or he would never have been so steady. I
|
||
could, and I bit my lip in spite at having thrown away
|
||
the chance I might have had of doing something be-
|
||
sides staring at its smiting beauty.
|
||
|
||
The task was done---not free from further blunders;
|
||
but the pupil claimed a reward, and received at least
|
||
five kisses, which, however, he generously returned.
|
||
Then they came to the door, and from their conver-
|
||
sation I judged they were about to issue out and have a
|
||
walk on the moors. I supposed I should be condemned
|
||
in Hareton Earnshaw's heart, if not by his mouth, to
|
||
the lowest pit in the infernal regions if I showed my un-
|
||
fortunate person in his neighbourhood then; and feel-
|
||
ing very mean and malignant, I skulked round to seek
|
||
|
||
refuge in the kitchen. There was unobstructed admit-
|
||
tance on that side also, and at the door sat my old
|
||
friend Nelly Dean, sewing and singing a song, which
|
||
was often interrupted from within by harsh words of
|
||
scorn and intolerance, uttered in far from musical ac-
|
||
cents.
|
||
|
||
"I'd rayther, by th' haulf, hev 'em swearing i' my
|
||
lugs froh morn to neeght nor hearken ye hahsiver!"
|
||
said the tenant of the kitchen, in answer to an unheard
|
||
speech of Nelly's. "It's a blazing shame that I cannot
|
||
oppen t' blessed Book but yah set up them glories to
|
||
Sattan, and all t' flaysome wickednesses that iver were
|
||
born into th' warld! Oh! ye're a raight nowt, and shoo's
|
||
another, and that poor lad'll be lost atween ye. Poor
|
||
lad!" he added, with a groan; "he's witched, I'm sartin
|
||
on't! O Lord, judge 'em, for there's norther law nor
|
||
justice among wer rullers!"
|
||
|
||
"No, or we should be sitting in flaming fagots, I sup-
|
||
pose," retorted the singer. "But wisht, old man, and
|
||
read your Bible like a Christian, and never mind me.
|
||
This is 'Fairy Annie's Wedding'---a bonny tune; it goes
|
||
to a dance."
|
||
|
||
Mrs. Dean was about to recommence when I ad-
|
||
vanced; and recognizing me directly, she jumped to her
|
||
feet, crying,---
|
||
|
||
"Why, bless you, Mr. Lockwood! How could you
|
||
think of returning in this way? All's shut up at Thrush-
|
||
cross Grange. You should have given us notice."
|
||
|
||
"I've arranged to be accommodated there for as long
|
||
as I shall stay," I answered. "I depart again tomor-
|
||
row. And how are you transplanted here, Mrs. Dean?
|
||
Tell me that."
|
||
|
||
"Zillah left, and Mr. Heathcliff wished me to come,
|
||
soon after you went to London, and stay till you re-
|
||
turned. But step in, pray. Have you walked from Gim-
|
||
merton this evening?"
|
||
|
||
"From the Grange," I replied. "And while they
|
||
make me lodging room there, I want to finish my busi-
|
||
ness with your master, because I don't think of having
|
||
another opportunity in a hurry."
|
||
|
||
"What business, sir?" said Nelly, conducting me into
|
||
the house. "He's gone out at present, and won't re-
|
||
turn soon."
|
||
|
||
"About the rent," I answered.
|
||
|
||
"Oh! then it is with Mrs. Heathcliff you must settle,"
|
||
she observed, "or rather with me. She has not learned
|
||
to manage her affairs yet, and I act for her; there's no-
|
||
body else."
|
||
|
||
I looked surprised.
|
||
|
||
"Ah! you have not heard of Heathcliff's death, I
|
||
see," she continued.
|
||
|
||
"Heathcliff dead!" I exclaimed, astonished. "How
|
||
long ago?"
|
||
|
||
"Three months since. But sit down, and let me take
|
||
your hat, and I'll tell you all about it. Stop; you have
|
||
had nothing to eat, have you?"
|
||
|
||
"I want nothing; I have ordered supper at home.
|
||
You sit down too. I never dreamt of his dying. Let me
|
||
hear how it came to pass. You say you don't expect
|
||
them back for some time---the young people?"
|
||
|
||
"No. I have to scold them every evening for their
|
||
late rambles, but they don't care for me. At least have a
|
||
drink of our old ale; it will do you good; you seem
|
||
weary."
|
||
|
||
She hastened to fetch it before I could refuse, and I
|
||
heard Joseph asking whether "it warn't a crying scandal
|
||
that she should have followers at her time of life. And
|
||
then, to get them jocks out o' t' maister's cellar! He
|
||
fair shaamed to 'bide still and see it."
|
||
|
||
She did not stay to retaliate, but re-entered in a min-
|
||
ute, bearing a reaming silver pint, whose contents I
|
||
lauded with becoming earnestness. And afterwards she
|
||
furnished me with the sequel of Heathcliff's history. He
|
||
had a "queer" end, as she expressed it.
|
||
|
||
I was summoned to Wuthering Heights within a fort-
|
||
night of your leaving us, she said, and I obeyed joyfully,
|
||
for Catherine's sake. My first interview with her grieved
|
||
|
||
and shocked me---she had altered so much since our
|
||
separation. Mr. Heathcliff did not explain his reasons
|
||
for taking a new mind about my coming here; he only
|
||
told me he wanted me, and he was tired of seeing Cath-
|
||
erine. I must make the little parlour my sitting-room,
|
||
and keep her with me. It was enough if he were obliged
|
||
to see her once or twice a day. She seemed pleased at
|
||
this arrangement; and by degrees I smuggled over a
|
||
great number of books and other articles that had
|
||
formed her amusement at the Grange, and flattered my-
|
||
self we should get on in tolerable comfort. The delusion
|
||
did not last long. Catherine, contented at first, in a brief
|
||
space grew irritable and restless. For one thing, she
|
||
was forbidden to move out of the garden, and it fretted
|
||
her sadly to be confined to its narrow bounds as spring
|
||
drew on; for another, in following the house I was
|
||
forced to quit her frequently, and she complained of
|
||
loneliness. She preferred quarrelling with Joseph in
|
||
the kitchen to sitting at peace in her solitude. I did not
|
||
mind their skirmishes; but Hareton was often obliged
|
||
to seek the kitchen also .when the master wanted to
|
||
have the house to himself; and though in the beginning
|
||
she either left it at his approach, or quietly joined in
|
||
my occupations, and shunned remarking or addressing
|
||
him, and though he was always as sullen and silent as
|
||
possible, after a while she changed her behaviour and
|
||
became incapable of letting him alone, talking at him,
|
||
commenting on his stupidity and idleness, expressing
|
||
her wonder how he could endure the life he lived, how
|
||
he could sit a whole evening staring into the fire and
|
||
dozing.
|
||
|
||
"He's just like a dog, is he not, Ellen?" she once ob-
|
||
served, "or a cart-horse? He does his work, eats his
|
||
food, and sleeps eternally. What a blank, dreary mind
|
||
he must have!---Do you ever dream, Hareton? And
|
||
if you do, what is it about? But you can't speak to me!"
|
||
|
||
Then she looked at him, but he would neither open
|
||
his mouth nor look again.
|
||
|
||
"He's perhaps dreaming now," she continued. "He
|
||
twitched his shoulder as Juno twitches hers. Ask him,
|
||
Ellen."
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Hareton will ask the master to send you up-
|
||
stairs, if you don't behave," I said. He had not only
|
||
twitched his shoulder but clenched his fist, as if
|
||
tempted to use it.
|
||
|
||
"I know why Hareton never speaks when I am in
|
||
the kitchen," she exclaimed on another occasion. "He
|
||
is afraid I shall laugh at him. Ellen, what do you think?
|
||
He began to teach himself to read once, and because I
|
||
laughed he burned his books and dropped it. Was he
|
||
not a fool?"
|
||
|
||
"Were not you naughty?" I said. "Answer me that."
|
||
|
||
"Perhaps I was," she went on, "but I did not expect
|
||
him to be so silly---Hareton, if I gave you a
|
||
book, would you take it now? I'll try."
|
||
|
||
She placed one she had been perusing on his hand.
|
||
He flung it off, and muttered, if she did not give over he
|
||
would break her neck.
|
||
|
||
"Well, I shall put it here," she said---"in the table
|
||
drawer; and I'm going to bed."
|
||
|
||
Then she whispered me to watch whether he touched
|
||
it, and departed. But he would not come near it; and so
|
||
I informed her in the morning, to her great disappoint-
|
||
ment. I saw she was sorry for his persevering sulkiness
|
||
and indolence. Her conscience reproved her for fright-
|
||
ening him off improving himself. She had done it ef-
|
||
fectually. But her ingenuity was at work to remedy the
|
||
injury. While I ironed or pursued other such sta-
|
||
tionary employments as I could not well do in the par-
|
||
lour, she would bring some pleasant volume and read
|
||
it aloud to me. When Hareton was there she generally
|
||
paused in an interesting part and left the book lying
|
||
about---that she did repeatedly; but he was as obstinate
|
||
as a mule, and, instead of snatching at her bait, in wet
|
||
weather he took to smoking with Joseph; and they sat
|
||
like automatons, one on each side of the fire, the elder
|
||
happily too deaf to understand her wicked nonsense, as
|
||
he would have called it, the younger doing his best to
|
||
seem to disregard it. On fine evenings the latter fol-
|
||
lowed his shooting expeditions, and Catherine yawned
|
||
and sighed, and teased me to talk to her, and ran off
|
||
into the court or garden the moment I began, and as a
|
||
last resource cried and said she was tired of living---her
|
||
life was useless.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, who grew more and more disinclined
|
||
to society, had almost banished Earnshaw from his
|
||
apartment. Owing to an accident at the commencement
|
||
of March, he became for some days a fixture in the
|
||
kitchen. His gun burst while out on the hills by him-
|
||
self; a splinter cut his arm, and he lost a good deal
|
||
of blood before he could reach home. The conse-
|
||
quence was that, perforce, he was condemned to
|
||
the fireside and tranquillity till he made it up again. It
|
||
suited Catherine to have him there. At any rate, it made
|
||
her hate her room upstairs more than ever; and she
|
||
would compel me to find out business below, that she
|
||
might accompany me.
|
||
|
||
On Easter Monday Joseph went to Gimmerton fair
|
||
with some cattle, and in the afternoon I was busy get-
|
||
ting up linen in the kitchen. Earnshaw sat, morose as
|
||
usual, at the chimney-corner, and my little mistress
|
||
was beguiling an idle hour with drawing pictures on
|
||
the window panes, varying her amusement by smoth-
|
||
ered bursts of songs, and whispered ejaculations, and
|
||
quick glances of annoyance and impatience in the
|
||
direction of her cousin, who steadfastly smoked, and
|
||
looked into the grate. At a notice that I could do with
|
||
her no longer intercepting my light, she removed to the
|
||
hearthstone. I bestowed little attention on her pro-
|
||
ceedings, but presently I heard her begin,---
|
||
|
||
"I've found out, Hareton, that I want---that I'm glad
|
||
---that I should like you to be my cousin now, if you
|
||
had not grown so cross to me and so rough."
|
||
|
||
Hareton returned no answer.
|
||
|
||
"Hareton, Hareton, Hareton! do you hear?" she con-
|
||
tinued.
|
||
|
||
"Get off wi' ye!" he growled, with uncompromising
|
||
gruffness.
|
||
|
||
"Let me take that pipe," she said, cautiously ad-
|
||
vancing her hand and abstracting it from his mouth.
|
||
Before he could attempt to recover it, it was broken
|
||
and behind the fire. He swore at her and seized another.
|
||
|
||
"Stop," she cried; "you must listen to me first; and I
|
||
can't speak while those clouds are floating in my face."
|
||
|
||
"Will you go to the devi!" he exclaimed ferociously,
|
||
|
||
"and let me be!"
|
||
|
||
"No," she persisted, "I won't. I can't tell what to
|
||
do to make you talk to me, and you are determined not
|
||
to understand. When I call you stupid, I don't mean
|
||
anything. I don't mean that I despise you. Come, you
|
||
shall take notice of me, Hareton. You are my cousin,
|
||
and you shall own me."
|
||
|
||
"I shall have naught to do wi' you and your mucky
|
||
pride, and your damned mocking tricks!" he answered.
|
||
|
||
"I'll go to hell, body and soul, before I look sideways
|
||
after you again. Side out o' t' gate now, this minute!"
|
||
|
||
Catherine frowned and retreated to the window-seat
|
||
chewing her lip, and endeavouring, by humming an
|
||
eccentric tune, to conceal a growing tendency to sob.
|
||
|
||
"You should be friends with your cousin, Mr. Hare-
|
||
ton," I interrupted, "since she repents of her sauciness.
|
||
It would do you a great deal of good; it would make
|
||
you another man to have her for a companion."
|
||
|
||
"A companion!" he cried, "when she hates me, and
|
||
does not think me fit to wipe her shoon! Nay! if it
|
||
made me a king, I'd not be scorned for seeking her
|
||
good-will any more."
|
||
|
||
"It is not I who hate you; it is you who hate me!"
|
||
wept Cathy, no longer disguising her trouble. "You hate
|
||
me as much as Mr. Heathcliff does, and more."
|
||
|
||
"You're a damned liar," began Earnshaw. "Why
|
||
have I made him angry by taking your part, then, a
|
||
hundred times, and that when you sneered at and de-
|
||
spised me, and----- Go on plaguing me, and I'll step in
|
||
yonder and say you worried me out of the kitchen."
|
||
|
||
"I didn't know you took my part," she answered,
|
||
drying her eyes, "and I was miserable and bitter at
|
||
everybody; but now I thank you, and beg you to forgive
|
||
me. What can I do besides?"
|
||
|
||
She returned to the hearth, and frankly extended her
|
||
hand. He blackened and scowled like a thundercloud,
|
||
and kept his fists resolutely clenched, and his gaze fixed
|
||
|
||
on the ground. Catherine, by instinct, must have
|
||
divined it was obdurate perversity, and not dislike, that
|
||
prompted this dogged conduct, for, after remaining
|
||
an instant undecided, she stooped and impressed on
|
||
his cheek a gentle kiss. The little rogue thought I had
|
||
not seen her, and drawing back, she took her former
|
||
station by the window, quite demurely. I shook my
|
||
head reprovingly, and then she blushed and whis-
|
||
pered,---
|
||
|
||
"Well, what should I have done, Ellen? He wouldn't
|
||
shake hands, and he wouldn't look; I must show him
|
||
some way that I like him---that I want to be friends."
|
||
|
||
Whether the kiss convinced Hareton I cannot tell.
|
||
He was very careful, for some minutes, that his face
|
||
should not be seen; and when he did raise it, he was
|
||
sadly puzzled where to turn his eyes.
|
||
|
||
Catherine employed herself in wrapping a handsome
|
||
book neatly in white paper, and having tied it with a
|
||
bit of ribbon, and addressed it to "Mr. Hareton Earn-
|
||
shaw," she desired me to be her ambassadress, and con-
|
||
vey the present to its destined recipient.
|
||
|
||
"And tell him if he'll take it I'll come and teach him
|
||
to read it right," she said; "and if he refuse it I'll go up-
|
||
stairs and never tease him again."
|
||
|
||
I carried it, and repeated the message, anxiously
|
||
watched by my employer. Hareton would not open his
|
||
fingers, so I laid it on his knee. He did not strike it off
|
||
|
||
either. I returned to my work. Catherine leaned her
|
||
head and arms on the table, till she heard the slight
|
||
rustle of the covering being removed; then she stole
|
||
away and quietly seated herself beside her cousin. He
|
||
trembled, and his face glowed; all his rudeness and
|
||
all his surly harshness had deserted him. He could not
|
||
summon courage at first to utter a syllable in reply to
|
||
her questioning look and her murmured petition,---
|
||
|
||
"Say you forgive me, Hareton, do. You can make me
|
||
so happy by speaking that little word."
|
||
|
||
He muttered something inaudible.
|
||
|
||
"And you'll be my friend?" added Catherine inter-
|
||
rogatively.
|
||
|
||
"Nay, you'll be ashamed of me every day of your
|
||
life," he answered, "and the more ashamed the more
|
||
you know me; and I cannot bide it."
|
||
|
||
"So you won't be my friend?" she said, smiling as
|
||
sweet as honey, and creeping close up.
|
||
|
||
I overheard no further distinguishable talk, but, on
|
||
looking round again, I perceived two such radiant
|
||
countenances bent over the page of the accepted book
|
||
that I did not doubt the treaty had been ratified on
|
||
both sides, and the enemies were thenceforth sworn
|
||
allies.
|
||
|
||
The work they studied was full of costly pictures, and
|
||
those and their position had charm enough to keep
|
||
them unmoved till Joseph came home. He, poor man,
|
||
was perfectly aghast at the spectacle of Catherine seated
|
||
on the same bench with Hareton Earnshaw, leaning her
|
||
hand on his shoulder, and confounded at his favourite's
|
||
endurance of her proximity; it affected him too deeply
|
||
to allow an observation on the subject that night. His
|
||
emotion was only revealed by the immense sighs he
|
||
drew as he solemnly spread his large Bible on the table,
|
||
and overlaid it with dirty bank-notes from his pocket-
|
||
book, the produce of the day's transactions. At length
|
||
he summoned Hareton from his seat.
|
||
|
||
"Tak' these in to t' maister, lad," he said, "and bide
|
||
there. I's gang up to my own rahm. This hoile's neither
|
||
mensful nor seemly for us; we mun side out and
|
||
seearch another."
|
||
|
||
"Come, Catherine," I said, "we must 'side out' too.
|
||
I've done my ironing. Are you ready to go?"
|
||
|
||
"It is not eight o'clock," she answered, rising un-
|
||
willingly---"Hareton, I'll leave this book upon the
|
||
chimney-piece, and I'll bring some more to-morrow."
|
||
|
||
"Ony books that yah leave I shall tak' into th'
|
||
hahse," said Joseph, "and it'll be mitch if yah find 'em
|
||
agean. Soa yah may plase yerseln."
|
||
|
||
Cathy threatened that his library should pay for hers,
|
||
and smiling as she passed Hareton, went singing up-
|
||
|
||
stairs, lighter of heart, I venture to say, than ever she
|
||
had been under that roof before, except, perhaps, dur-
|
||
ing her earliest visits to Linton.
|
||
|
||
The intimacy thus commenced grew rapidly, though
|
||
it encountered temporary interruptions. Earnshaw
|
||
was not to be civilized with a wish, and my young lady
|
||
was no philosopher and no paragon of patience; but
|
||
both their minds tending to the same point---one loving
|
||
and desiring to esteem, and the other loving and de-
|
||
siring to be esteemed---they contrived in the end to
|
||
reach it.
|
||
|
||
You see, Mr. Lockwood, it was easy enough to win
|
||
Mrs. Heathcliff's heart.--- But now I'm glad you did not
|
||
try. The crown of all my wishes will be the union of
|
||
those two. I shall envy no one on their wedding-day.
|
||
There won't be a happier woman than myself in Eng-
|
||
land.
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIII.
|
||
|
||
On the morrow of that Monday, Earnshaw being
|
||
still unable to follow his ordinary employments,
|
||
and therefore remaining about the house, I speedily
|
||
found it would be impracticable to retain my charge
|
||
beside me as heretofore. She got downstairs before me,
|
||
and out into the garden, where she had seen her cousin
|
||
performing some easy work; and when I went to bid
|
||
them come to breakfast, I saw she had persuaded him to
|
||
clear a large space of ground from currant and goose-
|
||
berry bushes, and they were busy planning together an
|
||
importation of plants from the Grange.
|
||
|
||
I was terrified at the devastation which had been
|
||
accomplished in a brief half-hour. The black currant
|
||
trees were the apple of Joseph's eye, and she had just
|
||
fixed her choice of a flower-bed in the midst of them.
|
||
|
||
"There! That will be all shown to the master," I ex-
|
||
claimed, "the minute it is discovered. And what excuse
|
||
have you to offer for taking such liberties with the gar-
|
||
den? We shall have a fine explosion on the head of it
|
||
---see if we don't.---Mr. Hareton, I wonder you should
|
||
have no more wit than to go and make that mess at her
|
||
bidding!"
|
||
|
||
"I'd forgotten they were Joseph's," answered Earn-
|
||
shaw, rather puzzled, "but I'll tell him I did it."
|
||
|
||
We always ate our meals with Mr. Heathcliff. I held
|
||
the mistress's post in making tea and carving, so I was
|
||
|
||
indispensable at table. Catherine usually sat by me,
|
||
but to-day she stole nearer to Hareton, and I presently
|
||
saw she would have no more discretion in her friend-
|
||
ship than she had in her hostility.
|
||
|
||
"Now, mind you don't talk with and notice your
|
||
cousin too much," were my whispered instructions as
|
||
we entered the room. "It will certainly annoy
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff, and he'll be mad at you both."
|
||
|
||
"I'm not going to," she answered.
|
||
|
||
The minute after, she had sidled to him, and was
|
||
sticking primroses in his plate of porridge.
|
||
|
||
He dared not speak to her there---he dared hardly
|
||
look; and yet she went on teasing till he was twice on
|
||
the point of being provoked to laugh. I frowned, and
|
||
then she glanced toward the master, whose mind was
|
||
occupied on other subjects than his company, as his
|
||
countenance evinced; and she grew serious for an in-
|
||
stant, scrutinizing him with deep gravity. Afterwards
|
||
she turned and recommenced her nonsense. At last
|
||
Hareton uttered a smothered laugh. Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
started; his eye rapidly surveyed our faces. Catherine
|
||
met it with her accustomed look of nervousness and yet
|
||
defiance, which he abhorred.
|
||
|
||
"It is well you are out of my reach," he exclaimed.
|
||
|
||
"What fiend possesses you to stare back at me con-
|
||
tinually with those infernal eyes? Down with them! and
|
||
|
||
don't remind me of your existence again. I thought I
|
||
had cured you of laughing."
|
||
|
||
"It was me," muttered Hareton.
|
||
|
||
"What do you say?" demanded the master.
|
||
|
||
Hareton looked at his plate, and did not repeat the
|
||
confession. Mr. Heathcliff looked at him a bit, and then
|
||
silently resumed his breakfast and his interrupted mus-
|
||
ing. We had nearly finished, and the two young people
|
||
prudently shifted wider asunder, so I anticipated no
|
||
further disturbance during that sitting, when Joseph
|
||
appeared at the door, revealing by his quivering lip
|
||
and furious eyes that the outrage committed on his
|
||
precious shrubs was detected. He must have seen Cathy
|
||
and her cousin about the spot before he examined it,
|
||
for while his jaws worked like those of a cow chewing
|
||
its cud, and rendered his speech difficult to under-
|
||
stand, he began,---
|
||
|
||
"I mun hev my wage, and I mun goa. I hed aimed to
|
||
dee wheare I'd sarved fur sixty year, and I thowt I'd
|
||
lug my books up into t' garret, and all my bits o' stuff,
|
||
and they sud hev t' kitchen to theirseln, for t' sake o'
|
||
quietness. It wur hard to gie up my awn hearthstun,
|
||
but I thowt I could do that. But nah; shoo's taan my
|
||
garden fro' me, and by th' heart, maister, I cannot
|
||
stand it. Yah may bend to th' yoak, and ye will; I noan
|
||
used to't, and an old man doesn't sooin get used to
|
||
new barthens. I'd rayther arn my bite an' my sup wi'
|
||
a hammer in th' road."
|
||
|
||
"Now, now, idiot," interrupted Heathcliff, "cut it
|
||
short! What's your grievance? I'll interfere in no quar-
|
||
rels between you and Nelly. She may thrust you into
|
||
the coal-hole for anything I care."
|
||
|
||
"It's noan Nelly," answered Joseph. "I sudn't shift
|
||
for Nelly, nasty ill nowt as shoo is. Thank God! shoo
|
||
cannot stale t' sowl o' nob'dy! Shoo wer niver soa hand-
|
||
some but what a body mud look at her 'bout winking.
|
||
It's yon flaysome, graceless quean that's witched our
|
||
lad wi' her bold een and her forrard ways, till------ Nay,
|
||
it fair brusts my heart! He's forgotten all I've done for
|
||
him, and made on him, and goan and riven up a whole
|
||
row o' t' grandest currant trees i' t' garden!" And here
|
||
he lamented outright, unmanned by a sense of his bit-
|
||
ter injuries and Earnshaw's ingratitude and dangerous
|
||
condition.
|
||
|
||
"Is the fool drunk?" asked Mr. Heathcliff.---"Hare-
|
||
ton, is it you he's finding fault with?"
|
||
|
||
"I've pulled up two or three bushes," replied the
|
||
young man, "but I'm going to set 'em again."
|
||
|
||
"And why have you pulled them up?" said the mas-
|
||
ter.
|
||
|
||
Catherine wisely put in her tongue.
|
||
|
||
"We wanted to plant some flowers there," she cried.
|
||
|
||
"I'm the only person to blame, for I wished him to do
|
||
it."
|
||
|
||
"And who the devil gave you leave to touch a stick
|
||
about the place?" demanded her father-in-law, much
|
||
surprised---"And who ordered you to obey her?" he
|
||
added, turning to Hareton.
|
||
|
||
The latter was speechless. His cousin replied,---
|
||
|
||
"You shouldn't grudge a few yards of earth for me
|
||
to ornament, when you have taken all my land!"
|
||
|
||
"Your land, insolent slut! You never had any," said
|
||
Heathcliff.
|
||
|
||
"And my money," she continued, returning his
|
||
angry glare, and meantime biting a piece of crust, the
|
||
remnant of her breakfast.
|
||
|
||
"Silence!" he exclaimed. "Get done, and begone!"
|
||
|
||
"And Hareton's land, and his money," pursued the
|
||
reckless thing. "Hareton and I are friends now, and
|
||
I shall tell him all about you."
|
||
|
||
The master seemed confounded a moment. He grew
|
||
pale and rose up, eyeing her all the while with an ex-
|
||
pression of mortal hate.
|
||
|
||
"If you strike me, Hareton will strike you," she said,
|
||
"so you may as well sit down."
|
||
|
||
"If Hareton does not turn you out of the room I'll
|
||
strike him to hell," thundered Heathcliff. "Damnable
|
||
witch! dare you pretend to rouse him against me?---Off
|
||
with her! Do you hear? Fling her into the kitchen!---I'll
|
||
kill her, Ellen Dean, if you let her come into my sight
|
||
again!"
|
||
|
||
Hareton tried, under his breath, to persuade her to
|
||
go.
|
||
|
||
"Drag her away!" he cried savagely. "Are you stay-
|
||
ing to talk?" And he approached to execute his own
|
||
command.
|
||
|
||
"He'll not obey you, wicked man, any more," said
|
||
Catherine, "and he'll soon detest you as much as I do."
|
||
|
||
"Wisht! wisht!" muttered the young man reproach-
|
||
fully. "I will not hear you speak so to him. Have
|
||
done."
|
||
|
||
"But you won't let him strike me?" she cried.
|
||
"Come, then," he whispered earnestly.
|
||
|
||
It was too late. Heathcliff had caught hold of her.
|
||
|
||
"Now, you go!" he said to Earnshaw. "Accursed
|
||
witch! this time she has provoked me when I could
|
||
not bear it, and I'll make her repent it for ever!"
|
||
|
||
He had his hand in her hair. Hareton attempted to
|
||
release her locks, entreating him not to hurt her that
|
||
once. Heathcliff's black eyes flashed---he seemed ready
|
||
to tear Catherine in pieces; and I was just worked up
|
||
to risk coming to the rescue, when of a sudden his fin-
|
||
gers relaxed; he shifted his grasp from her head to her
|
||
arm, and gazed intently in her face. Then he drew his
|
||
hand over her eyes, stood a moment to collect himself
|
||
apparently, and turning anew to Catherine, said with
|
||
assumed calmness, "You must learn to avoid putting
|
||
me in a passion, or I shall really murder you some time!
|
||
Go with Mrs. Dean, and keep with her, and confine
|
||
your insolence to her ears. As to Hareton Earnshaw, if I
|
||
see him listen to you I'll send him seeking his bread
|
||
where he can get it. Your love will make him an out-
|
||
cast and a beggar.---Nelly, take her; and leave me, all
|
||
of you!---leave me!"
|
||
|
||
I led my young lady out. She was too glad of her es-
|
||
cape to resist. The other followed, and Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
had the room to himself till dinner. I had counselled
|
||
Catherine to dine upstairs, but as soon as he perceived
|
||
her vacant seat he sent me to call her. He spoke to none
|
||
of us, ate very little, and went out directly afterwards,
|
||
intimating that he should not return before evening.
|
||
|
||
The two new friends established themselves in the
|
||
house during his absence, when I heard Hareton sternly
|
||
|
||
check his cousin on her offering a revelation of her
|
||
father-in-law's conduct to his father. He said he
|
||
wouldn't suffer a word to be uttered in his disparage-
|
||
ment. lf he were the devil, it didn't signify---he would
|
||
stand by him; and he'd rather she would abuse himself,
|
||
as she used to, than begin on Mr. Heathcliff. Catherine
|
||
was waxing cross at this, but he found means to make
|
||
her hold her tongue by asking how she would like him
|
||
to speak ill of her father. Then she comprehended
|
||
that Earnshaw took the master's reputation home to
|
||
himself, and was attached by ties stronger than reason
|
||
could break---chains forged by habit, which it would
|
||
be cruel to attempt to loosen. She showed a good heart,
|
||
thenceforth, in avoiding both complaints and expres-
|
||
sions of antipathy concerning Heathcliff, and confessed
|
||
to me her sorrow that she had endeavoured to raise a
|
||
bad spirit between him and Hareton. Indeed, I don't
|
||
believe she has ever breathed a syllable, in the latter's
|
||
hearing, against her oppressor since.
|
||
|
||
When this slight disagreement was over, they were
|
||
friends again, and as busy as possible in their several
|
||
occupations of pupil and teacher. I came in to sit with
|
||
them after I had done my work, and I felt so soothed
|
||
and comforted to watch them that I did not notice how
|
||
time got on. You know they both appeared in a meas-
|
||
nre my children. I had long been proud of one, and now
|
||
I was sure the other would be a source of equal satisfac-
|
||
tion. His honest, warm, and intelligent nature shook off
|
||
rapidly the clouds of ignorance and degradation in
|
||
which it had been bred, and Catherine's sincere com-
|
||
mendations acted as a spur to his industry. His bright-
|
||
|
||
ening mind brightened his features, and added spirit
|
||
and nobility to their aspect. I could hardly fancy it
|
||
the same individual I had beheld on the day I discov-
|
||
ered my little lady at Wuthering Heights, after her ex-
|
||
pedition to the Crags. While I admired and they
|
||
laboured, dusk drew on, and with it returned the mas-
|
||
ter. He came upon us quite unexpectedly, entering by
|
||
the front way, and had a full view of the whole three
|
||
ere we could raise our heads to glance at him. Well, I
|
||
reflected, there was never a pleasanter or more harm-
|
||
less sight, and it will be a burning shame to scold them.
|
||
The red firelight glowed on their two bonny heads, and
|
||
revealed their faces animated with the eager interest of
|
||
children; for though he was twenty-three and she
|
||
eighteen, each had so much of novelty to feel and learn
|
||
that neither experienced nor evinced the sentiments
|
||
of sober, disenchanted maturity.
|
||
|
||
They lifted their eyes together, to encounter Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff. Perhaps you have never remarked that their
|
||
eyes are precisely similar, and they are those of Cath-
|
||
erine Earnshaw. The present Catherine has no other
|
||
likeness to her, except a breadth of forehead and a cer-
|
||
tain arch of the nostril that makes her appear rather
|
||
haughty, whether she will or not. With Hareton the
|
||
resemblance is carried further. It is singular at all times;
|
||
then it was particularly striking, because his senses
|
||
were alert, and his mental faculties wakened to un-
|
||
wonted activity. I suppose this resemblance disarmed
|
||
Mr. Heathcliff. He walked to the hearth in evident
|
||
agitation, but it quickly subsided as he looked at the
|
||
young man---or, I should say, altered its character, for
|
||
|
||
it was there yet. He took the book from his hand and
|
||
glanced at the open page, then returned it without any
|
||
observation, merely signing Catherine away. Her
|
||
companion lingered very little behind her; and I was
|
||
about to depart also, but he bade me sit still.
|
||
|
||
"It is a poor conclusion, is it not?" he observed, hav-
|
||
ing brooded a while on the scene he had just witnessed
|
||
---"an absurd termination to my violent exertions? I
|
||
get levers and mattocks to demolish the two houses, and
|
||
train myself to be capable of working like Hercules,
|
||
and when everything is ready and in my power I find
|
||
the will to lift a slate of either roof has vanished! My
|
||
old enemies have not beaten me. Now would be the
|
||
precise time to revenge myself on their representatives.
|
||
I could do it, and none could hinder me. But where is
|
||
the use? I don't care for striking; I can't take the trouble
|
||
to raise my hand. That sounds as if I had been labour-
|
||
ing the whole time only to exhibit a fine trait of mag-
|
||
nanimity. It is far from being the case. I have lost the
|
||
faculty of enjoying their destruction, and I am too idle
|
||
to destroy for nothing.
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, there is a strange change approaching; I'm
|
||
in its shadow at present. I take so little interest in my
|
||
daily life that I hardly remember to eat and drink.
|
||
Those two who have left the room are the only objects
|
||
which retain a distinct material appearance to me,
|
||
and that appearance causes me pain, amounting to
|
||
agony. About her I won't speak, and I don't desire to
|
||
think, but I earnestly wish she were invisible. Her pres-
|
||
ence invokes only maddening sensations. He moves me
|
||
|
||
differently; and yet if I could do it without seeming in-
|
||
sane, I'd never see him again. You'll perhaps think
|
||
me rather inclined to become so," he added, making an
|
||
effort to smile, "if I try to describe the thousand forms
|
||
of past associations and ideas he awakens or embodies.
|
||
But you'll not talk of what I tell you; and my mind is
|
||
so eternally secluded in itself, it is tempting at last to
|
||
turn it out to another.
|
||
|
||
"Five minutes ago Hareton seemed a personification
|
||
of my youth, not a human being. I felt to him in such
|
||
a variety of ways that it would have been impossible to
|
||
have accosted him rationally. In the first place, his star-
|
||
tling likeness to Catherine connected him fearfully with
|
||
her. That, however, which you may suppose the most
|
||
potent to arrest my imagination, is actually the least;
|
||
for what is not connected with her to me? and what
|
||
does not recall her? I cannot look down to this floor
|
||
but her features are shaped in the flags. In every cloud,
|
||
in every tree---filling the air at night, and caught by
|
||
glimpses in every object by day--I am surrounded with
|
||
her image. The most ordinary faces of men and women
|
||
---my own features---mock me with a resemblance.
|
||
The entire world is a dreadful collection of memoranda
|
||
that she did exist, and that I have lost her. Well, Hare-
|
||
ton's aspect was the ghost of my immortal love, of my
|
||
wild endeavours to hold my right, my degradation, my
|
||
pride, my happiness, and my anguish------
|
||
|
||
"But it is frenzy to repeat these thoughts to you; only
|
||
it will let you know why, with a reluctance to be always
|
||
alone, his society is no benefit, rather an aggravation of
|
||
|
||
the constant torment I suffer; and it partly contributes
|
||
to render me regardless how he and his cousin go on
|
||
together. I can give them no attention any more."
|
||
|
||
"But what do you mean by a change, Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff?" I said, alarmed at his manner, though he was
|
||
neither in danger of losing his senses nor dying, accord-
|
||
ing to my judgment. He was quite strong and healthy;
|
||
and as to his reason, from childhood he had a delight
|
||
in dwelling on dark things and entertaining odd fancies.
|
||
He might have had a monomania on the subject of his
|
||
departed idol, but on every other point his wits were as
|
||
sound as mine.
|
||
|
||
"I shall not know that till it comes," he said, "I'm
|
||
only half conscious of it now."
|
||
|
||
"You have no feeling of illness, have you?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"No, Nelly, I have not," he answered.
|
||
|
||
"Then you are not afraid of death?" I pursued.
|
||
|
||
"Afraid? No!" he replied. "I have neither a fear,
|
||
nor a presentiment, nor a hope of death. Why should I?
|
||
With my hard constitution, and temperate mode of
|
||
living, and unperilous occupations, I ought to, and
|
||
probably shall, remain above ground till there is
|
||
scarcely a black hair on my head. And yet I cannot con-
|
||
tinue in this condition. I have to remind myself to
|
||
breathe, almost to remind my heart to beat. And it is
|
||
like bending back a stiff spring; it is by compulsion that
|
||
|
||
I do the slightest act not prompted by one thought, and
|
||
by compulsion that I notice anything alive or dead
|
||
which is not associated with one universal idea. I have a
|
||
single wish, and my whole being and faculties are
|
||
yearning to attain it. They have yearned towards it so
|
||
long and so unwaveringly that I'm convinced it will be
|
||
reached---and soon---because it has devoured my
|
||
existence. I am swallowed up in the anticipation of its
|
||
fulfilment. My confessions have not relieved me, but
|
||
they may account for some otherwise unaccountable
|
||
phases of humour which I show.---O God! it is a long
|
||
fight, I wish it were over!"
|
||
|
||
He began to pace the room, muttering terrible things
|
||
to himself, till I was inclined to believe, as he said Jo-
|
||
seph did, that conscience had turned his heart to an
|
||
earthly hell. I wondered greatly how it would end.
|
||
Though he seldom before had revealed his state of
|
||
mind, even by looks, it was his habitual mood, I had
|
||
no doubt. He asserted it himself; but not a soul, from his
|
||
general bearing, would have conjectured the fact. You
|
||
did not when you saw him, Mr. Lockwood; and at
|
||
the period of which I speak he was just the same as
|
||
then, only fonder of continued solitude, and perhaps
|
||
still more laconic in company.
|
||
CHAPTER XXXIV.
|
||
|
||
For some days after that evening Mr. Heathcliff
|
||
shunned meeting us at meals, yet he would not
|
||
consent formally to exclude Hareton and Cathy. He had
|
||
an aversion to yielding so completely to his feelings,
|
||
choosing rather to absent himself; and eating once in
|
||
twenty-four hours seemed sufficient sustenance for him.
|
||
|
||
One night, after the family were in bed, I heard him
|
||
go downstairs and out at the front door. I did not hear
|
||
him re-enter, and in the morning I found he was still
|
||
away. We were in April then. The weather was sweet
|
||
and warm, the grass as green as showers and sun could
|
||
make it, and the two dwarf apple-trees near the south-
|
||
ern wall in full bloom. After breakfast Catherine insis-
|
||
ted on my bringing a chair and sitting with my work
|
||
under the fir-trees at the end of the house; and she be-
|
||
guiled Hareton, who had perfectly recovered from his
|
||
accident, to dig and arrange her little garden, which was
|
||
shifted to that corner by the influence of Joseph's com-
|
||
plaint. I was comfortably revelling in the spring frag-
|
||
rance around, and the beautiful soft blue overhead,
|
||
when my young lady, who had run down near the gate
|
||
to procure some primrose roots for a border, returned
|
||
only half laden, and informed us that Mr. Heathcliff was
|
||
coming in. "And he spoke to me," she added, with a
|
||
perplexed countenance.
|
||
|
||
"What did he say?" asked Hareton.
|
||
|
||
"He told me to begone as fast as I could," she an-
|
||
swered. "But he looked so different from his usual
|
||
iook that I stopped a moment to stare at him."
|
||
|
||
"How?" he inquired.
|
||
|
||
"Why, almost bright and cheerful. No, almost noth-
|
||
ing---very much excited, and wild and glad!" she re-
|
||
plied.
|
||
|
||
"Night-walking amuses him, then," I remarked,
|
||
affecting a careless manner---in reality as surprised as
|
||
she was, and anxious to ascertain the truth of her state-
|
||
ment, for to see the master looking glad would not be
|
||
an every-day spectacle. I framed an excuse to go in.
|
||
Heathcliff stood at the open door. He was pale, and
|
||
he trembled, yet certainly he had a strange, joyful glit-
|
||
ter in his eyes that altered the aspect of his whole face.
|
||
|
||
"Will you have some breakfast?" I said. "You must
|
||
be hungry rambling about all night." I wanted to dis-
|
||
cover where he had been, but I did not like to ask di-
|
||
rectly.
|
||
|
||
"No, I'm not hungry," he answered, averting his head
|
||
and speaking rather contemptuously, as if he guessed
|
||
I was trying to divine the occasion of his good-humour.
|
||
|
||
I felt perplexed. I didn't know whether it were not a
|
||
proper opportunity to offer a bit of admonition.
|
||
|
||
"I don't think it right to wander out of doors," I ob-
|
||
served, "instead of being in bed. It is not wise, at any
|
||
rate, this moist season. I dare say you'll catch a bad cold
|
||
or a fever. You have something the matter with you
|
||
now."
|
||
|
||
"Nothing but what I can bear," he replied, "and with
|
||
the greatest pleasure, provided you'll leave me alone.
|
||
Get in, and don't annoy me."
|
||
|
||
I obeyed, and in passing I noticed he breathed as
|
||
fast as a cat.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," I reflected to myself, "we shall have a fit of
|
||
illness. I cannot conceive what he has been doing."
|
||
|
||
That noon he sat down to dinner with us, and re-
|
||
ceived a heaped-up plate from my hands, as if he in-
|
||
tended to make amends for previous fasting.
|
||
|
||
"I've neither cold nor fever, Nelly," he remarked, in
|
||
allusion to my morning's speech, "and I'm ready to do
|
||
justice to the food you give me."
|
||
|
||
He took his knife and fork, and was going to com-
|
||
mence eating, when the inclination appeared to become
|
||
suddenly extinct. He laid them on the table, looked
|
||
eagerly towards the window, then rose and went out.
|
||
We saw him walking to and fro in the garden while we
|
||
concluded our meal, and Earnshaw said he'd go and ask
|
||
why he would not dine; he thought we had grieved
|
||
him some way.
|
||
|
||
"Well, is he coming?" cried Catherine, when her
|
||
cousin returned.
|
||
|
||
"Nay," he answered; "but he's not angry. He seemed
|
||
rarely pleased indeed; only I made him impatient by
|
||
speaking to him twice, and then he bade me be off to
|
||
you. He wondered how I could want the company of
|
||
anybody else."
|
||
|
||
I set his plate to keep warm on the fender, and after
|
||
an hour or two he re-entered, when the room was clear,
|
||
in no degree calmer---the same unnatural (it was un-
|
||
natural) appearance of joy under his black brows; the
|
||
same bloodless hue, and his teeth visible, now and
|
||
then, in a kind of smile; his frame shivering---not as
|
||
one shivers with chill or weakness, but as a tight-
|
||
stretched cord vibrates---a strong thrilling rather than
|
||
trembling.
|
||
|
||
I will ask what is the matter, I thought; or who
|
||
should? And I exclaimed,---
|
||
|
||
"Have you heard any good news, Mr. Heathcliff?
|
||
You look uncommonly animated."
|
||
|
||
"Where should good news come from to me?" he
|
||
said. "I'm animated with hunger, and seemingly I must
|
||
not eat."
|
||
|
||
"Your dinner is here," I returned; "why won't you
|
||
get it?"
|
||
|
||
"I don't want it now," he muttered hastily. "I'll wait
|
||
till supper. And, Nelly, once for all, let me beg you to
|
||
warn Hareton and the other away from me. I wish to
|
||
be troubled by nobody. I wish to have this place to my-
|
||
self."
|
||
|
||
"Is there some new reason for this banishment?" I
|
||
inquired. "Tell me why you are so queer, Mr. Heath-
|
||
cliff. Where were you last night? I'm not putting the
|
||
question through idle curiosity, but------"
|
||
|
||
"You are putting the question through very idle
|
||
curiosity," he interrupted, with a laugh. "Yes, I'll an-
|
||
swer it. Last night I was on the threshold of hell. To-
|
||
day I am within sight of my heaven. I have my eyes on
|
||
it---hardly three feet to sever me. And now you'd better
|
||
go. You'll neither see nor hear anything to frighten you
|
||
if you refrain from prying."
|
||
|
||
Having swept the hearth and wiped the table, I de-
|
||
parted, more perplexed than ever.
|
||
|
||
He did not quit the house again that afternoon, and
|
||
no one intruded on his solitude, till, at eight o'clock, I
|
||
deemed it proper, though unsummoned, to carry a
|
||
candle and his supper to him. He was leaning against
|
||
the ledge of an open lattice, but not looking out; his
|
||
face was turned to the interior gloom. The fire
|
||
had smouldered to ashes; the room was fllled with the
|
||
damp, mild air of the cloudy evening, and so still that
|
||
not only the murmur of the beck down Gimmerton was
|
||
distinguishable, but its ripples and its gurgling over
|
||
|
||
the pebbles, or through the large stones which it could
|
||
not cover. I uttered an ejaculation of discontent at see-
|
||
ing the dismal grate, and commenced shutting the
|
||
casements, one after another, till I came to his.
|
||
|
||
"Must I close this?" I asked, in order to rouse him,
|
||
for he would not stir.
|
||
|
||
The light flashed on his features as I spoke. O Mr.
|
||
Lockwood, I cannot express what a terrible start I got
|
||
by the momentary view---those deep black eyes, that
|
||
smile and ghastly paleness! It appeared to me not Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff, but a goblin; and in my terror I let the
|
||
candle bend towards the wall, and it left me in dark-
|
||
ness.
|
||
|
||
"Yes, close it," he replied, in his familiar voice.
|
||
|
||
"There, that is pure awkwardness! Why did you hold
|
||
the candle horizontally? Be quick, and bring another."
|
||
|
||
I hurried out in a foolish state of dread, and said to
|
||
Joseph,---
|
||
|
||
"The master wishes you to take him a light and re-
|
||
kindle the fire." For I dare not go in myself again just
|
||
then.
|
||
|
||
Joseph rattled some fire into the shovel, and went;
|
||
but he brought it back immediately with the supper-tray
|
||
in his other hand, explaining that Mr. Heathcliff was
|
||
going to bed, and he wanted nothing to eat till morning.
|
||
|
||
We heard him mount the stairs directly. He did not pro-
|
||
ceed to his ordinary chamber, but turned into that with
|
||
the panelled bed. Its window, as I mentioned before, is
|
||
wide enough for anybody to get through; and it struck
|
||
me that he plotted another midnight excursion, of
|
||
which he had rather we had no suspicion.
|
||
|
||
"Is he a ghoul or a vampire?" I mused. I had read
|
||
of such hideous incarnate demons. And then I set my-
|
||
self to reflect how I had tended him in infancy, and
|
||
watched him grow to youth, and followed him almost
|
||
through his whole course, and what absurd nonsense it
|
||
was to yield to that sense of horror. "But where did he
|
||
come from, the little dark thing, harboured by a good
|
||
man to his bane?" muttered Superstition, as I dozed
|
||
into unconsciousness. And I began, half dreaming,
|
||
to weary myself with imagining some fit parentage for
|
||
him; and repeating my waking meditations, I tracked
|
||
his existence over again, with grim variations, at last
|
||
picturing his death and funeral, of which all I can re-
|
||
member is being exceedingly vexed at having the task
|
||
of dictating an inscription for his monument, and con-
|
||
sulting the sexton about it; and as he had no surname,
|
||
and we could not tell his age, we were obliged to con-
|
||
tent ourselves with the single word, "Heathcliff."
|
||
That came true; we were. If you enter the kirkyard
|
||
you'll read on his headstone only that, and the date of
|
||
his death.
|
||
|
||
Dawn restored me to common-sense. I rose and went
|
||
into the garden as soon as I could see, to ascertain if
|
||
there were any footmarks under his window. There were
|
||
|
||
none. "He has stayed at home," I thought, "and he'll
|
||
be all right to-day." I prepared breakfast for the
|
||
household, as was my usual custom, but told Hareton
|
||
and Catherine to get theirs ere the master came down,
|
||
for he lay late. They preferred taking it out of doors,
|
||
under the trees, and I set a little table to accommodate
|
||
them.
|
||
|
||
On my re-entrance I found Mr. Heathcliff below. He
|
||
and Joseph were conversing about some farming busi-
|
||
ness. He gave clear, minute directions concerning the
|
||
matter discussed, but he spoke rapidly, and turned his
|
||
head continually aside, and had the same excited ex-
|
||
pression, even more exaggerated. When Joseph quitted
|
||
the room he took his seat in the place he generally chose,
|
||
and I put a basin of coffee before him. He drew
|
||
it nearer, and then rested his arms on the table and
|
||
looked at the opposite wall, as I supposed, surveying
|
||
one particular portion, up and down, with glittering,
|
||
restless eyes, and with such eager interest that he
|
||
stopped breathing during half a minute together.
|
||
|
||
"Come now," I exclaimed, pushing some bread
|
||
against his hand, "eat and drink that while it is hot; it
|
||
has been waiting near an hour."
|
||
|
||
He didn't notice me, and yet he smiled. I'd rather
|
||
have seen him gnash his teeth than smile so.
|
||
|
||
"Mr. Heathcliff! master!" I cried, "don't, for God's
|
||
sake, stare as if you saw an unearthly vision."
|
||
|
||
"Don't, for God's sake, shout so loud," he replied.
|
||
|
||
"Turn round and tell me---are we by ourselves?"
|
||
|
||
"Of course," was my answer---"of course we are."
|
||
|
||
Still I involuntarily obeyed him, as if I was not
|
||
quite sure. With a sweep of his hand he cleared a vacant
|
||
space in front among the breakfast things, and leant
|
||
forward to gaze more at his ease.
|
||
|
||
Now I perceived he was not looking at the wall, for
|
||
when I regarded him alone it seemed exactly that he
|
||
gazed at something within two yards' distance. And
|
||
whatever it was, it communicated apparently both
|
||
pleasure and pain in exquisite extremes---at least the
|
||
anguished yet raptured expression of his countenance
|
||
suggested that idea. The fancied object was not fixed
|
||
either; his eyes pursued it with unwearied diligence,
|
||
and, even in speaking to me, were never weaned away.
|
||
I vainly reminded him of his protracted abstinence
|
||
from food. If he stirred to touch anything in compliance
|
||
with my entreaties, if he stretched his hand out to get a
|
||
piece of bread, his fingers clenched before they reached
|
||
it, and remained on the table, forgetful of their aim.
|
||
I sat, a model of patience, trying to attract his ab-
|
||
sorbed attentlion from its engrossing speculation, till he
|
||
grew irritable, and got up, asking why I would not al-
|
||
low him to have his own time in taking his meals, and
|
||
saying that on the next occasion I needn't wait---L
|
||
might set the things down and go. Having uttered these
|
||
words he left the house, slowly sauntered down the
|
||
|
||
garden path, and disappeared through the gate.
|
||
The hours crept anxiously by; another evening came.
|
||
I did not retire to rest till late, and when I did I could
|
||
not sleep. He returned after midnight, and instead of
|
||
going to bed, shut himself into the room beneath. I
|
||
listened and tossed about, and finally dressed and de-
|
||
scended. It was too irksome to lie there harassing my
|
||
brain with a hundred idle misgivings.
|
||
|
||
I distinguished Mr. Heathcliff's step restlessly
|
||
measuring the floor, and he frequently broke the si-
|
||
lence by a deep inspiration resembling a groan. He
|
||
muttered detached words also. The only one I couJd
|
||
catch was the name of Catherine, coupled with some
|
||
wild term of endearment or suffering, and spoken as
|
||
one would speak to a person present---low and
|
||
earnest, and wrung from the depth of his soul. I had
|
||
not courage to walk straight into the apartment, but
|
||
I desired to divert him from his reverie, and therefore
|
||
fell foul of the kitchen fire, stirred it, and began
|
||
to scrape the cinders. It drew him forth sooner than I
|
||
expected. He opened the door immediately, and
|
||
said,---
|
||
|
||
"Nelly, come here. Is it morning? Come in with your
|
||
light."
|
||
|
||
"It is striking four," I answered. "You want a candle
|
||
to take upstairs. You might have lit one at this fire."
|
||
|
||
"No, I don't wish to go upstairs," he said. "Come in
|
||
and kindle me a fire, and do anything there is to do
|
||
about the room."
|
||
|
||
"I must blow the coals red first before I can carry
|
||
any," I replied, getting a chair and the bellows.
|
||
|
||
He roamed to and fro, meantime, in a state ap-
|
||
proaching distraction, his heavy sighs succeeding each
|
||
other so thick as to leave no space for common breath-
|
||
ing between.
|
||
|
||
"When day breaks I'll send for Green," he said. "I
|
||
wish to make some legal inquiries of him while I can
|
||
bestow a thought on those matters, and while I can act
|
||
calmly. I have not written my will yet, and how to leave
|
||
my property I cannot determine. I wish I could anni-
|
||
hilate it from the face of the earth."
|
||
|
||
"I would not talk so, Mr. Heathcliff," I interposed.
|
||
"Let your will be a while; you'll be spared to repent
|
||
of your many injustices yet. I never expected that your
|
||
nerves would be disordered. They are at present mar-
|
||
vellously so, however, and almost entirely through your
|
||
own fault. The way you've passed these three last days
|
||
might knock up a Titan. Do take some food and some
|
||
repose. You need only look at yourself in a glass to see
|
||
how you require both. Your cheeks are hollow, and
|
||
your eyes bloodshot, like a person starving with hunger
|
||
and going blind with loss of sleep."
|
||
|
||
"It is not my fault that I cannot eat or rest," he re-
|
||
plied. "I assure you it is through no settled designs. I'll
|
||
do both as soon as I possibly can. But you might as
|
||
well bid a man struggling in the water rest within
|
||
arm's length of the shore! I must reach it first, and then
|
||
I'll rest. Well, never mind Mr. Green. As to repent-
|
||
ing of my injustices, I've done no injustice, and I re-
|
||
pent of nothing. I'm too happy; and yet I'm not happy
|
||
enough. My soul's bliss kills my body, but does not
|
||
satisfy itself."
|
||
|
||
"Happy, master?" I cried. "Strange happiness! If
|
||
you would hear me without being angry, I might offer
|
||
some advice that would make you happier."
|
||
|
||
"What is that?" he asked. "Give it."
|
||
|
||
"You are aware, Mr. Heathcliff," I said, "that from
|
||
the time you were thirteen years old you have lived a
|
||
selfish, unchristian life, and probably hardly had a
|
||
Bible in your hands during all that period. You must
|
||
have forgotten the contents of the book, and you may
|
||
not have space to search it now. Could it be hurtful to
|
||
send for some one (some minister of any denomination
|
||
---it does not matter which) to explain it, and show
|
||
you how very far you have erred from its precepts, and
|
||
how unfit you will be for its heaven, unless a change
|
||
takes place before you die?"
|
||
|
||
"I'm rather obliged than angry, Nelly," he said, "for
|
||
you remind me of the manner in which I desire to be
|
||
buried. It is to be carried to the churchyard in the eve-
|
||
|
||
ning. You and Hareton may, if you please, accompany
|
||
me; and mind particularly to notice that the sexton
|
||
obeys my directions concerning the two coffins. No
|
||
minister need come, nor need anything be said over
|
||
me. I tell you I have nearly attained my heaven, and
|
||
that of others is altogether unvalued and uncoveted
|
||
by me."
|
||
|
||
"And supposing you persevered in your obstinate
|
||
fast, and died by that means, and they refused to bury
|
||
you in the precincts of the kirk?" I said, shocked at his
|
||
godless indifference. "How would you like it?"
|
||
|
||
"They won't do that," he replied. "If they did, you
|
||
must have me removed secretly; and if you neglect it
|
||
you shall prove, practically, that the dead are not an-
|
||
nihilated."
|
||
|
||
As soon as he heard the other members of the family
|
||
stirring he retired to his den, and I breathed freer. But
|
||
in the afternoon, while Joseph and Hareton were at
|
||
their work, he came into the kitchen again, and with a
|
||
wild look bade me come and sit in the house; he
|
||
wanted somebody with him. I declined, telling him
|
||
plainly that his strange talk and manner frightened
|
||
me, and I had neither the nerve nor the will to be his
|
||
companion alone.
|
||
|
||
"I believe you think me a fiend," he said, with his
|
||
dismal laugh---"something too horrible to live under a
|
||
decent roof." Then turning to Catherine, who was
|
||
there, and who drew behind me at his approach, he
|
||
|
||
added, half sneeringly, "Will you come, chuck? I'll
|
||
not hurt you. No! To you I've made myself worse than
|
||
the devil. Well, there is one who won't shrink from my
|
||
company. By God, she's relentless! Oh, damn it! It's
|
||
unutterably too much for flesh and blood to bear---even
|
||
mine."
|
||
|
||
He solicited the society of no one more. At dusk he
|
||
went into his chamber. Through the whole night, and
|
||
far into the morning, we heard him groaning and mur-
|
||
muring to himself. Hareton was anxious to enter, but
|
||
I bade him fetch Mr. Kenneth, and he should go in
|
||
and see him. When he came, and I requested admit-
|
||
tance and tried to open the door, I found it locked,
|
||
and Heathcliff bade us be damned. He was better, and
|
||
would be left alone; so the doctor went away.
|
||
|
||
The following evening was very wet---indeed it
|
||
poured down till day-dawn; and as I took my morn-
|
||
ing walk round the house I observed the master's win-
|
||
dow swinging open, and the rain driving straight in. He
|
||
cannot be in bed, I thought; those showers would
|
||
drench him through. He must either be up or out. But
|
||
I'll make no more ado; I'll go boldly and look."
|
||
|
||
Having succeeded in obtaining entrance with another
|
||
key, I ran to unclose the panels, for the chamber was
|
||
vacant. Quickly pushing them aside, I peeped in. Mr.
|
||
Heathcliff was there, laid on his back. His eyes met
|
||
mine so keen and fierce, I started; and then he seemed
|
||
to smile. I could not think him dead; but his face and
|
||
throat were washed with rain, the bedclothes dripped,
|
||
|
||
and he was perfectly still. The lattice, flapping to and
|
||
fro, had grazed one hand that rested on the sill. No
|
||
blood trickled from the broken skin, and when I put
|
||
my fingers to it I could doubt no more---he was dead
|
||
and stark!
|
||
|
||
I hasped the window; I combed his black long hair
|
||
from his forehead; I tried to close his eyes---to
|
||
extinguish, if possible, that frightful, life-like gaze of
|
||
exultation before any one else beheld it. They would
|
||
not shut---they seemed to sneer at my attempts; and his
|
||
parted lips and sharp white teeth sneered too. Taken
|
||
with another fit of cowardice, I cried out for Joseph.
|
||
Joseph shuffied up and made a noise, but resolutely
|
||
refused to meddle with him.
|
||
|
||
"Th' divil's harried off his soul," he cried, "and he
|
||
may hev his carcass into t' bargain for aught I care!
|
||
Ech! what a wicked un he looks girning at death!"
|
||
and the old sinner grinned in mockery. I thought he in-
|
||
tended to cut a caper round the bed; but suddenly com-
|
||
posing himself, he fell on his knees, and raised his
|
||
hands, and returned thanks that the lawful master and
|
||
the ancient stock were restored to their rights.
|
||
I felt stunned by the awful event, and my memory
|
||
unavoidably recurred to former times with a sort of
|
||
oppressive sadness. But poor Hareton, the most
|
||
wronged, was the only one who really suffered much. He
|
||
sat by the corpse all night, weeping in bitter earnest.
|
||
He pressed its hand, and kissed the sarcastic, savage
|
||
face that every one else shrank from contemplating, and
|
||
bemoaned him with that strong grief which springs nat-
|
||
|
||
urally from a generous heart, though it be tough as tem-
|
||
pered steel.
|
||
|
||
Mr. Kenneth was perplexed to pronounce of what
|
||
disorder the master died. I concealed the fact of his
|
||
having swallowed nothing for four days, fearing it
|
||
might lead to trouble; and then I am persuaded he
|
||
did not abstain on purpose---it was the consequence of
|
||
his strange illness, not the cause.
|
||
|
||
We buried him, to the scandal of the whole neigh-
|
||
bourhood, as he wished. Earnshaw and I, the sexton,
|
||
and six men to carry the coffin, comprehended the whole
|
||
attendance. The six men departed when they had let it
|
||
down into the grave. We stayed to see it covered. Hare-
|
||
ton, with a streaming face, dug green sods and laid
|
||
them over the brown mould himself. At present it is as
|
||
smooth and verdant as its companion mounds, and
|
||
I hope its tenant sleeps as soundly. But the country
|
||
folks, if you ask them, would swear on the Bible that
|
||
he walks. There are those who speak to having met
|
||
him near the church, and on the moor, and even within
|
||
this house. Idle tales, you'll say, and so say I. Yet
|
||
that old man by the kitchen fire affirms he has seen
|
||
two on 'em, looking out of his chamber window, on
|
||
every rainy night since his death. And an odd thing
|
||
happened to me about a month ago. I was going to the
|
||
Grange one evening---a dark evening, threatening
|
||
thunder; and just at the turn of the Heights I encoun-
|
||
tered a little boy with a sheep and two lambs before
|
||
him. He was crying terribly, and I supposed the lambs
|
||
were skittish and would not be guided.
|
||
|
||
"What is the matter, my little man?" I asked.
|
||
|
||
"There's Heathcliff and a woman yonder, under
|
||
t' nab," he blubbered, "un I darnut pass 'em."
|
||
|
||
I saw nothing; but neither the sheep nor he would
|
||
go on, so I bade him take the road lower down. He
|
||
probably raised the phantoms from thinking, as he
|
||
traversed the moors alone, on the nonsense he had heard
|
||
his parents and companions repeat. Yet, still I don't
|
||
like being out in the dark now, and I don't like being
|
||
left by myself in this grim house. I cannot help it. I
|
||
shall be glad when they leave it and shift to the Grange.
|
||
|
||
"They are going to the Grange, then?" I said.
|
||
|
||
"Yes," answered Mrs. Dean, "as soon as they are
|
||
married, and that will be on New Year's day."
|
||
|
||
"And who will live here then?"
|
||
|
||
"Why, Joseph will take care of the house, and per-
|
||
haps a lad to keep him company. They will live in the
|
||
kitchen, and the rest will be shut up."
|
||
|
||
"For the use of such ghosts as choose to inhabit it,"
|
||
I observed.
|
||
|
||
"No, Mr. Lockwood," said Nelly, shaking her head.
|
||
|
||
"I believe the dead are at peace, but it is not right to
|
||
speak of them with levity."
|
||
|
||
At that moment the garden gate swung to; the ram-
|
||
blers were returning.
|
||
|
||
"They are afraid of nothing," I grumbled, watching
|
||
their approach through the window. "Together they
|
||
would brave Satan and all his legions."
|
||
|
||
As they stepped on to the door-stones, and halted
|
||
to take a last look at the moon---or, more correctly, at
|
||
each other by her light ---I felt irresistibly impelled to
|
||
escape them again; and pressing a remembrance into
|
||
the hand of Mrs. Dean, and disregarding her expostu-
|
||
lations at my rudeness, I vanished through the kitchen
|
||
as they opened the house-door, and so should have
|
||
confirmed Joseph in his opinion of his fellow-servant's
|
||
gay indiscretions, had he not fortunately recognized
|
||
me for a respectable character by the sweet ring of a
|
||
sovereign at his feet.
|
||
|
||
My walk home was lengthened by a diversion in the
|
||
direction of the kirk. When beneath its walls I perceived
|
||
decay had made progress, even in seven months. Many
|
||
a window showed black gaps deprived of glass, and
|
||
slates jutted off here and there beyond the right line
|
||
of the roof, to be gradually worked off in coming
|
||
autumn storms.
|
||
|
||
I sought and soon discovered the three headstones
|
||
on the slope next the moor---the middle one gray, and
|
||
half buried in heath; Edgar Linton's only harmonized
|
||
by the turf and moss creeping up its foot; Heathcliff's
|
||
still bare.
|
||
|
||
I lingered round them under that benign sky,
|
||
watched the moths fluttering among the heath and
|
||
harebells, listened to the soft wind breathing through
|
||
the grass, and wondered how any one could ever im-
|
||
agine unquiet slumbers for the sleepers in that quiet
|
||
earth.
|
||
|
||
End
|
||
|
||
.
|